1 00:00:07,016 --> 00:00:08,327 At the start of medical school, 2 00:00:08,351 --> 00:00:10,529 you and your classmates stand together, 3 00:00:10,553 --> 00:00:13,232 wearing your lab coats for the first time, 4 00:00:13,256 --> 00:00:14,300 and you take an oath. 5 00:00:23,521 --> 00:00:25,332 No justice! No peace! 6 00:00:25,356 --> 00:00:27,901 No justice! No peace! 7 00:00:27,925 --> 00:00:30,604 No justice! No peace! 8 00:00:30,628 --> 00:00:33,407 Equality right now! 9 00:00:33,431 --> 00:00:36,410 Equality right now! Stand up! 10 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:54,228 The oath has many versions, but each boils down to this... 11 00:00:54,252 --> 00:00:58,499 The practice of medicine should be humane and kind. 12 00:01:04,595 --> 00:01:06,106 _ 13 00:01:06,130 --> 00:01:09,378 It turns out there's a catch they don't tell you about... 14 00:01:09,402 --> 00:01:11,645 Medicine mimics the world it lives in. _ 15 00:01:11,669 --> 00:01:12,930 _ 16 00:01:15,032 --> 00:01:19,620 Hey. Brought coffee. 17 00:01:19,644 --> 00:01:21,199 You see Richard's e-mail? 18 00:01:21,223 --> 00:01:24,391 I can't look at my phone without 50 news alerts popping up. 19 00:01:24,415 --> 00:01:25,592 It's like it's cursed. 20 00:01:25,616 --> 00:01:28,618 He told the staff to take time if they need it. 21 00:01:28,642 --> 00:01:30,954 To rest, protest. 22 00:01:30,978 --> 00:01:32,656 Worry about whether their fiancé's gonna make it 23 00:01:32,680 --> 00:01:34,524 across country in one piece? 24 00:01:34,548 --> 00:01:35,913 Anything. 25 00:01:36,483 --> 00:01:38,028 He understands. 26 00:01:45,259 --> 00:01:46,736 If I keep staring at this wall, 27 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:48,238 I'm just gonna burn a hole into it. 28 00:01:50,264 --> 00:01:51,512 I should go. 29 00:01:51,985 --> 00:01:53,260 And in this world, 30 00:01:53,295 --> 00:01:57,645 humanity and kindness are often in short supply. 31 00:01:59,729 --> 00:02:02,963 I canceled the few elective surgeries we had scheduled, 32 00:02:03,010 --> 00:02:05,422 told the blood bank to be on high alert, 33 00:02:05,446 --> 00:02:09,726 and put five vents on standby for incoming traumas. 34 00:02:09,750 --> 00:02:12,229 We'll have the tent outside for walk-ups. 35 00:02:12,253 --> 00:02:15,131 Mnh. You think that'll be enough for us? 36 00:02:15,155 --> 00:02:16,833 I think it'll have to be. 37 00:02:16,857 --> 00:02:19,636 We've just barely got our bearings in this pandemic... 38 00:02:19,660 --> 00:02:20,904 Now this. 39 00:02:20,928 --> 00:02:23,740 Well, revolutions don't schedule appointments. 40 00:02:23,764 --> 00:02:24,975 Mnh! 41 00:02:26,634 --> 00:02:28,111 You good? 42 00:02:28,135 --> 00:02:32,148 I... I just want to be doing something I know how to do. 43 00:02:32,172 --> 00:02:34,651 Well, you've done everything you could to prepare. 44 00:02:34,675 --> 00:02:37,287 Now, look, I'll come back if you need me. 45 00:02:37,311 --> 00:02:40,156 It may take me some time to get here, but I-I'll make it. 46 00:02:40,180 --> 00:02:41,558 Wait, back... Back from where? 47 00:02:41,582 --> 00:02:43,493 I'm protesting, Bailey. 48 00:02:43,517 --> 00:02:45,662 Something important is happening out there, 49 00:02:45,686 --> 00:02:47,776 and I'm not gonna miss it... 50 00:02:48,188 --> 00:02:50,612 These moments save lives, too. 51 00:02:53,359 --> 00:02:55,438 You go give 'em hell. 52 00:02:58,666 --> 00:03:01,511 I'm so grateful that you came in today. 53 00:03:01,535 --> 00:03:04,047 Not that I would ask a Black man not to march. 54 00:03:04,071 --> 00:03:05,148 No, but you can text me eight times, 55 00:03:05,172 --> 00:03:06,783 asking if I'm coming in, though. 56 00:03:06,807 --> 00:03:08,451 Mnh-mnh! 57 00:03:08,475 --> 00:03:09,819 That was my phone that did that. 58 00:03:09,843 --> 00:03:11,321 - Oh, okay. - It's new. 59 00:03:11,345 --> 00:03:12,589 Uh-huh. 60 00:03:12,613 --> 00:03:14,591 No, I almost called in a sub, honestly, 61 00:03:14,615 --> 00:03:16,793 but we're barely hanging on with COVID, 62 00:03:16,817 --> 00:03:18,395 so I figured they'll need me. 63 00:03:18,419 --> 00:03:20,063 Speaking of which, did you read my proposal 64 00:03:20,087 --> 00:03:22,599 for setting up the free COVID testing and treatment site 65 00:03:22,623 --> 00:03:23,800 for low-income patients? 66 00:03:23,824 --> 00:03:25,568 I mean, Ortiz's connections... 67 00:03:25,592 --> 00:03:27,037 I think we can make a real impact. 68 00:03:27,061 --> 00:03:29,639 You know we're barely keeping the lights on as it is, baby. 69 00:03:29,663 --> 00:03:32,642 But I will revisit it when the revenues improve. 70 00:03:32,666 --> 00:03:33,743 You want us to wait till COVID's over 71 00:03:33,767 --> 00:03:34,944 before we can open a COVID site, Mom? 72 00:03:34,968 --> 00:03:37,213 Come on. Okay? Dr. Ortiz and I put 73 00:03:37,237 --> 00:03:39,049 a lot of really good time and effort into this. 74 00:03:39,073 --> 00:03:40,517 She's got great ideas. 75 00:03:40,541 --> 00:03:42,285 Just let me get through this week, okay? 76 00:03:42,309 --> 00:03:43,653 - I'm late for my meeting. - Ah. 77 00:03:43,677 --> 00:03:45,544 - Love you. - This week. 78 00:03:46,512 --> 00:03:49,426 Avery. You got a second? 79 00:03:49,450 --> 00:03:51,227 Hey, everything okay? 80 00:03:51,251 --> 00:03:53,530 I've been better, mate. 81 00:04:00,127 --> 00:04:01,771 I don't have much time. 82 00:04:01,795 --> 00:04:03,604 It's all hands on deck here. 83 00:04:03,628 --> 00:04:05,275 Probably won't even have a chance to shower 84 00:04:05,299 --> 00:04:06,343 before I see you tonight, 85 00:04:06,367 --> 00:04:07,944 but I just wanted to see your face. 86 00:04:07,968 --> 00:04:10,146 Well this is it. 87 00:04:10,170 --> 00:04:12,782 My exhausted, driving-for-three-days face. 88 00:04:12,806 --> 00:04:15,062 I feel like we chose the worst time ever 89 00:04:15,102 --> 00:04:16,309 for you to make this drive. 90 00:04:16,350 --> 00:04:18,488 Nah. The sooner I'm with you, the better. 91 00:04:18,512 --> 00:04:20,724 Well, what'd you think of the apartment listing I sent you? 92 00:04:20,748 --> 00:04:22,871 I haven't even looked at it yet. 93 00:04:23,183 --> 00:04:24,260 Maggie. 94 00:04:24,284 --> 00:04:26,329 It's just... I have not been able to focus 95 00:04:26,353 --> 00:04:29,999 on anything besides work and the news and you driving. 96 00:04:30,023 --> 00:04:31,935 I get it, baby. I get it. 97 00:04:31,959 --> 00:04:34,404 But as far as I can tell, 98 00:04:34,428 --> 00:04:37,207 Seattle real estate is the Hunger Games with kitchens. 99 00:04:37,231 --> 00:04:38,875 So if I want this place, 100 00:04:38,899 --> 00:04:40,276 I'm gonna need to make an offer soon. 101 00:04:40,300 --> 00:04:42,128 Okay, I'll look at it. I promise. 102 00:04:42,152 --> 00:04:43,642 Alright. 103 00:04:44,338 --> 00:04:46,349 Next time we talk, it'll be in person. 104 00:04:46,373 --> 00:04:48,318 Be careful. Please. 105 00:04:48,342 --> 00:04:49,886 - Extra careful. - Always. 106 00:04:49,910 --> 00:04:50,887 I love you. 107 00:04:50,911 --> 00:04:52,188 Love you. 108 00:04:57,284 --> 00:04:59,162 She's still sleeping most of the time. 109 00:04:59,186 --> 00:05:00,463 She's very weak. 110 00:05:00,487 --> 00:05:01,731 But stable. 111 00:05:01,755 --> 00:05:04,334 Have Schmitt do her hyperbaric treatment today. 112 00:05:04,358 --> 00:05:06,102 Do we think that Schmitt's qualified? 113 00:05:06,126 --> 00:05:08,605 He'll be fine. I'll put the fear of God in him. 114 00:05:08,629 --> 00:05:10,295 That almost sounds fun. 115 00:05:11,664 --> 00:05:12,809 Dr. Scott... 116 00:05:12,833 --> 00:05:14,778 - Let's order an X-ray. - Yeah. 117 00:05:14,802 --> 00:05:16,967 They're in the south parking lot right now. 118 00:05:17,571 --> 00:05:20,049 Thanks a million, Irene. I'll be back when I can. 119 00:05:20,073 --> 00:05:21,384 Alright, hold still. Hold still. 120 00:05:21,408 --> 00:05:22,819 Cops did this? 121 00:05:22,843 --> 00:05:24,621 Neo-Nazis did this. 122 00:05:24,645 --> 00:05:27,023 "Counter-protesters," I think they're called. 