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Who am I gonna live with?

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I don't think Katherine's
gonna give me joint custody.

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Previously on
"A Million Little Things"...

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- Hey, Pop.
- Rome, Regina got hurt!

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They're taking her to the hospital now!

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Everybody loves Steven.
Where you guys at?

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We're at a place where we're
raising a kid together.

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He's always gonna be in my life

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as the father of my son.
And that's all that is.

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I'm not worried about
leaving Theo alone with you

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because you're in a wheelchair.

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It's because you're an addict.

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I would like Eddie to move in with me,

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and I'll be around any
time you think it's okay

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for Theo to come visit.

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My wife is really hurting,
and she's too upset

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to accept what Sophie said...

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That what happened to her
might've happened to Layla.

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Now I'm not sure.

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Night, Danny.

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Night.

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Hey, Sophie.

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Uh, w-what are you doing here?

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You wanted to ask me something.

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Yeah. Uh...

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Uh, L-Layla, I was...

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wondering why you...

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No. No. No.

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No. No. No. No! No! No! No!

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Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie
www.addic7ed.com

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Carter, I have to get
Theo over to Eddie's,

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and it's the weekend. What's so urgent?

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I just need you to weigh in
on something super quick.

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Which picture do you prefer...

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Librarian who's willing to let
the library get a little noisy,

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or flirty golf instructor

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who wants to show you her back nine?

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First of all, no.

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- And what is this for?
- Your Flir10 account.

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It's the new Tinder, but not as Tindery.

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Carter, I don't need a dating app.

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I have a date today.

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And Alan is top notch.

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Of all the eligible bachelors you've met

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between home and the office,
he's the leading brand,

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but you're just getting divorced.

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You don't have to be in
the market for a new car

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to take a test drive.

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So, vroom, vroom!

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Huh? Let's...
Let's browse a little, shall we?

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Now, I set the filter
so it'll show you people

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within a 10-mile radius.

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First up...

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Oh, hello.

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Carter, that's a woman.

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Oh, yeah, well, I mean,
you've been with Eddie

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the whole time I've known you,
so I wasn't sure.

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What I'm not hearing is a hard no.

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We'll circle back.

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Ooh, and next, we have Alan.

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He looks like your Alan.

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That is my... That is Alan.

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Ooh.

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What is he doing on Flir10?

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O-Okay, first of all,
you are also on it.

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Because you put me on it!

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And it's a good thing I did,
or you never would have known

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that he is on this skanky dating app.

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Goodbye!

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Yes, I was just
talking to somebody,

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then they disappeared.

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What do you think?

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Has he gone crazy,
or is he on the phone?

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Oh, can somebody please help me?

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Huh. Could go either way.

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Cool apartment.

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Yeah, make yourself at home,
little dude.

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Well, I hope you can help me.

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Oh, hi, guys.
Hey, sorry, I'm on the phone.

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One sec.

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How do we know there's someone
on the other end of the call?

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Oh, we don't.

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Hey, uh, both rooms are taken.

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Where am I sleeping?

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Actually, we thought you and Theo

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could do a camp-out in the living room.

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That's right. Because I like you...

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Don't be jealous... I went to Target,

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and I got you and Theo
these awesome air mattresses

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that have... wait for it... Cup holders.

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- What?!
- Really?

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They're really cool.

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Come on. I'll show you.

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Um, what about the Belmont store?

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You have anything in stock there?

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Yes, I will hold again.

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You upgrading
the wheelchair to a jetpack?

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I think it's smart.

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If you crash,
you just end up back in the wheelchair.

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No. I promised Theo I'd get him
"Max Throttle 4".

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Didn't you pre-order
that like two weeks ago?

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Yes, I did, but apparently,

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they're back-ordered six weeks,

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and so far, every place
I've called is sold out.

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Okay. Let's breathe,

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because it's just a game, right?

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No, Gary, it is not just a game.

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This is Theo's first visit
since Katherine and I split,

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and this is just another
promise that I can't keep.

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Great. Now I gotta tell him.

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Hello?

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Hey, Dad.

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- Hey, buddy. Oh!
- Missed you.

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Me, too, pal.

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Hey, Katherine.

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Hey.

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- Where is...
- Right here.

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Just stayin' hydrated.

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Hey, Dad, did you get the game?

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Mom let me save yesterday's
screen time for today.

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Listen, T, I ordered it two weeks ago,

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but apparently, they are out of stock.

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But I am calling every store in Boston

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to see if I can find it.

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It's okay, Dad. I know you tried.

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Theo, come on!

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You have to see this!

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This mattress has cup holders!

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Okay.

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You look nice.

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Of course,
I'd probably say that to anyone

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not wearing drawstring pants.

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Uh, thanks. I...

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I-I have a meeting.

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Thought I'd get some work done
while Theo's here.

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Smart.

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Um, does it still work for you guys

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if I pick up Theo tomorrow at noon?

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Yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah, yeah. That's perfect.

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Okay, thanks.

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Um, I'll... I'll see you guys tomorrow.

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Have fun, T!

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Bye!

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Come on. I gotta go, too.

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Steven and I are getting
together to talk about Liam.

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I'll walk you out. Bye.

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Have fun on your big date!

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- What?
- It's not a date.

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I'm just getting together with my ex

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- for our quarterly orgy.
- Ha!

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- Relax.
- It's just sex.

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It's just great sex.

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I want to hear all about it later!

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Aaaand I took the bit too far.

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- Don't forget the...
- Oh, my God!

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- You scared the crap out of me!
- Sorry.

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What are you even doing here?

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You have a concussion.
You should be resting,

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not giving me a heart attack.

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I am resting.

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Yeah, "I'm resting."

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I'm just... kicking back.

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You know,
watching my favorite cooking show

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called "That Is... That's a Lot of Oil".

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Okay, you know what? You're done.

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Please keep your arms and legs

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inside the ride at all times.

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- There you go.
- Come on.

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I can't just sit here
all day doing nothing.

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Okay, look,
you want to make yourself useful?

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- Mm-hmm.
- Why don't you check on

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the status of our relief loan?

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I just heard from the
sous chef at Roberta's.

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Theirs came through last week.

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I'll check on that right now.

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And you watch it with the oil.

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- Mm-hmm.
- Uh...

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So, big meeting, huh?

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When are you and Alan getting together?

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I just didn't want to
say it in front of Eddie.

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Could you tell?

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Only completely.

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Oh, God, I panicked. I'm so nervous.

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I mean, this is my first
"first date" in over 12 years.

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Well, it's not really a first date.

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You guys are friends.

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It's not like you met on
some dating app.

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Okay, listen to me... Have fun today.

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You deserve it.

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You know,
Gary's the one who made it possible.

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I know how important it is

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for Theo to have time with his dad.

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I just don't know if I
can ever feel comfortable

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leaving them alone together.

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Ever? I-I thought this was just until

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you and Eddie figured things out.

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What's to figure out?

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He started using again after
being sober for over a decade.

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I mean, after all those
promises of "no more lies."

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I just... I just don't know

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how I can ever trust him again.

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I gotta go. I'm gonna be late.

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Have fun at your orgy.

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Hey, Theo, Liam?

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'Cause if I can't
get "Max Throttle 4,"

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might as well use my screen time.

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Sorry, dude.
I thought when your parents split,

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you'd get a bunch
of cool stuff like I did.

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It's okay.

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I didn't think my dad was gonna
be able to get it anyway.

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So, if you get this commercial,
does that mean we have to

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put the documentary on hold?

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No, it means that we have money
to pay for the documentary.

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And the mortgage.

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And in case you haven't noticed,

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Gina and I are fostering
a 160-pound baby

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who has very expensive
taste in sneakers.

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But the ladies love 'em.

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Yeah, yeah. Okay, Thriller.

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Get out of the frame. Here we go.

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All right.

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Uh-oh.

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Somebody, please check my data plan,

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because I think I might
be Rome'n right now.

