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Of course they're playing this song.

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This is the corniest, touristy...

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Wait, you don't like this song?

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I mean, sure, it's a little corny,

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but if it catches me in the right mood,

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it always makes me cry.

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You think they're playing
this song to distract us

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from the fact that we're 110 stories

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above the Earth's surface?

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I wouldn't know.

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I got a 30-inch vertical leap.
I'm used to being up this high.

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Come on, don't lie.

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You're a little scared.

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You're sweating through your shirt.

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That's just the way
the light hits my muscles

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underneath my shirt.

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You know, it creates shadows.

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Right, my mistake. Muscle shadows.

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We also walked for,
like, eight hours today.

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Yeah, well, we had to do

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all the Chicago things in ten hours.

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An hour of which we
spent not being able to move

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because of Lou Malnati's.

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- So worth it.
- That deep dish?

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- Oh, God.
- So good.

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I can't believe you
spit it all over yourself

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trying it to fold it
like a New York slice.

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This is Chicago, girl.

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Yeah, well, how else
was I supposed to trick you

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into buying me my favorite shirt?

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I'm kidding. I'm gonna pay you back.

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Hell no. We're days away from
electing our first female president.

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Time to get excited.

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Grayson, Everett, stop it.

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You really that afraid of heights?

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- You really not scared at all?
- No.

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- You wanna lean up against the glass?
- No.

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Come on.

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It's gonna be okay.

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We're gonna get through
this... together.

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? This land was
made for you and me ?

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So you lied about
your fear of heights?

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I was trying to make her feel safe.

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Her or you?

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Ben, dishonesty creates
distance, not intimacy.

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I thought lying
above a certain altitude

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was okay like international waters

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but the sky.

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I think that you are afraid
that she won't like you...

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The real you.

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Can we focus on my stress ulcer?

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I am.

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You bottle things up.

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You try to be optimistic
and strong to everyone

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when you're really afraid and in pain.

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Look, what is keeping you

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from telling Annie
how you feel about her?

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I don't know.

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- I have an assignment for you.
- Therapy's got homework?

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Radical honesty with
the people that you love.

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No hiding... just
speak your truth

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and allow them to have an honest

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and informed response to it.

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Are you even a good therapist?

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Like, I didn't Yelp you or anything.

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Next week we can
discuss your use of humor

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as a means of deflection.

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So you want me to be
honest and not funny, cool.

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You're still doing it.

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- Synced and corrected by ChrisKe -
-- for www.addic7ed.com --

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Cheers.

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- Ugh.
- Oh, eyes, eyes, eyes.

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I can't believe how
insane this election is?

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Have you guys heard about
him wanting to fire Fauci?

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Oh, yes.

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Everything's gonna be okay, right?

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Annie, that's the 12th
time you've asked us,

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and we still don't know.

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I could hold a vote right now,

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between Winnie the Pooh
and the Teddy Graham bear.

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We could all vote for Winnie.
I could still make Teddy win.

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Hacking is real.

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I cannot take another four years

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of the Teddy Graham bear.

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Well, we just all need
to be Care Bears, all right?

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And blast that gay as hell rainbow stare

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as far and wide as possible.

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Look, I'm nervous too, but
I want queer and trans kids

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to know we're still gonna
be here to protect them.

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I can't handle watching
the results tomorrow.

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Cameron's planned a
special, virtual date

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- to distract me.
- Oh, that's so cute.

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Seems like a weird day for a date.

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You know, I've been fantasizing

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about moving to another country.

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I know Singapore imprisons people

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for chewing gum in public,

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but is that really the worst thing?

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Or we can focus on
fixing this country

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by getting people to vote.

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Call me Amethyst because tomorrow,

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I'll be working the poll.

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- The voting poll.
- Yeah, no, we get it.

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The rest of you are still
down to watch it tomorrow?

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I need to be with people.

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- Of course.
- Hell yeah.

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- Absolutely.
- Yes.

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Also I think Jazmin's
gonna join tomorrow.

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Oh, now I've got FOMO,

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but I can't cancel.

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Cameron said he's
been planning this date

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since the day we met.

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Isn't that romantic?

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So four days.

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You're funny, Ben.

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Well, I'm grateful that we're
all gonna get together tomorrow

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'cause I'm gonna need that
strong friendship network

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to provide the proper emotional support

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during this stressful time in my life.

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Ben, are you dying?

