1 00:00:00,876 --> 00:00:03,626 This world may change... 2 00:00:04,588 --> 00:00:06,128 But that will never change. 3 00:00:07,007 --> 00:00:08,507 Must get a message to Murtagh, then. 4 00:00:08,634 --> 00:00:09,861 If he can be warned, maybe he can 5 00:00:09,885 --> 00:00:11,685 convince his men to retreat. 6 00:00:11,762 --> 00:00:13,352 I'll deliver the message to Murtagh. 7 00:00:13,472 --> 00:00:14,682 You cannot win. You do not win. 8 00:00:14,765 --> 00:00:16,475 The history has been written. 9 00:00:16,558 --> 00:00:18,518 Then I do fight. 10 00:00:18,644 --> 00:00:20,314 Ye're with the militia, are ye? 11 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:22,305 I came to warn you about Tryon. 12 00:00:22,397 --> 00:00:23,687 So ye're a traitor. 13 00:00:28,987 --> 00:00:30,607 I released ye from yer oath. 14 00:00:30,697 --> 00:00:32,367 I'd never betray yer mother, 15 00:00:32,491 --> 00:00:34,031 no matter who asked. 16 00:00:35,536 --> 00:00:37,036 Murtagh? 17 00:00:37,162 --> 00:00:38,162 Roger? 18 00:00:40,290 --> 00:00:41,330 Bree. 19 00:00:46,672 --> 00:00:48,672 Fear not, it's not life or death. 20 00:00:49,550 --> 00:00:51,260 Just a bit of red pen... 21 00:00:51,385 --> 00:00:54,305 or is it, Mr. Jones? 22 00:00:54,388 --> 00:00:56,598 I'm sorry, sir? 23 00:00:56,723 --> 00:00:58,643 Is it life and death, do you think? 24 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:02,015 I... I don't suppose so, sir. 25 00:01:02,104 --> 00:01:05,824 But I was wondering, what does it mean 26 00:01:05,899 --> 00:01:07,893 when you write the term so?and?so 27 00:01:07,918 --> 00:01:10,263 "was finally able to bury the hatchet"? 28 00:01:10,320 --> 00:01:14,280 We all know that means to make peace in some way, 29 00:01:14,408 --> 00:01:17,658 but can you tell me why anyone would go 30 00:01:17,744 --> 00:01:19,254 to the trouble of burying one? 31 00:01:22,666 --> 00:01:24,246 Perhaps you should just go, then. 32 00:01:25,419 --> 00:01:28,419 Unless you have any last words for us before ye leave. 33 00:01:31,967 --> 00:01:35,347 "I came, I saw, I conquered." 34 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,930 Not quite what I'm looking for, Mr. Morgan. 35 00:01:40,017 --> 00:01:42,557 And those were not Caesar's last words. 36 00:01:43,270 --> 00:01:44,690 Although he did meet an unhappy end. 37 00:01:44,771 --> 00:01:45,981 Stay, Mr. Jones. 38 00:01:47,357 --> 00:01:50,397 I wanted to see if you'd agree with me, 39 00:01:50,485 --> 00:01:54,025 because I do believe it's a question of life and death. 40 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:58,084 Your essays on famous last words were forgettable. 41 00:01:58,160 --> 00:02:01,790 I wanted you to really think about why 42 00:02:01,872 --> 00:02:04,332 people say what they say 43 00:02:04,458 --> 00:02:06,418 and perhaps to consider 44 00:02:06,501 --> 00:02:09,801 what your own final words might be, given the chance. 45 00:02:11,632 --> 00:02:13,552 What does it matter, sir? 46 00:02:13,634 --> 00:02:18,224 This is history, not creative writing. 47 00:02:18,305 --> 00:02:21,935 Because people live and die by their words. 48 00:02:22,017 --> 00:02:25,227 They shape our thoughts and deeds. 49 00:02:25,312 --> 00:02:26,522 Often, they define us. 50 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:31,398 Like bullets, once fired, 51 00:02:31,485 --> 00:02:33,195 well, we can't take 'em back. 52 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:34,650 They have impact, 53 00:02:34,738 --> 00:02:37,658 so choose them wisely. 54 00:02:37,741 --> 00:02:39,661 Make them meaningful. 55 00:02:39,785 --> 00:02:42,625 Live a life worthy of them... 56 00:02:42,704 --> 00:02:44,504 especially your last words. 57 00:02:44,581 --> 00:02:46,121 They outlive us. 58 00:02:47,501 --> 00:02:49,251 And what will yours be, sir? 59 00:02:56,259 --> 00:02:59,299 It is my dying wish, O Lord... 60 00:02:59,388 --> 00:03:01,348 that my students write structured arguments... 