1 00:00:03,100 --> 00:00:06,778 People often ask what I've learned 2 00:00:08,369 --> 00:00:12,038 I know they mean well, but it's a really annoying question. 3 00:00:14,708 --> 00:00:17,354 Being away from work, my children, 4 00:00:17,378 --> 00:00:19,441 getting hooked up to a vent... 5 00:00:20,548 --> 00:00:23,416 it's not exactly a masterclass. 6 00:00:25,719 --> 00:00:28,199 Though it did teach me something. 7 00:00:29,557 --> 00:00:31,955 It taught me that I'm still alive. 8 00:00:33,563 --> 00:00:35,556 _ 9 00:00:39,493 --> 00:00:43,495 _ 10 00:00:44,302 --> 00:00:45,621 _ 11 00:00:45,675 --> 00:00:48,452 Did you know that every avocado sold commercially 12 00:00:48,476 --> 00:00:51,455 originates from a tree this one dude had in his backyard? 13 00:00:51,479 --> 00:00:54,158 No, but did I know that an avocado has 14 00:00:54,182 --> 00:00:56,327 more potassium than a banana. 15 00:00:56,351 --> 00:00:58,829 Well, did you know that if you ate 400 bananas, 16 00:00:58,853 --> 00:01:00,464 you might overdose on potassium? 17 00:01:00,488 --> 00:01:02,900 Why would you say that? You know I worry about dying. 18 00:01:04,425 --> 00:01:05,569 Okay, whoa. 19 00:01:05,593 --> 00:01:07,738 We'll shut up. Please don't evict us. 20 00:01:07,762 --> 00:01:08,939 That's not our stuff. 21 00:01:08,963 --> 00:01:10,274 Are you evicting yourself? 22 00:01:10,298 --> 00:01:12,042 I'm smart and I'm capable 23 00:01:12,066 --> 00:01:15,012 and I have made livable homes out of the humblest of places, 24 00:01:15,036 --> 00:01:16,080 including my car. 25 00:01:16,104 --> 00:01:17,648 But I deserve more than just livable. 26 00:01:17,672 --> 00:01:21,685 And so does Luna, so I am fighting for her. 27 00:01:21,709 --> 00:01:23,020 I'm rich. Ha! 28 00:01:23,044 --> 00:01:25,689 Technically, I am rich. I own part of the hospital. 29 00:01:25,713 --> 00:01:28,192 So I'm gonna sell my shares and hire a lawyer 30 00:01:28,216 --> 00:01:29,360 to help me adopt Luna. 31 00:01:29,384 --> 00:01:31,362 And then, I'm taking whatever money's left 32 00:01:31,386 --> 00:01:32,863 and moving to a place 33 00:01:32,887 --> 00:01:36,066 where I don't have to listen to people argue about fruit! 34 00:01:37,558 --> 00:01:39,870 Dibs on the bed. 35 00:01:39,894 --> 00:01:43,040 But explaining that to my ex-husband 36 00:01:43,064 --> 00:01:44,742 was like a full-time job. 37 00:01:44,766 --> 00:01:46,877 Sounds like it. 38 00:01:46,901 --> 00:01:48,379 - You paged? - Oh, hey. 39 00:01:48,403 --> 00:01:50,047 Dr. Altman, this is, uh, Sophie. 40 00:01:50,071 --> 00:01:51,548 She was in a little fender bender. 41 00:01:51,572 --> 00:01:53,717 She's all clear except her heart rate is a little high. 42 00:01:53,741 --> 00:01:55,386 So I thought you should check on her EKG. 43 00:01:55,410 --> 00:01:58,389 I told him it's probably just white coat syndrome. 44 00:01:58,413 --> 00:02:01,025 One look at him and my heart's off to the races. 45 00:02:01,049 --> 00:02:03,027 Oh, sorry. 46 00:02:03,051 --> 00:02:05,863 Keep forgetting it's COVID and you can't just touch people. 47 00:02:05,887 --> 00:02:07,531 Don't worry, I'm wearing protection. 48 00:02:10,058 --> 00:02:11,535 Okay. 49 00:02:11,559 --> 00:02:13,203 I, uh... I'll come back and check on you. 50 00:02:13,227 --> 00:02:15,539 - See you soon, Sophie. - Hope so. 51 00:02:15,563 --> 00:02:17,141 Oh, you're wearing protection? 52 00:02:17,165 --> 00:02:18,475 I didn't mean it how it sounds. 53 00:02:18,499 --> 00:02:20,310 Well, she's throwing herself at you. 54 00:02:20,334 --> 00:02:21,645 No, she's just nervous. 55 00:02:21,669 --> 00:02:23,313 Well, I can give her your number, if you want. 56 00:02:23,337 --> 00:02:25,783 - Oh, really? - No. 57 00:02:25,807 --> 00:02:27,284 Now, look. 58 00:02:27,308 --> 00:02:29,286 As Residency Director, 59 00:02:29,310 --> 00:02:31,889 you're not only teaching them to do surgery, 60 00:02:31,913 --> 00:02:33,557 but you're... You're guiding them. 61 00:02:33,581 --> 00:02:35,559 When a resident loses a patient, 62 00:02:35,583 --> 00:02:37,227 it's your shoulder they cry on. 63 00:02:37,251 --> 00:02:39,129 If they succeed, you're their cheerleader. 64 00:02:39,153 --> 00:02:40,431 So, essentially, they... 65 00:02:40,455 --> 00:02:42,766 You're on call 24 hours a day. 66 00:02:42,790 --> 00:02:44,435 That's the way you always described it to me. 67 00:02:44,459 --> 00:02:46,704 I appreciate the advice. I do know how to do the job. 68 00:02:46,728 --> 00:02:48,539 I've been watching you do it my whole career. 69 00:02:48,563 --> 00:02:50,074 If I were you, I would be doing the surgeries 70 00:02:50,098 --> 00:02:51,208 that I don't get to do. 71 00:02:51,232 --> 00:02:52,776 Well, you're the only one I wanted for the job. 72 00:02:52,800 --> 00:02:54,545 We'll see you at the wedding. 73 00:02:54,569 --> 00:02:56,146 So, you gonna give Richard's speech 74 00:02:56,170 --> 00:02:57,147 or did you write your own? 75 00:02:57,171 --> 00:02:58,782 - No speech. - No... No speech? 76 00:02:58,806 --> 00:02:59,976 No. 77 00:03:01,909 --> 00:03:03,387 No, no, no, no, no. 78 00:03:03,411 --> 00:03:06,090 Okay, we admitted 10 patients last night with COVID symptoms. 79 00:03:06,114 --> 00:03:08,981 What are the statuses of all 10 patients? 80 00:03:10,951 --> 00:03:15,766 Cardio tech, room 342. Cardio tech, room 342. 81 00:03:15,790 --> 00:03:17,234 Give the O2 a minute, Gerlie. 82 00:03:17,258 --> 00:03:19,236 We'll increase it if your sats don't come back up. 83 00:03:19,260 --> 00:03:21,905 Or you could present the patient to me, 84 00:03:21,929 --> 00:03:24,742 and I could decide if we should increase it right now. 85 00:03:24,766 --> 00:03:26,243 Present, Schmitt. 86 00:03:26,267 --> 00:03:28,412 Gerlie Bernardo, 37, 87 00:03:28,436 --> 00:03:30,514 admitted this morning with sats of... 88 00:03:30,538 --> 00:03:32,449 88. Temp was 102. 89 00:03:32,473 --> 00:03:35,786 Heart rate 105, BP 96/54. 90 00:03:35,810 --> 00:03:36,787 Dehydrated. 91 00:03:36,811 --> 00:03:39,456 I'm a nurse... Long-term care. 92 00:03:39,480 --> 00:03:42,926 Gotten pretty good at knowing when to call the ambulance. 93 00:03:42,950 --> 00:03:44,895 Private or at a facility? 94 00:03:44,919 --> 00:03:48,465 Lakeforest... assisted living. 95 00:03:48,489 --> 00:03:50,467 I'm guessing that's where I picked this up. 96 00:03:50,491 --> 00:03:54,738 But I've helped take care of Earl for 7 years. 97 00:03:54,762 --> 00:03:56,173 Even when he has COVID, 98 00:03:56,197 --> 00:03:58,075 I'm still helping him to the bathroom. 99 00:03:58,099 --> 00:03:59,576 He's 96. 100 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:01,578 The kindest person I know. 101 00:04:01,602 --> 00:04:03,914 My parents were at Silver Villas. 102 00:04:03,938 --> 00:04:05,749 They were hit hard. 103 00:04:05,773 --> 00:04:07,084 Yes, they were. 104 00:04:07,108 --> 00:04:10,687 So, let's put her on high-flow, order chest films, 105 00:04:10,711 --> 00:04:13,424 and start steroids and Remdesivir. 