1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:06,027 _ 2 00:00:06,051 --> 00:00:07,375 You played very well. 3 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:09,632 It just lacked passion. 4 00:00:10,116 --> 00:00:12,632 Previously on "A Million Little Things"... 5 00:00:12,905 --> 00:00:13,906 If I'm gonna work with you, 6 00:00:13,930 --> 00:00:15,368 you've got to give it everything you got. 7 00:00:15,392 --> 00:00:17,453 - I will. - I'll be in touch. 8 00:00:17,809 --> 00:00:19,593 I'm just... I'm nervous about leaving. 9 00:00:19,618 --> 00:00:21,837 If it's all too much, I can cancel my trip. 10 00:00:21,862 --> 00:00:23,343 It's gonna be fine. 11 00:00:23,822 --> 00:00:26,640 I really like what we're becoming. 12 00:00:26,665 --> 00:00:28,039 We've both come a long way. 13 00:00:28,064 --> 00:00:29,456 We really have. 14 00:00:29,481 --> 00:00:31,665 You lied to your family, stole from your friends, 15 00:00:31,690 --> 00:00:32,882 broke your vows, 16 00:00:32,907 --> 00:00:35,680 and the person you're most worried about in all this is you? 17 00:00:35,705 --> 00:00:38,211 I need to know your mom's in a better place. 18 00:00:38,236 --> 00:00:40,289 What place is better than being right here? 19 00:00:40,314 --> 00:00:42,274 I'm not fighting with you on your mom's birthday. 20 00:00:42,299 --> 00:00:43,299 Where's Soph? 21 00:00:43,324 --> 00:00:44,843 I haven't seen her since she broke up with me. 22 00:00:44,867 --> 00:00:46,615 She must be seeing someone else. 23 00:00:47,006 --> 00:00:48,233 Hey, Soph. 24 00:00:48,258 --> 00:00:50,061 Who the hell is this? 25 00:00:52,051 --> 00:00:53,858 Dude, I'm looking at it right now. 26 00:00:53,883 --> 00:00:56,092 It's Jake's name but not his number. 27 00:00:56,117 --> 00:00:58,334 Why would she change her boyfriend's number? 28 00:00:58,359 --> 00:00:59,795 You mean ex-boyfriend. 29 00:00:59,820 --> 00:01:00,908 Exactly. 30 00:01:00,933 --> 00:01:02,369 I didn't even know they broke up. 31 00:01:02,394 --> 00:01:04,029 I should know these things, Rome. 32 00:01:04,054 --> 00:01:06,030 Why is she running around not telling me where she is? 33 00:01:06,054 --> 00:01:08,115 I don't know. Maybe because she's a teenager. 34 00:01:08,140 --> 00:01:10,421 You didn't sneak around and do stuff when you were her age? 35 00:01:10,445 --> 00:01:13,217 What I did or did not do with Lana Horowitz 36 00:01:13,242 --> 00:01:15,615 in my neighbor's treehouse is totally irrelevant 37 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:17,975 because we weren't in the middle of a pandemic. 38 00:01:38,546 --> 00:01:39,681 Seriously, dude, 39 00:01:39,706 --> 00:01:41,501 if I knew where this new guy lived, 40 00:01:41,526 --> 00:01:44,735 I would go over there, I would rip the door off the hinges, 41 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:47,235 march in, mask on, and... 42 00:01:47,340 --> 00:01:49,429 Oh, hold up. Danny's texting. 43 00:01:49,868 --> 00:01:51,372 Oh, she's home. 44 00:01:51,397 --> 00:01:54,350 - I'll call you later, man. - Alright. Glad we had this talk. 45 00:02:00,991 --> 00:02:04,420 _ 46 00:02:22,361 --> 00:02:26,723 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 47 00:02:28,109 --> 00:02:29,827 - He left, huh? That's odd. - Hey. What are you doing here? 48 00:02:29,851 --> 00:02:31,099 I'm on a thing. 49 00:02:31,124 --> 00:02:32,669 Sorry. It's my day off. 50 00:02:32,694 --> 00:02:34,076 I brought sad food. 51 00:02:34,101 --> 00:02:35,451 You still with me, Maggie? 52 00:02:35,476 --> 00:02:37,107 I lost you when you mentioned your roommate. 53 00:02:37,131 --> 00:02:38,480 Is this the same roommate 54 00:02:38,505 --> 00:02:40,154 who was on the episode that I heard? 55 00:02:40,179 --> 00:02:43,021 Yes. Oh, yes. Sorry, Dr. Stacy. 56 00:02:43,046 --> 00:02:47,216 Um, it stinks, but, he... he left today. 57 00:02:47,241 --> 00:02:49,138 Dr. Stacy? I love Dr. Stacy. 58 00:02:49,163 --> 00:02:51,615 Sounds like maybe him leaving without you 59 00:02:51,640 --> 00:02:55,035 was a little more complicated than it seems on the surface. 60 00:02:55,288 --> 00:02:57,290 Was he more than a roommate? 61 00:02:57,315 --> 00:02:59,005 Ooh, she's good. 62 00:02:59,030 --> 00:03:00,292 No. 63 00:03:00,317 --> 00:03:02,014 Uh, and yes. 64 00:03:02,039 --> 00:03:04,037 I mean, he was, um... 65 00:03:05,374 --> 00:03:09,380 Oh, I see what you're doing, and it is very effective. 66 00:03:09,405 --> 00:03:12,388 - You're very talented. - And so are you. 67 00:03:12,413 --> 00:03:15,685 So, I'm looking for a few heavy hitters 68 00:03:15,710 --> 00:03:18,061 to do some segments for my show 69 00:03:18,086 --> 00:03:20,076 and help me fill out my hour. 70 00:03:20,249 --> 00:03:22,443 I really appreciate it. 71 00:03:22,468 --> 00:03:25,873 Um, my podcast is long form. 72 00:03:25,898 --> 00:03:28,919 I don't think that I want to condense helping people 73 00:03:28,944 --> 00:03:30,552 into five-minute segments. 74 00:03:30,577 --> 00:03:31,748 I get it, Maggie, 75 00:03:31,773 --> 00:03:35,232 but the hope that it gives people is very real, 76 00:03:35,257 --> 00:03:38,685 and it just seems like you would be a great fit. 77 00:03:38,865 --> 00:03:41,207 Mull it over, but let me know by the end of the day. 78 00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:43,285 Claudia, I don't need you to grow the beans. 79 00:03:43,310 --> 00:03:45,457 I just need you to put the pod in the machine. 80 00:03:45,482 --> 00:03:47,106 The marketing campaign literally says 81 00:03:47,131 --> 00:03:48,465 "a child could do it." 82 00:03:48,490 --> 00:03:50,362 Bye, Maggie. 83 00:03:52,754 --> 00:03:55,113 That was awesome. 84 00:03:55,436 --> 00:03:56,434 Tell me you're doing this. 85 00:03:56,459 --> 00:03:57,856 - Hmm. - You have to do this. 86 00:03:57,881 --> 00:03:59,866 Everybody loves Dr. Stacy. 87 00:03:59,891 --> 00:04:01,458 Well, not Claudia. 88 00:04:01,483 --> 00:04:03,049 Yeah, that's true. 89 00:04:16,584 --> 00:04:19,016 Hi. You've reached Peter. Leave a message. 90 00:04:20,554 --> 00:04:22,904 Hey. Uh, it's me. 91 00:04:23,369 --> 00:04:24,592 Uh, Sophie. 