1 00:00:06,735 --> 00:00:09,436 - Ms. Knight? Ms. Knight? - Your allegations 2 00:00:09,438 --> 00:00:11,972 against Dr. Hamilton of sexual misconduct, any comment? 3 00:00:11,974 --> 00:00:14,041 I just want to get back to doing my job and being there 4 00:00:14,043 --> 00:00:16,158 - for my patients 110%. - There are reports 5 00:00:16,160 --> 00:00:18,691 that Dr. Hamilton is considering retaliatory legal action. 6 00:00:18,693 --> 00:00:21,430 - Any comment? - Uh, I have no comment. 7 00:00:21,432 --> 00:00:23,165 - Ms. Knight, one more question. - She said, "No comment". 8 00:00:23,167 --> 00:00:25,023 - How did I do? - On point. 9 00:00:25,025 --> 00:00:27,048 The 110% thing was gold. 10 00:00:27,050 --> 00:00:29,137 I coached her on how to give sports-interview answers. 11 00:00:29,139 --> 00:00:31,506 Did you hear what she said though? That Dr. Hamilton 12 00:00:31,508 --> 00:00:33,398 - might try and sue me?! - Oh, let him try. 13 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:35,844 - Screw Hamilton! - You want me to resign? 14 00:00:35,846 --> 00:00:39,147 That's not what I'm saying, Tom. 15 00:00:39,149 --> 00:00:41,701 Everything that I've worked for, 16 00:00:41,703 --> 00:00:45,294 my legacy, throw it all away because of some nurse? 17 00:00:45,296 --> 00:00:48,290 I'm just saying we need to put all the options out on the table. 18 00:00:48,292 --> 00:00:50,525 That is one option here, 19 00:00:50,527 --> 00:00:53,686 and that is to defend myself against these false accusations. 20 00:00:53,688 --> 00:00:55,688 What about the other women? 21 00:00:55,690 --> 00:00:57,820 The four new allegations 22 00:00:57,822 --> 00:00:59,859 that have surfaced in the last 48 hours? 23 00:00:59,861 --> 00:01:01,794 Lies, all of 'em. 24 00:01:01,796 --> 00:01:03,530 You're saying they're all lying? 25 00:01:05,833 --> 00:01:07,833 This is a witch hunt 26 00:01:07,835 --> 00:01:10,504 spearheaded by a crazy bitch who wants my money! 27 00:01:15,143 --> 00:01:19,412 Good. I don't want anybody here who isn't on my side. 28 00:01:19,414 --> 00:01:22,082 Anybody else? 29 00:01:34,996 --> 00:01:37,496 - How would you like to proceed? - I-I-I just need a minute 30 00:01:37,498 --> 00:01:39,533 to think, please. 31 00:01:48,121 --> 00:01:49,917 Happy to have you back. 32 00:01:49,919 --> 00:01:51,948 Happy to be back. 33 00:01:51,950 --> 00:01:53,684 It's only a couple of days, 34 00:01:53,686 --> 00:01:55,750 but I was going crazy at home. 35 00:01:55,752 --> 00:01:57,350 Oh, I know that feeling. 36 00:01:57,352 --> 00:01:59,137 My maternity leave with Ella, 37 00:01:59,139 --> 00:02:02,106 by the end, I was nursing all of her stuffies. 38 00:02:02,108 --> 00:02:04,476 Hahahahaha! 39 00:02:07,180 --> 00:02:09,448 I'm sorry I suspended you. 40 00:02:11,418 --> 00:02:14,052 You did what you had to do. 41 00:02:14,054 --> 00:02:16,487 I've contacted the union, 42 00:02:16,489 --> 00:02:18,489 everything's been wiped off your record. 43 00:02:18,491 --> 00:02:20,291 Thank you. 44 00:02:20,293 --> 00:02:24,630 So, your assignments. Surgical wing. 45 00:02:25,992 --> 00:02:29,100 You know there are still plenty of people here 46 00:02:29,102 --> 00:02:32,838 who don't believe you. I'm not one of them. 47 00:02:34,556 --> 00:02:37,046 Thank you. 48 00:02:37,048 --> 00:02:39,183 I should get a coffee before my shift starts. 49 00:02:39,185 --> 00:02:40,908 Not a lot of sleep happening these days. 50 00:03:22,466 --> 00:03:25,466 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 51 00:03:29,029 --> 00:03:32,131 Grace. I'd say hi, but I don't want you to sue me. 52 00:03:34,868 --> 00:03:36,801 Thank you. 53 00:03:36,803 --> 00:03:39,237 Oh, are you gonna say something about me? 54 00:03:39,239 --> 00:03:41,205 You mean, your hair? 55 00:03:41,207 --> 00:03:43,574 Whatever you're doing with it, I dig it. 56 00:03:43,576 --> 00:03:46,378 Hmm! 57 00:04:05,598 --> 00:04:07,498 Okay, are you with the press? 58 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:09,661 Because I said I wasn't doing any more interviews. 59 00:04:09,663 --> 00:04:12,437 I'm not your stalker. 60 00:04:12,439 --> 00:04:14,440 I'm your patient. 61 00:04:16,038 --> 00:04:17,427 Television static 62 00:04:17,429 --> 00:04:19,911 or a computer screen with water poured on it? 63 00:04:19,913 --> 00:04:21,913 It's a killer whale. 64 00:04:21,915 --> 00:04:24,415 Where are you seeing that? 65 00:04:24,417 --> 00:04:26,226 Come on, you're messing with me. 66 00:04:26,228 --> 00:04:30,755 I'm not. Hey, watch. Ash, what is this? 67 00:04:30,757 --> 00:04:32,423 Killer whale. 68 00:04:32,425 --> 00:04:34,833 Okay, you two are conspiring against me. 69 00:04:34,835 --> 00:04:36,678 You just gotta have an eye for it, I guess. 70 00:04:36,680 --> 00:04:38,329 Speaking of which, how's the peeper? 71 00:04:38,331 --> 00:04:41,466 Vision's a little blurry, but otherwise I'm alright. 72 00:04:41,468 --> 00:04:43,434 I know we've been over this with the surgeon, 73 00:04:43,436 --> 00:04:46,170 - but if it were your kid... - If I was her kid, 74 00:04:46,172 --> 00:04:48,139 she would have been like 2 when she had me. 75 00:04:48,141 --> 00:04:50,326 It's just it doesn't look like there's anything wrong with him. 76 00:04:50,328 --> 00:04:53,011 Yeah, that's the thing with intraocular melanoma: you can't see it. 77 00:04:53,013 --> 00:04:55,947 - Which is ironic. - But unfortunately it is there. 78 00:04:55,949 --> 00:04:57,949 It's localized right now, which is good, 79 00:04:57,951 --> 00:05:00,019 but if we don't remove it, it could metastasize. 80 00:05:04,234 --> 00:05:06,223 Look, I know how scary this is for both of you, 81 00:05:06,225 --> 00:05:08,382 but I'm gonna be here every step of the way. 82 00:05:08,384 --> 00:05:10,707 And this surgery increases your chances 83 00:05:10,709 --> 00:05:12,732 of making a full recovery by 90%. 84 00:05:12,734 --> 00:05:14,890 I'll take those odds. 85 00:05:14,892 --> 00:05:17,259 I mean, honestly, I was more worried 86 00:05:17,261 --> 00:05:19,203 about looking like a freak with a glass eye. 87 00:05:19,205 --> 00:05:22,140 Dude, a glass eye will be so bad ass. 88 00:05:22,142 --> 00:05:23,865 Come on, how many cool characters have one eye? 89 00:05:23,867 --> 00:05:27,336 Hmm? Nick Fury, Snake Plissken. You'll totally pull it off. 90 00:05:29,382 --> 00:05:32,083 You know, I loved these books when I was a kid, 91 00:05:32,085 --> 00:05:35,653 and since today is my last day to see 3-D images... 