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Oho! Xander with the wordplay.

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Love it.

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Yeah, dude, you know what I love?

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I love the fact that
you are getting back

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into commercials, my man.

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What happened?
One too many Hollywood parties, right?

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- Something like that.
- I get it, man.

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I tell you what...
I got the samples you sent,

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and I want to hear
all about this... this...

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This root beer campaign
you're all excited about.

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Yes. Yeah.

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Well, look, obviously,

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the world's hurting right now, you know?

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I mean, I haven't eaten in a restaurant

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in months, right?

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But when you think about it,

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people still need to buy root beer.

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And this Dr. Brock's commercial...

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They totally acknowledge
everything that's going on

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in the world right now in,
like, a super cool way.

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Check this out...

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We're at a Black Lives
Matter protest, okay?

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Tensions are high.

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You got cops on one side,

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and you got protesters
on the other side.

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Both sides feel like
they're not being heard

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and they're not being respected.

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Slowly, they're moving
towards each other,

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inch by inch, and it just feels like

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something's about to go down, right?

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All of a sudden,
this innocent kid in the crowd

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cracks open a Dr. Brock's.

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Tchhhh.

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And that sound...

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It ripples through the crowd, right?

261
00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:02,896
And then, we see the angriest protestor

262
00:10:02,921 --> 00:10:05,445
with, like, tears in her eyes.

263
00:10:05,470 --> 00:10:06,842
She's squared off against

264
00:10:06,867 --> 00:10:09,337
the biggest, meanest looking cop.

265
00:10:09,362 --> 00:10:10,938
They lock eyes...

266
00:10:12,568 --> 00:10:14,149
and they just smile.

267
00:10:15,484 --> 00:10:18,368
"Dr. Brocks: Are you
part of the problem?

268
00:10:18,393 --> 00:10:20,134
Or are you part of the solution?"

269
00:10:20,159 --> 00:10:23,360
Caffeine-free,
like it's always been, since 1946.

270
00:10:23,859 --> 00:10:24,927
Boom.

271
00:10:24,952 --> 00:10:26,212
- What?!
- Wow.

272
00:10:26,237 --> 00:10:28,500
- It... Uh...
- "Wow" is right.

273
00:10:28,525 --> 00:10:30,804
So, what do you say, man? Are you in?

274
00:10:33,869 --> 00:10:35,784
Y-You know, I-I...

275
00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:38,221
Listen, hey, uh, I appreciate you

276
00:10:38,246 --> 00:10:39,979
thinking of me, but...

277
00:10:40,415 --> 00:10:43,139
I don't think I'm the
right person for this.

278
00:10:43,164 --> 00:10:44,774
Oh. Okay. Well, yeah.

279
00:10:44,799 --> 00:10:46,639
I just thought that you
said that you were into

280
00:10:46,664 --> 00:10:48,797
making more provocative
stuff these days.

281
00:10:48,822 --> 00:10:50,258
I-I am.

282
00:10:52,024 --> 00:10:54,987
Look, it's just... Gina got hurt

283
00:10:55,012 --> 00:10:57,928
at one of the protests
because of a police officer,

284
00:10:57,953 --> 00:11:00,373
and I just would hate to
put the message out there

285
00:11:00,398 --> 00:11:02,879
that root beer could have

286
00:11:02,904 --> 00:11:05,088
somehow kept that
from happening, you know?

287
00:11:06,229 --> 00:11:08,448
A-Alright. Alright. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I hear you, I hear you.

288
00:11:08,472 --> 00:11:10,510
Look, maybe not the one for you, okay?

289
00:11:10,535 --> 00:11:13,329
Alright, look, if anything changes,
hit me up, please.

290
00:11:13,354 --> 00:11:14,650
I'm always thinking about you,
all right?

291
00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:16,197
Thanks, man. Appreciate it.

292
00:11:18,162 --> 00:11:19,654
Unbelievable.

293
00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:22,333
That commercial is so offensive.

294
00:11:22,358 --> 00:11:23,664
Good for you for saying no.

295
00:11:23,689 --> 00:11:26,257
I said no,
but someone else is gonna direct it.

296
00:11:26,282 --> 00:11:27,879
Yeah, some sellout.

297
00:11:27,904 --> 00:11:29,190
Well...

298
00:11:29,467 --> 00:11:31,687
You sound pretty upset about this.

299
00:11:31,792 --> 00:11:34,440
Sounds like someone needs
a Dr. Brock's Root Beer.

300
00:11:35,109 --> 00:11:36,479
- Tchhhh!
- Tchhhh!

301
00:11:36,504 --> 00:11:38,673
"Caffeine-free,
like it's always been, since 1946."

302
00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,127
Oh, man!

303
00:11:40,152 --> 00:11:41,458
What was he thinking?

304
00:11:41,483 --> 00:11:43,269
I don't think he was thinking.

305
00:11:43,293 --> 00:11:44,722
I know it was just a dream,

306
00:11:44,747 --> 00:11:46,618
but it's been almost three months,

307
00:11:46,643 --> 00:11:48,427
and I'm just starting to wonder

308
00:11:48,452 --> 00:11:50,572
if I'm ever gonna
feel like myself again.

309
00:11:50,597 --> 00:11:55,065
Because honestly,
I-I just really miss me.

310
00:11:55,797 --> 00:11:58,693
You know, Soph, I've...
I've been here with you,

311
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:01,026
and I've seen you struggling with this.

312
00:12:01,351 --> 00:12:05,047
And you're not talking to
your friends as much...

313
00:12:05,072 --> 00:12:06,682
Which I get.

314
00:12:06,707 --> 00:12:09,197
You're going through a lot.

315
00:12:09,521 --> 00:12:12,350
But I-I do have to ask you...

316
00:12:12,375 --> 00:12:14,943
Are you thinking about hurting yourself?

317
00:12:15,334 --> 00:12:16,552
I'm not.

318
00:12:18,162 --> 00:12:20,817
But I'm the daughter of
someone who died by suicide,

319
00:12:20,842 --> 00:12:23,166
and I know that puts
me at a greater risk.

320
00:12:23,848 --> 00:12:24,936
And then I think of Layla,

321
00:12:24,961 --> 00:12:28,008
who was just a year older than me

322
00:12:28,033 --> 00:12:30,296
and probably was
also assaulted by Peter,

323
00:12:30,321 --> 00:12:32,105
and she took her life.

324
00:12:34,244 --> 00:12:37,857
I just feel like the only people

325
00:12:37,882 --> 00:12:40,972
that would understand
what I'm going through

326
00:12:41,126 --> 00:12:42,649
just aren't here anymore.

327
00:12:43,918 --> 00:12:46,166
All of the questions that you're asking

328
00:12:46,191 --> 00:12:48,751
and all of the feelings
that you're having...

329
00:12:48,894 --> 00:12:50,983
It makes sense that you're having them.

330
00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:54,385
You know, I didn't know you well enough

331
00:12:54,410 --> 00:12:57,196
when your dad died to suggest this,

332
00:12:57,221 --> 00:13:00,529
but the American Foundation
for Suicide Prevention

333
00:13:00,554 --> 00:13:02,556
has a ton of different resources

334
00:13:02,581 --> 00:13:05,194
for survivors of suicide loss,

335
00:13:05,219 --> 00:13:07,134
and they even have a network of people

336
00:13:07,159 --> 00:13:10,852
who pair up with each other
to talk about the exact things

337
00:13:10,877 --> 00:13:12,682
that you're talking about.

338
00:13:13,831 --> 00:13:16,312
I think it could be
really great for you.

339
00:13:16,401 --> 00:13:18,598
I mean, I know that
my cancer support group

340
00:13:18,623 --> 00:13:19,752
that I go to on Wednesdays

341
00:13:19,777 --> 00:13:21,635
has been really helpful for me.

342
00:13:21,660 --> 00:13:23,329
Isn't that where you met Gary?