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It's cancer. It's cancer, isn't it?

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No, no, no, I'm fine. I'm fine.

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I actually started taking therapy.

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- Wow.
- Oh, that's great.

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- Wow, good.
- Good for you.

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That's very good.

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That's terrific, Ben.

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Seriously, I know it's
probably hard for you,

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but it is so worth it.

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Do you feel like it's helping?

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Kirby's cool.
He actually gave me an assignment,

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but it's cheesy.

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He said... I bottle things up

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and instead I should practice
radical honesty with you guys.

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It's dumb, right?

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- No, not dumb at all.
- No, of course not.

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I've been radically honest for years.

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I had no idea it was good for me.

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Do me. Yeah, come on, do me.

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I don't really think
that's how it works.

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Come on!

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First thing that pops in your head.

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Let's be radical.

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I don't feel
comfortable, like...

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That's avoidance.
You're avoiding, Ben.

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I'm gonna tell this
Kirby person that Ben's...

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Okay, sometimes you're too
selfish and self-involved.

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I'm sorry, um...

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Yeah, that was... I'm sorry.

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That was, like... I
wasn't trying to, like...

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No, no, no, it's okay.

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Good note.

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Just processing the jagged, little pill,

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and, ah, processed.

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There, okay, see, nobody died.

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Thank you for your radical honesty, Ben.

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Really? Oh, okay.

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I also think your
love for Julianne Moore

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is weird and unwarranted.

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You take that back!

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That woman breathes fire and music

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into all of her roles!

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Well, I know what
you're gonna say about me...

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That it's hard to live in my shadow,

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et cetera, et cetera.

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Actually, sometimes
I feel like you treat me

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like a child when
you're the childish one.

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Sometimes you treat me

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like a child when you're the...

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Am I the childish one?

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You know what? I don't remember
asking to be CC'd on this email.

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Okay, I'm gonna stop this now.

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No, this is great. We can take it.

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Of course you love this, Ellis.

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You thrive on drama. Janice, much?

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Are you calling me a meddler?

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I am not my mother.

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I have some radical honesty.

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The Clippers should move to Seattle.

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- Not the time, Garrett!
- This is a bad idea.

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Come on, these aren't
shocking revelations.

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It's fine. We're a pretty
self-aware group, right?

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Be radically honest with me, Ben.

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What, hair too pink? Clothes too weird?

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Mayday Malone impression too on point?

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Come on, tell me, what do
you really think about me?

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Maybe another time.

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Intriguing.

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Well, if truth court's adjourned,

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I'm gonna go look for
my non-weird outfit

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for my romantic date
with Cameron tomorrow.

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Wish him luck for me.

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What does that mean?

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Nothing, I'm drunk.

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You know, schnapps is
really a sipping beverage.

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Maybe try those liqueur glasses

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I got you, Ben.

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What did you mean by that, Ben?

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Just that this poor guy
is probably killing himself

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trying to impress you when
he's secretly terrified

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it won't be enough, and you know what?

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- It probably won't be.
- Somebody mute him!

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Him versus your expectations
is not a fair fight.

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Not everyone speaks in sonnets, Annie.

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He's just a guy doing his best.

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He's not one of your characters

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from your romance novels.

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I don't need him to be perfect, Ben!

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At least I'm putting myself out there

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unlike you who's too scared
to make a move or take a leap

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with anyone.

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So this therapist, would
you recommend them or...

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_

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Hey, I heard you blocked Ben

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after our little truth
circle last night.

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Yeah, he just kept
texting me apologies,

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and I just... I can't right now.

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I just wanna focus on my
date with Cameron today.

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Totally. It's election day.

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Everyone is on edge.

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I just snapped at Siri for
saying, "Can you repeat that?"

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Bitch, hear me the first time!

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However, is today really the best day

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to be severing friendships?

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Like, don't we all need each other

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more than ever right now?

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Can't you just unblock him
and at least hear him out?

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Wait, is this meddling?

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God, am I a Janice? Damn it, Ben!
What have you wrought?

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First of all, the assignment
was to be honest about yourself

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to your friends, not give
them a Comedy Central roast.

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Secondly, I never said to do it drunk.

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I needed liquid courage. I was...

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- Scared?
- Nervous.

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Look, Ben, being
vulnerable doesn't mean

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shooting flaming truth
arrows at your friends.

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It means taking off your
armor and setting it down.

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How can I take off my armor

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if she won't let me in the castle?

