1 00:00:04,387 --> 00:00:05,820 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:05,855 --> 00:00:07,222 Have you met the group? 3 00:00:07,256 --> 00:00:08,690 - That's Willow. - And Millie. 4 00:00:08,724 --> 00:00:10,358 Don't be scared. We don't bite. 5 00:00:10,392 --> 00:00:12,527 You're calling yourself this 6 00:00:12,561 --> 00:00:14,863 and you're gonna keep suffering until you stop. 7 00:00:14,897 --> 00:00:16,531 If I can stop. 8 00:00:16,565 --> 00:00:19,367 It's been a family tradition since before I was born. 9 00:00:19,401 --> 00:00:21,202 Sunday means church, family, 10 00:00:21,237 --> 00:00:22,971 and a meal with two meats! 11 00:00:23,005 --> 00:00:24,205 I can't help it; It's so good 12 00:00:24,240 --> 00:00:26,441 and I can't live without it, like I can't live without you. 13 00:00:26,475 --> 00:00:27,809 Aww. 14 00:00:32,648 --> 00:00:33,727 How's Luna? 15 00:00:33,757 --> 00:00:36,184 Frolicking in suburban splendor with Georgia's parents. 16 00:00:36,218 --> 00:00:37,685 I miss her. It's just not safe enough 17 00:00:37,720 --> 00:00:38,793 to bring her home. 18 00:00:38,818 --> 00:00:41,022 Nothing's safe anymore, though, is it? 19 00:00:45,561 --> 00:00:48,029 Every tile in her house needed re-grouting. 20 00:00:48,063 --> 00:00:49,564 Every pipe needed to be winterized, 21 00:00:49,598 --> 00:00:51,733 and that was between the grocery store runs 22 00:00:51,767 --> 00:00:53,935 and delivering chicken dinners to the usher board. 23 00:00:53,969 --> 00:00:56,571 I knew your mama would have you rippin' and runnin'. 24 00:00:56,605 --> 00:00:59,307 You know she's still mad we moved to San Francisco. 25 00:00:59,341 --> 00:01:00,842 I mean, every time I tried to talk to her about it, 26 00:01:00,876 --> 00:01:02,628 she just snuck off to bed. 27 00:01:03,780 --> 00:01:06,214 But just getting to see her and my sisters for two weeks 28 00:01:06,248 --> 00:01:07,482 made it all worthwhile. 29 00:01:07,516 --> 00:01:08,683 Well, when you get off that plane, 30 00:01:08,717 --> 00:01:10,251 you'll putting those eyes on me. 31 00:01:10,286 --> 00:01:11,920 Well, hopefully more than eyes. 32 00:01:11,954 --> 00:01:13,254 What did you have in mind? 33 00:01:15,557 --> 00:01:17,926 Oh, surprise. That's her. 34 00:01:17,960 --> 00:01:20,428 Hang on. 35 00:01:20,462 --> 00:01:21,896 Oh. 36 00:01:21,931 --> 00:01:24,332 Three goodbyes at the door wasn't enough? 37 00:01:26,635 --> 00:01:28,197 Mama? 38 00:01:28,971 --> 00:01:30,605 Whoa... whoa, Mama, hang on. 39 00:01:30,639 --> 00:01:32,743 I can't... I can't understand you. 40 00:01:33,676 --> 00:01:35,078 Mama. 41 00:01:35,644 --> 00:01:39,280 No, no, no. Do not move. I'm coming. 42 00:01:39,315 --> 00:01:40,715 Hey, we need to turn around. 43 00:01:42,237 --> 00:01:46,621 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 44 00:01:46,655 --> 00:01:48,790 Am I supposed to feel like I'm being choked? 45 00:01:48,824 --> 00:01:49,958 I want this off now. 46 00:01:49,992 --> 00:01:51,426 You need to stay immobilized. 47 00:01:51,460 --> 00:01:53,094 I told you not to call an ambulance. 48 00:01:53,128 --> 00:01:54,295 Mama. 49 00:01:54,330 --> 00:01:55,763 You know how expensive those things are? 50 00:01:55,798 --> 00:01:57,098 It's fine. I'll handle it. 51 00:01:57,132 --> 00:01:58,800 Oh, sure, Mr. Moneybags, 52 00:01:58,834 --> 00:02:01,035 while you're dragging me all through COVID-land here. 53 00:02:01,070 --> 00:02:03,371 If I could've given you a CT scan at home, I would've. 54 00:02:03,405 --> 00:02:05,506 - I don't need a scan. - You don't need a scan? 55 00:02:05,541 --> 00:02:08,242 I found you laid out on the ground, bleeding from your head, okay? 56 00:02:08,277 --> 00:02:09,544 We're gonna run every test we can 57 00:02:09,578 --> 00:02:11,079 to make sure you don't have trauma. 58 00:02:11,113 --> 00:02:12,113 Do I sound like I have trauma? 59 00:02:12,147 --> 00:02:13,548 Floyd! I just heard. 60 00:02:13,582 --> 00:02:15,717 - How you feeling, Ms. Reynolds? - Lousy. You? 61 00:02:15,751 --> 00:02:17,285 It's crazy; I was on my way to the airport... 62 00:02:17,319 --> 00:02:18,519 I got you. We're gonna run some tests. 63 00:02:18,554 --> 00:02:19,899 I'm gonna run point on this. I got you. 64 00:02:19,934 --> 00:02:21,656 - Don't worry about it. - Max, you don't have to do... 65 00:02:21,690 --> 00:02:22,857 No, no, no. You were here for Vijay. 66 00:02:22,891 --> 00:02:24,425 Now we're here for you. 67 00:02:26,662 --> 00:02:27,679 Oh! Max! 68 00:02:27,743 --> 00:02:29,103 I hear Floyd's mother's in the ED. 69 00:02:29,150 --> 00:02:31,532 Oh, yeah, she took a fall, but we're getting some tests. 70 00:02:31,567 --> 00:02:33,101 I think she's gonna be okay. 71 00:02:33,135 --> 00:02:34,335 Speaking of falling... 72 00:02:37,940 --> 00:02:39,382 Oh, Luna! 73 00:02:41,777 --> 00:02:43,311 Yeah, she'll be walking in no time. 74 00:02:43,345 --> 00:02:45,346 - I'd say she's walking now. - No, no. 75 00:02:45,381 --> 00:02:47,515 That... that's a stumble. 76 00:02:47,549 --> 00:02:49,350 Well, it's less than a saunter. 77 00:02:49,385 --> 00:02:50,852 - I'll give you that. - Yeah. 78 00:02:50,886 --> 00:02:52,120 But it couldn't be because there's no way 79 00:02:52,154 --> 00:02:54,489 that my baby girl would take her first steps without me. 80 00:02:54,523 --> 00:02:56,457 All video evidence to the contrary. 81 00:02:56,492 --> 00:02:58,159 When you bringing her home? 82 00:02:58,193 --> 00:02:59,694 Not till it's safe. 83 00:02:59,728 --> 00:03:01,496 If Luna doesn't need to be here, she shouldn't be. 84 00:03:01,530 --> 00:03:02,602 And her grandparents are great. 85 00:03:02,671 --> 00:03:04,532 They're crazy careful, they got a big yard... 86 00:03:04,566 --> 00:03:06,334 - They take lots of videos. - They do. 87 00:03:06,368 --> 00:03:09,037 - Of Luna not walking. - She's not. 88 00:03:09,071 --> 00:03:10,138 - Max? - Yeah? 89 00:03:10,172 --> 00:03:11,406 Hey, hi. Can I talk to you for a sec? 90 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:12,440 Yeah, perfect timing. 91 00:03:12,474 --> 00:03:13,741 What does this look like to you? 92 00:03:13,776 --> 00:03:16,010 Um... oh, my gosh! Luna! She's walking! 93 00:03:16,045 --> 00:03:17,568 No. No. Wrong answer. 94 00:03:17,602 --> 00:03:18,869 Oh. Sorry, yeah. 95 00:03:18,934 --> 00:03:20,681 Hard to tell what's happening on that tiny little screen. 96 00:03:20,716 --> 00:03:21,849 It is! 97 00:03:21,884 --> 00:03:23,818 Which is actually what I wanted to talk to you about. 98 00:03:23,852 --> 00:03:25,019 I was just trying to get some screen time in 99 00:03:25,054 --> 00:03:27,155 with Ella and Vijay, who I think is recuperating well, 100 00:03:27,189 --> 00:03:29,557 but I wouldn't know, because the hospital's system sucks. 101 00:03:29,591 --> 00:03:31,959 - Yeah, agreed. - It glitches all the time. 102 00:03:31,994 --> 00:03:33,094 - It does. - Yeah. 103 00:03:33,122 --> 00:03:34,796 And the telemedicine thing is getting brutal. 104 00:03:34,830 --> 00:03:36,697 I mean, like, I need to be with my patients in person. 