1 00:00:04,047 --> 00:00:05,938 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:07,116 --> 00:00:08,883 I love you. 3 00:00:11,654 --> 00:00:14,698 They keep hammering on at you to open up, 4 00:00:14,723 --> 00:00:17,207 but that has to go both ways. 5 00:00:17,827 --> 00:00:19,294 And even though my body is telling me 6 00:00:19,328 --> 00:00:22,343 to just let go and jump, I can't. 7 00:00:22,391 --> 00:00:23,965 Not even for you. 8 00:00:23,999 --> 00:00:26,201 I gave Chance everything. 9 00:00:26,235 --> 00:00:27,869 I just wanted him to get better. 10 00:00:27,903 --> 00:00:30,672 But it was never enough. 11 00:00:30,706 --> 00:00:32,340 If you don't have to fight for it, 12 00:00:32,374 --> 00:00:34,375 it's 'cause it's not worth it. 13 00:00:37,146 --> 00:00:40,215 _ 14 00:00:45,821 --> 00:00:47,322 Leave a message after the tone. 15 00:00:48,757 --> 00:00:50,291 Hey. 16 00:00:50,326 --> 00:00:52,727 It's, uh, me. 17 00:00:52,761 --> 00:00:56,664 I... I miss you. 18 00:00:57,367 --> 00:00:59,201 I can't get you out of my head. 19 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:02,762 It's, uh, it's very distracting. 20 00:01:02,796 --> 00:01:04,030 Um... 21 00:01:05,941 --> 00:01:11,112 We said things to each other that were just the beginning. 22 00:01:11,138 --> 00:01:16,042 And we never quite, um... 23 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:17,710 Anyway, now you're gone, 24 00:01:17,745 --> 00:01:21,614 and it just feels like it's been forever. 25 00:01:21,649 --> 00:01:25,978 And I really need... 26 00:01:26,003 --> 00:01:27,537 I need to see you. 27 00:01:29,239 --> 00:01:31,874 I need to talk to you. 28 00:01:31,909 --> 00:01:35,745 I need to be with you 29 00:01:35,779 --> 00:01:39,716 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of. 30 00:01:42,169 --> 00:01:44,052 And we're done. 31 00:01:45,005 --> 00:01:46,472 All right. Easy enough. 32 00:01:46,506 --> 00:01:47,773 Everything looks good, Dr. Goodwin. 33 00:01:47,807 --> 00:01:49,041 Fantastic. 34 00:01:49,075 --> 00:01:51,410 - Thank you so much. - See you in six months. 35 00:02:05,792 --> 00:02:07,459 Is everything okay? 36 00:02:09,947 --> 00:02:11,697 Have you seen my wedding ring? 37 00:02:12,226 --> 00:02:13,659 Sure haven't. 38 00:02:19,887 --> 00:02:24,418 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 39 00:02:24,443 --> 00:02:26,860 I need to see you. 40 00:02:27,089 --> 00:02:29,357 I need to talk to you. 41 00:02:29,392 --> 00:02:32,727 I need to be with you 42 00:02:32,762 --> 00:02:36,898 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of. 43 00:02:36,940 --> 00:02:39,343 And this one's too tight. 44 00:02:39,368 --> 00:02:41,303 Everything looks terrible on me. 45 00:02:41,337 --> 00:02:44,648 Oh, stop that. You're just nervous. 46 00:02:44,940 --> 00:02:46,408 Wonder why. It's only the beginning 47 00:02:46,442 --> 00:02:48,310 of the rest of my whole life. 48 00:02:54,408 --> 00:02:55,742 Hey. You've reached Max. 49 00:02:55,776 --> 00:02:57,310 I can't take your call, so leave a message. 50 00:02:57,344 --> 00:02:59,812 Hi. Um. 51 00:02:59,847 --> 00:03:02,272 I very much enjoyed your message. 52 00:03:02,883 --> 00:03:05,418 My flight's not till tomorrow, but, um... 53 00:03:08,122 --> 00:03:11,573 I've been doing some fantasizing of my own. 54 00:03:11,892 --> 00:03:13,241 Okay. 55 00:03:13,727 --> 00:03:15,194 I'm ready. I think. 56 00:03:23,937 --> 00:03:26,705 - You can't be serious. - Oh, don't sound so surprised. 57 00:03:26,739 --> 00:03:28,340 I was never gonna stay here forever. 58 00:03:28,374 --> 00:03:31,019 But today? But today? 59 00:03:31,044 --> 00:03:33,643 I'm gonna try and catch a standby flight. 60 00:03:33,714 --> 00:03:35,915 But I wanted you to come back to Cambridge with me. 61 00:03:35,949 --> 00:03:37,540 I know. 62 00:03:37,985 --> 00:03:40,386 I've had a wonderful time. 63 00:03:40,537 --> 00:03:42,138 But you're all set up in the halls. 64 00:03:42,172 --> 00:03:43,973 You have an amazing dress. 65 00:03:46,043 --> 00:03:50,213 And most importantly, you don't need me anymore. 66 00:03:57,929 --> 00:03:59,730 I'm so proud of you. 67 00:04:03,001 --> 00:04:05,092 You took me into your home. 68 00:04:05,709 --> 00:04:07,443 You never gave up on me. 69 00:04:09,358 --> 00:04:11,374 I don't know how to thank you. 70 00:04:12,027 --> 00:04:13,926 You don't need to. 71 00:04:14,462 --> 00:04:15,996 You don't need to. We're family. 72 00:04:22,003 --> 00:04:25,108 _ 73 00:04:26,749 --> 00:04:28,423 _ 74 00:04:37,177 --> 00:04:40,245 And text me when you're at the airport, okay? 75 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:41,413 I will. 76 00:04:41,448 --> 00:04:43,949 I just have one more stop to make. 77 00:05:22,472 --> 00:05:23,639 Sorry I'm late, Mum. 78 00:05:23,673 --> 00:05:24,740 Now that you're here, we can leave. 79 00:05:24,774 --> 00:05:26,408 I made you some red-red. 80 00:05:26,443 --> 00:05:30,045 No use spending hard-earned money on beetroot foam. 81 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:32,214 Well, let me do this for you, Mum. 82 00:05:32,249 --> 00:05:33,848 It's a meal. 83 00:05:34,317 --> 00:05:35,651 And it's really good to see you. 84 00:05:35,685 --> 00:05:37,753 Glad you found time to fit me in. 85 00:05:39,656 --> 00:05:41,991 Yeah, uh, Nina got into King's College 86 00:05:42,025 --> 00:05:43,926 in Cambridge. It's been a busy week. 87 00:05:43,961 --> 00:05:44,927 I wanted to help her get set up. 88 00:05:44,962 --> 00:05:46,628 So, the truth comes out. 89 00:05:48,866 --> 00:05:52,368 Mum, she is wonderful. 90 00:05:52,402 --> 00:05:54,804 She's smart, she's driven, 91 00:05:54,838 --> 00:05:57,640 and she is family. 92 00:05:57,883 --> 00:05:59,451 And since I'm going back to New York, 93 00:05:59,485 --> 00:06:01,453 I put you down as her emergency contact, 94 00:06:01,487 --> 00:06:02,620 and I think that if you would just meet her... 95 00:06:02,655 --> 00:06:04,089 - Not on your life. - Mum. 96 00:06:04,123 --> 00:06:05,590 You say no all the time. 97 00:06:05,624 --> 00:06:08,306 No to London, no husband, no baby. 98 00:06:08,331 --> 00:06:09,743 Why must I say yes? 99 00:06:09,744 --> 00:06:13,514 But please, daughter, give me that other woman's grandchild. 