343
00:13:23,354 --> 00:13:24,643
Yep.

344
00:13:24,668 --> 00:13:26,975
And having someone understand firsthand

345
00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:30,525
what I was going through
made a big difference.

346
00:13:33,005 --> 00:13:35,137
And me and the other
women who met Gary there

347
00:13:35,162 --> 00:13:38,047
have a separate support group
that meets on Thursdays.

348
00:13:44,639 --> 00:13:46,409
Dude, I totally forgot about fruit.

349
00:13:46,434 --> 00:13:48,822
This is delicious. You gotta try this.

350
00:13:48,847 --> 00:13:50,501
Do yourself a favor...
Put this in your mouth.

351
00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,080
That's amazing. What's your name?

352
00:13:52,557 --> 00:13:53,647
Keith. Great.

353
00:13:53,672 --> 00:13:56,618
My friend Gary is on his way.

354
00:13:57,887 --> 00:13:58,974
I found it.

355
00:13:58,999 --> 00:14:00,282
The Somerville location has two copies

356
00:14:00,306 --> 00:14:02,512
of "Max Throttle 4" in stock.

357
00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,886
I had my new friend Keith

358
00:14:03,911 --> 00:14:05,608
visually confirm that they're there.

359
00:14:05,633 --> 00:14:07,473
He can't hold them, but he knows that

360
00:14:07,498 --> 00:14:11,024
my extremely handsome
roommate Gary is on his way.

361
00:14:11,049 --> 00:14:13,518
So, I'll finish slicing up these apples.

362
00:14:13,543 --> 00:14:15,735
You take a little trip
to Somerville, huh?

363
00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:17,247
You can even take some for the road.

364
00:14:17,272 --> 00:14:18,746
- Nope, I can't do that.
- Yes, you can.

365
00:14:18,770 --> 00:14:20,088
They're a very portable snack.

366
00:14:20,113 --> 00:14:22,488
No, Ed, I'm not leaving
you alone with these kids.

367
00:14:22,513 --> 00:14:24,994
Gary, they're watching
a movie for the next two hours.

368
00:14:25,019 --> 00:14:26,405
You're barely gonna be gone.

369
00:14:26,430 --> 00:14:27,940
Theo's been here for barely an hour.

370
00:14:27,965 --> 00:14:30,283
You're already asking me to break
the rules, man. It's not happening.

371
00:14:30,307 --> 00:14:32,219
Gary, you're only gonna
be gone 30 minutes.

372
00:14:32,244 --> 00:14:34,461
It doesn't matter if I'm
gone for five minutes.

373
00:14:34,486 --> 00:14:36,472
I didn't promise to
supervise these visits

374
00:14:36,497 --> 00:14:37,541
just for you.

375
00:14:37,566 --> 00:14:38,719
I am Theo's guardian.

376
00:14:38,744 --> 00:14:40,464
I'm not gonna take
a chance of you losing him

377
00:14:40,488 --> 00:14:44,172
so that you can go get a copy of
"Max Throttle 4".

378
00:14:44,699 --> 00:14:45,699
Alright.

379
00:14:45,724 --> 00:14:48,471
Tell you what...
let's cut up another Honeycrisp.

380
00:14:48,496 --> 00:14:49,627
We'll all go together.

381
00:14:49,652 --> 00:14:51,959
No. There are only two copies.

382
00:14:51,984 --> 00:14:53,136
I don't want to drag
him all the way there

383
00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:55,547
just for him to get let down again.

384
00:14:56,088 --> 00:14:57,679
You know what?

385
00:14:58,351 --> 00:14:59,569
I'm gonna go alone.

386
00:14:59,594 --> 00:15:01,445
I'm just gonna get a rideshare.

387
00:15:01,746 --> 00:15:03,148
"Rideshare"?

388
00:15:03,173 --> 00:15:04,566
Who calls it a rideshare?

389
00:15:04,591 --> 00:15:06,679
What are you, a sign at the airport?

390
00:15:16,947 --> 00:15:19,154
_

391
00:15:32,105 --> 00:15:34,517
It's not... It just isn't there.

392
00:15:35,778 --> 00:15:37,763
Hey there, concussion queen.

393
00:15:38,436 --> 00:15:40,481
That is a lot of multitasking

394
00:15:40,506 --> 00:15:42,394
for someone who's not working.

395
00:15:44,794 --> 00:15:46,230
What's wrong?

396
00:15:46,255 --> 00:15:47,909
Everything.

397
00:15:47,934 --> 00:15:49,414
I logged in to check the status,

398
00:15:49,439 --> 00:15:52,427
and it says our loan
application is incomplete.

399
00:15:52,617 --> 00:15:55,320
- I forgot to submit the payroll stubs.
- No, you didn't.

400
00:15:55,345 --> 00:15:56,496
You uploaded them the other night

401
00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:57,802
when I got up to get more popcorn

402
00:15:57,826 --> 00:15:59,412
because you said I'd
eaten more than my half.

403
00:15:59,436 --> 00:16:01,786
No, I started to,
but my stupid concussion brain

404
00:16:01,811 --> 00:16:03,117
must have gotten distracted.

405
00:16:03,142 --> 00:16:04,732
Please hold for the next available...

406
00:16:04,757 --> 00:16:07,673
- Mrs. Howard?
- Oh, this is the loan officer.

407
00:16:07,799 --> 00:16:09,801
Yes, I'm here.

408
00:16:09,826 --> 00:16:11,349
I figured out why your application

409
00:16:11,374 --> 00:16:13,077
won't accept the pay stubs.

410
00:16:13,102 --> 00:16:14,669
It appears as though the payroll loans

411
00:16:14,694 --> 00:16:16,298
are no longer available in your area.

412
00:16:16,323 --> 00:16:17,648
Another round should open up, though,

413
00:16:17,672 --> 00:16:18,823
in the next three to six months,

414
00:16:18,847 --> 00:16:19,998
if you want to check back then.

415
00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:21,719
Three to six months?

416
00:16:21,744 --> 00:16:22,923
Yes, ma'am.

417
00:16:22,948 --> 00:16:25,090
As you're probably aware,
there are a lot of restaurants

418
00:16:25,114 --> 00:16:27,376
applying for a limited amount of loans.

419
00:16:27,401 --> 00:16:29,573
That's why we recommend people
complete their application

420
00:16:29,597 --> 00:16:31,594
- as quickly as possible...
- Oh, yeah.

421
00:16:31,619 --> 00:16:33,073
Great advice. Thank you.

422
00:16:33,704 --> 00:16:35,649
Oh, my God.

423
00:16:35,674 --> 00:16:37,449
- Rome, what are we gonna do?
- Okay. Okay.

424
00:16:37,474 --> 00:16:38,693
Okay, we're not gonna panic.

425
00:16:38,718 --> 00:16:40,285
- Not panic?
- No.

426
00:16:40,310 --> 00:16:43,008
We have no money coming in.

427
00:16:43,033 --> 00:16:45,513
Right? H-How are we gonna pay for...

428
00:16:45,831 --> 00:16:47,459
Just...

429
00:16:47,484 --> 00:16:49,024
We find a way.

430
00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:50,854
The commercial.

431
00:16:50,879 --> 00:16:52,782
How did the meeting go?

432
00:16:52,807 --> 00:16:54,548
With the commercial?

433
00:16:54,573 --> 00:16:56,704
Yeah, he... he, uh, wants me to do it.

434
00:16:56,729 --> 00:16:57,904
- Oh, my God.
- Yeah.

435
00:16:57,929 --> 00:16:59,852
- Oh, thank God.
- Yes.

436
00:17:00,834 --> 00:17:02,909
Sometimes, things just work out.

437
00:17:02,934 --> 00:17:04,452
Yeah. Oh.

438
00:17:07,468 --> 00:17:09,391
Oh, man.

439
00:17:09,898 --> 00:17:11,477
Oh...

