1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:05,000 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:05,301 --> 00:00:06,301 It wasn't a hallucination. 3 00:00:06,469 --> 00:00:08,179 It happened, Pete. This happened. 4 00:00:10,556 --> 00:00:13,136 I can't just show up there and start asking questions 5 00:00:13,225 --> 00:00:15,435 about a girl that you think went missing. 6 00:00:15,519 --> 00:00:16,979 I checked on your landlord. 7 00:00:17,063 --> 00:00:18,523 He did work at St. Jerome. 8 00:00:18,606 --> 00:00:20,186 But his license was suspended. 9 00:00:20,274 --> 00:00:21,784 Mother to mother. 10 00:00:21,859 --> 00:00:23,439 Parker didn't kill our daughter. 11 00:00:23,486 --> 00:00:24,816 How can you know that? 12 00:00:24,904 --> 00:00:26,954 Because Parker told me. 13 00:00:27,031 --> 00:00:28,491 The most dangerous part of me 14 00:00:28,574 --> 00:00:30,244 isn't even in this prison cell. 15 00:00:30,326 --> 00:00:32,496 Someone worse than me is still out there. 16 00:00:32,578 --> 00:00:34,658 You copied a private recording 17 00:00:34,747 --> 00:00:35,747 of a conversation. 18 00:00:36,582 --> 00:00:38,832 Grandma Moses fostered so many kids, 19 00:00:38,918 --> 00:00:41,548 but she couldn't save that one. 20 00:00:41,587 --> 00:00:43,917 Your secret's safe. 21 00:00:44,006 --> 00:00:45,046 I love you. 22 00:00:46,926 --> 00:00:49,296 Will you take the wolf out, please? 23 00:00:55,393 --> 00:00:57,443 Karen? I'm Pete Guillory. 24 00:00:58,062 --> 00:00:59,902 I'm very glad you agreed to meet me. 25 00:01:02,274 --> 00:01:04,244 I don't feel I had much choice. 26 00:01:05,403 --> 00:01:08,073 The FBI, uh, has been known to be a bit pushy. 27 00:01:09,365 --> 00:01:11,485 So they asked me to come talk to you, 28 00:01:11,575 --> 00:01:13,325 to see if you remember anything else. 29 00:01:15,538 --> 00:01:16,998 You've been here barely two weeks. 30 00:01:18,207 --> 00:01:20,537 I'll bet you every minute feels like an hour, doesn't it? 31 00:01:21,335 --> 00:01:23,375 You don't get to choose what you eat, when you sleep. 32 00:01:24,046 --> 00:01:26,586 One moment all the lights are on, and the next, well, 33 00:01:26,674 --> 00:01:28,224 all you have is total darkness. 34 00:01:30,010 --> 00:01:33,720 As long as you're in here, no choice will ever be yours. 35 00:01:36,183 --> 00:01:38,313 You came to tell me things I already know? 36 00:01:39,687 --> 00:01:41,267 No one likes to think they got it wrong 37 00:01:41,355 --> 00:01:43,855 about someone they trusted, someone they loved. 38 00:01:44,900 --> 00:01:49,490 Loving a bad person doesn't make you a bad person. 39 00:01:49,572 --> 00:01:51,242 Who are you? 40 00:01:51,323 --> 00:01:54,413 I'm a psychiatrist. I work with Witness Protection. 41 00:01:54,493 --> 00:01:56,253 I make psychological assessments. 42 00:01:56,871 --> 00:01:58,541 My job is to determine whether or not 43 00:01:58,622 --> 00:02:00,672 someone like you is, well... 44 00:02:02,251 --> 00:02:03,751 is right for the program. 45 00:02:06,213 --> 00:02:07,723 You think I'm crazy? 46 00:02:07,798 --> 00:02:10,378 No. I do think you have PTSD. 47 00:02:11,552 --> 00:02:13,012 That's why you pull your hair out. 48 00:02:14,555 --> 00:02:16,635 It's also why you don't remember everything that happened 49 00:02:16,724 --> 00:02:18,604 between you and Parker, which is unfortunate, 50 00:02:18,684 --> 00:02:21,524 because if you did and you could help us with other cases, 51 00:02:21,604 --> 00:02:24,774 I'd get you out of here a whole hell of a lot faster than, uh... 52 00:02:25,524 --> 00:02:26,614 than seven years. 53 00:02:28,152 --> 00:02:29,492 I could give you a new life. 54 00:02:31,864 --> 00:02:33,534 I want my old life back. 55 00:02:35,242 --> 00:02:37,292 And I've said everything I remember. 56 00:02:46,587 --> 00:02:49,547 Karen? Louise. I'm next door. 57 00:02:51,509 --> 00:02:53,049 - Hi. - Hey. 58 00:02:53,719 --> 00:02:55,049 You doing okay? Need anything? 59 00:02:55,137 --> 00:02:58,267 Cup of sugar, orientation day? 60 00:02:58,349 --> 00:02:59,979 It's a lot to get used to. 61 00:03:00,059 --> 00:03:01,059 Yeah. 62 00:03:01,769 --> 00:03:04,439 But I was playing, about the cup of sugar. 63 00:03:05,064 --> 00:03:06,234 Right. 64 00:03:07,066 --> 00:03:08,686 You want me to take that to the mail room for you? 65 00:03:09,610 --> 00:03:11,320 - Oh, no, I'm not done. - I'll take it. 66 00:03:12,238 --> 00:03:13,408 Is this to him? 67 00:03:14,573 --> 00:03:17,373 - Get out. - Beg your pardon? 68 00:03:17,451 --> 00:03:20,161 It's not your business who I'm writing. 69 00:03:21,413 --> 00:03:22,413 Huh. 70 00:03:24,416 --> 00:03:25,876 I said you should get out. 71 00:03:27,795 --> 00:03:30,875 See, we all got daughters on the outside. 72 00:03:30,965 --> 00:03:33,215 And women like you, helping out men like him... 73 00:03:34,552 --> 00:03:36,262 Well, that makes us sick to our stomachs. 