1 00:00:00,100 --> 00:00:02,148 Of all men in the world, you decided 2 00:00:02,173 --> 00:00:04,508 to sleep with your dead girlfriend's husband? 3 00:00:04,600 --> 00:00:06,079 You can't tell him. 4 00:00:06,080 --> 00:00:08,237 Why didn't you tell me Andy was here the other night? 5 00:00:08,261 --> 00:00:10,399 - What? - The weird thing is why you hid it. 6 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:12,199 I like YOU! 7 00:00:12,200 --> 00:00:13,839 I'm illicit now. 8 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:15,599 What? Oh, come on! 9 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:19,520 - It's not a good idea. - You want it. You dick! I hate you! 10 00:00:20,840 --> 00:00:22,919 - Any idea where she might be? - No. 11 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:25,159 Have you looked at your bank statements? 12 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:27,199 That might give you some idea where. 13 00:00:27,200 --> 00:00:31,119 She hits her head and five minutes later, she died. 14 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:32,359 She was in Liverpool, 15 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:35,559 and I couldn't understand why she was there in the first place. 16 00:00:35,560 --> 00:00:38,319 Leave me alone! 17 00:00:38,320 --> 00:00:42,999 - David, this isn't working. - It's her, isn't it? Belle. 18 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:44,559 It's not going anywhere. 19 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:47,759 Helen! I just wondered 20 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:51,520 if you wanted to meet up sometime. Have a bit of fun. 21 00:00:55,440 --> 00:00:57,003 THREE DAYS AGO 22 00:00:57,320 --> 00:01:00,520 Please... It's not fair, Gail! 23 00:01:53,440 --> 00:01:54,840 Thank you. 24 00:01:56,400 --> 00:01:58,360 And that's for you. 25 00:02:11,600 --> 00:02:14,999 HENRY: I DON'T UNDERSTAND. HENRY: ARE YOU COMING BACK? 26 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:18,719 Oh, it's been a hair roller-coaster so far. 27 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:21,239 We started with ten contestants, 28 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:23,720 and we've whittled it down to a final three. 29 00:02:47,202 --> 00:02:47,832 TOM - 68 30 00:02:47,857 --> 00:02:49,857 iT'S A DATE. YOU'VE MATCHED WITH TOM. 31 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:56,639 - Hi, I'm Tom. - Hi, Gail. Nice to meet you. 32 00:02:56,640 --> 00:02:58,359 And you too. Er, shall I, er...? 33 00:03:18,300 --> 00:03:22,300 HE DIED SAD AND ALONE. I REGRET IT. DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE I DID. 34 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,639 Tea? 35 00:04:27,640 --> 00:04:29,280 Lovely. 36 00:04:29,800 --> 00:04:35,800 CREDITS 37 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:15,159 I just want the truth. 38 00:05:15,160 --> 00:05:17,079 This has nothing to do with me. 39 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:20,439 - We've been neighbours for years. - And yet I barely know you, 40 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,679 which speaks volumes. I'm sorry for what happened to Kelly, 41 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:25,719 but beyond that, you can't ask for me to get involved. 42 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:27,439 You are involved! You spoke to Saira. 43 00:05:27,440 --> 00:05:29,159 - But she didn't speak to you! - Well, exactly! 44 00:05:29,160 --> 00:05:32,040 - Argh! - I know. About what?! 45 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:38,160 David, you need to go now. 46 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:59,599 We need a new rule. 47 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:04,280 If I am hungover, nothing happens. 48 00:06:05,440 --> 00:06:06,679 Understood? 49 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:07,959 OK. 50 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:10,079 Now leave me alone. 51 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:15,919 I need at least 24 hours of complete peace. 52 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:18,279 Just remember your job interview today. 53 00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:28,839 What's that? 54 00:06:28,840 --> 00:06:29,880 Breakfast! 55 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:32,799 You wanted to talk? 56 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:34,719 - Always helps me. - Right. 57 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:37,079 There's a boy at the end of the road. 58 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:39,679 Well, I say boy, he's probably 40. 59 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:41,359 He sorts me out. 60 00:06:41,360 --> 00:06:43,080 Oh, thanks. 61 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:49,639 If anyone asks, it's medicinal. 62 00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:52,079 So... 63 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:54,960 Oh, come on. It won't kill you. 64 00:06:56,120 --> 00:06:58,879 Well, that is definitely true, but, er... 65 00:06:58,880 --> 00:07:00,880 ..no, thank you - not my thing. 66 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:05,119 Oh, good old Henry - 67 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:06,800 unflappable to the end. 68 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:09,399 What do you mean? 69 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:12,799 Well, the world changes, but nothing changes you. 70 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,280 Bravo. 71 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:26,040 - Have an amazing day today. Swapping over at five, right? - OK. 72 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:30,799 Er, can we say, if you're worried about anything in the future, 73 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,799 we'll talk about it? We're always better when we talk. 74 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:35,519 Yeah. 75 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:37,999 And not hide things from each other. 76 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,359 Yeah. Exactly. 77 00:07:40,360 --> 00:07:42,840 Er, I've got to go. 78 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:49,439 I'm sorry, I'm stupid. 79 00:07:49,440 --> 00:07:51,359 About what? 80 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:54,800 Not telling you Andy was here. 81 00:07:57,160 --> 00:07:59,679 We're going to be OK, aren't we? 82 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:02,280 Yeah, more than OK. 83 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,839 - Go on, you'll be late. - Yeah. 84 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:08,360 Right. Bye! 85 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:16,159 - The dress is disgusting. - I'm sure that's not true. 86 00:08:16,160 --> 00:08:18,959 - It makes me look like a curtain. - Oh, Maya... 87 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:21,999 Seriously - it's the sort of thing you'd wear. 88 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,399 Well, it's up to the bride. 89 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:26,039 - The bride said I could wear jeans. - Well, she's being polite. 90 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:28,679 Wear jeans, and you'll ruin it for everyone. 91 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:32,279 Did you find out where you could get some help? 92 00:08:32,280 --> 00:08:35,159 Look, occasionally, I'll fall off the wagon, but that doesn't mean... 93 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:37,199 Falling off the wagon wasn't the problem. 94 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,599 - Yeah, all right. - Falling into the wall... 95 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:42,599 I'd better go. Good luck with your interview. 96 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:44,759 I know you want it, and you can get it. 97 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:47,799 Just relax this time, yeah? 98 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:49,519 Chill. 99 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:51,240 I am chilled. 100 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:55,160 You're basically never chilled. 101 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,080 Hello? 102 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:37,479 What?! 103 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:38,960 When? 104 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:55,359 Didn't they call? 105 00:09:55,360 --> 00:09:57,079 Literally just now. 106 00:09:57,080 --> 00:10:00,439 Right. So, apparently, I'm not supposed to be on my own. 107 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:04,360 And I don't want to go back to mine anyway, so... I have to stay here. 108 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:09,359 - Why are you wearing a suit? - Ruth, it's hard enough as it is... 109 00:10:09,360 --> 00:10:11,440 Oh, OK, what do you want me to do, then? 110 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:14,719 Maya's in the spare room. 111 00:10:14,720 --> 00:10:16,799 You'll, er... You'll have to go in mine. 112 00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:19,879 - Oh, we are not sharing. - God, no. I'll take the sofa. 113 00:10:19,880 --> 00:10:22,079 I'm wearing a suit because I've got an interview. 114 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:23,519 Again? 115 00:10:23,520 --> 00:10:25,119 Same place, actually. 