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Last day of training.

2
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Last day of Tim barking orders.

3
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Last day that they can fire us
at a moment's notice.

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Last day of them recording
every flaw for posterity.

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It's kind of bittersweet.

6
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Nope. Just sweet.

7
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Sorry. Sorry.

8
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Guys, stop apologizing.

9
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You guys have finally made it,

10
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and I will be right behind you.

11
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Look, the extra month will fly by.

12
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You know it, now...

13
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Is Tim gonna do anything special

14
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to memorialize
your last shift together?

15
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Not knowingly.

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You know, when you move on

17
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from an important relationship,

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there are steps you should take
to ensure a healthy parting.

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We are going to work through
every single one of them.

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Uh, how, if he doesn't know
you're doing it?

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Trickery. Bye.

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That's... Yeah.

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Who are you gonna ride with today?

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No idea.

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Grey's busy, and Smitty's
getting a back tattoo.

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- That's...
- Yeah. Don't ask.

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So, we are out of TOs, and I'm guessing

28
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I'm finishing my rookie year
at the front desk.

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- Huh.
- Boot.

30
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Where's our gear?

31
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Wait, what?

32
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We started this journey together.

33
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I think we should end it that way.

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- Don't you?
- Yeah.

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Then let's go.

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I thought we were tight.

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You did? Um, we are.

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That's... I mean, why? What?

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You told your ethics professor

40
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she should come for a ride along?

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- No, we... No.
- Mm.

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We didn't even, uh, discuss it,

43
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but I-I need to pass this class, so...

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It's super important
she doesn't get shot today.

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No promises.

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You ride with me, you ride
the roller coaster.

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Okay, Nyla, I know that...

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- Hi. Good morning.
- Good morning.

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Uh, Professor Ryan, this is Detective

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Nyla Harper, my training officer.

51
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I'm told you're gonna be going

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on a ride along with us today.

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I hope that's okay.

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I didn't want to put you
in an awkward position,

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by asking you,
but your watch commander said

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that you'd feel cheated,
if I didn't ride with you,

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- so...
- And he was right.

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- Uh, shall we?
- Mm.

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Okay.

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So, you, uh, sign all the paperwork

61
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that says that we are not liable

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if you are maimed or killed?

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I did. It seemed a bit excessive.

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Mm. No, it's not.

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I mean, we will try our best
to protect you,

66
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but we cannot guarantee your safety.

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You will be exposed,

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to all the same dangers that we are.

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Well, more farmers die yearly
than cops do.

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I didn't have to sign
a liability waiver

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to go apple picking.

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That's because you weren't picking them

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- out of a wood chipper.
- Uh, hey,

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have you ever seen
a body camera up close?

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- No.
- Well, they're always running,

76
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uh, until we actually need them.

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We switch them on,
then they start recording,

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and they go back two minutes

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so we can catch any of that
last-minute action.

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Oh, yet they're always broken

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whenever the cops cross the line.

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You'd be surprised
how many police officers

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actually want a body camera.

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- Oh.
- That way,

85
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it makes it easier to
disprove complaints.

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Okay, then you will not mind

87
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if I record the ride along myself...

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as research tool.

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No problem.

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Just as long as you turn it off

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when we hit the strip club
for the lunch buffet.

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She's kidding.

93
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That buffet is terrible
at that strip club.

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Ready to go?

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CREDITS

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- You got yours on?
- Yeah.

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Alright.

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It's our last shift together.

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It's crazy, huh?

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Not really.

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Come on.

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I mean, we've been riding
shoulder to shoulder

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for over a year now.

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And soon, there'll be a new
rookie sitting in that seat,

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annoying the crap out of me
for 12 hours a day.

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So, you're not gonna miss
riding with me at all?

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It's a job, not happy hour.

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Mm. Denial. Check.

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- What?
- Hmm?

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Nothing.

111
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So, you teach full time?

112
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No. Just nights and weekends.

113
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My day job is civil rights litigation.

114
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And then there's lecturing,
the writing,

115
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the cable news hits.

116
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When do you sleep?

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Sleep? What's that?

118
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Oh, is that what you were doing
in my class on Monday?

119
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What?

120
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No. Uh, no.

121
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Sometimes, I just... I hold a blink

122
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for a really long time.

123
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You sure lying to your teacher
is the way to go here?

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Actually, now that I hear it out loud,

125
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- I'd like to revise my answer.
- Yeah. Uh-huh.

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So, uh, given

127
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how busy you are,

128
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why take the time for a ride along?

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Well, I'm finishing up a book
on the future of policing.

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Hey, what would you say is the, uh,

131
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biggest challenge you face day to day?

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Finding a safe bathroom.

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Uh, that is... that is true.

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I mean, we can't use a stall bathroom,

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for safety reasons.

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The door has to go floor to ceiling.

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And the location of the
bathroom, also very important,

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so that not a lot of people
can see us entering and leaving.

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7-Adam-15,

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residential burglary alarm,
1330 Monrovia.

141
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Hundred bucks it's
an accidental trigger.

142
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That is a hard pass.

143
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She's... She's kidding.

144
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No. No way we'd blow off
a service call.

145
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Copy.

146
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Responding.

147
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Do you see yourself as my mentor?

148
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No. I'm your TO.

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It's my job to make sure you're
not dangerously incompetent

150
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when you hit the streets without
supervision tomorrow.

151
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You know, when I was a rookie,

152
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I couldn't wait to get off probation.

153
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Oh, I am excited.

154
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Believe me.

155
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But I also know the importance of

156
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acknowledging your loss

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when going through something like this.

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"Acknowledging your loss"?

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Hmm.

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What is this,
some "Intro to Psych" closure BS?

161
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It's not BS.

162
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It's a widely used psychological model

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to help people cope with
the end of a relationship.

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Relationship?

165
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Partnership. Mentorship.

166
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Whatever you want to call it.

167
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Look, I don't want to call it anything.

168
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It's not like you won't see me
tomorrow at the station.

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You know, what's there to talk about?

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A lot.

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I have a list.

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- So...
- A list?

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You know, littering is a $250 fine.

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Worth it.

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What are you smiling about?

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Well, we were at denial,

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but now we have moved to anger.

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That's more progress.

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Thank you.

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Gets me out of the office.

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I mean, not just for today.

182
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I mean, you could have
bounced me from the program

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after that first day.

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I owe you my career.

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I'd settle for a sandwich.
We're near Phillipe's.

186
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But you just had breakfast.

187
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You questioning the pregnant lady?

188
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No, ma'am. No, ma'am.

189
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What?

190
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You're gonna be a mom.

191
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And?

192
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I don't know. I mean...

193
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a lot's happened since
we started out together.

194
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I knew my TO would be
important to my career, but...

195
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I don't know, I didn't realize

196
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how important you'd be to my life.

197
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Lay off the sappy stuff.
I'm nauseous enough as it is.

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Have you read my work?

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I have.

200
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I actually follow you on social media.

201
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Oh. And?

202
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I'd make a lot of the reforms
you're pushing for,

203
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but some just aren't based in reality.

204
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Well, maybe not your reality.

205
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Look, either you want
my opinion or you don't.

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If you are just here to confirm
your own point of view,

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then I-I will stop engaging.

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No, no, no, no,
that's not what I'm looking for.

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I-I'm just used to cops
taking my head off

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any time I suggest
changing the status quo.

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- So...
- Well, you would be surprised

212
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how many cops actually know

213
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the system has to change,

214
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but just feel powerless
to make it happen.

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Hmm.

216
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Homeowner set off the alarm
accidentally.

217
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- Hundred bucks.
- Just put it on my tab.

218
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So, you two getting along?

219
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Huh? My two teachers?

220
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- Mm.
- Yeah.

221
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We're bonding by making fun of you.

222
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Oh, outstanding. Let me get in on that.

223
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Have you noticed how much

224
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I've been saying "like" lately?

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Child abduction.

226
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Suspect is driving a gold Tacoma truck.

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Plate number

228
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2-Queen-Robert-Ida-4-4-5.

229
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Victim was kidnapped from...

230
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City of Angels Hospital.

231
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How old?

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Uh... five hours.

233
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Here we go.

234
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Air Three is lifting now.

235
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I'm 10-9-7.

236
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Searching for the suspect vehicle.

237
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Uh, newborn baby girl
went missing 20 minutes ago.

238
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The hospital is going over
the surveillance footage.

239
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Wait, don't all babies
get LoJack these days?

240
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Yeah, it was found in
the elevator, cut off.

241
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Who owns the Tacoma?

242
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Uh, that would be the father...

243
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Jared Young.

244
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Looks like they're going through
a messy divorce.

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He was visiting the hospital
earlier that day,

246
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but security had him leave.

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There may have been
some kind of threat.

248
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So, what, he went back in
and he just took the baby?

249
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Jared's got quite an extensive
criminal history here.

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Lot of narcos, uh, narco possession,

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possession to sell,
under the influence.

252
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Mm, just the guy you want
taking care of your newborn.

253
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Well, we got the whole city
looking for him.

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- He won't get far.
- So, this baby,

255
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that the, uh,
whole city is mobilized to find...

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Is she by any chance white?

257
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We issue plenty of Amber Alerts

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for children of color, as well.

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Do you have a kid?

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Daughter.

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And, uh, you're sure your daughter

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would get the same attention
as his son?

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From the media? No.

264
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But out here, we...

265
00:09:03,037 --> 00:09:05,017
We look just as hard.

266
00:09:05,355 --> 00:09:06,997
Mrs. Young, this is Detective Lopez.

267
00:09:07,046 --> 00:09:08,825
I'm out here searching for your baby.

268
00:09:08,874 --> 00:09:10,025
You have to find her.

269
00:09:10,073 --> 00:09:11,593
Yes, ma'am,
we're doing everything we can,

270
00:09:11,641 --> 00:09:12,748
but I need your help.

