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Abigail.

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'I have had it with you!'

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Abigail?

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Abigail.

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Abigail! Abigail!

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CREDITS --- CREDITS-- CREDITS

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Don't say it.

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Say what?

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The job's too much for me.

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Wasn't going to.

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You said you needed to be up early.

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I am absolutely fine.

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I know what day it is, love.

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How on earth did we all
squeeze into there?

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I'll see you downstairs.

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Heavy goods vehicle.

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Cool. I am on a roll.

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Caravan...

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Will you please just fuck off?

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Oil tanker...

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Ah, Dr Robertson!
I need your advice.

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Would I be able to talk to you
about night shifts at some point?

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Not right now, Addy, thank you.

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Good morning, Constance.
Let's get started.

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I'd like you
to take a look at these.

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You're being very assertive today.

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Very Helen Mirren.

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It's quite sexy.

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You need to try and remember
anything at all from that night.

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I've been looking
at the weather reports.

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That storm was pretty severe.

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The rain would have been blowing
across the bridge in strong gusts.

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However insignificant, Connie,
it doesn't matter.

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What is it?

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You're not going to throw up again,
are you?

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I don't think DCI Tennison
would have done that.

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You still don't get it, do you?

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Right now, your alternatives
are looking pretty grim.

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Life in prison,
or life in a psychiatric hospital.

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Did you sleep badly?

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You're being very irritable. OK.

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Ah. I can see that you started on
the antidepressants three years ago.

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And then in May, you were put
on corticosteroids for hair loss

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and lorazepam for extreme anxiety
and insomnia. Is that correct?

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If you say so.

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Did you know that
hair can fall out from stress?

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Or shock.

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Can it?

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Had something happened?

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Just one little question first.
Of course.

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Who's Kenneth Baines?

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OK.

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Let's get back to Ness.

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What do you want to know?

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Did we have sex?

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I'm jolly glad to see this.

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It's very important, darling...

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a healthy sex life.

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Yep. Is anyone gonna get that?

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God knows, I'm slacking.

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Your father and I
hardly ever do it these days.

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Well, maybe once a fortnight.

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It's all right, I'll get it

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Hello! How nice to see you!

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What's up? Come in, come in.

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Are you all right? Um...

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Are you all right? What's wrong?

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She's gone. Leah's left us.

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What? Shit!

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Darling, why don't you go upstairs?
Annie's up there.

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Darling, go on. Connie?

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It's all right, Mum.

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What happened?

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She says she's miserable.

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Well, she's always bloody miserable.
Mm.

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Oh, darling, it's all right.

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Oh, I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry. It's all right.

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I'm gonna be
one of those single people

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no-one invites to dinner parties.

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We'll invite you.

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You can have dinner with us
every night.

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Am I unlovable?

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Ness, no, don't be silly.
Of course not!

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Connie! Connie!

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Why doesn't she come?

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Who? Ness?
No, my mum. Where is she?

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I need to see her.
I feel all... wobbly without her.

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I'll give you something
for the anxiety.

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Sit down, I'll get you some water.

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Where did you get this?

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It's mine.

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Underneath that chilly veneer,
I reckon you've got quite a temper.

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What are you so angry about?
Don't talk to me like you know me.

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You do not know me. No?

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I know you got pretty wrecked
at dinner on Thursday.

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And I know you ordered
a bad of cam-free sh" on Ocado.

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I also know when
"Si hubby" has orchestra.

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So you can have a furtive fiddle
to some MILF-y porn.

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Hide notifications, Ems.
Schoolgirl error.

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- You can be very tedious, Connie.
- Oh, "tedious", am I

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I'm sorry, have I lost my gloss

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Do you think it's inevitable
in female friendships

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that after all the stories have been
told and secrets have been shared,

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that a kind of sisterly irritation
takes hold?

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I'm not your sister,
and I'm not your friend.

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I'm your forensic psychiatrist.

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And let's not forget,

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I'm not the one
who drove a car into the river...

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You've wanted to,
though, haven't you?

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With children in the back. No!

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That is not what fucking happened!