74 00:03:37,847 --> 00:03:39,177 I didn't help him. 75 00:03:40,266 --> 00:03:42,016 Yo, this bitch done so much lying 76 00:03:42,101 --> 00:03:43,481 she's starting to believe it. 77 00:03:44,687 --> 00:03:46,147 We gonna help you remember. 78 00:03:51,735 --> 00:03:52,735 Hello? 79 00:03:54,655 --> 00:03:55,655 It's Karen. 80 00:03:57,116 --> 00:03:58,406 I've changed my mind. 81 00:04:00,077 --> 00:04:01,497 I'm ready to talk. 82 00:04:23,017 --> 00:04:24,267 Something happen out here, miss? 83 00:04:26,937 --> 00:04:29,687 I just... I live alone. I want to feel safe. 84 00:04:31,025 --> 00:04:32,065 At least you got a kitty. 85 00:04:34,278 --> 00:04:36,238 Excuse me a moment. I got to shut you in. 86 00:04:43,704 --> 00:04:47,374 Kit? Kit, they've got cotton candy, clouds of it, 87 00:04:47,458 --> 00:04:49,338 and they're just giving it away. 88 00:04:49,418 --> 00:04:52,048 Why, that is the best news I've heard all day. 89 00:04:53,130 --> 00:04:54,590 How about you go and get the biggest cloud 90 00:04:54,673 --> 00:04:56,343 you can carry and bring it back to me? 91 00:04:56,425 --> 00:04:58,715 No, I'll wait. I'll wait till you're finished. 92 00:04:58,802 --> 00:05:00,182 We can go together. 93 00:05:00,804 --> 00:05:02,064 I'm gonna be a while here. 94 00:05:05,351 --> 00:05:07,441 Go get me some cotton candy, baby. 95 00:05:13,525 --> 00:05:14,565 Hurry up. 96 00:05:49,645 --> 00:05:50,725 Oh, God. 97 00:05:54,024 --> 00:05:55,024 Jake? 98 00:05:58,153 --> 00:05:59,153 You okay? 99 00:05:59,905 --> 00:06:01,695 Have you seen all this? Are you on this thread? 100 00:06:03,492 --> 00:06:06,252 Don't look at it. Just... leave it. 101 00:06:06,328 --> 00:06:07,748 And do nothing? 102 00:06:09,123 --> 00:06:10,423 No, I got to call her. 103 00:06:10,499 --> 00:06:12,579 I got to tell her that I'm sorry. 104 00:06:13,877 --> 00:06:15,457 I was so careful with that upload. 105 00:06:15,546 --> 00:06:17,296 I did not put on the marriage part, 106 00:06:17,381 --> 00:06:18,671 just that one moment. 107 00:06:18,757 --> 00:06:19,757 It was her moment. 108 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:22,140 You stole a recording 109 00:06:22,219 --> 00:06:24,849 that was so private and so personal, 110 00:06:24,930 --> 00:06:27,390 and you shared it with everyone. 111 00:06:29,643 --> 00:06:31,943 I don't think you can apologize for this. 112 00:06:32,021 --> 00:06:33,611 I never meant to hurt or damage them. 113 00:06:33,689 --> 00:06:36,189 I just... I just wanted to make it count. 114 00:06:36,275 --> 00:06:39,565 It doesn't matter, Mom, your reasons, your validation. 115 00:06:42,489 --> 00:06:44,739 No, I got to go see Kamala. I can't leave it. 116 00:06:44,825 --> 00:06:46,865 It's like you won't hear me. Mom. 117 00:06:46,952 --> 00:06:48,162 Take a break... 118 00:06:49,163 --> 00:06:50,413 from all of it, 119 00:06:50,497 --> 00:06:52,247 but especially from Karen Miller. 120 00:06:53,375 --> 00:06:54,955 Mom, you got to stop now. 121 00:06:55,044 --> 00:06:56,094 Please. 122 00:07:08,640 --> 00:07:09,640 Are you cold? 123 00:07:10,809 --> 00:07:12,349 There's such a chill in here. 124 00:07:13,729 --> 00:07:15,769 You know I love the cold. 125 00:07:19,318 --> 00:07:24,408 Karen said she loved the cold, but it was because she thought 126 00:07:24,490 --> 00:07:27,910 I couldn't afford to buy her that warm coat. 127 00:07:29,328 --> 00:07:31,788 She always worried so much. 128 00:07:32,456 --> 00:07:33,576 That's right. 129 00:07:34,666 --> 00:07:37,126 She was cold, but she never said. 130 00:07:40,672 --> 00:07:42,382 Has she called? 131 00:07:42,466 --> 00:07:45,086 I don't want to miss the chance to talk to her next time. 132 00:07:49,473 --> 00:07:51,643 Does she still have her stone... 133 00:07:52,726 --> 00:07:54,096 for the lake? 134 00:07:55,187 --> 00:07:57,227 When it gets to be too much 135 00:07:57,898 --> 00:08:00,938 and she needs to throw those sins away, 136 00:08:02,027 --> 00:08:04,447 she'll need to put them in her stone. 137 00:08:06,949 --> 00:08:08,739 I hope so. 138 00:08:08,826 --> 00:08:10,406 "Don't forget your stone." 139 00:08:10,494 --> 00:08:12,454 How many times do I tell her? 140 00:08:14,123 --> 00:08:16,253 And that's Elsinor Lake? 141 00:08:18,961 --> 00:08:21,551 Do you need a stone, Roger? 142 00:08:27,386 --> 00:08:29,756 They're looking for her. 143 00:08:34,059 --> 00:08:36,149 Then we'd better find her first. 144 00:08:42,317 --> 00:08:44,067 I told you I wasn't gonna make no speech 145 00:08:44,153 --> 00:08:45,823 to tell you how much I love you 146 00:08:45,904 --> 00:08:47,744 'cause don't nobody need that kind of sentimentality. 147 00:08:49,283 --> 00:08:50,583 But y'all just wouldn't let it lie. 148 00:08:50,659 --> 00:08:54,542 You know, I chose to go this alone, just me and my baby. 149 00:08:54,621 --> 00:08:58,251 But it never felt like alone 'cause y'all never left me, 150 00:08:58,333 --> 00:08:59,333 - not for one minute - Sorry. 151 00:08:59,376 --> 00:09:00,746 ... of this whole journey. 152 00:09:00,836 --> 00:09:02,296 That's right. 