106 00:04:29,564 --> 00:04:31,542 How did Luna do? 107 00:04:31,566 --> 00:04:33,544 Couldn't have been better. 108 00:04:33,568 --> 00:04:35,546 Hate that CPS made the poor thing wait a week 109 00:04:35,570 --> 00:04:37,548 before approving her surgery, but... 110 00:04:37,572 --> 00:04:39,883 Nurse Kaiser to the OR. 111 00:04:39,907 --> 00:04:41,552 Your name will be back up there soon. 112 00:04:41,576 --> 00:04:43,554 I don't know. They gave me an office. 113 00:04:43,578 --> 00:04:44,688 - And a desk. - Mm. 114 00:04:44,712 --> 00:04:45,856 And a chair. 115 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:47,524 Wow, a chair? 116 00:04:47,548 --> 00:04:49,493 They must really fancy you. 117 00:04:49,517 --> 00:04:51,595 You could have just said no, you know. 118 00:04:51,619 --> 00:04:52,996 When I asked you out for a drink. 119 00:04:53,020 --> 00:04:55,165 You didn't have to pass out and spend two months in the hospital 120 00:04:55,189 --> 00:04:56,500 just to avoid turning me down. 121 00:04:56,524 --> 00:04:59,262 - That seems like a lifetime ago. - Mm-hmm. 122 00:05:00,194 --> 00:05:01,338 Did I hear you? 123 00:05:01,362 --> 00:05:03,540 Did you come to my room and tell me to fight 124 00:05:03,564 --> 00:05:05,042 and talk about my kids? 125 00:05:05,066 --> 00:05:06,210 Couldn't have been me. 126 00:05:06,234 --> 00:05:08,512 I'm far too busy to do sickbed visits. 127 00:05:08,536 --> 00:05:09,847 Must have been some other Irishman 128 00:05:09,871 --> 00:05:11,682 hanging around around here. 129 00:05:11,706 --> 00:05:14,707 That being said, I am glad you didn't die, Grey. 130 00:05:14,882 --> 00:05:16,281 Me too. 131 00:05:18,044 --> 00:05:19,949 You'll get back there soon. 132 00:05:20,381 --> 00:05:22,025 I should get going. 133 00:05:22,049 --> 00:05:23,861 My sister is getting married. 134 00:05:23,885 --> 00:05:25,028 Mm-hmm. 135 00:05:29,090 --> 00:05:32,157 ...as long as we both shall live. 136 00:05:34,427 --> 00:05:36,406 Now, very important question. 137 00:05:36,430 --> 00:05:39,243 Is there anyone here who objects to this union? 138 00:05:39,267 --> 00:05:40,744 Oh, well, we do! 139 00:05:41,969 --> 00:05:43,513 He... He was kidding, Nana. 140 00:05:43,537 --> 00:05:46,138 Well, we aren't. I'm sorry, Maggie. 141 00:05:46,726 --> 00:05:48,118 Wait, is this real? 142 00:05:48,142 --> 00:05:50,420 Mommy, what's happening? I'm not sure, sweetie. 143 00:05:50,444 --> 00:05:52,256 Winston, I've been waiting for this day 144 00:05:52,280 --> 00:05:54,758 since I could cradle you in my arms. 145 00:05:54,782 --> 00:05:58,061 And I know you went to a lot of trouble to get us here, 146 00:05:58,085 --> 00:05:59,496 but this... This is broke. 147 00:05:59,520 --> 00:06:00,530 Ha! 148 00:06:00,554 --> 00:06:03,533 Oh, I am so sorry. Oh, I'm so sorry. 149 00:06:03,557 --> 00:06:06,203 No disrespect, Meredith. You have a lovely home. 150 00:06:06,227 --> 00:06:08,705 But Maggie, your own sister isn't here! 151 00:06:08,729 --> 00:06:10,540 Amelia had to be on call today. 152 00:06:10,564 --> 00:06:12,876 Right, should she let someone die of a stroke 153 00:06:12,900 --> 00:06:14,244 just to be here with us? 154 00:06:14,268 --> 00:06:17,047 But even if she was here, you have more family. 155 00:06:17,071 --> 00:06:19,049 You have uncles, aunts, cousins. 156 00:06:19,073 --> 00:06:21,551 I have a savings account for your wedding, 157 00:06:21,575 --> 00:06:22,552 to do this right. 158 00:06:22,576 --> 00:06:23,720 In a church. 159 00:06:23,744 --> 00:06:25,889 Or at least with more than 10 people. 160 00:06:25,913 --> 00:06:28,725 Do you know how proud we are of you two? 161 00:06:28,749 --> 00:06:30,227 We want the world to see. 162 00:06:30,251 --> 00:06:32,562 But it isn't safe right now, Nana Ante. 163 00:06:32,586 --> 00:06:34,231 We can't do it that way. 164 00:06:34,255 --> 00:06:36,733 Well, then wait. What's the hurry? 165 00:06:36,757 --> 00:06:38,568 You all are already living together. 166 00:06:41,562 --> 00:06:44,863 So, uh... we wait? 167 00:06:49,808 --> 00:06:52,015 Yeah, I guess so. 168 00:06:52,039 --> 00:06:53,517 I'll get the champagne. 169 00:06:53,541 --> 00:06:54,918 - Yeah. - Vodka, please. 170 00:06:54,942 --> 00:06:58,021 - Can I cut the cake? - Just wait a minute, okay, honey? 171 00:06:58,045 --> 00:06:59,756 You can do whatever you want, sweetie. 172 00:06:59,780 --> 00:07:01,825 Okay, she said you can go get cake! 173 00:07:01,849 --> 00:07:03,160 You wanna take this? 174 00:07:03,184 --> 00:07:04,528 Great, thank you. 175 00:07:04,552 --> 00:07:05,696 Champagne, anyone? 176 00:07:05,720 --> 00:07:07,223 I'll take that. 177 00:07:08,055 --> 00:07:10,701 - Thanks. - Mm-hmm. 178 00:07:10,725 --> 00:07:12,770 Bottoms up, everyone! 179 00:07:13,594 --> 00:07:20,736 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 180 00:07:24,162 --> 00:07:26,578 _ 181 00:07:28,260 --> 00:07:31,907 Uh, technically, I still haven't signed the discharge paperwork. 182 00:07:31,931 --> 00:07:34,976 I... I know, but I've never missed a month of work 183 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:37,345 in my life, and they need me. 184 00:07:37,369 --> 00:07:40,422 I heard Earl took his pants off during Arts & Crafts. 185 00:07:40,446 --> 00:07:41,756 Twice. 186 00:07:41,780 --> 00:07:43,592 You were on a vent for two weeks. 187 00:07:43,616 --> 00:07:47,262 I know at your facility it's all hands on deck, but... 188 00:07:47,286 --> 00:07:49,431 Take it easy and go slow. 189 00:07:49,455 --> 00:07:52,100 Yes, Dr. Bailey, I know the recommendations. 190 00:07:52,124 --> 00:07:54,603 Oh, so you know they apply to you also? 191 00:07:54,627 --> 00:07:55,937 Mm-hmm. 192 00:07:55,961 --> 00:07:58,482 Come on, let's have one last listen. 193 00:07:58,864 --> 00:08:00,842 May I take a listen first, Chief? 194 00:08:00,866 --> 00:08:02,077 I don't have a lot of experience 195 00:08:02,101 --> 00:08:03,912 listening to lungs that have recovered from COVID, 196 00:08:03,936 --> 00:08:06,837 and I think it'll be really beneficial to my education. 197 00:08:09,374 --> 00:08:11,341 - Fine. - Yes! 198 00:08:13,544 --> 00:08:16,580 Just take a few deep breaths for me, please. 199 00:08:19,717 --> 00:08:20,929 Love. 200 00:08:20,953 --> 00:08:22,197 Does that mean I can go? 201 00:08:22,221 --> 00:08:24,866 Uh, no, I'll still need to take a listen of my own. 202 00:08:26,392 --> 00:08:27,369 "Love." 203 00:08:28,727 --> 00:08:32,040 The rush I felt when I watched that woman, 204 00:08:32,064 --> 00:08:34,518 who'd been in a coma for weeks, 205 00:08:34,900 --> 00:08:37,646 whom I could only talk to via MRI, 206 00:08:37,670 --> 00:08:39,648 leave the hospital with her father... 207 00:08:39,672 --> 00:08:43,485 The relief and the joy and the hope... 208 00:08:43,509 --> 00:08:45,488 I mean, I felt that for, like... 209 00:08:46,845 --> 00:08:48,590 30 seconds. 