105 00:03:36,732 --> 00:03:38,466 - I need to see them. - It's not safe, Iggy. 106 00:03:38,500 --> 00:03:39,767 Unless we're talking life or death, 107 00:03:39,802 --> 00:03:42,437 the longer people stay away from the hospital, the better. 108 00:03:42,471 --> 00:03:43,604 They'll wear masks. 109 00:03:43,639 --> 00:03:45,673 How are you gonna read facial cues? 110 00:03:45,707 --> 00:03:47,608 All right. So we'll sit outside. 111 00:03:47,643 --> 00:03:49,210 Not until they're vaccinated like us. 112 00:03:49,244 --> 00:03:51,779 Iggy, it's too soon. I'm sorry. 113 00:03:54,249 --> 00:03:55,850 Can someone help? 114 00:03:57,486 --> 00:03:58,719 I'll take her, but you just can't... 115 00:03:58,754 --> 00:03:59,898 It's okay, it's okay. I got it. 116 00:03:59,932 --> 00:04:01,923 - It's her wrist. - Can you move it? 117 00:04:01,957 --> 00:04:03,224 Ah, it hurts so bad. 118 00:04:03,258 --> 00:04:04,859 Okay, we're gonna do a COVID test 119 00:04:04,893 --> 00:04:06,727 and Casey's gonna get your patient history 120 00:04:06,762 --> 00:04:07,929 and we're gonna order a scan... 121 00:04:07,963 --> 00:04:10,798 I'm thinking Colles' fracture of the distal radius. 122 00:04:10,833 --> 00:04:12,233 And you are? 123 00:04:12,267 --> 00:04:13,541 Her DriveTime driver. 124 00:04:13,583 --> 00:04:15,203 I think I can take it from here, but thank you. 125 00:04:15,237 --> 00:04:16,771 Five stars. 126 00:04:17,906 --> 00:04:21,075 - 38-year-old woman. - Stage-II esophageal cancer. 127 00:04:21,110 --> 00:04:22,543 Millie? 128 00:04:22,578 --> 00:04:24,445 Oh, I'm so sorry, Dr. Sharpe. 129 00:04:24,480 --> 00:04:25,847 Large-volume hematemesis. 130 00:04:25,881 --> 00:04:29,050 Now tachy, but otherwise hemodynamically stable. 131 00:04:29,084 --> 00:04:31,786 - Can we get her in the back? - Yeah. 132 00:04:36,625 --> 00:04:39,160 - We've been worried about you. - My office reached out. 133 00:04:39,194 --> 00:04:40,962 I know. I know. 134 00:04:40,996 --> 00:04:43,631 You've missed a number of treatments. 135 00:04:43,665 --> 00:04:45,633 We were doing the whole stay-at-home order thing 136 00:04:45,667 --> 00:04:48,503 and I was feeling so much better. 137 00:04:48,537 --> 00:04:50,771 I thought it was crazy to take the risk. 138 00:04:50,806 --> 00:04:53,741 I mean, after three years of fighting cancer, 139 00:04:53,775 --> 00:04:56,444 to die of some stupid virus? 140 00:04:58,647 --> 00:05:00,748 We'll need to do some new tests. 141 00:05:02,684 --> 00:05:04,485 I'm gonna be all right, aren't I? 142 00:05:11,693 --> 00:05:14,162 June, remember our agreement? 143 00:05:14,196 --> 00:05:16,297 You know, I love a carousel as much as the next guy... 144 00:05:16,331 --> 00:05:18,533 Probably even more, truth be told... 145 00:05:18,567 --> 00:05:21,102 But let's try to keep the focus on you. 146 00:05:22,304 --> 00:05:24,038 Thank you. 147 00:05:24,072 --> 00:05:25,225 How's your day? 148 00:05:26,742 --> 00:05:28,976 You do any journaling this week? 149 00:05:30,979 --> 00:05:33,014 Okay, June, I... 150 00:05:33,048 --> 00:05:36,450 I get that this is not ideal, the video thing. 151 00:05:36,485 --> 00:05:39,220 But I would love it if both of us could give it our best shot. 152 00:05:39,254 --> 00:05:40,657 What do you think? 153 00:05:41,356 --> 00:05:42,890 So tell me about your journaling. 154 00:05:42,925 --> 00:05:44,453 What do you got? 155 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:47,695 I guess it was... 156 00:05:47,729 --> 00:05:50,264 No. Oh, no. Ah! 157 00:05:50,299 --> 00:05:52,099 June, hang... hang on one second. 158 00:05:52,134 --> 00:05:54,435 What is... hold on. 159 00:05:54,469 --> 00:05:55,736 Can you hear me? 160 00:05:55,771 --> 00:05:57,471 June, can you hear me? 161 00:05:58,373 --> 00:05:59,774 Oh, my God. 162 00:05:59,808 --> 00:06:01,098 This sucks. 163 00:06:02,311 --> 00:06:03,544 Welcome to my world. 164 00:06:03,579 --> 00:06:05,307 Yeah. 165 00:06:06,148 --> 00:06:07,269 Yeah. 166 00:06:07,303 --> 00:06:08,549 How often do you get to see anybody 167 00:06:08,584 --> 00:06:11,319 that's not trapped inside of this little box? 168 00:06:11,353 --> 00:06:12,920 Folks not included, obviously. 169 00:06:12,955 --> 00:06:15,656 Never. Like, never. 170 00:06:15,691 --> 00:06:16,857 And most of your friends, 171 00:06:16,892 --> 00:06:18,911 they're all congregating outside again? 172 00:06:18,967 --> 00:06:20,595 They all are, 173 00:06:20,629 --> 00:06:22,196 while I'm just the immunocompromised freak 174 00:06:22,231 --> 00:06:23,611 still stuck at home. 175 00:06:23,645 --> 00:06:25,900 Whoa, whoa. You are not a freak. 176 00:06:25,934 --> 00:06:29,070 You have an illness that you are managing. 177 00:06:29,104 --> 00:06:30,705 You know, maybe we can talk to your parents 178 00:06:30,739 --> 00:06:34,175 and see if we can set up some safe visitations or... 179 00:06:34,209 --> 00:06:35,543 I don't know, something. 180 00:06:35,577 --> 00:06:36,911 Good luck. 181 00:06:36,945 --> 00:06:39,382 They won't even let me out on our stoop. 182 00:06:41,283 --> 00:06:43,184 Right. 183 00:06:48,056 --> 00:06:50,625 When COVID hit and everybody was, like, 184 00:06:50,659 --> 00:06:52,560 stuck in their house, hating it, 185 00:06:52,594 --> 00:06:54,395 that must've been really weird for you 186 00:06:54,429 --> 00:06:56,097 because suddenly, 187 00:06:56,131 --> 00:06:58,735 everybody kinda knew what it was like to be you. 188 00:07:00,035 --> 00:07:01,321 I mean... 189 00:07:02,671 --> 00:07:04,950 I guess I felt normal for a couple months. 190 00:07:06,451 --> 00:07:08,242 I could hang out with my friends online 191 00:07:08,277 --> 00:07:10,077 without missing out on anything, 192 00:07:10,112 --> 00:07:12,546 but now, everything's back to normal... 193 00:07:12,581 --> 00:07:14,000 for them. 194 00:07:18,453 --> 00:07:20,288 June? 195 00:07:20,322 --> 00:07:22,123 Will you show me your hands? 196 00:07:24,459 --> 00:07:26,627 You have to show them to me, June. 197 00:07:26,662 --> 00:07:27,902 Now, please. 198 00:07:39,741 --> 00:07:41,008 - Max. - Hey. 199 00:07:41,043 --> 00:07:42,643 Still waiting on those labs. How's she doing? 200 00:07:42,678 --> 00:07:45,079 Well, she's more concerned about getting COVID than the fall. 201 00:07:45,113 --> 00:07:46,220 She should be. 202 00:07:46,252 --> 00:07:47,748 I'm sure that'll make her feel better. 203 00:07:47,783 --> 00:07:49,450 I don't suppose there's a safer place for her? 204 00:07:49,484 --> 00:07:51,752 How do you feel about New Zealand? 205 00:07:51,787 --> 00:07:53,473 See, now I don't even want to be here. 206 00:07:53,498 --> 00:07:55,189 - Yeah, maybe you shouldn't be. - You want to wait outside? 207 00:07:55,223 --> 00:07:56,123 I'll give you an update. 208 00:07:56,158 --> 00:07:57,658 Think I'm just gonna do the 6-feet thing. 209 00:07:57,693 --> 00:08:00,294 - Max. - Dora! 210 00:08:00,329 --> 00:08:02,663 The conquering traitor returns. 211 00:08:02,698 --> 00:08:04,298 - It was a promotion. - Yeah. 212 00:08:04,333 --> 00:08:06,133 I still can't believe those evil pencil pushers 213 00:08:06,168 --> 00:08:08,169 lured you away with a fancy title and more money. 