116 00:10:25,120 --> 00:10:27,879 You want to have another go at persuading them you're fun? 117 00:10:27,880 --> 00:10:30,239 It means you will be on your own today, there's no avoiding that. 118 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,279 - Where's Maya? - At a dress fitting 119 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,599 - for a wedding, and then a hen do... - A wedding? 120 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:36,479 She's a bridesmaid for the woman across the hall. 121 00:10:36,480 --> 00:10:39,159 Try to keep it tidy today. 122 00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:41,120 Don't go through my cupboards. 123 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:48,319 I'll get some Curly Wurlys on the way home, I know you like them. 124 00:10:48,350 --> 00:10:49,639 I'm not a child. 125 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:51,959 - All right, I won't, then. - No, fuck off, do. 126 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:55,040 - I'm just saying. - Just, if you need to go anywhere... 127 00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:58,000 Oh, shit. 128 00:11:13,720 --> 00:11:19,159 I just assumed that was the sort of person she was. You know, quiet, 129 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:21,639 - normal. - Quiet, perhaps, but... 130 00:11:22,760 --> 00:11:24,719 she always had a spark to her. 131 00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:26,199 That's not what you said to me. 132 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,879 - What? - Well, I remember, when we were together, 133 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:30,479 - you called her dull. - No. 134 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:32,680 - No, I wouldn't... - You did. 135 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:36,440 You expecting someone? 136 00:11:41,279 --> 00:11:43,095 Speak of the devil. 137 00:11:43,888 --> 00:11:44,716 Hi. 138 00:11:47,240 --> 00:11:49,560 Oh, hello, Helen. 139 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:53,239 Is that...? 140 00:11:53,240 --> 00:11:55,039 Is that weed, Helen? 141 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,239 Yes. Do you want some? 142 00:11:57,240 --> 00:12:00,639 Oh, that's kind, but not right now. 143 00:12:00,640 --> 00:12:02,239 Have you been here all night? 144 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:04,319 Helen came over this morning. 145 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:05,959 I wanted someone to talk to. 146 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:08,479 Oh, right. Well, that makes sense. 147 00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:10,479 Er, well, don't let me interrupt. 148 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:12,399 I'll, er, just go and unpack. 149 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:14,879 Oh, we're due at Rachel's. 150 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:18,440 Shall we aim to leave in an hour? We can catch up in the car. 151 00:12:21,880 --> 00:12:23,240 You're back, then? 152 00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:26,080 Yes. 153 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:28,876 For good? 154 00:12:29,228 --> 00:12:30,103 Yes. 155 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:38,210 I... should go. 156 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:43,240 Good luck! 157 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:56,413 In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, amen. 158 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:58,600 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. 159 00:13:02,480 --> 00:13:05,799 I haven't been to confession for... two months, 160 00:13:05,800 --> 00:13:07,241 since Kelly died. 161 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:10,480 All right. 162 00:13:13,320 --> 00:13:15,620 I've been finding it very difficult to pray. 163 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:18,560 Why's that? 164 00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:22,501 I've always tried to dedicate my life to God. 165 00:13:22,526 --> 00:13:26,036 I mean, I haven't been perfect, but I've sincerely made the attempt. 166 00:13:26,145 --> 00:13:26,919 Yes. 167 00:13:26,920 --> 00:13:28,679 David, I know that's true. 168 00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:31,239 So when I think about what's happened to me 169 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:33,000 and when I think about God... 170 00:13:34,120 --> 00:13:35,520 I have three options. 171 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:40,714 Either he's punishing me - but for what, I have no idea. 172 00:13:40,855 --> 00:13:42,495 I don't think he's punishing you. 173 00:13:42,520 --> 00:13:46,320 Or he's malevolent, enjoying what's happening. 174 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:49,599 What's your third option? 175 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:51,320 That there is no God at all. 176 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:58,080 One can't have blessings without suffering. 177 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:03,759 Kelly was taken from you, but before that, 178 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,239 you were given a loving, happy relationship... 179 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:07,480 She cheated on me. 180 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:11,760 I discovered recently that she'd been lying to me. 181 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:14,680 She was with someone else. 182 00:14:16,040 --> 00:14:17,999 After I found that out, 183 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,000 I had sex with one of my students. 184 00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:22,840 I liked her... 185 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:25,880 but she's left me now as well. 186 00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:29,920 So, I mean, yeah, I have blessings... 187 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:34,400 but when I think of how hard I've tried to be good... 188 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,960 I'd say there's something unfair going on. 189 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:41,320 God loves you, David. 190 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:47,480 Then whatever he's up to, or even if he exists at all... 191 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:51,880 what authority does he have left to judge me? 192 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:58,520 I mean, why shouldn't I just do exactly what I want? 193 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:25,879 - Henry, whatever you do, it's up to you. - Nothing happened. 194 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:27,559 You've only got a few months to live, 195 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:29,639 and if seeing Helen is what you wanted, then... 196 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:32,479 I'm telling you she came round this morning. 197 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:33,599 All right. 198 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:34,839 I believe you. 199 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:35,880 No problem. 200 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,559 - Hi. - Hey! I'm Ruth. 201 00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:18,279 I'm just staying across the hall. 202 00:16:18,280 --> 00:16:22,199 I'm not really supposed to be left alone, so... 203 00:16:22,200 --> 00:16:25,120 do you fancy a cup of tea and a chat? 204 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:37,359 Belle? 205 00:16:37,360 --> 00:16:39,360 Ah, hello! 206 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,079 What's your name? 207 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:47,719 - Barclay. - Ah, it's like the bank. 208 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:49,479 No, not really. 209 00:16:49,480 --> 00:16:52,279 How do I look? Cos last time I completely fucked it up - 210 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:54,959 I had a stain on my arm and I was really boring. 211 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,199 You look fine. 212 00:16:56,200 --> 00:17:00,520 Shall we? Lead the way, beautiful man. 213 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:11,119 Oh, you've got such long legs - I have to run to keep up! 214 00:17:11,120 --> 00:17:13,359 Maybe that's why you're so fit, all the walking. 215 00:17:13,360 --> 00:17:16,519 Actually, everyone here is incredibly attractive. 216 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:18,319 So you've interviewed before? 217 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:20,039 Yeah, and they said I wasn't fun enough. 218 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:22,879 Can you believe that? Cos I'm... I'm so fun. 219 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:24,999 The truth is that I need the money. 220 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:26,839 Everything in my life is going very wrong. 221 00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:29,279 I'm a Pilates teacher, but that doesn't even begin to cover 222 00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:32,679 my outgoings, so, yep, I need this job. 223 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:34,880 But I think I'd... I'd enjoy it, too. 224 00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:39,319 - So, we're in here? - Yes. 225 00:17:39,320 --> 00:17:40,879 Right. 