92 00:05:35,655 --> 00:05:37,655 He asked me to bring it for him. 93 00:05:37,657 --> 00:05:39,757 Then we better get through all of them stat. 94 00:05:39,759 --> 00:05:41,927 Come on, I'll race you. 95 00:05:43,452 --> 00:05:45,375 - Black bear. - What?! 96 00:05:45,377 --> 00:05:47,600 Pretty good. Pretty good. 97 00:05:47,602 --> 00:05:50,868 I have a patient with chronic pancreatitis. 98 00:05:50,870 --> 00:05:53,538 - Uh-huh... - You know where I can find him? 99 00:05:53,540 --> 00:05:57,708 Just follow the music, man. 100 00:05:57,710 --> 00:05:59,811 Haha! 101 00:05:59,813 --> 00:06:03,081 - Need a holiday. - Oh, I wish. 102 00:06:03,083 --> 00:06:05,249 - Hey, guys. - Oh! 103 00:06:05,251 --> 00:06:08,109 Didn't know we were expecting an audience. 104 00:06:08,111 --> 00:06:09,827 Oh, I'm already your biggest fan. 105 00:06:09,829 --> 00:06:12,423 Your name is Roy, right? I'm Wolf. And you are? 106 00:06:12,425 --> 00:06:14,992 - Solana. - Nice to meet you. 107 00:06:14,994 --> 00:06:16,961 Your vinyl, that's a nice touch. 108 00:06:16,963 --> 00:06:19,163 I want him to hear something 109 00:06:19,165 --> 00:06:21,666 that isn't machines beeping and people moaning. 110 00:06:21,668 --> 00:06:23,668 And not the right kind of moaning. 111 00:06:23,670 --> 00:06:25,893 - Show some... - Nothing I haven't heard 112 00:06:25,895 --> 00:06:28,471 before, don't worry. But all things considered, 113 00:06:28,473 --> 00:06:30,208 you guys seem to be doing pretty well. 114 00:06:30,210 --> 00:06:33,611 We have been married for...? 62 years. 115 00:06:33,613 --> 00:06:35,555 There isn't much we haven't seen. 116 00:06:35,557 --> 00:06:37,981 - Mm-hmm. - And the, uh... 117 00:06:37,983 --> 00:06:40,357 the morphine helps a little too. 118 00:06:40,359 --> 00:06:44,222 You'll have to excuse my husband, he has a twisted sense of humour. 119 00:06:44,224 --> 00:06:46,258 Sorry. 120 00:06:46,260 --> 00:06:49,694 Solana, I shouldn't flap my jaw as I do 121 00:06:49,696 --> 00:06:51,796 'cause I thought I was doing all right. 122 00:06:51,798 --> 00:06:53,622 Come on, we gotta get you back into bed. 123 00:06:53,624 --> 00:06:55,900 I could use a bit of that morphine now, please. 124 00:06:55,902 --> 00:06:58,592 - Sit you down. - Unfortunately, you're not due 125 00:06:58,594 --> 00:07:00,972 for another dose for another few hours. 126 00:07:00,974 --> 00:07:04,501 Shouldn't matter. I have been approved for euthanasia. 127 00:07:04,503 --> 00:07:07,093 Uh, Dr. Laidlaw... 128 00:07:07,095 --> 00:07:09,585 Goes by Dr. Death sometimes. 129 00:07:09,587 --> 00:07:12,016 Jesus, Roy! How many times have I told you? 130 00:07:12,018 --> 00:07:14,987 - I was just telling the boy. - And I'm telling you 131 00:07:14,989 --> 00:07:17,196 that I don't want to talk about this. 132 00:07:17,198 --> 00:07:19,790 Okay. God has spoken. 133 00:07:19,792 --> 00:07:22,793 She only keeps me around to do the Watusi from time to time. 134 00:07:22,795 --> 00:07:25,263 You haven't done a Watusi in years. 135 00:07:25,265 --> 00:07:27,158 - But I could. - Haha! I know. 136 00:07:27,160 --> 00:07:29,383 Okay. I'm gonna leave this dance party. I'll be back 137 00:07:29,385 --> 00:07:33,104 - to check in later, guys. Okay? - Okay. 138 00:07:33,106 --> 00:07:35,306 Let me ask you. 139 00:07:35,308 --> 00:07:37,642 - We could use a chair? - Hahaha! 140 00:07:37,644 --> 00:07:40,611 Okay, Lily. I'm gonna need a brief history. 141 00:07:40,613 --> 00:07:43,014 Well, first there was the Big Bang, 142 00:07:43,016 --> 00:07:45,750 and then an amoeba became a frog. 143 00:07:45,752 --> 00:07:47,785 Then, came the dinosaurs. 144 00:07:47,787 --> 00:07:51,222 Sorry. I just told this story to so many doctors, 145 00:07:51,224 --> 00:07:53,257 and it never has a happy ending. 146 00:07:53,259 --> 00:07:55,493 I get it, it must be tedious. 147 00:07:55,495 --> 00:07:57,962 But come on, one last time? For me? 148 00:07:57,964 --> 00:08:00,464 Okay, but only 'cause you're so darn cute. 149 00:08:00,466 --> 00:08:02,466 Have you ever done any modeling? 150 00:08:02,468 --> 00:08:05,403 No. Don't really like being the centre of attention. 151 00:08:05,405 --> 00:08:08,150 Right, so you expose 152 00:08:08,152 --> 00:08:10,512 your boss for sexual misconduct. 153 00:08:11,411 --> 00:08:14,845 Touché. 154 00:08:14,847 --> 00:08:17,682 Uh... my mom died 155 00:08:17,684 --> 00:08:19,951 of breast cancer at 52. 156 00:08:19,953 --> 00:08:22,153 And about a year later, Angelina Jolie came out 157 00:08:22,155 --> 00:08:25,022 about the BRCA1 gene, so I had myself tested. 158 00:08:25,024 --> 00:08:29,227 And lucky me, I carry the faulty gene too. 159 00:08:29,229 --> 00:08:31,527 But my modeling career was blowing up 160 00:08:31,529 --> 00:08:33,331 at the time, so I buried it. 161 00:08:33,333 --> 00:08:35,433 And now, what changed? 162 00:08:35,435 --> 00:08:37,501 Hmm... waking up 163 00:08:37,503 --> 00:08:41,205 every morning not knowing if today would be the day. 164 00:08:41,207 --> 00:08:43,874 I got really depressed. 165 00:08:43,876 --> 00:08:45,876 Most days, I couldn't get out of bed. 166 00:08:45,878 --> 00:08:48,946 Well, you'd never know from your Instagram activity. 167 00:08:48,948 --> 00:08:50,881 Hmmm... 168 00:08:50,883 --> 00:08:53,418 The deceptive power of social media. 169 00:08:54,821 --> 00:08:56,721 But then I thought 170 00:08:56,723 --> 00:08:59,123 I need to do something, you know, 171 00:08:59,125 --> 00:09:02,727 take action. And when I made the decision, 172 00:09:02,729 --> 00:09:05,229 I felt like myself again. 173 00:09:05,231 --> 00:09:07,465 I guess it's hard to bury some things, huh? 174 00:09:07,467 --> 00:09:10,801 Still, no one can know that I'm here. 175 00:09:10,803 --> 00:09:13,479 Yeah, I kind of got that from the disguise. 176 00:09:13,481 --> 00:09:16,505 Touché. I have 7 million followers 177 00:09:16,507 --> 00:09:18,242 and a booming industry to protect. 178 00:09:18,244 --> 00:09:21,045 Don't worry, your secret's safe with me. 179 00:09:21,047 --> 00:09:24,047 I see that you have finished your months 180 00:09:24,049 --> 00:09:26,784 of hormonal preparation. And tomorrow... 181 00:09:26,786 --> 00:09:28,552 Bye-bye to the girls. 182 00:09:28,554 --> 00:09:30,254 A preventative double mastectomy. 183 00:09:30,256 --> 00:09:32,623 Mm-hmm. This lady business 184 00:09:32,625 --> 00:09:34,793 gone in one fell swoop. 185 00:09:43,469 --> 00:09:45,570 Dr. Banks! How are you? 186 00:09:47,340 --> 00:09:50,241 I need antacids. They're not for a patient, they're for me. 187 00:09:50,243 --> 00:09:53,235 Dev signed us up for a pasta-making class. 