92 00:04:24,624 --> 00:04:28,904 Uh, look, you're... you're probably busy, but I just, um... 93 00:04:28,929 --> 00:04:31,240 I-I didn't... I didn't know if you'd seen my text, 94 00:04:31,265 --> 00:04:33,952 but I sent you something, and I just... 95 00:04:34,249 --> 00:04:35,903 You know, I wanted to... 96 00:04:36,218 --> 00:04:37,787 U-Uh, you know what, never mind. 97 00:04:37,812 --> 00:04:40,725 Um, just call me back... when you can. 98 00:04:40,946 --> 00:04:42,730 Okay, bye. 99 00:04:44,477 --> 00:04:46,326 Oh, look who decided to come home. 100 00:04:46,351 --> 00:04:47,938 Can't believe you lied to me, Soph. 101 00:04:47,962 --> 00:04:49,332 I just went all the way to Jake's place 102 00:04:49,356 --> 00:04:51,522 because I saw the text that you sent him. 103 00:04:51,687 --> 00:04:53,493 - Oh, my God. - Yeah, that's right. 104 00:04:53,518 --> 00:04:55,124 When I got back earlier and you weren't here, 105 00:04:55,148 --> 00:04:56,474 you're damn right I read your texts, 106 00:04:56,498 --> 00:04:58,584 because apparently, there are no rules anymore. 107 00:04:59,469 --> 00:05:03,908 I have tried to be cool "fun Uncle Gary." 108 00:05:03,933 --> 00:05:05,282 We stayed up late that one night 109 00:05:05,307 --> 00:05:06,795 and watched "Dumb and Dumber." 110 00:05:06,820 --> 00:05:09,420 But you know what? That all stops right now. 111 00:05:09,445 --> 00:05:11,389 I can't believe anything you say to me. 112 00:05:11,414 --> 00:05:12,756 I mean, do you even think that... 113 00:05:12,781 --> 00:05:14,304 That Jeff Daniels is a comic genius, 114 00:05:14,329 --> 00:05:16,853 or is that just another one of the many lies 115 00:05:16,878 --> 00:05:20,318 that you've woven as part of your subterfuge? 116 00:05:22,592 --> 00:05:24,404 Will you look at me, please? 117 00:05:26,672 --> 00:05:28,717 Tell me, where were you? 118 00:05:31,390 --> 00:05:33,264 I was with Peter. 119 00:05:33,795 --> 00:05:37,076 Peter? Your guitar teacher? 120 00:05:38,266 --> 00:05:40,295 I think I messed up. 121 00:05:46,170 --> 00:05:49,983 - _ - ? Can you see your baby girl ? 122 00:05:50,008 --> 00:05:53,904 ? In the woman I've come to be? ? 123 00:05:53,929 --> 00:06:00,147 ? If you saw me no-o-o-w ? 124 00:06:00,593 --> 00:06:04,774 ? Would you still know me? ? 125 00:06:10,314 --> 00:06:11,314 You know what? 126 00:06:11,339 --> 00:06:14,014 You are so much better than what you just played right there. 127 00:06:14,039 --> 00:06:15,606 You were not in the zone. 128 00:06:15,631 --> 00:06:17,111 Can you feel the difference? 129 00:06:17,136 --> 00:06:19,201 Uh, I think so. 130 00:06:19,226 --> 00:06:22,608 Every performer falls into one of three categories. 131 00:06:22,633 --> 00:06:26,578 Stage One, "I have no idea what I'm doing, 132 00:06:26,603 --> 00:06:28,381 and it's not that great." 133 00:06:28,406 --> 00:06:31,235 Don't worry, that is not you at all. 134 00:06:31,260 --> 00:06:34,873 Stage Two is, "I'm totally in the zone sometimes, 135 00:06:34,898 --> 00:06:37,764 but when I am, I have no idea how I got there." 136 00:06:38,040 --> 00:06:39,345 Sound familiar? 137 00:06:39,370 --> 00:06:41,022 - Yeah. - Yeah. 138 00:06:41,047 --> 00:06:43,154 Now, what I want to get you to... 139 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:45,568 is Stage Three, 140 00:06:45,967 --> 00:06:48,084 "I'm in control of my instrument, 141 00:06:48,109 --> 00:06:52,748 and I can bring it and be in the zone any time I want, 142 00:06:52,773 --> 00:06:55,820 so back the F-minor up and see what I can do." 143 00:06:56,759 --> 00:06:58,654 - You're right. - Mm-hmm. 144 00:06:58,679 --> 00:07:01,272 And I want to be able to do that. But... 145 00:07:02,604 --> 00:07:04,842 I jus... I just don't think I can. 146 00:07:04,867 --> 00:07:06,334 Alright, listen. 147 00:07:06,359 --> 00:07:09,287 That day that I came out of the audition with my wife, 148 00:07:09,312 --> 00:07:12,654 you stopped us in our tracks with your passion. 149 00:07:12,679 --> 00:07:14,523 Do you know why you could bring it on the street, 150 00:07:14,547 --> 00:07:15,960 but you couldn't during the audition? 151 00:07:15,984 --> 00:07:17,334 Because I wasn't totally nervous. 152 00:07:17,359 --> 00:07:19,334 That's right. You had nothing to lose. 153 00:07:19,359 --> 00:07:21,529 But we've been working on intonation, pitch, rhythm... 154 00:07:21,554 --> 00:07:22,920 All important for your audition. 155 00:07:22,945 --> 00:07:27,342 Equally as important are presence and charisma. 156 00:07:27,449 --> 00:07:29,592 It's time for us to work on that. 157 00:07:29,617 --> 00:07:31,873 What is your song about? 158 00:07:32,487 --> 00:07:34,061 What? 159 00:07:34,776 --> 00:07:37,818 "Miss Dixon... I see here, 160 00:07:37,843 --> 00:07:40,061 as part of your audition for MMI, 161 00:07:40,086 --> 00:07:42,740 you're going to play for us a song you wrote. 162 00:07:42,765 --> 00:07:45,701 Can you please tell me and the other judges 163 00:07:45,726 --> 00:07:47,709 what your piece is about?" 164 00:07:48,517 --> 00:07:51,342 It's... You know, it's about my dad. 165 00:07:51,591 --> 00:07:53,990 No, Miss Dixon. 166 00:07:55,030 --> 00:07:58,311 What is your song about? 167 00:08:02,568 --> 00:08:05,404 It's about how my dad left. 168 00:08:06,655 --> 00:08:08,248 Uh-huh. 169 00:08:09,514 --> 00:08:15,608 How he left, uh, without saying goodbye. 170 00:08:17,531 --> 00:08:21,954 And how he died before I became what I was gonna be. 171 00:08:23,820 --> 00:08:25,912 And... 172 00:08:26,783 --> 00:08:29,342 how a part of me is... 173 00:08:30,329 --> 00:08:34,029 afraid to become that new person, because... 174 00:08:36,289 --> 00:08:38,186 may... 175 00:08:39,319 --> 00:08:42,022 Uh, maybe secretly, I... 176 00:08:42,047 --> 00:08:44,584 think I'll run into him again. And... 177 00:08:46,421 --> 00:08:49,859 if I do, I want to make sure he recognizes me. 178 00:08:55,926 --> 00:08:58,289 If you don't play that... 179 00:08:58,314 --> 00:09:00,976 every single time you get on stage... 180 00:09:03,249 --> 00:09:05,320 then don't get on stage. 181 00:09:06,722 --> 00:09:08,550 How do I do that? 182 00:09:08,959 --> 00:09:10,867 Uh, you find the best teacher in town, 183 00:09:10,892 --> 00:09:13,069 you get them to notice how talented you are, 184 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:15,297 and then you trust that person completely. 185 00:09:15,448 --> 00:09:16,664 I'll see you tomorrow. 186 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:18,048 Wait, I thought you couldn't do tomorrow. 187 00:09:18,072 --> 00:09:19,659 Well, we can't have a breakthrough like that 188 00:09:19,683 --> 00:09:21,304 and not do tomorrow. 189 00:09:21,606 --> 00:09:23,434 3:00. Don't be late. 190 00:09:23,571 --> 00:09:25,486 I'll be here at 2:50. 