226 00:17:40,880 --> 00:17:43,000 Thank you, Barclays. Wish me luck! 227 00:17:50,280 --> 00:17:51,759 What's going on? 228 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:52,799 Where's Jan? 229 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:53,999 You can't see Jan today. 230 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,799 Um, yes, I can. 231 00:17:55,800 --> 00:17:58,239 I can see Jan. Jan's the man. 232 00:17:58,240 --> 00:17:59,399 I've got the email. 233 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:02,200 You had an appointment, but you're not doing the interview. 234 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:07,519 - Why not? - Because you're drunk. 235 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:08,640 Be-becau... 236 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:13,319 Look, I'm... I'm sorry, I don't actually, er, know who you are. 237 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:15,439 - I'm not... I'm not really... - You need to go home. 238 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:17,359 No! No! I've prepared! 239 00:18:17,360 --> 00:18:19,914 If you won't take me, I'll... I'll 240 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:24,159 If you try to see her, I will advise that it's not possible 241 00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:26,319 to conduct the interview with you in this state, 242 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:28,279 and she'll listen to me, and that will be it. 243 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:30,600 - You go home, and we reschedule. - I... 244 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:37,120 You're a dick. 245 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:05,560 Hi. 246 00:19:22,585 --> 00:19:23,569 STUDENT RECORD 247 00:19:28,858 --> 00:19:29,944 SAIRA MALIK 248 00:19:56,223 --> 00:20:00,543 REQUEST TO CHANGE COURSE TO ENGLISH MODULE 3R - DAVID ASTON 249 00:20:02,144 --> 00:20:02,715 Hello? 250 00:20:02,754 --> 00:20:06,039 Hi. Hi, erm, does Saira live here? - Yeah. 251 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:08,079 - Who are you? - Er, I'm David Aston. 252 00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:09,879 I teach her English. 253 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:12,519 - Is she...? - She's gone to her gran's for a few days. 254 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:13,449 Oh. OK. 255 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:16,399 Only I, er... 256 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:19,879 I have to get her these papers, er, by tomorrow. 257 00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:22,679 And I can't get through on her phone. So, do you have an address? 258 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:24,040 Maybe I could... 259 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,719 Here. No paper. 260 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:39,760 Oh, great, thank you very... much. 261 00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:58,519 - Happy birthday! - Thanks! 262 00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:00,159 Mum, are you feeling better? 263 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:01,840 - Better? - I'll go through. 264 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:06,999 - Dad said you'd been ill. - Ill? No. 265 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,719 Wow, Mum! Makeover! 266 00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:12,199 So, what's been going on? 267 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,479 Oh, my God, Mum, your clothes! 268 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:15,839 You look great, Gail. 269 00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:17,639 Oh, thanks, Chris. You too! 270 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:21,320 - I wasn't saying I didn't like it, it's just... - Oh, come here! Oh... 271 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:26,639 You think I don't love you as much as Rachel. 272 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:30,199 It's not true, but you've always felt it, 273 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:32,639 I know. We should talk about that sometime. 274 00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:35,200 - Mum, are... are you OK? - Oh... 275 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:38,679 What are you doing? 276 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:41,639 Kissing our son, Henry. You should try it sometime. 277 00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,239 Are we going to have some music? It's a birthday party, isn't it? 278 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,559 - Kyle? - We thought you didn't like it. 279 00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:49,199 - We don't. - Yeah! Come on! 280 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:51,719 Lenny, you wanna boogie? 281 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:53,239 - Yeah! - Yeah! 282 00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:55,319 Lenny wants to rock, and Lenny's the boss! 283 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:58,959 Hey, fist bump, Lenny, fist bump. 284 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,719 So, the toddler's in charge? 285 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:04,321 Yeah! Hey, Lenny, ready to rock? 286 00:22:04,415 --> 00:22:05,907 - Yeah! - Yeah! 287 00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:16,919 When you said she'd been ill... 288 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,200 Exactly. 289 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:55,559 You shouldn't sleep here - you'll have something stolen. 290 00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:57,359 What are you do...? 291 00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:59,799 Your... your sister said that you'd gone for a job interview, 292 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,559 and when I asked at reception, 293 00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,120 they said you'd just left the building. 294 00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:09,239 I feel like someone's put an axe through my skull. 295 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,479 Yeah, I thought that might be the case. 296 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:13,319 That's why I brought you... 297 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:14,640 a hangover cure. 298 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:19,600 You laughing at me? 299 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:22,639 I'm bribing you. 300 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:25,239 I need you to tell me that I'm wrong. 301 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:27,839 Saira's university records said 302 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:30,920 that she asked to join my seminar group. 303 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:34,450 She always said it was chance. 304 00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:38,490 So from the very beginning, she was lying. 305 00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:41,999 And then I went to her student house 306 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,159 and found that she's gone to her gran's 307 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:46,600 in Liverpool. 308 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:50,220 Kelly died in Liverpool. 309 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:53,938 And I never knew why she was there. 310 00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,868 At that point, I started to... 311 00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:04,297 think that there was the possibility of something bad. 312 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,844 And so I've come back to you. 313 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,586 Cos you know, don't you? 314 00:24:26,912 --> 00:24:31,037 Don't mention religion, don't mention men or marriage. 315 00:24:31,100 --> 00:24:34,799 I have spent 28 years trying to get away from her. 316 00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,199 And now I have, I have nightmares 317 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:37,839 that one day I'm going to have to go back. 318 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:40,640 Oh, I need a drink in my hand. 319 00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:44,799 - All right. OK? - Mm-hm. 320 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:51,639 Hey! 321 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:56,239 Oh, I thought you were going to lose weight for the wedding. 322 00:24:56,240 --> 00:25:00,159 - Jesus, Mum... - I'm joking! You're lovely just the way you are. 323 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:01,599 Now, where's my other little girl? 324 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:04,679 - She's asleep. - Oh? Is she? 325 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,239 Rose I know. 326 00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:08,279 - Hello, Rose. - Hey. Good to see you. 327 00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:11,719 - Susie. And Anya. And who's this? 328 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:14,079 This is Maya. She lives across the hall. 329 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,319 She really helped when Evie arrived. 330 00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:17,519 Oh, right. 