188 00:09:53,237 --> 00:09:55,359 You learn how to make noodles from scratch. 189 00:09:55,361 --> 00:09:56,947 I mean I had a personal chef 190 00:09:56,949 --> 00:10:00,418 growing up, so I never needed to cook. But I do want to learn! 191 00:10:00,420 --> 00:10:02,274 Not really, no. 192 00:10:02,276 --> 00:10:04,836 I have gluten intolerance. But it's the thought that counts. 193 00:10:06,492 --> 00:10:10,261 Oh! I thought you were delivering babies today. 194 00:10:10,263 --> 00:10:12,296 Ha! A bit late for a pregnancy test. 195 00:10:12,298 --> 00:10:14,433 This, yeah... 196 00:10:16,669 --> 00:10:19,438 Dr. Banks, are you okay? 197 00:10:21,541 --> 00:10:23,775 It's not for a patient. 198 00:10:25,531 --> 00:10:27,787 Oh, my God! Does Keon know? 199 00:10:27,789 --> 00:10:30,014 - You know about Keon?! - Everybody knows about Keon! 200 00:10:30,016 --> 00:10:32,683 Ah, great. 201 00:10:32,685 --> 00:10:35,619 Okay. Naz, please, 202 00:10:35,621 --> 00:10:37,722 you can't say anything. 203 00:10:37,724 --> 00:10:39,624 Of course. 204 00:10:41,494 --> 00:10:43,494 Okay. 205 00:10:50,002 --> 00:10:51,670 Tums! 206 00:10:53,339 --> 00:10:55,061 Gonna grab yourself 207 00:10:55,063 --> 00:10:57,839 a bloody macchiato and rest, rest 208 00:10:57,841 --> 00:11:00,411 your weary feet. 209 00:11:00,413 --> 00:11:02,447 Hey, is everything okay? 210 00:11:04,417 --> 00:11:06,584 You mean besides this whole Hamilton business 211 00:11:06,586 --> 00:11:08,410 that has all of my nurses on their phones 212 00:11:08,412 --> 00:11:10,855 more than they usually are? Which is all the bloody time! 213 00:11:10,857 --> 00:11:14,392 Point taken, phone going away. 214 00:11:14,394 --> 00:11:17,362 Discharge that Crohn's patient in 6-C. 215 00:11:18,442 --> 00:11:22,178 Um, you told me to discharge that patient three hours ago. 216 00:11:23,804 --> 00:11:26,427 Right. Great. 217 00:11:26,429 --> 00:11:30,766 Then go find something else to keep yourself out of my ass. 218 00:11:46,058 --> 00:11:48,344 As of 11 o'clock this morning, I have submitted 219 00:11:48,346 --> 00:11:50,060 to the board of directors my resignation 220 00:11:50,062 --> 00:11:52,607 as acting CEO of this hospital... 221 00:11:52,609 --> 00:11:54,535 ...while I will continue 222 00:11:54,537 --> 00:11:57,201 to defend myself against the allegations that are being made. 223 00:11:57,203 --> 00:11:59,236 I have made this decision in the interest 224 00:11:59,238 --> 00:12:02,525 of the medical community into which I have poured my life. 225 00:12:02,527 --> 00:12:04,508 When is even one of these assholes gonna learn 226 00:12:04,510 --> 00:12:06,577 - how to apologize? - ...family to whom I can 227 00:12:06,579 --> 00:12:09,713 no longer bring any more pain than this has already caused. 228 00:12:14,420 --> 00:12:16,787 I wish all staff members, 229 00:12:16,789 --> 00:12:18,789 administrators 230 00:12:18,791 --> 00:12:21,993 and volunteers the best into the future. 231 00:12:25,398 --> 00:12:26,964 Thank you. 232 00:12:26,966 --> 00:12:29,233 Question, Dr. Hamilton? 233 00:12:29,235 --> 00:12:31,569 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 234 00:12:31,571 --> 00:12:34,271 - Thank you. - I didn't do anything. 235 00:12:34,273 --> 00:12:36,440 Yeah, you did. 236 00:12:42,014 --> 00:12:44,615 I'm good. 237 00:13:02,518 --> 00:13:04,218 Jackpot! 238 00:13:05,405 --> 00:13:07,695 That's what you got in 651. 239 00:13:07,697 --> 00:13:10,454 Come here. Get over here. 240 00:13:10,456 --> 00:13:13,529 Your guy with the Buddy Holly records is a jackpot patient. 241 00:13:13,531 --> 00:13:15,862 Okay, what's a jackpot patient? 242 00:13:15,864 --> 00:13:17,664 Gets more morphine than the rest of the geezers 243 00:13:17,666 --> 00:13:20,700 in this ward combined. A whopping 10ccs. 244 00:13:20,702 --> 00:13:23,236 Give him a taste of his daily dose and then 245 00:13:23,238 --> 00:13:24,971 just drain the rest. 246 00:13:24,973 --> 00:13:26,873 Forget it. He's in a lot of pain, 247 00:13:26,875 --> 00:13:29,115 there's no way I can take it from him, right? 248 00:13:29,117 --> 00:13:31,912 - Orange? - No, I'm fine. 249 00:13:31,914 --> 00:13:33,947 You should eat more fruit. 250 00:13:33,949 --> 00:13:35,609 This job, we don't get enough sun; 251 00:13:35,611 --> 00:13:37,580 you've got to stave off the scurvy. 252 00:13:37,582 --> 00:13:40,175 But your new job, maybe they'll get you outdoors more. 253 00:13:40,177 --> 00:13:41,767 What?! 254 00:13:41,769 --> 00:13:45,361 After I rat you out and they take away your license. 255 00:13:45,363 --> 00:13:47,363 You know, after the prison time? 256 00:13:47,365 --> 00:13:49,700 Maybe you'd able to get a job in construction or something. 257 00:13:51,970 --> 00:13:53,971 Fine, I'll see what I can do. 258 00:13:55,874 --> 00:13:59,343 - You're the best, Wolfie. - Don't call me that. 259 00:14:01,446 --> 00:14:04,847 You're the best. 260 00:14:09,153 --> 00:14:12,288 Oh, my God! Um, no, sorry, you can't do that! 261 00:14:12,290 --> 00:14:13,656 No, no. It's okay, Grace, it's okay. 262 00:14:13,658 --> 00:14:16,692 - He's my boyfriend. - Oh! Oh, my God! 263 00:14:16,694 --> 00:14:18,461 I'm... I'm sorry. 264 00:14:18,463 --> 00:14:21,831 No, it's cool. I always wanted to know how the paparazzi felt. 265 00:14:21,833 --> 00:14:25,569 Cal is a real photographer. We met on a shoot. 266 00:14:26,684 --> 00:14:30,408 But these are solely for the family photo album. 267 00:14:30,410 --> 00:14:32,010 Oh, no, it's okay, babe. 268 00:14:32,012 --> 00:14:34,010 Grace has been prepped on the whole privacy deal. 269 00:14:34,012 --> 00:14:36,279 "Grace..." 270 00:14:36,281 --> 00:14:40,149 Wait, you're the one that Me Too'ed that famous surgeon? 271 00:14:40,151 --> 00:14:42,618 Babe, are you sure this is a good idea? 272 00:14:42,620 --> 00:14:44,687 You kind of want to fly under the radar on this thing. 273 00:14:44,689 --> 00:14:47,757 My situation will not compromise her care. 274 00:14:47,759 --> 00:14:51,027 Well, if she's not worried, neither am I. 275 00:14:51,029 --> 00:14:53,429 And I believe you, by the way. 276 00:14:53,431 --> 00:14:55,231 Thanks. 277 00:14:55,233 --> 00:14:57,350 Temperature's normal. And remember, 278 00:14:57,352 --> 00:14:59,235 no food or drink after 6 p.m. 279 00:14:59,237 --> 00:15:02,572 Oh! Well, then you better get on the Veuve and sushi stat. 280 00:15:02,574 --> 00:15:05,174 I'm throwing this little going away party/wake 281 00:15:05,176 --> 00:15:09,461 - for my girls. - I know, morbid as hell, right? 