1 00:00:12,976 --> 00:00:14,585 - What? - Hi. 2 00:00:14,631 --> 00:00:15,632 What's the craic? 3 00:00:15,658 --> 00:00:16,658 No craic. 4 00:00:17,907 --> 00:00:19,156 What were you doing? 5 00:00:19,552 --> 00:00:20,552 Nothing. 6 00:00:21,262 --> 00:00:23,222 - Reading a book? - No. 7 00:00:24,028 --> 00:00:25,948 Come on, Nomad wants to see you. 8 00:00:25,980 --> 00:00:27,060 All right. 9 00:01:05,544 --> 00:01:13,687 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 10 00:01:22,420 --> 00:01:24,850 You wrote dog, but I've written dogs. 11 00:01:24,875 --> 00:01:28,593 - Two is your windpipe or your... - Why is this wrong? 12 00:01:31,390 --> 00:01:33,219 It sounds like a dinosaur. 13 00:01:33,850 --> 00:01:35,902 Or the oesophagus. 14 00:01:35,928 --> 00:01:37,943 - It's in your neck. - Hello, there, love. 15 00:01:37,969 --> 00:01:38,662 Yeah. 16 00:01:38,687 --> 00:01:41,100 - You look gorgeous. - Thanks very much. 17 00:01:42,287 --> 00:01:43,669 Right, let's get going. 18 00:01:44,217 --> 00:01:46,397 Doesn't this look professional? 19 00:01:47,397 --> 00:01:49,735 Almost a little too professional. 20 00:01:50,059 --> 00:01:53,538 What would happen if one scratched at the surface, I wonder? 21 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:55,296 - Where did you get that voice from? - I'm not going to come back to it. 22 00:01:55,321 --> 00:01:58,544 Oh, no, this is my, this is my suspicious Aloysius voice. 23 00:01:58,569 --> 00:02:00,343 Yeah, yeah, I recognise it. 24 00:02:00,850 --> 00:02:03,607 I don't know if I can be arsed, love. I want to put my jammies on. 25 00:02:03,632 --> 00:02:06,035 - And... Come on. Look at that. - Honestly, I'm very throaty... 26 00:02:06,060 --> 00:02:08,653 If we stay, we're going to ruin this lovely scenario. 27 00:02:08,678 --> 00:02:11,076 I'm not too sure if that's not such a bad thing. 28 00:02:11,101 --> 00:02:12,108 All right. 29 00:02:12,134 --> 00:02:13,920 Looks like it's all in hand to me. 30 00:02:14,092 --> 00:02:15,623 Baby, go on, now, I'll get them to bed and everything. 31 00:02:15,648 --> 00:02:16,873 - Yeah. - Yeah, come on, 32 00:02:16,898 --> 00:02:19,882 just, you know, give us a chance to make it up for you. 33 00:02:21,301 --> 00:02:23,021 It hasn't been the best of starts, has it? 34 00:02:23,046 --> 00:02:24,442 Yesterday was a little bit ridiculous, 35 00:02:24,468 --> 00:02:26,395 - so just give me a little chance. - Yeah. 36 00:02:26,420 --> 00:02:27,580 Yeah, listen to your brother. 37 00:02:28,004 --> 00:02:29,653 I'll keep an eye on him. 38 00:02:29,802 --> 00:02:32,175 You'll keep an eye on Angie and Dan for me, Zach? 39 00:02:32,200 --> 00:02:33,931 - ? Romeo and Juliet... ? - Liz and Richard... 40 00:02:33,956 --> 00:02:35,310 - The Twits... - The Twits? 41 00:02:35,336 --> 00:02:37,322 Alright you smartarse. Come on, get back to this. 42 00:02:37,348 --> 00:02:40,600 Right, listen, face, hands, and teeth, go to bed when you're told, 43 00:02:40,625 --> 00:02:43,593 don't stay up too late. Be good, be good, be good. 44 00:02:43,618 --> 00:02:45,040 - All right. - Be good. 45 00:02:45,588 --> 00:02:47,727 All right, come on, let's go. 46 00:02:48,039 --> 00:02:49,898 - Hey, Zachie. - See you later, guys. Come on. 47 00:02:50,390 --> 00:02:51,588 Eyes on you. 48 00:02:51,924 --> 00:02:54,099 All right, see yous later. Be good! 49 00:02:54,247 --> 00:02:56,599 - Good night! - Orange and apple... 50 00:02:57,731 --> 00:03:00,698 A kiwi, pear and pineapple... 51 00:03:00,723 --> 00:03:03,034 - All right, smartarse, let me see. - Smartarse? 52 00:03:07,169 --> 00:03:08,536 Where did you learn to cook? 53 00:03:11,044 --> 00:03:12,164 At my auntie's. 54 00:03:14,653 --> 00:03:18,575 Is that the woman who you lived with when you... 55 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,677 - went over to Liverpool? - Yeah. 56 00:03:23,614 --> 00:03:25,253 Yeah, she was a great cook. 57 00:03:26,286 --> 00:03:29,411 Shepherd's pies, cottage pies... 58 00:03:30,692 --> 00:03:31,993 pea soup. 59 00:03:32,036 --> 00:03:33,833 - All the home cooking. - Yeah. 60 00:03:35,056 --> 00:03:36,835 Scouse, she makes a great pie scouse. 61 00:03:36,860 --> 00:03:38,100 What is scouse? 62 00:03:39,591 --> 00:03:41,608 It's kind of like Irish stew. 63 00:03:42,169 --> 00:03:44,068 - Okay. - Potatoes. 64 00:03:44,725 --> 00:03:48,357 Yeah, Anna attempted to make a stew one time. 65 00:03:48,779 --> 00:03:51,481 - Yeah? - Yeah, we all had the shits for about a week. 66 00:03:52,169 --> 00:03:54,214 - What? From a stew? - No. 67 00:03:54,409 --> 00:03:57,966 You know the way you leave a stew to sit overnight to, you know, let it soak? 68 00:03:57,991 --> 00:03:59,927 She left it for about a fucking week, to be honest. 69 00:03:59,952 --> 00:04:01,404 It's always better the day after. 70 00:04:01,429 --> 00:04:05,187 No, yeah, well, she thought it was going to enhance the flavour by leaving it a week. 71 00:04:06,780 --> 00:04:10,646 - It'll go mouldy, won't it? - That is really good. Yeah! 72 00:04:12,699 --> 00:04:14,615 Is that your phone? 73 00:04:14,966 --> 00:04:17,234 I'm going to bet you five euro that is going to be Anna 74 00:04:17,259 --> 00:04:19,267 checking to see if I'm fucking fingering you. 75 00:04:19,621 --> 00:04:21,118 I'm telling you. 76 00:04:21,197 --> 00:04:22,993 *** 77 00:04:24,049 --> 00:04:25,049 Am I right? 78 00:04:25,074 --> 00:04:26,076 No, it's Shea. 79 00:04:26,101 --> 00:04:27,662 It's my lad, my little lad. 80 00:04:27,849 --> 00:04:29,849 I'm just going to take it out here, is that all right? 81 00:04:29,874 --> 00:04:32,493 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm going to tuck into this. 82 00:04:34,114 --> 00:04:35,114 Hello, champ. 83 00:04:36,290 --> 00:04:37,584 Are you okay? 84 00:04:39,881 --> 00:04:45,641 Yeah, no, no, I tried, I tried to Skype you the other day. 85 00:04:47,511 --> 00:04:49,109 Oh, you're just getting it connected? 86 00:04:50,153 --> 00:04:51,882 The tinterweb's being put in. 87 00:04:52,472 --> 00:04:53,512 Okay. 88 00:04:54,476 --> 00:04:55,516 Yeah. 89 00:04:58,844 --> 00:05:00,234 Two bedrooms? 90 00:05:01,402 --> 00:05:02,875 That's great, really great. 91 00:05:04,476 --> 00:05:05,536 Swimming pool? 92 00:05:05,561 --> 00:05:06,601 Oh, wow! 93 00:05:07,603 --> 00:05:09,125 Wow, that's amazing! 94 00:05:09,603 --> 00:05:11,179 You've got your own swimming pool. 95 00:05:14,629 --> 00:05:15,909 Oh, nice one. 96 00:05:16,307 --> 00:05:17,627 What's his name? 97 00:05:18,710 --> 00:05:19,750 Thomas? 98 00:05:20,413 --> 00:05:22,546 Yeah, that's lovely, isn't it? 99 00:05:24,336 --> 00:05:25,987 No, I'm, um... 100 00:05:26,154 --> 00:05:27,992 I'm in Ireland. 101 00:05:28,017 --> 00:05:29,577 Um, yeah, I'm with Bridge. 102 00:05:30,225 --> 00:05:31,669 We're painting a big house. 103 00:05:33,039 --> 00:05:35,519 Yeah, yeah, maybe another week, I think. 104 00:05:36,930 --> 00:05:38,290 Yeah, it shouldn't be too long. 105 00:05:38,392 --> 00:05:40,335 Okay, well, I will, I promise. Yeah. 106 00:05:40,926 --> 00:05:42,806 Yeah. Well, as soon as you've... 107 00:05:43,770 --> 00:05:46,834 Yeah, as soon as it's all connected and that, we... we'll do the, 108 00:05:46,859 --> 00:05:48,828 we'll do the, we'll do the Skype, yeah? 109 00:05:50,860 --> 00:05:52,700 Okay, yeah. Okay. 110 00:05:55,384 --> 00:05:56,984 I love you too, son. 111 00:05:58,552 --> 00:06:00,203 Yeah, to the moon and back. 112 00:06:02,677 --> 00:06:03,677 Forever. 113 00:06:06,124 --> 00:06:08,052 Yeah, ta-ra, ta-ra, ta-ra, 114 00:06:08,630 --> 00:06:11,109 ta-ra, bye-bye, bye-bye. 115 00:06:35,435 --> 00:06:36,684 Sorry, but, um... 116 00:06:36,710 --> 00:06:39,638 do you want me to cover up your dinner for you, 117 00:06:39,663 --> 00:06:41,383 just to keep it warm or something? 118 00:06:41,408 --> 00:06:43,688 No, you're all right. I'm not hungry now. 119 00:06:43,713 --> 00:06:45,162 Neither am I. 120 00:06:45,779 --> 00:06:48,052 It was lovely, but I'm just not hungry any more. 121 00:06:48,318 --> 00:06:49,791 I didn't mean to... 122 00:06:50,315 --> 00:06:52,941 overhear your conversation there. 123 00:06:52,966 --> 00:06:54,498 A-Are you all right? 