1 00:00:04,833 --> 00:00:07,612 Is today a glued-to-the-news day off, 2 00:00:07,636 --> 00:00:09,447 or a pretend-everything's-fine day off? 3 00:00:09,471 --> 00:00:10,681 I haven't decided yet. 4 00:00:10,705 --> 00:00:13,418 Okay, well, how about we start with a bubble bath, 5 00:00:13,442 --> 00:00:15,420 then food, then more food? 6 00:00:15,444 --> 00:00:16,988 How about, um, sex? 7 00:00:17,012 --> 00:00:18,791 Mm, that's what I meant by "bubble bath." 8 00:00:18,815 --> 00:00:19,949 Oh. 9 00:00:21,683 --> 00:00:24,250 Uh, I'll... I'll meet you at the car. 10 00:00:27,942 --> 00:00:30,468 You know, you delaying going home 11 00:00:30,492 --> 00:00:31,936 is not gonna stop Carina from leaving. 12 00:00:31,960 --> 00:00:33,704 I should be running home, wanting to soak up 13 00:00:33,728 --> 00:00:35,540 every last minute with her, but... 14 00:00:35,564 --> 00:00:37,708 It sucks. I... 15 00:00:37,732 --> 00:00:40,144 As someone who recently weathered a separation 16 00:00:40,168 --> 00:00:42,513 from the one she loves, I wish I could say it won't suck, 17 00:00:42,537 --> 00:00:44,348 but... it will. 18 00:00:44,372 --> 00:00:45,883 Ah, so inspiring. Thank you. 19 00:00:47,676 --> 00:00:49,520 I keep thinking maybe I should just propose, 20 00:00:49,544 --> 00:00:51,744 and then she won't have to leave. 21 00:00:52,481 --> 00:00:56,294 Well, um, as someone who also r-recently 22 00:00:56,318 --> 00:00:59,063 got married super fast, I... i-it's not 23 00:00:59,087 --> 00:01:01,521 the solution to your problems. 24 00:01:02,483 --> 00:01:04,902 You two are meant to be. 25 00:01:04,926 --> 00:01:08,706 You've... You'll get through this. 26 00:01:08,730 --> 00:01:11,976 Now, go home and soak up every minute. 27 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:13,929 Make sure you soak it up. I'm serious. 28 00:01:13,953 --> 00:01:14,767 Yeah. Mm-hmm. 29 00:01:22,511 --> 00:01:24,444 Mm. 30 00:01:26,248 --> 00:01:28,493 Hi, darling. It's a disaster here. 31 00:01:28,517 --> 00:01:30,027 It's like being in hell. When are you coming? 32 00:01:30,051 --> 00:01:31,928 Uh, can't wait. 33 00:01:31,952 --> 00:01:36,167 Well, you can whip us into shape with your American learnings. 34 00:01:36,191 --> 00:01:37,835 When is your flight? 35 00:01:37,859 --> 00:01:39,904 Tonight. I'm packing now. 36 00:01:39,928 --> 00:01:42,507 You haven't started, have you? 37 00:01:42,531 --> 00:01:46,744 _ 38 00:01:47,802 --> 00:01:52,783 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 39 00:01:59,548 --> 00:02:01,392 Look at you. 40 00:02:01,416 --> 00:02:02,527 He won't know what hit him. 41 00:02:02,551 --> 00:02:03,694 Oh. Uh, Marsha, don't. 42 00:02:03,718 --> 00:02:05,363 I-I can do that. 43 00:02:05,387 --> 00:02:09,066 Oh, I'm almost done, and my body needs to move. 44 00:02:09,090 --> 00:02:10,234 It needs to move. 45 00:02:10,258 --> 00:02:11,636 Come on, baby. 46 00:02:12,661 --> 00:02:14,772 Are we having a dance party? 47 00:02:14,796 --> 00:02:16,207 - Yeah! - Yeah! Come join us! 48 00:02:18,333 --> 00:02:19,644 Like this? 49 00:02:19,668 --> 00:02:21,979 Okay! 50 00:02:22,003 --> 00:02:25,383 Hey, uh, go grab your stuff for the park. 51 00:02:25,407 --> 00:02:26,717 Oh, are we going to the park? 52 00:02:26,741 --> 00:02:28,719 Uh, you're not. I am. 53 00:02:28,743 --> 00:02:30,988 He's got some kind of egg-drop project for school, 54 00:02:31,012 --> 00:02:33,558 and I'm... I'm gonna take him. 55 00:02:34,583 --> 00:02:36,060 - Okay, you... - Yeah. 56 00:02:36,084 --> 00:02:37,895 - You feel up for that? - Of course! 57 00:02:37,919 --> 00:02:40,331 My doctor even says I need more Vitamin D. 58 00:02:40,355 --> 00:02:44,502 And you two need some well-earned alone time. 59 00:02:46,494 --> 00:02:48,005 Oh, all right. 60 00:02:48,029 --> 00:02:50,741 Let's hit the road, Jack. 61 00:02:50,765 --> 00:02:53,344 No, no. I mean, not Jack. You. 62 00:02:54,769 --> 00:02:56,247 Ah, here we go. Okay, be safe. 63 00:02:56,271 --> 00:02:57,982 And take your cellphone. 64 00:02:58,006 --> 00:02:59,150 - Yeah. - Hey, masks! 65 00:02:59,174 --> 00:03:00,651 Yes, I know. 66 00:03:00,675 --> 00:03:01,919 I learned my lesson. 67 00:03:05,146 --> 00:03:08,259 Okay. 68 00:03:15,437 --> 00:03:18,506 Michelle's going to the protest at Seattle Center. 69 00:03:18,530 --> 00:03:19,777 You want to go? 70 00:03:19,801 --> 00:03:21,768 - Should we? - Yeah. 71 00:03:21,792 --> 00:03:23,920 Maybe we could... 72 00:03:23,944 --> 00:03:25,603 Hold on. 73 00:03:25,627 --> 00:03:26,960 Warren. 74 00:03:26,984 --> 00:03:28,906 Aren't you supposed to be in surgery right now? 75 00:03:28,930 --> 00:03:30,000 I-In a couple hours. 76 00:03:30,024 --> 00:03:32,282 Yeah, I'm, uh... I'm at the hospital now. 77 00:03:32,306 --> 00:03:33,239 You okay? 78 00:03:33,263 --> 00:03:35,096 Yeah, yeah. I, um... 79 00:03:35,457 --> 00:03:37,157 Yeah, Miranda couldn't make it. 80 00:03:37,181 --> 00:03:38,835 She, uh... She had a last-minute surgery, 81 00:03:38,859 --> 00:03:40,093 and I-I told her I'd be fine. 82 00:03:40,117 --> 00:03:41,346 Okay. 83 00:03:42,324 --> 00:03:43,757 He wants company. 84 00:03:43,781 --> 00:03:47,125 Hey, uh, y-you want me to come to the hospital, Warren? 85 00:03:47,149 --> 00:03:49,350 No, no, man. That... That'd be silly. 86 00:03:49,374 --> 00:03:50,948 Because, look, I-I get it. 87 00:03:50,972 --> 00:03:53,590 I was nervous when, uh, I had my surgery, 88 00:03:53,614 --> 00:03:56,307 and they weren't going anywhere near my cojones. 89 00:03:59,563 --> 00:04:00,903 Look, we're supposed to hit this protest, 90 00:04:00,927 --> 00:04:02,560 but I can, uh, come through. 91 00:04:02,584 --> 00:04:03,816 No, no, no, no. Come on, man. 92 00:04:04,178 --> 00:04:05,579 That's more important, right? 93 00:04:05,603 --> 00:04:06,736 I'm good. 94 00:04:17,010 --> 00:04:18,544 Is it gonna be cold there? 95 00:04:18,568 --> 00:04:19,668 So-so. 96 00:04:19,692 --> 00:04:22,428 Ah, I need to bring jackets for the night. 97 00:04:22,452 --> 00:04:24,597 I guess you don't need a bathing suit? 98 00:04:24,621 --> 00:04:26,999 Unfortunately, it's not a vacation. 99 00:04:27,023 --> 00:04:30,058 I probably won't ever leave the hospital. 100 00:04:37,150 --> 00:04:38,858 Protesters spill onto 101 00:04:38,882 --> 00:04:40,516 the streets of our city tonight. 102 00:04:40,540 --> 00:04:42,074 Authorities are calling... 103 00:04:42,098 --> 00:04:45,466 I keep wondering what my dad is thinking, watching this. 104 00:04:45,909 --> 00:04:48,521 When people were protesting for gay marriage, 105 00:04:48,545 --> 00:04:52,358 he said, "People just can't be happy with what they've got." 106 00:04:52,382 --> 00:04:54,849 It's probably why I still haven't come out to him. 107 00:04:57,654 --> 00:04:59,732 My mom went back to him. 108 00:04:59,756 --> 00:05:01,901 - When? - Couple months ago. 109 00:05:01,925 --> 00:05:03,603 COVID hit, and she moved back in. 110 00:05:03,627 --> 00:05:05,471 Why didn't you tell me before? 111 00:05:05,495 --> 00:05:07,707 Because I've been trying really hard not to think about it. 112 00:05:07,731 --> 00:05:09,775 But now that you're about to go into lockdown, 113 00:05:09,799 --> 00:05:12,044 I just keep picturing her trapped, 114 00:05:12,068 --> 00:05:13,546 tiptoeing around the house, 115 00:05:13,570 --> 00:05:15,337 trying to avoid being in the same room with him 116 00:05:15,361 --> 00:05:16,929 or closing a door too loudly 117 00:05:16,953 --> 00:05:20,655 or putting too much milk in his coffee. 118 00:05:24,447 --> 00:05:26,314 Mm. 119 00:05:27,918 --> 00:05:30,147 _ 120 00:05:33,990 --> 00:05:35,902 I know, baby. It's okay. 121 00:05:35,926 --> 00:05:39,171 No, in and out, just like we said. 122 00:05:39,195 --> 00:05:40,573 Yeah, well, look, I, uh... 123 00:05:40,597 --> 00:05:41,574 Yeah, yeah. 124 00:05:41,598 --> 00:05:44,176 I, uh... I love you, too. 125 00:05:45,669 --> 00:05:47,179 Uh, look, go... Go save some lives, all right? 126 00:05:47,203 --> 00:05:48,881 I'm good. 127 00:06:01,219 --> 00:06:03,929 Okay, I need you to fill out this form. 128 00:06:03,953 --> 00:06:05,096 It's just a standard safety and... 129 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:06,831 Oh, I know all about the forms. 