440
00:17:25,848 --> 00:17:27,459
Hey, Tyrell?

441
00:17:29,335 --> 00:17:31,751
_

442
00:17:54,003 --> 00:17:55,265
Hey.

443
00:17:55,290 --> 00:17:57,138
Did... Did I know you were coming over?

444
00:17:57,163 --> 00:17:58,425
Uh, no, I...

445
00:17:58,450 --> 00:18:00,409
I was gonna call, but...

446
00:18:01,786 --> 00:18:03,927
It's just... Can we talk?

447
00:18:14,040 --> 00:18:15,999
All right, Brandon.

448
00:18:16,024 --> 00:18:18,072
No shame in the minivan game.

449
00:18:25,904 --> 00:18:27,255
Hey.

450
00:18:31,776 --> 00:18:33,197
Hey!

451
00:18:34,504 --> 00:18:36,438
I'm reporting you!

452
00:18:42,050 --> 00:18:44,098
I wanted to talk
to you about something,

453
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:48,055
but... now I'm not
really sure how to ask.

454
00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:49,556
Soph, it's me.

455
00:18:49,581 --> 00:18:51,496
You can ask me anything.

456
00:18:55,659 --> 00:18:58,590
How did you know that you
wanted to kill yourself?

457
00:19:04,708 --> 00:19:07,295
- Oh, my G... I'm sorry. I did not...
- No, no. No.

458
00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,235
No, don't be sorry, Soph.

459
00:19:11,768 --> 00:19:15,172
Honestly, I wondered when
you would ask me about this.

460
00:19:16,830 --> 00:19:19,220
You'd think I'd have
thought about my answer

461
00:19:19,245 --> 00:19:21,222
a little bit, but...

462
00:19:22,986 --> 00:19:25,684
I was just, uh,
talking to Maggie about my dad,

463
00:19:25,709 --> 00:19:28,185
and she recommended a support group

464
00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:30,081
for survivors of suicide loss

465
00:19:30,106 --> 00:19:32,761
to help me just process
some of the things

466
00:19:32,786 --> 00:19:34,266
I've been thinking about.

467
00:19:34,291 --> 00:19:35,683
But I realized

468
00:19:35,708 --> 00:19:37,828
the person I wanted to talk to was you.

469
00:19:41,229 --> 00:19:43,750
You know, I met Maggie
the day of your dad's funeral.

470
00:19:44,545 --> 00:19:47,204
Yeah, we'd all come by
after sitting around,

471
00:19:47,229 --> 00:19:49,144
trying to understand why your dad...

472
00:19:52,234 --> 00:19:53,906
Why he did what he did.

473
00:19:56,492 --> 00:19:59,173
And Maggie thought maybe he'd
lost sight of the horizon.

474
00:20:00,718 --> 00:20:02,373
She was talking about him...

475
00:20:02,398 --> 00:20:06,228
Didn't realize she was
also talking about me.

476
00:20:09,324 --> 00:20:11,139
I-It's...

477
00:20:11,925 --> 00:20:13,535
It's not that I wanted to die.

478
00:20:13,560 --> 00:20:15,214
It's just that I just...

479
00:20:17,656 --> 00:20:20,691
... ran out of reasons
to live, you know?

480
00:20:20,716 --> 00:20:22,370
I just... I was tired.

481
00:20:22,395 --> 00:20:24,484
Not sleep-deprived.

482
00:20:24,509 --> 00:20:26,337
Just tired.

483
00:20:29,041 --> 00:20:30,926
Tired of hurting.

484
00:20:31,513 --> 00:20:33,511
Tired of pretending to be happy.

485
00:20:33,536 --> 00:20:36,191
Tire... Tired of just
seeing people laugh

486
00:20:36,216 --> 00:20:39,020
and wondering why my laugh
didn't seem as sincere.

487
00:20:39,923 --> 00:20:42,535
I think that there's this storm

488
00:20:42,737 --> 00:20:45,184
inside of me sometimes,

489
00:20:45,866 --> 00:20:47,526
and when I'm in the thick of it,
it just feels like

490
00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:50,637
the sun is never going to shine.

491
00:20:51,009 --> 00:20:54,880
Took me a really long time
to realize that if I just...

492
00:20:56,514 --> 00:20:58,646
... if I just wait long enough...

493
00:21:02,047 --> 00:21:03,759
... the clouds will part.

494
00:21:10,123 --> 00:21:12,985
Y-You know, Peter actually taught

495
00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:14,664
another student who went to MMI.

496
00:21:14,689 --> 00:21:16,405
Her name was Layla.

497
00:21:19,756 --> 00:21:21,317
Six months ago,

498
00:21:21,342 --> 00:21:23,518
she killed herself.

499
00:21:25,701 --> 00:21:28,740
And now, I'm pretty sure that Peter did

500
00:21:28,765 --> 00:21:32,116
the same thing to her
that he did to me, but...

501
00:21:34,342 --> 00:21:36,301
... she's not here to talk about it.

502
00:21:36,326 --> 00:21:37,731
Soph...

503
00:21:40,210 --> 00:21:41,754
I'm gonna keep it 100 and say something

504
00:21:41,778 --> 00:21:43,475
I maybe shouldn't say.

505
00:21:44,321 --> 00:21:47,019
But I love you too much not to say it.

506
00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:52,118
October 18th, 2018,

507
00:21:52,143 --> 00:21:53,927
two people in our group of friends

508
00:21:53,952 --> 00:21:56,155
tried to kill themselves.

509
00:21:56,663 --> 00:21:58,317
One of us died.

510
00:21:59,813 --> 00:22:01,730
The other got a call.

511
00:22:03,912 --> 00:22:05,174
Both of us woke up that morning

512
00:22:05,199 --> 00:22:07,569
and decided that we
couldn't do it anymore,

513
00:22:08,018 --> 00:22:10,478
and if I hadn't gotten
that call from Gary

514
00:22:10,503 --> 00:22:12,374
about your father...

515
00:22:13,449 --> 00:22:17,311
Not a day goes by
where I don't ask myself,

516
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:19,811
"Why Jon and not me?"

517
00:22:20,367 --> 00:22:24,295
So, I understand
if you're asking yourself

518
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:25,920
why Layla...

519
00:22:27,719 --> 00:22:29,242
... and not you.

520
00:22:32,977 --> 00:22:35,111
And the truth is, I don't know.

521
00:22:36,902 --> 00:22:38,271
Maybe it's...

522
00:22:39,249 --> 00:22:41,201
that we're lucky.

523
00:22:41,727 --> 00:22:43,946
Some sort of divine intervention.

524
00:22:46,433 --> 00:22:47,651
I-I don't know what it is,

525
00:22:47,676 --> 00:22:49,734
but I do know this...

526
00:22:51,264 --> 00:22:52,911
You are loved.

527
00:22:55,486 --> 00:22:59,664
And you are so unbelievably strong.

528
00:22:59,689 --> 00:23:01,995
Doesn't mean that you're
not gonna have bad days.

529
00:23:03,570 --> 00:23:07,186
But sometimes, being strong means

530
00:23:07,211 --> 00:23:10,078
being able to tell people
when you're feeling weak.

531
00:23:11,336 --> 00:23:15,734
So, if you are ever feeling that way...

532
00:23:16,471 --> 00:23:18,256
you don't knock on my door.

533
00:23:19,723 --> 00:23:22,463
You knock my door down, hmm?

534
00:23:29,618 --> 00:23:33,601
Okay, you're gonna make...
Not this left, but the next one.

535
00:23:33,626 --> 00:23:35,301
Thank you, again, for doing this.

536
00:23:35,326 --> 00:23:37,111
I really needed a win
with Theo right now.

537
00:23:37,136 --> 00:23:38,834
Well, I really needed to feel useful,

538
00:23:38,859 --> 00:23:40,470
so we both win.

539
00:23:40,495 --> 00:23:41,586
It's like with everything going on...