282 00:15:09,463 --> 00:15:11,113 Hey, they are my breasts, 283 00:15:11,115 --> 00:15:12,882 I get to decide how I say goodbye to them. 284 00:15:12,884 --> 00:15:16,385 I can't argue with that, so raw fish and bubbly it is. 285 00:15:16,387 --> 00:15:20,239 Oh, uh... sorry to be a buzzkill, 286 00:15:20,241 --> 00:15:22,750 but before the bash, you have a psych consult. 287 00:15:24,062 --> 00:15:27,096 Oh! Should I be there for that? 288 00:15:27,098 --> 00:15:30,033 It would be good for Lily to have an advocate. 289 00:15:31,418 --> 00:15:35,376 Cal's got fish to pick up, so can't you just be my advocate? 290 00:15:35,378 --> 00:15:38,608 - Of course. - Okay. 291 00:15:38,610 --> 00:15:40,242 Perfect. 292 00:15:40,244 --> 00:15:42,111 Thank you. 293 00:15:45,717 --> 00:15:47,717 If you're here, that can't be good news. 294 00:15:47,719 --> 00:15:50,486 Yep. Watching over a narcoleptic patient 295 00:15:50,488 --> 00:15:52,488 who fell asleep while robbing a pawnshop. 296 00:15:52,490 --> 00:15:55,758 That would be kind of amazing if it were true. 297 00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:59,562 Figured I'd stop by, try and catch Sinead on a break. 298 00:15:59,564 --> 00:16:01,565 Haven't heard from her in a few days. 299 00:16:04,002 --> 00:16:05,302 What is it? 300 00:16:07,772 --> 00:16:10,106 - Uh, nothing. - Ashley, 301 00:16:10,108 --> 00:16:12,408 I'm a trained interrogator, you just scratched your nose 302 00:16:12,410 --> 00:16:15,779 and looked down. Tell me, please. 303 00:16:17,915 --> 00:16:20,584 I don't, um... I don't, I don't want to get anyone in trouble. 304 00:16:22,520 --> 00:16:24,521 What is it? What's going on? 305 00:16:31,362 --> 00:16:33,530 I think Sinead might have a big problem. 306 00:16:36,634 --> 00:16:38,701 Good timing. 307 00:16:38,703 --> 00:16:40,703 Solana went home to get a few things. 308 00:16:40,705 --> 00:16:44,507 It... it's really getting very painful. 309 00:16:46,655 --> 00:16:49,157 Well, this should help, Roy. 310 00:16:51,215 --> 00:16:52,849 Ohhh... 311 00:16:55,019 --> 00:16:56,019 Okay. 312 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:24,881 There. Jack, are you happy now? 313 00:17:26,884 --> 00:17:29,686 Happy as a horsefly on a jugular vein. 314 00:17:39,099 --> 00:17:42,665 I never thought I'd see Keon Colby leave a sandwich unfinished. 315 00:17:42,667 --> 00:17:45,202 I guess life's just truckful of surprises, ain't it? 316 00:17:48,306 --> 00:17:50,239 It certainly is. 317 00:17:50,241 --> 00:17:52,908 Something wrong with you? 318 00:17:52,910 --> 00:17:54,810 No. 319 00:17:54,812 --> 00:17:57,113 But, um... 320 00:17:57,115 --> 00:17:59,081 there is with you? 321 00:17:59,083 --> 00:18:02,384 Just girl trouble. 322 00:18:02,386 --> 00:18:05,087 I think Dr. Banks is all woman. 323 00:18:05,089 --> 00:18:06,689 Wait, you know?! 324 00:18:06,691 --> 00:18:09,592 Oh, my God! You guys! 325 00:18:09,594 --> 00:18:12,495 If a howler monkey crashed through the ER doors 326 00:18:12,497 --> 00:18:14,530 on a motorbike blasting Nicki Minaj, 327 00:18:14,532 --> 00:18:16,565 he would be more discrete than you. 328 00:18:16,567 --> 00:18:18,467 How do you come up with this shit? 329 00:18:18,469 --> 00:18:20,469 I don't know, it's my brain. 330 00:18:20,471 --> 00:18:22,472 It just sort of, you know, flows out. 331 00:18:27,345 --> 00:18:30,947 I think we might be over. Like, for real. 332 00:18:32,095 --> 00:18:36,420 Keon, all relationships have potholes. 333 00:18:36,422 --> 00:18:38,112 Alright, look at me. 334 00:18:38,114 --> 00:18:40,422 I am still trying to digest 335 00:18:40,424 --> 00:18:42,408 the insane amount of gluten 336 00:18:42,410 --> 00:18:44,477 I ingested in the name of courtship. 337 00:18:46,430 --> 00:18:49,965 Truth is she's right. 338 00:18:49,967 --> 00:18:52,602 We are at totally different places in our lives. 339 00:18:54,272 --> 00:18:57,406 Things may have changed for Dr. Banks since you last talked. 340 00:18:57,408 --> 00:18:59,608 What? What do you mean? 341 00:18:59,610 --> 00:19:03,747 - Ha. I'm just saying. - Naz, come on! 342 00:19:05,409 --> 00:19:07,732 My break's almost over, and, um, I've got 343 00:19:07,734 --> 00:19:10,402 kombucha to ferment. Bye. 344 00:19:19,764 --> 00:19:21,797 What did I tell you? 345 00:19:21,799 --> 00:19:23,699 My boyfriend 346 00:19:23,701 --> 00:19:26,035 just confronted me about being back in the drop! 347 00:19:26,037 --> 00:19:27,670 - Sinead... - I wonder where he got 348 00:19:27,672 --> 00:19:30,673 such a ridiculous notion. And then I remembered 349 00:19:30,675 --> 00:19:33,542 our little conversation this morning. 350 00:19:33,544 --> 00:19:35,428 Look at me! I said, 351 00:19:35,430 --> 00:19:38,981 - "Look at me!" - I'm not your child. 352 00:19:38,983 --> 00:19:40,983 Then stop acting like one. 353 00:19:40,985 --> 00:19:43,018 - Me? - Yeah! 354 00:19:43,020 --> 00:19:44,828 You do still work for me, 355 00:19:44,830 --> 00:19:47,669 although I have half a mind to fire your skinny ass. 356 00:19:47,671 --> 00:19:49,925 For what? Finding your empty bottles? 357 00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:52,228 See? Still making up lies about me! 358 00:19:52,230 --> 00:19:54,763 - I'm trying to help you. - Hahaha! That is rich! 359 00:19:54,765 --> 00:19:56,632 Look, if you don't want it, I get that, 360 00:19:56,634 --> 00:20:00,369 - but I have patients who need me. - No. I'm reassigning you. 361 00:20:00,371 --> 00:20:03,005 - Wait, what? - That's right! 362 00:20:03,007 --> 00:20:05,207 I need you doing inventory now, 363 00:20:05,209 --> 00:20:07,361 and I know just how much you love that job. 364 00:20:07,363 --> 00:20:09,308 - You can't do that. - I just did. 365 00:20:09,310 --> 00:20:11,881 But I told Remo and his mom that I'd be there for his eye surgery. 366 00:20:11,883 --> 00:20:13,816 I'll handle Remo and all your other patients 367 00:20:13,818 --> 00:20:17,186 from now on. So go on! Get to it, sweetheart! 368 00:20:25,062 --> 00:20:27,029 Roy? 369 00:20:27,031 --> 00:20:28,931 Are you alright, buddy? 370 00:20:28,933 --> 00:20:31,700 The meds... the meds are not working. 371 00:20:31,702 --> 00:20:34,503 - Nothing's working anymore. - How's the pain, 1 to 10? 372 00:20:34,505 --> 00:20:37,606 - 300! - Your heartrate's 120. 373 00:20:37,608 --> 00:20:39,870 Respiratory rate 124. 374 00:20:39,872 --> 00:20:41,610 You're... you're going to be alright, buddy, 375 00:20:41,612 --> 00:20:43,396 - you're going to be fine. Yeah. - What's happening? 