61 00:03:03,392 --> 00:03:07,402 Supported by evidence and legible handwriting, amen. 62 00:03:07,521 --> 00:03:10,191 No, really, sir. 63 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:16,244 I'd say... 64 00:03:21,952 --> 00:03:24,042 I'd say let history forget my name... 65 00:03:26,623 --> 00:03:30,593 So long as my words and my deeds 66 00:03:30,711 --> 00:03:32,961 are remembered by those I love. 67 00:03:37,050 --> 00:03:38,720 That's all for today. 68 00:03:38,844 --> 00:03:40,224 Until next week. 69 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:48,900 You're early. 70 00:03:49,020 --> 00:03:50,873 Couldn't resist the chance to see you in action. 71 00:03:50,897 --> 00:03:52,542 And if you wanna make The Great Train Robbery, 72 00:03:52,566 --> 00:03:53,606 we need to get a move on. 73 00:03:53,734 --> 00:03:54,961 Yeah, are you sure you're all right 74 00:03:54,985 --> 00:03:56,695 with a silent movie marathon? 75 00:03:56,778 --> 00:03:58,778 You aren't just humoring me? 76 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:00,275 No, I am. 77 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:03,870 But you suffered through an entire lecture 78 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:05,332 about suspension bridges. 79 00:04:05,412 --> 00:04:07,412 So fair is fair. 80 00:04:18,383 --> 00:04:20,263 Would those really be your last words? 81 00:06:16,900 --> 00:06:19,100 _ 82 00:06:24,900 --> 00:06:27,000 _ 83 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,100 _ 84 00:06:57,000 --> 00:06:59,100 _ 85 00:07:15,900 --> 00:07:18,000 _ 86 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:32,000 _ 87 00:07:37,958 --> 00:07:39,668 Everything looks good. 88 00:07:39,793 --> 00:07:42,753 Your throat's healing nicely. Scar's faded. 89 00:07:47,175 --> 00:07:48,625 How do you feel? 90 00:07:52,514 --> 00:07:55,144 You really should try to speak, Roger. 91 00:07:57,978 --> 00:08:00,808 It'll sound croaky at first, but it's perfectly normal. 92 00:08:06,069 --> 00:08:07,609 Maybe just try to whisper. 93 00:08:12,659 --> 00:08:15,079 All right, well... 94 00:08:15,161 --> 00:08:17,831 just know that I'll be teaching Jem to say 95 00:08:17,956 --> 00:08:20,036 "sweater" and "aluminum." 96 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:22,496 It's not gonna be "jumper" or "aluminium." 97 00:08:29,134 --> 00:08:32,014 70% of communication is nonverbal. 98 00:08:32,095 --> 00:08:33,855 Who needs words anyway? 99 00:08:35,682 --> 00:08:37,493 We can pretend we're in one of those silent movies 100 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:40,387 we used to go and see in Oxford or Kenmore Square. 101 00:08:43,398 --> 00:08:45,268 Lord John has brought a?a whole trunk 102 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:47,238 of books and gifts. 103 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:49,320 Would you like to come up to the house to see him? 104 00:08:50,864 --> 00:08:52,624 All right, well... 105 00:08:52,699 --> 00:08:54,159 I'll go with you. 106 00:09:24,898 --> 00:09:27,318 Coward, whichever way you look at it. 107 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:47,100 _ 108 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:52,000 _ 109 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:05,100 _ 110 00:10:07,500 --> 00:10:09,500 _ 111 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:26,800 _ 112 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:52,776 My roommate from MIT, Gayle... 113 00:10:52,861 --> 00:10:55,031 she had this boyfriend who went to Vietnam. 114 00:10:56,573 --> 00:10:59,123 I didn't really know him all that well, but... 115 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:02,370 she asked me to go with her to see him a few times after he got back. 116 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:08,248 He'd been back almost a year when I first went. 117 00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:10,884 I don't really know what I was expecting, but... 118 00:11:12,380 --> 00:11:13,710 He was like a zombie... 119 00:11:16,301 --> 00:11:18,551 Just no life in his eyes at all. 120 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,680 Gayle called it his "thousand?yard stare." 