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She pulled up the drawbridge.
I'm standing at a moat.

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Give her some space, okay?

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Try reconnecting with the friends

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that haven't blocked you.

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Look, everyone is going
through a tough time right now.

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This is not the time
to give up on people.

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Besides, with a
friendship and a connection

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like the one that you
describe between you and Annie,

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I doubt she's gonna
freeze you out forever.

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God, I hope not.

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Man, I don't know if this
therapy thing's for me.

259
00:09:26,484 --> 00:09:28,003
We're supposed to
have weekly sessions.

260
00:09:28,027 --> 00:09:29,380
You asked for three in three days.

261
00:09:29,405 --> 00:09:31,323
I mean, I guess I like some parts.

262
00:09:33,950 --> 00:09:36,035
Wow, you look great.

263
00:09:36,077 --> 00:09:37,829
You have no idea how much

264
00:09:37,854 --> 00:09:39,481
I've been looking forward to this.

265
00:09:39,506 --> 00:09:40,966
So what are we doing?

266
00:09:40,991 --> 00:09:43,585
Oh, boom.

267
00:09:43,626 --> 00:09:47,088
We are organizing our
closets like the Home Edit.

268
00:09:48,006 --> 00:09:51,618
- Oh, wow.
- Yeah.

269
00:09:51,676 --> 00:09:53,070
'Cause I remembered you
said on your first date

270
00:09:53,094 --> 00:09:55,430
that you love that show,
and you said listening

271
00:09:55,471 --> 00:09:58,099
- was romantic.
- I did, I did.

272
00:09:58,141 --> 00:09:59,851
I did say that.

273
00:09:59,893 --> 00:10:02,395
- You hate it.
- What?

274
00:10:02,420 --> 00:10:05,214
No! No, I love it.

275
00:10:05,352 --> 00:10:08,318
I have a perfectly reasonable
expectation of romance.

276
00:10:08,711 --> 00:10:11,821
- What?
- This is perfect. No, not perfect.

277
00:10:11,863 --> 00:10:13,090
I don't need things to be perfect.

278
00:10:13,114 --> 00:10:15,533
I love organizing dates.

279
00:10:15,592 --> 00:10:17,969
Okay, then we'll see what sparks joy.

280
00:10:18,334 --> 00:10:20,330
See, this can be romantic.

281
00:10:20,732 --> 00:10:23,474
What about this coaxial
cable I stole from work?

282
00:10:28,363 --> 00:10:29,698
I messed up.

283
00:10:29,723 --> 00:10:31,674
This therapy thing is
new, and I didn't mean

284
00:10:31,716 --> 00:10:32,706
to call you childish.

285
00:10:32,731 --> 00:10:34,870
Oh, it's fine, and
to be radically honest,

286
00:10:34,895 --> 00:10:36,440
I have way bigger things to worry about.

287
00:10:36,465 --> 00:10:38,156
Garrett's volunteering
at a polling place,

288
00:10:38,181 --> 00:10:39,974
- and we're fighting.
- Why?

289
00:10:40,016 --> 00:10:41,923
You know how I've been joking
about wanting to move

290
00:10:41,948 --> 00:10:43,308
- to another country?
- Yes.

291
00:10:43,333 --> 00:10:45,873
Stop sending me articles
about Prince Edward Island.

292
00:10:45,897 --> 00:10:47,106
I don't know what that is.

293
00:10:47,148 --> 00:10:48,792
I think I actually
wanna leave the country.

294
00:10:48,816 --> 00:10:51,110
- What?
- But not Canada.

295
00:10:51,152 --> 00:10:52,111
They put too many
animals on their money.

296
00:10:52,153 --> 00:10:53,529
I wanna move to Portugal.

297
00:10:53,571 --> 00:10:55,341
- What kind of random-ass...
- It's not random.

298
00:10:55,365 --> 00:10:57,033
I've always wanted to learn Português.

299
00:10:57,075 --> 00:10:58,660
It's like Spanish but you're drunk,

300
00:10:58,701 --> 00:11:01,955
and Garrett loves oily fish.
I think we'll thrive there.

301
00:11:01,996 --> 00:11:04,207
Hi, thank you for voting. Water?

302
00:11:04,249 --> 00:11:06,584
Garrett, back me up
on this Portugal thing.

303
00:11:06,609 --> 00:11:07,894
No, you back me up.