214 00:08:08,203 --> 00:08:09,337 Shocking, I know. 215 00:08:09,371 --> 00:08:11,872 And yet, here you are finding your way back to me. 216 00:08:11,907 --> 00:08:14,208 Which wasn't hard, since there's hardly anyone here. 217 00:08:14,242 --> 00:08:16,323 Yeah, which most would call "good news." 218 00:08:16,358 --> 00:08:17,778 Speaking of which, can I show you 219 00:08:17,813 --> 00:08:19,914 this adorable video of my daughter not walking? 220 00:08:19,948 --> 00:08:22,183 No, and it's not good news 221 00:08:22,217 --> 00:08:23,784 if you're trying to dig yourself out 222 00:08:23,819 --> 00:08:27,188 of a massive financial hole left by this pandemic. 223 00:08:27,222 --> 00:08:29,690 The public is wary of coming back here, Max, 224 00:08:29,725 --> 00:08:31,659 and without the money from elective surgeries, 225 00:08:31,693 --> 00:08:33,160 you can't pay for the emergent ones. 226 00:08:33,195 --> 00:08:36,197 So we need a powerful and effective PSA 227 00:08:36,231 --> 00:08:37,598 to save this place. 228 00:08:37,632 --> 00:08:39,033 A what now? 229 00:08:39,067 --> 00:08:41,635 HCC's funding a campaign to encourage patients 230 00:08:41,670 --> 00:08:44,299 to return to New Amsterdam. 231 00:08:44,940 --> 00:08:47,441 But I don't want patients returning to New Amsterdam... 232 00:08:47,476 --> 00:08:48,743 Not if they don't have to, 233 00:08:48,777 --> 00:08:51,145 not until there's enough vaccine for everyone. 234 00:08:51,179 --> 00:08:54,348 - We can't wait for that. - We need revenue now. 235 00:08:54,383 --> 00:08:56,650 So you need to step in front of a camera, smile, 236 00:08:56,685 --> 00:08:58,686 and tell the good people of New York 237 00:08:58,720 --> 00:09:01,021 to get their butts back here. 238 00:09:02,023 --> 00:09:04,191 Or you'll go down in history as the medical director 239 00:09:04,226 --> 00:09:06,694 who closed America's first public hospital. 240 00:09:12,470 --> 00:09:14,180 Can I be straight with you? 241 00:09:14,204 --> 00:09:15,838 Here at New Amsterdam, 242 00:09:15,873 --> 00:09:17,840 we all honestly feel that, 243 00:09:17,875 --> 00:09:19,509 despite our great challenge... 244 00:09:21,846 --> 00:09:23,046 Max? 245 00:09:23,080 --> 00:09:24,547 Sorry, I'm not a writer or anything; 246 00:09:24,582 --> 00:09:26,883 It just feels like calling our recent experience 247 00:09:26,917 --> 00:09:28,485 a "challenge" feels a little like calling 248 00:09:28,519 --> 00:09:30,253 the Holocaust a "bummer," you know what I mean? 249 00:09:30,287 --> 00:09:32,989 Like, maybe this whole thing is just a little beyond words. 250 00:09:33,024 --> 00:09:35,325 Oh, no. We have the words. 251 00:09:35,359 --> 00:09:37,460 Your job is to say them. 252 00:09:37,495 --> 00:09:38,828 Oh, okay. Great. 253 00:09:38,863 --> 00:09:40,330 And action. 254 00:09:43,134 --> 00:09:44,167 Can I be straight with you? 255 00:09:44,201 --> 00:09:46,403 I don't know, can I? I mean, am I allowed to be? 256 00:09:46,437 --> 00:09:48,705 Because if I was honestly being straight with you, 257 00:09:48,739 --> 00:09:49,939 then I would probably tell you never... 258 00:09:49,974 --> 00:09:53,309 - Max! - This... okay, just do it again. 259 00:09:55,613 --> 00:09:57,280 Okay. 260 00:09:58,649 --> 00:10:00,617 Of course, no one likes coming to the hospital... 261 00:10:00,651 --> 00:10:01,785 Although that's not even true. 262 00:10:01,819 --> 00:10:03,720 I mean, what about having a baby? 263 00:10:03,754 --> 00:10:05,655 That's a great moment! That's exciting. 264 00:10:05,690 --> 00:10:07,215 Right? 265 00:10:07,758 --> 00:10:09,626 Can I be straight with you? 266 00:10:12,363 --> 00:10:13,930 Sorry, sorry. My brain just kind of... 267 00:10:15,066 --> 00:10:16,132 We should probably cut. 268 00:10:16,167 --> 00:10:17,934 Can I... is that okay if I say that? 269 00:10:17,968 --> 00:10:20,437 Can I be straight with you? Uh, sorry. 270 00:10:20,471 --> 00:10:22,839 That was... I don't know why I did the point thing. 271 00:10:22,873 --> 00:10:25,809 Can I... no, cut. Let's cut that. 272 00:10:25,843 --> 00:10:27,110 Sorry, cut. 273 00:10:27,144 --> 00:10:29,279 Sorry for shouting. That was bad. 274 00:10:29,313 --> 00:10:31,715 I got it this time. Nope, I lied. What's the line? 275 00:10:32,983 --> 00:10:34,451 What's the next one? Uh, "like a"...? 276 00:10:34,485 --> 00:10:36,152 As an administration, we've implemented 277 00:10:36,187 --> 00:10:37,987 dozens of new safety measures. 278 00:10:38,022 --> 00:10:40,690 So, as a patient, nothing should deter you 279 00:10:40,725 --> 00:10:42,025 from walking through those doors. 280 00:10:42,059 --> 00:10:43,693 Except, I don't know, death, maybe? 281 00:10:43,728 --> 00:10:46,096 Which, of course, no safety measure can completely rule out 282 00:10:46,130 --> 00:10:47,964 and is a pretty strong deterrent, 283 00:10:47,998 --> 00:10:49,499 wouldn't you say, Brad? 284 00:10:52,603 --> 00:10:54,721 Can I be straight with you? 285 00:10:55,206 --> 00:10:59,042 Here at New Amsterdam, we honestly feel... 286 00:11:02,780 --> 00:11:04,230 I can... 287 00:11:05,716 --> 00:11:07,650 I can honestly tell you... 288 00:11:09,527 --> 00:11:10,720 What's wrong now, Max? 289 00:11:10,755 --> 00:11:12,756 It's just that when people are genuinely being honest 290 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:15,625 with you, they don't keep telling you how honest they are 291 00:11:15,659 --> 00:11:17,694 and they don't say things like, "Can I be straight with you," 292 00:11:17,728 --> 00:11:19,763 which implies that they haven't been straight 293 00:11:19,797 --> 00:11:22,766 with anything else, which, to tell you the truth, Dora, 294 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:24,333 kinda makes me sound like a liar. 295 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:27,070 How could you be a liar when you haven't said anything? 296 00:11:27,104 --> 00:11:30,073 Including the tagline, "Come back to New Amsterdam." 297 00:11:30,107 --> 00:11:31,908 Because that would be the biggest lie of all. 298 00:11:31,942 --> 00:11:33,209 What happened to the guy who used to say, 299 00:11:33,244 --> 00:11:34,344 "Our doors are always open"? 300 00:11:34,378 --> 00:11:36,913 What happened to bringing in patients off the streets? 301 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,681 What happened was a global pandemic 302 00:11:38,716 --> 00:11:40,216 with no fully vetted vaccine. 303 00:11:40,251 --> 00:11:42,685 And even when we get enough doses, 304 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:45,155 30% of Americans won't take it 305 00:11:45,189 --> 00:11:47,590 because of all the insane conspiracy theories. 306 00:11:47,625 --> 00:11:49,993 So can I be straight with you, Dora? 307 00:11:50,027 --> 00:11:52,128 This hospital is not safe. 308 00:11:52,163 --> 00:11:53,897 Not completely. 309 00:11:53,931 --> 00:11:56,199 And if you want a tagline, how's this? 310 00:11:56,233 --> 00:11:57,367 "Come back to New Amsterdam, 311 00:11:57,401 --> 00:12:01,738 'cause if you're not dead yet, we can finish the job." 312 00:12:07,044 --> 00:12:08,211 I wanted to bring you both into this 313 00:12:08,245 --> 00:12:11,881 because if June's anxiety has escalated into self-harm... 314 00:12:11,916 --> 00:12:13,983 Ripping off her fingernails? 