1 00:00:00,373 --> 00:00:02,373 Previously on "Nurses..." 2 00:00:02,427 --> 00:00:04,427 I need things to be simple. 3 00:00:05,010 --> 00:00:07,010 Your girlfriend kissed me. 4 00:00:07,404 --> 00:00:10,005 What happened with Mo I didn't mean to mess up your life. 5 00:00:10,039 --> 00:00:12,808 - It just kind of happened. - Don't screw things up with Naz. 6 00:00:12,842 --> 00:00:15,944 You were right. I don't want to mess up what we already have. 7 00:00:19,253 --> 00:00:21,984 You might say that a hospital is a wish factory. 8 00:00:22,018 --> 00:00:24,720 A patient wishes for the pain to stop 9 00:00:24,754 --> 00:00:27,890 or a parent wishes for their child's surgery 10 00:00:27,924 --> 00:00:29,492 to be a success. 11 00:00:30,693 --> 00:00:33,176 Some wish they'll get a second chance 12 00:00:33,216 --> 00:00:35,731 to fix their mistakes, a chance to live life 13 00:00:35,765 --> 00:00:38,033 the way they've always wished they could. 14 00:00:39,769 --> 00:00:42,704 Superstitions are just wishes on repeat. 15 00:00:42,739 --> 00:00:45,574 Like nurses tying a knot in the corner of a bedsheet 16 00:00:45,608 --> 00:00:48,243 wishing for their patient to make it through the night. 17 00:00:48,278 --> 00:00:50,546 But hospitals aren't magic, 18 00:00:50,580 --> 00:00:53,549 we can only make things happen with our own strength and will 19 00:00:53,583 --> 00:00:55,317 Sometimes at the expense of our own wishes. 20 00:00:56,753 --> 00:00:58,754 Because only one thing is certain: 21 00:00:58,788 --> 00:01:00,923 Whatever happens inside these walls... 22 00:01:00,957 --> 00:01:03,854 - Good morning, Grace. - ...you're gonna need our help. 23 00:01:05,562 --> 00:01:07,596 Or not. 24 00:01:07,630 --> 00:01:09,932 Sorry, I just found out that my patient, 25 00:01:09,966 --> 00:01:12,080 Mr. Jeffries, passed away last night. 26 00:01:12,128 --> 00:01:13,702 Aww... Oh no. 27 00:01:13,736 --> 00:01:16,038 He was doing so much better when I left him. 28 00:01:16,072 --> 00:01:18,474 Sorry. I know how much you liked him. 29 00:01:19,742 --> 00:01:22,478 Well, the day can only get better from here. 30 00:01:22,512 --> 00:01:24,646 Is something you should never, ever say. 31 00:01:24,681 --> 00:01:27,549 But I also would very much like to believe it. 32 00:01:31,588 --> 00:01:34,062 You used up all the massages in your health plan, didn't you? 33 00:01:34,086 --> 00:01:35,196 I needed it, OK? 34 00:01:35,220 --> 00:01:37,726 Ten a year is just not enough. I need... need ten a month. 35 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:39,261 What you need to do is read this. 36 00:01:39,295 --> 00:01:41,864 It's a very negative patient assessment form about you. 37 00:01:41,898 --> 00:01:45,534 What? This... this guy? Worked my ass off for this guy. 38 00:01:45,568 --> 00:01:48,258 I skipped my break just to irrigate his sinuses. 39 00:01:48,705 --> 00:01:50,772 Things came out of there I don't even want to think about. 40 00:01:50,807 --> 00:01:52,975 - Where's the gratitude? - If you say so, I'll ignore it, 41 00:01:53,009 --> 00:01:54,950 but remember what time it is, Mr. Wolf. 42 00:01:54,974 --> 00:01:56,005 It's time to remember 43 00:01:56,042 --> 00:01:57,479 that we're not in it for the glory. I know, I know. 44 00:01:57,514 --> 00:02:00,135 I just wish I knew what I did to rub this guy the wrong way. 45 00:02:06,345 --> 00:02:08,177 Someone's looking at you, Naz. 46 00:02:08,201 --> 00:02:09,781 And I'm not looking back. 47 00:02:10,827 --> 00:02:13,462 - What's going on there? - Don't want to talk about it. 48 00:02:13,496 --> 00:02:15,597 I don't need any more bad advice. 49 00:02:15,632 --> 00:02:19,087 OK, let's start with the good news! 50 00:02:19,120 --> 00:02:22,304 Our beloved St. Mary's donors dug deep for Nursing Week, 51 00:02:22,338 --> 00:02:24,482 and we've made some improvements to the lounge 52 00:02:24,516 --> 00:02:26,208 based on your wish list. 53 00:02:26,242 --> 00:02:28,644 Bye-bye, crappy pod coffee maker. 54 00:02:28,678 --> 00:02:32,225 Hello, new super automatic espresso machine. 55 00:02:32,275 --> 00:02:34,149 We've also fixed all the broken lockers 56 00:02:34,183 --> 00:02:35,926 and replaced the microwave in here. 57 00:02:35,965 --> 00:02:39,488 I am going to remind staff one last time that microwaving 58 00:02:39,522 --> 00:02:42,090 fish in this room is a fireable offence. 59 00:02:42,125 --> 00:02:44,793 Any questions before shift begins? 60 00:02:44,827 --> 00:02:47,869 Yeah. Uh, everyone's talking about the coronavirus. 61 00:02:47,911 --> 00:02:50,165 I have patients, their families, my family 62 00:02:50,199 --> 00:02:52,868 all wanting to know what's our plan here. 63 00:02:52,902 --> 00:02:56,405 Yeah. We are, uh... monitoring the situation 64 00:02:56,439 --> 00:02:59,374 and communicating with other healthcare centres. 65 00:02:59,409 --> 00:03:03,078 For now, it's business as usual. I hope it'll stay that way. 66 00:03:03,112 --> 00:03:05,614 There's a staff meeting about this tonight; I'd like you to be there. 67 00:03:05,648 --> 00:03:08,109 - Then I'll be there. - Thank you. 68 00:03:08,139 --> 00:03:09,696 Now, let's get to it. 69 00:03:11,187 --> 00:03:13,114 Miss Ish! 70 00:03:13,155 --> 00:03:16,054 I see we have a broken wing. This happened two days ago. 71 00:03:16,078 --> 00:03:17,559 Cycling near Blue Mountain. 72 00:03:17,594 --> 00:03:20,062 They said I could get a lighter cast here. 73 00:03:20,096 --> 00:03:22,887 We'll set you up. You can even choose your favourite colour. 74 00:03:22,952 --> 00:03:25,901 Hey, are you doing OK? 75 00:03:25,935 --> 00:03:26,924 I'm fine. 76 00:03:26,948 --> 00:03:29,058 Watch your shoes, guy. She's fixing to vomit. 77 00:03:29,092 --> 00:03:31,653 Thank you for your input, sir, but I have the situation under control. 78 00:03:32,044 --> 00:03:36,084 Oh, OK! We're gonna need somewhere to lie down. You're gonna be OK. 79 00:03:36,111 --> 00:03:37,946 It's alright. 80 00:03:39,716 --> 00:03:42,317 - Could I get a cleanup over here? - Told you. 81 00:03:44,587 --> 00:03:46,688 - You're a nurse. - Nice diagnosis, rookie. 82 00:03:46,723 --> 00:03:48,806 - How do you know I'm a rookie? - Well, 83 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:50,783 could be the puddle you're standing in. 84 00:03:50,807 --> 00:03:53,228 Anyone could have told you she was set to pop. 85 00:03:53,262 --> 00:03:56,349 Sorry, why aren't you at your own hospital instead of mine? 86 00:03:56,385 --> 00:03:59,635 Just here on my lunch break to see Dr. Dixon. Best knee guy in town. 87 00:03:59,669 --> 00:04:02,177 - He's in the clinic today, right? - Dixon's booked solid. 88 00:04:02,214 --> 00:04:04,645 He'll see me. We go back. 89 00:04:06,542 --> 00:04:09,044 - Hey, hey. - Is that Dex Anthony? 90 00:04:09,078 --> 00:04:10,779 Been forever, man! How are you doing? 91 00:04:10,813 --> 00:04:12,659 You know me, man. I'm living the dream. 92 00:04:12,693 --> 00:04:15,517 Losing half my pay to alimony, admin bullshit, 93 00:04:15,551 --> 00:04:19,254 hypertension and... this trash knee. 94 00:04:19,288 --> 00:04:20,789 Gotta go easy on yourself, man. 95 00:04:20,823 --> 00:04:23,190 - Yeah. - Hey, Wolf, you know who this guy here? 96 00:04:23,225 --> 00:04:25,060 I have a feeling you're gonna tell me. 97 00:04:25,094 --> 00:04:26,995 Dex Anthony. Dude is a nursing legend. 98 00:04:27,030 --> 00:04:29,297 - Learned everything from this guy. - Yeah, including 99 00:04:29,332 --> 00:04:32,234 on where to hide out so no one can ever find you. 100 00:04:32,268 --> 00:04:34,269 Yeah, I still use that one. Come on! 101 00:04:36,472 --> 00:04:38,140 You're gonna clean this up? 102 00:04:38,174 --> 00:04:39,608 What are you still doing here, Stretch? 103 00:04:39,848 --> 00:04:42,350 Go tell Dr. Dixon that I'm here. 104 00:04:47,979 --> 00:04:51,275 Oh, Grace! Good morning. I heard about Mr. Jeffries. 