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What's with the dresses
I saw you with earlier?

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The Naz I know would never sell
her designer threads.

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I don't know why you cut yourself
off from your family fortune.

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Because I want to prove I can do it.

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You know, this.

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Life. On my own terms.

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- What?
- Nothing.

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To be a good nurse,
you have to be yourself,

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but you're also called upon to
play a lot of different roles.

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Extra shot of espresso with whole milk.

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- Oh, wow!
- We are gonna start over

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and be friends.
Or at least friendly coworkers.

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- We are?
- Yeah. Here's to a clean slate.

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Oh, and I like green tea
if you ever want to pay forward.

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With colleagues,

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you're called to play
the role of a friend.

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- Oh, Naz, you look...
- I had to run to the bus.

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- Far?
- I was late

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because a very mean woman
from the bank called.

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Apparently, there's no such thing

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- as an over-overdraft.
- Naz...

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This condo's killing me,
Grace. Adulting sucks.

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Why don't you just get a roommate?
It'll cover half your mortgage.

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I'd rather starve.
I need this. Thank you.

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But mostly, you play
a role for your patients.

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You listen, you comfort, you
step into the role of caregiver,

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even when you've got no clue
how to take care of yourself

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because, well, the show must go on.

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Nurse Latesha Colby. Say it, Ke.

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You tilt the hat first,
then you earn the title.

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Fine. But I want a graduation
selfie with the family

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before the ceremony.
So you can still show up early?

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Damien knows I'm working a half day,

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and I paid for dry-cleaning.

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I'll be there early just to show
everyone how good I look.

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- Okay.
- Hey. You're nervous?

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Not about today,
but, you know, what comes after.

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I just really want to be a good nurse.

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So the day I graduated,

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Mom told me the only way
to be a good nurse

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is to be an honest one.

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You'll be great today.

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And tonight, we dine on Mommy's oxtails.

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Alright.

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- I'll see you in a few hours.
- Alright.

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Good morning, Sunshine!

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Hey! Have you seen, Ashley?

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She's got brown hair,
she's about yea tall

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- because whatever this is...
- Yeah, whatever, okay.

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I just downed two energy drinks.
I was up reviewing all night.

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You have been studying this
for weeks, Ash; you've got this.

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I just never thought I would be

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- a qualified OR nurse.
- Haha! You worked hard.

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With your help.
I just really want to make sure

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I make a good first impression
on Dr. Schure.

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I've been studying this stuff
for four weeks;

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Schure's been a top surgeon
for four decades.

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- He's cool though, right?
- Yes.

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I assisted him on a ton of cases
at the General.

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He's great but precise.
He runs a tight ship.

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- Hard-ass?
- Perfectionist.

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You're gonna have fun
and you're gonna learn a lot.

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I have your patient for pre-op;

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do you want me to tape a little
cheat sheet to her IV pole?

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No, I got this.
After one more energy shot.

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- Or two. Or three.
- Can you origami this thing?

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You know you can YouTube this, right?

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Can you just tie the damn tie?

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Are you nervous
for your first rehab meeting?

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I'm freaking out, Ash.
I don't know what to do.

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Hey, it's gonna be fine.

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You're gonna be a great pretend addict.

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Just do your time. Tell
as much of the truth as you can,

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and... who knows, maybe you'll
even get something out of it.

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Just... leave out the part

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where you're not actually
addicted to anything.

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- Mhm.
- Okay.

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I gotta go. You got this, okay? Text me.

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Hey, they haven't started yet,
have they?

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- You're ready for this, Ash?
- I'm about to assist

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one of the most respected
surgeons in the country;

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I'm going for calm on the
outside, tornado on the inside.

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Yeah, sounds like a surg nurse.

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Something to look forward to, I guess.

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That begins there.

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Hey. Welcome to my OR.

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I'm Nadine, your second assist,

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and this is Ashley, your scrub nurse.

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Hmm... This is
Dr. Kerwin, my first assist.

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Dr. Schofield will be on anesthesia.

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Hope you two are ready
for the main event

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because in a few hours,
we are gonna be changing

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a little girl's life forever.

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Maya Das is a beautiful young girl

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who needs our care.

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She's had a left-sided neck
lymphangioma her entire life,

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but now it's enlarging causing
increasing obstruction to her airways.

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You know, when I started

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this surgical outreach program
20 years ago,

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I never imagined that this would become

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a favourite part of my job.
And it's... Well...

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Anyway, we'll see you in a few hours

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prepped and ready to go.

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And please remember, precision is key.

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Thank you.

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Uh, Dr. Schure,

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I just wanted to thank you for
including me in on this surgery.

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I know I haven't been
working in the OR very long.

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Yes. No. Absolutely.

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It's important to mentor
the next generation.

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I'm gonna sign up

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a few requisitions;
would you mind dropping them off

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- on your way out?
- Of course.

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Good to go.

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We'll see you in a few hours.
I look forward to seeing

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what you have to offer
in here, Nurse Collins.

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- Are you okay?
- Yeah, perfect.

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Okay. Dr. Schure has a tremor.

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His hands aren't steady.

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He could barely sign a form,
his hand trembled so badly.

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Are you sure?

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You're sure it wasn't just
a fumble or an awkward angle?

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Should I talk to Kate about it?

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Dr. Schure is one of the most

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revered surgeons in the country.

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I'm sure he would know
if he's okay to perform or not.

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Yeah, maybe you're right.
It's probably nothing.

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I could stop by and say hi
after we prep Maya.

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I know how to thread lightly
around an OR surgeon's ego.

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- I could suss him out.
- Could you do that?

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Yeah, for sure.
But I'm sure it's nothing.

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Yeah.

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Hi! I'm Grace. I'm gonna be

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getting you ready
for your surgery today, Maya.

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And I'm Ashley. I'll be
helping with the procedure.

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I wanted to come say hi and make
sure you saw a familiar face

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- when you got in there.
- Thank you so much.

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You have no idea what it means.

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- How was your trip?
- They brought us here

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from the airport in a helicopter.

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It was so loud I couldn't even
hear myself think.

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Well, we are glad you are here, Maya.

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The day I found out we were coming here,

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I started saving pocket money
for this mirror.

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I haven't looked at myself in it yet.

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Saving it... for after.

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It's beautiful.

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You know, people in school,
they make fun of me,

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poke at my face,
call me boro gola, big neck.

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But I don't mind.

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I'm pretty.

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- Ma has always told me that.
- When Dr. Schure phoned

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and said we'd been selected
for the surgical outreach,

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we could not believe it.
It felt like we won the lotto.

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All in God's timing.

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Things like this don't often
happen to people like us.

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We'll take good care of you.

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- Promise.
- I was hoping to meet

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Dr. Schure in person before the surgery.

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Of course. Why don't I go

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check on him and see
if he's available for a visit.

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With that many swipe rights,

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you're gonna be a popular man tonight.

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Aren't they lucky.

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Now, let's get whatever it is
you're about to ask for

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over with, and we can
just skip to the no.

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I put in a request for extra
shifts, but I'm not getting them.

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No.

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But I really need the money.
I have this mortgage...

