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Previously on "The Good Doctor..."

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You don't want me to do anything.

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I spend every minute
of every day with you.

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Since you feel that our time
together is something to be endured,

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I decided to make that easier for you.

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Your daughter's beautiful.

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Needs you to get better
so you can hold her.

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I read about the CHILL study.

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She's a good candidate. I'll
take full responsibility for her.

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Tell him he's going to be fine.

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I can't. The majority of COVID patients

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who go on a ventilator never come off.

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Put on a mask. Now.

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It's COVID. We've both been exposed.

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My mother had a necklace.

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See if I can find it.

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Things will be okay.

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Good morning.

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Morning, Shaun.

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I wish you were here.

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Me, too.

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Morning, Dalisay.

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Woke up with a temp of 104.

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I need heated,
humidified oxygen on a high-flow cannula.

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Mom, slow down. Just let her examine you.

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Why, so she can find out
exactly what I just told her?

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Reznick. You're back.

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Got sick, got better, got tested twice.

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Always the overachiever.

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Dr. Reznick, her pulse ox is 90.

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We need to admit you.

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Is my Mom gonna be okay?

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Don't worry. I'm gonna be fine.

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Just please water my tomato plants,

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give Darcy a big hug,
and tell her Nana loves her so much

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and can't wait to play
with her again real soon.

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Okay, Mom.

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Nice hesitation.

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Why not just suggest he
get my house appraised?

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Sorry. It took a while to find it.

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Thank you.

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Being able to hold this
and keep it with me...

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It's a connection.

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Like she's still here with me.

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_

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It's stuff, Claire. It's meaningless now.

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Each one of these
tells an interrupted story,

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a voicemail that'll never be heard,

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a shopping list for a home-cooked
meal that'll never be made.

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Beautiful.

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Cook spaghetti carbonara for a
dead guy's family, and the grief is gone.

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Are you here to mock me or to help me?

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Why are you here?

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"Donald Sulkin."

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We're reducing the pressure
of air going into his lungs

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and watching his oxygen level.

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So far, so good. O2 steady.

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Okay.

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Yes. But his end tidal CO2 is falling.

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What... What does that mean?

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It's not as bad as his O2 falling,
but still not good.

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Turn the pressure support back up.

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End tidal CO2 is very low, not improving.

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What's going on?

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I think he has a blood clot in his lung,

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interfering with his gas exchange.

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Give him a bolus of heparin,
start him on a drip.

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Let's get him to the cath lab.

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- Let's go.
- What's going on?

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Where are you taking him?

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Dr. Andrews?

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Dr. Murphy?

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Martin.

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This is isotonic saline, salt water.

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It's 4 degrees Celsius.

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I'll run this into your bloodstream

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until your body temperature
drops to 34 degrees Celsius.

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The paralytic I gave you
will stop you from shivering

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while the cold slows your heart,
your brain,

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all metabolic functions.

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All the energy saved there

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will go towards healing your lungs.

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Your baby's waiting for you.

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Pete, follow him.

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Pete! Follow him! He's got the axe.

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I was getting shot at.

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Well, stay low, reload,
and head for the temple.

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Stop messing around.

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AG24, what's up with you? You okay?

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Yeah, yeah, I'm hunting for
the legendary Tusk of Ganesh

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at 3:00 in the morning
because everything's just super.

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Can't go out, I can't sleep,
I can't go to work.

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Welcome to COVID. Everything sucks.

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Great. Good... Good pep talk.

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You all sleeping in an empty bed?

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Yeah.

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It's like I killed a puppy or something.

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Hey, Pete. Pete, heads up.

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The fortress is a perfect place for an...

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Okay. Pete's dead.

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You should apologize.

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Just play the game.

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Not saying you have to mean it.

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Just saying you should apologize.

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That's... That's great.

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Be a hypocrite.

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You married?

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I'm 15.

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Oh, well, thank you
for a lifetime of wisdom.

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My girlfriend was pissed at me
for something I didn't even do,

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but I said sorry,
and now we're back together.

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Maybe I'm a hypocrite,

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but at least I'm a
hypocrite with a girlfriend.

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Up and at 'em. We gotta
be downtown by noon.

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Oh, yeah, we're late for the protest.

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Gotta get this state opened up...

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Well, pulse ox is 82.

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Everything else looks okay.

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Sure, other than my steadily
declining oxygen levels,

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I am the picture of health.