124 00:06:55,248 --> 00:06:56,287 Yeah, I'm fine, yeah. 125 00:06:56,312 --> 00:06:57,432 Yeah? How's your lad? 126 00:06:59,633 --> 00:07:01,417 Yeah, he's got a swimming pool. 127 00:07:07,084 --> 00:07:08,139 - Oh, fucking hell. - No, you're all right, mate. 128 00:07:08,164 --> 00:07:09,279 - It's okay, no worries. - Yeah. 129 00:07:09,304 --> 00:07:10,824 It's over. You don't need to... 130 00:07:12,812 --> 00:07:13,873 I'm okay. 131 00:07:13,899 --> 00:07:16,514 It's all right. You don't need to pretend in front of me. 132 00:07:17,930 --> 00:07:19,292 No, I know, yeah. 133 00:07:20,852 --> 00:07:22,759 It's just hard. You know what I mean? 134 00:07:22,784 --> 00:07:23,993 Yeah. 135 00:07:25,277 --> 00:07:26,867 I just really miss him. 136 00:07:27,345 --> 00:07:31,155 No, I get it, I honestly do, I know how... how hard it is. 137 00:07:31,896 --> 00:07:35,372 I don't mean to be funny, you know, you just... You know what I mean? 138 00:07:38,324 --> 00:07:39,872 It's my son, isn't it? 139 00:07:40,426 --> 00:07:43,605 - No, I get it. Honestly I do, I know. - No, you... you don't get it. 140 00:07:43,631 --> 00:07:47,615 No, I do, actually, I know, I do get it because I can't see my son either. 141 00:07:51,303 --> 00:07:52,303 No... 142 00:07:52,824 --> 00:07:54,592 it's not your fault, you didn't know. 143 00:07:54,617 --> 00:07:56,337 We don't talk about it in this family. 144 00:07:57,194 --> 00:07:58,959 It's a hard one to bring up, you know? 145 00:07:58,984 --> 00:08:00,704 "Joe, this is my sister Dinah. 146 00:08:00,884 --> 00:08:03,964 She got knocked up when she was 15 and we thought it would be a great idea 147 00:08:03,990 --> 00:08:07,131 to give her kid to someone who could, you know, look after it. 148 00:08:07,194 --> 00:08:09,233 Fuck knows what she wants to do, but..." 149 00:08:09,363 --> 00:08:12,956 I don't know if you know, but abortion is kind of illegal in this country so it wasn't... 150 00:08:13,129 --> 00:08:14,655 you know, it wasn't an option. 151 00:08:14,681 --> 00:08:15,605 Fucking hell. 152 00:08:15,638 --> 00:08:18,537 My Bible-bashing mother wasn't going to let that fucking thing happen 153 00:08:18,754 --> 00:08:20,584 and piss off the hierarchy above. 154 00:08:20,609 --> 00:08:23,834 - I'm sorry, but I feel like a tit. - No, don't be. It's not your fault, 155 00:08:23,859 --> 00:08:25,833 but just don't judge me on not knowing what it is 156 00:08:25,859 --> 00:08:28,935 that you're going through, it's just I've been going through it for the past ten years, you know, 157 00:08:29,279 --> 00:08:30,302 so... 158 00:08:33,952 --> 00:08:36,481 - Oh, I'm really sorry about it. - Don't be sorry. 159 00:08:36,970 --> 00:08:40,780 There's me going off like a prick saying you don't know what I'm talking about, of course you do. 160 00:08:43,975 --> 00:08:45,547 No, it's... it's all right. 161 00:08:46,391 --> 00:08:47,748 Is it a boy or a girl? 162 00:08:47,773 --> 00:08:49,053 A little boy. 163 00:08:49,629 --> 00:08:50,629 Finn. 164 00:08:52,325 --> 00:08:54,122 - Finn. - Do you get to see him? 165 00:08:54,147 --> 00:08:56,561 No, I don't. I haven't seen him since he was born. 166 00:08:59,163 --> 00:09:00,563 I got to name him, though. 167 00:09:00,921 --> 00:09:02,673 It's means... 168 00:09:03,027 --> 00:09:04,374 warrior. 169 00:09:04,813 --> 00:09:08,352 It's a Celtic little warrior, little fighter. 170 00:09:09,501 --> 00:09:11,522 Does Michael, and Anna, and everyone know? 171 00:09:11,547 --> 00:09:13,844 Yeah, they actually tried really hard to... 172 00:09:14,837 --> 00:09:16,165 to take him in. 173 00:09:17,269 --> 00:09:18,475 But, uh... 174 00:09:19,494 --> 00:09:21,657 my mum wasn't going to let that happen. 175 00:09:24,887 --> 00:09:26,321 So that's why you know 176 00:09:26,656 --> 00:09:28,711 they put up with all my shit cos... 177 00:09:29,258 --> 00:09:31,727 instead of taking him in, they took me. 178 00:09:33,858 --> 00:09:35,709 So I try not to piss them off so much. 179 00:09:35,734 --> 00:09:37,579 - Oh, Dinah, I'm so sorry. - No, don't be sorry. 180 00:09:37,605 --> 00:09:40,610 Please stop saying that. I'm not sorry, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. 181 00:09:40,636 --> 00:09:42,008 I had no idea. 182 00:09:51,454 --> 00:09:53,258 You know you're amazing, aren't you? 183 00:09:55,817 --> 00:09:56,817 No. 184 00:09:57,589 --> 00:09:58,803 No, I'm a fuck-up. 185 00:10:21,186 --> 00:10:22,882 Oh, fucking hell. What are we doing? 186 00:10:22,908 --> 00:10:25,071 - No, we shouldn't do that. - No, we can't do it. 187 00:10:25,674 --> 00:10:26,609 No. 188 00:10:26,635 --> 00:10:28,931 - We promised them, didn't we, that we wouldn't do nothing. - No. 189 00:10:29,213 --> 00:10:31,768 The fucking minute they go, we're... Fucking... 190 00:10:31,793 --> 00:10:34,338 No, we shouldn't... we shouldn't do it. You know what I mean? 191 00:10:34,363 --> 00:10:35,588 It's just... it's just too much. 192 00:10:35,613 --> 00:10:38,140 Well, definitely not in that, you know, apron. 193 00:10:42,581 --> 00:10:44,493 It just wouldn't work. It's just... 194 00:10:45,108 --> 00:10:47,479 it's just, it's not, it's just not the right time. 195 00:10:52,895 --> 00:10:54,335 Do you want me to go or...? 196 00:10:57,795 --> 00:11:00,445 Yeah. Yeah, maybe, no... 197 00:11:00,647 --> 00:11:03,328 We should clean up and that, shouldn't we? Do the dishes and stuff. 198 00:11:03,354 --> 00:11:05,973 What, you can't clean up too much, otherwise we'll look like, um, 199 00:11:07,022 --> 00:11:09,799 fucking angels, here, in the house, 200 00:11:09,824 --> 00:11:11,584 cooking dinner and all that. 201 00:11:22,151 --> 00:11:23,191 Sorry. 202 00:11:23,926 --> 00:11:25,391 But I really want to. 203 00:11:28,057 --> 00:11:30,057 I haven't been with anyone for ages. 204 00:11:30,082 --> 00:11:31,442 How long is ages? 205 00:11:35,576 --> 00:11:37,188 About two and a half years. 206 00:11:37,424 --> 00:11:40,180 It's all right, we don't have to do anything. We could just... 207 00:11:40,537 --> 00:11:42,243 you know, just sit here. 208 00:11:44,047 --> 00:11:45,646 I hope just to hold you. 209 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:48,373 Yeah? 210 00:11:48,932 --> 00:11:50,805 - Yeah, if that's okay? - Yeah. 211 00:11:52,795 --> 00:11:54,102 - Can you take that off? - Yeah. 212 00:11:54,127 --> 00:11:57,498 I feel like I'm about to hold someone from The Stepford Wives. 213 00:12:00,521 --> 00:12:01,781 No, like, don't get me wrong, 214 00:12:01,806 --> 00:12:05,148 it's a really nice colour on you, you know, but, it's just... 215 00:13:08,009 --> 00:13:09,578 No, no, I do, yeah. 216 00:13:14,053 --> 00:13:16,693 - Are you okay? - Yeah, yeah, I think so, yeah. 217 00:13:28,227 --> 00:13:29,233 Do you not want to...? 218 00:13:29,258 --> 00:13:31,617 Yeah, yeah, I'm just... I'm just a bit nervous. 219 00:13:31,642 --> 00:13:32,984 It's okay. 220 00:13:33,554 --> 00:13:34,647 You're all right. 221 00:13:49,874 --> 00:13:51,271 All right, Joe? 222 00:13:51,296 --> 00:13:53,022 All right, Joe? What's up with you, old pal? 223 00:13:53,048 --> 00:13:54,202 All right, Craig? 224 00:13:54,227 --> 00:13:55,547 You little queer. 225 00:14:01,734 --> 00:14:03,094 I'm sorry, did I...? 226 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,242 Is it something that I'm doing? I'm sorry. 227 00:14:05,267 --> 00:14:06,754 No, no, it's not. 228 00:14:06,834 --> 00:14:08,382 - Good, Joe. - No. 229 00:14:09,606 --> 00:14:12,231 - Are you okay? Now, are you okay, Joe? - Fuck. Yeah. 230 00:14:12,256 --> 00:14:14,456 I'm going to sit over here, okay? Just... 231 00:14:15,100 --> 00:14:16,180 Are you all right? 232 00:14:16,541 --> 00:14:17,883 You can cry, mate. 233 00:14:19,163 --> 00:14:20,643 Are you all right, Joe? Are you okay? 234 00:14:21,154 --> 00:14:22,292 No, you're okay? 235 00:14:23,528 --> 00:14:24,619 You're okay. 236 00:14:26,467 --> 00:14:28,349 Right, you're really scaring me, Joe. 237 00:14:28,374 --> 00:14:29,588 Can you stop it, please? 238 00:14:33,146 --> 00:14:34,969 - We're just going to... - Stop it! 239 00:14:35,325 --> 00:14:37,314 - Joe, I'm just going to ring someone. - Stop it! 240 00:14:37,339 --> 00:14:39,739 Just don't... Just sit there, please and you'll be all right. 241 00:14:39,904 --> 00:14:42,566 Charlotte and... have been around the premises. 242 00:14:42,591 --> 00:14:44,426 Ah! I did it! 243 00:14:44,638 --> 00:14:46,398 Get it out! 244 00:14:50,660 --> 00:14:53,146 - Help me, please! - Yeah, I need an ambulance, please. 