331 00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:19,759 - And there's another one just come, yeah? - Yeah. 332 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:22,599 Oh, well, look at her! 333 00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:24,359 She's not a bridesmaid, is she? 334 00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:27,279 - No. This is Gaby. - Well, thank God for that! 335 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:30,159 Well, I don't want Liam changing his mind. 336 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,559 I mean, I don't mean to be offensive to the rest of you, 337 00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:34,239 but look at her. 338 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:35,800 She's gorgeous! 339 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,199 Chris, you're happy to support him 340 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:43,519 until he finds something he wants to do, right? Of course. 341 00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,279 - Because he loves you! - All right, 342 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:47,879 but seriously, having your own income in a relationship is vital. 343 00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,359 I never had my own income. 344 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:50,806 That's different. - How? 345 00:25:50,868 --> 00:25:51,719 You never wanted it. 346 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:55,079 Well, I did, but every time I got a part-time job or something, 347 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:57,399 you'd laugh at the uniform and say how boring it was. 348 00:25:57,400 --> 00:26:00,119 - Nonsense. - It's not nonsense, Henry, it's simply what... 349 00:26:00,120 --> 00:26:01,599 You want everyone to think you were hard done by, 350 00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:02,639 but you lived it up for 40 years... 351 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:04,119 - Well, shall we move on? - Life of luxury, 352 00:26:04,120 --> 00:26:06,599 - while I went to work every day. - OK, seriously, what's going on? 353 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,799 Your mother has decided this is the perfect moment 354 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:11,039 to completely change her personality. 355 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,679 I wanted to be me - your father wasn't keen. 356 00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:14,959 No, I never said that. 357 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,159 So I tried telling him, 358 00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:17,519 - but he wasn't listening. - I was listening 359 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,479 - that whole evening, Gail. - So, I walked out, 360 00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,039 left him for a few days. 361 00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:26,119 I needed time to work things out. And now I have, I'm better. 362 00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,560 Why? Work out what? 363 00:26:29,360 --> 00:26:33,759 I decided I needed to start paying myself some respect... 364 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,239 - Right... - ..because it's true, 365 00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,679 the biggest problem was the way your father treated me, 366 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,359 - but that's not an issue... - She thinks I laugh at her. 367 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:43,440 - Well, you do, you always mock... - Talk over her. 368 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,399 She says I ruined her entire life. 369 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,559 - You probably haven't noticed... - Yes, of course we've noticed. 370 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:50,959 Dad's always been like that. 371 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:53,359 If you noticed it, why didn't you say anything? 372 00:26:53,360 --> 00:26:54,399 You're my mum and dad, 373 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:56,599 and everyone thinks their mum and dad are completely weird. 374 00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:57,759 But you enjoyed it. 375 00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,399 - Er, no... - She laughed. Exactly! 376 00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,919 This is what I've been saying. Whatever's going on in her head, 377 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:03,200 it's a complete fantasy. 378 00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:10,679 Mum, point is, either way, if you're happy, then good! 379 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,399 And I love the clothes. 380 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:13,639 Good. 381 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:16,119 Yes, it's true, I do feel more... more relaxed, 382 00:27:16,120 --> 00:27:19,079 - more confident. - Why don't you just tell them the truth? 383 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:21,159 I mean, our family has always made jokes 384 00:27:21,160 --> 00:27:22,839 at each other's expense, but it stops us... 385 00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:24,999 What she's not telling you is why she really left. 386 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:27,039 It stops us being honest with each other. 387 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:28,319 I mean, imagine if, when we meet... 388 00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:30,719 She left so she could sleep with someone else! 389 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,519 - What?! - Oh, I'm sorry, 390 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,760 I thought you just said we should be honest. 391 00:27:36,360 --> 00:27:37,719 After your mum left me, 392 00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:40,439 - she got a flat and she met some new man. - She...? 393 00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:42,439 - Dad, I think that's unlikely. - I beg your pardon... 394 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:43,559 I saw them together! 395 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:45,239 I stupidly thought that perhaps there was something 396 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:47,319 in what she was saying, so I found out where she was, 397 00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,599 I got some flowers to apologise, but when I got there, 398 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:51,519 I saw them in the street - he kissed her. 399 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,879 - No! Henry, it was on the cheek. - You see? 400 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,679 - Mum? - And I suddenly realised, 401 00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,399 - what was I doing... - He's just a friend. You got Helen over. 402 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:01,279 chasing after this woman who's going to be that selfish? 403 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:02,679 Someone to talk to... 404 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:04,839 I thought, "It's time to look after yourself," and I went home 405 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,440 - and I came to a decision. - What decision? 406 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:11,239 I'm not doing the chemotherapy. 407 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:13,239 You...? 408 00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:16,159 What?! Not doing it? 409 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:18,959 I mean, I'll miss you children, 410 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:21,159 but I'd rather have five months living life as I want to 411 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,199 than turning myself into some weak, pathetic... 412 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:24,879 Dad, you have to. 413 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:28,254 Why should I put myself through all that, when you, my whole family, think 414 00:28:28,279 --> 00:28:31,661 - I'm horrible and she's brilliant? - Dad... 415 00:28:32,083 --> 00:28:33,839 - God's gift. - No, we don't. 416 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,239 Yes, we do, we do think she's brilliant. 417 00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:38,919 So do you, that's what you've always said. 418 00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:40,559 Well, she's changed. 419 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:44,960 - Yes, but not for the worse. - Jonathan, whose side are you on? 420 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:53,000 Dad, can we talk about the chemo? 421 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:55,720 Please. 422 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,680 I was really looking forward to today. 423 00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:03,879 Your last birthday, Rachel. 424 00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:05,840 The last one I'll see. 425 00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:10,440 Really looking forward to it. 426 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:14,400 Excuse me. 427 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:28,279 My favourite bit of my body, I would say, is... my chest. 428 00:29:28,280 --> 00:29:31,119 - Oh! - Wrong again! 