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- Let's start making signs.
- Oh.

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I'm thinking...

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"Don't tread on my right to kill you."

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Mmm. How about,

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"Give me liberty and give me death"?

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I need to go.

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Nothing.

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We haven't had a patient
named Sulkin in over 10 years.

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Being dead doesn't change

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because your loved one
gets a memento back.

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And fixating on dead people

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it's not a life.

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How can anyone not be
answering their phone right now

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if they're not an essential worker?

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Well, what nonessential
worker are you trying to reach?

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Lea.

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People don't go out anymore,

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but they do still go to the bathroom.

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This is the second time in an hour

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she hasn't picked up, Claire.

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We keep learning more
things about this disease.

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It's...

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It's...

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I don't know.

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It's not right.

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We love you, Grandma.

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Mom, I'm so sorry.

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I love you.

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And I want you to know
that we'll be okay.

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We love you.

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He's gone.

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She's gone.

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They're gone.

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It's not always fun.

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Whatever you're talking about,
no, it isn't.

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But what are you talking about?

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Do you love Mia?

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Of course I do.

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What do you love about her?

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I love that she loves our son.

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I love how she talks to him,

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how she knows what he's thinking,
knows what he needs.

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I thought so.

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You thought what?

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You love Kellan.

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Hello. Are you okay?

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I'm sorry I didn't
pick up when you called.

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I didn't wanna upset you.

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- It didn't work.
- I had a sore throat,

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so I got tested for COVID,
and I'm negative.

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COVID tests have a high
percentage of false negatives.

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Shaun, I feel fine now.

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That doesn't mean you don't have COVID.

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I need to go to work.

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How are you adjusting
to your new specialty?

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It's great. Love being an internist.

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Well, I'm convinced.

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Dealing with conscious
people isn't really your thing.

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I'm fine.

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You're rude, abrasive,

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and now you've gotta hold
people's hands and be nice.

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It's a huge adjustment,
and I find it completely draining.

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You happy?

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There's a lot of different
approaches to "nice."

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Otherwise, I wouldn't have
lasted 40 years as a nurse.

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You'll find your own.

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Or maybe you won't.

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Overall, everything's looking up.

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Fewer patients coming in.

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When they do, we're getting better at...

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Hey, buddy.

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I'm sorry I keep missing your calls.

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I've got this patient.

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You know the mom of
the baby I told you about?

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I basically put her
into suspended animation,

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but it doesn't seem to be helping.

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When are you coming to Phoenix?

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I still don't know.

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You're going to make my graduation party,
though, right?

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I don't think so.

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- This patient needs...
- You?

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No one else can take care of her?

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I kind of went out on a limb on this one.

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Oh, well,
if you made a commitment, then...

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Your husband has blood in his NG tube.

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He's developed heparin-induced
thrombocytopenia.

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We need to stop the heparin.

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But doesn't that put him
at risk for another clot?

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Yes, if he's not on the heparin,

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he could have a stroke,

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and if he's on it,
he could have a fatal internal bleed,

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and he still has an infection,

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so we can't stop the antibiotics

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or he'll get sepsis and die.

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All you do

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is tell me new ways that
my husband might die.

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Every time I talk to you,
there's another way.

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I mean,
do you even know what you're doing?

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What is the point of you? You're useless.

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We understand your frustration.

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COVID targets so many organs.

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- Technically, this is your fault.
- Shaun.

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Martin never left the apartment,

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but he still caught COVID.

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You must have exposed him to it.

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On the other hand, we are doing

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- all that we can to...
- That's enough. That's enough.

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We're all going through crap,

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but that woman's husband may be dying.

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She's allowed to lash out.

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You aren't.

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Hey.

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I'm sorry.

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Why?

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What?

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What are you sorry about?

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- Everything.
- Mmm.

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Uh, the fight and

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you sleeping in the other
room and you ignoring me...

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So you're sorry because
of the way I've been acting.

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I'm apologizing.

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I don't think you are.

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I don't get it. Uh, you won.

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I... I don't know what you want.

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We... We can't have
a difference of opinion?

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No, not when we disagree

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on whether you've been mean to me or not.

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You've been mean to me.

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Three tours.

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Helicopter pilot.

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Oh, he's got a medal in that one.

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Hey, look at this, same guy again.

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Funny. Almost as if they were
in the same unit or something.

