1 00:00:03,727 --> 00:00:06,065 Okay, home stretch, Luna. 2 00:00:06,090 --> 00:00:08,391 We just need to find Dada's other shoe. 3 00:00:08,419 --> 00:00:10,687 Did you steal Dada's shoe? 4 00:00:10,722 --> 00:00:11,822 No? Well, that's nice of you. 5 00:00:11,856 --> 00:00:14,758 Where is it? Where's my shoe? 6 00:00:14,792 --> 00:00:16,760 Shoe, shoe, shoe. Shoe! 7 00:00:16,794 --> 00:00:18,895 Luna, shoe! 8 00:00:18,930 --> 00:00:20,497 And... 9 00:00:20,531 --> 00:00:21,665 Oh, yogurt. 10 00:00:23,067 --> 00:00:26,903 Uh, hey, hey, hey, hey. 11 00:00:26,938 --> 00:00:28,372 Hey! Thank you guys so much. 12 00:00:28,406 --> 00:00:30,273 - I know it's last minute. - Oh, no worries. 13 00:00:30,308 --> 00:00:32,743 My Tuesday nanny just canceled on me. 14 00:00:32,777 --> 00:00:34,611 - I didn't have anyone. - What is that smell? 15 00:00:34,645 --> 00:00:35,846 Oh, uh, fun fact, 16 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:38,115 when Luna's waffle gets stuck in the toaster too long 17 00:00:38,149 --> 00:00:39,082 it becomes a charcoal briquette. 18 00:00:39,117 --> 00:00:40,384 I'll get that for you. 19 00:00:40,418 --> 00:00:42,119 I think I smell something else. 20 00:00:42,153 --> 00:00:43,820 Yeah, that's her, uh, lo mein. 21 00:00:43,855 --> 00:00:46,022 - She really likes it spicy. - Takeout for breakfast. 22 00:00:46,057 --> 00:00:49,126 Uh, well, it's usually milk and eggs 23 00:00:49,160 --> 00:00:51,201 but we are out of milk. 24 00:00:51,231 --> 00:00:54,464 Also eggs. So I tried to do the waffle thing 25 00:00:54,499 --> 00:00:56,533 but that turned into a briquette. 26 00:00:56,567 --> 00:00:57,834 So, I, uh, yeah. 27 00:00:57,869 --> 00:00:58,835 It was either lo mein or soup. 28 00:00:58,870 --> 00:01:00,170 Could you guys do a quick favor 29 00:01:00,204 --> 00:01:01,471 and go to the grocery store? 30 00:01:01,506 --> 00:01:04,007 We just need milk and eggs and, uh, waffles. 31 00:01:05,176 --> 00:01:06,309 Come on, sweetheart. 32 00:01:06,344 --> 00:01:07,811 Grandma's gonna get you changed. 33 00:01:07,845 --> 00:01:09,279 Hey. 34 00:01:09,313 --> 00:01:11,081 You got a double kiss! 35 00:01:11,115 --> 00:01:13,316 - Oh, and wipes? - Wipes, yes. We need wipes. 36 00:01:13,351 --> 00:01:15,952 Thank you so much. Best grandparents ever. 37 00:01:15,987 --> 00:01:18,722 The stuff of legends. Yes! 38 00:01:18,756 --> 00:01:20,123 Luna, I love you. 39 00:01:20,158 --> 00:01:23,160 Okay, thank you, guys. Seriously. Bye. 40 00:01:23,194 --> 00:01:25,295 Wow. 41 00:01:25,329 --> 00:01:29,552 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 42 00:01:36,007 --> 00:01:38,909 ? Try to catch me if you can 43 00:01:41,179 --> 00:01:42,979 We need to talk about this. 44 00:01:43,014 --> 00:01:44,981 Harper, turn it down! 45 00:01:45,016 --> 00:01:46,817 I put that in the closet. 46 00:01:46,851 --> 00:01:49,186 And I took it back out. 47 00:01:49,220 --> 00:01:50,821 We need to talk about him, Ig. 48 00:01:50,855 --> 00:01:53,156 Yeah, we will. 49 00:01:53,191 --> 00:01:55,358 What? You've been saying that for a week. 50 00:01:56,794 --> 00:01:59,229 - Have you thought about a 21/20? - No. 51 00:01:59,263 --> 00:02:01,598 I mean, yes, I've thought about a 21/20, obviously. 52 00:02:01,632 --> 00:02:03,400 But that's a psychiatric hold, it's not... 53 00:02:03,434 --> 00:02:04,801 It would keep Chance off the street 54 00:02:04,836 --> 00:02:07,471 - and away from our kids. - For 72 hours. 55 00:02:07,505 --> 00:02:09,940 And then he'd be back on the streets, feeling betrayed. 56 00:02:09,974 --> 00:02:11,541 Okay, fine. 57 00:02:11,576 --> 00:02:13,343 Then go for something more permanent. 58 00:02:13,377 --> 00:02:15,445 No, Martin, I am not discussing 59 00:02:15,480 --> 00:02:17,113 a restraining order with you. 60 00:02:19,050 --> 00:02:20,317 Hey. 61 00:02:20,351 --> 00:02:22,552 Hi, babe. Hi. 62 00:02:22,587 --> 00:02:24,354 Everything's fine, okay? We're just discussing some 63 00:02:24,388 --> 00:02:25,789 boring old grown up stuff. 64 00:02:25,823 --> 00:02:27,724 Why don't you go back up and log in to school, okay? 65 00:02:27,758 --> 00:02:29,025 I'll meet you there. 66 00:02:29,060 --> 00:02:30,427 It's okay. Go for it. 67 00:02:31,762 --> 00:02:33,096 And music off, sweetie. 68 00:02:36,434 --> 00:02:38,802 That is exactly why I didn't want to discuss this, okay? 69 00:02:38,836 --> 00:02:40,604 A restraining order is a formal connection 70 00:02:40,638 --> 00:02:42,172 between Chance and I. It's what he wants. 71 00:02:42,206 --> 00:02:44,641 All that matters is they reduce risk. 72 00:02:46,377 --> 00:02:48,044 - Sometimes. - Most times. 73 00:02:48,079 --> 00:02:49,779 And they got a way better track record 74 00:02:49,814 --> 00:02:50,847 than wishful thinking. 75 00:02:50,882 --> 00:02:52,415 If we provoke Chance, he could hurt himself. 76 00:02:52,450 --> 00:02:54,684 This is not about Chance. 77 00:02:54,719 --> 00:02:55,919 This is about us. 78 00:02:55,953 --> 00:02:57,787 Our safety, our kids. 79 00:02:59,290 --> 00:03:01,057 Look, we... 80 00:03:01,092 --> 00:03:02,993 No, you know what, Iggy? 81 00:03:03,027 --> 00:03:04,494 You have to do something. 82 00:03:04,529 --> 00:03:05,627 Today. 83 00:03:09,634 --> 00:03:12,335 - What? I don't want that. - It's just oat milk. 84 00:03:12,370 --> 00:03:13,670 What you mean, "just oat milk"? 85 00:03:13,704 --> 00:03:15,205 You ever seen an udder on an oat? 86 00:03:15,239 --> 00:03:16,773 - That's not natural. - Natural? 87 00:03:16,807 --> 00:03:18,341 A few minutes ago you were just raving 88 00:03:18,376 --> 00:03:20,610 about some beer made out of oysters? 89 00:03:20,645 --> 00:03:22,846 Oyster stout is normal beer 90 00:03:22,880 --> 00:03:25,415 made from the shells of oysters. It's... 91 00:03:25,449 --> 00:03:26,583 And I've yet to meet a mollusk 92 00:03:26,617 --> 00:03:28,251 made out of grain, hops, or yeast. 