121 00:11:25,977 --> 00:11:28,097 He was hit by some shrapnel, 122 00:11:28,188 --> 00:11:29,768 but he wasn't seriously injured. 123 00:11:32,275 --> 00:11:35,535 Yeah, we would call that "war neurosis." 124 00:11:36,988 --> 00:11:38,858 Shell shock. 125 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,830 It's been months now, 126 00:11:42,911 --> 00:11:45,081 and you said that Roger is physically fine. 127 00:11:46,456 --> 00:11:49,576 So maybe it is war neurosis. 128 00:11:51,252 --> 00:11:53,302 I mean, it must be mental... 129 00:11:53,379 --> 00:11:54,839 psychological... 130 00:11:56,633 --> 00:11:58,263 It's like he's drowning in silence. 131 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:04,684 And he has that same thousand?yard stare in his eyes. 132 00:12:09,604 --> 00:12:11,904 I'm afraid he's lost. 133 00:12:14,484 --> 00:12:18,494 No matter how lost he is... 134 00:12:18,571 --> 00:12:22,911 you just have to have faith that you find him. 135 00:13:36,065 --> 00:13:39,605 I thought perhaps I could have had a headstone made for him. 136 00:13:39,694 --> 00:13:42,244 I ken 'tis no' my place. 137 00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:45,492 Murtagh and I were not husband and wife. 138 00:13:45,616 --> 00:13:49,496 Neither were we father and son, but... 139 00:13:49,579 --> 00:13:50,999 it doesna make the pain any less... 140 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:55,081 Or easier to bear. 141 00:14:00,590 --> 00:14:02,590 He was as stubborn as yer father. 142 00:14:03,885 --> 00:14:05,725 If only he'd stayed by your side. 143 00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:08,683 He did. 144 00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:14,476 He kept his vow to me... to my mother. 145 00:14:19,442 --> 00:14:21,112 He was loyal above all. 146 00:14:22,528 --> 00:14:24,108 We canna fault him for that. 147 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:29,870 Your carriage awaits, Mistress. 148 00:14:36,918 --> 00:14:39,878 Ye'll give my thanks to Claire once more. 149 00:14:40,004 --> 00:14:41,094 Aye. 150 00:14:46,260 --> 00:14:47,800 Well... 151 00:14:49,055 --> 00:14:50,395 Good?bye, Auntie. 152 00:14:56,521 --> 00:14:59,151 How careful we'd be if we kent 153 00:14:59,232 --> 00:15:01,322 which good?byes were our last. 154 00:15:58,624 --> 00:16:02,634 "I offer my apologies for the injury done to your son?in?law. 155 00:16:02,712 --> 00:16:04,132 It was a most regrettable error." 156 00:16:09,719 --> 00:16:11,679 Governor Tryon has granted Roger 157 00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,684 5,000 acres in the backcountry. 158 00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:15,676 What? Why? 159 00:16:17,143 --> 00:16:18,143 Compensation. 160 00:16:19,896 --> 00:16:22,686 Or perhaps he thinks he can buy your forgiveness. 161 00:16:23,566 --> 00:16:25,776 And what will we do with 5,000 acres? 162 00:16:25,860 --> 00:16:28,360 It won't undo what's happened to Roger... 163 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:30,198 but it's a valuable tract of land. 164 00:16:30,323 --> 00:16:32,623 Tryon can keep his land. I don't need land. 165 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:34,160 I need my husband back. 166 00:17:26,900 --> 00:17:29,000 _ 167 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:41,000 _ 168 00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:32,783 I brought something... 169 00:18:32,862 --> 00:18:34,381 something that always made me feel as though 170 00:18:34,405 --> 00:18:37,495 I had the wisdom of the heavens in the palm of my hand. 171 00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:41,658 The astrolabe is, in many ways, a model of the universe, 172 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:43,957 an instrument you can use to find your position, 173 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:46,170 whether on land or at sea. 174 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:48,592 You can even use it to tell the time. 175 00:18:48,669 --> 00:18:50,799 To find our place in the world? 