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If you ever caught a glimpse
of your own reflection

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when you weren't
expecting it, and thought,

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who is that person?

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and how does she look so put together?

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When what you're actually

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feeling is that your hair is on fire?

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_

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_

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- Good morning, Sunshine!
- Ohhh...

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Good morning! You're in a good mood.

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You bet. And it's all up from here.

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- Sriracha tzatziki.
- Not familiar,

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but if I had to guess, I'd
prescribe an antifungal.

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No. It's the specialty
at the fusion spot

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- I'm taking you tonight.
- Ohhh... damn!

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I meant to text you.

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It's a PA day at my
daughter's school, and, um...

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The nanny is sick today, so...

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- Rain check on the tzatziki.
- Yeah.

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Man! My mom was a nurse;

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I used to hate hanging around
the hospital waiting for her.

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Couldn't your ex take
her? Give the kid a break?

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No.

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We don't get a lot

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of quality time together, so
I thought today could be fun.

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I'm gonna take her down
to Physio, check out

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the new pool.

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Right after I deliver this baby.

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Hey, Cece!

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Wanna learn how to
cut the umbilical cord?

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Yeah?

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Fun!

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Mr. Spellman was due for an
MRI 10 minutes ago, Janet.

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And, Tina, I'm waiting on
four urines and a stool.

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Don't roll your eyes at me.

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Gloria Danson.

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I need to see a doctor. I've
completely lost my hearing.

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You can't hear anything at all, Laurie?

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It's Gloria. And no, nothing.

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Have a seat, Glo. Bay 5.

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- Head injury? Alzheimer's?
- Worse.

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Frequent flyer. Gloria
comes in every week

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with a new complaint. This month alone,

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she's had lockjaw, typhus, leprosy.

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Whoa, is that... is that
still a thing, leprosy?

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You're lucky you're handsome.

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Oh.

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We get about 10 cases of
leprosy a year in this country,

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and Gloria ain't one of them.

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She's a hypochondriac.
There's never anything wrong

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with her, and it's
impossible to get rid of her.

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And today, that's your problem.

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- Seriously? Why me?
- I'm slightly more confident

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you can't kill someone
who isn't actually sick.

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Now, stick with the walking cast, Floyd,

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you'll be back cruising retirees
at salsa class in no time.

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Oh!

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Whoa!

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But let's lay off the
dippin' for now, yeah?

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Nice moves!

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You got some yourself.

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I saw you rip it up at the
Sterling the other night.

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Next time, we skip
drinks and go dancing.

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I may not be Floyd, but...

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What is wrong with this thing?

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- Didn't you read the memo?
- No.

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- Does anyone?
- Just the nerds. Right?

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It's part of the merger.

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Staff are being randomly selected
for intensive peer review.

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But you're the first
person I've actually

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heard of getting selected.

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Yeah, I don't think it's random.

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Okay...

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"Endocrinology".

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- Thanks.
- Hey.

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You know you don't have
anything to worry about, right?

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You're a good nurse, Grace.

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- Synced and corrected by Firefly -
- www.addic7ed.com -

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This is Dr. Hamilton.
Obviously, he's pissed

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you tore up the NDA and
now he's trying to find

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- a reason to fire you. Again.
- I know.

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And if he can fire you twice
from two different hospitals,

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then when you do come clean
about what he did to you,

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it's just gonna look like sour
grapes from a bad employee.

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I know!

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No offence, Ashley,
but your pep talks suck.

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I know, I'm sorry. Look,

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we're here for you now, Grace,
okay? You are not alone.

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If Hamilton thinks
that you're just gonna

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turn and run, or disappear quietly...

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- He's wrong.
- But you gotta make

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the first move and fast.

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I'm just not sure what that is yet.

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Maybe you should talk to a lawyer.

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Ha! I can't.

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I dumped my lawyer.

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"Paulus looked at her coolly.
He knew this beautiful woman had

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the information he needed, but
how would he get it from her?"

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Oh, man! You guys finished
the Grisham from yesterday?

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- How did it end?
- The ushe. Lawyer saves

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the day, gets the
girl. I give it 2 stars,

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but just as a sucker for a happy ending.

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And you're already that
far into the next one?

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Maddie, you didn't go
home last night, did you?

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He's so close to waking up. He, um...

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I mean, wiggling his
toes, reacting to stimulus.

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It's not like the movies.
These are really good signs,

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but patients don't wake up all at
once, it can take a while to surface.

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Call me a romantic, but I know Justin.

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He's close.

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I can feel it.

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Dr. Wallace! X-rays are back

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on the fender bender
in Bay 2. No breaks,

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but can you prescribe something
for burns from the airbag?

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Yeah, she can have some benzanthracene.

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- Mm-hmm.
- Here.

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Uh! The 6-year-old with
anaphylactic shock is stabilized,

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we'll refill his EpiPen script.
You good to discharge?

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It's been five hours
already? Uh... fine,

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- as soon as Sinead signs off.
- Hey, man! I need you in Bay 5.

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I need two minutes to go pee.

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I've been holding that for three hours.

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Why should you be any more
comfortable than the rest of us?

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Get a catheter.

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Bay 5...

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Yes!

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Hi, Gloria. What's the problem today?

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I've gone deaf, Doc.

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- Sorry, what?
- I said I've lost my hearing!

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- I can't deal with this today.
- Okay, Okay. Come on, come on.

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Okay, listen. She's,
uh... She's... Sorry.

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Um, there's nothing
wrong with her, right?

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Just check her ears, send her home.

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You're a big nurse now,
you can figure out a Gloria.

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Gloria...

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Yeah. See, that's why I'm confirming.

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I get choking on a chicken
bone, but the entire leg?

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Got it. I'll have the piece
to you in a couple of hours.

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Is that an obituary?

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Yeah. Not mine yet.
Small victories, right?

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Haha!

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Not a creep, just a failed journalist.

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Quinn. I write obits

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- for the city journal.
- Grace.

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Doesn't sound like a failure, but
it does sound maybe a little bit...

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- Depressing?
- Yeah.

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Especially when you're being treated

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for advanced papillary thyroid cancer.

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Still, better way to go
than death by drumstick.

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Pupillary thyroid is
usually slow growing, but...

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Mine isn't.

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But you're young and otherwise healthy,

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so your endocrinologist
wants to hit you with...

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an exceptionally high dose of radiation.

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Yeah, all good. Journalist
nerd did some research:

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sour foods are supposed to
help you excrete radioactivity.

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Wow!