540
00:23:41,610 --> 00:23:44,049
It's like this poor kid's life
has been flipped upside down.

541
00:23:44,074 --> 00:23:47,444
- Oh! Oh! That was the turn.
- Oh, shoot. Sorry.

542
00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:48,514
I...

543
00:23:48,539 --> 00:23:50,628
I'm just not myself.

544
00:23:50,653 --> 00:23:52,071
It's so frustrating.

545
00:23:52,096 --> 00:23:54,843
I mean, I-I can't even do
anything in the restaurant

546
00:23:54,868 --> 00:23:57,348
because my ability to multitask

547
00:23:57,373 --> 00:23:59,228
is completely gone.

548
00:23:59,253 --> 00:24:01,781
The doctor seems pretty sure

549
00:24:01,806 --> 00:24:05,485
that I'll make a full recovery, but I...

550
00:24:05,510 --> 00:24:08,142
What if I am like this forever?

551
00:24:11,417 --> 00:24:13,368
Oh.

552
00:24:13,645 --> 00:24:14,776
Eddie, I didn't mean to...

553
00:24:14,801 --> 00:24:17,093
No, hey. Gina, it's fine.

554
00:24:17,931 --> 00:24:19,900
I hope you get better.

555
00:24:20,241 --> 00:24:21,610
But I am grateful that I have a friend

556
00:24:21,634 --> 00:24:24,394
who knows a little bit first-hand
what my life is like.

557
00:24:27,578 --> 00:24:29,058
It just feels like every single time

558
00:24:29,083 --> 00:24:31,129
I try to do something
I never even used to

559
00:24:31,154 --> 00:24:34,230
have to think about, I am reminded again

560
00:24:34,255 --> 00:24:35,952
of what my limitations are.

561
00:24:38,961 --> 00:24:42,194
Maybe we both just need
to accept where we are.

562
00:24:44,307 --> 00:24:46,677
You know, the reason I called to see

563
00:24:46,702 --> 00:24:49,705
if you could pick me up
was 'cause, um...

564
00:24:51,060 --> 00:24:53,279
... earlier, my rideshare driver

565
00:24:53,304 --> 00:24:55,626
took one look at me

566
00:24:55,651 --> 00:24:57,471
and decided that I was not worthy

567
00:24:57,496 --> 00:24:59,280
of being in his car.

568
00:25:02,370 --> 00:25:04,565
Well, you know, selfishly,

569
00:25:04,590 --> 00:25:06,896
it's nice to know that I have a friend

570
00:25:06,921 --> 00:25:08,569
who understands what
that feels like, too.

571
00:25:12,565 --> 00:25:15,401
At some point, though,
I am really gonna need you

572
00:25:15,426 --> 00:25:16,869
to make that left.

573
00:25:18,886 --> 00:25:21,059
So, I think I was seven years old,

574
00:25:21,084 --> 00:25:22,869
and I'm obsessed with Goofy.

575
00:25:22,894 --> 00:25:25,150
I used to wear those
dog-flap ears everywhere.

576
00:25:25,175 --> 00:25:26,718
Oh, I'm gonna need
to see a photo of that.

577
00:25:26,742 --> 00:25:28,657
My sister and I begged our folks

578
00:25:28,682 --> 00:25:30,553
to take us to Disney World,

579
00:25:30,578 --> 00:25:33,537
so they saved up,
and we went on our first vacation.

580
00:25:33,562 --> 00:25:35,172
You mean, like, you got on a plane?

581
00:25:35,197 --> 00:25:37,809
No. We loaded up the station wagon,

582
00:25:37,834 --> 00:25:40,089
and then we headed down to Orlando.

583
00:25:40,493 --> 00:25:42,167
My sister's friend, Allie Erlich,

584
00:25:42,192 --> 00:25:43,803
had gone the year before, so she gave us

585
00:25:43,828 --> 00:25:45,613
her map of the park.

586
00:25:46,220 --> 00:25:47,782
For almost 1,300 miles,

587
00:25:47,807 --> 00:25:51,637
Tina and I worked out our itinerary.

588
00:25:51,662 --> 00:25:52,814
But somewhere in Gainesville,

589
00:25:52,838 --> 00:25:54,963
we stopped at a drive-through for lunch,

590
00:25:54,988 --> 00:25:57,464
and my dad got a coupon
for Busch Gardens.

591
00:25:57,489 --> 00:25:59,404
- Oh, no.
- Oh, yes.

592
00:25:59,436 --> 00:26:02,246
- No.
- So, we'd been driving for two days.

593
00:26:02,271 --> 00:26:03,554
We're an hour and 10 minutes away

594
00:26:03,578 --> 00:26:04,730
from the happiest place on Earth,

595
00:26:04,754 --> 00:26:06,538
but the decal on my dad's soft drink...

596
00:26:06,563 --> 00:26:09,412
has a two-for-one
discount for a theme park

597
00:26:09,437 --> 00:26:11,577
whose mascot is beer.

598
00:26:15,287 --> 00:26:18,159
Ah, is... is everything okay?

599
00:26:18,465 --> 00:26:19,554
Yeah.

600
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,709
Sorry about that.

601
00:26:20,734 --> 00:26:22,039
So, then what happened?

602
00:26:23,144 --> 00:26:25,475
Eh, n-no. That... That was it.

603
00:26:25,545 --> 00:26:28,335
Uh, it just wasn't, um...

604
00:26:28,986 --> 00:26:31,046
I-It doesn't matter.

605
00:26:31,514 --> 00:26:33,828
Look, I-I know

606
00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:35,637
it's none of my business,

607
00:26:35,662 --> 00:26:37,686
but who were you texting?

608
00:26:37,711 --> 00:26:40,835
That was just someone
asking me a question.

609
00:26:43,707 --> 00:26:46,057
I know you're seeing other people.

610
00:26:46,082 --> 00:26:47,554
What?

611
00:26:47,954 --> 00:26:50,870
I saw you on a dating app.

612
00:26:50,895 --> 00:26:52,767
As a joke,
Carter set up a profile for me,

613
00:26:52,792 --> 00:26:54,718
and, um, I saw your picture.

614
00:26:54,743 --> 00:26:56,223
Which... You know, which is fine,

615
00:26:56,248 --> 00:26:58,990
because I... we just
started seeing each other.

616
00:26:59,015 --> 00:27:02,296
I mean, I know
we're not seeing each other.

617
00:27:02,336 --> 00:27:04,913
Um, th... this is all new for me,

618
00:27:04,938 --> 00:27:07,854
an... and I realize how
crazy I sound right now.

619
00:27:07,879 --> 00:27:09,124
Um...

620
00:27:09,149 --> 00:27:10,335
One... One... One sec.

621
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:12,397
- This is...
- Manny! Over here!

622
00:27:14,014 --> 00:27:16,163
Wha... What's going on?

623
00:27:16,784 --> 00:27:18,873
Y-You said when you were younger,

624
00:27:18,898 --> 00:27:20,702
your aunt would take you to
the park to get shaved ice,

625
00:27:20,726 --> 00:27:22,139
so I thought it'd be fun to have one

626
00:27:22,163 --> 00:27:23,468
delivered to you here.

627
00:27:23,569 --> 00:27:25,882
That's who I was texting.

628
00:27:25,907 --> 00:27:28,387
Manny may or may not be on a dating app.

629
00:27:28,412 --> 00:27:29,935
- Hey, bud.
- Hey.

630
00:27:30,170 --> 00:27:31,936
So, was she surprised?

631
00:27:35,218 --> 00:27:36,960
Come on, Liam.

632
00:27:37,109 --> 00:27:39,546
- Go, go, go, go, go.
- This has gotta be a record, right?

633
00:27:39,571 --> 00:27:41,679
- Faster, faster!
- I'm gonna play with one eye closed.

634
00:27:41,703 --> 00:27:43,985
- Hey, hey, hey! Crowdsurf!
- H-How do I crowdsurf?

