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You said the pain was intense?

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Yeah, it was sharp on both sides.

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And it didn't last long?

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Just a few minutes.

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And nothing in the 24 hours since then?

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Mnh-mnh. My O.B. said it was
probably round ligament pain.

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Yeah, that's basically growing pains.

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Your uterus is expanding.
So do your ligaments.

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Normal fetal heart rate and movement.

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Your B.P. is perfect.

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Everything seems normal.

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Complications and miscarriage
are also normal.

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Lea's O.B. did not consider
every possibility.

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Which is why we're here.

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Shaun made a list.

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And I'm pretty sure
he's not going to sleep

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until every possibility is ruled out.

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I categorized every medical complication

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that could negatively
impact Lea or the baby

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and sorted by Case Fatality Risk.

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I'll get started on the tests.

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Shortness of breath, pulse
ox and respiratory rate are dropping.

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She needs oxygen.

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Maxine Stanley, 87 years young.

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She passed out on the dance floor

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at a cocktail fundraiser
for the Art Deco Society.

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Art... Art Nouveau.

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Oh!

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She's in v-fib.

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Getting the crash cart.

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No, look at her bracelet.

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The vintage Lalique? It's stunning.

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Other wrist. Her medical bracelet.

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She signed a DNR.

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If we don't do anything,
she's gonna go asystolic.

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I know.

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- But can't we just...
- No.

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Epinephrine?

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Epinephrine doesn't qualify as
extraordinary lifesaving measures.

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She has a DNR for a reason.

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Time of death,

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two twe...

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She still has no heartbeat,
but her pressure is rising.

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- Could the machines be screwing up?
- All of them?

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Her oxygen levels
are climbing to over 90.

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I'm hearing blood flow.

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Oh.

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I'm alive?

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Which one of you bozos did this?

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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Debbie asked me
to bring this for the baby.

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Stuffed toys aren't safe for
infants under 12 months old.

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They increase the risk of suffocation.

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I'll tell her you said thank you.

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You should be at work.

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Yeah.

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But you're not.

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So you must be here for a reason.

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Claire must have called you.

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She's worried about Lea.

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You got some of that right.

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Except that Lea is fine.

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You're not.

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Shaun, you gotta relax.

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N-No one expecting a baby should relax.

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There are many things
that could go wrong.

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Okay, so after the baby's born,
then you can relax?

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N-No.

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The baby will be helpless,
need us for everything.

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So, once the baby learns how
to feed itself and dress itself,

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- then you can relax?
- No.

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Is my point becoming at all obvious?

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That I'm never going to
relax ever again?

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Kinda, yeah.

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Shaun, this should be the most
amazing moment of your life.

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Every parent'll tell you the same thing.

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If you blink, you're gonna miss it,

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and you're blinking.

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You're... You're... You're
nervous and you're scared

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when you s-should be excited.

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No signs of preterm labor,

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and tests on your liver
ruled out obstetric cholestatis,

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and it's not twin-twin transfusion,

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because you're officially
not having twins.

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Turns out having a baby with a
medical genius has a downside.

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But if there is a problem,

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I'd rather be here than anywhere else.

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Gotta take care of this little girl.

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Is the transducer secure?

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I just checked it. Why?

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Baby's heart rate is mildly bradycardic.

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Um, heart rate fluctuates with activity,

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and you've been
off your feet for awhile.

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But if Shaun were here,

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he would check
a transvaginal ultrasound.

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Let's get it set up.

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Good news.

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The arrhythmia didn't
do a lot of damage...

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Three things I can't tolerate,

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lactose, cargo pants,

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and my wishes being ignored.

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Mrs. Stanley, I can assure you,
we did not disregard your DNR.

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- Then who did?
- It wasn't a "who."

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You were treated for
lung cancer recently?

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Didn't work.

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All chemo did was make me
puke up any decent meal I ate.

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You also had a lobectomy
to remove the tumors.

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They implanted a cardiac device.

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A pacemaker.

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So I wouldn't die on the table.

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It's not a pacemaker.

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It's basically a miniature
pump inside your heart,

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and if your heart stops, it takes over.

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Can you turn it off?

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Then take it out.

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Mm, I love it.

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It's too big for an infant to swallow,

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which means it's only
moderately hazardous.

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Most good things in life are.

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Someday we'll tell our daughter

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how Dr. Ted and Dr. Dad
both kept her safe.

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We have found something.

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You have Type 2 vasa previa.

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It's when the fetal blood
vessels run across the cervix,

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making them extremely vulnerable.

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Now, they could rupture at any time,

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definitely when your water breaks,

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but also under other added stress.

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And if that were to happen,
how bad would it be?

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We...

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Would lose the baby.

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There's a small,
secondary placental lobe

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and multiple vessels at risk.

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Gestational age?

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22 weeks. Two weeks short of viability.

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C-section is not an option.

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I suggest fetoscopic laser ablation

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to stabilize the vessels and
avoid fetal exsanguination.

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It's very risky, but has
the highest potential

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to avoid elective prematurity.

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I wrote a preliminary surgical plan.