191 00:09:33,095 --> 00:09:35,711 "Interior, café." 192 00:09:36,030 --> 00:09:39,648 No, "Interior, bistro." 193 00:09:39,673 --> 00:09:42,406 No, "Interior, coffee shop." 194 00:09:42,431 --> 00:09:43,867 Yeah, that's it. 195 00:09:46,392 --> 00:09:47,703 _ 196 00:09:50,700 --> 00:09:52,963 Hey, Pop. It's 3:00 a.m. 197 00:09:52,988 --> 00:09:54,468 What are you doing up? 198 00:09:57,625 --> 00:09:59,679 Couldn't sleep. What are you doing up? 199 00:09:59,704 --> 00:10:01,945 Writing the next blockbuster? 200 00:10:02,084 --> 00:10:04,234 Trying to. 201 00:10:08,111 --> 00:10:11,023 When you get a draft, I'd love to read it. 202 00:10:13,595 --> 00:10:14,900 There's nothing I'd like more 203 00:10:14,925 --> 00:10:16,598 than to have a draft done for you to read. 204 00:10:19,525 --> 00:10:22,093 You should try to get some sleep. 205 00:10:26,408 --> 00:10:28,497 The bed's really big without her. 206 00:10:32,109 --> 00:10:34,359 I know it's hard, Pop. 207 00:10:36,422 --> 00:10:38,150 I miss her, too. 208 00:10:56,731 --> 00:10:59,383 - Good morning. - Good morning. 209 00:11:00,373 --> 00:11:01,504 You made coffee? 210 00:11:01,529 --> 00:11:03,828 Oh, you bet your sweet ass I did. 211 00:11:04,768 --> 00:11:06,875 Someone's in a good mood. 212 00:11:07,061 --> 00:11:09,023 Did you get a lot of writing done? 213 00:11:09,048 --> 00:11:10,571 Enough. 214 00:11:10,596 --> 00:11:12,424 I had a great conversation with my dad. 215 00:11:12,449 --> 00:11:13,703 - Last night? - Technically, 216 00:11:13,728 --> 00:11:15,070 it was very early this morning. 217 00:11:15,095 --> 00:11:16,242 I didn't hear you talking. 218 00:11:16,267 --> 00:11:19,273 Well, we texted, but unlike his usual texts, 219 00:11:19,298 --> 00:11:20,658 it was more than just a thumbs-up, 220 00:11:20,683 --> 00:11:22,172 thumbs-down, you know? 221 00:11:22,197 --> 00:11:24,125 I didn't even know he was capable of a thumbs-up. 222 00:11:24,150 --> 00:11:25,978 I know, right? But, like, last night, 223 00:11:26,003 --> 00:11:29,102 we had this... this incredible back-and-forth. 224 00:11:29,127 --> 00:11:31,956 He was kind, he was gracious, he was funny. 225 00:11:31,981 --> 00:11:34,594 Yeah... Oh, I got to go shower. 226 00:11:34,619 --> 00:11:36,838 I'm taking my dad to his appointment. 227 00:11:36,876 --> 00:11:39,375 Here's something you never hear me say. 228 00:11:39,725 --> 00:11:43,952 I am looking forward to hanging with my dad today. 229 00:11:45,189 --> 00:11:46,594 Huh? 230 00:11:49,519 --> 00:11:52,000 Hey! I thought you said you made coffee! 231 00:11:52,025 --> 00:11:53,211 Oh, I did. 232 00:11:53,236 --> 00:11:54,846 But then I drank it all. 233 00:11:55,341 --> 00:11:56,734 Sorry. 234 00:12:01,741 --> 00:12:03,055 Hi. 235 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:06,145 Hey, so, I was talking to Anna about how, 236 00:12:06,170 --> 00:12:07,629 when you're in a pressure situation, 237 00:12:07,654 --> 00:12:09,482 it's hard for you to get out of your head. 238 00:12:09,507 --> 00:12:10,950 You were talking to her about me? 239 00:12:10,975 --> 00:12:13,426 Yeah, well, I'm determined to help you crack this. 240 00:12:13,451 --> 00:12:15,148 We just need to take you out of your comfort zone. 241 00:12:15,172 --> 00:12:17,826 So, that way, you can practice performing under pressure. 242 00:12:18,678 --> 00:12:19,772 You didn't see that. 243 00:12:19,797 --> 00:12:21,874 Anna reminded me of a student I had 244 00:12:21,899 --> 00:12:23,843 who was actually even more inhibited than you are. 245 00:12:23,867 --> 00:12:26,366 Well, I'm glad I'm not the most inhibited. 246 00:12:26,391 --> 00:12:28,452 Oh, no, no, that title goes to Gregory. 247 00:12:28,477 --> 00:12:29,652 He's a prodigy, really. 248 00:12:29,677 --> 00:12:30,829 Uh, so brilliant on the cello, 249 00:12:30,853 --> 00:12:33,585 but he would clam up any time it mattered. 250 00:12:33,610 --> 00:12:35,133 But we did this exercise, 251 00:12:35,158 --> 00:12:37,405 and I will just say this totally worked for him. 252 00:12:37,430 --> 00:12:41,835 We had him wear a full-body unitard for our entire session. 253 00:12:42,006 --> 00:12:44,248 Oh, my God. That is so funny. 254 00:12:44,273 --> 00:12:45,536 It was amazing. 255 00:12:45,561 --> 00:12:47,842 He felt so ridiculous and was so uncomfortable, 256 00:12:47,867 --> 00:12:49,826 which is exactly why it worked. 257 00:12:49,851 --> 00:12:52,158 After 20 minutes, he forgot what he was wearing, 258 00:12:52,183 --> 00:12:53,905 and by the end... I can show you the video I took... 259 00:12:53,929 --> 00:12:55,857 It was Zone Three stuff. 260 00:12:55,882 --> 00:12:58,162 I-I guess I could order a unitard. 261 00:12:58,187 --> 00:13:01,203 I haven't done gymnastics since the sixth grade. 262 00:13:01,228 --> 00:13:02,671 I mean, it doesn't have to be a unitard. 263 00:13:02,695 --> 00:13:05,611 I mean, it could be anything... A leotard or a bathing suit. 264 00:13:05,636 --> 00:13:07,764 Just anything that makes you feel a little uncomfortable. 265 00:13:07,788 --> 00:13:09,217 I can totally do that. 266 00:13:09,987 --> 00:13:12,428 You know, actually, I got to go help with the groceries, 267 00:13:12,453 --> 00:13:14,037 but I will see you at 3:00. 268 00:13:14,062 --> 00:13:15,726 Oh, uh, 2:50. 269 00:13:16,085 --> 00:13:18,584 - Hi. Sorry about that. - Hi. 270 00:13:30,556 --> 00:13:31,967 Hey. 271 00:13:33,832 --> 00:13:36,537 Your e-mail said 12:45. It's 12:50. 272 00:13:36,562 --> 00:13:38,974 - I thought I was driving. - Why would you drive? 273 00:13:38,999 --> 00:13:40,740 Because you asked me to take you, Pop. 274 00:13:40,765 --> 00:13:43,162 'Cause I want to be able to go in the carpool lane. 275 00:13:43,187 --> 00:13:45,654 Now, hush up. It's time for traffic on the ones. 276 00:13:45,679 --> 00:13:48,928 Got to be able to make up for that five minutes you kept me waiting. 277 00:13:50,763 --> 00:13:52,974 Unh-unh. You know the rules. 278 00:13:52,999 --> 00:13:54,365 You don't touch the volume. 279 00:13:54,390 --> 00:13:56,310 That's how you broke the knob in the first place. 280 00:13:56,335 --> 00:13:58,076 You don't know how to treat things. 281 00:13:58,101 --> 00:13:59,678 As if you have such a gentle touch. 282 00:13:59,703 --> 00:14:01,641 Can we just get to my stress test? 283 00:14:01,666 --> 00:14:04,107 I need them to give me a test while I'm there. 284 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:05,860 Maybe, on the way back from your mother's, 285 00:14:05,884 --> 00:14:07,582 you can stop by the store? 