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What did fucking happen,
then, Connie?! I'm waiting!

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There...

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I knew you had a temper.

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Emma?

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Emma Davies?!

118
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Oh, my God - Dougie Thompson!

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I thought I recognised that girl!

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Do you live round here?
Yeah, it's me, Em. You look great!

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Oh, I've put on weight and...

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I saw your name in the paper.
You're working on that case.

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Yeah, they should
never have got my name.

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Amazing work you do.
Oh, not sure about that.

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Well, you actually
make a difference.

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You were always gonna do well.

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Your mum once told me
that you were far too good for me.

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Oh, my God.
My mother was a racist narcissist.

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I still see the old crowd.
Seriously?

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Um, Jim, Pete, Sally.

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Sally P? Oh! How is she?
Oh, she's great.

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She's having a birthday party
on Friday at The Bell.

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You should come. She'd kill me if
she knew I'd saw you and didn't ask.

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How are you, Dougie?
Me? Good. Good.

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Yeah, um, married, mortgage, kids.
The works. You know. And you?

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Yeah.

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How many?

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Um... just the one, actually.

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Sensible. Hm. What flavour?

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Girl. Girl.

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How (Ad?

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She, er...

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seven, today, actually. Aw!

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Is she, um... is she here?
Um... No, she's not. Um...

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I've got to go, Dougie.

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Yeah, yeah. Are you on Facebook?

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No, I'm not, actually.
Look, I've gotta go, too.

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Get on it! All right, I will.

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Get on it.

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I can't wait to tell Sally.
Bye, Dougie.

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Bye... Emma Davies.

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I'm very sorry...

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for the way that I reacted
in our previous session.

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It's often difficult
for patients to understand, but...

155
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the line has to be kept very clear.

156
00:14:36,932 --> 00:14:39,332
This is a professional relationship.

157
00:14:42,972 --> 00:14:45,652
You try so hard, don't you, Doc?

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To do everything right.

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To keep everything in its place.

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But you know as well as I do
that life is a messy business.

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00:15:13,332 --> 00:15:15,268
So...

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did Karl find out
about your feelings for Ness?

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Questions, questions, questions.

164
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That's my job, asking questions.

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Did he?

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You don't have to, Connie.

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I want to.

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Don't you?

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Dunno.

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What's the matter?

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I really don't know. I just, erm...

172
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just feel like, erm...

173
00:16:05,652 --> 00:16:07,812
What?

174
00:16:09,372 --> 00:16:12,428
Just feel like I fell in love
with you all those years ago

175
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because you were this livewire.

176
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This artist, with big dreams.

177
00:16:18,532 --> 00:16:21,852
Full of energy. Wildness.

178
00:16:23,812 --> 00:16:25,372
Wow.

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I notice you're using
the past tense!

180
00:16:28,172 --> 00:16:29,452
Well, yeah, bubs.

181
00:16:30,932 --> 00:16:34,068
Sometimes I feel like
I might have clipped your wings.

182
00:16:34,092 --> 00:16:36,108
You haven't, Karl. I've...

183
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I've just had to grow up.

184
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Don't you feel like
you're not living any more,

185
00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:42,132
you're just going through
the motions?

186
00:16:45,292 --> 00:16:47,452
Maybe it's the antidepressants.

187
00:16:48,892 --> 00:16:50,468
I think they make me feel
a bit numb.

188
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Yeah, that's it, numb. I feel numb.

189
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Don't you wanna feel alive again?

190
00:17:00,652 --> 00:17:02,028
Are you having an affair?

191
00:17:02,052 --> 00:17:04,628
No, I'm not having an affair.

192
00:17:04,652 --> 00:17:07,508
But you fancy other people?

193
00:17:07,532 --> 00:17:08,732
Well, do you?

194
00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:14,908
Yes.

195
00:17:14,932 --> 00:17:16,292
Now you.

196
00:17:20,492 --> 00:17:22,292
Yeah.

197
00:17:24,052 --> 00:17:26,212
OK, well...

198
00:17:27,852 --> 00:17:31,028
I mean, we shouldn't
beat ourselves up about it.

