1 00:00:19,813 --> 00:00:21,210 "Dear Jenny," 2 00:00:21,499 --> 00:00:23,567 "I'm in a rehab for vets." 3 00:00:23,699 --> 00:00:25,640 "I think about you a lot," 4 00:00:26,312 --> 00:00:28,480 "and I think about how I left." 5 00:00:32,636 --> 00:00:34,804 "I know I promised not to leave you." 6 00:00:37,331 --> 00:00:39,289 "I'm sorry it took so many months." 7 00:00:39,392 --> 00:00:41,293 "I was pretty messed up for a while." 8 00:00:43,966 --> 00:00:46,367 "But I'm in a good place right now..." 9 00:00:51,367 --> 00:00:52,879 "and I miss you." 10 00:01:51,739 --> 00:01:53,195 "I'd like to see you." 11 00:01:53,244 --> 00:01:55,386 "Let me know if you feel the same." 12 00:01:55,511 --> 00:01:56,828 "Je t'embrasse." 13 00:02:19,305 --> 00:02:21,039 Shirley? 14 00:02:23,845 --> 00:02:25,512 Are you okay? 15 00:02:37,073 --> 00:02:42,073 *CREDITS* 16 00:02:43,609 --> 00:02:45,543 With everything that's happened, 17 00:02:45,644 --> 00:02:46,911 do you wanna see Liam? 18 00:02:48,948 --> 00:02:50,415 I mean, yea... 19 00:02:50,632 --> 00:02:53,288 Yeah, I mean, of course I do. I just... 20 00:02:53,636 --> 00:02:54,929 The last time we saw each other, 21 00:02:54,977 --> 00:02:56,060 we said, you know, 22 00:02:56,109 --> 00:02:58,731 he said, "I love you," he said he was sorry, 23 00:02:59,944 --> 00:03:01,912 and then we said goodbye. 24 00:03:02,013 --> 00:03:03,851 And you thought goodbye was permanent. 25 00:03:03,900 --> 00:03:04,984 Yeah, I mean, I didn't, 26 00:03:05,032 --> 00:03:06,312 I didn't hear from him for five months. 27 00:03:06,360 --> 00:03:07,875 I mean, what was I supposed to think? 28 00:03:08,182 --> 00:03:10,083 Well, there's no statutory limit on love. 29 00:03:10,132 --> 00:03:12,378 Yeah, but I don't understand how, in my gut, 30 00:03:12,426 --> 00:03:16,432 I was so sure, and yet I was so wrong, 31 00:03:16,745 --> 00:03:17,888 you know? 32 00:03:18,191 --> 00:03:20,726 Gut feelings are conditioned responses... 33 00:03:21,050 --> 00:03:22,814 sometimes to trauma. 34 00:03:23,237 --> 00:03:25,450 In your personal life, 35 00:03:25,605 --> 00:03:27,639 are there other people who've left? 36 00:03:29,589 --> 00:03:32,023 Well, I mean, my sister died. 37 00:03:32,259 --> 00:03:35,026 That's leaving, I guess. 38 00:03:35,447 --> 00:03:37,615 And then your mother left, Jenny. 39 00:03:41,267 --> 00:03:43,725 Does thinking about it shut you down? 40 00:03:45,405 --> 00:03:46,948 No... 41 00:03:46,997 --> 00:03:48,047 No. 42 00:03:48,096 --> 00:03:50,509 It's perfectly natural to go to a place of "no," 43 00:03:50,558 --> 00:03:52,826 in your body and your mind, 44 00:03:53,122 --> 00:03:55,089 to protect yourself. 45 00:03:56,464 --> 00:03:57,831 Here's some homework: 46 00:03:57,932 --> 00:03:59,632 For the rest of the week, I want you to say yes 47 00:03:59,734 --> 00:04:00,839 to everything. 48 00:04:00,901 --> 00:04:02,682 No matter what your gut says. 49 00:04:04,538 --> 00:04:06,605 Let your life unfold, Jenny. 50 00:04:07,742 --> 00:04:09,275 Surprise yourself. 51 00:04:18,143 --> 00:04:20,211 It's work. 52 00:04:20,454 --> 00:04:21,821 Always on call. 53 00:04:21,870 --> 00:04:23,304 I can relate. 54 00:04:24,721 --> 00:04:26,151 So your biopsy shows that you have 55 00:04:26,199 --> 00:04:28,649 a Solitary Spinal Plasmacytoma. 56 00:04:29,497 --> 00:04:30,901 Uh... 57 00:04:31,265 --> 00:04:33,700 A low tumour in the lumbar spine. 58 00:04:40,341 --> 00:04:42,649 Your lumbar puncture confirms that it hasn't spread, 59 00:04:42,698 --> 00:04:43,943 which is good. 60 00:04:44,044 --> 00:04:45,478 Okay. 61 00:04:46,698 --> 00:04:48,366 The tumour explains the pain in your leg, 62 00:04:48,415 --> 00:04:50,850 and why it progressed to your back. 63 00:04:51,425 --> 00:04:52,519 Okay. 64 00:04:52,620 --> 00:04:53,885 Without the pain, 65 00:04:53,934 --> 00:04:56,035 we wouldn't have caught it as quickly as we did. 66 00:04:56,203 --> 00:04:58,241 So, that's a good thing too. 67 00:04:58,846 --> 00:04:59,961 Mm-hmm. 68 00:05:00,010 --> 00:05:01,730 You'll need to start a regular course of radiation 69 00:05:01,778 --> 00:05:03,243 as soon as possible. 70 00:05:03,295 --> 00:05:05,329 How about Thursdays? 71 00:05:05,533 --> 00:05:07,700 Um... 72 00:05:08,691 --> 00:05:11,159 uh, will I, will I be able to work? 73 00:05:11,312 --> 00:05:13,232 Well, there can be some side effects to the treatment... 74 00:05:13,667 --> 00:05:15,296 Fatigue, nausea... 75 00:05:15,522 --> 00:05:17,689 But you're free to work if you feel up to it. 76 00:05:22,972 --> 00:05:25,106 Oh, you'll need a ride home Thursday. 77 00:05:25,207 --> 00:05:27,275 We don't know how you'll react to the radiation. 78 00:05:27,453 --> 00:05:29,805 You might need someone to take care of you. 79 00:05:48,831 --> 00:05:50,465 Ma'am? Please, ma'am. 80 00:05:50,566 --> 00:05:52,534 Ma'am, stop! Stop! You can't go there. 81 00:05:52,635 --> 00:05:55,003 Suddenly, he was just there. 82 00:05:55,104 --> 00:05:57,405 I pulled up... I don't know... 83 00:05:57,506 --> 00:05:59,240 I can't get fired! 84 00:05:59,341 --> 00:06:02,010 I'm... 85 00:06:08,718 --> 00:06:10,819 You're late. 86 00:06:10,920 --> 00:06:12,654 Who do we have here? 87 00:06:12,755 --> 00:06:15,033 Andrew Park, courier for FoodScouts. 88 00:06:15,082 --> 00:06:17,783 He was 65. He was hit by the van. 89 00:06:17,832 --> 00:06:19,323 Mm. Cause of death, check. 90 00:06:19,372 --> 00:06:21,206 Well, what you see isn't always what you get. 91 00:06:21,307 --> 00:06:22,856 So we're gonna send the body to pathology 92 00:06:22,905 --> 00:06:24,372 and see what they can tell us. 93 00:06:24,542 --> 00:06:26,176 Death waits on no man. 94 00:06:26,379 --> 00:06:28,346 Except for this woman. 95 00:06:39,778 --> 00:06:41,312 Hey, Mac. 96 00:06:41,508 --> 00:06:43,876 - Where were you? - Minding my business. 