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So get a roommate like
everyone else in this city.

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Look, Naz, you've been
distracted lately.

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I understand you're having
financial issues,

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but you need to leave
your problems at the door.

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Prove you can do that,

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then we could talk
about extra shifts. Until then,

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keep your nose clean.

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Why did the clown go to the doctor?

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Because he was feeling a little funny.

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Hey! Nurse Knight!

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I was hoping to see you here.
Come in, come in, come in.

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Sit.

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We missed you at the General.
Keeping well?

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I am. How about you?

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How is Dorinda? Did she complete
her black belt yet?

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I have no idea.

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Finalized the divorce six months ago.

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She couldn't stand the long hours, so...

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Apparently, a surgical practice comes

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- with three failed marriages.
- I'm sorry to hear that.

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Hm, you know this job.

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Takes everything from you.
The only thing it lets you keep

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- is the fatigue.
- And how are you doing?

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I mean, you're constantly in the
OR. Anyone would be exhausted.

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Good Lord! Make me sound old
before my time.

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No. I just mean, sometimes,
we spend so much time taking

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care of others that we forget
to take care of ourselves.

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Uh... It's worth it though,

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when you see a little girl like Maya

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smile for the first time.

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And time is key here.
She's been waiting for years,

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and we can't allow this
lymphangioma to grow anymore.

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Hmm.

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I, uh... I just need you
to sign her pre-op paperwork.

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Yeah.

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Great! Maya is lucky to have you.

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I'm a drug addict. My name is Wolf.

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Can I have some privacy, man? Please?

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Heard you're going to meetings.

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It's the only way I can keep my job.

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I've been there.

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I know the drill.

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Listen, uh...

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I'm sorry I got you
tangled up in all this,

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but it's, you know, it's over.
Markie got picked up;

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- we're in the clear, both of us.
- I got suspended.

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I have to go to
mandated addiction counseling

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at my work. Doesn't feel clear.

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Well, uh...

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the least I could do
would be to, you know...

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...go along with you just to...

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make sure you don't say anything stupid.

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Well, so you've, uh...

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you've been to
these in-house meetings before?

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It's day one for me all over again,

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but this time,
the thing has got to stick.

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You know, it just, uh,

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might be nice
to just have a friend in there.

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Hello, Mrs. Aaron. My name is Keon.

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I am your nurse today.

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Today? More like day after tomorrow.

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I was assessed an hour ago! Where
have you been?! Picking dandelions?!

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Well, your doctor wants me to
take you in for some blood work

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and a chest X-ray.

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Mrs. Aaron, I'm just gonna do
a quick chest assessment

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to update your chart.
Can you lean forward for me

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and take a deep breath?

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- What are you reading there?
- Book about the origin

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of gerbera. What? What am I doing here?!

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Like I said, I'm gonna
take you in for some tests,

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alright? Another deep breath.

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Gerberas are my sister Latesha's
second favourite flower actually.

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Well, good for her. What?
What is taking you so long?!

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Well, it sounds like you still have

245
00:12:06,933 --> 00:12:08,964
diminished air entry
to your lower-left lobe.

246
00:12:08,969 --> 00:12:10,966
Have you been taking
medication for the cold?

247
00:12:10,971 --> 00:12:12,834
Too many pills, I can't keep track.

248
00:12:12,839 --> 00:12:15,537
- Araya knows all that.
- Okay, and who's Araya?

249
00:12:15,542 --> 00:12:18,707
My son! And he's parking the car.

250
00:12:18,712 --> 00:12:22,010
Once we're done, how about I check
with triage, see if Araya came in.

251
00:12:22,015 --> 00:12:23,812
Oh, you should have done that already!

252
00:12:23,817 --> 00:12:26,214
- No, I just came...
- Just go! Stop wasting

253
00:12:26,219 --> 00:12:28,383
my time and go find him!

254
00:12:31,324 --> 00:12:33,388
And after, you'll just have

255
00:12:33,393 --> 00:12:36,825
a little grey scar
from about here to here.

256
00:12:36,830 --> 00:12:38,293
Sounds good.

257
00:12:38,298 --> 00:12:40,896
You know, they actually call
it a smile incision.

258
00:12:40,901 --> 00:12:42,397
A smile.

259
00:12:42,402 --> 00:12:45,067
I like that.

260
00:12:45,072 --> 00:12:48,108
Do you want to see something special?

261
00:12:49,242 --> 00:12:50,777
Ma, show her.

262
00:12:54,548 --> 00:12:57,245
Two nights ago, people from our village

263
00:12:57,250 --> 00:13:00,449
held a prayer ceremony.
We chanted for Maya.

264
00:13:00,454 --> 00:13:03,618
The elders gave us this shawl
filled with blessings.

265
00:13:03,623 --> 00:13:05,220
It will bring us luck.

266
00:13:05,225 --> 00:13:09,091
Hello, Maya. Padma.

267
00:13:09,096 --> 00:13:11,026
I'm Dr. Schure.

268
00:13:11,031 --> 00:13:12,728
It's great to finally meet in person.

269
00:13:12,733 --> 00:13:15,530
So I'm gonna do a little final check,

270
00:13:15,535 --> 00:13:18,605
and then the team will be in to
prep you for surgery, alright?

271
00:13:21,074 --> 00:13:23,438
Let's see.

272
00:13:23,443 --> 00:13:26,608
Ugh.

273
00:13:26,613 --> 00:13:29,783
It's a little sensitive, is it? Yeah?

274
00:13:31,718 --> 00:13:33,849
And now, how's the breathing? Alright?

275
00:13:41,494 --> 00:13:42,958
I think we're all set.

276
00:13:42,963 --> 00:13:46,166
So, we'll see you
in a few hours, alright?

277
00:13:48,468 --> 00:13:50,632
Uh, Dr. Schure.

278
00:13:50,637 --> 00:13:53,468
I'm sorry, but I noticed
your hand was shaking just now.

279
00:13:53,473 --> 00:13:55,170
I think you're mistaken, Nurse Collins.

280
00:13:55,175 --> 00:13:56,905
No, no. It happened before too

281
00:13:56,910 --> 00:13:58,674
when you were signing the requisitions.

282
00:13:58,679 --> 00:14:01,882
Why don't we continue this little
inquisition later, Nurse Collins?

283
00:14:08,421 --> 00:14:10,786
What do you mean I'm off the surgery?

284
00:14:10,791 --> 00:14:12,988
I know how invested you are
in Maya's care,

285
00:14:12,993 --> 00:14:15,090
so I've put you
in her pre and post-op instead.

286
00:14:15,095 --> 00:14:17,459
I've been preparing
for this surgery for weeks!

287
00:14:17,464 --> 00:14:19,895
Ashley, you're a great nurse,

288
00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:22,364
your patients love you,
but you need to work

289
00:14:22,369 --> 00:14:24,366
on your bedside manner
with your colleagues.

290
00:14:24,371 --> 00:14:26,601
That's crap. Schure wants me gone

291
00:14:26,606 --> 00:14:29,604
- because I know he's got bad hands.
- That is a big claim to make.