429 00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:33,039 So this is supposed to test how well she knows him? 430 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,439 It's not a test. 431 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:36,999 Well, it's not looking good - she hasn't got one right! 432 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,199 Next question! What do you argue about the most - 433 00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:42,999 money, food or sex? 434 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,479 - Ah! - Oh, food. It's always food with a guy. - No, 435 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:47,919 it's none of those, er... 436 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,439 Yes, it is! Money, food or sex. 437 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,039 Money. He'll say money. 438 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,719 Let's see. 439 00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,160 Oh, er, OK. 440 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,199 We argue the most about food. 441 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,079 Oh! No! 442 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,439 Mate, I told ya. 443 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,719 - What were you going to say? - Oh, it doesn't matter. 444 00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,879 Well, I'm sure this lot would get them right. 445 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:09,999 And I bet Gaby with what's-his-name would... 446 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,239 - Mum! - Andy. 447 00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:13,759 Yeah, well, I don't know about that. We've broken up, actually. 448 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:16,119 - Oh. - Yeah. 449 00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:19,679 We went back last night, and then he called me up this morning 450 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:21,719 and said he's... 451 00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,433 Hasn't he called you? 452 00:30:23,457 --> 00:30:26,239 No. - I thought he would have. 453 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:28,531 Yeah, anyway, 454 00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:31,959 his friend's found him some work in New York. 455 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:33,279 He's moving. 456 00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:35,080 And he says he wants to finish it. 457 00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:38,880 He's coming to your wedding and then he's on a plane. 458 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:43,440 I really thought he'd let you know. 459 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,719 Shall we do the next one, yeah? 460 00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:49,719 Ready? Hannah? 461 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:51,919 What? Yeah. 462 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:57,119 - Yeah. - OK, so, favourite sexual position. 463 00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,319 Oh, right, this is going to be fascinating. 464 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,760 Sorry - I didn't know your mum would be here. 465 00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,559 A rather facetious coffee table 466 00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:12,759 landscape installation 467 00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,719 and generally, this whole sort of, you know, art theme. 468 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:17,279 And what did you spend all your money on? 469 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:18,999 Well, it was the sort of humdrum stuff. 470 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:21,319 It was things like timber, it was paint, it was fabric. 471 00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:24,039 - Oh, God... - But then there was some really nice new materials, 472 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,439 like the corrugated Perspex over there, which was 7.99... 473 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:29,799 I have had the best day! 474 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:32,520 Back-to-back Changing Rooms from the '90s. 475 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:35,959 You've been gone ages! 476 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:37,919 What happened to your suit? 477 00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:39,159 Oh, did you get the job? 478 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:41,039 No. 479 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,639 It's very them, from what I've got to know of them in the last couple of days. 480 00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:45,079 It's also very Charlotte. 481 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:48,800 Did she tell you this was the look she wanted? 482 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:51,959 400... 483 00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:53,639 - No! No... - and £66. 484 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:54,879 No! No! 485 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:58,039 These programmes are, like, 25 years old, 486 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:01,879 so all these rooms would look awful now. 487 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:03,880 It's called entropy. 488 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:08,360 The natural process by which things inevitably fall apart. 489 00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:12,480 What's this? 490 00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,879 Well, since you've got it out and looked at it, 491 00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:20,279 - I assume you know it's a map. - Kingswood Hall. 492 00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:24,319 Is that the kind of place they do functions, or, I don't know, 493 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:25,759 weddings? 494 00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:27,719 - So you've already... - Man on the phone 495 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,560 said they've got a booking tomorrow for Neil Baker. 496 00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:33,479 - Well, yeah... - Seriously? 497 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:36,080 He's getting married again, and you're going? 498 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,359 Ooh! Having a party? 499 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:42,520 For one. 500 00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:50,519 When I was in hospital, I did a lot of thinking. 501 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:53,039 Oh, no, if this is going to be a thing, I don't want to get into... 502 00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:54,679 And I realised something. 503 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:57,399 As I mentioned, I have borderline personality disorder. 504 00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,399 - It's hard to live with... - Yes! 505 00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:04,599 And there is no cure, but despite that, I kind of make sense. 506 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:05,959 To me. 507 00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:07,799 I comfort eat for anxiety. 508 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:10,479 I have very intense relationships, 509 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,159 most of which just don't survive, 510 00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:15,239 but I meet new people and I enjoy life where I can. 511 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,159 And when I think or feel something, I don't just bottle it up. 512 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:19,519 To say the least. 513 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:23,879 And then I was thinking about you, and you don't make sense at all. 514 00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:25,839 I mean, you drink too much. But why? 515 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,359 You don't have many friends. Why not? 516 00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:32,279 You've had one proper relationship in your life, and that was so weird 517 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:33,479 that you changed your name for him. 518 00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,039 And not just your second name, your first name. 519 00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:37,439 And then that broke up because he cheated on you, 520 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:38,839 and now, for some reason, 521 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:41,399 you are still going to his new fucking wedding. 522 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:44,800 I mean, WTF, Annabelle?! 523 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:50,360 There's some big questions there, very unanswered. 524 00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:54,959 It's nice you want to talk. 525 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:56,400 Yeah. 526 00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:59,420 I don't. 527 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,679 I didn't know they played cricket this time of year. 528 00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:15,039 They play cricket all year round. 