97 00:06:43,953 --> 00:06:45,554 You should do the same. 98 00:06:45,647 --> 00:06:47,648 Yo, are you getting some? 99 00:06:47,716 --> 00:06:50,088 Oh, Big D, you big dog! 100 00:06:50,137 --> 00:06:51,337 You talked to the driver? 101 00:06:51,386 --> 00:06:52,786 Yeah. She said the guy came out of nowhere, 102 00:06:52,834 --> 00:06:53,887 ran right in front of her. 103 00:06:53,935 --> 00:06:55,538 Ran? He was on foot? 104 00:06:55,587 --> 00:06:57,088 All the witnesses confirm her story. 105 00:06:57,137 --> 00:06:59,114 Delivery guys don't usually travel by foot. 106 00:06:59,239 --> 00:07:00,604 So where's his vehicle? 107 00:07:00,653 --> 00:07:01,914 Well, I'll contact FoodScouts, 108 00:07:01,963 --> 00:07:03,998 ask if he used a car or bike for deliveries. 109 00:07:04,099 --> 00:07:05,606 All right. 110 00:07:06,973 --> 00:07:08,264 Huh. 111 00:07:19,614 --> 00:07:21,115 Dr. Cooper. 112 00:07:23,084 --> 00:07:25,080 It's beautiful here. Isn't it? 113 00:07:27,088 --> 00:07:30,137 I'm sorry you're here under these circumstances. 114 00:07:30,674 --> 00:07:33,641 Normally, this is a place of new beginnings. 115 00:07:34,824 --> 00:07:36,106 Right this way. 116 00:07:37,738 --> 00:07:40,168 So, uh, how does the retreat work? 117 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:41,902 It's a silent retreat. 118 00:07:42,003 --> 00:07:43,340 Very structured schedule... 119 00:07:43,388 --> 00:07:45,270 Ten days, ten participants. 120 00:07:45,370 --> 00:07:47,106 They take workshops or seminars 121 00:07:47,163 --> 00:07:48,793 for about 12 hours each day. 122 00:07:49,397 --> 00:07:51,531 Wow, that's a long day. 123 00:07:51,949 --> 00:07:53,090 I think of it as a luxury. 124 00:07:53,139 --> 00:07:54,736 I mean, when's the last time you spent 125 00:07:54,968 --> 00:07:57,027 all that time on nothing but yourself? 126 00:07:58,549 --> 00:08:00,717 Well, not since my son was born. 127 00:08:01,553 --> 00:08:03,670 Definitely not since my dad moved in. 128 00:08:11,032 --> 00:08:12,933 Just this way. 129 00:08:14,569 --> 00:08:16,145 Did you make this maze? 130 00:08:17,949 --> 00:08:20,184 It's a good metaphor for life. 131 00:08:21,764 --> 00:08:23,331 Huh. 132 00:09:20,402 --> 00:09:22,369 There's no sign of injury. 133 00:09:24,406 --> 00:09:27,241 This is a medical form she filled out for our records. 134 00:09:27,727 --> 00:09:29,443 Shirley Brownstone. 135 00:09:29,852 --> 00:09:32,524 No pre-existing medical conditions, 136 00:09:32,774 --> 00:09:34,248 no medications. 137 00:09:34,349 --> 00:09:36,250 Was she exhibiting any sign of illness? 138 00:09:36,351 --> 00:09:39,586 No, nothing. 139 00:09:39,688 --> 00:09:41,555 In fact, she was great. 140 00:09:41,656 --> 00:09:43,785 Shirley had bloomed. 141 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:47,140 It's crushing that she died here, of all places. 142 00:09:50,165 --> 00:09:51,799 Why's that? 143 00:09:51,900 --> 00:09:53,734 Because in the maze, you... 144 00:09:53,835 --> 00:09:55,333 you don't lose yourself. 145 00:09:56,368 --> 00:09:57,847 You find yourself. 146 00:10:00,275 --> 00:10:03,165 I'm Fareed, I'm the one who found Shirley. 147 00:10:03,378 --> 00:10:05,344 Can I ask, how did she die? 148 00:10:05,610 --> 00:10:06,873 Uh, we don't know that yet. 149 00:10:06,922 --> 00:10:08,768 We're gonna have to do an autopsy. 150 00:10:08,870 --> 00:10:10,670 I can't believe that this happened. 151 00:10:10,799 --> 00:10:12,186 I mean, that she died here. 152 00:10:12,287 --> 00:10:13,520 She just bloomed a few days ago. 153 00:10:13,621 --> 00:10:15,823 Sorry, can I, can I ask, um... 154 00:10:16,305 --> 00:10:18,092 What does "bloomed" mean? 155 00:10:18,446 --> 00:10:20,280 Oh, it's an expression that Faye uses 156 00:10:20,329 --> 00:10:21,690 for a moment of transformation. 157 00:10:21,781 --> 00:10:23,907 When you finally break free of whatever pain or fear 158 00:10:23,965 --> 00:10:25,362 brought you here. 159 00:10:25,667 --> 00:10:27,044 Hmm. 160 00:10:28,114 --> 00:10:29,571 Does... 161 00:10:29,619 --> 00:10:31,314 Does everyone experience that? 162 00:10:31,706 --> 00:10:33,440 It's what we're all working towards. 163 00:10:33,593 --> 00:10:36,386 When you realize that there's nothing standing between you 164 00:10:36,878 --> 00:10:38,605 and the life that you want. 165 00:10:42,017 --> 00:10:43,851 Must be nice. 166 00:10:47,489 --> 00:10:49,990 It's okay. Good. 167 00:10:50,091 --> 00:10:52,545 Come on. 168 00:10:52,594 --> 00:10:53,846 - Hey... - Come on! That's it, 169 00:10:53,895 --> 00:10:55,629 that a girl. 170 00:10:55,730 --> 00:10:57,731 Come on. 171 00:10:57,823 --> 00:11:00,191 How do you think she's reacting to you today? 172 00:11:00,291 --> 00:11:03,227 - Come here. - Just breathe. 173 00:11:03,338 --> 00:11:04,671 It's okay... 174 00:11:04,773 --> 00:11:07,341 Keep going. 175 00:11:07,442 --> 00:11:09,343 Yeah, easy... 176 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,725 It's... 177 00:11:13,774 --> 00:11:15,015 - Okay. - It's okay. 178 00:11:15,064 --> 00:11:17,164 Establish a connection. 179 00:11:17,265 --> 00:11:18,954 - It's okay. - Okay, hey... 180 00:11:19,003 --> 00:11:20,055 Okay. 181 00:11:20,104 --> 00:11:21,162 Oh. 182 00:11:21,211 --> 00:11:22,541 Okay. 183 00:11:23,058 --> 00:11:24,958 She won't settle, eh? 184 00:11:25,060 --> 00:11:26,360 Just takes time. 185 00:11:30,031 --> 00:11:31,259 Hey... 186 00:11:31,307 --> 00:11:33,272 You and me, okay? 187 00:11:34,602 --> 00:11:36,270 You and me. 188 00:11:59,494 --> 00:12:01,277 Maybe tomorrow, Liam. 189 00:12:01,972 --> 00:12:03,097 - Yeah. - Just keep trying, 190 00:12:03,145 --> 00:12:04,498 little bits at a time. 191 00:12:04,599 --> 00:12:06,733 Sure. 192 00:12:11,024 --> 00:12:13,098 She still doesn't like you. 193 00:12:14,024 --> 00:12:15,658 Come on. 194 00:12:17,579 --> 00:12:18,949 Give it time. 195 00:12:18,997 --> 00:12:20,981 I'm an acquired taste. 