376 00:20:43,398 --> 00:20:45,268 He's just a little uncomfortable, but it's under control. 377 00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:46,548 He's gonna be fine. 378 00:20:46,550 --> 00:20:49,251 I can't do this. 379 00:20:49,253 --> 00:20:51,220 What happened? He wasn't like this when I left. 380 00:20:51,222 --> 00:20:52,988 Roy, my darling. 381 00:20:52,990 --> 00:20:55,258 - Sol... - Mm-hmm? 382 00:20:57,261 --> 00:20:59,095 I can't. 383 00:21:00,366 --> 00:21:03,924 - It's time. - No. No. 384 00:21:03,926 --> 00:21:08,137 Sol, please, listen. 385 00:21:08,139 --> 00:21:11,141 For once in your life, just listen. 386 00:21:13,110 --> 00:21:16,979 I can't do this. I can't do it anymore. 387 00:21:16,981 --> 00:21:19,148 It's time. 388 00:21:19,150 --> 00:21:22,118 Call the doctor. 389 00:21:23,445 --> 00:21:26,179 Ah... okay. 390 00:21:28,192 --> 00:21:30,326 Okay, Roy, 391 00:21:30,328 --> 00:21:32,358 I'll call Dr. Laidlaw's office, 392 00:21:32,360 --> 00:21:34,596 and I won't leave your side again. 393 00:21:34,598 --> 00:21:36,433 Ever. 394 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:47,203 Hey. You know my patient with the chronic pancreatitis? 395 00:21:47,205 --> 00:21:49,717 - What about him? - He needs more pain meds. 396 00:21:49,719 --> 00:21:51,619 He's already receiving the maximum dosage. 397 00:21:51,621 --> 00:21:53,732 Any more and he's in danger of respiratory distress. 398 00:21:53,734 --> 00:21:55,606 With all due respect, maybe if you took a break from 399 00:21:55,608 --> 00:21:57,691 your crossword puzzle and you saw how much pain he was in... 400 00:21:57,693 --> 00:22:00,428 Who do you think you're talking to? I don't like your tone, Wolf. 401 00:22:00,430 --> 00:22:03,387 Look, man, I'm sorry. It's just really hard 402 00:22:03,389 --> 00:22:05,419 to see him in so much pain. And his poor wife. 403 00:22:05,421 --> 00:22:08,077 - Look, I'm immune to guilt. - That wasn't guilt. 404 00:22:08,079 --> 00:22:09,804 It felt like guilt. 405 00:22:09,806 --> 00:22:12,741 Okay. I get it. 406 00:22:14,878 --> 00:22:17,646 Anyway, I'm sorry. 407 00:22:25,101 --> 00:22:26,921 What about these puppies? Hmm? 408 00:22:26,923 --> 00:22:29,836 You know, we're not just here to discuss implant sizes. 409 00:22:29,838 --> 00:22:32,126 Yeah, but it is important. 410 00:22:32,128 --> 00:22:34,395 The surgery's tomorrow; I haven't landed on a size yet. 411 00:22:34,397 --> 00:22:36,397 Those are nice. 412 00:22:36,399 --> 00:22:39,600 What about your partner, "Cal", what does he think? 413 00:22:39,602 --> 00:22:42,937 Nice pivot, Doc. 414 00:22:42,939 --> 00:22:45,106 You're wondering why he isn't here, aren't you? 415 00:22:45,108 --> 00:22:48,142 Why I chose to bring a nurse I barely know instead? 416 00:22:48,144 --> 00:22:50,979 And you judge that on some level. 417 00:22:50,981 --> 00:22:53,682 I don't. But I think you might. 418 00:22:55,585 --> 00:22:58,086 Cal's better at errands than feelings. 419 00:22:58,088 --> 00:23:00,288 So, have you talked to Cal about 420 00:23:00,290 --> 00:23:03,157 what this means for your relationship? 421 00:23:03,159 --> 00:23:07,328 When we met, I told him straight up, 422 00:23:07,330 --> 00:23:09,564 "I just left my last douche of a boyfriend 423 00:23:09,566 --> 00:23:11,699 for another woman, me". 424 00:23:11,701 --> 00:23:14,284 - I'm gonna use that. - Actually, I stole that 425 00:23:14,286 --> 00:23:17,705 from Cher. But I did tell him I didn't need a thing from him. 426 00:23:17,707 --> 00:23:19,874 Are you afraid that's about to change? 427 00:23:19,876 --> 00:23:23,611 We're used to being on top of the world, 428 00:23:23,613 --> 00:23:25,646 not to being crushed by it. 429 00:23:25,648 --> 00:23:29,017 Do you worry what this might do to your identity? 430 00:23:29,019 --> 00:23:31,953 Me? No. 431 00:23:31,955 --> 00:23:34,088 My business. 432 00:23:34,090 --> 00:23:36,724 But I learned to separate myself from my body a long time ago. 433 00:23:36,726 --> 00:23:39,293 Sounds like modeling and nursing aren't all that different. 434 00:23:39,295 --> 00:23:41,034 Mm-hmm. But you could be making 435 00:23:41,036 --> 00:23:43,898 - so much more money. - Okay. 436 00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:47,168 Well, that completes the pre-op consult. 437 00:23:47,170 --> 00:23:49,204 I'll be in to see you after the surgery. 438 00:23:50,707 --> 00:23:52,507 Grace, a quick word? 439 00:23:52,509 --> 00:23:54,976 Uh... I'll be right in. 440 00:23:54,978 --> 00:23:56,544 Okay. 441 00:23:56,546 --> 00:24:00,081 Is this the part where you ask me how I'm doing? 442 00:24:00,083 --> 00:24:03,317 No, actually, I'm done asking. 443 00:24:03,319 --> 00:24:06,020 Now that it's out in the open, I'm telling. 444 00:24:06,022 --> 00:24:08,079 You'll come see me twice a week 445 00:24:08,081 --> 00:24:11,131 as mandated by your union. Our first session, 446 00:24:11,133 --> 00:24:13,594 9 a.m. tomorrow. Don't be late. 447 00:24:13,596 --> 00:24:16,365 Alright. 448 00:24:20,703 --> 00:24:22,670 Code blue 4-0-6. 449 00:24:22,672 --> 00:24:24,772 Code blue 4-0-6. 450 00:24:24,774 --> 00:24:26,908 Means someone's dying, doesn't it? 451 00:24:26,910 --> 00:24:28,943 I was looking at the list of codes earlier; 452 00:24:28,945 --> 00:24:32,213 I think I have almost all of them memorized. 453 00:24:32,215 --> 00:24:34,183 Look, Remo is gonna be just fine. 454 00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:40,455 - Promise me? - Oh, I'm not allowed, 455 00:24:40,457 --> 00:24:43,125 it's sort of a rule. 456 00:24:44,594 --> 00:24:47,762 Actually, it's more of a guideline than a rule. 457 00:24:47,764 --> 00:24:50,165 - I promise. - Thank you. 458 00:24:52,435 --> 00:24:55,536 We should probably see if they have any updates on Remo. 459 00:24:55,538 --> 00:24:58,606 I'm actually no longer Remo's nurse. 460 00:24:58,608 --> 00:25:01,676 - Why not? - Administrative acrobatics. 461 00:25:01,678 --> 00:25:04,379 It's, um... sort of a long story. 462 00:25:05,748 --> 00:25:07,815 - But Remo adores you. - Look, it's... 463 00:25:07,817 --> 00:25:09,817 it's above my paygrade, 464 00:25:09,819 --> 00:25:12,421 - I'm sorry. - No, it's okay. 465 00:25:13,716 --> 00:25:15,872 You have done so much for us already, 466 00:25:15,874 --> 00:25:19,310 I just hope our new nurse is as reliable as you are. 467 00:25:21,498 --> 00:25:23,231 Thanks. 468 00:25:35,912 --> 00:25:38,779 - Took you long enough. - He's fully sedated. 