271
00:09:12,797 --> 00:09:14,585
Is there any place your husband
might take her?

272
00:09:14,634 --> 00:09:17,099
- He lives in Bell Gardens.
- Yes, ma'am.

273
00:09:17,147 --> 00:09:18,981
We have officers on the way
to his apartment now,

274
00:09:19,030 --> 00:09:20,407
but if he's not there,

275
00:09:20,507 --> 00:09:21,710
where would he be?

276
00:09:21,759 --> 00:09:23,239
Out buying drugs,

277
00:09:23,287 --> 00:09:24,638
if he has any money.

278
00:09:24,723 --> 00:09:25,854
And if he's not?

279
00:09:25,903 --> 00:09:28,208
Jared will do anything to get a fix,

280
00:09:28,325 --> 00:09:30,598
including selling our baby.

281
00:09:34,270 --> 00:09:35,824
Gold pickup, two blocks up.

282
00:09:40,754 --> 00:09:43,010
Negative. Texas plates.

283
00:09:44,052 --> 00:09:45,172
Five hours old.

284
00:09:45,221 --> 00:09:47,562
That poor mother must be
going out of her mind.

285
00:09:48,882 --> 00:09:49,932
Let me guess...

286
00:09:49,980 --> 00:09:51,567
you think if the parents had properly

287
00:09:51,615 --> 00:09:52,992
worked through their separation,

288
00:09:53,041 --> 00:09:54,441
this whole thing
could have been avoided?

289
00:09:54,490 --> 00:09:55,565
No...

290
00:09:55,614 --> 00:09:58,219
Mom needs to get as far
away from him as possible.

291
00:09:58,387 --> 00:09:59,794
But I do think that having

292
00:09:59,842 --> 00:10:01,223
easier access to counseling,

293
00:10:01,271 --> 00:10:02,347
and mental health resources

294
00:10:02,396 --> 00:10:03,757
could prevent situations like this.

295
00:10:03,888 --> 00:10:05,820
Sure. But most guys still wouldn't go.

296
00:10:05,869 --> 00:10:07,641
Yeah, because we stigmatize
mental health,

297
00:10:07,690 --> 00:10:09,988
treat it as less important
than physical health.

298
00:10:10,037 --> 00:10:12,091
It's ridiculous that they teach
sex ed in schools,

299
00:10:12,140 --> 00:10:14,495
but not how to be in a relationship.

300
00:10:14,616 --> 00:10:16,236
I wish someone taught me
how to be in this one.

301
00:10:16,285 --> 00:10:18,295
Oh, so we are in a relationship.

302
00:10:20,025 --> 00:10:21,879
So, what's the focus of your book?

303
00:10:22,045 --> 00:10:23,973
Uh, reinventing policing...

304
00:10:24,022 --> 00:10:25,567
With a more limited mandate.

305
00:10:25,615 --> 00:10:26,841
Amen to that.

306
00:10:26,890 --> 00:10:29,371
You agree with taking resources
away from police?

307
00:10:29,419 --> 00:10:31,996
If it lessens our load,
then yes, absolutely.

308
00:10:32,045 --> 00:10:33,740
Yeah, we complain about it
all the time.

309
00:10:33,789 --> 00:10:36,101
Police have become the catch-all
for the city's problems.

310
00:10:36,162 --> 00:10:39,440
We're expected to be cops, uh...

311
00:10:39,489 --> 00:10:41,552
Psychologists, social workers,

312
00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:43,013
teachers, mediators.

313
00:10:43,062 --> 00:10:45,009
And they only train us
for one of those jobs.

314
00:10:45,058 --> 00:10:47,045
Gold truck. Two cars ahead.

315
00:10:47,108 --> 00:10:48,337
That's him.

316
00:10:49,505 --> 00:10:50,626
Control, 7-Adam-15.

317
00:10:50,674 --> 00:10:53,228
We have eyes on the
Amber Alert suspect vehicle.

318
00:10:53,276 --> 00:10:55,087
Heading west on Pico, passing Westlake.

319
00:10:55,136 --> 00:10:58,125
7-Adam-19, inbound on Olympic,
passing Ardmore.

320
00:10:58,482 --> 00:11:00,844
7-Adam-07, coming west from
Wilshire and Rimpau...

321
00:11:00,893 --> 00:11:02,184
moving to intercept from the front.

322
00:11:02,233 --> 00:11:04,441
Air Three responding.
Heading west from Bell Gardens.

323
00:11:04,508 --> 00:11:06,973
ETA to your location...
approximately six minutes.

324
00:11:07,030 --> 00:11:09,202
Can you parallel suspect
until I get eyes on?

325
00:11:09,258 --> 00:11:11,013
- Affirmative.
- Parallel?

326
00:11:11,105 --> 00:11:13,547
Yeah, we follow on side streets
and alleyways.

327
00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:16,450
Oh, so he doesn't spot you

328
00:11:16,498 --> 00:11:17,575
- and run?
- Exactly.

329
00:11:17,623 --> 00:11:19,303
Last thing we want is him
speeding through traffic

330
00:11:19,351 --> 00:11:20,739
with a baby in the car,
especially since

331
00:11:20,787 --> 00:11:22,497
there's no way he's got
an infant car seat in there.

332
00:11:22,546 --> 00:11:24,106
No, we'll just wait until
we have enough units,

333
00:11:24,154 --> 00:11:25,294
and then we'll box him in.

334
00:11:25,473 --> 00:11:27,011
Intersection ahead. We still have him?

335
00:11:27,060 --> 00:11:28,420
Yeah, he's about half a car
length ahead,

336
00:11:28,468 --> 00:11:29,659
but he's speeding up.

337
00:11:29,708 --> 00:11:31,400
He might've seen us
before we made our turn.

338
00:11:33,181 --> 00:11:34,973
7-Adam-19, Maxwell and Pico.

339
00:11:35,021 --> 00:11:37,223
West of target...
waiting for him to pass.

340
00:11:40,246 --> 00:11:41,394
Suspect just went past.

341
00:11:41,443 --> 00:11:42,800
Speed 50 miles an hour.

342
00:11:42,849 --> 00:11:44,162
We'll move to parallel on the north.

343
00:11:44,297 --> 00:11:45,347
Copy that.

344
00:11:45,395 --> 00:11:46,596
Why not just set up a roadblock?

345
00:11:46,645 --> 00:11:48,378
Roadblocks are considered
a lethal measure.

346
00:11:48,427 --> 00:11:50,401
- Didn't know that.
- Yeah, there's a strong chance

347
00:11:50,450 --> 00:11:52,157
a desperate driver
will ram a roadblock.

348
00:11:52,205 --> 00:11:53,158
Clear!

349
00:11:53,206 --> 00:11:54,993
We don't use them unless
we have no other choice.

350
00:11:55,042 --> 00:11:56,402
- Come on, come on.
- Watch out, watch out!

351
00:11:57,774 --> 00:11:58,824
I can't see around the truck.

352
00:11:58,872 --> 00:12:00,464
- Move it! Move!
- I got it.

353
00:12:00,513 --> 00:12:01,513
- After this car.
- Hey!

354
00:12:01,562 --> 00:12:03,663
- Hold on. There we go.
- Got it.

355
00:12:05,887 --> 00:12:07,571
- Do you see him?
- No.

356
00:12:07,820 --> 00:12:09,840
Well, maybe, maybe he turned
around when we got stuck.

357
00:12:10,122 --> 00:12:11,776
7-Adam-19, we've lost visual.

358
00:12:11,824 --> 00:12:12,880
You got eyes on him?

359
00:12:12,929 --> 00:12:14,816
Negative, we haven't reacquired visual.

360
00:12:15,027 --> 00:12:16,735
Where the hell is that airship?

361
00:12:16,996 --> 00:12:19,083
Air Three is overhead.
Arriving on scene.

362
00:12:19,302 --> 00:12:20,919
What's the suspect's 20?

363
00:12:20,967 --> 00:12:22,921
We lost visual. Pico, east of Maxwell.

364
00:12:22,969 --> 00:12:25,348
It's possible he turned off and
headed either north or south.

365
00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:27,066
Copy that. We're gonna orbit.

366
00:12:31,878 --> 00:12:32,958
Contact.

367
00:12:33,007 --> 00:12:35,166
Suspect vehicle now heading
north on Livingston.

368
00:12:35,214 --> 00:12:36,901
Repeat, north on Livingston.

369
00:12:36,949 --> 00:12:38,353
Copy. On our way.

370
00:12:38,778 --> 00:12:40,745
Speed is approximately 65.

371
00:12:40,794 --> 00:12:42,154
Looks like he's heading
for the freeway.

372
00:12:46,762 --> 00:12:47,812
Hold on.

373
00:12:47,860 --> 00:12:49,745
Suspect just sideswiped
another vehicle.

374
00:12:49,794 --> 00:12:51,129
He's lost control.

375
00:12:53,499 --> 00:12:54,864
Tell me that wasn't our guy.

376
00:12:54,927 --> 00:12:56,588
He just TC'd into a telephone pole.

377
00:12:56,636 --> 00:12:58,590
Can you see inside the truck?

378
00:12:58,638 --> 00:13:00,005
Negative.

379
00:13:11,786 --> 00:13:13,570
- Hands!
- Police!

380
00:13:15,277 --> 00:13:16,997
Show me your hands!

381
00:13:17,661 --> 00:13:19,739
- Where is your daughter?
- What?

382
00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,599
Keep your hands where we can see them.

383
00:13:25,778 --> 00:13:26,833
No kid.

384
00:13:26,881 --> 00:13:28,677
There's no kid in here!'
There's no kid!

385
00:13:28,726 --> 00:13:29,919
Your baby, where is she?

386
00:13:29,968 --> 00:13:31,294
At the hospital with her mom.