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I just want to get through
this as fast as I can.

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Yeah.

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Showers help too. Helps clear
the radiation from your skin.

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Not my typical bender, but
it's gonna be a weekend.

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My hand's on fire!

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Okay, I'm Naz, I'm a nurse.
Can I take a look?

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Yes.

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Okay. One... two...

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... three.

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This will keep his
muscles from tightening,

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- but he's losing mass.
- He's gonna be so mad.

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All those leg days at
the gym for nothing.

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I'm more worried about exhaustion

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and malnutrition.

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Maddie, I got this.

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But what if he wakes up?

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You'll miss it if you're in a coma.

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Go home, eat something,
have a nap. Nurse's orders.

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Sriracha tzatziki.

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I don't know, J-Dawg,

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does that even sound good?

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What's your first meal
gonna be when you wake up?

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Me, probably go for a burger

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or a nice, big, rare steak.

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Holy cow! Maddie!

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- He's awake, Justin's back!
- Water...

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Oh, Justin! Oh, my God!

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Slowly, buddy. Little sips.

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You're at St. Mary's Hospital.

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You've been in a coma for three weeks.

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You were on a ski trip
before your bachelor weekend.

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You had a bad snowboarding accident.

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Are you... a doctor?

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No, Justin.

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It's me.

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It's Maddie, yeah.

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So this is it, huh?

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Just take these little guys,

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cancer is toast.

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Yeah, once you process the radiation.

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I'll leave anything you need
in-between these two doors.

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This is the no-cross zone, okay?

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I can't come past and enter the room.

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If you need anything, use the phone.

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I'll be right over there
at the nurses station.

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Before I go, is there
anything else I can get you?

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Uh, I don't think so.

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Got my laptop, Mom's cooler of food...

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nothing to do, but sit
here and purge poison.

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And keep hydrated. Trust me, it'll help.

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Hey, Ash. What's up?

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Who is it?

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I'm... having a... a heart attack.

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- My heart is pounding.
- Yeah, yeah.

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We're gonna get you on a cardiogram,
see what's going on here.

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- Special occasion?
- Yeah, wedding day,

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three of seven.

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- Yeah? Who's getting married?
- He is.

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- Did anyone come here with you?
- No.

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- I didn't want to worry them.
- We better get you

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sorted out then. Any family
history of heart disease?

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- No.
- Your uncle had

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- a heart attack two years ago.
- Yeah, I forgot.

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Where are we at with the cardiogram?

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- Just getting the reads now.
- Okay.

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My hands are tingling.

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Aah!

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- My mouth is tingling.
- Your heart's fine.

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You're just having a panic attack.

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What? Really?

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But it feels so... real.

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Yeah, well, sometimes things do.

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Panic attacks are intense.
Your body is having

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a fight-or-flight reaction
to stress, and weddings

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are stressful.

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I wanna check your enzymes and troponin,

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but I think your heart's fine.
We'll do some bloodwork now

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and again in a few hours to be sure,

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but I think you'll be back dancing
at your wedding in no time.

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Hey, um... speaking

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of dancing, how's Friday night?

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Oh! Yeah.

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I've been meaning to try the salsa

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- at Lula's forever.
- Great.

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I work an 8 that day, so maybe around 9?

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Yeah. That sounds fine.
I'll pick you up.

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Great, it's a date.

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Grace? Grace? Stay, please.

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Look to the left.

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Now your right.

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Not fair, Doc. I couldn't
tell left from right

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- before the head injury.
- He's very

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talkative for Justin.

251
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That's a good sign. Right?

252
00:12:58,895 --> 00:13:01,152
Can you tell me the months in the year?

253
00:13:01,154 --> 00:13:04,298
February 2018.

254
00:13:04,300 --> 00:13:07,401
Okay. Now I'm gonna give you a list
of five words for you to remember:

255
00:13:07,403 --> 00:13:09,236
cat, ball,

256
00:13:09,238 --> 00:13:13,041
glove, September, happy. Got it?

257
00:13:14,677 --> 00:13:17,411
- Can you tell me where you live?
- 962, Wellington.

258
00:13:17,413 --> 00:13:20,049
No, Justin, that's your old place.

259
00:13:20,051 --> 00:13:23,184
We moved in together
two months ago, remember?

260
00:13:23,186 --> 00:13:25,319
Where do you work, Justin?

261
00:13:25,321 --> 00:13:28,422
Kingscliff Elementary.
I teach 3rd grade.

262
00:13:28,424 --> 00:13:30,391
And who are these folks here?

263
00:13:30,393 --> 00:13:33,460
Mom who makes the best lasagna,

264
00:13:33,462 --> 00:13:35,687
Dad who still hasn't
forgiven me for spilling

265
00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:38,980
paint thinner on his car when I was 5...

266
00:13:38,982 --> 00:13:41,016
and...

267
00:13:44,307 --> 00:13:45,440
And...

268
00:13:46,908 --> 00:13:49,265
You don't remember me?

269
00:13:49,267 --> 00:13:52,246
Justin, what were those words?

270
00:13:52,248 --> 00:13:55,367
A cat needs his baseball glove

271
00:13:55,369 --> 00:13:58,627
for tryouts in September. And
if he helps the Jays finally win,

272
00:13:58,629 --> 00:14:01,749
- I'll be happy!
- Excellent!

273
00:14:01,751 --> 00:14:04,308
Well, I'd like to run a few more tests,

274
00:14:04,310 --> 00:14:06,000
but it seems as though you've weathered

275
00:14:06,002 --> 00:14:08,025
this brain injury very well.

276
00:14:08,027 --> 00:14:11,262
The big challenge now is going to be...

277
00:14:12,916 --> 00:14:15,818
... is gonna be physical strength.

278
00:14:16,926 --> 00:14:19,515
Three weeks in a coma
can devastate the body.

279
00:14:19,517 --> 00:14:21,407
You're gonna have to
work your way back up

280
00:14:21,409 --> 00:14:24,800
- to standing, walking,
- What about his memory?

281
00:14:24,802 --> 00:14:26,501
Why doesn't he remember me?

282
00:14:26,503 --> 00:14:28,637
Retrograde amnesia is very common

283
00:14:28,639 --> 00:14:31,706
in head injuries. Most
patients lose all memory

284
00:14:31,708 --> 00:14:35,010
of the accident and sometimes
weeks, even months before that.

285
00:14:35,012 --> 00:14:38,213
But Justin and I have been
together for over a year now;

286
00:14:38,215 --> 00:14:40,530
how could he lose that much time?