210 00:08:48,614 --> 00:08:50,025 And then just... 211 00:08:50,049 --> 00:08:53,361 all the worst-case scenarios started screaming in my head. 212 00:08:53,385 --> 00:08:55,297 I mean, not for her, for... for me. 213 00:08:55,321 --> 00:08:58,084 For my family. My son. 214 00:08:58,657 --> 00:09:03,005 And I don't know why my thinking is so dark, except... 215 00:09:03,662 --> 00:09:05,299 addict. 216 00:09:06,665 --> 00:09:09,220 But it's been a year. Um... 217 00:09:09,835 --> 00:09:12,147 So much. So much fear. 218 00:09:12,171 --> 00:09:13,982 So much fear. 219 00:09:15,674 --> 00:09:17,395 And I know you guys all get it. 220 00:09:18,844 --> 00:09:20,822 And my boyfriend, 221 00:09:20,846 --> 00:09:23,442 my, um, child's father... 222 00:09:24,016 --> 00:09:26,661 he is not one of us. 223 00:09:26,685 --> 00:09:28,830 And I am so glad 224 00:09:28,854 --> 00:09:31,333 that he does not have to go through life like that. 225 00:09:31,357 --> 00:09:32,660 Um, but... 226 00:09:32,858 --> 00:09:36,171 sometimes, there's a part of me that wishes he got it. 227 00:09:36,195 --> 00:09:39,500 You know, just, uh... really got it. 228 00:09:40,366 --> 00:09:42,169 I feel lonely in it. 229 00:09:42,701 --> 00:09:44,213 So... 230 00:09:45,537 --> 00:09:46,681 I'm here. 231 00:09:46,705 --> 00:09:48,683 Thanks, Amelia. Jason? 232 00:09:48,707 --> 00:09:50,919 Hi, I'm Jason. I'm an addict. 233 00:09:50,943 --> 00:09:52,754 "And all the king's men 234 00:09:52,778 --> 00:09:55,924 couldn't put Humpty together again." 235 00:09:55,948 --> 00:09:57,058 Hmm. 236 00:09:57,082 --> 00:09:58,560 - Huh. - Should've let the women try. 237 00:09:58,584 --> 00:10:00,396 What do you think, Luna? 238 00:10:01,253 --> 00:10:03,498 All this talk of eggs is making her hungry. 239 00:10:03,522 --> 00:10:05,155 Can I get her bottle? 240 00:10:06,190 --> 00:10:08,269 - Humpty Dumpty's an egg? - Isn't he? 241 00:10:08,293 --> 00:10:10,627 Looks like someone's got an appetite. 242 00:10:11,929 --> 00:10:14,009 Yep, eating like a champ. 243 00:10:14,033 --> 00:10:15,643 I'm glad. Everything else good? 244 00:10:15,667 --> 00:10:17,455 Yeah. Just checked her vitals. 245 00:10:18,003 --> 00:10:19,814 How long until she's discharged? 246 00:10:19,838 --> 00:10:21,983 She's still pending an upper GI study 247 00:10:22,007 --> 00:10:24,185 and pre-albumin we need to monitor, so... 248 00:10:24,209 --> 00:10:27,188 But if you had to ballpark it. Days, weeks, months? 249 00:10:27,212 --> 00:10:29,024 I'm sorry. It's too early to say. 250 00:10:29,048 --> 00:10:30,692 I know you want to get started with a placement. 251 00:10:30,716 --> 00:10:32,360 I've already got a family interested 252 00:10:32,384 --> 00:10:34,562 in fostering to adopt. They're perfect. 253 00:10:34,586 --> 00:10:36,731 They don't mind the extra attention that she's gonna need, 254 00:10:36,755 --> 00:10:39,727 but they did ask for a timeline, so keep me posted. 255 00:10:41,959 --> 00:10:44,773 You want me to foster Luna? 256 00:10:44,797 --> 00:10:47,776 Just on paper. I would do all of the work. 257 00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:49,310 All of the... everything. 258 00:10:49,334 --> 00:10:51,146 I... I know that I'm asking a lot, 259 00:10:51,170 --> 00:10:53,148 but I am out of options and time. 260 00:10:53,172 --> 00:10:55,083 And you... you are... 261 00:10:55,107 --> 00:10:57,218 You are stable and good. 262 00:10:57,242 --> 00:10:58,553 You already have a kid. 263 00:10:58,577 --> 00:11:00,388 You're a doctor, which might be a plus 264 00:11:00,412 --> 00:11:01,890 for a baby with medical issues. 265 00:11:01,914 --> 00:11:04,726 And unlike me, your background check will be spotless. 266 00:11:04,750 --> 00:11:05,794 Link, 267 00:11:05,818 --> 00:11:08,129 I have never loved anybody like this, 268 00:11:08,153 --> 00:11:10,298 and the idea of her going to live with somebody else, 269 00:11:10,322 --> 00:11:12,233 it just... it carves out my stomach. 270 00:11:12,257 --> 00:11:13,401 I can't lose her. 271 00:11:13,425 --> 00:11:15,625 I... I can't. 272 00:11:18,262 --> 00:11:19,574 I-It's... It's temporary? 273 00:11:19,598 --> 00:11:20,975 It's temporary! 274 00:11:20,999 --> 00:11:23,478 A-And... And we will eventually transfer custody to me. 275 00:11:23,502 --> 00:11:25,313 And... And you probably won't even have to take her home, 276 00:11:25,337 --> 00:11:27,649 because she can't leave the hospital yet. 277 00:11:27,673 --> 00:11:29,840 Please, Link, please. 278 00:11:33,879 --> 00:11:35,241 Jo... 279 00:11:35,714 --> 00:11:37,358 I-I'm saying yes. 280 00:11:38,717 --> 00:11:40,663 Amelia... 281 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:43,398 You know, w-we'll figure it out. 282 00:11:43,422 --> 00:11:44,766 Hell, she'd probably do the same thing. 283 00:11:44,790 --> 00:11:46,935 So, Jo, my answer is yes. 284 00:11:46,959 --> 00:11:48,269 Of course it's yes. 285 00:11:48,293 --> 00:11:49,630 It's you. 286 00:11:50,095 --> 00:11:51,673 But you're cool if I change her name, right? 287 00:11:51,697 --> 00:11:53,274 - Shut up. - Hear me out... 288 00:11:53,298 --> 00:11:55,210 Hildegard. 289 00:12:00,572 --> 00:12:01,716 How could this happen? 290 00:12:01,740 --> 00:12:03,084 COVID's just a numbers game. 291 00:12:03,108 --> 00:12:04,752 Oh, do you think that it's a false positive? 292 00:12:04,776 --> 00:12:06,354 I don't know, that's why I'm testing you again. 293 00:12:06,378 --> 00:12:07,655 What about the kids? What about you? 294 00:12:07,679 --> 00:12:08,990 Your mom... Teddy, I'm negative. 295 00:12:09,014 --> 00:12:10,325 And you don't have any symptoms. 296 00:12:10,349 --> 00:12:12,994 Let's just follow the protocol. We're gonna be okay. 297 00:12:13,018 --> 00:12:14,662 What if I'm not? 298 00:12:14,686 --> 00:12:16,407 Meredith was... Teddy. 299 00:12:16,855 --> 00:12:18,333 We'll be okay. 300 00:12:18,357 --> 00:12:20,335 Let's not worry about anything until we have to. 301 00:12:20,359 --> 00:12:22,971 Go home, get in bed. My mom will take the kids. 302 00:12:22,995 --> 00:12:24,694 - I have to go. - Mm-hmm. 303 00:12:27,765 --> 00:12:30,879 You're adopting a baby for your friend? 304 00:12:30,903 --> 00:12:32,380 It's fostering. 305 00:12:32,404 --> 00:12:34,048 It's just to get Luna off the market 306 00:12:34,072 --> 00:12:35,717 while Jo figures out the legal stuff. 307 00:12:35,741 --> 00:12:37,385 - And if she doesn't? - She will. 308 00:12:37,409 --> 00:12:39,554 But if she doesn't? 309 00:12:39,578 --> 00:12:42,224 Then I guess we'll have a daughter. 310 00:12:42,981 --> 00:12:44,959 Bad joke. Okay, that won't happen. 311 00:12:44,983 --> 00:12:47,629 I promise, Amelia, this is just a technicality. 312 00:12:47,653 --> 00:12:49,931 And really, what other choice did I have? 313 00:12:49,955 --> 00:12:53,268 We didn't think twice when... When Mer needed our help. 314 00:12:53,292 --> 00:12:54,969 Meredith is my sister 315 00:12:54,993 --> 00:12:57,272 and her kids are my family. 