304
00:11:07,919 --> 00:11:09,462
I think it's a ridiculous idea,

305
00:11:09,504 --> 00:11:11,256
though there are some
beautiful properties

306
00:11:11,297 --> 00:11:13,508
- in our price range.
- What's really going on here?

307
00:11:13,543 --> 00:11:15,395
Oh, I don't know, the election,

308
00:11:15,677 --> 00:11:19,681
RBG dying, climate
change, the wildfires,

309
00:11:19,722 --> 00:11:22,183
Breonna Taylor, waiting
to see if the government

310
00:11:22,225 --> 00:11:24,119
takes my uterus, my
brother, or my husband first.

311
00:11:24,143 --> 00:11:25,395
It's too much!

312
00:11:25,436 --> 00:11:26,789
I just feel like curling up into a ball

313
00:11:26,814 --> 00:11:28,440
and hugging a stuffed animal.

314
00:11:28,465 --> 00:11:29,841
I am not childish.

315
00:11:29,866 --> 00:11:32,085
Look, is America broken? Yes.

316
00:11:32,199 --> 00:11:34,237
Do I love an oily sardinhas assada

317
00:11:34,279 --> 00:11:36,823
or a caldo Verde? Of course I do.

318
00:11:36,864 --> 00:11:38,616
But we can't just run away.

319
00:11:38,641 --> 00:11:40,685
And what about the
people who can't leave?

320
00:11:40,801 --> 00:11:43,580
We have a moral obligation
to stay and fight

321
00:11:43,621 --> 00:11:45,182
to make this country
better for everybody.

322
00:11:45,206 --> 00:11:46,499
Do we though?

323
00:11:46,541 --> 00:11:48,143
It's like what you
said about me and therapy.

324
00:11:48,167 --> 00:11:49,294
It's hard, it sucks,

325
00:11:49,335 --> 00:11:50,211
and sometimes I don't wanna do it,

326
00:11:50,253 --> 00:11:51,421
but it's worth it.

327
00:11:51,462 --> 00:11:53,337
And since when have you
been scared of a fight?

328
00:11:53,362 --> 00:11:54,859
- Since I might be pregnant.
- What?

329
00:11:54,883 --> 00:11:56,050
Michelle.

330
00:11:56,092 --> 00:11:57,385
I know. I know.

331
00:11:57,427 --> 00:11:58,509
It's early.

332
00:11:58,534 --> 00:12:01,097
And maybe probably nothing,
but I might be pregnant,

333
00:12:01,139 --> 00:12:02,765
and I don't know if I want to raise

334
00:12:02,790 --> 00:12:04,667
a Black child in this country.

335
00:12:04,692 --> 00:12:06,235
Is everything okay, sir?

336
00:12:06,412 --> 00:12:09,683
Hi, thank you for voting.
Do you want some water?

337
00:12:15,069 --> 00:12:16,905
- Michelle's pregnant?
- Yeah.

338
00:12:16,946 --> 00:12:18,215
And you're moving to Portugal?

339
00:12:18,239 --> 00:12:19,949
You know they had a fascist dictator

340
00:12:19,991 --> 00:12:22,702
- well into the disco era.
- Might be pregnant.

341
00:12:22,744 --> 00:12:24,913
I'm just late and a little hormonal

342
00:12:24,954 --> 00:12:26,706
and might be moving to Portugal.

343
00:12:26,748 --> 00:12:28,249
Not moving to Portugal.

344
00:12:28,291 --> 00:12:30,710
I would also tell you not
to move to another country,

345
00:12:30,752 --> 00:12:32,667
but I don't wanna come off as meddling.

346
00:12:32,692 --> 00:12:34,756
I am so sorry I called
you a meddling Janice.

347
00:12:34,797 --> 00:12:36,925
You're not. I think
it's just the hormones.

348
00:12:36,966 --> 00:12:38,426
I thought the pregnancy hormones

349
00:12:38,468 --> 00:12:39,969
didn't kick in until later on.

350
00:12:40,011 --> 00:12:41,846
Then it's just 2020, all right?

351
00:12:41,888 --> 00:12:43,765
Listen, I know I try
to keep things light

352
00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:44,950
and I joke around or whatever,

353
00:12:44,974 --> 00:12:46,935
but if I'm being radically honest,

354
00:12:46,976 --> 00:12:50,865
this year has been hard... and lonely.