245 00:14:55,805 --> 00:14:57,634 Joe, breathe. Breathe, okay? 246 00:14:57,659 --> 00:14:59,977 Get the fuck off me! Get the fuck off! Fuck off! 247 00:15:00,140 --> 00:15:01,485 Fuck off! 248 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:04,138 Stop it! Stop...! 249 00:15:04,163 --> 00:15:04,972 Stop it! 250 00:15:04,998 --> 00:15:07,753 I'm not doing anything, Joe! Just stop, you're scaring me. 251 00:15:10,830 --> 00:15:12,876 Stop it! No! 252 00:15:21,998 --> 00:15:23,903 I'm not going to touch you, okay? 253 00:15:25,732 --> 00:15:28,339 I'm not going to touch you, okay, I'm just going to sit here. 254 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:37,040 Joe... 255 00:15:43,344 --> 00:15:45,009 You're okay now. 256 00:15:47,446 --> 00:15:48,699 I'm sorry. 257 00:15:51,168 --> 00:15:52,328 That's it. 258 00:15:54,205 --> 00:15:55,485 I'm sorry. 259 00:15:55,510 --> 00:15:56,710 No, you're okay. 260 00:15:56,735 --> 00:15:58,015 Oh, I'm sorry. 261 00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:01,016 You're okay. 262 00:16:05,511 --> 00:16:07,173 Are you sure you're ready to tell him? 263 00:16:07,224 --> 00:16:08,915 Yeah, I'm 100% ready. 264 00:16:09,499 --> 00:16:12,173 We went out to this place, you know, 265 00:16:12,632 --> 00:16:16,852 full of beers, smokes, chocolate, 266 00:16:18,261 --> 00:16:19,563 sweets. 267 00:16:19,631 --> 00:16:21,579 Everything you name it, it has it. 268 00:16:22,943 --> 00:16:26,204 Craig, Craig, tell him how much of a privilege it is to be in there. 269 00:16:26,393 --> 00:16:28,923 - Tell him, tell him, Craig. - Great, great honour. 270 00:16:29,160 --> 00:16:31,931 Craig went the last time, he won't be going again. 271 00:16:31,956 --> 00:16:34,447 Do you want to come? Cos, like, if you said louder 272 00:16:34,473 --> 00:16:35,759 I would've been, like, 273 00:16:35,784 --> 00:16:38,064 - I would've been... - It would've been very disrespectful. 274 00:16:38,089 --> 00:16:40,096 Tell him how disrespectful it would have been. 275 00:16:40,621 --> 00:16:42,119 Very disrespectful. 276 00:16:42,499 --> 00:16:44,323 You wouldn't be living in here. 277 00:16:45,697 --> 00:16:46,979 So do you want to go? 278 00:16:47,004 --> 00:16:48,004 Yeah. 279 00:16:48,380 --> 00:16:49,994 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 280 00:16:50,019 --> 00:16:51,941 Cos there's no turning back when you leave them doors. 281 00:16:51,967 --> 00:16:53,244 Are you sure you want to go? 282 00:16:53,269 --> 00:16:55,300 - Yeah. - Go, run yourself. 283 00:16:57,377 --> 00:16:58,972 Come on, Nomad. 284 00:16:59,230 --> 00:17:00,612 Let's go, Joe. 285 00:17:08,100 --> 00:17:09,990 Come on, Joe... 286 00:17:10,016 --> 00:17:11,538 You say a word, I'll kill you. 287 00:17:11,564 --> 00:17:13,548 I'll take your teeth out and your legs off. 288 00:17:13,574 --> 00:17:14,866 - Do you hear me? - Yeah. 289 00:17:15,046 --> 00:17:16,382 There you are, look. 290 00:17:26,814 --> 00:17:28,502 Can I take him out today? 291 00:17:28,659 --> 00:17:30,834 We're just going to monitor him for a few more hours. 292 00:17:30,859 --> 00:17:33,046 - Right, and then I can take home? - You'll have him home this evening. 293 00:17:33,072 --> 00:17:35,015 We really appreciate everything you've done for him. 294 00:17:35,041 --> 00:17:36,780 - That's what I'm here for. - Much appreciated. 295 00:17:36,806 --> 00:17:38,065 - Cheers. - All the best. 296 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:39,598 - Thanks, doctor. - Not a problem. 297 00:17:47,803 --> 00:17:49,490 Jesus Christ. 298 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:52,640 Fuck's sake, 299 00:17:52,665 --> 00:17:55,210 are you trying are you trying to give me a fucking heart attack, too? 300 00:17:57,844 --> 00:17:59,211 You okay? 301 00:18:00,454 --> 00:18:01,469 Yeah. 302 00:18:03,477 --> 00:18:05,571 You frightened the shit out of me. 303 00:18:08,585 --> 00:18:10,866 I've been here all fucking night, they wouldn't let me in. 304 00:18:11,578 --> 00:18:13,328 Arseholes. 305 00:18:22,340 --> 00:18:26,367 Well, they said that's not what you've had, anyway, it's not a fucking heart attack or anything. 306 00:18:29,476 --> 00:18:32,470 Do you want me to grab you a coffee or tea or... 307 00:18:32,495 --> 00:18:33,578 grapes or something? 308 00:18:33,603 --> 00:18:35,212 Yeah, get us a coffee, will you? 309 00:18:35,306 --> 00:18:36,560 Yeah, sure. 310 00:18:36,585 --> 00:18:37,962 Can I have a coffee, please? 311 00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:46,082 Are you okay? 312 00:18:46,809 --> 00:18:47,849 Yeah. 313 00:18:49,095 --> 00:18:50,641 What the fuck happened? 314 00:18:56,809 --> 00:18:57,984 Did you have a drink? 315 00:18:58,259 --> 00:18:59,259 No. 316 00:19:00,062 --> 00:19:01,062 No? 317 00:19:01,799 --> 00:19:03,453 No, I promise you, no. 318 00:19:05,154 --> 00:19:06,492 No, I didn't have a drink. 319 00:19:06,828 --> 00:19:08,182 So what the fuck? 320 00:19:09,099 --> 00:19:11,211 Have you had panic attacks before? 321 00:19:12,854 --> 00:19:13,900 No. 322 00:19:35,382 --> 00:19:37,342 I went to the Towers the other day. 323 00:19:41,187 --> 00:19:42,187 Okay. 324 00:19:42,531 --> 00:19:43,977 Just to have a look. 325 00:19:48,417 --> 00:19:50,177 Well, I went to Mum and Dad's grave... 326 00:19:53,712 --> 00:19:55,688 and then I went up to the Towers. 327 00:19:57,326 --> 00:19:58,846 What did you go up there for? 328 00:20:02,328 --> 00:20:03,728 I don't know. 329 00:20:24,607 --> 00:20:26,789 All this stuff started coming back. 330 00:20:31,856 --> 00:20:33,149 About being in there? 331 00:20:33,307 --> 00:20:34,295 Yeah. 332 00:20:39,323 --> 00:20:40,363 Yeah... 333 00:20:42,553 --> 00:20:44,383 it all started to make sense. 334 00:21:06,711 --> 00:21:08,151 I was raped. 335 00:21:16,085 --> 00:21:18,133 When I was there, I was raped. 336 00:21:18,786 --> 00:21:20,570 Oh, Joe... 337 00:21:27,341 --> 00:21:28,341 It's okay. 338 00:21:29,514 --> 00:21:30,514 It's okay. 339 00:21:30,868 --> 00:21:32,656 Oh, fuck! 340 00:21:35,842 --> 00:21:37,117 You were raped? 341 00:21:39,903 --> 00:21:40,903 Yeah. 342 00:21:40,928 --> 00:21:42,438 At nine? 343 00:21:49,361 --> 00:21:50,826 Hey, come on... 344 00:21:51,278 --> 00:21:52,718 Oh, fuck. 345 00:21:58,296 --> 00:21:59,633 Just stop, now, come on... 346 00:22:07,114 --> 00:22:10,183 I know I heard about those fuckers who used to work in there, 347 00:22:10,544 --> 00:22:12,612 and the things they used to do to kids, 348 00:22:13,098 --> 00:22:15,555 and they're in fucking prison now, half of them. 349 00:22:15,868 --> 00:22:17,320 It wasn't the workers. 350 00:22:19,152 --> 00:22:21,007 It wasn't the workers that done it. 351 00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:23,891 Who was it, then? 352 00:22:26,017 --> 00:22:27,719 It was some kids that were there. 353 00:22:28,107 --> 00:22:29,234 Kids? 354 00:22:30,043 --> 00:22:32,008 No, not kids, no, they were... 355 00:22:32,491 --> 00:22:34,149 15, 16. 356 00:22:36,760 --> 00:22:37,760 There was two of them. 357 00:22:40,372 --> 00:22:42,055 Two brothers, I think they were. 358 00:22:44,724 --> 00:22:46,644 One of them held me down... 359 00:22:50,852 --> 00:22:52,572 and then the other one... 360 00:22:57,201 --> 00:22:58,570 he was the one who... 361 00:23:00,209 --> 00:23:01,781 the one who made me do things. 362 00:23:01,822 --> 00:23:03,156 Oh, Joe... 363 00:23:05,475 --> 00:23:06,475 Yeah. 364 00:23:10,164 --> 00:23:11,211 How did I... 365 00:23:11,236 --> 00:23:13,195 How did I forget something like that, 366 00:23:13,220 --> 00:23:14,700 - do you know what I mean? - Oh, fuck. 367 00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:17,633 How do you forget that? 368 00:23:18,126 --> 00:23:20,077 You fucking didn't forget, you buried it. 369 00:23:20,103 --> 00:23:21,930 It's been going through my head all night. 370 00:23:22,112 --> 00:23:23,930 - Oh, God... - All night. 371 00:23:26,226 --> 00:23:28,305 I'm so fucking sorry I left you in there. 372 00:23:28,330 --> 00:23:29,836 Hey, it's not your fault. 373 00:23:30,730 --> 00:23:31,890 Christ... 