130 00:06:06,855 --> 00:06:08,033 I'm, uh... 131 00:06:08,057 --> 00:06:09,367 I'm actually a surgeon. 132 00:06:09,391 --> 00:06:12,070 Oh, good. Surgeons make the best patients. 133 00:06:13,896 --> 00:06:15,774 Do you have someone to come pick you up later today? 134 00:06:15,798 --> 00:06:17,042 Uh, yeah, my wife will be here. 135 00:06:17,066 --> 00:06:19,277 She's a... She's a doctor, too. 136 00:06:19,301 --> 00:06:21,100 You know, she got stuck in surgery. 137 00:06:21,124 --> 00:06:22,535 Oh, wow. Whole family of doctors. 138 00:06:22,559 --> 00:06:25,237 Yep, and our foster son's gonna be one, too. 139 00:06:25,261 --> 00:06:27,335 Nurse Lea? Someone's here for Mr. Warren. 140 00:06:27,369 --> 00:06:29,456 Says she's his emergency contact for the day? 141 00:06:30,333 --> 00:06:32,369 Hey. Mind if I hang out? 142 00:06:32,436 --> 00:06:33,513 Hey. 143 00:06:33,537 --> 00:06:35,248 Uh, th... this is... This is my friend, Andy. 144 00:06:35,272 --> 00:06:36,449 Hi. 145 00:06:36,473 --> 00:06:37,717 Um, okay, Dr. Warren. 146 00:06:37,741 --> 00:06:39,285 The anesthesiologist will be in shortly 147 00:06:39,309 --> 00:06:40,653 to perform your... 148 00:06:40,677 --> 00:06:42,756 Open airway exam and obtain consent for anesthesia. Yeah. 149 00:06:43,156 --> 00:06:45,334 Let me guess... you're an anesthesiologist, too? 150 00:06:45,358 --> 00:06:46,869 Actually, yeah. 151 00:06:46,893 --> 00:06:49,004 It's... I'm sorry. 152 00:06:50,163 --> 00:06:51,473 What are you doing here? 153 00:06:51,497 --> 00:06:54,343 Well, my dad would have wanted me to be here for you. 154 00:06:55,621 --> 00:06:57,088 Solidarity. 155 00:06:59,310 --> 00:07:00,609 Thanks, Andy. 156 00:07:03,632 --> 00:07:05,376 It's kind of weird, right? 157 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:06,377 Yeah. 158 00:07:06,401 --> 00:07:08,446 - Wait, what? - The quiet. 159 00:07:08,470 --> 00:07:10,628 No one's sick. No one's in crisis. 160 00:07:10,653 --> 00:07:12,831 We're just... fine. 161 00:07:12,855 --> 00:07:15,200 Yeah. No, yeah, that's... 162 00:07:15,224 --> 00:07:16,602 That's a first for us. 163 00:07:16,626 --> 00:07:18,637 It's nice. 164 00:07:19,381 --> 00:07:21,340 Yeah. 165 00:07:22,192 --> 00:07:24,036 Should... Uh, should we watch a... 166 00:07:24,060 --> 00:07:26,060 A movie or something? 167 00:07:27,322 --> 00:07:31,335 We haven't had childcare since we became a couple, so, no. 168 00:07:31,359 --> 00:07:34,004 No, I-I very much would not like to watch a movie. 169 00:07:34,028 --> 00:07:35,406 - Oh. - Is this okay? 170 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:36,473 Whoa. Yeah. 171 00:07:36,497 --> 00:07:38,475 Yeah? 172 00:07:39,012 --> 00:07:39,989 - Is this okay? - Mm-hmm. 173 00:07:40,013 --> 00:07:41,257 - Yeah. - Yeah. 174 00:07:41,281 --> 00:07:42,292 - I mean... - Oh. 175 00:07:42,316 --> 00:07:43,626 Just, like... 176 00:07:43,650 --> 00:07:44,527 Yeah. 177 00:07:44,551 --> 00:07:46,329 - There. - Whoa. Okay. 178 00:07:46,353 --> 00:07:47,532 - Okay? - Yeah. 179 00:07:48,591 --> 00:07:49,802 - Whoa! - Oh! 180 00:07:49,826 --> 00:07:51,336 My God! 181 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:53,223 - A person! - Okay. 182 00:07:54,197 --> 00:07:55,507 Uh... 183 00:07:56,933 --> 00:07:59,912 Aah! 184 00:07:59,936 --> 00:08:01,280 - Oh, G... - Oh, no, no, no! 185 00:08:01,304 --> 00:08:02,347 We have to help her. 186 00:08:02,371 --> 00:08:03,849 Do we? 187 00:08:08,502 --> 00:08:11,091 - Ohh. Oh, no. - Miss?! 188 00:08:11,116 --> 00:08:14,349 - No, no. No, no, no, no, no. - Hello? Are you okay? 189 00:08:14,390 --> 00:08:15,400 Who is that? 190 00:08:15,424 --> 00:08:16,702 Uh, we live in Apartment 14. 191 00:08:16,726 --> 00:08:18,236 Are you all right? 192 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:21,707 Uh, I hit my back on the side of the dumpster and fell in. 193 00:08:21,731 --> 00:08:23,608 I can't believe it! 194 00:08:23,632 --> 00:08:26,445 I fell into... Into a dumpster! 195 00:08:26,469 --> 00:08:29,181 Uh, I'm gonna call... 196 00:08:29,205 --> 00:08:30,382 Yeah, okay. 197 00:08:30,406 --> 00:08:32,017 No, no, no, no, no! Don't... Don't move! 198 00:08:32,041 --> 00:08:34,386 Don't... Hey, hey. Y-You can't do that, okay? 199 00:08:34,410 --> 00:08:35,887 It's very important that you stay still 200 00:08:35,911 --> 00:08:37,522 until I can check on you, okay? 201 00:08:37,546 --> 00:08:39,224 Um, you said you hit your back? 202 00:08:39,248 --> 00:08:40,359 Yeah. 203 00:08:40,383 --> 00:08:41,560 Okay, can you tell me where it hurts? 204 00:08:41,584 --> 00:08:42,728 Well, my back. 205 00:08:42,752 --> 00:08:44,196 Lower. 206 00:08:44,220 --> 00:08:46,531 Uh, I don't know, like everywhere. 207 00:08:46,555 --> 00:08:47,799 Okay. Uh, it's okay. 208 00:08:47,823 --> 00:08:49,301 Uh, d... did you hit your head? 209 00:08:49,325 --> 00:08:50,936 No, I don't... I don't... I don't think so. 210 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:52,204 Good. That's good. 211 00:08:52,228 --> 00:08:54,306 Your fingers, your toes, can you... can you wiggle them? 212 00:08:54,330 --> 00:08:56,541 Uh, fingers, yes. 213 00:08:56,565 --> 00:08:58,210 Toes, I-I don't know if they're moving. 214 00:08:58,234 --> 00:08:59,244 I can't tell. 215 00:08:59,268 --> 00:09:00,379 My legs are tingling, though. 216 00:09:00,403 --> 00:09:01,446 Is... Is that bad? 217 00:09:01,470 --> 00:09:03,548 Um... 218 00:09:03,572 --> 00:09:04,549 Thank you. 219 00:09:04,573 --> 00:09:06,218 I can't... I can't say either way 220 00:09:06,242 --> 00:09:07,219 if that's good or bad. 221 00:09:07,243 --> 00:09:09,421 I-I... But you're talking, 222 00:09:09,445 --> 00:09:10,555 and that's always a good sign, right? 223 00:09:10,579 --> 00:09:12,057 Are... Are... Are you a doctor? 224 00:09:12,081 --> 00:09:14,126 No, I'm... I'm a firefighter. 225 00:09:14,150 --> 00:09:15,560 Uh, what's your name? 226 00:09:15,584 --> 00:09:17,295 - Sonia. - Sonia. 227 00:09:17,319 --> 00:09:18,830 I, uh, thought I was walking out on to 228 00:09:18,854 --> 00:09:22,734 the fire escape, but, uh, I guess I wasn't. 229 00:09:22,758 --> 00:09:24,269 Uh, I called 911. 230 00:09:24,293 --> 00:09:26,004 They'll be here as quickly as possible, okay? 231 00:09:26,028 --> 00:09:27,906 No! No, no, no! You said you're a firefighter? 232 00:09:27,930 --> 00:09:30,142 Can't you just get me out of here and... and take me home? 233 00:09:30,166 --> 00:09:31,443 I swear, I'll go straight home. 234 00:09:31,467 --> 00:09:33,078 No, no. If... If I move you, 235 00:09:33,102 --> 00:09:34,746 I risk, you know, damaging your spine... 236 00:09:34,770 --> 00:09:38,817 An ambulance will risk damaging my life, okay? 237 00:09:38,841 --> 00:09:40,018 I need to go. 238 00:09:40,042 --> 00:09:41,086 - No, no, s-stop! - Ow! 239 00:09:41,110 --> 00:09:42,521 Stop! You need to stay still. 240 00:09:42,545 --> 00:09:44,289 Ugh, I hate staying still! 241 00:09:44,313 --> 00:09:46,091 Maybe you should get in there with her? 242 00:09:46,115 --> 00:09:47,759 I don't want to risk jostling her 243 00:09:47,783 --> 00:09:49,094 by climbing all over the garbage. 244 00:09:49,118 --> 00:09:52,230 Yeah. Um, why don't you want the ambulance to come? 245 00:09:52,254 --> 00:09:54,366 My husband will see. 246 00:09:54,390 --> 00:09:56,468 Is he... 247 00:09:56,963 --> 00:09:58,574 Is he hurting you, Sonia? 248 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,342 Because if so, we can help you get... 249 00:10:00,366 --> 00:10:03,445 Oh, no. God, no, no, no. He's... He's perfect. 250 00:10:03,469 --> 00:10:04,713 He's... Yeah, he's perfect. 251 00:10:04,737 --> 00:10:06,815 I'm the trash person. 252 00:10:06,839 --> 00:10:09,652 I'm the trash... Literally in a dumpster. 253 00:10:09,676 --> 00:10:11,720 I am a dumpspster person. 254 00:10:11,744 --> 00:10:13,088 Sonia, I'm sure that's not true, okay? 255 00:10:13,112 --> 00:10:14,990 Ju... And plus, you need proper care, okay? 256 00:10:15,014 --> 00:10:16,674 You deserve it. Do you... 257 00:10:16,698 --> 00:10:19,644 I'm cheating on my husband with my neighbor, okay? 258 00:10:20,882 --> 00:10:23,194 Ever since lockdown happened, I just... 259 00:10:23,218 --> 00:10:25,062 I've been crawling out of my skin. 260 00:10:25,086 --> 00:10:28,266 And then... And then, the news is just so intense, 261 00:10:28,290 --> 00:10:33,534 and... and I just... I had... I had to do something, okay? 262 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:35,203 That's good. You should talk to us. 263 00:10:35,227 --> 00:10:36,672 You know, let it out. 264 00:10:36,696 --> 00:10:39,474 Um, but just try to stay still in the process, okay? 265 00:10:39,498 --> 00:10:42,077 Oh. It feels good to say it out loud. 266 00:10:43,502 --> 00:10:46,083 I felt so trapped and... and bored. 