292
00:14:29,609 --> 00:14:33,608
He had a tremor! Grace was
gonna check on it, ask her.

293
00:14:33,613 --> 00:14:35,243
I did ask her.

294
00:14:35,248 --> 00:14:37,951
She saw Dr. Schure sign
a form. No tremor.

295
00:14:39,352 --> 00:14:42,317
I know you have been working
hard for this opportunity,

296
00:14:42,322 --> 00:14:46,354
but Dr. Schure is a respected surgeon.

297
00:14:46,359 --> 00:14:49,191
If there was any reason
he wasn't up to performing,

298
00:14:49,196 --> 00:14:51,393
he would never endanger a patient.

299
00:14:51,398 --> 00:14:55,230
- And I'm just a nurse, right?
- I'm a nurse too, Ashley,

300
00:14:55,235 --> 00:14:57,332
and I care about our patients.

301
00:14:57,337 --> 00:14:59,401
So unless you can bring me
any real reason

302
00:14:59,406 --> 00:15:02,008
why it shouldn't,
the surgery needs to go ahead.

303
00:15:04,144 --> 00:15:07,441
You should know
that Dr. Schure has requested

304
00:15:07,446 --> 00:15:08,877
that Grace assist him

305
00:15:08,882 --> 00:15:11,346
today in your place.

306
00:15:11,351 --> 00:15:13,053
I'm sorry, Ashley.

307
00:15:16,356 --> 00:15:18,787
Ash...

308
00:15:18,792 --> 00:15:21,556
- You threw me under the bus.
- I told the truth.

309
00:15:21,561 --> 00:15:23,725
He signed something
right in front of me, no tremor.

310
00:15:23,730 --> 00:15:25,293
I saw it, Grace.

311
00:15:25,298 --> 00:15:27,629
- Why can you just have my back?
- Dr. Schure wouldn't

312
00:15:27,634 --> 00:15:29,364
do the surgery if he wasn't up for it.

313
00:15:29,369 --> 00:15:31,066
Why does everyone keep saying that?

314
00:15:31,071 --> 00:15:33,368
He might be endangering
a patient, but I'm overreacting?

315
00:15:33,373 --> 00:15:35,637
Ash, you're nervous,
you're new to the OR.

316
00:15:35,642 --> 00:15:38,073
There it is. Right there.

317
00:15:38,078 --> 00:15:40,709
Saint Grace always knows best,
doesn't she?

318
00:15:40,714 --> 00:15:42,777
And you even managed to steal
my spot in the OR.

319
00:15:42,782 --> 00:15:45,413
I didn't steal anything! You screwed up

320
00:15:45,418 --> 00:15:47,383
by confronting him like that!
In front of a patient!

321
00:15:47,387 --> 00:15:50,752
At least, I'm willing to protect
my patients instead of my own ass.

322
00:15:50,757 --> 00:15:52,721
You got yourself kicked out
of her surgery;

323
00:15:52,726 --> 00:15:54,956
who was that protecting? I'm sorry, Ash,

324
00:15:54,961 --> 00:15:57,230
but your biggest problem
in this hospital is you!

325
00:16:06,180 --> 00:16:07,795
I know it's a change of plans,

326
00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:10,564
but I'll be with you in the OR
the whole time.

327
00:16:10,569 --> 00:16:12,934
- What about Ashley?
- She'll be here

328
00:16:12,939 --> 00:16:15,503
waiting for you with your mom
for when you wake up.

329
00:16:15,508 --> 00:16:19,006
But Ashley knew so much
about the surgery.

330
00:16:19,011 --> 00:16:22,081
She made it sound not so scary.

331
00:16:23,616 --> 00:16:25,713
If it makes you feel
any better, I've actually

332
00:16:25,718 --> 00:16:28,149
assisted Dr. Schure
on this procedure before.

333
00:16:28,154 --> 00:16:30,618
Just at a different hospital.

334
00:16:30,623 --> 00:16:32,625
It's gonna be okay, Maya.

335
00:16:34,427 --> 00:16:37,892
I just can't believe I'm really here.

336
00:16:37,897 --> 00:16:40,399
- It's really happening.
- Mm-hmm.

337
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,401
The doctor,
what were he and Ashley talking

338
00:16:47,406 --> 00:16:50,971
- about earlier?
- Oh, it was just a misunderstanding.

339
00:16:50,976 --> 00:16:52,973
So, everything is alright
with the surgery?

340
00:16:52,978 --> 00:16:55,643
- There are no concerns?
- Everything's fine, Padma.

341
00:17:02,622 --> 00:17:04,352
So, Mr. Eddie.

342
00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:06,254
Hey, it's Dr. Doug.

343
00:17:06,259 --> 00:17:09,190
- You're not a doctor, Doug.
- Can't break character

344
00:17:09,195 --> 00:17:12,059
while I'm in the hospital,
even in the bathroom.

345
00:17:12,064 --> 00:17:14,829
Yes, I have heard this
about you. You should know

346
00:17:14,834 --> 00:17:17,803
that everyone in St. Mary's
thinks it's supremely weird.

347
00:17:18,638 --> 00:17:21,969
So, "Dr. Doug",

348
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:25,206
got great news:
Dr. Goldman, a real doctor,

349
00:17:25,211 --> 00:17:27,413
suspects that you've
suffered a concussion.

350
00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:31,579
Oh no. Not again.

351
00:17:31,584 --> 00:17:34,215
It looks like it's
the third one in three years.

352
00:17:34,220 --> 00:17:36,250
- Yeah.
- I'm gonna do a quick vitals check

353
00:17:36,255 --> 00:17:39,225
and then take you in
for a CT scan. Have a seat.

354
00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:42,590
Did you fall off your unicycle?

355
00:17:42,595 --> 00:17:44,892
I used to do karate competitively.

356
00:17:44,897 --> 00:17:46,560
You know what they say, "Getting kicked

357
00:17:46,565 --> 00:17:49,830
in the head is easy,
comedy is hard". Haha!

358
00:17:49,835 --> 00:17:52,838
- Tough crowd.
- Give me your hand.

359
00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,103
You have really pretty eyes.

360
00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:58,305
I'm quite fond of them myself.

361
00:17:58,310 --> 00:18:01,942
Okay, 120 over 80 is ideal.

362
00:18:01,947 --> 00:18:03,582
Now, follow my finger.

363
00:18:09,889 --> 00:18:12,119
Now, squeeze my fingers
as hard as you can.

364
00:18:12,124 --> 00:18:15,027
- Okay.
- Tighter, please.

365
00:18:16,829 --> 00:18:19,493
I've got a show this afternoon
I can't miss.

366
00:18:19,498 --> 00:18:21,962
Jenny's going in
for a bone-marrow biopsy;

367
00:18:21,967 --> 00:18:24,031
I promised I would do
some juggling for her.

368
00:18:24,036 --> 00:18:26,133
Dr. Goldman placed
a requisition to rule out

369
00:18:26,138 --> 00:18:29,270
cerebral swelling. Let's get
the CT scan done first,

370
00:18:29,275 --> 00:18:31,072
and then we'll take it from there.