635
00:27:44,010 --> 00:27:45,921
Well, don't look at me!
Look at the screen!

636
00:27:47,421 --> 00:27:48,921
- Liam!
- Liam.

637
00:27:48,946 --> 00:27:50,383
You remember this morning
when you beat me at "Mario Kart"?

638
00:27:50,407 --> 00:27:51,616
'Cause I don't.

639
00:27:51,641 --> 00:27:53,514
Would you like me to clean
your little 11-year-old glasses

640
00:27:53,538 --> 00:27:56,000
so you can read that scoreboard?
Never mind. I'll read it to you.

641
00:27:56,024 --> 00:27:57,068
It says...

642
00:27:57,100 --> 00:28:01,225
? Suck iiiiiiit! ?

643
00:28:01,250 --> 00:28:02,757
- No fair!
- What button am I

644
00:28:02,782 --> 00:28:04,083
supposed to press to crowdsurf?

645
00:28:04,108 --> 00:28:05,457
Whatever one you didn't press.

646
00:28:05,482 --> 00:28:06,918
You're out. Theo, you're up.

647
00:28:06,943 --> 00:28:08,530
What song do you want to lose to?

648
00:28:08,555 --> 00:28:10,557
In our defense,
most of these were written,

649
00:28:10,582 --> 00:28:13,579
like, 40 years before we were born.

650
00:28:14,891 --> 00:28:17,235
You're making excuses
before we even start, huh?

651
00:28:17,260 --> 00:28:18,827
Mnh-mnh. I'm just saying you're old.

652
00:28:18,852 --> 00:28:20,482
Mm, which makes the
fact that I'm crushing you

653
00:28:20,506 --> 00:28:21,986
that much more pathetic.

654
00:28:22,011 --> 00:28:24,361
Actually, change of plans.

655
00:28:24,460 --> 00:28:26,462
Prepare to lose, you loser.

656
00:28:26,487 --> 00:28:28,769
Whoa. What is with this cocky attitude?

657
00:28:28,794 --> 00:28:30,207
I have the upper hand. I'm dominating.

658
00:28:30,231 --> 00:28:32,102
Dad, you're just in time.

659
00:28:32,145 --> 00:28:33,647
Buddy?

660
00:28:35,056 --> 00:28:36,733
Look what I got.

661
00:28:36,758 --> 00:28:37,780
Oh!

662
00:28:37,805 --> 00:28:39,041
Dad, I can't believe you got it!

663
00:28:39,065 --> 00:28:40,588
Oh, this is awesome.

664
00:28:40,613 --> 00:28:41,686
Hey, but right now,

665
00:28:41,711 --> 00:28:43,444
I need you to crush Uncle Gary.

666
00:28:43,469 --> 00:28:47,604
He's 10% beard and 90% smack talk.

667
00:28:47,629 --> 00:28:50,747
Gary, prepare to lose to a professional.

668
00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:53,035
The rock star is in the building.

669
00:28:53,060 --> 00:28:54,235
Hit me, boy.

670
00:28:54,260 --> 00:28:55,593
- Mm!
- Unh!

671
00:28:58,214 --> 00:28:59,738
Brain freeze?

672
00:29:01,286 --> 00:29:03,811
Alan, I owe you...

673
00:29:03,836 --> 00:29:05,600
a huge apology.

674
00:29:06,459 --> 00:29:08,591
Earlier, when I asked you
who you were texting,

675
00:29:08,616 --> 00:29:11,750
I immediately assumed
it was another woman.

676
00:29:11,775 --> 00:29:14,082
Nope. Just Manny.

677
00:29:14,107 --> 00:29:16,234
The first half of
his name is actually "man".

678
00:29:17,563 --> 00:29:18,601
I know.

679
00:29:18,626 --> 00:29:21,868
And, uh, I jumped to conclusions.

680
00:29:21,893 --> 00:29:24,189
Not because of anything you've done.

681
00:29:24,327 --> 00:29:25,704
Because...

682
00:29:26,616 --> 00:29:29,096
the way you were being secretive

683
00:29:29,289 --> 00:29:31,919
reminded me of all the times

684
00:29:31,944 --> 00:29:34,120
that Eddie hid things from me.

685
00:29:35,868 --> 00:29:38,820
So, clearly, I have some trust issues.

686
00:29:41,659 --> 00:29:46,237
But I think it's only fair
that I work through those

687
00:29:46,281 --> 00:29:48,283
before I put them on you.

688
00:29:51,237 --> 00:29:52,761
What are you saying?

689
00:29:55,031 --> 00:29:58,611
I need to take things more slowly.

690
00:30:00,665 --> 00:30:02,336
Wow.

691
00:30:02,361 --> 00:30:03,970
Okay.

692
00:30:04,603 --> 00:30:06,203
More slowly.

693
00:30:06,228 --> 00:30:07,273
Hmm.

694
00:30:09,528 --> 00:30:12,096
Katherine, I'm sorry he hurt you.

695
00:30:12,121 --> 00:30:13,978
I really am.

696
00:30:14,587 --> 00:30:16,142
But I'm not Eddie.

697
00:30:17,225 --> 00:30:20,228
And I gotta say, it sucks
that we can't try this right now

698
00:30:20,253 --> 00:30:23,704
because some other
guy treated you poorly,

699
00:30:23,729 --> 00:30:26,297
when all I wanted to
do was treat you well.

700
00:30:29,524 --> 00:30:31,586
And I'm not willing to
wait around anymore.

701
00:30:36,636 --> 00:30:38,541
_

702
00:30:54,497 --> 00:30:56,003
Hey. You back already?

703
00:30:56,028 --> 00:30:57,943
No. My headphones died.

704
00:30:57,968 --> 00:30:59,893
I know,
I know. I should've charged them.

705
00:30:59,918 --> 00:31:01,051
Can I borrow yours?

706
00:31:01,076 --> 00:31:04,517
Just to be clear, those were mine,

707
00:31:04,542 --> 00:31:06,665
and I gave them to you,
then bought another pair,

708
00:31:06,690 --> 00:31:08,518
which you're now asking to borrow.

709
00:31:08,835 --> 00:31:11,563
- Please?
- Dude.

710
00:31:12,662 --> 00:31:14,178
Wait, what are you doing?

711
00:31:14,203 --> 00:31:16,024
Are you interviewing more
people for the documentary?

712
00:31:16,048 --> 00:31:17,606
'Cause if so, I don't need
to go on this run right now.

713
00:31:17,630 --> 00:31:18,592
Oh, no. This is...

714
00:31:18,617 --> 00:31:20,443
This is just a work thing.

715
00:31:20,658 --> 00:31:21,963
What work thing?

716
00:31:26,860 --> 00:31:28,461
I'm taking the commercial.

717
00:31:28,539 --> 00:31:30,453
Right.

718
00:31:32,151 --> 00:31:33,852
Wait. Wait. What?

719
00:31:34,722 --> 00:31:36,870
Gina didn't get the
loan for the restaurant,

720
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:39,938
so if I don't do the commercial,
Someday's not gonna make it.

721
00:31:40,271 --> 00:31:42,186
So, you're just gonna sell out?

722
00:31:42,378 --> 00:31:44,211
No. No.

723
00:31:45,033 --> 00:31:47,242
What I'm doing is
taking care of my family.

724
00:31:47,818 --> 00:31:50,024
Don't roll your eyes at me, man. You...

725
00:31:50,049 --> 00:31:52,356
Dude, when I met you,
you were selling me some BS story

726
00:31:52,381 --> 00:31:54,496
about a fake basketball team

727
00:31:54,521 --> 00:31:56,523
so you could sell overpriced candy bars

728
00:31:56,548 --> 00:31:57,506
to take care of your mother.

729
00:31:57,531 --> 00:31:59,444
That's exactly what I'm doing.