199
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It's natural
after 15 years together.

200
00:17:40,172 --> 00:17:42,348
You're brilliant, you are.

201
00:17:42,372 --> 00:17:44,252
God, why are these things
so hard to talk about?

202
00:17:44,276 --> 00:17:46,196
Hm?

203
00:17:48,492 --> 00:17:49,972
Admit it, Con...

204
00:17:51,492 --> 00:17:53,988
you've always held a torch
for that professor bloke,

205
00:17:54,012 --> 00:17:55,692
Jonathan Hapgood, haven't you?

206
00:18:02,932 --> 00:18:04,212
He said...

207
00:18:05,612 --> 00:18:07,868
he said What?!

208
00:18:07,892 --> 00:18:13,612
He said he thought
that we should take lovers.

209
00:18:17,292 --> 00:18:19,452
Well, say something! You seem...

210
00:18:20,452 --> 00:18:21,668
disapproving?

211
00:18:21,692 --> 00:18:27,228
Hm, no, it just sounds like Karl's
trying to have his cake and eat it.

212
00:18:27,252 --> 00:18:28,588
Maybe.

213
00:18:28,612 --> 00:18:32,772
But this could be really good
for me as well.

214
00:18:33,932 --> 00:18:35,972
It means I'll be...

215
00:18:40,652 --> 00:18:43,052
I'm available.

216
00:18:48,052 --> 00:18:50,708
So... what?

217
00:18:50,732 --> 00:18:53,628
You gonna get in touch with him?

218
00:18:53,652 --> 00:18:55,812
Your old professor?

219
00:18:57,572 --> 00:19:00,468
Polly, no, can you not
snatch that off Annie, please?

220
00:19:00,492 --> 00:19:02,892
Can you give it back? Thank you.

221
00:19:55,532 --> 00:19:59,228
Wow! Connie de Cadenet.

222
00:19:59,252 --> 00:20:01,892
Wow, indeed,
Professor Jonathan Hapgood.

223
00:20:03,852 --> 00:20:05,668
It's so good to see you.
You, too.

224
00:20:05,692 --> 00:20:07,348
Please. Thanks.

225
00:20:07,372 --> 00:20:10,668
Er, wine? Yes, please.

226
00:20:10,692 --> 00:20:13,068
Well, you look stunning.
Thank you very much.

227
00:20:13,092 --> 00:20:15,628
And I thought I was going to be
overdressed for this interview,

228
00:20:15,652 --> 00:20:18,028
but you look spectacular.
I thought I'd make an effort.

229
00:20:18,052 --> 00:20:19,852
It's appreciated. Thank you.

230
00:20:21,052 --> 00:20:22,172
Cheers. Cheers.

231
00:20:24,652 --> 00:20:28,748
Listen, I'd better go.

232
00:20:28,772 --> 00:20:30,228
W hy?

233
00:20:30,252 --> 00:20:34,132
It has been a lovely evening.

234
00:20:37,892 --> 00:20:39,732
I can't.

235
00:20:41,212 --> 00:20:42,972
OK. Why not?

236
00:20:44,052 --> 00:20:46,308
I'm kinda seeing someone.

237
00:20:46,332 --> 00:20:48,108
Oh! Like, it's fairly new.

238
00:20:48,132 --> 00:20:49,548
Oh, right.

239
00:20:49,572 --> 00:20:51,828
I'm sorry, I should've
said something. It's just...

240
00:20:51,852 --> 00:20:54,068
I thought you wanted
to write an article?

241
00:20:54,092 --> 00:20:56,012
I do, I absolutely do.

242
00:20:57,372 --> 00:20:59,028
I should go. Connie...

243
00:20:59,052 --> 00:21:01,292
Yeah. I should go.

244
00:21:02,332 --> 00:21:03,852
Connie...

245
00:21:11,052 --> 00:21:14,068
Leave a message, and
I'll get back to you when I can.'

246
00:21:14,092 --> 00:21:17,228
Hey, Karl, it's me.
I guess you're still at work.