371
00:18:31,077 --> 00:18:33,874
- Okay.
- Aren't there any other clowns on call today?

372
00:18:33,879 --> 00:18:36,477
The other eight were
injured in an accident.

373
00:18:36,482 --> 00:18:38,884
- They were carpooling.
- You're kidding?

374
00:18:40,286 --> 00:18:42,283
Okay.

375
00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:44,318
Are you alright, Mrs. Aaron?

376
00:18:44,323 --> 00:18:47,054
The doctor talk too fast,
I couldn't follow.

377
00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:50,824
Uh, he said your imaging came
back positive for pneumonia.

378
00:18:50,829 --> 00:18:52,893
He prescribed a course of antibiotics.

379
00:18:52,898 --> 00:18:56,363
Oh, pneumonia.
That's gonna kill me, isn't it?

380
00:18:56,368 --> 00:18:58,032
No, no, no, no. It's a good thing

381
00:18:58,037 --> 00:19:00,234
that you're here. We'll
monitor you for a few days,

382
00:19:00,239 --> 00:19:02,836
and you'll be good as new.

383
00:19:02,841 --> 00:19:05,940
Look, I will make you better.
Okay, Sheila? Don't you worry.

384
00:19:05,945 --> 00:19:07,675
"Don't you worry".

385
00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:10,577
Araya always used to say that,
"Don't you worry, Mama".

386
00:19:10,582 --> 00:19:12,379
Alright, can you make a fist?

387
00:19:12,384 --> 00:19:14,948
- Ah! Careful!
- Are you okay?

388
00:19:14,953 --> 00:19:17,151
- I'm sorry. Are you okay?
- Am I okay?!

389
00:19:17,156 --> 00:19:19,887
- You just stabbed me!
- Okay, I'm sorry. Let's just go

390
00:19:19,892 --> 00:19:21,855
one more time. One more time. I'm sorry.

391
00:19:21,860 --> 00:19:24,425
You're lucky my son isn't here.

392
00:19:24,430 --> 00:19:26,693
You could be in big trouble
'cause he's a sergeant!

393
00:19:26,698 --> 00:19:28,929
Oh, he's probably lost
in this maze of a hospital.

394
00:19:28,934 --> 00:19:30,698
I'm still trying to find my way.

395
00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:32,533
Look in my pocket book.

396
00:19:32,538 --> 00:19:34,601
His number should still be in there.

397
00:19:34,606 --> 00:19:36,709
One second.

398
00:19:43,749 --> 00:19:46,018
Look at this.

399
00:19:50,589 --> 00:19:54,221
Ohh, what is taking you so long?!

400
00:19:54,226 --> 00:19:56,225
Alright. I'll just be... I'll
be right back. Just a minute.

401
00:19:56,229 --> 00:19:58,260
I'm the one who's blind here.

402
00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:04,632
Hey, uh, Araya. This is Keon Colby.

403
00:20:04,637 --> 00:20:07,301
I'm a nurse at St. Mary's Hospital.

404
00:20:07,306 --> 00:20:08,969
Look, your mom is on the fourth floor

405
00:20:08,974 --> 00:20:13,407
in-between 43A and 61.

406
00:20:13,412 --> 00:20:16,877
I know it's totally confusing,
but, uh, just come

407
00:20:16,882 --> 00:20:19,913
to room 19B. I want to connect
with you before my shift ends.

408
00:20:19,918 --> 00:20:23,550
Alright? Give me a shout.

409
00:20:23,555 --> 00:20:25,672
Latesha?

410
00:20:25,677 --> 00:20:27,377
No, no, no. Yeah, I'm about to leave.

411
00:20:27,382 --> 00:20:29,324
I just have to take care
of something real quick.

412
00:20:34,967 --> 00:20:36,563
Jenny!

413
00:20:36,568 --> 00:20:38,766
Are you ready for the big show?

414
00:20:38,771 --> 00:20:41,502
Yeah.

415
00:20:41,507 --> 00:20:43,409
See you later.

416
00:20:52,685 --> 00:20:54,782
Can I ask you a personal question?

417
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:57,051
Okay. But I should warn you,

418
00:20:57,056 --> 00:20:59,186
my act is PG.

419
00:20:59,191 --> 00:21:02,289
Is clowning like a real job?

420
00:21:02,294 --> 00:21:04,992
Like, they pay you
to make balloon animals?

421
00:21:04,997 --> 00:21:06,794
Of course, it's a real job.

422
00:21:06,799 --> 00:21:08,896
Therapeutic clowning is important work.

423
00:21:08,901 --> 00:21:10,697
I had to audition three times
for this gig.

424
00:21:10,702 --> 00:21:14,201
Next time, you should ask
to be offer only.

425
00:21:14,206 --> 00:21:16,403
That's what I did
when I was an actress in India.

426
00:21:16,408 --> 00:21:18,439
Yeah, we don't have that luxury.

427
00:21:18,444 --> 00:21:20,874
But we're thinking of unionizing
for fair wages.

428
00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:25,479
Ah, clowns with picket signs

429
00:21:25,484 --> 00:21:27,314
outside the ER.

430
00:21:27,319 --> 00:21:30,155
Fair play for horseplay! Hahaha!

431
00:21:31,690 --> 00:21:35,727
- It's a joke, Doug.
- Dr. Doug.

432
00:21:38,197 --> 00:21:41,895
- Ohhh!
- It's okay, I've got you. Steady.

433
00:21:41,900 --> 00:21:43,431
I can't even stand.

434
00:21:44,536 --> 00:21:46,467
What am I gonna do, Naz?
I promised Jenny.

435
00:21:46,472 --> 00:21:48,807
Let's just hope you don't have
to break that promise.

436
00:21:51,210 --> 00:21:52,906
Alright, Maya,

437
00:21:52,911 --> 00:21:55,080
let's get you ready for anesthesia.

438
00:21:58,283 --> 00:22:00,080
How are you doing?

439
00:22:00,085 --> 00:22:03,918
When she was born...

440
00:22:03,923 --> 00:22:06,954
after they handed her to me,

441
00:22:06,959 --> 00:22:08,727
I stared into her eyes.

442
00:22:10,195 --> 00:22:12,598
It was love at first sight.

443
00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:15,934
But then, they took her away.

444
00:22:17,569 --> 00:22:19,299
She wasn't breathing.

445
00:22:19,304 --> 00:22:21,902
I... can't imagine

446
00:22:21,907 --> 00:22:23,570
what that must have been like.

447
00:22:23,575 --> 00:22:26,175
The gods have been with me.

448
00:22:29,047 --> 00:22:31,850
And now they will be with Maya.

449
00:22:36,255 --> 00:22:39,086
Okay. Here we go.

450
00:22:39,091 --> 00:22:40,559
Showtime.

451
00:22:49,434 --> 00:22:51,565
I'll see you soon, Maya.

452
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:09,883
Dehydration is

453
00:23:09,888 --> 00:23:11,786
one of the main risk factors
for kidney stones.

454
00:23:11,790 --> 00:23:14,321
Thanks.

455
00:23:14,326 --> 00:23:17,324
- Hmm...
- Ivy. Opiates.