93 00:03:28,286 --> 00:03:30,086 All right, look, that's it. I'm... I'm gonna take you out 94 00:03:30,121 --> 00:03:32,155 to have that beer tonight. 95 00:03:33,958 --> 00:03:36,092 Oh, no. I... I'm... 96 00:03:36,127 --> 00:03:37,576 I'm sorry. Not like that. 97 00:03:37,611 --> 00:03:39,796 I wasn't trying to make a move. 98 00:03:39,830 --> 00:03:41,498 Uh-huh. 99 00:03:41,532 --> 00:03:43,066 I can't be home tonight. 100 00:03:43,100 --> 00:03:46,236 You know, I'm trying to think of a reason to stay out. 101 00:03:46,270 --> 00:03:48,071 - Why's that? - You know, my... 102 00:03:48,105 --> 00:03:51,441 My roommate is having a gentleman over for a "visit." 103 00:03:51,475 --> 00:03:53,977 You have a roommate? 104 00:03:54,011 --> 00:03:55,979 Yeah, my mom. 105 00:03:56,013 --> 00:03:58,114 My roommate is my mother. 106 00:03:58,149 --> 00:03:59,848 You live with your mom? 107 00:04:00,551 --> 00:04:02,976 And your mom is the one hanging the sock on the door. 108 00:04:04,355 --> 00:04:06,489 So now we're clowning? Is that it? 109 00:04:06,524 --> 00:04:08,325 Yeah, you definitely were not making a move. 110 00:04:08,359 --> 00:04:09,492 See, now, that... 111 00:04:09,527 --> 00:04:12,462 That's the way... Now you owe me a drink. 112 00:04:12,496 --> 00:04:14,264 Fine, I know the perfect place. 113 00:04:14,298 --> 00:04:16,633 - I will text you the address. - Okay. 114 00:04:23,941 --> 00:04:26,509 Helen. Hey, uh, 115 00:04:26,544 --> 00:04:27,510 hey. 116 00:04:28,813 --> 00:04:31,381 - What do you need? - Uh, nothing. 117 00:04:31,415 --> 00:04:33,116 I just saw you walking down the hallway 118 00:04:33,150 --> 00:04:34,884 and it looked like more fun than my hallway so... 119 00:04:34,919 --> 00:04:36,259 Okay. 120 00:04:37,021 --> 00:04:39,856 You okay? Um, work, life? 121 00:04:39,890 --> 00:04:41,524 - It's good. All good. - All good. 122 00:04:41,559 --> 00:04:42,525 What's with the rosary? 123 00:04:42,560 --> 00:04:43,994 It's not a rosary. 124 00:04:44,028 --> 00:04:45,428 Yeah? Uh, well, you know, 125 00:04:45,463 --> 00:04:47,364 if it looks like a rosary and smells like a rosary... 126 00:04:47,398 --> 00:04:48,980 It's personal. 127 00:04:49,667 --> 00:04:51,334 I don't think that's how it goes. 128 00:04:54,772 --> 00:04:56,840 You're actually considering it? 129 00:04:56,874 --> 00:04:59,009 - Leaving New Amsterdam? - Hey, it's a good gig. 130 00:04:59,043 --> 00:05:01,478 More money, less drama. Plus, I could walk to work. 131 00:05:01,512 --> 00:05:03,580 Plus, it is Mt. Zion. 132 00:05:03,614 --> 00:05:05,048 Oh, I'm Casey, 133 00:05:05,082 --> 00:05:07,717 and I want to work at a big, posh, private hospital 134 00:05:07,752 --> 00:05:09,719 where nothing exciting ever happens. 135 00:05:09,754 --> 00:05:11,321 Whatever. Your accent's wack. 136 00:05:11,355 --> 00:05:12,956 Incoming! 137 00:05:12,990 --> 00:05:14,591 Bertha James, 64 years old. 138 00:05:14,625 --> 00:05:16,893 Accidental impalement on pruning shears. 139 00:05:16,927 --> 00:05:20,397 BP 138 over 74 and slightly tachy at 114. 140 00:05:20,431 --> 00:05:21,898 Already vaccinated for COVID. 141 00:05:21,932 --> 00:05:23,166 Okay, let's get her to Bay 24. 142 00:05:23,200 --> 00:05:26,503 Just get these things out of me! 143 00:05:26,537 --> 00:05:29,005 We will, but first you need a CAT scan and work-up 144 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:31,541 so we can figure out the safest way to remove them, okay? 145 00:05:31,575 --> 00:05:33,650 How bad is the pain? 146 00:05:34,211 --> 00:05:36,546 - Bad! - Okay, uh, Turan, 147 00:05:36,580 --> 00:05:38,181 can I get, um... what the... 148 00:05:42,953 --> 00:05:45,021 Is everybody okay? 149 00:05:45,056 --> 00:05:47,590 You okay? Everybody okay? We need help over here! 150 00:05:47,625 --> 00:05:49,092 What the hell is going on in here? 151 00:05:49,126 --> 00:05:50,593 - Let's pull them out. - Let's get them out of here. 152 00:05:50,628 --> 00:05:53,229 Okay, get maintenance down here now. 153 00:05:53,264 --> 00:05:54,864 Are you kidding me!? 154 00:05:54,899 --> 00:05:57,801 - Feel the excitement. - Excitement? 155 00:05:57,835 --> 00:06:00,503 Okay, let's get them out of here. 156 00:06:00,538 --> 00:06:02,772 So great to see you all in the flesh again. 157 00:06:02,807 --> 00:06:05,208 Mask-less, here we are. 158 00:06:05,242 --> 00:06:06,443 You know, virtual visits were great. 159 00:06:06,477 --> 00:06:08,545 What a great tool we got to use but, man, 160 00:06:08,579 --> 00:06:10,080 have I missed in-person 161 00:06:10,114 --> 00:06:12,082 inpatient visiting days. These are the best. 162 00:06:12,116 --> 00:06:14,250 I mean, families coming together, reconnecting. 163 00:06:14,285 --> 00:06:16,119 This is why we do what we do, right? 164 00:06:16,153 --> 00:06:17,987 Are gifts okay? 165 00:06:18,022 --> 00:06:18,922 Yeah. 166 00:06:18,956 --> 00:06:22,258 'Cause I, uh, brought my son a journal. 167 00:06:22,293 --> 00:06:23,793 Great, yeah, journal. Good call. 168 00:06:23,828 --> 00:06:25,795 Anything that encourages expression, I'm all for it. 169 00:06:25,830 --> 00:06:28,131 Yeah, but the orderly confiscated it. 170 00:06:28,165 --> 00:06:30,233 Ahh, yeah... 171 00:06:30,267 --> 00:06:32,569 spiral-bound, I'm guessing? 172 00:06:32,603 --> 00:06:34,771 Yeah, okay, good segue. 173 00:06:34,805 --> 00:06:36,272 Couple ground rules we should talk about. 174 00:06:36,307 --> 00:06:38,575 No sharp objects are allowed inside. 175 00:06:38,609 --> 00:06:41,811 Anything spiral-bound, jewelry, earrings. 176 00:06:41,846 --> 00:06:44,247 Um, anything that a child inclined to self-harm 177 00:06:44,281 --> 00:06:46,015 would or could self-harm with. 178 00:06:46,050 --> 00:06:47,851 Um, also, 179 00:06:47,885 --> 00:06:50,420 no outside medication is allowed in, okay? 180 00:06:50,454 --> 00:06:51,654 So any pills that you came with, 181 00:06:51,689 --> 00:06:52,655 you can leave them with me. 182 00:06:52,690 --> 00:06:53,990 You get them when you leave. 