105 00:04:51,340 --> 00:04:53,253 I know that you put in a lot of time with him. 106 00:04:53,287 --> 00:04:54,656 Comes with the territory. 107 00:04:54,691 --> 00:04:56,658 Well, I'm glad to hear you say that 108 00:04:56,693 --> 00:04:58,694 because I'm gonna be asking a lot of you today. 109 00:04:58,728 --> 00:05:01,546 - What kind of a lot? - I had another nurse 110 00:05:01,581 --> 00:05:03,331 request reassignment for religious reasons. 111 00:05:03,366 --> 00:05:06,635 OK... What are we talking about here? A Satanist? 112 00:05:06,669 --> 00:05:08,437 I just want to make sure you're up for it today. 113 00:05:10,273 --> 00:05:12,340 Now go. 114 00:05:14,644 --> 00:05:16,812 - Hi. - Hi. I'm Theresa. 115 00:05:16,846 --> 00:05:18,647 So, are you my party planner? 116 00:05:18,882 --> 00:05:20,483 Sorry? 117 00:05:20,508 --> 00:05:22,309 I've been hearing those words a lot lately. 118 00:05:23,031 --> 00:05:25,492 Oh, no. They didn't tell you. 119 00:05:26,255 --> 00:05:29,158 I mean, I could look at the chart, or you can tell me if you'd prefer. 120 00:05:29,760 --> 00:05:33,028 OK. Uh, well, um... 121 00:05:33,543 --> 00:05:37,279 I've been fighting breast cancer for six years... 122 00:05:38,101 --> 00:05:40,769 ...but it's in my bones now 123 00:05:41,376 --> 00:05:42,943 and my brain. 124 00:05:42,968 --> 00:05:46,208 I've had every treatment under the sun. 125 00:05:46,955 --> 00:05:48,915 There's nothing left to do. 126 00:05:50,847 --> 00:05:52,681 And the pain... 127 00:05:54,016 --> 00:05:56,251 ...has become unbearable. 128 00:05:56,285 --> 00:05:58,754 So, uh, my fight's over, 129 00:05:58,788 --> 00:06:00,355 and I accept that. 130 00:06:00,886 --> 00:06:03,325 - Theresa, I'm so... - Sorry? 131 00:06:03,359 --> 00:06:05,327 Yeah, I know. 132 00:06:05,361 --> 00:06:07,017 But it is what it is. 133 00:06:08,064 --> 00:06:11,466 I've decided to go ahead with assisted dying. 134 00:06:11,501 --> 00:06:13,535 I don't regret any of the time I spent fighting, 135 00:06:13,569 --> 00:06:17,172 but, um... now I'm just ready for whatever's next. 136 00:06:17,778 --> 00:06:20,008 So you're approved for assisted dying 137 00:06:20,042 --> 00:06:22,299 - here at St. Mary's? - Yes. 138 00:06:22,371 --> 00:06:24,579 And today's the day. 139 00:06:24,614 --> 00:06:26,348 Now I know it's last minute, but I just want 140 00:06:26,382 --> 00:06:28,350 my final day to be special. 141 00:06:28,384 --> 00:06:30,252 Or at least different. 142 00:06:30,286 --> 00:06:33,129 Kind of dropped a heavy on you, huh? 143 00:06:33,153 --> 00:06:34,799 Don't worry about me. 144 00:06:34,823 --> 00:06:36,424 Let's focus on what you need. 145 00:06:36,459 --> 00:06:38,652 Well, I'd just like a small gathering. 146 00:06:38,686 --> 00:06:41,229 You know, close family. I've made a list 147 00:06:41,264 --> 00:06:43,512 of some things that I might want. 148 00:06:44,567 --> 00:06:46,434 But, hey, listen, if you're not OK with any of this... 149 00:06:46,469 --> 00:06:48,870 No, no. I am here for you. Whatever you need, 150 00:06:48,905 --> 00:06:50,839 I will make it happen. 151 00:06:53,456 --> 00:06:58,358 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 152 00:06:58,976 --> 00:07:01,316 Assisted dying... today. 153 00:07:01,350 --> 00:07:03,785 She wants me to help her throw a little send-off. 154 00:07:03,820 --> 00:07:05,958 - She's lovely, but... - It's a lot to have 155 00:07:05,993 --> 00:07:08,423 sprung on you on a Monday morning. 156 00:07:08,457 --> 00:07:10,158 I've never had a patient go through this. 157 00:07:10,193 --> 00:07:12,427 Really don't want to mess up her last day on Earth. 158 00:07:12,461 --> 00:07:15,125 Oh, come on, you won't. But if you need any help, 159 00:07:15,159 --> 00:07:17,032 I had an assisted dying case at St. Christopher's. 160 00:07:17,066 --> 00:07:19,634 It was hard, but just be there for her. 161 00:07:19,849 --> 00:07:21,716 What would you want to do for your last day? 162 00:07:21,751 --> 00:07:23,985 Who would you want to have there? 163 00:07:24,020 --> 00:07:27,389 Uh, I'm not really sure. But look, I do know 164 00:07:27,423 --> 00:07:29,791 that your patient is very lucky to have you with her today. 165 00:07:30,985 --> 00:07:32,427 I really hope you're right. 166 00:07:32,461 --> 00:07:33,609 Hey. 167 00:07:39,484 --> 00:07:40,869 Morning, Diego. 168 00:07:40,903 --> 00:07:42,871 I'm Keon. Are you feeling OK there? 169 00:07:42,905 --> 00:07:44,406 Yeah. 170 00:07:44,440 --> 00:07:46,174 You haven't been eating, have you? 171 00:07:46,208 --> 00:07:48,309 No. No. I'm on an empty stomach 172 00:07:48,344 --> 00:07:51,179 for the procedure, like Dr. Carver told me. 173 00:07:51,213 --> 00:07:53,181 It's just a little heartburn. Ahem! 174 00:07:53,215 --> 00:07:56,317 Good. You have a laparoscopic surgery on for today? 175 00:07:56,352 --> 00:07:57,986 Yeah. It's a twofer actually. 176 00:07:58,020 --> 00:08:00,722 I'm having the lap band around the top of my stomach 177 00:08:00,756 --> 00:08:03,491 removed, and then the doc's gonna give me a Roux-en-Y. 178 00:08:03,526 --> 00:08:06,027 Dr. Carver is the queen of that procedure. 179 00:08:06,062 --> 00:08:08,563 It feels weird that I'm basically gonna have 180 00:08:08,597 --> 00:08:11,132 two stomachs, but beats having 181 00:08:11,167 --> 00:08:12,934 a tired, old inflatable ring in there. 182 00:08:12,968 --> 00:08:14,369 How long have you had the stomach band? 183 00:08:14,403 --> 00:08:16,771 Almost five years. Yeah, there's a reason 184 00:08:16,806 --> 00:08:18,873 why they don't do them much anymore. 185 00:08:18,908 --> 00:08:21,009 It's complication city. 186 00:08:21,043 --> 00:08:23,778 Also, I have started putting some weight back on. 187 00:08:23,813 --> 00:08:26,381 I don't know about that. Looks like it worked out for you. 188 00:08:26,415 --> 00:08:30,118 I mean, between the band, the diet and exercise, 189 00:08:30,152 --> 00:08:32,320 - I lost 150. - Wow! 190 00:08:32,354 --> 00:08:34,522 That must have taken some time. 191 00:08:34,557 --> 00:08:37,492 A year and a half. You know, once I started making changes, 192 00:08:37,526 --> 00:08:41,254 I did the full life makeover. 193 00:08:41,797 --> 00:08:44,586 Actually, I even found myself a pretty hot new boyfriend. 194 00:08:44,610 --> 00:08:47,235 Nice. Is he gonna come by today? 195 00:08:47,269 --> 00:08:49,170 No. He can't make it. 196 00:08:49,205 --> 00:08:51,873 Alright. Well, let's get your intake started. 197 00:08:51,907 --> 00:08:54,342 Are you taking any medication? 198 00:08:54,376 --> 00:08:55,777 Nope. Clean as a whistle. 199 00:08:57,270 --> 00:08:59,747 - You're sure you're OK? - Yeah. 200 00:08:59,782 --> 00:09:02,217 - Let me get your temperature. - But it's 201 00:09:02,251 --> 00:09:05,720 a cool 36.7. I took it right before I came in, but... 202 00:09:10,917 --> 00:09:12,427 Still 36.7. 203 00:09:12,869 --> 00:09:15,563 - Looking good. - I'm... 204 00:09:15,598 --> 00:09:17,499 I'm just excited about getting this done, 205 00:09:17,533 --> 00:09:19,400 - that's all. - OK. 206 00:09:19,435 --> 00:09:21,503 You change and just relax 207 00:09:21,537 --> 00:09:23,404 until you're ready to head up for surgery. 208 00:09:23,439 --> 00:09:26,374 Fill out these forms. I'll let Dr. Carver know you're here. 209 00:09:26,408 --> 00:09:27,675 Cool. Thank you. 210 00:09:34,617 --> 00:09:38,920 I see. Wow! Yeah, that... that does sound bad. 211 00:09:38,954 --> 00:09:41,890 Well, I-I-I would just... just not... 212 00:09:49,832 --> 00:09:52,100 Female, 41. She passed out in the lineup. 213 00:09:52,134 --> 00:09:55,638 Says she's not diabetic or hypoglycemic. Just says she felt faint. 214 00:09:55,662 --> 00:09:56,671 Well, I am Naz. 215 00:09:56,705 --> 00:09:58,940 - How are you doing? - Anne. 216 00:09:58,974 --> 00:10:01,509 - This is Harry. - Hi. 217 00:10:01,544 --> 00:10:03,811 Sorry about this, buddy. We'll be out of here in a minute. 218 00:10:03,846 --> 00:10:05,048 Hey, what's your hurry? 