153 00:09:02,379 --> 00:09:03,379 These your people, too. 154 00:09:04,131 --> 00:09:05,301 And they love you. 155 00:09:06,717 --> 00:09:07,717 And I love you. 156 00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:10,175 This is your family. 157 00:09:11,305 --> 00:09:13,555 All right, anybody want to volunteer to give birth for me? 158 00:09:15,267 --> 00:09:17,137 'Cause I want to outsource that part. 159 00:09:18,187 --> 00:09:20,227 You have quite an aura about you. 160 00:09:22,191 --> 00:09:23,191 Excuse me? 161 00:09:24,193 --> 00:09:26,243 I sense other lives. 162 00:09:26,904 --> 00:09:29,574 You've been many others before you. 163 00:09:29,656 --> 00:09:33,286 And there may perhaps be many more lives to come. 164 00:09:33,368 --> 00:09:35,198 I lived in Seattle. My name's Emma. 165 00:09:35,287 --> 00:09:36,747 I don't know... 166 00:09:36,830 --> 00:09:39,000 I don't know what else to tell you. Hi. 167 00:09:39,082 --> 00:09:41,212 - Hi. - Hi. 168 00:09:41,293 --> 00:09:43,753 You are gonna be great at being a mom. 169 00:09:43,837 --> 00:09:44,837 Thank you. 170 00:09:48,467 --> 00:09:50,387 Maybe it's not your aura. 171 00:09:51,094 --> 00:09:53,144 Maybe it's the aura of others that I sense. 172 00:09:53,764 --> 00:09:54,894 What? 173 00:09:56,767 --> 00:09:58,187 Excuse me. 174 00:10:02,522 --> 00:10:03,942 Oh, my God. 175 00:10:09,363 --> 00:10:11,493 Shit. Shit. 176 00:10:13,158 --> 00:10:16,698 This is my work. I'm trying to build a life here. 177 00:10:17,829 --> 00:10:19,459 Why'd you change the locks? 178 00:10:19,539 --> 00:10:23,339 I want my key. My key. I am not in prison anymore. 179 00:10:23,418 --> 00:10:24,958 Hi. Get in the truck. 180 00:10:25,045 --> 00:10:26,795 I'm not getting in the truck. 181 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:28,590 Is this about the girl? 182 00:10:28,674 --> 00:10:30,344 Do you need me to keep going, keep looking for her? 183 00:10:30,425 --> 00:10:31,675 Is that what you need? Tell me, 'cause I'll do it. 184 00:10:31,718 --> 00:10:34,892 - Is that it? - You were fired from St. Jerome House. 185 00:10:35,514 --> 00:10:37,184 You've got sealed records. 186 00:10:37,266 --> 00:10:38,926 So I don't think it's a great idea 187 00:10:39,017 --> 00:10:40,517 for you to go looking for a girl from St. Jerome. 188 00:10:40,602 --> 00:10:42,902 That was you? You ran a background check on me? 189 00:10:42,980 --> 00:10:44,560 Oh, my God. Wait, how'd you do it? 190 00:10:44,648 --> 00:10:47,778 Wait, I know how you did it. Your new boyfriend. 191 00:10:47,859 --> 00:10:49,359 I don't have a boyfriend. 192 00:10:49,444 --> 00:10:52,704 Sleeping with a cop isn't exactly laying low. 193 00:10:53,365 --> 00:10:54,565 What do you want from me? 194 00:10:55,951 --> 00:10:56,951 You want to be with me? 195 00:10:58,370 --> 00:11:00,210 You want to be my boyfriend? 196 00:11:00,289 --> 00:11:01,579 - Yeah. - You jealous? 197 00:11:01,665 --> 00:11:03,495 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm jealous, yeah. 198 00:11:03,583 --> 00:11:05,463 Is that why you need a key, so you can come check up on me? 199 00:11:05,544 --> 00:11:08,134 When all the time, it's you. 200 00:11:08,213 --> 00:11:10,303 You who's been lying to me. 201 00:11:13,969 --> 00:11:15,799 I worked there when I was 20. 202 00:11:16,888 --> 00:11:18,558 Check my background. 203 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:21,520 Check whatever you want. You're not gonna find anything. 204 00:11:21,601 --> 00:11:23,101 Why are they sealed? 205 00:11:23,186 --> 00:11:25,856 Emma, I'm a psychiatrist. 206 00:11:25,939 --> 00:11:27,319 I work with the federal government. 207 00:11:27,399 --> 00:11:29,029 I have been vetted through and through. 208 00:11:29,109 --> 00:11:30,989 If there was anything shady about my background, 209 00:11:31,695 --> 00:11:33,025 I wouldn't be able to do this job. 210 00:11:33,822 --> 00:11:35,372 Now, if you don't trust me, all right, 211 00:11:35,449 --> 00:11:36,989 and you want to play Nancy Drew 212 00:11:37,075 --> 00:11:38,985 and you want to go digging around, fine. 213 00:11:40,078 --> 00:11:41,998 But get ready to start from scratch... 214 00:11:43,206 --> 00:11:47,206 new identity, new town, new everything. 215 00:11:47,294 --> 00:11:48,504 - Yeah? - Yeah. 216 00:11:48,587 --> 00:11:50,297 Why not same identity, new you? 217 00:11:54,551 --> 00:11:55,891 Because it's my cabin. 218 00:11:57,637 --> 00:11:58,637 What? 219 00:11:59,806 --> 00:12:01,266 Don't you remember you asking me 220 00:12:01,350 --> 00:12:02,600 for a place where you could find peace? 221 00:12:03,810 --> 00:12:04,850 A place where you could breathe? 222 00:12:04,936 --> 00:12:06,516 But a place that's my own. 223 00:12:07,731 --> 00:12:09,571 I'm just a guy that's protecting you. 224 00:12:09,649 --> 00:12:12,239 Now, if you don't want me in your life anymore, say the word. 225 00:12:13,362 --> 00:12:14,912 I'll arrange a transfer. 226 00:12:16,365 --> 00:12:18,025 You keep that shirt. 