183 00:06:54,024 --> 00:06:55,125 Uh... 184 00:06:57,328 --> 00:06:58,828 But, guys, that's not... that's... 185 00:06:58,863 --> 00:06:59,996 Hey, that's not what today is about, all right? 186 00:07:00,030 --> 00:07:02,899 Today is about progress. Your kids are getting better. 187 00:07:02,933 --> 00:07:05,735 They're getting better every day and in a few moments, 188 00:07:05,770 --> 00:07:08,071 you are going to see that with your very own eyes, so. 189 00:07:08,105 --> 00:07:10,173 You can bring your son my cookies, if you want. 190 00:07:10,207 --> 00:07:11,307 I made way too many. 191 00:07:11,342 --> 00:07:13,309 Yes, that is the spirit right there. 192 00:07:13,344 --> 00:07:14,477 Okay, guys, what do you think? 193 00:07:14,512 --> 00:07:16,179 Want to go see your kiddos? 194 00:07:16,213 --> 00:07:17,547 Let's go! Follow me. 195 00:07:22,353 --> 00:07:24,187 Demarcus Lott, 27. 196 00:07:24,221 --> 00:07:25,688 Taxi-to-bike head-on collision. 197 00:07:25,723 --> 00:07:26,723 Whoa, whoa, whoa! 198 00:07:26,757 --> 00:07:28,525 What the hell happened here? 199 00:07:28,559 --> 00:07:30,493 Emergency bowel disimpaction 200 00:07:30,528 --> 00:07:32,428 of the building's old drainage pipes. 201 00:07:32,463 --> 00:07:34,531 - Crap. - Well, let's hope not. 202 00:07:34,565 --> 00:07:36,733 Uh, Mr. Lott, how are you feeling? 203 00:07:36,767 --> 00:07:38,234 Like I'm about to be Internet famous. 204 00:07:38,269 --> 00:07:40,170 Check this out. Tossed off the hood of the car, 205 00:07:40,204 --> 00:07:43,306 rebounded off the mailbox, landed smack on the pavement. 206 00:07:43,340 --> 00:07:45,208 That's why you wear a GoPro. 207 00:07:45,242 --> 00:07:46,676 And a helmet. 208 00:07:46,710 --> 00:07:51,047 Brunstetter, let's order a CT scan for Mr. Lott. 209 00:07:51,081 --> 00:07:52,882 Any more openings at Mt. Zion? 210 00:07:52,917 --> 00:07:54,117 I heard that. 211 00:07:56,053 --> 00:07:57,821 Dr. Bloom. 212 00:07:57,855 --> 00:07:59,589 Damn it, she's tachypneic. 213 00:08:04,562 --> 00:08:07,463 Okay, let's get her on nasal cannula O2. 214 00:08:07,498 --> 00:08:08,765 Do you think it was the shears? 215 00:08:08,799 --> 00:08:10,300 They're nowhere near her heart or her lung. 216 00:08:10,334 --> 00:08:11,968 Hello? 217 00:08:12,002 --> 00:08:13,476 Somebody? 218 00:08:14,071 --> 00:08:16,039 What's this on my leg? You see this? 219 00:08:17,741 --> 00:08:20,076 I got that on my arm. 220 00:08:40,197 --> 00:08:41,965 We need to evacuate the ED. 221 00:08:41,999 --> 00:08:42,999 Evacuate? Why? 222 00:08:43,033 --> 00:08:46,736 That's not dirty water. That's a chemical spill. 223 00:08:49,846 --> 00:08:51,846 Okay, the sickest patients and those with the most 224 00:08:51,881 --> 00:08:54,098 chemical exposure go to the front of the line 225 00:08:54,123 --> 00:08:57,262 for DECON showers, chest CTs, and arterial blood gases. 226 00:08:57,286 --> 00:08:58,786 Less acute are gonna have to wait. 227 00:08:58,821 --> 00:09:00,588 Uh, Mrs. Westbrook, how you feeling? 228 00:09:00,622 --> 00:09:02,457 - Better. - Blood sugar's down to 187. 229 00:09:02,491 --> 00:09:03,491 Okay, that's what I like to hear. 230 00:09:03,525 --> 00:09:04,926 Low exposure, back of the line. 231 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:08,062 Dr. Bloom, I, ah, ran the symptoms by Poison Control 232 00:09:08,097 --> 00:09:09,731 and they suspect an herbicide called 233 00:09:09,765 --> 00:09:12,500 4-methyl-2-chlorophenoxyacetic acid. 234 00:09:12,534 --> 00:09:15,002 Apparently, MFCA is odorless, colorless, 235 00:09:15,037 --> 00:09:16,237 and highly corrosive. 236 00:09:16,271 --> 00:09:17,939 Huh, what a great trio. 237 00:09:17,973 --> 00:09:20,274 - Coming through. - I put the ED on diversion 238 00:09:20,309 --> 00:09:23,544 - and activated Hazmat protocol. - Hazmat!? 239 00:09:23,579 --> 00:09:25,413 Busted pipe doused Bertha pretty bad. 240 00:09:25,447 --> 00:09:28,216 - Into the open wound? - Direct hit. 241 00:09:28,250 --> 00:09:29,584 Since then, she's been tachy with runs 242 00:09:29,618 --> 00:09:31,085 of wide complex V-tach. 243 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:33,354 Not to mention the gardening shears 244 00:09:33,389 --> 00:09:35,656 - still sticking out of me. - We're gonna get to those. 245 00:09:35,691 --> 00:09:37,625 But first we gotta take care of your heart and lungs. 246 00:09:37,659 --> 00:09:39,660 Which means a DECON shower 247 00:09:39,695 --> 00:09:41,396 to get the chemicals off your skin. 248 00:09:41,430 --> 00:09:42,930 And then some wound irrigation 249 00:09:42,965 --> 00:09:44,899 to get the rest of it out of your insides, all right? 250 00:09:44,933 --> 00:09:45,900 Just try to breathe. 251 00:09:45,934 --> 00:09:47,935 Bertha's in, but we only have two showers. 252 00:09:47,970 --> 00:09:49,704 It's gonna take hours to get everyone through. 253 00:09:49,738 --> 00:09:51,739 Okay, HazMat's bringing more tents with more showers. 254 00:09:51,774 --> 00:09:52,974 Until then, we just need to hold on. 255 00:09:53,008 --> 00:09:55,643 I'm gonna go find where an herbicide banned in the '70s 256 00:09:55,677 --> 00:09:57,311 is hiding in our hospital. 257 00:10:06,555 --> 00:10:08,356 Oh, just who I was looking for. 258 00:10:08,390 --> 00:10:10,024 Dora, the HCC heard about 259 00:10:10,058 --> 00:10:11,225 our chemical spill, I take it? 260 00:10:11,260 --> 00:10:13,227 And I need an important file 261 00:10:13,262 --> 00:10:14,896 the medical director should have on hand. 262 00:10:14,930 --> 00:10:16,063 Well, then you need to talk 263 00:10:16,098 --> 00:10:17,532 to the medical director. 