123 00:05:27,047 --> 00:05:28,992 Came at my boy with a billy club. 124 00:05:29,016 --> 00:05:30,427 I jumped in between them just in time. 125 00:05:30,451 --> 00:05:32,429 Well, he got you good. Must've been scary. 126 00:05:32,453 --> 00:05:34,864 I wanted to drop a bomb on the whole lot of them. 127 00:05:34,888 --> 00:05:36,499 If I had one, I would have. 128 00:05:36,523 --> 00:05:38,067 Oh, man, this rage I'm feeling? 129 00:05:38,091 --> 00:05:40,270 That's... That's why we need stricter gun laws. 130 00:05:40,294 --> 00:05:43,869 Alright. Well, I can get you some Valium for the shaking. 131 00:05:44,398 --> 00:05:45,675 No, I'm good. 132 00:05:45,699 --> 00:05:48,445 ER's filling up. I just... I just want to get back to work. 133 00:05:48,469 --> 00:05:49,446 Am I okay, Avery? 134 00:05:49,470 --> 00:05:50,613 Almost. 135 00:05:50,637 --> 00:05:52,215 Next time, make sure you guys hang 136 00:05:52,239 --> 00:05:54,984 - in the back of the crowd, yeah? - Next time? 137 00:05:55,008 --> 00:05:56,719 When they're 18, they can protest all they want. 138 00:05:56,743 --> 00:05:58,188 Right now, they're going straight home. 139 00:05:58,212 --> 00:06:00,156 Jackson, I need you out here! 140 00:06:04,084 --> 00:06:06,129 Her name is Nell. That's all I got. 141 00:06:06,153 --> 00:06:08,264 She was hit with a tear gas canister. 142 00:06:08,288 --> 00:06:12,469 Shot! Not hit... shot! At close range! 143 00:06:12,493 --> 00:06:13,803 Oh, shrapnel went everywhere. 144 00:06:13,827 --> 00:06:15,238 - E-Easy. - Oh. 145 00:06:15,262 --> 00:06:16,639 - Easy. - Keep it stable. 146 00:06:16,663 --> 00:06:18,141 - Trauma one's open. Let's move. - Okay. 147 00:06:18,165 --> 00:06:19,209 - Ready? - Yeah. 148 00:06:19,233 --> 00:06:20,376 - Let's go. - Let's go. 149 00:06:24,505 --> 00:06:32,505 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 150 00:06:33,771 --> 00:06:36,706 Uh, good circulation in the upper extremities. 151 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:39,975 Nell, does your hand feel numb or tingly? 152 00:06:39,999 --> 00:06:42,344 Excruciating pain isn't enough? 153 00:06:42,368 --> 00:06:43,713 No acute fractures. 154 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:45,314 Canister doesn't seem too deeply embedded. 155 00:06:45,338 --> 00:06:46,882 Someone give me their hand. 156 00:06:46,906 --> 00:06:47,917 Why? 157 00:06:47,941 --> 00:06:49,652 I need to squeeze the hell out of it. 158 00:06:49,676 --> 00:06:50,720 This thing hurts. 159 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:52,455 - Two of morphine, Reuben. - Mm-hmm. 160 00:06:52,479 --> 00:06:53,856 Non-expanding hematoma, 161 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:56,292 but I cannot rule out a neurovascular injury here. 162 00:06:56,316 --> 00:06:57,827 So I think we need a CT angio right away. 163 00:06:57,851 --> 00:06:59,195 Let's prep to move. 164 00:06:59,219 --> 00:07:00,596 - Okay, I'm gonna come with you. - Wait, wait, wait, wait! 165 00:07:00,620 --> 00:07:02,198 Y-You're not taking this thing out of me first? 166 00:07:02,222 --> 00:07:03,899 We want to make sure it didn't hit 167 00:07:03,923 --> 00:07:05,634 any major blood vessels in your neck. 168 00:07:05,658 --> 00:07:07,536 Then we're gonna remove it in the operating room. 169 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:09,544 We're gonna move as fast as we can, alright? 170 00:07:09,568 --> 00:07:10,973 - Alright. - You ready for us to move you? 171 00:07:10,997 --> 00:07:13,075 ? Hey, hey, ho, ho ? 172 00:07:13,099 --> 00:07:15,111 - ? Come on, girl, let's go ? - [CHUCKLES] 173 00:07:15,135 --> 00:07:16,746 ? Hey, hey, ho, ho ? ? Hey, hey, ho, ho ? 174 00:07:16,770 --> 00:07:17,880 - ? Come on ? - ? Come on, girl ? 175 00:07:17,904 --> 00:07:19,215 - That's right, let's go. - ? Let's go ? 176 00:07:19,239 --> 00:07:20,950 Okay, keep this on for the next 12 hours, 177 00:07:20,974 --> 00:07:23,018 then apply the antibiotic ointment, okay? 178 00:07:23,042 --> 00:07:24,220 Will this bandage hold? 179 00:07:24,244 --> 00:07:25,988 I'm going back out. 180 00:07:26,012 --> 00:07:28,057 I'll get you some extra Coban to be safe, okay? 181 00:07:29,415 --> 00:07:30,359 - Hey. - Hey. 182 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:31,405 Got your page. 183 00:07:31,429 --> 00:07:32,261 Yeah, someone's en route 184 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:34,163 with a rubber bullet injury to the chest. 185 00:07:34,187 --> 00:07:35,297 Should be here any minute. 186 00:07:35,321 --> 00:07:36,465 Ugh, glass bricks. 187 00:07:36,489 --> 00:07:38,267 - You get that, Pierce? - Huh? Yes, yeah. 188 00:07:38,291 --> 00:07:40,236 Uh, just got a lot going on today. 189 00:07:40,260 --> 00:07:42,471 Winston is driving back as we speak. 190 00:07:42,495 --> 00:07:44,473 Yeah, you two aren't wasting any time. 191 00:07:44,497 --> 00:07:45,808 - I'm happy for you. - Thanks. 192 00:07:45,832 --> 00:07:47,743 We're just trying to work out this living situation. 193 00:07:47,767 --> 00:07:49,678 Oh, you're worried? 194 00:07:49,702 --> 00:07:51,180 You're wondering if he prefers using the bathroom 195 00:07:51,204 --> 00:07:52,281 with the door wide open? 196 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:54,049 Or puts ketchup on his eggs. 197 00:07:54,073 --> 00:07:55,651 Who puts ketchup on their eggs? 198 00:07:55,675 --> 00:07:58,254 Over 54% of Americans, actually. 199 00:07:58,278 --> 00:07:59,622 Okay, rig's here. Let's go. 200 00:08:05,652 --> 00:08:07,329 Okay, we have Guy Houston, 22. 201 00:08:07,353 --> 00:08:08,864 Took a rubber bullet to the chest. 202 00:08:08,888 --> 00:08:10,432 Defibrillated in the field for V-fib. 203 00:08:10,456 --> 00:08:13,369 I think "died" is the word you're looking for. 204 00:08:13,393 --> 00:08:15,037 Welcome back. Let's get you inside. 205 00:08:16,129 --> 00:08:17,940 I need a chest X-ray, cardiac enzymes, 206 00:08:17,964 --> 00:08:19,275 and let's get him on a monitor. 207 00:08:24,671 --> 00:08:27,772 We're heading into the chamber. 208 00:08:28,874 --> 00:08:31,821 Breathing oxygen... 209 00:08:31,845 --> 00:08:34,423 feeling light... 210 00:08:34,447 --> 00:08:38,427 as if you're, uh, floating on a cloud. 211 00:08:38,451 --> 00:08:40,896 But not... not like a cloud in heaven or anything. 212 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:43,098 Just, um, floating. Like... 213 00:08:43,122 --> 00:08:45,034 just not dead, you know? 214 00:08:45,058 --> 00:08:48,170 We're healing and recovering. 215 00:08:48,194 --> 00:08:49,471 What are you doing here? 216 00:08:49,495 --> 00:08:51,340 Uh, post-op surgical wound infection. 217 00:08:51,364 --> 00:08:53,108 My attending ordered hyperbaric treatment 218 00:08:53,132 --> 00:08:54,109 to enhance healing. 219 00:08:54,133 --> 00:08:55,744 Well, we're next. 220 00:08:55,768 --> 00:08:58,147 And we're also VIP, so you can go now. 221 00:08:58,171 --> 00:09:00,899 Schedule's packed today, so they're doubling up. 222 00:09:01,441 --> 00:09:02,484 Crap, is that Meredith Grey? 223 00:09:02,508 --> 00:09:04,486 Maybe. But don't talk to her. 224 00:09:04,510 --> 00:09:05,855 I'm under strict orders from the Chief 225 00:09:05,879 --> 00:09:08,290 to not cause Dr. Grey any stress. 226 00:09:08,314 --> 00:09:10,025 Of course, no problem. 227 00:09:10,049 --> 00:09:14,296 Just, uh, floating like... 228 00:09:15,722 --> 00:09:17,154 Are you gonna make room or not? 229 00:09:32,638 --> 00:09:34,183 Haven't even finished this supply run... 230 00:09:34,207 --> 00:09:35,551 You're already coming in for more. 231 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:37,686 Yeah, well, it's just one of those years. 232 00:09:37,710 --> 00:09:38,954 Wait, can I fix that? 233 00:09:38,978 --> 00:09:41,887 Because it looks like you lost a bar fight. 234 00:09:41,921 --> 00:09:44,093 Thank you. 235 00:09:44,117 --> 00:09:45,928 Wow. Okay. 236 00:09:45,952 --> 00:09:47,997 It's not like there's a deadly virus going around... 