227 00:12:18,116 --> 00:12:19,786 It looks way better on you than it ever did on me. 228 00:12:37,010 --> 00:12:39,720 Hey, Jake, honey. It's Mom. 229 00:12:40,514 --> 00:12:42,524 Um, listen, you were, uh... 230 00:12:42,599 --> 00:12:44,099 you were... you were right. 231 00:12:44,184 --> 00:12:46,314 I kind of lost hold of myself back there. 232 00:12:46,395 --> 00:12:48,895 So, um, thank you for, um, 233 00:12:48,980 --> 00:12:50,440 loving me, letting me know. 234 00:12:51,691 --> 00:12:55,863 So, uh, I think I'm gonna take off for a few days to a spa. 235 00:12:56,696 --> 00:12:58,866 You know, unplug. 236 00:12:58,949 --> 00:13:00,079 Get some headspace. 237 00:13:00,158 --> 00:13:01,828 Let this whole thing burn out. 238 00:13:02,869 --> 00:13:06,579 I won't be in contact. 239 00:13:07,916 --> 00:13:10,344 Okay? So, uh, I love you. 240 00:13:11,211 --> 00:13:12,631 I'll see you in a few days. 241 00:14:59,819 --> 00:15:02,739 Just keep it covered. You get any discomfort, call me. 242 00:15:05,742 --> 00:15:06,742 Oh, you went for pink. 243 00:15:07,953 --> 00:15:09,003 Nice choice. 244 00:15:11,957 --> 00:15:14,537 Mmm. 245 00:16:27,157 --> 00:16:28,737 Did you get what you need? 246 00:16:28,825 --> 00:16:31,575 Yes, it's an ultra-plush wearable warming blanket. 247 00:16:31,661 --> 00:16:34,871 They had it in her color, which I'm picking up, is mauve. 248 00:16:34,956 --> 00:16:36,456 It's so chilly in her room. 249 00:16:37,375 --> 00:16:39,125 Great. So we go there now? 250 00:16:41,296 --> 00:16:44,006 Well... I'm not so sure about "we." 251 00:16:45,508 --> 00:16:47,798 I have a very detailed way of working. 252 00:16:47,886 --> 00:16:50,386 The devil is, of course, in all those details. 253 00:16:52,390 --> 00:16:54,640 John, I just need an address. 254 00:16:55,310 --> 00:16:57,060 You can get that for me, can't you? 255 00:16:57,729 --> 00:16:59,609 I can do exactly that, 256 00:16:59,689 --> 00:17:02,229 but I need to do my important work alone. 257 00:17:03,318 --> 00:17:04,318 Okay. 258 00:17:05,570 --> 00:17:09,370 Look, I don't want to be that asshole boss who micromanages. 259 00:17:09,449 --> 00:17:11,199 - I'm so pleased. - But I'm going with you. 260 00:17:11,284 --> 00:17:13,294 I just need to get in and get out. 261 00:17:13,370 --> 00:17:15,040 From Saint Cloud Assisted Living? 262 00:17:15,872 --> 00:17:16,962 From Minnesota. 263 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:20,000 Um... 264 00:17:21,378 --> 00:17:23,588 You've taken me a little bit off-balance here. 265 00:17:23,672 --> 00:17:26,052 I called to say that I was making good progress. 266 00:17:26,132 --> 00:17:28,392 I didn't expect you to just show up like this. 267 00:17:29,344 --> 00:17:30,934 I had a window. 268 00:17:32,263 --> 00:17:34,103 I don't even have a pseudonym for you. 269 00:17:35,308 --> 00:17:36,308 A cover name. 270 00:17:38,186 --> 00:17:43,316 Uh, try this... cousin Helen from Tampa. 271 00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:45,860 No one questions anyone from Florida, right? 272 00:17:46,653 --> 00:17:49,573 The construct of Helen is very close to Esther, 273 00:17:49,656 --> 00:17:51,736 with the E's on either side of the consonants. 274 00:17:53,118 --> 00:17:55,288 Why not, say, Linda? 275 00:17:56,204 --> 00:17:57,584 Fine. Linda. 276 00:17:57,664 --> 00:18:00,004 Well, then a gift would be a nice gesture. 277 00:18:00,083 --> 00:18:01,383 A new nightgown? 278 00:18:01,459 --> 00:18:03,919 Hers are threadbare and food-stained. 279 00:18:04,003 --> 00:18:05,133 Hate these institutions. 280 00:18:05,213 --> 00:18:06,513 There's no care anymore. 281 00:18:08,425 --> 00:18:12,215 Go pick something out. Put it on your Amex. 282 00:18:32,198 --> 00:18:34,698 I need to find out what he did. My landlord. 283 00:18:34,784 --> 00:18:37,164 How do I get those records unsealed? 284 00:18:37,871 --> 00:18:39,501 You need a court order. 285 00:18:40,331 --> 00:18:42,291 - Okay, how do I get that? - You don't. 286 00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:46,045 Now, if it was me, I'd just quit my lease and move. 287 00:18:47,297 --> 00:18:50,467 No, I can't. I can't break my lease, so... 288 00:18:51,259 --> 00:18:53,339 You can if you don't feel safe. 289 00:18:53,428 --> 00:18:56,138 That's what I can't figure out, like, why you stayin'. 290 00:18:58,516 --> 00:19:00,516 Then I start to wonder 291 00:19:00,602 --> 00:19:05,362 how you, in Seattle, come across a psychiatrist 292 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:07,230 in north Louisiana 293 00:19:08,026 --> 00:19:12,156 and rent out his cabin in Saint James. 294 00:19:12,238 --> 00:19:14,198 I met a lot of people through my work. 295 00:19:15,492 --> 00:19:16,832 You can talk to me... 296 00:19:18,411 --> 00:19:19,411 Emma. 297 00:19:20,997 --> 00:19:21,997 About anything. 298 00:19:24,083 --> 00:19:25,253 You can trust me. 299 00:19:27,670 --> 00:19:29,170 Something is going on with you, 300 00:19:29,255 --> 00:19:31,465 and I don't know what it is, 301 00:19:31,549 --> 00:19:34,179 but I know that it's keeping you alone. 