247
00:21:17,252 --> 00:21:20,468
Look, I know we agreed
not to talk about the details,

248
00:21:20,492 --> 00:21:23,308
but that was such a disaster.

249
00:21:23,332 --> 00:21:27,172
Now I feel like an idiot.
I mean, what was I thinking?

250
00:21:29,212 --> 00:21:32,412
OK, well, I'll talk to you
about it when I see you.

251
00:21:33,532 --> 00:21:36,892
OK. Um, love you. Bye.

252
00:21:41,052 --> 00:21:42,252
H ello?

253
00:21:45,012 --> 00:21:46,132
I'm home.

254
00:21:47,572 --> 00:21:50,292
Can you turn that off now, please?

255
00:22:00,172 --> 00:22:02,028
'Hi, it's Vanessa.
'Fraid I'm busy right now,

256
00:22:02,052 --> 00:22:04,172
'but if you leave me a message,
I'll get back to you.'

257
00:22:07,012 --> 00:22:09,308
Thanks, Billie. Where's Annie?

258
00:22:09,332 --> 00:22:12,468
She's dressing up.
OK, thank you. I'll see you soon.

259
00:22:12,492 --> 00:22:15,548
Mum, can Billie stay for one more
game? No, she can't, Josh.

260
00:22:15,572 --> 00:22:18,212
And I want you to clean up this mess
before you go to bed.

261
00:22:37,532 --> 00:22:40,268
Idiot.

262
00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:42,748
Mum!

263
00:22:42,772 --> 00:22:44,412
Mum?

264
00:22:47,092 --> 00:22:49,188
Mummy?

265
00:22:49,212 --> 00:22:51,652
Polly and I
are going to be Catholics.

266
00:22:53,132 --> 00:22:55,508
I thought you were Buddhists?

267
00:22:55,532 --> 00:22:58,908
Yes, but Catholics
are into blood and stuff.

268
00:22:58,932 --> 00:23:04,068
Annie-pops, promise me you won't
wear this nun's costume outside?

269
00:23:04,092 --> 00:23:06,988
Josh says nuns do sex
with Jesus' peanuts.

270
00:23:07,012 --> 00:23:10,572
Penis. Singular.

271
00:23:31,332 --> 00:23:33,132
Karl?

272
00:23:34,172 --> 00:23:36,108
Hello?

273
00:23:36,132 --> 00:23:38,428
Sorry, darling.

274
00:23:38,452 --> 00:23:40,412
It's a really bad line. Hang on.

275
00:23:42,292 --> 00:23:45,388
Hold on. Hello.

276
00:23:45,412 --> 00:23:47,988
'Oh, baby, oh...'

277
00:23:48,012 --> 00:23:51,412
Hi, baby, I can't...
I can't hear you properly.

278
00:23:53,092 --> 00:23:55,388
Hello.
'Oh, that's so good. It's so good.'

279
00:23:55,412 --> 00:23:59,068
'Oh, you're the best.'

280
00:23:59,092 --> 00:24:01,988
'Oh, that's so good.'

281
00:24:02,012 --> 00:24:07,068
'Yeah, yeah. Oh, my God.'

282
00:24:07,092 --> 00:24:09,148
'No, no, stop, stop, stop.

283
00:24:09,172 --> 00:24:11,092
'I have to fuck you.
Come here, come here.'

284
00:24:14,092 --> 00:24:16,012
Oh, my God.'

285
00:24:19,172 --> 00:24:21,428
'You're so beautiful, Ness.

286
00:24:21,452 --> 00:24:25,988
'Oh! You're so good.'

287
00:24:26,012 --> 00:24:29,708
'Oh, my God.'
'Closer, Ness. Oh, yeah, like that.

288
00:24:29,732 --> 00:24:31,548
'Don't stop, don't stop.'
'Yeah.'

289
00:24:31,572 --> 00:24:34,252
'Closer, closer.'

290
00:24:52,692 --> 00:24:54,612
Hi.

291
00:25:00,852 --> 00:25:03,868
I left you a message. Did you?

292
00:25:03,892 --> 00:25:06,748
How was work? Erm...