267 00:10:46,108 --> 00:10:47,952 And I told my husband I was going for walks, 268 00:10:47,976 --> 00:10:49,420 but I would actually go see Matt 269 00:10:49,444 --> 00:10:51,356 when his girlfriend was out of town. 270 00:10:51,380 --> 00:10:53,992 She was away for the week, but I guess she came back early. 271 00:10:54,016 --> 00:10:57,595 I-I panicked, and I... And I ran for the fire escape. 272 00:10:57,619 --> 00:11:01,275 And now I'm here, and if the ambulance comes, 273 00:11:01,300 --> 00:11:02,977 and it's gonna be this whole thing, 274 00:11:03,001 --> 00:11:04,412 and my husband's gonna find out, 275 00:11:04,436 --> 00:11:06,614 and my life... my life will be over! 276 00:11:06,638 --> 00:11:08,049 No, it's not gonna be... And I need to get out of... 277 00:11:08,073 --> 00:11:09,951 S-Sonia, you got to stop moving. Please. 278 00:11:09,975 --> 00:11:11,485 - S-Screw it. - Aah! 279 00:11:11,559 --> 00:11:13,303 Okay, I'm coming. Stop. 280 00:11:13,327 --> 00:11:15,728 Ow, my leg is shooting pain! 281 00:11:18,466 --> 00:11:19,443 Ah! 282 00:11:19,467 --> 00:11:21,979 Okay, I got you. I got you. I got you. 283 00:11:22,003 --> 00:11:23,380 Oh, God! Oh! 284 00:11:25,473 --> 00:11:27,239 Okay, okay. 285 00:11:31,846 --> 00:11:34,424 - Do you feel this? - Feel what? 286 00:11:35,130 --> 00:11:37,976 - Nothing? - No. 287 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:39,833 Okay. Okay. 288 00:11:41,003 --> 00:11:44,371 Listen, I know what you're feeling. 289 00:11:45,844 --> 00:11:48,489 I've made choices that, uh, I'm not proud of, okay? 290 00:11:51,589 --> 00:11:53,289 I slept with a married woman. 291 00:11:55,454 --> 00:11:56,964 More than once. 292 00:11:58,957 --> 00:12:00,935 Her name was Eva. 293 00:12:01,454 --> 00:12:04,500 And, uh... Yeah, she was bad news. 294 00:12:04,525 --> 00:12:07,404 But each time... 295 00:12:07,428 --> 00:12:09,503 I was looking for something 296 00:12:09,527 --> 00:12:12,943 nobody could give me, you know? 297 00:12:12,967 --> 00:12:16,086 But mistakes... Well, they come and go. 298 00:12:16,113 --> 00:12:17,795 But paralysis? That's permanent. 299 00:12:17,820 --> 00:12:19,831 So, maybe listen to me, okay? 300 00:12:19,855 --> 00:12:22,033 No, I can't. You can't call the ambulance. 301 00:12:22,057 --> 00:12:23,334 Please. 302 00:12:23,358 --> 00:12:24,936 I'm gonna level with you, okay? 303 00:12:24,960 --> 00:12:26,905 You can't feel your toes. That's not a good sign. 304 00:12:26,929 --> 00:12:28,907 You need to be lifted out of here without 305 00:12:28,931 --> 00:12:30,675 a rotation of your spine, okay? 306 00:12:30,699 --> 00:12:34,412 This injury could change your life. 307 00:12:34,437 --> 00:12:36,582 These paramedics can save it. 308 00:12:36,606 --> 00:12:38,205 Sonia? 309 00:12:39,308 --> 00:12:40,508 Matt? 310 00:12:42,445 --> 00:12:44,395 - Damn! - Uh... 311 00:12:44,420 --> 00:12:45,430 Are you okay? 312 00:12:45,454 --> 00:12:47,500 Uh, I don't know. 313 00:12:48,124 --> 00:12:49,534 Wait, are you Eric? 314 00:12:49,558 --> 00:12:50,636 Uh, no, I'm Jack. 315 00:12:50,660 --> 00:12:52,404 He's a firefighter. 316 00:12:52,428 --> 00:12:55,065 Did your girlfriend see what happened? 317 00:12:55,090 --> 00:12:56,467 Oh, no, it was the dog walker. 318 00:12:56,491 --> 00:12:58,036 They had a key, and... and we were supposed 319 00:12:58,060 --> 00:12:59,337 to be out of town, so he just let himself in. 320 00:12:59,361 --> 00:13:01,806 Where's my phone? Eric is probably looking for me. 321 00:13:01,830 --> 00:13:03,207 Uh, I think it's still upstairs. 322 00:13:03,231 --> 00:13:04,876 I-I'll just, um... 323 00:13:05,732 --> 00:13:06,775 I'll go get it, okay? 324 00:13:06,799 --> 00:13:08,099 Oh, God. 325 00:13:08,635 --> 00:13:09,945 I'm gonna go check on the ambulance. 326 00:13:09,969 --> 00:13:11,146 Yeah, okay. 327 00:13:11,170 --> 00:13:12,648 Good idea. 328 00:13:12,672 --> 00:13:13,949 This is... Please. 329 00:13:15,008 --> 00:13:16,218 Uh, what's going on? 330 00:13:16,242 --> 00:13:18,921 Uh, a woman is injured. We called an ambulance. 331 00:13:19,171 --> 00:13:21,238 - In the dumpster? - Yeah. 332 00:13:22,315 --> 00:13:24,326 I'm so stupid. 333 00:13:24,350 --> 00:13:25,794 I could have stayed home 334 00:13:25,818 --> 00:13:28,238 and made sourdough bread like everybody else. 335 00:13:28,286 --> 00:13:31,500 But, no, I had to go have an affair. 336 00:13:32,257 --> 00:13:34,502 This is a dumpster fire of a year, 337 00:13:34,526 --> 00:13:35,937 and I am at the center of it. 338 00:13:35,961 --> 00:13:37,839 I am literally in a dumpster fire, an... 339 00:13:37,863 --> 00:13:39,440 Sonia? 340 00:13:39,464 --> 00:13:40,775 Eric? 341 00:13:40,799 --> 00:13:43,244 Did you just say you're having an affair? 342 00:13:49,912 --> 00:13:51,423 You're bringing your knives with you? 343 00:13:51,447 --> 00:13:53,558 I don't know what the rental is gonna have, 344 00:13:53,582 --> 00:13:57,317 and I want to minimize the amount of deliveries we get. 345 00:13:59,021 --> 00:14:00,832 How long are you planning on staying? 346 00:14:00,856 --> 00:14:03,134 I'm not planning on any amount, Maya, 347 00:14:03,158 --> 00:14:04,970 because I can't, because I don't know. 348 00:14:04,994 --> 00:14:06,571 I... 349 00:14:07,763 --> 00:14:10,075 Ugh. 350 00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:11,242 I'm sorry. 351 00:14:11,266 --> 00:14:12,811 It's fine. It's a lot. 352 00:14:12,835 --> 00:14:14,746 Okay. 353 00:14:14,770 --> 00:14:17,504 Uh, can you pass me those, please? 354 00:14:24,646 --> 00:14:25,757 Carina, I... 355 00:14:25,781 --> 00:14:28,460 So, you never came out to your parents? 356 00:14:28,484 --> 00:14:30,595 Um. My mom knows. 357 00:14:30,619 --> 00:14:31,863 Pretty sure my dad does, too, 358 00:14:31,887 --> 00:14:33,765 but I never officially told them, no. 359 00:14:33,789 --> 00:14:36,134 Were you afraid to tell your dad? 360 00:14:36,158 --> 00:14:38,269 Yeah, but less because I was scared he'd yell at me. 361 00:14:38,293 --> 00:14:39,771 That was gonna happen no matter what I did. 362 00:14:39,795 --> 00:14:43,141 I guess it just felt private? 363 00:14:43,165 --> 00:14:44,827 - Okay. - I mean, I'd never been 364 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:47,012 in a relationship with a woman... 365 00:14:47,036 --> 00:14:48,513 - Okay. - So, I figured 366 00:14:48,537 --> 00:14:50,382 if I didn't tell my family 367 00:14:50,406 --> 00:14:52,217 about every single guy I slept with, 368 00:14:52,241 --> 00:14:54,619 why should I tell them about the women? 369 00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:56,009 Fair enough. 370 00:14:57,513 --> 00:14:59,379 You know, honestly... 371 00:15:00,916 --> 00:15:02,627 ...until I met you... 372 00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:04,162 Mm-hmm? 373 00:15:04,186 --> 00:15:05,897 ...I think a part of me always assumed 374 00:15:05,921 --> 00:15:07,532 I'd end up marrying a man. 375 00:15:07,556 --> 00:15:09,234 Really? 376 00:15:09,258 --> 00:15:10,802 But now, I'm thinking... 377 00:15:10,826 --> 00:15:12,971 I mean, I guess I can see that. 378 00:15:12,995 --> 00:15:14,806 Your dad kind of drilled a sense of 379 00:15:14,830 --> 00:15:17,142 "my way is the only way" into you. 380 00:15:17,166 --> 00:15:19,811 That's probably why I never want to get married. 381 00:15:19,835 --> 00:15:23,381 My parents made it look so unappealing. 382 00:15:23,405 --> 00:15:25,216 You don't want to get married? 