1 00:00:00,300 --> 00:00:03,735 Liam, this is Andy and he's the father of our child. 2 00:00:03,760 --> 00:00:04,978 - Good to meet you. - Yeah, you too. 3 00:00:05,003 --> 00:00:06,594 You guys are going to make a good family. 4 00:00:06,619 --> 00:00:07,603 We all will, right? 5 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:11,136 - Andy, where you going? - I want you to take Maya. 6 00:00:11,160 --> 00:00:13,096 What happened with your mum? 7 00:00:13,120 --> 00:00:14,696 - They sectioned her. - Sectioned?! 8 00:00:14,720 --> 00:00:16,576 - She's cutting herself. - So she's yours now. 9 00:00:16,600 --> 00:00:18,280 - She can't stay at mine. - She'll have to. 10 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:21,176 - So tell me about your wife, then. - We're just really happy. 11 00:00:21,200 --> 00:00:22,296 You look a bit miserable to me. 12 00:00:22,320 --> 00:00:25,216 Can I get your number? Just in case I've got a question 13 00:00:25,240 --> 00:00:26,576 - about the course. - I can't imagine 14 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:29,360 what problem your wife has with me, but... 15 00:00:29,372 --> 00:00:30,296 She's dead. 16 00:00:30,320 --> 00:00:31,520 I'm... 17 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:36,616 You nearly hit her? 18 00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:37,896 Yes, I know, I just... 19 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:39,536 Gail 20 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:40,576 he's awful to you. 21 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:43,080 It's been going on so long you probably can't see it. 22 00:00:49,360 --> 00:00:51,296 What? 23 00:00:51,320 --> 00:00:53,176 Six months... 24 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:55,080 At most, probably. 25 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,256 Today is a good day. 26 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:48,680 Good attitude! Yes! 27 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:54,376 Hey, email from Frank 28 00:01:54,400 --> 00:01:57,696 asking if you'd sent him anything in the week before you died. 29 00:01:57,720 --> 00:01:59,056 No, I didn't. 30 00:01:59,080 --> 00:02:01,616 He says, "Did you use your other email address?" 31 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:03,696 I don't have another email address. 32 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:05,296 That's what I thought. 33 00:02:05,320 --> 00:02:08,736 I miss toast! 34 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:11,256 Yeah, bad luck. 35 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:15,656 I'm going to completely ignore that girl today, by the way. 36 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:16,736 Yeah, if you could. 37 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:19,016 Yeah. Never replied to her text message. 38 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:21,816 Well done, you. Is that Marmite? You bastard. 39 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:23,016 - Do you want some? - Yeah. 40 00:02:23,040 --> 00:02:24,456 No, but, really, do you want some? 41 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:27,720 Do you want...? Ha! Ha! No, I've got to go, I've got to go. 42 00:02:34,640 --> 00:02:36,320 Seven o'clock. Your turn. 43 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:39,280 Sh. 44 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:45,040 - Hey. - Morning. - Hi. 45 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:21,976 - Turn it down. - You look really '80s. 46 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:23,040 Don't be rude. 47 00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:26,216 No, I mean the decade, not that you're old. 48 00:03:26,240 --> 00:03:29,320 - As I told you... - Shoulder pads. 49 00:03:30,680 --> 00:03:34,536 As I told you, I've got an interview today. 50 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:35,576 Another one? 51 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:38,096 What is it about working in an office? 52 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:41,480 - Why do you suddenly want to do that? - Because I need the... 53 00:03:43,160 --> 00:03:44,240 Doesn't matter. 54 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:51,856 Look, I've made it clear, you can't leave my flat like this. 55 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:53,816 I know you're, like, massively obsessive 56 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,360 and it bothers you, but you've just got to let it happen. 57 00:03:57,360 --> 00:03:58,416 I won't be here for ever. 58 00:03:58,440 --> 00:04:01,376 Shit, I'm late. 59 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:05,560 Now, remember, I'm at Kat's tonight. Bye! 60 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:29,640 Thanks very much. Bye. 61 00:04:38,500 --> 00:04:41,500 READY FOR AN SCAPE? 62 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:54,360 Gail, where are the bin bags? 63 00:04:57,000 --> 00:05:01,256 CREDITS 64 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:50,256 Boba Fett. He's the best. I had one when I was a kid. 65 00:05:50,280 --> 00:05:51,880 The bounty hunter? 66 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,776 That's not my one, that's eBay. 67 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:56,576 Right, thanks. 68 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,136 That's nice. 69 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:00,776 She's a baby. That's got all sorts of small parts. 70 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:02,456 She'll put it in her mouth and choke. 71 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:05,520 Yeah, well, that's what he does, kills people. 72 00:06:07,480 --> 00:06:09,696 I'll get something else. 73 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:11,256 You've been busy, then? 74 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:14,336 Yeah, yeah, got offered some extra shifts, so I thought, 75 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,496 "Could do with the money," and I wanted to give you some space so... 76 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:19,576 Space? She's your daughter, Andy. 77 00:06:19,600 --> 00:06:21,096 It's been three weeks. 78 00:06:21,120 --> 00:06:22,936 - No, I know, but... - Do you want to hold her? 79 00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:27,536 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Can I? 80 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:29,136 Course. 81 00:06:29,160 --> 00:06:30,816 Here we go. 82 00:06:30,840 --> 00:06:33,856 Special treat. That's it. Just put your arm underneath. 83 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:35,376 - Yeah? That's it. - All right. 84 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:36,856 - You sure? - Yeah. 85 00:06:36,880 --> 00:06:38,056 Hello. 86 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:40,056 Hello, Evie. 87 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:42,600 - Not crying yet. That's a good sign. - Yeah. 88 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:49,056 So do you think you'll come round more often, then, from now on? 89 00:06:49,080 --> 00:06:50,176 What? 90 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:51,656 Just cos, you know, it'd be good to know. 91 00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:54,296 - Liam, it's OK. - Yeah, I'll be around. 92 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:55,720 Yeah, when? 93 00:06:57,560 --> 00:06:59,936 Just... You want to know exactly or...? 94 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:00,976 Yes, please. 95 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:02,296 Why? 96 00:07:02,320 --> 00:07:04,496 Cos I'm her dad, and consistency is really important. 97 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:06,056 - Yeah, I know, but... - So, what? 98 00:07:06,080 --> 00:07:08,056 You'll come round tomorrow? Saturday? 99 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:09,616 Liam, just leave it! 100 00:07:09,640 --> 00:07:12,256 Look, I want to be here, yeah? But I've got to work, and... 101 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:16,376 Look, I... 102 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:17,776 Shit. 103 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,040 Evie... 104 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:23,240 Hey! 105 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:27,696 Takes practice. 106 00:07:27,720 --> 00:07:29,160 You did really well. 107 00:07:31,720 --> 00:07:34,376 Are you around tonight? 108 00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:38,056 I... I need to get out anyway. Why don't we all go down the pub? 109 00:07:38,080 --> 00:07:40,240 Get to know each other? 110 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:42,976 Fine. 111 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:44,456 Yeah. 112 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:47,776 So although the roots of The Merchant Of Venice undoubtedly lie 113 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,936 in The Jew Of Malta, there are common sources for the two plays, 114 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:53,376 and the anti-Semitism would have been a context 115 00:07:53,400 --> 00:07:55,296 that the original audience would have embraced 116 00:07:55,320 --> 00:07:56,576 and implicitly understood. 117 00:07:56,600 --> 00:08:00,416 What Shakespeare does brilliantly is give them what they want, 118 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:01,600 but with a twist... 119 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:07,800 - Hey. - Er, hi. 120 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:09,840 I, erm... 121 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:12,800 Someone told me about your wife. 122 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:15,960 - I'm sorry. - Right. Thanks. 123 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:19,640 Are you talking to anyone about it? 124 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:22,016 Er, yes. 125 00:08:22,040 --> 00:08:23,296 Who? 126 00:08:23,320 --> 00:08:24,736 What? 127 00:08:24,760 --> 00:08:26,376 Who are you talking to? 128 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:28,376 Er, friends. 