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? Little bird, little bird

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When a virus finds
its way into our bodies...

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...our immune system
unleashes an attack.

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It puts up a good fight
and then stands down.

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Or at least that's
what it's supposed to do.

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Sometimes the system works so hard

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that it goes completely off the rails.

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Immune cells start attacking
healthy tissue.

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They flood the lungs, clot the blood,

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cause vessels to leak,
and shut down organs.

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Our own body wreaks havoc on itself.

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It's called the cytokine storm.

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And it takes a miracle to stop it.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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Okay, better lung sounds than yesterday,

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and your inflammatory markers
are decreasing.

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But, uh, how do you feel?

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Like I've been asleep
for a week or a month.

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It's like that
whether you have COVID or not.

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You've been mostly asleep
for eight days.

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Oof.

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How are the kids?

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Have they been a lot? Be honest.

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This week?

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Ellis is leaving dishes
all over the house.

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Bailey is mad that he can't fly.

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And Zola's teacher has asked

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that Zola stop correcting her.

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When can I leave?

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Your oxygen requirements are decreasing,

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so if they continue in that direction,

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we could probably discharge you
within a week.

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I'll be back in an hour
to run another ABG, okay?

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Take a deep breath for me,
there, Shanice.

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Good. Another one.

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I didn't want anyone to get hurt.

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Hush, sweetie. You are brave.

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You are a hero.

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Rescue someone, did you?

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Herself and her friend.

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From a fire? That's incredible.

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By starting a fire.

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Some animal kidnapped them
and locked them up in his house.

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It was the only way they could get out.

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Oh, my God. That's...

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Oh, my God.

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Jada Williams. Smoke inhalation,

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second degree burns to the left hand.

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- Jada! Are you okay?
- Where's your mother?

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They took her. They arrested her!

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- Wait, why would they...
- Montgomery from 19

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said there was an altercation
with police at the scene.

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- Obviously some mix-up.
- It's okay.

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It's a mistake, okay?
They'll let her out.

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Where's your father?
Did your mother call him?

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He went to see my grandma in Nevada.

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She wouldn't stop going out
in public without a mask.

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Okay. We'll figure it out.

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- We'll be okay.
- Schmitt, get her a chest X-ray

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and page Avery to come
and have a look at this hand.

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Hey.

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Did we have a date
and I forgot about it?

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Mer's awake.

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Really? That's incredible!

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We weaned her off of high flow O2.

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Her PaO2 is 88.

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She even laughed!

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She's awake! God!

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That sounded a little crazy.

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But it's just been so dark around here.

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I hear you.

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But you're still shining on my end.

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Aww.

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Where are you? Oh, I'm in my car,

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in a-a grocery store parking lot.

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Mm-hmm. Oh, my God.

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There is another woman, isn't there?

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You know, I, uh, hate for you
to find out this way,

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but, you know, I'm just not cut out

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for the whole long-distance thing.

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Yeah, well, it was nice while it lasted.

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I'm so happy about Meredith.

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Truly.

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Now let me go buy my eggs.

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Okay.

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Evening rounds was uneventful.

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But Ms. Fisher complained of a
tenderness around the incision.

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Okay. I'll check on her
as soon as I can.

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Uh, Wilson, I know you've
taken on some of Grey's cases,

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and now with Bailey's mother passing...

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I'm asking a lot of you.

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Well, she's awake now.

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But she still needs time to recover.

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Right. Just wishful thinking.

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Yeah. Um... Oh, uh, uh, sir,

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w-when you have a minute, I was
wondering if I could talk to you

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about something

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that I am considering...

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...um, career-wise.

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Oh, damn it.

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Oh, well, it doesn't have to be now.

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I'm sure that you are dying to go home.

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No one's leaving here tonight.

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Pierce.

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What? No Magpie?

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You said you hate my nicknames.

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Which only seemed to increase
your pleasure in using them.

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Alright.

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Deep breath.

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Alright. Still diminished,

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but decent.

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Who slapped you with the happy stick?

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Meredith's awake.

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Oh.

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Maybe I won't die alone and forgotten.

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I'm basing my chances
of beating this thing

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on Grey pulling through.

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She's a lot, uh, feistier.

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And younger.

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Ouch.

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I'm gonna come check on you in an hour.

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Try to get some rest.

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I literally have no choice.

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Know any good jokes?

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Me neither.

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Hey. Great news about Meredith.

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Yeah. Great.

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Listen up. Seattle Pres
has reached capacity.

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Which means we should expect to receive

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about twice the patients per day.

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We are activating
surge capacity protocol.

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Hey, I'm not happy about it, either.

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We need to double up
on every room we can.

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We are converting this cafeteria
to COVID overflow tonight.

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We need all available hands,
including residents.

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You will now take care
of COVID patients.

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So, call home, make arrangements,

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check your inboxes for assignments.

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Thank you.

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I didn't get an e-mail.

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Because you're not supposed to
be here. You should be at home.

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I'm not exposing my kids to COVID

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the week they lost their grandma.

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Then go to a hotel.

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You told me you couldn't leave
this place when it needed you.

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Well, neither can I.

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Fine.

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Patient transfer.

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Bailey, if you need to leave

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to go home... I won't.

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We want to do a chest X-ray

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to make sure the smoke
didn't damage your lungs, okay?

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Shouldn't take long.

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We're gonna have to do
the same for you, too.

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Let me just finish this hand first.

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I pushed on the vent thing to get out,

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but the fire made it really hot.

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- Stupid.
- Hello?

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No, no. It sounds smart.

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Sure. Hold on. Let me ask.

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This is Jada's father. Can they talk?

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Of course. I'm almost done here.

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I-I'm so sorry.

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Daddy, I'm... I'm so sorry.

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We didn't mean to do anything bad.

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Any word on the mother?
Can't believe they arrested her.

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Nothing yet,

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but we need to get them
transferred upstairs.

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What? Now? We've only just
gotten them anywhere near calm.

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They're bringing the kidnapper here,

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and Montgomery said
that he is belligerent.

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Absolutely not. We're not
bringing him to this hospital.

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I'm as against it as you are.

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But Seattle Pres has closed their doors,

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and he has to go somewhere.

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Okay. Sats are incredible.

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Must be able to
do those in your sleep by now.

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Sleep? What sleep?

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Kidding. I've been getting sleep.

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How are my patients doing?

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Okay, Randall, Thompson, and Patel...

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they were all discharged.
They recovered.

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Walker?

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Did his son get to see him at least?

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He barely made it in time, but yeah.

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Wish I could help.

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If it's any consolation,

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I've been working here every single day,

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and I don't really feel like
I'm much help, either.

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Look, I really hate to go, but...

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No. Go. It's okay.

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Hey.

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It's really good to hear your voice.

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Fire marshal says no more than 30 beds.

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Has Supply brought down
the pulse oxes yet?

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Yes, they're being delivered
as we speak.

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And we got an additional
four high flows.

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How?

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We lost the patients
who were using them.

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Helm!