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Should we review it?

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- Well, I'm familiar with the procedure.
- Good.

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Since you're the head of surgery,
you can take the lead.

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I will assist.

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And Claire showed excellent judgment

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ordering the ultrasound,
so I would like her to join us.

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Also, Jordan has
a calming bedside manner.

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This is a good team.

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I don't disagree.

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Except you can't be on it.

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Y-Yes, I can.

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I reviewed the rules.

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It is a conflict of interest

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for doctors to operate
on family members.

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Lea and I are not married,
so, mm... is no conflict.

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Shaun, Lea is carrying your child.

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We aren't operating on the child.

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You're citing technicalities.

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I am citing the rules.

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And why are those rules in place?

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So that people with emotional
conflicts don't get...

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Then the rule should have said that.

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It doesn't. It just says...

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Shaun.

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I care about you and Lea too much

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to put your baby's life at risk
just to make you feel useful.

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You are the president of the hospital.

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You can overrule Dr. Lim.

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I agree with Lim.

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Everyone, including you,
is always telling me

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I'm not emotional enough,

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and now you are saying
that I am too emotional?

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Are you not angry right now, Shaun?

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Are you not scared?

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You're as emotional as anyone.

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Maybe you don't have access to it,

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maybe you don't understand...
Well, nobody understands it.

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It's just that that's not the issue.

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If I hadn't been scared,
we wouldn't be here.

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I wouldn't have ordered the tests,

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and Lea would have lost the baby.

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My emotion helped.

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Dr. Lim made the right call.

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Considering Maxine's age,

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stopping her heart
and placing her on bypass

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is way too risky.

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What about robotic-assisted surgery?

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Adapt the approach
used in cardiac tumors

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to remove the device while
her heart's still beating.

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I'm sorry, but should we really

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be operating on this woman at all?

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A DNR is one thing,
but now we're considering

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an experimental elective
surgery for the sole purpose

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of facilitating the patient's death.

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The patient agreed to
the device to save her life,

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not prolong her death.

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Is that what we're doing when
we treat terminally ill patients?

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She's making a mistake.

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She's making a choice.

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Which is hers to make.

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But it doesn't make sense.

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She's more full of life

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than any patient
I've treated this month.

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So talk to her.

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Make her change her mind.

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Or maybe she'll change yours.

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I love you, too.

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Pong.

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I've been waiting for that Red Dragon.

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You're ready for your close-up,
Ms. Stanley.

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A "Sunset Boulevard" reference.

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And you were born, what, 10 years ago?

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I've never seen it,

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but my Bubbe... Uh, grandmother,

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used to say it all the time.

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She's the one who taught me Mah Jong.

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Well, was she as naive
as you think I am?

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You have better things to do, young man.

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And at this point in my life,
I don't need any new friends.

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Do you want to die?

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Something only the young would ask.

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Thinking there's actually an option.

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Well, sometimes, if you're lucky,

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there's a choice about when.

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And sometimes, if you're really lucky,

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there's a choice about how.

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I want to die on the dance floor

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with a song in my heart,
drink in my hand.

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You want me to die a few months later,

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in pain, not knowing
who I am or where I am.

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Forgive me for not saying
thanks for the opportunity.

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Ah!

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Mah jongg.

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Feels weird, right?

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Watching other people do your job

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is like being the understudy
in a Broadway show.

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Or a couple college musicals.

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Basically the same thing.

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I should be part of the surgical team.

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I have studied every aspect of
this surgery extensively.

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You know, I never expected to
take you seriously as a surgeon.

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I never saw you as competition

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until that aortic dissection
our second year.

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There was surprise clotting
in the false lumen.

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Which you performed flawlessly.

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That's when I realized
I'd underestimated you.

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Just like Dr. Lim
is underestimating me now.

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No, Shaun.

250
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You didn't become a better doctor

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because of that surgery with Melendez.

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I became less of an idiot
and finally realized

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I wasn't the only person here
capable of doing great work.

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Lea's in good hands.

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Even if they're not your hands.

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The baby is fine.

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Dr. Lim did an excellent job.

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So did Claire and Dr. Allen.

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00:13:01,753 --> 00:13:04,926
The vessel is healing,
but still vulnerable.

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Also, the baby needs steroids
to speed lung development.

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We will recheck the ultrasound
in 24 and 48 hours.

262
00:13:11,957 --> 00:13:14,959
Until then, all we can do
is watch and wait.

263
00:13:16,829 --> 00:13:21,576
At least I know the password
to the good Wi-Fi.

264
00:13:30,224 --> 00:13:32,820
- You okay?
- If you're researching

265
00:13:32,854 --> 00:13:34,146
which steroid is most effective...

266
00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:35,279
I'm not.

267
00:13:35,314 --> 00:13:37,114
I'm trying to take my mind
off of the baby

268
00:13:37,149 --> 00:13:38,850
and what can go wrong

269
00:13:38,917 --> 00:13:41,144
and all the other things
I can do nothing about

270
00:13:41,178 --> 00:13:44,822
and focus on something
I can do well... my job.