129 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:32,616 I'm seeing some tonight, actually, some of my wife's old friends. 130 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:33,880 OK. Good. 131 00:08:35,560 --> 00:08:36,896 Are you... Are you heading this way? 132 00:08:36,920 --> 00:08:39,040 - Yeah. I'm going that way. Yeah. - Right. 133 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:04,656 You didn't fancy getting something new? 134 00:09:04,680 --> 00:09:07,056 - There wasn't anything I liked. - Really? 135 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:09,656 You should've brought me along. Sort you out. What's that? 136 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,656 Just some old thing. 137 00:09:11,680 --> 00:09:12,840 No, no, no, I like it. 138 00:09:13,880 --> 00:09:16,496 How do I look? Cummerbund. 139 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:18,816 Got a brand-new cummerbund. 140 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:20,480 Yes, good. 141 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:22,600 Licence To Kill. 142 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:28,416 Come on, or we'll be late. 143 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:32,200 Don't want a repeat of last year, do we? They all thought we'd forgotten. 144 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:41,976 Whenever anyone mentions brunch, 145 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,576 it makes me want to put them through school another year. 146 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:46,696 What could possibly be achieved with brunch 147 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:49,896 that couldn't better be done an hour later with lunch? 148 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,256 There's something wrong with this whole generation, 149 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:53,936 messing up the country. 150 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:57,976 You'd rather it was lunch, I'll tell Jon. I'm sure he won't mind. 151 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:02,296 That's a difficult conversation, best we're on solid ground. 152 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:05,016 Yes, well, I agree with that. 153 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:06,816 Good. 154 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:11,520 Good. 155 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:15,160 - Erm... - Are you all right? 156 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:17,480 Er, yes, yes. 157 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:19,600 Er, no. 158 00:10:21,160 --> 00:10:23,176 I need to tell you something. 159 00:10:23,200 --> 00:10:24,680 What? 160 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:27,200 No, I just... 161 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:32,376 All this has dislodged some thoughts. 162 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:33,960 Well, I'm sure it's the same for you. 163 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:37,040 The thought of death puts things... 164 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:43,216 There's something I haven't said, 165 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:45,560 and I don't want you to find out after I'm gone. 166 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:49,000 And although we think we've got time... 167 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:53,760 Sorry, not making sense. 168 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:02,920 20 years ago, I had an affair... 169 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:05,200 with Helen. 170 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:09,680 It went on for two years. 171 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,936 We decided to stop, and she told her husband at the time, Richard. 172 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:17,936 She told him and they broke up. 173 00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:19,440 And I... 174 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:24,736 Well, I knew, for me... Somehow I knew it was a one-off. 175 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:27,976 It never happened before and never been repeated in the 20 years since, 176 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:31,480 and I thought, you know, "What good would it do to tell you?" 177 00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:34,840 So I didn't. 178 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:38,600 And that was fine, but... 179 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:45,160 Well, now circumstances have changed, haven't they? 180 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:55,240 The thing is, as you know, Helen is probably going to be there tonight. 181 00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:58,120 So... 182 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:00,240 Sorry. 183 00:12:02,280 --> 00:12:03,640 I'm sorry, Gail. 184 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:10,240 Is there anything you want to say? 185 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:17,496 I mean, I can hardly remember it, 186 00:12:17,520 --> 00:12:20,000 and it made no difference to anything. 187 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:32,376 Actually, I have to say, it feels so good to tell you. 188 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:34,800 Been carrying it for so long. 189 00:12:37,480 --> 00:12:38,760 A relief. 190 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:46,640 Anyway, shall we? 191 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:15,096 - Hey! - Not hey. 192 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:16,496 Get off my surface. 193 00:13:16,500 --> 00:13:17,576 - What happened to my flat? 194 00:13:17,597 --> 00:13:18,919 - I'm Kat. - Not interested in who you are. 195 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:20,536 - What happened? - I'm with Maya. 196 00:13:20,560 --> 00:13:22,560 - And where is...? - You didn't get the job, then? 197 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:24,856 You said you were out. 198 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:26,656 Yeah, well, Kat's mum doesn't believe in lesbians. 199 00:13:26,680 --> 00:13:28,456 We thought she was away, but she's not, so hello. 200 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:30,016 Well, you can't be here, I'm busy. 201 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:31,216 Handyman? 202 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:32,696 - What? No. - If you need something broken 203 00:13:32,720 --> 00:13:33,816 as an excuse to get him round, we could... 204 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:36,336 Don't be ridicul... All right, actually, it is him, 205 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:38,220 but he's not doing any work, he's coming for... 206 00:13:38,232 --> 00:13:38,856 Sex. 207 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:40,096 Dinner! Leave! 208 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:41,812 If he's coming for dinner, take him out. 209 00:13:41,824 --> 00:13:42,736 I shouldn't have to! 210 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,176 - You've already got in the way once... - Yeah, well, Kat's taken off 211 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:47,336 - her shoes and I'm in my jimjams. - Yeah, I like your jimjams. 212 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:49,680 Get off my fucking island! 213 00:13:57,280 --> 00:13:58,400 Fine. 214 00:14:00,480 --> 00:14:01,520 I'll text him. 215 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,720 I'll tell him to meet me... somewhere. 216 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:09,776 But I want this place spotless when I get back. 217 00:14:09,800 --> 00:14:11,760 Yeah. Sex palace. Got it. 218 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:14,136 Straight people are so weird. 219 00:14:14,160 --> 00:14:17,056 I'm not straight, actually. 220 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:18,920 I'm just normal. 221 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:21,800 So straight. 222 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:30,056 Here's to us, right? 223 00:14:30,080 --> 00:14:31,896 - Well, three weeks in. - Well, to you two. 224 00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:33,136 I get to go home. 225 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:35,256 Yeah, well, I'd agree with that. 226 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:38,936 So do you think you'll come round, what, once a week, or...? 227 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:40,936 Liam, let's just have a good night, yeah? 228 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:43,056 He's already said as soon as his shifts come in, he's going to... 229 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:46,456 She's hungry. 230 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:48,520 I'll find somewhere quieter. 231 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:00,296 - What happened, then? - What? 232 00:15:00,320 --> 00:15:02,320 You didn't think about protection or...? 233 00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:06,216 OK, er, well, it must've split, you know. 234 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:07,576 We didn't... We didn't notice... 235 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,456 - And why didn't you call her? - Look, when she told me 236 00:15:09,480 --> 00:15:11,536 she was pregnant, by the voicemail, 237 00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:13,696 - I called her back straight away. - I know, I know. 238 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:17,176 She said you asked her what she was going to do about it. 239 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:19,416 Sorry, what is this, mate? 240 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:21,856 When a woman tells you she's pregnant, there's one response, 241 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,656 and it's not, "What are you going to do about it?" 242 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:26,856 By that point, she'd met you, so, I guess, yeah, 243 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:28,816 I... I did wonder if she would want to keep it. 244 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,536 Well, what would you have preferred? 