264 00:10:17,566 --> 00:10:19,600 Because Max would know where any important files are? 265 00:10:19,635 --> 00:10:21,636 I'm betting I'll have better odds with his former number two. 266 00:10:21,670 --> 00:10:22,937 All right, what are we looking for? 267 00:10:22,971 --> 00:10:25,973 Hazardous material inspection reports. 268 00:10:26,008 --> 00:10:28,609 If we were briefed 269 00:10:28,644 --> 00:10:31,846 on any MFCA storage issues, then we're liable. 270 00:10:31,880 --> 00:10:33,548 The ED ceiling caved in 271 00:10:33,582 --> 00:10:35,049 and poured poison all over our patients. 272 00:10:35,083 --> 00:10:37,485 I'm pretty sure we're liable. 273 00:10:37,519 --> 00:10:39,372 Just find the report. 274 00:10:39,888 --> 00:10:41,124 I'm just doing my job. 275 00:10:44,893 --> 00:10:47,762 The MFCA has branched into all these pipes. 276 00:10:47,796 --> 00:10:50,665 Corrosion's not as bad as the ED. 277 00:10:50,699 --> 00:10:51,999 You get a flood of that stuff, 278 00:10:52,034 --> 00:10:53,701 - all these pipes will go. - And then instead 279 00:10:53,735 --> 00:10:55,303 of one chemical spill, we'll have 50. 280 00:10:55,337 --> 00:10:56,378 It's gotta be coming from somewhere. 281 00:10:56,412 --> 00:10:58,005 We'll split up and we find the source. 282 00:11:08,116 --> 00:11:10,685 The protection order will legally compel Chance Becker 283 00:11:10,719 --> 00:11:12,887 to stay away from you, your workplace, and your home. 284 00:11:12,921 --> 00:11:14,622 He'll be prohibited from any direct contact 285 00:11:14,656 --> 00:11:16,284 with you or your family. 286 00:11:16,825 --> 00:11:18,292 The court may add exceptions, 287 00:11:18,327 --> 00:11:20,161 but I've been in-house counsel here a long time, 288 00:11:20,195 --> 00:11:21,529 there won't be any issues. 289 00:11:21,563 --> 00:11:23,464 Do we need to inform anyone internally? 290 00:11:23,499 --> 00:11:24,632 No, only if you want us to. 291 00:11:24,666 --> 00:11:26,000 I think I'd like to keep it quiet. 292 00:11:26,034 --> 00:11:27,587 You know, for Chance's sake. 293 00:11:28,203 --> 00:11:29,537 For Chance? 294 00:11:29,571 --> 00:11:32,008 - Yeah, um... - Anne. 295 00:11:33,742 --> 00:11:35,843 Uh, Neil, if you'll excuse me. 296 00:11:35,878 --> 00:11:37,605 Thank you, thank you very much. 297 00:11:37,645 --> 00:11:39,380 Hey, Anne, Julie. 298 00:11:39,414 --> 00:11:40,615 Hey, guys, wait up. 299 00:11:40,649 --> 00:11:42,183 Whoa, what's the matter? 300 00:11:42,217 --> 00:11:43,618 What happened? Something happen with your son? 301 00:11:43,652 --> 00:11:44,986 Alex just got upset. 302 00:11:45,020 --> 00:11:46,787 Upset? He was screaming. 303 00:11:46,822 --> 00:11:48,623 He was completely out of control. 304 00:11:48,657 --> 00:11:50,224 Okay, well, why don't we all 305 00:11:50,259 --> 00:11:51,526 go have a chat in my office 306 00:11:51,560 --> 00:11:52,626 - and we'll figure it out. - What's there to say? 307 00:11:52,661 --> 00:11:53,961 He doesn't want us here, so we're leaving. 308 00:11:53,996 --> 00:11:55,496 Well, that's a bit of a hasty reaction. 309 00:11:55,531 --> 00:11:56,864 Sorry folks, we're shutting the exits. 310 00:11:56,899 --> 00:11:58,566 There's been a chemical spill downstairs. 311 00:11:58,600 --> 00:12:00,434 No one in or out until it's safe. 312 00:12:00,469 --> 00:12:02,236 - But the kids... - Everybody's fine up here. 313 00:12:02,271 --> 00:12:03,604 I just need you to hold tight 314 00:12:03,639 --> 00:12:05,106 until the downstairs exit's decontaminated. 315 00:12:05,140 --> 00:12:06,607 Okay. 316 00:12:06,642 --> 00:12:08,509 Okay, thank you. Um... 317 00:12:10,158 --> 00:12:12,090 Well, since we're all stuck here... 318 00:12:13,949 --> 00:12:15,468 come on, let's have a chat. 319 00:12:16,738 --> 00:12:18,372 Come on, let's go. 320 00:12:23,725 --> 00:12:25,603 Couple more should do it. 321 00:12:26,562 --> 00:12:28,231 Take your time. 322 00:12:28,897 --> 00:12:31,399 Certainly, don't worry about the shears. 323 00:12:32,734 --> 00:12:34,936 We haven't forgotten, I promise. 324 00:12:37,072 --> 00:12:38,873 No rush. 325 00:12:38,907 --> 00:12:40,408 Once we stabilize your vitals, 326 00:12:40,442 --> 00:12:41,642 they are coming out. 327 00:12:41,677 --> 00:12:42,677 Would you like more pain meds? 328 00:12:42,711 --> 00:12:45,012 What I'd like is a hospital 329 00:12:45,047 --> 00:12:46,847 that's not falling apart. 330 00:12:46,882 --> 00:12:49,650 I mean, how can you even see what you're doing 331 00:12:49,685 --> 00:12:51,385 when the lights keep dimming? 332 00:12:51,420 --> 00:12:53,287 It's like a cavern in here. 333 00:12:53,322 --> 00:12:54,841 The lights aren't dimming. 334 00:12:55,891 --> 00:12:58,526 But why is everything getting darker? 335 00:13:18,847 --> 00:13:21,716 You ever heard of MFCA exposure causing blindness? 336 00:13:21,750 --> 00:13:23,718 I'd barely even heard of MFCA 337 00:13:23,752 --> 00:13:25,519 before it gushed all over my ED. 338 00:13:25,554 --> 00:13:26,854 Well, Bertha's now experiencing 339 00:13:26,888 --> 00:13:28,823 complete and total vision loss. 340 00:13:28,857 --> 00:13:30,324 She did take the biggest hit. 341 00:13:30,359 --> 00:13:31,959 Had the most extreme exposure. 342 00:13:31,994 --> 00:13:34,095 Well, I put her on dialysis to try to clean the toxins 343 00:13:34,129 --> 00:13:35,930 out of her blood but, look, 344 00:13:35,964 --> 00:13:37,999 if this is blinding people, then we need to get 345 00:13:38,033 --> 00:13:40,001 everybody decontaminated as soon as possible. 346 00:13:40,035 --> 00:13:41,335 Oh, yeah, 'cause up until now, 347 00:13:41,370 --> 00:13:42,336 we've been dragging our feet. 348 00:13:42,371 --> 00:13:43,604 Hey, look, I'm just saying 349 00:13:43,639 --> 00:13:44,772 there could be more surprises. 350 00:13:44,806 --> 00:13:46,974 Got it. Thank you. 351 00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,251 Let's get this line moving, people. 