271
00:13:50,875 --> 00:13:52,809
Is that helping?

272
00:13:53,965 --> 00:13:54,998
It could be.

273
00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:07,038
Go do your job.

274
00:14:22,007 --> 00:14:23,842
Robotic-assisted left anterior

275
00:14:23,867 --> 00:14:26,969
thoracoscopic removal
of a cardiac device.

276
00:14:27,099 --> 00:14:28,600
Who wants to write the paper with me?

277
00:14:31,555 --> 00:14:33,556
Assuming it works.

278
00:14:35,541 --> 00:14:36,775
Shaun.

279
00:14:36,809 --> 00:14:38,443
Wasn't aware you'd be joining us.

280
00:14:38,477 --> 00:14:41,246
This surgery is interesting
and very complicated,

281
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:43,481
and I don't care
about the patient at all.

282
00:14:43,506 --> 00:14:45,440
It seems like an excellent distraction.

283
00:14:46,986 --> 00:14:49,120
Can always use another set of eyes.

284
00:14:49,155 --> 00:14:51,556
I'm sorry about Lea.
If there's anything I can do...

285
00:14:51,590 --> 00:14:52,924
No, you can't.

286
00:14:52,959 --> 00:14:54,592
As a first-year resident,

287
00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:57,062
you're one of the
least-qualified doctors here.

288
00:14:57,096 --> 00:14:58,763
There's more scarring around the device

289
00:14:58,798 --> 00:15:00,231
than the imaging showed.

290
00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:02,634
We're gonna need to free it
before we can remove it.

291
00:15:02,668 --> 00:15:04,302
Clamp is loaded.

292
00:15:04,337 --> 00:15:06,404
Let's begin with the outflow cannula.

293
00:15:06,439 --> 00:15:08,006
We'll see if our patient
can tolerate it.

294
00:15:16,182 --> 00:15:18,083
Vitals are stable.

295
00:15:18,117 --> 00:15:19,360
EKG is good.

296
00:15:20,025 --> 00:15:22,526
EKG is good. This is excellent.

297
00:15:22,655 --> 00:15:24,656
I am completely focused,

298
00:15:24,690 --> 00:15:27,452
not thinking about Lea or
how we could lose the baby.

299
00:15:31,743 --> 00:15:33,577
Fetal heart rate is 125.

300
00:15:33,602 --> 00:15:36,470
Mom's B.P. is 110 over 60.
Vitals are normal.

301
00:15:36,495 --> 00:15:39,497
There was some fluid leakage,
so Dr. Allen checked for PROM.

302
00:15:39,522 --> 00:15:41,692
Negative, and no contractions.

303
00:15:41,717 --> 00:15:43,082
Let's confirm it's amniotic fluid,

304
00:15:43,107 --> 00:15:44,674
then test for an L&S ratio

305
00:15:44,699 --> 00:15:47,067
to see how the lungs are
responding to the steroids.

306
00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:49,514
How do you feel?

307
00:15:49,539 --> 00:15:51,740
I don't speak "doctor,"
but if I were a car,

308
00:15:51,765 --> 00:15:55,100
fluid leakage would be a problem.

309
00:15:55,388 --> 00:15:58,223
Amniotic fluid can leak
slightly after surgery.

310
00:15:58,290 --> 00:15:59,524
It's just something
for us to keep an eye on.

311
00:15:59,558 --> 00:16:00,959
Right.

312
00:16:01,812 --> 00:16:03,237
Wait and see.

313
00:16:06,518 --> 00:16:09,354
Where is Dr. Ted? Who?

314
00:16:09,379 --> 00:16:11,213
The toy Shaun brought for
the baby. It was right here.

315
00:16:11,238 --> 00:16:13,472
What kind of mother loses
her baby's first teddy bear?

316
00:16:13,497 --> 00:16:14,658
Lea, it's fine. One of
the nurses probably...

317
00:16:14,683 --> 00:16:15,998
- No, it's not.
- It's fine,

318
00:16:16,022 --> 00:16:17,142
it's just... He's right here.

319
00:16:19,879 --> 00:16:21,079
Thank you.

320
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:30,989
Being in the hospital
trying to protect your child

321
00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:34,685
is a terrifying, awful, lonely feeling,

322
00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:37,745
and there's nothing as a
doctor I can say to make it better.

323
00:16:37,770 --> 00:16:39,415
But as your friend,

324
00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:42,402
I can let you know you're not alone.

325
00:16:44,469 --> 00:16:47,365
Isabel and I have
been trying to have a family.

326
00:16:48,199 --> 00:16:51,101
I've almost lost track of
how many IVF cycles.

327
00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:54,946
People come over and ask how it's going.

328
00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:57,708
We say, "Getting close,"
whatever that means.

329
00:16:57,770 --> 00:16:59,771
Mostly, it's just an answer designed

330
00:16:59,796 --> 00:17:02,296
to get people to stop asking questions.

331
00:17:02,888 --> 00:17:04,923
I've been scared since I was a kid.