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Greg Lavin...

256
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...died here. COVID, one month ago.

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Hello. Enid Lavin?

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Hi. This is Dr. Claire Browne

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from San Jose Saint Bonaventure.

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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I just wanted you to know that

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we have found something of your father's.

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A memento of his service. Dog tags.

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No, not his.

265
00:16:30,969 --> 00:16:33,643
A man by the name of Donald Sulkin.

266
00:16:35,907 --> 00:16:37,230
Donald Sulkin.

267
00:16:42,514 --> 00:16:43,514
Thank you.

268
00:16:46,184 --> 00:16:47,218
That's odd.

269
00:16:47,252 --> 00:16:48,950
Yeah.

270
00:16:49,421 --> 00:16:52,156
How does your father carry
someone else's dog tags

271
00:16:52,190 --> 00:16:55,373
for 50 years,
and you have never even heard of him?

272
00:17:09,274 --> 00:17:10,471
How are you feeling?

273
00:17:11,910 --> 00:17:13,099
My son

274
00:17:14,098 --> 00:17:16,269
plans to move to Montana.

275
00:17:19,084 --> 00:17:22,191
Take my granddaughter 1,000 miles away.

276
00:17:23,448 --> 00:17:26,321
The schools are better, air's cleaner.

277
00:17:27,626 --> 00:17:29,949
So the upside of all this is...

278
00:17:31,263 --> 00:17:33,536
I don't have to move to Montana.

279
00:17:36,468 --> 00:17:38,202
Is that why you haven't okayed us

280
00:17:38,236 --> 00:17:40,209
putting you on a
ventilator if you need one?

281
00:17:43,354 --> 00:17:45,715
I know what ventilators do to people.

282
00:17:50,782 --> 00:17:53,181
Do you remember Dr. Pitcairn?

283
00:17:54,553 --> 00:17:55,808
Pitstain.

284
00:17:57,489 --> 00:17:58,489
Exactly.

285
00:18:00,058 --> 00:18:02,023
Remember when I was
a first-year resident?

286
00:18:03,495 --> 00:18:05,902
One of two women, only woman of color.

287
00:18:06,665 --> 00:18:08,465
I'd been warned he'd make my life hell.

288
00:18:08,500 --> 00:18:10,434
And sure enough, second week,

289
00:18:10,468 --> 00:18:12,469
Pitstain starts tearing into me

290
00:18:12,504 --> 00:18:15,119
about the spacing of my
sutures being inconsistent,

291
00:18:16,174 --> 00:18:18,342
and I'm about to fall apart
in front of everybody,

292
00:18:18,410 --> 00:18:20,917
but then you stepped in.

293
00:18:22,147 --> 00:18:23,914
Brought up some charting error he'd made.

294
00:18:23,949 --> 00:18:25,797
A tiny blip of a mistake.

295
00:18:26,785 --> 00:18:29,425
He never capitalized "STAT."

296
00:18:30,355 --> 00:18:33,090
The whole point is for it stand out.

297
00:18:33,124 --> 00:18:36,057
Well, you put him back on
his heels in front of everybody.

298
00:18:36,695 --> 00:18:37,934
You gave me time,

299
00:18:39,297 --> 00:18:41,104
to regain my composure.

300
00:18:42,767 --> 00:18:45,066
He never got to see me cry.

301
00:18:48,106 --> 00:18:51,041
Please, if it comes to it,

302
00:18:51,109 --> 00:18:52,740
give me a little time again.

303
00:18:55,146 --> 00:18:56,494
To help you.

304
00:19:18,236 --> 00:19:20,059
No, no, no!

305
00:19:24,009 --> 00:19:25,509
I don't know what to do.

306
00:19:25,543 --> 00:19:28,078
I love Lea, and I wanted her to love...

307
00:19:28,146 --> 00:19:29,847
Okay, okay. I'll be...
I'll be right down.

308
00:19:29,881 --> 00:19:31,154
Okay?

309
00:19:38,690 --> 00:19:39,839
I don't know what to do.

310
00:19:39,863 --> 00:19:41,957
I... I love Lea,

311
00:19:42,027 --> 00:19:44,862
and I wanted her to love me back,

312
00:19:44,896 --> 00:19:47,498
and now she does,
but we can't be together.

313
00:19:47,532 --> 00:19:50,715
How can loving someone who
loves you back make things worse?