219 00:10:05,072 --> 00:10:07,054 How about we figure out what's going on with you first? 220 00:10:07,078 --> 00:10:09,417 Have you had any fainting episodes recently? 221 00:10:09,451 --> 00:10:11,286 Are you on any new kind of medication? 222 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:13,788 No and no. Please tell me you have the keys. 223 00:10:13,822 --> 00:10:15,523 I have them. Don't worry. 224 00:10:17,192 --> 00:10:19,660 Honestly, I just have had too much caffeine 225 00:10:19,685 --> 00:10:21,352 and not enough food. I'm fine. 226 00:10:21,463 --> 00:10:24,132 Will you allow us to make sure? Thanks. 227 00:10:24,166 --> 00:10:25,788 Can you make it quick? 228 00:10:25,823 --> 00:10:28,403 If I'm not out of here in three hours, we lose our home. 229 00:10:28,437 --> 00:10:30,805 So I'm more concerned about not having somewhere to be. 230 00:10:30,839 --> 00:10:33,739 Oh, surely, your landlord will understand that you're in a hospital. 231 00:10:33,763 --> 00:10:35,343 I can make a call for you if you like. 232 00:10:35,377 --> 00:10:38,179 That's not gonna work in this case. Thanks. 233 00:10:38,214 --> 00:10:41,482 Please, just get me out of here as quickly as you can. 234 00:10:41,517 --> 00:10:43,865 - Hey, Ash. - Hey, Mara! 235 00:10:43,919 --> 00:10:45,520 Are you psyched for your surgery? 236 00:10:45,554 --> 00:10:47,155 Ready to be called up to the OR. 237 00:10:47,189 --> 00:10:50,197 Hey, where are your parents? I thought they'd be here by now. 238 00:10:50,233 --> 00:10:52,527 I don't know. They said they'd come first thing. 239 00:10:52,561 --> 00:10:54,362 Well, I'm sure they'll be here any minute. 240 00:10:54,396 --> 00:10:56,965 I'll keep you company until then, OK? 241 00:10:56,999 --> 00:11:00,401 Hey, Mom. You're late. And where is Dad? 242 00:11:00,436 --> 00:11:02,237 Your father, he's... 243 00:11:02,687 --> 00:11:04,505 he's just not gonna be able to make it today. 244 00:11:04,540 --> 00:11:07,375 What do you mean, he's not gonna be able to make it today? 245 00:11:07,409 --> 00:11:09,310 - My surgery is today. - Your dad wants you to know 246 00:11:09,345 --> 00:11:12,714 - he is very sorry. - I don't... I don't understand. 247 00:11:12,748 --> 00:11:14,449 - I need him. - Ashley, could we have 248 00:11:14,483 --> 00:11:16,050 a moment, please? 249 00:11:17,886 --> 00:11:19,754 - Mom. - It's gonna be OK. 250 00:11:21,156 --> 00:11:22,557 Meow! 251 00:11:23,859 --> 00:11:25,627 Aww. Ahem! 252 00:11:27,830 --> 00:11:30,031 Hey, man, do you know a nurse named Dex Anthony? 253 00:11:30,065 --> 00:11:32,567 - He's my patient today. - Dex is here? 254 00:11:32,601 --> 00:11:34,869 - I gotta go say hey. - Dude, he's crazy 255 00:11:34,903 --> 00:11:36,871 backseat driving me in fracture clinic. Like... 256 00:11:36,905 --> 00:11:39,007 "Why does she need an X-ray? Why is this kid still waiting?" 257 00:11:39,041 --> 00:11:40,735 You should listen to him. Dex knows what he's doing. 258 00:11:40,789 --> 00:11:41,777 I know what I'm doing. 259 00:11:41,801 --> 00:11:43,173 I used to work at the General with Dex. 260 00:11:43,197 --> 00:11:44,746 Guy's as tough as they come. 261 00:11:44,780 --> 00:11:46,336 He was stabbed in the back with a pen 262 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:47,715 and didn't even notice it was still stuck in him. 263 00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:50,084 He even finished his shift after they pulled it out. 264 00:11:50,119 --> 00:11:51,612 Did a co-worker stab him? 265 00:11:52,788 --> 00:11:54,889 Dex! Good to see you, man. 266 00:11:54,923 --> 00:11:56,758 - How have you been, Damien? - You know. 267 00:11:56,792 --> 00:11:58,459 Wow! You know when I started, 268 00:11:58,494 --> 00:12:00,762 if I left a patient cooling his heels for that long, 269 00:12:00,796 --> 00:12:02,630 - I'd be doing enemas for a week. - Come on, man! 270 00:12:02,665 --> 00:12:05,099 What hospital were you at that required that many enemas? 271 00:12:05,808 --> 00:12:07,621 He always this confrontational with his patients? 272 00:12:07,654 --> 00:12:09,837 Wolf is a work in progress. 273 00:12:10,236 --> 00:12:12,797 OK. Well, rule number one, rookie: 274 00:12:12,821 --> 00:12:14,342 Never treat your next patient 275 00:12:14,376 --> 00:12:16,136 like the patient you just had. 276 00:12:18,714 --> 00:12:20,765 Dr. Dixon is free. 277 00:12:21,269 --> 00:12:23,103 St. Mary's miracle. 278 00:12:24,320 --> 00:12:26,254 Lead the way. 279 00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:28,189 Hello, Theresa. 280 00:12:28,223 --> 00:12:29,757 Kate. 281 00:12:29,792 --> 00:12:32,192 So you're here to confirm my final answer? 282 00:12:32,227 --> 00:12:33,895 Not quite yet. 283 00:12:33,929 --> 00:12:36,698 I just wanted to run you through today's procedure. 284 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:39,233 So, the first medication 285 00:12:39,268 --> 00:12:41,436 the doctor will give you is a sedative. 286 00:12:41,470 --> 00:12:43,471 You're going to become very relaxed, 287 00:12:43,505 --> 00:12:44,972 and you're going to go to sleep. 288 00:12:45,007 --> 00:12:48,142 - And then it's coma time. - That's right. 289 00:12:48,177 --> 00:12:50,778 The second drug will render you comatose, and the third... 290 00:12:50,813 --> 00:12:52,136 Lights out. 291 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:54,562 Shuts down all muscle functions, yes. 292 00:12:54,586 --> 00:12:56,184 But you won't feel that. 293 00:12:56,509 --> 00:12:59,679 It's not like I can write you a bad Yelp review if I do. 294 00:13:01,690 --> 00:13:03,791 You'll have to consent to the procedure 295 00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:06,093 one last time before the drugs are administered. 296 00:13:06,132 --> 00:13:08,863 And you can change your mind. Any time. 297 00:13:08,897 --> 00:13:10,440 I know that. 298 00:13:10,866 --> 00:13:12,867 And I'm not gonna change my mind. 299 00:13:13,936 --> 00:13:16,392 Now, can we get back to the fun part? 300 00:13:16,432 --> 00:13:19,173 - We're making her day special. - Ah. 301 00:13:19,208 --> 00:13:21,209 Well, let me know if I can help. 302 00:13:24,947 --> 00:13:27,281 OK, Grace... 303 00:13:27,316 --> 00:13:29,150 this is where it gets complicated. 304 00:13:29,184 --> 00:13:30,985 My mother has not been in the same room 305 00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:33,588 with my father since they signed the divorce papers. 306 00:13:33,622 --> 00:13:35,490 She still holds a grudge. 307 00:13:35,524 --> 00:13:38,126 I am great with mothers. 308 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:40,595 Mothers love me. I can handle her. 309 00:13:40,629 --> 00:13:43,231 And my father doesn't approve of the choice I made. 310 00:13:43,265 --> 00:13:45,993 My sister will make it all about herself. 311 00:13:46,037 --> 00:13:47,835 And also, it's no big deal, 312 00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:50,470 but there's this cellist from this symphony 313 00:13:50,504 --> 00:13:53,408 that I wanted to play today, but she broke her hand. 314 00:13:53,442 --> 00:13:55,910 Listen to me. What a princess! 315 00:13:55,944 --> 00:13:58,713 - Hardly. - I think it's just... 316 00:13:58,747 --> 00:14:00,848 You know I've been fighting cancer for so long, 317 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:03,384 I really want to feel like I'm in charge of today. 318 00:14:03,419 --> 00:14:04,726 And you are. 319 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:07,054 Just point me in the right direction. 320 00:14:07,089 --> 00:14:09,165 Well, uh... 321 00:14:10,225 --> 00:14:12,160 my sister's just arrived. 322 00:14:12,194 --> 00:14:15,296 So if you like putting out fires, 323 00:14:15,330 --> 00:14:17,365 I'm sure she's starting one somewhere. 324 00:14:17,399 --> 00:14:19,240 Yeah, our sisters have that in common. 