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You have just put the monitor
in the wrong place,

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and now we're gonna have wires and cords

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running along the patient's bed,

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which has created a hazard,

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not only for a seriously ill patient,

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but also for the staff.

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I'm sorry. I didn't realize...

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I guess you didn't "realize"

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that you put the medical waste bin

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too far away from
the hand sanitizer dispenser.

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So if I'm examining a patient,

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that means that I have to cross the room

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to dispose of the medical
supplies, recross the room,

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sanitize my hands,

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which means you have
doubled my exposure time

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and wasted my time.

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So fix this station and fix
the other three stations.

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Actually, you know what?
Find someone else to do it,

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because you've just proven

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why we haven't let residents
actually do anything.

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Dr. Altman.

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Can I help you?

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Can I send Dr. Helm upstairs

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to help out on the COVID floor?

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Bailey's asking for reinforcements.

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I don't care.

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Charge to 200.

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Clear.

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Charge to 300.

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Clear.

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Time of death, 2:13.

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I didn't even know his whole name.

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Do you want to?

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His wife would call him every day.

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She'd talk his ear off
on the speaker phone.

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I don't speak Spanish,
but I could hear kids playing.

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Maybe grandkids.

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I could hear his wife crying.

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And then she would force a laugh.

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And sometimes his eyes were open.

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And... he would force a smile,

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you know, when she would force a laugh

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'cause he was trying to take
care of her through the phone.

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His first name is Hector.

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And yes, I'd like to know his last name

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for my prayers, please.

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Martinez.

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Hector Martinez.

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Is Grey still awake?

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Yes.

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Yeah, she's still awake.

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Alright.

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Alright, we got the girls upstairs,

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so the coast is clear down here
for... Satan's arrival.

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Do they know what this guy was doing?

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Is he, like, a serial killer?
In a pandemic?

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Sex trafficking is more likely.
The house they burned down

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could have been a way station
or the destination.

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I don't want to be
anywhere near this guy.

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45-year-old male
involved in a house fire.

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Smoke inhalation, burns to the left arm.

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Vitals are stable.

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The victims are safe, Montgomery.

264
00:12:00,318 --> 00:12:01,995
You mean the girls
who broke into my house

265
00:12:02,019 --> 00:12:03,097
and set fire to it?

266
00:12:03,121 --> 00:12:04,398
They could have burned alive in there.

267
00:12:04,422 --> 00:12:07,034
- He's human garbage.
- Get these cuffs off me!

268
00:12:07,058 --> 00:12:08,502
I want my lawyer. Now.

269
00:12:08,526 --> 00:12:10,037
He's also gonna say that a lot.
Good luck.

270
00:12:10,061 --> 00:12:11,372
We've already informed security.

271
00:12:11,396 --> 00:12:13,006
Let's get him to trauma one.

272
00:12:15,066 --> 00:12:16,844
- Ma'am?
- What happened to the guy

273
00:12:16,868 --> 00:12:18,746
who just came out
of the ambulance? Is he okay?

274
00:12:18,770 --> 00:12:21,181
Ma'am, you can't be out here
without a a mask.

275
00:12:21,205 --> 00:12:22,916
Okay, yeah. Thank you very much.

276
00:12:22,940 --> 00:12:25,919
I just, um... I'm a little... out of it.

277
00:12:25,943 --> 00:12:28,021
I just was mugged, and, um,

278
00:12:28,045 --> 00:12:30,090
the guy, he... he shoved me
and took my purse,

279
00:12:30,114 --> 00:12:31,358
and I hit my head, I think.

280
00:12:31,382 --> 00:12:34,195
You'd think people would
behave better in a pandemic.

281
00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:37,598
Come on. Follow me.
I'll get you checked out.

282
00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:47,123
So, I made a few calls,

283
00:12:47,152 --> 00:12:49,138
and my attorney's looking into
your mother's arrest.

284
00:12:49,162 --> 00:12:50,806
We should know more pretty soon.

285
00:12:50,830 --> 00:12:52,208
- Code Blue, Room 5260.
- Room 5260 coding. Let's go.

286
00:12:52,232 --> 00:12:53,876
It's okay.

287
00:12:53,900 --> 00:12:55,244
I know it may not sound like it,

288
00:12:55,268 --> 00:12:57,713
but you're safe here, Jada.
You are, okay?

289
00:12:57,737 --> 00:12:59,415
We are gonna get
your mother out of there.

290
00:12:59,439 --> 00:13:00,883
She didn't...

291
00:13:00,907 --> 00:13:03,057
She didn't do anything wrong.

292
00:13:04,010 --> 00:13:05,888
She was just scared...

293
00:13:05,912 --> 00:13:08,724
trying to protect us.

294
00:13:08,748 --> 00:13:10,693
We never should have
met up with a stranger.

295
00:13:10,717 --> 00:13:11,727
It was so dumb.

296
00:13:11,751 --> 00:13:13,062
He's the bad guy here, not you.

297
00:13:13,086 --> 00:13:15,331
You're 13 years old, Jada.

298
00:13:15,355 --> 00:13:18,701
You should be allowed to make
a few mistakes and survive them.

299
00:13:18,725 --> 00:13:20,736
That's kind of what growing up
is all about.

300
00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,406
When I was 15 years old,
took my mother's car.

301
00:13:23,430 --> 00:13:24,941
Didn't have a driver's license yet.

302
00:13:24,965 --> 00:13:27,076
Picked up my buddies, driving
around, trying to show off,

303
00:13:27,100 --> 00:13:29,879
spin the tires, you know, burn rubber.

304
00:13:29,903 --> 00:13:32,014
Caught a patch of ice. Crashed sideways.

305
00:13:32,038 --> 00:13:34,964
Could have killed everyone
'cause I did something stupid.

306
00:13:35,775 --> 00:13:37,884
Still ended up being a doctor.

307
00:13:38,611 --> 00:13:39,922
You made a mistake.

308
00:13:39,946 --> 00:13:42,305
You learned from it, right?

309
00:13:42,949 --> 00:13:44,827
What that guy did, that was no mistake.

310
00:13:44,851 --> 00:13:46,062
He did that on purpose.

311
00:13:46,086 --> 00:13:47,977
So he's the one that we're mad at.

312
00:13:48,421 --> 00:13:49,498
You want to be mad at somebody,

313
00:13:49,522 --> 00:13:51,439
be mad at him, not yourself.

314
00:13:51,758 --> 00:13:53,869
Okay.

315
00:13:59,933 --> 00:14:01,811
Can you at least loosen
these damn things?

316
00:14:01,835 --> 00:14:03,412
If you would calm down and stop moving,

317
00:14:03,436 --> 00:14:04,580
it might not bother you so much,

318
00:14:04,604 --> 00:14:05,848
and it would help me
to work on your arm.

319
00:14:05,872 --> 00:14:08,617
Oh, they burned down my house,
and I got arrested.

320
00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:10,042
Would you be calm?

321
00:14:12,145 --> 00:14:14,256
Oh, don't tell me you believe them.