302 00:19:35,887 --> 00:19:37,307 I like to be alone. 303 00:19:37,388 --> 00:19:38,888 - No one wants to be alone. - Yeah, I do. 304 00:19:38,973 --> 00:19:40,353 - I don't believe you. - I'm better this way. 305 00:19:40,433 --> 00:19:41,683 I don't believe you. 306 00:19:53,613 --> 00:19:55,743 You should let me know if you like me. 307 00:19:56,491 --> 00:19:57,531 And how would I do that? 308 00:20:29,983 --> 00:20:32,493 Hey, what's the... what's the rush? 309 00:20:32,569 --> 00:20:34,199 Isn't this what you wanted? 310 00:20:34,279 --> 00:20:36,819 I just don't want to feel like I'm in a fight is all. 311 00:20:36,906 --> 00:20:38,156 Well, then don't fight! 312 00:20:38,908 --> 00:20:39,908 Emma. 313 00:20:41,870 --> 00:20:44,160 Hold... Emma. Emma. 314 00:20:44,247 --> 00:20:45,867 - Enjoy your books. - Emma, hold on! 315 00:20:45,957 --> 00:20:48,587 I was just saying, like, let's just take it slow is... 316 00:20:59,470 --> 00:21:01,100 Brought an old friend to pay a visit. 317 00:21:01,180 --> 00:21:04,390 No, there's a wolf. There's a wolf! 318 00:21:05,018 --> 00:21:06,438 Please, Miss Esther, there's no wolf. 319 00:21:06,519 --> 00:21:07,519 Come on now. 320 00:21:07,562 --> 00:21:09,652 Out there in the snow. 321 00:21:09,731 --> 00:21:11,151 "In the snow"? 322 00:21:11,232 --> 00:21:12,652 Is there something you forgot to tell me? 323 00:21:12,734 --> 00:21:14,194 Esther does have signs of dementia. 324 00:21:14,277 --> 00:21:15,697 Signs? 325 00:21:15,778 --> 00:21:17,238 Yes, but also moments of great clarity, 326 00:21:17,322 --> 00:21:19,242 which we're having with more regularity. 327 00:21:19,324 --> 00:21:21,204 I think I'm able to center her, and I have every confidence 328 00:21:21,284 --> 00:21:22,834 that I will get that address. 329 00:21:23,536 --> 00:21:25,656 Hey, Denise. I've got this now. 330 00:21:25,747 --> 00:21:26,827 Denise. Let me. 331 00:21:26,915 --> 00:21:29,575 Hey, you. How's my girl? 332 00:21:29,667 --> 00:21:31,457 It's okay. It's all right. 333 00:21:31,544 --> 00:21:32,884 I'm here. 334 00:21:32,962 --> 00:21:34,422 I don't know you. 335 00:21:35,131 --> 00:21:36,931 Yes, you do, sweetie. It's me. 336 00:21:37,008 --> 00:21:38,178 I don't know you. 337 00:21:39,052 --> 00:21:40,302 Do you remember me? 338 00:21:40,386 --> 00:21:43,766 Cousin Hel... Linda? From Florida? 339 00:21:43,848 --> 00:21:45,888 Get them out. Get them away from me. 340 00:21:45,975 --> 00:21:48,305 I don't want to see the girls from school. 341 00:21:49,270 --> 00:21:50,480 We won't get her back today. 342 00:21:52,065 --> 00:21:53,065 Love you. 343 00:21:53,650 --> 00:21:54,940 Wolf. 344 00:21:56,235 --> 00:21:57,645 Don't call me that. 345 00:22:51,082 --> 00:22:53,462 One, two, three, four, five, six. 346 00:22:53,543 --> 00:22:55,593 Two, two, three, four, five, six. 347 00:22:55,670 --> 00:22:57,590 Three, two, three, four, five six. 348 00:22:57,672 --> 00:22:59,672 Four, two, three, four, five, six. 349 00:22:59,757 --> 00:23:01,127 Stand up straight. 350 00:23:01,217 --> 00:23:02,467 Good. Very nice. 351 00:23:02,552 --> 00:23:04,222 One, two, three, four, five... 352 00:23:04,303 --> 00:23:07,813 It's a sliding step, a sliding step. 353 00:23:07,890 --> 00:23:09,930 You should feel like water, 354 00:23:11,102 --> 00:23:13,352 like currents in the river. 355 00:23:15,398 --> 00:23:17,818 Very nice. You're doing beautifully. 356 00:23:21,446 --> 00:23:23,196 You want to get out of here? 357 00:23:23,281 --> 00:23:24,371 Like you wouldn't believe. 358 00:23:24,449 --> 00:23:25,529 One, two, three, four... 359 00:23:36,836 --> 00:23:38,916 So these are the things Jess left? 360 00:24:01,319 --> 00:24:02,649 Did you ever know that man? 361 00:24:02,737 --> 00:24:04,697 His name's Pete. 362 00:24:04,781 --> 00:24:06,321 He used to work here a long time ago. 363 00:24:06,407 --> 00:24:08,197 He has a beard now. 364 00:24:09,952 --> 00:24:11,622 I... 365 00:24:11,704 --> 00:24:14,084 What's that light on? Who's in that room? 366 00:24:27,303 --> 00:24:29,063 What are you doing in here, young man? 367 00:24:29,138 --> 00:24:30,218 You should be at the dance. 368 00:24:30,973 --> 00:24:33,063 I just need to find my shoes. 369 00:25:06,134 --> 00:25:07,304 What's your mom on? 370 00:25:08,469 --> 00:25:10,509 Who even dances like that anymore? 371 00:25:10,596 --> 00:25:12,346 She thinks it's 1929 372 00:25:12,431 --> 00:25:14,181 and Wall Street hasn't crashed yet. 373 00:25:27,864 --> 00:25:29,494 I just want some time alone with you. 374 00:25:31,993 --> 00:25:33,913 I wake up at night and I'm so hard. 375 00:25:40,001 --> 00:25:41,751 I'm sorry, I can't do this. 376 00:25:42,837 --> 00:25:43,837 What? 377 00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:56,981 Do you want to get high? 378 00:25:59,645 --> 00:26:01,555 This was just on the off chance. 