286 00:14:07,606 --> 00:14:09,904 Aw, sweetie, come on. The recipe says basmati. 287 00:14:09,929 --> 00:14:11,713 It's got to be basmati. 288 00:14:11,738 --> 00:14:13,693 Okay, you're the best. 289 00:14:13,718 --> 00:14:15,217 Alright, love you. 290 00:14:15,242 --> 00:14:17,048 Ah, that was Gregory. 291 00:14:18,132 --> 00:14:19,982 Um, okay, where were we? 292 00:14:20,007 --> 00:14:21,834 Oh, right, right, this is gonna be fun. 293 00:14:21,859 --> 00:14:23,165 Here's what we should do. 294 00:14:23,190 --> 00:14:25,826 Alright, go and change. 295 00:14:25,851 --> 00:14:27,209 You brought something, right? 296 00:14:27,234 --> 00:14:28,826 Uh, yeah, I brought a swimsuit. 297 00:14:28,851 --> 00:14:30,303 - Is that okay? - Perfect. 298 00:14:30,328 --> 00:14:32,881 Change, and when you make your entrance, 299 00:14:32,906 --> 00:14:37,650 step up center stage and perform your audition song. 300 00:14:37,791 --> 00:14:39,209 Uh, great. 301 00:14:39,446 --> 00:14:42,138 Look, I can see you're nervous. That's the point. 302 00:14:42,163 --> 00:14:43,834 The idea is to push through those nerves 303 00:14:43,859 --> 00:14:45,600 like you're gonna have to at your audition. 304 00:14:45,797 --> 00:14:48,278 Alright? Any self-doubt you're feeling, 305 00:14:48,303 --> 00:14:51,615 just leave on the other side of that doorway. 306 00:14:52,300 --> 00:14:53,562 Okay. 307 00:14:53,587 --> 00:14:54,982 Okay. 308 00:15:04,198 --> 00:15:06,326 What do you mean, you messed up? 309 00:15:07,064 --> 00:15:08,936 What's going on, Soph? 310 00:15:10,856 --> 00:15:14,287 Okay, so... when I perform... 311 00:15:14,312 --> 00:15:16,310 sometimes I can get in my head. 312 00:15:16,576 --> 00:15:18,187 I mean, y-you saw it 313 00:15:18,212 --> 00:15:19,764 when I did that first audition for Peter. 314 00:15:19,788 --> 00:15:21,248 I was different on the street. 315 00:15:21,273 --> 00:15:23,474 I thought you were great both times. 316 00:15:24,746 --> 00:15:28,232 But okay, yeah, you... you were a little freer on the street. 317 00:15:28,257 --> 00:15:29,631 Exactly. 318 00:15:30,508 --> 00:15:34,959 And so we did this exercise to get me out of my head. 319 00:15:36,997 --> 00:15:40,435 Uh, should I... just walk out? 320 00:15:40,722 --> 00:15:43,099 Well, uh, not like that. 321 00:15:43,455 --> 00:15:45,865 You have to make an entrance! 322 00:15:46,114 --> 00:15:47,693 Oh, okay. 323 00:15:48,999 --> 00:15:51,146 You know, uh, one time, 324 00:15:51,171 --> 00:15:53,434 I was at a recording studio in the Village, 325 00:15:53,459 --> 00:15:55,990 and, uh, we're all sitting there... 326 00:15:56,659 --> 00:16:00,226 and suddenly, you could feel the energy in the room 327 00:16:00,251 --> 00:16:01,774 just... shift. 328 00:16:01,799 --> 00:16:03,787 I-I mean, it was palpable. 329 00:16:04,029 --> 00:16:06,053 We all turned. 330 00:16:06,330 --> 00:16:09,670 It was Britney Spears, height of her career, 331 00:16:09,695 --> 00:16:11,638 a-and it was obvious why. 332 00:16:11,663 --> 00:16:14,279 She... She didn't just walk in. 333 00:16:15,344 --> 00:16:17,482 She entered the room! 334 00:16:17,925 --> 00:16:19,796 I want you to do that. 335 00:16:19,821 --> 00:16:21,300 Whenever you're ready. 336 00:16:37,197 --> 00:16:39,270 Sorry, this is just... 337 00:16:39,295 --> 00:16:42,074 No, no, no, no, no. No apologies. 338 00:16:42,099 --> 00:16:44,231 This is all part of the exercise. 339 00:16:44,494 --> 00:16:47,098 It was the exact same way with Gregory. 340 00:16:47,607 --> 00:16:49,218 You know what? 341 00:16:50,339 --> 00:16:53,512 Why don't we film this so you can see your progress? 342 00:16:54,562 --> 00:16:55,801 Okay. 343 00:16:55,826 --> 00:16:57,262 Yeah. 344 00:17:01,940 --> 00:17:06,354 Your guitar teacher had you wear a swimsuit 345 00:17:06,379 --> 00:17:07,819 during the lesson? 346 00:17:09,477 --> 00:17:13,073 Yes, but it was to help me build confidence. 347 00:17:13,098 --> 00:17:14,698 And he filmed it? 348 00:17:15,131 --> 00:17:17,364 Yes, s-so I could see the progress. 349 00:17:17,389 --> 00:17:20,801 I mean, he... he's done it with other students, and... 350 00:17:21,497 --> 00:17:24,028 Oh, my God. You're obviously not gonna get this. 351 00:17:24,053 --> 00:17:25,054 - Just forget it. - No, no, no, no. 352 00:17:25,078 --> 00:17:26,552 No, please, I don't want to talk about it anymore. 353 00:17:26,576 --> 00:17:28,418 - Please, just leave. - I'm just trying to understand you. 354 00:17:28,442 --> 00:17:30,479 I... Seriously, just get out! 355 00:17:31,032 --> 00:17:32,555 Get out! 356 00:17:44,159 --> 00:17:46,534 Hey, Maggie, it's me. I, uh... 357 00:17:46,800 --> 00:17:50,112 I need you to drop everything you're doing and come over here. 358 00:17:50,331 --> 00:17:52,071 Uh, right now. 359 00:17:55,137 --> 00:17:58,565 49... 50... 51. 360 00:17:58,590 --> 00:18:00,456 - Oh. - Yeah, only 51. 361 00:18:00,481 --> 00:18:02,557 3 of hearts. That's our culprit. 362 00:18:02,582 --> 00:18:05,736 Well, I wish we'd discovered that before we played two games. 363 00:18:06,879 --> 00:18:09,143 You mean, before you lost two games. 364 00:18:09,168 --> 00:18:11,083 And you were never collecting 3s, 365 00:18:11,108 --> 00:18:13,260 so don't get your panties in a bunch. 366 00:18:16,209 --> 00:18:18,065 A sticky note that sticks. Who'd have thunk? 367 00:18:18,090 --> 00:18:20,782 You know, it's not too late for me to start playing solitaire. 368 00:18:20,807 --> 00:18:22,190 Ha. 369 00:18:22,753 --> 00:18:24,440 I listened to your album. 370 00:18:24,891 --> 00:18:26,748 A couple songs weren't so bad. 371 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:28,601 Thanks? 372 00:18:28,838 --> 00:18:30,385 Why'd you guys stop playing? 373 00:18:30,410 --> 00:18:32,630 Because, uh, they got sick of me. 374 00:18:33,217 --> 00:18:34,534 So did I. 375 00:18:34,559 --> 00:18:36,559 That's how I ended up here the first time. 376 00:18:37,340 --> 00:18:42,224 You know... you and I are the same person. 377 00:18:45,229 --> 00:18:47,310 Yeah, you're right. We're not. 378 00:18:47,335 --> 00:18:49,122 I'm like six steps ahead of you. 379 00:18:49,147 --> 00:18:50,713 I've already accepted the fact 380 00:18:50,738 --> 00:18:53,567 that I can't be the version of who they want me to be. 381 00:18:53,592 --> 00:18:55,021 Hmm. 382 00:18:55,273 --> 00:18:59,771 Are you... talking about the fact that you're, um... 383 00:19:01,471 --> 00:19:03,146 That I'm what? 384 00:19:03,171 --> 00:19:05,972 Watching you struggle for a word that describes me right now? 385 00:19:07,405 --> 00:19:12,146 Is it, uh, "alcoholic" or, uh, maybe "human being"? 