383 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:27,652 Oh, no. I don't believe in it. 384 00:15:27,676 --> 00:15:29,320 Oh. 385 00:15:34,283 --> 00:15:38,093 So... So, we think we're all slick getting a bathroom pass... 386 00:15:38,118 --> 00:15:39,662 - Mm-hmm. - ...sneaking out through 387 00:15:39,686 --> 00:15:42,031 the cafeteria side door, and then, there he is. 388 00:15:42,055 --> 00:15:44,200 Papi on Engine 19 with Snuffy and all the other guys. 389 00:15:44,224 --> 00:15:45,367 Oh, no. 390 00:15:45,391 --> 00:15:46,836 And the minute we stepped foot outside 391 00:15:46,860 --> 00:15:48,037 the school, we hear... 392 00:15:51,464 --> 00:15:52,842 "Attention, young people. 393 00:15:52,866 --> 00:15:54,410 Please return to your classes. 394 00:15:54,434 --> 00:15:56,665 That is an order from Seattle Fire Department." 395 00:15:56,732 --> 00:15:57,842 Dude... 396 00:15:57,866 --> 00:15:59,878 Ryan almost peed his pants. 397 00:15:59,902 --> 00:16:01,446 Yeah! Oh, b-but how'd he even know 398 00:16:01,470 --> 00:16:02,647 that you were gonna cut class? 399 00:16:02,671 --> 00:16:04,749 To this day, I still have no idea. 400 00:16:06,942 --> 00:16:08,420 Oh. 401 00:16:08,444 --> 00:16:11,022 I... I wish... I wish I would have asked him. 402 00:16:13,215 --> 00:16:15,293 God. 403 00:16:15,728 --> 00:16:18,107 Warren, I-I know getting this surgery isn't easy, 404 00:16:18,131 --> 00:16:20,376 but I'm really glad you're doing it. 405 00:16:20,400 --> 00:16:23,800 Yeah, well, you know, I figured I owed it to your old man. 406 00:16:24,404 --> 00:16:26,081 Dr. Warren. 407 00:16:26,105 --> 00:16:27,649 Dr. Kabir. 408 00:16:28,237 --> 00:16:29,481 You ready? 409 00:16:29,505 --> 00:16:32,184 Uh, yes, sir, I am. 410 00:16:32,208 --> 00:16:33,953 - Uh, hey, uh, will you hold my phone? - Sure. 411 00:16:33,977 --> 00:16:35,500 And, uh, you know, if Miranda calls, 412 00:16:35,525 --> 00:16:37,169 just tell her I'm... I'm okay. 413 00:16:37,193 --> 00:16:39,060 Hey, Warren, give 'em hell. 414 00:16:41,764 --> 00:16:44,543 Oh. Yeah. 415 00:16:54,043 --> 00:16:57,211 Seriously, Sonia?! The grunge guy?! 416 00:16:57,236 --> 00:16:58,480 We make fun of him! 417 00:16:58,504 --> 00:17:00,081 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking! 418 00:17:00,105 --> 00:17:01,549 It just... It just happened! 419 00:17:01,573 --> 00:17:02,917 Sonia, you got to stop moving your neck, okay? 420 00:17:02,941 --> 00:17:04,552 And if you're gonna upset her, you need to stand back. 421 00:17:04,576 --> 00:17:06,788 Upset her? What about me? I'm upset! 422 00:17:06,812 --> 00:17:08,723 I-I-I don't know... I don't know why! 423 00:17:08,747 --> 00:17:09,824 I wish I wasn't like this! 424 00:17:09,848 --> 00:17:10,992 I d... I don't know why. 425 00:17:11,016 --> 00:17:12,560 I don't know why. 426 00:17:12,584 --> 00:17:14,996 Hey, hey. 427 00:17:15,020 --> 00:17:16,546 Can you feel this? 428 00:17:16,786 --> 00:17:18,231 - Mnh-mnh. - You know, it's one thing 429 00:17:18,255 --> 00:17:20,032 to just totally rip my heart out, 430 00:17:20,056 --> 00:17:22,468 but in the middle of a pandemic? 431 00:17:24,060 --> 00:17:25,538 I mean, we have been so careful, and... 432 00:17:25,562 --> 00:17:29,375 And you put us at risk because of... of grunge guy! 433 00:17:29,399 --> 00:17:31,210 I mean, who knows where that dirtbag has been?! 434 00:17:31,234 --> 00:17:33,112 Hey, I've been careful, too, man! 435 00:17:33,136 --> 00:17:35,047 - Oh, you have, huh?! - Yeah. 436 00:17:35,071 --> 00:17:36,582 Well, that makes me feel way better. 437 00:17:36,606 --> 00:17:38,417 Yeah, you don't even wear a mask! 438 00:17:38,441 --> 00:17:39,485 - Hey, six feet, man! - Stop! 439 00:17:39,509 --> 00:17:40,786 Six feet! 440 00:17:40,810 --> 00:17:42,054 Why are men like this? You slept with my wife, 441 00:17:42,078 --> 00:17:43,222 which means we are a pod! 442 00:17:49,519 --> 00:17:51,430 Whoa. Hey. 443 00:17:51,454 --> 00:17:53,833 Aah! 444 00:17:56,092 --> 00:17:57,270 Get off, man! 445 00:17:57,294 --> 00:17:58,938 Hey! Easy! 446 00:17:58,962 --> 00:18:01,173 Keep him away from me! 447 00:18:01,197 --> 00:18:02,742 And call his girlfriend! 448 00:18:02,766 --> 00:18:04,666 What? Come on. 449 00:18:05,168 --> 00:18:06,279 Hey, Gibson. 450 00:18:06,303 --> 00:18:08,080 - Oh, Finch. - In your element. 451 00:18:11,875 --> 00:18:15,521 Sonia fell from the third floor, hit her lower back. 452 00:18:15,545 --> 00:18:17,990 No head injury or LOC, but she's getting 453 00:18:18,014 --> 00:18:20,593 a progressive weakness and tingling 454 00:18:20,617 --> 00:18:22,762 in her lower and now upper extremities. 455 00:18:22,786 --> 00:18:24,363 Okay. Gibson, you can go now. 456 00:18:25,622 --> 00:18:27,099 Uh, you know, I think I'll stick around, help out. 457 00:18:27,123 --> 00:18:28,768 I'm so sorry, baby! 458 00:18:28,792 --> 00:18:32,004 I promise, I've never done anything like this! 459 00:18:32,028 --> 00:18:33,439 I swear! 460 00:18:33,463 --> 00:18:35,274 You got to stop yelling, okay? 461 00:18:35,298 --> 00:18:36,776 You always do this. 462 00:18:36,800 --> 00:18:38,945 I've never cheated on you, though! 463 00:18:38,969 --> 00:18:40,479 Spine board! 464 00:18:40,503 --> 00:18:41,580 We were fine. 465 00:18:41,604 --> 00:18:42,949 We were happy. 466 00:18:42,973 --> 00:18:44,684 We had our groceries delivered every Tuesday. 467 00:18:44,708 --> 00:18:46,852 We had that virtual game night on Fridays. 468 00:18:46,876 --> 00:18:48,988 We were fine and healthy, and when everything is fine, 469 00:18:49,012 --> 00:18:50,423 that's when you do this. 470 00:18:51,614 --> 00:18:53,192 Just create chaos out of nothing. 471 00:18:53,216 --> 00:18:56,362 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 472 00:18:56,386 --> 00:18:58,331 I'm sorry. 473 00:19:03,193 --> 00:19:04,904 I'm so sorry. 474 00:19:14,409 --> 00:19:17,887 Wow. She really has a lot of questions. 475 00:19:17,912 --> 00:19:19,590 Yeah, she gets fixated on one thing 476 00:19:19,614 --> 00:19:21,959 and can't move on until she solves the problem. 477 00:19:21,983 --> 00:19:25,929 And I guess I'm really good at helping her solving problems. 478 00:19:26,389 --> 00:19:28,734 Got it. So, not only are we gonna be apart for 479 00:19:28,758 --> 00:19:30,369 who knows how long, 480 00:19:30,393 --> 00:19:32,805 you're gonna be spending your days and nights 481 00:19:32,829 --> 00:19:34,607 with your ex-sex-friend 482 00:19:34,631 --> 00:19:37,009 who needs you to solve all of her problems. 483 00:19:37,033 --> 00:19:38,778 Every time you say... 484 00:19:38,802 --> 00:19:40,455 ...we are going to be apart, 485 00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:41,957 you say it like you are mad at me. 486 00:19:41,981 --> 00:19:43,025 Like it's my fault. 487 00:19:43,049 --> 00:19:44,026 I'm not mad. 488 00:19:44,050 --> 00:19:45,628 I just... 489 00:19:45,652 --> 00:19:48,030 Didn't you know months ago that your visa was up? 490 00:19:48,054 --> 00:19:50,333 Oh, so, you are mad at me for it. 491 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:52,468 That is not what I said. 492 00:19:52,876 --> 00:19:55,254 Okay, Maya, all I need from you right now 493 00:19:55,278 --> 00:19:57,957 is to be supportive in this terrifying time, and... 494 00:19:57,981 --> 00:19:59,258 I am supporting. 495 00:19:59,282 --> 00:20:01,527 And to not make me feel worse about it. 496 00:20:01,551 --> 00:20:04,550 Ah, but all you seem to be able to do is 497 00:20:04,590 --> 00:20:07,515 worry about how it will negatively impact you 498 00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,451 a-and fixate on little details 499 00:20:09,475 --> 00:20:11,820 like who I'm gonna be working with. 500 00:20:11,844 --> 00:20:13,989 Okay, do you know any specifics about my visa? 501 00:20:14,013 --> 00:20:16,792 Do you know what it take to get it renewed? 502 00:20:16,816 --> 00:20:18,860 When I tried to tell you about it, you called it 503 00:20:18,884 --> 00:20:21,697 my "visa things," a-a-and your eyes glaze over. 504 00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:23,298 Uh... 505 00:20:23,795 --> 00:20:26,478 I've told you three times. No, I can't get a waiver. 506 00:20:26,503 --> 00:20:28,581 This is not how the U.S. Government works 507 00:20:28,605 --> 00:20:32,318 and definitely not how it works in the middle of a pandemic. 508 00:20:32,342 --> 00:20:33,719 I'm sorry. 