469 00:25:38,781 --> 00:25:40,538 Dr. Rossi is also running late. 470 00:25:40,540 --> 00:25:42,486 She's asked that you have the nurse mark the eye 471 00:25:42,488 --> 00:25:45,420 - that's slated for removal. - Okay, thanks. 472 00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,916 Look, I know we don't know where we are right now, 473 00:26:03,918 --> 00:26:05,890 but it's like the window is still ajar, 474 00:26:05,892 --> 00:26:07,460 and I don't want to miss my chance to tell you 475 00:26:07,462 --> 00:26:09,441 our super highway might have some potholes on it, 476 00:26:09,443 --> 00:26:11,270 but that doesn't mean our journey's gotta end. 477 00:26:12,949 --> 00:26:15,716 Wow! 478 00:26:15,718 --> 00:26:18,486 How come it works for Naz when she just starts talking like that? 479 00:26:18,488 --> 00:26:21,622 Naz... She talked to you? 480 00:26:21,624 --> 00:26:23,624 - What? - She told you, didn't she? 481 00:26:23,626 --> 00:26:25,827 - I'm sorry. - Don't. 482 00:26:29,566 --> 00:26:32,900 If I am pregnant, we're gonna have to get real real fast. 483 00:26:32,902 --> 00:26:35,737 Whoa! Pregnant? 484 00:26:38,408 --> 00:26:41,008 She didn't tell you. 485 00:26:41,010 --> 00:26:43,202 I'm sorry, Keon. 486 00:26:43,204 --> 00:26:45,012 I mean not for me being pregnant 487 00:26:45,014 --> 00:26:46,726 because that would be the least feminist thing 488 00:26:46,728 --> 00:26:47,782 that has ever come out of my mouth, 489 00:26:47,784 --> 00:26:49,850 but I am sorry that you just found out like that, and... 490 00:26:49,852 --> 00:26:52,887 now I'm rambling. 491 00:26:52,889 --> 00:26:55,390 Have you done the test yet? 492 00:26:56,859 --> 00:26:58,860 I haven't been able to work up the nerve. 493 00:27:00,863 --> 00:27:03,331 Yeah. 494 00:27:03,333 --> 00:27:05,333 I-I'd like to be there when you... 495 00:27:05,335 --> 00:27:07,969 Pee on the stick? 496 00:27:07,971 --> 00:27:10,271 Okay, but right now, 497 00:27:10,273 --> 00:27:12,940 I have to go deliver someone else's baby, so... 498 00:27:12,942 --> 00:27:14,943 Stay tuned. 499 00:27:17,247 --> 00:27:19,781 I'll text you when I'm out. 500 00:27:25,288 --> 00:27:27,288 Not the kind of processing I'm used to, 501 00:27:27,290 --> 00:27:30,291 - but when in Rome... - Won't be much longer, Lily. 502 00:27:30,293 --> 00:27:33,761 I heard you're the best, and I do my research. 503 00:27:33,763 --> 00:27:37,632 Well, I guess you don't build an online empire 504 00:27:37,634 --> 00:27:40,401 - without putting in the legwork. - Hmm... Well, here's hoping 505 00:27:40,403 --> 00:27:42,403 the empire survives the deluge. 506 00:27:42,405 --> 00:27:44,472 All done here. You want to take a look? 507 00:27:44,474 --> 00:27:47,131 - No. - Okay. 508 00:27:47,133 --> 00:27:49,234 And I'll be back later. 509 00:27:58,454 --> 00:28:00,454 - You okay? - Um, 510 00:28:00,456 --> 00:28:03,824 yeah. I think that the shrink just got in my head. 511 00:28:03,826 --> 00:28:05,716 Cal said he's not going to take any more gig 512 00:28:05,718 --> 00:28:08,095 until I'm fully recovered, but we'll see. 513 00:28:08,097 --> 00:28:12,272 - You don't believe him? - He's not very good at sitting still. 514 00:28:12,274 --> 00:28:13,834 Neither of us are. 515 00:28:13,836 --> 00:28:16,437 We like to be where the action is. 516 00:28:16,439 --> 00:28:19,540 Which is why 517 00:28:19,542 --> 00:28:21,909 it's obvious I haven't asked him 518 00:28:21,911 --> 00:28:25,379 what this means for us... 519 00:28:25,381 --> 00:28:27,207 because I'm terrified of the answer. 520 00:28:27,209 --> 00:28:30,385 Let the festivities begin. 521 00:28:32,735 --> 00:28:37,528 - Is everything okay? - Yeah! Yeah, um... 522 00:28:37,530 --> 00:28:40,194 I just don't really feel up for it anymore. 523 00:28:40,196 --> 00:28:42,496 Okay. 524 00:28:42,498 --> 00:28:44,332 I just think I need some sleep. 525 00:28:44,334 --> 00:28:47,802 Okay. Cool. 526 00:28:47,804 --> 00:28:51,138 I'll just take this over to the nurses' station then. 527 00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:53,874 You'll be a hero, trust me. 528 00:28:53,876 --> 00:28:55,032 I'm just gonna make sure 529 00:28:55,034 --> 00:28:57,402 Lily's comfortable. 530 00:29:02,785 --> 00:29:05,052 He seems like a really good guy. 531 00:29:05,054 --> 00:29:06,722 Yeah. 532 00:29:08,725 --> 00:29:11,025 I don't think I feel like talking anymore. 533 00:29:11,027 --> 00:29:12,960 Okay. 534 00:29:12,962 --> 00:29:16,464 If you need anything... 535 00:29:16,466 --> 00:29:18,399 Mm-hmm. 536 00:29:26,220 --> 00:29:28,243 Wanda, I need a favour. 537 00:29:28,245 --> 00:29:30,644 Ah, she doesn't lead with profiteroles, 538 00:29:30,646 --> 00:29:32,646 she doesn't lead with croissants; 539 00:29:32,648 --> 00:29:34,982 she goes right to, "Wanda, I need a favour". 540 00:29:34,984 --> 00:29:36,984 Do you have a feed for the pre-op room? 541 00:29:36,986 --> 00:29:39,587 Yes, but I'm not exactly authorized 542 00:29:39,589 --> 00:29:43,006 to be showing security feeds to anyone that waltzes by sans pastries. 543 00:29:43,008 --> 00:29:45,059 Okay, what can I do to gain authorization? 544 00:29:45,061 --> 00:29:47,395 Do you have any single friends who might like 545 00:29:47,397 --> 00:29:48,892 a lady in uniform? 546 00:29:48,894 --> 00:29:51,899 Man, woman, non-binary; I got a pretty wide 547 00:29:51,901 --> 00:29:54,835 - snack bracket. - Done. My friend Don will love you. 548 00:29:54,837 --> 00:29:58,473 I like that. We're coming to you live from the pre-op room. 549 00:30:04,710 --> 00:30:07,648 Uh, can you get in closer on that? 550 00:30:07,650 --> 00:30:09,684 This Don better be worth it. 551 00:30:14,624 --> 00:30:18,093 That's the wrong eye. 552 00:30:21,041 --> 00:30:23,697 Stop! Stop! Don't operate! 553 00:30:23,699 --> 00:30:26,802 That's the wrong eye! 554 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:34,354 Goddammit! 555 00:30:36,813 --> 00:30:39,047 Lily Dawson, how long has she been gone? 556 00:30:40,817 --> 00:30:42,817 Checked herself out about 10 minutes ago. 557 00:30:42,819 --> 00:30:44,820 Couldn't have gone too far. 558 00:30:47,277 --> 00:30:48,900 Hey, Red, I have something for you. 559 00:30:48,902 --> 00:30:51,559 Wolfie, with the score, you shouldn't have. 560 00:30:55,221 --> 00:30:58,612 Now, stay the hell away from me. 561 00:30:58,614 --> 00:31:00,703 Fight, my darling. 