387
00:13:31,343 --> 00:13:32,490
Then why did you run?

388
00:13:32,538 --> 00:13:34,139
Gun and drugs.

389
00:13:36,247 --> 00:13:38,821
If he doesn't have the baby, who does?

390
00:13:44,060 --> 00:13:45,514
Never thought I'd be disappointed

391
00:13:45,562 --> 00:13:47,649
a meth-head wasn't
taking care of a newborn.

392
00:13:48,098 --> 00:13:49,418
But I guess there's still
plenty of time

393
00:13:49,466 --> 00:13:51,186
for him to mess up
this kid's childhood,

394
00:13:51,234 --> 00:13:52,827
once we get her back.

395
00:13:53,278 --> 00:13:54,722
If we get her back.

396
00:13:56,665 --> 00:13:58,994
You know, whenever you need
Halloween costumes

397
00:13:59,042 --> 00:14:00,395
for Lopez Jr.,

398
00:14:00,443 --> 00:14:02,965
my mom has dozens in storage.

399
00:14:03,013 --> 00:14:05,345
I'm talking cop uniforms for every age.

400
00:14:05,742 --> 00:14:08,153
You never really wanted to be
anything else?

401
00:14:09,289 --> 00:14:11,491
Astronaut? Ninja?

402
00:14:11,610 --> 00:14:13,024
Ninja astronaut?

403
00:14:13,073 --> 00:14:14,803
I mean, that'd be cool, but...

404
00:14:15,203 --> 00:14:16,745
Mnh-mnh. No.

405
00:14:16,906 --> 00:14:18,798
I guess I just wanted to be my dad.

406
00:14:19,191 --> 00:14:21,245
It was like my way of
feeling close to him

407
00:14:21,294 --> 00:14:22,351
when he wasn't around.

408
00:14:22,399 --> 00:14:24,486
- Was that a lot?
- Yeah.

409
00:14:24,534 --> 00:14:25,641
I mean,

410
00:14:25,689 --> 00:14:27,122
he was a detective when I was born,

411
00:14:27,170 --> 00:14:28,984
trying to make a name for himself.

412
00:14:29,506 --> 00:14:31,059
Lot of long hours.

413
00:14:31,374 --> 00:14:32,494
But you were close.

414
00:14:32,542 --> 00:14:34,022
Yeah, eventually.

415
00:14:34,375 --> 00:14:36,750
Mom was kind of on her own
until I was 12.

416
00:14:36,914 --> 00:14:39,672
And that's when he moved up,
got more stable hours.

417
00:14:39,789 --> 00:14:41,117
Mm.

418
00:14:41,284 --> 00:14:42,562
I mean,

419
00:14:42,610 --> 00:14:44,146
I always loved him...

420
00:14:44,195 --> 00:14:46,949
don't get me wrong...
even when he wasn't around.

421
00:14:46,998 --> 00:14:49,102
I have a lot of great memories,

422
00:14:49,228 --> 00:14:51,355
- you know?
- Of course.

423
00:14:51,450 --> 00:14:54,233
You know, you and Wesley are
going to be awesome parents.

424
00:14:54,780 --> 00:14:56,139
I know.

425
00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:58,347
It's just...

426
00:14:58,501 --> 00:15:00,489
We both get so wrapped up in our cases,

427
00:15:00,537 --> 00:15:03,155
we barely make time
to have dinner together.

428
00:15:03,554 --> 00:15:05,308
How are we supposed to
make time for a kid?

429
00:15:05,356 --> 00:15:06,969
Wesley is loaded.

430
00:15:07,017 --> 00:15:08,444
You get yourself a nanny.

431
00:15:08,578 --> 00:15:09,826
Or three.

432
00:15:09,938 --> 00:15:11,333
So a stranger can raise my child?

433
00:15:11,381 --> 00:15:12,534
I mean, it won't be a stranger

434
00:15:12,582 --> 00:15:14,087
when you get to know them, you know?

435
00:15:14,833 --> 00:15:15,883
Look...

436
00:15:15,931 --> 00:15:17,266
You are not the first detective

437
00:15:17,315 --> 00:15:19,055
to have to balance work with a kid.

438
00:15:19,313 --> 00:15:21,143
Talk to Harper, about how she did it.

439
00:15:22,302 --> 00:15:25,493
Harper, can you ten-three
to a backup channel?

440
00:15:27,217 --> 00:15:28,414
Sure, go to 11.

441
00:15:28,462 --> 00:15:30,038
Don't record this.

442
00:15:33,546 --> 00:15:35,800
I need you to give me
the reals on something.

443
00:15:36,078 --> 00:15:37,479
How difficult was it to go back to work

444
00:15:37,527 --> 00:15:39,027
after Lila was born?

445
00:15:39,891 --> 00:15:41,463
Honestly, I barely remember.

446
00:15:41,511 --> 00:15:43,658
I almost died giving birth, so...

447
00:15:44,031 --> 00:15:47,008
But, uh, that's -that's not
gonna happen to you.

448
00:15:47,057 --> 00:15:51,147
G-Giving birth can be
a wonderful experience,

449
00:15:51,217 --> 00:15:52,983
I've been told.

450
00:15:53,585 --> 00:15:54,905
Definitely get the epidural.

451
00:15:55,024 --> 00:15:56,842
Don't worry. I'm not a lunatic.

452
00:15:57,143 --> 00:15:58,757
I'm thinking of scheduling a C,

453
00:15:58,837 --> 00:16:00,805
but I'm worried that the
stitches and everything

454
00:16:00,854 --> 00:16:03,054
will keep me off work even longer.

455
00:16:03,103 --> 00:16:05,138
I worried about the same thing,
but you know what?

456
00:16:05,227 --> 00:16:06,828
I got stitches anyway, just,

457
00:16:06,877 --> 00:16:08,155
not in my stomach.

458
00:16:08,204 --> 00:16:09,858
Okay. Change us back to channel one.

459
00:16:09,907 --> 00:16:11,808
Wh-I-I... I think I want to hear this.

460
00:16:13,325 --> 00:16:14,961
Tell me the truth...

461
00:16:15,033 --> 00:16:16,721
Am I gonna poop myself?

462
00:16:17,147 --> 00:16:18,667
And I'm out.

463
00:16:18,715 --> 00:16:19,968
Wow.

464
00:16:21,117 --> 00:16:22,571
I wish I could say no.

465
00:16:22,619 --> 00:16:24,399
Why can't we just do that
twilight sleep thing

466
00:16:24,448 --> 00:16:25,656
they did back in the '50s?

467
00:16:25,705 --> 00:16:27,357
I asked.

468
00:16:27,406 --> 00:16:29,885
Apparently it is "grossly unethical."

469
00:16:29,972 --> 00:16:32,216
Detectives, are you done?

470
00:16:32,929 --> 00:16:34,470
Yes, sir.

471
00:16:38,828 --> 00:16:40,418
We must seem callous,

472
00:16:40,466 --> 00:16:41,867
joking while a kid is missing.

473
00:16:41,916 --> 00:16:42,977
No, I get it.

474
00:16:43,026 --> 00:16:44,858
I'm sure it's hard to
work these kinds of cases.

475
00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:46,979
Calls involving kids are the worst.

476
00:16:47,028 --> 00:16:48,818
You can't help but think,
what if they were mine?

477
00:16:48,867 --> 00:16:51,323
Mm. Yeah, I don't have kids, but...

478
00:16:51,656 --> 00:16:53,133
I feel the same way every time

479
00:16:53,181 --> 00:16:55,403
another Black kid gets shot by police.

480
00:16:59,041 --> 00:17:01,942
Oh. Hospital sent the
video of the kidnapping.

481
00:17:03,545 --> 00:17:05,180
You can't see her face.

482
00:17:06,741 --> 00:17:08,027
That is just terrifying.

483
00:17:08,624 --> 00:17:10,039
A stranger snatching your baby

484
00:17:10,088 --> 00:17:11,368
when you're not there to protect them.

485
00:17:11,416 --> 00:17:14,308
Don't worry, I will personally
stand watch over your kid

486
00:17:14,356 --> 00:17:15,673
until you leave the hospital.

487
00:17:15,722 --> 00:17:16,790
You better.

488
00:17:16,839 --> 00:17:18,326
Do they have an ID on the kidnapper?

489
00:17:18,660 --> 00:17:20,683
- Not yet.
- Listen to me.

490
00:17:20,861 --> 00:17:22,929
We're gonna find her, alright?

491
00:17:23,632 --> 00:17:25,309
And that baby's gonna be fine.

492
00:17:25,467 --> 00:17:26,854
You'll see.

493
00:17:31,985 --> 00:17:33,227
We don't have time for this.

494
00:17:33,275 --> 00:17:35,516
Every minute we waste waiting
for an ID on this woman,

495
00:17:35,565 --> 00:17:37,375
is a minute she could
be hurting this kid...

496
00:17:37,424 --> 00:17:38,461
Or worse.

497
00:17:38,510 --> 00:17:39,710
Look, you need to get your head right

498
00:17:39,758 --> 00:17:40,836
in case this goes bad.

499
00:17:40,885 --> 00:17:42,403
I'm squared away.

500
00:17:42,451 --> 00:17:45,386
The fact that you just said that
means you're not.

501
00:17:46,558 --> 00:17:48,821
Look, you've been lucky
on the job so far.

502
00:17:49,991 --> 00:17:51,568
No. Alright.

503
00:17:51,655 --> 00:17:53,141
I'm sorry. That...

504
00:17:53,189 --> 00:17:54,577
That came out wrong.

505
00:17:54,711 --> 00:17:55,839
You've been through Hell...

506
00:17:55,888 --> 00:17:58,777
stuff that would've broken
a lot of veteran cops.

507
00:17:58,934 --> 00:18:00,741
But a dead kid is different.