529 00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,040 What about the weather? 530 00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,040 Luckily, these days, there are other countries. 531 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:27,240 Who was he? 532 00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:30,959 Well... 533 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:34,119 After I left, I thought I should try new things, 534 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:35,439 so I went for a date. 535 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,079 It was stupid. 536 00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:40,840 The moment I was sat there waiting, I knew it was ridiculous. 537 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:43,560 I mean, I missed you. 538 00:34:45,240 --> 00:34:48,199 Anyway, this man turns up, I don't find him attractive, 539 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:49,599 but he's good company. 540 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,039 You'd like him. 541 00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:52,559 We're into the same music. 542 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:54,079 He wants to open a record shop. 543 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:55,239 A record shop? 544 00:34:55,240 --> 00:34:58,040 Yes. So, I said I might help. 545 00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:02,119 We met the next morning for breakfast and started to plan it. 546 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,599 When he said goodbye, that's what you saw, 547 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:07,360 - so it wasn't... - A record shop? 548 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,800 A record shop, Henry, yes. 549 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:15,319 - You didn't sleep together? - God, no! 550 00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,759 I don't want to sleep with anyone else. 551 00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:19,559 Well, neither do I. 552 00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:20,759 Good. 553 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,239 So what matters is, I feel like me now. 554 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:25,600 I'm happy. 555 00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:29,079 I know the timing isn't great. 556 00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,479 It's a lot for you to deal with. 557 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:34,039 But I'm honestly hoping it'll make us both better. 558 00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:35,520 I agree. 559 00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,200 - Time is precious. - Right. 560 00:35:43,120 --> 00:35:45,280 The problem is, I don't like you. 561 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,120 Not like this. 562 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:53,279 I don't like the new clothes, the childish jokes, 563 00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:56,800 the sickening emotional outpouring. 564 00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:00,560 I preferred you as you were. 565 00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,400 Our relationship as it was. 566 00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:09,920 You want honesty? There it is. 567 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:18,719 We'll wait for you... 568 00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:20,800 to do the cake. 569 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,839 - Hi there. - Hello? 570 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,119 Er, I know this is... 571 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,359 It's really late, but, er, I'm a friend of Saira's. 572 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,240 It's... It's all right, Nan. OK. 573 00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,159 Hi. What are you doing here? 574 00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:59,039 I-I got your address from your flatmate. 575 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,239 - I made it clear. - Yeah, I know. 576 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:03,040 I just want to talk. 577 00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:06,800 I've come all the way here. 578 00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,039 Has he called you yet? 579 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,799 I texted, but, er, no. No reply. 580 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,559 - He's probably in tonight. - You know? 581 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:45,199 - Packing. - What do you mean? 582 00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:51,719 Right. OK, it's time for an extra surprise. Gather round. 583 00:37:51,720 --> 00:37:53,119 Ooh, what's this? 584 00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,440 OK... 585 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,439 So have you got any final message for Hannah? 586 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:02,039 She'll be watching this the night before. 587 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:03,600 Oh, OK, erm... 588 00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:07,239 Heya, Bobo. 589 00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:10,079 He's so cute. 590 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,599 Er, there's all these people round right now, 591 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:15,880 but when it comes down to it, it'll just be us. 592 00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:25,480 I never thought I'd find someone as right for me as you. 593 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:32,279 And, like, you know, I'm not perfect. 594 00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:34,233 But none of us are. 595 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:38,399 And whatever's happened, 596 00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:40,680 tomorrow we make a new start. 597 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,199 Total commitment. 598 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,240 You and me. 599 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:50,520 So, yeah, sleep well. 600 00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:55,920 And, er, I'll see you at the church! 601 00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:01,240 - Aww! - That was so sweet. 602 00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,239 I wish I had someone who loved me like that. 603 00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:08,119 What does he mean, whatever's happened? 604 00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:12,039 Hey, look, I'm so sorry. Can we... can we call it a night? 605 00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:13,839 Er, I've just had a message. 606 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:16,479 I've got to get over to Denise's - questions about the flowers. 607 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,759 - Oh! Now? Really? - You want one of us to go? 608 00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:21,839 No. Er, I need to get it right. 609 00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:24,959 Er, I'm just going to order a taxi. Mum, you all right with Evie? 610 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:26,799 - Well, yeah, yeah, but... - Take any food with you. 611 00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,360 Er, drinks, whatever. 612 00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:31,799 Oh. 613 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,840 Good luck. 614 00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:36,840 Thanks. 615 00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:50,799 I have my flaws, but... 616 00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:54,319 at least I'm instinctive, impulsive, 617 00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:59,719 like, relationships and playing and sex and adventures. 618 00:39:59,720 --> 00:40:03,600 You know, you... you've always seemed sort of cut off from that. 619 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:05,983 No! 620 00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:08,639 But why? That is what I don't understand. 621 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:12,039 What is stopping you? Engage with me! 622 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:15,639 What is stopping you being fully fucking in the middle of life, 623 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:18,919 - just grabbing it? You seem so... - You! 624 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,079 - What? - You stop me! 625 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:24,039 Ever since I was 16, I've had to look after you, 626 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:27,239 while making sure, as you said to me in hospital only three weeks ago, 627 00:40:27,240 --> 00:40:30,080 I don't break. Because I can't. 628 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:33,639 So I take the responsibility. 629 00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,519 Nurse Mum when she's dying 630 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:38,000 because you can't bear to see her like that. 631 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:41,559 Shoulder to cry on when the latest man leaves you, 632 00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:43,640 or gives you a baby and then dies. 633 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,479 I checked your pills. I pay your rent for 20 years. 