325 00:14:21,236 --> 00:14:23,237 Either you're gonna talk her out of it 326 00:14:23,272 --> 00:14:25,406 or I'm gonna sue you for killing my sister. 327 00:14:25,441 --> 00:14:27,875 This is what Theresa wants. You should respect that. 328 00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:29,629 Also, you can't do that. 329 00:14:29,663 --> 00:14:31,655 I'm sorry, you've known her for what? Five minutes? 330 00:14:31,679 --> 00:14:34,215 - I understand that this is difficult. - Do you really? 331 00:14:36,276 --> 00:14:37,985 Oh, great! 332 00:14:38,020 --> 00:14:41,155 Our dad's here. Words I never spoke after the age of 12. 333 00:14:41,190 --> 00:14:43,658 Always too busy with work to spend time with his daughters. 334 00:14:43,692 --> 00:14:46,027 But here is eager to play loving dad 335 00:14:46,061 --> 00:14:48,515 - at the bitter end. - It's not gonna be bitter. 336 00:14:48,553 --> 00:14:51,018 Theresa wants her whole family around her, together. 337 00:14:51,066 --> 00:14:52,900 It's her last day, not yours. 338 00:14:52,935 --> 00:14:54,969 I have to go talk to him, but I can tell you 339 00:14:55,003 --> 00:14:58,089 right now, I am not letting this happen today. 340 00:15:00,860 --> 00:15:02,563 You are going to have a drainage tube 341 00:15:02,587 --> 00:15:04,941 coming out of your belly for a little while 342 00:15:04,965 --> 00:15:06,639 after the procedure, 343 00:15:07,133 --> 00:15:09,416 - Dad wouldn't just bail on me. - OK, 344 00:15:09,483 --> 00:15:12,318 the truth is, Mara: Your father isn't here 345 00:15:12,353 --> 00:15:15,154 because of something he did last night. 346 00:15:15,189 --> 00:15:17,322 What did he do? Where is he? 347 00:15:17,346 --> 00:15:19,158 It's not important right now. Honey. Can we just... 348 00:15:19,193 --> 00:15:20,624 Please, can we focus on your surgery 349 00:15:20,648 --> 00:15:23,329 so it can go well and we can have one last day. 350 00:15:23,364 --> 00:15:25,865 Hey, hey. 351 00:15:25,900 --> 00:15:28,101 Easy, Corinne, it's OK. Let's take a seat, we're gonna 352 00:15:28,135 --> 00:15:29,602 - do some box breathing, OK? - I'm sorry. 353 00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:32,338 Four seconds in. And hold four. 354 00:15:32,373 --> 00:15:34,208 And then out, OK? 355 00:15:36,744 --> 00:15:40,079 I'm sorry. This is not about me. I can get this under control. 356 00:15:40,114 --> 00:15:42,433 No, this isn't about control. This is about one breath at a time. 357 00:15:42,457 --> 00:15:44,052 It's OK. 358 00:15:46,954 --> 00:15:48,221 Good, good. 359 00:15:48,255 --> 00:15:50,350 - Better? - Yeah. Yeah. 360 00:15:51,025 --> 00:15:54,160 I've never seen you scared before. 361 00:15:54,194 --> 00:15:56,529 Well, I'm... I'm scared, honey. 362 00:15:56,563 --> 00:15:59,165 Hello, Mara. Hello, Corinne. 363 00:15:59,199 --> 00:16:01,267 - Everything OK in here? - Yeah. 364 00:16:01,302 --> 00:16:03,836 Mara, why don't you talk to Dr. Carver for a moment? 365 00:16:03,871 --> 00:16:05,738 Everything is gonna be fine. 366 00:16:07,441 --> 00:16:08,474 Hi. 367 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,045 OK, what happened? 368 00:16:12,079 --> 00:16:14,847 You guys have been waiting so long for this; Where's Andrew? 369 00:16:14,882 --> 00:16:17,984 Andrew's been a rock through all this. 370 00:16:18,018 --> 00:16:20,486 He took a leave from work. He visits Mara every day. 371 00:16:20,521 --> 00:16:23,923 He... holds me when I cry myself to sleep at night. 372 00:16:24,342 --> 00:16:25,825 And then driving home last night, 373 00:16:25,859 --> 00:16:29,028 this guy cut us off, and Andrew... 374 00:16:29,063 --> 00:16:31,064 - he flipped out. - Oh, God. 375 00:16:31,682 --> 00:16:34,184 I think he's been bottling everything up, for so long, 376 00:16:34,208 --> 00:16:37,438 and suddenly this guy in a pickup became... 377 00:16:38,739 --> 00:16:41,708 ...the human embodiment of our daughter's cancer. 378 00:16:42,402 --> 00:16:44,143 What did he do, Corinne? 379 00:16:44,178 --> 00:16:46,145 He forced the guy to the side of the road. 380 00:16:46,180 --> 00:16:49,315 They exchanged words, and Andrew knocked him on his ass. 381 00:16:50,456 --> 00:16:52,051 OK. 382 00:16:52,086 --> 00:16:54,220 Well, that's not great, 383 00:16:54,254 --> 00:16:56,589 but surely under the circumstances... 384 00:16:56,623 --> 00:16:59,225 Yeah, that may help him later, but for right now? 385 00:16:59,259 --> 00:17:01,160 My husband's in jail. 386 00:17:01,195 --> 00:17:03,464 My daughter's life is on the line, and I'm... 387 00:17:04,531 --> 00:17:06,499 ...I'm all alone in this. 388 00:17:06,533 --> 00:17:08,134 Hey, hey. 389 00:17:08,168 --> 00:17:10,503 No, you're not alone. 390 00:17:11,805 --> 00:17:14,173 Thank you, Ashley. Thank you. 391 00:17:16,176 --> 00:17:18,478 That's the lawyer, I gotta go. 392 00:17:18,512 --> 00:17:20,446 Hello? 393 00:17:20,982 --> 00:17:22,749 So what am I at? 394 00:17:22,783 --> 00:17:26,552 "105.8 kilos." 395 00:17:26,587 --> 00:17:29,555 But I was 105 even at home. Why do these scales 396 00:17:29,590 --> 00:17:31,724 always bump you up? 397 00:17:31,759 --> 00:17:35,461 You lost 150 pounds, Diego; Don't sweat one. 398 00:17:35,496 --> 00:17:38,164 I have to, every single one; That's how I got this far. 399 00:17:38,198 --> 00:17:40,233 You have all your follow-ups booked? 400 00:17:40,267 --> 00:17:43,669 Yeah. Dietician, social worker, trainer, therapist. I've got 401 00:17:43,704 --> 00:17:46,005 non-stop appointments for the next few months. 402 00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:49,342 All I'm saying is you're winning. Give yourself a break. 403 00:17:52,413 --> 00:17:54,847 The things people used to say behind my back. 404 00:17:55,266 --> 00:17:57,116 I mean, crappy kids 405 00:17:57,151 --> 00:17:58,985 and ignorant adults you'd expect, 406 00:17:59,019 --> 00:18:02,221 but doctors and nurses even. 407 00:18:02,256 --> 00:18:05,391 That's cruel. People should know better. 408 00:18:05,426 --> 00:18:08,628 My boyfriend doesn't even know I was obese before we met. 409 00:18:09,322 --> 00:18:12,158 I just never told him. 410 00:18:12,346 --> 00:18:14,410 It's a pretty big secret to keep from your partner. 411 00:18:16,035 --> 00:18:18,470 So, Keon, do you have someone? 412 00:18:20,173 --> 00:18:22,374 Actually, I think I might have messed it up 413 00:18:22,399 --> 00:18:24,233 before it even started. 414 00:18:24,411 --> 00:18:26,279 But we're not talking about me. 415 00:18:27,548 --> 00:18:30,016 Look, I think your boyfriend would be impressed 416 00:18:30,050 --> 00:18:33,052 if you told him the truth. 417 00:18:33,087 --> 00:18:36,389 The change you made takes a lot of drive and commitment. 418 00:18:36,423 --> 00:18:38,724 Pretty great qualities for a partner to have. 419 00:18:38,759 --> 00:18:40,493 - Hello, Diego! - Hi. 420 00:18:40,527 --> 00:18:42,962 I saw your intake, everything is looking good for today. 421 00:18:45,466 --> 00:18:47,500 You look a little sweaty there. 422 00:18:47,534 --> 00:18:49,235 - Oh no. - Doing alright? 423 00:18:49,269 --> 00:18:52,171 No, I-I am just a nervous sweater. 424 00:18:52,206 --> 00:18:55,344 I mean, I have to bring a change of shirt to scary movies. 425 00:18:55,368 --> 00:18:57,043 Nothing to be nervous about. 426 00:18:57,077 --> 00:18:58,544 We're gonna get that lap band out, 427 00:18:58,579 --> 00:19:00,746 do a few quick renos and be out of there before you know it. 428 00:19:00,781 --> 00:19:02,615 Now you're talking. 429 00:19:06,653 --> 00:19:09,021 OK, Dex. Look, you're lucky you came in 430 00:19:09,056 --> 00:19:11,924 for an arthroscope today because this knee, I mean, 431 00:19:11,959 --> 00:19:14,460 the cartilage in that knee is as bad as it gets. 432 00:19:14,495 --> 00:19:15,622 You need a new one. 433 00:19:15,646 --> 00:19:17,482 Oh, come on, we talked about this before. 434 00:19:17,506 --> 00:19:19,098 What's it gonna be? Three months off work? 435 00:19:19,133 --> 00:19:20,694 Who's gonna take care of my patients? 