508
00:18:01,322 --> 00:18:02,671
A dead kid...

509
00:18:02,820 --> 00:18:04,360
Changes you forever.

510
00:18:07,032 --> 00:18:09,353
I really hope our last shift together

511
00:18:09,402 --> 00:18:10,695
doesn't end with that.

512
00:18:10,744 --> 00:18:13,003
Yeah. Me too.

513
00:18:14,950 --> 00:18:17,216
Okay, so what's next on your list?

514
00:18:20,246 --> 00:18:23,026
Okay.

515
00:18:23,358 --> 00:18:24,811
"Surround yourself with people"

516
00:18:24,888 --> 00:18:28,264
"who support, value,
and energize you," which...

517
00:18:28,474 --> 00:18:30,285
May have to wait until later.

518
00:18:30,399 --> 00:18:32,892
Then, uh, "Reflect on
the lessons learned..."

519
00:18:32,992 --> 00:18:34,444
"Both the good and the bad..."

520
00:18:34,492 --> 00:18:36,661
And "express gratitude."

521
00:18:38,173 --> 00:18:39,645
Okay.

522
00:18:39,870 --> 00:18:42,525
So, what have I taught you
that you're grateful for?

523
00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:45,193
Um... hmm.

524
00:18:46,329 --> 00:18:48,679
Not to second-guess myself.

525
00:18:49,584 --> 00:18:51,572
Yeah, early on,

526
00:18:51,620 --> 00:18:54,126
one look from you could
send me into a tailspin.

527
00:18:54,695 --> 00:18:56,180
- Plain Clothes Day.
- Mm-hmm.

528
00:18:56,229 --> 00:18:58,216
But I've learned to trust my instincts,

529
00:18:58,265 --> 00:19:00,892
even if they go against
what you would do,

530
00:19:00,941 --> 00:19:03,750
which will be crucial
for undercover work.

531
00:19:04,973 --> 00:19:06,960
You serious about being UC?

532
00:19:07,062 --> 00:19:08,380
Yeah.

533
00:19:09,008 --> 00:19:11,125
Why? Do you not think I'm tough enough?

534
00:19:11,174 --> 00:19:12,719
No, it's not about being tough.

535
00:19:12,794 --> 00:19:14,759
I mean, look,
you're as tough as they come.

536
00:19:14,856 --> 00:19:17,150
It's just, you're...

537
00:19:17,377 --> 00:19:18,971
Sensitive.

538
00:19:19,985 --> 00:19:21,201
You are!

539
00:19:21,249 --> 00:19:22,874
Look what happened with Tamara.

540
00:19:22,923 --> 00:19:25,874
You gave her your car,
for crying out loud.

541
00:19:26,139 --> 00:19:27,359
And today...

542
00:19:27,407 --> 00:19:30,128
Today, this whole need
to relive the last year,

543
00:19:30,177 --> 00:19:31,378
talk about our feelings.

544
00:19:31,426 --> 00:19:33,719
I happen to think
that caring about people,

545
00:19:33,768 --> 00:19:35,273
connecting with them,

546
00:19:35,321 --> 00:19:37,235
is what makes me a good cop.

547
00:19:37,284 --> 00:19:38,404
It does.

548
00:19:38,453 --> 00:19:39,898
Just not a good UC.

549
00:19:40,028 --> 00:19:41,815
Look, to work undercover,

550
00:19:41,864 --> 00:19:44,692
you have to be able to lie
to someone's face...

551
00:19:44,741 --> 00:19:46,492
Make them believe
you're their best friend,

552
00:19:46,541 --> 00:19:48,705
and then stab them in the back.

553
00:19:49,439 --> 00:19:51,829
I just don't think you have
that killer instinct.

554
00:19:54,470 --> 00:19:56,195
Ouch.

555
00:19:56,324 --> 00:19:57,744
I'm sorry.

556
00:19:57,793 --> 00:19:59,314
But it's better you hear it now.

557
00:20:06,494 --> 00:20:08,235
You're right.

558
00:20:09,065 --> 00:20:11,319
And I appreciate your honesty.

559
00:20:11,491 --> 00:20:13,145
You always tell me the truth,

560
00:20:13,194 --> 00:20:15,314
no matter how painful it's gonna be,

561
00:20:15,363 --> 00:20:17,498
and you deserve the same from me.

562
00:20:21,024 --> 00:20:25,948
I've been struggling, with
being honest with you all day.

563
00:20:26,340 --> 00:20:28,754
I've been hiding behind this stupid

564
00:20:28,802 --> 00:20:30,383
closure checklist,

565
00:20:30,432 --> 00:20:32,945
trying to get up the courage
to tell you something.

566
00:20:34,322 --> 00:20:35,633
Okay.

567
00:20:35,757 --> 00:20:36,991
What?

568
00:20:44,245 --> 00:20:45,946
I have feelings for you.

569
00:20:50,419 --> 00:20:51,843
- Uh, like f...
- Look, we've been through

570
00:20:51,892 --> 00:20:53,886
a lot this year, I mean...

571
00:20:54,443 --> 00:20:56,491
You saved my life.

572
00:20:57,336 --> 00:20:59,824
And I didn't want to
say anything before

573
00:20:59,873 --> 00:21:02,570
because I didn't want to
put you in a weird position.

574
00:21:02,871 --> 00:21:04,954
But now, I mean, I think...

575
00:21:06,414 --> 00:21:09,798
I think the reason why you're
so protective of me and...

576
00:21:10,166 --> 00:21:12,359
And why you don't want me
to be an undercover cop

577
00:21:12,408 --> 00:21:13,975
is because...

578
00:21:16,102 --> 00:21:18,267
Because you have feelings for me, too.

579
00:21:20,984 --> 00:21:22,596
- Lucy, I...
- No, listen,

580
00:21:22,645 --> 00:21:24,874
I-I know it's complicated.

581
00:21:24,965 --> 00:21:26,685
You're my TO.

582
00:21:26,734 --> 00:21:28,634
You're responsible for me.

583
00:21:28,683 --> 00:21:30,462
I know that you would never cross

584
00:21:30,510 --> 00:21:32,487
that line, but...

585
00:21:33,274 --> 00:21:36,169
Starting tomorrow, I guess...

586
00:21:36,995 --> 00:21:38,298
You're not,

587
00:21:38,347 --> 00:21:40,234
and I...

588
00:21:40,359 --> 00:21:41,960
Uh... Eh...

589
00:21:44,597 --> 00:21:46,135
First of all...

590
00:21:46,490 --> 00:21:48,830
I-I just, like...

591
00:21:50,535 --> 00:21:51,725
Thank you.

592
00:21:51,774 --> 00:21:52,867
Um...

593
00:21:53,281 --> 00:21:54,823
You're...

594
00:21:56,042 --> 00:21:58,029
Look, Lucy, I'm... I'm flattered.

595
00:21:58,406 --> 00:21:59,988
I am.

596
00:22:01,392 --> 00:22:03,713
You're a great girl.

597
00:22:03,817 --> 00:22:05,623
Woman. Woman.

598
00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:08,359
And I...

599
00:22:09,457 --> 00:22:10,944
Um...

600
00:22:11,156 --> 00:22:12,863
Crap.

601
00:22:14,512 --> 00:22:17,013
Listen.

602
00:22:19,932 --> 00:22:21,297
Are you kidding me?!

603
00:22:21,373 --> 00:22:23,027
I'm sorry!

604
00:22:23,857 --> 00:22:25,819
- Are you kidding me?
- Wait, I'm sorry.

605
00:22:25,987 --> 00:22:28,495
- Oh, you're sorry.
- Wait. Just wait.

606
00:22:28,558 --> 00:22:30,588
Lie to your face... Check.

607
00:22:30,637 --> 00:22:32,585
Make you think I've fallen for you...

608
00:22:32,634 --> 00:22:34,188
Double check.

609
00:22:34,237 --> 00:22:36,065
Oh, and stab you in the back

610
00:22:36,114 --> 00:22:37,740
when you think we're best friends...

611
00:22:37,812 --> 00:22:39,086
Triple check.

612
00:22:39,202 --> 00:22:40,455
Look me in the face...

613
00:22:40,504 --> 00:22:42,143
- Nope.
- And tell me you don't think,

614
00:22:42,191 --> 00:22:43,923
I have the killer instinct

615
00:22:43,972 --> 00:22:45,559
to do undercover work.

616
00:22:45,646 --> 00:22:47,333
Look me in my face.

617
00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:04,484
It's weird now, isn't it?

618
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:06,667
Nope.

619
00:23:07,869 --> 00:23:09,456
I was just making a point.

620
00:23:09,504 --> 00:23:12,583
And you're undermining it
by feeling guilty.

621
00:23:18,792 --> 00:23:20,102
You're out of your mind.

622
00:23:20,182 --> 00:23:22,071
You want to try the Camden Experiment

623
00:23:22,120 --> 00:23:23,181
in Los Angeles?

624
00:23:23,230 --> 00:23:24,783
I'm sorry. What's
the Camden Experiment?

625
00:23:24,831 --> 00:23:26,713
Uh, fire all police officers,

626
00:23:26,762 --> 00:23:28,484
make them reapply for their jobs.

627
00:23:28,533 --> 00:23:29,555
Oh, just that?

628
00:23:29,603 --> 00:23:31,635
Well, you're both good cops.

629
00:23:31,901 --> 00:23:33,821
You'd be back on the force in no time.

630
00:23:33,870 --> 00:23:36,926
But, running new background
checks on every single officer,

631
00:23:36,975 --> 00:23:39,330
most especially combing through
their social media posts...

632
00:23:39,379 --> 00:23:40,826
That'll get rid of most of the problem.

633
00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:42,880
We'd be coming back to a gutted force.

634
00:23:42,993 --> 00:23:45,577
I mean, you would be down 10%.