237 00:09:48,021 --> 00:09:49,365 Spread by droplets. 238 00:09:49,389 --> 00:09:50,699 Oh, sorry. 239 00:09:50,723 --> 00:09:53,168 It's the bloody tear gas, I swear. 240 00:09:53,192 --> 00:09:54,995 How are your sons? 241 00:09:55,528 --> 00:09:56,872 They're alright. 242 00:09:56,896 --> 00:09:59,141 Irene came to pick them up, despite their complaining. 243 00:09:59,165 --> 00:10:00,976 They wanted to stay out? 244 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,544 Yeah, they want to be a part of the change, 245 00:10:02,568 --> 00:10:04,513 not just watch it on a screen. 246 00:10:04,537 --> 00:10:06,315 But you wouldn't let them? 247 00:10:06,339 --> 00:10:08,017 After this? No way. 248 00:10:11,077 --> 00:10:12,221 You think that's a mistake? 249 00:10:12,245 --> 00:10:15,057 No, I, uh... I see both sides. 250 00:10:15,081 --> 00:10:17,493 You know, protesting the police in front of the police 251 00:10:17,517 --> 00:10:21,730 is scary, and so is doing nothing. 252 00:10:21,754 --> 00:10:23,198 Guess I've just buried too much family 253 00:10:23,222 --> 00:10:25,601 to see anybody else's side but my own. 254 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,036 Right. 255 00:10:27,060 --> 00:10:29,305 Captain Emerson, call Radiology. 256 00:10:29,329 --> 00:10:32,074 Captain Emerson, call Radiology. 257 00:10:37,170 --> 00:10:38,147 Yes. 258 00:10:38,171 --> 00:10:39,415 Chad Anderson, 40s, 259 00:10:39,439 --> 00:10:41,216 no past medical history, according to him. 260 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:42,484 EMTs brought him. 261 00:10:42,508 --> 00:10:44,186 He evidently collapsed while jogging. 262 00:10:44,210 --> 00:10:46,055 I've given him O2, but he's still experiencing 263 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:48,673 shortness of breath, as well as foot irritation. 264 00:10:49,182 --> 00:10:51,593 Look, I'm fine, okay? 265 00:10:51,617 --> 00:10:53,462 As I was trying to explain to your nurse here... 266 00:10:53,486 --> 00:10:54,596 Dr. Tseng. 267 00:10:54,620 --> 00:10:56,031 She's a second-year surgical resident. 268 00:10:56,055 --> 00:10:57,333 Yeah, but... Pull your mask up. 269 00:10:57,357 --> 00:10:58,934 Yeah. 270 00:10:58,958 --> 00:11:01,236 Okay, look, I was just trying to tell her that it's... 271 00:11:01,260 --> 00:11:03,272 I... Sometimes, I get shortness of breath when I run. 272 00:11:03,296 --> 00:11:04,373 It's not a big deal. 273 00:11:04,397 --> 00:11:06,375 I mean, you know, my... My inhaler's expired, 274 00:11:06,399 --> 00:11:08,077 so you just, you know, 275 00:11:08,101 --> 00:11:09,311 you put me on a nebulizer treatment 276 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:11,413 and you write me a new prescription for albuterol, 277 00:11:11,437 --> 00:11:12,982 and there'll be one less guy in the room. 278 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:14,183 Mm-hmm. 279 00:11:14,207 --> 00:11:17,953 Dr. Tseng, has his oxygen saturation been above 92? 280 00:11:17,977 --> 00:11:19,688 Hovering around 88. 281 00:11:19,712 --> 00:11:21,390 Mr. Anderson, is it possible 282 00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:23,092 that you've been exposed to COVID-19? 283 00:11:23,116 --> 00:11:25,594 No. Uh, it's... That's a no. 284 00:11:25,618 --> 00:11:27,429 Hm. Mask up. 285 00:11:27,453 --> 00:11:28,864 Hospital policy. 286 00:11:28,888 --> 00:11:31,934 Move him to an isolated room and give him a full workup... 287 00:11:31,958 --> 00:11:35,771 Chest X-ray, lower extremity duplex, and a COVID test. 288 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:37,373 Page me with the results. 289 00:11:37,397 --> 00:11:40,809 Okay, hey. Doc, look, I'll take the workup, okay, 290 00:11:40,833 --> 00:11:42,077 but I don't care what your little test says 291 00:11:42,101 --> 00:11:43,846 'cause I know that it's not real. 292 00:11:43,870 --> 00:11:44,947 What's not real? 293 00:11:44,971 --> 00:11:46,148 COVID. 294 00:11:46,172 --> 00:11:47,249 Do I look like a sheep, alright? 295 00:11:47,273 --> 00:11:48,817 I know it's a scam. 296 00:11:53,761 --> 00:11:55,101 How's she doing? 297 00:11:55,418 --> 00:11:57,749 Hopefully, it's confined to just soft tissue damage. 298 00:11:57,773 --> 00:11:59,756 Well, her clavicle felt intact. 299 00:12:01,183 --> 00:12:03,227 We were marching peacefully. 300 00:12:03,251 --> 00:12:05,211 You know, she was marching peacefully. 301 00:12:05,235 --> 00:12:08,586 Can you imagine firing poison gas at this woman? 302 00:12:09,437 --> 00:12:11,589 Still marching at her age? 303 00:12:12,040 --> 00:12:14,519 What was it like out there today? 304 00:12:14,543 --> 00:12:16,221 It was beautiful. 305 00:12:16,245 --> 00:12:17,522 At first. 306 00:12:17,546 --> 00:12:19,958 And then it was frightening and then messy, 307 00:12:19,982 --> 00:12:22,026 but it was still beautiful. 308 00:12:22,050 --> 00:12:23,228 I mean, there were young people 309 00:12:23,252 --> 00:12:24,829 handing out water and masks. 310 00:12:24,853 --> 00:12:26,264 It was... It was organized. 311 00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:30,501 There was this... This feeling in the air. 312 00:12:30,525 --> 00:12:31,903 It's... 313 00:12:31,927 --> 00:12:36,341 You have to put yourself on the line to be part of it, 314 00:12:36,365 --> 00:12:38,977 but good trouble lights you up, you know? 315 00:12:39,001 --> 00:12:40,144 Yeah, sure. 316 00:12:42,070 --> 00:12:43,715 Oh, scans are up. 317 00:12:43,739 --> 00:12:46,017 Ah. Okay. 318 00:12:46,041 --> 00:12:48,820 Oh, well, no vascular involvement, thank God. 319 00:12:48,844 --> 00:12:51,050 See? It tore through the trapezius muscle. 320 00:12:51,074 --> 00:12:51,998 Yeah. 321 00:12:52,022 --> 00:12:54,292 Well, let's book an OR and extract the canister. 322 00:12:54,316 --> 00:12:55,526 Yeah. 323 00:12:59,221 --> 00:13:01,666 Don't see any pericardial fluid. 324 00:13:02,891 --> 00:13:03,935 That's a good thing. 325 00:13:03,959 --> 00:13:06,904 Okay, so was it a... A heart attack? 326 00:13:06,928 --> 00:13:08,606 Because my dad's had two of those. 327 00:13:08,630 --> 00:13:09,707 Kind of. 328 00:13:09,731 --> 00:13:12,176 It's called commotio cordis. 329 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:13,678 Basically, the rubber bullet must've hit you 330 00:13:13,702 --> 00:13:14,946 at the exact right moment 331 00:13:14,970 --> 00:13:17,081 to interrupt your heart's normal rhythm. 332 00:13:17,105 --> 00:13:18,583 The same thing happens with a heart attack. 333 00:13:18,607 --> 00:13:20,551 Yeah, you were lucky that EMTs were nearby. 334 00:13:20,575 --> 00:13:22,620 Everything was so chill, you know? 335 00:13:22,644 --> 00:13:24,589 Then there was gas and... And screaming 336 00:13:24,613 --> 00:13:27,058 and people running in all directions. 337 00:13:27,082 --> 00:13:30,561 We couldn't even tell which way the cops wanted us to go. 338 00:13:30,585 --> 00:13:32,864 But I swear, we didn't do anything wrong. 339 00:13:32,888 --> 00:13:34,299 Yeah, I'm sure you didn't. 340 00:13:34,323 --> 00:13:36,634 Your X-ray and your echo both look good, 341 00:13:36,658 --> 00:13:38,670 but I do want to admit you for observation and bloodwork 342 00:13:38,694 --> 00:13:40,605 just to make sure your heart's okay. 343 00:13:40,629 --> 00:13:43,408 I-I, uh... I s... I should probably call my mom. 344 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:47,078 Uh, I will be right back. 345 00:13:47,102 --> 00:13:48,313 Keep him on telemetry 346 00:13:48,337 --> 00:13:50,515 and do cardiac enzymes every two hours. 347 00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:53,618 Hey. What happened to not speaking 348 00:13:53,642 --> 00:13:55,186 until we see each other in person? 349 00:13:55,210 --> 00:13:56,354 The landlord called, 350 00:13:56,378 --> 00:13:57,522 and he said he wants to rent to a doctor, 351 00:13:57,546 --> 00:13:58,856 but he has a few offers 352 00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:00,858 and he needs to make a decision today. 