436 00:19:20,718 --> 00:19:22,435 What the hell am I gonna do with myself? 437 00:19:22,469 --> 00:19:23,854 You're gonna rest, heal, 438 00:19:23,891 --> 00:19:27,039 go to your physio appointments, watch kung fu movies, whatever. 439 00:19:27,074 --> 00:19:29,442 You know, most people would be happy to take a break. 440 00:19:29,476 --> 00:19:30,658 I know I would. 441 00:19:30,682 --> 00:19:32,924 I just need a little boost in my pain meds, 442 00:19:32,948 --> 00:19:34,714 So you can write me up for that 443 00:19:34,748 --> 00:19:36,782 and get me a new knee brace; I'll be on my way. 444 00:19:36,817 --> 00:19:38,705 Nah. You're beyond that now, OK? And, you know, 445 00:19:38,746 --> 00:19:40,234 if you're not gonna stop working, 446 00:19:40,258 --> 00:19:42,055 you should think about taking a desk job. 447 00:19:42,079 --> 00:19:43,172 Why suffer with this? 448 00:19:43,206 --> 00:19:44,457 The man is trying to give you a new knee. 449 00:19:44,491 --> 00:19:47,193 I don't need a new knee. I need a new knee brace. 450 00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:49,228 I need a boost in my meds. 451 00:19:49,263 --> 00:19:51,097 I've had a cancellation. 452 00:19:51,131 --> 00:19:53,166 I can fit you in for surgery this week. 453 00:19:56,270 --> 00:19:58,337 Let me think about it, OK? 454 00:19:58,372 --> 00:20:00,273 Would you please try to get through to your patient? 455 00:20:00,307 --> 00:20:02,341 - He is not gonna listen to me. - That is correct. 456 00:20:03,377 --> 00:20:05,611 Alright, well, stay off it 457 00:20:05,646 --> 00:20:07,813 as much as possible. 458 00:20:07,848 --> 00:20:09,815 Get yourself a second opinion if you want, 459 00:20:09,850 --> 00:20:12,018 but, you know, any orthopedist is gonna tell you 460 00:20:12,052 --> 00:20:13,886 the same thing as me. 461 00:20:18,859 --> 00:20:20,870 - Thanks, Doc. - You got it. 462 00:20:23,122 --> 00:20:26,098 I am not gonna be pinching pennies on a disability leave, OK? 463 00:20:26,133 --> 00:20:28,134 - So what are you gonna do then? - I don't know. 464 00:20:29,253 --> 00:20:31,804 I ain't gonna take time off and I ain't gonna retire early. 465 00:20:31,838 --> 00:20:34,807 But hey... Ah! 466 00:20:35,259 --> 00:20:36,742 I'm still standing. 467 00:20:38,049 --> 00:20:39,178 You know, standing shouldn't 468 00:20:39,213 --> 00:20:41,347 mean chronic pain and long-term health issues. 469 00:20:41,381 --> 00:20:43,916 Oh, just go get the fresh brace, rookie. 470 00:20:46,220 --> 00:20:48,314 Yeah, I know. She told me. 471 00:20:48,889 --> 00:20:50,990 Montreal's great. 472 00:20:51,024 --> 00:20:52,358 Uh... Um... 473 00:20:52,392 --> 00:20:54,126 No, I didn't make it there yet. 474 00:20:54,161 --> 00:20:57,363 Listen, babe, my meeting's about to start, so... 475 00:20:57,397 --> 00:20:59,867 I-I love you too. Bye. 476 00:21:01,742 --> 00:21:03,069 Is everything OK, Diego? 477 00:21:03,103 --> 00:21:05,338 - I know you're not feeling right. - It's just... 478 00:21:05,372 --> 00:21:07,640 Oh, OK. 479 00:21:07,674 --> 00:21:11,504 OK, uh... Dr. Carver, we need your help! 480 00:21:13,213 --> 00:21:14,747 He just started retching. Something's wrong with him. 481 00:21:14,781 --> 00:21:17,216 - Can you move up the procedure? - I'll have to. 482 00:21:17,251 --> 00:21:19,018 His stomach may be perforated on the band's side. 483 00:21:19,052 --> 00:21:21,053 Double that antibiotic dose in that IV. 484 00:21:21,088 --> 00:21:23,656 I'll scrub in and get OR 12 ready. 485 00:21:23,690 --> 00:21:24,790 AH! 486 00:21:25,892 --> 00:21:28,527 - Ah! I'm fine. - OK. 487 00:21:28,562 --> 00:21:31,831 I'm fine. Keon, listen to me. 488 00:21:31,865 --> 00:21:34,133 I need to make sure that she does it, OK? 489 00:21:34,167 --> 00:21:36,469 The whole procedure. 490 00:21:36,503 --> 00:21:39,538 OK, get him up to OR 12! Go, go, go, go, go! 491 00:21:42,411 --> 00:21:44,903 - We are out of time. - It's her time 492 00:21:44,928 --> 00:21:46,996 - It's not yours. - Honestly, it's her. 493 00:21:47,030 --> 00:21:48,998 - You only think about you. - I don't think you have a say in this. 494 00:21:49,022 --> 00:21:50,066 Yes, he does. 495 00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:53,135 Everybody, please, please! Please, everybody. 496 00:21:53,170 --> 00:21:55,705 I just need quiet for a few minutes. 497 00:21:56,494 --> 00:21:58,219 Let's go outside. Let's go. 498 00:22:12,509 --> 00:22:14,577 I always said I was gonna stop doing this... 499 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:18,714 ...but today, though, I mean it. 500 00:22:18,749 --> 00:22:21,851 What can I do to make you feel better? 501 00:22:22,324 --> 00:22:23,841 Maybe some tea. 502 00:22:25,222 --> 00:22:28,624 And a pillow for my butt. It's starting to hurt 503 00:22:28,658 --> 00:22:29,999 from sitting. 504 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:34,063 You know what? I have a better idea. 505 00:22:35,766 --> 00:22:37,590 Maybe this was a mistake. 506 00:22:38,799 --> 00:22:40,703 Maybe I should just wait it out 507 00:22:40,737 --> 00:22:44,173 a... few weeks, 508 00:22:44,207 --> 00:22:46,008 couple of months. 509 00:22:47,077 --> 00:22:48,577 What's a little more pain? 510 00:22:49,310 --> 00:22:51,781 Theresa, you know what's best for you. 511 00:22:52,271 --> 00:22:54,565 This is what you wanted. 512 00:22:55,418 --> 00:23:00,237 I wasn't scared this morning, but they... 513 00:23:03,326 --> 00:23:05,694 ...they put doubt in my mind, and now... 514 00:23:07,731 --> 00:23:09,532 If they're here, I'm just... 515 00:23:10,801 --> 00:23:13,269 ...I'm gonna have to pretend to be brave. 516 00:23:14,971 --> 00:23:17,907 And I'm not sure I have the strength to do that anymore. 517 00:23:19,256 --> 00:23:20,743 Well, it's your party, 518 00:23:20,777 --> 00:23:22,845 and you can cry if you want to. 519 00:23:22,879 --> 00:23:24,914 That's an actual party law. 520 00:23:28,724 --> 00:23:30,019 I think, um... 521 00:23:32,823 --> 00:23:35,189 I need you to tell them I wanna be alone. 522 00:23:36,524 --> 00:23:38,327 They can come and see me after. 523 00:23:39,896 --> 00:23:42,631 I can do that for you if you're sure. 524 00:23:46,136 --> 00:23:48,003 They know I wanted them here. 525 00:23:51,374 --> 00:23:55,811 - But I need peace. - You enjoy the view, 526 00:23:55,846 --> 00:23:57,237 and I'll go handle all that. 527 00:24:04,387 --> 00:24:06,322 It's gonna be OK. 528 00:24:07,457 --> 00:24:09,124 Theresa would like me to tell you 529 00:24:09,159 --> 00:24:10,993 that she would like to be left alone. 530 00:24:11,027 --> 00:24:13,829 - You can't keep us from her. - I'm not, but it is my job 531 00:24:13,864 --> 00:24:16,332 to make sure that my patient's wishes are respected. 532 00:24:16,689 --> 00:24:18,667 She wanted you there, but since you weren't 533 00:24:18,702 --> 00:24:20,803 able to put her feelings above your own, 534 00:24:20,837 --> 00:24:22,344 she wants to be alone. 535 00:24:22,379 --> 00:24:24,940 Don't talk to me about my feelings. 536 00:24:24,975 --> 00:24:27,910 - I'm about to lose my only sister. - Miranda, please! 537 00:24:27,944 --> 00:24:31,013 And for that, I am deeply sorry, but these are her wishes. 538 00:24:31,287 --> 00:24:33,782 There is something you can do. 539 00:24:33,817 --> 00:24:36,168 Write a note with the last things you want to say to her, 540 00:24:36,192 --> 00:24:37,286 and I'll pass it on. 541 00:24:37,668 --> 00:24:40,212 Can we all at least do that for her? 542 00:24:43,894 --> 00:24:46,929 Harry, when your mother said 543 00:24:46,963 --> 00:24:48,864 you're gonna lose your home today... 544 00:24:49,513 --> 00:24:52,334 That wasn't really the truth. 545 00:24:52,683 --> 00:24:54,136 We're gonna lose where we live, 546 00:24:54,170 --> 00:24:56,071 but it's not a home. 547 00:24:56,106 --> 00:24:57,873 We've been living in our minivan. 