287
00:14:40,532 --> 00:14:41,832
A whole year?

288
00:14:41,834 --> 00:14:44,402
And I don't have a clue who you are.

289
00:14:46,905 --> 00:14:50,340
You lost the hand eight
months ago in a car accident?

290
00:14:50,342 --> 00:14:53,361
It's clenched in a fist
so tight, it burns!

291
00:14:53,363 --> 00:14:55,296
The family doctor left
standing orders for morphine

292
00:14:55,298 --> 00:14:58,340
when you have an episode,
so we'll get you hooked up.

293
00:15:00,646 --> 00:15:02,314
The drugs do nothing!

294
00:15:03,856 --> 00:15:05,856
Opiates aren't great for nerve pain,

295
00:15:05,858 --> 00:15:07,555
and what you have

296
00:15:07,557 --> 00:15:10,093
is a memory of a nerve pain.
Have you tried physio?

297
00:15:10,095 --> 00:15:12,929
Oh, I don't know why I came here.
There's never anything you could do.

298
00:15:12,931 --> 00:15:15,590
You suffered a trauma,
it takes time to heal.

299
00:15:15,592 --> 00:15:17,067
It's total crap!

300
00:15:17,069 --> 00:15:19,536
The pain isn't going away,
it's only getting worse.

301
00:15:19,538 --> 00:15:22,372
- Don't you want to try the morphine?
- There's no point.

302
00:15:22,374 --> 00:15:24,441
And I'm not doing it anymore.

303
00:15:24,443 --> 00:15:27,577
Kelly... are you thinking

304
00:15:27,579 --> 00:15:29,780
about hurting yourself?

305
00:15:29,782 --> 00:15:32,312
Just give me one minute.

306
00:15:36,622 --> 00:15:39,957
I need a form 1. I think this
patient might be suicidal.

307
00:15:42,261 --> 00:15:43,961
Security!

308
00:15:45,850 --> 00:15:48,685
Kelly? Kelly...

309
00:15:58,110 --> 00:16:00,310
I don't understand.

310
00:16:00,312 --> 00:16:02,379
Why didn't he remember me?

311
00:16:02,381 --> 00:16:04,681
And why wasn't he acting like himself?

312
00:16:04,683 --> 00:16:07,350
The brain's delicate.

313
00:16:07,352 --> 00:16:10,487
Crazy stuff could happen
with frontal-lobe injuries.

314
00:16:10,489 --> 00:16:14,491
Yeah, but he's like...
a different person.

315
00:16:14,493 --> 00:16:16,560
In nursing school,

316
00:16:16,562 --> 00:16:19,052
we studied this famous story

317
00:16:19,054 --> 00:16:22,576
where a guy had an iron bar
blown up the roof of his mouth.

318
00:16:22,578 --> 00:16:24,768
You don't need the details.

319
00:16:24,770 --> 00:16:26,259
But after,

320
00:16:26,261 --> 00:16:29,452
he had a totally different personality.

321
00:16:29,454 --> 00:16:32,609
And he kept the iron bar as a pet.

322
00:16:32,611 --> 00:16:34,344
True story.

323
00:16:34,346 --> 00:16:37,482
It's a terrible story.

324
00:16:39,718 --> 00:16:42,119
Keon, is he gonna get his memory back?

325
00:16:44,056 --> 00:16:46,389
Be himself again?

326
00:16:46,391 --> 00:16:48,558
I don't know.

327
00:16:48,560 --> 00:16:51,295
But I think you just
gotta try to be patient.

328
00:16:57,269 --> 00:16:58,839
[I'm definitely getting]

329
00:16:58,841 --> 00:17:01,471
a prison vibe from this.

330
00:17:01,473 --> 00:17:03,774
Spread the word, I'm in
for a triple homicide.

331
00:17:03,776 --> 00:17:06,583
I don't want the other
inmates thinking I'm soft.

332
00:17:06,585 --> 00:17:08,779
So wait, does that make me Tom Hanks?

333
00:17:08,781 --> 00:17:11,114
Oh, I hope not.
I don't feel up to miracles.

334
00:17:11,116 --> 00:17:13,683
- Haha!
- Um, I don't know if

335
00:17:13,685 --> 00:17:16,019
it's all the candy
I've eaten or the smell

336
00:17:16,021 --> 00:17:17,687
of the chicken salad my mom packed,

337
00:17:17,689 --> 00:17:19,785
but I'm starting to
feel pretty nauseous.

338
00:17:19,787 --> 00:17:23,293
Oh no, sounds like radiation
sickness is kicking in.

339
00:17:23,295 --> 00:17:25,328
Yeah, salad's gotta go. Mom's a sweetie,

340
00:17:25,330 --> 00:17:27,397
but I can't... Could you?

341
00:17:27,399 --> 00:17:30,291
I would, but... nothing
can come out of the room

342
00:17:30,293 --> 00:17:31,630
until the radiation clears.

343
00:17:31,632 --> 00:17:33,870
You mean I'm stuck with
rank chicken salad smell

344
00:17:33,872 --> 00:17:34,967
- for three days?
- Hahaha!

345
00:17:34,969 --> 00:17:37,474
You could try putting it in the
bathroom and closing the door.

346
00:17:37,476 --> 00:17:40,378
Oh, my gag! I...

347
00:17:44,508 --> 00:17:47,109
Okay, so what's the verdict? Anything?

348
00:17:50,455 --> 00:17:52,989
No. Still can't hear a thing.

349
00:17:52,991 --> 00:17:55,926
Okay, well, umm...

350
00:17:55,928 --> 00:17:59,095
We tried flushing, we
tried decongestants,

351
00:17:59,097 --> 00:18:01,832
I don't see anything blocking the...

352
00:18:01,834 --> 00:18:04,067
Hello-lo-lo.

353
00:18:04,069 --> 00:18:07,104
Gloria, I found the problem:
you have an echo.

354
00:18:09,013 --> 00:18:11,036
Right? Humour's the best medicine.

355
00:18:11,038 --> 00:18:13,540
Not when you can't hear.

356
00:18:15,981 --> 00:18:18,181
Okay.

357
00:18:18,183 --> 00:18:21,284
That's the thing, Gloria, I
think maybe you sort of can.

358
00:18:21,286 --> 00:18:23,553
Don't be ridiculous,

359
00:18:23,555 --> 00:18:25,922
why would I come to a
hospital if I could hear?