314
00:19:51,870 --> 00:19:53,217
Well, that's a...

315
00:19:54,239 --> 00:19:55,762
That's a good question.

316
00:19:56,875 --> 00:19:59,307
Let's start with what's
making things worse.

317
00:20:00,278 --> 00:20:01,517
I think...

318
00:20:02,414 --> 00:20:05,480
I think I may be... cranky.

319
00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:08,452
I've never been cranky before.

320
00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:09,753
I don't like it.

321
00:20:09,788 --> 00:20:11,889
I think I miss Lea.

322
00:20:11,923 --> 00:20:14,792
I think I'm worried that she has COVID.

323
00:20:14,859 --> 00:20:18,076
So you're going crazy because
you can't see someone.

324
00:20:18,797 --> 00:20:21,465
What am I supposed to do?

325
00:20:21,533 --> 00:20:24,624
Should I not talk to Lea
until the pandemic is over?

326
00:20:25,070 --> 00:20:26,417
Well, that's an option.

327
00:20:27,072 --> 00:20:28,272
Is that what you want?

328
00:20:28,306 --> 00:20:31,608
No, no,
I don't... I don't want that at all.

329
00:20:31,643 --> 00:20:35,145
But I don't want to feel like this,
either.

330
00:20:35,213 --> 00:20:37,261
I want this to be over.

331
00:20:39,317 --> 00:20:41,974
Well, we all want it to be over, Shaun.

332
00:20:43,288 --> 00:20:45,723
I mean, we're... we're sick of ourselves,
we're sick of each other,

333
00:20:45,757 --> 00:20:48,125
or we're pining for
someone we can't be with.

334
00:20:48,159 --> 00:20:50,066
We're confused. We're uncomfortable.

335
00:20:50,762 --> 00:20:52,396
And on top of everything else,

336
00:20:52,430 --> 00:20:55,154
we're scared that the world
will never be the same again.

337
00:20:57,102 --> 00:20:58,435
I mean, I don't know, Shaun.

338
00:20:58,470 --> 00:21:01,285
I don't have a map
for this kind of thing.

339
00:21:02,507 --> 00:21:04,413
Best I can say is...

340
00:21:06,381 --> 00:21:07,629
Be kind.

341
00:21:09,447 --> 00:21:11,420
Be kind to yourself. Be kind

342
00:21:12,317 --> 00:21:13,589
to everyone.

343
00:21:15,587 --> 00:21:16,884
'Cause what else is there?

344
00:21:38,470 --> 00:21:40,471
? Turn around ?

345
00:21:40,505 --> 00:21:43,774
? Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely ?

346
00:21:43,809 --> 00:21:45,910
? And you're never coming 'round ?

347
00:21:45,944 --> 00:21:47,978
? Turn around ?

348
00:21:48,013 --> 00:21:49,847
? Every now and then
I get a little bit tired ?

349
00:21:49,915 --> 00:21:51,749
Oh. Hi.

350
00:21:51,783 --> 00:21:53,918
? Of listening to the sound of my tears ?

351
00:21:53,952 --> 00:21:55,920
Oh, this is a nice song.

352
00:21:55,954 --> 00:21:57,788
? Every now and then I get
a little bit nervous... ?

353
00:21:57,823 --> 00:21:59,256
I hate this song.

354
00:21:59,291 --> 00:22:01,703
Good. I was being kind.

355
00:22:03,462 --> 00:22:05,262
Martin hates it, too.

356
00:22:05,297 --> 00:22:08,632
It was... It was the first
conversation we had,

357
00:22:08,667 --> 00:22:11,368
talking about how weird this song is.

358
00:22:11,393 --> 00:22:14,228
Who is Bright Eyes,
and why is it so important

359
00:22:14,306 --> 00:22:15,806
that they turn around?

360
00:22:15,841 --> 00:22:17,842
? Turn around, bright eyes ?

361
00:22:17,876 --> 00:22:19,310
? Every now and then I fall apart ?

362
00:22:19,344 --> 00:22:21,111
Now it just reminds me of him.

363
00:22:21,146 --> 00:22:24,615
? And I need you now tonight ?

364
00:22:24,649 --> 00:22:26,550
? And I need you more than ever ?

365
00:22:26,575 --> 00:22:27,979
You're probably right.

366
00:22:29,321 --> 00:22:31,489
That he got COVID from me.