456
00:23:17,329 --> 00:23:19,993
Wolf. Anything I could

457
00:23:19,998 --> 00:23:21,828
get my hands on, really.

458
00:23:21,833 --> 00:23:25,332
First time? You have
the first day shine.

459
00:23:25,337 --> 00:23:27,834
I've got almost seven months.

460
00:23:27,839 --> 00:23:29,770
Wow, that's... that's great.

461
00:23:29,775 --> 00:23:31,739
I mean, great, great that you're here.

462
00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:34,841
Looks like the show's about to start.

463
00:23:34,846 --> 00:23:36,643
- Yeah.
- Hey,

464
00:23:36,648 --> 00:23:39,184
it works if you work it.

465
00:23:47,793 --> 00:23:50,762
If I'm being totally honest, I
don't know what I'm doing here.

466
00:23:53,665 --> 00:23:55,467
I'm just trying
to get ahold of things...

467
00:23:57,236 --> 00:23:59,238
... but they keep slipping by me.

468
00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:06,040
I want to be a good nurse,

469
00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:07,946
and I want to do the right thing...

470
00:24:10,549 --> 00:24:12,384
... but I screw it up a lot.

471
00:24:16,455 --> 00:24:18,552
I don't know what's next,

472
00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:20,793
but I'm really trying.

473
00:24:23,829 --> 00:24:26,765
Does anyone wanna pick up a desire chip?

474
00:24:39,645 --> 00:24:42,314
Happy day one, new fish.

475
00:24:54,593 --> 00:24:56,657
Well, it's just like old times.

476
00:24:56,662 --> 00:24:59,660
Haha! It is! You still
listen to Puccini?

477
00:24:59,665 --> 00:25:01,800
No. I'm on a Wagner kick now.

478
00:25:11,543 --> 00:25:14,112
- Are you okay, Dr. Schure?
- Mm-hmm!

479
00:25:15,747 --> 00:25:18,645
I am now that I have a nurse I can trust

480
00:25:18,650 --> 00:25:20,280
by my side.

481
00:25:20,285 --> 00:25:22,254
Let's have each other's backs
in there, okay?

482
00:25:39,407 --> 00:25:41,437
Fix that now.

483
00:25:41,442 --> 00:25:43,177
Yes, Dr. Schure.

484
00:25:46,547 --> 00:25:48,182
- Oh, here.
- Thanks.

485
00:25:53,988 --> 00:25:55,885
Thank you, Grace. Always graceful.

486
00:25:55,890 --> 00:25:57,153
Okay, checklist portion

487
00:25:57,158 --> 00:25:59,689
is now complete. Everyone content?

488
00:25:59,694 --> 00:26:02,358
- Yes, Doctor.
- Music, please.

489
00:26:16,945 --> 00:26:19,776
Oh, hot alert!
Where are you going mid-shift?

490
00:26:19,781 --> 00:26:21,978
I'm trying to get
to my baby sister's graduation,

491
00:26:21,983 --> 00:26:24,781
but I need to get ahold
of my patient's son first.

492
00:26:26,154 --> 00:26:27,850
Maybe he'll make it after all.

493
00:26:27,855 --> 00:26:30,191
Uh... Hello. This is Keon.

494
00:26:31,393 --> 00:26:33,561
Yeah, I left messages
about Sheila Aaron.

495
00:26:35,230 --> 00:26:38,866
Oh, sorry about that. Yeah, thanks.

496
00:26:41,002 --> 00:26:42,832
So everything okay?

497
00:26:42,837 --> 00:26:44,667
Yeah, no. That wasn't Sheila's son.

498
00:26:44,672 --> 00:26:46,203
It was a random guy.

499
00:26:46,208 --> 00:26:48,871
Said it isn't Araya's number anymore.

500
00:26:48,876 --> 00:26:50,540
Maybe he got a new number.

501
00:26:50,545 --> 00:26:53,209
But his mom doesn't know about it?

502
00:26:56,017 --> 00:26:59,287
Crap! I have to go give
a clown some bad news.

503
00:27:06,127 --> 00:27:08,892
You've been busy. You should rest.

504
00:27:08,897 --> 00:27:11,661
I'm just getting ready
for Jenny's show later.

505
00:27:11,666 --> 00:27:14,464
I'm sorry, Doug.
I checked in with Dr. Goodwin.

506
00:27:14,469 --> 00:27:16,900
No performance today.

507
00:27:16,905 --> 00:27:18,635
Grade one concussions are not severe,

508
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:21,337
but you can't juggle or perform
for the next two weeks.

509
00:27:21,342 --> 00:27:23,377
It will strain your eyes
which will cause headaches,

510
00:27:23,381 --> 00:27:24,441
extend the healing time.

511
00:27:24,445 --> 00:27:28,044
Please. Jenny goes in
for her biopsy today.

512
00:27:28,049 --> 00:27:30,113
It's too risky. Damages from concussions

513
00:27:30,118 --> 00:27:33,116
can be cumulative.
The hospital can't be liable.

514
00:27:33,121 --> 00:27:35,452
Sorry.

515
00:27:35,457 --> 00:27:37,420
You know, these kids

516
00:27:37,425 --> 00:27:40,824
up in Oncology, they...
they live for these moments.

517
00:27:40,829 --> 00:27:43,264
I care for them too, you know.

518
00:27:44,732 --> 00:27:46,496
I had a sick sister growing up.

519
00:27:46,501 --> 00:27:49,137
Would have done
anything to make her laugh.

520
00:27:52,507 --> 00:27:54,642
I really wish there was
something I could do, Doug.

521
00:27:56,110 --> 00:27:58,308
What kind of actress
were you back in India?

522
00:27:58,313 --> 00:28:01,544
I was not a kind. I was the best.

523
00:28:01,549 --> 00:28:04,013
So you could be my understudy.

524
00:28:04,018 --> 00:28:06,449
Oh! Those are some big shoes to fill.

525
00:28:08,556 --> 00:28:10,486
Oh no, you're serious?

526
00:28:10,491 --> 00:28:12,524
Please! Yeah. I mean,
you already have the instrument;

527
00:28:12,528 --> 00:28:14,358
all you need is a good warmup.

528
00:28:14,363 --> 00:28:17,432
Please, clown for me, Naz.

529
00:28:18,633 --> 00:28:21,708
- I'm working. I'm a nurse.
- And I'm your patient,

530
00:28:21,713 --> 00:28:23,633
and this is the care that I need.

531
00:28:23,638 --> 00:28:26,936
Jenny is so awesome.
You don't need to be nervous

532
00:28:26,941 --> 00:28:28,905
'cause I'm gonna be right there
cheering you on.

533
00:28:28,910 --> 00:28:31,245
It's showtime!

534
00:28:34,883 --> 00:28:37,113
Why aren't you answering your phone?

535
00:28:37,118 --> 00:28:38,915
Sorry, I've been trying to track down

536
00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:41,184
my patient's son, but she had
the wrong phone number.

537
00:28:41,189 --> 00:28:43,153
Look him up in the car.
I parked illegally.