100 00:06:13,548 --> 00:06:15,915 We are blood. 101 00:06:16,451 --> 00:06:18,118 And since Baba was kept away from me... 102 00:06:18,153 --> 00:06:19,553 I didn't keep your father from you. 103 00:06:19,588 --> 00:06:21,741 He cut off ties. He went home to Tehran 104 00:06:21,776 --> 00:06:23,991 and found his ready-made Persian wife. 105 00:06:24,025 --> 00:06:25,192 He abandoned us. 106 00:06:25,226 --> 00:06:26,427 Okay, so now what? 107 00:06:26,461 --> 00:06:29,597 Hmm? We abandon her? 108 00:06:29,631 --> 00:06:31,765 You spent the past week 109 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:34,301 ignoring your own mother for that other family. 110 00:06:34,336 --> 00:06:36,170 Turns out you're just like your baba. 111 00:06:48,058 --> 00:06:50,291 Mum, how long have you had that cough? 112 00:06:50,852 --> 00:06:52,453 A few weeks. 113 00:06:52,487 --> 00:06:54,221 Or more. 114 00:06:54,255 --> 00:06:55,756 You'd know if you ever rang. 115 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,891 Come on. We're gonna go, Mum. 116 00:06:57,926 --> 00:06:59,193 Come on. 117 00:07:13,483 --> 00:07:15,084 This is your old clinic. 118 00:07:15,118 --> 00:07:16,434 Yes. 119 00:07:16,820 --> 00:07:19,021 It's certainly seen better days. 120 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:22,949 Excuse me. Hi. 121 00:07:25,905 --> 00:07:28,206 Hi, I was hoping to get my mum in today for some scans. 122 00:07:28,231 --> 00:07:30,832 She's had a persistent cough, and today we found some blood. 123 00:07:30,857 --> 00:07:32,691 We're booked solid, I'm afraid. 124 00:07:32,716 --> 00:07:34,784 I could maybe get her in early next week. 125 00:07:34,809 --> 00:07:36,844 This is why I never bother with doctors. 126 00:07:37,065 --> 00:07:39,099 No, Mum, wait, wait. 127 00:07:42,100 --> 00:07:44,969 Uh, sorry. Excuse me. My name is Dr. Helen Sharpe. 128 00:07:44,994 --> 00:07:46,795 I used to volunteer here when I was in college. 129 00:07:46,829 --> 00:07:49,361 I started behind the desk, just like you, 130 00:07:49,386 --> 00:07:51,153 but this clinic is where I found my passion, 131 00:07:51,188 --> 00:07:53,707 and now I'm pleading with you. 132 00:07:54,324 --> 00:07:57,093 I need to make sure that my mum gets seen. 133 00:08:01,591 --> 00:08:03,325 I can move things around. 134 00:08:03,592 --> 00:08:05,527 Thank you. Thank you. 135 00:08:05,644 --> 00:08:07,778 No, I don't want any special treatment. 136 00:08:07,813 --> 00:08:09,013 I don't like my daughter pulling strings 137 00:08:09,047 --> 00:08:10,281 just so we can jump the queue. 138 00:08:10,315 --> 00:08:12,759 Mum, we are taking the opening 139 00:08:12,784 --> 00:08:14,485 whether you like it or not. End of discussion. 140 00:08:14,519 --> 00:08:16,120 Right this way. I'll take you back. 141 00:08:16,154 --> 00:08:17,503 Thank you. 142 00:08:18,123 --> 00:08:19,665 No, I don't need you to come with me. 143 00:08:19,666 --> 00:08:21,599 I can do this all on my own. 144 00:08:34,147 --> 00:08:35,404 Helen? 145 00:08:36,191 --> 00:08:38,960 As I live and breathe. 146 00:08:38,985 --> 00:08:40,534 Elinor. 147 00:08:41,054 --> 00:08:42,956 I didn't know you were still here. 148 00:08:42,981 --> 00:08:44,791 There's still work to do. What's your excuse? 149 00:08:44,825 --> 00:08:46,059 No more New York? 150 00:08:46,384 --> 00:08:49,320 My mum's sick. She's getting seen. 151 00:08:51,189 --> 00:08:53,157 Can I just ask? Um... 152 00:08:53,191 --> 00:08:56,360 This place... what happened? 153 00:08:56,394 --> 00:08:58,495 We started hemorrhaging staff due to Brexit. 154 00:08:58,538 --> 00:09:01,206 And then we lost the funding we used to get from Cambridge, 155 00:09:01,232 --> 00:09:03,367 and it all started to fall apart. 156 00:09:03,610 --> 00:09:06,846 Last month, our medical director packed up and left. 157 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:09,348 Now we're fighting to hold on. 158 00:09:09,491 --> 00:09:11,258 This place is too special to just... 159 00:09:11,293 --> 00:09:13,260 Dr. Sharpe, can you join me? 160 00:09:15,897 --> 00:09:17,231 It was good to see you, Elinor. 161 00:09:17,265 --> 00:09:19,066 - Oh, you too, love. - Mm-hmm. 162 00:09:22,330 --> 00:09:23,763 Thank you. 163 00:09:35,976 --> 00:09:37,910 I'm right here, Mum. 164 00:09:40,207 --> 00:09:41,988 I'm not going anywhere. 165 00:09:42,967 --> 00:09:46,036 So I just wanted you to see what we found today. 166 00:09:53,075 --> 00:09:54,770 Run blood tests on Bay 26, 167 00:09:54,794 --> 00:09:56,595 and let's send her up for a stress echo. 168 00:09:56,629 --> 00:09:58,573 Why hasn't Bay 9 been discharged? 169 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:01,366 Because I possibly forgot. On it. 170 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:06,404 Hey, have you, uh, have you heard from Iggy? 171 00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:08,573 Uh, no. Not in weeks. You? 172 00:10:08,616 --> 00:10:10,683 Radio silence. I've been thinking about him. 173 00:10:10,710 --> 00:10:13,211 But... uh, what's up? 174 00:10:13,246 --> 00:10:14,980 Nothing. Stupid. I lost my wedding ring. 175 00:10:15,014 --> 00:10:16,181 - Yikes. - Yeah. 176 00:10:16,215 --> 00:10:17,616 But it's okay. No big deal. 177 00:10:17,650 --> 00:10:19,818 I mean, it's not like it's worth a ton of money or anything. 178 00:10:19,852 --> 00:10:22,654 It's just a little silly ring, you know? 179 00:10:22,688 --> 00:10:24,122 But it's gotta be in here somewhere. 180 00:10:24,156 --> 00:10:26,191 Okay, who loses one shoe? 181 00:10:26,225 --> 00:10:27,792 Well, where did you take it off? 182 00:10:27,827 --> 00:10:29,995 I... I don't take it off. 183 00:10:30,029 --> 00:10:31,596 - Not even at night? - No. 184 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:33,732 - Well, what about to scrub in? - No. 185 00:10:33,766 --> 00:10:35,200 Not even when you were dating that woman? 186 00:10:35,234 --> 00:10:38,203 Never. Okay? I never take it off. 187 00:10:38,237 --> 00:10:40,572 26-year-old. Tachy at 148. 188 00:10:40,606 --> 00:10:44,843 100/56, respiratory rate 14 from an abdominal stab wound. 189 00:10:44,877 --> 00:10:47,445 - From Excalibur? - Cosplay gone horribly wrong. 