367
00:22:31,523 --> 00:22:34,225
? We'll be holding on forever ?

368
00:22:35,727 --> 00:22:36,947
It's hard

369
00:22:38,697 --> 00:22:40,998
to think of someone you love

370
00:22:41,032 --> 00:22:42,619
when you can't be with them.

371
00:22:44,236 --> 00:22:47,671
? Your love is like a shadow
on me all of the time ?

372
00:22:47,706 --> 00:22:49,240
? All of the time ?

373
00:22:49,265 --> 00:22:52,935
He seems to have a posterior
tibial artery thrombosis.

374
00:22:53,011 --> 00:22:54,478
What... That... That sounds bad.

375
00:22:54,513 --> 00:22:57,014
It is. It's a blockage in the artery,

376
00:22:57,048 --> 00:22:59,250
causing ischemia to his
lower extremity tissues

377
00:22:59,275 --> 00:23:00,637
due to lack of...

378
00:23:01,720 --> 00:23:03,420
I want to be kind to you,
I want to explain,

379
00:23:03,488 --> 00:23:05,222
but it's a very long explanation,

380
00:23:05,257 --> 00:23:07,057
and I don't have time for
you to get mad and upset...

381
00:23:07,092 --> 00:23:09,026
Just go help my husband.

382
00:23:09,060 --> 00:23:10,060
Okay.

383
00:23:12,142 --> 00:23:13,483
Your numbers are falling.

384
00:23:15,066 --> 00:23:16,066
I know.

385
00:23:16,735 --> 00:23:18,071
You need a ventilator.

386
00:23:19,170 --> 00:23:20,365
I know.

387
00:23:24,042 --> 00:23:27,330
There's a pocket in my purse.

388
00:23:27,879 --> 00:23:29,166
Reach into it.

389
00:23:35,874 --> 00:23:39,276
"Game 7, 2003,
American League Championship."

390
00:23:39,301 --> 00:23:41,845
Grady let Pedro go one inning too long.

391
00:23:43,688 --> 00:23:46,892
The Sox handed the series
to the damn Yankees.

392
00:23:48,665 --> 00:23:50,666
My son and I cried in each other's arms.

393
00:23:53,772 --> 00:23:56,151
I've kept them with me ever since.

394
00:23:58,342 --> 00:24:01,698
It's like Jimmy's always with me.

395
00:24:07,644 --> 00:24:08,872
You're not alone.

396
00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:19,716
You're stuck with all of us.

397
00:25:30,692 --> 00:25:33,119
Can you take your earbuds out, please?

398
00:25:40,535 --> 00:25:43,004
I don't think that I've
done anything wrong,

399
00:25:44,238 --> 00:25:47,550
but I may be wrong about
that. I suspect that I am.

400
00:25:55,249 --> 00:25:57,918
I haven't been thinking straight lately.

401
00:25:59,921 --> 00:26:01,822
What with everything
going on at the hospital,

402
00:26:01,856 --> 00:26:05,151
people are dying, and I'm... here.

403
00:26:06,394 --> 00:26:08,446
And that makes me feel weak.

404
00:26:10,064 --> 00:26:13,409
And then I feel scared,
and that makes me feel

405
00:26:14,268 --> 00:26:15,828
even more weak.

406
00:26:17,071 --> 00:26:22,126
And then I feel relieved and safe

407
00:26:22,577 --> 00:26:24,253
that I'm here,

408
00:26:29,017 --> 00:26:31,511
and that makes me feel like a coward.

409
00:26:41,722 --> 00:26:42,722
Thank you.

410
00:26:45,533 --> 00:26:46,667
"Thank you"?

411
00:26:46,701 --> 00:26:50,238
I just needed an honest moment.

412
00:26:52,553 --> 00:26:53,553
Something

413
00:26:54,942 --> 00:27:00,498
to let me know that you actually need me.

414
00:27:04,111 --> 00:27:05,111
And...

415
00:27:06,993 --> 00:27:07,993
I'm sorry.

416
00:27:13,421 --> 00:27:14,421
Mmm.

417
00:27:18,833 --> 00:27:20,601
I'm sorry, too.

418
00:27:39,721 --> 00:27:40,754
Hi, buddy.

419
00:27:40,788 --> 00:27:41,788
Hey, Dad.

420
00:27:43,597 --> 00:27:44,597
I'm sorry.