635
00:23:45,626 --> 00:23:47,026
Maybe 20%.

636
00:23:47,075 --> 00:23:49,930
But you would be coming back to
a better force.

637
00:23:50,002 --> 00:23:51,627
And what about the kid
that goes missing

638
00:23:51,676 --> 00:23:52,996
the day we're all fired?

639
00:23:53,115 --> 00:23:55,395
I mean, it wouldn't happen overnight.

640
00:23:55,458 --> 00:23:57,842
It would happen gradually, in stages.

641
00:23:58,138 --> 00:24:00,010
But without major action,

642
00:24:00,534 --> 00:24:02,851
things will never get better.

643
00:24:02,900 --> 00:24:04,065
7-Adam-15,

644
00:24:04,114 --> 00:24:06,296
we have a possible suspect ID
on the Amber Alert.

645
00:24:06,345 --> 00:24:08,566
Last name Cissane, first name Rita.

646
00:24:08,819 --> 00:24:10,765
Suspect's husband called 911.

647
00:24:10,814 --> 00:24:12,701
Make contact to take his statement.

648
00:24:12,750 --> 00:24:14,738
Address is being sent to your box.

649
00:24:15,064 --> 00:24:17,031
Copy that, we got it. On our way.

650
00:24:19,162 --> 00:24:20,212
Yeah, if, uh...

651
00:24:20,260 --> 00:24:21,561
I-if she reaches out,

652
00:24:21,788 --> 00:24:25,026
um, please, please,
please, please call me.

653
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:28,354
Um... okay. Yeah, no. I-I gotta go.

654
00:24:30,776 --> 00:24:32,830
Mr. Cissane, I'm Detective Harper.

655
00:24:32,878 --> 00:24:34,332
This is Officer Nolan.

656
00:24:34,380 --> 00:24:37,693
I understand that your wife,
Rita, was here with a baby?

657
00:24:37,742 --> 00:24:39,534
Yeah, I-I don't...
I don't know where she is.

658
00:24:39,583 --> 00:24:43,081
I-I tried calling everyone that I know.

659
00:24:43,130 --> 00:24:44,884
I-I tried to stop her from leaving,

660
00:24:44,939 --> 00:24:47,019
but she was holding that baby,
and it was...

661
00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:48,638
Just so little.

662
00:24:48,741 --> 00:24:50,940
I know. They can look
so fragile at that age.

663
00:24:51,430 --> 00:24:52,751
Uh, tell us about your wife.

664
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:54,805
Is there anything that could
have precipitated this?

665
00:24:55,339 --> 00:24:56,891
You don't know?

666
00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,893
W-We lost our daughter, Casey,

667
00:25:00,941 --> 00:25:02,690
this morning to SIDS.

668
00:25:02,870 --> 00:25:05,588
Rita went into the nursery
to check on her,

669
00:25:05,755 --> 00:25:07,781
and then I heard screaming,

670
00:25:07,946 --> 00:25:09,228
so I ran in,

671
00:25:09,277 --> 00:25:11,941
and she was so still...

672
00:25:12,417 --> 00:25:14,009
S-so cold.

673
00:25:14,058 --> 00:25:15,211
I am so sorry.

674
00:25:15,259 --> 00:25:17,224
Sir, h-how old was she?

675
00:25:17,395 --> 00:25:18,982
Two months.

676
00:25:19,030 --> 00:25:21,112
That's why your wife was
at the hospital today?

677
00:25:21,161 --> 00:25:23,716
Yeah, we -we raced Casey
to the Emergency Room,

678
00:25:23,765 --> 00:25:26,088
hoping that they could do
something, but it was...

679
00:25:26,245 --> 00:25:27,400
It was too late.

680
00:25:27,565 --> 00:25:31,229
And then there was so many,
uh, questions and...

681
00:25:31,277 --> 00:25:32,735
And forms.

682
00:25:32,784 --> 00:25:34,924
It took me a while to realize that, um,

683
00:25:34,972 --> 00:25:36,492
that Rita had left.

684
00:25:36,618 --> 00:25:38,672
She wasn't answering her cell,
so I thought maybe s-she,

685
00:25:38,721 --> 00:25:41,315
she came home, but she wasn't here,

686
00:25:41,424 --> 00:25:43,862
and then she just showed up
like nothing had happened,

687
00:25:43,911 --> 00:25:45,013
and she was just...

688
00:25:45,204 --> 00:25:47,342
Holding this little baby,

689
00:25:47,542 --> 00:25:49,359
and calling her Casey

690
00:25:49,518 --> 00:25:51,758
and saying that everything had
been a big mistake.

691
00:25:51,807 --> 00:25:53,041
Okay, uh,

692
00:25:53,089 --> 00:25:54,211
we're gonna have to initiate

693
00:25:54,260 --> 00:25:55,838
Child Death Protocol.

694
00:25:55,887 --> 00:25:57,173
Treat the place like a crime scene.

695
00:25:57,222 --> 00:25:58,748
Notify Homicide...

696
00:25:58,972 --> 00:26:00,862
The District Attorney, and CPS.

697
00:26:00,911 --> 00:26:02,721
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
We didn't kill our daughter.

698
00:26:02,770 --> 00:26:03,927
It was -It was... It was SIDS.

699
00:26:03,975 --> 00:26:05,917
Yes, sir. I understand.

700
00:26:05,966 --> 00:26:06,971
I'm not saying that we believe

701
00:26:07,019 --> 00:26:08,219
that you harmed your child,

702
00:26:08,268 --> 00:26:10,096
but we do have protocols
we have to follow.

703
00:26:10,145 --> 00:26:11,243
Eh, sir, it's...

704
00:26:11,291 --> 00:26:12,360
The hard fact is,

705
00:26:12,409 --> 00:26:14,104
what most people consider to be SIDS

706
00:26:14,152 --> 00:26:16,727
is actually, accidental suffocation,

707
00:26:16,888 --> 00:26:18,588
from soft bedding or a toy.

708
00:26:19,063 --> 00:26:22,185
Uh, right now, we have to
focus on your wife.

709
00:26:22,319 --> 00:26:24,417
Is there anywhere you think
she might have gone?

710
00:26:24,526 --> 00:26:25,651
I don't know, I've reached out

711
00:26:25,699 --> 00:26:26,774
to everyone I can think of,

712
00:26:26,823 --> 00:26:28,789
but she's not really herself right...

713
00:26:28,837 --> 00:26:31,438
- Right now.
- Has she been depressed lately?

714
00:26:31,499 --> 00:26:33,681
Yeah. I mean, she hasn't been
eating or sleeping.

715
00:26:33,739 --> 00:26:35,557
The doctor said she had, um...

716
00:26:35,804 --> 00:26:36,938
PPD,

717
00:26:36,987 --> 00:26:38,585
but Rita refused any help.

718
00:26:38,764 --> 00:26:40,418
Uh, has she been drinking a lot?

719
00:26:40,467 --> 00:26:42,020
- Any drugs or medication?
- No.

720
00:26:42,069 --> 00:26:44,323
No, the doctor prescribed
antidepressants,

721
00:26:44,372 --> 00:26:45,791
but Rita wouldn't take them.

722
00:26:45,839 --> 00:26:46,935
I'm just so scared that...

723
00:26:46,984 --> 00:26:48,505
- Thank you, sir.
- Okay, thank you.

724
00:26:48,612 --> 00:26:50,036
Please don't hurt her.

725
00:26:50,166 --> 00:26:52,006
She's not herself right now.

726
00:26:52,086 --> 00:26:54,498
You have to promise me that
you won't hurt her, please.

727
00:27:07,338 --> 00:27:09,104
Updated Amber Alert.

728
00:27:09,153 --> 00:27:11,307
New suspect vehicle is
a green Ford Fiesta.

729
00:27:11,454 --> 00:27:15,110
License plate 3-Paul-Charles-Ida-0-2-6.

730
00:27:15,213 --> 00:27:17,178
Suspect is Rita Cissane.

731
00:27:17,227 --> 00:27:19,026
31-year-old white female,

732
00:27:19,074 --> 00:27:20,932
who lost her baby to SIDS.

733
00:27:24,188 --> 00:27:26,476
This case is all the nightmares
in my closet combined.

734
00:27:26,620 --> 00:27:28,557
I know. Sorry.

735
00:27:28,900 --> 00:27:31,021
How am I ever gonna let my kid
out of my sight?

736
00:27:31,195 --> 00:27:32,987
With all the things we see on the job,

737
00:27:33,036 --> 00:27:34,323
the -the things I know about people...

738
00:27:34,372 --> 00:27:37,160
Look, the things we see are outliers.

739
00:27:37,368 --> 00:27:39,883
Look, every day, we show up
on people's worst day.

740
00:27:40,342 --> 00:27:42,429
We see the exception, not the rule.

741
00:27:42,524 --> 00:27:44,338
I know that up here...

742
00:27:44,790 --> 00:27:46,549
- But...
- Look, whether the kid

743
00:27:46,597 --> 00:27:49,153
is with you or Wesley or a nanny,

744
00:27:49,286 --> 00:27:50,940
they'll be fine, okay?

745
00:27:51,089 --> 00:27:53,516
It's just so different
from the way I grew up.

746
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,931
Wesley was raised by a nanny.

747
00:27:56,257 --> 00:27:58,159
But, when my mom went to work,

748
00:27:58,207 --> 00:27:59,854
she put me in the back room,

749
00:27:59,903 --> 00:28:02,299
and the other women
would check in on me.

750
00:28:02,940 --> 00:28:05,895
Can't exactly drop off Lopez Jr.
in Holding every morning.

751
00:28:06,092 --> 00:28:07,445
I don't know.

752
00:28:07,554 --> 00:28:09,353
Smitty is surprisingly maternal.

753
00:28:10,591 --> 00:28:13,412
That is the most horrifying idea
I've ever heard...