352 00:13:57,285 --> 00:13:58,953 Come on. 353 00:15:01,349 --> 00:15:02,850 Come on! 354 00:15:05,454 --> 00:15:07,154 Help! 355 00:15:09,057 --> 00:15:10,852 Help! 356 00:15:11,460 --> 00:15:13,394 I need some help in here! 357 00:15:13,428 --> 00:15:16,030 Anybody! Help! 358 00:15:18,830 --> 00:15:20,385 Max, Sandra Fall and I 359 00:15:20,410 --> 00:15:22,154 have been looking everywhere for the hazardous materials 360 00:15:22,178 --> 00:15:23,878 inspection report that you should've filed. 361 00:15:23,912 --> 00:15:26,047 But of course, it's nowhere to be found. 362 00:15:26,081 --> 00:15:28,115 Much like yourself. Where are you? 363 00:15:28,150 --> 00:15:29,483 Call me, please. 364 00:15:32,487 --> 00:15:34,956 Miguel, do you know where Dr. Goodwin went after this? 365 00:15:34,990 --> 00:15:36,457 They just called me for clean-up. 366 00:15:36,491 --> 00:15:37,658 Right. 367 00:15:52,441 --> 00:15:54,475 Ah, bike man, good news. 368 00:15:54,509 --> 00:15:56,544 Your CT came back clear. 369 00:15:56,578 --> 00:15:59,480 I'd prescribe Advil and a brake on that Fixie. 370 00:15:59,514 --> 00:16:00,848 - So I'm good to go? - Ah, no. 371 00:16:00,882 --> 00:16:02,583 Not until you go through DECON. 372 00:16:02,618 --> 00:16:03,998 But I was barely in there. 373 00:16:04,033 --> 00:16:06,187 Which is why I'm sending you to the back of the line. 374 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:14,428 Um, is the insulin back in the ED? 375 00:16:14,463 --> 00:16:15,863 Check over there. 376 00:16:15,897 --> 00:16:17,298 I put them in the crash cart 377 00:16:17,332 --> 00:16:19,800 but we're still moving stuff out of the ED. 378 00:16:19,835 --> 00:16:23,571 Ah, somebody is thinkin'. 379 00:16:23,605 --> 00:16:25,940 Hey, you had way more exposure 380 00:16:25,974 --> 00:16:27,608 - than anyone else. - And your point is? 381 00:16:27,643 --> 00:16:29,176 You need to be the next one into the DECON showers. 382 00:16:29,211 --> 00:16:31,178 Okay, I don't know how it works at Mt. Zion, 383 00:16:31,213 --> 00:16:33,559 but in my ED, patients come first. 384 00:16:46,495 --> 00:16:49,630 Oppositional defiant disorder is tough. 385 00:16:49,665 --> 00:16:52,900 Kids with ODD like Alex are rude. 386 00:16:52,934 --> 00:16:54,568 They're aggressive, vindictive. 387 00:16:54,603 --> 00:16:58,506 - Our son hates us, Dr. Frome. - He doesn't... 388 00:16:58,540 --> 00:17:00,207 You were there. You saw him. 389 00:17:00,242 --> 00:17:03,477 No, no, listen to me. It can feel a lot like hate. 390 00:17:03,512 --> 00:17:05,646 It can look exactly like hate. 391 00:17:05,681 --> 00:17:06,981 But it's not hate. 392 00:17:07,015 --> 00:17:10,818 It is brain function, that's it. 393 00:17:10,852 --> 00:17:12,486 It's an inflated response 394 00:17:12,521 --> 00:17:13,988 to perceived threats. 395 00:17:14,022 --> 00:17:15,623 And exactly how did I threaten him? 396 00:17:15,657 --> 00:17:17,425 You didn't. 397 00:17:17,459 --> 00:17:19,660 She didn't. I... 398 00:17:19,695 --> 00:17:20,961 I honestly think this morning was just 399 00:17:20,996 --> 00:17:22,997 a low blood sugar moment. 400 00:17:23,031 --> 00:17:24,932 You know how he gets. 401 00:17:27,669 --> 00:17:29,970 I bet now that he's had a minute, he'll be different. 402 00:17:31,707 --> 00:17:33,374 We should go back in and try again. 403 00:17:33,408 --> 00:17:35,543 No, actually, I don't think that's a good idea. 404 00:17:35,577 --> 00:17:37,078 Julie... 405 00:17:37,112 --> 00:17:38,913 - Why not? - Because I don't think that 406 00:17:38,947 --> 00:17:40,481 the problem today was Alex. 407 00:17:42,117 --> 00:17:46,520 I think that the real problem is here, in this room. 408 00:17:49,566 --> 00:17:52,335 You think Alex's ODD is our fault? 409 00:17:52,369 --> 00:17:54,504 No, ODD is no one's fault. 410 00:17:54,538 --> 00:17:56,906 I'm... I'm talking specifically about 411 00:17:56,941 --> 00:17:58,274 what triggered Alex today. 412 00:17:58,309 --> 00:18:00,376 And you think it was his moms 413 00:18:00,411 --> 00:18:02,111 bringing him cookies. 414 00:18:03,881 --> 00:18:06,115 I'm sorry. I don't understand that at all. 415 00:18:06,150 --> 00:18:07,350 Your wife does. 416 00:18:12,957 --> 00:18:14,490 Anne? 417 00:18:17,895 --> 00:18:19,499 Anne, look at where you are. 418 00:18:20,497 --> 00:18:22,098 Hiding the truth is not working. 419 00:18:31,608 --> 00:18:34,110 The two weeks that Alex was out of the house... 420 00:18:38,582 --> 00:18:41,684 Have been the best two weeks I've had in years. 421 00:18:44,722 --> 00:18:46,275 No screaming. 422 00:18:46,991 --> 00:18:48,958 No hitting. 423 00:18:51,729 --> 00:18:52,949 No one... 424 00:18:53,897 --> 00:18:56,285 attacking my beautiful wife... 425 00:18:57,434 --> 00:18:59,702 when she's just trying to be nice. 426 00:19:10,014 --> 00:19:11,981 I didn't want to see him today. 427 00:19:17,588 --> 00:19:20,156 And on some level, I think that he knows it. 428 00:19:25,029 --> 00:19:26,496 Dialysis went great, Bertha. 429 00:19:26,530 --> 00:19:27,597 We're gonna give your sight 430 00:19:27,631 --> 00:19:29,432 a little more time to reset, okay? 431 00:19:29,466 --> 00:19:33,469 In the meantime, I'll just lay here impaled. 432 00:19:33,504 --> 00:19:35,605 Not at all. 433 00:19:35,639 --> 00:19:39,275 Look, next stop, those shears are coming out. 434 00:19:40,811 --> 00:19:43,379 I'm so sorry. 435 00:19:43,414 --> 00:19:45,348 None of this is your fault. 436 00:19:45,382 --> 00:19:47,016 Don't worry about me. 437 00:19:47,051 --> 00:19:48,754 Just focus on you. 438 00:19:49,219 --> 00:19:52,321 Focusing on me is why I started gardening. 439 00:19:52,356 --> 00:19:53,923 My shrink said 440 00:19:53,957 --> 00:20:00,266 it's a way to tune everybody else out and hear the universe. 