316 00:12:57,296 --> 00:12:59,941 But they're not mine. Technically. 317 00:12:59,965 --> 00:13:02,499 But I love them, so I did it. 318 00:13:04,035 --> 00:13:05,748 Is this really a problem? 319 00:13:06,738 --> 00:13:08,049 Of course not. 320 00:13:08,073 --> 00:13:10,552 It's just surprising. 321 00:13:10,576 --> 00:13:12,387 I mean, it's only for a little while, right? 322 00:13:12,411 --> 00:13:13,388 You're sure? 323 00:13:13,412 --> 00:13:14,389 Go to your surgery. 324 00:13:14,413 --> 00:13:15,890 I'm fine. 325 00:13:15,914 --> 00:13:17,058 Thank you. 326 00:13:29,328 --> 00:13:31,973 I've been in the hospital for a month. 327 00:13:31,997 --> 00:13:34,193 Forgot what the sky looked like. 328 00:13:34,900 --> 00:13:36,237 COVID? 329 00:13:36,935 --> 00:13:38,246 I had it, too. 330 00:13:38,270 --> 00:13:39,981 Well, if you're back at work, 331 00:13:40,005 --> 00:13:42,618 that seems encouraging, right? 332 00:13:43,108 --> 00:13:44,919 Do you sit at a desk? 333 00:13:44,943 --> 00:13:46,914 - Nurse. - Oh. 334 00:13:47,946 --> 00:13:50,425 Everyone recovers differently, I think. 335 00:13:50,449 --> 00:13:52,260 I'm still taking it easy. 336 00:13:52,284 --> 00:13:56,264 Continuing shortness of breath, fatigue, lingering cough... 337 00:13:56,288 --> 00:13:58,766 Sounds like recovery's a blast. 338 00:13:59,791 --> 00:14:01,436 They don't happen all at once. 339 00:14:01,460 --> 00:14:03,938 What about the survivor's guilt? 340 00:14:03,962 --> 00:14:05,540 That doesn't go away. 341 00:14:05,564 --> 00:14:07,041 - My ride's here. - Okay. 342 00:14:07,065 --> 00:14:09,266 Autzen? Thank you. 343 00:14:10,401 --> 00:14:11,879 Take care of yourself. 344 00:14:11,903 --> 00:14:13,982 Thank you for... For being honest. 345 00:14:14,006 --> 00:14:15,250 I'm... I'm Gerlie. 346 00:14:15,274 --> 00:14:16,806 I'm Meredith. 347 00:14:20,445 --> 00:14:21,856 Are you okay? 348 00:14:21,880 --> 00:14:22,857 Dr. Grey! 349 00:14:22,881 --> 00:14:24,092 Gerlie! 350 00:14:24,116 --> 00:14:26,361 Call a rapid response. I need a gurney! 351 00:14:26,385 --> 00:14:27,862 Gerlie? 352 00:14:27,886 --> 00:14:28,885 Gerlie? 353 00:14:39,180 --> 00:14:41,743 - _ - Canceled? What?! 354 00:14:42,364 --> 00:14:45,032 _ 355 00:14:45,161 --> 00:14:47,039 Grey... 356 00:14:47,063 --> 00:14:48,074 Hey, hey. 357 00:14:48,098 --> 00:14:50,376 Uh, what happened to Grand Rounds? 358 00:14:50,400 --> 00:14:53,379 Oh, well, Gerlie's post-COVID complications 359 00:14:53,403 --> 00:14:54,881 are far more instructional. 360 00:14:54,905 --> 00:14:56,549 She's got a pneumothorax, 361 00:14:56,573 --> 00:15:00,052 she's day 14 post-op from a very complicated VATS procedure, 362 00:15:00,076 --> 00:15:02,388 and now she has multifocal pneumonia. 363 00:15:02,412 --> 00:15:04,557 Oh, so... 364 00:15:04,581 --> 00:15:06,726 Grand Rounds aren't canceled, they're just postponed. 365 00:15:06,750 --> 00:15:09,729 It would have to be a really slow day to make it worthwhile. 366 00:15:09,753 --> 00:15:12,365 But i-it's tradition. 367 00:15:12,389 --> 00:15:13,699 I-I can't tell you 368 00:15:13,723 --> 00:15:15,535 all that I learned in Richard's presentations. 369 00:15:15,559 --> 00:15:17,203 Yeah, but the last thing people need right now 370 00:15:17,227 --> 00:15:19,539 is to listen to someone talk about how surgery works, 371 00:15:19,563 --> 00:15:21,874 especially after the year they've had. 372 00:15:21,898 --> 00:15:24,210 If you're dying to listen to someone talk about surgery, 373 00:15:24,234 --> 00:15:26,879 I've invited the class to watch me do Gerlie's bronch. 374 00:15:26,903 --> 00:15:28,881 You're more than welcome to attend. 375 00:15:28,905 --> 00:15:30,550 You're doing it yourself? 376 00:15:30,574 --> 00:15:33,219 I've been back three months and have not operated. 377 00:15:33,243 --> 00:15:36,055 Are you ready? You sure? 378 00:15:36,079 --> 00:15:38,558 It's just a bronch and some cultures. 379 00:15:38,582 --> 00:15:41,060 Don't forget, you gave me this job to change things. 380 00:15:41,084 --> 00:15:42,995 - So that's what I'm doing. - Uh... 381 00:15:43,019 --> 00:15:44,797 Dr. Blast to nuclear medicine. 382 00:15:44,821 --> 00:15:45,798 Okay. 383 00:15:45,822 --> 00:15:48,601 Okay, great. Thank you. 384 00:15:48,625 --> 00:15:50,102 Hey, listen... 385 00:15:50,126 --> 00:15:51,437 Oh, no, you first. 386 00:15:51,461 --> 00:15:53,439 Okay, I realized something 387 00:15:53,463 --> 00:15:56,275 that's going to make your foster application a shoo-in... 388 00:15:56,299 --> 00:15:57,910 Owning part of the hospital! 389 00:15:57,934 --> 00:16:00,246 How nice of you to think of me. 390 00:16:00,270 --> 00:16:04,083 Ugh! I need the money for stupid adoption legal fees 391 00:16:04,107 --> 00:16:06,752 and a family-sized home, but nobody wants my shares 392 00:16:06,776 --> 00:16:09,522 because hospitals are just bleeding money during the pandemic 393 00:16:09,546 --> 00:16:11,757 and it's, quote, "the worst investment of all time." 394 00:16:11,781 --> 00:16:13,426 Really selling me on the idea. 395 00:16:13,450 --> 00:16:15,928 Okay, I didn't want to have to go down this route, 396 00:16:15,952 --> 00:16:18,097 but as part owner, I'm kinda your boss. 397 00:16:18,121 --> 00:16:20,099 So I could just order you to buy them. 398 00:16:20,123 --> 00:16:21,801 Okay, but then wouldn't I be your boss 399 00:16:21,825 --> 00:16:23,269 and I could just make you buy them back? 400 00:16:23,293 --> 00:16:24,604 Some friend. 401 00:16:24,628 --> 00:16:25,671 - Sorry, Jo. - Ah! 402 00:16:25,695 --> 00:16:27,039 It's a no. 403 00:16:27,063 --> 00:16:29,542 But I really hope you figure out something fast because... 404 00:16:29,566 --> 00:16:31,043 I got approved to foster. 405 00:16:31,067 --> 00:16:32,712 What? Really? What?! 406 00:16:32,736 --> 00:16:34,714 - Why didn't you tell me?! - You went first! 407 00:16:34,738 --> 00:16:35,881 Oh, my God. 408 00:16:35,905 --> 00:16:37,049 Thank you! 409 00:16:37,073 --> 00:16:38,484 Okay, I have to tell Luna! 410 00:16:42,511 --> 00:16:44,557 So, the social worker came 411 00:16:44,581 --> 00:16:46,158 and looked through our place, 412 00:16:46,182 --> 00:16:48,260 uh, so we can get ready to foster a baby 413 00:16:48,284 --> 00:16:50,262 that is never gonna be ours. 414 00:16:50,286 --> 00:16:54,266 And, um, the social worker gave us this to-do list 415 00:16:54,290 --> 00:16:57,336 to get the place ready for a second kid, and, uh, 416 00:16:57,360 --> 00:17:00,239 my boyfriend is just diving right into the project. 417 00:17:00,263 --> 00:17:04,744 And, um, when I reminded him that it was temporary, 418 00:17:04,768 --> 00:17:06,412 he was like... 419 00:17:06,436 --> 00:17:09,582 "Yeah, but we'll need it one day." 420 00:17:09,606 --> 00:17:14,720 Meaning, one day, when we have a second kid of our own. 421 00:17:14,744 --> 00:17:17,124 And it just feels... 422 00:17:17,914 --> 00:17:21,545 It just feels like I don't want what he wants. 