386 00:19:13,261 --> 00:19:14,412 I know. 387 00:19:14,437 --> 00:19:17,115 "A better card player than you." 388 00:19:17,348 --> 00:19:19,013 All true. 389 00:19:19,284 --> 00:19:21,310 Also, I'm transgender. 390 00:19:21,335 --> 00:19:24,686 And I'm collecting 3s. 391 00:19:27,640 --> 00:19:29,521 Look. 392 00:19:29,752 --> 00:19:33,451 I am sure that you've had your share of struggles. 393 00:19:34,290 --> 00:19:35,948 But... 394 00:19:36,324 --> 00:19:38,550 we are not the same. 395 00:19:39,819 --> 00:19:42,822 For one, you chose to be a woman. 396 00:19:42,847 --> 00:19:44,675 I did not choose to be in this chair. 397 00:19:46,689 --> 00:19:48,441 Wow. 398 00:19:48,466 --> 00:19:51,206 So many mistakes with what you just said. 399 00:19:52,103 --> 00:19:54,526 What I chose... 400 00:19:54,551 --> 00:19:56,730 was to be myself. 401 00:19:57,713 --> 00:20:01,511 So you were right, accidentally. 402 00:20:03,154 --> 00:20:06,667 But what I didn't choose was to be born in a man's body. 403 00:20:07,431 --> 00:20:10,058 All the pressure that you're facing 404 00:20:10,083 --> 00:20:12,401 to be the husband and dad and friend 405 00:20:12,426 --> 00:20:14,341 they think you should be... 406 00:20:14,366 --> 00:20:16,823 Or even worse, you think you should be... 407 00:20:18,073 --> 00:20:19,466 You need to put that all aside, 408 00:20:19,491 --> 00:20:22,105 because you're never gonna be that guy. 409 00:20:23,418 --> 00:20:25,159 But maybe, like me, 410 00:20:25,184 --> 00:20:27,651 there's a beautiful person inside. 411 00:20:29,185 --> 00:20:31,553 You just have to find her and let her out. 412 00:20:33,926 --> 00:20:36,948 Ooh, and one other way I'm six steps ahead of you. 413 00:20:38,213 --> 00:20:39,558 Gin. 414 00:20:40,825 --> 00:20:42,435 I'd be a one-eyed snake charmer now 415 00:20:42,460 --> 00:20:44,723 if we'd have been playing strip poker. 416 00:20:47,378 --> 00:20:48,706 Man. 417 00:21:10,345 --> 00:21:11,955 You up? 418 00:21:12,445 --> 00:21:13,789 Yeah. 419 00:21:16,104 --> 00:21:17,649 Thanks again for today. 420 00:21:17,674 --> 00:21:19,320 It was fun hanging out with you. 421 00:21:20,371 --> 00:21:21,781 It was? 422 00:21:24,960 --> 00:21:26,745 It was. 423 00:21:28,821 --> 00:21:32,086 I've been going to see Mom every night after dinner. 424 00:21:33,717 --> 00:21:36,297 You go to the cemetery every night? 425 00:21:37,133 --> 00:21:39,711 I know, but it helps me. 426 00:21:39,754 --> 00:21:41,875 Pillow talk. I get it. 427 00:21:43,171 --> 00:21:46,555 Speaking of which, thanks for the tip. 428 00:21:46,580 --> 00:21:49,477 Putting pillows on her side really helps. 429 00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:54,211 Then why are you up? 430 00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:57,609 Because my prostate is also 75. 431 00:21:57,634 --> 00:22:01,461 Got up to pee. And I wanted to say hi to my son. 432 00:22:01,942 --> 00:22:03,805 Good night. 433 00:22:04,515 --> 00:22:06,387 Good night, Pop. 434 00:22:38,869 --> 00:22:41,756 Gary, I told you, I don't want to talk right now! 435 00:22:41,904 --> 00:22:43,756 Soph, it's Maggie. 436 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:48,645 Hey. Can I come in? 437 00:22:50,609 --> 00:22:53,273 I cannot believe that he called you. I... 438 00:22:53,298 --> 00:22:55,648 He's making such a big deal out of nothing. 439 00:22:55,916 --> 00:22:58,741 Well, we both know Gary has a tendency to overreact, 440 00:22:58,766 --> 00:23:00,812 so right on schedule. 441 00:23:00,837 --> 00:23:04,765 But it does sound like you're kind of upset. 442 00:23:05,956 --> 00:23:07,566 Can we talk? 443 00:23:09,501 --> 00:23:11,757 Well, I was telling Gary 444 00:23:11,782 --> 00:23:13,828 about this exercise I did at my guitar lesson, 445 00:23:13,853 --> 00:23:15,663 and he just totally flipped out. 446 00:23:15,881 --> 00:23:17,013 Well, the good news is, 447 00:23:17,038 --> 00:23:19,288 I am known in the Greater Boston area 448 00:23:19,313 --> 00:23:22,405 for my inability to flip in or out. 449 00:23:24,193 --> 00:23:28,458 Uh, Gary said Peter was filming you? 450 00:23:28,909 --> 00:23:31,991 As part of the exercise to get me out of my head. 451 00:23:32,801 --> 00:23:36,848 ? Can you see your baby girl ? 452 00:23:36,873 --> 00:23:41,148 ? In the woman I've come to be ? 453 00:23:41,173 --> 00:23:48,005 ? If you saw me no-o-o-w ? 454 00:23:48,030 --> 00:23:51,666 ? Would you still know me? ? 455 00:24:00,025 --> 00:24:01,643 It's better. 456 00:24:02,377 --> 00:24:03,683 We'll get it. 457 00:24:08,417 --> 00:24:11,786 Listen, uh, I wasn't gonna tell you this... 458 00:24:11,811 --> 00:24:14,205 but remember how I said before 459 00:24:14,230 --> 00:24:16,232 that I was secretly rooting for you? 460 00:24:16,362 --> 00:24:19,551 Well, it's not so secret. 461 00:24:19,576 --> 00:24:22,231 I may have put in a good word for you 462 00:24:22,256 --> 00:24:24,389 with one of my friends who's on the board at MMI. 463 00:24:24,414 --> 00:24:25,720 - Really? - Yes. 464 00:24:25,745 --> 00:24:27,793 Sophie, you are so close to being ready. 465 00:24:27,818 --> 00:24:29,342 You just have to imagine 466 00:24:29,367 --> 00:24:32,153 that there is a record exec sitting in the audience 467 00:24:32,178 --> 00:24:33,397 who's deciding whether or not 468 00:24:33,422 --> 00:24:35,442 he's gonna invest time and money in you, 469 00:24:35,467 --> 00:24:38,278 producing the album, marketing it, setting up the tour. 470 00:24:38,303 --> 00:24:41,286 You have to convince him that you're a star. 471 00:24:41,311 --> 00:24:44,286 When you're up here, you have to sell confidence! 472 00:24:44,311 --> 00:24:45,442 You have to own it! 473 00:24:45,467 --> 00:24:48,059 "Whoo! Hello, Cleveland!" 474 00:24:48,084 --> 00:24:50,778 You have to want 14-year-old girls to want to be you. 475 00:24:50,803 --> 00:24:52,504 You have to want boys everywhere 476 00:24:52,529 --> 00:24:54,618 to put your poster on their walls. 477 00:24:54,643 --> 00:24:56,653 You're not some session performer. 478 00:24:56,678 --> 00:24:58,106 You're not a little girl. 479 00:24:58,131 --> 00:25:01,779 You are a beautiful, talented, powerful woman 480 00:25:01,804 --> 00:25:03,927 who has a story... Wait, what? 481 00:25:04,854 --> 00:25:06,802 So sorry, so sorry. Just excuse me one second. 