355
00:12:51,731 --> 00:12:54,692
I need you guys, and I need my sister

356
00:12:54,734 --> 00:12:56,544
not to move to Portugal.

357
00:12:57,195 --> 00:12:58,279
I love you.

358
00:12:58,321 --> 00:12:59,530
I love you too.

359
00:12:59,920 --> 00:13:02,909
Also what's the deal
with feelings, am I right?

360
00:13:03,115 --> 00:13:06,204
Okay, Seinfeld, what
did we say about avoiding?

361
00:13:06,246 --> 00:13:08,279
Pradeep, I'm sorry
I called you selfish.

362
00:13:08,665 --> 00:13:09,958
You know, no one ever said

363
00:13:09,999 --> 00:13:11,417
any mean, honest things about me.

364
00:13:11,459 --> 00:13:13,145
- You're bougie.
- You dress like a grandpa.

365
00:13:13,169 --> 00:13:14,605
The way you describe
food is so off-putting.

366
00:13:14,629 --> 00:13:15,755
You have too many V-necks.

367
00:13:15,797 --> 00:13:17,882
Your mother makes the worst cobbler.

368
00:13:17,924 --> 00:13:19,320
Thanks, guys.

369
00:13:22,554 --> 00:13:25,098
Aw, I can't get rid of this.

370
00:13:25,139 --> 00:13:26,641
You're a little sentimental, huh?

371
00:13:26,666 --> 00:13:28,042
No.

372
00:13:28,067 --> 00:13:29,568
All this stuff is practical.

373
00:13:29,593 --> 00:13:30,995
Like this old b-ball here,

374
00:13:31,020 --> 00:13:32,660
it's for playing
one-on-one with the guys.

375
00:13:32,689 --> 00:13:34,917
- Why is there a Post
- It that says "Aidan's ball" on it?

376
00:13:34,941 --> 00:13:36,377
Because he was my ninth grade crush,

377
00:13:36,401 --> 00:13:37,944
and I stole it from him so I'd have

378
00:13:37,986 --> 00:13:39,004
something he touched forever.

379
00:13:39,028 --> 00:13:40,363
But I can still play with it.

380
00:13:41,831 --> 00:13:43,670
Is that an old Solo cup back there?

381
00:13:44,325 --> 00:13:46,828
This is from a keg party in college

382
00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:49,080
where my freshman
crush almost kissed me.

383
00:13:49,105 --> 00:13:50,648
He was emotional, but it worked out.

384
00:13:50,673 --> 00:13:52,716
We ended up having almost sex later.

385
00:14:00,884 --> 00:14:03,136
Maybe today's not the
day to empty my closet.

386
00:14:03,416 --> 00:14:06,698
Let me guess...
Another almost kiss?

387
00:14:06,723 --> 00:14:09,142
Yeah, almost.

388
00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,507
Why didn't you just kiss him?

389
00:14:11,102 --> 00:14:12,854
Girls who make the first moves are hot.

390
00:14:13,179 --> 00:14:14,772
First moves are hard.

391
00:14:14,946 --> 00:14:18,202
Not really. All you
gotta do is show up.

392
00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:21,279
Did I mention I live very nearby

393
00:14:21,304 --> 00:14:24,223
- and just tested COVID negative?
- Yeah, you did.

394
00:14:25,091 --> 00:14:27,452
So just show up, huh?

395
00:14:31,539 --> 00:14:32,600
Have you talked to Annie?

396
00:14:32,624 --> 00:14:34,000
No, I'm giving her space.

397
00:14:34,042 --> 00:14:36,044
Space is for insecure
billionaires, Ben.

398
00:14:36,085 --> 00:14:38,132
- She likes you.
- She blocked me.

399
00:14:38,157 --> 00:14:41,216
I turned down your offer of free,
live-in Manny services

400
00:14:41,241 --> 00:14:43,600
so you two slowpokes
could finally hook up.

401
00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:45,029
It cannot have been for nothing!

402
00:14:45,053 --> 00:14:46,471
Why didn't y'all tell me earlier?

403
00:14:46,512 --> 00:14:47,907
- I don't know.
- Oh, the drama was fun.

404
00:14:47,932 --> 00:14:49,432
What took you so long?

405
00:14:49,457 --> 00:14:53,002
All that stuff I said about
Cam funk is really about me.

406
00:14:53,027 --> 00:14:54,528
I'm worried I'm not good enough.

407
00:14:54,794 --> 00:14:57,023
Hey, that's my friend
Ben you're talking about.