634 00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:50,239 Oh, yeah, and then you meet a man and leave. 635 00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:52,399 I was trying to get my own life! 636 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:53,759 And how did that work out? 637 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,679 I don't see why I am the subject of this conversation! 638 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:59,199 Because you always make it seem like I am the one with the problem! 639 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:00,719 Well, there's clinical evidence for that! 640 00:41:00,720 --> 00:41:03,879 And because you're going to your ex-husband's new fucking wedding, 641 00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,120 - and that's really strange. - It's all I have. 642 00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:13,720 Free drink and the company of my ex-husband makes me happy. 643 00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:16,839 That's not so unusual... 644 00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,959 No, it's not unusual, but it's not ideal! 645 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,079 This is really cool, by the way, this conversation, 646 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:25,239 - I feel like a therapist. - I'm so glad you're having a good time. 647 00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:28,439 The ex-husband and the booze aren't the solutions, Belle, 648 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:30,359 they're the symptoms. 649 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:33,719 - You'd make a terrible therapist. - Look, the problem isn't me, 650 00:41:33,720 --> 00:41:38,519 or Neil, or Maya, it's you, Belle. You need to fix you. 651 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,079 And to do that, you need to let the people who love you help. 652 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:45,000 - Who loves me? - I do! 653 00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,280 I mean, who looks after me? 654 00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:53,680 Who's there? 655 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,840 Who puts me first... 656 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,080 in the end? 657 00:42:09,240 --> 00:42:12,919 - And I'll give you green buttons... - I'm going to give you... 658 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:17,360 - and some orange... - some yellow. Let's do... 659 00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:22,320 Mum, we really need to do the cake now. 660 00:42:27,720 --> 00:42:29,839 Mum, I don't want to be... 661 00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:33,599 But do you think all this is a bit much, 662 00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:35,479 with what he's going through, 663 00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:38,479 to have to deal with this change in you? 664 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,559 Yes, I know, and I've said that. 665 00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:45,199 But, Jon, this is me. This is not something that I'm putting on. 666 00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:47,959 This is what I'm like when I'm happy. Rachel, you understand. 667 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,080 Of course. 668 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:52,120 It's just the chemotherapy... 669 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:57,959 So what do you want me to do? 670 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:01,640 Well, Dad needs to come first, really, doesn't he? 671 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,199 This one looks after me. 672 00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:12,319 Always has. 673 00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:14,559 - Never any trouble from her. - Do you want a tea? 674 00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:16,319 Cos, er, he'll want one, so... 675 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,360 - Oh, yes, please, love. - OK. 676 00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:24,159 82 years old. 677 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,280 She's amazing. 678 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:30,319 You come here a lot? 679 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:31,680 Whenever I can. 680 00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:35,719 When Dad died, we were there for each other. 681 00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:37,119 You never mentioned her. 682 00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:39,999 David, we can't get back together. 683 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,679 - I don't want to get back together. - OK, then. 684 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:47,559 And, er, your flatmate, she didn't know about us. 685 00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:51,239 Yeah, cos I've had quite a hard life and I don't trust people easily. 686 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:52,919 I wouldn't be alone in that. 687 00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:55,759 - What are you here for? - Everyone can say they've had a hard life. 688 00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,439 No, I don't think so, not like me. 689 00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:01,479 I never had any money, no brothers or sisters, me mum died, 690 00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:02,559 then me dad. 691 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:06,295 You know, it took me five years to save up to go to uni. 692 00:44:06,584 --> 00:44:09,160 David, why are you here? 693 00:44:21,234 --> 00:44:25,759 Look, I'm not trying to get back together with you. 694 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:27,248 I get it. 695 00:44:27,720 --> 00:44:29,600 It's just that, er... 696 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,519 there's this wedding tomorrow, 697 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:37,199 and it's in the same church that Kelly and I got married in. 698 00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:39,279 It's going to be quite weird for me. 699 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:44,292 I'm allowed to bring someone, and I would love it if it was you. 700 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,919 I don't really have anyone else, 701 00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:49,879 not anyone who understands, 702 00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,159 so... do you think you could be there? 703 00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:53,280 As... as a friend? 704 00:44:57,400 --> 00:44:59,476 I'll totally understand if you say no. 705 00:45:00,531 --> 00:45:02,999 Yeah, of course. 706 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:04,171 Thank you. 707 00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:07,609 Yeah, we can meet at the church at two o'clock. 708 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:10,749 - I'll text you the details. - Sure. 709 00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,920 Well, I should leave you to it. 710 00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:21,510 - Bye! - Bye-bye. 711 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:27,200 See you tomorrow. 712 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:44,120 David... 713 00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:57,917 Can I switch it off? 714 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:11,039 The children want you to sing Happy Birthday, 715 00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,679 so they can do the cake before Lenny goes to bed. 716 00:46:13,680 --> 00:46:18,600 And they also want you to do the chemotherapy. 717 00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,000 They feel maybe I've been inconsiderate. 718 00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:26,519 I don't seem to make you laugh any more. 719 00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:27,839 Not once today. 720 00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:30,440 Because you always used to laugh at me. 721 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:34,680 If you say so. 722 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:43,679 He's not going to die now. 723 00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:45,599 Me and Mummy 724 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:48,199 and Daddy, Grandad, 725 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:52,320 Granny - the whole family. 726 00:46:59,720 --> 00:47:01,199 Your hair's funny. 727 00:47:01,200 --> 00:47:05,120 - What? - It's sort of stuck up at the back. Can I? 728 00:47:12,000 --> 00:47:13,320 There. 729 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:17,720 It's your hair needs sorting out. 730 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:23,160 Well, maybe. 731 00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:27,599 Like Lenny's had a go with a pair of scissors. 732 00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:30,039 I know. 733 00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:33,040 I'll grow it out. Don't worry. 