322
00:14:14,280 --> 00:14:17,793
Sir, not only do I believe them,
but I'm amazed by them.

323
00:14:17,817 --> 00:14:20,385
They are resourceful,
powerful, brilliant.

324
00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:22,098
You know, my own sister

325
00:14:22,122 --> 00:14:24,533
was taken hostage by scumbags like you.

326
00:14:24,557 --> 00:14:25,901
She was held for 10 years.

327
00:14:25,925 --> 00:14:28,137
And these girls, they got
themselves out in one night,

328
00:14:28,161 --> 00:14:29,605
and they risked their lives to do it.

329
00:14:29,629 --> 00:14:32,942
Now, it is my job to repair
your lungs and your skin,

330
00:14:32,966 --> 00:14:36,779
and I need your cooperation to
do that, but your life, Bob...

331
00:14:36,803 --> 00:14:38,914
your life will be spent behind bars.

332
00:14:38,938 --> 00:14:40,950
And your soul?

333
00:14:40,974 --> 00:14:43,219
There is nothing
anyone can do to save that.

334
00:14:43,243 --> 00:14:44,687
You're the devil's barbecue, Bob,

335
00:14:44,711 --> 00:14:46,989
so get used to the smell
of burning flesh.

336
00:14:47,013 --> 00:14:49,325
Get me another doctor.

337
00:14:49,349 --> 00:14:51,093
I want another doctor!

338
00:14:51,117 --> 00:14:52,828
I've been through enough...

339
00:14:52,852 --> 00:14:55,765
without... hav...

340
00:14:58,691 --> 00:15:01,134
Okay, dramatic move, Bob.

341
00:15:02,328 --> 00:15:05,107
Let's call a stroke alert
and have CT on standby.

342
00:15:05,131 --> 00:15:07,176
Code stroke, emergency room.
Code stroke, emergency room.

343
00:15:07,200 --> 00:15:09,078
Doesn't look like you sustained
any serious injuries

344
00:15:09,102 --> 00:15:10,146
from your fall.

345
00:15:10,170 --> 00:15:11,347
Code stroke, emergency room.

346
00:15:11,371 --> 00:15:13,049
Um, what's... What's going on in there?

347
00:15:13,073 --> 00:15:14,076
Let's get ready to move him.

348
00:15:14,107 --> 00:15:15,618
Ugh. You don't want to know.

349
00:15:17,577 --> 00:15:19,121
Anything else hurting you?

350
00:15:19,145 --> 00:15:20,820
Any soreness or...

351
00:15:21,681 --> 00:15:24,093
Have someone from neuro meet me in CT.

352
00:15:24,117 --> 00:15:26,462
He has slurred speech
and focal deficits.

353
00:15:26,486 --> 00:15:28,578
Possible stroke. Let's go.

354
00:15:29,749 --> 00:15:31,026
Ma'am?

355
00:15:31,257 --> 00:15:33,002
Oh. Sorry.

356
00:15:33,026 --> 00:15:34,470
Been alone for months.

357
00:15:34,494 --> 00:15:36,105
I'm not used to all this activity.

358
00:15:36,129 --> 00:15:38,040
Um, can I...

359
00:15:38,064 --> 00:15:39,375
Where is your restroom?

360
00:15:39,399 --> 00:15:41,043
Oh, yeah, it's just around the corner.

361
00:15:41,067 --> 00:15:42,244
Thanks.

362
00:15:47,607 --> 00:15:49,885
Uh, you can go.

363
00:15:51,311 --> 00:15:52,988
It got you, too, huh?

364
00:15:53,012 --> 00:15:55,891
Like an 18-wheeler on a sheet of ice.

365
00:15:55,915 --> 00:15:57,893
But I, uh...

366
00:15:57,917 --> 00:15:59,895
I just wanted to see for myself

367
00:15:59,919 --> 00:16:01,730
that it's possible to beat this thing.

368
00:16:01,754 --> 00:16:03,399
Almost beat it.

369
00:16:03,423 --> 00:16:05,935
You know how many rules
you're breaking right now?

370
00:16:05,959 --> 00:16:09,538
I really just wanted to be in
a room where no one was dying.

371
00:16:11,197 --> 00:16:13,375
'Cause everyone's dying.

372
00:16:22,008 --> 00:16:23,941
I won't tell if you don't.

373
00:16:31,985 --> 00:16:33,229
Whatcha got?

374
00:16:33,253 --> 00:16:34,897
I didn't mean for them to page you.

375
00:16:34,921 --> 00:16:35,965
If you need to be with Meredith...

376
00:16:35,989 --> 00:16:38,567
I want to be wherever I can help
and save lives,

377
00:16:38,591 --> 00:16:40,669
so it is your guy's lucky day.

378
00:16:40,693 --> 00:16:43,139
Well, slurred speech,
slight droop in the face,

379
00:16:43,163 --> 00:16:44,874
left-sided weakness
in the arms and legs.

380
00:16:44,898 --> 00:16:48,077
He was also just arrested for
kidnapping two teenage girls,

381
00:16:48,101 --> 00:16:49,945
possibly trafficking.

382
00:16:49,969 --> 00:16:52,214
I'm not sure that this is a life
you're looking to save.

383
00:16:52,238 --> 00:16:55,206
I've already said a few things to
this guy that could get me fired.

384
00:16:56,142 --> 00:16:58,354
Well, then...

385
00:16:58,378 --> 00:16:59,722
I guess I am his best chance

386
00:16:59,746 --> 00:17:02,458
at living long enough
that he will rot in prison.

387
00:17:02,482 --> 00:17:04,326
Silver lining?

388
00:17:05,752 --> 00:17:07,902
Okay, looks like an ischemic stroke.

389
00:17:08,655 --> 00:17:10,966
Let's start alteplase and get a CTA.

390
00:17:10,990 --> 00:17:13,068
- Okay.
- Mm-hmm.

391
00:17:21,467 --> 00:17:23,112
Ah, Bailey. Good.

392
00:17:23,136 --> 00:17:24,813
Uh, Abrams and Richardson are settled,

393
00:17:24,837 --> 00:17:26,682
and I want to wait
on Lottman's ABG results.

394
00:17:26,706 --> 00:17:28,364
Make sure she's stable.

395
00:17:29,609 --> 00:17:32,910
Um, DeLuca, can you
get Mr. Franklin settled?

396
00:17:33,780 --> 00:17:35,121
Dr. Bailey?

397
00:17:36,182 --> 00:17:39,128
Uh, my mom died in that room last night.

398
00:17:39,152 --> 00:17:41,030
I just need a minute.

399
00:17:44,624 --> 00:17:46,435
- Dr. Bailey...
- Hmm.

400
00:17:46,459 --> 00:17:48,437
...you're super human.

401
00:17:48,461 --> 00:17:49,672
You know that, right?

402
00:17:49,696 --> 00:17:51,173
You got an ability to cut through crap

403
00:17:51,197 --> 00:17:53,576
unlike anyone I have ever seen.