196 00:12:24,471 --> 00:12:25,798 Andrew Park's cause of death 197 00:12:25,847 --> 00:12:27,688 was blunt force trauma to the head. 198 00:12:27,789 --> 00:12:29,761 Makes sense. That van hit him pretty hard. 199 00:12:29,810 --> 00:12:33,749 Yeah. I found shards of glass in his skull. 200 00:12:34,394 --> 00:12:36,549 I actually found something else kind of interesting too. 201 00:12:36,652 --> 00:12:39,027 Once I washed off all the blood, 202 00:12:39,076 --> 00:12:40,786 there were cuts like knife marks 203 00:12:40,835 --> 00:12:42,669 that were not from the accident. 204 00:12:42,770 --> 00:12:45,105 - Defensive wounds? - Yeah, looks like it. 205 00:12:45,206 --> 00:12:47,458 Knife marks and running into traffic? 206 00:12:47,609 --> 00:12:49,643 - Let me call you back. - Okay. 207 00:12:51,146 --> 00:12:52,579 What's your body telling you? 208 00:12:52,680 --> 00:12:54,515 Not much from the outside, 209 00:12:54,616 --> 00:12:56,583 but there's no external signs of injury. 210 00:12:56,730 --> 00:12:59,101 She does have a rash on her legs. 211 00:13:00,328 --> 00:13:02,453 - Poison Ivy. - Hmm... 212 00:13:02,501 --> 00:13:04,570 I have seen it in worse places. 213 00:13:05,293 --> 00:13:06,646 It does make sense though. 214 00:13:06,695 --> 00:13:09,329 There was a lot of forest around the retreat. 215 00:13:09,482 --> 00:13:11,702 Turning Tides sounds nice. 216 00:13:11,799 --> 00:13:14,005 Yeah, it was uh... peaceful. 217 00:13:14,093 --> 00:13:16,388 I can see how someone would bloom there. 218 00:13:16,483 --> 00:13:17,917 "Bloom?" 219 00:13:19,107 --> 00:13:22,109 Whoa! We have a bezoar in the GI tract. 220 00:13:22,262 --> 00:13:23,829 Looks like... 221 00:13:23,878 --> 00:13:26,246 Unabsorbed pills. 222 00:13:26,409 --> 00:13:29,103 Takes a lot of pills to cause a ball that size. 223 00:13:32,335 --> 00:13:34,603 If Shirley had "bloomed," 224 00:13:35,406 --> 00:13:37,281 then why did she take her own life? 225 00:13:43,593 --> 00:13:44,757 I'm starting a pickup game, 226 00:13:44,805 --> 00:13:46,822 with the guys on Thursdays, you wanna join? 227 00:13:47,220 --> 00:13:49,788 - Uh, I'm busy. - Every Thursday? 228 00:13:50,196 --> 00:13:51,824 I'm starting to think you don't have a woman. 229 00:13:52,249 --> 00:13:53,639 You're too tense. 230 00:13:53,749 --> 00:13:55,194 Are you taking a class or something? 231 00:13:55,295 --> 00:13:57,273 - What's the house number? - 216. 232 00:13:57,375 --> 00:13:58,975 Ah, it must be something embarrassing. 233 00:13:59,069 --> 00:14:00,367 Like salsa dancing or something? 234 00:14:00,416 --> 00:14:02,050 - What's the guy's name? - Randy Smith. 235 00:14:02,647 --> 00:14:04,803 You know, I'm gonna figure this out, right? 236 00:14:05,380 --> 00:14:06,914 Those hips don't lie. 237 00:14:12,039 --> 00:14:14,200 I'm Detective Abed, this is Detective McAvoy. 238 00:14:14,249 --> 00:14:15,844 Did you have food delivered yesterday? 239 00:14:15,914 --> 00:14:17,416 Yeah. 240 00:14:17,517 --> 00:14:18,789 Is this the guy? 241 00:14:18,937 --> 00:14:20,249 Guess so. 242 00:14:20,326 --> 00:14:21,659 I didn't really see him. 243 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:24,031 - Was he wearing a mask? - Yeah. 244 00:14:24,457 --> 00:14:26,101 But he looked Asian. 245 00:14:27,126 --> 00:14:29,194 Well, this guy was killed yesterday, hit by a van. 246 00:14:29,347 --> 00:14:30,848 I don't drive a van. 247 00:14:30,897 --> 00:14:32,764 Your house was the last scheduled delivery. 248 00:14:33,234 --> 00:14:34,438 Oh. 249 00:14:35,328 --> 00:14:36,773 There's some indication that he had 250 00:14:36,821 --> 00:14:38,170 an altercation with someone. 251 00:14:38,219 --> 00:14:39,398 Know anything about that? 252 00:14:39,469 --> 00:14:41,859 No, but that kinda thing happens all the time now. 253 00:14:41,975 --> 00:14:43,984 This neighbourhood's really changed. 254 00:14:44,421 --> 00:14:46,406 - Is that all? - Yeah, for now. 255 00:14:46,454 --> 00:14:48,663 Why don't you, uh give us a call 256 00:14:48,711 --> 00:14:50,643 if you remember or hear anything. 257 00:14:51,898 --> 00:14:53,485 Uh, one more thing, um... 258 00:14:53,586 --> 00:14:55,454 did the delivery guy leave on a bike? 259 00:14:55,555 --> 00:14:58,554 Yeah. Took off like a bat out of hell. 260 00:14:58,863 --> 00:15:00,592 Guess he had somewhere to be. 261 00:15:04,163 --> 00:15:06,835 He didn't really see him, but he "looked Asian?" 262 00:15:06,992 --> 00:15:08,352 You know, a lot of food delivery services 263 00:15:08,400 --> 00:15:11,035 put cameras on their vehicles for insurance purposes. 264 00:15:11,246 --> 00:15:13,064 We need to find that bike. 265 00:15:13,710 --> 00:15:16,656 The police did find an empty bottle 266 00:15:16,704 --> 00:15:19,244 of acetaminophen in your wife's room, 267 00:15:19,399 --> 00:15:22,708 so we have ruled it a suicide. 268 00:15:23,316 --> 00:15:25,918 I'm so sorry. I know this hard to hear. 269 00:15:28,354 --> 00:15:30,301 Had anything changed? 270 00:15:30,782 --> 00:15:33,025 Recently, like was she um... 271 00:15:33,126 --> 00:15:35,776 Was she sad, or was she depressed at all? 272 00:15:36,556 --> 00:15:38,611 The COVID crisis was hard on us, 273 00:15:38,659 --> 00:15:39,892 on everyone... 274 00:15:40,166 --> 00:15:43,535 stuck at home, nothing to do but worry... 275 00:15:43,690 --> 00:15:45,358 But we were fine. 276 00:15:46,973 --> 00:15:48,671 I thought we were fine. 277 00:15:48,975 --> 00:15:51,543 Shirley said she was going to Turning Tides to... 278 00:15:51,644 --> 00:15:53,490 Re-center herself. 