332
00:17:04,957 --> 00:17:08,526
If I could just be better,

333
00:17:08,561 --> 00:17:10,596
a better... Better daughter,

334
00:17:10,937 --> 00:17:12,637
better student, a better doctor,

335
00:17:12,662 --> 00:17:15,697
then I could stop bad things
from happening.

336
00:17:15,935 --> 00:17:20,565
But when Melendez died,
I finally realized

337
00:17:20,833 --> 00:17:23,943
that life is not something
you're supposed to control.

338
00:17:25,723 --> 00:17:28,392
It's something you're supposed to share.

339
00:17:28,547 --> 00:17:29,781
Eight months pregnant,

340
00:17:29,815 --> 00:17:31,576
Mia and I had everything planned.

341
00:17:31,601 --> 00:17:34,403
Bags packed, alternate
routes to the hospital.

342
00:17:34,606 --> 00:17:37,290
Mia's water breaks at the mall.

343
00:17:38,177 --> 00:17:40,751
Nothing went the way
it was supposed to go.

344
00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:43,842
And it was the best day of my life.

345
00:17:43,995 --> 00:17:47,031
I thought I was ready,
but when I lost Junior...

346
00:17:48,815 --> 00:17:50,983
It took a long time for me
to stop blaming myself.

347
00:17:53,405 --> 00:17:55,140
A year later, I got a cat.

348
00:17:55,174 --> 00:17:56,350
That helped.

349
00:17:56,729 --> 00:17:59,397
You... You lost a child,
and you got a cat?

350
00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:00,979
Junior was my tortoise.

351
00:18:01,013 --> 00:18:02,413
Oh.

352
00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:04,015
First pet I ever owned.

353
00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:06,317
That should've
been at the beginning of the story,

354
00:18:06,352 --> 00:18:07,639
Dr. Allen.

355
00:18:07,676 --> 00:18:09,454
I wasn't the one who left the gate open.

356
00:18:10,228 --> 00:18:11,699
Your tortoise ran away?

357
00:18:20,148 --> 00:18:22,316
Your amniotic fluid levels are stable.

358
00:18:22,350 --> 00:18:23,584
That is good.

359
00:18:23,651 --> 00:18:26,353
We need a plan in case
your water breaks at the mall.

360
00:18:26,387 --> 00:18:28,989
I take it that's a specific
concern you heard about from...?

361
00:18:29,023 --> 00:18:30,764
Dr. Park says his wife...

362
00:18:30,820 --> 00:18:32,526
Stop talking to people.

363
00:18:33,262 --> 00:18:34,494
Okay.

364
00:18:34,529 --> 00:18:38,365
There are three surgeries I'm
thinking of using to distract me next.

365
00:18:38,399 --> 00:18:39,933
One is a gallbladder removal...

366
00:18:40,001 --> 00:18:42,171
...which sounds very boring, but it...
Shaun.

367
00:18:42,206 --> 00:18:44,538
Wha... What...?

368
00:18:49,410 --> 00:18:51,712
Lower extremity swelling
and shortness of breath

369
00:18:51,746 --> 00:18:53,180
are symptoms of a pulmonary embolism.

370
00:18:53,214 --> 00:18:54,825
Page Dr. Browne!

371
00:18:58,753 --> 00:19:01,188
Congratulations, Mrs. Stanley.

372
00:19:01,222 --> 00:19:02,723
The surgery was a success.

373
00:19:02,757 --> 00:19:05,759
Success feels like
I've been run over by a truck.

374
00:19:05,793 --> 00:19:07,861
Surgery takes a toll.

375
00:19:07,895 --> 00:19:10,063
You'll get a set of
instructions for post-op care.

376
00:19:10,098 --> 00:19:12,432
Healthy food choices,
limiting activities...

377
00:19:12,467 --> 00:19:14,601
And I can throw those instructions

378
00:19:14,636 --> 00:19:16,770
in the trash for you,
or you can do that yourself.

379
00:19:16,804 --> 00:19:19,039
We'll give you something for
the pain and some antibiotics

380
00:19:19,073 --> 00:19:20,974
for a small infection
around the surgical site.

381
00:19:21,042 --> 00:19:22,542
Then you'll be back to the dance floor,

382
00:19:22,577 --> 00:19:24,689
low blood pressure and erratic
heart rhythm be damned.

383
00:19:33,961 --> 00:19:35,128
Let me.

384
00:19:36,630 --> 00:19:39,799
I-I don't turn over Rouge Dior
to just anyone.

385
00:19:41,796 --> 00:19:44,250
Thank you for the vote of confidence.

386
00:19:55,923 --> 00:19:57,056
Mm.

387
00:19:57,081 --> 00:19:58,749
Nice job.

388
00:19:58,774 --> 00:20:00,008
Same bubbe.

389
00:20:04,050 --> 00:20:06,186
So, Dr. Wolke,

390
00:20:06,254 --> 00:20:07,988
what's on your agenda this time?

391
00:20:08,022 --> 00:20:09,589
This time...

392
00:20:09,891 --> 00:20:11,525
I just like you.

393
00:20:12,093 --> 00:20:13,627
So, what are you gonna do?