315 00:12:14,018 --> 00:12:15,552 How long has this been going on? 316 00:12:15,586 --> 00:12:17,620 I... I don't know. I just saw it this morning. 317 00:12:17,655 --> 00:12:19,355 But how could we have missed this? 318 00:12:19,390 --> 00:12:22,025 Because she hides it. But it's not your fault. 319 00:12:22,059 --> 00:12:23,493 And you should know that I have been pushing 320 00:12:23,527 --> 00:12:26,029 to get all of my patients back in here with me. 321 00:12:26,063 --> 00:12:27,931 If I had been working with June in person, 322 00:12:27,965 --> 00:12:29,199 I would've caught this a lot sooner... 323 00:12:29,233 --> 00:12:30,400 She can't come back to the hospital. 324 00:12:30,434 --> 00:12:32,435 - Are you even allowed? - Um... 325 00:12:32,469 --> 00:12:33,916 not at the moment, 326 00:12:33,950 --> 00:12:35,972 but I could convince our medical director 327 00:12:36,006 --> 00:12:37,407 in this particular case. 328 00:12:37,441 --> 00:12:39,409 No. It's too dangerous. 329 00:12:39,443 --> 00:12:40,910 She would be wearing an N95 mask 330 00:12:40,945 --> 00:12:42,245 just like our frontline workers. 331 00:12:42,279 --> 00:12:44,747 Have any of your frontline workers died from the virus? 332 00:12:45,482 --> 00:12:46,482 Yes. 333 00:12:46,517 --> 00:12:48,751 But with all of our safety protocols in place, 334 00:12:48,786 --> 00:12:51,020 New Amsterdam is safer than going to the market. 335 00:12:51,055 --> 00:12:52,797 We don't let her go there either. 336 00:12:53,324 --> 00:12:54,997 We want her here with us. 337 00:12:55,031 --> 00:12:58,261 Our home is the only place where she's 100% safe. 338 00:12:58,295 --> 00:13:00,263 But she's not safe. 339 00:13:00,998 --> 00:13:04,801 COVID has caused an epidemic of loneliness in this country. 340 00:13:04,835 --> 00:13:06,936 And the studies coming out show that living like June 341 00:13:06,971 --> 00:13:10,607 with no peer contact, it's like smoking 15 cigarettes a day. 342 00:13:10,641 --> 00:13:14,277 Your daughter is on the brink of serious clinical depression. 343 00:13:14,311 --> 00:13:16,404 But she's not dead. 344 00:13:17,748 --> 00:13:20,283 And that's what lets us sleep at night. 345 00:13:26,290 --> 00:13:28,758 Thank you for your concern. 346 00:13:38,002 --> 00:13:39,636 As you can see from the charts, 347 00:13:39,670 --> 00:13:41,804 there's no evidence of fracture, bleed, 348 00:13:41,839 --> 00:13:42,972 or subdural hematoma. 349 00:13:43,007 --> 00:13:44,140 So zero damage from the fall. 350 00:13:44,174 --> 00:13:45,308 Everything looks normal. 351 00:13:45,342 --> 00:13:48,211 Uh, not quite. Right, okay, thank you. 352 00:13:48,245 --> 00:13:50,079 Um, sorry, I told Floyd I'd help out on this one. 353 00:13:50,114 --> 00:13:53,560 There does seem to be a type of central hippocampal atrophy. 354 00:13:53,594 --> 00:13:55,818 - So? - Max, we found no indication of trauma. 355 00:13:55,853 --> 00:13:58,121 Right, because his mother has diabetes. 356 00:13:58,155 --> 00:13:59,222 Diabetes? 357 00:13:59,256 --> 00:14:01,190 I've been living with her for the past two weeks. 358 00:14:01,225 --> 00:14:02,792 - I'm sure... - Did she seem overly tired? 359 00:14:02,826 --> 00:14:04,560 Was she going to bed early? Did she forget things? 360 00:14:04,595 --> 00:14:06,729 - Repeat stuff? - Well, sometimes, yeah, but... 361 00:14:06,764 --> 00:14:08,364 Neuropathy from diabetes. 362 00:14:08,399 --> 00:14:10,166 I think it's why she fell, Floyd. 363 00:14:12,069 --> 00:14:15,296 And it's good news, because now we know how to treat her. 364 00:14:23,213 --> 00:14:25,715 It's gonna get a little loud. 365 00:14:25,749 --> 00:14:29,419 Louder than a house full of forced homeschool kids? 366 00:14:29,987 --> 00:14:31,888 Probably not. 367 00:14:31,922 --> 00:14:33,389 Quarantine wasn't all bad. 368 00:14:33,424 --> 00:14:36,492 The whole family stuck together. 369 00:14:36,527 --> 00:14:38,394 Found our rhythm. 370 00:14:38,429 --> 00:14:40,964 Movie nights. Cooking together. 371 00:14:40,998 --> 00:14:42,865 Puzzles. 372 00:14:42,900 --> 00:14:44,742 So many puzzles. 373 00:14:45,369 --> 00:14:47,370 You remember Brandon? 374 00:14:47,404 --> 00:14:49,839 - The quiet one? - Yeah, the moody one. 375 00:14:51,241 --> 00:14:52,675 Without all the chemo, my hair grew back 376 00:14:52,710 --> 00:14:54,961 and he became a different person. 377 00:14:55,913 --> 00:14:57,413 Because of your hair? 378 00:14:57,448 --> 00:15:00,216 Because he stopped seeing me as a ghost. 379 00:15:00,751 --> 00:15:01,918 I became Mom again. 380 00:15:03,554 --> 00:15:06,990 And without chemo brain, I could actually listen. 381 00:15:07,024 --> 00:15:09,434 I could really hear him, you know? 382 00:15:10,694 --> 00:15:14,163 I could hear my son for the first time in years. 383 00:15:19,803 --> 00:15:21,320 Dr. Sharpe? 384 00:15:26,176 --> 00:15:27,827 It's back, isn't it? 385 00:15:33,283 --> 00:15:35,918 The cancer's metastasized. 386 00:15:40,424 --> 00:15:42,592 Is there anything we can do? 387 00:15:47,263 --> 00:15:49,057 I'm so sorry, Millie. 388 00:16:01,145 --> 00:16:05,481 Well, you do, in fact, have a broken bone in your wrist. 389 00:16:05,516 --> 00:16:08,284 Crack diagnosis from your DriveTime gal. 390 00:16:08,318 --> 00:16:10,853 It's crazy. It was days ago. 391 00:16:10,888 --> 00:16:13,489 I was riding so slow. The bike started to tip. 392 00:16:13,524 --> 00:16:15,992 I stuck my hand out to brace myself against the wall. 393 00:16:16,026 --> 00:16:17,393 That's what did it. 394 00:16:17,428 --> 00:16:19,128 But there was hardly any force. 395 00:16:19,163 --> 00:16:20,963 How could I have broken anything? 396 00:16:20,998 --> 00:16:22,298 Hey. 397 00:16:22,332 --> 00:16:23,900 How are you feeling? 398 00:16:23,934 --> 00:16:25,334 You're back. 399 00:16:25,369 --> 00:16:27,303 - Did you... - I got tested outside. 400 00:16:28,505 --> 00:16:29,939 Her wallet. Found it in the car. 401 00:16:29,973 --> 00:16:31,874 Pedestrian on the wrong end of a taxi. 402 00:16:31,909 --> 00:16:34,377 Severe head and neck trauma. Intubated in field. 403 00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:36,145 Okay, let's get him to Trauma One. 404 00:16:36,180 --> 00:16:37,647 Stat, page respiratory and get me ortho. 405 00:16:37,681 --> 00:16:39,515 You've really gone above and beyond. 406 00:16:39,550 --> 00:16:41,717 - Can I give you something? - No, please. 407 00:16:45,556 --> 00:16:46,674 Riley? 408 00:16:46,708 --> 00:16:48,791 Can you breathe? 409 00:16:51,213 --> 00:16:52,829 This woman needs help! 410 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:58,367 Nurse! Anyone! 411 00:17:14,218 --> 00:17:16,052 What the hell are you doing? 412 00:17:16,086 --> 00:17:17,603 Someone call security! 413 00:17:19,251 --> 00:17:21,839 Adult-onset diabetes is nothing to fear. 414 00:17:21,864 --> 00:17:24,365 You should be thrilled we caught it when we did. 415 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:25,664 This is me thrilled. 