379 00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:04,727 There's a work conversation I need to have with my boss. 380 00:26:04,817 --> 00:26:05,817 Uh-huh. 381 00:26:05,902 --> 00:26:07,402 I'm based in Florida. 382 00:26:07,486 --> 00:26:10,106 You fellas sure know how to throw a cold snap. 383 00:26:10,198 --> 00:26:12,238 Of course, my work brings me all over the country. 384 00:26:13,618 --> 00:26:14,788 You got blood on your chin, sir. 385 00:26:25,213 --> 00:26:26,673 John. 386 00:26:26,756 --> 00:26:29,376 Hi. I just thought, we're both in Minnesota, 387 00:26:29,467 --> 00:26:30,887 we should have dinner together. 388 00:26:30,968 --> 00:26:33,298 Unless you prefer to dine alone? 389 00:26:33,387 --> 00:26:35,927 I didn't give you my hotel details. 390 00:26:36,015 --> 00:26:39,095 I'd be pretty poor at my job if you needed to. 391 00:26:53,991 --> 00:26:56,491 What you'll have to understand, Mary, 392 00:26:57,203 --> 00:27:00,253 is dementia is not a specific illness, 393 00:27:00,331 --> 00:27:02,831 a disease... It's an umbrella term. 394 00:27:02,917 --> 00:27:05,247 It describes a collection of symptoms, 395 00:27:05,336 --> 00:27:09,126 all related to the decline in memory, thinking skills. 396 00:27:10,508 --> 00:27:12,468 I know about dementia. My mother had it. 397 00:27:13,844 --> 00:27:15,434 Oh, my goodness, I'm so sorry. 398 00:27:15,513 --> 00:27:17,813 Don't be. Really. She's passed. 399 00:27:18,891 --> 00:27:21,351 Then we are both of us unmothered. 400 00:27:21,435 --> 00:27:22,435 Did you lose your mother? 401 00:27:22,478 --> 00:27:23,768 I did, when I was nine. 402 00:27:25,773 --> 00:27:26,863 Any other family? 403 00:27:26,941 --> 00:27:29,031 Yeah, a sister. Jane. 404 00:27:30,903 --> 00:27:31,993 Jane? 405 00:27:33,072 --> 00:27:35,702 Jane and John? That's... 406 00:27:35,783 --> 00:27:38,043 The names of unidentified corpses. 407 00:27:38,119 --> 00:27:40,079 - Thanks, Mom. - Okay. 408 00:27:40,162 --> 00:27:41,712 I need to, uh, get my rest, 409 00:27:41,789 --> 00:27:43,789 so I guess we'll, uh, start again tomorrow. 410 00:27:43,874 --> 00:27:45,424 I need you to let me do my work. 411 00:27:47,545 --> 00:27:49,375 This afternoon was very unusual. 412 00:27:49,463 --> 00:27:50,463 Um... 413 00:27:51,257 --> 00:27:54,387 You have a certain energy, which is understandable, 414 00:27:54,468 --> 00:27:56,468 but it brings a tension. 415 00:27:56,554 --> 00:27:58,064 I have an energy? 416 00:28:00,099 --> 00:28:01,679 I think you hide a lot of rage. 417 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:05,730 Don't analyze me. 418 00:28:10,568 --> 00:28:13,528 I have a theory of my own, of dementia sufferers. 419 00:28:13,612 --> 00:28:16,372 I think they become very instinctive. 420 00:28:16,449 --> 00:28:19,789 As their conscious processes dwindle, 421 00:28:19,869 --> 00:28:22,659 their subconscious becomes heightened. 422 00:28:22,747 --> 00:28:27,167 And I think Esther that felt your rage. 423 00:28:30,296 --> 00:28:31,666 Do you want to know about my rage? 424 00:28:34,383 --> 00:28:37,893 It's dark, and it's growing inside of me. 425 00:28:38,596 --> 00:28:43,266 It's like a big, black lump of burning tar. 426 00:28:44,143 --> 00:28:47,813 It started in my chest, and now it's in my gut. 427 00:28:47,897 --> 00:28:50,437 And I hope it never comes out, John. 428 00:28:50,524 --> 00:28:52,534 I hope I can keep it inside. 429 00:28:54,111 --> 00:28:56,111 Have you considered meditation? 430 00:28:56,197 --> 00:28:57,367 Good night. 431 00:28:58,324 --> 00:29:00,084 I meditate. 432 00:29:01,118 --> 00:29:03,658 It helps me cleanse after this work. 433 00:29:03,746 --> 00:29:06,286 You have no idea of the toll on the emotions. 434 00:29:08,292 --> 00:29:11,092 I have a connection with her, with Esther, 435 00:29:11,170 --> 00:29:13,050 by being what she needs me to be. 436 00:29:14,173 --> 00:29:15,723 And what's that? 437 00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:19,140 Her husband. Roger. A remarkable man. 438 00:29:19,220 --> 00:29:21,890 He's an engineer and a political activist, 439 00:29:21,972 --> 00:29:23,102 love of her life. 440 00:29:23,891 --> 00:29:25,431 Heart attack at 50. 441 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:29,310 They never had the time together they deserved. 442 00:29:29,397 --> 00:29:32,107 Why does she think that you're her husband? 443 00:29:33,192 --> 00:29:35,152 I've encouraged a chemistry. 444 00:29:35,236 --> 00:29:38,696 And cousin Linda from Florida is kind of in the way. 445 00:29:39,740 --> 00:29:42,950 We don't need three people in this marriage, Mary. 446 00:29:45,121 --> 00:29:46,711 I don't want you there tomorrow. 447 00:30:05,850 --> 00:30:07,600 See that star? 448 00:30:07,685 --> 00:30:08,685 What? 449 00:30:10,813 --> 00:30:13,983 That star... that one up there. 450 00:30:14,066 --> 00:30:15,356 Are you crazy? 451 00:30:15,443 --> 00:30:16,903 There's like a billion up there. 452 00:30:32,751 --> 00:30:34,551 I think I see it now. 453 00:30:38,090 --> 00:30:40,840 What were you doing there tonight at St. Jerome? 