441 00:20:00,764 --> 00:20:02,765 I know, it's hippy. 442 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:06,035 But doesn't that sound nice? 443 00:20:06,070 --> 00:20:09,172 Hearing the universe. 444 00:20:09,206 --> 00:20:11,808 - It does. - I'm trying to hear it now 445 00:20:11,842 --> 00:20:13,571 but these shears... 446 00:20:14,697 --> 00:20:17,046 makes it kinda har... 447 00:20:21,085 --> 00:20:22,618 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 448 00:20:22,653 --> 00:20:24,620 Grab me two milligrams of Ativan IV. 449 00:20:26,290 --> 00:20:27,423 Do we need to get her back on dialysis? 450 00:20:27,458 --> 00:20:29,325 It's too late, her body's absorbed too much MFCA. 451 00:20:29,359 --> 00:20:31,160 So where does that leave us? 452 00:20:35,332 --> 00:20:38,901 Dr. Reynolds? 453 00:20:38,936 --> 00:20:40,536 I... I don't know. 454 00:20:55,853 --> 00:20:57,323 Max? 455 00:21:02,693 --> 00:21:04,827 Anybody? 456 00:21:04,862 --> 00:21:06,374 Max? 457 00:21:07,731 --> 00:21:09,799 Help! 458 00:21:13,303 --> 00:21:14,840 Max? 459 00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:18,241 Max, you need to get out of there. 460 00:21:18,275 --> 00:21:20,743 I... I can't, I... I... 461 00:21:20,777 --> 00:21:22,778 If I let go of this, the whole tank's gonna give. 462 00:21:22,813 --> 00:21:24,413 And it'd go all over the hospital. 463 00:21:24,448 --> 00:21:25,882 Hundreds of people are gonna be exposed. 464 00:21:25,916 --> 00:21:27,016 You need to go get help. 465 00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:30,453 No, you're gonna leave. 466 00:21:30,487 --> 00:21:32,021 I'm gonna hold the pipe 467 00:21:32,055 --> 00:21:33,022 and you're gonna go and get help. 468 00:21:33,056 --> 00:21:35,152 - I can't. - Why not!? 469 00:21:36,059 --> 00:21:37,260 I can't see. 470 00:21:48,905 --> 00:21:50,204 Anne, what you just described 471 00:21:50,238 --> 00:21:52,473 is a perfectly normal feeling. 472 00:21:52,507 --> 00:21:55,076 But Alex didn't erupt this morning 473 00:21:55,110 --> 00:21:57,678 because you asked him a question. 474 00:21:57,713 --> 00:21:59,180 Alex erupted 475 00:21:59,214 --> 00:22:02,388 because Julie stopped you from disciplining him. 476 00:22:03,318 --> 00:22:04,852 And you just said that at home, 477 00:22:04,886 --> 00:22:07,852 Alex is triggered by Julie just being nice. 478 00:22:10,859 --> 00:22:13,327 The threat that Alex is perceiving 479 00:22:13,362 --> 00:22:15,496 is your positivity. 480 00:22:15,530 --> 00:22:17,565 How can positivity be a threat? 481 00:22:17,599 --> 00:22:19,500 Well, Alex knows that his troubles 482 00:22:19,534 --> 00:22:21,836 are deeper than blood sugar. 483 00:22:22,074 --> 00:22:23,671 And when you pretend that they aren't, 484 00:22:23,705 --> 00:22:24,839 it scares him. 485 00:22:24,873 --> 00:22:26,674 It denies his reality. 486 00:22:26,708 --> 00:22:27,878 And Anne's, too. 487 00:22:34,116 --> 00:22:35,216 You agree with him. 488 00:22:42,257 --> 00:22:44,692 Yes, I try to be positive. 489 00:22:44,726 --> 00:22:45,793 Alex can't. You won't. 490 00:22:45,827 --> 00:22:47,962 - Somebody has to be. - Why does somebody have to? 491 00:22:47,996 --> 00:22:49,897 Why can't we just acknowledge what's actually happening? 492 00:22:49,931 --> 00:22:51,532 You of all people asking me that? 493 00:22:51,566 --> 00:22:53,567 The person who stood up in front of all of us today 494 00:22:53,602 --> 00:22:55,036 like some camp counselor, 495 00:22:55,070 --> 00:22:57,238 acting like we weren't all here to visit our kids 496 00:22:57,272 --> 00:22:58,706 in a mental hospital. 497 00:22:58,740 --> 00:23:00,641 Telling us, "Oh, it'll be a great day today. 498 00:23:00,675 --> 00:23:02,043 "Just remember to remove your jewelry 499 00:23:02,077 --> 00:23:04,311 so the kids don't try and kill themselves." 500 00:23:04,346 --> 00:23:05,746 I'm denying reality? 501 00:23:15,223 --> 00:23:17,725 You're actually removing the shears? 502 00:23:17,759 --> 00:23:19,427 Floyd, it's too late for her. She's dying. 503 00:23:19,461 --> 00:23:21,395 Because of us. 504 00:23:21,430 --> 00:23:23,431 We did this to her. 505 00:23:23,465 --> 00:23:25,766 This hospital, this... this building. 506 00:23:27,436 --> 00:23:28,669 You know, Bertha said that 507 00:23:28,703 --> 00:23:30,838 the shears were making it hard for her to hear the universe. 508 00:23:30,872 --> 00:23:32,773 Well, if there's ever a time 509 00:23:32,808 --> 00:23:35,443 that we deserve to hear the universe, 510 00:23:35,477 --> 00:23:37,778 it's when we're leaving it. 511 00:23:44,653 --> 00:23:45,719 Staff's all through. 512 00:23:45,754 --> 00:23:46,854 After Ms. Westbrook, 513 00:23:46,888 --> 00:23:48,055 it's just you and Demarcus Lott. 514 00:23:48,090 --> 00:23:49,757 - Where is he? - He's around the corner, 515 00:23:49,791 --> 00:23:51,659 editing video of his head-on collision. 516 00:24:13,515 --> 00:24:15,062 Mr. Lott? 517 00:24:16,084 --> 00:24:17,218 It's okay, I've got you, Demarcus. 518 00:24:17,252 --> 00:24:18,719 I got you, I got you, I got you. 519 00:24:22,757 --> 00:24:24,325 I need help over here! 520 00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:26,060 Casey! 521 00:24:26,094 --> 00:24:28,462 A blood vessel damaged in your accident 522 00:24:28,497 --> 00:24:29,864 must've just given way. 523 00:24:29,898 --> 00:24:31,765 It's caused an expanding hematoma 524 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:35,469 and it is closing off your windpipe. 525 00:24:35,504 --> 00:24:37,238 I can fix it. I... I can fix it. 526 00:24:37,272 --> 00:24:39,673 I just gotta... just need to drain the blood. 527 00:24:39,708 --> 00:24:41,408 Casey! 528 00:24:41,443 --> 00:24:43,477 Help, Casey! 