416 00:17:27,636 --> 00:17:30,238 So seeing as your pancreas can no longer produce 417 00:17:30,272 --> 00:17:31,439 enough insulin on its own, 418 00:17:31,473 --> 00:17:34,409 we're gonna need to start you on basal-bolus therapy. 419 00:17:34,857 --> 00:17:37,725 And Dr. Goodwin is gonna take you through the routine 420 00:17:37,760 --> 00:17:39,194 so you can do it by yourself, Mama. 421 00:17:39,228 --> 00:17:42,697 I've been doing for myself my whole life. 422 00:17:42,731 --> 00:17:44,387 Diabetes won't slow me down. 423 00:17:44,453 --> 00:17:45,540 Good. 424 00:17:45,574 --> 00:17:47,735 So let's say you're in your kitchen 425 00:17:47,770 --> 00:17:50,071 and you've just finished this meal. 426 00:17:50,105 --> 00:17:52,207 You need to figure out how much insulin to take. 427 00:17:52,241 --> 00:17:54,609 So what you're gonna do is divide your carb intake 428 00:17:54,643 --> 00:17:57,268 by your personal I: C ratio. 429 00:17:57,911 --> 00:17:59,745 You didn't tell me there'd be math. 430 00:17:59,779 --> 00:18:01,380 Well, we'll take it slow, I promise. 431 00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:03,382 So your ratio is 1:20. 432 00:18:03,416 --> 00:18:05,017 That is one unit of insulin 433 00:18:05,051 --> 00:18:06,752 to 20 grams of carbs. 434 00:18:06,786 --> 00:18:09,822 So you're gonna take the total number of grams in that meal 435 00:18:09,856 --> 00:18:12,241 and divide it by 20. 436 00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:17,096 Okay, dividing that... 437 00:18:17,130 --> 00:18:18,664 I would... 438 00:18:18,698 --> 00:18:19,998 stop hovering. 439 00:18:20,033 --> 00:18:22,168 If it's on me, let it be on me, you hear? 440 00:18:22,869 --> 00:18:25,003 Max is here to help, Mama. 441 00:18:28,375 --> 00:18:30,384 3.25 units. 442 00:18:31,277 --> 00:18:32,978 That's very good. That's excellent. 443 00:18:33,012 --> 00:18:35,114 Great. Okay, so, step two. 444 00:18:35,148 --> 00:18:37,416 Administering the insulin. 445 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,985 So what you're gonna do after you've washed your hands 446 00:18:40,019 --> 00:18:42,688 is simply remove this, 447 00:18:43,156 --> 00:18:46,825 insert the needle into the rubber stopper here, 448 00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:48,394 turn the bottle upside down, 449 00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:51,489 and why don't we try just that much. 450 00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:00,939 Come on. 451 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:02,708 Come on, now. 452 00:19:02,742 --> 00:19:03,776 Oh. 453 00:19:06,780 --> 00:19:09,148 That's okay. Maybe... 454 00:19:09,182 --> 00:19:10,591 I've got it. 455 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:13,152 I've got it. 456 00:19:22,796 --> 00:19:25,431 Oh. 457 00:19:27,734 --> 00:19:29,168 I can do this. 458 00:19:29,202 --> 00:19:30,736 Mm-hmm. 459 00:19:31,638 --> 00:19:33,172 I can do this. 460 00:19:35,041 --> 00:19:37,827 It's okay. Let's just try again. 461 00:19:38,745 --> 00:19:40,446 My mother's raised three kids, 462 00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:43,048 owns her own home, prays harder than anyone I know 463 00:19:43,082 --> 00:19:46,919 for everyone else's troubles, and now she needs full-time care. 464 00:19:46,953 --> 00:19:48,588 She can't live by herself. 465 00:19:49,355 --> 00:19:51,190 Wish I was there with you. 466 00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:54,193 Well, maybe if I click my heels three times. 467 00:19:54,227 --> 00:19:58,030 Or maybe if you just turn around? 468 00:20:09,242 --> 00:20:12,211 - Why'd you... - 'Cause we're family too, baby. 469 00:20:14,247 --> 00:20:16,014 Come here. 470 00:20:18,518 --> 00:20:20,686 2 centimeters to the left and you would've killed her. 471 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:22,387 1 centimeter, actually. 472 00:20:24,123 --> 00:20:25,924 Oh, they teach you that in DriveTime school? 473 00:20:25,959 --> 00:20:27,125 I saved your patient. 474 00:20:27,160 --> 00:20:28,961 You knew nothing about my patient. 475 00:20:28,995 --> 00:20:30,562 You swooped in here with no knowledge 476 00:20:30,597 --> 00:20:33,131 of preexisting conditions or current treatment plan 477 00:20:33,166 --> 00:20:35,133 and you stabbed her with a syringe. 478 00:20:35,168 --> 00:20:38,403 You're not curious why her wrist broke with no fall? 479 00:20:38,438 --> 00:20:40,005 You need to check her bone density. 480 00:20:40,039 --> 00:20:41,507 Maybe test for Wilson's disease. 481 00:20:41,541 --> 00:20:43,675 Okay, WebMD, I think it's time for you to leave. 482 00:20:43,710 --> 00:20:45,677 If it's Wilson's and you don't push magnesium, 483 00:20:45,712 --> 00:20:46,912 her heart could stop. 484 00:20:46,946 --> 00:20:49,248 Or, if it's a calcium deficiency, 485 00:20:49,282 --> 00:20:52,323 maybe you could pick us up a quart of milk on your next run. 486 00:20:52,348 --> 00:20:54,949 Get her out of here before I file assault charges. 487 00:21:02,729 --> 00:21:04,530 Okay. 488 00:21:09,536 --> 00:21:10,869 Dr. Frome. 489 00:21:12,272 --> 00:21:14,048 What? Gabriella? 490 00:21:15,141 --> 00:21:18,043 No. No, June is not here with me. 491 00:21:20,079 --> 00:21:21,472 Then where is she? 492 00:21:24,317 --> 00:21:27,103 Okay, did... okay, did she take her phone with her? 493 00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,122 Then you need to check all of her texts 494 00:21:30,156 --> 00:21:31,857 and call all of her friends. 495 00:21:32,492 --> 00:21:33,984 Yes. 496 00:21:34,460 --> 00:21:36,061 I'll be in touch. 497 00:21:41,067 --> 00:21:42,576 You're still here? 498 00:21:43,736 --> 00:21:44,903 Yeah, don't worry. 499 00:21:44,938 --> 00:21:47,506 I'm not making you do the PSA. 500 00:21:48,841 --> 00:21:50,943 Sorry, I... 501 00:21:50,977 --> 00:21:52,511 Yeah, I appreciate that. 502 00:21:52,545 --> 00:21:55,581 Mm, I forgot that no one can make you do anything. 503 00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:57,015 Well, except for you. 504 00:21:57,050 --> 00:21:58,483 You could always get me to do what was right 505 00:21:58,518 --> 00:22:01,053 even if I couldn't see it at the time. 506 00:22:01,087 --> 00:22:02,621 You know, if you ever want to come back... 507 00:22:02,655 --> 00:22:04,222 No. 508 00:22:04,257 --> 00:22:05,724 Okay, maybe you wanna think about it... 509 00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,326 - No. - Oh. 510 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:08,853 Okay. 511 00:22:09,462 --> 00:22:12,164 So if you're not doing the PSA and you're not coming back, 512 00:22:12,198 --> 00:22:14,566 then why are you still here? 513 00:22:14,601 --> 00:22:16,068 Oh. 514 00:22:16,102 --> 00:22:17,803 I said you weren't doing the PSA. 515 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:19,771 I never said I wasn't... ooh. 516 00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:21,306 But... 517 00:22:21,341 --> 00:22:23,175 How are you gonna do it without me? 518 00:22:23,209 --> 00:22:26,111 Uh, you've been recast. 