423 00:17:22,585 --> 00:17:25,757 And I don't know if that's diseased thinking or... 424 00:17:26,589 --> 00:17:28,677 if it's just me. 425 00:17:29,592 --> 00:17:34,099 Marriage and more kids, um... 426 00:17:34,931 --> 00:17:36,575 I don't want it. 427 00:17:36,599 --> 00:17:38,444 And... 428 00:17:38,468 --> 00:17:40,513 I can't tell him. 429 00:17:40,537 --> 00:17:42,357 And I'm mad. 430 00:17:43,206 --> 00:17:45,277 Not at him. He's... 431 00:17:45,875 --> 00:17:48,187 nothing but wonderful, and... 432 00:17:48,211 --> 00:17:49,948 I'm mad at me. 433 00:17:51,715 --> 00:17:56,195 And I know that all of this would be unimaginably worse 434 00:17:56,219 --> 00:18:00,042 and more confusing if I was high, so... 435 00:18:01,251 --> 00:18:03,712 since I can't be sure of anything, 436 00:18:04,894 --> 00:18:07,373 I'm just being sure of that. 437 00:18:14,838 --> 00:18:15,981 Owen? 438 00:18:16,005 --> 00:18:17,893 Happy end of quarantine. 439 00:18:18,508 --> 00:18:19,819 Maybe we should wait one more day. 440 00:18:19,843 --> 00:18:20,986 Teddy... 441 00:18:21,010 --> 00:18:22,488 I mean, just to be sure. 442 00:18:22,512 --> 00:18:24,775 Listen. The kids are fine. 443 00:18:25,348 --> 00:18:26,826 We're all testing negative, 444 00:18:26,850 --> 00:18:28,327 and there's no patients testing positive. 445 00:18:28,351 --> 00:18:29,795 Okay. Good. 446 00:18:29,819 --> 00:18:31,197 - That's... That's good. - Yeah. 447 00:18:31,221 --> 00:18:32,531 How you feeling? 448 00:18:32,555 --> 00:18:36,035 Got my energy back. And no fever, no cough. 449 00:18:36,059 --> 00:18:39,205 I mean, I did sneeze maybe once. 450 00:18:39,229 --> 00:18:41,240 Teddy, come out. 451 00:18:41,264 --> 00:18:42,908 Okay? You're safe. 452 00:18:42,932 --> 00:18:47,747 And Leo made me bring you a very special celebration meal. 453 00:18:47,771 --> 00:18:49,215 - Mac and cheese? - Yep. 454 00:18:49,239 --> 00:18:50,583 In a mug. 455 00:18:50,607 --> 00:18:53,552 He was very adamant about it being in a dinosaur mug. 456 00:18:53,576 --> 00:18:55,639 - I miss them. - Yeah. 457 00:18:56,412 --> 00:18:58,924 Okay... 458 00:18:58,948 --> 00:19:00,314 Here we go. 459 00:19:04,153 --> 00:19:05,686 Hey. 460 00:19:07,322 --> 00:19:09,361 You look tired. 461 00:19:10,827 --> 00:19:12,489 You look beautiful. 462 00:19:13,496 --> 00:19:15,141 Owen, I just... 463 00:19:20,770 --> 00:19:23,971 - Wow. - Two weeks is a really long time. 464 00:19:26,942 --> 00:19:30,089 Schmitt, look at all this fibrosis and scar tissue. 465 00:19:30,113 --> 00:19:32,426 I can't believe it's this bad. 466 00:19:32,949 --> 00:19:34,649 Culture tube. 467 00:19:38,253 --> 00:19:39,899 Dr. Grey? 468 00:19:39,923 --> 00:19:41,768 Is everything okay? 469 00:19:43,526 --> 00:19:45,171 Saline flush. 470 00:19:45,195 --> 00:19:47,006 And someone get me a wheelchair. 471 00:19:47,030 --> 00:19:48,808 Okay. 472 00:19:48,832 --> 00:19:50,142 What's going on? 473 00:19:50,166 --> 00:19:51,944 Phew. I'm dizzy. 474 00:19:51,968 --> 00:19:53,112 My breath is shallow. 475 00:19:53,136 --> 00:19:55,447 My heart rate has gotta be in the 100s. 476 00:19:55,471 --> 00:19:57,171 Should we page Chief Bailey? 477 00:19:59,174 --> 00:20:00,519 I'm coming in. 478 00:20:09,650 --> 00:20:12,337 We maxed Gerlie out on the vent in the middle of the night. 479 00:20:12,361 --> 00:20:13,977 She still wasn't saturating well. 480 00:20:14,001 --> 00:20:16,212 Then about an hour ago, she coded for the second time. 481 00:20:16,236 --> 00:20:18,535 Why didn't you call me when she coded the first time? 482 00:20:18,561 --> 00:20:19,577 It's Christmas Eve! 483 00:20:19,601 --> 00:20:21,178 I thought you'd be with your kids, or, you know, 484 00:20:21,202 --> 00:20:23,180 wrapping presents, baking cookies... Stop talking. 485 00:20:23,204 --> 00:20:24,582 You put her on ECMO? 486 00:20:24,606 --> 00:20:27,251 She's young, I saw no other comorbidities in her chart, 487 00:20:27,275 --> 00:20:29,253 and I've seen patients walk out of here 488 00:20:29,277 --> 00:20:30,755 weeks later after being on it. 489 00:20:30,779 --> 00:20:32,323 I'm sorry, I know that Gerlie is your patient, 490 00:20:32,347 --> 00:20:33,391 but it was an active code. 491 00:20:33,415 --> 00:20:35,226 No, it's okay. It was the right call. 492 00:20:35,250 --> 00:20:37,061 - Alright. - Uh, I'll see you tomorrow? 493 00:20:37,085 --> 00:20:39,163 Yes, of course. Merry Christmas, Altman. 494 00:20:39,187 --> 00:20:40,744 Merry Christmas. 495 00:20:41,356 --> 00:20:44,335 Merry Christmas! 496 00:20:44,359 --> 00:20:46,504 These guys will keep you company 497 00:20:46,528 --> 00:20:48,272 and play you music 498 00:20:48,296 --> 00:20:50,879 and stimulate your extraocular muscles. 499 00:20:51,633 --> 00:20:53,666 - Jo. - Yeah? 500 00:20:55,302 --> 00:20:56,280 What do you think? 501 00:20:56,304 --> 00:20:57,448 I thought it was pretty clear 502 00:20:57,472 --> 00:20:58,616 we were just doing the baby thing. 503 00:20:58,640 --> 00:20:59,750 That would be funny 504 00:20:59,774 --> 00:21:01,085 if I wasn't worried Amelia was gonna say it. 505 00:21:01,109 --> 00:21:02,586 Wait, you guys haven't talked about marriage 506 00:21:02,610 --> 00:21:04,955 since she said she didn't want to get married? 507 00:21:04,979 --> 00:21:07,792 She also said that she didn't not want to get married. 508 00:21:07,816 --> 00:21:09,460 She just didn't want it to feel compulsory, 509 00:21:09,484 --> 00:21:11,462 and I've been planning this for weeks. 510 00:21:12,654 --> 00:21:13,964 It's too small, right? 511 00:21:13,988 --> 00:21:16,300 You got another diamond ring? 512 00:21:16,324 --> 00:21:18,302 I'm not stupid. I got a sapphire, too. 513 00:21:18,326 --> 00:21:19,904 Okay, stop. This is getting weird. 514 00:21:19,928 --> 00:21:21,739 - I need your advice! - Okay, I... 515 00:21:21,763 --> 00:21:23,574 I am your best friend, not hers, 516 00:21:23,598 --> 00:21:25,409 so I'm not sure which one she'd like. 517 00:21:25,433 --> 00:21:28,145 Um, you know, she's... They're all so beautiful. 518 00:21:28,169 --> 00:21:29,647 She's gonna love whatever you pick. 519 00:21:29,671 --> 00:21:30,648 Should I have gotten a fourth? 520 00:21:30,672 --> 00:21:32,049 Okay, you're literally holding 521 00:21:32,073 --> 00:21:34,719 the value of three of my lofts in your hand. 522 00:21:34,743 --> 00:21:36,387 Here goes nothing. Wish me luck. 523 00:21:36,411 --> 00:21:39,112 Good luck. And merry Christmas! 524 00:21:49,857 --> 00:21:52,336 - Holidays are hard. - Huh? 525 00:21:52,360 --> 00:21:54,360 For me, anyway. 526 00:21:54,651 --> 00:21:56,407 It's when I miss Abigail the most, you know. 527 00:21:56,431 --> 00:21:58,242 Oh. Yeah. Joy to the world. 528 00:21:58,266 --> 00:22:00,411 I was just hoping that dying patients 529 00:22:00,435 --> 00:22:03,347 who've recovered from COVID were eligible for lung transplants. 530 00:22:03,371 --> 00:22:04,849 What a world that would be. 531 00:22:04,873 --> 00:22:06,350 Got you a present. 