509 00:20:33,743 --> 00:20:35,054 You don't know what it feels like 510 00:20:35,078 --> 00:20:36,522 to be so easily removed 511 00:20:36,546 --> 00:20:38,470 from the place you're trying to make your home... 512 00:20:38,495 --> 00:20:40,640 To be kicked out of the country 513 00:20:40,664 --> 00:20:42,809 where you're trying to build a life because of bureaucracy. 514 00:20:42,833 --> 00:20:45,311 And... A-And t-to be terrified that 515 00:20:45,335 --> 00:20:47,146 if you don't do everything exactly right 516 00:20:47,170 --> 00:20:49,749 a-and dot every "I", cross every "t," 517 00:20:49,773 --> 00:20:53,265 y-you risk never being allowed in that country again. 518 00:20:53,290 --> 00:20:55,468 N-N-Never being allowed, Maya. 519 00:20:55,492 --> 00:20:56,469 Do you know what that feels like? 520 00:20:56,493 --> 00:20:58,493 - No, I don't. - Yeah, you can't. 521 00:21:00,092 --> 00:21:01,537 So, it's my fault that I was born here. 522 00:21:01,561 --> 00:21:04,072 Oh, nobody's talking about fault! 523 00:21:04,096 --> 00:21:05,774 Why does every conversation about us 524 00:21:05,798 --> 00:21:07,242 has to be about winners and losers... 525 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:08,777 Us versus them? 526 00:21:08,801 --> 00:21:10,179 This... Okay, this is the problem 527 00:21:10,203 --> 00:21:11,847 with this country... Th... the borders, 528 00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,248 the division, the walls. 529 00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:15,450 This is the p... 530 00:21:15,474 --> 00:21:18,053 Mm. I'm sorry. 531 00:21:18,854 --> 00:21:20,899 I-I... Oh, I-I f... I f... I feel crazy. 532 00:21:20,923 --> 00:21:23,924 I... I got from feeling totally empty 533 00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:26,160 to feeling everything at once. 534 00:21:26,184 --> 00:21:27,962 - I'm sorry, bambina, I... - It's fine. 535 00:21:27,986 --> 00:21:30,831 I know that when I am excited, i-it seems like I'm yelling, 536 00:21:30,855 --> 00:21:32,833 but I am not yell... I'm not yelling at you. 537 00:21:32,857 --> 00:21:35,536 But, b-bambina, it's like... I'm sorry. 538 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:36,804 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 539 00:21:36,828 --> 00:21:38,306 - It's okay. - I'm so... 540 00:21:38,330 --> 00:21:40,430 It's fi... It's fine... It's fine! 541 00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:53,856 - I hate this. - Mm. 542 00:21:54,406 --> 00:21:55,638 I know. 543 00:21:56,590 --> 00:21:58,761 Everything you said is true. 544 00:21:59,497 --> 00:22:00,941 I was so worried about you leaving 545 00:22:00,965 --> 00:22:03,276 that I never actually asked you how you felt. 546 00:22:03,300 --> 00:22:06,313 I just assumed that you were happy to go home 547 00:22:06,337 --> 00:22:08,949 for a little bit. 548 00:22:09,370 --> 00:22:10,580 "Home"? 549 00:22:10,604 --> 00:22:13,250 I know. I know your home-home is in the south. 550 00:22:13,274 --> 00:22:15,318 I just thought that... 551 00:22:18,122 --> 00:22:21,000 Italy hasn't felt like home since my mama left 552 00:22:21,024 --> 00:22:22,402 when I was 16 years old. 553 00:22:22,426 --> 00:22:24,526 Then it just became the place where I lived. 554 00:22:27,030 --> 00:22:31,745 I didn't find my home until I met you, bambina. 555 00:22:31,769 --> 00:22:33,213 You're my home, 556 00:22:33,634 --> 00:22:35,378 and I'm being kicked out of my home 557 00:22:35,402 --> 00:22:37,046 in the middle of a pandemic. 558 00:22:38,305 --> 00:22:39,649 It sucks. 559 00:22:39,673 --> 00:22:41,017 And you've been pretending it's no big deal 560 00:22:41,041 --> 00:22:42,719 so that I wouldn't lose it. 561 00:22:46,407 --> 00:22:47,884 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry. 562 00:22:47,908 --> 00:22:49,386 - I'm sorry. - I love you. 563 00:22:49,410 --> 00:22:51,121 I love you. 564 00:23:04,741 --> 00:23:07,287 You're in good hands. No need to worry. 565 00:23:07,311 --> 00:23:09,089 Dr. Reid here is gonna make sure you have a nice, comfy sleep. 566 00:23:09,113 --> 00:23:11,791 I'm looking forward to it. 567 00:23:13,017 --> 00:23:14,761 And when you're ready, count back from 10. 568 00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:19,081 10... 9... 8... 569 00:23:19,106 --> 00:23:22,486 7... 6... 5... 570 00:23:22,510 --> 00:23:25,889 4... 3... 2... 571 00:23:26,848 --> 00:23:28,025 ...1. 572 00:23:32,692 --> 00:23:34,191 Hello? 573 00:23:35,328 --> 00:23:37,172 Hello? Wh... Why aren't I out? 574 00:23:37,196 --> 00:23:40,709 Hey, what dose of propofol did you use? 575 00:23:41,088 --> 00:23:42,132 Don't worry. 576 00:23:42,156 --> 00:23:43,333 Whoa, what the...? 577 00:23:43,357 --> 00:23:44,434 I'm an anesthesiologist, too. 578 00:23:44,458 --> 00:23:45,469 What's... What's going on? 579 00:23:45,493 --> 00:23:46,503 It's all good. 580 00:23:46,527 --> 00:23:47,638 The surgeon will be in in just a moment. 581 00:23:47,662 --> 00:23:48,939 Well, I... No, no, no. 582 00:23:48,963 --> 00:23:51,608 No, no, no, no, 'cause I-I-I'm not ready for a surgery. 583 00:23:52,098 --> 00:23:53,242 I'm awake. 584 00:23:53,266 --> 00:23:54,577 Eh, he knows what he's doing. 585 00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:56,078 Trust me. 586 00:23:59,139 --> 00:24:00,449 Let's get to cuttin'. 587 00:24:00,982 --> 00:24:02,760 Wh... Oh. Where's Dr. Kabir, okay? 588 00:24:02,784 --> 00:24:03,928 W-What did you do with him? 589 00:24:03,952 --> 00:24:05,096 Oh. 590 00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:07,331 Let me go! Let me go! 591 00:24:07,355 --> 00:24:09,066 Man, what... What are you doing? 592 00:24:09,090 --> 00:24:10,468 W-What am I doing? 593 00:24:10,492 --> 00:24:12,803 Do you know what part of you that fool was gonna cut off? 594 00:24:12,827 --> 00:24:14,193 10 blade. 595 00:24:16,264 --> 00:24:17,675 W... Joey? 596 00:24:17,699 --> 00:24:20,278 Okay, w-w-w-what are you gonna cut, then? 597 00:24:20,302 --> 00:24:21,913 Anything. You know, anything but that. 598 00:24:21,937 --> 00:24:23,447 L-Look, trust me. 599 00:24:23,471 --> 00:24:25,983 I promise you, my friend, your manhood is staying intact. 600 00:24:26,007 --> 00:24:28,519 Okay, w-w-w-w-w-wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 601 00:24:28,543 --> 00:24:29,921 What are you cutting? 602 00:24:29,945 --> 00:24:31,355 You know, I haven't decided yet. 603 00:24:31,379 --> 00:24:33,491 I need both my arms and both my legs for my job. 604 00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:35,092 O-Oh, how about a gallbladder? 605 00:24:35,116 --> 00:24:36,260 He can live without that. 606 00:24:36,284 --> 00:24:37,695 What he can't live without is his manhood. 607 00:24:37,719 --> 00:24:39,096 Well, I mean, Joey, I d... I don't think you're 608 00:24:39,120 --> 00:24:41,432 really qualified to advise a surgeon or a patient. 609 00:24:41,456 --> 00:24:43,000 I-I'm saying, it takes a certain kind of man 610 00:24:43,024 --> 00:24:45,369 to run into fire for a living, and if you let them 611 00:24:45,393 --> 00:24:47,539 cut the wrong part, that could change. 612 00:24:47,563 --> 00:24:48,673 He's not wrong. 613 00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:50,942 Your testosterone is not an insignificant factor 614 00:24:50,966 --> 00:24:52,844 in what we think of as courage. 615 00:24:53,375 --> 00:24:55,714 Were you that big of a nerd before I met you? 616 00:24:55,738 --> 00:24:57,115 No, I was a... Nerd or not, 617 00:24:57,139 --> 00:24:59,117 he... he will always have me as a back-up plan. 618 00:24:59,141 --> 00:25:00,952 You might be content to sit on that little stool 619 00:25:00,976 --> 00:25:02,287 and do your crossword puzzle, 620 00:25:02,311 --> 00:25:03,855 but I... I need to feel the heat. 621 00:25:03,879 --> 00:25:05,690 Well, the heat was never your problem. 622 00:25:05,714 --> 00:25:07,325 Lisa? 623 00:25:07,349 --> 00:25:09,527 Ben, you had a girlfriend before Miranda? 624 00:25:09,551 --> 00:25:11,463 Oh, he had lots of 'em. Remember Jenette? 625 00:25:11,487 --> 00:25:12,964 Oh, wow. Jenette. 626 00:25:12,988 --> 00:25:14,132 She was my roommate. 