245 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:33,040 To me, it seems like you want your life 246 00:15:34,040 --> 00:15:36,376 - fun, nights out, drink. - No. 247 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:39,360 - No, no, no, I don't, that's not... - And I'm saying, "Go do it." 248 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:41,680 Stop paying. 249 00:15:42,880 --> 00:15:45,016 Stop seeing us. 250 00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:47,176 You know, just step back completely. 251 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:48,376 Yeah, sure, 252 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,776 one day you'll get a young woman knocking on your door, 253 00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:52,216 wanting to meet her real father, 254 00:15:52,240 --> 00:15:53,976 but, for 20 years at least, you're free. 255 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:55,336 I'm her dad. 256 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:56,840 Mate, she's got a dad. 257 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:02,840 Just come round tomorrow 258 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,656 tell her you're done. 259 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:07,296 I'll sort the rest. 260 00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:10,456 Look, Evie's got two parents, she doesn't need three. 261 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:12,736 Mate, it just feels like the best thing for all of us, 262 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:13,800 know what I mean? 263 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:18,576 Getting on? 264 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:19,640 - Yeah. - Yeah. 265 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,256 Do you mind taking her for a walk, get her to sleep? 266 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:24,760 Yeah. 267 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:47,136 Our children have all the problems of middle age 268 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:49,536 without, it seems, the independence. 269 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:51,216 - Canape, madam? - Crashing round, asking for money... 270 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,400 You'd hate it if you never saw them. 271 00:16:54,440 --> 00:16:58,016 We're telling them tomorrow. They're coming round for brunch. 272 00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:01,296 - It's lunch now. Henry... - Anyway, whatever it ends up being, 273 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:03,576 Gail will rise to the occasion, never let them down yet. 274 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:04,616 Do you want...? 275 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:07,696 - Can we talk about cricket? - I thought you'd never ask! 276 00:17:07,720 --> 00:17:10,416 Sorry. Er, what are they? 277 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,616 Erm, I don't know, chicken things? 278 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,120 Lovely. 279 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:16,976 Are you a student? 280 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,656 - Yeah. - Medical? 281 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:22,216 English. Me flatmate's a medic. Knows I want the work. Got me this. 282 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:26,616 I don't know how you deal with it. People being so rude. 283 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:27,976 Getting paid. 284 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:32,696 I know, but... look around you. All millionaires, multimillionaires. 285 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:36,720 My point is, they could at least be polite. 286 00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:40,080 Do you know what? I like you. 287 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,576 I... 288 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:47,896 I can't tell anyone here, but I just found out my husband had an affair. 289 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,576 My God! No way. 290 00:17:50,600 --> 00:17:52,296 I... I am so sorry. 291 00:17:52,320 --> 00:17:54,336 I'm having a very strange night. 292 00:17:54,360 --> 00:17:56,376 Feeling a little unstable. 293 00:17:56,400 --> 00:18:00,936 - Er, do you want to sit down? - Like I might do something I regret. 294 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:02,136 No, no, I'm fine. 295 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,816 Gosh, I hate these people. 296 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:05,976 Why are you here? 297 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,816 We come every year. 298 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:11,696 We never discuss it. It's just assumed. Tradition. 299 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:13,736 My husband, I suppose. 300 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,560 I'm supporting my husband. 301 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:18,816 And there she is. 302 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:20,000 Helen. 303 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:23,000 She's the other woman. 304 00:18:25,360 --> 00:18:26,840 I'm sorry. 305 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:41,056 Gail! Hello! 306 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:44,976 You're looking delightful, as always. 307 00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:47,440 - And you're both well? - Yes. Thank you. 308 00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:50,256 No, actually, he's dying. 309 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:51,102 My God. 310 00:18:51,114 --> 00:18:53,616 He'll be dead within a few months so... 311 00:18:53,640 --> 00:18:55,656 He doesn't want to tell people, 312 00:18:55,680 --> 00:18:59,976 bring down the mood, but I just thought, as you're so close, 313 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:01,416 you'd want to know. 314 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:05,136 Gail, I am so sorry. 315 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:07,216 - Is it...? - Pancreatic cancer. 316 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:10,736 Advanced, which means there's no cure, really, so... 317 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:14,936 Look, if you need anything, just say the word. 318 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:17,640 - Erm, Helen? - Darling. 319 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:20,560 I wanted to tell you something. 320 00:19:30,760 --> 00:19:32,040 You all right? 321 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,336 Gone. Senior moment. 322 00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:41,080 You. 323 00:19:43,920 --> 00:19:45,920 Nora. There you are. 324 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:53,256 You know, when I hate everyone at a party, I leave. 325 00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:56,496 And if I can't leave, I get drunk. 326 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:58,920 I'm just giving you the option. 327 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:11,320 Anyway, tell me about you. 328 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:15,656 - What? - Just what you're like. 329 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,256 I... I know it sounds weird, but I don't know anything about you. 330 00:20:18,280 --> 00:20:20,576 - Well... - Hello, hello! 331 00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:23,180 I know we were meeting later, but I thought I'd surprise you. 332 00:20:23,192 --> 00:20:24,056 Yeah? 333 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:25,616 And I wanted to meet the baby! 334 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:29,336 The baby's gone for a walk with her, erm... 335 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:30,816 This is Hannah. 336 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:33,936 Yeah! Hi! I've heard so much about you. 337 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:35,296 Really? 338 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:36,656 Yeah, all the time. 339 00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:38,416 This is Gaby. 340 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,016 She's... We're... We're like... 341 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:41,776 I'm his girlfriend. 342 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,240 Right. 343 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:46,056 Good to meet you. 344 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,080 I assume you've heard a lot about me, too? 345 00:20:49,120 --> 00:20:52,176 - I... - We mostly talk about the baby. 346 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:54,616 Well, fair enough, I suppose. 347 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:57,856 - You all right, then? - Yeah, just, erm... 348 00:20:57,880 --> 00:20:59,896 - I'm just tired. - Can see that. 349 00:20:59,920 --> 00:21:03,456 God. At least you're in the pub, though? Least that's something. 350 00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:04,800 - Shall we? - What? 351 00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:09,136 - Do you want to go, then? - Go? Not particularly, no. 352 00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:12,416 Yeah, come on, we've got a big night ahead of us 353 00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:13,816 and Hannah needs her sleep, so... 354 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:16,856 What? No, come on, at least let me get a drink. 