353 00:14:00,882 --> 00:14:02,260 Did you look at the listing? 354 00:14:02,284 --> 00:14:03,494 I did. 355 00:14:03,518 --> 00:14:04,996 I'm not a fan. 356 00:14:05,020 --> 00:14:07,765 It has glass bricks. And only two windows. 357 00:14:07,789 --> 00:14:08,766 And glass bricks. 358 00:14:08,790 --> 00:14:10,668 Um, okay, well, 359 00:14:10,692 --> 00:14:12,359 I told him I'm gonna take it. 360 00:14:15,330 --> 00:14:16,541 Maggie, you know I need a better option 361 00:14:16,565 --> 00:14:18,643 than a hotel or a backyard tent. 362 00:14:18,667 --> 00:14:19,811 It's just for now. 363 00:14:19,835 --> 00:14:21,646 You know, I just want to be in the same city. 364 00:14:22,904 --> 00:14:24,248 Hey, Maggie. 365 00:14:24,272 --> 00:14:26,317 And for the record, no judgment... 366 00:14:26,341 --> 00:14:27,385 - Maggie. - ...do you like glass bricks? 367 00:14:27,409 --> 00:14:28,920 Maggie, I can't... I can't talk now. 368 00:14:28,944 --> 00:14:29,705 I'm being pulled... 369 00:14:29,729 --> 00:14:30,788 I'm being pulled over. 370 00:14:30,812 --> 00:14:32,724 Wait, what? You're being pulled over by the... 371 00:14:32,748 --> 00:14:34,258 By the police, yes. I got to go. 372 00:14:34,282 --> 00:14:35,493 No, no, no, no. Winston, don't hang up. 373 00:14:35,517 --> 00:14:36,961 Turn on your camera if you can, 374 00:14:36,985 --> 00:14:38,563 but do not hang up the phone. 375 00:14:38,587 --> 00:14:40,798 I will stay on the line with you. 376 00:14:54,169 --> 00:14:55,168 Is she mean? 377 00:14:55,556 --> 00:14:56,622 Dr. Grey? 378 00:14:57,271 --> 00:14:58,349 Excuse me? 379 00:14:58,373 --> 00:15:00,842 Uh, sorry. It's just what I heard. 380 00:15:01,376 --> 00:15:03,788 I also heard that she's the best. 381 00:15:03,812 --> 00:15:05,356 But she got sick before my first day, 382 00:15:05,380 --> 00:15:07,113 so I never got a chance to see it. 383 00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:12,485 I intubated a COVID patient on the fly the other day. 384 00:15:14,221 --> 00:15:16,667 Never could've done that a couple years ago. 385 00:15:16,691 --> 00:15:19,404 And my Lembert sutures, which she taught me, 386 00:15:19,428 --> 00:15:22,974 they're... They're getting better. 387 00:15:22,998 --> 00:15:27,044 Every win I've had, any time I do something right, 388 00:15:27,068 --> 00:15:29,580 I hear her voice in my head. 389 00:15:31,406 --> 00:15:33,985 She's the most influential teacher I've ever had. 390 00:15:34,009 --> 00:15:35,753 Even when she's asleep. 391 00:15:35,777 --> 00:15:40,625 And, yes, she can be tough sometimes. 392 00:15:43,218 --> 00:15:45,018 There's always a reason. 393 00:15:46,687 --> 00:15:49,689 I really hope I get to operate with her one day. 394 00:15:52,593 --> 00:15:54,187 Yeah, me too. 395 00:16:05,372 --> 00:16:07,273 Alright. 396 00:16:09,076 --> 00:16:13,664 Music off, hat off, hands on the wheel. 397 00:16:15,382 --> 00:16:18,095 License and registration, sir. 398 00:16:20,589 --> 00:16:22,700 How you doing today, Officer? 399 00:16:22,724 --> 00:16:24,524 Oh, just takin' 'er easy. 400 00:16:26,660 --> 00:16:29,173 Can you tell me why you pulled me over? 401 00:16:29,197 --> 00:16:31,943 I saw... Speed limit said it's 45... 402 00:16:31,967 --> 00:16:33,478 Set the cruise to 40. 403 00:16:33,502 --> 00:16:35,580 Winston, are you there? 404 00:16:35,604 --> 00:16:37,582 I can't hear anything. 405 00:16:37,606 --> 00:16:39,584 I'm gonna need you to turn off your phone, sir. 406 00:16:39,608 --> 00:16:41,285 Oh, it's just my fiancée. 407 00:16:41,309 --> 00:16:43,654 She's up in Seattle. 408 00:16:43,678 --> 00:16:45,578 Your phone, sir. 409 00:16:47,314 --> 00:16:50,428 She, uh, she worries about me on the long drive. 410 00:16:50,452 --> 00:16:51,762 Can I leave it on? 411 00:16:51,786 --> 00:16:55,766 Mr. Ndugu, are you failing to comply? 412 00:16:57,492 --> 00:16:59,437 Winston. 413 00:16:59,461 --> 00:17:01,439 If... If... If you're still there, 414 00:17:01,463 --> 00:17:02,840 just keep me on the line. 415 00:17:06,834 --> 00:17:08,346 I'm reaching for my phone. 416 00:17:11,206 --> 00:17:12,049 Winston? 417 00:17:12,073 --> 00:17:14,619 Winston? 418 00:17:14,643 --> 00:17:16,209 Oh, no, no. 419 00:17:29,004 --> 00:17:30,381 Army Navy, please. 420 00:17:30,405 --> 00:17:31,583 Pick-ups, Bokhee. 421 00:17:31,607 --> 00:17:34,319 My mom mention getting an e-mail from me at all? 422 00:17:34,343 --> 00:17:36,054 I sense you want me to say yes. 423 00:17:36,078 --> 00:17:37,855 She probably hasn't even opened it. 424 00:17:37,879 --> 00:17:39,490 I don't know why I haven't learned. 425 00:17:39,514 --> 00:17:41,559 The only ideas that get through to her are her own. 426 00:17:41,583 --> 00:17:43,228 It's hard being a problem-solver 427 00:17:43,252 --> 00:17:45,396 when the problems are so complex. 428 00:17:45,420 --> 00:17:47,341 I could never do her job. 429 00:17:47,689 --> 00:17:50,835 Yeah, well, it'd be easier if she wouldn't ignore good advice 430 00:17:50,859 --> 00:17:52,270 from people trying to help her. 431 00:17:52,294 --> 00:17:54,572 Wouldn't even bother me as much if it was just me. 432 00:17:54,596 --> 00:17:57,408 Alma Ortiz and I worked really hard on a lot of good ideas 433 00:17:57,432 --> 00:17:59,043 based on her previous experience. 434 00:17:59,067 --> 00:18:01,012 Well, listen, give her time. 435 00:18:01,036 --> 00:18:02,647 We're all feeling next-level stress. 436 00:18:02,671 --> 00:18:04,249 Something tells me that after a week, 437 00:18:04,273 --> 00:18:06,150 she'll be a little more open. 438 00:18:06,174 --> 00:18:09,220 We just pulled a hunk of metal out of this woman, 439 00:18:09,244 --> 00:18:12,790 and you're seriously being super positive right now? 440 00:18:12,814 --> 00:18:14,892 You know, you barely missed getting hit yourself. 441 00:18:14,916 --> 00:18:16,294 Yeah, it should have never happened. 442 00:18:16,318 --> 00:18:19,264 I'm just thankful that the damage isn't worse. 443 00:18:19,288 --> 00:18:21,633 What got me... Well, you saw her. 444 00:18:21,657 --> 00:18:22,834 She wasn't fazed. 445 00:18:22,858 --> 00:18:26,271 She was... She was energized. You know what I mean? 446 00:18:26,295 --> 00:18:29,540 There's power in gathering like that, 447 00:18:29,564 --> 00:18:33,678 I mean, where the truth brings so many people together. 448 00:18:33,702 --> 00:18:34,846 I mean... 449 00:18:34,870 --> 00:18:36,265 Well, you know. 450 00:18:39,341 --> 00:18:40,952 Actually, no, I don't. 451 00:18:40,976 --> 00:18:43,454 Honestly, I've never been to a real protest. 452 00:18:43,478 --> 00:18:44,989 I mean, I've protested plenty of things... 453 00:18:45,013 --> 00:18:48,493 I've boycotted businesses, signed petitions. 454 00:18:48,517 --> 00:18:51,796 Done surgeries for free, given talks. 455 00:18:51,820 --> 00:18:54,632 It seems like every time folks took to the streets, 456 00:18:54,656 --> 00:18:56,200 I always had a reason not to. 457 00:18:56,224 --> 00:18:57,835 I had to work, I had to study. 458 00:18:57,859 --> 00:19:01,873 I could always see how useful money was to the cause, 459 00:19:01,897 --> 00:19:03,374 you know, so I guess I always felt 460 00:19:03,398 --> 00:19:06,377 that writing a check was a worthwhile substitute. 461 00:19:06,401 --> 00:19:08,012 And, hell, maybe it is. 462 00:19:08,036 --> 00:19:09,936 In this country, at least. 463 00:19:11,472 --> 00:19:12,684 You think that's a cop-out? 464 00:19:12,708 --> 00:19:15,186 I try not to judge the way that anyone handles 465 00:19:15,210 --> 00:19:17,522 the traumas that come with living here. 466 00:19:17,546 --> 00:19:18,923 And that includes you. 467 00:19:18,947 --> 00:19:20,525 And your mother. 468 00:19:20,549 --> 00:19:21,592 Clamp. 469 00:19:25,120 --> 00:19:26,731 Hi, you've reached Dr. Winston Ndugu. 470 00:19:28,323 --> 00:19:29,701 - Dr. Pierce! - Just... Just... Come on. 471 00:19:29,725 --> 00:19:31,102 Dr. Pierce! 472 00:19:31,126 --> 00:19:32,403 He's in V-fib again! 473 00:19:32,427 --> 00:19:33,604 Let's push a 6-milligram bolus of adenosine. 