408
00:14:57,065 --> 00:14:59,035
I'll thank you to be nicer to him.

409
00:14:59,317 --> 00:15:01,236
Sometimes you just gotta take a leap.

410
00:15:01,261 --> 00:15:03,597
I mean, I didn't even really
have friends before you guys,

411
00:15:03,622 --> 00:15:05,996
but I took a chance, and now I do.

412
00:15:06,699 --> 00:15:11,037
And then I took another chance,
and now I have a girlfriend.

413
00:15:11,079 --> 00:15:12,097
- Since when?
- Shut up, Rufus.

414
00:15:12,121 --> 00:15:13,248
- Who your boo?
- You do not.

415
00:15:13,289 --> 00:15:14,707
He does.

416
00:15:14,749 --> 00:15:17,526
And her name... is

417
00:15:17,551 --> 00:15:20,547
Ellis Dominique Devereux Murmelstein!

418
00:15:20,588 --> 00:15:21,673
- What?
- Shut up!

419
00:15:21,714 --> 00:15:22,924
- Oh, my God.
- Shut up!

420
00:15:22,966 --> 00:15:24,109
I might have been a little extra

421
00:15:24,133 --> 00:15:25,277
when I was picking my new name.

422
00:15:25,301 --> 00:15:27,887
Ellis, Rufus is your quarantine bae?

423
00:15:27,946 --> 00:15:29,322
- What?
- Hey.

424
00:15:29,347 --> 00:15:32,433
Sex amigos turned official
steady romance couple.

425
00:15:32,475 --> 00:15:33,309
Whoo, pew, pew, pew, pew.

426
00:15:33,351 --> 00:15:34,686
We're still working with him

427
00:15:34,727 --> 00:15:36,235
on talking about physical intimacy.

428
00:15:36,260 --> 00:15:37,689
I'm new to it, yeah.

429
00:15:37,730 --> 00:15:39,440
Well, how did all this happen?

430
00:15:39,482 --> 00:15:43,611
Well, I can't not have sex
obviously for all the reasons,

431
00:15:43,653 --> 00:15:45,572
and I was talking to
Rufus about how I wanted

432
00:15:45,613 --> 00:15:48,449
to go and find a
COVID-safe internet hookup.

433
00:15:48,491 --> 00:15:50,469
And I told her that was
a contradiction in terms.

434
00:15:50,493 --> 00:15:52,745
She should find someone that
she knew she could trust.

435
00:15:52,787 --> 00:15:54,247
And so he offered to come over

436
00:15:54,272 --> 00:15:57,316
and platonically help
me fulfill my needs.

437
00:15:57,341 --> 00:15:59,794
And that proved to be
almost immediately impossible,

438
00:15:59,836 --> 00:16:01,556
and we fell in love.

439
00:16:02,171 --> 00:16:05,564
Oh, well, like. Like a deep like.

440
00:16:05,758 --> 00:16:08,330
I'm really happy for you two.

441
00:16:08,636 --> 00:16:11,639
Ben, you know, you can call
her and leave a voice-mail.

442
00:16:11,681 --> 00:16:13,725
It'll show up in her
blocked calls folder.

443
00:16:13,766 --> 00:16:16,098
She'll find it if she's looking.

444
00:16:16,269 --> 00:16:18,038
I can't believe I'm
taking relationship advice

445
00:16:18,062 --> 00:16:19,988
- from Rufus.
- Believe it, Ben.

446
00:16:20,523 --> 00:16:21,983
Miracles happen.

447
00:16:22,025 --> 00:16:24,313
The assignment was
radical honesty, right?

448
00:16:25,227 --> 00:16:27,655
So do your homework.

449
00:16:32,452 --> 00:16:35,788
Hey, Annie, you were right.

450
00:16:35,813 --> 00:16:37,273
I was scared.

451
00:16:37,298 --> 00:16:39,062
That day at Willis Tower, you and me,

452
00:16:39,918 --> 00:16:41,586
those weren't muscle shadows.

453
00:16:41,611 --> 00:16:43,279
That was... I was terrified.

454
00:16:43,338 --> 00:16:45,476
I needed to hold your hand
as much as you needed mine,

455
00:16:46,633 --> 00:16:48,635
but when we looked down
at that city together,

456
00:16:48,660 --> 00:16:51,294
I knew it would be okay
because I was with you.