355 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:19,080 We'll get a drink in town. For the... 356 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:21,440 What? 357 00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:29,720 - He says you've got a boyfriend. - Yeah. 358 00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:33,560 And is it serious, the two of you? 359 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:36,640 Very. 360 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:41,600 Good. 361 00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,096 When we moved in, there was all this furniture. 362 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:01,936 Ghastly stuff they hadn't told us about 363 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:06,456 book shelves, bureau, wardrobe, 364 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:09,616 chest of drawers, shoe rack, 365 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:13,576 table, bookcase, 366 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,256 chest of drawers. 367 00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:17,016 You said that. 368 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:21,496 We eventually just called the local charity shop. 369 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:25,176 I mean, we probably could have made some money selling it, 370 00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:27,736 but life's too short. 371 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:31,336 - What? - Well, life's too short, isn't it? 372 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:32,776 Don't you think? 373 00:22:32,800 --> 00:22:36,176 - Are you all right, Gail? - Life's too short. 374 00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:39,016 - I agree. - Yes. 375 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:10,040 Have you had a few? 376 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:13,096 I leave you for 40 minutes! 377 00:24:13,120 --> 00:24:15,200 I thought you're supposed to be driving me home?! 378 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,776 Stop laughing. 379 00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:22,856 40 minutes, and you're having a fit on the dance floor. 380 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,576 Don't let me put you off. 381 00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:29,096 - I love it! - Stop laughing! 382 00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:31,736 - What? - Stop laughing at me! 383 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:34,200 Stop laughing! Stop laughing! 384 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:43,120 I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry. 385 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:50,120 Tipsy. 386 00:25:14,950 --> 00:25:17,450 GET A TAXI HOME. SEE YOU LATER 387 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,856 I always said Kelly had the straightest face if she wanted. 388 00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:29,936 I mean, she'd be joking for about 20 minutes and no-one would notice. 389 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:32,496 And vicious! I got this tattoo, showed it her. 390 00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,896 - It was of my dog, who I loved. - Vicious? 391 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,256 Kells looked at it and told me it looked like a radiator. 392 00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:38,776 - It did, though. - Yeah, but she was 393 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,176 - the first one to say it. - She could also be very generous. 394 00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:45,016 Yeah, yeah. But do you remember that time when she got so drunk 395 00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:47,336 and she couldn't stand up and she found that, like, trolley 396 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:49,656 and she just wheeled herself instead? 397 00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:51,376 I... I don't remember that. 398 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,789 - You know, all this stuff, it's, er... - Sorry? 399 00:25:54,305 --> 00:25:55,781 Well, that's not how I think of her. 400 00:25:55,806 --> 00:25:57,125 Well, it's different. You're her husband. 401 00:25:57,180 --> 00:25:58,456 Well, yeah, but she wasn't bad. 402 00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,456 - What? - You're making it sound like 403 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:03,616 - she was bad and... - No, not bad. 404 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:04,640 She was just... naughty. 405 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,856 No, no. She wasn't... She wasn't naughty, she was good, she was... 406 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,656 You know, we had that at the heart of who we were. It's... 407 00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:16,416 Sorry. I don't mean to be too serious, sorry, of course, but... 408 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,576 But it's just... It's important, you know. 409 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,496 From when we first got together, 410 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:23,856 we said we wanted to be good in the world. 411 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,216 And she was. 412 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:27,536 I know, but no-one's perfect. 413 00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:30,296 No, I'm not saying that... That. 414 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:32,920 Everyone makes mistakes, right? 415 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:39,336 I might get a drink. Anybody want a drink? 416 00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:41,120 - You want a drink? - I'm good, thanks. 417 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:56,696 Hey. 418 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:58,296 Hey. 419 00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,216 I thought you might be lying about the drink. 420 00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:05,096 Making it up, but, er, no, here you are, 421 00:27:05,120 --> 00:27:07,056 in the university pub with your friends. 422 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,816 - They're... They're Kelly's friends. - They look nice. 423 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,640 Hey, Doom Bar, please. 424 00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,016 They're not. 425 00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:17,696 They're her mates from university, 426 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:19,760 but clearly they didn't know her very well. 427 00:27:21,360 --> 00:27:23,296 It's quite upsetting, really. 428 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:25,560 And a... and a complete waste of my ti... 429 00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:30,376 Cos it's not like people are queuing up to go out for a drink with me 430 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:31,960 at the moment, you know. 431 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:35,416 You might not understand this, 432 00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:38,096 but when something like this happens, when someone dies... 433 00:27:38,120 --> 00:27:41,296 People back off. Yes. I know. 434 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:42,936 You know? 435 00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,296 Yeah. And I know why. 436 00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:47,616 They don't want to think about death. 437 00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,760 No, I think that would be excusable. I mean, who does? 438 00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:54,976 No, I think it's that people don't know what to say. 439 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,816 I mean, they're sad, they're awkward. 440 00:27:57,840 --> 00:28:00,040 It's easier to be somewhere else. 441 00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,456 You, erm...? 442 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:10,416 Look, I wanted to say, er, that I would appreciate it if you didn't, 443 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:14,416 you know, tell anyone anything about what happened with us. 444 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:16,216 Nothing happened. 445 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:17,720 Yes, it did. 446 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:21,696 - It was just a kiss. - A kiss. 447 00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:24,736 - Exactly. - Yeah, it was nice. Didn't you like it? 448 00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:29,016 Yes. But I... I just... I... I wouldn't... 449 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:31,736 I wouldn't want to give anybody the wrong idea... 450 00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:33,496 - People are just going to think what... - All right, 451 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:35,656 - all right. I'm just asking. - All right, I won't say anything. 452 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,720 Thank you. 453 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,576 He lives in my building. 454 00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,400 No way! He's my tutor. 455 00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:48,696 He's not dealing with it, is he? 456 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:52,000 No, I know, I know, it's awful. 457 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:55,960 - Rum and Coke. - Cheers! 458 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,840 So what are you going to do, then? 459 00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:04,816 When I was young, I used to have 460 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:07,016 this image of a little house by a lake. 461 00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:10,056 - Yeah, I love it. - You know, the moon on the water. 