360
00:18:25,924 --> 00:18:29,694
I honestly don't know, but...

361
00:18:31,645 --> 00:18:33,779
... you seem to do it a lot, so...

362
00:18:35,734 --> 00:18:38,768
- What are you implying?
- There are a lot of sick people

363
00:18:38,770 --> 00:18:40,871
that could really use my attention.

364
00:18:40,873 --> 00:18:43,440
Do you know how awful it is,

365
00:18:43,442 --> 00:18:45,788
how alone you feel when you can't hear?

366
00:18:45,790 --> 00:18:48,078
But you can.

367
00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:51,715
Look, I know you're not a drug seeker,

368
00:18:51,717 --> 00:18:54,417
and you seem pretty good
on the marbles front.

369
00:18:54,419 --> 00:18:56,631
What's your deal, Gloria?
Why do you keep coming in here

370
00:18:56,633 --> 00:18:59,256
every week? Gloria...

371
00:18:59,258 --> 00:19:01,291
That's right,

372
00:19:01,293 --> 00:19:03,393
you... you can't... you can't hear me.

373
00:19:03,395 --> 00:19:05,963
If you won't help me,
I'd like a nurse who will.

374
00:19:14,390 --> 00:19:16,479
It's time for an induced discharge.

375
00:19:16,481 --> 00:19:20,010
Call her family to come and get her.

376
00:19:22,648 --> 00:19:25,548
Okay, let's look at
an emergency contact.

377
00:19:28,220 --> 00:19:31,087
"Charlie..." Oh, my gosh!

378
00:19:52,878 --> 00:19:55,011
I've got this.

379
00:19:55,013 --> 00:19:56,980
Are you sure? I thought
you were on break.

380
00:19:56,982 --> 00:20:00,165
Yeah. Thanks.

381
00:20:00,167 --> 00:20:02,001
I was hoping I'd see you again.

382
00:20:02,988 --> 00:20:05,255
Yeah, well, I'd feel guilty
if I didn't check on you.

383
00:20:05,257 --> 00:20:08,272
And at least this way,
I get to stab you.

384
00:20:08,274 --> 00:20:11,125
- We need to talk, okay? It's important.
- Yeah, it must be,

385
00:20:11,127 --> 00:20:13,563
if you had a panic attack
during your wedding.

386
00:20:13,565 --> 00:20:15,833
- Yeah, I tried to call you.
- I locked your number.

387
00:20:17,736 --> 00:20:20,537
About... about the rumours
with Dr. Hamilton...

388
00:20:20,539 --> 00:20:22,055
Shh! No, we can't
talk about this, not here!

389
00:20:22,057 --> 00:20:23,807
I need to tell you about the NDA.

390
00:20:23,809 --> 00:20:25,543
- No.
- Kabir!

391
00:20:27,079 --> 00:20:29,312
I was so worried.

392
00:20:29,314 --> 00:20:32,015
He had a panic attack? Is... is he okay?

393
00:20:32,017 --> 00:20:34,384
Yeah. He should be fine.

394
00:20:34,386 --> 00:20:37,020
I'm just gonna take
these for an enzyme check

395
00:20:37,022 --> 00:20:39,222
and then you should be
able to take him home.

396
00:20:39,224 --> 00:20:41,558
Do I know you? You look familiar.

397
00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:44,527
Uh... you met Grace

398
00:20:44,529 --> 00:20:47,263
at the General a year ago
at the Christmas party.

399
00:20:47,265 --> 00:20:49,733
- We used to work together.
- Oh, wow!

400
00:20:49,735 --> 00:20:52,335
And now at the merger.
Back together again, huh?

401
00:20:52,337 --> 00:20:54,738
Right.

402
00:20:54,740 --> 00:20:57,607
Anyways, um, I am going to
take these to get checked,

403
00:20:57,609 --> 00:21:00,610
and then you should be good to go.

404
00:21:00,612 --> 00:21:03,546
One second. Grace? Um...

405
00:21:03,548 --> 00:21:06,718
it's so good to see you again.

406
00:21:10,155 --> 00:21:12,288
You deserve better than what
you got from the General,

407
00:21:12,290 --> 00:21:14,258
from all of us.

408
00:21:18,330 --> 00:21:21,699
Congratulations.

409
00:21:42,748 --> 00:21:46,324
Do you think a person could
actually barf themselves inside out?

410
00:21:46,326 --> 00:21:48,644
- Haha!
- Can you give me something?

411
00:21:48,646 --> 00:21:51,747
- A shot of Gravol? Bullet to the head?
- I wish that I could,

412
00:21:51,749 --> 00:21:53,716
but that would mean going into the room.

413
00:21:53,718 --> 00:21:55,718
What's the worst that could happen?

414
00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:57,853
I could nuke my ovaries.

415
00:21:57,855 --> 00:22:00,615
- Kids are overrated.
- Or I could expose

416
00:22:00,617 --> 00:22:03,075
one of my other patients to radiation.

417
00:22:03,077 --> 00:22:05,434
Hospitals take rules very seriously,

418
00:22:05,436 --> 00:22:08,264
and I really can't afford
to break any right now.

419
00:22:08,266 --> 00:22:11,733
But I can talk to you on the
phone to keep you company.

420
00:22:11,735 --> 00:22:15,010
Okay, fine, but you have to be

421
00:22:15,012 --> 00:22:17,273
miserable too.

422
00:22:17,275 --> 00:22:19,596
I want your most embarrassing stories.

423
00:22:19,598 --> 00:22:22,422
Anything to make me feel
better about how crappy

424
00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,572
- my life is right now.
- Oh, trust me,

425
00:22:24,574 --> 00:22:27,883
we will not get through
all of them in three days.

426
00:22:30,622 --> 00:22:33,022
You did the right thing.

427
00:22:33,024 --> 00:22:36,736
Kelly is not a depressed person
or prone to hurting herself,

428
00:22:36,738 --> 00:22:39,695
but she's had a huge life
adjustment, and intense pain is

429
00:22:39,697 --> 00:22:42,141
- really hard to deal with.
- But she'll get better,

430
00:22:42,143 --> 00:22:44,533
won't she, once this episode passes?

431
00:22:44,535 --> 00:22:48,004
She needs to find a healthy
way to cope long term.

432
00:22:48,006 --> 00:22:50,039
If phantom pain persists

433
00:22:50,041 --> 00:22:52,738
for more than six months,
it doesn't usually go away.

434
00:22:52,740 --> 00:22:55,379
It's already been eight months.