279 00:15:53,947 --> 00:15:56,120 I didn't ask specifics. 280 00:15:57,308 --> 00:15:59,015 Three days ago, she left a voicemail 281 00:15:59,064 --> 00:16:01,286 saying she wanted a divorce. 282 00:16:01,387 --> 00:16:02,996 She didn't say why? 283 00:16:03,489 --> 00:16:04,726 No. 284 00:16:05,525 --> 00:16:07,040 The next day... 285 00:16:07,393 --> 00:16:10,062 She withdrew $10,000 dollars from our account. 286 00:16:11,364 --> 00:16:12,898 I went there, 287 00:16:12,999 --> 00:16:14,437 but the woman who runs the place 288 00:16:14,486 --> 00:16:16,052 wouldn't let me see her, 289 00:16:16,502 --> 00:16:19,078 said "no outside contact allowed." 290 00:16:19,505 --> 00:16:20,955 I just wanted to talk to her. 291 00:16:21,341 --> 00:16:23,241 I would never hurt my wife. 292 00:16:27,775 --> 00:16:29,346 I'm here to answer phones. 293 00:16:29,403 --> 00:16:30,658 I'm not going to woo-woo with you. 294 00:16:30,715 --> 00:16:31,929 Did you ever consider the fact 295 00:16:31,978 --> 00:16:33,658 that you might get something from the experience? 296 00:16:33,714 --> 00:16:34,765 Did you ever consider that 297 00:16:34,814 --> 00:16:36,714 you're not as good at this as you think? 298 00:16:37,423 --> 00:16:39,291 I'm not going to do this. 299 00:16:39,643 --> 00:16:42,294 I am so disappointed in you, Oliver. 300 00:16:48,134 --> 00:16:49,400 You okay? 301 00:16:50,901 --> 00:16:52,618 No one in this place is okay. 302 00:16:53,940 --> 00:16:55,057 Uh... 303 00:16:55,105 --> 00:16:56,914 I'm Doctor Jenny Cooper, I was uh... 304 00:16:56,963 --> 00:16:59,044 I was actually hoping I could speak to Faye. 305 00:16:59,145 --> 00:17:01,013 She's about to start a seminar right now. 306 00:17:01,114 --> 00:17:03,375 Uh, one second please. 307 00:17:06,686 --> 00:17:09,154 Hello? Turning Tides. Yes. 308 00:17:46,459 --> 00:17:49,161 - Hey, I'm looking for Faye... - Shhh... 309 00:17:53,466 --> 00:17:54,778 Sorry... 310 00:17:55,314 --> 00:17:57,119 We're not allowed to talk to anyone 311 00:17:57,167 --> 00:17:58,250 outside of the workshops, 312 00:17:58,299 --> 00:18:02,057 and the only pleasure Oliver gets is to narc on us. 313 00:18:02,408 --> 00:18:03,916 Oh... 314 00:18:04,410 --> 00:18:05,911 Well, he uh... 315 00:18:06,019 --> 00:18:08,120 He doesn't look too happy to be here. 316 00:18:08,214 --> 00:18:09,781 He's Faye's son. 317 00:18:09,882 --> 00:18:12,691 He got kicked out of private school again. 318 00:18:13,352 --> 00:18:15,517 You're the coroner, right? 319 00:18:17,123 --> 00:18:18,314 Yeah, I'm uh... 320 00:18:18,362 --> 00:18:19,768 I'm Jenny Cooper. 321 00:18:19,893 --> 00:18:21,393 Tina. 322 00:18:21,494 --> 00:18:23,228 It sucks about Shirley. 323 00:18:23,329 --> 00:18:25,230 She seemed like a nice woman. 324 00:18:25,650 --> 00:18:27,689 You know, the day that she bloomed, 325 00:18:27,738 --> 00:18:30,701 oh wow, was so powerful. 326 00:18:31,170 --> 00:18:32,567 Yeah, I'm um... 327 00:18:32,668 --> 00:18:34,145 I'm trying to make sense of her death. 328 00:18:34,194 --> 00:18:37,830 Because I-I don't understand why she would kill herself 329 00:18:37,934 --> 00:18:41,968 if she had just bloomed, you know? 330 00:18:42,348 --> 00:18:45,083 We're not really supposed to question Faye's methods. 331 00:18:45,184 --> 00:18:46,948 What's wrong with you people?! 332 00:18:47,494 --> 00:18:48,582 Can't you see this whole thing 333 00:18:48,631 --> 00:18:50,022 - is a lie?! - Whoa. 334 00:18:50,071 --> 00:18:51,865 She's brainwashing you! 335 00:18:52,825 --> 00:18:55,250 Please, you've got to get out of here, now, 336 00:18:55,299 --> 00:18:57,476 before this place kills you too! 337 00:18:57,930 --> 00:18:59,629 Why... Please! 338 00:19:00,833 --> 00:19:03,168 Why won't any of you listen to me?! 339 00:19:03,269 --> 00:19:05,403 - Sir! - I'm begging you, please get... 340 00:19:05,505 --> 00:19:07,139 - Sir! - Listen! Listen to me! 341 00:19:07,205 --> 00:19:08,314 - Hey! Hey! - You! 342 00:19:08,362 --> 00:19:09,627 Hi! 343 00:19:10,409 --> 00:19:11,835 I'm listening. 344 00:19:12,178 --> 00:19:14,775 Were you a former participant? 345 00:19:15,174 --> 00:19:16,356 Um... 346 00:19:16,885 --> 00:19:19,186 Um, not me. My son, Jonah. 347 00:19:22,309 --> 00:19:24,677 If you don't mind me asking, what happened? 348 00:19:25,177 --> 00:19:26,377 Uh... 349 00:19:27,249 --> 00:19:28,449 Um... 350 00:19:28,518 --> 00:19:30,965 Well, before he came here, he was uh... 351 00:19:31,497 --> 00:19:33,490 Well, he was a little bit lost. 352 00:19:34,500 --> 00:19:35,700 Um... 353 00:19:36,970 --> 00:19:38,540 He begged us to pay for this place, 354 00:19:38,605 --> 00:19:39,881 thousands of dollars. 355 00:19:41,974 --> 00:19:43,642 But then, when he came home. 356 00:19:47,250 --> 00:19:49,184 He was so much worse. 357 00:19:50,716 --> 00:19:52,884 And what happened to your son? 358 00:19:54,220 --> 00:19:56,221 A month after he came here... 359 00:19:58,224 --> 00:20:00,525 He jumped off the Humber Bay bridge. 360 00:20:04,764 --> 00:20:06,331 I'm sorry. 361 00:20:19,942 --> 00:20:21,409 You know black don't crack, right? 362 00:20:21,458 --> 00:20:23,179 - Yeah. That's what they say. - That's what they say. 363 00:20:23,227 --> 00:20:24,310 - Come on. - Here, are you ready? 364 00:20:24,411 --> 00:20:25,711 - Come on! Yeah, let's go. Oh! - Oh! 365 00:20:26,238 --> 00:20:27,783 Oh, Dad, you gotta make it a little, 366 00:20:27,832 --> 00:20:29,009 you gotta make it a little more difficult. 367 00:20:29,057 --> 00:20:30,299 - Make it a little tougher. - You know, 368 00:20:30,348 --> 00:20:31,714 since you were a kid, I always let you win. 369 00:20:31,763 --> 00:20:33,330 Used to let me win? Oh, that's so sweet. 370 00:20:33,379 --> 00:20:34,780 - But not today, baby. - Not today? 