474 00:19:33,628 --> 00:19:35,239 Oh, Ortiz! I need you to keep calling this number. 475 00:19:35,263 --> 00:19:36,808 - It's my fiancé, Winston. - He's still in V-tach. 476 00:19:36,832 --> 00:19:38,109 If he picks up, you tell me. 477 00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:39,410 If he doesn't, just keep calling. 478 00:19:39,434 --> 00:19:41,012 Just do not stop. 479 00:19:41,036 --> 00:19:42,513 - Everything okay? - He got pulled over. 480 00:19:42,537 --> 00:19:45,216 I want the officer to know that someone is checking in on him. 481 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:46,784 Mm. 482 00:19:46,808 --> 00:19:48,252 Let's charge to 200! 483 00:19:50,878 --> 00:19:52,357 Mask up, Mr. Anderson. 484 00:19:52,381 --> 00:19:53,691 Mm. Sorry, I forgot. 485 00:19:53,715 --> 00:19:55,526 The whole "coro-no-virus." 486 00:19:55,550 --> 00:19:56,527 Sir... 487 00:19:56,551 --> 00:19:58,596 ...I need you to listen to me. 488 00:19:58,620 --> 00:20:01,699 Your COVID test came back positive. 489 00:20:01,723 --> 00:20:04,035 Additionally, you have 490 00:20:04,059 --> 00:20:06,137 ground glass opacities in your lungs. 491 00:20:06,161 --> 00:20:08,373 That's why you're having trouble breathing. 492 00:20:08,397 --> 00:20:12,276 And your toes aren't red because you run without socks. 493 00:20:12,300 --> 00:20:15,012 Y-You have what's being referred to as "COVID-toe." 494 00:20:15,036 --> 00:20:15,980 "COVID-toe"? 495 00:20:16,004 --> 00:20:17,615 - Yes. - Really? 496 00:20:17,639 --> 00:20:19,951 That's the best you got? COVID-toe? 497 00:20:19,975 --> 00:20:21,786 Are you guys even trying? 498 00:20:21,810 --> 00:20:24,589 This ultrasound of your leg reveals a clot 499 00:20:24,613 --> 00:20:26,891 that we need to treat immediately, so... 500 00:20:26,915 --> 00:20:28,760 Okay, well, whose leg is that? 501 00:20:28,784 --> 00:20:30,027 I'm sorry? 502 00:20:30,051 --> 00:20:31,095 Well, see, I'm a... I'm a runner. 503 00:20:31,119 --> 00:20:33,331 We don't get blood clots. But it's a... 504 00:20:33,355 --> 00:20:34,599 That's a... That's a nice try, though. 505 00:20:34,623 --> 00:20:35,666 - Mr. Anderson, please. - Okay. Look. 506 00:20:35,690 --> 00:20:37,101 You know what I've figured out? 507 00:20:37,125 --> 00:20:39,003 Huh? 508 00:20:39,027 --> 00:20:40,471 I figured out that this little cold 509 00:20:40,495 --> 00:20:42,306 that y'all are so terrified of... 510 00:20:42,330 --> 00:20:44,742 Biggest moneymaker since crypto-currency. 511 00:20:44,766 --> 00:20:46,477 And speaking of, h-how do you get your kickbacks? 512 00:20:46,501 --> 00:20:47,678 I mean, is it like a flat fee 513 00:20:47,702 --> 00:20:49,213 from every patient that you diagnose, 514 00:20:49,237 --> 00:20:51,315 or is it like a... A percentage deal, or...? 515 00:20:51,339 --> 00:20:53,418 My m... 516 00:20:54,910 --> 00:20:56,954 Um, I... 517 00:20:56,978 --> 00:20:58,823 Be back in a moment. I need to answer a page. 518 00:20:58,847 --> 00:21:00,591 Yeah, yeah. Take your time. 519 00:21:07,589 --> 00:21:09,267 What?! What?! 520 00:21:09,291 --> 00:21:10,753 Okay. 521 00:21:11,126 --> 00:21:13,137 Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. 522 00:21:13,161 --> 00:21:14,605 W-What?! 523 00:21:14,629 --> 00:21:15,706 Stop. 524 00:21:24,271 --> 00:21:25,872 Okay, let's try this. 525 00:21:26,941 --> 00:21:29,887 Your blood oxygen is dangerously low. 526 00:21:29,911 --> 00:21:31,589 Your lungs are getting worse. 527 00:21:31,613 --> 00:21:34,192 And if untreated, the clot in your leg 528 00:21:34,216 --> 00:21:37,094 could travel to your lungs and kill you. 529 00:21:37,118 --> 00:21:38,346 We're seeing cases like yours 530 00:21:38,370 --> 00:21:39,304 all of the ti... 531 00:21:39,334 --> 00:21:41,732 Sir, this is not just a cold. 532 00:21:41,756 --> 00:21:43,334 It's not asthma. 533 00:21:43,358 --> 00:21:45,970 This won't magically go away. 534 00:21:45,994 --> 00:21:49,689 Sir, please, let us admit you so that we can start 535 00:21:49,713 --> 00:21:51,108 you on steroids... 536 00:21:51,132 --> 00:21:53,244 ...and... and put you on blood thinners. 537 00:21:53,268 --> 00:21:57,014 Look, because even if you are a little bit wrong, 538 00:21:57,038 --> 00:21:58,801 it could be fatal. 539 00:22:00,575 --> 00:22:01,597 You know, I'm still waiting on 540 00:22:01,621 --> 00:22:03,754 that albuterol prescription, Doc. 541 00:22:08,283 --> 00:22:09,794 Thank you. 542 00:22:13,054 --> 00:22:16,200 - 200 joules! - 200. Stand clear. 543 00:22:17,359 --> 00:22:19,670 Still V-fib. Go again. 544 00:22:19,694 --> 00:22:20,738 - Charge. - Charge. 545 00:22:20,762 --> 00:22:21,772 Clear. 546 00:22:23,498 --> 00:22:25,476 Okay, he's back to normal sinus rhythm. 547 00:22:25,500 --> 00:22:27,834 So, what are you thinking? 548 00:22:29,703 --> 00:22:31,883 I think the rubber bullet bruised his heart. 549 00:22:31,907 --> 00:22:33,584 His troponin levels are elevated. 550 00:22:33,608 --> 00:22:34,819 We gotta get him to the CCU. 551 00:22:34,843 --> 00:22:36,220 All this from a rubber bullet? 552 00:22:36,244 --> 00:22:38,556 It wasn't a "rubber" bullet. 553 00:22:38,580 --> 00:22:40,591 It's a metal bullet encased in rubber 554 00:22:40,615 --> 00:22:42,159 fired from a gun at a human being. 555 00:22:42,183 --> 00:22:44,629 They're not meant to be fired close range or directly. 556 00:22:44,653 --> 00:22:46,697 - They can be just as dangerous. - Still no answer. 557 00:22:47,923 --> 00:22:50,201 - Damn it. - V-fib again?! 558 00:22:50,225 --> 00:22:52,503 He's unstable. He keeps going in and out of sinus. 559 00:22:52,527 --> 00:22:53,471 - Charge. - Yep. 560 00:22:53,495 --> 00:22:54,505 - Charge. - Clear! 561 00:22:56,965 --> 00:22:58,843 He's in V-fib storm. 562 00:22:58,867 --> 00:23:00,711 The myocardial contusion is causing 563 00:23:00,735 --> 00:23:02,980 a closed loop of misfiring in his heart. 564 00:23:03,004 --> 00:23:05,082 It's not gonna stop until we get him ablated. 565 00:23:05,106 --> 00:23:08,185 Push 100 mg of lido, give him an amiodarone bolus, 566 00:23:08,209 --> 00:23:09,787 and get him up to the IR suite. 567 00:23:09,811 --> 00:23:11,989 - We'll meet you up there, okay? - Okay. 568 00:23:12,013 --> 00:23:13,491 Still no answer. 569 00:23:13,515 --> 00:23:14,625 Alright. 570 00:23:14,649 --> 00:23:16,160 - Page Richard Webber. - Ready? Let's move. 571 00:23:16,184 --> 00:23:17,562 Tell him to meet me in the IR suite, 572 00:23:17,586 --> 00:23:19,252 and tell him it's urgent. 573 00:23:23,649 --> 00:23:25,529 Ever work in a warehouse? 574 00:23:25,992 --> 00:23:27,269 Not that I recall. 575 00:23:27,293 --> 00:23:28,837 My patient does. 576 00:23:28,861 --> 00:23:30,138 Forklift injury. 577 00:23:30,162 --> 00:23:31,707 They're surprisingly common. 578 00:23:31,731 --> 00:23:33,141 It's good to know. 579 00:23:34,901 --> 00:23:36,111 Hey, uh... Uh... uh... 580 00:23:36,135 --> 00:23:37,446 You might want to up his sedation. 581 00:23:37,470 --> 00:23:38,547 Sedation, right. Uh... 582 00:23:38,571 --> 00:23:39,882 Quick, before he... 583 00:23:39,906 --> 00:23:41,116 - Oh! Oh! - Crap! 584 00:23:41,140 --> 00:23:42,751 That's what I was worried about. 585 00:23:45,044 --> 00:23:46,255 Okay. 586 00:23:46,279 --> 00:23:48,423 Come on. C... 587 00:23:49,482 --> 00:23:50,559 Maggie. 588 00:23:50,583 --> 00:23:52,227 - What's wrong? - Okay. 589 00:23:52,251 --> 00:23:54,296 Winston is on his way back here from Boston. 590 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,164 - Mm-hmm. - He is driving, he's on the road, 591 00:23:56,188 --> 00:23:57,266 and we were on the phone. 592 00:23:57,290 --> 00:23:58,322 We were... 593 00:23:59,791 --> 00:24:02,437 And the police pulled him over, 594 00:24:02,461 --> 00:24:04,506 and I told him to keep me on the line. 595 00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:06,842 But the police made him hang up, 596 00:24:06,866 --> 00:24:08,911 and now I can't get a hold of him. 597 00:24:08,935 --> 00:24:10,599 It's been... 598 00:24:11,337 --> 00:24:12,514 It's been 20 minutes, 599 00:24:12,538 --> 00:24:13,882 and I don't know where he is. 600 00:24:13,906 --> 00:24:16,051 And I have a patient who could go into V-fib at any second, 601 00:24:16,075 --> 00:24:17,819 so I have to get in there and do an ablation. 