482 00:25:06,827 --> 00:25:09,278 I'm sorry. You... You... You want me to what? 483 00:25:09,513 --> 00:25:10,935 No. No. 484 00:25:10,975 --> 00:25:12,648 I mean, I'm in the middle of a show here. 485 00:25:12,673 --> 00:25:13,892 And... And I'm crushing it. 486 00:25:13,917 --> 00:25:16,224 And Sophie's totally laughing. 487 00:25:16,540 --> 00:25:19,325 Yeah. Yeah, she's totally loosening up. 488 00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:21,161 You... Hold... Hold on a second. 489 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:22,883 You were saying, you want me... 490 00:25:22,908 --> 00:25:25,172 You think that if I put on some music.. okay... 491 00:25:25,197 --> 00:25:28,070 And then... and have some fun dancing around 492 00:25:28,095 --> 00:25:29,131 that she's gonna want to do that, too? 493 00:25:29,155 --> 00:25:30,450 I don't... I don't know. 494 00:25:30,475 --> 00:25:32,085 She doesn't seem convinced. 495 00:25:32,110 --> 00:25:34,155 I mean, I guess I could give it a shot. 496 00:25:34,355 --> 00:25:36,115 ? Day to night to morning ? 497 00:25:36,139 --> 00:25:38,359 - I mean... - ? Keep with me in the moment ? 498 00:25:38,384 --> 00:25:40,691 ? I'd let you had I known it ? 499 00:25:40,716 --> 00:25:42,982 - Oh, there. - ? Why don't you say so? ? 500 00:25:43,007 --> 00:25:46,583 ? Didn't even notice, no punches left to roll ? 501 00:25:46,608 --> 00:25:49,385 - Oh, my... Oh, my gosh. It's working! - ? You got to keep me focused ? 502 00:25:49,409 --> 00:25:50,976 It's working! Whoa! 503 00:25:51,001 --> 00:25:53,290 Yeah! She's got moves! 504 00:25:53,315 --> 00:25:55,540 - Nice! Hey! - ? Keep with me in the moment ? 505 00:25:55,565 --> 00:25:57,196 You know who that guy is? 506 00:25:57,221 --> 00:25:59,188 That is the head of the record label. 507 00:25:59,213 --> 00:26:01,432 That's the guy who's deciding if he should invest 508 00:26:01,457 --> 00:26:03,930 $30 million in you to make you a star. 509 00:26:04,787 --> 00:26:06,844 Oh. Oh, so now you're gonna stop? 510 00:26:09,411 --> 00:26:11,102 Yes! 511 00:26:11,127 --> 00:26:13,305 ? Fell in love ? 512 00:26:13,330 --> 00:26:15,415 ? You ain't coming out your shell ? 513 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:17,649 ? You really ain't been yourself ? 514 00:26:17,674 --> 00:26:19,383 ? Tell me, what must I do? ? 515 00:26:19,408 --> 00:26:21,642 ? Do tell, my love ? 516 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:24,133 He had you dance around in your swimsuit? 517 00:26:24,158 --> 00:26:26,251 It was all to make me feel more comfortable. 518 00:26:26,276 --> 00:26:28,196 I-I-I mean, the whole thing was stupid. 519 00:26:28,221 --> 00:26:29,440 We were just being dorky 520 00:26:29,465 --> 00:26:31,836 and so I would stop being self-conscious. 521 00:26:32,892 --> 00:26:37,505 ? And we can dance all day around it ? 522 00:26:37,530 --> 00:26:39,274 ? If you front... ? 523 00:26:39,299 --> 00:26:40,299 - You feel it? - Yes. 524 00:26:40,324 --> 00:26:41,969 I said, "Do you feel it?" 525 00:26:41,994 --> 00:26:43,461 - Yes! I feel it! - Yes. 526 00:26:43,486 --> 00:26:45,444 This is where you want to be! Lock it in! 527 00:26:45,469 --> 00:26:46,766 I'm totally locked in. 528 00:26:46,791 --> 00:26:48,096 You know what? 529 00:27:00,432 --> 00:27:02,304 Here's what I want you to do. 530 00:27:02,808 --> 00:27:05,012 Go out that door... 531 00:27:05,037 --> 00:27:06,614 get dressed if you want... 532 00:27:06,639 --> 00:27:08,059 but don't lose this feeling. 533 00:27:08,084 --> 00:27:12,131 When I say "go," make an entrance. 534 00:27:13,669 --> 00:27:14,841 Okay. 535 00:27:14,866 --> 00:27:17,420 Alright, I want you to harness that confidence you just showed me! 536 00:27:17,444 --> 00:27:19,723 It's infectious! It's... It's... It's raw. 537 00:27:19,748 --> 00:27:22,192 Hey, to be honest, it's sexy, which is good, 538 00:27:22,217 --> 00:27:24,175 because sex sells in this business. 539 00:27:24,479 --> 00:27:25,828 Use it! Own it! 540 00:27:25,853 --> 00:27:27,638 Let it work for you. 541 00:27:31,501 --> 00:27:34,453 Well, look who just came in. 542 00:27:34,478 --> 00:27:36,453 A rock star! 543 00:27:36,478 --> 00:27:38,547 Look out, MMI. 544 00:27:38,572 --> 00:27:41,912 He really got me out of my shell, and it made me believe 545 00:27:41,937 --> 00:27:43,744 in myself and... 546 00:27:43,769 --> 00:27:45,858 Oh, shoot, low battery. 547 00:27:46,144 --> 00:27:47,820 Uh, you can charge it later, 548 00:27:47,845 --> 00:27:49,844 but, um, just tell me what you were gonna... 549 00:27:49,869 --> 00:27:52,211 You know, my cord is in my backpack downstairs. 550 00:27:52,236 --> 00:27:54,180 - Just let me go get it. - Sophie. 551 00:27:58,842 --> 00:28:01,026 Oh, great. You invited everyone. 552 00:28:01,051 --> 00:28:02,488 Wonderful. 553 00:28:04,176 --> 00:28:05,503 You need a glass of water right now. 554 00:28:05,527 --> 00:28:07,033 - What? - Go to the kitchen. 555 00:28:07,058 --> 00:28:08,768 You need a glass of water right now. 556 00:28:10,097 --> 00:28:13,221 Yeah. Just need another glass of water. 557 00:28:13,246 --> 00:28:14,526 Excuse me. 558 00:28:14,551 --> 00:28:15,666 What do I do? 559 00:28:15,691 --> 00:28:16,953 I want you to go upstairs 560 00:28:16,978 --> 00:28:18,713 and give her the space to talk to us. 561 00:28:19,432 --> 00:28:20,908 Is she okay? 562 00:28:20,933 --> 00:28:22,330 No. 563 00:28:22,355 --> 00:28:24,463 She just doesn't know it yet. 564 00:28:40,308 --> 00:28:42,658 Why the hell would you buy a whole radio 565 00:28:42,683 --> 00:28:45,104 just for a knob, especially now? 566 00:28:45,129 --> 00:28:46,885 You say you're working on a new movie. 567 00:28:46,910 --> 00:28:48,955 So I assume someone told you 568 00:28:48,980 --> 00:28:50,862 the other one got canceled, right? 569 00:28:51,125 --> 00:28:53,393 You got to be smart about money, son. 570 00:28:55,049 --> 00:28:56,746 Forgive me... 571 00:28:56,771 --> 00:28:58,901 for buying you a thoughtful gift. 572 00:28:58,926 --> 00:29:00,408 Trust me, it will never happen again. 573 00:29:14,578 --> 00:29:16,830 So, what were you guys talking about up there? 574 00:29:16,855 --> 00:29:18,315 Oh, um... 575 00:29:18,340 --> 00:29:20,916 she was just telling me about her guitar teacher, Peter, 576 00:29:20,941 --> 00:29:24,026 and this exercise they did... This icebreaker. 