371 00:20:35,044 --> 00:20:37,307 Bring your best. Come on, come on, come on. 372 00:20:37,356 --> 00:20:39,003 - No, no, no! - Oh! 373 00:20:39,052 --> 00:20:40,864 I'm gonna school you! Come on, son! Come on! 374 00:20:40,958 --> 00:20:43,113 Ha! Ha! Watch this, son! 375 00:20:43,230 --> 00:20:46,314 - You know that's a foul, right? - No, baby, that's game! 376 00:20:46,363 --> 00:20:47,838 Ugh! You know you used to be so much better 377 00:20:47,887 --> 00:20:49,881 at least hiding how badly you cheat. 378 00:20:50,103 --> 00:20:52,174 Come on now, take your beating like a man. 379 00:20:52,223 --> 00:20:54,277 All right, good game, Pops. 380 00:20:54,382 --> 00:20:55,883 Good game. 381 00:21:11,058 --> 00:21:12,636 You wanna know how an old man 382 00:21:12,685 --> 00:21:13,792 like me could take you? 383 00:21:13,841 --> 00:21:16,333 'Cause you cheat? 384 00:21:16,458 --> 00:21:18,526 Because now I'm finally living. 385 00:21:18,627 --> 00:21:20,528 And what exactly were you doing before? 386 00:21:20,583 --> 00:21:21,794 Paying bills. 387 00:21:21,951 --> 00:21:23,221 Working two jobs. 388 00:21:23,270 --> 00:21:24,837 Waking up at the crack of dawn 389 00:21:24,886 --> 00:21:26,703 and coming home in the dead of night. 390 00:21:26,861 --> 00:21:29,462 Now, I finally found my joy. 391 00:21:29,560 --> 00:21:31,661 - What's her name? - Mindy. 392 00:21:31,762 --> 00:21:33,714 Oh, she's something else! Woo! 393 00:21:33,763 --> 00:21:35,731 - I bet. - You got to see her, son. 394 00:21:35,832 --> 00:21:37,867 She makes a good ginger beer. 395 00:21:37,968 --> 00:21:39,755 Oh! I need you to water my plants. 396 00:21:39,911 --> 00:21:41,003 Where're you going? 397 00:21:41,052 --> 00:21:43,052 One of those all-inclusive resorts, 398 00:21:43,231 --> 00:21:44,874 and all the drinks are free! 399 00:21:44,923 --> 00:21:46,957 Okay, first of all, the drinks are not free, 400 00:21:47,006 --> 00:21:48,573 they're included in the thousands of dollars 401 00:21:48,622 --> 00:21:49,879 you pay for a vacation like that. 402 00:21:49,980 --> 00:21:51,681 And second, you really think it's a good idea 403 00:21:51,730 --> 00:21:52,963 to be going to a resort? 404 00:21:53,012 --> 00:21:55,347 At least I'm not going on a cruise. 405 00:21:55,552 --> 00:21:57,320 Communal spaces, buffets... 406 00:21:57,483 --> 00:21:59,645 Dad, you're seventy. 407 00:21:59,942 --> 00:22:01,464 One day it's the virus, 408 00:22:01,513 --> 00:22:02,925 the next day it's something else. 409 00:22:03,026 --> 00:22:05,027 I'm not gonna live in that fear, son. 410 00:22:05,128 --> 00:22:07,597 I spent my whole life waiting to shine. 411 00:22:07,698 --> 00:22:10,132 Yeah, whatever. 412 00:22:10,234 --> 00:22:11,801 What, Malik? 413 00:22:14,261 --> 00:22:15,928 - You gotta go back to work? - Yeah. 414 00:22:16,139 --> 00:22:17,966 Just check if you can get a refund 415 00:22:18,014 --> 00:22:19,364 on that cruise, all right? 416 00:22:19,412 --> 00:22:21,644 It's not a cruise! 417 00:22:23,927 --> 00:22:27,590 Shirley was the second person to commit suicide here. 418 00:22:28,885 --> 00:22:30,786 Did you know the success rate of Alcoholics Anonymous 419 00:22:30,835 --> 00:22:32,044 is five to ten percent? 420 00:22:32,093 --> 00:22:35,111 Meanwhile, Turning Tides's success rate is 85 percent. 421 00:22:36,116 --> 00:22:38,951 Okay. But I'm still gonna have to question your methods. 422 00:22:39,214 --> 00:22:40,982 I know my methods can't save everyone, 423 00:22:41,031 --> 00:22:42,531 but I won't turn anyone away, 424 00:22:42,633 --> 00:22:44,563 not even the lost causes. 425 00:22:44,831 --> 00:22:47,533 So Shirley and Jonah were lost causes? 426 00:22:47,672 --> 00:22:50,224 Most people leave here transformed for the better. 427 00:22:50,380 --> 00:22:51,473 At what cost? 428 00:22:51,521 --> 00:22:53,552 Because Shirley's husband said that 429 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,419 she took out $10,000 dollars before she died 430 00:22:56,676 --> 00:22:58,175 and he came here to talk to her about it, 431 00:22:58,224 --> 00:22:59,382 but you wouldn't let him in. 432 00:22:59,483 --> 00:23:00,888 Beyond the registration fee, 433 00:23:00,937 --> 00:23:02,337 I've never taken a cent from Shirley. 434 00:23:03,787 --> 00:23:05,621 If you really wanna know what we're doing here, 435 00:23:05,722 --> 00:23:07,121 observe. 436 00:23:07,424 --> 00:23:09,269 Thank you, but no. 437 00:23:09,669 --> 00:23:10,732 Hmm. 438 00:23:14,798 --> 00:23:16,255 Yes. 439 00:23:41,712 --> 00:23:44,126 I know some of you are still feeling uncertain 440 00:23:44,493 --> 00:23:46,080 because of the recent tragedy, 441 00:23:46,129 --> 00:23:48,764 and I want you all to know that this is still 442 00:23:48,865 --> 00:23:50,694 a very safe place. 443 00:23:50,969 --> 00:23:52,637 So... 444 00:23:52,903 --> 00:23:55,137 Who would like to come up and share? 445 00:23:59,242 --> 00:24:00,910 Tina? 446 00:24:11,626 --> 00:24:13,326 Why are you here? 447 00:24:14,497 --> 00:24:16,798 What do you wanna let go of? 448 00:24:18,036 --> 00:24:20,907 My mom, uh, was... 449 00:24:21,378 --> 00:24:24,223 Really verbally abusive when I was a kid. 450 00:24:25,227 --> 00:24:26,421 It was brutal. 451 00:24:26,571 --> 00:24:28,704 And I could never say anything back... 452 00:24:28,805 --> 00:24:30,306 Why not? 453 00:24:30,548 --> 00:24:31,782 Because she would... 454 00:24:31,898 --> 00:24:32,948 Yell more. 455 00:24:33,009 --> 00:24:35,274 I-I-I was afraid she was gonna beat me. 456 00:24:35,368 --> 00:24:37,179 Did she ever hit you? 457 00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:39,782 - No... - Then stop making excuses. 458 00:24:39,883 --> 00:24:41,332 I'm not. 459 00:24:41,464 --> 00:24:43,832 She squashed my spirit. 460 00:24:44,020 --> 00:24:46,798 Like I could never want anything for myself. 