532 00:22:06,374 --> 00:22:07,874 Might help. 533 00:22:08,216 --> 00:22:09,748 A present? 534 00:22:11,211 --> 00:22:13,357 It's open and half-empty. 535 00:22:13,381 --> 00:22:15,046 Short notice. 536 00:22:16,214 --> 00:22:18,529 Unless you'd rather pass out again 537 00:22:18,553 --> 00:22:20,253 to get out of this... 538 00:22:26,660 --> 00:22:28,059 Sláinte. 539 00:22:28,769 --> 00:22:30,808 Whatever you said. 540 00:22:35,036 --> 00:22:36,847 Bailey, wait your turn. 541 00:22:36,871 --> 00:22:40,184 Okay, Leo, this one is from Auntie Amelia. 542 00:22:40,208 --> 00:22:41,519 And Uncle Link. 543 00:22:41,543 --> 00:22:44,121 Uh, no, this one is just from Auntie Amelia. 544 00:22:44,145 --> 00:22:46,457 - Whoa! - It's a brain! 545 00:22:46,481 --> 00:22:49,627 - Yay! - It's educational and fun. 546 00:22:49,651 --> 00:22:53,464 Yep, that one is definitely just from Aunt Amelia. 547 00:22:53,488 --> 00:22:55,800 Now, uh, I've got one for you, Amelia. 548 00:22:55,824 --> 00:22:58,102 Whoa, look. It's snowing. 549 00:22:58,126 --> 00:22:59,103 - Snowing! - It's snowing? 550 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:00,437 - What? - What? 551 00:23:00,461 --> 00:23:01,906 Why is it snowing only in the backyard? 552 00:23:01,930 --> 00:23:03,240 - That's weird. - Let's go see what's up. 553 00:23:03,264 --> 00:23:04,742 Come on. Let's go. 554 00:23:08,937 --> 00:23:10,748 Look at this! 555 00:23:10,772 --> 00:23:15,553 Why is it snowing outside my bedroom? 556 00:23:15,577 --> 00:23:17,388 What's happening? 557 00:23:17,412 --> 00:23:19,890 Look at this! Do you believe this? 558 00:23:19,914 --> 00:23:22,226 You got me snow for Christmas. 559 00:23:23,318 --> 00:23:25,362 It's snowing! 560 00:23:25,386 --> 00:23:27,331 Oh, my God. 561 00:23:27,355 --> 00:23:28,833 - Oh, come on, man. - Oh, my God. 562 00:23:28,857 --> 00:23:31,335 Theodora Grace Altman... 563 00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:34,338 Now, this is not the first time I've asked you this. 564 00:23:34,362 --> 00:23:37,374 And we've hurt each other, I know, 565 00:23:37,398 --> 00:23:39,376 but we have forgiven each other. 566 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:41,212 We may not make sense to the rest of the world, 567 00:23:41,236 --> 00:23:43,214 but we make sense to us. 568 00:23:43,238 --> 00:23:45,583 So I am asking you, in front of everyone... 569 00:23:45,607 --> 00:23:47,751 Including your ex-wife. 570 00:23:47,775 --> 00:23:51,755 Would you please continue to make me the happiest man alive? 571 00:23:51,779 --> 00:23:53,635 Yes. Yes. 572 00:23:53,659 --> 00:23:56,594 - Yay! - Oh, my God! Wow! 573 00:23:56,618 --> 00:23:58,863 Whee! 574 00:23:58,887 --> 00:24:02,199 Yes, yes, yes. 575 00:24:57,937 --> 00:25:00,249 Well, Hunt says that the whole staff 576 00:25:00,273 --> 00:25:02,918 should have their first dose by the end of the day. 577 00:25:02,942 --> 00:25:06,589 I love needles. 578 00:25:13,453 --> 00:25:15,019 Yes, yes. 579 00:25:15,213 --> 00:25:16,379 Hi. 580 00:25:16,404 --> 00:25:18,215 We need to put Gerlie on the list 581 00:25:18,239 --> 00:25:20,050 for a double lung transplant. 582 00:25:20,074 --> 00:25:21,885 Grey, I am in my joy. 583 00:25:21,909 --> 00:25:23,721 Do not take me out of my joy 584 00:25:23,745 --> 00:25:25,889 to remind me of something we shouldn't do. 585 00:25:25,913 --> 00:25:27,157 She can handle it. 586 00:25:27,181 --> 00:25:29,493 Her hemoglobin has been stable for weeks now, 587 00:25:29,517 --> 00:25:31,328 but her lungs are not improving. 588 00:25:31,352 --> 00:25:34,298 If this is the part where you remind me of her cousins 589 00:25:34,322 --> 00:25:37,134 or how she rescues puppies 590 00:25:37,158 --> 00:25:39,636 or buys groceries for old folks 591 00:25:39,660 --> 00:25:42,406 or sends half of her paycheck to her family in Manila 592 00:25:42,430 --> 00:25:44,074 and deserves to live, I... 593 00:25:44,098 --> 00:25:45,909 I know who she is, right? 594 00:25:45,933 --> 00:25:48,679 The work she does, the lives she's saved. 595 00:25:48,703 --> 00:25:51,181 I-I know what she deserves. 596 00:25:51,205 --> 00:25:53,684 But Gerlie recovered from COVID. 597 00:25:53,708 --> 00:25:55,853 Hey, she might recover from this. 598 00:25:55,877 --> 00:25:58,355 So, why risk putting her through 599 00:25:58,379 --> 00:26:01,859 a potentially unnecessary and dangerous surgery? 600 00:26:01,883 --> 00:26:04,027 So, we're just supposed to wait and hope she lives? 601 00:26:04,051 --> 00:26:06,196 Or try other treatments. 602 00:26:06,220 --> 00:26:08,499 What if we wait too long and she develops sepsis 603 00:26:08,523 --> 00:26:10,000 and is too sick for a transplant? 604 00:26:10,024 --> 00:26:11,741 We're not there yet. 605 00:26:12,727 --> 00:26:14,138 You took my joy. 606 00:26:14,162 --> 00:26:15,861 You took mine. 607 00:26:18,331 --> 00:26:20,978 There you go. 608 00:26:21,002 --> 00:26:22,980 Oh, thank you. 609 00:26:23,004 --> 00:26:25,482 You are welcome. 610 00:26:25,506 --> 00:26:27,985 So, uh... 611 00:26:28,009 --> 00:26:31,155 You didn't, uh... Didn't share today, huh? 612 00:26:31,179 --> 00:26:33,991 Have you gotten some clarity with things at home? 613 00:26:34,015 --> 00:26:35,514 Nope. 614 00:26:35,974 --> 00:26:37,828 Just tired of talking myself in circles 615 00:26:37,852 --> 00:26:40,330 on a subject with no answer. 616 00:26:40,354 --> 00:26:44,001 Well, it doesn't have to work. You know that, right? 617 00:26:44,025 --> 00:26:45,169 Me and Link? 618 00:26:45,193 --> 00:26:46,693 You and anyone. 619 00:26:47,195 --> 00:26:49,573 You have a child... You'll always have a connection. 620 00:26:49,597 --> 00:26:52,309 And I'm sure you love each other, so... 621 00:26:52,333 --> 00:26:55,201 but it doesn't have to work. 622 00:26:57,203 --> 00:26:59,873 It really sounds like you're telling me to leave him. 623 00:27:00,374 --> 00:27:02,853 But that also doesn't sound like something you'd ever say. 624 00:27:02,877 --> 00:27:05,420 I'm definitely not telling you that. 625 00:27:06,504 --> 00:27:09,026 You know, something I've noticed in recovery... 626 00:27:09,050 --> 00:27:11,128 You know we... We get it in our heads 627 00:27:11,152 --> 00:27:15,866 that the addiction is the only reason our lives were a mess. 628 00:27:15,890 --> 00:27:18,702 So we think, "Well, I'm... I'm sober. 629 00:27:18,726 --> 00:27:20,370 It should be working." 630 00:27:20,394 --> 00:27:22,539 And that's not always the case. 631 00:27:22,563 --> 00:27:24,107 And I'm not saying that either one of you 632 00:27:24,131 --> 00:27:26,109 are doing anything wrong. 633 00:27:26,133 --> 00:27:30,002 But you're allowed to want what you want. 634 00:27:31,972 --> 00:27:34,240 Even if it's not what he wants. 635 00:27:35,810 --> 00:27:36,854 Ah. 636 00:27:36,878 --> 00:27:38,856 Anyway, that's my two cents. 637 00:27:40,371 --> 00:27:42,415 That's like a billion cents. 