394
00:20:13,661 --> 00:20:15,929
You gonna keep going to
Art Nouveau parties?

395
00:20:15,963 --> 00:20:17,764
You say that like it's a bad thing.

396
00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:18,932
It's not a bad thing.

397
00:20:18,966 --> 00:20:21,601
It's just not a... meaningful thing.

398
00:20:24,205 --> 00:20:27,585
My bubbe died when I was in med school.

399
00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:30,504
I can't tell you what I'd give
for a little more time with her.

400
00:20:33,260 --> 00:20:35,295
May her memories be a blessing.

401
00:20:40,221 --> 00:20:41,655
Family is important.

402
00:20:43,524 --> 00:20:45,770
I have a favorite nephew.

403
00:20:46,479 --> 00:20:48,939
It'll be nice to
spend more time with him.

404
00:20:51,452 --> 00:20:53,186
And a few others.

405
00:20:57,572 --> 00:20:59,506
There.

406
00:20:59,540 --> 00:21:02,676
The clot is in the lower
right pulmonary artery.

407
00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:03,910
It's small.

408
00:21:03,978 --> 00:21:05,746
Could we use TPA to dissolve it?

409
00:21:05,813 --> 00:21:09,216
Anticoagulants are too risky
during pregnancy.

410
00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,218
Maybe we just keep an eye on the clot

411
00:21:11,252 --> 00:21:13,520
and hope it breaks up on its own.

412
00:21:13,554 --> 00:21:16,056
Bed rest increases
the likelihood of more clots.

413
00:21:16,090 --> 00:21:18,592
I think we should insert an IVC filter.

414
00:21:18,617 --> 00:21:20,785
That would trap future clots
before they get to the lungs.

415
00:21:20,862 --> 00:21:22,162
It's hard to know what the stress

416
00:21:22,196 --> 00:21:23,663
of another procedure will do,

417
00:21:23,698 --> 00:21:25,810
but I think we should risk it.

418
00:21:27,001 --> 00:21:28,854
Shaun, what do you think?

419
00:21:32,407 --> 00:21:34,040
I...

420
00:21:34,075 --> 00:21:35,736
Trust your judgment.

421
00:21:40,381 --> 00:21:41,681
Hey.

422
00:21:41,716 --> 00:21:43,183
Have you seen Dr. Andrews?

423
00:21:43,217 --> 00:21:44,851
I want to see if he'll talk
to our oncology group

424
00:21:44,886 --> 00:21:46,620
about enrolling Mrs. Stanley
into a clinical trial.

425
00:21:46,687 --> 00:21:49,083
What happened to dancing
and drinking until she dies?

426
00:21:50,224 --> 00:21:52,959
Well, I think I sold her
on a little pain

427
00:21:53,027 --> 00:21:54,127
for a little more life.

428
00:21:54,195 --> 00:21:56,129
That's... great.

429
00:21:56,197 --> 00:21:58,231
Which one of your patients
rented the gourmet taco truck

430
00:21:58,266 --> 00:22:00,033
that's blocking the clinic entrance?

431
00:22:00,067 --> 00:22:02,471
If they're serving carnitas, I want in.

432
00:22:05,973 --> 00:22:09,376
? I'm gonna live till I die ?

433
00:22:09,410 --> 00:22:12,712
? I'm gonna laugh 'stead of cry ?

434
00:22:12,747 --> 00:22:16,650
? I'm gonna take the town
and turn it upside down ?

435
00:22:16,717 --> 00:22:19,920
Doctors, welcome to
my going-away soiree.

436
00:22:19,954 --> 00:22:21,455
If you want some beads,

437
00:22:21,489 --> 00:22:22,923
you're going to have to show a little...

438
00:22:22,957 --> 00:22:24,157
Not happening, Maxine.

439
00:22:24,225 --> 00:22:26,059
And as much as we understand your desire

440
00:22:26,093 --> 00:22:27,727
to get back to partying,
we have hospital rules about...

441
00:22:27,762 --> 00:22:29,296
Oh, sue me.

442
00:22:29,330 --> 00:22:31,264
Or, more accurately, sue my estate.

443
00:22:32,834 --> 00:22:35,936
I am sorry about your
grandmother, Asher,

444
00:22:35,970 --> 00:22:38,271
but what you missed isn't more time.

445
00:22:38,306 --> 00:22:39,840
It was a chance to say goodbye.

446
00:22:39,907 --> 00:22:41,675
? I'll be a devil... ?

447
00:22:41,742 --> 00:22:44,277
Thank you for giving me that chance.

448
00:22:44,312 --> 00:22:46,346
I've decided to refuse the antibiotics.

449
00:22:46,414 --> 00:22:48,515
? Gonna dance ?

450
00:22:48,583 --> 00:22:51,017
Without antibiotics,
you'll develop sepsis

451
00:22:51,042 --> 00:22:53,731
and be in cardiogenic shock
in as little as 24 hours.

452
00:22:56,657 --> 00:22:58,358
I don't understand.

453
00:22:58,426 --> 00:22:59,693
Why are you doing this?

454
00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,195
Because it's my life.