461 00:24:46,857 --> 00:24:48,764 I was, I was afraid it would be taken from me 462 00:24:48,813 --> 00:24:50,095 if I, if I spoke up, 463 00:24:50,143 --> 00:24:51,293 if I wanted anything... 464 00:24:51,395 --> 00:24:54,507 Grow up! 465 00:24:56,566 --> 00:24:58,548 Now you're crying. 466 00:24:59,572 --> 00:25:02,040 Stop blaming your mother. 467 00:25:04,074 --> 00:25:05,641 If you don't get what you want, 468 00:25:05,742 --> 00:25:07,410 whose fault is it? 469 00:25:07,511 --> 00:25:09,308 It's mine. 470 00:25:09,571 --> 00:25:10,712 Okay, stop! 471 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:12,081 Just, just... 472 00:25:12,182 --> 00:25:13,649 What are you...? 473 00:25:13,750 --> 00:25:15,217 You're retraumatizing her! 474 00:25:15,318 --> 00:25:16,782 If you don't agree with my methods, 475 00:25:16,831 --> 00:25:18,298 you're free to leave. 476 00:25:18,655 --> 00:25:20,776 In fact, all of you are. 477 00:25:21,892 --> 00:25:25,327 If anyone here still questions this process, 478 00:25:25,665 --> 00:25:27,407 please leave. 479 00:25:28,705 --> 00:25:30,149 Are you okay? 480 00:25:32,876 --> 00:25:35,356 You're saying... 481 00:25:35,405 --> 00:25:37,882 What you're saying is... 482 00:25:38,575 --> 00:25:41,092 I'm not that little girl... 483 00:25:41,474 --> 00:25:43,724 And my mother can't hurt me. 484 00:25:45,448 --> 00:25:46,836 That it's... 485 00:25:47,001 --> 00:25:48,813 It's my life. 486 00:25:49,753 --> 00:25:51,837 It's my life! 487 00:25:52,355 --> 00:25:54,900 It's my life. 488 00:26:04,189 --> 00:26:05,590 Here. 489 00:26:05,639 --> 00:26:07,239 Yeah. 490 00:26:07,471 --> 00:26:08,888 Now, listen. 491 00:26:09,113 --> 00:26:11,247 We're gonna be friends, all right? 492 00:26:11,475 --> 00:26:13,384 Just you and me. 493 00:26:13,484 --> 00:26:14,729 We're... 494 00:26:14,778 --> 00:26:16,329 Oh, hi. 495 00:26:17,380 --> 00:26:18,948 Hmm? 496 00:26:21,384 --> 00:26:23,220 Brush her, she likes it. 497 00:26:23,587 --> 00:26:25,187 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 498 00:26:25,288 --> 00:26:27,022 Is this part of my therapy? 499 00:26:27,123 --> 00:26:29,365 Not on your life. 500 00:26:29,626 --> 00:26:31,293 I'm only here for the horses. 501 00:26:31,394 --> 00:26:32,681 Mm. 502 00:26:33,161 --> 00:26:35,674 You know, they'll let you choose another horse. 503 00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:38,985 Yeah, I know, but uh... 504 00:26:39,736 --> 00:26:41,532 I don't wanna give up on her yet. 505 00:26:43,073 --> 00:26:45,079 Sometimes it's not a good fit. 506 00:26:45,128 --> 00:26:46,869 I've seen it happen. 507 00:26:47,310 --> 00:26:50,204 No connection, it's not working. 508 00:26:50,647 --> 00:26:53,437 Then they changes horses and... 509 00:26:54,084 --> 00:26:55,516 It's better. 510 00:26:55,868 --> 00:26:57,202 Oh. 511 00:26:58,989 --> 00:27:00,656 You're almost done here, right? 512 00:27:00,757 --> 00:27:01,993 Yeah. 513 00:27:02,181 --> 00:27:04,593 Time to start thinking about what comes next. 514 00:27:04,978 --> 00:27:06,834 Have you heard from Jenny? 515 00:27:07,249 --> 00:27:08,536 Uh, no. 516 00:27:08,631 --> 00:27:10,232 She never answered my letter. 517 00:27:12,252 --> 00:27:15,032 You know, we could use an extra hand around here. 518 00:27:16,457 --> 00:27:19,125 Would you consider staying on as staff? 519 00:27:21,212 --> 00:27:22,562 Yeah, sure. 520 00:27:22,732 --> 00:27:24,438 Well, I'll, I'll think about it. 521 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:33,000 _ 522 00:27:37,277 --> 00:27:38,511 Mac, look. 523 00:27:38,612 --> 00:27:41,047 I found it on Bunz. 524 00:27:42,950 --> 00:27:45,001 Bunz. It's like, uh, Kijiji for hipsters... 525 00:27:45,050 --> 00:27:46,686 you trade and shop with people online. 526 00:27:46,839 --> 00:27:48,135 Some guy found it in a dumpster, 527 00:27:48,183 --> 00:27:50,189 one block away from Randy Smith's house. 528 00:27:50,290 --> 00:27:51,823 - Nice work. - Thank you. 529 00:27:51,917 --> 00:27:53,133 And hey, I'm gonna find out about 530 00:27:53,182 --> 00:27:54,932 your Thursday thing, you know. 531 00:27:56,855 --> 00:27:58,422 - Waxing. - Oh. 532 00:27:58,518 --> 00:28:00,120 It's my waxing appointment. 533 00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:01,619 Okay, cool. 534 00:28:01,668 --> 00:28:03,302 Deflect. Yes, that's fine. 535 00:28:03,403 --> 00:28:04,759 Huh. 536 00:28:05,396 --> 00:28:07,045 There's our guy Andrew. 537 00:28:08,017 --> 00:28:09,307 And there's Randy. 538 00:28:09,395 --> 00:28:10,473 Where's your mask?! 539 00:28:10,522 --> 00:28:12,104 You-you-you're food is there. 540 00:28:12,276 --> 00:28:13,446 Yeah, I seen the food. 541 00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:15,594 - Wh-Where's your mask?! - Leave me alone! 542 00:28:15,643 --> 00:28:17,237 You filthy people and your viruses! 543 00:28:17,286 --> 00:28:20,190 - Hey, Hey! Easy... - And there's our knife. 544 00:28:20,753 --> 00:28:22,755 Hmm. And there's our defensive wounds. 545 00:28:25,413 --> 00:28:26,813 Help! 546 00:28:26,862 --> 00:28:28,926 Get out of here! You don't belong here! 547 00:28:28,975 --> 00:28:30,693 He ran him into traffic. 548 00:29:00,327 --> 00:29:01,661 - Hey. - Hey. 549 00:29:01,814 --> 00:29:03,600 - Hi. Uh, quick question. - Mm. 550 00:29:03,649 --> 00:29:06,799 What, uh, is your official policy on cell phones? 551 00:29:06,848 --> 00:29:07,907 No phones. 552 00:29:07,955 --> 00:29:09,530 Faye says interference from outside 553 00:29:09,579 --> 00:29:11,237 can make your "bloom" wither. 554 00:29:11,338 --> 00:29:12,705 Ah! Okay. 555 00:29:12,806 --> 00:29:14,860 Uh... oh, and what was, um, 556 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,194 Shirley's room number? 