734 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:40,759 I thought maybe it would go with the record shop. 735 00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,799 Record shop! 736 00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:45,080 Yeah, you know. Rock chick. 737 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:50,879 Not quite a chick, if you don't mind my saying. 738 00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:56,080 - Rock hen, maybe. - I'm not going to open a record shop. 739 00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:59,040 I know. 740 00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:01,240 Rock hen. 741 00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:05,476 Rock hen. 742 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:09,160 I'm sorry. 743 00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:11,600 Forget it all. 744 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:14,440 I'm still your Gail. 745 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:37,720 Panic over! Normal service resumed. 746 00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,039 Shall we do this, then? 747 00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:43,599 Yes! Kyle, we're on. 748 00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:48,399 Oh, Lenny, Lenny, Lenny! Now, Grandad doesn't really sing, 749 00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:50,759 so you're doing this on your own, right? 750 00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:18,400 Thanks! Len, you want to help me blow them out? 751 00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:22,560 Well done, buddy! 752 00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:30,800 Right, shall we cut it? 753 00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:39,080 Thanks, Mum. 754 00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,679 - I thought it was your hen do. - It was. 755 00:49:49,680 --> 00:49:52,319 And then I hear you're leaving. 756 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:56,676 Yes, er, my friend's got a place in New York, 757 00:49:56,739 --> 00:49:58,887 and he said that he can get me some work, 758 00:49:58,942 --> 00:50:00,919 - bit more than I'm making now... - What about Evie? 759 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:02,519 I'll send money back. 760 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:05,999 Evie's fine for money. She wants her dad. 761 00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:08,520 Well, she'll have a dad. 762 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:11,068 You're marrying him tomorrow. 763 00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:13,326 But I mean her... 764 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:18,840 Why do you suddenly want to go? 765 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:22,159 There's nothing for me here. 766 00:50:22,160 --> 00:50:25,359 I'm just hanging about, like some spare part. 767 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,839 We've done everything to try and make you feel like... 768 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:30,240 - like you're part of the... - It hasn't worked. 769 00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:37,360 I know that there's been a lot going on. 770 00:50:38,937 --> 00:50:42,119 But I want you in Evie's life. 771 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:43,109 Yeah? 772 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,359 I want that, too. 773 00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:48,880 Then this makes no sense at all. 774 00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:51,880 Are you sure? 775 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:54,719 Am I sure about what? 776 00:50:54,720 --> 00:50:56,110 That you want to marry Liam. 777 00:50:57,899 --> 00:50:59,559 - Yes! - Why? 778 00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,239 - What? - Well, you just don't seem to... 779 00:51:02,240 --> 00:51:03,839 Why?! 780 00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:07,159 Do you know how hard it is to find a properly good man? 781 00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:10,959 Whilst you were backpacking around wherever you went, he was here, 782 00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:14,359 earning money, taking on someone else's baby, sorting a flat, 783 00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,079 being at every single appointment. 784 00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,239 Why would I marry him? 785 00:51:18,240 --> 00:51:19,799 Why wouldn't I marry him?! 786 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:21,720 I'd be stupid not to. 787 00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:24,280 OK. 788 00:51:25,720 --> 00:51:26,760 Right. 789 00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:34,880 I mean... 790 00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:37,320 really... 791 00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:41,960 is there any reason I shouldn't? 792 00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:49,759 I need to pack. 793 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:52,280 And you should get some sleep. 794 00:51:57,480 --> 00:51:58,520 Yeah. 795 00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:10,320 - See you. - Bye. 796 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:26,400 I was shat on today. 797 00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:29,479 From the beginning. 798 00:52:29,480 --> 00:52:32,639 I woke up to my neighbour blaming me for his problems, 799 00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:34,199 then Maya having a go, 800 00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:36,039 then you need to stay, 801 00:52:36,040 --> 00:52:38,159 I mess up my interview 802 00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:41,239 and I end up sleeping on a bench in the park 803 00:52:41,240 --> 00:52:43,999 cos I'm so tired and I can't face coming back here, 804 00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:47,280 and at that point, a bird literally shits on me. 805 00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:51,800 I cleaned it off with a leaf. 806 00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:57,800 - All done? - Yeah. 807 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,199 Hey! How was it? It's exciting about the wedding! 808 00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:05,279 - I spoke to Liam and... - You spoke to...? 809 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,639 Yeah, earlier, and he said, since Belle isn't going 810 00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:10,799 and you'd be on your own, that I could come instead. 811 00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:13,079 So I'll be there to see you. 812 00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:14,159 Why are you here? 813 00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:17,199 Maya, your mum's staying for a bit, until she's feeling a little better. 814 00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,119 - Yeah. I heard the dress is lovely... - I might go to bed. 815 00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:21,280 It's been a long day. 816 00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:35,199 Huh! You're right - 817 00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,040 about Mum... 818 00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:41,280 and Maya and me. 819 00:53:42,640 --> 00:53:45,159 You might be on your own sometimes. 820 00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:46,400 Yeah. 821 00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:53,431 So maybe you need to find someone new. 822 00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:27,919 There'll come a point when she can't get all the candles on the cake. 823 00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:29,679 Fire safety. 824 00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:31,319 I suppose. 825 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:33,640 Stick you next to it with a fire extinguisher. 826 00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:37,720 I'm glad you're home. 827 00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:42,599 I'm exhausted! Can you bring some water? 828 00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:43,840 Of course. 829 00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:34,480 - What?! - You can't sleep there. 830 00:55:50,720 --> 00:55:52,240 Sleep well. 831 00:55:53,280 --> 00:55:54,639 Love ya. 832 00:56:13,240 --> 00:56:15,119 I miss Mum. 833 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:21,879 Me too. 834 00:57:15,720 --> 00:57:18,640 - Hello? - Oh, God. 835 00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:23,439 I saw the light on. 836 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,040 Smelt it. 837 00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:29,960 - I didn't know you... - Oh, please don't tell my husband. 838 00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:32,919 You've been married how long? 839 00:57:32,920 --> 00:57:36,039 Er, nearly 50 years. 840 00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:39,280 And you still hide things from him? 841 00:57:43,680 --> 00:57:45,199 Can I...? 842 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:46,600 Sure. 843 00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:07,320 You ever want to... 844 00:58:08,640 --> 00:58:12,080 just scream? 845 00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:16,320 All the time. 846 00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:35,040 CREDITS