293
00:25:06,772 --> 00:25:10,908
Yeah, good. We, erm...
met in the pub, actually.

294
00:25:10,932 --> 00:25:12,452
Fatal.

295
00:25:14,052 --> 00:25:16,412
Which one? Coach And Horses.

296
00:25:18,772 --> 00:25:21,508
Did they have a lock-in? Yeah.

297
00:25:21,532 --> 00:25:24,932
You didn't stop in anywhere
on your way home? Nah.

298
00:25:26,132 --> 00:25:27,908
Not even Ness's?

299
00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:34,056
Yeah, erm, just briefly.
Her boiler was up the spout again.

300
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:36,336
And while you were fixing it,

301
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:41,216
you fell over and your cock
accidentally slipped into her mouth?

302
00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:43,376
What? Your phone rang me.

303
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:46,296
You stupid prick!

304
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,456
How could you do that to me?!
Hey! Keep your voice down.

305
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:51,656
Oh!
I don't ask What you're up to,

306
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,776
you're out shagging
that Hapgood bloke. Wrong!

307
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:55,896
And that is not even the point!

308
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,080
This was the agreement, wasn't it?
Why should you mind?

309
00:25:58,104 --> 00:25:59,656
Because she's my best friend!

310
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,856
I knew it.
You were never gonna hack this.

311
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:04,176
Whoever I chose. Oh, I was.

312
00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:07,320
I fucking was. Just not HER!

313
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:25,280
So, that was the shock... Doc.

314
00:26:28,120 --> 00:26:34,360
And that was when my hair thought,
"That's it. I'm of"

315
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,976
How long do you think
that kite's been stuck up there,

316
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,840
all tangled up like that?

317
00:27:26,384 --> 00:27:28,120
'Throw away the key, I say.'

318
00:27:28,144 --> 00:27:29,920
Thanks for your call, Jamie.

319
00:27:29,944 --> 00:27:32,560
'Ewan from Gravesend
has texted in to tell us

320
00:27:32,584 --> 00:27:36,400
"chat people like Mortensen
are known as family annihilators.

321
00:27:36,424 --> 00:27:39,320
'I've got a question.
Normally, they're men, right?

322
00:27:39,344 --> 00:27:41,744
'But is this just because in most
divorce cases...?' Shut up.

323
00:28:08,784 --> 00:28:12,640
'Hi, this is Simon Robertson's
voicemail. Please leave a message.'

324
00:28:12,664 --> 00:28:15,800
Erm... Hi, it's me. Er...

325
00:28:15,824 --> 00:28:18,104
I thought I was going to be early,
but...

326
00:28:19,264 --> 00:28:21,424
it's OK, I'll meet you there.

327
00:28:36,744 --> 00:28:38,504
I've got something to say.

328
00:28:40,904 --> 00:28:45,024
A letter arrived on Tuesday
from Kenneth Baines.

329
00:28:46,144 --> 00:28:47,584
It arrived Tuesday?

330
00:28:49,104 --> 00:28:50,424
Do you think he knew the date?

331
00:28:53,024 --> 00:28:56,464
I'll give it to you later.
I haven't read it yet. I...

332
00:28:58,464 --> 00:29:00,720
wanted to wait
until we were together.

333
00:29:00,744 --> 00:29:03,224
Who's that?

334
00:29:04,544 --> 00:29:06,064
Do you have it here with you?

335
00:29:07,344 --> 00:29:10,304
Not now.

336
00:29:10,501 --> 00:29:11,821
Go on.

337
00:29:35,741 --> 00:29:37,301
What does he want?

338
00:29:42,301 --> 00:29:43,941
He wants to meet.

339
00:29:46,461 --> 00:29:47,701
No.

340
00:29:48,701 --> 00:29:49,941
No.

341
00:30:16,181 --> 00:30:17,461
Come on.

342
00:30:25,421 --> 00:30:27,157
I...

343
00:30:27,181 --> 00:30:29,821
I can't remember
where we are in our relationship.

344
00:30:30,981 --> 00:30:32,301
We're at the end.