538
00:28:43,158 --> 00:28:45,658
Okay, the ceremony starts
in 30 minutes, right?

539
00:28:45,663 --> 00:28:47,223
You go, I'll meet you there.

540
00:28:47,228 --> 00:28:49,030
I wanted us all to go together.

541
00:28:50,499 --> 00:28:53,464
So, hurry up and find him, and
I'll let you pay for my parking ticket.

542
00:28:53,469 --> 00:28:55,498
That's the thing: I already did,

543
00:28:55,503 --> 00:28:58,167
and I don't know what to do.

544
00:28:58,172 --> 00:29:01,843
Whoa. He was part
of the Highway of Heroes?

545
00:29:03,778 --> 00:29:05,446
She doesn't know.

546
00:29:06,848 --> 00:29:08,778
She's forgotten that her son died.

547
00:29:08,783 --> 00:29:10,947
That's not a normal thing to forget.

548
00:29:10,952 --> 00:29:13,116
Look, I have to tell her.

549
00:29:13,121 --> 00:29:15,023
I'm all she's got right now.

550
00:29:16,958 --> 00:29:20,023
Stay. You should be with her.

551
00:29:20,028 --> 00:29:22,091
I know, it's the job.

552
00:29:22,096 --> 00:29:24,198
Thank you.

553
00:29:27,535 --> 00:29:29,232
There you go.

554
00:29:29,237 --> 00:29:31,902
Is there somewhere we could share?

555
00:29:31,907 --> 00:29:34,938
Oh, I... I'm good. Thanks.

556
00:29:34,943 --> 00:29:37,173
But they're gonna be
a few more hours at least,

557
00:29:37,178 --> 00:29:40,677
you have time to run out and
grab some real food if you want.

558
00:29:40,682 --> 00:29:43,179
Do you think she's dreaming
while she's in there?

559
00:29:43,184 --> 00:29:46,015
I mean, they've studied it.

560
00:29:46,020 --> 00:29:48,785
Some patients do dream under anesthesia,

561
00:29:48,790 --> 00:29:50,888
especially if they normally have
vivid dreams at home.

562
00:29:50,892 --> 00:29:53,356
Oh, yes.

563
00:29:53,361 --> 00:29:55,129
Maya dreams big.

564
00:29:56,698 --> 00:29:57,799
Just...

565
00:29:59,300 --> 00:30:01,769
... I want them all
to come true for her.

566
00:30:03,404 --> 00:30:06,474
- You should get some rest.
- Oh, I can't.

567
00:30:07,842 --> 00:30:09,772
Not until I know she's okay.

568
00:30:09,777 --> 00:30:11,779
She will be.

569
00:30:14,549 --> 00:30:16,212
Must be very careful

570
00:30:16,217 --> 00:30:18,014
not to puncture the cysts.

571
00:30:18,019 --> 00:30:20,021
Last thing we want is spillage.

572
00:30:21,489 --> 00:30:23,820
Appears to be close
to the size of a grapefruit.

573
00:30:23,825 --> 00:30:25,588
I'll retract the mass down, Dr. Schure?

574
00:30:25,593 --> 00:30:27,862
Yes. Down to the patient's left.

575
00:30:38,606 --> 00:30:40,503
Uh, is everything alright, Doctor?

576
00:30:40,508 --> 00:30:43,072
Yes, yes, yes. Hmm...

577
00:30:43,077 --> 00:30:45,341
Let's take a pause.

578
00:30:45,346 --> 00:30:47,178
Nurse Knight with me.

579
00:30:57,795 --> 00:31:01,126
Nurse, I'm gonna need you
to get me some apomorphine,

580
00:31:01,131 --> 00:31:03,395
please, so I can get back
in there and finish this.

581
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:07,199
Are you sure? Maybe Dr. Kerwin can...

582
00:31:07,204 --> 00:31:08,968
I've been operating for decades

583
00:31:08,973 --> 00:31:10,970
longer than Kerwin has.
I've been operating

584
00:31:10,975 --> 00:31:12,915
for decades
longer than you've been alive.

585
00:31:14,045 --> 00:31:16,876
So, I've never failed
to finish an operation,

586
00:31:16,881 --> 00:31:19,311
especially one of this magnitude.

587
00:31:19,316 --> 00:31:21,947
So I don't need your help.
I don't need Kerwin's help.

588
00:31:21,952 --> 00:31:24,850
I just need a quick shot
of subcutaneous apomorphine

589
00:31:24,855 --> 00:31:27,553
to control the tremor, and I can finish.

590
00:31:27,558 --> 00:31:30,256
Look. Dr. Schure, you said it yourself:

591
00:31:30,261 --> 00:31:32,390
you trained Kerwin. Wouldn't she be

592
00:31:32,395 --> 00:31:34,261
the next best thing to you
if you're not feeling well?

593
00:31:34,265 --> 00:31:36,362
Next, yeah. It's the problem, isn't it?

594
00:31:36,367 --> 00:31:39,403
It's always get rid of the old,
make way for the new.

595
00:31:40,271 --> 00:31:42,968
This is not gonna be my legacy.

596
00:31:42,973 --> 00:31:45,805
I'm not gonna go crawling
out of here a Parkinson cripple

597
00:31:45,810 --> 00:31:48,707
unable to even finish
a procedure. Do you understand?

598
00:31:48,712 --> 00:31:50,181
So...

599
00:31:51,148 --> 00:31:53,145
How long have you known?

600
00:31:53,150 --> 00:31:56,253
I found out just before the divorce.

601
00:32:00,658 --> 00:32:02,359
I need to do more work.

602
00:32:03,627 --> 00:32:05,458
I need to help more kids like Maya.

603
00:32:05,463 --> 00:32:10,729
I understand, I do, but don't you think

604
00:32:10,734 --> 00:32:12,937
- that it would be...
- Don't care what you think.

605
00:32:14,638 --> 00:32:17,636
Please, let's keep it between us.

606
00:32:17,641 --> 00:32:19,210
Get me the drug.

607
00:32:20,978 --> 00:32:22,446
Meet me in ward 4.

608
00:32:23,948 --> 00:32:24,948
Please.

609
00:32:38,896 --> 00:32:40,130
Thank you.

610
00:32:41,298 --> 00:32:42,366
For what?

611
00:32:43,434 --> 00:32:46,532
For coming. For sharing.

612
00:32:46,537 --> 00:32:49,306
That was brave what you said.

613
00:32:52,543 --> 00:32:54,440
Um, I didn't share today,

614
00:32:54,445 --> 00:32:56,213
but I wanted you to know...

615
00:32:58,415 --> 00:33:00,951
... I was running on fumes.

616
00:33:02,653 --> 00:33:05,484
A pregnant mom came

617
00:33:05,489 --> 00:33:07,253
and from a car crash,

618
00:33:07,258 --> 00:33:10,027
and it was either her or the baby and...

619
00:33:11,629 --> 00:33:14,098
... I... I chose to save the mom.

620
00:33:17,701 --> 00:33:19,236
Which I couldn't.