404
00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:56,976
You're a world-class surgeon
and an even better boss.

405
00:17:57,470 --> 00:17:59,582
So please don't mistake this
as disrespect

406
00:17:59,607 --> 00:18:01,218
when I say...

407
00:18:01,243 --> 00:18:03,087
go away.

408
00:18:03,209 --> 00:18:04,859
Go home.

409
00:18:05,775 --> 00:18:07,122
At the very least, go to your office

410
00:18:07,146 --> 00:18:09,191
and scream, break something.
I don't know.

411
00:18:09,215 --> 00:18:11,782
Just take more than a minute.

412
00:18:12,485 --> 00:18:16,565
Because, yes, even super humans
need more than a minute

413
00:18:16,589 --> 00:18:19,999
to grieve the loss of the person
that made them who they are.

414
00:18:20,793 --> 00:18:22,371
We got this.

415
00:18:24,063 --> 00:18:26,075
Go away.

416
00:18:32,205 --> 00:18:34,516
Okay. How we doing here?

417
00:18:41,862 --> 00:18:43,523
Fluoro.

418
00:18:46,886 --> 00:18:50,566
He's got a clot
in his middle cerebral artery.

419
00:18:53,194 --> 00:18:55,243
Are the girls he hurt okay?

420
00:18:55,663 --> 00:18:58,542
I mean... okay as they can be?

421
00:18:58,566 --> 00:19:00,544
I hope so, but I cannot imagine.

422
00:19:00,568 --> 00:19:02,213
Was the world always this messed up

423
00:19:02,237 --> 00:19:04,949
and we just didn't pay attention
'cause we didn't have kids yet?

424
00:19:04,973 --> 00:19:06,517
Yeah, I notice more now.

425
00:19:06,541 --> 00:19:09,340
I just want to hug Scout
and never let go.

426
00:19:09,911 --> 00:19:12,590
You know, after drenching myself
in sanitizer.

427
00:19:14,516 --> 00:19:17,431
You know, I can't even go home
to hug Allison and Leo.

428
00:19:17,986 --> 00:19:21,310
They're staying at my mom's,
and I see them on video chat.

429
00:19:21,789 --> 00:19:24,101
It is a special kind of torture.

430
00:19:24,125 --> 00:19:25,936
Sensory deprivation.

431
00:19:25,960 --> 00:19:27,275
I just...

432
00:19:27,929 --> 00:19:30,960
Ugh. I just want to smell them
and hold them.

433
00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,412
Well, at least I have a pandemic
to keep me occupied.

434
00:19:34,436 --> 00:19:35,613
That's dark.

435
00:19:35,637 --> 00:19:37,281
You know, when all this started,

436
00:19:37,305 --> 00:19:39,350
I treated it like it was a war,
like we were all this together,

437
00:19:39,374 --> 00:19:41,185
but we're not in this together.
Not even close.

438
00:19:41,209 --> 00:19:43,988
I mean, some of us
are risking our lives,

439
00:19:44,012 --> 00:19:46,891
missing our families,
sacrificing everything, and why?

440
00:19:46,915 --> 00:19:49,360
So other people can just keep
finding ways to hurt each other?

441
00:19:49,384 --> 00:19:51,529
I mean, kidnapping teenagers
during a pandemic?

442
00:19:51,553 --> 00:19:52,963
Don't even get me started

443
00:19:52,987 --> 00:19:55,433
on all those people
who are partying without masks.

444
00:19:55,457 --> 00:19:57,368
I think you said those things
in the wrong order.

445
00:19:57,392 --> 00:19:59,226
I'm not so sure.

446
00:20:02,564 --> 00:20:03,874
It's a fact, huh?

447
00:20:03,898 --> 00:20:06,110
Yes. Neurosurgeons are the best lovers

448
00:20:06,134 --> 00:20:07,478
of all the surgeons.

449
00:20:07,502 --> 00:20:10,381
It's the attention
to the smallest of details.

450
00:20:10,405 --> 00:20:12,516
We know about, uh, pleasure centers.

451
00:20:12,540 --> 00:20:15,152
Okay. It's been very nice
having you stop by.

452
00:20:15,176 --> 00:20:17,521
You're welcome to prove me wrong.

453
00:20:17,545 --> 00:20:18,556
Ortho?

454
00:20:18,580 --> 00:20:20,024
Forget about it. No finesse.

455
00:20:20,048 --> 00:20:21,525
Anesthesiology?

456
00:20:21,549 --> 00:20:24,795
Snooze. Literally.

457
00:20:26,421 --> 00:20:29,834
If this thing ever ends,
I am creating a dating app

458
00:20:29,858 --> 00:20:31,802
for women who want to date
a neurosurgeon,

459
00:20:31,826 --> 00:20:33,504
and that would be me.

460
00:20:33,528 --> 00:20:34,705
Let's go, let's go, let's go!

461
00:20:34,729 --> 00:20:37,007
Code Blue, room 4850.

462
00:20:37,031 --> 00:20:40,578
Code Blue, room 4850.

463
00:20:40,602 --> 00:20:43,214
You know, you don't realize how
addicted you are to saving lives

464
00:20:43,238 --> 00:20:44,810
until you can't.

465
00:20:45,507 --> 00:20:47,271
I realized it.

466
00:20:49,277 --> 00:20:50,621
How hilarious is it

467
00:20:50,645 --> 00:20:55,526
that the best and second-best
surgeons in this joint

468
00:20:55,550 --> 00:20:56,727
caught the plague?

469
00:20:56,751 --> 00:20:58,729
You're not the second-best surgeon here.

470
00:20:58,753 --> 00:21:01,632
You might be top five.

471
00:21:01,656 --> 00:21:03,701
Wait. Wait, you...

472
00:21:03,725 --> 00:21:05,936
You thought I put you at number one?

473
00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:08,906
Oh, that is... That is so sad.

474
00:21:08,930 --> 00:21:11,175
How many Catherine Fox Awards
do you have?

475
00:21:11,199 --> 00:21:13,444
How many Catherine Foxes have you saved?

476
00:21:15,637 --> 00:21:17,134
Good one.

477
00:21:17,906 --> 00:21:20,017
I can't believe we lost another one.

478
00:21:20,041 --> 00:21:21,452
We did our best.

479
00:21:31,786 --> 00:21:34,298
Six more beds, nine more vital monitors,

480
00:21:34,322 --> 00:21:37,234
and we will meet protocol standards.

481
00:21:37,258 --> 00:21:38,569
Nice work, Altman.

482
00:21:38,593 --> 00:21:41,472
It'll fill up before we know it,
but I guess it's something.

483
00:21:41,496 --> 00:21:43,607
Well, when I said not everyone
would be needed here,

484
00:21:43,631 --> 00:21:44,675
I meant it.

485
00:21:44,699 --> 00:21:46,443
If you need to take personal time.

486
00:21:46,467 --> 00:21:47,478
That's a joke, right?

487
00:21:47,502 --> 00:21:49,280
You've been burning the candle
at both ends

488
00:21:49,304 --> 00:21:50,548
trying to save Meredith.