602 00:24:17,843 --> 00:24:19,888 But this is how it happens, right? Just like this? 603 00:24:19,912 --> 00:24:22,991 So, I-I-I-I need somebody to go and find him now. 604 00:24:23,015 --> 00:24:24,760 - Right now. - Look. Alright, Maggie. 605 00:24:24,784 --> 00:24:26,595 Alright. Okay? 606 00:24:26,619 --> 00:24:29,298 What you should do now is take care of your patient. 607 00:24:29,322 --> 00:24:31,233 What if he tries to call me and I don't pick up? 608 00:24:31,257 --> 00:24:32,768 - Or what if he doesn't call... - No. Yeah. 609 00:24:32,792 --> 00:24:33,969 ...and the police just take him... take him? 610 00:24:33,993 --> 00:24:36,038 Look, just give me your phone. 611 00:24:36,062 --> 00:24:37,573 I'll give it some more time. 612 00:24:37,597 --> 00:24:40,242 If there's still no word, I will get into my car, 613 00:24:40,266 --> 00:24:41,944 and I will look for him myself. 614 00:24:43,302 --> 00:24:45,047 - Give me your phone. - Okay. 615 00:24:45,071 --> 00:24:46,615 Yeah? 616 00:24:46,639 --> 00:24:48,283 Mm-hmm. 617 00:24:48,307 --> 00:24:49,518 - Okay. - Mm. 618 00:24:52,445 --> 00:24:53,789 Oh, my God! 619 00:24:53,813 --> 00:24:55,457 Oh, God, his intestines are popping out! 620 00:24:55,481 --> 00:24:57,092 Okay, okay, okay. Let me think. 621 00:24:57,116 --> 00:24:58,994 What do we do? What do we do? 622 00:24:59,018 --> 00:25:00,529 I don't know what to do. 623 00:25:00,553 --> 00:25:01,930 Schmitt. This isn't anyone's fault. 624 00:25:01,954 --> 00:25:03,131 This isn't anyone's fault. 625 00:25:03,155 --> 00:25:04,633 The patient nearly extubated himself 626 00:25:04,657 --> 00:25:05,867 and caused an evisceration. ...and caused an evisceration. 627 00:25:05,891 --> 00:25:07,970 It is a horrible complication... 628 00:25:07,994 --> 00:25:09,237 But it can be fixed. 629 00:25:09,261 --> 00:25:11,173 - What is the first step? - What is the first step? 630 00:25:11,197 --> 00:25:12,274 Chee, he dehisced. 631 00:25:12,298 --> 00:25:13,508 I need you to hold down the patient 632 00:25:13,532 --> 00:25:15,644 so he doesn't extubate himself. 633 00:25:15,668 --> 00:25:18,313 Paralyze him with cis and push more Versed. 634 00:25:18,337 --> 00:25:20,182 And then, I need you to get on the intercom. 635 00:25:20,206 --> 00:25:21,316 And say what? 636 00:25:21,340 --> 00:25:24,019 Tell them to depressurize the chamber 637 00:25:24,043 --> 00:25:26,355 and call for an OR now. 638 00:25:26,379 --> 00:25:27,789 No... No attending? 639 00:25:27,813 --> 00:25:30,225 We are stuck in this chamber until it depressurizes, 640 00:25:30,249 --> 00:25:33,462 so we are on our own, but we do not panic. 641 00:25:33,486 --> 00:25:36,031 Now, we need to put him under, so push more meds. 642 00:25:38,391 --> 00:25:39,868 Now! 643 00:25:41,694 --> 00:25:43,839 Okay. 644 00:25:46,732 --> 00:25:48,610 There it is. 645 00:25:48,634 --> 00:25:50,379 We're ready for the needle. 646 00:25:53,304 --> 00:25:54,416 He's stable. 647 00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:55,484 Go. Do your call. 648 00:25:55,508 --> 00:25:57,219 We'll page you if he goes into V-fib. 649 00:25:57,243 --> 00:25:58,654 - Are you sure? - Maggie, go. 650 00:26:06,619 --> 00:26:07,829 Winston? 651 00:26:07,853 --> 00:26:09,398 - Hey. - Oh, my God. 652 00:26:09,422 --> 00:26:10,499 Are you okay? Where are you? 653 00:26:10,523 --> 00:26:11,533 I'm... I'm... I'm fine. 654 00:26:11,557 --> 00:26:12,934 I... They le... They let me go. 655 00:26:12,958 --> 00:26:15,137 Why did it take them so long to let you go? 656 00:26:15,161 --> 00:26:17,939 Um, because they... they had me get out of the car 657 00:26:17,963 --> 00:26:19,041 and take my mask off. 658 00:26:19,065 --> 00:26:21,276 And, uh... 659 00:26:21,300 --> 00:26:23,745 And then, uh, they had me do a DUI test. 660 00:26:23,769 --> 00:26:25,480 And then, they checked the trunk. 661 00:26:25,504 --> 00:26:27,949 And then, they checked the car. 662 00:26:27,973 --> 00:26:29,885 You know, and then I had to unpack all my stuff, 663 00:26:29,909 --> 00:26:31,796 and, uh, the police dog 664 00:26:31,820 --> 00:26:33,422 - sniffed it over. - What? 665 00:26:33,446 --> 00:26:36,564 And then the dog sniffed me, and they let me go. 666 00:26:36,588 --> 00:26:38,593 So, I'm g... I'm good. Tha... That's what took so long. 667 00:26:38,617 --> 00:26:40,662 W-W-W-Why did the... I mean, I... 668 00:26:40,686 --> 00:26:42,664 Were you, like, swerving on the road? 669 00:26:42,688 --> 00:26:45,600 No, no, no. Uh, my... my bike rack 670 00:26:45,624 --> 00:26:48,270 was obscuring my license plate, and... 671 00:26:48,294 --> 00:26:49,371 And then, they saw me. 672 00:26:49,395 --> 00:26:51,239 So, it just turned into 673 00:26:51,263 --> 00:26:52,641 one of those things, I guess. 674 00:26:52,665 --> 00:26:54,142 They can't do that. They... 675 00:26:54,166 --> 00:26:55,377 Maggie, I'm a little bit shaken up right now. 676 00:26:55,401 --> 00:26:56,812 I don't know if I'm good to drive yet. 677 00:26:56,836 --> 00:26:59,047 I don't know if I'm... I don't think I'm... 678 00:27:04,043 --> 00:27:06,455 Uh, Maggie, I'm not good. 679 00:27:06,479 --> 00:27:07,622 Okay. 680 00:27:07,646 --> 00:27:10,192 I'm... I'm not okay yet, you know? 681 00:27:12,418 --> 00:27:14,696 Uh... 682 00:27:16,122 --> 00:27:17,966 I just gotta breathe a little bit, you know? 683 00:27:17,990 --> 00:27:20,502 Okay, okay. Okay, listen, you're okay. 684 00:27:20,526 --> 00:27:23,772 You are okay, and I am here with you as long as you need. 685 00:27:23,796 --> 00:27:25,173 - Alright. - Okay? Breathe, baby. 686 00:27:25,197 --> 00:27:27,055 Breathe. You are okay. 687 00:27:38,344 --> 00:27:39,454 I need saline. 688 00:27:39,478 --> 00:27:40,489 His bowels are drying out. 689 00:27:40,513 --> 00:27:41,723 That's why I asked for saline. 690 00:27:45,084 --> 00:27:46,482 Pour it! 691 00:27:47,219 --> 00:27:48,430 And what are Dr. Grey's vitals? 692 00:27:48,454 --> 00:27:49,798 What's wrong with Dr. Grey? 693 00:27:49,822 --> 00:27:52,334 Nothing, but your patient isn't the only one in here, 694 00:27:52,358 --> 00:27:53,769 and I don't want two emergencies. 695 00:27:53,793 --> 00:27:55,337 So, could you please read her vitals? 696 00:27:56,562 --> 00:27:58,140 BP... 120 over 75. 697 00:27:58,164 --> 00:28:00,842 - O2 sats are 95%. - Good. 698 00:28:00,866 --> 00:28:02,677 Stay that way. 699 00:28:02,701 --> 00:28:04,713 I think I got it all in. 700 00:28:04,737 --> 00:28:06,370 - Don't put too much pressure. - Don't put too much pressure. 701 00:28:06,395 --> 00:28:08,440 I need to avoid bowel ischemia 702 00:28:08,464 --> 00:28:10,041 and abdominal compartment syndrome. 703 00:28:11,500 --> 00:28:12,911 Nice work, Schmitt. Nice work, Schmitt. 704 00:28:14,503 --> 00:28:17,321 Well, our surgery was successful. 705 00:28:17,345 --> 00:28:18,769 I was able to remove the canister 706 00:28:18,793 --> 00:28:20,471 to get your wound cleaned out quite nicely. 707 00:28:20,495 --> 00:28:22,120 No vascular damage. 708 00:28:22,144 --> 00:28:23,788 We'll want to go back in in a few days 709 00:28:23,812 --> 00:28:25,327 just to get everything nice and closed up. 710 00:28:25,351 --> 00:28:28,107 Yeah, a centimeter in the other direction 711 00:28:28,131 --> 00:28:30,209 and it could have been much worse. 712 00:28:30,233 --> 00:28:32,111 Could have been better. 713 00:28:32,135 --> 00:28:33,012 Could have been you. 714 00:28:34,538 --> 00:28:37,116 Eventually, you're gonna, uh, need some physical therapy 715 00:28:37,140 --> 00:28:39,052 just to help get your full range of motion back. 716 00:28:40,243 --> 00:28:41,988 Sorry to interrupt. Just wanted to check 717 00:28:42,012 --> 00:28:43,823 how the toughest patient in the hospital is doing. 