455
00:23:02,263 --> 00:23:03,530
All of it...

456
00:23:05,366 --> 00:23:07,345
Including the ending.

457
00:23:17,353 --> 00:23:21,255
Placing an IVC filter
is a safe procedure

458
00:23:21,290 --> 00:23:23,491
with a very low complication rate,

459
00:23:23,525 --> 00:23:26,180
and Claire is an excellent doctor.

460
00:23:28,510 --> 00:23:29,843
Shaun.

461
00:23:31,500 --> 00:23:33,646
It's okay to be scared.

462
00:23:35,004 --> 00:23:37,805
But it's not helpful.

463
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,069
I want to make things better.

464
00:23:42,291 --> 00:23:43,823
I don't know how.

465
00:23:50,866 --> 00:23:51,966
Look.

466
00:23:54,529 --> 00:23:56,168
That's going to be us.

467
00:23:58,039 --> 00:24:00,060
You don't need to fix things, Shaun.

468
00:24:00,087 --> 00:24:04,368
Just believe with me that
we're gonna get through this

469
00:24:04,393 --> 00:24:06,728
and that the three of us are going home.

470
00:24:19,394 --> 00:24:22,096
Somebody needs to
check your oxygen, young lady,

471
00:24:22,121 --> 00:24:23,331
because you're not making any sense.

472
00:24:23,372 --> 00:24:24,465
I told you.

473
00:24:24,500 --> 00:24:26,601
I am not delirious, Dr. Glassman.

474
00:24:26,635 --> 00:24:28,636
I just happen to have my own opinion.

475
00:24:28,671 --> 00:24:29,971
It's not a matter of opinion.

476
00:24:30,005 --> 00:24:31,906
It's a matter of absolute fact.

477
00:24:31,941 --> 00:24:34,776
Ted Williams was the greatest
baseball player of all time.

478
00:24:34,810 --> 00:24:36,144
End of discussion, full stop.

479
00:24:36,178 --> 00:24:37,912
Ted Williams was good.

480
00:24:37,947 --> 00:24:39,774
Not exactly a hot take,

481
00:24:39,819 --> 00:24:43,479
but John Paciorek beat
Ted Williams like a drum.

482
00:24:43,553 --> 00:24:47,255
Only player to bat a thousand
in Major League Baseball.

483
00:24:47,289 --> 00:24:49,090
- Now you're gonna say...
- I am.

484
00:24:49,124 --> 00:24:50,132
..."But John Paciorek

485
00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:51,259
- only played one game."
- Played one game!

486
00:24:51,293 --> 00:24:52,694
- That's right.
- And I'm gonna say,

487
00:24:52,719 --> 00:24:56,255
baseball wasn't fully
integrated until 1959,

488
00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:58,214
a year before Williams retired.

489
00:24:58,239 --> 00:25:00,307
Numbers aren't everything, Dr. Glassman.

490
00:25:00,436 --> 00:25:02,437
More does not mean better.

491
00:25:02,471 --> 00:25:04,839
Not in life, not in baseball,

492
00:25:04,873 --> 00:25:06,911
maybe in tacos.

493
00:25:06,945 --> 00:25:09,944
Alright, why are we talking
baseball and tacos?

494
00:25:09,979 --> 00:25:11,546
Have you had one?

495
00:25:11,613 --> 00:25:13,147
- I've had four, and they're wonderful.
- Mm.

496
00:25:13,182 --> 00:25:14,584
And you would make an excellent lawyer.

497
00:25:15,575 --> 00:25:17,176
You know, I haven't had
this much tongue in my mouth

498
00:25:17,286 --> 00:25:18,959
since Woodstock.

499
00:25:19,801 --> 00:25:21,969
Well, some of us think that
you might be a little crazy.

500
00:25:22,124 --> 00:25:23,565
A little.

501
00:25:23,644 --> 00:25:24,978
Some people can't tell the difference

502
00:25:25,003 --> 00:25:27,171
between crazy and happy.

503
00:25:27,282 --> 00:25:28,982
Either way, you're perfectly capable

504
00:25:29,007 --> 00:25:30,374
of making your own decision.

505
00:25:30,532 --> 00:25:33,167
Now, I'm gonna leave this lovely party.

506
00:25:33,202 --> 00:25:34,802
Excuse me.

507
00:25:35,843 --> 00:25:37,577
Just do me one favor, will you?

508
00:25:37,602 --> 00:25:39,079
Keep the volume down.

509
00:25:42,344 --> 00:25:44,579
It was a pleasure to meet you.

510
00:25:44,604 --> 00:25:46,005
Pleasure to meet you.

511
00:25:58,601 --> 00:26:00,565
Are those Maxine's new ABG results?

512
00:26:00,596 --> 00:26:02,030
No.

513
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:08,891
If you want to talk...

514
00:26:08,918 --> 00:26:12,554
Why are you so upset about
Mrs. Stanley refusing treatment?

515
00:26:13,321 --> 00:26:16,723
She has terminal cancer. She is dying.

516
00:26:16,818 --> 00:26:18,435
Doctors can't fix that.