190 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,781 Oh, that's a ton of blood for a wound in that area. 191 00:10:49,815 --> 00:10:51,850 Let's page Reynolds now. Trauma one. 192 00:10:51,884 --> 00:10:53,151 Gauze. 193 00:10:57,256 --> 00:11:01,359 Gauze. Gauze. Gauze. 194 00:11:01,394 --> 00:11:03,395 Damn it, keep them coming. 195 00:11:03,429 --> 00:11:04,963 The puncture's bad, but it shouldn't cause 196 00:11:04,997 --> 00:11:06,464 loss of consciousness. 197 00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:08,375 Dr. Bloom, look at this. 198 00:11:09,001 --> 00:11:10,635 Negative P waves? 199 00:11:10,670 --> 00:11:13,238 And negative QRS, and T waves, plus low voltage? 200 00:11:13,272 --> 00:11:14,406 What the hell? 201 00:11:14,440 --> 00:11:16,641 Dextrocardia. 202 00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:18,843 Her heart's on the wrong side of her chest. 203 00:11:20,913 --> 00:11:23,715 Boy, do I have a great case for you. 204 00:11:23,749 --> 00:11:26,651 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding. 205 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:29,154 Unless she also has complete situs inversus. 206 00:11:29,188 --> 00:11:32,257 Not just her heart, but all of her organs were flipped. 207 00:11:32,291 --> 00:11:34,559 Then her spleen is on the right side. 208 00:11:34,593 --> 00:11:36,528 Which means the dagger is going right through it. 209 00:11:36,562 --> 00:11:38,463 But that doesn't explain the LOC. 210 00:11:38,497 --> 00:11:40,231 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR. 211 00:11:40,266 --> 00:11:41,499 Good idea. 212 00:11:48,541 --> 00:11:51,576 Hey, you. What's going on? 213 00:11:52,745 --> 00:11:54,946 The residency match list came out. 214 00:11:56,215 --> 00:11:57,549 I got a spot. 215 00:11:57,583 --> 00:12:01,286 You did? Oh, that's amazing. 216 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:03,555 I honestly can't believe it. 217 00:12:03,581 --> 00:12:05,048 Well, don't look so surprised. 218 00:12:05,091 --> 00:12:06,291 - Have you met you? - Stop. 219 00:12:06,325 --> 00:12:07,959 You know how competitive these things are. 220 00:12:07,993 --> 00:12:09,561 And it was my very first try. 221 00:12:09,595 --> 00:12:11,096 And I'm a foreign-trained doctor. 222 00:12:11,130 --> 00:12:13,198 And you blew them all away. 223 00:12:13,239 --> 00:12:15,307 Well, not all. 224 00:12:15,334 --> 00:12:16,601 I didn't get a spot here. 225 00:12:16,635 --> 00:12:18,837 But we knew that was gonna be a long shot. 226 00:12:18,871 --> 00:12:20,538 Wait, you didn't get a spot here? 227 00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:23,041 Spokane. Washington. 228 00:12:23,075 --> 00:12:26,578 Wow. That's incredible. 229 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:29,314 It is, isn't it? 230 00:12:29,348 --> 00:12:31,583 I haven't even told my mom yet. 231 00:12:31,617 --> 00:12:33,318 Well, what are you waiting for? 232 00:12:33,352 --> 00:12:36,488 Give her a call. Let her be a proud mama. 233 00:12:36,513 --> 00:12:38,280 She's gonna explode. 234 00:12:50,608 --> 00:12:51,942 So, you just chose to ignore 235 00:12:51,976 --> 00:12:54,812 my residency recommendation for Leyla Shinwari. 236 00:12:56,815 --> 00:12:59,283 I have been on the phone all morning with board members 237 00:12:59,317 --> 00:13:01,585 and angry doctors just like yourself, 238 00:13:01,619 --> 00:13:03,854 all astonished that their personal recs 239 00:13:03,888 --> 00:13:06,123 didn't open the doors for their hand-picked proteges. 240 00:13:06,157 --> 00:13:09,159 No, Dr. Shinwari is one of the most promising candidates 241 00:13:09,194 --> 00:13:11,829 we've had in years, okay? She deserves to be here. 242 00:13:11,863 --> 00:13:13,697 Yet her application says otherwise. 243 00:13:13,731 --> 00:13:14,998 Khyber Medical University? 244 00:13:15,042 --> 00:13:17,076 One of the best medical schools in Pakistan. 245 00:13:17,101 --> 00:13:18,902 That has no international standing. 246 00:13:18,937 --> 00:13:22,639 She practiced medicine in refugee camps, Hank. 247 00:13:22,674 --> 00:13:24,408 Okay? The fact that she even 248 00:13:24,449 --> 00:13:27,418 has to redo her residency is offensive. 249 00:13:27,445 --> 00:13:29,112 Well, even if I agree with you, what can I do? 250 00:13:29,147 --> 00:13:32,015 I... I can't rescind an offer that's already been made. 251 00:13:32,050 --> 00:13:34,017 I can't make another spot just magically appear. 252 00:13:34,052 --> 00:13:36,053 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Well, what about two years ago? 253 00:13:36,087 --> 00:13:37,354 Huh? 254 00:13:37,395 --> 00:13:41,031 A fifth spot just magically opened up in general surgery. 255 00:13:41,059 --> 00:13:41,959 It was hardly magic. 256 00:13:41,993 --> 00:13:44,127 Well then, what the hell was it, Hank? 257 00:13:45,897 --> 00:13:48,131 You want Dr. Shinwari on your ED? 258 00:13:48,158 --> 00:13:49,992 You want a fifth spot? 259 00:13:51,870 --> 00:13:53,437 The dean of medicine has been known 260 00:13:53,471 --> 00:13:57,750 to make allowances for the right price. 261 00:13:58,443 --> 00:13:59,676 Are you talking about a bribe? 262 00:13:59,711 --> 00:14:01,778 What do you want me to say? 263 00:14:01,813 --> 00:14:04,047 That is a federal crime, Hank. 264 00:14:04,082 --> 00:14:05,482 I could lose my medical license. 265 00:14:05,517 --> 00:14:06,917 I could go to jail. 266 00:14:06,951 --> 00:14:08,151 I'm just telling you what I've heard. 267 00:14:08,186 --> 00:14:09,353 Not suggesting you do it. 268 00:14:09,387 --> 00:14:11,655 Of course, I am not gonna do it. 269 00:14:50,128 --> 00:14:51,562 Dear God... 270 00:14:53,731 --> 00:14:55,666 Grant me the serenity 271 00:14:55,700 --> 00:14:59,236 to accept the things I cannot change, 272 00:14:59,270 --> 00:15:02,873 the courage to change the things I can. 273 00:15:04,175 --> 00:15:05,742 Dear God, 274 00:15:05,777 --> 00:15:07,678 grant me the serenity 275 00:15:07,712 --> 00:15:11,081 to accept the things I cannot change, 276 00:15:11,115 --> 00:15:13,750 the courage to change the things I can... 277 00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:18,722 And the wisdom to know the difference. 