718 00:28:43,847 --> 00:28:44,958 Well, you found her. 719 00:28:44,982 --> 00:28:46,626 Takes a gas canister at full velocity 720 00:28:46,650 --> 00:28:47,994 - and still cracking jokes in the ER. - Mm-hmm. 721 00:28:48,018 --> 00:28:49,062 Never seen the like of it. 722 00:28:49,086 --> 00:28:50,029 How you feeling? 723 00:28:50,053 --> 00:28:51,064 Never better. 724 00:28:51,088 --> 00:28:52,265 Well, we did our best. 725 00:28:52,289 --> 00:28:53,700 You might have a little bit of scarring. 726 00:28:53,724 --> 00:28:56,970 Oh, I'm not worried about a scar. 727 00:28:56,994 --> 00:28:58,805 Just go with the rest of them. 728 00:28:58,829 --> 00:28:59,906 Ferguson... 729 00:28:59,930 --> 00:29:03,876 I tore my ACL running from a tank. 730 00:29:03,900 --> 00:29:07,580 Standing Rock, well, frostbite. 731 00:29:07,604 --> 00:29:10,899 And these are just the two most recent ones. 732 00:29:12,976 --> 00:29:15,176 I think I got that beat. 733 00:29:15,845 --> 00:29:19,926 WTO protests, 1999. 734 00:29:19,950 --> 00:29:22,295 They fired tear gas into the crowd, 735 00:29:22,319 --> 00:29:24,163 a few of us ducked into a building, 736 00:29:24,187 --> 00:29:27,166 but they pushed the door closed before I could get inside. 737 00:29:27,190 --> 00:29:30,503 I shattered my clavicle and tore off some skin. 738 00:29:30,527 --> 00:29:32,972 Hmm. When was your first? 739 00:29:32,996 --> 00:29:34,674 Oh, first march? 740 00:29:34,698 --> 00:29:38,077 - Free South Africa. 1988. - Mm. 741 00:29:38,101 --> 00:29:40,213 I got started a little late. 742 00:29:40,237 --> 00:29:41,881 Yourself? 743 00:29:41,905 --> 00:29:43,416 1963. 744 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:45,051 '63, as in...? 745 00:29:45,075 --> 00:29:47,086 The March on Washington. 746 00:29:47,110 --> 00:29:48,955 My mother took me. I was 11. 747 00:29:48,979 --> 00:29:51,891 You... Dr. King's "I have a dream" speech? 748 00:29:51,915 --> 00:29:54,594 You were there? In person? 749 00:29:54,618 --> 00:29:56,396 I was. 750 00:29:56,420 --> 00:29:59,766 It was August, and hot. 751 00:29:59,790 --> 00:30:03,703 To be honest, I remember Mom taking me to cool my feet 752 00:30:03,727 --> 00:30:05,805 in the Reflecting Pool more than anything. 753 00:30:05,829 --> 00:30:09,208 But I do remember him on that stage... 754 00:30:09,833 --> 00:30:12,879 The sound of his voice sweeping over us. 755 00:30:12,903 --> 00:30:15,014 The power of it. The holiness. 756 00:30:15,038 --> 00:30:19,426 It felt like... possibility. 757 00:30:19,609 --> 00:30:24,389 Like, if, this can happen, anything can happen. 758 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:28,852 Possibility like that was rare. 759 00:30:29,252 --> 00:30:31,764 And it's worth a few scars. 760 00:30:35,058 --> 00:30:37,670 He thinks COVID is a scam to trick people 761 00:30:37,694 --> 00:30:39,205 into thinking they need treatment, 762 00:30:39,229 --> 00:30:40,706 and then we make them sicker 763 00:30:40,730 --> 00:30:43,331 by not treating them for the things they do have. 764 00:30:45,434 --> 00:30:47,947 I'm sorry. I mean, who is getting this money? 765 00:30:47,971 --> 00:30:49,816 You. Me. All of us. 766 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:51,584 And who does he think is paying us? 767 00:30:51,608 --> 00:30:53,019 The government. 768 00:30:54,111 --> 00:30:56,222 Oh, and we gettin' rich. 769 00:30:56,246 --> 00:30:59,025 I mean, every patient that we admit... ka-ching. 770 00:30:59,049 --> 00:31:00,993 I mean, why not money? 771 00:31:01,017 --> 00:31:03,262 I mean, look at how much coronavirus has given us... 772 00:31:03,286 --> 00:31:05,364 I mean, a full-on nervous breakdown. 773 00:31:05,388 --> 00:31:06,933 A dead mother. 774 00:31:06,957 --> 00:31:08,801 Constant OCD flare-ups. 775 00:31:08,825 --> 00:31:11,137 Losing seven patients in one day. 776 00:31:11,161 --> 00:31:13,072 Coming home at the end of the day 777 00:31:13,096 --> 00:31:17,065 and seeing the heartbreak on my dad's eyes. 778 00:31:18,267 --> 00:31:19,579 Whoo! 779 00:31:25,208 --> 00:31:26,352 Oh, no. 780 00:31:26,376 --> 00:31:27,453 No. 781 00:31:27,477 --> 00:31:29,122 No, no, no, no. 782 00:31:32,949 --> 00:31:35,228 What on earth?! Who discharged him?! 783 00:31:35,252 --> 00:31:36,295 He signed AMA. 784 00:31:36,319 --> 00:31:38,164 Said he was done and just walked out. 785 00:31:38,188 --> 00:31:39,732 He didn't get very far. 786 00:31:39,756 --> 00:31:41,523 No pulse. 787 00:31:42,358 --> 00:31:44,325 Hurry up with that crash cart! 788 00:31:49,975 --> 00:31:53,588 We offered him treatment, could have saved him. 789 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,725 Instead, he walked away. 790 00:32:00,752 --> 00:32:03,264 Most people never feel what it's like 791 00:32:03,288 --> 00:32:06,701 to be really great at something, Altman, but we do, right? 792 00:32:06,725 --> 00:32:09,437 I do. I can put broken people together 793 00:32:09,461 --> 00:32:11,272 with needles and string. 794 00:32:11,296 --> 00:32:13,341 But... I can't fix this. 795 00:32:14,733 --> 00:32:17,812 I mean, how do I treat someone who is offered help 796 00:32:17,836 --> 00:32:20,581 and chooses to walk away? 797 00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:22,517 I want to hope, Altman. 798 00:32:22,541 --> 00:32:25,553 I want to... mnh... Believe that, you know, 799 00:32:25,577 --> 00:32:27,455 just... Just a little longer, 800 00:32:27,479 --> 00:32:30,525 and... and... and we'll be over this brutal hill. 801 00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:31,893 But... 802 00:32:36,688 --> 00:32:39,067 I just... I just don't know. 803 00:32:50,869 --> 00:32:53,915 Hey. 30 minutes without another episode of V-fib. 804 00:32:53,939 --> 00:32:55,483 The radiofrequency ablation worked. 805 00:32:56,641 --> 00:32:58,186 Any more word from Winston? 806 00:32:58,210 --> 00:32:59,253 He's back on the road. 807 00:32:59,277 --> 00:33:01,289 He'll be here in an hour or two. 808 00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:02,623 I'm glad to hear that. 809 00:33:09,321 --> 00:33:11,899 Whoa, 17 missed calls from "Mom." 810 00:33:11,923 --> 00:33:13,701 I wonder if she even knows he's here. 811 00:33:13,725 --> 00:33:14,902 Are you up for that, 812 00:33:14,926 --> 00:33:16,571 - or do you need me to...? - I got it. 813 00:33:16,595 --> 00:33:17,972 Okay. 814 00:33:19,898 --> 00:33:21,843 Hello? 815 00:33:21,867 --> 00:33:23,244 Okay, okay, okay. 816 00:33:23,268 --> 00:33:24,946 Your son is okay. 817 00:33:24,970 --> 00:33:26,481 This is Dr. Maggie Pierce. 818 00:33:26,505 --> 00:33:28,738 I was one of his doctors today. 819 00:33:31,041 --> 00:33:32,487 Oh, hey. 820 00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:34,188 Richard tells me your new patient Nell 821 00:33:34,212 --> 00:33:35,656 is quite the storyteller. 822 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,191 I'm thinking about going down there to meet her 823 00:33:37,215 --> 00:33:38,759 before she gets discharged. 824 00:33:38,783 --> 00:33:42,163 - Why don't we have scars, Mom? - Come again? 825 00:33:42,187 --> 00:33:44,732 My whole life, whenever I see people marching in the streets, 826 00:33:44,756 --> 00:33:47,123 I hear your voice telling me that just going to work 827 00:33:47,147 --> 00:33:48,218 is heroic enough, 828 00:33:48,242 --> 00:33:49,919 that we need to fix things from the inside. 829 00:33:49,943 --> 00:33:52,034 Succeed first, then give. Like, that's what... 830 00:33:52,058 --> 00:33:53,263 That's what you taught me, right? 831 00:33:53,287 --> 00:33:54,240 And... And here I am. 832 00:33:54,264 --> 00:33:55,958 I'm... I'm successful, I've given, 833 00:33:55,982 --> 00:33:58,030 and nothing seems to change. 834 00:33:58,054 --> 00:34:00,678 I know what it's like to get discouraged, Jackson. 835 00:34:00,703 --> 00:34:01,947 No, I don't... I don't need a pep talk. 836 00:34:01,971 --> 00:34:02,982 That's not what this is. 837 00:34:03,006 --> 00:34:04,984 I... 838 00:34:05,008 --> 00:34:07,353 If our foundation is so good at fighting the good fight, 839 00:34:07,377 --> 00:34:09,573 then why isn't anything getting better? 