462 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,880 - Changing weather. - Yeah, I know. 463 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:15,616 So do it. 464 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,160 Go find yourself. 465 00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:23,800 No. Whoever I am, I'm not cruel. 466 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:26,960 What's that? You keep touching it. 467 00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,656 Some things are best kept secret. 468 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,120 Suits me. 469 00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:37,720 Cheers. 470 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:45,536 Yeah, so I started to properly cook only a few years ago 471 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,376 you know, with actual ingredients, 472 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,016 and I thought I was good at it, too, 473 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,136 until I went round to my sister-in-law's house 474 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:53,736 and her friend went on that MasterChef, 475 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:56,336 which is a completely different thing. 476 00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:00,976 She was doing aged foams, crustaceans, I'm like, 477 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:04,120 "I don't think my chilli carbonara's going to cut the mustard." 478 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:07,456 Pardon the pun. 479 00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:10,056 So, you don't fancy cooking? 480 00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:12,000 I just thought we could go out. 481 00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,536 But you like cooking? 482 00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:16,936 No, not really. 483 00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:19,656 Do you go out a lot, then, to restaurants? 484 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:20,896 No. 485 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:26,336 You strike me as somebody with a close-knit group of friends. 486 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:30,000 That's sort of how you come across, kind of social butterfly. 487 00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:33,776 I... I didn't, erm, not during the marriage. 488 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,336 I mean, since the split, 489 00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:37,736 I've been working on it. 490 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,056 Now I've got a group of mates on WhatsApp. 491 00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:44,089 to make each other laugh, which is good. 492 00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:04,080 Got any holidays...? 493 00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:11,440 - Sorry, are you...? - This isn't working. 494 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:16,936 You're very nice, I'm sure, 495 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:20,416 and I'm... I'm... I'm sorry about what you've been through, 496 00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:24,480 but I just... I don't... I don't want... 497 00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:34,656 No, I haven't got a group of friends. 498 00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,560 I'm not sure that I 499 00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:42,000 really have one friend. 500 00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,240 I don't know what WhatsApp is. 501 00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:52,576 I pretend I do - I don't. 502 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,416 And I don't want to be here 503 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:57,880 doing this... 504 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:03,976 This... I wanted sex, but it's just not worth all the... 505 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,776 I've been driven out of my flat, 506 00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,416 and I know that if I stay here, 507 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,496 I am going to drink some of that wine. 508 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:10,520 Well, maybe you should. 509 00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,720 If you knew me, you wouldn't suggest that. 510 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:18,880 None of this is your fault. It's mine. 511 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,960 I can't think of a single thing to talk about. 512 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:25,680 Anyways 513 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,216 er, enjoy dinner. 514 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,216 Have another bottle of wine on me, just... have dessert, you know. 515 00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:35,616 - Whatever. - Sorry, have I...? 516 00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:38,496 No, it's not you, it's me. It's me, me. 517 00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:40,920 Not you. Stay there. 518 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:43,256 - But, I mean... - Just stay. 519 00:32:43,280 --> 00:32:44,936 - I mean... - Stay there. Please. Stay. 520 00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:46,920 Let me go. Let me just... just go. 521 00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:49,120 OK? 522 00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:51,240 OK. 523 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:53,776 Good. 524 00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:54,840 Bye. 525 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:57,040 Sorry. 526 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:04,296 - You know, when my cat died... - Jessington? 527 00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:07,576 Jessington. She was like, "Boohoo, get over it, buy another one." 528 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:08,896 No, she thought about it a lot. 529 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:09,633 She sent you a card... 530 00:33:09,645 --> 00:33:11,216 And I did buy another one, and do you know what? 531 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,096 - David, what did you say...? - I felt better. 532 00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:15,296 - It was exactly what I needed. - God, sorry. 533 00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:17,496 - Are you all right? - Yeah. 534 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,696 It's just I have to remind myself she's gone. 535 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,776 I'm just getting on with my life, and it's like, 536 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,176 for a moment, I forget and I go to call her and... 537 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,176 To Kelly. 538 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:29,880 Fucking miss you. 539 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:35,320 David, are you...? 540 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,776 All night. 541 00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:41,576 All night, you've been talking about her 542 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,656 like... like... like you knew her. 543 00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:46,120 I've not recognised anything that you... 544 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:49,456 I mean, you said that she wasn't perfect. 545 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:54,416 Well, she was. She was. She was pretty much... 546 00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:57,536 Unless, of course, you want to tell me something I don't know? 547 00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:01,016 - What do you mean? - Well, it's what you said earlier. 548 00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,656 - It sounded like you wanted to... - No, I... David. 549 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:06,096 No, don't! Don't! Please, don't... 550 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,576 Excuse me, excuse me, sorry, sorry. 551 00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:10,176 David? 552 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:13,056 I've had a long night, I'm very tired, 553 00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:16,336 and Saira's just called me a cab home. 554 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,320 And I just thought I'd say, in case you wanted to share? 555 00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:28,560 Sorry. 556 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,080 You must have friends of your own. 557 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:41,760 Erm, yeah, a few, yeah. 558 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,336 I find big groups difficult. 559 00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:49,440 You know, I've never liked the idea of people watching me. 560 00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:00,720 Kelly and I didn't dance at our wedding. 561 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:03,576 I couldn't face it. 562 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,376 She really wanted to, but I... 563 00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,176 We should go out. Give it a go. 564 00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:11,456 - No. You're my student. - I mean as a mate. 565 00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:13,008 I... I don't, I'm not sure if that's... 566 00:35:13,020 --> 00:35:13,936 Although I did see you 567 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,536 looking at my legs earlier, but, you know, we'll ignore that. 568 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:18,016 No, I wasn't. I... I... 569 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:20,856 - It's all right, you're only human. - No, I mean, honestly... 