457
00:16:52,872 --> 00:16:55,850
Truth is, I've had feelings for you

458
00:16:55,875 --> 00:16:58,411
for a long time, and that scares me

459
00:16:58,436 --> 00:17:00,463
a hell of a lot more than any heights.

460
00:17:01,147 --> 00:17:03,485
I... it's hard for
me to be vulnerable,

461
00:17:03,510 --> 00:17:05,830
so I work my ass off not to be,

462
00:17:06,681 --> 00:17:08,481
but I don't know if
that's working out for me.

463
00:17:09,759 --> 00:17:12,353
This insane election, this whole year

464
00:17:12,378 --> 00:17:14,052
has terrified me,

465
00:17:14,077 --> 00:17:15,536
but nothing scares me more

466
00:17:15,561 --> 00:17:17,605
than the idea of not
having you in my life.

467
00:17:19,697 --> 00:17:21,157
I love you.

468
00:17:24,333 --> 00:17:26,814
Kind of feel like I just sent a telegram

469
00:17:26,839 --> 00:17:29,638
to the bottom of the ocean,
but at least I sent it, right?

470
00:17:32,262 --> 00:17:33,814
I know you might not get this,

471
00:17:34,003 --> 00:17:35,845
and I know it might be too late...

472
00:17:37,678 --> 00:17:39,097
But at least I tried.

473
00:17:41,907 --> 00:17:44,499
Your friend, Ben.

474
00:17:56,327 --> 00:17:57,370
- Jazmin!
- Jazmin!

475
00:17:57,404 --> 00:17:58,530
- Jazmin.
- Hi.

476
00:17:58,580 --> 00:18:00,875
What is going on? What have I missed?

477
00:18:00,900 --> 00:18:02,851
Well, I started my own
hand sanitizer business.

478
00:18:02,875 --> 00:18:04,460
And he hasn't gotten reported yet.

479
00:18:04,502 --> 00:18:06,296
Pradeep yelled at a
food delivery person.

480
00:18:06,337 --> 00:18:08,054
Okay, not my best moment.

481
00:18:08,079 --> 00:18:10,383
- Oh, Garrett got arrested.
- For like five minutes.

482
00:18:10,425 --> 00:18:11,443
Oh, and Ben got a stomachache

483
00:18:11,467 --> 00:18:12,677
and then started therapy.

484
00:18:12,702 --> 00:18:14,495
That's a gross oversimplification.

485
00:18:14,520 --> 00:18:15,697
Michelle might be pregnant

486
00:18:15,722 --> 00:18:16,949
and moving to Portugal with Garrett.

487
00:18:16,973 --> 00:18:18,600
- Might be.
- We are not moving.

488
00:18:18,641 --> 00:18:21,728
And Ellis is dating
Rufus. How crazy is that?

489
00:18:21,769 --> 00:18:24,314
- I know, right?
- It's not that crazy.

490
00:18:24,339 --> 00:18:26,749
And Ben finally knows that
Annie had feelings for him

491
00:18:26,774 --> 00:18:28,459
- back in March.
- What?

492
00:18:28,484 --> 00:18:31,070
Amazing, and also I knew all that.

493
00:18:31,112 --> 00:18:33,323
- Ellis sends daily texts.
- I knew it.

494
00:18:33,364 --> 00:18:35,491
- Ellis!
- I don't thrive on drama.

495
00:18:35,533 --> 00:18:36,993
I just like to keep people informed.

496
00:18:37,035 --> 00:18:39,030
I meant... what
have I missed tonight?

497
00:18:39,245 --> 00:18:42,165
Well, I finally told
Annie how I feel about her.

498
00:18:42,206 --> 00:18:43,207
What?

499
00:18:43,249 --> 00:18:44,542
- Oh, love wins!
- What?

500
00:18:44,584 --> 00:18:46,544
In a voice-mail she
probably won't get.

501
00:18:46,586 --> 00:18:47,629
- Right.
- Oh.

502
00:18:47,670 --> 00:18:48,856
- Less incredible.
- All right.

503
00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:49,894
Bannie.

504
00:18:49,919 --> 00:18:52,967
Anyway, forget that.
Jazmin, how are you?

505
00:18:53,009 --> 00:18:54,344
Better.

506
00:18:54,385 --> 00:18:55,613
Things are better here in New York,

507
00:18:55,637 --> 00:18:56,763
but still not great.