638 00:27:43,551 --> 00:27:45,195 Eh, it's some advice 639 00:27:45,219 --> 00:27:47,712 I wish I'd have been able to take in my life. 640 00:27:48,389 --> 00:27:50,381 Giving yourself permission 641 00:27:51,049 --> 00:27:52,759 for it not to work... 642 00:27:54,061 --> 00:27:55,831 might give you peace of mind to stay. 643 00:28:01,736 --> 00:28:03,547 Thank you. Thank... 644 00:28:03,571 --> 00:28:04,882 Thank you so much, Anne. 645 00:28:04,906 --> 00:28:08,051 This... This means the world to me. 646 00:28:08,075 --> 00:28:10,721 Okay. Alright, bye. 647 00:28:10,745 --> 00:28:14,057 Sounds like good news. 648 00:28:14,081 --> 00:28:16,059 Luna's lawyer is a shark. 649 00:28:16,083 --> 00:28:19,369 I am definitely getting custody. 650 00:28:20,087 --> 00:28:22,566 Oh, congratulations, Wilson. 651 00:28:22,590 --> 00:28:26,570 Oh, I'm so thrilled for you and Luna. 652 00:28:26,594 --> 00:28:28,739 Hey, if you need a character reference or whatever, 653 00:28:28,763 --> 00:28:30,073 - just let me know. - Thank you. 654 00:28:30,097 --> 00:28:31,297 Alright. 655 00:28:33,633 --> 00:28:36,680 She is expensive, though. 656 00:28:36,704 --> 00:28:38,515 Is this you asking me for a raise? 657 00:28:38,539 --> 00:28:40,350 No, this is me telling you 658 00:28:40,374 --> 00:28:44,102 that I sold my shares of the hospital. 659 00:28:44,769 --> 00:28:47,024 And you're... wincing? 660 00:28:47,048 --> 00:28:48,425 What, bad price? 661 00:28:48,449 --> 00:28:51,128 Maybe I should just let the person who bought them tell you. 662 00:28:51,152 --> 00:28:52,262 Hmm? 663 00:28:53,654 --> 00:28:55,465 Miranda! Did you hear the good news? 664 00:28:55,489 --> 00:28:56,700 Wilson. You didn't. 665 00:28:56,724 --> 00:28:58,035 You know, it's easy to push for change 666 00:28:58,059 --> 00:28:59,369 when you don't feel the consequences. 667 00:28:59,393 --> 00:29:00,637 I wanted some skin in the game. 668 00:29:00,661 --> 00:29:02,472 I offered you a character reference! 669 00:29:02,496 --> 00:29:03,807 You won't even know I'm here. 670 00:29:03,831 --> 00:29:06,076 Aside from board meetings, expense reports, 671 00:29:06,100 --> 00:29:07,744 weekly progress reports. 672 00:29:07,768 --> 00:29:08,912 Okay, talk to you later, Tom. 673 00:29:08,936 --> 00:29:10,753 Wait, I... 674 00:29:11,572 --> 00:29:13,317 Should I...? 675 00:29:13,341 --> 00:29:15,319 Yeah, I should just... 676 00:29:15,343 --> 00:29:16,820 Thanks again. 677 00:29:16,844 --> 00:29:18,386 Thank you. 678 00:29:21,115 --> 00:29:22,359 Wha...? 679 00:29:22,383 --> 00:29:25,195 Gerlie has shown no improvement since going on ECMO. 680 00:29:25,219 --> 00:29:27,197 Oh, she's alive. That's an improvement. 681 00:29:27,221 --> 00:29:28,665 So, treatment options. 682 00:29:28,689 --> 00:29:29,933 Double lung transplant. 683 00:29:29,957 --> 00:29:32,536 Yes, but since she could suffer additional bleeding 684 00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:34,905 or sudden death, that is not an option. 685 00:29:34,929 --> 00:29:36,340 But it could be. If you made it one. 686 00:29:36,364 --> 00:29:37,841 Thank you, Helm. Who else? 687 00:29:37,865 --> 00:29:39,509 - Uh... - Ortiz. 688 00:29:39,533 --> 00:29:42,479 So, at first, I considered monoclonal antibodies. 689 00:29:42,503 --> 00:29:43,680 - Mm-hmm. - But then it hit me... 690 00:29:43,704 --> 00:29:46,116 Double lung transplant makes the most sense. 691 00:29:46,140 --> 00:29:47,384 Anyone have any suggestions 692 00:29:47,408 --> 00:29:50,053 other than double lung transplant? 693 00:29:50,077 --> 00:29:51,221 Thank you. Perez? 694 00:29:51,245 --> 00:29:52,889 Uh, we transplant her right lung, 695 00:29:52,913 --> 00:29:56,081 and... also her left. 696 00:29:57,083 --> 00:29:59,062 We could also try a double lung transplant. 697 00:29:59,086 --> 00:30:00,263 I'm sorry. 698 00:30:00,287 --> 00:30:02,232 Dr. Grey said we literally couldn't stop pitching it. 699 00:30:02,256 --> 00:30:03,433 Thank you, Schmitt. 700 00:30:03,457 --> 00:30:05,602 This was in no way obvious. 701 00:30:05,626 --> 00:30:07,143 Move. 702 00:30:08,496 --> 00:30:10,140 Just tell me before you do it. 703 00:30:10,164 --> 00:30:11,689 I'm already done. 704 00:30:11,999 --> 00:30:15,479 So, just ice it and drink plenty of fluids, okay? 705 00:30:15,503 --> 00:30:17,447 Oh, thank you, my boy. 706 00:30:17,471 --> 00:30:19,282 You're sure I didn't steal it from someone? 707 00:30:19,306 --> 00:30:20,851 It was extra. 708 00:30:20,875 --> 00:30:22,519 I actually called our entire waiting list 709 00:30:22,543 --> 00:30:23,687 before I called you. 710 00:30:23,711 --> 00:30:25,155 If you hadn't gotten here when you did, 711 00:30:25,179 --> 00:30:26,490 I would have had to throw it in the trash, 712 00:30:26,514 --> 00:30:27,491 which feels like a sin. 713 00:30:27,515 --> 00:30:28,825 The more people that get this, 714 00:30:28,849 --> 00:30:30,293 the safer we'll all be. 715 00:30:30,317 --> 00:30:33,130 And how long 'til I can hug you without a mask? 716 00:30:33,154 --> 00:30:35,966 Two weeks after your second shot, so soon. 717 00:30:35,990 --> 00:30:37,300 Did I miss it? 718 00:30:37,324 --> 00:30:38,735 Oh, I missed it. 719 00:30:38,759 --> 00:30:40,604 You can give me my second shot, dear. 720 00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:50,614 Okay, not only did you take my joy, 721 00:30:50,638 --> 00:30:55,650 I now have an army of interns trying to do your dirty work. 722 00:30:56,143 --> 00:30:58,622 Double lung transplant is her best option. 723 00:30:58,646 --> 00:31:01,625 You are supposed to be teaching them, Grey. 724 00:31:01,649 --> 00:31:03,293 This is me teaching them. 725 00:31:03,317 --> 00:31:05,395 We have to stop thinking about COVID 726 00:31:05,419 --> 00:31:07,731 in terms of who survives and who doesn't. 727 00:31:07,755 --> 00:31:10,967 There are millions of people who are going to be suffering 728 00:31:10,991 --> 00:31:13,136 from the aftereffects of COVID, 729 00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:15,138 and we need to advocate for them 730 00:31:15,162 --> 00:31:17,541 as hard as we advocate for everybody else. 731 00:31:17,565 --> 00:31:21,378 It is risky, but it is also her best shot. 732 00:31:21,402 --> 00:31:24,047 So, you teaching them is just... 733 00:31:24,071 --> 00:31:26,216 you breeding an army of little yous? 734 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:27,584 No respect for legacy? 735 00:31:27,608 --> 00:31:29,586 Richard Webber made you. 736 00:31:29,610 --> 00:31:30,954 He made me. 737 00:31:30,978 --> 00:31:32,622 And he's going to die someday. 738 00:31:32,646 --> 00:31:34,458 And one day, you're going to die, 739 00:31:34,482 --> 00:31:36,460 and one day, I'm going to die. 740 00:31:36,484 --> 00:31:38,795 And if this year has taught us anything, 741 00:31:38,819 --> 00:31:41,798 it's that that may happen a lot sooner than any of us want. 742 00:31:41,822 --> 00:31:43,233 So I'm not going to waste any time 743 00:31:43,257 --> 00:31:46,403 teaching anything other than what matters most. 744 00:31:46,427 --> 00:31:49,506 And Bailey, you know if this was me or your mother, 745 00:31:49,530 --> 00:31:52,008 you would be screaming from the rooftops. 