489
00:21:50,572 --> 00:21:51,849
You've earned a break.

490
00:21:51,873 --> 00:21:54,338
Meredith doesn't matter, Richard.

491
00:21:55,276 --> 00:21:59,218
I'm saying it's great that she's awake.

492
00:21:59,747 --> 00:22:01,559
But I thought if I... if I could...

493
00:22:01,583 --> 00:22:05,162
If I could just keep her alive,
that meant something.

494
00:22:05,186 --> 00:22:07,498
And now she's awake,
and nothing has changed.

495
00:22:07,522 --> 00:22:10,701
And we are in a frickin' cafeteria.

496
00:22:10,725 --> 00:22:12,636
People used to take breaks in here,

497
00:22:12,660 --> 00:22:15,105
and they would eat ice cream
and French fries,

498
00:22:15,129 --> 00:22:16,807
and we... now we just converted it

499
00:22:16,831 --> 00:22:18,375
so that they would die here instead.

500
00:22:18,399 --> 00:22:21,407
So, taking a break won't save anyone.

501
00:22:21,903 --> 00:22:24,368
And I don't have anywhere to go anyway.

502
00:22:25,139 --> 00:22:27,117
And that's on you.

503
00:22:28,943 --> 00:22:30,833
And you know it's on you.

504
00:22:31,546 --> 00:22:33,991
Feeling sorry for yourself

505
00:22:34,015 --> 00:22:36,255
doesn't save lives.

506
00:22:37,518 --> 00:22:39,463
You aren't gonna get better
until you take the time

507
00:22:39,487 --> 00:22:41,899
to find out why you did what you did.

508
00:22:41,923 --> 00:22:43,634
You blew up your life

509
00:22:43,658 --> 00:22:45,636
and profoundly hurt and humiliated

510
00:22:45,660 --> 00:22:48,117
the man that you love.
You need to take inventory.

511
00:22:48,863 --> 00:22:50,374
Name your demons.

512
00:22:50,398 --> 00:22:51,742
Clean up your messes.

513
00:22:51,766 --> 00:22:54,378
You may not be able to get
things back the way they were,

514
00:22:54,402 --> 00:22:57,568
but if you honestly look at yourself,

515
00:22:58,406 --> 00:23:01,352
maybe you won't repeat
the same pattern again.

516
00:23:11,185 --> 00:23:14,698
Nurse Kruger to the OR.
Nurse Kruger to the OR.

517
00:23:20,695 --> 00:23:22,968
Ma'am, you okay?

518
00:23:23,398 --> 00:23:26,010
I will be. I just need a minute.

519
00:23:26,034 --> 00:23:29,336
I'm sorry, but you have to
keep your mask on.

520
00:23:31,005 --> 00:23:32,937
Do you want to sit down?

521
00:23:37,912 --> 00:23:39,990
My daughter, she was taken,

522
00:23:40,014 --> 00:23:41,659
and I almost lost her forever.

523
00:23:41,683 --> 00:23:44,240
Oh, my God. I heard about that.

524
00:23:45,153 --> 00:23:48,699
I can only imagine what you
must be feeling right now.

525
00:23:48,723 --> 00:23:50,067
You know, I spend my whole day

526
00:23:50,091 --> 00:23:52,636
just trying to get to end of it
still standing.

527
00:23:52,660 --> 00:23:54,705
And there's always something,

528
00:23:54,729 --> 00:23:56,607
but I find ways
to deal with the somethings.

529
00:23:56,631 --> 00:23:57,708
I try to get ahead of them.

530
00:23:57,732 --> 00:23:59,243
But you can't get ahead of everything.

531
00:23:59,267 --> 00:24:01,578
It's too much stress.
It's too much. I'm so sorry.

532
00:24:01,602 --> 00:24:03,747
And you know what's crazy?
I have to get up

533
00:24:03,771 --> 00:24:06,817
and go to work in the morning
and act like nothing happened.

534
00:24:06,841 --> 00:24:09,887
Because we have to eat
and have a roof over our head.

535
00:24:09,911 --> 00:24:11,689
Even in a pandemic.

536
00:24:11,713 --> 00:24:14,591
There's no stopping. There's no relief.

537
00:24:19,454 --> 00:24:21,443
I need to get back to my girl.

538
00:24:34,168 --> 00:24:36,113
It's Bob. He's not gonna talk.

539
00:24:36,137 --> 00:24:37,751
No, he's not. I know.

540
00:24:38,272 --> 00:24:39,650
I know. I just have to figure out

541
00:24:39,674 --> 00:24:40,751
how to get close enough to him

542
00:24:40,775 --> 00:24:42,519
to find out what they already know.

543
00:24:42,543 --> 00:24:44,888
No, because he may have had a stroke.

544
00:24:44,912 --> 00:24:46,680
I will, yes.

545
00:24:49,650 --> 00:24:52,496
Dr. DeLuca, can you take a look at this?

546
00:24:54,489 --> 00:24:55,632
That is my niece!

547
00:24:55,656 --> 00:24:57,267
Arrest this woman for child trafficking!

548
00:24:57,291 --> 00:24:58,902
Security! Detain her!

549
00:25:00,628 --> 00:25:01,872
I'm still waiting on the results,

550
00:25:01,896 --> 00:25:04,007
so let me know when they
come in, okay? Thank you.

551
00:25:09,203 --> 00:25:11,181
Okay.

552
00:25:21,360 --> 00:25:23,237
Your sats still look good.

553
00:25:23,261 --> 00:25:24,238
You're a workaholic.

554
00:25:24,262 --> 00:25:25,714
Oh, work is all I have.

555
00:25:25,738 --> 00:25:28,382
That and a... to-do list

556
00:25:28,407 --> 00:25:30,786
of many, many women.

557
00:25:30,810 --> 00:25:32,487
That's not all you have.

558
00:25:34,085 --> 00:25:35,157
You miss the kids?

559
00:25:35,181 --> 00:25:36,658
So much it hurts.

560
00:25:36,682 --> 00:25:40,162
I even miss when they say,
"Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom,"

561
00:25:40,186 --> 00:25:42,164
so many times I want to change my name.

562
00:25:44,290 --> 00:25:47,336
Used to be so angry at God
for taking David away,

563
00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:49,805
but now I think
it's kind of like a blessing.

564
00:25:49,829 --> 00:25:52,608
He doesn't have to feel this
or worry about me.

565
00:25:52,632 --> 00:25:54,009
I don't have to worry about him.

566
00:25:56,302 --> 00:25:58,280
Yeah, that's B.S.

567
00:25:58,304 --> 00:26:04,129
I'd kill for a "Dad, Dad,
Dad, Dad" about now.

568
00:26:05,177 --> 00:26:07,356
Just trying to silver-line something.

569
00:26:07,380 --> 00:26:08,457
Oh.

570
00:26:08,481 --> 00:26:09,524
Are you kidding me?

571
00:26:09,548 --> 00:26:10,993
Okay, arrest me, officer.