548 00:24:59,409 --> 00:25:02,478 I see. And, um... 549 00:25:02,512 --> 00:25:05,247 now it's... it's gonna be impounded? 550 00:25:05,282 --> 00:25:08,217 Yeah. Then, we'll really have nowhere. 551 00:25:09,953 --> 00:25:12,388 Nurse Khan, I've got Anne's test results. 552 00:25:12,995 --> 00:25:14,490 Just wait here. 553 00:25:18,895 --> 00:25:21,330 Anne, it's Naz. 554 00:25:22,129 --> 00:25:25,367 Dr. Turcotte has some results for you. 555 00:25:25,402 --> 00:25:29,905 Miss Charleston, you're severely malnourished. 556 00:25:29,940 --> 00:25:32,681 I'm surprised you haven't been hospitalized sooner. 557 00:25:33,576 --> 00:25:36,145 I don't understand. I mean, we've been struggling. 558 00:25:36,179 --> 00:25:38,514 I've missed a few meals. 559 00:25:38,548 --> 00:25:40,716 More than a few, I think. 560 00:25:41,952 --> 00:25:43,852 I've been busy looking for work. 561 00:25:43,887 --> 00:25:45,254 We can keep you here 562 00:25:45,288 --> 00:25:47,690 a few days and give you outpatient status. 563 00:25:47,724 --> 00:25:50,392 You'll come see us, and we'll give you the proper nutrition 564 00:25:50,427 --> 00:25:53,195 you need without overwhelming your system. 565 00:25:53,229 --> 00:25:55,397 Refeeding suddenly can be life threatening. 566 00:25:55,432 --> 00:25:59,201 - We can ease you back in. - But where would 567 00:25:59,235 --> 00:26:01,403 Harry go while I'm here? 568 00:26:01,438 --> 00:26:03,439 Where will we live? I told you, if we don't get out of here 569 00:26:03,473 --> 00:26:06,642 - soon, I'll lose my home. - Hmm... Harry, 570 00:26:06,676 --> 00:26:08,110 he told me something. 571 00:26:10,613 --> 00:26:12,581 He told you about the minivan. 572 00:26:13,222 --> 00:26:14,416 It's OK. 573 00:26:14,932 --> 00:26:16,418 I should have told you myself. 574 00:26:17,267 --> 00:26:20,055 I'm sorry. What van? 575 00:26:20,429 --> 00:26:22,563 We're living out of our minivan. 576 00:26:23,827 --> 00:26:26,929 Things were going OK for a while, really. 577 00:26:26,963 --> 00:26:28,964 Showering at a public pool. 578 00:26:28,999 --> 00:26:30,766 Harry always got to class on time. 579 00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:32,534 I had a part-time job. 580 00:26:33,283 --> 00:26:34,970 Then I got laid off. 581 00:26:35,005 --> 00:26:36,702 We were already struggling. 582 00:26:36,741 --> 00:26:38,829 I can't imagine the stress you've been under. 583 00:26:38,853 --> 00:26:40,142 There's no family? 584 00:26:41,811 --> 00:26:44,413 I was a regular suburban working mom. 585 00:26:45,045 --> 00:26:46,615 I gave homeless people change 586 00:26:46,649 --> 00:26:48,717 and felt bad for 10 seconds. 587 00:26:48,752 --> 00:26:51,286 Meantime, I was just a dead husband and some bad luck 588 00:26:51,321 --> 00:26:53,345 away from joining them. 589 00:26:54,124 --> 00:26:56,191 And we can set you and Harry up 590 00:26:56,226 --> 00:26:58,861 with social services and their shelters. 591 00:26:58,895 --> 00:27:01,663 I don't want to take space from someone who needs it more. 592 00:27:03,900 --> 00:27:06,335 - Where is Harry? - He's just outside. 593 00:27:12,008 --> 00:27:13,475 He's gone. 594 00:27:14,033 --> 00:27:17,346 - He's looking for food. - He's what? 595 00:27:19,249 --> 00:27:21,216 He wants to help. 596 00:27:21,251 --> 00:27:24,472 - He's a good boy. - You close your eyes. 597 00:27:24,506 --> 00:27:26,021 I'll find him. 598 00:27:31,494 --> 00:27:35,197 Naz. Wait! Please, just... 599 00:27:35,231 --> 00:27:37,699 - hear me out. - It was a mistake, OK? 600 00:27:37,734 --> 00:27:40,135 Kissing you, then I might kissing you again. 601 00:27:40,170 --> 00:27:42,805 Workplace romances, they don't end well. 602 00:27:42,839 --> 00:27:45,874 You obviously have other priorities. You're in a different phase! 603 00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:49,340 I get why you think that, but let me explain, please. 604 00:27:49,374 --> 00:27:52,181 My life is chaos... 605 00:27:53,650 --> 00:27:56,351 ...and all I wish for is some stability. 606 00:27:58,688 --> 00:28:01,356 But I think you're the opposite of that. 607 00:28:01,637 --> 00:28:02,870 I'm sorry. 608 00:28:07,630 --> 00:28:10,532 Whoa, hey! What are you doing out of bed? 609 00:28:10,567 --> 00:28:12,633 You could pull out your IV. 610 00:28:13,470 --> 00:28:15,704 Mara, Dr. Carver 611 00:28:15,738 --> 00:28:18,841 has already moved back your surgery once, OK? 612 00:28:18,875 --> 00:28:22,411 - You've got to calm down. - Every spelling bee I won, 613 00:28:22,445 --> 00:28:24,746 every goal I scored in soccer, my dad was there. 614 00:28:24,781 --> 00:28:27,015 He's my good-luck charm. I won't do this surgery 615 00:28:27,050 --> 00:28:29,318 - if he's not here. - Hi there. 616 00:28:31,588 --> 00:28:34,523 - Hi. - Are you sick? 617 00:28:35,364 --> 00:28:36,725 Yes. 618 00:28:36,759 --> 00:28:38,127 Are you gonna be OK? 619 00:28:40,230 --> 00:28:41,930 I'm... I'm not sure. 620 00:28:41,965 --> 00:28:44,433 Hi. Can I help you with something 621 00:28:44,467 --> 00:28:46,235 or... are you here with someone? 622 00:28:46,792 --> 00:28:48,337 Harry! 623 00:28:48,371 --> 00:28:51,006 There you are! We were worried about you. 624 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,108 Sorry, I was just scrounging. 625 00:28:53,423 --> 00:28:54,877 My mom's sick too. 626 00:28:54,911 --> 00:28:56,758 Are things gonna get better? 627 00:28:56,782 --> 00:28:59,014 I keep wishing they will. 628 00:28:59,048 --> 00:29:00,716 Who's the boy? 629 00:29:01,098 --> 00:29:03,886 Harry. His mother's in the ER. 630 00:29:06,645 --> 00:29:07,856 Hey. 631 00:29:09,859 --> 00:29:11,927 Do you know anyone with a tow truck 632 00:29:11,961 --> 00:29:14,329 or know anyone who knows anyone with a tow truck? 633 00:29:14,364 --> 00:29:18,000 Umm... I think Caro's brother has a garage. 634 00:29:18,034 --> 00:29:19,871 Do you think you could ask him a favour? 635 00:29:19,895 --> 00:29:22,371 Of my ex's brother? Hell no. 636 00:29:24,288 --> 00:29:26,008 Alright, I'll see what I can do. 637 00:29:29,012 --> 00:29:31,146 Hey, have you heard anything from the lawyer? 638 00:29:31,181 --> 00:29:32,781 No. 639 00:29:32,815 --> 00:29:35,083 OK, well, what if 640 00:29:35,118 --> 00:29:37,419 you tried calling the guy he hit? Did you get his number? 641 00:29:37,453 --> 00:29:40,122 The lawyer specifically told me not to try to contact the victim. 642 00:29:41,483 --> 00:29:43,551 But there was a company name on his truck. 643 00:29:43,576 --> 00:29:46,678 - Solzel Renovations, I think. - Mara needs her dad. 644 00:29:47,728 --> 00:29:50,465 Try talking to him. What's the worse that can happen? 645 00:29:53,203 --> 00:29:54,536 Hey. 646 00:30:07,623 --> 00:30:08,951 I will do the surgery, OK, 647 00:30:08,985 --> 00:30:10,886 but not until next year. 648 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:14,223 You see people fighting for their health every day; 649 00:30:14,257 --> 00:30:15,923 Try taking care of your own, 650 00:30:15,947 --> 00:30:17,536 instead of grinding that knee down and popping pills. 651 00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:20,462 You would be surprised at what I can do, OK? 652 00:30:21,698 --> 00:30:25,500 Ah! Ugh! Ah! Don't nurse me, rookie! 653 00:30:25,535 --> 00:30:27,636 Hey, Wolf, everything OK? 654 00:30:27,670 --> 00:30:30,539 Oh, Dex Anthony! No way! Hey, man! 655 00:30:30,573 --> 00:30:32,407 Seriously, you two? 656 00:30:33,977 --> 00:30:35,442 Come on. 657 00:30:35,979 --> 00:30:38,914 Oh, yeah. I know you're gonna talk about me, guys. 658 00:30:40,883 --> 00:30:43,518 - Dex giving you a hard time? - He needs to take some time off 659 00:30:43,553 --> 00:30:46,888 and get his knee replaced, but he won't even... It's like he likes the pain. 660 00:30:46,923 --> 00:30:48,724 I don't actually think it's the pain, man. 661 00:30:48,758 --> 00:30:50,659 You see it in some of the veteran nurses: 662 00:30:50,693 --> 00:30:52,394 It's chronic self-sacrifice or something. 