746 00:31:52,972 --> 00:31:54,177 You know that, right? 747 00:31:55,202 --> 00:31:57,013 Just please call UNOS. 748 00:31:57,037 --> 00:31:58,682 Okay. 749 00:31:58,706 --> 00:32:01,184 You can make changes 750 00:32:01,208 --> 00:32:03,854 and still honor 751 00:32:03,878 --> 00:32:05,511 what made you. 752 00:32:06,046 --> 00:32:07,357 I don't know what that means. 753 00:32:07,381 --> 00:32:09,359 It means I'm gonna make the damn call, 754 00:32:09,383 --> 00:32:11,061 but you're starting back Grand Rounds. 755 00:32:11,085 --> 00:32:12,769 Or you're fired. 756 00:32:29,021 --> 00:32:30,418 Mom! 757 00:33:59,931 --> 00:34:02,292 Can everyone take their seats, please? 758 00:34:02,316 --> 00:34:03,293 Thank you. 759 00:34:07,154 --> 00:34:12,138 It is my absolute pleasure to be gathered with you today. 760 00:34:16,463 --> 00:34:18,608 To love and to cherish. 761 00:34:25,138 --> 00:34:27,153 In sickness and in health. 762 00:34:30,978 --> 00:34:34,757 In Scripture, a young person about to embark on married life 763 00:34:34,781 --> 00:34:39,790 says, "I have found the one whom my soul loves." 764 00:34:40,287 --> 00:34:43,933 Maggie, Winston, this is our prayer for you... 765 00:34:43,957 --> 00:34:48,799 That you may love one another with your entire souls. 766 00:34:57,104 --> 00:35:01,062 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 767 00:35:02,021 --> 00:35:04,087 Go on, kiss her. 768 00:35:20,861 --> 00:35:22,338 Let's jump that broom. 769 00:35:24,531 --> 00:35:26,109 1, 2, 3! 770 00:35:33,639 --> 00:35:35,952 Alright, now, everyone, um, 771 00:35:35,976 --> 00:35:38,621 these two have to stick around to take some pictures. 772 00:35:38,645 --> 00:35:40,290 Would the rest of you be so kind 773 00:35:40,314 --> 00:35:42,625 as to head to the reception area? 774 00:35:46,820 --> 00:35:48,131 Excuse me. 775 00:35:48,155 --> 00:35:50,300 Hey, so they found a donor for Gerlie. 776 00:35:50,324 --> 00:35:51,334 We have to go. 777 00:35:51,358 --> 00:35:52,669 What... Oh, my God. 778 00:35:52,693 --> 00:35:54,070 I'm sorry we have to leave you like this. 779 00:35:54,094 --> 00:35:55,738 - Yeah. - Okay. 780 00:35:55,762 --> 00:35:58,741 So, can you please tell Maggie what happened? 781 00:35:58,765 --> 00:36:00,310 - Mm-hmm. - And can you watch the kids? 782 00:36:00,334 --> 00:36:01,644 - Of course. Yeah. Go, go, go. - Okay. Alright. 783 00:36:01,668 --> 00:36:03,457 Thanks. Okay. 784 00:36:05,339 --> 00:36:07,317 You better give me a good price. 785 00:36:07,341 --> 00:36:10,153 The economy is trash. You're lucky I'm even looking. 786 00:36:10,177 --> 00:36:12,322 Yeah, well, now that you actually have some money, 787 00:36:12,346 --> 00:36:14,490 maybe you'll, uh, figure out how it works. 788 00:36:14,514 --> 00:36:17,493 I really hope you get a new joke. 789 00:36:17,517 --> 00:36:19,329 Alright. I gotta get back to work. 790 00:36:19,353 --> 00:36:20,975 Welcome home, Jo. 791 00:36:24,191 --> 00:36:26,105 Welcome home. 792 00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:28,571 Welcome home, Luna. 793 00:36:36,603 --> 00:36:38,915 What? 794 00:36:38,939 --> 00:36:43,086 I have a village of people in my life who wanted me to recover, 795 00:36:43,110 --> 00:36:45,188 pulling for me at every complication. 796 00:36:45,212 --> 00:36:47,023 I could literally hear them. 797 00:36:47,047 --> 00:36:48,524 And it helped. 798 00:36:48,548 --> 00:36:52,528 And Gerlie's people can't be here, so we're her village. 799 00:36:52,552 --> 00:36:54,759 We're her village. 800 00:36:55,389 --> 00:36:58,554 Stay with us, Gerlie. We got you. 801 00:36:59,059 --> 00:37:00,370 Scalpel, Bokhee. 802 00:37:06,732 --> 00:37:10,446 ? 'Cause it won't be long now 803 00:37:22,949 --> 00:37:24,594 Ready for the specimen? 804 00:37:24,618 --> 00:37:25,984 I'm ready. 805 00:37:34,461 --> 00:37:36,272 Ready for the donor lungs. 806 00:37:59,286 --> 00:38:00,763 You okay? You need a break? 807 00:38:00,787 --> 00:38:02,365 No, why? Do you? 808 00:38:02,389 --> 00:38:04,033 No. 809 00:38:04,057 --> 00:38:05,535 Bokhee, irrigation, please. 810 00:39:09,489 --> 00:39:11,267 Whoo! 811 00:39:13,226 --> 00:39:15,204 You've got this. 812 00:39:20,567 --> 00:39:22,531 What's going on? 813 00:39:23,703 --> 00:39:25,748 Well, you said you didn't want compulsory, 814 00:39:25,772 --> 00:39:28,306 so here we go. 815 00:39:33,445 --> 00:39:35,091 I wasn't sure what style you'd like, 816 00:39:35,115 --> 00:39:36,592 so I-I thought you could pick. 817 00:39:36,616 --> 00:39:38,094 Or you can just have all four. 818 00:39:38,118 --> 00:39:39,262 - Link... - Amelia, 819 00:39:39,286 --> 00:39:42,064 I-I know that this last year has been intense. 820 00:39:42,088 --> 00:39:43,599 Everything about us has been intense. 821 00:39:43,623 --> 00:39:44,934 It's... It's kind of our thing. 822 00:39:44,958 --> 00:39:46,602 I don't think it makes sense for us to wait 823 00:39:46,626 --> 00:39:48,871 until life settles down, because knowing us, it won't. 824 00:39:48,895 --> 00:39:51,040 But I do know that no matter what happens, 825 00:39:51,064 --> 00:39:53,145 I want to go through it with you. 826 00:39:54,067 --> 00:39:56,379 You... challenge me, 827 00:39:56,403 --> 00:39:59,115 you... you thrill me, 828 00:39:59,139 --> 00:40:02,574 you impress the hell out of me. 829 00:40:02,905 --> 00:40:04,987 There's definitely no one on Earth like you, 830 00:40:05,011 --> 00:40:06,656 so please, 831 00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:10,548 will you do me the honor of marrying me? 832 00:40:36,042 --> 00:40:38,187 I'm still alive. 833 00:40:41,381 --> 00:40:45,361 People often laugh at that answer, but it's not a joke. 834 00:40:51,224 --> 00:40:53,035 Are you responsible for this? 835 00:40:55,729 --> 00:40:58,708 You do things your way, I'm-a do things mine. 836 00:40:58,732 --> 00:41:01,410 Being alive... it's everything. 837 00:41:07,941 --> 00:41:09,919 Okay, everybody, louder! 838 00:41:20,420 --> 00:41:22,526 Time to celebrate. 839 00:41:36,770 --> 00:41:39,627 And yes, time for pain. 840 00:41:41,107 --> 00:41:44,420 Oh, Link. 841 00:41:44,444 --> 00:41:46,926 I'm so sorry. 842 00:41:48,344 --> 00:41:50,760 Do you have some place I can crash? 843 00:41:50,784 --> 00:41:52,181 Yeah. 844 00:41:59,492 --> 00:42:01,470 Time to change. 845 00:42:03,330 --> 00:42:04,807 To grow. 846 00:42:04,831 --> 00:42:05,975 To love. 847 00:42:05,999 --> 00:42:08,311 _ 848 00:42:08,335 --> 00:42:11,480 _ 849 00:42:22,096 --> 00:42:24,096 Meredith. 850 00:42:24,243 --> 00:42:26,626 Gerlie! How are you feeling? 851 00:42:27,232 --> 00:42:29,232 You're still here? 852 00:42:30,437 --> 00:42:32,437 I'm still here. 853 00:42:37,421 --> 00:42:39,421 And time to give. 854 00:42:40,232 --> 00:42:45,232 CREDITS