519 00:22:27,981 --> 00:22:30,048 Tell me it isn't true. 520 00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:31,617 If you're referring to the PSA... 521 00:22:31,651 --> 00:22:32,784 No, it's not a PSA. 522 00:22:32,819 --> 00:22:34,820 Saying, "Don't text and drive," 523 00:22:34,854 --> 00:22:36,088 that would be a PSA. 524 00:22:36,122 --> 00:22:37,856 This is propaganda! 525 00:22:37,890 --> 00:22:40,592 You are putting your name, this hospital's name, 526 00:22:40,627 --> 00:22:42,728 on a dangerous lie. 527 00:22:42,762 --> 00:22:44,346 Millie came in today. 528 00:22:44,731 --> 00:22:46,849 She might have a week to live. 529 00:22:47,634 --> 00:22:49,768 While you were out seizing the moral high ground, 530 00:22:49,802 --> 00:22:53,230 I got to tell her that her kids would soon be without a mum. 531 00:22:54,874 --> 00:22:56,375 Her chemo was working, 532 00:22:56,409 --> 00:22:58,310 but she missed six vital treatments 533 00:22:58,344 --> 00:22:59,745 because she was too worried about coming here. 534 00:22:59,779 --> 00:23:02,180 So, yes, of course I'm gonna do the PSA. 535 00:23:02,215 --> 00:23:04,149 Oh. Millie. 536 00:23:04,183 --> 00:23:05,884 If we'd have got word out a month ago, 537 00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:07,653 it might have saved her life. 538 00:23:08,421 --> 00:23:11,874 Yeah, maybe, but it won't just affect people like Millie. 539 00:23:13,426 --> 00:23:17,062 Elderly people deciding to get a physical 540 00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:21,633 or diabetics wondering if now's the right time to get lasik. 541 00:23:21,668 --> 00:23:24,870 Things that can wait should wait. 542 00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,304 No hospital's 100% safe, 543 00:23:26,339 --> 00:23:27,639 but we've made ours a lot safer, 544 00:23:27,674 --> 00:23:29,174 and when you consider the alternative... 545 00:23:29,208 --> 00:23:30,265 Jumping off the third floor is safer 546 00:23:30,289 --> 00:23:31,810 than jumping off the roof, but I don't think 547 00:23:31,878 --> 00:23:33,412 it's gonna make a difference in the outcome. 548 00:23:33,446 --> 00:23:36,014 I won't even bring my own daughter here. 549 00:23:36,049 --> 00:23:39,084 How can I ask anyone else to come here? 550 00:23:41,354 --> 00:23:42,905 If something happened... 551 00:23:44,457 --> 00:23:45,533 to her... 552 00:23:47,193 --> 00:23:50,579 or anyone because I put my thumb on the scale... 553 00:23:53,466 --> 00:23:55,967 After what I've seen today, 554 00:23:56,002 --> 00:23:58,921 I am more than happy to tip the scale. 555 00:24:04,243 --> 00:24:05,678 It's Millie. 556 00:24:15,941 --> 00:24:19,108 Millie's cancer metastasized to her brain. 557 00:24:19,445 --> 00:24:21,679 It caused a massive bleed. 558 00:24:23,049 --> 00:24:25,483 But she was feeling so much better. 559 00:24:25,518 --> 00:24:27,408 I'm so sorry, but... 560 00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:31,078 it doesn't look like she's gonna regain consciousness. 561 00:24:32,491 --> 00:24:36,709 Millie's being kept alive by the life-support machine. 562 00:24:38,103 --> 00:24:40,505 Her brain has stopped functioning. 563 00:24:42,334 --> 00:24:44,842 There's nothing more that we can do. 564 00:24:47,807 --> 00:24:49,722 We just got her back. 565 00:25:22,274 --> 00:25:23,401 Hey, I'm just curious. 566 00:25:23,429 --> 00:25:25,966 Why is this your virtual background? 567 00:25:27,246 --> 00:25:30,415 Before COVID, my parents used to let me come here. 568 00:25:30,449 --> 00:25:32,181 You know, see some friends. 569 00:25:32,852 --> 00:25:34,786 They wouldn't let me ride, though. 570 00:25:34,820 --> 00:25:36,435 Too many germs. 571 00:25:37,189 --> 00:25:39,980 Well, better than nothing, I guess, right? 572 00:25:40,860 --> 00:25:42,293 You gonna tell my folks I'm here? 573 00:25:42,328 --> 00:25:47,332 Yeah, bad news. I narc'd on you already. 574 00:25:47,366 --> 00:25:49,033 The second I saw you. 575 00:25:49,068 --> 00:25:50,991 But you got some time. 576 00:25:52,238 --> 00:25:54,578 You want to tell me why you're down here? 577 00:25:59,411 --> 00:26:01,813 You know, sometimes when people hurt themselves, 578 00:26:01,847 --> 00:26:03,629 it's a distraction. 579 00:26:04,483 --> 00:26:06,117 The physical pain, just for a second, 580 00:26:06,152 --> 00:26:08,520 it stops the emotional pain. 581 00:26:11,056 --> 00:26:13,858 Maybe you came down here to make it really stop? 582 00:26:20,366 --> 00:26:22,267 You need to put your mask on now. 583 00:26:22,301 --> 00:26:23,701 Why? 584 00:26:23,736 --> 00:26:26,871 We can talk about that after you put your mask on. 585 00:26:26,906 --> 00:26:28,573 Please. 586 00:26:28,607 --> 00:26:31,240 If I knew when this virus would be over, 587 00:26:32,157 --> 00:26:34,379 I could maybe do it. 588 00:26:35,038 --> 00:26:38,550 Just... just deal with it until it was done. 589 00:26:39,373 --> 00:26:42,754 And what if the virus never goes away for kids? 590 00:26:42,788 --> 00:26:44,389 There's no vaccine for us. 591 00:26:44,423 --> 00:26:48,007 And I'm just stuck in my room forever. 592 00:26:48,928 --> 00:26:51,429 It's basically like being dead anyway. 593 00:26:54,934 --> 00:26:57,302 I can't keep being alone. 594 00:27:04,043 --> 00:27:06,010 So, after much discussion, 595 00:27:06,045 --> 00:27:08,379 we decided to take Mama back to San Francisco. 596 00:27:08,414 --> 00:27:09,414 Oh, hell, no. 597 00:27:09,448 --> 00:27:11,216 - W... wait. - Mm-mm, absolutely not. 598 00:27:11,250 --> 00:27:12,917 Can I lay it out first before you... 599 00:27:12,952 --> 00:27:14,252 What makes you think taking her away 600 00:27:14,286 --> 00:27:17,121 from everything and everyone she knows is gonna be good for her? 601 00:27:17,156 --> 00:27:18,523 Court, we got the space. All right? 602 00:27:18,557 --> 00:27:20,792 - And with both of our incomes... - Oh, so it's about your money? 603 00:27:20,826 --> 00:27:23,094 - No. - Is Mama good with this? 604 00:27:23,128 --> 00:27:24,896 I thought we should be on the same page first. 605 00:27:24,930 --> 00:27:26,130 Oh, your page. 606 00:27:26,165 --> 00:27:27,932 Mama's golden child. 607 00:27:27,967 --> 00:27:29,467 Whatever her baby Floyd says is law. 608 00:27:29,501 --> 00:27:30,301 Oh, come on, Court. 609 00:27:30,336 --> 00:27:31,936 Look, I'm just trying to step up. 610 00:27:31,971 --> 00:27:33,838 You and Brandi have your own families to deal with. 611 00:27:33,872 --> 00:27:35,473 Our lives are a little more flexible. 612 00:27:35,507 --> 00:27:37,875 - So we can do more now. - Not more than us. 613 00:27:37,910 --> 00:27:40,511 Where were you when we were checking in on her every day, 614 00:27:40,546 --> 00:27:43,281 bringing her food, making sure she was safe? 615 00:27:43,315 --> 00:27:44,716 We did all that with no problems 616 00:27:44,750 --> 00:27:46,951 while you were chillin', bunned up in San Francisco. 