663 00:30:52,428 --> 00:30:54,963 OK, but why not help people and have a good life too? 664 00:30:54,998 --> 00:30:57,699 Look, the guy's divorced, he barely sees his kids, 665 00:30:57,734 --> 00:31:00,602 he hates where he lives; The job's all he has. 666 00:31:02,105 --> 00:31:04,706 - But that's just tragic. - Yeah, well, 667 00:31:04,741 --> 00:31:06,341 maybe he'll come around. 668 00:31:06,376 --> 00:31:08,443 But you know how it is: You can't nurse a nurse. 669 00:31:10,399 --> 00:31:12,104 You got this. 670 00:31:21,773 --> 00:31:23,607 Hey, Diego. 671 00:31:23,641 --> 00:31:26,643 Good to see you. How are you feeling? 672 00:31:26,678 --> 00:31:27,911 Did... 673 00:31:28,733 --> 00:31:31,168 did something happen to me before the surgery? 674 00:31:31,582 --> 00:31:34,718 You were suffering from complications 675 00:31:34,752 --> 00:31:37,554 from the lap band. But they snipped it off 676 00:31:37,588 --> 00:31:39,563 and pulled it out, so all good. 677 00:31:39,587 --> 00:31:41,358 What about the Roux-en-Y? 678 00:31:41,392 --> 00:31:43,827 That's gonna have to wait for a bit. 679 00:31:43,861 --> 00:31:47,597 There was some tissue damage and potential infection. 680 00:31:47,632 --> 00:31:50,400 Your stomach needs to heal. That's all Dr. Carver told me. 681 00:31:50,435 --> 00:31:52,269 She had to prep for another surgery. 682 00:31:52,757 --> 00:31:55,692 Your, uh... your port sides are looking good, though. 683 00:31:55,717 --> 00:31:57,752 This is bullshit. Carver won't do it; 684 00:31:57,777 --> 00:32:01,046 - I'll find someone who will. - Diego, that's not gonna happen. 685 00:32:01,071 --> 00:32:03,072 Be patient while you heal. 686 00:32:03,180 --> 00:32:05,314 And even if you put some weight back on, 687 00:32:05,339 --> 00:32:07,106 your guy's still gonna love you. 688 00:32:07,131 --> 00:32:09,499 It's not him I'm worried about, OK? 689 00:32:09,524 --> 00:32:11,325 I hated my life before. 690 00:32:11,489 --> 00:32:13,857 I hated seeing my own reflection. 691 00:32:15,830 --> 00:32:18,698 You said you were seeing a therapist for your weight loss? 692 00:32:18,733 --> 00:32:20,533 Yeah, but I stopped a while ago. 693 00:32:20,568 --> 00:32:22,369 I think you need to talk to someone. 694 00:32:22,403 --> 00:32:23,569 You want me to give them a talk for you? 695 00:32:23,603 --> 00:32:25,135 No, don't, don't. 696 00:32:25,606 --> 00:32:27,012 I will. 697 00:32:28,123 --> 00:32:31,025 There's just someone else I should talk to first. 698 00:32:33,314 --> 00:32:35,982 Hey. I know we're gonna talk about it tonight at the meeting, 699 00:32:36,017 --> 00:32:38,018 but I just wanted to check in with you. 700 00:32:38,052 --> 00:32:39,566 Close the door. 701 00:32:43,090 --> 00:32:44,307 What do you wanna know? 702 00:32:44,331 --> 00:32:46,630 What are you hearing from other hospitals about this virus? 703 00:32:46,665 --> 00:32:50,630 That we're not ready. And we don't even 704 00:32:50,665 --> 00:32:52,666 fully understand yet what we're not ready for. 705 00:32:52,700 --> 00:32:55,319 But we're gonna get all the protocols in place we can. 706 00:32:55,354 --> 00:32:57,637 We're gonna try to order some more PPE. 707 00:32:57,672 --> 00:32:59,439 Kate, just tell me, scale of 1 to 10, 708 00:32:59,920 --> 00:33:01,408 how worried are you? 709 00:33:02,089 --> 00:33:03,298 10. 710 00:33:04,211 --> 00:33:05,717 It's what I thought. 711 00:33:06,914 --> 00:33:08,548 I'll see you tonight at the meeting. 712 00:33:08,582 --> 00:33:09,683 Damien... 713 00:33:10,892 --> 00:33:12,860 ...I was gonna tell you this soon anyway, 714 00:33:12,885 --> 00:33:14,686 but circumstances have changed. 715 00:33:14,822 --> 00:33:17,190 If we're going into the kind of crisis I think we are, 716 00:33:17,224 --> 00:33:19,192 I can't think of anyone I would rather have 717 00:33:19,226 --> 00:33:20,927 looking after my nursing staff. 718 00:33:20,962 --> 00:33:23,652 They respect you, and so do I. 719 00:33:24,999 --> 00:33:27,968 - You're making me charge nurse? - Effective immediately. 720 00:33:29,303 --> 00:33:31,071 Thank you, Kate. 721 00:33:31,618 --> 00:33:33,620 You might not thank me a month from now. 722 00:33:40,781 --> 00:33:42,582 Got what I came for. 723 00:33:42,616 --> 00:33:44,517 Should keep me going a while. 724 00:33:44,552 --> 00:33:46,886 I'll probably quit when the wheels fall completely off. 725 00:33:46,921 --> 00:33:50,365 But why? You even said yourself that you've been punched, 726 00:33:50,389 --> 00:33:52,392 you've been stabbed, you're underappreciated, 727 00:33:52,426 --> 00:33:54,127 you're underpaid. 728 00:33:54,161 --> 00:33:55,927 You do everything for everyone, they just spit on you, 729 00:33:55,969 --> 00:33:58,452 and every decision you make feels like a mistake and... 730 00:33:58,491 --> 00:34:00,934 I'm sorry, who are we talking about? 731 00:34:02,603 --> 00:34:04,471 Why does anyone do this job? 732 00:34:07,274 --> 00:34:08,908 Somebody's gotta. 733 00:34:19,653 --> 00:34:21,988 Dad! You made it! 734 00:34:24,058 --> 00:34:25,692 And you smell. 735 00:34:27,061 --> 00:34:28,862 I am very aware of that, sweets. 736 00:34:28,896 --> 00:34:31,957 So, are you ready, for the main event? 737 00:34:31,981 --> 00:34:33,867 Yeah, I am now. 738 00:34:35,763 --> 00:34:37,463 There you are. 739 00:34:38,766 --> 00:34:41,435 That's my mom. Hey, Mom, did the... 740 00:34:41,460 --> 00:34:43,761 The minivan got towed to a safe spot. 741 00:34:44,145 --> 00:34:46,012 Thank you so much. 742 00:34:46,047 --> 00:34:47,527 My pleasure. 743 00:34:47,929 --> 00:34:50,764 These are Mara's parents: Andrew and Corinne. 744 00:34:51,218 --> 00:34:54,187 Oh, my God! Corinne Proust? 745 00:34:54,221 --> 00:34:57,257 - Is that you? - Anne Charleston? 746 00:34:57,291 --> 00:35:00,960 - What's happened to you? - Oh, it's nothing permanent. 747 00:35:00,995 --> 00:35:04,798 Harry told me all about your daughter. Is she...? 748 00:35:04,832 --> 00:35:07,333 She's going up for surgery soon. 749 00:35:08,298 --> 00:35:10,236 So you two know each other? 750 00:35:10,271 --> 00:35:12,505 We went to high school together. 751 00:35:12,540 --> 00:35:15,242 We were pretty close back then. 752 00:35:15,283 --> 00:35:17,343 I meant to keep in touch, but... 753 00:35:17,387 --> 00:35:20,580 I... I wasn't the greatest friend. 754 00:35:20,614 --> 00:35:22,749 I just got so busy, and... 755 00:35:22,783 --> 00:35:24,918 I thought about reaching out again, but... 756 00:35:25,607 --> 00:35:28,466 things haven't been going, so well lately. 757 00:35:28,490 --> 00:35:30,490 Oh, same here. 758 00:35:30,524 --> 00:35:32,592 I've got a daughter just going into surgery, 759 00:35:32,626 --> 00:35:34,561 and a husband 760 00:35:34,595 --> 00:35:36,362 just coming out of jail. 761 00:35:36,701 --> 00:35:38,531 I'm Andrew. Hi. 762 00:35:38,970 --> 00:35:40,900 I'm homeless. 763 00:35:43,156 --> 00:35:46,058 - I haven't said that out loud before. - No, Mom. 764 00:35:46,273 --> 00:35:49,843 It's OK, honey. Corinne's a friend. 765 00:35:49,877 --> 00:35:51,911 Guess we have some catching up to do. 766 00:36:00,475 --> 00:36:01,921 Grace? 767 00:36:05,559 --> 00:36:07,482 I tracked someone down for you. 768 00:36:08,525 --> 00:36:10,341 The cellist. No way! 769 00:36:10,391 --> 00:36:12,398 Oh, she's gonna love this. 770 00:36:13,071 --> 00:36:15,532 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 771 00:36:31,318 --> 00:36:32,841 OK. 772 00:36:34,474 --> 00:36:36,175 OK, I'm ready. 773 00:36:48,607 --> 00:36:51,538 You'll be feeling the sedation now. 774 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:54,779 I do. 775 00:36:55,589 --> 00:36:57,390 I feel good. 776 00:36:59,813 --> 00:37:01,494 Wait. Then... 777 00:37:02,583 --> 00:37:04,484 No, no, I-I don't. 778 00:37:04,518 --> 00:37:08,788 - What is it? - Grace, I'm not scared anymore. 