278 00:15:38,977 --> 00:15:40,544 This is just... 279 00:15:43,448 --> 00:15:45,441 Thank you. 280 00:15:49,153 --> 00:15:51,588 Congratulations. 281 00:15:53,591 --> 00:15:57,206 Look, I have been feeling guilty all day. 282 00:15:57,482 --> 00:15:58,691 Why? 283 00:15:59,275 --> 00:16:00,797 I was just so excited. 284 00:16:00,832 --> 00:16:03,533 I didn't even think about what you must have been feeling. 285 00:16:03,780 --> 00:16:07,444 And I want you to know that I'm not excited to be leaving you. 286 00:16:07,772 --> 00:16:10,010 - You're everything to me. - Leyla. 287 00:16:10,011 --> 00:16:11,888 I can make this work. 288 00:16:12,314 --> 00:16:13,890 I can. 289 00:16:14,316 --> 00:16:16,184 I don't have a choice. 290 00:16:17,431 --> 00:16:19,365 I'm in love with you. 291 00:16:26,027 --> 00:16:28,329 - No, you should... - You should get that. 292 00:16:28,363 --> 00:16:31,074 - Are you sure? - Yeah. Yeah. 293 00:16:31,900 --> 00:16:33,368 Hello? 294 00:16:33,935 --> 00:16:35,353 Yes, this is she. 295 00:16:36,471 --> 00:16:40,441 Okay. Okay. 296 00:16:40,475 --> 00:16:43,010 Are you serious? 297 00:16:43,044 --> 00:16:44,796 That's... 298 00:16:45,213 --> 00:16:46,680 I don't know what to say. 299 00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:50,384 Yes! Yes. Thank you. 300 00:16:53,255 --> 00:16:56,056 That was the residency director from New Amsterdam. 301 00:16:56,683 --> 00:16:59,519 The dean just opened up a fifth spot in the ED. 302 00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:01,962 And they offered it to me. 303 00:17:03,774 --> 00:17:07,911 That's amazing! Congratulations! 304 00:17:07,936 --> 00:17:10,838 Did you have anything to do with this? 305 00:17:10,872 --> 00:17:14,375 What? No. No, of course not. 306 00:17:14,993 --> 00:17:16,443 No, this... this was all you. 307 00:17:16,478 --> 00:17:18,579 Oh. 308 00:17:21,516 --> 00:17:23,751 It was all you. 309 00:17:28,948 --> 00:17:31,085 I moved across Lenox, not the country. 310 00:17:31,109 --> 00:17:33,410 I'll still see you all the time, Mama. 311 00:17:33,445 --> 00:17:35,446 Okay, yeah, just... 312 00:17:35,480 --> 00:17:38,349 Try to remember I'm not a little boy anymore, okay? 313 00:17:44,055 --> 00:17:45,623 House special. 314 00:17:45,657 --> 00:17:48,158 - Oh, what? - Bam. 315 00:17:50,386 --> 00:17:52,905 Oh, my gosh. 316 00:17:53,389 --> 00:17:54,689 Mmm. 317 00:17:59,545 --> 00:18:00,846 If I didn't know any better, 318 00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:02,739 I'd say you're trying to get me to move in. 319 00:18:02,773 --> 00:18:04,607 Would that be so bad? 320 00:18:15,219 --> 00:18:16,986 Mm, all right. Okay. Okay. 321 00:18:17,020 --> 00:18:19,989 - What? - You know the rules. 322 00:18:20,023 --> 00:18:22,291 I also know that rules are meant to be broken. 323 00:18:22,326 --> 00:18:24,128 And we have. 324 00:18:24,628 --> 00:18:26,129 You get one stay. 325 00:18:26,163 --> 00:18:28,998 Somewhere along the line, this turned into Thursday. 326 00:18:29,032 --> 00:18:31,868 Okay. Look, look, I get it. 327 00:18:32,528 --> 00:18:35,530 I tried to resist you for months, right? 328 00:18:35,564 --> 00:18:38,666 Finally had to give in. Now look who can't resist. 329 00:18:38,701 --> 00:18:41,336 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 330 00:18:41,370 --> 00:18:43,405 Of course I'd fall for two alpha males. 331 00:18:43,439 --> 00:18:44,973 Oh, okay, hold on. 332 00:18:45,007 --> 00:18:46,941 No, I got a rule, too, all right? 333 00:18:47,376 --> 00:18:49,544 None of that husband talk. 334 00:18:49,578 --> 00:18:51,079 Come here. 335 00:18:51,113 --> 00:18:52,981 - Floyd. - Yeah. 336 00:18:54,383 --> 00:18:56,551 This is the arrangement. 337 00:18:56,585 --> 00:19:00,155 We can never be more than this. Tell me you know that. 338 00:19:03,025 --> 00:19:04,926 Yeah, I know. 339 00:19:07,830 --> 00:19:09,764 I am going to take a shower. 340 00:19:21,227 --> 00:19:23,762 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding. 341 00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:26,565 Not just her heart, but all of her organs are flipped. 342 00:19:26,599 --> 00:19:28,900 Then her spleen is on the right side. 343 00:19:28,935 --> 00:19:31,069 Which means the dagger is plunging straight through it. 344 00:19:31,104 --> 00:19:32,840 But that doesn't explain the LOC. 345 00:19:32,865 --> 00:19:34,732 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR. 346 00:19:34,757 --> 00:19:36,724 Good idea. All right. 347 00:19:36,759 --> 00:19:38,493 I'll need the largest OR that's empty 348 00:19:38,527 --> 00:19:40,061 and every unit of O-neg we got. 349 00:19:40,095 --> 00:19:41,662 Already ordered and waiting for you. 350 00:19:41,697 --> 00:19:43,616 Okay, good. We'll also need a fresh staff 351 00:19:43,641 --> 00:19:44,708 that can work at least 12 hours. 352 00:19:44,742 --> 00:19:46,176 This one's gonna be a marathon. 353 00:19:46,210 --> 00:19:47,544 - I'll round them up. - I've got a full craniotomy 354 00:19:47,578 --> 00:19:48,745 - set up on order for you. - Oh! 355 00:19:48,780 --> 00:19:50,580 Perfect timing. I'll take her from here. 356 00:19:50,615 --> 00:19:52,049 - Wait. What? - Dr. Salaita. 357 00:19:52,083 --> 00:19:54,951 The CT showed Ms. Madera threw a clot from her abdomen 358 00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:56,887 up through her poorly-formed heart to her brain, 359 00:19:56,921 --> 00:19:58,455 where it caused a hemorrhagic event. 360 00:19:58,489 --> 00:20:00,042 You'll need to drain the blood from her head. 361 00:20:00,077 --> 00:20:01,058 Our team's waiting, Dr. Baptiste. 362 00:20:01,092 --> 00:20:02,125 Okay, get a scanner in here 363 00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,622 so you can do a real-time, image-guided surgery. 364 00:20:03,656 --> 00:20:05,562 They'll never let me have the IGS system, sir. 365 00:20:05,596 --> 00:20:07,014 Tell them the chief of surgery 366 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:08,172 personally authorized it. 367 00:20:08,206 --> 00:20:09,573 Dr. Flores, gather your team 368 00:20:09,608 --> 00:20:10,875 for the septal reconstruction. 