572
00:26:11,017 --> 00:26:14,529
No, no, I've been a terrible,
terrible patient. I...

573
00:26:14,553 --> 00:26:15,831
Good luck with your plague!

574
00:26:15,855 --> 00:26:17,599
Good luck with yours!

575
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:22,537
Chaplain to patient services.

576
00:26:22,561 --> 00:26:24,473
She's got red hair, and...

577
00:26:24,497 --> 00:26:26,408
Oh, oh, there she is!

578
00:26:26,432 --> 00:26:28,910
Uh... Uh, what's going on?

579
00:26:28,934 --> 00:26:31,448
You were mugged. Don't you want
to make a statement?

580
00:26:32,071 --> 00:26:34,216
Yes. Thank you. O-Of course.

581
00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:36,852
I... Uh... it's been a crazy night.

582
00:26:36,876 --> 00:26:39,521
Um... I was walking to my car,

583
00:26:39,545 --> 00:26:42,290
and I actually felt something
from behind.

584
00:26:42,314 --> 00:26:44,878
Okay. And then what?

585
00:26:45,351 --> 00:26:47,629
So, both girls are
responding well to the oxygen.

586
00:26:47,653 --> 00:26:49,865
As long as the next X-rays
are looking good,

587
00:26:49,889 --> 00:26:51,166
you can all be on your way.

588
00:26:52,825 --> 00:26:55,671
Mom!

589
00:26:55,695 --> 00:26:57,205
I'm so sorry, Mom!

590
00:26:57,229 --> 00:27:00,742
No. Oh, God. I was so worried about you.

591
00:27:00,766 --> 00:27:02,911
I was so scared. I was so scared.

592
00:27:02,935 --> 00:27:05,247
I'm okay, sweet girl.

593
00:27:05,271 --> 00:27:07,082
I'm okay.

594
00:27:07,106 --> 00:27:08,884
I'm here, baby.

595
00:27:08,908 --> 00:27:10,719
I'm here.

596
00:27:10,743 --> 00:27:12,921
You did this? You got her out?

597
00:27:12,945 --> 00:27:14,389
Money did this.

598
00:27:14,413 --> 00:27:16,952
It's the only language
this country understands.

599
00:27:18,517 --> 00:27:19,849
No, Mrs. Willett.

600
00:27:22,074 --> 00:27:24,141
I don't have better news. I'm sorry.

601
00:27:27,333 --> 00:27:29,144
Okay.

602
00:27:29,169 --> 00:27:30,646
I will.

603
00:27:36,602 --> 00:27:37,812
Hey.

604
00:27:37,837 --> 00:27:39,348
Thought you had surgery.

605
00:27:39,373 --> 00:27:41,351
I did.

606
00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:44,252
Saving a sex trafficker's life.

607
00:27:44,277 --> 00:27:47,524
So... I needed some air.

608
00:27:48,207 --> 00:27:50,719
How did you manage to not...

609
00:27:50,744 --> 00:27:53,489
stab him in the skull with a scalpel?

610
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,741
Skin of my teeth.

611
00:27:57,196 --> 00:28:00,375
I easily could have let the
catheter slip by a millimeter,

612
00:28:00,412 --> 00:28:01,756
lacerate his artery,

613
00:28:01,841 --> 00:28:05,354
or I could have accidentally
let him have a bigger stroke,

614
00:28:05,379 --> 00:28:07,157
landing him in a vegetative state,

615
00:28:07,182 --> 00:28:10,294
sitting in his own filth
for decades, but I didn't.

616
00:28:10,319 --> 00:28:11,563
Because I took an oath.

617
00:28:11,588 --> 00:28:14,033
I saved his life so amazingly well

618
00:28:14,058 --> 00:28:16,370
that he will live
far longer than he should,

619
00:28:16,395 --> 00:28:20,198
until he dies alone in prison.

620
00:28:23,649 --> 00:28:25,938
I'm so sick of it.

621
00:28:27,586 --> 00:28:28,663
I'm so sick of it.

622
00:28:28,687 --> 00:28:30,599
I know. It's infuriating.

623
00:28:30,623 --> 00:28:31,933
How anyone could kidnap children...

624
00:28:31,957 --> 00:28:34,154
No. That's not it, Amelia.

625
00:28:34,693 --> 00:28:36,427
That's not it.

626
00:28:38,057 --> 00:28:39,701
You're outraged.

627
00:28:39,725 --> 00:28:41,369
Everyone is outraged

628
00:28:41,393 --> 00:28:43,938
that this monster kidnapped these girls.

629
00:28:43,962 --> 00:28:45,840
And that is awful.

630
00:28:45,864 --> 00:28:47,375
It's awful.

631
00:28:47,399 --> 00:28:50,462
But what about the monsters
that got us here?

632
00:28:51,070 --> 00:28:53,181
The many reasons that
Black girls are more vulnerable

633
00:28:53,205 --> 00:28:54,883
to being taken in the first place?

634
00:28:54,907 --> 00:28:57,919
I want outrage for that.
I want outrage for the fact

635
00:28:57,943 --> 00:29:02,023
that we are seen as disposable
and rarely seen as victims.

636
00:29:02,047 --> 00:29:03,425
That Black girls are less likely

637
00:29:03,449 --> 00:29:05,727
to be as seen as innocent
than white girls,

638
00:29:05,751 --> 00:29:08,196
which makes people think
that we don't need protecting,

639
00:29:08,220 --> 00:29:10,298
and it's okay to
hypersexualize us in the media.

640
00:29:10,322 --> 00:29:13,968
Meanwhile, we are being
physically and sexually abused

641
00:29:13,992 --> 00:29:17,806
at horrific rates,
and not just by sex traffickers.

642
00:29:17,830 --> 00:29:18,940
There are so many things

643
00:29:18,964 --> 00:29:20,608
just waiting
to rob Black women and girls

644
00:29:20,632 --> 00:29:25,080
of our freedom and future and our joy.

645
00:29:25,804 --> 00:29:30,218
And because none of it
has an evil or obvious face,

646
00:29:30,242 --> 00:29:32,296
it just gets ignored.

647
00:29:34,340 --> 00:29:36,218
And now...

648
00:29:36,243 --> 00:29:40,289
there's a plague
that is killing Black people

649
00:29:40,314 --> 00:29:44,228
at a rate that should
make everyone outraged!

650
00:29:44,323 --> 00:29:46,000
If COVID were killing white people

651
00:29:46,024 --> 00:29:49,070
at the rate that it is killing
Black people

652
00:29:49,094 --> 00:29:52,474
you better believe that everyone
would be wearing masks

653
00:29:52,498 --> 00:29:55,194
because it would be the damn law.

654
00:29:59,772 --> 00:30:01,450
You're right, Maggie.

655
00:30:04,276 --> 00:30:06,371
And I don't know how you carry it all.

656
00:30:07,613 --> 00:30:09,374
By the skin of my teeth.

657
00:30:29,001 --> 00:30:30,896
Did you quit yet?