345
00:30:34,501 --> 00:30:35,741
Oh.

346
00:30:40,941 --> 00:30:42,821
How are Josh and Annie?

347
00:30:46,061 --> 00:30:48,141
Brought you some magazines
and stuff.

348
00:30:49,621 --> 00:30:50,821
Bye.

349
00:30:53,901 --> 00:30:55,141
I've got to go.

350
00:31:20,501 --> 00:31:22,861
'It was as if he wished
he'd never met me.'

351
00:31:26,261 --> 00:31:28,781
But I'm the mother
of his children.

352
00:31:34,501 --> 00:31:37,701
You know what really got me?

353
00:31:41,501 --> 00:31:44,821
It was the fact
that I'd been left out.

354
00:31:47,381 --> 00:31:51,301
The two people closest to me
had started a club without me.

355
00:31:53,061 --> 00:31:55,101
I felt like such a fool.

356
00:31:57,381 --> 00:31:58,901
Thank God you had your mum.

357
00:32:00,341 --> 00:32:04,517
Horse. Apple. Tuesday.

358
00:32:04,541 --> 00:32:07,717
Horse. Apple. Tuesday.

359
00:32:07,741 --> 00:32:10,477
That's it.
All right, Mrs de Cadenet.

360
00:32:10,501 --> 00:32:13,301
Erm...
What day of the week is it today?

361
00:32:19,661 --> 00:32:20,941
Tuesday.

362
00:32:22,141 --> 00:32:24,621
No, it's Thursday, Mum.

363
00:32:25,821 --> 00:32:29,917
But that's not really fair,
because you just said Tuesday.

364
00:32:29,941 --> 00:32:32,197
Don't worry. It's OK.

365
00:32:32,221 --> 00:32:34,901
Erm...
What might I put up in the rain?

366
00:32:39,981 --> 00:32:44,597
A shelter. You could light a fire.
OK. All right.

367
00:32:44,621 --> 00:32:48,221
And what is nine plus five?

368
00:32:50,581 --> 00:32:53,301
Nine plus five...

369
00:32:56,341 --> 00:32:59,397
Come on, Julia, you know this.

370
00:32:59,421 --> 00:33:01,197
It's all right, don't worry.

371
00:33:01,221 --> 00:33:04,261
And what are the three words
I asked you to remember?

372
00:33:07,621 --> 00:33:10,597
Come on, Mum. Think of...

373
00:33:10,621 --> 00:33:12,661
galloping across the fields.

374
00:33:16,581 --> 00:33:19,757
Starlight! Starlight.

375
00:33:19,781 --> 00:33:22,797
She had a pony called Starlight.
That counts, right?

376
00:33:22,821 --> 00:33:26,101
Yes, very good.
You're doing really well, Mum.

377
00:33:30,461 --> 00:33:32,197
I think I need the loo.

378
00:33:32,221 --> 00:33:34,621
It's just through that door there,
first on the left.

379
00:33:44,421 --> 00:33:45,701
Well, we...

380
00:33:48,661 --> 00:33:51,437
It's OK to say you're not coping,
Connie.

381
00:33:51,461 --> 00:33:52,981
I feel so low!

382
00:33:54,061 --> 00:33:55,541
Despite the anti-depressants?

383
00:33:57,541 --> 00:34:00,277
I'm so tired.

384
00:34:00,301 --> 00:34:04,141
I haven't slept in nine days.
My hair is falling out.

385
00:34:05,461 --> 00:34:08,557
My chest feels like it's exploding.

386
00:34:08,581 --> 00:34:11,157
We have something for the hair loss,
no problem.

387
00:34:11,181 --> 00:34:13,981
And the insomnia is also anxiety,
Connie.

388
00:34:16,941 --> 00:34:19,077
I've got just the thing for you.

389
00:34:19,101 --> 00:34:20,637
Lorazepam.

390
00:34:20,661 --> 00:34:23,541
Between you and me, Leah Worthington
swears by these little beauties.

391
00:34:32,861 --> 00:34:38,141
? Why does the sun go on shining? ?

392
00:34:39,421 --> 00:34:42,021
'Beauties was the right word.'