435
00:23:08,059 --> 00:23:10,226
You ratted me out,

436
00:23:10,228 --> 00:23:14,163
- got me committed.
- Just for 24 hours.

437
00:23:14,165 --> 00:23:16,966
I thought Dr. Niven could help.

438
00:23:16,968 --> 00:23:20,803
I used to play tennis,

439
00:23:20,805 --> 00:23:22,539
Olympic track.

440
00:23:24,075 --> 00:23:26,750
- Wow!
- When I lost my hand, I stopped.

441
00:23:26,752 --> 00:23:28,778
Why? There are amazing prosthetics.

442
00:23:28,780 --> 00:23:30,646
But you can't compete professionally.

443
00:23:30,648 --> 00:23:33,229
So, I tried to play with
my other hand, but it was

444
00:23:33,231 --> 00:23:37,153
all wrong! I kept trying to
swing with my missing hand.

445
00:23:37,155 --> 00:23:39,889
It was like playing with a ghost.

446
00:23:39,891 --> 00:23:43,033
Kelly, I think I understand.

447
00:23:43,035 --> 00:23:45,338
I have my brother's eyes.

448
00:23:45,340 --> 00:23:47,933
He was my twin. He died.

449
00:23:47,935 --> 00:23:50,311
I'm sorry.

450
00:23:50,313 --> 00:23:54,172
I see him every time
I look in the mirror.

451
00:23:54,174 --> 00:23:57,632
It's almost like he's still with me,

452
00:23:57,634 --> 00:23:59,909
he's still a part of me.

453
00:24:01,546 --> 00:24:05,114
If I'm always gonna be in pain,

454
00:24:05,116 --> 00:24:08,451
if I can't even play tennis anymore,

455
00:24:08,453 --> 00:24:10,454
what's the point?

456
00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:17,260
I'll be right back.

457
00:24:23,401 --> 00:24:26,376
Is that the game?

458
00:24:26,378 --> 00:24:28,401
They've got a day game.

459
00:24:28,403 --> 00:24:30,893
Wow! Lucky you, those are rare.

460
00:24:30,895 --> 00:24:32,708
I'm Keon, I'm a nurse.

461
00:24:32,710 --> 00:24:36,224
I work with your mom, and
I am a huge Raptors fan.

462
00:24:36,226 --> 00:24:37,615
Me too!

463
00:24:37,617 --> 00:24:39,548
How are we doing so far?

464
00:24:39,550 --> 00:24:42,680
Bad. Kawhi is not playing again!

465
00:24:42,682 --> 00:24:44,839
What?! You're not a fan
of load management?

466
00:24:44,841 --> 00:24:46,622
You mean taking the night off?

467
00:24:49,494 --> 00:24:51,694
- Aaah...
- Ugh!

468
00:24:51,696 --> 00:24:54,001
It's buffering again.

469
00:24:54,003 --> 00:24:56,259
Mom and Dad used to take me to games,

470
00:24:56,261 --> 00:24:59,260
but not since the divorce.

471
00:24:59,262 --> 00:25:01,318
Tickets are pricy.

472
00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:03,350
That's what Dad says.

473
00:25:03,352 --> 00:25:05,820
Mom just... just doesn't have time.

474
00:25:08,646 --> 00:25:11,405
Pro tip? Download the game

475
00:25:11,407 --> 00:25:12,941
after it's done, then watch.

476
00:25:12,943 --> 00:25:16,304
- It's easier on crummy hospital Wi-Fi.
- Thanks.

477
00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:18,521
Any time. Pfff!

478
00:25:18,523 --> 00:25:20,556
We the North!

479
00:25:20,558 --> 00:25:22,825
Is that... ? Not scary, I'm just...

480
00:25:22,827 --> 00:25:24,860
"We the North". You know that.
Okay, I'm gonna stop talking.

481
00:25:24,862 --> 00:25:27,396
Good to meet you.

482
00:25:27,398 --> 00:25:31,273
And this was in Cape Cod.

483
00:25:31,275 --> 00:25:34,504
It's weird seeing myself somewhere
I've never been before.

484
00:25:38,422 --> 00:25:41,580
Aha! I was afraid to go

485
00:25:41,582 --> 00:25:44,213
on the ocean because I thought
a lobster would get me,

486
00:25:44,215 --> 00:25:46,975
so you bought me this.
And you kept hiding it

487
00:25:46,977 --> 00:25:49,744
in places to scare me...
Do we have to do this

488
00:25:49,746 --> 00:25:52,648
- right now?
- Good news, gang!

489
00:25:52,650 --> 00:25:54,560
Time to get you out of that bed.

490
00:25:54,562 --> 00:25:56,618
I'm gonna take you to physio,

491
00:25:56,620 --> 00:25:58,761
get you walking on the bars,

492
00:25:58,763 --> 00:26:00,729
so we can assess your
strength. But first,

493
00:26:00,731 --> 00:26:02,832
we gotta get you out of
that gown and in some gear.

494
00:26:02,834 --> 00:26:04,934
I don't mind getting changed by a nurse,

495
00:26:04,936 --> 00:26:08,754
but... not in front of... her.

496
00:26:08,756 --> 00:26:11,841
Justin, I'm your fiancée,
we live together.

497
00:26:11,843 --> 00:26:14,611
I told you I don't know you.

498
00:26:17,682 --> 00:26:20,071
Sorry, Maddie, but I'm gonna
have to ask you to leave.

499
00:26:20,073 --> 00:26:21,551
It's okay.

500
00:26:24,836 --> 00:26:28,424
So I gave him the longest piece
of medical tape you've ever seen,

501
00:26:28,426 --> 00:26:30,573
so that he could fix his time machine.

502
00:26:30,575 --> 00:26:31,643
What happened?

503
00:26:31,645 --> 00:26:34,421
- Did he make it back to the future?
- No, my preceptor yelled at me

504
00:26:34,423 --> 00:26:36,465
for giving medical
supplies to a psych patient.

505
00:26:36,467 --> 00:26:39,364
But who was I to interfere
with interdimensional travel?

506
00:26:39,366 --> 00:26:41,504
You're funny, Grace.

507
00:26:41,506 --> 00:26:44,006
You almost made me forget I want to die.

508
00:26:44,008 --> 00:26:46,542
Well, I used to be.

509
00:26:46,544 --> 00:26:48,950
I haven't really felt
like myself in a while.

510
00:26:48,952 --> 00:26:51,053
What happened?

511
00:26:53,211 --> 00:26:55,178
Are you drinking enough water?