508
00:18:56,804 --> 00:18:58,556
I'm still self-isolating
from my family.

509
00:18:58,598 --> 00:19:00,433
I'm still pulling crazy
hours at the hospital,

510
00:19:00,475 --> 00:19:02,101
and, I'm sorry, Portugal?

511
00:19:02,143 --> 00:19:04,771
- You cannot move to Portugal, Michelle.
- Thank you.

512
00:19:04,812 --> 00:19:06,626
You know what I love about you guys?

513
00:19:06,651 --> 00:19:08,987
You are always there for each other

514
00:19:09,012 --> 00:19:11,361
or as there as you can be, and Portugal

515
00:19:11,402 --> 00:19:13,863
is not as there as you can be.

516
00:19:13,905 --> 00:19:15,132
Michelle, I know it'll be hard

517
00:19:15,156 --> 00:19:16,741
to raise a Black kid in this country.

518
00:19:16,783 --> 00:19:18,243
We know better than anyone.

519
00:19:18,284 --> 00:19:20,870
Is this country racist...
Like deeply racist?

520
00:19:20,912 --> 00:19:21,984
Yes.

521
00:19:22,009 --> 00:19:24,649
But there's racism
everywhere, even in Portugal,

522
00:19:24,707 --> 00:19:26,960
and probably racism you
won't even understand yet.

523
00:19:27,001 --> 00:19:29,490
Don't go across the globe
looking for new racism.

524
00:19:29,515 --> 00:19:32,524
Stick to the rivers
and the racism you know.

525
00:19:32,549 --> 00:19:34,842
You can't leave the only
home we've ever known.

526
00:19:34,901 --> 00:19:36,236
You can't leave your family.

527
00:19:36,261 --> 00:19:38,846
And when Ben says
family, I'm inserting me

528
00:19:38,888 --> 00:19:40,640
and the rest of us too.

529
00:19:40,682 --> 00:19:41,890
We're your family.

530
00:19:42,679 --> 00:19:44,519
We need you, and you need us.

531
00:19:44,989 --> 00:19:46,896
- Absolutely.
- 100%.

532
00:19:47,468 --> 00:19:49,779
Okay, fine. You convinced me.

533
00:19:49,804 --> 00:19:51,067
- We'll stay for now.
- Yeah.

534
00:19:51,109 --> 00:19:53,236
- Jazmin convinced me.
- Yay!

535
00:19:53,278 --> 00:19:55,038
- Wait, Jazmin?
- I knew you weren't leaving.

536
00:19:55,071 --> 00:19:57,657
I have been making
amazing arguments all day.

537
00:19:57,699 --> 00:19:58,950
Yeah, but she's a doctor.

538
00:19:58,992 --> 00:20:00,344
When she says things,
they just sound true.

539
00:20:00,368 --> 00:20:01,411
Yeah.

540
00:20:01,452 --> 00:20:03,191
Okay, guys, listen.

541
00:20:04,518 --> 00:20:06,895
We will not only survive this.

542
00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:09,544
We will rise out of it and
become something stronger

543
00:20:09,586 --> 00:20:11,129
because we have to.

544
00:20:11,170 --> 00:20:13,840
Um, somebody's at my door.

545
00:20:19,345 --> 00:20:21,514
- You got my message.
- I...

546
00:20:21,556 --> 00:20:22,682
What message?

547
00:20:24,017 --> 00:20:25,268
Then what are you doing here?

548
00:20:25,310 --> 00:20:26,836
I'm showing up

549
00:20:27,578 --> 00:20:28,621
at your door.

550
00:20:28,646 --> 00:20:29,961
You mind if I come in?

551
00:20:34,736 --> 00:20:36,237
- Yeah.
- Annie?

552
00:20:36,287 --> 00:20:39,332
- It's Annie!
- Bannie.

553
00:20:39,365 --> 00:20:41,200
Annie, you are just in time.

554
00:20:41,242 --> 00:20:43,536
All right, the results
are starting to come in.

555
00:20:43,578 --> 00:20:44,787
Buckle up, everyone.

556
00:20:46,189 --> 00:20:47,858
This isn't over.

557
00:20:47,883 --> 00:20:51,698
No matter what happens,
our fight has just begun.

558
00:20:54,530 --> 00:20:55,948
We're gonna be okay.

559
00:20:57,342 --> 00:21:00,303
We're gonna get through this together.

560
00:21:28,630 --> 00:21:33,630
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