374 00:23:32,373 --> 00:23:34,930 I used to think it was your fault, why I left, 375 00:23:34,955 --> 00:23:37,031 but I get it now. 376 00:23:39,666 --> 00:23:41,024 Do you know who it was? 377 00:23:42,461 --> 00:23:43,461 No. 378 00:23:45,323 --> 00:23:47,250 No, they were two brothers. 379 00:23:48,446 --> 00:23:49,766 I know that. 380 00:23:57,741 --> 00:23:58,741 It's okay. 381 00:23:59,435 --> 00:24:02,094 Hey, hey, hey, come on. 382 00:24:02,214 --> 00:24:04,254 - Oh, I'm sorry! - It's okay. 383 00:24:04,279 --> 00:24:06,875 - Oh, I'm so sorry, Joe. - It's okay. 384 00:24:08,451 --> 00:24:09,451 Fuck. 385 00:24:11,054 --> 00:24:12,854 - I'm so sorry. - Hey... 386 00:24:20,808 --> 00:24:22,438 I should never have left you. 387 00:24:25,509 --> 00:24:27,839 What the fuck is Craig doing? 388 00:24:27,864 --> 00:24:30,155 Yeah, out straight, Craig, you want to lay off them... 389 00:24:30,180 --> 00:24:32,300 - Here, Bob, show us your bum. - Your teeth are brown. 390 00:24:34,287 --> 00:24:36,667 Actually, Bob show us your arse. 391 00:24:36,693 --> 00:24:37,992 Or a kiss. 392 00:24:38,097 --> 00:24:41,965 Craigy and Bob, found together, kissing in the office! 393 00:24:47,188 --> 00:24:49,014 - Good old Craig. - Craig. 394 00:24:50,030 --> 00:24:51,350 Do you know what? 395 00:24:51,375 --> 00:24:52,615 What? 396 00:24:52,684 --> 00:24:54,850 You need to stop looking at me like that, 397 00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:57,022 or we'll kick the shit out of you. 398 00:24:57,705 --> 00:24:59,305 Do you hear me? 399 00:26:02,178 --> 00:26:03,201 It's... 400 00:26:03,756 --> 00:26:06,003 that one there, with the yellow on the bottom. 401 00:26:06,029 --> 00:26:07,223 Okay. 402 00:26:07,476 --> 00:26:08,850 I can wait out here for you, if you want. 403 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:09,879 - No. - It's no hassle. 404 00:26:09,904 --> 00:26:12,052 No, you're all right, you go home and get some sleep. 405 00:26:12,357 --> 00:26:13,841 You've been up all night. 406 00:26:14,748 --> 00:26:17,443 I could do with a fucking wash, I can smell myself. 407 00:26:20,396 --> 00:26:22,780 I'll give you a bell when I'm on my way home. 408 00:26:22,805 --> 00:26:25,029 - All right. I'll see you later. - Okay. 409 00:27:30,512 --> 00:27:33,045 - All right, mate? - All right, Joe. 410 00:27:33,252 --> 00:27:35,131 - You okay? - Yeah. 411 00:27:35,881 --> 00:27:37,359 I was bang out of order, Craig, 412 00:27:37,384 --> 00:27:39,184 I shouldn't have spoke to you like that, mate. 413 00:27:39,615 --> 00:27:40,895 I'm really sorry. 414 00:27:43,860 --> 00:27:44,860 Thanks. 415 00:27:47,695 --> 00:27:50,662 Well, I was just wondering if what you said the other day, you know, if... 416 00:27:52,235 --> 00:27:53,295 What? 417 00:27:54,741 --> 00:27:57,341 Well, you said, if I ever needed anyone to talk to... 418 00:27:59,966 --> 00:28:02,386 - My head's fucked, Craigy. - Yeah. 419 00:28:02,412 --> 00:28:04,628 It is, my head, it's fucked. 420 00:28:06,164 --> 00:28:08,206 And you're the only one that was there. 421 00:28:09,974 --> 00:28:12,214 You know, you're the only one that understands me. 422 00:28:15,949 --> 00:28:18,420 So, if the offer still stands, mate... 423 00:28:20,014 --> 00:28:22,114 I could really do with someone to talk to. 424 00:28:22,139 --> 00:28:23,359 Yeah, come on in. 425 00:28:24,129 --> 00:28:26,066 - Yeah? - Yeah. 426 00:28:27,350 --> 00:28:28,748 Thanks, mate. 427 00:28:29,420 --> 00:28:31,426 The place is a bit of a fucking mess. 428 00:28:31,451 --> 00:28:32,717 Oh, it's all right. 429 00:28:36,888 --> 00:28:39,864 Dinah, I... I looked through the files, and... 430 00:28:39,952 --> 00:28:41,997 Just before you say anything... 431 00:28:44,289 --> 00:28:45,819 Can I just thank you... 432 00:28:46,803 --> 00:28:48,123 - for... - For what? 433 00:28:49,850 --> 00:28:52,043 Just for everything that you did. 434 00:28:56,497 --> 00:29:00,022 You were on my side and she wasn't. So, I want to thank you for that. 435 00:29:00,366 --> 00:29:01,960 And I also want to say that... 436 00:29:01,985 --> 00:29:03,585 - She? - My mum. 437 00:29:04,118 --> 00:29:08,350 But, I also want to say that, most importantly, I want... 438 00:29:08,868 --> 00:29:11,397 Finn to know that I never... 439 00:29:11,910 --> 00:29:13,561 regretted having him. 440 00:29:14,788 --> 00:29:15,850 And... 441 00:29:16,233 --> 00:29:19,170 the only regret I have is that I didn't fight to keep him. 442 00:29:19,730 --> 00:29:21,349 And that's why... 443 00:29:23,007 --> 00:29:24,412 I have these. 444 00:29:24,954 --> 00:29:27,459 And it's going to explain everything to him 445 00:29:27,719 --> 00:29:29,959 about what happened. 446 00:29:30,139 --> 00:29:32,702 But most importantly, that he wasn't a mistake 447 00:29:32,727 --> 00:29:34,447 cos I know what it's like to be a mistake 448 00:29:34,472 --> 00:29:36,217 and I don't want him to know that. 449 00:29:36,582 --> 00:29:37,622 And... 450 00:29:39,781 --> 00:29:42,389 he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. 451 00:29:52,677 --> 00:29:54,257 First of all... 452 00:29:57,074 --> 00:29:59,069 he's not called Finn any more. 453 00:29:59,638 --> 00:30:01,296 - Okay. - His parents... 454 00:30:02,530 --> 00:30:04,077 named him Eoin. 455 00:30:05,953 --> 00:30:06,953 Okay. 456 00:30:07,191 --> 00:30:08,788 I can change that on this. 457 00:30:13,066 --> 00:30:14,499 How you spell Eoin? 458 00:30:16,186 --> 00:30:17,666 E-O-I-N. 459 00:30:25,631 --> 00:30:26,827 Dinah, it's... 460 00:30:28,259 --> 00:30:32,889 it's not, it's not great news today because... 461 00:30:34,395 --> 00:30:37,460 I called Eoin's parents and... 462 00:30:39,676 --> 00:30:43,423 they feel at the moment that meeting you 463 00:30:44,260 --> 00:30:46,178 would not be right. 464 00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:53,148 I know I only sprung this on you yesterday so, maybe there's 465 00:30:53,796 --> 00:30:55,102 another... 466 00:30:58,962 --> 00:31:00,042 - Look, his... - Another day, or... 467 00:31:00,067 --> 00:31:02,046 something that they could maybe come meet me? 468 00:31:06,209 --> 00:31:07,561 - I just want to give him this. - The thing is, 469 00:31:07,586 --> 00:31:10,091 he's doing really, really well now. 470 00:31:10,576 --> 00:31:13,372 You know, he's really come into his own 471 00:31:13,405 --> 00:31:16,396 and he's a great little fella, you know. 472 00:31:16,421 --> 00:31:21,013 He plays football, he's really doing well at school... 473 00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:23,310 great at art. 474 00:31:23,335 --> 00:31:24,654 Like his mum. 475 00:31:25,101 --> 00:31:27,091 Yeah, like his mum. 476 00:31:28,123 --> 00:31:31,295 And they just don't want that to be 477 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:33,716 upended, you know? 478 00:31:34,558 --> 00:31:36,724 It's taken quite a while. 479 00:31:37,769 --> 00:31:40,076 - I know, I know it's a bit of... - And... 480 00:31:40,171 --> 00:31:43,208 I know, I've come in, I've... 481 00:31:43,505 --> 00:31:45,510 It's been a long time, but... 482 00:31:45,699 --> 00:31:47,682 I don't understand why you can't just give him this. 483 00:31:47,708 --> 00:31:49,769 - I know I can't meet him straight away. - It's just the... 484 00:31:49,794 --> 00:31:52,675 what happened before... 485 00:31:53,306 --> 00:31:55,042 really had an impact, you know? 486 00:31:55,067 --> 00:31:56,105 What happened? 487 00:31:56,130 --> 00:31:58,464 Sorry, what do you mean, like when I gave him away? 488 00:32:01,491 --> 00:32:03,238 No, I mean... 489 00:32:05,434 --> 00:32:07,074 when he... 490 00:32:09,382 --> 00:32:12,191 when we sent the letters, you know, when he... 491 00:32:15,114 --> 00:32:16,144 To you? 492 00:32:16,169 --> 00:32:19,222 No, the letters he sent to you. 493 00:32:19,977 --> 00:32:21,589 I didn't get any letters. 494 00:32:24,593 --> 00:32:26,300 Back in 2011... 495 00:32:27,988 --> 00:32:29,425 he did all those drawings, 496 00:32:29,450 --> 00:32:31,316 those copies of your drawings, 497 00:32:31,447 --> 00:32:35,034 that he wanted you to have, and... we sent them. 498 00:32:36,141 --> 00:32:38,669 Over six months, we sent six letters... 499 00:32:38,802 --> 00:32:41,076 and because there was no response... 500 00:32:41,584 --> 00:32:43,104 Where did you send them? 501 00:32:43,129 --> 00:32:44,669 Well, we sent them to your house. 502 00:32:44,694 --> 00:32:47,957 I didn't live at that address in 2011. 