730
00:31:59,469 --> 00:32:00,658
I'm taking care of a restaurant,

731
00:32:00,682 --> 00:32:02,842
I'm taking care of a mortgage,
and I have to pay for...

732
00:32:07,838 --> 00:32:10,430
I'm not thrilled about it, either,

733
00:32:11,904 --> 00:32:14,385
but you of all people should
understand that sometimes,

734
00:32:14,410 --> 00:32:16,836
you gotta do what
you gotta do to survive.

735
00:32:16,861 --> 00:32:18,781
Oh, snap! My mic was on mute.

736
00:32:18,806 --> 00:32:21,422
Yo, what are you guys talking about?

737
00:32:22,992 --> 00:32:24,961
Xander. Hey, my man.

738
00:32:24,986 --> 00:32:27,554
Just talking about how hard it
is to make it in COVID, bro.

739
00:32:27,579 --> 00:32:28,875
Totally, dude.

740
00:32:28,900 --> 00:32:30,096
Listen to this... I was supposed to

741
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:32,378
take this kickass trip down to Mexico.

742
00:32:32,403 --> 00:32:34,231
You know,
I had to get on the phone to Hilton

743
00:32:34,256 --> 00:32:36,016
to get them to give me
my reward points back.

744
00:32:36,041 --> 00:32:37,607
It was, like, a whole thing.

745
00:32:37,632 --> 00:32:38,967
So, believe me, I know.

746
00:32:38,992 --> 00:32:41,089
Things are tough all over, dude.

747
00:32:41,133 --> 00:32:43,858
- So, what's up with you?
- Oh. Uh...

748
00:32:44,433 --> 00:32:49,046
Look, man, I've been thinking,
if you haven't found anyone yet,

749
00:32:49,402 --> 00:32:53,044
you know, I'd... I'd like to do
the Dr. Brock's commercial.

750
00:32:53,069 --> 00:32:54,905
Dooooope!

751
00:32:54,930 --> 00:32:58,952
Yes! So psyched about this project, man!

752
00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,935
Me and you, we're helping people.

753
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:02,760
And I can go to Mexico.

754
00:33:06,747 --> 00:33:10,085
You're doing great!
Check the crowd meter.

755
00:33:11,094 --> 00:33:12,791
Way to shred it!

756
00:33:12,999 --> 00:33:14,359
This is not fair!

757
00:33:14,384 --> 00:33:15,797
- You guys brought in a ringer!
- You're on fire!

758
00:33:15,821 --> 00:33:17,492
Dad, keep it going! You're crushing it!

759
00:33:19,055 --> 00:33:20,458
Whoa! Mom's home!

760
00:33:20,483 --> 00:33:22,014
- Hey, Mom.
- Hey.

761
00:33:22,039 --> 00:33:23,522
Hey.

762
00:33:24,842 --> 00:33:26,341
Can we go talk?

763
00:33:27,359 --> 00:33:29,983
You know what? As much as
I'd like to stay here and show you

764
00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:31,550
what an incredible comeback looks like,

765
00:33:31,574 --> 00:33:33,185
your mom's home, so I'm tapping out.

766
00:33:33,210 --> 00:33:34,382
You guys play.

767
00:33:34,407 --> 00:33:35,641
- Okay.
- You ready?

768
00:33:35,665 --> 00:33:38,481
Two on one...
your combined score against mine.

769
00:33:38,506 --> 00:33:39,626
Let's do this.

770
00:33:39,651 --> 00:33:43,195
Speaking of two-on-one,
how was the big orgy?

771
00:33:43,220 --> 00:33:45,737
- It was okay.
- I assume you sanitized.

772
00:33:45,762 --> 00:33:47,938
Yeah, Dr. Fauci's been
very specific about

773
00:33:47,963 --> 00:33:50,683
how you should handle yourself
at sex parties these days.

774
00:33:52,282 --> 00:33:54,066
You okay? What's going on?

775
00:33:55,818 --> 00:33:57,967
The reason Steven wanted to talk to me

776
00:33:57,992 --> 00:34:00,269
is because he's up for a job in Lenox.

777
00:34:00,577 --> 00:34:03,101
- Okay.
- My company has a PT office out there,

778
00:34:03,126 --> 00:34:05,888
and he wanted to know if
I'd be willing to move

779
00:34:05,928 --> 00:34:09,581
so that Liam could be near both of us.

780
00:34:12,662 --> 00:34:15,854
When we got a divorce,
we both agreed that we'd only move

781
00:34:15,879 --> 00:34:18,317
if the other one could relocate, too.

782
00:34:23,384 --> 00:34:25,125
I'm not saying anything
because I'm hoping

783
00:34:25,150 --> 00:34:27,717
you're about to tell me
that you're not going.

784
00:34:30,677 --> 00:34:32,157
Are you going?

785
00:34:35,029 --> 00:34:36,894
I don't know.

786
00:34:37,528 --> 00:34:39,748
That's why Steven wanted
to talk to me in person.

787
00:34:39,773 --> 00:34:43,315
He knows that you and I
are serious, and he...

788
00:34:44,429 --> 00:34:47,843
he wanted to know if that
makes the move a deal breaker.

789
00:34:50,678 --> 00:34:54,769
Gary, this morning at breakfast,

790
00:34:54,794 --> 00:34:58,214
we were talking about how
nice it was to play house.

791
00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:00,812
We were practically living
together at Delilah's,

792
00:35:00,837 --> 00:35:03,275
and then all of a sudden,
Eddie moves in.

793
00:35:05,302 --> 00:35:10,378
And I-I guess part
of me thought that if...

794
00:35:10,987 --> 00:35:13,292
If you were gonna have a new roommate...

795
00:35:14,925 --> 00:35:17,175
that that roommate would be me.

796
00:35:24,126 --> 00:35:26,824
I'm gonna say something right now,

797
00:35:26,978 --> 00:35:30,755
and I'm not saying it to
change anything, but...

798
00:35:33,051 --> 00:35:35,035
I love you.

799
00:35:35,545 --> 00:35:37,501
And I would say this to Ed's face...

800
00:35:37,526 --> 00:35:40,877
Given the choice, I would much
rather have you as a roommate,

801
00:35:40,902 --> 00:35:44,629
if only because I think the
pillow fights are more fun.

802
00:35:45,338 --> 00:35:47,208
When I talked to Katherine
on our way out today,

803
00:35:47,232 --> 00:35:48,949
she made it pretty clear
that she's not gonna be

804
00:35:48,973 --> 00:35:51,367
trusting Eddie alone
with Theo anytime soon.

805
00:35:51,392 --> 00:35:53,722
Yeah. I, uh...

806
00:35:55,630 --> 00:35:57,350
I wasn't thinking ahead
when I suggested it.

807
00:35:58,341 --> 00:36:00,611
It's, you know,
Eddie needed my help, and...

808
00:36:00,636 --> 00:36:02,812
And Katherine needed my help,
and here I am,

809
00:36:02,837 --> 00:36:04,832
in an impossible spot.

810
00:36:06,183 --> 00:36:08,141
So am I.

811
00:36:13,397 --> 00:36:16,792
Look, I'm gonna get Liam home
so he can sleep in a real bed,

812
00:36:16,932 --> 00:36:19,152
and you need to stay
here with Eddie and Theo,

813
00:36:19,177 --> 00:36:21,217
to make sure they have
a great first night together.

814
00:36:28,584 --> 00:36:30,891
You're a good friend, Gary.

815
00:36:33,060 --> 00:36:35,715
Sometimes I wish I could
be one of your friends.

816
00:36:39,696 --> 00:36:41,180
Liam, come on, buddy.

817
00:36:42,262 --> 00:36:43,842
Let's go.

818
00:36:46,316 --> 00:36:48,231
- Hey.
- Hey.

819
00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:51,382
Did you talk to Xander yet?

820
00:36:51,407 --> 00:36:53,188
Just got off a Zoom call with him.

821
00:36:53,620 --> 00:36:55,623
We're gonna start scouting tomorrow.