617 00:27:46,986 --> 00:27:48,459 He wanted to be here. 618 00:27:48,514 --> 00:27:51,723 Every second of every day, he was worried sick about Mama 619 00:27:51,757 --> 00:27:52,957 and you and your family. 620 00:27:52,992 --> 00:27:54,559 - Pump the brakes. - This is family business. 621 00:27:54,593 --> 00:27:56,261 Whoa, whoa, you don't gotta talk to her like that. 622 00:27:56,295 --> 00:27:57,929 - You don't gotta... - Stop this! 623 00:27:57,963 --> 00:27:59,995 I am not dead! 624 00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:03,501 So stop talking about me like I am. 625 00:28:11,110 --> 00:28:12,644 I know she was out of line, 626 00:28:12,678 --> 00:28:16,114 but pulling off a successful needle decompression 627 00:28:16,148 --> 00:28:18,216 is pretty cool. 628 00:28:18,250 --> 00:28:19,951 In fact, she kinda reminds me of... 629 00:28:19,985 --> 00:28:21,986 Are you sure you wanna finish that sentence? 630 00:28:22,021 --> 00:28:24,422 - It's Riley. - She's having runs of V-tach. 631 00:28:24,456 --> 00:28:26,190 - You push esmolol? - Yes, and no change. 632 00:28:26,225 --> 00:28:28,192 - Procainamide? - Didn't work either. 633 00:28:30,863 --> 00:28:32,530 Yeah, it's V-tach, all right. 634 00:28:32,564 --> 00:28:34,699 Push amiodarone. 635 00:28:45,411 --> 00:28:48,446 BP's dropping. It's not working. 636 00:28:52,851 --> 00:28:55,420 Magnesium. Push magnesium. 637 00:28:55,454 --> 00:28:57,021 You sure? 638 00:28:57,056 --> 00:28:58,856 1 gram... now. 639 00:29:12,471 --> 00:29:14,439 Nice save, boss. 640 00:29:20,946 --> 00:29:22,280 Settle. 641 00:29:22,314 --> 00:29:24,382 Okay, Helen. And action. 642 00:29:26,582 --> 00:29:27,985 I'm Dr. Helen, 643 00:29:28,020 --> 00:29:29,320 and this office adjoins one of 644 00:29:29,355 --> 00:29:31,589 our new Airborne Infection Isolation Rooms. 645 00:29:31,623 --> 00:29:33,858 It's built with negative airflow pressure, 646 00:29:33,892 --> 00:29:35,727 the HVAC filters are cleared daily, 647 00:29:35,761 --> 00:29:37,929 and it's fitted with outdoor air intake 648 00:29:37,963 --> 00:29:40,596 COVID-19-safe exhaust handling. 649 00:29:42,434 --> 00:29:44,936 Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident... 650 00:29:50,642 --> 00:29:54,278 Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident that you'll be... 651 00:29:56,382 --> 00:29:58,850 - Actually, I'm sorry. - You're doing great. 652 00:29:58,884 --> 00:30:00,318 No, I'm not. 653 00:30:00,352 --> 00:30:02,253 Helen, everything you're saying is true. 654 00:30:02,287 --> 00:30:03,521 The HVAC, the exhaust. 655 00:30:03,555 --> 00:30:07,091 Yes, the facts are accurate, 656 00:30:07,126 --> 00:30:09,994 but, "Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident." 657 00:30:11,130 --> 00:30:14,999 I'm not confident of anything right now. Are you? 658 00:30:17,636 --> 00:30:20,928 'Cause to tell you the truth, I'm terrified... 659 00:30:21,573 --> 00:30:23,107 most of the time. 660 00:30:23,142 --> 00:30:26,043 Because we've been living in a dystopian nightmare. 661 00:30:26,078 --> 00:30:29,113 We are losing good people with children 662 00:30:29,148 --> 00:30:31,048 and with families, and I'm standing here 663 00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:33,649 talking about exhaust handling? 664 00:30:34,820 --> 00:30:37,555 People need reassurance. 665 00:30:37,589 --> 00:30:39,123 Do they? 666 00:30:45,130 --> 00:30:48,466 'Cause the people I know wanna stop feeling scared 667 00:30:48,500 --> 00:30:50,832 and they wanna stay alive. 668 00:30:51,336 --> 00:30:53,137 And I can't reassure them of that. 669 00:30:53,172 --> 00:30:56,240 No one can, because the world is not safe. 670 00:30:56,275 --> 00:30:57,875 So you can't expect me to stand here and say, 671 00:30:57,910 --> 00:30:59,911 "I'm confident that there's nothing to be afraid of," 672 00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:02,647 when everyone should be afraid! 673 00:31:04,179 --> 00:31:05,750 So what do we do? 674 00:31:08,954 --> 00:31:10,505 We can tell... 675 00:31:11,857 --> 00:31:13,981 We can tell people the truth: 676 00:31:14,660 --> 00:31:17,662 That we may never get rid of this virus... 677 00:31:17,696 --> 00:31:21,165 so we have to find a way to live with it. 678 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,901 'Cause even if we vaccinate every single American, 679 00:31:23,936 --> 00:31:25,870 there's gonna be another virus around the corner. 680 00:31:25,904 --> 00:31:29,707 And another one after that, and we can't stop living. 681 00:31:29,741 --> 00:31:31,509 We can't barricade ourselves in, 682 00:31:31,543 --> 00:31:32,944 because that is when you give up things 683 00:31:32,978 --> 00:31:35,613 that you can never get back. 684 00:31:51,201 --> 00:31:53,734 So, Brandi and Courtney will take turns 685 00:31:53,769 --> 00:31:55,503 helping you during the day, 686 00:31:55,537 --> 00:31:58,608 and we'll get someone to stay with you at night. 687 00:31:59,341 --> 00:32:01,320 That don't sound too bad, does it? 688 00:32:02,778 --> 00:32:04,145 So... 689 00:32:04,179 --> 00:32:06,881 I'll be living with a stranger? 690 00:32:06,915 --> 00:32:08,983 A trained healthcare professional. 691 00:32:13,967 --> 00:32:16,251 Would you do that to your mama? 692 00:32:22,931 --> 00:32:25,802 I hope I never have to make that decision. 693 00:32:26,835 --> 00:32:29,170 Because it sucks. 694 00:32:29,431 --> 00:32:30,807 All of it. 695 00:32:32,941 --> 00:32:34,314 I like her. 696 00:32:36,478 --> 00:32:38,071 Oh, Mama. 697 00:32:40,983 --> 00:32:44,318 I wish there was another way, but there isn't. 698 00:32:47,789 --> 00:32:50,827 I'll visit as often as I can. You know that. 699 00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:54,195 New York will always be my home. 700 00:32:58,033 --> 00:33:00,504 - Mm. - Hmm? 701 00:33:01,755 --> 00:33:03,371 Come here. 702 00:33:05,574 --> 00:33:07,208 It's okay. 703 00:33:35,137 --> 00:33:37,638 - Hi. - Thank you... 704 00:33:37,673 --> 00:33:40,408 for saying what we've all been feeling. 705 00:33:41,862 --> 00:33:43,877 What? What? 706 00:33:46,281 --> 00:33:47,843 What did I... 707 00:33:49,518 --> 00:33:50,818 I'm on the news? 708 00:33:50,852 --> 00:33:53,120 "Meltdown" is a strong word, don't you think? 709 00:33:53,155 --> 00:33:54,622 - Max? - I wouldn't worry about it. 710 00:33:54,656 --> 00:33:57,658 You only have, like, 3.2 million views. 711 00:33:57,693 --> 00:33:59,694 ...because the world is not safe. 712 00:33:59,728 --> 00:34:00,928 So you can't expect me to stand here and say, 713 00:34:00,963 --> 00:34:03,097 "I'm confident that there's nothing to be afraid of," 714 00:34:03,131 --> 00:34:05,132 when everyone should be afraid! 715 00:34:05,167 --> 00:34:06,534 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. 716 00:34:06,568 --> 00:34:08,602 Why would you release that? 717 00:34:08,637 --> 00:34:10,137 - Who, me? - Just stop. 718 00:34:10,172 --> 00:34:11,739 Are you... I would never! 719 00:34:11,773 --> 00:34:14,642 Yeah, okay. Yes, I would, but I didn't. 720 00:34:14,676 --> 00:34:17,345 - And you were brilliant! - Okay. Big swing, Max. 721 00:34:17,379 --> 00:34:19,513 - Of course you think I did it. - You think I did everything. 