369 00:20:10,909 --> 00:20:12,510 You'll be last, so just wait in the obs deck. 370 00:20:12,544 --> 00:20:14,322 - Will do, sir. - And you. 371 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,092 You're the associate ED trauma surgeon? 372 00:20:16,125 --> 00:20:19,126 - Dr. Reynolds. Yes, sir. - Let's see what you've got. 373 00:20:21,820 --> 00:20:24,822 All right, here we go. Get the lap pads ready. 374 00:20:30,588 --> 00:20:32,823 - Dagger's out. - Replaced by blood. 375 00:20:32,857 --> 00:20:34,658 There's gotta be a bleeder in here somewhere. 376 00:20:34,967 --> 00:20:36,601 - Whew. - Another lap pad. 377 00:20:36,636 --> 00:20:38,570 Still can't see it. Come on. 378 00:20:41,174 --> 00:20:43,041 Come on. 379 00:20:43,075 --> 00:20:44,543 Come on. Come on. 380 00:20:46,746 --> 00:20:49,749 Got it. Suture. 381 00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:51,983 Monitor the systolic pulse... 382 00:20:52,276 --> 00:20:53,743 With situs inversus, 383 00:20:53,777 --> 00:20:56,713 we got small mini-spleens all through her abdomen. 384 00:20:56,747 --> 00:20:58,581 Once I get this under control, I can remove them. 385 00:20:58,615 --> 00:21:00,983 No need; I'll do it myself during the brain surgery. 386 00:21:01,018 --> 00:21:03,665 Did you get a CT angio to locate the accessory spleens? 387 00:21:03,697 --> 00:21:05,922 Scissors. I did not. 388 00:21:06,552 --> 00:21:09,441 You know what they say: Death begins in radiology. 389 00:21:09,483 --> 00:21:11,284 Standing by. 390 00:21:12,946 --> 00:21:15,080 That should hold. 391 00:21:15,114 --> 00:21:16,515 I can assist in the splenectomy. 392 00:21:16,549 --> 00:21:18,350 You're dismissed. 393 00:21:18,384 --> 00:21:20,185 Where's my neuro team? You guys are up. 394 00:21:20,226 --> 00:21:22,797 - Make sure there's enough blood... - Switch up. 395 00:21:47,623 --> 00:21:49,359 Do you dry clean? 396 00:21:50,526 --> 00:21:52,326 Got a couple of shirts that could use a press. 397 00:21:52,361 --> 00:21:54,362 - Lost my wedding ring. - Oof. 398 00:21:54,396 --> 00:21:56,664 Well, you didn't have it on this morning, if that helps. 399 00:21:56,698 --> 00:21:58,966 You notice who's wearing a wedding ring? 400 00:21:59,218 --> 00:22:00,451 Recently. 401 00:22:00,486 --> 00:22:03,020 I have looked everywhere for it. 402 00:22:03,055 --> 00:22:05,089 I'm gonna be sifting through medical waste pretty soon. 403 00:22:05,124 --> 00:22:07,409 I guess I just assumed you took it off on purpose. 404 00:22:07,726 --> 00:22:09,137 No. 405 00:22:11,764 --> 00:22:13,077 I don't know. 406 00:22:14,266 --> 00:22:16,478 Still means something, I guess. 407 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:19,522 I mean, it's everything we had, you know? 408 00:22:19,547 --> 00:22:22,983 It's like... come on, it can't just be gone. 409 00:22:23,444 --> 00:22:27,154 Actually, uh, I felt the same way about Evie's ring 410 00:22:27,188 --> 00:22:30,117 after we, uh, you know. 411 00:22:30,791 --> 00:22:31,892 So what changed? 412 00:22:32,209 --> 00:22:35,077 Well, I realized I wasn't hanging on to Evie's ring 413 00:22:35,112 --> 00:22:38,908 because she still had a big piece of my heart. 414 00:22:39,516 --> 00:22:42,537 I was hanging on to it because she didn't. 415 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:45,601 And the ring wasn't about our love anymore. 416 00:22:46,890 --> 00:22:48,524 It was about my guilt. 417 00:22:51,214 --> 00:22:53,849 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Flores needs you in the OR, stat. 418 00:23:00,704 --> 00:23:02,648 - Flores? - I'm trying to pull off 419 00:23:02,673 --> 00:23:04,073 a triangular patch reconstruction 420 00:23:04,108 --> 00:23:06,075 of the ventricular wall. You've done one? 421 00:23:06,110 --> 00:23:07,677 - Several times. - I just can't get it to hold. 422 00:23:07,711 --> 00:23:09,913 - All right. I got it. - BP's still dropping. 423 00:23:09,947 --> 00:23:11,866 We need to increase patch adhesion 424 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:13,959 to seal microcirculatory leakage. 425 00:23:13,993 --> 00:23:15,928 Go ahead and clamp the inferior vena cava. 426 00:23:15,962 --> 00:23:17,896 I'm gonna apply direct pressure. 427 00:23:17,931 --> 00:23:19,531 On my signal, I want you to squeeze 428 00:23:19,566 --> 00:23:20,866 the largest piece of spleen you can fine. 429 00:23:20,900 --> 00:23:23,035 - Mm-hmm. - All right? 430 00:23:23,069 --> 00:23:24,836 Ready. Now. 431 00:23:24,871 --> 00:23:26,151 Okay. 432 00:23:27,556 --> 00:23:31,459 All right, so go ahead and slowly release the vena cava. 433 00:23:31,494 --> 00:23:34,662 All right. Now increase the flow. 434 00:23:34,697 --> 00:23:38,132 Gently. Ah. Slow it down. 435 00:23:38,167 --> 00:23:41,970 Okay. And all the way. 436 00:23:51,121 --> 00:23:54,389 - I don't see any leaking. - Nice save, Floyd. 437 00:23:54,432 --> 00:23:55,966 We'll close her up. 438 00:23:58,261 --> 00:24:00,056 Dr. Reynolds. 439 00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:03,198 After surgery, may I have a word? 440 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:05,352 Get another blanket on her leg. 441 00:24:06,603 --> 00:24:09,972 Custodial services, 224. Custodial services, 224. 442 00:24:12,108 --> 00:24:15,444 I've only been here a little while, so tell me. 443 00:24:15,813 --> 00:24:17,347 How'd you end up buried deep in the ED... 444 00:24:17,381 --> 00:24:19,449 Please, please, have a seat... 445 00:24:19,484 --> 00:24:21,384 Associate trauma surgeon? 446 00:24:22,587 --> 00:24:25,082 It's the only spot I could get. 447 00:24:25,456 --> 00:24:26,890 You never mentioned you used to be 448 00:24:26,931 --> 00:24:29,176 the chair of cardiothoracic surgery? 449 00:24:30,194 --> 00:24:31,828 So what happened? 450 00:24:32,079 --> 00:24:33,979 Well, I left about a year ago. 451 00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:35,181 Poached? 452 00:24:35,215 --> 00:24:37,016 Engaged. 453 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:40,704 Yeah, my fiancée got her dream job in San Francisco, 454 00:24:40,729 --> 00:24:42,154 so I followed. 455 00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:44,123 Long story short, I'm back. 456 00:24:44,157 --> 00:24:45,891 We got a lot in common. 