779 00:37:10,791 --> 00:37:12,172 And I think 780 00:37:14,349 --> 00:37:16,316 I do want my family here. 781 00:37:17,798 --> 00:37:19,599 - Did you send them home? - No. 782 00:37:19,633 --> 00:37:21,634 They're just in the hall. 783 00:37:21,669 --> 00:37:23,603 I made sure of it. 784 00:37:31,604 --> 00:37:32,779 Hey, Mommy. 785 00:37:37,318 --> 00:37:39,485 I love you. 786 00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:42,188 - Hey, Daddy. - There's my girl. 787 00:37:42,223 --> 00:37:44,457 - I read your letter. - I love you so much. 788 00:37:44,491 --> 00:37:46,426 - I know. - I'm so sorry. 789 00:37:46,460 --> 00:37:48,094 It's OK, I know. 790 00:37:48,833 --> 00:37:50,597 Hey, little one. 791 00:37:52,733 --> 00:37:54,534 I'm gonna miss you. 792 00:37:55,090 --> 00:37:57,103 You're gonna be OK. 793 00:37:58,116 --> 00:37:59,172 OK. 794 00:38:02,843 --> 00:38:05,678 I love you all so, so much. 795 00:38:06,142 --> 00:38:07,947 I'll miss you. 796 00:38:11,151 --> 00:38:12,852 It's perfect. 797 00:38:34,521 --> 00:38:36,423 I'm sorry. 798 00:38:37,022 --> 00:38:40,358 - I was just trying to make sure... - It's OK. 799 00:38:40,493 --> 00:38:44,129 I would be angry too if I was losing a sister. 800 00:38:45,932 --> 00:38:48,734 Especially one as special as Theresa. 801 00:38:49,703 --> 00:38:52,304 Sorry for your loss. 802 00:38:52,338 --> 00:38:54,492 Theresa wanted me to read you 803 00:38:54,528 --> 00:38:57,042 something after she was gone. 804 00:39:01,147 --> 00:39:04,817 It's a poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson. 805 00:39:04,851 --> 00:39:07,686 "This is my wish for you: 806 00:39:07,721 --> 00:39:11,056 "Comfort on difficult days, 807 00:39:11,091 --> 00:39:14,002 "smiles when sadness intrudes... 808 00:39:15,034 --> 00:39:17,069 "...rainbows to follow the clouds, 809 00:39:17,497 --> 00:39:19,565 "laughter to kiss your lips, 810 00:39:19,599 --> 00:39:22,668 "Sunsets to warm your heart, 811 00:39:22,702 --> 00:39:25,305 "hugs when spirits sag, 812 00:39:26,172 --> 00:39:28,340 "beauty for your eyes to see, 813 00:39:28,725 --> 00:39:31,343 friendships to brighten your being..." 814 00:39:32,020 --> 00:39:34,079 We have a vacant basement apartment, Anne. 815 00:39:34,114 --> 00:39:36,962 - You should come stay with us. - What? 816 00:39:36,997 --> 00:39:38,289 We talked about it already. 817 00:39:38,313 --> 00:39:40,362 The kids get along, you two know each other. 818 00:39:40,386 --> 00:39:42,074 You would do that for us? 819 00:39:42,102 --> 00:39:44,289 East Ember High girls stick together. 820 00:39:44,783 --> 00:39:47,826 And it's not just for you. 821 00:39:47,861 --> 00:39:49,561 We've got a tough road ahead. 822 00:39:50,163 --> 00:39:52,331 We can all help each other out. 823 00:39:57,871 --> 00:40:01,240 "...faith so that you can believe, 824 00:40:01,274 --> 00:40:04,042 "confidence for when you doubt, 825 00:40:04,077 --> 00:40:06,578 "courage to know yourself... 826 00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:09,548 "...patience to accept the truth, 827 00:40:09,582 --> 00:40:11,984 love to complete your life." 828 00:40:13,119 --> 00:40:15,188 I think this was a mistake. 829 00:40:15,722 --> 00:40:18,190 - What was a mistake? - Me, nursing, 830 00:40:18,224 --> 00:40:20,425 those two things combined, I guess. 831 00:40:20,460 --> 00:40:23,061 - Wow! Bad shift, eh? - I keep thinking 832 00:40:23,096 --> 00:40:25,364 I'm gonna get better at it, like it's gonna get easier, 833 00:40:25,398 --> 00:40:27,673 but I just stumble from one disaster to the next. 834 00:40:27,724 --> 00:40:30,602 Wolf, it's not true. Come on, let's go out. 835 00:40:30,637 --> 00:40:32,538 Let's have some drinks. Let's go dancing. 836 00:40:32,572 --> 00:40:34,540 - You'll feel better. - This isn't just a bad mood. 837 00:40:34,574 --> 00:40:36,875 I'm serious, Ash. Like, I don't even remember 838 00:40:36,910 --> 00:40:38,461 why I got into this. 839 00:40:38,878 --> 00:40:41,446 I love you guys... Sorry, forget it. 840 00:40:41,481 --> 00:40:44,249 I... I just need a day off. 841 00:40:44,284 --> 00:40:46,051 I probably just need a day off, right? I need a day off. 842 00:40:46,085 --> 00:40:48,187 Sorry. 843 00:40:52,258 --> 00:40:54,760 Candy, hey. Hmm... 844 00:40:55,228 --> 00:40:56,962 a bunch of us are going out if you wanna... 845 00:40:56,996 --> 00:40:59,398 I don't know. Thank you, 846 00:40:59,432 --> 00:41:02,968 but I'm gonna go home and watch Grease and sing along. 847 00:41:03,970 --> 00:41:05,871 Do you want some company? 848 00:41:06,364 --> 00:41:09,159 - Do you mean yours? - Yes, I mean me... 849 00:41:09,183 --> 00:41:12,007 and you... hanging out. 850 00:41:12,031 --> 00:41:14,232 Um... and you're gonna sing along? 851 00:41:14,266 --> 00:41:15,467 Let's not push it. 852 00:41:17,836 --> 00:41:19,275 This virus 853 00:41:19,299 --> 00:41:21,472 will spread to every country in the world at some point. 854 00:41:21,507 --> 00:41:24,609 Excuse me. Do you mind changing the channel? 855 00:41:24,643 --> 00:41:26,611 It's the last thing that I want to watch 856 00:41:26,645 --> 00:41:28,146 after the day that I've had. 857 00:41:28,845 --> 00:41:30,748 Speaking of which, 858 00:41:30,783 --> 00:41:34,018 you asked me a question earlier, and, uh, 859 00:41:34,053 --> 00:41:38,479 it's not that I didn't want to answer. I couldn't. 860 00:41:39,892 --> 00:41:41,959 I lost my father 861 00:41:41,994 --> 00:41:43,661 at 9, 862 00:41:43,696 --> 00:41:45,797 my mother at 17. 863 00:41:45,831 --> 00:41:48,499 The grandparents are gone now. 864 00:41:48,534 --> 00:41:51,002 So when I think about the people I'd want to have with me 865 00:41:51,036 --> 00:41:53,071 they're all gone. 866 00:41:54,039 --> 00:41:57,241 I'm so sorry. I didn't know. 867 00:41:57,874 --> 00:41:59,677 Now you do. 868 00:41:59,712 --> 00:42:02,847 And we are forever bonded by my tragic backstory. 869 00:42:02,881 --> 00:42:06,184 Oh, we are not bonding. You have not seen me bond yet. 870 00:42:06,218 --> 00:42:09,654 Oh, that's good because I'm ordering us another round. 871 00:42:12,180 --> 00:42:14,125 Why don't we save 872 00:42:14,159 --> 00:42:16,360 that round for somewhere else? 873 00:42:16,851 --> 00:42:18,362 Like the Randall or something? 874 00:42:18,610 --> 00:42:20,311 Or like my house. 875 00:42:22,501 --> 00:42:24,035 Hey, guys. 876 00:42:24,069 --> 00:42:25,403 Hey, man. 877 00:42:27,039 --> 00:42:28,673 Drink! 878 00:42:29,739 --> 00:42:32,376 Naz, I know you saw me with Rachel. We just had 879 00:42:32,411 --> 00:42:34,145 one drink. I... I wasn't... 880 00:42:34,179 --> 00:42:36,380 Keon, you don't need to be sorry. 881 00:42:36,415 --> 00:42:39,650 - You don't owe me anything. - Yes, I do. 882 00:42:39,874 --> 00:42:41,486 I like you, Naz. 883 00:42:41,876 --> 00:42:43,321 A lot. 884 00:42:43,355 --> 00:42:46,224 But I like working with you too. I like this. 885 00:42:46,258 --> 00:42:49,327 All of us together figuring it out. 886 00:42:49,361 --> 00:42:51,295 Yeah, it's been tolerable. 887 00:42:51,844 --> 00:42:53,972 But after we kissed, 888 00:42:54,399 --> 00:42:56,634 you and me taking things to another level, 889 00:42:56,668 --> 00:42:58,636 I got worried 890 00:42:58,670 --> 00:43:01,472 about what if things went wrong. 891 00:43:02,897 --> 00:43:05,009 Everything I said to you that day is true. 892 00:43:05,358 --> 00:43:06,778 I'm lucky to know you. 893 00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:11,015 - And I want to try this. - Keon, stop. 894 00:43:11,049 --> 00:43:13,451 - What? - Don't move. 895 00:43:15,535 --> 00:43:17,722 You've got an eyelash on your cheek. 896 00:43:18,246 --> 00:43:19,957 Wanna make a wish and blow on it? 897 00:43:21,293 --> 00:43:23,561 That's a new one for me, but OK. 898 00:43:23,595 --> 00:43:25,211 So... 899 00:43:25,998 --> 00:43:28,699 what are you gonna wish for? 900 00:43:33,600 --> 00:43:37,490 Watch the Season Finale of Nurses, next Sunday on Global.