557 00:29:16,243 --> 00:29:18,128 Uh... number 11. 558 00:29:18,176 --> 00:29:19,549 Awesome. Thank you. 559 00:29:58,565 --> 00:29:59,949 I hope you get this. 560 00:30:00,006 --> 00:30:01,308 The signal here is crap. 561 00:30:01,534 --> 00:30:03,422 Girl, where do I begin! 562 00:30:03,523 --> 00:30:04,956 Okay, first, 563 00:30:05,066 --> 00:30:06,394 I'm finally leaving Victor. 564 00:30:06,495 --> 00:30:08,995 I called him today and told him that it's over. 565 00:30:09,148 --> 00:30:11,684 Nicole, it feels amazing! 566 00:30:11,733 --> 00:30:13,299 I feel like myself again, 567 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:15,668 and it's not just leaving Victor. 568 00:30:15,823 --> 00:30:17,385 I'm in love! 569 00:30:17,839 --> 00:30:19,157 We talk every night, 570 00:30:19,206 --> 00:30:21,329 and I tell him things I haven't told anyone. 571 00:30:21,378 --> 00:30:22,775 Uh, and he's gorgeous! 572 00:30:22,981 --> 00:30:24,648 Tall, beautiful eyes, 573 00:30:24,697 --> 00:30:26,735 and I don't even mind his beard! 574 00:30:27,049 --> 00:30:28,134 Bye! 575 00:30:55,386 --> 00:30:58,376 Breathe. 576 00:31:00,783 --> 00:31:02,317 Fareed! 577 00:32:26,093 --> 00:32:27,727 Need some help? 578 00:32:27,828 --> 00:32:29,629 Oh, hah. 579 00:32:29,730 --> 00:32:31,731 Yeah, actually, I do. I'm a... 580 00:32:32,178 --> 00:32:34,303 Little lost and the flashlights on these... 581 00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,797 That's why I always bring these, just in case. 582 00:32:40,274 --> 00:32:41,975 Is that uh... 583 00:32:42,474 --> 00:32:44,029 Is that poison ivy? 584 00:32:44,207 --> 00:32:46,398 Yeah, I stepped in some in the woods. 585 00:32:46,447 --> 00:32:47,543 Hmm. 586 00:32:47,787 --> 00:32:49,067 And when was that? 587 00:32:49,168 --> 00:32:51,905 Uh, I got claustrophobic a couple nights ago and... 588 00:32:52,186 --> 00:32:54,888 Snuck out for a walk, and a smoke. 589 00:32:55,186 --> 00:32:56,704 Was Shirley with you? 590 00:32:57,955 --> 00:32:59,489 She had poison ivy too. 591 00:32:59,590 --> 00:33:00,912 'Kay, it's not what you think. 592 00:33:00,961 --> 00:33:02,755 Well, what should I think, Fareed? 593 00:33:03,780 --> 00:33:05,495 'Kay, she followed me into the woods. 594 00:33:05,544 --> 00:33:06,683 'Kay, then she kissed me 595 00:33:06,732 --> 00:33:08,900 and she said that her husband knew and... 596 00:33:09,333 --> 00:33:11,595 She can't wait and we should leave that night. 597 00:33:12,896 --> 00:33:14,983 She kept talking about all these conversations 598 00:33:15,031 --> 00:33:16,240 that we had, we'd stay up late. 599 00:33:16,288 --> 00:33:18,395 And all the promises that I made to her. 600 00:33:19,009 --> 00:33:20,810 None of it was true. 601 00:33:21,013 --> 00:33:22,417 What do you mean? 602 00:33:22,475 --> 00:33:25,089 I never spoke to Shirley before that night. 603 00:33:39,734 --> 00:33:40,975 Ben? 604 00:33:41,156 --> 00:33:42,483 - Hey. - Hey. 605 00:33:42,531 --> 00:33:44,161 I'm Detective McAvoy. 606 00:33:44,300 --> 00:33:47,793 Um, I'm sure your dad would like for you to have this. 607 00:33:48,558 --> 00:33:50,482 - Thanks. - And just so you know, 608 00:33:50,538 --> 00:33:52,019 we have more than enough evidence to convict 609 00:33:52,067 --> 00:33:53,947 the man responsible for his death. 610 00:33:54,902 --> 00:33:58,035 My dad said he wanted my old bike back for exercise. 611 00:33:58,185 --> 00:34:00,320 He didn't tell you he was delivering food? 612 00:34:00,460 --> 00:34:02,246 He mentioned that some of his investments 613 00:34:02,294 --> 00:34:04,105 took a hit during the pandemic, but... 614 00:34:06,114 --> 00:34:08,269 He sent me tuition money last week. 615 00:34:09,974 --> 00:34:12,229 My guess is he wanted to protect you, 616 00:34:12,544 --> 00:34:13,845 let you focus on school. 617 00:34:13,997 --> 00:34:15,787 Who cares about a school? 618 00:34:16,082 --> 00:34:17,683 Some racist killed my dad. 619 00:34:17,731 --> 00:34:18,894 He was 65-years-old. 620 00:34:18,943 --> 00:34:21,128 He should've been retired, and now he's dead! 621 00:34:21,766 --> 00:34:24,534 65 years for what? 622 00:34:25,176 --> 00:34:27,424 To end up like this guy on the wall? 623 00:34:29,779 --> 00:34:31,447 Where's the fairness in that? 624 00:34:41,391 --> 00:34:43,958 Who were you talking to, Shirley? 625 00:35:16,493 --> 00:35:17,826 Hello? 626 00:35:21,417 --> 00:35:23,752 Uh, it's... it's Jenny Cooper. 627 00:35:23,852 --> 00:35:25,435 I'm the coroner. 628 00:35:26,169 --> 00:35:27,513 What's your name? 629 00:35:30,522 --> 00:35:32,031 Hello? 630 00:35:33,807 --> 00:35:35,446 Look, I just um... 631 00:35:36,021 --> 00:35:37,823 I just wanna know what happened. 632 00:35:38,271 --> 00:35:39,838 Okay... 633 00:36:01,408 --> 00:36:02,827 Oliver? 634 00:36:13,432 --> 00:36:15,100 Tell me how it started. 635 00:36:17,637 --> 00:36:18,915 One night... 636 00:36:18,995 --> 00:36:20,736 I heard her singing through the vent. 637 00:36:22,382 --> 00:36:23,883 I told her she had a great voice 638 00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:27,067 and it kinda just kept going from there. 639 00:36:38,124 --> 00:36:42,579 ? It is well ? 640 00:36:44,130 --> 00:36:48,658 ? With my soul ? 641 00:36:49,835 --> 00:36:52,889 ? It is well ? 642 00:36:52,992 --> 00:36:57,041 ? It is well with... ? 643 00:36:57,143 --> 00:37:00,466 ? My soul ? 644 00:37:03,182 --> 00:37:05,731 It's really cool how you sing to yourself every night. 645 00:37:06,819 --> 00:37:09,256 After hard days it picks me up. 646 00:37:11,857 --> 00:37:13,658 Do you ever feel like... 647 00:37:13,759 --> 00:37:16,926 You're defined by someone else's idea of you? 648 00:37:17,430 --> 00:37:18,930 What do you mean? 649 00:37:20,700 --> 00:37:23,861 Like the one person who's supposed to love you the most 650 00:37:24,170 --> 00:37:26,194 has no idea who you really are. 651 00:37:27,239 --> 00:37:28,626 Yeah... 652 00:37:29,026 --> 00:37:31,427 I know exactly what that's like. 653 00:37:33,279 --> 00:37:35,013 You know, 654 00:37:35,218 --> 00:37:36,985 let's forget this pity party. 