577 00:29:24,051 --> 00:29:27,237 Um, Sophie said it really helped her open up. 578 00:29:27,318 --> 00:29:29,886 Uh, yeah, it was important for my audition, 579 00:29:29,911 --> 00:29:31,434 and it really got me out of my head. 580 00:29:31,459 --> 00:29:33,010 Sounds cool. 581 00:29:33,623 --> 00:29:36,713 Is that what you and Gary were talking about before? 582 00:29:36,738 --> 00:29:39,045 You know, he just didn't get it. 583 00:29:39,314 --> 00:29:42,406 Well, I mean, I kind of understand that, Soph. 584 00:29:42,430 --> 00:29:46,573 The bathing suit and the dancing. 585 00:29:46,598 --> 00:29:49,619 Did any of that make you feel uncomfortable? 586 00:29:49,644 --> 00:29:51,565 Yeah, but that was the whole point. 587 00:29:51,590 --> 00:29:53,200 It means that I was doing it right. 588 00:29:53,225 --> 00:29:55,793 But... it's, like, Gary just doesn't get it. 589 00:29:55,818 --> 00:29:57,752 He's been so crazy during COVID. 590 00:29:57,777 --> 00:29:59,135 I mean, I literally had to change 591 00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:00,963 Peter's number to Jake's in my phone, 592 00:30:00,988 --> 00:30:02,487 just to go to my lessons. 593 00:30:03,001 --> 00:30:04,001 Yeah, Gary said something 594 00:30:04,026 --> 00:30:06,823 about you being worried that you messed up. 595 00:30:07,095 --> 00:30:08,619 Is that what you meant, 596 00:30:08,644 --> 00:30:10,027 because you changed his name in your phone? 597 00:30:10,051 --> 00:30:11,879 No, I-I just did that to make sure 598 00:30:11,904 --> 00:30:13,760 that I could still rehearse. 599 00:30:14,814 --> 00:30:17,513 Getting into MMI is everything. 600 00:30:18,260 --> 00:30:22,002 So, what did you mean when you said that you messed up? 601 00:30:30,770 --> 00:30:32,877 Oh, my God, what did I do? 602 00:30:32,902 --> 00:30:35,058 - What is it? - Is it from him? 603 00:30:35,703 --> 00:30:37,652 - Uh... - What's it say? 604 00:30:40,008 --> 00:30:43,098 Um, uh, uh, 605 00:30:43,123 --> 00:30:45,183 "The photo you sent is really inappropriate, 606 00:30:45,208 --> 00:30:47,659 and unfortunately, I'm unable to continue working with you. 607 00:30:47,684 --> 00:30:49,995 I wish you the best in your endeavors." 608 00:30:51,136 --> 00:30:53,511 I just wrecked everything. 609 00:30:55,051 --> 00:30:56,862 What photo? 610 00:30:56,887 --> 00:30:58,230 Uh... 611 00:30:58,632 --> 00:31:00,214 Soph? 612 00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:04,159 I... uh... 613 00:31:04,841 --> 00:31:07,148 I-I-It was supposed to be like 614 00:31:07,173 --> 00:31:10,152 this Britney Spears picture he was talking about. 615 00:31:10,177 --> 00:31:12,191 I w-was posing in a... 616 00:31:12,216 --> 00:31:14,073 Oh, my God, I'm so stupid. 617 00:31:14,098 --> 00:31:16,175 I was just trying to get us back to before. 618 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:17,200 I didn't... 619 00:31:17,225 --> 00:31:19,448 What do you mean by "before"? 620 00:31:21,036 --> 00:31:24,105 Oh, my God, it... It was just so awkward, 621 00:31:24,130 --> 00:31:26,237 and I didn't want it to be. 622 00:31:26,262 --> 00:31:27,558 And I... I don't know, 623 00:31:27,583 --> 00:31:29,927 maybe I had made it awkward or... 624 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,534 Because I just wanted to focus on the work for the audition. 625 00:31:33,559 --> 00:31:34,823 I... 626 00:31:34,848 --> 00:31:37,706 I wanted to let him know that I could move past it. 627 00:31:37,871 --> 00:31:39,351 Move past what? 628 00:31:43,401 --> 00:31:44,719 Sophie... 629 00:31:45,314 --> 00:31:47,993 I need you to tell me what happened. 630 00:32:00,458 --> 00:32:02,539 When I got the audition... 631 00:32:03,224 --> 00:32:05,009 I went by to see him. 632 00:32:07,598 --> 00:32:09,031 I did it. 633 00:32:09,056 --> 00:32:10,797 They called me! I got it! 634 00:32:10,822 --> 00:32:12,824 You are such a star! 635 00:32:12,849 --> 00:32:14,898 Oh, my gosh. I knew you had it in you. 636 00:32:14,923 --> 00:32:17,124 We just needed everybody else to see it. 637 00:32:17,149 --> 00:32:18,906 Hey, look, look, look, look. 638 00:32:18,931 --> 00:32:24,273 Look at how confident and sexy that woman is, huh? 639 00:32:24,298 --> 00:32:25,578 I want to buy her album. 640 00:32:26,845 --> 00:32:28,453 Reminds me of, um... 641 00:32:29,382 --> 00:32:31,132 Reminds me of Britney Spears... 642 00:32:31,157 --> 00:32:33,453 on the cover of her "Toxic" single. 643 00:32:34,159 --> 00:32:36,242 So uninhibited. 644 00:32:37,031 --> 00:32:40,468 And he, uh... 645 00:32:41,458 --> 00:32:43,359 Did he try to kiss you? 646 00:32:43,384 --> 00:32:44,385 No. 647 00:32:44,409 --> 00:32:47,462 Uh, he put his hand on my s-shoulder. 648 00:32:49,439 --> 00:32:55,421 And then he unzipped his pants. 649 00:32:58,202 --> 00:33:00,161 Did he touch you? 650 00:33:01,302 --> 00:33:04,296 Uh... Uh, he... 651 00:33:05,617 --> 00:33:06,890 No. 652 00:33:06,915 --> 00:33:09,460 He didn't touch me. 653 00:33:13,201 --> 00:33:16,292 He... He just touched himself. 654 00:33:22,477 --> 00:33:24,390 And, uh... 655 00:33:26,121 --> 00:33:30,737 then, when he was... done, 656 00:33:30,918 --> 00:33:35,052 uh, he z-zipped up and said... 657 00:33:35,217 --> 00:33:37,245 "Great work today." 658 00:33:38,946 --> 00:33:40,687 And that's what was so strange, 659 00:33:40,712 --> 00:33:43,354 is that he was acting like nothing had happened. 660 00:33:44,081 --> 00:33:46,518 Let me know how the audition goes, okay? 661 00:33:46,686 --> 00:33:48,514 Uh, yeah, I will. 662 00:33:48,809 --> 00:33:50,115 Thanks. 663 00:33:53,512 --> 00:33:55,464 You're gonna crush it. 664 00:33:55,589 --> 00:33:58,752 He was being completely normal, like it wasn't a big deal. 665 00:33:59,087 --> 00:34:01,838 So, when I got home, 666 00:34:01,863 --> 00:34:05,344 I thought that the best thing for me 667 00:34:05,369 --> 00:34:07,292 was to do the same thing. 668 00:34:09,124 --> 00:34:11,387 That's why you sent him the photo? 669 00:34:11,555 --> 00:34:13,221 Yeah. 670 00:34:14,074 --> 00:34:17,565 It was... It was like, "You know what? Fine. 671 00:34:17,590 --> 00:34:19,815 What happened happened, 672 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:22,625 and if you're not gonna make a big deal out of it, 673 00:34:22,650 --> 00:34:24,299 then neither am I." 674 00:34:26,344 --> 00:34:28,213 Uh, but I-I didn't want to... 675 00:34:28,238 --> 00:34:31,659 want to mess up my audition, wreck my chances. 676 00:34:31,684 --> 00:34:34,276 Sophie, you haven't done anything wrong. 