454 00:30:40,926 --> 00:30:42,386 Did something happen? 455 00:30:42,470 --> 00:30:44,050 Why do you hate it here? 456 00:30:45,347 --> 00:30:46,557 I don't fit in. 457 00:30:48,767 --> 00:30:52,057 Aren't you the... carnival queen? 458 00:30:55,608 --> 00:30:57,608 Every night my mom locks me in my bedroom 459 00:30:57,693 --> 00:30:59,403 to keep me safe from the world. 460 00:31:00,446 --> 00:31:01,986 And every day she gets me ready 461 00:31:02,072 --> 00:31:04,702 for a stage that everybody in town can watch me on. 462 00:31:07,870 --> 00:31:09,960 What's she afraid of, your mom? 463 00:31:10,956 --> 00:31:12,286 Dangerous men. 464 00:31:13,792 --> 00:31:15,792 Something very bad happened here. 465 00:31:18,464 --> 00:31:19,464 What? 466 00:31:24,345 --> 00:31:26,305 You need to go home, Rose. 467 00:31:26,388 --> 00:31:27,888 What are you talking about? What's happened? 468 00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:30,733 She's right. Your mom. 469 00:31:30,809 --> 00:31:32,849 It isn't safe here. It isn't a good place. 470 00:31:33,687 --> 00:31:35,977 I don't want to go home. I hate it there. 471 00:31:36,065 --> 00:31:38,685 I hate it in this town. I want to stay with you. 472 00:31:38,776 --> 00:31:39,776 Go home. 473 00:31:41,862 --> 00:31:43,112 Go home, Rose! 474 00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:28,550 It's okay, Esther. 475 00:33:28,636 --> 00:33:29,846 I'm your friend. 476 00:33:31,388 --> 00:33:32,768 Linda? 477 00:33:32,848 --> 00:33:34,768 I haven't been a very good friend. 478 00:33:35,517 --> 00:33:39,557 So I wanted to come to you tonight, 479 00:33:39,647 --> 00:33:43,937 mother to mother, to tell you that I'm so sorry. 480 00:33:44,610 --> 00:33:47,200 I'm so sorry I brought him into your life. 481 00:33:49,114 --> 00:33:50,124 Who? 482 00:33:50,991 --> 00:33:53,291 The man who's been coming to see you. 483 00:33:53,994 --> 00:33:57,924 The man who's been coming is a very, very bad man. 484 00:33:57,998 --> 00:34:00,668 None of us is all bad, Linda. 485 00:34:02,544 --> 00:34:05,924 Mary. I'm Mary. 486 00:34:07,049 --> 00:34:08,719 They wanted her to rot. 487 00:34:10,594 --> 00:34:12,434 But I know she's growing. 488 00:34:13,639 --> 00:34:16,059 I know she's flourishing. 489 00:34:18,519 --> 00:34:19,689 She is? 490 00:34:22,106 --> 00:34:23,476 Well, that's good. 491 00:34:24,316 --> 00:34:25,686 Where is she flourishing? 492 00:34:25,776 --> 00:34:27,276 That's my little girl's kitten. 493 00:34:28,112 --> 00:34:29,112 I recognized it. 494 00:34:29,822 --> 00:34:32,912 Not even the worst of us is all bad. 495 00:34:33,701 --> 00:34:35,701 There's no monsters, 496 00:34:36,912 --> 00:34:39,002 just frightened children. 497 00:34:40,624 --> 00:34:42,294 Get out of my house. 498 00:34:42,376 --> 00:34:43,836 She'll never come. 499 00:34:44,878 --> 00:34:46,298 She's too clever. 500 00:34:48,048 --> 00:34:49,048 What? 501 00:34:50,092 --> 00:34:52,142 You think I don't know wolves? 502 00:34:53,011 --> 00:34:54,681 You sent your wolf. 503 00:34:55,639 --> 00:34:57,429 But I survived him. 504 00:34:58,809 --> 00:35:01,149 And she'll survive you. 505 00:35:02,062 --> 00:35:04,192 Because you'd hurt her if you could. 506 00:35:04,273 --> 00:35:06,283 What are you talking about? I wouldn't hurt anyone. 507 00:35:06,358 --> 00:35:09,398 I came here to make sure you were okay. 508 00:35:09,486 --> 00:35:11,156 You'll never find her. 509 00:35:12,281 --> 00:35:15,741 They keep her safe because of people like you. 510 00:35:15,826 --> 00:35:17,286 Get out of my house. 511 00:35:18,662 --> 00:35:20,372 She is a monster. 512 00:35:21,665 --> 00:35:23,745 She's part of him, 513 00:35:23,834 --> 00:35:27,804 the man who broke nine women's skulls with a hammer. 514 00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:29,630 Get out of my house! 515 00:35:29,715 --> 00:35:31,795 Smashed them so they were unrecognizable 516 00:35:31,884 --> 00:35:33,344 except through DNA. 517 00:35:33,427 --> 00:35:35,757 She did exactly what he told her to do, 518 00:35:35,846 --> 00:35:38,056 and they took my daughter. 519 00:35:39,725 --> 00:35:41,055 I'm going to ring my bell 520 00:35:41,143 --> 00:35:42,903 and ask them to take you out of my room. 521 00:35:42,978 --> 00:35:44,728 No, no, no, no, no. 522 00:35:44,813 --> 00:35:46,403 Get out. Get out! 523 00:35:46,482 --> 00:35:49,192 Get out! Get out! Get out! 524 00:35:50,319 --> 00:35:52,909 You're gonna hear the truth about this monster 525 00:35:52,988 --> 00:35:54,738 that you're protecting. 526 00:35:54,823 --> 00:35:56,493 I know she phones you. 527 00:35:57,242 --> 00:35:59,202 I know you know where she is. 528 00:36:00,871 --> 00:36:04,371 So I will sit and wait 529 00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:08,303 until you draw your last breath, 530 00:36:08,378 --> 00:36:10,878 if that's as long as it takes. 