754
00:28:13,710 --> 00:28:15,957
And I want it to be
a reality show so bad.

755
00:28:16,006 --> 00:28:18,207
Right? I would watch
the hell out of that.

756
00:28:18,843 --> 00:28:21,618
Rita is negative on any
previous 5150 holds,

757
00:28:21,667 --> 00:28:23,821
and there are no registered
firearms in her name.

758
00:28:23,879 --> 00:28:24,963
If this woman's doctor

759
00:28:25,011 --> 00:28:26,626
couldn't get through to her,
how will you?

760
00:28:26,675 --> 00:28:28,006
I-I mean, this woman is in crisis.

761
00:28:28,055 --> 00:28:29,308
She needs a psychiatrist.

762
00:28:29,357 --> 00:28:30,618
Yeah, but the baby needs a cop.

763
00:28:30,667 --> 00:28:33,034
The honest truth is we
don't have enough information,

764
00:28:33,083 --> 00:28:34,410
to know what we're dealing with.

765
00:28:34,458 --> 00:28:35,877
But that's every call.

766
00:28:35,926 --> 00:28:37,879
It's a constant struggle
to figure things out,

767
00:28:37,928 --> 00:28:39,528
before it's too late.

768
00:28:41,764 --> 00:28:44,146
Uh, 7-Adam-19, go to channel nine.

769
00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:46,322
Go for 7-Adam-19.

770
00:28:46,370 --> 00:28:47,987
Did you study postpartum depression

771
00:28:48,036 --> 00:28:49,738
- in your psych major?
- Yeah.

772
00:28:49,786 --> 00:28:53,627
PPD is fairly common,
affects 1 in 8 new moms.

773
00:28:53,676 --> 00:28:56,093
In most cases, they feel tired,
alone, guilty.

774
00:28:56,142 --> 00:28:58,100
Some feel a lack of attachment
and then guilt,

775
00:28:58,149 --> 00:28:59,588
for not feeling attached.

776
00:28:59,782 --> 00:29:03,113
Some are overwhelmed by paranoia...

777
00:29:03,518 --> 00:29:05,135
Visions of horrible things,

778
00:29:05,183 --> 00:29:07,111
happening to their own child.

779
00:29:07,389 --> 00:29:10,144
I see Rita turned down treatment.

780
00:29:10,309 --> 00:29:12,730
That tells me she's probably
dealing with shame,

781
00:29:12,817 --> 00:29:14,871
trying to cope alone, isolating.

782
00:29:14,950 --> 00:29:16,315
Now add to that the trauma

783
00:29:16,364 --> 00:29:18,436
of finding her child unresponsive.

784
00:29:18,549 --> 00:29:20,461
That could precipitate a mental break.

785
00:29:20,510 --> 00:29:22,792
If it's an extreme case of PPD,
which is rare,

786
00:29:22,841 --> 00:29:23,919
she could be thinking about

787
00:29:23,967 --> 00:29:25,502
harming herself or her baby.

788
00:29:25,584 --> 00:29:26,846
Tim. Green Fiesta.

789
00:29:26,895 --> 00:29:28,008
Plates match. That's our car.

790
00:29:28,057 --> 00:29:29,265
Nolan, we found Rita's car.

791
00:29:29,313 --> 00:29:31,813
21000 block of Manningham.

792
00:29:31,862 --> 00:29:33,916
On our way. Let's go.

793
00:29:38,143 --> 00:29:39,556
Control, 7-Adam-19,

794
00:29:39,605 --> 00:29:42,327
we've located the Fiesta from
the revised Amber Alert.

795
00:29:42,460 --> 00:29:44,768
21000 block of Manningham.

796
00:29:44,817 --> 00:29:47,357
No sign of suspect or child.

797
00:29:49,610 --> 00:29:51,404
It's still hot.
She must have just ditched it.

798
00:29:51,489 --> 00:29:53,530
Hey. You looking for the driver?

799
00:29:53,692 --> 00:29:54,969
Yeah, you see where she went?

800
00:29:55,060 --> 00:29:57,330
Nah. I was walking by
when she parked on the curb.

801
00:29:57,379 --> 00:29:59,333
- How long ago?
- About five minutes.

802
00:29:59,382 --> 00:30:00,942
Enough time for Butch and I
to circle the block.

803
00:30:00,991 --> 00:30:03,239
- Did she have a baby with her?
- No idea.

804
00:30:03,338 --> 00:30:05,930
I just watched her totally
demolish that parking spot.

805
00:30:05,987 --> 00:30:07,746
Reminded me of my ex-wife.

806
00:30:07,795 --> 00:30:09,205
Uh, yes, sir. Please call us

807
00:30:09,253 --> 00:30:10,573
- if you remember anything else.
- Okay.

808
00:30:10,621 --> 00:30:11,607
Control, 7-Adam-19,

809
00:30:11,655 --> 00:30:13,493
I got the vehicle, unoccupied.

810
00:30:13,542 --> 00:30:15,496
Witness says the suspect here
less than five minutes ago.

811
00:30:15,545 --> 00:30:16,632
She's on foot.

812
00:30:16,681 --> 00:30:18,014
We need backup and an airship

813
00:30:18,063 --> 00:30:19,185
to secure a 10-block radius

814
00:30:19,234 --> 00:30:20,401
for a grid search.

815
00:30:23,086 --> 00:30:24,136
I don't like this.

816
00:30:24,184 --> 00:30:25,521
She wouldn't have abandoned the car

817
00:30:25,569 --> 00:30:26,966
unless she stopped for a reason.

818
00:30:27,053 --> 00:30:28,540
Odds are it won't be a good one.

819
00:30:28,706 --> 00:30:30,407
We gotta find her fast.

820
00:30:34,461 --> 00:30:35,546
Is this crazy?

821
00:30:35,594 --> 00:30:37,279
There's no way we find
her and the baby in time.

822
00:30:37,328 --> 00:30:39,415
We've got multiple units
and an airship searching.

823
00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:40,858
- We will find them.
- How?

824
00:30:40,906 --> 00:30:42,381
- They could be anywhere.
- No.

825
00:30:42,430 --> 00:30:44,199
On foot with a newborn
and a five-minute head start,

826
00:30:44,248 --> 00:30:45,935
she's definitely within our grid.

827
00:30:45,984 --> 00:30:47,803
Someone will have seen her. Just...

828
00:30:48,467 --> 00:30:50,801
Pray we find her before
she does something rash.

829
00:30:59,928 --> 00:31:01,095
Up on the right.

830
00:31:05,620 --> 00:31:07,237
Not her.

831
00:31:10,628 --> 00:31:12,420
Can I make a suggestion?

832
00:31:12,468 --> 00:31:13,826
- Of course.
- Would it be helpful,

833
00:31:13,874 --> 00:31:16,225
to have Rita's husband
brought down here for...

834
00:31:16,273 --> 00:31:17,892
For when she's found?

835
00:31:18,133 --> 00:31:19,687
That could be dangerous.

836
00:31:19,736 --> 00:31:21,735
We don't know what the situation
was like at the house,

837
00:31:21,784 --> 00:31:24,293
and even if the baby's death
truly was accidental,

838
00:31:24,342 --> 00:31:25,989
there could have been marital issues

839
00:31:26,038 --> 00:31:27,725
that added to Rita's PPD.

840
00:31:27,928 --> 00:31:29,448
We'd be introducing a wildcard

841
00:31:29,497 --> 00:31:30,834
to an already tenuous situation.

842
00:31:30,883 --> 00:31:32,956
Wait, so it's all on you? I mean...

843
00:31:33,004 --> 00:31:34,608
No matter what you
find when you get to her,

844
00:31:34,656 --> 00:31:36,005
you have to be ready to deal with it?

845
00:31:36,053 --> 00:31:38,202
What -What if you make a mistake?

846
00:31:38,729 --> 00:31:40,310
We have to live with it.

847
00:31:40,458 --> 00:31:41,978
If we can.

848
00:31:42,471 --> 00:31:45,290
All units, Air Three has
eyes on the suspect.

849
00:31:45,339 --> 00:31:46,576
Fourth Street Bridge.

850
00:31:46,625 --> 00:31:48,656
Repeat... Fourth Street Bridge.

851
00:31:49,188 --> 00:31:50,405
She has the baby.

852
00:31:50,453 --> 00:31:51,518
She's standing at the railing.

853
00:31:51,567 --> 00:31:53,844
Possible jumper.
Repeat, possible jumper.

854
00:31:54,459 --> 00:31:55,578
Here we go.

855
00:31:55,639 --> 00:31:57,592
Control, advise Fire we have
a possible jumper

856
00:31:57,641 --> 00:31:58,686
on Fourth Street Bridge.

857
00:31:58,735 --> 00:32:00,016
See if they have a crash pad available.

858
00:32:00,064 --> 00:32:03,319
We'll also need RA and
backup units, Code 2 high.

859
00:32:17,443 --> 00:32:19,134
Maybe I should stay back.

860
00:32:19,378 --> 00:32:20,623
Uh, it's up to you,

861
00:32:20,672 --> 00:32:22,363
but, a friendly face not in uniform,

862
00:32:22,412 --> 00:32:23,968
might actually calm the situation.

863
00:32:24,016 --> 00:32:25,336
How do you want to play this?

864
00:32:25,553 --> 00:32:27,181
- You go talk to her.
- You sure?

865
00:32:27,536 --> 00:32:29,733
Yeah, I'll step in if I need to.

866
00:32:31,590 --> 00:32:33,709
W-Why... Why Nolan?

867
00:32:34,598 --> 00:32:36,871
He has a way of connecting with people,

868
00:32:36,919 --> 00:32:38,428
in crisis situations.

869
00:32:38,514 --> 00:32:39,929
Hi, Rita.