503 00:32:47,983 --> 00:32:52,082 I rang your mum, I rang your mum and she told me that you... 504 00:32:53,459 --> 00:32:56,299 you didn't want to have contact. 505 00:32:56,324 --> 00:32:58,068 And you didn't want to be reminded of him. 506 00:32:58,093 --> 00:33:01,573 And that's when I told Eoin's parents that the best thing 507 00:33:01,598 --> 00:33:03,935 was for us to stop sending those letters... 508 00:33:05,549 --> 00:33:08,129 sending any more drawings and that was... 509 00:33:09,628 --> 00:33:11,427 That was pretty tough. 510 00:33:11,452 --> 00:33:13,852 I didn't get any letters and I didn't... 511 00:33:14,033 --> 00:33:16,162 No messages were ever sent on to me. 512 00:33:16,518 --> 00:33:18,529 Well, why would your mother lie to me? 513 00:33:18,554 --> 00:33:21,138 You know, she was very clear. 514 00:33:25,926 --> 00:33:26,926 She... 515 00:33:27,428 --> 00:33:30,279 She said you really, really didn't want to hear... 516 00:33:30,811 --> 00:33:32,326 anything about Eoin. 517 00:33:32,351 --> 00:33:33,826 That you didn't want... 518 00:33:35,208 --> 00:33:36,927 any letters and she... 519 00:33:39,737 --> 00:33:42,449 she told me that you burned those letters. So I... 520 00:33:42,474 --> 00:33:45,058 Because she's a fucking lying cunt is what she is! 521 00:33:45,083 --> 00:33:48,097 I didn't get those drawings, I didn't know about any of this. 522 00:33:48,122 --> 00:33:49,933 And does he know? Is that, is that what he thinks? 523 00:33:49,958 --> 00:33:53,949 Does he think that I didn't want to reply to any of those things that he sent me? 524 00:33:53,974 --> 00:33:55,550 We didn't give him the whole story 525 00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:59,800 but he knew you weren't replying to his letters 526 00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:03,191 and it was very traumatic for him at the time. 527 00:34:03,853 --> 00:34:06,988 It was very traumatic for the whole family. 528 00:34:07,667 --> 00:34:11,589 So, you can see why right now, the idea of... 529 00:34:12,687 --> 00:34:16,746 starting up a relationship with you just seems wrong. 530 00:34:17,722 --> 00:34:20,360 And there's no way you can ring them now 531 00:34:20,386 --> 00:34:22,535 and just tell them that I was...? 532 00:34:24,633 --> 00:34:27,233 Dinah, I wish I could, but I can't. 533 00:34:28,279 --> 00:34:31,691 You want what's best for him, they want what's best for him. 534 00:34:33,473 --> 00:34:36,339 And right now what's best for him is to just feel like 535 00:34:36,364 --> 00:34:38,980 he's got a nice, normal, ordinary life. 536 00:34:40,390 --> 00:34:42,070 That he wouldn't have had with me? 537 00:34:46,044 --> 00:34:48,404 That he can't ever have with me, is that what you're saying? 538 00:34:57,196 --> 00:34:58,596 I'm so sorry. 539 00:35:19,498 --> 00:35:21,868 I don't know what you want me to tell you, Joe. 540 00:35:24,841 --> 00:35:26,951 I just want you to tell me the truth. 541 00:35:32,625 --> 00:35:34,839 You know when you said it leaves a mark on you? 542 00:35:35,274 --> 00:35:36,274 Yeah. 543 00:35:36,992 --> 00:35:38,558 What did you mean? 544 00:35:47,734 --> 00:35:49,894 I know what happened to you, Joe. 545 00:35:52,505 --> 00:35:54,049 You know what happened to me? 546 00:35:55,858 --> 00:35:57,238 Because... 547 00:35:58,441 --> 00:36:01,810 because what happened to you, Joe, happened to me as well, you know. 548 00:36:06,956 --> 00:36:08,116 And... 549 00:36:12,570 --> 00:36:14,490 when you came in, you know... 550 00:36:19,347 --> 00:36:21,341 they left me alone, you know. 551 00:36:22,504 --> 00:36:23,542 And... 552 00:36:25,842 --> 00:36:28,388 when they was lining you up, like... 553 00:36:33,958 --> 00:36:36,250 I knew what they was going to do to you. 554 00:36:38,063 --> 00:36:40,404 I'm so sorry, like, I'm so sorry and... 555 00:36:42,521 --> 00:36:44,990 and I thought you was dead. 556 00:36:50,027 --> 00:36:52,255 - I'm so sorry, Joe. - It's all right, Craig. 557 00:36:53,243 --> 00:36:55,583 - Oh, God. - It's all right, it wasn't your fault. 558 00:36:56,876 --> 00:36:58,797 I should have tried to help you. 559 00:37:00,251 --> 00:37:01,943 But I just wanted to be left alone. 560 00:37:01,968 --> 00:37:04,524 You know, I wanted them to stop being that mean. 561 00:37:06,683 --> 00:37:08,693 You were only a kid yourself. 562 00:37:18,529 --> 00:37:20,529 But you know who it was though, don't you? 563 00:37:22,152 --> 00:37:23,152 Yeah. 564 00:37:24,004 --> 00:37:25,576 Yeah, you know who it was, don't you? 565 00:37:25,601 --> 00:37:26,601 Yeah. 566 00:37:29,393 --> 00:37:30,433 Who was it, mate? 567 00:37:34,345 --> 00:37:36,691 It was a couple of the older boys, you know. 568 00:37:36,841 --> 00:37:38,906 - Two of them? - Yeah. 569 00:37:40,380 --> 00:37:42,178 It was two brothers, you know. 570 00:37:46,105 --> 00:37:48,191 And the younger one, David, he's dead now, 571 00:37:48,217 --> 00:37:50,114 he was killed in a car accident. 572 00:37:53,287 --> 00:37:54,849 About five years ago. 573 00:37:58,846 --> 00:38:00,847 The lad in charge was... 574 00:38:01,758 --> 00:38:03,483 was his older brother. 575 00:38:03,509 --> 00:38:04,629 Damon, you know. 576 00:38:07,170 --> 00:38:08,730 - Damon? - Yeah. 577 00:38:10,974 --> 00:38:13,943 Damon, I don't remember Damon. 578 00:38:14,302 --> 00:38:17,542 I remember a bit, but Damon, it wasn't Damon. 579 00:38:17,567 --> 00:38:19,407 We used to call him Nomad. 580 00:38:20,835 --> 00:38:23,076 Because it's Damon backwards, you know. 581 00:38:23,758 --> 00:38:24,826 Yeah. 582 00:38:28,010 --> 00:38:29,170 Yeah, Nomad? 583 00:38:30,817 --> 00:38:32,966 He was a bad cunt, Joe. 584 00:38:34,608 --> 00:38:36,521 Is he still around here? 585 00:38:36,546 --> 00:38:37,586 No. 586 00:38:39,232 --> 00:38:42,138 When he got out, he moved to a town not so far away. 587 00:38:42,748 --> 00:38:44,798 - He moved away? - Yeah. 588 00:38:47,447 --> 00:38:48,989 When did you last see him? 589 00:38:53,925 --> 00:38:55,857 About six years ago, I don't know. 590 00:38:57,178 --> 00:38:59,373 Did you stay mates with him? 591 00:39:00,763 --> 00:39:02,560 I used to go over there, you know. 592 00:39:05,006 --> 00:39:07,404 I don't know why because he was a sick fuck, 593 00:39:07,429 --> 00:39:09,669 but I just used to go over there and... 594 00:39:12,990 --> 00:39:14,357 I wanted to... 595 00:39:15,324 --> 00:39:16,810 I wanted him... 596 00:39:18,383 --> 00:39:22,019 I don't know, I wanted him to fix me or something. 597 00:39:27,491 --> 00:39:28,898 It's okay, mate. 598 00:39:31,755 --> 00:39:33,137 It's okay, Craig. 599 00:39:36,270 --> 00:39:38,113 - I'm sorry, Joe. - It's okay. 600 00:39:39,449 --> 00:39:40,755 It's okay, mate. 601 00:39:44,579 --> 00:39:46,339 But you know where he lives, yeah? 602 00:39:49,744 --> 00:39:50,821 Why? 603 00:39:51,212 --> 00:39:52,743 Do you know where he lives? 604 00:40:00,358 --> 00:40:02,020 Hey, hey, fella, fella! 605 00:40:02,045 --> 00:40:03,263 What the fuck is this? 606 00:40:03,288 --> 00:40:04,357 What do you mean, what the fuck is this? 607 00:40:04,382 --> 00:40:05,382 Pea gravel? 608 00:40:05,407 --> 00:40:07,459 - Yeah, it's pea gravel. - I didn't fucking order pea gravel. 609 00:40:07,484 --> 00:40:10,084 - Well, you did, cos it's written there. - Give me that fucking... 610 00:40:10,263 --> 00:40:12,232 - Fucking pea gravel. - I ordered two fucking tonnes 611 00:40:12,257 --> 00:40:13,295 of limestone dust. 612 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:15,680 - If you did, it'd be written there... - Hold on, hold on... 613 00:40:17,804 --> 00:40:19,021 Fuck off. 614 00:40:19,410 --> 00:40:21,451 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 615 00:40:21,476 --> 00:40:22,959 Sorry, I can't take your call at the moment, 616 00:40:22,984 --> 00:40:25,459 but if you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 617 00:40:25,484 --> 00:40:27,381 Michael, please answer your phone. 618 00:40:30,112 --> 00:40:32,029 Fucking hell, talk to them in the fucking depot, 619 00:40:32,054 --> 00:40:33,912 maybe someday you'll get a fucking order right. 620 00:40:33,937 --> 00:40:35,466 Yeah, well, of course it's my fault, as usual. 621 00:40:35,491 --> 00:40:37,154 - Just fucking get it right and tell them - Pain in the arse! 622 00:40:37,179 --> 00:40:38,224 to send it this afternoon. 