840 00:34:09,913 --> 00:34:11,724 And don't take that the wrong way, alright? 841 00:34:11,748 --> 00:34:13,893 I'm just saying, maybe both of us have got this wrong. 842 00:34:13,917 --> 00:34:15,060 I mean, look at what is happening 843 00:34:15,084 --> 00:34:16,228 in the streets right now. 844 00:34:16,252 --> 00:34:17,831 Why aren't we there? 845 00:34:18,288 --> 00:34:19,899 Why the hell don't we have scars? 846 00:34:19,923 --> 00:34:21,367 Let's just drop the "we" business 847 00:34:21,391 --> 00:34:22,435 of this right now, okay? 848 00:34:22,459 --> 00:34:24,336 You may not have scars, Jackson, 849 00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:26,539 but I have decades' worth. 850 00:34:26,563 --> 00:34:27,973 And if you think nothing has changed, 851 00:34:27,997 --> 00:34:29,175 why don't you just ask yourself 852 00:34:29,199 --> 00:34:30,876 how many Webbers, Baileys, or Pierces 853 00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:33,112 you would have seen walking through these halls 854 00:34:33,136 --> 00:34:35,047 40 years ago... 20 years ago. 855 00:34:35,071 --> 00:34:38,217 You have no idea the battles that I have fought 856 00:34:38,241 --> 00:34:40,553 and won for that. 857 00:34:40,577 --> 00:34:41,921 And if you don't see any scars, 858 00:34:41,945 --> 00:34:44,156 it's because I'm damn good at this job. 859 00:34:44,180 --> 00:34:46,892 Of course you are. I'm not... criticizing you. 860 00:34:46,916 --> 00:34:48,160 You're incredible. But I'm saying, 861 00:34:48,184 --> 00:34:50,463 aren't you also annoyed with all this red tape? 862 00:34:50,487 --> 00:34:51,797 Having to convince some trustees 863 00:34:51,821 --> 00:34:53,199 when you have a brilliant idea? 864 00:34:53,223 --> 00:34:54,633 Like, what about our ideas? 865 00:34:54,657 --> 00:34:55,935 What about doing something about 866 00:34:55,959 --> 00:34:57,703 the Black maternal mortality rate 867 00:34:57,727 --> 00:34:58,737 instead of talking about it? 868 00:34:58,761 --> 00:34:59,939 What about building our database 869 00:34:59,963 --> 00:35:02,608 for the obvious racial bias in medical training? 870 00:35:02,632 --> 00:35:03,976 What about building our... Our medical school 871 00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:05,144 that we talked about? 872 00:35:05,168 --> 00:35:06,779 So many things we could be doing. 873 00:35:06,803 --> 00:35:09,048 One battle at a time, Jackson. 874 00:35:09,072 --> 00:35:10,749 That's how the world works. 875 00:35:10,773 --> 00:35:12,084 Nah. 876 00:35:12,108 --> 00:35:14,320 It shouldn't be that way... Not anymore, alright? 877 00:35:14,344 --> 00:35:16,355 I don't want to play a role in a system that's just broken. 878 00:35:16,379 --> 00:35:17,656 You sound like your father. 879 00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:19,113 Oh, that'd be the worst thing in the world? 880 00:35:21,683 --> 00:35:24,163 - Mom... - It's been a long day. 881 00:35:24,187 --> 00:35:26,265 - I didn't mean... - You've already said it, Jackson. 882 00:35:26,289 --> 00:35:28,100 Don't try to lie about it now. 883 00:35:47,944 --> 00:35:50,155 Nah! 884 00:35:51,314 --> 00:35:53,359 Hup, hup! 885 00:35:53,383 --> 00:35:54,693 Hey, Dad, wanna get in here? 886 00:35:54,717 --> 00:35:56,962 Liam keeps kicking the ball over the fence. 887 00:35:56,986 --> 00:35:58,564 Because our yard's too small. 888 00:35:58,588 --> 00:36:01,155 Come over here for a second, boys, will ya? 889 00:36:06,362 --> 00:36:07,673 I was wrong. 890 00:36:07,697 --> 00:36:08,841 Not to try and protect you... 891 00:36:08,865 --> 00:36:11,878 I'm your dad. That's part of the bargain. 892 00:36:12,201 --> 00:36:15,381 But I was wrong to tell you to stay home. 893 00:36:15,405 --> 00:36:17,516 This is your country, boys, 894 00:36:17,540 --> 00:36:20,041 and now is a moment. 895 00:36:20,495 --> 00:36:23,822 So, you'll fight, you'll protest if you want to, 896 00:36:23,846 --> 00:36:27,459 but only during daylight and only when I'm with you. 897 00:36:27,483 --> 00:36:28,594 Sound fair? 898 00:36:31,387 --> 00:36:33,933 I heard about the one downtown tomorrow... 899 00:36:33,957 --> 00:36:35,334 If that's not too soon. 900 00:36:35,358 --> 00:36:36,168 Why would it be too soon? 901 00:36:36,192 --> 00:36:37,903 Um, your head? 902 00:36:37,927 --> 00:36:39,805 Oh, yeah. Forgot about that. 903 00:36:39,829 --> 00:36:41,307 I think it's an improvement. 904 00:36:41,331 --> 00:36:42,508 Oh, do you, now? 905 00:36:42,532 --> 00:36:43,909 - Wha... - Hey! 906 00:36:49,205 --> 00:36:50,816 Oh, hey. You need a ride home? Um. 907 00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:52,451 Uh, thanks. I'll walk. 908 00:36:52,475 --> 00:36:53,552 No, let me drive you. 909 00:36:53,576 --> 00:36:55,154 There's a curfew. It's just not safe. 910 00:36:55,178 --> 00:36:56,989 That's alright. I'll walk. 911 00:36:57,013 --> 00:37:00,025 Jackson, you can march tomorrow. 912 00:37:00,049 --> 00:37:01,327 Today's practically over. 913 00:37:02,518 --> 00:37:03,562 Yeah, well, it sounds like 914 00:37:03,586 --> 00:37:05,864 they're still marching somewhere. 915 00:37:05,888 --> 00:37:07,733 I'll walk. 916 00:37:07,757 --> 00:37:10,669 I remember that day I first put on my white coat, 917 00:37:10,693 --> 00:37:12,972 even though it was long ago. 918 00:37:12,996 --> 00:37:15,474 I took the oath alongside my classmates, 919 00:37:15,498 --> 00:37:18,510 and I meant it with every cell in my body. 920 00:37:18,534 --> 00:37:21,080 I heard you eviscerated a patient today. 921 00:37:21,104 --> 00:37:22,081 What?! No! 922 00:37:22,105 --> 00:37:23,882 No, I helped put the bowels back inside. 923 00:37:23,906 --> 00:37:26,318 Oh, my God, what is Chee telling people?! 924 00:37:26,342 --> 00:37:27,820 He's telling people you were a badass 925 00:37:27,844 --> 00:37:29,088 and you saved the man's life. 926 00:37:29,112 --> 00:37:30,990 I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself. 927 00:37:32,415 --> 00:37:33,425 How's Meredith? 928 00:37:33,449 --> 00:37:34,426 Stable. 929 00:37:34,450 --> 00:37:36,946 Her ABG looks even better. 930 00:37:39,956 --> 00:37:44,103 When the wound split, I... froze. 931 00:37:44,127 --> 00:37:46,538 But then, I kept hearing this voice inside my head 932 00:37:46,562 --> 00:37:49,408 asking, "What would Meredith Grey do?" 933 00:37:52,068 --> 00:37:53,812 - I know. That's stupid. - No! 934 00:37:53,836 --> 00:37:56,582 No, I've... I've heard that voice before, too. 935 00:37:58,708 --> 00:38:01,553 And my advice... Keep listening to it. 936 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:05,324 Wow. 937 00:38:05,348 --> 00:38:07,292 You're really going through with OB-GYN, huh? 938 00:38:07,316 --> 00:38:09,361 Mm-hmm. I listened to the voice. 939 00:38:10,620 --> 00:38:12,865 Hey, if you're starting your residency all over again, 940 00:38:12,889 --> 00:38:15,801 - does that mean I'm your boss now? - No. 941 00:38:15,825 --> 00:38:17,036 Well, technically, I'll outrank you. 942 00:38:17,060 --> 00:38:18,776 Okay, do you want a ride home or not? 943 00:38:20,963 --> 00:38:24,143 But this world has challenged that oath so many times, 944 00:38:24,167 --> 00:38:26,178 I barely remember what it said anymore. 945 00:38:41,150 --> 00:38:42,528 I was only thinking one thing... 946 00:38:42,552 --> 00:38:44,396 "Do whatever it takes to get back to Maggie." 947 00:38:44,420 --> 00:38:46,365 "Survive and get home." 948 00:38:46,389 --> 00:38:47,966 I love you so much. 949 00:38:55,665 --> 00:38:59,011 So now, every day, I take a new oath... 950 00:39:00,536 --> 00:39:03,424 ...I pledge to help build a world worth living in. 951 00:39:05,982 --> 00:39:08,555 And never stop believing that world can exist. 952 00:39:21,250 --> 00:39:22,923 Calculating route. 953 00:39:22,958 --> 00:39:25,546 Estimated trip... 11 hours. 954 00:39:28,059 --> 00:39:29,826 Not today. 955 00:39:30,198 --> 00:39:32,132 So far from today. 956 00:39:32,300 --> 00:39:34,368 But someday. 957 00:39:35,268 --> 00:39:40,250 CREDITS