393
00:34:43,901 --> 00:34:49,037
'I felt like someone had taken
my brain out of my aching skull

394
00:34:49,061 --> 00:34:52,557
'and put it in a warm, soapy bath.'

395
00:34:52,581 --> 00:34:56,437
? Cos you don't love me
Any more... ?

396
00:34:56,461 --> 00:35:00,157
'It's massaged away all the pain.'

397
00:35:00,181 --> 00:35:06,517
? Why do the birds go on singing? ?

398
00:35:06,541 --> 00:35:09,541
'But I don't need to tell you that,
do I, Doctor?

399
00:35:10,741 --> 00:35:13,821
'How the second one
is never quite the same.'

400
00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:18,661
You're always chasing
that elusive feeling...

401
00:35:21,701 --> 00:35:24,941
until you find you need a pill
just to feel normal.

402
00:35:28,021 --> 00:35:30,981
And then right when you really,
really...

403
00:35:32,501 --> 00:35:34,901
need to ask for help...

404
00:35:39,021 --> 00:35:41,541
you don't have
the strength to do it.

405
00:35:49,381 --> 00:35:50,821
Can we stop now?

406
00:35:52,341 --> 00:35:55,261
I don't want to do any more.
Of course.

407
00:35:56,741 --> 00:35:58,901
You've done really, really well.

408
00:36:05,661 --> 00:36:06,901
Emma...

409
00:36:11,501 --> 00:36:13,821
who is Kenneth Baines?

410
00:36:21,541 --> 00:36:23,101
He's a lorry driver.

411
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:03,800
Hello?

412
00:38:05,401 --> 00:38:07,841
Hello, Mrs de Cadenet?

413
00:38:13,641 --> 00:38:15,361
Hello? The door's open.

414
00:38:29,041 --> 00:38:32,097
Are you here for the books?
Er, no, I'm...

415
00:38:32,121 --> 00:38:34,457
I tried the front door.
I left a few messages.

416
00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:38,817
I'm Emma Robertson, Connie's doctor.
What?

417
00:38:38,841 --> 00:38:41,001
Is Mrs de Cadenet in?

418
00:38:42,041 --> 00:38:44,561
We were having a clear-out.

419
00:38:45,681 --> 00:38:49,601
It's so hard, deciding.

420
00:38:50,801 --> 00:38:53,641
Yes. Yes, it is.

421
00:38:56,161 --> 00:38:57,681
Is it just you in, then?

422
00:38:58,761 --> 00:39:00,961
'Fraid so.

423
00:39:02,681 --> 00:39:04,481
Let me help you with that.

424
00:39:05,681 --> 00:39:07,201
Here.

425
00:39:20,241 --> 00:39:23,017
Would you like me to get that?

426
00:39:23,041 --> 00:39:26,361
Oh, I never answer the phone.

427
00:39:28,561 --> 00:39:30,561
You're here to collect the books?

428
00:39:31,721 --> 00:39:34,241
No, I...
I'm here to talk about Connie.

429
00:39:35,281 --> 00:39:37,497
I'm her psychiatrist.

430
00:39:37,521 --> 00:39:39,017
Of course you are.

431
00:39:39,041 --> 00:39:41,097
'This is Julia de Cadenet...'

432
00:39:41,121 --> 00:39:43,017
Terrible.

433
00:39:43,041 --> 00:39:45,641
It's... terrible.

434
00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:49,657
Although I'm more than happy to take
some bags to the charity shop,

435
00:39:49,681 --> 00:39:51,177
if that would help?

436
00:39:51,201 --> 00:39:53,201
Karl said you call it...

437
00:39:54,401 --> 00:39:55,761
something fancy.

438
00:39:57,281 --> 00:40:01,601
Connie's condition.
Yes. Dissociative amnesia.

439
00:40:03,121 --> 00:40:07,737
It's a mechanism that the brain has
to cope with trauma.

440
00:40:07,761 --> 00:40:11,737
Like locking events away in a box
and then burying the box.

441
00:40:11,761 --> 00:40:14,817
Sounds damn sensible to me.