722 00:34:19,548 --> 00:34:20,982 But I didn't. 723 00:34:21,016 --> 00:34:22,544 Stop it. 724 00:34:23,218 --> 00:34:25,886 And another one after that, and we can't stop living. 725 00:34:25,921 --> 00:34:27,588 We can't barricade ourselves in, 726 00:34:27,622 --> 00:34:28,923 because that is when you give up things 727 00:34:28,957 --> 00:34:31,092 that you can never get back. 728 00:34:31,126 --> 00:34:34,061 Actually, do you... do you know what? 729 00:34:34,096 --> 00:34:36,097 I'm relieved that my words are out there. 730 00:34:36,131 --> 00:34:38,018 I'm glad to hear you say that. 731 00:34:40,102 --> 00:34:42,436 3.2 million views 732 00:34:42,471 --> 00:34:44,605 and a huge spike in our scheduling. 733 00:34:44,639 --> 00:34:46,610 It worked. 734 00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:49,643 - Sorry, what worked? - You were both right. 735 00:34:49,678 --> 00:34:51,345 People don't need reassurance. 736 00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:53,825 They need honesty. 737 00:34:54,316 --> 00:34:56,183 You didn't release it? 738 00:34:56,218 --> 00:34:57,885 No. 739 00:34:57,919 --> 00:34:59,687 But I think I know who did. 740 00:35:02,991 --> 00:35:04,669 I learned from the best. 741 00:35:19,808 --> 00:35:21,942 Hi. Hi, guys. 742 00:35:21,977 --> 00:35:23,344 Thank you. 743 00:35:23,378 --> 00:35:24,745 Thank you so much for coming. 744 00:35:24,779 --> 00:35:27,782 I know that's a really big deal, so thank you. 745 00:35:27,816 --> 00:35:29,984 You sure this is safe? 746 00:35:30,218 --> 00:35:32,322 As safe as it can be, yeah. 747 00:35:35,357 --> 00:35:36,857 You ready? 748 00:35:38,994 --> 00:35:40,461 Are they all your patients? 749 00:35:40,495 --> 00:35:41,929 Um, no, no. 750 00:35:41,963 --> 00:35:44,165 They're just a group of really cool young women 751 00:35:44,199 --> 00:35:45,332 just like June. 752 00:35:45,367 --> 00:35:47,568 Each one is immunocompromised in one way or another, 753 00:35:47,602 --> 00:35:49,837 each still living at home on lockdown 754 00:35:49,871 --> 00:35:51,839 without much family or friends, 755 00:35:51,873 --> 00:35:54,842 and each one knowing exactly what you're going through. 756 00:35:57,079 --> 00:35:58,546 You brought them all here for me? 757 00:35:58,580 --> 00:35:59,980 I also brought you here for them. 758 00:36:00,015 --> 00:36:02,183 So don't make me look bad. 759 00:36:04,019 --> 00:36:06,106 All right? Get in there. 760 00:36:11,593 --> 00:36:13,488 Thank you, Dr. Frome. 761 00:36:14,529 --> 00:36:17,531 I mean, we're all just parents trying to figure this out, right? 762 00:36:19,401 --> 00:36:22,837 Which is why there's a group of them right over here 763 00:36:22,871 --> 00:36:24,738 that I'm sure would love it 764 00:36:24,773 --> 00:36:26,501 if you went over there and said, "Hey." 765 00:36:27,809 --> 00:36:29,629 I'm sure they'd love for you to join them, 766 00:36:30,545 --> 00:36:32,279 if you're up to it. 767 00:36:33,448 --> 00:36:34,884 Sure. Okay. 768 00:36:36,418 --> 00:36:37,429 Good. 769 00:36:42,976 --> 00:36:44,391 Oh, yeah. 770 00:36:44,426 --> 00:36:45,826 You guys are lucky. 771 00:36:45,861 --> 00:36:48,195 I don't even have any siblings. 772 00:36:48,230 --> 00:36:50,064 Yeah, well no, it's... trust me, 773 00:36:50,098 --> 00:36:52,066 I wish I didn't either sometimes. 774 00:36:52,100 --> 00:36:54,101 Same, same. 775 00:36:57,665 --> 00:36:59,034 Wait! 776 00:37:02,377 --> 00:37:03,419 Wait! 777 00:37:04,846 --> 00:37:06,447 Would you open up? 778 00:37:08,183 --> 00:37:09,416 What? 779 00:37:09,451 --> 00:37:11,379 1 gram of magnesium. 780 00:37:12,053 --> 00:37:14,007 Riley's alive thanks to you. 781 00:37:19,394 --> 00:37:21,862 I'm trying to say I'm sorry! 782 00:37:21,897 --> 00:37:23,631 Then you should know, 783 00:37:23,665 --> 00:37:25,266 you're not very good at it. 784 00:37:25,300 --> 00:37:27,187 Yeah. I know. 785 00:37:28,603 --> 00:37:30,649 So where'd you practice medicine? 786 00:37:33,074 --> 00:37:36,343 Pakistan. Pediatric attending. 787 00:37:40,916 --> 00:37:42,911 Are you living in here? 788 00:37:49,925 --> 00:37:51,559 I can get you a spot in a shelter. 789 00:37:51,593 --> 00:37:52,927 Good night, Dr. Bloom. 790 00:37:52,961 --> 00:37:55,129 - What about a hotel room? - No hotels. 791 00:37:55,163 --> 00:37:56,797 No shelter. No, thank you. 792 00:37:56,831 --> 00:37:59,099 Okay, there's gotta be something that I can help you with. 793 00:37:59,134 --> 00:38:01,468 You saved my patient's life. 794 00:38:01,503 --> 00:38:04,338 Well, there's gotta be something you need. 795 00:38:11,813 --> 00:38:12,947 So, here are our showers. 796 00:38:12,981 --> 00:38:15,883 They're either freezing or scalding hot, 797 00:38:15,917 --> 00:38:17,818 but if you toggle the handle to the left, 798 00:38:17,852 --> 00:38:20,454 then you're gonna land somewhere in the middle. 799 00:38:22,290 --> 00:38:24,191 Thank you. 800 00:38:26,494 --> 00:38:28,662 Five stars. 801 00:38:35,203 --> 00:38:37,871 Floyd? You guys taking off? 802 00:38:37,906 --> 00:38:39,807 Yeah, we're hitting the road. 803 00:38:39,841 --> 00:38:42,376 Hey, thanks for all your help with Mama. 804 00:38:42,410 --> 00:38:43,978 Oh, we'll take good care of her. 805 00:38:44,012 --> 00:38:46,981 Anything you need, just let us know. 806 00:38:50,385 --> 00:38:53,231 - I love you, brother. - Love you too, pal. 807 00:38:54,823 --> 00:38:56,609 You know, your family here... 808 00:38:57,325 --> 00:38:59,059 will miss you. 809 00:39:08,303 --> 00:39:10,237 Ready to go home? 810 00:39:12,041 --> 00:39:13,774 I think you already are. 811 00:39:27,756 --> 00:39:29,976 Saw your meltdown on YouTube. 812 00:39:30,759 --> 00:39:32,395 Pretty boss. 813 00:39:33,695 --> 00:39:37,031 Willow. You came back. 814 00:39:43,838 --> 00:39:45,575 You heard about Millie? 815 00:39:51,346 --> 00:39:54,915 I thought maybe... 816 00:39:54,949 --> 00:39:57,587 It was time to do some more tests. 817 00:40:11,666 --> 00:40:14,902 ? _ 818 00:40:24,112 --> 00:40:27,948 _ 819 00:40:30,285 --> 00:40:31,885 "Hi. 820 00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:33,998 "My name is Iggy... 821 00:40:34,989 --> 00:40:37,091 and I have an eating disorder." 822 00:40:54,174 --> 00:40:55,478 Evie. 823 00:40:56,444 --> 00:40:58,857 I shouldn't have made you leave New York. 824 00:41:00,148 --> 00:41:03,951 - You did not make me leave. - I wanted to. 825 00:41:06,447 --> 00:41:08,789 If only wanting was enough. 826 00:41:51,199 --> 00:41:52,933 Yeah, well, I've been thinking. 827 00:41:52,967 --> 00:41:57,204 Maybe instead of me coming up to Connecticut this weekend, 828 00:41:57,238 --> 00:42:00,793 Luna should come home... 829 00:42:01,342 --> 00:42:02,743 for good. 830 00:42:04,612 --> 00:42:07,114 Yeah, I know, but I missed her first birthday. 831 00:42:08,983 --> 00:42:11,819 And then I missed her first steps. 832 00:42:14,222 --> 00:42:17,090 I just don't want to miss anything else. 833 00:42:19,027 --> 00:42:20,939 It's safe enough. 834 00:42:24,371 --> 00:42:28,917 CREDITS