570 00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:22,590 I'm sorry if you thought that I was looking at... 571 00:35:22,602 --> 00:35:23,176 Look. 572 00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,456 Look, look, look, you're going through a tough time 573 00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:28,136 and maybe you should talk to somebody 574 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:30,016 who genuinely has your best interests at heart. 575 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:32,976 - You've got my number, right? - Yeah. 576 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,800 So call me if you want, we'll go do something. 577 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:40,576 And, erm, if you want an expert, talk to Gail. 578 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:43,000 Er, she's paying, by the way! 579 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:48,440 Erm, sorry, an expert at what? 580 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,520 Dancing in public. 581 00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:05,400 No, no, I wasn't looking at her legs. 582 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:24,920 You all right? 583 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:33,176 I, erm, I see her... all the time, 584 00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:36,280 up in my flat, like she's haunting me. 585 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:41,160 When you've lived with someone and suddenly they're not there 586 00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:44,680 it must be... 587 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:47,640 No, it's more than that. 588 00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,936 I'm worried I'm going to find something out. 589 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,960 Like what? 590 00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:59,456 Look, if you need anything... 591 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:01,160 Yeah. Thanks. 592 00:38:58,720 --> 00:39:00,416 She wakes! 593 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:01,560 Breakfast 594 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,456 is ready. 595 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,376 I thought you could probably do with a lie-in. 596 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:10,096 And I know what you had planned, so I made a start. 597 00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:11,336 Did my best. 598 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:13,816 I left the lamb, thought you might want to do that. 599 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,536 But I had a go at the sauce from a recipe 600 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:19,096 in this book here. Vegetables are chopped, roughly. 601 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:21,480 And, er, yes, breakfast. 602 00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:25,120 Eggs'll go cold if you don't make a start. 603 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,816 I wasn't laughing at you. 604 00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:40,120 I was pleased you were enjoying yourself. 605 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:46,200 I was worried it was to do with what I told you about Helen. 606 00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:50,216 You do know that was a very long time ago, 607 00:39:50,240 --> 00:39:52,976 and in a way - I know this may sound strange, 608 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,936 but it should be reassuring. 609 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:57,416 Most men in a long marriage make mistakes 610 00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,416 and their wives will never know. 611 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:01,976 With me, there's only been one. 612 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,640 I've told you now, and that's it. 613 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:07,280 Not perfect. 614 00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:10,936 But 615 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:13,480 comparing our marriage to the average 616 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:18,160 maybe...not so shabby. 617 00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:22,296 How are the eggs? 618 00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,320 I should get dressed. 619 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:32,776 Are you all right? It's just 620 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,056 because we've got them coming over, and it's a big thing. 621 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:39,920 It's important to me that... we're together. 622 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,136 Of course. 623 00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:49,576 Thank you for the coffee. 624 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:50,880 Pleasure. 625 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:58,776 I'll get ready and come back and take over. 626 00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:00,360 Sounds good. 627 00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:03,536 Those moves! 628 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:05,056 What? 629 00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:09,120 Those moves were incredible. You should go on Strictly. 630 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:15,296 Five minutes. 631 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:16,560 No problem. 632 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,896 You do know me. Of course you do. 633 00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:25,056 What about the things they said? 634 00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:26,976 When you went out together, getting drunk... 635 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:28,772 Yeah, sometimes I did, but that's not... 636 00:41:28,784 --> 00:41:29,696 That you were rude. 637 00:41:29,720 --> 00:41:31,936 I am! I can be, 638 00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:34,776 mostly to inanimate objects and parking wardens, 639 00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:36,760 but, yes, I'm direct. 640 00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:38,840 You know that. 641 00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:41,120 You like that. 642 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:45,976 - What?! - Why were you there that day, 643 00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,096 in Liverpool, at the station? 644 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,536 You had no reason to be there. No meetings. 645 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,160 No... No contacts, as far as I can tell. 646 00:42:00,720 --> 00:42:02,096 Hello? 647 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,160 Hi. It's Daisy. 648 00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:06,560 Come in. 649 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:10,976 Come on up. 650 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:13,896 Look, I'm sorry about last night. 651 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:15,336 I'm sorry. 652 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:16,936 We were insensitive. 653 00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:18,736 But I'm not here about that. 654 00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:21,610 Right, er, well, would you like a coffee? 655 00:42:21,622 --> 00:42:22,576 No. 656 00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:24,720 No, no, no, I'm fine, er... 657 00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:27,680 God, this is difficult. 658 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:34,976 Last night, you said if there was anything about her, 659 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,176 something you weren't aware of... 660 00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:38,800 And it's hard, but 661 00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:42,816 I decided that, if I were you, I'd rather know. 662 00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:45,360 Know what? 663 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:51,456 Kelly came over to see me one night about four months ago. 664 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:55,176 And we had dinner and we talked 665 00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,616 about war monuments, 666 00:42:57,640 --> 00:43:00,176 because there was one in the thing that she was writing 667 00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:01,976 and I studied them, 668 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:06,080 and she showed me a picture on her phone, and she gave me her phone, 669 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:10,576 - but it wasn't her normal one. - Well, I have... I have her phone. 670 00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:12,480 Wait, er... 671 00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:16,536 This one. 672 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:18,696 It wasn't that one. 673 00:43:18,720 --> 00:43:20,416 It was black. 674 00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:21,936 Why would she have another phone? 675 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:25,560 I know, and I asked her about it, and she 676 00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,160 looked caught out. 677 00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,920 And said, like, "Shit." 678 00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:37,176 And I asked why she had it, and she just said, 679 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:38,480 "Don't tell anyone." 680 00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:43,720 "Particularly don't tell David." 681 00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:52,936 But things have... changed now. 682 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:54,600 Well, there'll be a reason. 