623 00:40:38,249 --> 00:40:39,394 Fuck yourself, yeah? 624 00:40:42,933 --> 00:40:44,567 Fuck off, Dinah! 625 00:40:47,554 --> 00:40:50,177 If you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 626 00:40:50,202 --> 00:40:51,202 Cheers. 627 00:40:51,227 --> 00:40:54,646 Michael, I know you've turned your phone off, but I really need you to turn it back on, 628 00:40:54,891 --> 00:40:56,974 now, because I need to talk to you. 629 00:40:59,385 --> 00:41:00,578 It's about Finn. 630 00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:06,535 I think you really need to call me back now. 631 00:41:06,827 --> 00:41:09,860 So just take your fucking phone off silent, please. 632 00:41:37,507 --> 00:41:38,622 Hello? 633 00:41:39,967 --> 00:41:41,519 I'm so sorry... 634 00:41:44,382 --> 00:41:45,474 Who is this? 635 00:41:46,847 --> 00:41:48,011 Anna... 636 00:41:48,997 --> 00:41:50,280 it's Craigy. 637 00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:51,680 Craigy? 638 00:41:52,419 --> 00:41:53,904 What's wrong, Craigy? 639 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:56,873 I'm so sorry... 640 00:41:57,149 --> 00:41:59,189 Sorry for what? What the fuck? 641 00:41:59,214 --> 00:42:02,323 Just stop crying for a second and tell me what are you talking about. 642 00:42:02,581 --> 00:42:04,349 Is Joseph down there? 643 00:42:04,514 --> 00:42:05,612 No. 644 00:42:07,554 --> 00:42:09,807 I think I done something really bad. 645 00:43:31,613 --> 00:43:32,885 What the fuck's going on? 646 00:43:38,174 --> 00:43:39,294 Where's Joe? 647 00:43:39,319 --> 00:43:40,959 He's not... He's not here. 648 00:43:41,051 --> 00:43:43,091 - I can fucking see that. - Yeah. 649 00:43:43,709 --> 00:43:45,060 What's going on, Craigy? 650 00:43:50,498 --> 00:43:52,102 What's going on, Craigy? 651 00:43:55,243 --> 00:43:58,466 Honest to fucking God, this on the phone, and now here, 652 00:43:58,491 --> 00:43:59,854 will you just fucking speak to me 653 00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:01,630 - and tell me what is it that's going on? - I'm trying! 654 00:44:01,655 --> 00:44:02,926 Okay, I'm trying. 655 00:44:02,951 --> 00:44:06,559 Oh, look, I'm sorry, just fucking tell me what it is. 656 00:44:07,184 --> 00:44:08,395 I, er... 657 00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:12,309 He... He made me. I gave him a name, you know? 658 00:44:12,375 --> 00:44:14,051 He made you what? You gave him... 659 00:44:14,076 --> 00:44:17,059 What are you talking about? What are you talking about? 660 00:44:17,612 --> 00:44:20,373 I gave him the name of the guy... 661 00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:22,972 from the Towers who, er... 662 00:44:23,456 --> 00:44:25,004 The person who abused him? 663 00:44:25,216 --> 00:44:26,216 Yeah. 664 00:44:28,752 --> 00:44:30,020 And then what happened? 665 00:44:33,325 --> 00:44:34,895 And then when happened? 666 00:44:34,920 --> 00:44:36,560 I gave him an address. 667 00:44:38,512 --> 00:44:40,059 You gave him an address? 668 00:44:40,084 --> 00:44:41,130 Yeah. 669 00:44:42,806 --> 00:44:45,145 Of where this person fucking still lives? 670 00:44:45,170 --> 00:44:46,930 Is it... Does he live around here? 671 00:44:46,956 --> 00:44:48,498 He lives in Clonlea. 672 00:44:49,441 --> 00:44:52,641 He... he wouldn't take no for an answer. 673 00:44:52,946 --> 00:44:55,805 He wouldn't take no for an answer? Could you not have fucking lied? 674 00:44:55,830 --> 00:44:57,059 He made me do it. 675 00:44:57,667 --> 00:45:00,427 He told me he'd forgive me if I told him. 676 00:45:00,452 --> 00:45:02,274 Forgive you for fucking what? 677 00:45:02,495 --> 00:45:04,520 Do you know that that is the fucking man 678 00:45:04,794 --> 00:45:07,026 - who fucking raped my brother? - Yeah. 679 00:45:07,051 --> 00:45:09,433 Who held him down and fucking raped him? 680 00:45:09,458 --> 00:45:11,230 - Yeah. - And you sent him over there? 681 00:45:11,255 --> 00:45:13,340 I didn't send him over there, I asked... He asked me... 682 00:45:13,365 --> 00:45:15,582 You gave him the fucking address, you may as well have, 683 00:45:15,607 --> 00:45:17,496 you may as well have fucking driven him over there, 684 00:45:17,521 --> 00:45:19,472 and fucking ushered him in the fucking door. 685 00:45:19,497 --> 00:45:20,497 Yeah. 686 00:45:20,681 --> 00:45:23,035 How the fuck do you know where he lives, anyway? 687 00:45:23,669 --> 00:45:25,222 Are you fucking involved in this? 688 00:45:25,247 --> 00:45:27,715 - Is this all some fucking sick ring? - No, I'm not fucking involved in this. 689 00:45:27,740 --> 00:45:29,277 Oh, my God! 690 00:45:30,031 --> 00:45:31,751 What have you fucking done? 691 00:45:32,220 --> 00:45:35,144 Give me the fucking... Give me the address. Tell me where it is. 692 00:45:35,169 --> 00:45:37,910 He's in 59 Davis Drive in the new estate. 693 00:45:37,935 --> 00:45:39,735 59 Davis Drive? Okay. 694 00:45:39,933 --> 00:45:42,027 I'll tell you what, Craigy, I'm going over there now, 695 00:45:42,052 --> 00:45:46,237 and if anyone has put a fucking hand on my brother's head, a finger... 696 00:45:46,401 --> 00:45:48,597 I'll come back for you and I'll fucking kill you. 697 00:45:48,623 --> 00:45:50,278 - This is your fault! - I'll be waiting... 698 00:45:50,303 --> 00:45:51,762 - You fucking sent him to the slaughter, - Yeah. 699 00:45:51,787 --> 00:45:52,840 - you did it! - Yeah, yeah. 700 00:45:52,865 --> 00:45:55,239 - You fucking gobshite! - Yeah. 701 00:46:02,105 --> 00:46:04,204 Hello this is Michael at Byrne Construction. - Oh, fuck. 702 00:46:04,230 --> 00:46:06,953 - Sorry I can't take your call... - Answer your fucking phone, Mike. 703 00:46:06,978 --> 00:46:09,057 and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Cheers. 704 00:46:09,082 --> 00:46:11,604 Mike, this is Anna. Pick up your fucking phone. 705 00:46:11,629 --> 00:46:12,729 I'm after ringing you loads. 706 00:46:12,754 --> 00:46:14,385 I'm in a fucking shit storm here, 707 00:46:14,410 --> 00:46:16,198 I really, fucking, really need your help, 708 00:46:16,223 --> 00:46:18,017 so pick up your fucking phone! 709 00:46:33,598 --> 00:46:35,582 - There you go. - Cheers, mate. 710 00:47:49,814 --> 00:47:51,964 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 711 00:47:51,989 --> 00:47:53,542 Sorry, I can't take your call at the moment, 712 00:47:53,567 --> 00:47:56,198 but if you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 713 00:47:56,223 --> 00:47:57,237 Cheers. 714 00:49:50,284 --> 00:49:52,307 Seamus, can you go and get Michael for me, please? 715 00:49:52,332 --> 00:49:53,412 He's not here. 716 00:49:53,437 --> 00:49:54,729 What do you mean he's not fucking here?! 717 00:49:54,754 --> 00:49:55,940 He's just stepped out for a bit. 718 00:49:55,965 --> 00:49:58,245 The second he gets back here, tell him to call me. 719 00:49:58,570 --> 00:50:00,001 - Fuck's sake! - All right! 720 00:50:33,278 --> 00:50:34,621 Who the fuck are you? 721 00:50:39,837 --> 00:50:41,197 Where's Lisa? 722 00:50:43,742 --> 00:50:45,274 Where's my fucking dinner? 723 00:50:53,103 --> 00:50:54,478 Are you Damon? 724 00:51:14,702 --> 00:51:16,167 Oh, here we are. 725 00:51:36,924 --> 00:51:38,900 Yes, a drop, please. Thank you. 726 00:51:47,004 --> 00:51:48,230 Take a biscuit. 727 00:51:49,969 --> 00:51:51,237 They're new cups? 728 00:51:52,139 --> 00:51:54,206 Yes, that's my good set. 729 00:51:55,981 --> 00:51:57,456 For special occasions. 730 00:51:57,690 --> 00:52:00,370 You don't have them out for me too often. 731 00:52:00,395 --> 00:52:04,519 No, but this feels like a special moment. 732 00:52:05,525 --> 00:52:06,994 I can't lie, Dinah... 733 00:52:08,327 --> 00:52:11,967 I'd just about given up all hope of you ever seeing sense. 734 00:52:12,380 --> 00:52:15,331 Well, that's why I came here, Mum, because I want to apologise. 735 00:52:17,144 --> 00:52:18,839 God, I was a right terror. 736 00:52:20,759 --> 00:52:23,210 And I know how hard that must have been on you. 737 00:52:24,828 --> 00:52:26,885 Well, I can't say it was easy. No. 738 00:52:28,428 --> 00:52:29,459 But... 739 00:52:30,373 --> 00:52:34,631 I, for one, would be glad if we can put all that business behind us, and... 740 00:52:34,657 --> 00:52:36,190 Yeah. But just... 741 00:52:36,215 --> 00:52:38,015 get back to how things were. 742 00:52:38,040 --> 00:52:39,440 Just know that I... 743 00:52:40,528 --> 00:52:42,660 I respect the commitment you have. 744 00:52:43,886 --> 00:52:47,017 You know, to everything that you do. 745 00:52:47,361 --> 00:52:48,769 You know, you see it through. 