517
00:26:22,944 --> 00:26:24,311
I know my family loved me,

518
00:26:24,336 --> 00:26:27,111
but they didn't... see me.

519
00:26:28,924 --> 00:26:31,006
Except my grandmother.

520
00:26:31,031 --> 00:26:33,550
She'd catch my eye at Shabbat dinner

521
00:26:33,695 --> 00:26:35,969
and make some ridiculous face

522
00:26:35,994 --> 00:26:37,961
so I'd laugh and get sent to my room,

523
00:26:37,986 --> 00:26:39,753
and that's where I'd find it.

524
00:26:40,069 --> 00:26:42,334
A book or music

525
00:26:42,359 --> 00:26:46,839
or something verboten
she thought I'd like.

526
00:26:49,111 --> 00:26:51,079
She passed away a few years ago.

527
00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:54,856
More time would've meant...

528
00:26:57,300 --> 00:26:58,528
everything.

529
00:27:00,989 --> 00:27:02,771
Time is hope.

530
00:27:07,129 --> 00:27:09,597
ABG results for Mrs. Maxine Stanley.

531
00:28:28,177 --> 00:28:30,378
Right before inserting the IVC filter,

532
00:28:30,412 --> 00:28:33,080
I ordered a non-stress test

533
00:28:33,148 --> 00:28:35,850
to make sure the baby could
tolerate the procedure.

534
00:28:35,884 --> 00:28:37,385
That's when I noticed the heart rate

535
00:28:37,419 --> 00:28:39,987
had been getting progressively slower.

536
00:28:40,022 --> 00:28:42,757
So, after we implanted the filter,

537
00:28:42,824 --> 00:28:46,494
I ordered a Doppler ultrasound.

538
00:28:46,528 --> 00:28:48,563
The tracing of the umbilical artery

539
00:28:48,597 --> 00:28:50,898
was dampened with flow reversal.

540
00:28:53,735 --> 00:28:56,571
There wasn't just one clot,
Shaun, there were two.

541
00:28:56,605 --> 00:28:57,939
One we couldn't see

542
00:28:58,006 --> 00:29:00,241
because it was lodged
in the umbilical artery.

543
00:29:03,011 --> 00:29:05,947
Maybe I made a mistake
or I missed something.

544
00:29:06,014 --> 00:29:09,717
I-I really, really want to
be wrong about this, Shaun.

545
00:29:10,686 --> 00:29:12,286
You aren't wrong.

546
00:29:16,024 --> 00:29:19,460
I saw the test results
on the amniotic fluid.

547
00:29:22,364 --> 00:29:24,565
The lungs aren't responding
to the steroids.

548
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:25,733
The baby can't survive.

549
00:29:32,140 --> 00:29:33,541
I'm sorry.

550
00:29:35,911 --> 00:29:37,545
Did you talk to Lea?

551
00:29:37,946 --> 00:29:39,380
No.

552
00:29:44,219 --> 00:29:46,420
I couldn't protect Lea.

553
00:29:49,725 --> 00:29:54,795
The only thing I can do for
her now is give her more time...

554
00:29:57,165 --> 00:29:58,666
To hope.

555
00:30:02,504 --> 00:30:04,305
I don't think you're doing this for Lea.

556
00:30:06,108 --> 00:30:08,609
I think you're protecting yourself

557
00:30:08,644 --> 00:30:10,845
from the pain of watching her pain.

558
00:30:24,459 --> 00:30:25,760
Would you like me to be there?

559
00:30:30,966 --> 00:30:33,267
No. Thank you.

560
00:31:58,738 --> 00:32:00,372
Crap.

561
00:32:09,853 --> 00:32:11,687
There was nothing anyone could have done

562
00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:13,255
that would have made any difference.

563
00:32:14,758 --> 00:32:16,559
And nothing about this
affects your chances

564
00:32:16,593 --> 00:32:18,761
of having a healthy baby later.

565
00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:24,926
What do we do now?

566
00:32:27,804 --> 00:32:29,705
Medically, you have two choices.

567
00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:32,741
You can be sedated and have a D&C.

568
00:32:32,776 --> 00:32:35,110
Or some people decide to induce labor

569
00:32:35,145 --> 00:32:36,412
so they can hold their child.

570
00:32:43,587 --> 00:32:46,222
Uh, c-could you give us a minute?

571
00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:47,723
Of course.

572
00:32:56,806 --> 00:33:00,342
Do you want to discuss
risks and benefits?

573
00:33:00,367 --> 00:33:01,968
No.

574
00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:04,216
I don't need any more information.

575
00:33:09,252 --> 00:33:10,652
We've lost her.

576
00:33:14,017 --> 00:33:15,698
We lost her,

577
00:33:15,733 --> 00:33:18,687
and this isn't about
medical questions anymore.

578
00:33:26,388 --> 00:33:29,724
I can't go into labor and
not leave here with our baby.

579
00:33:43,905 --> 00:33:45,306
Remarkable.

580
00:33:45,340 --> 00:33:47,808
Swelling's down, trends are improving.