683 00:43:57,040 --> 00:44:02,456 David, whatever this is, you're right, she was such a good person. 684 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,760 Yeah... yeah. 685 00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:11,760 - All right. - Yeah. 686 00:44:30,920 --> 00:44:32,856 That was amazing. 687 00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:34,616 - Thanks, Mum. - No worries. 688 00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:37,436 Even more impressive, given the night your mother had. 689 00:44:37,460 --> 00:44:38,377 Henry! 690 00:44:38,401 --> 00:44:40,296 - Not sleeping again? - Sleeping was fine. 691 00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:42,736 No, we had a medical department fundraiser last night. 692 00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:44,656 - Henry, please! - Your mum got rather tipsy. 693 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:47,736 You don't mind me telling them! She ended up dancing. 694 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:50,696 - Dancing? Mum! - Yes. 695 00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:53,416 - That's brilliant. - Was she any good at it? 696 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:55,816 Well, she certainly didn't hold back, put it like that. 697 00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,776 - Mum, that's great, dancing! - Well, you didn't see it. 698 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,136 She rather drew the attention of the room. 699 00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:04,840 Who cares? Love it. Good for you. 700 00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:07,320 Shall we do this, then? 701 00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:09,800 Do what? 702 00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:14,136 Your father has something to tell you. 703 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,456 - What? - Do you want me to...? 704 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:18,216 Yes. I think so. 705 00:45:18,240 --> 00:45:19,240 I... 706 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:23,056 All right. 707 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:24,696 Is everything OK? 708 00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:30,280 Well, your mother has only known for a couple of weeks, but 709 00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:35,176 I've been having medical tests for a while, 710 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,560 and the... upshot is that 711 00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:42,376 I have been diagnosed 712 00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:45,840 - with pancreatic cancer... - God! 713 00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,880 I'm afraid it's... terminal. 714 00:45:51,520 --> 00:45:52,776 Probably got six months. 715 00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:57,576 Could be a little longer, but, er, six months is our best guess. 716 00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:00,856 Are you, er, having treatment? 717 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:04,000 Yes, to give me as long as possible, but it's 718 00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:08,176 very advanced, and it's inoperable, Jon. 719 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:09,600 That's certain. 720 00:46:11,360 --> 00:46:13,520 I've had an amazing life. 721 00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:16,616 I really have. 722 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,656 I've been the luckiest man. 723 00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:20,880 Your mum and me are... are blessed. 724 00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:27,256 And knowing at least means we've got time to prepare. 725 00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:29,856 So this is why you got drunk last night, is it? 726 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,696 - What? - Of course it's why she got drunk! 727 00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:33,016 Fair enough. 728 00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,456 God, Dad. 729 00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:36,266 It wasn't. 730 00:46:36,290 --> 00:46:38,696 Well, it probably had something to do with it. 731 00:46:38,720 --> 00:46:39,896 I mean, in the weeks to come, 732 00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:42,216 we're all going to react in strange ways, aren't we? 733 00:46:42,240 --> 00:46:44,256 I'm sure! But my getting drunk last night 734 00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,056 had nothing to do with your diag... 735 00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:51,856 Anyway, what's important for all of us is that now you know. 736 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:53,136 Upfront. 737 00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:54,776 Honest. 738 00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:58,800 And we can be there for each other as... family. 739 00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:07,776 What about the other thing? 740 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:09,280 What? 741 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,616 Are you going tell them that? 742 00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:15,760 - Or shall I? - I... I don't know what you mean. 743 00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:19,176 What you told me last night. 744 00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:22,480 - I don't think... - You don't think that's their business? 745 00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:26,576 - Why not? - What do you mean? 746 00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:27,936 Who wants cheesecake? 747 00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:30,576 So this other thing is the reason you got drunk last night? 748 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:34,456 - Rachel, you like pudding, don't you? There we are. 749 00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:35,680 Well? 750 00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,360 Are you going to explain? 751 00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:42,640 There you are, sweetheart. 752 00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:46,480 All right, then, I will. 753 00:47:47,720 --> 00:47:51,176 20 years ago, your father had an affair with Helen McCain. 754 00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:54,656 It lasted for two years. 755 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:57,816 He hid it from me... and from you both, of course. 756 00:47:57,840 --> 00:47:59,696 He only deemed it newsworthy 757 00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:02,336 when we arrived at the party last night. 758 00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,136 It was playing on his conscience. 759 00:48:04,160 --> 00:48:06,136 There's cream there. 760 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:08,976 I just think that, as we're nearing the end, 761 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:13,056 and if the purpose of this is to let you know the truth, 762 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:14,976 then I think we should do that. 763 00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:18,816 And accept that our marriage, our lives, even, 764 00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:21,240 hasn't been the perfect thing you just claimed it to be. 765 00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:26,880 This is cruel. 766 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:31,856 - You want to hurt me... - No, I don't want to be cruel, Henry. 767 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:33,520 I don't, in any of this, but... 768 00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:38,240 Mum, go after him. 769 00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:41,600 No. Not this time. 770 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:54,640 I knew. 771 00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,400 What? 772 00:48:58,400 --> 00:48:59,720 About Dad and Helen. 773 00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,040 I saw them together in town on a Saturday afternoon. 774 00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:08,816 Told Dad. 775 00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:10,560 Made me keep it a secret. 776 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:13,760 What about Jon? 777 00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:17,600 Yeah. I told him at the time. 778 00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:22,016 Can you leave? 779 00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:23,120 Sorry? 780 00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:25,440 Can you leave me alone? 781 00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:31,160 Please, Mum, we've just found out about Dad. 782 00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:06,760 You look bad. 783 00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:13,400 I, er, I came last night, I wanted to talk, but you were sleeping. 784 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:16,736 They let me stay in the waiting room. 785 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:17,574 What, all night? 786 00:50:17,598 --> 00:50:19,880 Yeah. They made me wait till visiting hours. 787 00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:24,640 - Look, I've had enough talking. - It's not about you, it's about me. 788 00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,536 How's Maya? You two getting on? 789 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:31,600 We're... 790 00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:35,456 Well, to be honest, it's very difficult. 