677 00:34:36,039 --> 00:34:37,612 How do you know that? 678 00:34:38,571 --> 00:34:40,252 I mean, I might have made him think that... 679 00:34:40,277 --> 00:34:41,975 No, you didn't. 680 00:34:45,337 --> 00:34:47,088 No, you didn't. 681 00:34:48,911 --> 00:34:52,088 And I know that because Maggie told me the same thing. 682 00:34:52,468 --> 00:34:54,096 About my uncle. 683 00:34:54,928 --> 00:34:57,651 She told me I did nothing wrong. 684 00:34:57,676 --> 00:35:01,620 And even though I didn't know it at the time, I know it now. 685 00:35:03,887 --> 00:35:06,588 And I need you to know it, too. 686 00:35:08,542 --> 00:35:11,729 The fact is, Peter reacted that way to the photo 687 00:35:11,754 --> 00:35:14,017 not because he thought it was inappropriate, 688 00:35:14,042 --> 00:35:17,510 but because this is the only part that he can't deny. 689 00:35:17,535 --> 00:35:19,213 It's a paper trail, and he had to be 690 00:35:19,238 --> 00:35:21,182 on the record as objecting to it. 691 00:35:21,207 --> 00:35:24,706 I'm sorry, but, uh, why would she send him that photo 692 00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:26,190 after what he did to her? 693 00:35:26,215 --> 00:35:28,276 I know it might not make any sense, but... 694 00:35:28,664 --> 00:35:32,377 Sophie sent that photo to try to normalize what happened, 695 00:35:32,408 --> 00:35:34,377 to take any sexuality that was there 696 00:35:34,402 --> 00:35:35,925 and redirect it back to the work. 697 00:35:35,950 --> 00:35:38,471 That's why it was an album cover. 698 00:35:38,623 --> 00:35:43,534 She was trying to show him how committed she was to her career, 699 00:35:43,559 --> 00:35:44,815 and at the same time, 700 00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:46,722 letting him know that she wasn't gonna be any trouble. 701 00:35:46,746 --> 00:35:48,008 She should be trouble. 702 00:35:48,033 --> 00:35:49,643 This is Sophie we're talking about. 703 00:35:49,668 --> 00:35:52,151 Why... Why isn't she over there smashing guitars? 704 00:35:52,176 --> 00:35:53,745 Because... 705 00:35:54,057 --> 00:35:58,583 as much as a part of her knows that what he did was wrong, 706 00:35:58,608 --> 00:36:00,828 her brain is working overtime 707 00:36:00,853 --> 00:36:03,177 to try to make that not the case. 708 00:36:03,716 --> 00:36:06,632 Her entire future is riding on this. 709 00:36:06,657 --> 00:36:09,450 She gave up Harvard for her dream of music, 710 00:36:09,475 --> 00:36:11,358 and her teacher, 711 00:36:11,383 --> 00:36:15,748 a man who she looked up to and trusted, 712 00:36:15,773 --> 00:36:17,209 he knew that. 713 00:36:17,234 --> 00:36:18,967 He chose her. 714 00:36:19,175 --> 00:36:22,439 He knew that her dad died, he knew that her mom was away, 715 00:36:22,464 --> 00:36:25,147 and he knew that she couldn't lose anything else right now. 716 00:36:25,172 --> 00:36:27,943 So he groomed her. 717 00:36:30,859 --> 00:36:33,253 He used her history against her. 718 00:36:36,828 --> 00:36:38,438 I'm gonna kill him. 719 00:36:38,589 --> 00:36:40,069 No, you're not. 720 00:36:41,828 --> 00:36:44,975 You're gonna take all the anger that you are feeling right now 721 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,053 and harness it to help Sophie through this. 722 00:36:50,759 --> 00:36:52,228 Yeah. 723 00:36:57,278 --> 00:36:59,215 And then I'm gonna kill him. 724 00:37:03,969 --> 00:37:05,863 You know, I can take that up to her. 725 00:37:06,580 --> 00:37:07,994 You should go home and get some rest. 726 00:37:08,018 --> 00:37:11,449 I know this was your first night off in months. 727 00:37:12,154 --> 00:37:14,504 Probably not what you had in mind. 728 00:37:14,759 --> 00:37:16,413 No, it wasn't, 729 00:37:16,438 --> 00:37:21,232 but I couldn't think of a more important way to spend it. 730 00:37:22,544 --> 00:37:24,529 I'm so glad you were here. 731 00:37:24,554 --> 00:37:26,458 Thank you for letting me tag in. 732 00:37:27,851 --> 00:37:29,702 She's gonna need us. 733 00:37:30,926 --> 00:37:33,059 I'm gonna go take this up to her. 734 00:37:41,986 --> 00:37:44,000 Leave a message after the tone. 735 00:37:44,025 --> 00:37:45,485 Dr. Stacy, hi. 736 00:37:45,510 --> 00:37:46,797 Uh, it's Maggie Bloom. 737 00:37:46,822 --> 00:37:48,610 I just wanted to call 738 00:37:48,635 --> 00:37:51,579 and let you know that I thought about it, 739 00:37:51,604 --> 00:37:55,782 and after realizing that just being there for someone 740 00:37:55,807 --> 00:37:57,664 can make a big difference, 741 00:37:58,295 --> 00:37:59,782 I want to do it. 742 00:38:00,302 --> 00:38:02,609 Alright. Bye. 743 00:38:19,383 --> 00:38:21,385 Hey, Mom. 744 00:38:23,241 --> 00:38:24,911 I thought maybe Dad would be here. 745 00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:27,818 I don't know if he told you, but he and I have been... 746 00:38:29,477 --> 00:38:31,411 Yeah, you know. 747 00:38:31,765 --> 00:38:34,536 But you're right... He does have a sweet side. 748 00:38:35,669 --> 00:38:37,976 I just wish I could see it in person. 749 00:39:01,094 --> 00:39:03,033 You must be Rome. 750 00:39:03,182 --> 00:39:06,830 Omar wouldn't have known to bring water for the vase. 751 00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:10,424 I'm sorry, have we met before? 752 00:39:10,449 --> 00:39:12,799 No. I'm Florence. 753 00:39:12,824 --> 00:39:15,322 Your dad told me about the knob for his radio. 754 00:39:15,347 --> 00:39:17,213 He loved it. 755 00:39:17,369 --> 00:39:18,892 Oh. 756 00:39:24,150 --> 00:39:26,431 I'm here for you, Soph. 757 00:39:27,704 --> 00:39:29,515 You just tell me what you want. 758 00:39:35,010 --> 00:39:36,708 Uh, there is one thing. 759 00:39:50,799 --> 00:39:53,115 Uh, Mom, hey, it's me. 760 00:39:57,491 --> 00:40:01,147 Uh, s-something happened, and... 761 00:40:04,851 --> 00:40:06,912 I'm so sorry. 762 00:40:46,470 --> 00:40:47,711 What?! 763 00:40:47,736 --> 00:40:49,172 Where are you? 764 00:40:50,462 --> 00:40:51,704 I'm out. 765 00:40:51,729 --> 00:40:53,486 Are you at Peter's house? 766 00:40:56,590 --> 00:40:58,017 I'm out. 767 00:40:58,042 --> 00:40:59,821 Gary, listen to me. 768 00:40:59,846 --> 00:41:01,978 This does not help Sophie. 769 00:41:02,003 --> 00:41:03,634 It doesn't. 770 00:41:03,959 --> 00:41:06,179 Band of dads, Rome. 771 00:41:08,471 --> 00:41:10,299 Band of dads. 772 00:41:55,041 --> 00:42:02,751 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com