621
00:33:20,538 --> 00:33:22,434
I... I chose wrong,

622
00:33:22,439 --> 00:33:25,337
and I lost them both.

623
00:33:25,342 --> 00:33:27,711
I'm sorry.

624
00:33:29,413 --> 00:33:32,211
I... I started getting scared on the job

625
00:33:32,216 --> 00:33:35,014
all the time, and...

626
00:33:35,019 --> 00:33:37,483
I knew that if I wanted to be a doctor,

627
00:33:37,488 --> 00:33:39,423
I needed to protect myself.

628
00:33:40,491 --> 00:33:42,493
I needed armour.

629
00:33:44,762 --> 00:33:46,559
Oxy gave me that.

630
00:33:46,564 --> 00:33:48,565
For a while anyway.

631
00:33:51,235 --> 00:33:53,365
It's funny.

632
00:33:53,370 --> 00:33:56,340
my parents told me
I'd never amount to anything.

633
00:33:58,042 --> 00:34:00,144
I guess I just wanted
to prove 'em wrong.

634
00:34:02,446 --> 00:34:04,743
I realize I've...

635
00:34:04,748 --> 00:34:08,147
only known you for a short time,

636
00:34:08,152 --> 00:34:09,582
but I think you already have.

637
00:34:14,425 --> 00:34:16,789
I have given thousands of injections,

638
00:34:16,794 --> 00:34:18,458
but it's nerve-racking
when you're giving one

639
00:34:18,462 --> 00:34:20,831
to a vascular surgeon
known for his steady hands.

640
00:34:23,300 --> 00:34:26,261
It's always nerve-racking when you
have someone's life in your hands.

641
00:34:28,572 --> 00:34:30,841
Are you sure you want me to do this?

642
00:34:33,477 --> 00:34:35,107
Inject subcutaneously.

643
00:34:35,112 --> 00:34:37,610
Pull back on the syringe.

644
00:34:37,615 --> 00:34:39,883
Avoid the muscle and veins.

645
00:34:51,395 --> 00:34:53,459
Jenny?!

646
00:34:53,464 --> 00:34:55,360
I can't hear anything!

647
00:34:55,365 --> 00:34:57,529
Balloons don't have a heart, silly.

648
00:34:57,534 --> 00:34:59,036
What?!

649
00:35:00,337 --> 00:35:03,641
I better double-check just to be sure.

650
00:35:05,209 --> 00:35:06,443
Hmm...

651
00:35:20,157 --> 00:35:22,893
Shhhhh...

652
00:35:25,996 --> 00:35:28,727
- I need complete silence.
- Oh, shhh...

653
00:35:28,732 --> 00:35:31,330
What is she doing?

654
00:35:31,335 --> 00:35:34,767
Oh, I know. I'm listening
to the sound of your tummy.

655
00:35:36,173 --> 00:35:38,537
My tummy is here. That tickles.

656
00:35:38,542 --> 00:35:39,838
No!

657
00:35:39,843 --> 00:35:42,975
No, that is your head.
This is your tummy.

658
00:35:45,783 --> 00:35:48,347
Now...

659
00:35:48,352 --> 00:35:51,388
I'm gonna give you a sticker. Hmm?

660
00:35:52,489 --> 00:35:54,920
And you get a lion

661
00:35:54,925 --> 00:35:57,489
because you're brave.

662
00:36:10,240 --> 00:36:12,571
Dr. Swanson to Oncology.

663
00:36:12,576 --> 00:36:14,707
If you're gonna stay up

664
00:36:14,712 --> 00:36:16,408
all night waiting, I heard Darjeeling is

665
00:36:16,413 --> 00:36:19,044
the most popular tea in India, so...

666
00:36:21,085 --> 00:36:23,087
And I also brought you this.

667
00:36:31,929 --> 00:36:33,864
Ashley, would you join me?

668
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:45,371
Gods...

669
00:36:45,376 --> 00:36:47,539
keep my daughter

670
00:36:47,544 --> 00:36:49,446
under your watchful eye.

671
00:36:51,048 --> 00:36:53,379
Keep her well.

672
00:36:53,384 --> 00:36:56,915
Keep her safe.

673
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:59,218
Keep her alive.

674
00:36:59,223 --> 00:37:01,120
Hear my prayers.

675
00:37:01,125 --> 00:37:03,722
I lay them at your feet.

676
00:37:03,727 --> 00:37:06,463
All things are possible in your name.

677
00:37:08,165 --> 00:37:11,835
I speak your name for your watchful eye.

678
00:37:13,971 --> 00:37:15,968
I am grateful

679
00:37:15,973 --> 00:37:17,803
always and forever.

680
00:37:22,513 --> 00:37:24,977
Thank you, all, for waiting.

681
00:37:24,982 --> 00:37:28,218
Dr. Kerwin, would you mind
taking the lead, please?

682
00:37:40,097 --> 00:37:43,429
You did the right thing
to call me. I conducted an MMSE.

683
00:37:43,434 --> 00:37:45,130
Sheila scored for moderate dementia.

684
00:37:45,135 --> 00:37:47,566
Uh, so you're gonna do a follow-up?

685
00:37:47,571 --> 00:37:49,901
We'll take good care of her.
But she keeps asking

686
00:37:49,906 --> 00:37:51,603
about her son.
You might want to reach out.

687
00:37:51,608 --> 00:37:54,440
Well, that's the thing,
Dr. Reyes: Sheila's son died

688
00:37:54,445 --> 00:37:56,475
- years ago.
- I see.

689
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,944
That's unfortunate. There's no one else?

690
00:37:58,949 --> 00:38:02,080
Immediate family? No. I...
That's why I don't think I'm

691
00:38:02,085 --> 00:38:04,405
- the one that should tell her.
- No, that's our call.

692
00:38:06,490 --> 00:38:08,358
I'm sure you'll do the right thing.

693
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:24,636
Ah, ohh...

694
00:38:24,641 --> 00:38:28,011
Araya. Araya.

695
00:38:29,079 --> 00:38:30,942
Is that you?

696
00:38:30,947 --> 00:38:34,418
What took you so long? I got scared.

697
00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:38,689
I'm here.

698
00:38:42,359 --> 00:38:44,828
Don't be scared, Mama.

699
00:38:46,797 --> 00:38:48,832
Everything is gonna be okay.

700
00:38:51,535 --> 00:38:53,303
I'm going away for a while.

701
00:38:55,038 --> 00:38:56,740
But we'll meet up again one day.

702
00:38:59,843 --> 00:39:02,112
You won't forget your mama, will you?

703
00:39:03,213 --> 00:39:04,581
Never.

704
00:39:07,551 --> 00:39:09,181
Not ever.

705
00:39:33,813 --> 00:39:35,448
My sweet girl.

706
00:39:43,523 --> 00:39:46,020
Look, Ma.

707
00:39:46,025 --> 00:39:47,794
They fixed me.

708
00:39:48,995 --> 00:39:51,965
- I'm beautiful.
- You were always beautiful.

709
00:39:54,867 --> 00:39:57,131
We couldn't have done it without you.

710
00:39:57,136 --> 00:39:58,805
Both of you.