655 00:37:37,034 --> 00:37:39,469 Um, if you could be anywhere right now, 656 00:37:39,518 --> 00:37:40,728 where would it be? 657 00:37:40,777 --> 00:37:41,903 Um... 658 00:37:41,952 --> 00:37:43,546 First place that comes to mind. 659 00:37:44,642 --> 00:37:45,946 The beach. 660 00:37:46,644 --> 00:37:48,712 I've always wanted to go to Hawaii! 661 00:37:48,761 --> 00:37:50,762 We should go and learn how to surf. 662 00:37:50,915 --> 00:37:52,994 And only have drinks with umbrellas. 663 00:37:54,456 --> 00:37:56,290 That'd be great. 664 00:37:59,270 --> 00:38:01,171 Tell me who you are. 665 00:38:03,210 --> 00:38:04,665 Um... 666 00:38:05,644 --> 00:38:07,912 You'll know me when you see me. 667 00:38:15,649 --> 00:38:18,900 We would have mellow conversations, at first. 668 00:38:19,969 --> 00:38:22,016 And then it turned into something more? 669 00:38:22,382 --> 00:38:24,163 It just got too personal. 670 00:38:28,719 --> 00:38:30,620 I can't talk about it. 671 00:38:31,017 --> 00:38:32,123 Come on, Shirley. 672 00:38:32,172 --> 00:38:33,946 You know you can tell me anything. 673 00:38:35,474 --> 00:38:36,767 I've... 674 00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:38,762 Never had an orgasm. 675 00:38:39,185 --> 00:38:41,772 - You mean your husband never... - Never. 676 00:38:42,782 --> 00:38:44,215 Did you ever talk to him about it? 677 00:38:44,264 --> 00:38:45,384 I tried... 678 00:38:45,923 --> 00:38:47,455 And then he tried, but... 679 00:38:47,697 --> 00:38:49,209 it didn't happen. 680 00:38:49,774 --> 00:38:52,609 Then he shut down, I shut down, 681 00:38:52,710 --> 00:38:55,256 and after, we pretended everything was fine. 682 00:38:55,837 --> 00:38:58,046 That's what he would always say, we're fine. 683 00:38:59,322 --> 00:39:02,090 But I want more than fine, dammit! 684 00:39:04,303 --> 00:39:07,172 I want more than fine. 685 00:39:10,276 --> 00:39:11,652 God... 686 00:39:12,314 --> 00:39:13,835 Would you listen to me. 687 00:39:13,884 --> 00:39:15,140 Faye was right, I'm pathetic. 688 00:39:15,189 --> 00:39:16,788 No, don't listen to Faye. 689 00:39:16,837 --> 00:39:18,668 That's her thing, to break you down, 690 00:39:18,717 --> 00:39:20,574 make you feel small. 691 00:39:20,853 --> 00:39:23,855 Shirley, you are not small. You're immense. 692 00:39:23,956 --> 00:39:25,275 Immensely wonderful, 693 00:39:25,323 --> 00:39:26,939 and smart, and hilarious, 694 00:39:26,987 --> 00:39:28,193 - and fun. - Stop. Please. 695 00:39:28,294 --> 00:39:30,470 No, no, no, it's true. 696 00:39:30,561 --> 00:39:32,262 You're the best thing about this whole place, 697 00:39:32,363 --> 00:39:34,661 and I can tell that through a stupid vent. 698 00:39:34,999 --> 00:39:36,400 It's just... 699 00:39:37,063 --> 00:39:39,019 I've been so lonely... 700 00:39:39,900 --> 00:39:41,490 For years. 701 00:39:42,963 --> 00:39:45,267 Sometimes it's so heavy 702 00:39:46,243 --> 00:39:48,767 I can't even get out of bed in the morning. 703 00:39:50,172 --> 00:39:51,939 I feel like I have no one. 704 00:39:53,039 --> 00:39:54,640 You have me. 705 00:39:58,990 --> 00:40:00,246 Yeah... 706 00:40:01,501 --> 00:40:02,915 I do. 707 00:40:06,518 --> 00:40:08,336 I knew it had gone too far, 708 00:40:08,393 --> 00:40:10,297 but by then it was too late. 709 00:40:10,452 --> 00:40:11,904 Gah! 710 00:40:12,321 --> 00:40:13,837 Please don't do this! 711 00:40:13,885 --> 00:40:15,517 Don't push me away, Fareed. 712 00:40:15,642 --> 00:40:16,788 What? 713 00:40:16,836 --> 00:40:17,963 What're you talking about? 714 00:40:18,072 --> 00:40:20,103 I'm sorry I followed you into the woods... 715 00:40:20,183 --> 00:40:21,478 - Oh no... - I just... 716 00:40:21,526 --> 00:40:23,400 Shirley, what did you do? 717 00:40:23,449 --> 00:40:24,783 I know you're scared, 718 00:40:24,831 --> 00:40:26,968 and you have a lot to lose, I do too. 719 00:40:27,219 --> 00:40:28,908 But, but I already told Victor. 720 00:40:29,016 --> 00:40:30,750 I already got the money. 721 00:40:30,827 --> 00:40:32,795 It's time for our new beginning. 722 00:40:34,959 --> 00:40:36,244 I... 723 00:40:36,362 --> 00:40:38,261 I don't think I can do this. 724 00:40:39,939 --> 00:40:41,304 What? 725 00:40:41,499 --> 00:40:42,665 I can't! 726 00:40:42,713 --> 00:40:44,890 I can't do this anymore, Shirley! 727 00:40:44,939 --> 00:40:46,440 I can't! 728 00:40:46,806 --> 00:40:49,773 I blew up my whole life for you! 729 00:41:01,118 --> 00:41:03,640 I didn't mean for Shirley to hurt herself. 730 00:41:03,689 --> 00:41:05,930 It wasn't supposed to be real. 731 00:41:07,402 --> 00:41:09,401 Well, it was real for Shirley. 732 00:41:25,456 --> 00:41:28,392 - Hey, Pop! - Hey! 733 00:41:29,679 --> 00:41:31,580 Twice in one week. What's... 734 00:41:31,681 --> 00:41:33,516 What's going on? 735 00:41:34,695 --> 00:41:36,362 What? 736 00:41:37,354 --> 00:41:39,355 - What's this? - For your trip. 737 00:41:39,456 --> 00:41:41,824 There's another one in there for Mindy. 738 00:41:41,977 --> 00:41:43,095 So all of a sudden, 739 00:41:43,143 --> 00:41:44,705 you don't have a problem with my vacation? 740 00:41:44,754 --> 00:41:45,822 I don't wanna be the one, 741 00:41:45,870 --> 00:41:47,396 that stops you from shining, Pops. 742 00:41:47,497 --> 00:41:48,705 All right! 743 00:41:50,634 --> 00:41:51,801 Ungh! 744 00:42:56,099 --> 00:42:57,666 Who is it? 745 00:42:59,254 --> 00:43:00,454 It's Jenny. 746 00:43:14,950 --> 00:43:18,950 synced & corrected by PopcornAWH www.addic7ed.com