746 00:52:49,855 --> 00:52:52,357 - Well, I try my best. - You do. 747 00:52:53,512 --> 00:52:54,992 With God's help, yes. 748 00:53:05,024 --> 00:53:06,292 I'm Joseph. 749 00:53:08,679 --> 00:53:10,097 Joseph McCarthy. 750 00:53:10,287 --> 00:53:11,808 Pleased to meet you, Joseph. 751 00:53:13,254 --> 00:53:14,694 What the fuck do you want? 752 00:53:16,839 --> 00:53:18,261 From Ballybraigh. 753 00:53:23,843 --> 00:53:25,123 From The Towers. 754 00:53:29,278 --> 00:53:31,217 Sorry, mate, I don't know you. 755 00:53:33,319 --> 00:53:35,233 I've never been to Liverpool... 756 00:53:35,851 --> 00:53:37,944 and there was no Scousers in The Towers. 757 00:53:39,702 --> 00:53:41,410 No, I'm from round here. 758 00:53:43,677 --> 00:53:44,837 I ran away. 759 00:53:47,896 --> 00:53:49,336 When I was nine. 760 00:54:00,011 --> 00:54:01,371 Do you remember me now? 761 00:54:03,070 --> 00:54:04,164 Nomad? 762 00:54:12,139 --> 00:54:13,943 You remember me now, don't you? 763 00:54:16,181 --> 00:54:17,060 Hey? 764 00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:21,817 So, you went to Liverpool? 765 00:54:23,681 --> 00:54:25,207 I thought you were dead. 766 00:54:26,414 --> 00:54:28,433 We all thought you were dead. 767 00:54:33,312 --> 00:54:34,512 What's wrong with you? 768 00:54:37,856 --> 00:54:39,348 What isn't wrong with me? 769 00:54:59,230 --> 00:55:00,660 Can I sit down? 770 00:55:01,430 --> 00:55:02,768 Help yourself. 771 00:55:27,801 --> 00:55:29,449 Not what I expected. 772 00:55:38,372 --> 00:55:40,090 Have I disappointed you? 773 00:55:42,665 --> 00:55:44,823 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 774 00:55:44,848 --> 00:55:47,471 Sorry I can't take your call at the moment, but if you leave a message, 775 00:55:47,496 --> 00:55:49,729 I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Cheers. 776 00:55:49,822 --> 00:55:54,003 Michael, is there any fucking chance that you can pick up your bastard phone? 777 00:55:54,028 --> 00:55:56,651 I'm after fucking calling you about five times, 778 00:55:56,676 --> 00:55:59,448 I really fucking need you, I need you to look up a fucking address. 779 00:55:59,473 --> 00:56:02,193 My stupid fucking cunt sat nav isn't working, 780 00:56:02,218 --> 00:56:03,510 I'm having... I, I... 781 00:56:03,535 --> 00:56:06,512 Answer your fucking phone! What the fuck are you doing, anyway? 782 00:56:15,919 --> 00:56:17,005 So... 783 00:56:17,552 --> 00:56:19,979 do you have plans? 784 00:56:20,965 --> 00:56:23,565 Like getting back to college, Dinah? 785 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:26,120 You know, it's never too late to start again. 786 00:56:28,260 --> 00:56:31,050 I planned to, I just... 787 00:56:33,141 --> 00:56:36,261 Over the last couple of months, I've been thinking a lot. 788 00:56:37,957 --> 00:56:39,012 And... 789 00:56:39,513 --> 00:56:42,325 I want to go back to school, I do. 790 00:56:43,131 --> 00:56:45,682 - Good. - I want to change things. 791 00:56:46,831 --> 00:56:48,620 I'm glad to hear it, Dinah, 792 00:56:49,348 --> 00:56:50,557 really, I am. 793 00:56:52,211 --> 00:56:54,979 There's just something that I needed to... to sort out first. 794 00:56:55,248 --> 00:56:56,565 If you wouldn't mind just... 795 00:56:57,247 --> 00:56:59,287 just listening for a bit. 796 00:56:59,381 --> 00:57:02,909 Right, is it an application for a job? 797 00:57:02,934 --> 00:57:04,680 Yeah, something like that. 798 00:57:05,141 --> 00:57:07,265 Or an application to go back to college? 799 00:57:11,316 --> 00:57:12,556 Just listen. 800 00:57:13,547 --> 00:57:15,620 I will. I'm all ears. 801 00:57:25,382 --> 00:57:27,279 Sorry, I'm just nervous. 802 00:57:27,305 --> 00:57:29,589 That's all right, take your time. 803 00:57:44,997 --> 00:57:46,717 So you do remember me, then? 804 00:57:54,168 --> 00:57:55,168 Yeah. 805 00:58:00,362 --> 00:58:01,962 Do you remember what you've done? 806 00:58:05,045 --> 00:58:06,525 Everything I've done? 807 00:58:11,611 --> 00:58:13,658 Do you remember everything you've done? 808 00:58:15,885 --> 00:58:17,325 Everyone you've done? 809 00:58:21,047 --> 00:58:22,887 I remember what you've done to me. 810 00:58:30,424 --> 00:58:32,062 I remember you ran away. 811 00:58:34,546 --> 00:58:36,424 You broke my heart. 812 00:58:36,654 --> 00:58:38,541 And do you remember why I ran away? 813 00:58:49,073 --> 00:58:50,813 Why did you do that to me? 814 00:58:53,453 --> 00:58:54,693 Why not you? 815 00:58:56,613 --> 00:58:58,613 What makes you fucking special? 816 00:59:00,966 --> 00:59:02,006 Huh? 817 00:59:06,941 --> 00:59:08,469 You're alive, aren't you? 818 00:59:10,210 --> 00:59:12,109 Didn't do you any harm, did it? 819 00:59:12,481 --> 00:59:14,881 I was only fucking nine years of age. 820 00:59:17,291 --> 00:59:19,415 What kind of human being 821 00:59:20,023 --> 00:59:22,184 fucking does that to a child? 822 00:59:25,003 --> 00:59:26,043 Hey? 823 00:59:27,082 --> 00:59:28,987 You fucking scarred me. 824 00:59:31,053 --> 00:59:32,573 You look all right from here. 825 00:59:34,095 --> 00:59:36,820 Do you not feel one fucking ounce of remorse? 826 00:59:39,212 --> 00:59:41,425 Do you not lie there in that fucking bed 827 00:59:41,450 --> 00:59:43,354 thinking about them young kids 828 00:59:43,482 --> 00:59:44,842 that you raped? 829 00:59:46,311 --> 00:59:48,318 That you fucking violated? 830 00:59:49,643 --> 00:59:53,266 What gives you the fucking right to come in here and question me, huh? 831 00:59:54,122 --> 00:59:55,573 I have that fucking right. 832 00:59:55,598 --> 00:59:57,135 What do you know about me? 833 00:59:57,692 --> 00:59:59,331 Other than I fucked you. 834 01:00:00,910 --> 01:00:02,550 Maybe I did you a favour. 835 01:00:03,842 --> 01:00:05,784 Maybe if I hadn't, you wouldn't have run away 836 01:00:05,810 --> 01:00:07,454 and you would have been stuck there... 837 01:00:07,887 --> 01:00:10,480 and you would have been fucked by more than me. 838 01:00:11,139 --> 01:00:14,597 Maybe you should be fucking thanking me, have you ever thought of that? 839 01:00:20,811 --> 01:00:24,152 Who gave all the people who fucked me the right to fuck me? 840 01:00:27,363 --> 01:00:29,781 Where do you think I fucking learned it? 841 01:00:34,307 --> 01:00:37,583 "On the 20th of December, 2006..." 842 01:00:39,192 --> 01:00:40,671 "I was pregnant with you." 843 01:00:42,733 --> 01:00:45,075 "I was 15 and I was terrified." 844 01:00:46,488 --> 01:00:48,929 "But I was promised by the people around me" 845 01:00:49,171 --> 01:00:51,296 "that I was making the right choice." 846 01:00:52,965 --> 01:00:55,805 "What I've learned now" 847 01:00:55,830 --> 01:00:57,525 "is that I was lied to." 848 01:01:00,185 --> 01:01:02,205 "She made the choice for me." 849 01:01:03,209 --> 01:01:05,752 "This was so she wouldn't live with the shame" 850 01:01:05,778 --> 01:01:07,894 "of having a slut for a daughter." 851 01:01:12,171 --> 01:01:13,911 Christ Almighty! 852 01:01:14,967 --> 01:01:16,930 I was going to give it to him, Mum. 853 01:01:18,520 --> 01:01:19,560 That letter. 854 01:01:21,887 --> 01:01:24,169 You're not sorry at all, are you? 855 01:01:25,085 --> 01:01:27,384 I went and visited Janine today. 856 01:01:27,995 --> 01:01:29,425 Do you remember her? 857 01:01:31,008 --> 01:01:32,363 She remembers you. 858 01:01:35,350 --> 01:01:37,068 So that's what you came back for. 859 01:01:38,043 --> 01:01:42,263 To drag all of this business up again? 860 01:01:44,065 --> 01:01:45,443 Jesus, Dinah, 861 01:01:46,382 --> 01:01:48,680 where did I fail with you? 862 01:01:49,281 --> 01:01:50,561 Day one. 863 01:01:59,799 --> 01:02:01,464 Is that what you do with them? 864 01:02:02,720 --> 01:02:03,840 With what? 865 01:02:05,503 --> 01:02:07,143 The letters that he wrote me. 866 01:02:09,524 --> 01:02:11,000 She told me that, um... 867 01:02:12,164 --> 01:02:16,048 he sent some letters here and a drawing that he copied of mine. 868 01:02:17,984 --> 01:02:19,075 To his... 869 01:02:19,581 --> 01:02:22,325 to his mum, hoping that she might read them. 870 01:02:26,128 --> 01:02:28,543 But, uh, she told me that... 871 01:02:32,256 --> 01:02:33,536 that I burned them. 872 01:02:39,256 --> 01:02:41,152 I don't remember doing that, Mum. 873 01:02:48,629 --> 01:02:50,989 Scribbled little bits of paper. 