791 00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,536 Last night, I couldn't have my date at home 792 00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:40,776 because Maya wouldn't leave, 793 00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:42,176 so I had to go out, 794 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:44,696 then when I went, I had nothing to say... 795 00:50:44,720 --> 00:50:48,696 Yeah, well, you are a bit boring, Belle, what can I say? 796 00:50:48,720 --> 00:50:50,696 I got the ups and downs, you got the flat line. 797 00:50:50,720 --> 00:50:56,320 And I really, really wanted a drink, so I had to leave. 798 00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:01,680 And what you said before, that I don't have any friends... it's true. 799 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:06,216 I used to. 800 00:51:06,240 --> 00:51:07,816 But now I don't, because I... 801 00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:10,016 - You have to look after her! - I know! 802 00:51:10,040 --> 00:51:12,576 - I'm doing my best, but I'm not... - I cannot take on your problems. 803 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:14,936 Look, I'm sorry you don't have anyone else to talk to, but... 804 00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:17,497 Do they think you'll be out of here soon? 805 00:51:17,509 --> 00:51:19,016 No! I'm not coming out. 806 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:21,456 They said last night you were more positive... 807 00:51:21,480 --> 00:51:24,656 - They don't know anything! - You are on medication! 808 00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:30,800 They say I have borderline personality disorder. 809 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,456 And I'm not sure what difference it makes to know what it's called, 810 00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,176 but... Look, I'm sorry, 811 00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:41,696 I'm sure you came here hoping to see an improvement but, actually, 812 00:51:41,720 --> 00:51:43,360 I feel just like I did that day. 813 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,360 I don't want to live, Belle. 814 00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:56,080 They know that. 815 00:51:57,400 --> 00:52:00,176 So nothing sharp, no cables, 816 00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:02,480 cos I will, given a chance. 817 00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:07,680 Don't fall off the wagon, because Maya needs you. 818 00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:13,216 Look, I'm a shit mum, 819 00:52:13,240 --> 00:52:15,656 and one day soon I'm going to die, and when that happens, 820 00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:17,456 unfortunately, you are all she's got. 821 00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:21,320 I know this is hard for you, but you're not the one that breaks. 822 00:52:22,800 --> 00:52:24,176 I break. 823 00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:25,616 You keep going. 824 00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:28,776 That's how it's always been. So you don't have a choice. 825 00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:32,216 You feel alone? You feel a boring person? Hate yourself? Deal with it. 826 00:52:32,240 --> 00:52:34,616 Feel shit? Doesn't matter. It's not my problem. 827 00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:38,040 Maya needs you, so keep going. 828 00:52:40,240 --> 00:52:41,400 Right? 829 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:47,160 Right. 830 00:53:06,680 --> 00:53:09,416 Unexpected. How was last night? 831 00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:11,216 - Did you have a good time? - Yeah. 832 00:53:11,240 --> 00:53:13,576 - Sorry she burst in like that. - It's fine. 833 00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:14,816 It was good to meet her. 834 00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:18,680 I didn't realise you were with someone. 835 00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:23,696 Er, anyway, it's good you're here. Sit down. 836 00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:25,336 Is that OK? 837 00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:27,896 Yeah, course, she's your daughter. You're always welcome. 838 00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:31,416 Yeah, well, actually, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. 839 00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:33,200 You... OK. 840 00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:38,376 So I want to be honest about Evie. 841 00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:40,560 - OK. - I, er... 842 00:53:43,240 --> 00:53:46,456 - You're getting married? - Yeah. 843 00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:48,520 He asked just after Evie arrived, so... 844 00:53:48,532 --> 00:53:49,216 Right. 845 00:53:49,240 --> 00:53:50,680 I didn't realise it was that kind of... 846 00:53:50,692 --> 00:53:51,176 What? 847 00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:52,536 Congratulations. 848 00:53:52,560 --> 00:53:54,536 - Thanks. - Yeah. Exciting. 849 00:53:54,560 --> 00:53:59,616 But, er, you had something you wanted to say, mate? 850 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:03,120 - What are you... What are you here for? - Yeah, yeah, er, I... 851 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:08,256 She's not going down. 852 00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:11,760 - I best go get her. Sorry. - No problem. 853 00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,040 Can you? 854 00:54:36,720 --> 00:54:38,776 Sorry. What were you going to say? 855 00:54:38,800 --> 00:54:42,256 Er, I... I've just been thinking about everything, 856 00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:43,976 and I don't want to mess you around. 857 00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:46,456 It's just that I'm not sure if... 858 00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:48,526 Yeah, do you want to try standing up? That might... 859 00:54:48,550 --> 00:54:49,550 - Yeah? - Yeah. 860 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:52,536 Maybe this isn't the time. 861 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,640 No, it's OK. Not sure about what? 862 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,880 Can I try? 863 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:07,336 Like, with her. Holding her. 864 00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,696 - Look, mate, I don't think... - Yeah. 865 00:55:09,720 --> 00:55:11,640 Course you can. 866 00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,920 All right. That's it. 867 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,496 Pull it together. It's your dad telling you now. 868 00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:29,200 Sort it out. 869 00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:33,816 Did you want to finish what you were going to say? 870 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:34,840 Yeah, I, er... 871 00:55:37,240 --> 00:55:39,496 There's no need to cry, is there? 872 00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:41,320 That's it. 873 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:47,360 Hey. You did it. 874 00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:52,880 Mate, you were saying something. 875 00:56:05,720 --> 00:56:08,496 Can I take her out? In the buggy. Just, like, round the block... 876 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:12,096 - No, I don't... I don't think... - Yeah. Yeah, course you can. 877 00:56:12,120 --> 00:56:13,776 Do you want to get it ready? 878 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:15,200 Sure. 879 00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:18,816 It's not so bad. 880 00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:21,480 Hello, Evie. 881 00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:53,880 There's no excuse. 882 00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:57,296 Is that an apology or an accusation? 883 00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:59,776 Whose behaviour are we talking about here? 884 00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:01,856 - Yours. - Well, then, you're right 885 00:57:01,880 --> 00:57:04,216 there is no excuse, because I've done nothing wrong. 886 00:57:04,240 --> 00:57:05,416 I've not been perfect 887 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:07,456 doing it in the first place, the way I told you... 888 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:09,616 And yes, it's a shame Rachel found out at the time. 889 00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:11,576 I hadn't realised she'd told Jon. 890 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:13,776 You made her keep a secret from her mother. 891 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,456 - To protect you. - From what? 892 00:57:15,480 --> 00:57:18,296 From being devastated by something you didn't need to bother about! 893 00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:21,816 So instead of telling me, you decided to take it to the grave. 894 00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:24,920 - Exactly. - So why didn't you? 895 00:57:28,280 --> 00:57:31,136 You won't know until you're in my situation, 896 00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:34,056 but I think, given all the years we've been together, 897 00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:37,416 I deserve some love, some kindness. 898 00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:39,976 That's what I've been trying to do 899 00:57:40,000 --> 00:57:43,176 - for the last few weeks... - Because it's me! 900 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:45,040 And we're us. 901 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:49,920 And we love each other! 902 00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:54,680 Don't we? 903 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:05,296 Henry... 904 00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:06,400 What? 905 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:12,120 What? 906 00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:19,840 I don't know if I do any more. 907 00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,080 I don't know if I do. 908 00:58:26,504 --> 00:58:36,004 CREDITS