658
00:30:31,336 --> 00:30:33,348
It's not quitting.

659
00:30:33,372 --> 00:30:36,518
- It's choosing joy.
- Mm.

660
00:30:36,542 --> 00:30:38,686
I want to choose joy.

661
00:30:38,710 --> 00:30:40,955
I want to bring life into the world.

662
00:30:40,979 --> 00:30:42,891
It's nothing to shame me over.

663
00:30:42,915 --> 00:30:44,492
I didn't shame you.

664
00:30:44,516 --> 00:30:46,453
A little bit, you did.

665
00:30:47,553 --> 00:30:50,231
I heard Grey's awake. Did you tell her?

666
00:30:50,255 --> 00:30:51,800
No.

667
00:30:51,824 --> 00:30:53,535
She would definitely shame me.

668
00:30:55,238 --> 00:30:56,437
She was my teacher.

669
00:30:56,461 --> 00:30:59,474
She loves to cut
more than anybody I know.

670
00:30:59,498 --> 00:31:04,679
She would tell me that it's
a reaction to the pandemic

671
00:31:04,703 --> 00:31:09,893
and that it's insane
to quit surgery, and...

672
00:31:10,375 --> 00:31:12,754
on some level, she'd be right.

673
00:31:12,778 --> 00:31:14,481
But...

674
00:31:15,581 --> 00:31:19,528
But when I think about quitting,

675
00:31:20,185 --> 00:31:24,199
it brings me so. Much. Joy.

676
00:31:25,390 --> 00:31:27,702
It's like I have a dirty little secret.

677
00:31:31,663 --> 00:31:35,043
27 patients transferred...

678
00:31:35,067 --> 00:31:37,345
in under five hours.

679
00:31:37,369 --> 00:31:39,714
And somehow we're all still standing.

680
00:31:41,573 --> 00:31:43,418
Whew.

681
00:31:43,442 --> 00:31:46,054
So... did you break something?

682
00:31:46,078 --> 00:31:49,257
I screamed into a pillow
for a few minutes.

683
00:31:49,281 --> 00:31:50,726
Thank you.

684
00:31:56,755 --> 00:31:58,700
You know, when my mom died...

685
00:32:00,659 --> 00:32:04,572
...I don't even have words
to describe how bad it felt.

686
00:32:04,596 --> 00:32:06,708
Like the pain should just
carry me out of my body

687
00:32:06,732 --> 00:32:08,009
and take me with her.

688
00:32:08,033 --> 00:32:10,545
I feel like I'm not in my body.

689
00:32:10,569 --> 00:32:14,549
Like I'm watching myself move around,

690
00:32:14,573 --> 00:32:17,652
but I'm not all there.

691
00:32:17,676 --> 00:32:21,055
I have no idea what to do
about a memorial.

692
00:32:21,079 --> 00:32:23,391
She wanted something joyous.

693
00:32:23,415 --> 00:32:28,096
My father and I following behind
the hearse in a white limo.

694
00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:29,597
Had to be white.

695
00:32:29,621 --> 00:32:33,167
Her church choir singing
"His Eye Is On The Sparrow"

696
00:32:33,191 --> 00:32:35,637
in front of the entire congregation.

697
00:32:35,661 --> 00:32:37,572
And no crying.

698
00:32:37,596 --> 00:32:40,575
Yeah, said she'd been to
enough sad funerals.

699
00:32:40,599 --> 00:32:44,612
She wanted good food,

700
00:32:44,636 --> 00:32:47,515
good music, and laughter.

701
00:32:47,539 --> 00:32:49,617
You know, working every day
in the COVID ICU,

702
00:32:49,641 --> 00:32:52,287
I have to say, I've seen some...
Some pretty beautiful things.

703
00:32:54,012 --> 00:32:57,492
Candlelit drive-by vigils
and video memorials.

704
00:32:57,516 --> 00:32:59,060
Look, I know none of it's ideal,

705
00:32:59,084 --> 00:33:01,596
but it does provide a little comfort.

706
00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:06,801
Oh, uh, do... do you mind
if I knock off?

707
00:33:06,825 --> 00:33:10,430
I-I have to take my meds
and get some sleep.

708
00:33:11,496 --> 00:33:12,573
What?

709
00:33:14,066 --> 00:33:15,276
No, of course.

710
00:33:15,300 --> 00:33:17,745
I'm just so proud of you, DeLuca.

711
00:33:17,769 --> 00:33:21,349
Managing your mental health,
taking your meds,

712
00:33:21,373 --> 00:33:23,785
getting rest, setting boundaries.

713
00:33:23,809 --> 00:33:25,520
That's not easy even when we aren't

714
00:33:25,544 --> 00:33:27,155
in the middle of a pandemic.

715
00:33:27,179 --> 00:33:28,790
Guess I'm just lucky
I was surrounded by people

716
00:33:28,814 --> 00:33:30,450
that didn't give up on me.

717
00:33:31,383 --> 00:33:32,727
Night, Chief.

718
00:33:50,502 --> 00:33:53,047
Code Blue, room 4878.

719
00:33:53,071 --> 00:33:56,250
Code Blue, room 4878.

720
00:33:58,076 --> 00:34:03,958
Code Blue, room 4878.
Code Blue, room 4878.

721
00:34:05,851 --> 00:34:11,733
Code Blue, room 4878.
Code Blue, room 4878.

722
00:34:15,660 --> 00:34:17,505
Dr. Grey, get back in bed.

723
00:34:17,529 --> 00:34:19,073
The code team will be here any minute.

724
00:34:19,097 --> 00:34:21,009
She doesn't have that kind of time!

725
00:34:21,033 --> 00:34:22,710
Get me an ET tube.

726
00:34:24,636 --> 00:34:26,581
Take over compressions.

727
00:34:36,848 --> 00:34:38,602
Dr. Grey!

728
00:34:39,718 --> 00:34:41,596
Alright, I'm in. Bag her.

729
00:34:45,957 --> 00:34:47,736
What the hell are you doing?

730
00:34:48,693 --> 00:34:50,738
Helm, get me a wheelchair.

731
00:35:20,759 --> 00:35:22,860
- Hey.
- Hey.

732
00:35:27,766 --> 00:35:29,710
Teddy, I don't want
to keep punishing you.

733
00:35:29,734 --> 00:35:31,702
We have kids, you know?

734
00:35:33,705 --> 00:35:36,701
Maybe it's time we start to talk
about what we're gonna do.

735
00:35:37,075 --> 00:35:38,652
Allison.

736
00:35:38,676 --> 00:35:41,055
Allison's fine. I talked to Mom
this morning. She said that...

737
00:35:41,079 --> 00:35:43,057
No, Owen. Not our Allison.

738
00:35:43,081 --> 00:35:45,085
My Allison.

739
00:35:46,951 --> 00:35:49,897
We weren't just best friends.

740
00:35:49,921 --> 00:35:53,067
I was in love with her,
and she was in love with me.

741
00:35:53,091 --> 00:35:56,303
We were so deeply in love.