457 00:24:45,926 --> 00:24:48,227 I followed my girl out here too. 458 00:24:48,261 --> 00:24:52,716 But one big difference: My job makes full use of my talents. 459 00:24:52,741 --> 00:24:56,010 - Yours doesn't. - Well, I'm not complaining. 460 00:24:56,045 --> 00:24:57,145 And I'm not insulting. 461 00:24:57,179 --> 00:25:00,448 I'm offering you a promotion. Deputy chair of surgery. 462 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:06,387 That's a big promotion. 463 00:25:06,580 --> 00:25:08,009 Bigger than chair of cardiothoracic. 464 00:25:08,034 --> 00:25:10,337 To say the least. 465 00:25:11,337 --> 00:25:14,039 - Is that a yes? - Oh, yes, it is. Thank you. 466 00:25:14,073 --> 00:25:16,408 I... I don't know what to say, but thank you. 467 00:25:16,442 --> 00:25:17,576 You're welcome. You're welcome. 468 00:25:17,610 --> 00:25:18,610 Knock, knock. 469 00:25:18,645 --> 00:25:20,379 Hey, sweetheart. 470 00:25:20,413 --> 00:25:21,680 Hey. 471 00:25:25,570 --> 00:25:27,251 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Lyn Malvo, 472 00:25:27,276 --> 00:25:29,644 my wife, the one who lured me to New Amsterdam. 473 00:25:31,668 --> 00:25:33,202 Nice to meet you. 474 00:25:33,244 --> 00:25:35,765 Floyd's gonna be my new right-hand man. 475 00:25:36,206 --> 00:25:39,542 Wow. Congratulations. 476 00:25:57,802 --> 00:25:59,637 ? 37 bottles of juice on the wall ? 477 00:25:59,671 --> 00:26:01,602 ? 37 bottles of juice ? 478 00:26:01,626 --> 00:26:04,362 ? You take one down, pass it around ? 479 00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:06,897 ? 36 bottles of juice on the wall ? 480 00:26:06,932 --> 00:26:08,733 ? 36 bottles of juice ? 481 00:26:08,767 --> 00:26:11,302 ? You take one down, pass it around ? 482 00:26:11,336 --> 00:26:12,854 ? 35 bottles of juice on the wall ? 483 00:26:12,878 --> 00:26:14,345 Air guitar version! 484 00:26:14,379 --> 00:26:16,347 ? 35 bottles of juice on the wall ? 485 00:26:16,381 --> 00:26:18,482 ? 35 bottles of juice ? 486 00:26:18,517 --> 00:26:20,651 ? Take one down, pass it around ? 487 00:26:20,686 --> 00:26:22,720 ? 34 bottles of juice on the wall ? 488 00:26:22,754 --> 00:26:25,358 And cut. Papa needs a break. 489 00:26:25,452 --> 00:26:27,553 No, guys, let's sing some harmonies, come on. 490 00:26:27,578 --> 00:26:29,813 Or we can enjoy the meditative silence 491 00:26:29,838 --> 00:26:32,873 of a solid 45 minutes of screen time. 492 00:26:32,908 --> 00:26:35,610 Yes! 493 00:26:35,644 --> 00:26:37,612 Boo. Boo. 494 00:26:47,923 --> 00:26:50,233 All right, dinner is in one hour. 495 00:26:50,234 --> 00:26:51,168 Tell your brothers and sister. 496 00:26:51,193 --> 00:26:52,693 - Okay, when I'm done. - Oh, "When I'm done." 497 00:26:52,728 --> 00:26:53,661 When she's done. 498 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:55,262 - She sassing you? - Yeah. 499 00:26:55,297 --> 00:26:57,231 Gosh. 500 00:26:57,265 --> 00:26:59,500 You know, I hate to say it, but I think, um, 501 00:26:59,534 --> 00:27:01,035 I think we've been COVID-blessed out here, babe. 502 00:27:01,069 --> 00:27:02,336 - Yeah. - You know, look at us. 503 00:27:02,371 --> 00:27:04,748 We're out here being a family, camping, making slingshots, 504 00:27:04,790 --> 00:27:06,024 she's giving you sass. 505 00:27:06,058 --> 00:27:07,626 I love it. 506 00:27:07,660 --> 00:27:08,827 Kind of begs the question, 507 00:27:08,861 --> 00:27:10,262 why don't we just stay here indefinitely? 508 00:27:10,296 --> 00:27:11,754 Uh, Iggy. 509 00:27:11,755 --> 00:27:12,822 I'm just having a little fantasy. 510 00:27:12,856 --> 00:27:14,023 - Let me have my fantasy. - All right. 511 00:27:14,057 --> 00:27:15,091 Look, the kids are going back 512 00:27:15,125 --> 00:27:17,260 to in-person learning full-time. 513 00:27:17,294 --> 00:27:19,128 I need to get back to my practice, 514 00:27:19,162 --> 00:27:22,098 and you need to get back to the hospital. 515 00:27:22,132 --> 00:27:24,367 Yeah, well, what if I'm not ready to go back? 516 00:27:24,401 --> 00:27:27,037 So, uh, we're gonna live out of a rented RV 517 00:27:27,062 --> 00:27:29,029 - in upstate New York? - Pfft, no. 518 00:27:29,064 --> 00:27:30,464 I thought maybe we'd live out of a rented RV 519 00:27:30,499 --> 00:27:32,647 in upstate Vermont next. 520 00:27:35,771 --> 00:27:37,238 What? 521 00:27:37,272 --> 00:27:39,006 You can't just keep running, Iggs. 522 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:40,941 I'm not. 523 00:27:43,145 --> 00:27:44,812 I'm not. 524 00:27:44,846 --> 00:27:49,083 Help! Help! 525 00:27:49,117 --> 00:27:51,018 Ah! 526 00:27:51,052 --> 00:27:52,419 Dad! 527 00:27:52,454 --> 00:27:53,527 What happened? 528 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:55,589 - Come on. Come on. - Dad! Dad! 529 00:27:55,624 --> 00:27:57,124 - Please! - Father! 530 00:27:57,159 --> 00:27:58,659 - Ow. - Slow down. Slow down. 531 00:27:58,693 --> 00:28:00,161 Splinter. 532 00:28:00,496 --> 00:28:02,630 - Show us. - Oh. Oh. Whoa. 533 00:28:02,665 --> 00:28:05,533 Mamacita, you took some shrapnel there, buddy. 534 00:28:05,568 --> 00:28:07,635 Okay, but fortunately for you, our crack team 535 00:28:07,670 --> 00:28:09,504 - of surgeons are at the ready. - Yeah. 536 00:28:09,548 --> 00:28:12,383 Harper, bring me the instruments of abscission. 537 00:28:12,608 --> 00:28:13,975 - What? - That old rusty saw 538 00:28:14,009 --> 00:28:14,942 we found by the dumpster. 539 00:28:14,977 --> 00:28:16,277 - You know what they are. - Dad! 540 00:28:16,608 --> 00:28:18,505 Saleem, bring me a towel for all the blood 541 00:28:18,530 --> 00:28:20,298 and a bucket to put the severed limb in, stat. 542 00:28:20,332 --> 00:28:22,400 - You got it. - Dad, be serious. 543 00:28:22,434 --> 00:28:24,952 I... kid, I am being serious. This is war, all right? 544 00:28:24,953 --> 00:28:25,829 Here you go. 545 00:28:25,830 --> 00:28:27,930 I promise you it'll be over in a couple seconds, okay? 546 00:28:27,964 --> 00:28:29,532 Harper, look away. 547 00:28:29,817 --> 00:28:32,252 Nobody move. Nobody breathe. Except for me. 548 00:28:32,286 --> 00:28:34,988 I have to breathe, obviously. I'm the doctor. 549 00:28:35,022 --> 00:28:37,172 Here we go. Almost there. 550 00:28:37,197 --> 00:28:38,258 - Yes. - Oh! 551 00:28:38,292 --> 00:28:40,569 - Victory. - Look at that beast. 