874 01:02:53,917 --> 01:02:55,904 School photograph. 875 01:02:57,137 --> 01:03:00,634 A little crayon drawing, silly little drawings. 876 01:03:01,307 --> 01:03:02,638 I burnt them. 877 01:03:04,133 --> 01:03:05,533 For your good. 878 01:03:12,664 --> 01:03:15,099 So why would you do that to someone else? 879 01:03:17,192 --> 01:03:18,192 To me? 880 01:03:19,236 --> 01:03:21,165 If you know how it feels? 881 01:03:23,103 --> 01:03:25,222 Because you get immune, don't you? 882 01:03:26,994 --> 01:03:30,188 That doesn't give you the right to fucking destroy other people. 883 01:03:31,596 --> 01:03:33,162 Why would you do that? 884 01:03:33,761 --> 01:03:35,966 Remember the first time it happened to you? 885 01:03:37,543 --> 01:03:39,263 - Do you? - No. 886 01:03:40,090 --> 01:03:41,672 And do you know why? 887 01:03:43,297 --> 01:03:46,767 Because as long back as I can remember, it was being done to me. 888 01:03:47,239 --> 01:03:48,833 So why would you do it to me? 889 01:03:48,858 --> 01:03:50,528 Because I didn't know anything else. 890 01:03:50,553 --> 01:03:53,727 - Why would you do it to other people? - I don't have your fucking answers. 891 01:03:55,101 --> 01:03:57,053 You've come to the wrong place. 892 01:03:58,379 --> 01:04:00,341 What was it going to lead to? 893 01:04:01,120 --> 01:04:03,372 Drag it all out into the open again. 894 01:04:03,397 --> 01:04:05,217 What did he look like, Mum? 895 01:04:08,041 --> 01:04:10,307 Was it somebody he looked like in the photos? 896 01:04:12,207 --> 01:04:14,279 It's in the past, Dinah. 897 01:04:14,965 --> 01:04:16,708 And what have you got to offer him? 898 01:04:17,047 --> 01:04:18,047 Nothing. 899 01:04:19,048 --> 01:04:21,849 You haven't succeeded at anything, Dinah. 900 01:04:22,920 --> 01:04:24,865 No, not really, no. No. 901 01:04:24,890 --> 01:04:28,044 You don't finish your education, you didn't go to college, 902 01:04:28,069 --> 01:04:29,505 you never had a job. 903 01:04:29,530 --> 01:04:31,491 Yeah, I fucked that up, too, yeah. 904 01:04:32,599 --> 01:04:33,849 Drugs... 905 01:04:33,874 --> 01:04:35,013 What else? 906 01:04:35,038 --> 01:04:36,872 Things I don't know about, probably. 907 01:04:36,897 --> 01:04:38,839 You know I tried to top myself? 908 01:04:39,419 --> 01:04:41,629 I fucked that up as well, I took some of Dad's old painkillers 909 01:04:41,655 --> 01:04:43,675 and washed it down with a bottle vodka. 910 01:04:44,126 --> 01:04:45,402 Didn't work. 911 01:04:45,761 --> 01:04:47,740 Fucked that up, rightly. 912 01:04:50,221 --> 01:04:52,261 You were such a mistake. 913 01:04:54,029 --> 01:04:56,177 You think I didn't know that, Mum? 914 01:04:57,256 --> 01:04:58,853 You think I didn't know that? 915 01:04:58,950 --> 01:05:00,510 What was I, huh? 916 01:05:01,571 --> 01:05:04,029 A silver anniversary gift from Dad? 917 01:05:05,008 --> 01:05:06,969 What, you're going to let him fuck you? 918 01:05:07,104 --> 01:05:08,554 How dare you! 919 01:05:08,580 --> 01:05:11,961 When you neglect him for about 20 years in physical connection, huh? 920 01:05:11,986 --> 01:05:13,988 - Don't speak to me like that! - What did he do? 921 01:05:14,014 --> 01:05:15,652 Did he force himself on you? 922 01:05:18,520 --> 01:05:20,079 Do you believe in God? 923 01:05:27,407 --> 01:05:29,047 I've been thinking a lot about him. 924 01:05:33,633 --> 01:05:36,452 If he's real, he's an evil fucking bastard, isn't he? 925 01:05:39,962 --> 01:05:42,563 Maybe you should be asking him the questions. 926 01:05:43,977 --> 01:05:45,891 I've got a few for him, myself. 927 01:05:46,495 --> 01:05:48,790 If he fucking exists. 928 01:05:52,936 --> 01:05:54,856 I came here to kill you. 929 01:05:56,621 --> 01:05:58,501 You came for revenge, did you? 930 01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,321 And now you can't even have revenge. 931 01:06:02,346 --> 01:06:04,016 I don't need revenge. 932 01:06:04,518 --> 01:06:06,278 You came to kill me. 933 01:06:07,332 --> 01:06:11,238 And I'm going to leave here, walk out in that fucking sunshine, 934 01:06:11,504 --> 01:06:12,895 I've got a life. 935 01:06:13,449 --> 01:06:14,915 A sad fucking life. 936 01:06:14,940 --> 01:06:16,844 It's not. I've got a little boy. 937 01:06:16,869 --> 01:06:18,641 You've had a sad fucking life. 938 01:06:18,666 --> 01:06:19,939 I've had a sad life? I've got a little boy. 939 01:06:19,964 --> 01:06:21,204 Yeah? 940 01:06:21,413 --> 01:06:24,860 Yeah, I've got a beautiful little boy, yeah. 941 01:06:24,885 --> 01:06:26,180 Why didn't you bring him with you? 942 01:06:26,205 --> 01:06:28,165 Little Shea. He's my little lad. 943 01:06:28,190 --> 01:06:29,446 - Yeah? - Yeah. 944 01:06:30,163 --> 01:06:31,163 Yeah. 945 01:06:31,771 --> 01:06:33,091 And I've got a life. 946 01:06:33,883 --> 01:06:35,443 I've got a life. 947 01:06:35,741 --> 01:06:37,181 You've got fuck-all. 948 01:06:37,207 --> 01:06:39,908 Look at you in this sad fucking shithole. 949 01:06:40,248 --> 01:06:42,611 Just wallowing in your own fucking self-pity, 950 01:06:42,637 --> 01:06:45,306 you evil, horrible bastard. 951 01:06:47,777 --> 01:06:49,905 It's not about power any more. 952 01:06:51,096 --> 01:06:53,234 It's just about dying, now, Joe. 953 01:06:54,179 --> 01:06:56,822 - And you're dying. - And I'm ready for it. 954 01:06:56,848 --> 01:06:57,991 Good. 955 01:06:59,140 --> 01:07:00,829 So, there you go. 956 01:07:00,854 --> 01:07:02,258 I'd like you to leave my house. 957 01:07:02,283 --> 01:07:05,023 No, I'm really enjoying this cup of tea we're having here, Mum. 958 01:07:05,444 --> 01:07:06,719 Well, that's just too bad. 959 01:07:06,744 --> 01:07:08,571 Catching up on everything. Whose was I? 960 01:07:08,596 --> 01:07:10,399 - You're not welcome here any more. - No? 961 01:07:10,917 --> 01:07:12,306 Oh, that's a pity. 962 01:07:13,631 --> 01:07:15,072 I like staying here. 963 01:07:15,544 --> 01:07:19,025 I like listening to all your stories, they're fun. 964 01:07:19,280 --> 01:07:20,431 Honestly, they are. 965 01:07:22,201 --> 01:07:24,063 - Are you on drugs? - No. 966 01:07:24,371 --> 01:07:25,891 I fucking wish I was. 967 01:07:27,493 --> 01:07:30,001 You should be, you miserable cunt. 968 01:07:30,782 --> 01:07:33,361 Cos all you're filled with is anger and hate and... 969 01:07:35,148 --> 01:07:36,384 emptiness. 970 01:07:37,154 --> 01:07:38,970 You're fucking exhausted, aren't you? 971 01:07:38,995 --> 01:07:41,613 - Get out, Dinah. - Exhausted from all that 972 01:07:42,589 --> 01:07:45,259 guilt you're carrying around, hm? 973 01:07:45,836 --> 01:07:46,939 Just go. 974 01:07:46,964 --> 01:07:49,540 No, I'm enjoying it here. 975 01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:51,165 Oh, this lovely plastic... 976 01:07:51,190 --> 01:07:52,994 Ouch, Mum. Come on. 977 01:07:58,413 --> 01:08:00,164 Do you want a tinnie? 978 01:08:02,254 --> 01:08:03,414 I don't need it. 979 01:08:04,548 --> 01:08:05,837 Okay, then. 980 01:08:06,902 --> 01:08:08,342 So fuck off. 981 01:08:37,203 --> 01:08:38,443 Look at me. 982 01:08:39,796 --> 01:08:42,327 - Just fucking do it. - I need you to get out of my house, 983 01:08:42,352 --> 01:08:44,119 and I want you to get out of my life, 984 01:08:44,304 --> 01:08:46,650 because you've caused nothing but trouble! 985 01:08:47,676 --> 01:08:49,631 You're just a little slut! 986 01:08:51,568 --> 01:08:52,726 Get out! 987 01:08:53,565 --> 01:08:54,845 Yeah, okay. 988 01:09:04,522 --> 01:09:07,234 Come on, where the fuck are you? 989 01:09:34,929 --> 01:09:38,053 Fucking hate you! You fucking slut! 990 01:09:42,507 --> 01:09:45,232 Don't fucking move, because I will kill you. 991 01:09:45,266 --> 01:09:47,765 - Don't fucking move. - Do me a favour. 992 01:09:47,914 --> 01:09:50,100 Do me a fucking favour. 993 01:10:30,147 --> 01:10:31,483 I've forgiven you. 994 01:10:33,993 --> 01:10:35,295 I forgive you. 995 01:10:59,521 --> 01:11:01,325 Fuck off! 996 01:11:08,718 --> 01:11:10,460 Fuck off, I said! 997 01:12:18,302 --> 01:12:27,001 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com