870
00:32:40,833 --> 00:32:42,854
I'm John.

871
00:32:42,902 --> 00:32:44,322
How do you know my name?

872
00:32:44,743 --> 00:32:45,996
Uh, Ethan told me.

873
00:32:46,045 --> 00:32:48,192
He's very worried about you.

874
00:32:48,912 --> 00:32:50,128
I'm fine.

875
00:32:50,248 --> 00:32:51,751
Who's that you got there?

876
00:32:52,144 --> 00:32:53,364
Casey.

877
00:32:53,412 --> 00:32:54,799
This is Casey.

878
00:32:54,847 --> 00:32:56,167
Oh.

879
00:32:56,215 --> 00:32:57,819
Casey looks a little bit cold.

880
00:32:57,868 --> 00:32:59,789
Why don't we bring her inside,
off the bridge?

881
00:32:59,981 --> 00:33:01,084
No.

882
00:33:01,213 --> 00:33:02,772
She's fine with her mama.

883
00:33:03,255 --> 00:33:05,243
Do you mind if I just make sure?

884
00:33:05,500 --> 00:33:07,186
- Stay back.
- Okay, yeah.

885
00:33:07,234 --> 00:33:09,479
I'll stay back. We-we can just talk.

886
00:33:17,629 --> 00:33:18,942
How's she doing?

887
00:33:18,991 --> 00:33:20,397
Uh, it's touch and go.

888
00:33:20,484 --> 00:33:22,512
- What do you need?
- Keep them back.

889
00:33:22,561 --> 00:33:23,999
- We don't want to spook her.
- Okay.

890
00:33:24,048 --> 00:33:26,085
No, I know it can feel isolating,

891
00:33:26,134 --> 00:33:27,561
being a parent to a newborn...

892
00:33:27,610 --> 00:33:28,835
She's not looking at the baby.

893
00:33:28,925 --> 00:33:30,479
so much to learn.

894
00:33:30,528 --> 00:33:32,069
You never feel like

895
00:33:32,117 --> 00:33:34,038
- what you're doing...
- She's trying to convince herself

896
00:33:34,086 --> 00:33:35,485
that it's her baby she's holding.

897
00:33:35,655 --> 00:33:38,154
Yeah. Deep down inside,
she knows it's not.

898
00:33:38,436 --> 00:33:40,322
What happens when
she figures out the truth?

899
00:33:40,371 --> 00:33:41,507
It's hard to say for sure.

900
00:33:41,556 --> 00:33:42,647
It could break the spell or

901
00:33:42,695 --> 00:33:44,504
it could send her over the edge,
literally.

902
00:33:44,814 --> 00:33:46,401
Control, what's the ETA on Fire?

903
00:33:46,473 --> 00:33:47,826
Three minutes.

904
00:33:47,945 --> 00:33:49,365
Might as well be three hours.

905
00:33:49,413 --> 00:33:51,069
Are you thirsty,

906
00:33:51,117 --> 00:33:52,435
Rita? I can get you some water.

907
00:33:52,522 --> 00:33:53,805
Nolan.

908
00:33:54,079 --> 00:33:55,432
Can I talk to her?

909
00:33:55,519 --> 00:33:56,806
Hey, Rita, I'm gonna introduce you

910
00:33:56,854 --> 00:33:58,207
to my friend, Angela, okay?

911
00:33:58,255 --> 00:33:59,484
Okay.

912
00:33:59,857 --> 00:34:01,210
Hi, Rita.

913
00:34:01,546 --> 00:34:03,279
I'm here to help.

914
00:34:03,474 --> 00:34:04,926
Is this Casey?

915
00:34:05,629 --> 00:34:07,016
Yes.

916
00:34:07,298 --> 00:34:08,851
I love that name.

917
00:34:09,100 --> 00:34:12,205
My fiancé and I can't agree
on a name, for our baby.

918
00:34:12,437 --> 00:34:14,057
How did you choose?

919
00:34:14,456 --> 00:34:15,931
I don't know.

920
00:34:16,407 --> 00:34:18,585
When she was born, she just
looked like a Casey.

921
00:34:21,602 --> 00:34:22,952
How far along are you?

922
00:34:23,001 --> 00:34:24,564
14 weeks.

923
00:34:24,758 --> 00:34:27,046
I'm already scared about giving birth.

924
00:34:27,180 --> 00:34:28,433
The pain.

925
00:34:28,482 --> 00:34:30,415
Don't worry about the pain.

926
00:34:30,952 --> 00:34:33,702
Once they put your baby in your arms...

927
00:34:34,393 --> 00:34:37,240
And you look down into
those beautiful eyes,

928
00:34:38,095 --> 00:34:39,650
it was all worth it.

929
00:34:39,964 --> 00:34:42,447
I heard all newborns have blue eyes.

930
00:34:43,172 --> 00:34:44,759
Not Casey.

931
00:34:44,933 --> 00:34:47,470
Dark brown, right from the start.

932
00:34:48,174 --> 00:34:50,795
The most amazing head of hair.

933
00:34:51,008 --> 00:34:52,223
I hope if I have a daughter,

934
00:34:52,272 --> 00:34:53,863
she's born with hair.

935
00:34:54,179 --> 00:34:55,952
My cousin's little girl, she was,

936
00:34:56,116 --> 00:34:58,546
bald, for like the first 18 months.

937
00:34:58,823 --> 00:35:00,277
Everyone thought she was a boy.

938
00:35:00,365 --> 00:35:01,551
I love putting...

939
00:35:01,606 --> 00:35:03,993
Casey's hair in little pigtails.

940
00:35:04,254 --> 00:35:07,306
She always fights me,
but she looks so cute.

941
00:35:08,225 --> 00:35:09,440
Rita...

942
00:35:09,567 --> 00:35:11,579
Can you do something for me?

943
00:35:12,463 --> 00:35:13,890
Can you look at Casey?

944
00:35:14,069 --> 00:35:16,123
Just look in those pretty, brown eyes.

945
00:35:18,636 --> 00:35:20,728
- No.
- Please, Rita.

946
00:35:20,777 --> 00:35:22,331
I need you to look in her eyes.

947
00:35:32,710 --> 00:35:34,362
It's not Casey, is it?

948
00:35:36,353 --> 00:35:37,858
No.

949
00:35:38,355 --> 00:35:39,746
No.

950
00:35:40,519 --> 00:35:42,482
Here. I got her.

951
00:35:42,984 --> 00:35:45,042
I'll get her back to her mother, okay?

952
00:35:49,433 --> 00:35:50,794
Tell her

953
00:35:50,842 --> 00:35:52,255
I'm sorry.

954
00:35:54,025 --> 00:35:55,312
Thank you, Rita.

955
00:35:55,983 --> 00:35:57,560
That was a very brave thing you did,

956
00:35:57,608 --> 00:35:59,930
and now I need you
to come with me, okay?

957
00:36:00,770 --> 00:36:02,596
My baby died.

958
00:36:03,125 --> 00:36:04,446
I know.

959
00:36:04,682 --> 00:36:05,843
I'm so sorry.

960
00:36:08,442 --> 00:36:11,491
Come on. Come on.

961
00:36:32,079 --> 00:36:33,649
Well, thank you for today.

962
00:36:33,698 --> 00:36:35,886
This is an experience
I will not forget.

963
00:36:36,595 --> 00:36:38,501
Well, we should schedule

964
00:36:38,550 --> 00:36:40,471
another one of these little ride alongs

965
00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:42,235
so that we can continue
the conversation.

966
00:36:42,284 --> 00:36:43,845
Oh, that won't be necessary.

967
00:36:45,055 --> 00:36:47,245
The book's already written, isn't it?

968
00:36:47,376 --> 00:36:49,341
I sent it to my publisher last week.

969
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:50,730
- Mm.
- What?

970
00:36:50,812 --> 00:36:52,369
Then what was today about, then?

971
00:36:52,418 --> 00:36:54,439
Just, an anecdote for the book tour?

972
00:36:54,487 --> 00:36:56,792
No, I didn't know the day was
gonna end up the way it did.

973
00:36:56,841 --> 00:36:58,696
But how do you write a book
about policing

974
00:36:58,745 --> 00:36:59,947
without having seen it up close?

975
00:36:59,996 --> 00:37:01,763
Oh, I have seen it. Believe me.

976
00:37:01,812 --> 00:37:03,414
Today may have been
my first ride along,

977
00:37:03,462 --> 00:37:04,482
but it was not my first time

978
00:37:04,530 --> 00:37:05,876
sitting in the back seat of a cop car.

979
00:37:05,925 --> 00:37:08,146
I see, but if you're going to
fix an engine,

980
00:37:08,195 --> 00:37:10,115
don't you think it would be
helpful to look under the hood?

981
00:37:10,164 --> 00:37:12,180
That is a flawed analogy,
Officer Nolan,

982
00:37:12,229 --> 00:37:13,501
because a car is not actively

983
00:37:13,549 --> 00:37:15,372
trying to keep you from fixing it.

984
00:37:16,409 --> 00:37:17,909
Uh, excuse me.

985
00:37:19,731 --> 00:37:20,812
Look...

986
00:37:20,915 --> 00:37:22,904
I get that the path to real change

987
00:37:22,953 --> 00:37:24,821
seems almost impossible.

988
00:37:24,870 --> 00:37:28,105
I mean, police departments are
pros at circling the wagons,

989
00:37:28,154 --> 00:37:30,542
when public opinion turns against them.

990
00:37:30,602 --> 00:37:31,676
But...

991
00:37:31,724 --> 00:37:33,072
I promise you,

992
00:37:33,290 --> 00:37:35,680
the only way things really will change,

993
00:37:35,728 --> 00:37:38,063
is if cops get on board.

994
00:37:38,112 --> 00:37:39,317
I agree.