512
00:26:55,180 --> 00:26:57,857
You ate a lot of candy, and
it raised your blood sugar.

513
00:26:57,859 --> 00:26:59,560
Plus with all the vomiting and...

514
00:27:01,325 --> 00:27:05,427
Aaah... my last job changed things.

515
00:27:05,429 --> 00:27:08,397
I'm trying to get back
to myself, but it's hard.

516
00:27:10,701 --> 00:27:13,536
My life was going great.

517
00:27:13,538 --> 00:27:17,206
I got one of the last
print jobs in journalism,

518
00:27:17,208 --> 00:27:21,043
kicking butt and taking names,

519
00:27:21,045 --> 00:27:25,915
and then... wham, cancer.

520
00:27:25,917 --> 00:27:28,708
My boss took me off the
kick-butt assignments

521
00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:31,120
to give me "more time to recover",

522
00:27:31,122 --> 00:27:33,731
which was crap. He just heard cancer

523
00:27:33,733 --> 00:27:36,602
and wrote my career off as
over before it even started.

524
00:27:39,163 --> 00:27:41,564
I feel like

525
00:27:41,566 --> 00:27:43,999
this bad thing happened to me

526
00:27:44,001 --> 00:27:46,969
and it derailed everything,

527
00:27:46,971 --> 00:27:50,039
and now I just don't even
know who I am anymore.

528
00:27:51,909 --> 00:27:54,443
Do you think that we can get it back?

529
00:27:54,445 --> 00:27:56,513
The people that we used to be?

530
00:27:58,182 --> 00:27:59,583
Yeah.

531
00:28:02,169 --> 00:28:04,392
But you gotta push out all the poison

532
00:28:04,394 --> 00:28:06,362
that changed you first.

533
00:28:07,869 --> 00:28:10,126
And it ain't easy.

534
00:28:10,128 --> 00:28:13,197
Takes a lot of guts.

535
00:28:17,735 --> 00:28:19,694
I know it's hard, man. Come on, one step

536
00:28:19,696 --> 00:28:21,537
- at a time, buddy!
- Come on, Justin, you can do it.

537
00:28:21,539 --> 00:28:23,330
You're doing great.
That's it, there it is.

538
00:28:23,332 --> 00:28:26,075
Stupid legs!

539
00:28:26,077 --> 00:28:27,787
I feel so weak.

540
00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,712
Just a couple more steps, Justin.

541
00:28:29,714 --> 00:28:31,447
Ah! It's okay, it's okay.

542
00:28:31,449 --> 00:28:34,416
- Up you go, up you go. It's okay.
- I can't!

543
00:28:34,418 --> 00:28:36,678
- No more!
- Come on, J! Yes, you can!

544
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:38,721
- I said, "No more".
- I know you can do it...

545
00:28:38,723 --> 00:28:41,500
- You don't know me!
- Okay, that's a great start.

546
00:28:41,502 --> 00:28:44,019
I do know you. I know
how strong you are.

547
00:28:44,021 --> 00:28:46,327
- I want you to go!
- He'll feel more like himself

548
00:28:46,329 --> 00:28:48,533
- when he's had some rest.
- I am myself!

549
00:28:48,535 --> 00:28:49,765
Why doesn't anyone get that?!

550
00:28:51,936 --> 00:28:54,403
We're done!

551
00:28:54,405 --> 00:28:58,441
Come on, J. This is our life. Huh?

552
00:29:00,111 --> 00:29:01,978
Justin...

553
00:29:11,288 --> 00:29:13,957
You're making a mistake.

554
00:29:20,798 --> 00:29:22,865
How was I supposed to know?
He's wearing all black.

555
00:29:22,867 --> 00:29:24,833
I want to hear

556
00:29:24,835 --> 00:29:27,971
about accidental goth
guy, I've just got to...

557
00:29:35,112 --> 00:29:37,347
I didn't think I could be...

558
00:29:39,127 --> 00:29:42,021
Quinn! Quinn!

559
00:29:42,023 --> 00:29:44,709
Quinn, can you hear me? Are you okay?

560
00:29:55,700 --> 00:29:58,133
Hey, Quinn?

561
00:29:58,135 --> 00:30:00,135
Quinn, are you alright?

562
00:30:00,137 --> 00:30:02,171
Quinn, can you hear me?

563
00:30:02,173 --> 00:30:04,140
It's gonna be alright.

564
00:30:07,745 --> 00:30:10,675
Oh. Um, that... that's great.

565
00:30:10,677 --> 00:30:13,515
Okay.

566
00:30:13,517 --> 00:30:15,551
Let's get you hooked up.

567
00:30:28,928 --> 00:30:31,395
Nurse Knight, a word!

568
00:30:38,730 --> 00:30:41,020
Look, I know what you're gonna say.

569
00:30:41,022 --> 00:30:43,312
It was stupid, and I risked
nuking my ovaries for nothing.

570
00:30:43,314 --> 00:30:46,806
Your ovaries are not my concern;
your complete lack of judgment is!

571
00:30:46,808 --> 00:30:49,408
Why are you not wearing a lead apron?

572
00:30:49,410 --> 00:30:52,216
Stay back! You exposed
yourself to radiation!

573
00:30:52,218 --> 00:30:53,946
My patient collapsed,
what was I supposed to do?

574
00:30:53,948 --> 00:30:55,250
Make sure she doesn't collapse!

575
00:30:55,252 --> 00:30:57,976
She was dehydrated, and her
blood sugar was elevated.

576
00:30:57,978 --> 00:31:00,375
You should have started an IV
before she went into isolation!

577
00:31:00,377 --> 00:31:02,445
Only person who was at risk here was me!

578
00:31:02,447 --> 00:31:04,593
You're damn right.

579
00:31:04,595 --> 00:31:06,656
The peer review finds
mistakes in your charts,

580
00:31:06,658 --> 00:31:08,781
instances of poor judgment.

581
00:31:08,783 --> 00:31:11,233
Seeing this, I understand why.

582
00:31:11,235 --> 00:31:14,012
- What does that mean?
- It means they're opening up

583
00:31:14,014 --> 00:31:16,994
an official case with
standards and practice.

584
00:31:16,996 --> 00:31:18,684
There'll be an investigation.

585
00:31:18,686 --> 00:31:22,087
You're suspended pending the review!

586
00:31:22,089 --> 00:31:24,122
Now, hit the shower and get out!

587
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:29,559
- Grace, what happened?
- We heard you got suspended.