562 00:31:00,705 --> 00:31:02,640 Squeeze my hand. 563 00:31:08,991 --> 00:31:11,515 Please stop the pain. 564 00:31:11,517 --> 00:31:13,375 Don't call Dr. Laidlaw yet. 565 00:31:13,377 --> 00:31:15,178 This will help. 566 00:31:21,421 --> 00:31:25,458 - Thank you. - Yeah. Haha! 567 00:31:34,709 --> 00:31:36,898 We were seconds away from removing 568 00:31:36,900 --> 00:31:39,391 - his one perfectly good eye. - I know. I don't... 569 00:31:39,393 --> 00:31:41,883 - I don't know how it happened. - Well, it did. 570 00:31:41,885 --> 00:31:44,113 He would have been blind, and that would have been our fault. 571 00:31:44,115 --> 00:31:47,583 I was told there was a problem with my patient. 572 00:31:47,585 --> 00:31:50,920 Wait, he's your patient? A charge nurse did this? 573 00:31:52,074 --> 00:31:54,030 No, it was me. 574 00:31:54,032 --> 00:31:55,781 It's been such a hectic day. Sinead asked me 575 00:31:55,783 --> 00:31:57,706 - to do the surgical markings. - So it was you who did 576 00:31:57,708 --> 00:32:00,486 - the markings? - I don't know what to say. 577 00:32:00,488 --> 00:32:02,722 Don't say anything. 578 00:32:04,835 --> 00:32:06,869 I won't either. 579 00:32:06,871 --> 00:32:09,572 We caught the error before any damage was done. 580 00:32:12,444 --> 00:32:14,467 Alright, this poor guy's surgery 581 00:32:14,469 --> 00:32:16,312 has already been delayed a bunch today. 582 00:32:16,314 --> 00:32:19,948 So I am going to get my shit together, 583 00:32:19,950 --> 00:32:23,319 then get back in there and operate on the right eye. 584 00:32:23,321 --> 00:32:25,621 Oh, on the right... eye. 585 00:32:25,623 --> 00:32:27,690 The correct eye. 586 00:32:27,692 --> 00:32:29,625 And you will take care of your nurses. 587 00:32:29,627 --> 00:32:31,828 Of course. 588 00:32:41,806 --> 00:32:44,007 Meet me outside in 10 minutes. 589 00:32:55,753 --> 00:32:58,787 Uh, one hotdog, please. 590 00:32:58,789 --> 00:33:01,790 Lily, what are you doing? 591 00:33:01,792 --> 00:33:04,526 - You're supposed to be fasting. - Dude, I'm a supermodel, 592 00:33:04,528 --> 00:33:07,363 I have literally been fasting for 20 years. 593 00:33:07,365 --> 00:33:09,365 I know, but if you eat, 594 00:33:09,367 --> 00:33:10,999 you can't have your surgery tomorrow. 595 00:33:11,001 --> 00:33:13,369 That's cool. I decided to postpone it anyway. 596 00:33:13,371 --> 00:33:15,371 Until...? 597 00:33:15,373 --> 00:33:16,946 Uh... 598 00:33:16,948 --> 00:33:19,209 never. Thank you. 599 00:33:20,978 --> 00:33:24,146 Oh, I'm sorry, do you want one? 600 00:33:24,148 --> 00:33:26,315 I think we should talk about this. 601 00:33:26,317 --> 00:33:28,350 What is there to say? 602 00:33:28,352 --> 00:33:30,319 You told me how much you needed this, 603 00:33:30,321 --> 00:33:32,288 how depressed you were. 604 00:33:34,058 --> 00:33:36,892 If I cut off my breasts, I don't know who I am; 605 00:33:36,894 --> 00:33:38,894 and if I don't, I die. 606 00:33:38,896 --> 00:33:42,064 Or... maybe there's a third option. 607 00:33:42,066 --> 00:33:44,066 Become a new you. 608 00:33:44,068 --> 00:33:46,068 No, this isn't about my business or Cal; 609 00:33:46,070 --> 00:33:48,070 it's about me. 610 00:33:48,072 --> 00:33:50,906 I have built my fortune on my body 611 00:33:50,908 --> 00:33:53,242 and my image, 612 00:33:53,244 --> 00:33:55,911 and without it, I... 613 00:33:55,913 --> 00:33:57,913 I don't know who I am. 614 00:33:57,915 --> 00:34:00,216 - Lily... - No. 615 00:34:01,952 --> 00:34:05,888 I have airbrushed my life beyond recognition, 616 00:34:05,890 --> 00:34:09,425 and it makes it really hard to feel like 617 00:34:09,427 --> 00:34:11,927 what I have and who I am is enough. 618 00:34:11,929 --> 00:34:15,598 I get that. Believe me, I do. 619 00:34:18,702 --> 00:34:21,838 I've been lying to myself about how okay I am. 620 00:34:23,908 --> 00:34:27,342 And now I'm gonna lie to everyone who supports me. 621 00:34:27,344 --> 00:34:30,412 Or don't. 622 00:34:30,414 --> 00:34:32,449 Start telling the truth. 623 00:34:34,084 --> 00:34:36,952 - Like you just did? - Yeah. 624 00:34:36,954 --> 00:34:40,123 And I gotta say, it feels pretty good. 625 00:34:42,813 --> 00:34:44,803 It takes a few minutes. 626 00:34:44,805 --> 00:34:46,828 Yeah, that's cool. 627 00:34:46,830 --> 00:34:49,298 And since we have some time, I just want you to know 628 00:34:49,300 --> 00:34:52,034 whatever happens, I can live with the commute. 629 00:34:52,036 --> 00:34:54,281 Obviously, I couldn't ride my bike to work anymore, 630 00:34:54,283 --> 00:34:56,038 so I'd have to lease a car or a minivan. 631 00:34:56,040 --> 00:34:58,140 - Minivan? - Yeah. And we can get a place 632 00:34:58,142 --> 00:35:00,275 - in, you know, Ajax. - Keon! 633 00:35:00,277 --> 00:35:02,277 The housing market is reasonable right now. 634 00:35:02,279 --> 00:35:04,146 - In Ajax?! - Yeah, there's space and we can 635 00:35:04,148 --> 00:35:06,114 get a hoop for Cece in the driveway. 636 00:35:06,116 --> 00:35:08,150 And hell, I can even go to the PTA meetings... 637 00:35:08,152 --> 00:35:10,220 Okay. 638 00:35:12,957 --> 00:35:15,290 One line across. 639 00:35:15,292 --> 00:35:17,292 It's a negative sign. 640 00:35:17,294 --> 00:35:19,328 I'm not pregnant. 641 00:35:19,330 --> 00:35:21,763 - You're not pregnant? - No. 642 00:35:21,765 --> 00:35:23,310 Neither are you. 643 00:35:23,312 --> 00:35:25,935 - Oh, my God! - Yeah. 644 00:35:25,937 --> 00:35:28,937 Wow! 645 00:35:28,939 --> 00:35:30,600 And all that stuff you were just saying 646 00:35:30,602 --> 00:35:33,308 about the place in the burbs and the minivan? 647 00:35:33,310 --> 00:35:35,277 - Crazy. - Absolutely. 648 00:35:35,279 --> 00:35:37,980 - Yeah. - But also super hot. 649 00:35:37,982 --> 00:35:39,648 Is that so? 650 00:35:39,650 --> 00:35:41,584 Awww... come here. 651 00:35:45,956 --> 00:35:49,191 Hm, I wish Cal didn't fall asleep in the family lounge. 652 00:35:49,193 --> 00:35:51,260 I feel like he would have been so much better at this. 653 00:35:51,262 --> 00:35:54,029 You'll be fine. Besides, I want this to be a surprise for him too. 654 00:35:54,031 --> 00:35:56,164 Okay. 655 00:35:56,166 --> 00:35:58,167 Whenever you're ready. 656 00:35:59,744 --> 00:36:02,668 Hello, beauties. I know I haven't posted 657 00:36:02,670 --> 00:36:06,073 a story in a while, and that's because... 658 00:36:07,978 --> 00:36:10,546 Well, um... 659 00:36:10,548 --> 00:36:12,581 I'm in the hospital. 660 00:36:12,583 --> 00:36:15,852 I'm about to have both my breasts removed. 661 00:36:31,135 --> 00:36:32,902 Sinead. 662 00:36:34,838 --> 00:36:36,430 What you just did for me now, 663 00:36:36,432 --> 00:36:38,822 - I don't know if I can ever... - Don't. It's okay. 664 00:36:38,824 --> 00:36:42,045 - You don't have to. - The thing is... 665 00:36:45,082 --> 00:36:47,182 ...I might need one more favour. 