742
00:35:56,327 --> 00:35:59,607
And I don't know what this has
to do with what I did to you.

743
00:35:59,631 --> 00:36:02,476
But I know that is it the only
secret that I kept from you

744
00:36:02,500 --> 00:36:05,647
before Tom and before this. I...

745
00:36:06,237 --> 00:36:08,616
I know that it's connected.

746
00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:09,817
And I know you well enough

747
00:36:09,841 --> 00:36:11,952
to know that you...
You need the whole story.

748
00:36:11,976 --> 00:36:13,454
I don't know all of it yet,

749
00:36:13,478 --> 00:36:16,074
but I wanted to give you what I do know.

750
00:36:17,482 --> 00:36:19,160
I don't know what to do with this.

751
00:36:19,184 --> 00:36:20,561
You don't have to do anything.

752
00:36:20,585 --> 00:36:23,297
I just want you to know that
I love you and I love our kids

753
00:36:23,321 --> 00:36:26,233
and I loved our family,
even if it's over.

754
00:36:40,171 --> 00:36:42,249
This makes so much sense.

755
00:36:46,277 --> 00:36:49,056
I mean, ever since our wedding day...

756
00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,724
I've been trying to piece it together.

757
00:36:50,748 --> 00:36:51,859
Our history.

758
00:36:51,883 --> 00:36:54,695
Searching for when you changed
and became someone

759
00:36:54,719 --> 00:36:57,331
that was capable of doing things
that I couldn't understand.

760
00:36:57,355 --> 00:36:59,367
And it turns out that...

761
00:36:59,958 --> 00:37:01,536
you didn't change.

762
00:37:02,060 --> 00:37:03,413
Turns out...

763
00:37:05,864 --> 00:37:07,675
Turns out I just never really knew you.

764
00:37:07,699 --> 00:37:09,009
Owen, that's not true.

765
00:37:09,033 --> 00:37:11,546
Do you even know what true is, Teddy?

766
00:37:12,637 --> 00:37:16,317
We named our daughter after a lie.

767
00:37:22,881 --> 00:37:26,193
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

768
00:37:33,458 --> 00:37:36,804
I have never seen anything like this.

769
00:37:36,828 --> 00:37:39,807
Everyone really pulled together today.

770
00:37:39,831 --> 00:37:41,175
It would be beautiful

771
00:37:41,199 --> 00:37:42,877
if it wasn't full of dying people.

772
00:37:42,901 --> 00:37:44,578
I mean COVID.

773
00:37:44,602 --> 00:37:47,181
We're doing our best, but this
is the first time in my career

774
00:37:47,205 --> 00:37:49,049
I'm not sure that's enough.

775
00:37:49,073 --> 00:37:52,052
Pretty soon, we're gonna
start losing our own.

776
00:37:52,076 --> 00:37:54,089
Not to the disease

777
00:37:54,846 --> 00:37:56,824
but to the toll it's taking.

778
00:37:58,883 --> 00:38:00,361
I fear this will hurt us

779
00:38:00,385 --> 00:38:03,297
in a way we can't even
begin to understand.

780
00:38:09,761 --> 00:38:11,205
It's Grey.

781
00:38:11,229 --> 00:38:12,732
Come on.

782
00:38:32,083 --> 00:38:34,094
Her sats are plummeting.

783
00:38:34,118 --> 00:38:35,996
But she was fine...
Yeah, until she got out of bed

784
00:38:36,020 --> 00:38:38,766
and tried to resuscitate
a coding patient.

785
00:38:38,790 --> 00:38:41,235
The exertion, it just pushed her
over the edge.

786
00:38:41,259 --> 00:38:43,871
Maybe. Or maybe her lungs
already looked that way.

787
00:38:43,895 --> 00:38:45,072
The experimental drug

788
00:38:45,096 --> 00:38:47,942
doesn't reverse damage
that's already occurred.

789
00:38:47,966 --> 00:38:49,343
She might have been on a COVID high.

790
00:38:49,367 --> 00:38:50,844
What about putting her on BIPAP?

791
00:38:50,868 --> 00:38:53,747
It won't be enough. If she's not
already responding to high flow.

792
00:38:53,771 --> 00:38:54,982
Where's Pierce?

793
00:38:55,006 --> 00:38:57,341
She went home.
She's not answering her phone.

794
00:38:59,978 --> 00:39:02,423
I think it's time. Dr. Webber...

795
00:39:02,447 --> 00:39:03,791
No. Uh... Mnh-mnh.

796
00:39:03,815 --> 00:39:05,459
She said she didn't want
to be on a vent.

797
00:39:05,483 --> 00:39:07,728
Unless it's a last resort.

798
00:39:07,752 --> 00:39:10,264
Well, Meredith's lungs
are at a breaking point.

799
00:39:10,288 --> 00:39:12,800
I know early results weren't good,

800
00:39:12,824 --> 00:39:14,902
but more and more patients are surviving

801
00:39:14,926 --> 00:39:16,103
after they go on a vent.

802
00:39:16,127 --> 00:39:18,639
- Richard...
- It's my call.

803
00:39:27,905 --> 00:39:29,917
Do it.

804
00:39:43,855 --> 00:39:46,767
No, I'm sorry. I had to get out.

805
00:39:46,791 --> 00:39:48,469
It's too risky.

806
00:39:54,299 --> 00:39:55,809
Open your eyes, people!

807
00:39:55,833 --> 00:39:58,112
She's selling human beings!

808
00:39:59,637 --> 00:40:01,649
- Buon giorno.
- Shh, shh, shh, shh.

809
00:40:01,673 --> 00:40:03,284
- Carina.
- What's wrong?

810
00:40:03,308 --> 00:40:05,719
It's the woman
who brought the girl. Cindy.

811
00:40:05,743 --> 00:40:08,022
E-Erin. Erin Banks. Do you remember her?

812
00:40:08,046 --> 00:40:10,280
- Andrea...
- Carina, I swear it's her.

813
00:40:11,101 --> 00:40:12,710
_

814
00:40:12,734 --> 00:40:15,004
_

815
00:40:15,065 --> 00:40:16,563
_

816
00:40:16,587 --> 00:40:18,132
No, you call the police.
I'm following her.

817
00:40:18,156 --> 00:40:20,234
I let her out of the hospital
once. I'm not doing it again.

818
00:40:20,258 --> 00:40:23,337
Va bene. But... But I'm driving.

819
00:40:23,361 --> 00:40:25,039
Okay? Okay. Come on. Hurry up.

820
00:40:32,904 --> 00:40:34,815
I don't need anything.

821
00:40:49,253 --> 00:40:50,564
Are you real?

822
00:40:50,588 --> 00:40:53,226
I told you the long-distance
thing wasn't working for me.

823
00:42:21,345 --> 00:42:24,091
Sometimes, when
you think the storm has passed,

824
00:42:24,115 --> 00:42:26,627
you realize you were just
in the eye of it.

825
00:42:43,241 --> 00:42:48,258
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