529 00:24:54,789 --> 00:24:56,157 I need help! 530 00:25:54,716 --> 00:25:56,584 Come on, come on. 531 00:25:56,618 --> 00:25:58,352 Come on, breathe. Come on. 532 00:25:58,386 --> 00:26:00,084 Come on. 533 00:26:31,386 --> 00:26:33,487 Her end-tidal CO2 levels just went off a cliff. 534 00:26:33,521 --> 00:26:34,755 It's severe acidosis. 535 00:26:34,789 --> 00:26:36,390 Push two amps of bicarb. 536 00:26:36,424 --> 00:26:39,093 Removing the shears caused a pancreatic storm. 537 00:26:39,127 --> 00:26:42,429 This is not how she's going out. 538 00:26:42,464 --> 00:26:43,597 Suture. 539 00:26:49,604 --> 00:26:50,638 Helen? 540 00:26:50,672 --> 00:26:52,206 Hang on, Max. 541 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:53,474 You need... you need to go. 542 00:26:53,508 --> 00:26:54,775 Not without you. And if you're not willing 543 00:26:54,809 --> 00:26:56,277 to let go of that pipe, 544 00:26:56,311 --> 00:26:58,812 then I've got to seal the drain. 545 00:26:58,847 --> 00:27:00,914 Helen, just go! Please! 546 00:27:00,949 --> 00:27:03,917 I won't, so stop yelling at me. 547 00:27:05,020 --> 00:27:06,387 What are you doing? 548 00:27:06,421 --> 00:27:08,489 Weighing down the trash lid over the drain. 549 00:27:10,325 --> 00:27:12,393 - It's working. - Wait, it's working? 550 00:27:12,427 --> 00:27:14,628 - Give me your hand. - Are you sure? 551 00:27:14,663 --> 00:27:16,201 Give me your hand. 552 00:27:16,898 --> 00:27:18,132 Come on. 553 00:27:18,166 --> 00:27:21,201 Come on, watch your step. 554 00:27:21,236 --> 00:27:22,102 Come on. 555 00:27:24,706 --> 00:27:26,807 Lean on there. 556 00:27:30,278 --> 00:27:32,880 We're almost at the tent. Just hang on, okay? 557 00:27:32,914 --> 00:27:34,448 He... help! 558 00:27:34,482 --> 00:27:37,251 Can someone help, please! 559 00:27:37,285 --> 00:27:38,252 Help! Oh, Floyd! 560 00:27:38,286 --> 00:27:39,887 Floyd, he's drenched in MFCA. 561 00:27:39,921 --> 00:27:41,088 How are we treating acute exposure? 562 00:27:41,122 --> 00:27:42,423 - We tried everything. - And? 563 00:27:42,457 --> 00:27:45,272 There's no treatment. Nothing's worked. 564 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:32,917 The bolus bicarbonate and IV saline that you ordered. 565 00:30:32,951 --> 00:30:34,218 I need CHEM panels drawn Q15 minutes 566 00:30:34,253 --> 00:30:35,620 until his toxicity is halved. 567 00:30:35,654 --> 00:30:37,055 Q 1 hour after. 568 00:30:37,089 --> 00:30:38,895 His BP was only 80/50. 569 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:40,420 - The bicarb will work. - How can you be so sure? 570 00:30:40,455 --> 00:30:41,421 I'm barely getting a pulse. 571 00:30:41,456 --> 00:30:42,890 When we removed the shears from my patient, 572 00:30:42,924 --> 00:30:44,024 it caused a pancreatic storm. 573 00:30:44,058 --> 00:30:46,793 She was going to die, but then we pushed bicarbonate 574 00:30:46,828 --> 00:30:48,929 to neutralize the acid in her pancreas. 575 00:30:48,963 --> 00:30:51,732 Which raised the pH in her blood, enhancing excretion. 576 00:30:51,766 --> 00:30:53,700 Dr. Bloom's responding to treatment. 577 00:30:55,136 --> 00:30:57,673 How did you know to remove the shears? 578 00:30:58,473 --> 00:31:00,440 I listened to the universe. 579 00:31:20,728 --> 00:31:22,656 Welcome back. 580 00:31:24,165 --> 00:31:27,467 Hey, so, uh, your numbers, they look great. 581 00:31:27,502 --> 00:31:28,969 You're gonna be fine by tomorrow. 582 00:31:29,003 --> 00:31:30,938 And don't worry about the ED. 583 00:31:30,972 --> 00:31:32,472 I got it taken care of. 584 00:31:32,507 --> 00:31:34,641 And I'll... 585 00:31:39,514 --> 00:31:41,415 You can't go to Mt. Zion. 586 00:31:43,051 --> 00:31:45,345 I can't do this without you. 587 00:31:45,887 --> 00:31:47,854 You know that, right? 588 00:31:50,625 --> 00:31:52,659 Yeah. 589 00:31:52,694 --> 00:31:54,595 I ain't goin' anywhere. 590 00:31:54,629 --> 00:31:57,264 But um, let's just, uh... 591 00:31:57,298 --> 00:32:00,233 Let's dial it down a little bit on the excitement, all right? 592 00:32:00,268 --> 00:32:02,235 I can't take this no more, man. 593 00:32:02,270 --> 00:32:04,504 Oh, come on. 594 00:32:06,708 --> 00:32:09,343 This morning, I was, um... 595 00:32:09,377 --> 00:32:13,290 I was pushing the hope pretty hard. 596 00:32:13,982 --> 00:32:17,502 And, uh, I was asking you all to ignore... 597 00:32:18,419 --> 00:32:20,380 everything else. 598 00:32:23,558 --> 00:32:26,026 It's just, it's a weird idea 599 00:32:26,060 --> 00:32:29,014 that positivity can be toxic. 600 00:32:30,465 --> 00:32:32,684 But it absolutely can. 601 00:32:33,568 --> 00:32:36,536 Especially when it comes at the cost of what is true. 602 00:32:36,571 --> 00:32:38,357 And what is true... 603 00:32:40,375 --> 00:32:43,320 is that nobody wants to be in this room. 604 00:32:45,213 --> 00:32:46,880 None of you want to be here. 605 00:32:48,483 --> 00:32:50,550 And no pep talk that I can give you 606 00:32:50,585 --> 00:32:52,285 will wish that away. 607 00:32:56,391 --> 00:32:58,558 So I wanna reframe this meeting. 608 00:32:58,593 --> 00:33:02,756 I want to use this time and this space to tell the truth. 609 00:33:04,298 --> 00:33:06,566 The real truth, the brutal truth. 610 00:33:06,601 --> 00:33:07,901 I want you to say the things 611 00:33:07,935 --> 00:33:10,037 that you're not supposed to say. 612 00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:12,239 I'm giving you permission to say them in here. 613 00:33:12,273 --> 00:33:13,740 The hope that you and your kids 614 00:33:13,775 --> 00:33:15,776 actually need only comes 615 00:33:15,810 --> 00:33:17,544 with that kind of truth, so... 616 00:33:17,578 --> 00:33:19,564 I keep my gas tank full. 617 00:33:20,581 --> 00:33:23,817 Just in case I, uh, I can't take it anymore. 618 00:33:26,187 --> 00:33:28,588 And sometimes I dream about just... 619 00:33:28,623 --> 00:33:29,890 Just driving away. 620 00:33:31,225 --> 00:33:32,826 I sit in the bathroom... 