421
00:27:45,259 --> 00:27:46,793
I shouldn't have gotten angry

422
00:27:46,828 --> 00:27:48,462
about you not coming to Phoenix.

423
00:27:49,397 --> 00:27:50,397
It wasn't fair.

424
00:27:51,418 --> 00:27:52,418
Thank you.

425
00:27:55,670 --> 00:27:57,722
Did your mother put you up to this?

426
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,774
She was right.

427
00:28:00,808 --> 00:28:03,477
I don't even really care
about the party that much.

428
00:28:04,078 --> 00:28:05,605
Then what was the issue?

429
00:28:07,415 --> 00:28:08,949
We don't have to talk about that.

430
00:28:08,983 --> 00:28:10,985
I wanna know what's bothering you.

431
00:28:13,354 --> 00:28:16,657
I... I know your job is important,

432
00:28:17,325 --> 00:28:21,328
but sometimes I just wanna know

433
00:28:21,362 --> 00:28:23,623
you care about me more
than you care about the job.

434
00:28:34,876 --> 00:28:37,136
When your Mom got pregnant,

435
00:28:38,352 --> 00:28:40,139
I was so nervous.

436
00:28:41,015 --> 00:28:43,150
Suddenly, everything was real.

437
00:28:43,184 --> 00:28:45,019
Suddenly, I had a commitment.

438
00:28:45,620 --> 00:28:47,855
And I wasn't sure I was ready.

439
00:28:50,324 --> 00:28:51,859
And then you were born.

440
00:28:52,693 --> 00:28:55,061
And in that moment, I mean, that moment,

441
00:28:55,129 --> 00:28:57,114
everything changed.

442
00:28:57,465 --> 00:29:00,201
I was instantly
head-over-heels in love with you.

443
00:29:01,169 --> 00:29:03,003
You were my best friend.

444
00:29:03,037 --> 00:29:06,740
And, uh, I held you,

445
00:29:06,808 --> 00:29:10,086
and the words just came out. I said,
"Hi, buddy."

446
00:29:11,479 --> 00:29:14,632
I'd never called
anyone "buddy" before in my life.

447
00:29:15,496 --> 00:29:16,496
But

448
00:29:17,884 --> 00:29:19,387
you were my buddy.

449
00:29:22,323 --> 00:29:24,691
I may make mistakes over and over again,

450
00:29:24,725 --> 00:29:26,259
but don't ever think

451
00:29:26,327 --> 00:29:28,896
you're not the most
important thing in my life.

452
00:29:33,868 --> 00:29:35,435
So, basically, you're saying

453
00:29:35,503 --> 00:29:37,037
your love for me is like chemical, right?

454
00:29:42,375 --> 00:29:43,786
Yeah.

455
00:29:59,060 --> 00:30:00,260
Thank you for your call.

456
00:30:00,294 --> 00:30:02,262
Your husband is still unconscious. Bye.

457
00:30:02,296 --> 00:30:03,973
Whoa, whoa. How is he?

458
00:30:04,131 --> 00:30:05,632
How was the surgery?

459
00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:07,968
Dr. Andrews will explain,

460
00:30:08,035 --> 00:30:10,937
but I'd rather not say anything more.

461
00:30:10,972 --> 00:30:14,441
The last two times I gave you bad news,
you yelled at me.

462
00:30:14,475 --> 00:30:16,527
Bad news? What... What is the bad news?

463
00:30:16,917 --> 00:30:17,917
Oh.

464
00:30:22,324 --> 00:30:23,717
Okay.

465
00:30:23,751 --> 00:30:26,052
We amputated Martin's foot and ankle.

466
00:30:26,087 --> 00:30:28,455
We are now trying to
reintroduce anticoagulation

467
00:30:28,489 --> 00:30:29,990
so he won't have more clots,

468
00:30:30,057 --> 00:30:32,209
but he will be at risk for more bleeding.

469
00:30:40,874 --> 00:30:42,136
Thank you.

470
00:30:43,271 --> 00:30:47,407
Mmm, are you sure you understand?

471
00:30:47,441 --> 00:30:49,476
He's still on a ventilator,

472
00:30:49,510 --> 00:30:51,578
and he... he lost a foot.

473
00:30:51,612 --> 00:30:54,273
You were very upset yesterday.

474
00:30:55,182 --> 00:30:57,276
Yesterday, I thought he was dying.