666 00:36:47,184 --> 00:36:49,484 Okay. 667 00:36:49,486 --> 00:36:53,089 I need someone to walk with me. 668 00:36:54,408 --> 00:36:56,932 - Where? - City General. 669 00:36:56,934 --> 00:36:58,935 Rehab. 670 00:37:01,065 --> 00:37:03,031 I'm old mates with the charge nurse, 671 00:37:03,033 --> 00:37:05,067 she'll fly me in under the radar. 672 00:37:05,069 --> 00:37:07,769 That's amazing. 673 00:37:07,771 --> 00:37:09,771 That's a brave decision. 674 00:37:09,773 --> 00:37:11,721 Don't give me that much credit. 675 00:37:11,723 --> 00:37:14,013 I almost blinded that young man. 676 00:37:14,015 --> 00:37:16,712 - But you didn't. - Because of you! 677 00:37:16,714 --> 00:37:19,414 There would have been no coming back from that. 678 00:37:19,416 --> 00:37:21,416 But you can. 679 00:37:21,418 --> 00:37:23,207 Sinead, you can come back from this. 680 00:37:23,209 --> 00:37:26,400 This is nothing, this is just a slip. 681 00:37:26,402 --> 00:37:30,058 How did you get to be so good at caring? 682 00:37:30,060 --> 00:37:33,796 I trained under an excellent charge nurse. 683 00:37:40,371 --> 00:37:42,238 Thanks, love. 684 00:37:57,589 --> 00:38:00,146 "Thank you for your honesty and courage. 685 00:38:00,148 --> 00:38:02,682 Lily Dawson is an amazing woman". 686 00:38:02,684 --> 00:38:05,117 - I agree with that one. - "Women, take charge 687 00:38:05,119 --> 00:38:08,617 of your bodies. I'm a little in love with Lily Dawson today". 688 00:38:08,619 --> 00:38:10,356 Okay, that one better watch it. 689 00:38:10,358 --> 00:38:13,025 She's an 83-year-old retired librarian from Buffalo. 690 00:38:13,027 --> 00:38:15,127 Oh! So you're saying you think I can take her? 691 00:38:15,129 --> 00:38:18,571 Hahaha! I have 150,000 new followers 692 00:38:18,573 --> 00:38:20,132 since I posted my story last night. 693 00:38:20,134 --> 00:38:22,501 Not saying that that's a reason to get my breasts removed. 694 00:38:22,503 --> 00:38:25,071 Ms. Dawson, we've been expecting you. 695 00:38:25,073 --> 00:38:27,341 You're gonna do great in there. 696 00:38:31,379 --> 00:38:33,213 Thank you. 697 00:38:35,083 --> 00:38:37,016 And I will be right here when you wake up. 698 00:38:37,018 --> 00:38:39,685 Good because you owe me some street meat. 699 00:38:39,687 --> 00:38:42,088 We're good to go. 700 00:38:42,090 --> 00:38:44,156 Um, hold on. 701 00:38:44,158 --> 00:38:48,494 What's this gonna mean... for you? 702 00:38:48,496 --> 00:38:51,631 Hey, all this means 703 00:38:51,633 --> 00:38:53,566 is I'm gonna be able to put my hand 704 00:38:53,568 --> 00:38:55,502 even closer to your heart. 705 00:39:05,747 --> 00:39:08,182 Scarlet Letter 12 o'clock. 706 00:39:11,519 --> 00:39:13,452 What did you just say? 707 00:39:13,454 --> 00:39:17,056 Nothing. Just they should watch themselves. 708 00:39:17,058 --> 00:39:19,425 - Mm-hmm. Why? - Grace, please. 709 00:39:19,427 --> 00:39:22,461 No, why? Why should they watch themselves, Doctor? 710 00:39:22,463 --> 00:39:25,431 - Because you are that nurse. - No. 711 00:39:25,433 --> 00:39:27,500 I am not that nurse. 712 00:39:27,502 --> 00:39:30,136 I am a nurse, and I'm a damn good one. 713 00:39:30,138 --> 00:39:33,373 Oh, and by the way, I'm not going anywhere. 714 00:39:49,857 --> 00:39:54,760 ? I guess I'm crazy ? 715 00:39:54,762 --> 00:39:57,698 ? For loving you ? 716 00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:04,170 ? I can't replace you ? 717 00:40:04,172 --> 00:40:08,307 ? With someone new ? 718 00:40:08,309 --> 00:40:13,379 ? I may be playing ? 719 00:40:13,381 --> 00:40:18,384 ? A loser's game ? 720 00:40:18,386 --> 00:40:22,621 ? I guess I'm crazy ? 721 00:40:22,623 --> 00:40:25,659 ? For loving you ? 722 00:40:27,695 --> 00:40:32,264 ? My heart keeps saying ? 723 00:40:32,266 --> 00:40:36,902 ? That I'm a fool ? 724 00:40:36,904 --> 00:40:41,173 ? I guess I'm crazy ? 725 00:40:41,175 --> 00:40:45,779 ? For loving you ? 726 00:40:48,626 --> 00:40:50,482 If I'd known you were out here, 727 00:40:50,484 --> 00:40:52,985 I would have brought you a coffee. 728 00:40:52,987 --> 00:40:55,922 If I had another coffee, my heart would probably explode. 729 00:40:57,492 --> 00:40:59,392 It's been quite a day. 730 00:41:01,028 --> 00:41:03,295 - Quite a week. - Quite a month. 731 00:41:03,297 --> 00:41:05,332 Haha! Should we keep going? 732 00:41:07,835 --> 00:41:10,636 Hasn't been all bad though. 733 00:41:10,638 --> 00:41:13,739 Grace, your shift was over 734 00:41:13,741 --> 00:41:16,076 an hour ago; what are you still doing here? 735 00:41:17,632 --> 00:41:20,523 A patient of mine is in surgery; 736 00:41:20,525 --> 00:41:23,415 I want to be there when she wakes up. 737 00:41:23,417 --> 00:41:26,174 - I know, I know. Boundaries. - That's 738 00:41:26,176 --> 00:41:28,988 not what I was thinking. The day you've had 739 00:41:28,990 --> 00:41:30,991 and you're still all about your patients. 740 00:41:33,676 --> 00:41:36,533 Evan... 741 00:41:36,535 --> 00:41:38,558 at the café, 742 00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:41,651 that thing that you said about my hair, 743 00:41:41,653 --> 00:41:44,870 you have no idea what that meant to me. 744 00:41:44,872 --> 00:41:48,841 Thank you. 745 00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,715 You're not married, are you? 746 00:41:56,717 --> 00:41:59,186 No. 747 00:42:06,124 --> 00:42:08,027 How long have you wanted to do that? 748 00:42:08,029 --> 00:42:10,931 The minute you walked in the door. 749 00:42:33,221 --> 00:42:35,688 - What's up with you? - What do you mean? 750 00:42:35,690 --> 00:42:38,425 You seem different. In a good way. 751 00:42:52,139 --> 00:42:54,641 Okay, whatever you two are having, I must get me some of that. 752 00:43:04,252 --> 00:43:06,485 Hey. 753 00:43:06,487 --> 00:43:08,487 Dude, what happened to your face? 754 00:43:08,489 --> 00:43:10,623 I, uh... I ran into the medicine cabinet 755 00:43:10,625 --> 00:43:12,625 for the hundredth time since we started. 756 00:43:12,627 --> 00:43:14,994 - Seems like a lifetime ago. - I know, I can't believe 757 00:43:14,996 --> 00:43:16,962 - it's only been four months. - Seriously, I've spent 758 00:43:16,964 --> 00:43:18,898 more time with y'all than I have with my family. 759 00:43:18,900 --> 00:43:20,511 Does that mean that we are a family? 760 00:43:20,513 --> 00:43:22,768 We're brothers and sisters from other mothers? 761 00:43:22,770 --> 00:43:25,105 No. Shut the hell up, man. 762 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:34,400 *CREDITS*