588
00:31:29,561 --> 00:31:31,096
Stay back, I'm radioactive.

589
00:31:31,098 --> 00:31:32,831
- Is that like a metaphor?
- No.

590
00:31:32,833 --> 00:31:35,300
Are you okay?

591
00:31:35,302 --> 00:31:38,271
No.

592
00:31:47,548 --> 00:31:49,314
Morphine does nothing

593
00:31:49,316 --> 00:31:51,580
- but a mirror's supposed to help?
- You're in pain

594
00:31:51,582 --> 00:31:54,373
because your brain can't
accept that your hand is gone.

595
00:31:54,375 --> 00:31:56,995
It fixates because it thinks
your hand is in crisis.

596
00:31:56,997 --> 00:31:59,224
So, maybe your brain just needs

597
00:31:59,226 --> 00:32:01,493
to see the hand for itself,

598
00:32:01,495 --> 00:32:04,030
see that it's okay?

599
00:32:08,135 --> 00:32:10,102
Mirror box therapy is effective

600
00:32:10,104 --> 00:32:12,137
in 60% of phantom cases.

601
00:32:12,139 --> 00:32:15,307
That's your big pitch, those odds?

602
00:32:15,309 --> 00:32:18,577
Winning 60% of games
is still a lot better

603
00:32:18,579 --> 00:32:20,412
than just not playing.

604
00:32:20,414 --> 00:32:22,415
Isn't it?

605
00:32:26,987 --> 00:32:29,655
So, the affected limb goes in here.

606
00:32:34,028 --> 00:32:36,995
Ow!

607
00:32:36,997 --> 00:32:38,831
Owww!

608
00:32:40,733 --> 00:32:42,289
Now, don't look at the affected hand,

609
00:32:42,291 --> 00:32:44,767
just focus on the reflection.

610
00:32:59,687 --> 00:33:03,022
I know it's an illusion...

611
00:33:04,669 --> 00:33:08,093
... I know it's not
real, but... but I swear

612
00:33:08,095 --> 00:33:10,595
I can feel my missing hand.

613
00:33:10,597 --> 00:33:12,731
Hahaha!

614
00:33:12,733 --> 00:33:15,534
Now, we tell your brain

615
00:33:15,536 --> 00:33:17,469
that the phantom limb is relaxed.

616
00:33:17,471 --> 00:33:21,407
So first, show it the
hand clenched in a fist.

617
00:33:23,198 --> 00:33:25,187
Now slowly...

618
00:33:25,189 --> 00:33:27,157
release.

619
00:33:41,462 --> 00:33:43,595
Uh, are you okay? We can stop.

620
00:33:43,597 --> 00:33:45,697
No.

621
00:33:45,699 --> 00:33:48,066
I can feel it

622
00:33:48,068 --> 00:33:49,802
letting go.

623
00:34:01,648 --> 00:34:05,650
If you practice with the mirror,

624
00:34:05,652 --> 00:34:07,653
over time, it can alleviate your pain.

625
00:34:09,289 --> 00:34:11,524
Thank you.

626
00:34:15,129 --> 00:34:18,463
Why are we out here? How is
this gonna fix my hearing?

627
00:34:18,465 --> 00:34:20,432
I honestly don't know
what's wrong with you,

628
00:34:20,434 --> 00:34:22,502
but it's my lunch break, so...

629
00:34:28,208 --> 00:34:29,609
Turkey Swiss?

630
00:34:32,980 --> 00:34:34,603
Keep an eye on it.

631
00:34:34,605 --> 00:34:36,786
There's this really
aggressive crow around here.

632
00:34:36,788 --> 00:34:38,789
I lost half a taquito last week.

633
00:34:49,897 --> 00:34:52,131
This is nice.

634
00:34:54,334 --> 00:34:57,169
I haven't sat outside like
this since Charlie died.

635
00:34:57,171 --> 00:35:00,673
That was three years ago, right?

636
00:35:11,518 --> 00:35:13,485
You know...

637
00:35:13,487 --> 00:35:16,555
I come out here on most
days on my lunch break

638
00:35:16,557 --> 00:35:18,557
when the weather's nice.

639
00:35:18,559 --> 00:35:21,427
If I'm in the neighbourhood,
maybe I'll join you.

640
00:35:23,597 --> 00:35:25,431
Hey!

641
00:35:27,367 --> 00:35:29,502
My hearing's come back.

642
00:35:36,410 --> 00:35:39,277
Next time, bring pickles.

643
00:35:39,279 --> 00:35:41,914
We can do pickles.

644
00:36:01,424 --> 00:36:04,424
_

645
00:36:45,512 --> 00:36:49,080
Um, excuse me. Hi.

646
00:36:49,082 --> 00:36:51,616
I'm looking for a nurse. Noelle?

647
00:36:51,618 --> 00:36:53,852
Uh, yep, that's me.

648
00:36:53,854 --> 00:36:55,821
Did you work at City General?

649
00:36:57,530 --> 00:36:59,297
Okay, have a seat, sweetie.

650
00:37:01,328 --> 00:37:04,195
I've got one more consult, and then
we can get out of here, okay?

651
00:37:04,197 --> 00:37:05,730
I'll get you some hot
chocolate while you wait.

652
00:37:05,732 --> 00:37:07,300
Mm-hmm.

653
00:37:09,647 --> 00:37:12,237
Cece. Um, you know

654
00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:14,855
anybody that can help get these
Raptor tickets off my hand?

655
00:37:14,857 --> 00:37:17,002
I got a buddy from college, he works PR.

656
00:37:17,004 --> 00:37:18,944
Keon, hey.

657
00:37:18,946 --> 00:37:20,646
What's up?

658
00:37:22,449 --> 00:37:23,754
What do you think you're doing

659
00:37:23,756 --> 00:37:25,656
trying to take my kid
to a basketball game?

660
00:37:25,658 --> 00:37:28,416
What?! No, I would... I would never!

661
00:37:28,418 --> 00:37:30,021
The tickets are for you and Cece.

662
00:37:30,023 --> 00:37:31,714
You were just saying

663
00:37:31,716 --> 00:37:34,259
you don't get to spend
enough time with her.

664
00:37:34,261 --> 00:37:37,662
Sorry, I'm on edge.

665
00:37:37,664 --> 00:37:40,031
My ex is trying to reopen
our custody agreement

666
00:37:40,033 --> 00:37:42,141
- because of my work schedule.
- That's a dick move.