822
00:36:55,648 --> 00:36:57,606
You should call him back.

823
00:36:59,118 --> 00:37:01,039
You need to tell him you're
not doing this commercial.

824
00:37:01,063 --> 00:37:03,612
Oh. Tyrell told you.

825
00:37:03,675 --> 00:37:06,286
I ran into him outside.

826
00:37:07,861 --> 00:37:11,024
Rome, I didn't realize what
the commercial was about.

827
00:37:12,510 --> 00:37:14,250
Do you really want to do this?

828
00:37:14,275 --> 00:37:15,581
No.

829
00:37:15,606 --> 00:37:16,758
But I'm going to because if I don't,

830
00:37:16,782 --> 00:37:17,934
you're gonna lose your restaurant.

831
00:37:17,958 --> 00:37:19,830
- Rome...
- No, just hear me out.

832
00:37:22,762 --> 00:37:24,985
Sophie came by earlier today.

833
00:37:25,453 --> 00:37:28,698
She wanted to know
about the day that I...

834
00:37:28,723 --> 00:37:32,219
She wanted to know why
I almost ended my life.

835
00:37:33,612 --> 00:37:36,311
Honestly,
it was really hard to articulate

836
00:37:36,336 --> 00:37:37,555
where my head was back then,

837
00:37:37,580 --> 00:37:39,852
because I'm in such
a different place now.

838
00:37:40,519 --> 00:37:42,912
I think I wanted to die

839
00:37:42,937 --> 00:37:45,727
because I just lost my sense of purpose,

840
00:37:46,458 --> 00:37:48,593
and you helped me find it again.

841
00:37:50,547 --> 00:37:52,897
So, for the last two years,
I've woken up

842
00:37:52,922 --> 00:37:55,500
knowing exactly why I
get up in the morning.

843
00:37:56,073 --> 00:37:58,075
It's for you.

844
00:37:58,657 --> 00:38:00,209
It's for us.

845
00:38:00,234 --> 00:38:02,578
And now, a little bit for Tyrell.

846
00:38:05,736 --> 00:38:07,738
I exist for more than myself,

847
00:38:07,763 --> 00:38:10,914
and right now,
all of us need me to do this.

848
00:38:11,220 --> 00:38:13,657
Oh, babe.

849
00:38:14,286 --> 00:38:17,539
I love that that's where you are now,

850
00:38:17,564 --> 00:38:19,266
but I don't need you to do this.

851
00:38:19,291 --> 00:38:21,977
- But if I don't do...
- I'm gonna lose the restaurant.

852
00:38:22,430 --> 00:38:24,555
I know.

853
00:38:25,943 --> 00:38:27,553
But I'm gonna lose it anyway.

854
00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:31,352
While you were talking with Sophie,

855
00:38:31,377 --> 00:38:35,124
I was talking with Eddie, and...

856
00:38:36,288 --> 00:38:40,796
oh, he made me realize that

857
00:38:40,821 --> 00:38:42,860
part of recovering from an injury

858
00:38:42,885 --> 00:38:46,724
is accepting that
things aren't the same.

859
00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:49,998
Rome, even if COVID restrictions

860
00:38:50,023 --> 00:38:52,373
were to lift tomorrow,

861
00:38:52,417 --> 00:38:53,741
with my concussion,

862
00:38:53,766 --> 00:38:56,334
I'm in no place to be
head chef at a restaurant.

863
00:38:58,404 --> 00:39:02,973
I tried... but I can't.

864
00:39:32,773 --> 00:39:33,823
Mm.

865
00:39:34,128 --> 00:39:35,173
Wait, wait!

866
00:39:35,198 --> 00:39:36,286
- What?
- Oh, no.

867
00:39:36,311 --> 00:39:37,660
Oh, shoot.

868
00:39:37,685 --> 00:39:39,511
Must've been from my button.

869
00:39:40,048 --> 00:39:41,354
I love it.

870
00:39:43,231 --> 00:39:45,581
Every time we look at it,
we're gonna remember tonight.

871
00:40:17,808 --> 00:40:20,480
You sure you want to share a bed?
We can set up the futon.

872
00:40:20,665 --> 00:40:21,917
Are you kidding?

873
00:40:21,942 --> 00:40:24,736
I usually have to have a nightmare
to be allowed to do this.

874
00:40:26,761 --> 00:40:28,662
We forgot to play "Max Throttle 4".

875
00:40:28,687 --> 00:40:29,949
It's okay.

876
00:40:29,974 --> 00:40:31,751
We can just play it in the morning,

877
00:40:31,776 --> 00:40:33,561
and the next time I come visit.

878
00:40:33,586 --> 00:40:35,694
Yeah, we can.

879
00:40:35,737 --> 00:40:37,324
But you should practice
while I'm at Mom's,

880
00:40:37,348 --> 00:40:39,020
because I'm gonna crush you.

881
00:40:40,245 --> 00:40:42,711
Sorry. Uncle Gary snuck in.

882
00:40:42,736 --> 00:40:43,876
Oh.

883
00:40:43,901 --> 00:40:45,330
Well, in that case,

884
00:40:45,355 --> 00:40:47,150
can you deliver a message

885
00:40:47,175 --> 00:40:48,900
- to Uncle Gary for me?
- What is that?

886
00:40:48,925 --> 00:40:50,100
Hey, hey, hey!

887
00:40:50,125 --> 00:40:51,511
Hey! Oh, no! Dad!

888
00:40:52,755 --> 00:40:57,153
His beard will fall off.

889
00:40:57,178 --> 00:40:58,325
Come here!

890
00:41:03,435 --> 00:41:05,989
When you wake up
in the morning, I'll be home.

891
00:41:06,014 --> 00:41:08,451
And by home,
I mean in a hotel by the airport,

892
00:41:08,476 --> 00:41:10,347
quarantining for 10 days.

893
00:41:10,372 --> 00:41:12,183
Look, I am just happy that
you are going to be

894
00:41:12,208 --> 00:41:13,514
in the same time zone.

895
00:41:13,539 --> 00:41:15,914
Knock, knock. Room service.

896
00:41:15,939 --> 00:41:16,940
I brought some tea.

897
00:41:16,965 --> 00:41:18,215
Thought it might help you sleep.

898
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,934
Thanks, but I actually think
I'm gonna be okay tonight.

899
00:41:22,406 --> 00:41:25,066
Good, 'cause I'm pretty
sure this is caffeinated.

900
00:41:25,091 --> 00:41:26,962
- Hiya, D.
- Hey.

901
00:41:26,987 --> 00:41:28,467
Soph was just telling me about

902
00:41:28,492 --> 00:41:31,420
the great conversation
she had with Rome today.

903
00:41:31,445 --> 00:41:33,839
Uh, yeah. It was actually Maggie's idea.

904
00:41:34,258 --> 00:41:36,491
Is that the support group you went to?

905
00:41:36,516 --> 00:41:37,719
- Yeah.
- Hmm.

906
00:41:37,744 --> 00:41:40,355
He let me know that I'm
not alone in my feelings.

907
00:41:46,043 --> 00:41:48,698
You know,
I just wish I could've known Layla,

908
00:41:48,723 --> 00:41:50,533
to tell her that she
wasn't alone, either.

909
00:41:51,900 --> 00:41:55,416
Yeah, uh, but, you know,
I've been thinking.

910
00:41:56,533 --> 00:41:58,578
If I had been the one to take my life,

911
00:41:58,603 --> 00:41:59,842
and she was the one that was still here,

912
00:41:59,866 --> 00:42:01,932
what would I want her to do?

913
00:42:03,026 --> 00:42:07,089
I'd want her to stick up for herself,
for both of us,

914
00:42:07,114 --> 00:42:10,198
so that Peter never gets
a chance to hurt anyone else.

915
00:42:13,748 --> 00:42:15,837
I want to go to the police.

916
00:42:19,918 --> 00:42:22,918
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