627 00:25:14,156 --> 00:25:15,133 He slept with us both. 628 00:25:15,157 --> 00:25:16,368 Thinks we don't know. 629 00:25:16,392 --> 00:25:18,236 Oh, Ben, I didn't think you had it in you. 630 00:25:18,260 --> 00:25:19,571 Well, he won't after this. 631 00:25:19,595 --> 00:25:20,872 Oh, he sure will. 632 00:25:20,896 --> 00:25:22,874 See, I'm gonna cut out his kidney instead 633 00:25:22,898 --> 00:25:24,809 and donate it to somebody who needs it. 634 00:25:24,833 --> 00:25:26,978 Oh, he'll like that. He likes to play the hero. 635 00:25:27,002 --> 00:25:28,346 Benjamin Warren. 636 00:25:28,370 --> 00:25:29,314 Ma?! 637 00:25:29,338 --> 00:25:30,882 I did not raise a fool. 638 00:25:30,906 --> 00:25:32,317 Why are you here? 639 00:25:32,341 --> 00:25:35,654 Because you're scared, and that makes you stupid. 640 00:25:35,678 --> 00:25:39,324 But no matter how scared or stupid you get, 641 00:25:39,348 --> 00:25:40,825 you have to listen to your mama. 642 00:25:40,849 --> 00:25:44,262 Mom... Mom, I'm... I'm not... I'm not scared. 643 00:25:44,286 --> 00:25:46,064 Ben, are you gonna die? 644 00:25:46,088 --> 00:25:47,265 Uh, who's this? 645 00:25:47,289 --> 00:25:48,400 This is my son. 646 00:25:48,424 --> 00:25:50,068 - You have a son? - Adopted. 647 00:25:50,092 --> 00:25:51,403 No, y-you're my son, Joey. 648 00:25:51,427 --> 00:25:52,370 Yes, he is. 649 00:25:52,394 --> 00:25:53,905 So, you know what you have to do? 650 00:25:53,929 --> 00:25:55,073 You have to cut out the cancer. 651 00:25:55,097 --> 00:25:56,841 No, no. No, no, no. 652 00:25:56,865 --> 00:25:58,376 Okay, do you know where it is? 653 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:01,413 I couldn't care less where it is as long as you take it out. 654 00:26:01,437 --> 00:26:04,738 Because when you have a child, you fight to live. 655 00:26:06,308 --> 00:26:07,352 You fought. 656 00:26:07,376 --> 00:26:08,420 I fought. 657 00:26:08,444 --> 00:26:10,121 Lost in the end, but damn 658 00:26:10,145 --> 00:26:12,524 if I didn't fight to stay with you. 659 00:26:13,876 --> 00:26:16,928 You have two beautiful boys 660 00:26:16,952 --> 00:26:20,846 and a wife who loves you, so now you have to fight. 661 00:26:20,871 --> 00:26:22,616 Okay, Mom, y-you don't understand. 662 00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:24,918 I do understand, Benjamin. 663 00:26:24,942 --> 00:26:26,444 I know your scared face. 664 00:26:27,978 --> 00:26:30,290 First time I saw it, you were 3 years old. 665 00:26:30,314 --> 00:26:33,293 You thought the sandman was in your closet. 666 00:26:33,317 --> 00:26:35,128 Hasn't changed. 667 00:26:35,152 --> 00:26:37,197 He cried for his mama. 668 00:26:39,590 --> 00:26:41,501 George Floyd. 669 00:26:41,525 --> 00:26:45,205 When... When they were killing him, he cr... 670 00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:48,175 He cried for his mama. 671 00:26:48,958 --> 00:26:49,868 I heard it. 672 00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:53,861 We all heard it. 673 00:26:55,531 --> 00:26:57,109 He knew he was gonna die. 674 00:26:59,635 --> 00:27:01,046 He was scared, and so... 675 00:27:05,474 --> 00:27:07,019 ...he needed his mama. 676 00:27:07,043 --> 00:27:09,521 I've got you, Benjamin. 677 00:27:10,158 --> 00:27:12,169 And your sister. I'm here. 678 00:27:13,518 --> 00:27:14,538 Mama. 679 00:27:14,562 --> 00:27:15,873 Oh, my baby. 680 00:27:18,199 --> 00:27:20,244 Oh, my baby. 681 00:27:20,268 --> 00:27:22,179 I'm here. 682 00:27:25,044 --> 00:27:29,090 Now, you give that scalpel 683 00:27:29,115 --> 00:27:31,493 to someone who is strong enough and brave enough 684 00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:32,761 to cut what needs to be cut. 685 00:27:32,785 --> 00:27:34,897 - Mom... - Benjamin. 686 00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:43,426 Do you know what you're doing? 687 00:27:43,451 --> 00:27:45,229 Yeah. I'm gonna be a surgeon. 688 00:27:48,367 --> 00:27:50,378 When you were little, do you remember 689 00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:51,880 what you thought you were gonna be when you grew up? 690 00:27:51,904 --> 00:27:53,348 A football player. 691 00:27:53,372 --> 00:27:54,883 The first Black president. 692 00:27:57,009 --> 00:27:58,420 I thought you had a chance. 693 00:27:58,444 --> 00:28:00,388 I can't believe I ever wanted to be president. 694 00:28:00,757 --> 00:28:03,970 Aww, you just wanted to fix 695 00:28:03,994 --> 00:28:05,672 what others weren't willing to fix. 696 00:28:05,696 --> 00:28:07,540 The world might look a lot different today if you had. 697 00:28:07,564 --> 00:28:10,464 Still can. If you stay alive. 698 00:28:12,274 --> 00:28:13,651 And... 699 00:28:13,675 --> 00:28:15,686 Done. 700 00:28:19,986 --> 00:28:23,732 That is not what makes you a man, Benjamin. 701 00:28:24,551 --> 00:28:26,402 It's what would have made you a dead man. 702 00:28:34,567 --> 00:28:35,711 You did it, son. 703 00:28:35,735 --> 00:28:39,314 You did it, son. 704 00:28:53,311 --> 00:28:56,336 - That was crazy. - Yeah. 705 00:28:56,361 --> 00:28:58,473 I mean, cheating on her husband in the same building? 706 00:28:58,497 --> 00:29:01,490 That's... That's bold. 707 00:29:03,169 --> 00:29:07,749 So, you and... Eva? 708 00:29:08,117 --> 00:29:09,762 What's that story? 709 00:29:09,786 --> 00:29:12,264 I did some, uh, dumb things 710 00:29:12,288 --> 00:29:13,666 in my past. 711 00:29:14,295 --> 00:29:16,840 But, um, luckily, I found you. 712 00:29:16,864 --> 00:29:18,108 Mm. 713 00:29:18,132 --> 00:29:21,667 Now I'm happy just being boring, you know? 714 00:29:24,104 --> 00:29:25,582 What if I'm not? 715 00:29:28,381 --> 00:29:30,381 Hmm? 716 00:29:32,713 --> 00:29:33,990 Hey, hey. Ooh! 717 00:29:34,014 --> 00:29:35,358 Do y... Do you not like that? 718 00:29:35,382 --> 00:29:37,294 Uh, no, I-I-I do. 719 00:29:37,318 --> 00:29:39,885 - Yeah? - Yeah. 720 00:29:45,441 --> 00:29:46,885 I... 721 00:29:46,909 --> 00:29:48,687 Y-You don't need to do all of this. 722 00:29:48,711 --> 00:29:51,590 All what? 723 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:55,025 No, I... I, uh... 724 00:29:55,049 --> 00:29:59,598 I-I like you so much, and I care about you, 725 00:29:59,623 --> 00:30:02,302 and I... I love taking care of... 726 00:30:02,326 --> 00:30:03,703 Of you and Marcus. 727 00:30:03,727 --> 00:30:04,871 So, that means I can't be sexy? 728 00:30:04,895 --> 00:30:06,740 Because you like taking care of me and my kid? 729 00:30:06,764 --> 00:30:09,976 No. No, that... 730 00:30:10,254 --> 00:30:11,644 This is not coming out right. 731 00:30:11,673 --> 00:30:12,633 What I'm saying is, 732 00:30:12,657 --> 00:30:14,268 you don't need to be something that you're not 733 00:30:14,292 --> 00:30:16,540 because I did some crazy things in my past. 734 00:30:16,565 --> 00:30:18,009 You know, I don't need that from you. 735 00:30:18,033 --> 00:30:19,911 I'm not. 736 00:30:19,935 --> 00:30:23,515 Jack, I'm a whole person. 737 00:30:23,930 --> 00:30:25,808 And believe it or not, I like sex, too. 738 00:30:25,832 --> 00:30:26,909 I know you do. I-I'm saying 739 00:30:26,933 --> 00:30:28,811 it doesn't have to be all wild, you know? 740 00:30:28,835 --> 00:30:31,213 Now... And with your history, you know? 741 00:30:31,237 --> 00:30:32,481 - I just... - Oh, I see. 742 00:30:32,505 --> 00:30:34,316 Because you rescued me from an abusive situation, 743 00:30:34,340 --> 00:30:35,250 you think I'm made of glass. 744 00:30:35,274 --> 00:30:36,485 That's not wh... 745 00:30:36,509 --> 00:30:39,909 I'm not just some damsel you need to keep rescuing, Jack. 746 00:30:43,471 --> 00:30:45,282 Oh! 747 00:31:03,854 --> 00:31:06,966 Jack asked if it was weird having a girlfriend 748 00:31:06,990 --> 00:31:09,002 who's up in other ladies' bits all day. 749 00:31:09,026 --> 00:31:12,764 Jack would ask something like that. 750 00:31:12,789 --> 00:31:14,100 I asked him if Inara minded 751 00:31:14,124 --> 00:31:15,434 that he plays with hoses all day. 752 00:31:17,060 --> 00:31:18,771 Stupido. 753 00:31:18,795 --> 00:31:19,939 - Oh, crap. - Yeah. 754 00:31:19,963 --> 00:31:21,440 We have to leave in like 10 minutes. 755 00:31:21,464 --> 00:31:24,896 You would think that seeing vaginas 756 00:31:24,921 --> 00:31:26,765 ripped open by a baby's head would make me 757 00:31:26,789 --> 00:31:29,434 less interested in sex with women, 758 00:31:29,458 --> 00:31:32,304 but, oddly, it hasn't. 759 00:31:32,328 --> 00:31:33,438 Mm. 760 00:31:33,462 --> 00:31:35,974 I imagine it has made you less interested 761 00:31:35,998 --> 00:31:38,100 in giving birth, though. 