667
00:37:42,143 --> 00:37:44,436
Yeah. Like a whopping
alimony isn't enough.

668
00:37:44,438 --> 00:37:46,972
He wants Cece full time?

669
00:37:46,974 --> 00:37:49,040
And the thing is...

670
00:37:49,042 --> 00:37:51,142
he's right. I mean, because of my job,

671
00:37:51,144 --> 00:37:53,845
Cece spends most of her
time together with the nanny.

672
00:37:53,847 --> 00:37:57,682
She's great by the way. Come
on, I didn't tell her about us.

673
00:37:57,684 --> 00:37:59,484
I just said I'm a nurse
that works with her mom,

674
00:37:59,486 --> 00:38:02,621
which I am. But I could do more.

675
00:38:02,623 --> 00:38:05,322
I'm a great babysitter,
especially if she can talk sports.

676
00:38:05,324 --> 00:38:08,126
Yeah, great. What would that
do for my custody situation

677
00:38:08,128 --> 00:38:10,596
if my ex finds out I left
our kid with my hookup.

678
00:38:13,574 --> 00:38:15,508
I'm a hookup?

679
00:38:17,559 --> 00:38:19,560
You were supposed to be.

680
00:38:21,141 --> 00:38:22,874
Was I? 'Cause that's not what I thought.

681
00:38:22,876 --> 00:38:25,910
I told you that my kid
and my practice come first.

682
00:38:25,912 --> 00:38:27,879
Okay, I mean we agreed.
You can't just start

683
00:38:27,881 --> 00:38:30,816
- pushing yourself into my life.
- You can't keep hiding behind bullshit.

684
00:38:33,086 --> 00:38:35,053
I made it very clear

685
00:38:35,055 --> 00:38:37,656
what this relationship
could and could not be.

686
00:38:37,658 --> 00:38:40,626
That won't change, so you need to
decide if you're okay with that.

687
00:38:42,362 --> 00:38:44,296
Let's go, sweetie. Come on!

688
00:38:48,735 --> 00:38:51,336
Thank you. Okay, let's go.

689
00:38:51,338 --> 00:38:53,538
I always wanted to work in the OR.

690
00:38:53,540 --> 00:38:55,707
Dr. Hamilton said that
I had what it took,

691
00:38:55,709 --> 00:38:59,144
- and that he would mentor me.
- For a price.

692
00:38:59,146 --> 00:39:01,246
'Til I threatened to report him,

693
00:39:01,248 --> 00:39:04,016
- go to administration.
- Then he got you fired.

694
00:39:05,919 --> 00:39:08,753
He ruined my career,

695
00:39:08,755 --> 00:39:11,389
my reputation.

696
00:39:11,391 --> 00:39:13,626
I couldn't get a job
in another hospital.

697
00:39:15,675 --> 00:39:17,698
After what happened, I don't think

698
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:20,368
I would trust myself
in the OR again anyway.

699
00:39:23,904 --> 00:39:25,970
What if he is right?
What if I am a bad nurse?

700
00:39:25,972 --> 00:39:29,074
But you aren't.

701
00:39:29,076 --> 00:39:32,177
You know, I was... afraid of him too.

702
00:39:33,613 --> 00:39:36,181
Right up until he tried
to get me to sign the NDA.

703
00:39:36,183 --> 00:39:38,583
And that's when I knew

704
00:39:38,585 --> 00:39:40,985
that he was afraid of me.

705
00:39:40,987 --> 00:39:43,488
And he's afraid of you too, Noelle.

706
00:39:43,490 --> 00:39:46,224
That why he got you to sign.

707
00:39:46,226 --> 00:39:48,359
He knows that either of
us could take him down

708
00:39:48,361 --> 00:39:50,207
with our stories.

709
00:39:50,209 --> 00:39:52,511
Now, imagine what we could do together.

710
00:40:10,544 --> 00:40:12,744
Maddie?

711
00:40:14,414 --> 00:40:16,081
You okay?

712
00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:20,018
I, uh... I should have gone home,

713
00:40:20,020 --> 00:40:22,287
but...

714
00:40:22,289 --> 00:40:24,224
God, I've just spent...

715
00:40:24,226 --> 00:40:27,092
three weeks in this hospital waiting.

716
00:40:27,094 --> 00:40:29,995
I just couldn't face

717
00:40:29,997 --> 00:40:32,397
moving my stuff out of our place.

718
00:40:32,399 --> 00:40:36,702
- Is there anything I can do?
- Explain to me how I got here.

719
00:40:38,572 --> 00:40:41,641
One minute, I had a
great relationship...

720
00:40:43,644 --> 00:40:45,644
... and now I don't.

721
00:40:50,443 --> 00:40:53,944
I love Justin, so...

722
00:40:53,946 --> 00:40:55,914
this is gonna sound...

723
00:40:59,285 --> 00:41:01,952
It's almost worse than if he died.

724
00:41:01,954 --> 00:41:04,456
Because he's gone...

725
00:41:06,459 --> 00:41:08,926
... but not gone.

726
00:41:08,928 --> 00:41:11,396
What am I supposed to do?

727
00:41:13,466 --> 00:41:16,367
Just move on and forget
him like he forgot me?

728
00:41:26,979 --> 00:41:29,546
You can't force yourself
into someone's life.

729
00:41:35,521 --> 00:41:37,822
Even if you know you're good for them.

730
00:41:43,562 --> 00:41:46,364
'Cause if they can't
give you what you need...

731
00:41:48,134 --> 00:41:52,504
... you have to let them go.

732
00:42:06,018 --> 00:42:09,787
Sometimes, you see
yourself reflected in a mirror,

733
00:42:09,789 --> 00:42:13,123
and sometimes reflected in someone else.

734
00:42:13,979 --> 00:42:16,578
It might be someone you miss...

735
00:42:16,580 --> 00:42:19,757
... or someone you feel for.

736
00:42:56,535 --> 00:42:59,120
Or it might be someone you never thought

737
00:42:59,122 --> 00:43:01,538
you'd be again.

738
00:43:10,015 --> 00:43:12,082
And sometimes,

739
00:43:12,084 --> 00:43:14,518
it might just be the you

740
00:43:14,520 --> 00:43:16,920
you're finally ready to be.

741
00:43:21,894 --> 00:43:23,560
Hey,

742
00:43:23,562 --> 00:43:26,029
ready to be a kickass journalist again?

743
00:43:26,031 --> 00:43:28,266
'Cause we've got a story for you.

744
00:43:29,744 --> 00:43:33,516
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