531 00:36:12,466 --> 00:36:14,636 Then you'd better get comfortable, 532 00:36:15,344 --> 00:36:17,354 because that's what it'll take. 533 00:36:18,347 --> 00:36:22,307 And that's the only time my Karen's ever coming home, 534 00:36:22,392 --> 00:36:24,192 is to kiss my coffin. 535 00:36:29,358 --> 00:36:32,068 I can't even ask for a glass of water, 536 00:36:32,152 --> 00:36:34,662 seeing as you've taken my bell. 537 00:36:36,490 --> 00:36:38,950 Do you have it in you to pour me a glass? 538 00:36:45,791 --> 00:36:47,791 It's okay that you love her. 539 00:36:49,253 --> 00:36:51,053 Even I can understand that. 540 00:36:52,381 --> 00:36:54,421 It's not okay that you hide her. 541 00:36:56,260 --> 00:37:01,010 If she is innocent, then she has nothing to be afraid of. 542 00:37:03,225 --> 00:37:06,845 Why is she afraid? Why is she hiding? 543 00:37:08,397 --> 00:37:12,727 Esther, get back into bed now. Come on. 544 00:37:13,694 --> 00:37:15,204 You get away from me. 545 00:37:15,279 --> 00:37:17,359 They'll call the police. I know they will. 546 00:37:17,447 --> 00:37:20,867 They have very strict rules on who can come see us. 547 00:37:21,535 --> 00:37:22,825 Back into bed. 548 00:37:24,246 --> 00:37:27,211 - I just want to know where she is. - No. 549 00:37:27,291 --> 00:37:30,918 - If you tell me that, then I will go. - No. 550 00:37:31,587 --> 00:37:33,457 Okay. 551 00:37:33,547 --> 00:37:34,967 Don't do that. Don't do that, please. 552 00:37:35,048 --> 00:37:36,508 Just stop. Stop. 553 00:37:36,592 --> 00:37:38,682 Stop. Just stop it. Don't make that noise. 554 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,390 Just... pl... You have to stop. 555 00:37:41,471 --> 00:37:43,391 You have to stop making that noise. 556 00:37:43,473 --> 00:37:44,853 Please, stop it. 557 00:37:44,933 --> 00:37:45,983 Stop it. 558 00:38:02,034 --> 00:38:03,584 Do you recognize any of these girls? 559 00:38:08,707 --> 00:38:10,917 Karen, anything you can give us will help you. 560 00:38:12,252 --> 00:38:13,502 Anything at all. 561 00:38:16,423 --> 00:38:18,183 I'm here to help you. 562 00:38:18,258 --> 00:38:21,258 I'm here to be a friend to you. 563 00:38:36,944 --> 00:38:38,244 Her. 564 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:39,360 I think I remember her. 565 00:38:41,448 --> 00:38:43,698 I think I saw her with Kit, in his van. 566 00:38:45,369 --> 00:38:47,959 We were in North Carolina at a music festival. 567 00:38:48,038 --> 00:38:49,158 It was... 568 00:38:52,042 --> 00:38:55,592 May, two years ago. 569 00:38:57,881 --> 00:38:59,051 This is good. 570 00:39:03,679 --> 00:39:05,179 I'm gonna look after you. 571 00:39:07,933 --> 00:39:11,483 Gonna stay close, watch over you. 572 00:39:13,855 --> 00:39:15,225 I'm gonna be in your new life. 573 00:39:37,504 --> 00:39:39,134 Hey, it's me. 574 00:39:39,214 --> 00:39:41,764 I want to hear your voice again. Call me. 575 00:39:43,010 --> 00:39:44,010 It's me. 576 00:39:45,220 --> 00:39:46,810 I don't know what happened back there, 577 00:39:46,888 --> 00:39:48,468 but can you call me? 578 00:39:49,349 --> 00:39:51,139 Do you still have a file on me? 579 00:39:53,437 --> 00:39:54,437 What? 580 00:39:55,522 --> 00:39:56,902 You were my patient once. 581 00:39:56,982 --> 00:39:59,402 Yeah, of course I have a file on you. 582 00:39:59,484 --> 00:40:00,574 I want to see it. 583 00:40:02,154 --> 00:40:03,154 Why? 584 00:40:04,072 --> 00:40:07,082 Because I want to know how you saw me before you loved me. 585 00:40:14,666 --> 00:40:15,746 Well, maybe... 586 00:40:18,837 --> 00:40:20,047 just maybe... 587 00:40:26,553 --> 00:40:28,063 I've always loved you. 588 00:40:42,569 --> 00:40:45,699 Hello, I'm calling for, uh, for Esther Moses. 589 00:40:47,949 --> 00:40:52,449 I'm sorry. Esther passed away last night. 590 00:41:03,006 --> 00:41:04,086 No. 591 00:41:08,553 --> 00:41:09,853 Is this Karen? 592 00:41:40,418 --> 00:41:42,248 My dad won't even notice it's gone. 593 00:41:43,421 --> 00:41:45,381 Yeah, well, he's gonna notice that you're gone. 594 00:41:46,258 --> 00:41:48,218 Then you'd better drive fast. 595 00:41:51,304 --> 00:41:52,434 Did you bring any money? 596 00:41:53,306 --> 00:41:54,886 We can't disappear for free. 597 00:41:55,892 --> 00:41:57,022 I got 400. 598 00:41:57,102 --> 00:41:58,192 It's not enough. 599 00:41:58,937 --> 00:42:01,017 I have my debit. We can get more. 600 00:42:01,106 --> 00:42:02,606 No, we can't. 601 00:42:02,691 --> 00:42:05,741 We can't use cards once we're on the move. 602 00:42:05,819 --> 00:42:08,319 I know where my dad keeps his stash in the office. 603 00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:14,540 You don't have to do this. 604 00:42:16,872 --> 00:42:18,542 You don't have to come with me. 605 00:42:19,457 --> 00:42:20,917 Give me five minutes. 606 00:42:22,294 --> 00:42:23,594 Five minutes, okay? 607 00:42:27,757 --> 00:42:29,087 I'll be right back! 608 00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:38,000 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 609 00:46:03,098 --> 00:46:04,558 Tell me a story.