762 00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:39,769 No, not really. 763 00:31:39,793 --> 00:31:40,904 Wait, what? 764 00:31:40,928 --> 00:31:43,139 I still want to have a baby. 765 00:31:43,163 --> 00:31:44,441 Oh. 766 00:31:44,465 --> 00:31:45,508 Yeah. 767 00:31:45,532 --> 00:31:46,743 Wait, but you... 768 00:31:46,767 --> 00:31:48,712 But you don't want to get married? 769 00:31:48,736 --> 00:31:50,047 What? 770 00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:53,825 I mean, before, you said you don't want to get married. 771 00:31:53,850 --> 00:31:56,062 But you do want to have kids? 772 00:31:56,086 --> 00:31:57,797 Okay, you know the story of my parents. 773 00:31:57,821 --> 00:31:59,598 And look at your parents, bambina. 774 00:31:59,622 --> 00:32:01,834 The... The marriage has literally trapped your mom 775 00:32:01,858 --> 00:32:02,968 in a house with her abuser. 776 00:32:02,992 --> 00:32:03,969 Why would you want that? 777 00:32:03,993 --> 00:32:05,237 I mean, but we're not my parents. 778 00:32:05,261 --> 00:32:06,839 I know, and I'm trying really hard 779 00:32:06,863 --> 00:32:08,140 not to be mine, either. 780 00:32:08,164 --> 00:32:09,909 Where's the... 781 00:32:09,933 --> 00:32:11,377 I-I-I thought we were building a future together. 782 00:32:11,401 --> 00:32:12,645 Um, we are. 783 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,277 We don't need to be married to that. 784 00:32:14,301 --> 00:32:15,845 Yeah, but you're moving back to Italy. 785 00:32:15,869 --> 00:32:17,714 Ah, bambina, what do you want me to do about that? 786 00:32:17,738 --> 00:32:19,416 That wasn't my plan, either. 787 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:22,118 Do you think I want to move back to a country where... 788 00:32:22,142 --> 00:32:24,788 That reminds me of my dead mother, my dead brother, 789 00:32:24,812 --> 00:32:27,524 and my very difficult father? 790 00:32:27,949 --> 00:32:29,293 I'm sorry I have to leave. 791 00:32:29,317 --> 00:32:30,994 If there was any other way, I... 792 00:32:31,018 --> 00:32:32,896 There is. 793 00:32:33,293 --> 00:32:34,593 We could get married. 794 00:32:37,539 --> 00:32:40,352 I'm not getting married just because of the visa. 795 00:32:40,376 --> 00:32:41,286 "Just because"? 796 00:32:41,310 --> 00:32:42,354 You know what I mean. 797 00:32:42,378 --> 00:32:43,588 I really don't, apparently. 798 00:32:43,612 --> 00:32:45,090 Maya, this is not something you do 799 00:32:45,114 --> 00:32:46,258 to solve a problem. 800 00:32:46,282 --> 00:32:48,226 I don't see any other way. 801 00:32:48,250 --> 00:32:49,794 We are doing the other way. 802 00:32:49,818 --> 00:32:51,196 I've already left Grey-Sloan. 803 00:32:51,220 --> 00:32:55,367 I-I got a job in Italy. I am about to go to the airport. 804 00:32:55,391 --> 00:32:56,901 We can't get married 805 00:32:56,925 --> 00:32:58,436 just because you don't want to be apart from me. 806 00:32:58,460 --> 00:33:00,105 That's not why we would be getting married. 807 00:33:00,129 --> 00:33:01,539 That's why we moved in together. 808 00:33:01,563 --> 00:33:03,308 That was just the bureaucracy of it. 809 00:33:03,332 --> 00:33:05,043 And s-so is this marriage idea. 810 00:33:05,067 --> 00:33:06,278 It's bureaucracy. 811 00:33:06,302 --> 00:33:07,779 The only reason it's coming up is because 812 00:33:07,803 --> 00:33:09,881 I'm not from this country and I can't stay in yours. 813 00:33:09,905 --> 00:33:11,216 - That's it. - "That's it"? 814 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:12,584 That's a pretty good reason. 815 00:33:12,608 --> 00:33:14,152 M-Maya, you didn't even want this 816 00:33:14,176 --> 00:33:15,720 until you started getting sad about me leaving. 817 00:33:15,744 --> 00:33:17,122 Started? I have been devastated. 818 00:33:17,146 --> 00:33:18,790 I am trying to lead my team through 819 00:33:18,814 --> 00:33:20,492 one of the worst moments in our history. 820 00:33:20,516 --> 00:33:22,627 I have a firehouse full of grieving firefighters 821 00:33:22,651 --> 00:33:24,001 and a girlfriend that's about to leave me to go to Italy! 822 00:33:24,067 --> 00:33:26,498 Oh, I know, Maya! I know it's been a very hard year! 823 00:33:26,522 --> 00:33:28,789 Not just for you... Trust me! 824 00:33:35,097 --> 00:33:37,809 Carina, I love you. 825 00:33:37,833 --> 00:33:39,042 But? 826 00:33:40,269 --> 00:33:42,580 Maybe you're right. This is... This is crazy. 827 00:33:42,604 --> 00:33:43,948 Maybe we moved too fast. 828 00:33:43,972 --> 00:33:44,949 Maybe we didn't think this through. 829 00:33:44,973 --> 00:33:46,651 Maybe we hardly know each other. 830 00:33:46,675 --> 00:33:48,218 Maybe we should just take a break. 831 00:33:48,977 --> 00:33:51,156 I mean, not... Not for good. 832 00:33:51,180 --> 00:33:52,857 Just... 833 00:33:52,881 --> 00:33:55,994 We don't even know when you're gonna be able to come back. 834 00:33:56,018 --> 00:33:58,997 And s... And so, what? You want to see other people? 835 00:33:59,021 --> 00:34:00,598 - No. - I-In the middle of a pandemic? 836 00:34:00,622 --> 00:34:02,712 No, but the time difference... And you'll be busy, 837 00:34:02,736 --> 00:34:04,112 and I'll be busy. 838 00:34:04,136 --> 00:34:06,338 And the world... my city... Is on fire. 839 00:34:06,764 --> 00:34:08,007 Maya, breathe. 840 00:34:08,031 --> 00:34:09,109 And I mean it in the most unimaginable... 841 00:34:09,133 --> 00:34:10,824 Breathe. Breathe, Maya. Breathe. 842 00:34:13,570 --> 00:34:15,908 Carina, we have learned more about each other 843 00:34:15,933 --> 00:34:17,411 in the last two hours than we have 844 00:34:17,435 --> 00:34:19,546 in our entire relationship. 845 00:34:19,570 --> 00:34:21,415 I should have known 846 00:34:21,439 --> 00:34:22,850 that you don't want to get married 847 00:34:22,874 --> 00:34:24,818 and that you do want to have babies. 848 00:34:24,842 --> 00:34:27,121 I knew it. 849 00:34:27,145 --> 00:34:29,709 I knew you would freak out on me eventually. 850 00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:31,612 Carina, everything you said is right. 851 00:34:31,636 --> 00:34:34,631 I've made no effort to learn your culture or your language. 852 00:34:34,656 --> 00:34:37,001 I do not understand what you're going through 853 00:34:37,025 --> 00:34:38,336 with all your visa stuff. 854 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:41,239 I mean, maybe we're just not right for each other. 855 00:34:41,263 --> 00:34:43,441 Ah, okay. So, you want to break up temporarily? 856 00:34:43,465 --> 00:34:44,609 Or are we breaking up 857 00:34:44,633 --> 00:34:46,110 because we're not right for each other? 858 00:34:46,134 --> 00:34:47,879 I didn't say "break up." I said "take a break." 859 00:34:47,903 --> 00:34:49,614 Frankly, I don't understand the difference. 860 00:34:49,638 --> 00:34:51,382 W... Or, do you want to get married? 861 00:34:51,406 --> 00:34:53,684 I married you the day I moved into this apartment, Maya. 862 00:34:53,708 --> 00:34:56,521 I don't believe in ticking a box and calling that a marriage. 863 00:34:56,545 --> 00:34:58,956 I-I believe in building a life together with the person 864 00:34:58,980 --> 00:35:01,659 you want to spend it with every single day. 865 00:35:01,683 --> 00:35:03,969 When I moved into this house, for me, 866 00:35:03,994 --> 00:35:05,385 that was a marriage. 867 00:35:05,428 --> 00:35:06,889 That is not how it works. 868 00:35:06,913 --> 00:35:09,730 No, marriage... the kind the government says is okay... 869 00:35:09,755 --> 00:35:11,399 Puts an obligation on love. 870 00:35:11,423 --> 00:35:12,934 Marriage ruins family. 871 00:35:12,958 --> 00:35:14,603 Marriage is just a made up... 872 00:35:14,627 --> 00:35:15,637 financial... 873 00:35:15,661 --> 00:35:17,305 Marriage is what can keep us together! 874 00:35:17,329 --> 00:35:18,960 Exactly! 875 00:35:18,985 --> 00:35:20,296 It is crazy that the only recourse that I have 876 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,231 to stay in Seattle... To stay in my life with you... 877 00:35:22,255 --> 00:35:23,466 Is to sign a piece of paper saying that 878 00:35:23,490 --> 00:35:25,301 I will never leave you! 879 00:35:25,325 --> 00:35:27,548 A piece of paper that people like us 880 00:35:27,573 --> 00:35:29,585 aren't allowed to have in my country. 