995
00:37:39,365 --> 00:37:41,118
But cops only act when activists

996
00:37:41,166 --> 00:37:43,588
make so much noise,
they cannot be ignored.

997
00:37:43,636 --> 00:37:44,793
Like in Camden.

998
00:37:44,842 --> 00:37:46,091
Look, you're talking to,

999
00:37:46,139 --> 00:37:47,366
two police officers,

1000
00:37:47,415 --> 00:37:48,759
who would like to see things change,

1001
00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:50,384
and we're not the only ones

1002
00:37:50,432 --> 00:37:51,891
at the station that feels this way.

1003
00:37:51,940 --> 00:37:53,148
I just think that...

1004
00:37:53,312 --> 00:37:55,632
Uh, maybe you could benefit

1005
00:37:55,681 --> 00:37:58,514
from some of our insights.

1006
00:38:02,410 --> 00:38:03,728
Alright.

1007
00:38:04,571 --> 00:38:06,704
- You sold me.
- Great.

1008
00:38:06,752 --> 00:38:07,846
I'll tell Sergeant Grey.

1009
00:38:07,895 --> 00:38:09,645
I'm sure he'd love to
be part of the conversation.

1010
00:38:09,694 --> 00:38:11,015
Oh, thank you.

1011
00:38:11,064 --> 00:38:13,709
And thank you both, for the ride along.

1012
00:38:13,989 --> 00:38:15,409
I will see you in class.

1013
00:38:15,458 --> 00:38:16,892
Looking forward.

1014
00:38:19,846 --> 00:38:22,389
I think that went well,
all things considered.

1015
00:38:22,783 --> 00:38:24,962
Oh, yeah. No, she's definitely
gonna give you an "A."

1016
00:38:25,027 --> 00:38:26,743
- You think?
- No.

1017
00:38:26,792 --> 00:38:28,391
She is gonna make you earn it in class,

1018
00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:29,987
like the rest of her students.

1019
00:38:30,036 --> 00:38:31,300
- Fair enough.
- Yeah.

1020
00:38:31,391 --> 00:38:32,923
You have any plans for
the rest of the night?

1021
00:38:33,039 --> 00:38:35,095
Hugging my daughter,
until she is sick of it,

1022
00:38:35,144 --> 00:38:37,341
- and then hugging her some more.
- Sounds nice.

1023
00:38:37,390 --> 00:38:38,660
Nolan.

1024
00:38:39,582 --> 00:38:41,002
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Alright.

1025
00:38:41,527 --> 00:38:43,031
- Sir.
- Well?

1026
00:38:43,287 --> 00:38:44,940
How'd it go with Professor Ryan?

1027
00:38:45,097 --> 00:38:46,284
Good, I think.

1028
00:38:46,332 --> 00:38:48,626
She's gonna be calling you to
talk about, uh, police reform...

1029
00:38:48,712 --> 00:38:50,826
For her book.

1030
00:38:51,418 --> 00:38:53,820
You point her my way to get back
at me for the ride along?

1031
00:38:53,935 --> 00:38:54,985
No, sir, no.

1032
00:38:55,033 --> 00:38:56,116
I just know how committed you are

1033
00:38:56,165 --> 00:38:57,569
to making things better.

1034
00:38:57,899 --> 00:39:00,665
Even if it does mean having to
admit you're wrong to do it.

1035
00:39:00,736 --> 00:39:02,431
Oh. Uh, I'm sorry?

1036
00:39:03,676 --> 00:39:05,548
When was I ever wrong?

1037
00:39:05,665 --> 00:39:06,735
Well...

1038
00:39:06,783 --> 00:39:08,813
Nothing comes to mind off hand.

1039
00:39:08,986 --> 00:39:10,773
I guess there was
that one time you said,

1040
00:39:10,822 --> 00:39:11,825
if I succeeded,

1041
00:39:11,874 --> 00:39:12,908
your house would be

1042
00:39:12,957 --> 00:39:15,069
"Flooded with middle-aged losers,
looking for"

1043
00:39:15,117 --> 00:39:18,338
"an 'Eat Pray Love'
path to reinvention."

1044
00:39:18,866 --> 00:39:20,285
I wrote it down.

1045
00:39:20,966 --> 00:39:23,921
You haven't succeeded yet,
Officer Nolan.

1046
00:39:24,007 --> 00:39:25,396
Yes, sir.

1047
00:39:26,170 --> 00:39:28,587
- Good night, sir.
- Good night.

1048
00:39:29,490 --> 00:39:31,411
Can't wait to get out of this uniform.

1049
00:39:31,506 --> 00:39:33,241
Hey, thanks again for riding with me.

1050
00:39:33,393 --> 00:39:34,443
Are you kidding me?

1051
00:39:34,491 --> 00:39:35,865
I wouldn't have missed it
for the world.

1052
00:39:36,029 --> 00:39:37,336
And now...

1053
00:39:37,617 --> 00:39:38,778
It's end of shift,

1054
00:39:38,827 --> 00:39:40,837
and you are no longer a rookie.

1055
00:39:41,624 --> 00:39:43,572
How does it feel?

1056
00:39:44,338 --> 00:39:45,888
Unreal.

1057
00:39:46,023 --> 00:39:47,515
I mean, everything in my life,

1058
00:39:47,563 --> 00:39:50,069
has been geared towards
getting me to this moment, and...

1059
00:39:50,992 --> 00:39:52,682
Now it's here.

1060
00:39:52,802 --> 00:39:54,489
Kinda can't believe it, to be honest.

1061
00:39:54,538 --> 00:39:56,986
Well, congratulations.

1062
00:39:57,889 --> 00:39:59,421
You earned it.

1063
00:40:07,648 --> 00:40:08,865
We did it.

1064
00:40:09,076 --> 00:40:11,358
No. You did it.

1065
00:40:13,790 --> 00:40:15,140
What's this?

1066
00:40:15,374 --> 00:40:17,514
It's a copy of your final evaluation.

1067
00:40:17,625 --> 00:40:19,562
I wrote it before our shift today.

1068
00:40:19,944 --> 00:40:21,763
Like Plain Clothes Day.

1069
00:40:21,959 --> 00:40:23,880
Only this time,
I didn't have to rewrite it.

1070
00:40:23,928 --> 00:40:25,395
Mm.

1071
00:40:25,662 --> 00:40:28,429
"Officer Chen impressed me,"

1072
00:40:28,478 --> 00:40:30,465
"with every decision she made today."

1073
00:40:31,171 --> 00:40:32,921
"I will miss riding with her."

1074
00:40:38,249 --> 00:40:40,614
You don't let anyone ever tell you

1075
00:40:40,663 --> 00:40:42,365
you can't do something.

1076
00:40:42,725 --> 00:40:44,033
Not even me.

1077
00:40:45,669 --> 00:40:47,170
Yes, sir.

1078
00:40:49,203 --> 00:40:50,548
Step five...

1079
00:40:50,596 --> 00:40:51,905
Acceptance.

1080
00:40:52,264 --> 00:40:54,527
Our checklist is complete.

1081
00:40:54,616 --> 00:40:55,671
Um...

1082
00:40:55,719 --> 00:40:57,507
I have a gift for you.

1083
00:40:58,229 --> 00:40:59,520
It's a thank-you.

1084
00:41:00,747 --> 00:41:03,068
For every lesson I had to learn.

1085
00:41:03,749 --> 00:41:05,888
Uh, should I open it now?

1086
00:41:06,442 --> 00:41:07,507
Absolutely.

1087
00:41:07,563 --> 00:41:09,058
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay.

1088
00:41:15,822 --> 00:41:18,101
It's been a blast, sir.

1089
00:41:18,449 --> 00:41:19,927
I'll see you tomorrow...

1090
00:41:19,975 --> 00:41:21,385
Lucy.

1091
00:41:21,562 --> 00:41:23,242
See you tomorrow, Tim.

1092
00:41:27,218 --> 00:41:28,991
- Ready to celebrate?
- You know it.

1093
00:41:30,984 --> 00:41:33,950
So, yeah. It was the
perfect way to end the year.

1094
00:41:35,654 --> 00:41:37,692
- Exactly.
- Where you going?

1095
00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:40,990
Uh, home.

1096
00:41:41,116 --> 00:41:42,488
No, you're not.

1097
00:41:42,938 --> 00:41:44,992
You are coming to dinner
with Lila and me.

1098
00:41:45,086 --> 00:41:46,913
Uh, that's -that's very nice of you,

1099
00:41:46,961 --> 00:41:49,165
- but I'm okay.
- No, you're not.

1100
00:41:49,484 --> 00:41:50,546
You feel like a failure,

1101
00:41:50,594 --> 00:41:53,102
because they're moving on,
and you're not.

1102
00:41:53,515 --> 00:41:55,305
But you will.

1103
00:41:55,546 --> 00:41:56,939
I appreciate that, but you, uh,

1104
00:41:56,987 --> 00:41:59,208
certainly don't have to take me
to dinner out of pity.

1105
00:41:59,491 --> 00:42:01,377
It's not pity when you're paying.

1106
00:42:02,860 --> 00:42:04,599
W-Well, how can I say no to that?

1107
00:42:04,648 --> 00:42:06,059
You can't.

1108
00:42:06,507 --> 00:42:08,114
I'm gonna go pick up Lila.

1109
00:42:08,163 --> 00:42:10,736
Reservation is under my name
at Mercado.

1110
00:42:11,062 --> 00:42:13,388
And I expect a skinny margarita
waiting when I get there.

1111
00:42:13,437 --> 00:42:14,560
- Yes, ma'am.
- Mm-hmm.

1112
00:42:14,609 --> 00:42:15,864
And, um...

1113
00:42:16,679 --> 00:42:17,740
Thank you.

1114
00:42:17,789 --> 00:42:19,122
You're welcome.

1115
00:42:22,402 --> 00:42:26,402
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