475
00:30:58,532 --> 00:31:00,166
But today he's alive.

476
00:31:00,755 --> 00:31:03,074
So, thank you.

477
00:31:06,914 --> 00:31:08,287
You're welcome.

478
00:31:11,365 --> 00:31:12,365
Can I hang up now?

479
00:31:13,534 --> 00:31:15,201
Yes. Yeah, thank...

480
00:31:19,941 --> 00:31:22,642
I figured you're
bored of just hearing my voice,

481
00:31:22,677 --> 00:31:24,637
so I brought a mutual friend.

482
00:31:26,347 --> 00:31:27,781
The risks are minimal,

483
00:31:27,815 --> 00:31:30,768
and whatever time you have,

484
00:31:31,519 --> 00:31:33,562
some of it should be with your family.

485
00:32:02,917 --> 00:32:05,652
Yes,
I'm trying to track down a Donald Sulkin.

486
00:32:05,686 --> 00:32:07,487
Nope, no one here by that name.

487
00:32:07,521 --> 00:32:09,431
Okay, sorry to bother you.

488
00:32:11,092 --> 00:32:14,361
Your plan is to call every
D. Sulkin in North America,

489
00:32:14,395 --> 00:32:16,162
all to return a set of dog tags?

490
00:32:20,835 --> 00:32:22,769
You've reached Diana Sulkin, please...

491
00:32:25,006 --> 00:32:27,032
You want a happy ending for this guy.

492
00:32:27,775 --> 00:32:29,242
'Cause you and I didn't have one.

493
00:32:30,711 --> 00:32:32,278
Because we'll never know
how our story could've ended.

494
00:32:32,346 --> 00:32:33,913
Hello?

495
00:32:33,948 --> 00:32:35,215
Is Donald Sulkin there?

496
00:32:35,249 --> 00:32:37,117
- Sorry...
- This doesn't change anything.

497
00:32:37,184 --> 00:32:38,685
This can't change anything.

498
00:32:38,719 --> 00:32:40,954
You're wrong. It changes things.

499
00:32:41,022 --> 00:32:42,965
It makes me feel

500
00:32:43,758 --> 00:32:46,093
something besides sad.

501
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:49,095
And I need that. I need to not feel sad.

502
00:32:49,130 --> 00:32:50,530
'Cause everything sucks.

503
00:32:50,564 --> 00:32:52,465
Everything hurts like hell.

504
00:32:52,533 --> 00:32:54,801
People are sick with... with COVID,

505
00:32:54,869 --> 00:32:56,236
with cancer, with grief,

506
00:32:56,270 --> 00:32:58,104
and we can't help them.

507
00:32:58,139 --> 00:33:00,206
People are dying, and we can't help them,

508
00:33:00,241 --> 00:33:02,693
and what is worse, you're not there!

509
00:33:12,753 --> 00:33:13,753
It has to hurt.

510
00:33:15,235 --> 00:33:16,235
A lot.

511
00:33:16,824 --> 00:33:18,117
For a while.

512
00:33:19,393 --> 00:33:21,094
When your Mom died,
you did everything you could

513
00:33:21,128 --> 00:33:22,588
to not feel anything.

514
00:33:22,830 --> 00:33:24,431
At all.

515
00:33:24,465 --> 00:33:27,259
But this time, you're facing it.

516
00:33:27,901 --> 00:33:29,286
You're grieving.

517
00:33:30,963 --> 00:33:32,206
You're healing.

518
00:34:09,903 --> 00:34:10,903
It's time.

519
00:34:12,739 --> 00:34:14,765
No. Not today.

520
00:34:15,668 --> 00:34:16,668
Today.

521
00:34:30,631 --> 00:34:32,116
We love you, Mom.

522
00:34:34,835 --> 00:34:35,835
I'm sorry.

523
00:34:40,207 --> 00:34:41,583
It's okay.

524
00:34:43,443 --> 00:34:44,443
Mom...

525
00:34:45,679 --> 00:34:46,964
I love you.

526
00:34:48,149 --> 00:34:49,182
Good-bye.

527
00:35:09,632 --> 00:35:12,701
_

528
00:35:32,468 --> 00:35:33,801
She's been waiting patiently

529
00:35:34,396 --> 00:35:35,545
to learn her name.

530
00:35:37,639 --> 00:35:38,829
Aria.