581
00:33:47,843 --> 00:33:50,512
Your infection appears to
be clearing on its own.

582
00:33:51,398 --> 00:33:53,432
Apparently, life isn't done
with you yet.

583
00:33:57,853 --> 00:34:00,154
Yesterday was one of the,

584
00:34:00,188 --> 00:34:04,693
the best days I've had in a long time.

585
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,761
Not because of the party.

586
00:34:08,795 --> 00:34:10,329
Because of the memories.

587
00:34:11,798 --> 00:34:14,833
Midnight taco runs
with my college roommates.

588
00:34:14,868 --> 00:34:18,346
My sister messing up
the words to my favorite song.

589
00:34:19,739 --> 00:34:22,708
Arguing with my husband,

590
00:34:23,910 --> 00:34:26,178
who served the best margaritas.

591
00:34:27,580 --> 00:34:31,150
I... I've had a wonderful life

592
00:34:31,184 --> 00:34:34,753
and with wonderful people.

593
00:34:34,821 --> 00:34:37,389
Maxine, there's no reason
you can't have more of that.

594
00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:41,493
They're gone.

595
00:34:46,333 --> 00:34:48,400
And now I, uh...

596
00:34:50,356 --> 00:34:52,024
I have to go home alone.

597
00:35:07,420 --> 00:35:10,189
Pretty incredible
that a woman of her age,

598
00:35:10,223 --> 00:35:12,391
ravaged by cancer,

599
00:35:12,425 --> 00:35:14,526
could fight off an infection overnight.

600
00:35:14,561 --> 00:35:16,562
If I were a religious man, I'd say,

601
00:35:16,596 --> 00:35:19,798
"Wow, that's... That's a miracle."

602
00:35:19,866 --> 00:35:22,534
So, either I should go join a
church or a temple or a mosque,

603
00:35:22,569 --> 00:35:26,572
or someone slipped antibiotics
into Maxine Stanley's I.V.,

604
00:35:26,606 --> 00:35:30,075
antibiotics which she specifically
asked us not to give her.

605
00:35:30,110 --> 00:35:32,144
Don't say anything. Not a word.

606
00:35:35,749 --> 00:35:37,883
Say something stupid like a confession,

607
00:35:37,917 --> 00:35:40,219
and I'm gonna have to
fire you right on the spot.

608
00:35:40,253 --> 00:35:41,920
Not to mention fending off a lawsuit,

609
00:35:41,955 --> 00:35:45,288
which we would, and most
certainly should, lose.

610
00:35:48,495 --> 00:35:51,508
More importantly, none of this
helps Maxine, does it?

611
00:35:53,266 --> 00:35:55,000
So what happens now?

612
00:35:56,370 --> 00:35:57,803
I don't know.

613
00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:04,610
Let's just say for the sake
of it that you know this doctor.

614
00:36:05,979 --> 00:36:09,181
Would they feel at all guilty?

615
00:36:11,537 --> 00:36:12,704
Yes.

616
00:36:12,872 --> 00:36:14,272
Why?

617
00:36:14,954 --> 00:36:16,989
Because she's a good woman, and...

618
00:36:20,627 --> 00:36:22,428
It was her decision.

619
00:36:22,462 --> 00:36:23,929
You knew it was her decision.

620
00:36:23,963 --> 00:36:25,364
You were told it was her decision.

621
00:36:25,432 --> 00:36:27,166
You didn't listen.

622
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,368
What makes you think next time
will be any different?

623
00:36:29,436 --> 00:36:31,437
Because I saw her this morning,
and for the first time,

624
00:36:31,471 --> 00:36:36,041
I saw... Her pain.

625
00:36:46,632 --> 00:36:47,766
Okay.

626
00:36:52,358 --> 00:36:54,112
You're gonna have to make this right.

627
00:37:41,841 --> 00:37:43,075
Hey.

628
00:38:16,809 --> 00:38:19,447
I'm sorry things didn't
turn out like you wanted.

629
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:22,080
That's okay.

630
00:38:23,956 --> 00:38:28,039
Lots of great books have
final lousy chapters.

631
00:38:33,559 --> 00:38:36,094
This is an aid-in-dying request.

632
00:38:37,096 --> 00:38:39,398
There are procedures that allow you

633
00:38:39,432 --> 00:38:42,734
to end things when you
want to end things.

634
00:38:44,534 --> 00:38:46,335
It can be complicated.

635
00:38:46,369 --> 00:38:48,727
Quite a few regulatory hoops.

636
00:38:51,842 --> 00:38:53,576
I'll get you through them.

637
00:40:51,361 --> 00:40:52,969
Did I ever tell you about
the day Kellan was...

638
00:40:53,051 --> 00:40:54,129
You did.

639
00:40:55,632 --> 00:40:57,099
But tell me again.

640
00:41:03,106 --> 00:41:04,506
Hey, Deb...

641
00:41:05,442 --> 00:41:08,408
No, I-I'm not gonna be late.

642
00:41:10,266 --> 00:41:11,933
I just, um...

643
00:41:14,284 --> 00:41:17,959
I just wanted to hear your voice.