442
00:40:14,841 --> 00:40:17,481
What good does more pain do?

443
00:40:21,281 --> 00:40:24,041
But I just
don't understand this.

444
00:40:26,281 --> 00:40:28,417
How could she do that?

445
00:40:28,441 --> 00:40:30,401
Those poor little girls!

446
00:40:32,321 --> 00:40:33,641
Well...

447
00:40:34,761 --> 00:40:38,057
that's what we're trying
to find out, Mr de Cadenet.

448
00:40:38,081 --> 00:40:40,137
We must have done something
terribly wrong!

449
00:40:40,161 --> 00:40:42,617
No, no, you did nothing wrong.

450
00:40:42,641 --> 00:40:45,161
Perhaps it might help to visit her.

451
00:40:47,641 --> 00:40:51,761
I can't. I wouldn't know
what to say to her.

452
00:40:57,441 --> 00:41:01,657
Julia always knows what to do
when things go wrong.

453
00:41:01,681 --> 00:41:05,401
Well, where is she? I told Connie
I'd bring her mother to visit.

454
00:41:07,041 --> 00:41:08,361
Where is she?

455
00:41:10,121 --> 00:41:11,641
She's dead.

456
00:41:13,281 --> 00:41:15,481
Julia died before all this.

457
00:41:17,161 --> 00:41:19,177
Thank God!

458
00:41:19,201 --> 00:41:21,161
I am so sorry.

459
00:41:22,161 --> 00:41:23,817
He's in urgent need of home care.

460
00:41:23,841 --> 00:41:26,057
He's showing signs of confusion
and living in squalor,

461
00:41:26,081 --> 00:41:27,977
and I need to know
what's being put in place.

462
00:41:28,001 --> 00:41:30,241
Please call me on this number
as soon as possible.

463
00:41:34,121 --> 00:41:36,137
Phil?

464
00:41:36,161 --> 00:41:37,577
No, I'm not.

465
00:41:37,601 --> 00:41:40,161
Why was this not on our notes,
for Christ's sake?

466
00:41:41,121 --> 00:41:42,497
Her mother had just died.

467
00:41:42,521 --> 00:41:46,361
Didn't somebody perhaps think that
that might be a contributory factor?

468
00:41:52,841 --> 00:41:55,121
Ah, Doctor!
Did you mention the night shifts?

469
00:41:56,441 --> 00:41:58,361
Leave us alone.

470
00:42:05,921 --> 00:42:07,761
Sit down, Connie.

471
00:42:23,601 --> 00:42:24,841
Connie...

472
00:42:27,601 --> 00:42:31,921
do you remember your mother died
six weeks ago?

473
00:42:45,881 --> 00:42:47,161
Did I know this?

474
00:42:48,561 --> 00:42:49,841
Yes, you did.

475
00:42:52,561 --> 00:42:56,401
She took a lot of paracetamol
accidentally.

476
00:42:57,681 --> 00:42:59,761
Just kept forgetting
that she'd taken them.

477
00:43:10,401 --> 00:43:11,761
What was her name?

478
00:43:13,801 --> 00:43:15,121
What was whose name?

479
00:43:17,121 --> 00:43:18,481
Your daughter.

480
00:43:26,801 --> 00:43:28,521
Please keep my daughter out of this.

481
00:43:29,801 --> 00:43:31,241
How can I...

482
00:43:33,081 --> 00:43:37,641
when your grief runs through
every syllable you utter?

483
00:43:40,441 --> 00:43:42,361
We are the wrecked people.

484
00:43:48,161 --> 00:43:49,521
You and I.

485
00:44:06,361 --> 00:44:07,681
Abigail.

486
00:44:18,241 --> 00:44:19,481
Abigail.

487
00:46:41,161 --> 00:46:42,881
Happy birthday!

488
00:46:48,561 --> 00:46:50,457
You look great. Thank you.

489
00:46:50,481 --> 00:46:52,881
Do you want a drink?
Yeah, I'll have one. Thank you.

490
00:47:31,483 --> 00:47:36,083
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