531
00:35:40,743 --> 00:35:42,207
I'm going to call her Aria.

532
00:36:20,649 --> 00:36:21,649
Honey!

533
00:36:35,664 --> 00:36:37,512
You know, my Mom used to talk about you.

534
00:36:39,208 --> 00:36:40,208
A lot.

535
00:36:41,837 --> 00:36:43,852
She told me what you
did in the earthquake,

536
00:36:45,107 --> 00:36:46,438
the price you paid.

537
00:36:49,164 --> 00:36:50,942
She said you can rest easy

538
00:36:51,647 --> 00:36:52,944
if you've got that

539
00:36:53,589 --> 00:36:55,530
"tough Reznick" in your corner.

540
00:36:59,434 --> 00:37:03,204
I'm thinking she didn't exactly
phrase it that way, did she?

541
00:37:03,292 --> 00:37:05,660
No. She didn't.

542
00:37:21,137 --> 00:37:22,349
Donald Sulkin?

543
00:37:23,212 --> 00:37:24,378
How can I help you?

544
00:37:24,413 --> 00:37:26,214
I'm Dr. Claire Browne.

545
00:37:28,684 --> 00:37:31,586
Greg Lavin died at
my hospital last month.

546
00:37:33,709 --> 00:37:34,709
Greg...

547
00:37:37,496 --> 00:37:40,867
Um, he had this with him when he passed.

548
00:37:55,164 --> 00:37:57,217
I gave these to Greg
at the end of the war.

549
00:38:01,263 --> 00:38:02,612
We were...

550
00:38:05,420 --> 00:38:06,420
Friends.

551
00:38:10,792 --> 00:38:11,792
Thank you.

552
00:38:13,455 --> 00:38:14,455
Thank you.

553
00:38:37,519 --> 00:38:38,647
That was beautiful.

554
00:38:41,470 --> 00:38:43,972
That room is filled with
stories that were cut short.

555
00:38:45,594 --> 00:38:46,808
Like ours.

556
00:38:49,958 --> 00:38:50,958
But you,

557
00:38:51,734 --> 00:38:54,024
you have an amazing story ahead.

558
00:38:55,711 --> 00:38:57,027
I can't wait to see it.

559
00:39:21,420 --> 00:39:22,635
You can come home?

560
00:39:23,752 --> 00:39:24,752
I can come home.

561
00:39:25,701 --> 00:39:26,701
But...

562
00:39:28,003 --> 00:39:29,003
But?

563
00:39:31,900 --> 00:39:32,900
Do you love me?

564
00:39:34,236 --> 00:39:35,440
Of course I love you.

565
00:39:37,012 --> 00:39:38,401
What do you love about me?

566
00:39:41,536 --> 00:39:44,115
I love that you love our son.

567
00:39:45,580 --> 00:39:48,415
I love watching you two talk.

568
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:51,664
I love the way Kellan
lights up when he's with you.

569
00:39:53,742 --> 00:39:54,876
I love you, too.

570
00:39:56,752 --> 00:39:58,019
For all the same reasons.

571
00:39:59,694 --> 00:40:01,228
And we both wanna be there for Kellan.

572
00:40:01,891 --> 00:40:02,891
And we are.

573
00:40:05,180 --> 00:40:06,180
But...

574
00:40:08,797 --> 00:40:11,184
You and I don't need
to be together to do that.

575
00:40:24,339 --> 00:40:25,773
Are you okay if...

576
00:40:29,698 --> 00:40:32,580
Maybe it's time we stopped coming here.

577
00:40:33,282 --> 00:40:34,499
You're ready to move on?

578
00:40:35,404 --> 00:40:36,404
No.

579
00:40:37,686 --> 00:40:39,186
But he'll still be with us, right?

580
00:40:39,747 --> 00:40:40,880
Wherever we are.

581
00:40:44,759 --> 00:40:45,885
He changed me.

582
00:40:51,293 --> 00:40:52,642
That's not gonna go away.

583
00:41:09,565 --> 00:41:12,833
I have everything I
need to stay overnight,

584
00:41:12,861 --> 00:41:15,498
including this... Negative for COVID.

585
00:41:17,058 --> 00:41:19,226
I know negative tests are unreliable,

586
00:41:19,251 --> 00:41:21,463
but it's my third in three days.

587
00:42:22,928 --> 00:42:30,930
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