621 00:33:34,962 --> 00:33:37,130 And check prices on one-way flights. 622 00:33:37,499 --> 00:33:39,599 Just knowing I could leave... 623 00:33:39,634 --> 00:33:40,834 It's okay. 624 00:33:40,868 --> 00:33:42,602 Oh, baby, it's okay. 625 00:33:46,207 --> 00:33:47,843 I love my daughter. 626 00:33:48,643 --> 00:33:49,743 I do. 627 00:33:51,979 --> 00:33:54,448 But when we're out in public, she... 628 00:33:56,784 --> 00:33:59,753 She screams and she... 629 00:33:59,787 --> 00:34:01,088 says awful things 630 00:34:01,122 --> 00:34:03,623 and I beg her to stop and she won't. 631 00:34:03,658 --> 00:34:05,726 And sometimes I... 632 00:34:07,929 --> 00:34:09,329 I hate her. 633 00:34:11,099 --> 00:34:12,799 What's wrong with me? 634 00:34:20,274 --> 00:34:22,642 My son. 635 00:34:22,677 --> 00:34:24,644 He's my miracle. 636 00:34:26,547 --> 00:34:28,648 But sometimes I wish... 637 00:34:37,225 --> 00:34:40,395 Sometimes I wish he hadn't been born. 638 00:34:48,836 --> 00:34:50,804 Please. 639 00:35:09,257 --> 00:35:12,092 I woke up at 4:00 a.m. to bake the cookies. 640 00:35:15,263 --> 00:35:18,064 I wanted them to be fresh because Alex is here. 641 00:35:21,569 --> 00:35:24,231 And when he threw them in my face, I... 642 00:35:25,740 --> 00:35:28,485 I swear to God, I almost hit him. 643 00:35:28,943 --> 00:35:30,820 I would never. I... 644 00:35:31,679 --> 00:35:33,046 of course, I... I... 645 00:35:37,084 --> 00:35:39,788 I just want him to know how much he hurts me. 646 00:35:41,756 --> 00:35:44,417 How much I hurt. 647 00:35:47,295 --> 00:35:49,896 It's not his fault. I shouldn't feel like this. 648 00:36:23,497 --> 00:36:24,916 Lyn. 649 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:27,234 This isn't a bar. 650 00:36:29,704 --> 00:36:30,937 You said drinks. 651 00:36:35,810 --> 00:36:37,178 Okay. 652 00:36:38,279 --> 00:36:39,973 You still married? 653 00:36:41,649 --> 00:36:43,393 It's like this. 654 00:36:44,118 --> 00:36:46,753 My husband and I, 655 00:36:46,787 --> 00:36:50,123 we have this understanding. 656 00:36:50,157 --> 00:36:52,235 When he's out of town, 657 00:36:52,994 --> 00:36:56,496 we're both allowed to... 658 00:37:02,837 --> 00:37:05,081 Wow, um... 659 00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:09,127 you obviously... 660 00:37:10,845 --> 00:37:14,180 got a vibe that I dig. 661 00:37:17,752 --> 00:37:21,221 But you also have a ring. 662 00:37:24,058 --> 00:37:27,228 And "understanding" or not, 663 00:37:28,729 --> 00:37:30,649 I can't get down like that. 664 00:37:36,103 --> 00:37:39,115 It... it's not me, either. 665 00:37:40,207 --> 00:37:42,842 I never actually, um, 666 00:37:42,877 --> 00:37:45,111 acted on it. 667 00:37:45,146 --> 00:37:48,214 I... I just... I thought this would be easier. 668 00:37:48,249 --> 00:37:50,850 Or at least, not totally humiliating. 669 00:37:50,885 --> 00:37:53,129 Because I, um, 670 00:37:54,588 --> 00:37:56,990 I dig you, too. 671 00:37:58,893 --> 00:38:00,093 Yeah, so you know what? 672 00:38:00,127 --> 00:38:01,795 I probably should stop talking right now 673 00:38:01,829 --> 00:38:04,097 so that's what I'm gonna do. I am going to stop talking and... 674 00:38:04,131 --> 00:38:06,032 Hey. 675 00:38:06,067 --> 00:38:07,200 Grab a coat. 676 00:38:09,904 --> 00:38:11,838 Why? 677 00:38:11,872 --> 00:38:14,140 You still owe me a drink. 678 00:38:14,175 --> 00:38:15,860 Now it's a double. 679 00:38:28,589 --> 00:38:29,589 Helen? 680 00:38:35,629 --> 00:38:36,663 Can you see? 681 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:40,844 I see you. 682 00:38:48,075 --> 00:38:49,644 What happened? 683 00:38:50,444 --> 00:38:53,546 I remember getting to the tank and then... 684 00:38:57,785 --> 00:38:59,070 It just goes blank. 685 00:39:11,198 --> 00:39:12,766 It was just... 686 00:39:16,103 --> 00:39:19,439 Just DECON and bicarb and stuff. 687 00:39:20,741 --> 00:39:22,308 Stuff? 688 00:39:25,279 --> 00:39:26,813 I'm gonna go. 689 00:39:26,847 --> 00:39:28,475 Just gonna let you rest. 690 00:39:29,183 --> 00:39:30,850 Thanks. 691 00:39:34,989 --> 00:39:38,318 You were there, weren't you? 692 00:39:45,766 --> 00:39:47,500 I'm sorry. 693 00:39:50,004 --> 00:39:51,915 Guess sometimes... 694 00:39:53,474 --> 00:39:55,293 it takes me a minute... 695 00:39:57,011 --> 00:39:58,411 to remember... 696 00:39:59,130 --> 00:40:00,924 what matters. 697 00:40:02,750 --> 00:40:04,552 More than anything. 698 00:40:07,472 --> 00:40:08,988 You. 699 00:41:16,657 --> 00:41:18,791 I... I didn't know we still had landlines. 700 00:41:18,826 --> 00:41:20,326 I have to... 701 00:41:20,361 --> 00:41:22,061 give me a sec, sorry. 702 00:41:22,096 --> 00:41:23,062 Hello, hello? 703 00:41:23,097 --> 00:41:25,098 Max, we have Luna. 704 00:41:25,132 --> 00:41:26,633 Oh, thank God, um... 705 00:41:26,667 --> 00:41:28,701 We heard what happened to you. 706 00:41:28,736 --> 00:41:30,637 - We, uh... - I have been... 707 00:41:30,671 --> 00:41:32,238 We're taking her back home with us. 708 00:41:32,273 --> 00:41:34,040 Y-yeah, okay. 709 00:41:34,074 --> 00:41:36,376 Great, um, that would be great, actually. 710 00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:37,410 And I... no, no. 711 00:41:37,444 --> 00:41:39,245 I will... I will pick her up, um, 712 00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:40,246 first thing tomorrow, okay? 713 00:41:40,281 --> 00:41:42,525 You almost died, Max. 714 00:41:43,117 --> 00:41:44,484 We want her to stay with us. 715 00:41:44,518 --> 00:41:45,585 That's really not necessary, Gwen. 716 00:41:45,619 --> 00:41:47,754 I appreciate it but I'll see you tomorrow, okay? 717 00:41:47,788 --> 00:41:49,989 No, Max. 718 00:41:50,024 --> 00:41:51,691 We're filing for custody. 719 00:41:51,725 --> 00:41:53,828 Uh... 720 00:42:21,486 --> 00:42:27,486 CREDITS