881 00:35:29,609 --> 00:35:32,721 And if it's j-just so much crap, then why does it matter?! 882 00:35:32,745 --> 00:35:35,757 Why not just do it so that we can stay together?! 883 00:35:35,781 --> 00:35:39,561 So we can be together while the world is burning?! 884 00:35:39,585 --> 00:35:42,231 Everyone is so scared, everyone is lonely, 885 00:35:42,255 --> 00:35:44,891 everyone is desperate, and we have each other. 886 00:35:44,915 --> 00:35:47,627 We got so lucky, and you are willing 887 00:35:47,666 --> 00:35:49,671 to throw that away on a principle. 888 00:35:49,695 --> 00:35:50,906 No, Maya. You are throwing it away. 889 00:35:50,930 --> 00:35:54,076 I am just being realistic. 890 00:35:57,937 --> 00:35:59,737 Well, you'll still have Gabriella. 891 00:36:00,773 --> 00:36:02,351 Wow. I mean, maybe she is 892 00:36:02,375 --> 00:36:04,120 who you're supposed to be with. 893 00:36:04,145 --> 00:36:05,422 Maya, stop. 894 00:36:05,447 --> 00:36:07,104 Maybe we're just not meant to be together forever. 895 00:36:07,144 --> 00:36:09,896 Stop, Maya. You've said enough. 896 00:36:14,485 --> 00:36:17,431 You still want me to take you to the airport? 897 00:36:17,456 --> 00:36:18,967 No. 898 00:36:36,879 --> 00:36:38,857 - Is everyone else coming? - Uh, no. 899 00:36:38,881 --> 00:36:41,060 Uh, Miller, Hughes, and Montgomery went to a protest, 900 00:36:41,084 --> 00:36:43,829 but they sent love and some oversized donut holes. 901 00:36:43,853 --> 00:36:45,831 It's the little things. 902 00:36:45,855 --> 00:36:47,666 Don't let Warren hear you say that. 903 00:36:47,690 --> 00:36:49,802 Ah. 904 00:36:50,150 --> 00:36:52,644 Gosh, I can't believe Warren's going through this 905 00:36:52,669 --> 00:36:55,080 on top of everything else. 906 00:36:55,104 --> 00:36:56,482 It's... 907 00:36:56,506 --> 00:36:58,192 It's a lot. 908 00:36:59,075 --> 00:37:01,020 It's a lot. 909 00:37:01,044 --> 00:37:03,330 Pulled a woman out of a dumpster today. 910 00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:05,891 Yeah, she, uh, was sneaking out 911 00:37:05,915 --> 00:37:07,993 of her neighbor's apartment, fell right in. 912 00:37:08,017 --> 00:37:09,595 I thought she severed her spinal cord. 913 00:37:09,619 --> 00:37:12,122 Turns out, she just bruised it. 914 00:37:12,147 --> 00:37:13,424 Wait, she was sneaking out? 915 00:37:13,448 --> 00:37:15,693 Well, she was... She was having an affair. 916 00:37:15,717 --> 00:37:17,495 Oh. Please tell me you're not the neighbor. 917 00:37:17,519 --> 00:37:18,596 Oh, shut up. 918 00:37:18,620 --> 00:37:20,898 Wow. 919 00:37:20,922 --> 00:37:24,769 Hey, how's it going with you and Inara? 920 00:37:24,793 --> 00:37:26,936 Yeah, no, um, good. 921 00:37:27,462 --> 00:37:30,108 Yeah, she's, uh... She's great. 922 00:37:30,372 --> 00:37:31,871 Really sweet. 923 00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:40,159 Mama? 924 00:37:41,151 --> 00:37:42,428 Hey. 925 00:37:42,786 --> 00:37:44,029 Hmm? 926 00:37:44,053 --> 00:37:46,599 Oh. You are not my mom. 927 00:37:48,792 --> 00:37:50,136 No, I'm not. 928 00:37:52,312 --> 00:37:53,723 Thanks for coming, though. 929 00:37:53,747 --> 00:37:54,691 Good nap? 930 00:37:54,715 --> 00:37:56,392 Craziest dreams. 931 00:37:56,416 --> 00:37:57,627 How'd we do? 932 00:37:57,651 --> 00:37:59,929 You know, good margins. Clean field. 933 00:37:59,953 --> 00:38:01,764 Nice and neat. 934 00:38:01,788 --> 00:38:04,540 Looks like the morphine hasn't worn off. 935 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:07,537 Uh, this is from 19, by the way. 936 00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:09,922 They figured you could use some new balls. 937 00:38:12,148 --> 00:38:13,526 This is a real heavy one. 938 00:38:13,550 --> 00:38:14,727 Yeah, that's about the right... It's about right. 939 00:38:14,751 --> 00:38:16,696 Yeah, it'd probably match you perfectly. 940 00:38:17,135 --> 00:38:19,013 This glows in the dark. I love this. 941 00:38:19,037 --> 00:38:20,247 We got some nuts. 942 00:38:20,271 --> 00:38:22,416 So, not much has changed since I was out, hmm? 943 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:28,783 So, she proposed? 944 00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:30,218 Eh, it was more a, 945 00:38:30,242 --> 00:38:31,486 "We could get married, I guess." 946 00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:33,521 _ 947 00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:35,718 _ 948 00:38:35,742 --> 00:38:37,191 _ 949 00:38:37,215 --> 00:38:39,961 G-Gabriella, m-my parents nearly killed each other. 950 00:38:39,985 --> 00:38:42,463 They... They... They... They separated Andrea and I. 951 00:38:42,487 --> 00:38:43,898 - They... They... - Okay, okay. Listen to me. 952 00:38:43,922 --> 00:38:45,132 Everyone's parents get divorced. 953 00:38:45,156 --> 00:38:47,036 That's not a good excuse not to get married. 954 00:38:47,061 --> 00:38:48,338 Okay, okay. Marriage is not real. 955 00:38:48,362 --> 00:38:50,140 Hang on a second. 956 00:38:51,665 --> 00:38:52,842 What were you saying? 957 00:38:52,866 --> 00:38:54,411 Marriage is not real. 958 00:38:54,435 --> 00:38:56,246 Then get a divorce in two years. So what? 959 00:38:56,270 --> 00:38:58,314 What Maya and I have is real, 960 00:38:58,338 --> 00:39:00,884 a-and I don't need a piece of paper to tell me that. 961 00:39:00,908 --> 00:39:02,419 And I don't want to run into a situation 962 00:39:02,443 --> 00:39:03,787 that we might regret in a couple of years 963 00:39:03,811 --> 00:39:05,021 just because of paperwork. 964 00:39:05,045 --> 00:39:07,624 So, you're willing to lose her instead, huh? 965 00:39:10,384 --> 00:39:12,362 _ 966 00:39:13,754 --> 00:39:15,865 I've known you for half of my life, and, honestly, 967 00:39:15,889 --> 00:39:18,301 I have never seen you as at peace as I did 968 00:39:18,325 --> 00:39:19,769 when I saw you with her. 969 00:39:19,793 --> 00:39:22,378 _ 970 00:39:22,402 --> 00:39:23,973 _ 971 00:39:26,266 --> 00:39:27,644 You should be celebrating the fact that her country 972 00:39:27,668 --> 00:39:29,546 even allows you to get married. 973 00:39:40,147 --> 00:39:42,058 So, I... 974 00:39:42,082 --> 00:39:43,893 You just... You just let her go? 975 00:39:43,917 --> 00:39:45,462 What am I supposed to do? 976 00:39:45,486 --> 00:39:46,896 I was awful. She was awful. 977 00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:49,327 B-But you guys are gonna get back together, right? 978 00:39:49,351 --> 00:39:51,568 Once her visa gets renewed? 979 00:39:51,592 --> 00:39:52,936 Maya? 980 00:39:55,696 --> 00:39:57,140 Marry me. 981 00:39:59,433 --> 00:40:00,944 Marry me. 982 00:40:00,968 --> 00:40:02,779 I know I'm a stubborn idiot and I don't want to get married 983 00:40:02,803 --> 00:40:04,914 just because the government says we have to, 984 00:40:04,938 --> 00:40:06,616 and I still think marriage was invented 985 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:07,917 to keep women as property, 986 00:40:07,941 --> 00:40:09,419 but I'd much rather do something 987 00:40:09,443 --> 00:40:12,355 that I don't want to than lose you. 988 00:40:12,379 --> 00:40:15,191 Carina, I... I don't know if I want kids, 989 00:40:15,215 --> 00:40:17,093 and the world is a mess right now. 990 00:40:17,117 --> 00:40:19,462 Yes, the world is a mess, and the world is changing. 991 00:40:19,486 --> 00:40:21,364 Right now, as we're standing here, 992 00:40:21,388 --> 00:40:23,166 the world is changing, and it's beautiful. 993 00:40:23,190 --> 00:40:25,201 We can worry about kids later. 994 00:40:25,225 --> 00:40:27,337 Now, what I know is that I want to be 995 00:40:27,361 --> 00:40:30,773 in this beautiful mess of a changing world with you. 996 00:40:30,797 --> 00:40:34,110 Please. Please, bambina, marry me. 997 00:40:38,305 --> 00:40:39,516 - Yes. - Yes? 998 00:40:39,540 --> 00:40:41,451 Yes. 999 00:41:02,229 --> 00:41:04,007 What'd I miss? 1000 00:41:08,001 --> 00:41:09,646 We're getting married. 1001 00:41:09,670 --> 00:41:11,214 - Whoa! - What?! 1002 00:41:15,375 --> 00:41:16,719 Thank you. 1003 00:41:26,336 --> 00:41:32,336 CREDITS