552 00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:41,494 Whoa. 553 00:28:41,529 --> 00:28:43,363 Look at that thing. That was inside your finger. 554 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:44,948 - Disgusting. - I'll say. 555 00:28:44,973 --> 00:28:46,274 That is a serious piece of timber. 556 00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:47,875 Actually, don't throw that away. 557 00:28:47,909 --> 00:28:49,076 We might want to ride that down the Susquehanna later. 558 00:28:49,111 --> 00:28:50,344 We're a big family. 559 00:28:50,379 --> 00:28:51,846 Probably sink with all of us. 560 00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:53,748 Oh yeah, right. Not with me as a captain. 561 00:28:53,782 --> 00:28:56,217 - We have five family members. - You are brave, private. 562 00:28:56,251 --> 00:28:57,685 Sameera? 563 00:28:57,719 --> 00:29:00,001 I need you to bandage this soldier. 564 00:29:00,522 --> 00:29:02,356 - Sameera. - Sameera. 565 00:29:02,391 --> 00:29:03,724 What, did she go back to the car? 566 00:29:03,759 --> 00:29:06,160 Uh, I don't know. Did you guys see Sameera? 567 00:29:06,194 --> 00:29:07,595 Sameera. 568 00:29:07,638 --> 00:29:08,972 She was just here. She couldn't have gone far. 569 00:29:08,997 --> 00:29:10,331 - Sameera! - Sameera! 570 00:29:10,365 --> 00:29:12,066 Sameera. 571 00:29:12,539 --> 00:29:14,104 All right, um, you take 572 00:29:14,129 --> 00:29:15,229 - everybody back to the RV. - Hon. 573 00:29:15,254 --> 00:29:16,388 No, no, I'm gonna go look for her. 574 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:17,922 You find out where the nearest ranger station is, okay? 575 00:29:17,923 --> 00:29:19,624 Guys, guys, stay close. Stay close. 576 00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:22,193 - Sameera. - Sameera! 577 00:29:22,227 --> 00:29:23,995 Sammy! 578 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:30,268 Sameera! Sameera? 579 00:29:30,302 --> 00:29:31,802 Sameera, baby! 580 00:29:34,106 --> 00:29:35,774 Sameera! 581 00:29:39,745 --> 00:29:41,078 Oh, God. 582 00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:42,547 Oh, God, no. 583 00:29:53,233 --> 00:29:54,506 Sameera! 584 00:29:55,635 --> 00:29:58,146 Sameera? Sameera, honey. 585 00:29:58,171 --> 00:29:59,573 I'm coming. 586 00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:10,750 Sameera, honey? 587 00:30:12,386 --> 00:30:15,121 Sameera, if you can hear me, answer me, baby. 588 00:30:16,089 --> 00:30:19,125 Sameera! 589 00:30:19,159 --> 00:30:20,693 Sameera. 590 00:30:27,901 --> 00:30:29,474 Sameera! 591 00:30:30,555 --> 00:30:31,888 Sameera. Oh, my God. 592 00:30:31,913 --> 00:30:33,880 Did you... baby, did you not hear me calling you? 593 00:30:33,915 --> 00:30:37,384 Why didn't you answer me? Sameera, honey, say something. 594 00:30:40,021 --> 00:30:41,388 I don't want to go back. 595 00:30:41,422 --> 00:30:42,622 You don't want... you don't wanna go back where? 596 00:30:42,657 --> 00:30:44,457 You don't want to go back to the campsite? 597 00:30:44,492 --> 00:30:46,248 - You don't wanna... - Back to normal. 598 00:30:47,328 --> 00:30:49,373 Back to normal? 599 00:30:49,730 --> 00:30:52,659 What is it? Is it school? Are you... 600 00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:54,418 I like school better on the computer. 601 00:30:54,453 --> 00:30:56,046 I learn better. 602 00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:57,756 Yeah. 603 00:30:58,524 --> 00:31:00,751 Yeah, but what about your friends, baby? 604 00:31:00,776 --> 00:31:02,043 What about all them? 605 00:31:02,078 --> 00:31:05,013 I'd rather be here with you and Papa, 606 00:31:05,047 --> 00:31:08,100 eating lunch together, playing together. 607 00:31:08,518 --> 00:31:10,452 Everything's easier at home. 608 00:31:12,421 --> 00:31:13,989 Yeah. 609 00:31:15,658 --> 00:31:18,527 Yeah. I like it too. 610 00:31:18,561 --> 00:31:20,659 So why do we have to go back? 611 00:31:21,404 --> 00:31:23,365 Well, because... 612 00:31:28,070 --> 00:31:30,305 Because it's not supposed to be easy. 613 00:31:32,047 --> 00:31:36,244 You know, asking your teacher for help over and over again, 614 00:31:36,269 --> 00:31:39,339 that helps you become more resilient. 615 00:31:40,072 --> 00:31:41,373 Navigating tricky friendships, 616 00:31:41,407 --> 00:31:43,174 even though it's a pain in your butt, 617 00:31:43,209 --> 00:31:46,344 that builds self-esteem, you know? 618 00:31:50,182 --> 00:31:52,039 Life is starting again. 619 00:31:53,252 --> 00:31:55,376 We can't stay here 620 00:31:57,390 --> 00:31:59,130 where it's easy. 621 00:32:02,428 --> 00:32:04,629 Make sense, kiddo? 622 00:32:10,870 --> 00:32:14,539 Well, that was quite the adventure. 623 00:32:15,792 --> 00:32:18,561 - Oh, my God, that one... - It's roasted. 624 00:32:18,595 --> 00:32:20,162 - You okay? - Oh, my God. 625 00:32:20,197 --> 00:32:21,506 Yeah, yeah. 626 00:32:21,832 --> 00:32:23,989 You know, when Sameera went missing, 627 00:32:25,001 --> 00:32:27,970 I just had these visions of Chance. 628 00:32:28,004 --> 00:32:29,205 Hurting her. 629 00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:30,573 - Iggy... - I know. I know. 630 00:32:30,607 --> 00:32:33,242 I know it's irrational. I know that in my heart. 631 00:32:35,545 --> 00:32:38,247 There he was, you know, clear as day. 632 00:32:38,281 --> 00:32:39,949 Yes! It's golden. 633 00:32:39,983 --> 00:32:41,617 And why not? 634 00:32:41,642 --> 00:32:46,565 You know, day after day, I just absorbed his despair. 635 00:32:46,590 --> 00:32:48,558 It all just became a part of me. 636 00:32:48,592 --> 00:32:50,159 All my patients, all their despair, 637 00:32:50,194 --> 00:32:54,030 it just... it just becomes a part of me. 638 00:32:56,379 --> 00:32:57,550 But it was all worth it, you know, 639 00:32:57,584 --> 00:32:59,988 because at the end of the day, I can just trade 640 00:33:00,013 --> 00:33:02,688 my peace of mind for the self-esteem it brought me. 641 00:33:02,722 --> 00:33:04,123 Easy-peasy. 642 00:33:06,593 --> 00:33:09,012 I don't wanna make that trade anymore. 