711
00:40:01,374 --> 00:40:03,238
I want you to have this.

712
00:40:03,243 --> 00:40:05,673
When you are in your nurses' lounge

713
00:40:05,678 --> 00:40:07,642
needing some care of your own,

714
00:40:07,647 --> 00:40:12,285
wrap this around yourself
and rest. Hm? You deserve it.

715
00:40:22,295 --> 00:40:24,226
At the end of the day, the show is over

716
00:40:24,231 --> 00:40:26,127
and the applause dies down.

717
00:40:26,132 --> 00:40:28,296
You step back into yourself,

718
00:40:28,301 --> 00:40:30,999
but the roles you played stay with you

719
00:40:31,004 --> 00:40:32,767
to the point that you can't always tell

720
00:40:32,772 --> 00:40:34,774
where you end and your role begins.

721
00:40:36,609 --> 00:40:38,807
But you learn to live with that.

722
00:40:45,485 --> 00:40:47,015
Wait, are we actually doing this?

723
00:40:47,020 --> 00:40:49,517
Well, at this point, I sure hope so.

724
00:40:49,522 --> 00:40:51,191
Ash...

725
00:40:52,392 --> 00:40:54,289
Ash, come on!

726
00:40:54,294 --> 00:40:56,891
When I first met you, I didn't like you.

727
00:40:56,896 --> 00:41:00,328
- I should have trusted my gut.
- Ashley, I'm sorry.

728
00:41:00,333 --> 00:41:02,797
I didn't see any tremors
when I checked on him.

729
00:41:02,802 --> 00:41:05,500
When you needed me, when it was

730
00:41:05,505 --> 00:41:08,203
your word against the doctors,
I had your back.

731
00:41:08,208 --> 00:41:09,971
Where were you today, huh?

732
00:41:09,976 --> 00:41:12,140
I needed you.

733
00:41:12,145 --> 00:41:14,005
You hung me up to dry, Grace.

734
00:41:15,603 --> 00:41:17,403
To accept that you might have to be

735
00:41:17,408 --> 00:41:18,813
different versions of yourself

736
00:41:18,818 --> 00:41:20,448
for different people in your life.

737
00:41:20,453 --> 00:41:23,451
Keon Colby to the nurses' lounge.

738
00:41:23,456 --> 00:41:26,254
Keon Colby to the nurses' lounge.

739
00:41:26,259 --> 00:41:27,789
Wow! You're here?

740
00:41:27,794 --> 00:41:30,425
Mom's just parking the car with Monique.

741
00:41:30,430 --> 00:41:32,126
What's going on?

742
00:41:32,131 --> 00:41:34,196
Didn't think we'd actually
let you miss it all, did you?

743
00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:36,864
Oh, my God! Thank you so much.

744
00:41:36,869 --> 00:41:39,400
Nurse Latesha Colby,

745
00:41:39,405 --> 00:41:41,202
I am so proud of you. Come here.

746
00:41:41,207 --> 00:41:43,438
What are you doing?!

747
00:41:43,443 --> 00:41:46,407
I couldn't have done it without you.

748
00:41:48,448 --> 00:41:49,983
And thank you for taking care of me

749
00:41:49,988 --> 00:41:51,848
while Mama was taking
care of her patients.

750
00:41:53,019 --> 00:41:54,782
Naz, hey.

751
00:41:54,787 --> 00:41:56,818
Uh, this is my little sister Latesha,

752
00:41:56,823 --> 00:41:58,686
and over there, Chantelle.

753
00:41:58,691 --> 00:42:01,489
Hi. It's very nice to meet you, Latesha.

754
00:42:01,494 --> 00:42:03,491
- Happy graduation.
- Thank you.

755
00:42:03,496 --> 00:42:05,927
- Welcome to the club.
- Uh...

756
00:42:05,932 --> 00:42:08,296
someone said there was free food.

757
00:42:08,301 --> 00:42:10,598
Yeah. My mom cooked dinner
for my sister's grad.

758
00:42:10,603 --> 00:42:13,039
So dig in, dig in. Please, go, go, go.

759
00:42:14,807 --> 00:42:17,672
So you guys are Keon's friends here.

760
00:42:17,677 --> 00:42:19,711
And you must be Naz.

761
00:42:20,646 --> 00:42:23,311
You both look hungry,
let me fix you a plate.

762
00:42:23,316 --> 00:42:25,847
Thanks.

763
00:42:25,852 --> 00:42:28,182
Dude, what is with your shirt?

764
00:42:28,187 --> 00:42:30,318
Oh, I was, uh...
I was, I was at the gym.

765
00:42:30,323 --> 00:42:32,186
I was blowing some steam out
at the... the gym.

766
00:42:32,191 --> 00:42:34,722
- If you say so.
- Yeah. How did your meeting go?

767
00:42:34,727 --> 00:42:37,291
- Fine. It was fine.
- Okay. No, no, no.

768
00:42:37,296 --> 00:42:39,961
Yeah, no, thank you.
This is my sister Latesha.

769
00:42:39,966 --> 00:42:42,029
So your shift, was it good?

770
00:42:42,034 --> 00:42:44,799
I just wanted you
to... Oh, sorry, my bad.

771
00:42:47,573 --> 00:42:49,537
Starting a second shift

772
00:42:49,542 --> 00:42:51,911
right after this, gotta fuel up.

773
00:42:54,047 --> 00:42:56,311
- Thank you.
- So I heard

774
00:42:56,316 --> 00:42:58,279
about your big surgery today.

775
00:42:58,284 --> 00:43:00,319
Sounds like it was a breeze.

776
00:43:01,721 --> 00:43:03,819
It's one way of putting it.

777
00:43:03,823 --> 00:43:06,092
Oh! Before I forget...

778
00:43:08,161 --> 00:43:10,091
I heard it helps with digestion.

779
00:43:10,096 --> 00:43:14,295
Ah. When did you even manage
to go out and buy me this?

780
00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:16,130
I may have just snagged it
from the café.

781
00:43:16,135 --> 00:43:17,899
You're kidding me?

782
00:43:17,904 --> 00:43:20,401
Not so "Saint Grace" after all.

783
00:43:20,406 --> 00:43:22,437
I've never called you

784
00:43:22,442 --> 00:43:25,206
that before, but thanks.

785
00:43:25,211 --> 00:43:27,041
You're welcome.

786
00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:36,500
... roof collapsed at a concert
down at the Aztec.

787
00:43:37,095 --> 00:43:39,510
- We are expecting a lot of injured.
- Ashley was at that concert.

788
00:43:42,100 --> 00:43:43,710
- I want my mom!
- I know, I know.

789
00:43:43,715 --> 00:43:45,225
We're going to get you
out of here okay?

790
00:43:45,230 --> 00:43:47,145
She's coning we need to
get her to a hospital now.

791
00:43:48,475 --> 00:43:50,065
I'm gonna um.....

792
00:43:50,070 --> 00:43:51,740
Ashley! Are you okay?!

793
00:43:54,970 --> 00:43:56,360
Ashley!

794
00:43:57,970 --> 00:44:00,000
Ash!

795
00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:09,000
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