643 00:33:09,329 --> 00:33:11,431 I don't... I don't need to. 644 00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:16,268 Look at this. Look at what we've done. 645 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:23,375 Martin, you give me everything that I need. 646 00:33:26,213 --> 00:33:30,082 Our family gives me... 647 00:33:33,161 --> 00:33:34,596 Everything. 648 00:33:44,256 --> 00:33:47,055 We can go home whenever you need to. 649 00:33:48,026 --> 00:33:50,294 No more running. I promise. 650 00:33:57,644 --> 00:34:00,485 But I am not going to see patients anymore. 651 00:34:03,358 --> 00:34:05,527 I'm done with that life. 652 00:34:11,066 --> 00:34:12,933 Watch it... I got mine on fire. 653 00:34:30,051 --> 00:34:31,640 I knew you hated budget meetings, 654 00:34:31,665 --> 00:34:33,305 but this seems extreme. 655 00:34:33,638 --> 00:34:35,439 I lost my wedding ring. 656 00:34:39,978 --> 00:34:42,722 Max. Come out from there. 657 00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:44,681 - I can't do it. - Come on. 658 00:34:44,715 --> 00:34:45,901 Mm-mm. 659 00:34:49,887 --> 00:34:51,488 I mean, rings do hold 660 00:34:51,522 --> 00:34:54,534 a certain amount of symbolic power over us. 661 00:34:55,293 --> 00:34:57,594 - Don't they? - Yeah. 662 00:34:57,996 --> 00:34:59,764 I should know. I've had three. 663 00:34:59,798 --> 00:35:02,209 Three. You get it. 664 00:35:02,431 --> 00:35:04,484 Oh, Max, I get it. 665 00:35:04,999 --> 00:35:06,537 You feel like you're losing a limb. 666 00:35:06,571 --> 00:35:08,172 Part of your life. 667 00:35:08,206 --> 00:35:09,874 And if it can be lost that easily, 668 00:35:09,908 --> 00:35:11,208 then what does that say? 669 00:35:11,243 --> 00:35:14,879 Says you didn't deserve it. 670 00:35:15,138 --> 00:35:17,239 All right, come out of there now. 671 00:35:17,274 --> 00:35:18,440 - Come on. - Do I have to? 672 00:35:18,475 --> 00:35:20,409 Yes. 673 00:35:25,482 --> 00:35:27,883 If I've learned anything... 674 00:35:30,420 --> 00:35:32,590 It's knowing when to let them go. 675 00:35:33,089 --> 00:35:34,423 When to move on. 676 00:35:34,448 --> 00:35:37,017 I want to move on. I do. 677 00:35:37,285 --> 00:35:39,386 But I didn't get to make that decision. 678 00:35:39,420 --> 00:35:42,589 That choice was taken from me. 679 00:35:43,858 --> 00:35:45,661 She'd understand. 680 00:35:49,063 --> 00:35:50,497 Max. 681 00:35:52,175 --> 00:35:53,542 Look at me. 682 00:35:56,813 --> 00:35:58,716 She'd understand. 683 00:35:59,750 --> 00:36:01,283 I almost took it off. 684 00:36:02,727 --> 00:36:04,795 On the anniversary of her... 685 00:36:07,905 --> 00:36:09,539 Why didn't you? 686 00:36:11,469 --> 00:36:13,689 Because when I look at Luna, 687 00:36:14,489 --> 00:36:16,824 I don't even see Georgia anymore. 688 00:36:18,193 --> 00:36:20,004 I just see my little girl. 689 00:36:20,962 --> 00:36:25,366 And when I look inside, Georgia's not there either. 690 00:36:26,968 --> 00:36:28,429 That ring... 691 00:36:30,172 --> 00:36:32,058 It's all I have left... 692 00:36:34,543 --> 00:36:36,877 Of our whole life. 693 00:36:38,511 --> 00:36:42,041 Well, it didn't just slip off your finger. 694 00:36:42,783 --> 00:36:44,786 There's a reason you took it off. 695 00:36:45,437 --> 00:36:47,739 Maybe you should trust your subconscious. 696 00:36:47,773 --> 00:36:50,609 Yeah. Yeah. 697 00:36:51,818 --> 00:36:53,953 Like I'm trying to tell myself something. 698 00:36:53,987 --> 00:36:57,289 - Found it. - What? Really? Wow! Yes! 699 00:36:57,324 --> 00:36:59,492 You're amazing. Thank you. I gotta go. 700 00:36:59,526 --> 00:37:01,794 Sorry. Wow. I... thank you. 701 00:37:01,828 --> 00:37:03,295 Thank you, Sandra Fall from billing. 702 00:37:03,330 --> 00:37:04,697 Where did you find it? 703 00:37:04,731 --> 00:37:06,732 Your office. In the pocket of your lab coat. 704 00:37:06,766 --> 00:37:09,536 Oh, many lives were saved today in this building, 705 00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:10,895 but nothing as heroic as what you just... 706 00:37:10,929 --> 00:37:12,196 Yeah, I'm aware. 707 00:37:28,547 --> 00:37:29,747 Sorry. 708 00:37:31,834 --> 00:37:33,101 That was almost a pile-up. 709 00:37:33,126 --> 00:37:34,544 Um... 710 00:37:35,762 --> 00:37:37,589 - You're... you're here. - Yes. 711 00:37:37,797 --> 00:37:39,698 Six hours in a middle seat that wouldn't recline. 712 00:37:39,733 --> 00:37:44,371 Oh. Rough. I'm... I'm glad that you're back. 713 00:37:45,805 --> 00:37:49,074 - Though a bit wrung out. - Same. 714 00:37:49,209 --> 00:37:50,855 - Why? Did something happen? - No, no. 715 00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:53,812 I just... I lost my wedding ring 716 00:37:54,256 --> 00:37:56,181 for a minute, but... 717 00:37:59,219 --> 00:38:00,929 Ah. 718 00:38:01,187 --> 00:38:05,624 Kind of freaked me out, but found it, so... 719 00:38:09,187 --> 00:38:10,195 I see. 720 00:38:10,237 --> 00:38:13,005 I spent the day with my mum in a cancer clinic. 721 00:38:13,041 --> 00:38:14,184 Oh, God, Helen. 722 00:38:14,209 --> 00:38:15,751 No, no, she's fine, but for hours, 723 00:38:15,752 --> 00:38:17,377 I thought it was lung cancer. 724 00:38:17,378 --> 00:38:20,323 But turns out it was just, um, severe bronchitis. 725 00:38:20,949 --> 00:38:22,409 That's a relief. 726 00:38:27,923 --> 00:38:29,957 Do you want... do you wanna walk with me? 727 00:38:31,526 --> 00:38:34,045 You can tell me about your "mum." 728 00:38:34,396 --> 00:38:37,398 Did I say that right? Came out weird. 729 00:38:41,536 --> 00:38:43,971 I'm a little bit talked out today, I think. 730 00:38:44,006 --> 00:38:44,939 - Yeah? - Yeah. 731 00:38:44,973 --> 00:38:45,940 Yeah. 732 00:38:45,974 --> 00:38:48,376 Me too, to be honest. 733 00:38:53,690 --> 00:38:56,310 Maybe too much was said already. 734 00:39:09,289 --> 00:39:10,432 Helen. 735 00:39:13,710 --> 00:39:15,854 Can I just walk with you? 736 00:39:17,180 --> 00:39:19,048 We don't need to talk. I... 737 00:40:27,042 --> 00:40:28,709 All right. 738 00:40:32,330 --> 00:40:34,065 Well, here I am. 739 00:40:53,101 --> 00:40:54,601 I should go. 740 00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:57,806 Okay. 741 00:40:58,540 --> 00:41:00,374 Night. 742 00:41:00,408 --> 00:41:01,860 Night. 743 00:41:06,281 --> 00:41:07,590 Night. 744 00:41:09,409 --> 00:41:10,651 You said that. 745 00:41:10,685 --> 00:41:11,985 Okay.