176 00:18:50,921 --> 00:18:53,471 Perhaps we should start with something small. 177 00:18:53,549 --> 00:18:54,799 How 'bout telling the time? 178 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:57,510 So... 179 00:18:59,013 --> 00:19:01,473 If the sun was there... 180 00:19:01,599 --> 00:19:03,309 that would mean... 181 00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:12,360 5:30. 182 00:19:15,404 --> 00:19:16,824 5:35. 183 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:22,120 Well, I guess we don't have all the answers. 184 00:19:23,537 --> 00:19:24,537 No. 185 00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:29,252 Sometimes we must have patience. 186 00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:32,253 Thank you, John. 187 00:20:06,997 --> 00:20:09,537 Glad to see you've found a way to distract yourself. 188 00:20:13,045 --> 00:20:15,705 Been a difficult few months. 189 00:20:18,467 --> 00:20:20,757 Is there a medicine for grief in your time? 190 00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:25,718 Some of yer wee invisible beasties 191 00:20:25,850 --> 00:20:27,390 to gnaw away at it? 192 00:20:30,396 --> 00:20:32,186 Unfortunately not. 193 00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:37,237 I don't think there'll ever be a cure for that. 194 00:20:39,530 --> 00:20:41,110 Except maybe time. 195 00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:46,332 Well, they say time heals all wounds. 196 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:20,358 Hello? 197 00:21:24,909 --> 00:21:25,909 Hey. 198 00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:27,951 What on earth is Roger doing? 199 00:21:28,078 --> 00:21:30,788 He is working on the stairs for the loft. 200 00:21:30,873 --> 00:21:34,843 D'ye think he might stop for a wee while? 201 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:36,960 We brought you some leftovers. 202 00:21:37,046 --> 00:21:38,751 See if I can pry him away from 203 00:21:38,776 --> 00:21:40,820 his newfound passion for woodwork. 204 00:21:50,059 --> 00:21:51,769 Careful now,. 205 00:21:55,898 --> 00:21:56,938 That's a new one. 206 00:21:57,024 --> 00:21:59,074 Aye, it means "my blood." 207 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:01,321 Thought that was. 208 00:22:01,403 --> 00:22:05,323 Aye, it is, but that's blood that comes out when ye wound yerself. 209 00:22:05,449 --> 00:22:08,239 Is something you say to a bairn, mostly... 210 00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:09,997 One ye're related to, of course. 211 00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:11,409 It's lovely. 212 00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:14,666 Tea's ready. 213 00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:21,339 Stop! 214 00:22:24,677 --> 00:22:25,677 It's okay. 215 00:22:32,810 --> 00:22:35,850 Oh, darling. Jamie. 216 00:22:37,273 --> 00:22:38,823 Roger. 217 00:22:38,899 --> 00:22:41,149 Roger, you spoke. 218 00:22:41,235 --> 00:22:43,365 Can you ge?can you say something else? 219 00:22:44,780 --> 00:22:45,950 Does it hurt? 220 00:22:46,031 --> 00:22:47,451 Can you just try? 221 00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:50,084 Try for me. 222 00:24:04,234 --> 00:24:07,864 One, two, three, four, five, six... 223 00:24:07,947 --> 00:24:09,987 Seven, eight, nine, ten. 224 00:24:10,115 --> 00:24:11,825 Let's find Grand?da. 225 00:24:11,951 --> 00:24:13,411 Find Grand?da. 226 00:24:13,494 --> 00:24:15,294 Ah! Yeah, ye found me! 227 00:24:15,371 --> 00:24:17,331 Yay! Should we do it one more time? 228 00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:21,626 One, two, three, four, five, six, 229 00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:23,550 seven, eight, nine, ten. 230 00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:28,881 Claire, take Jemmy and go to the cabin. 231 00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:31,138 ? ? Now. 232 00:24:58,080 --> 00:25:00,830 Christ. It's Ian. 233 00:25:04,128 --> 00:25:05,338 Ian! 234 00:25:05,462 --> 00:25:07,802 We thought we'd never see you again. 235 00:25:10,092 --> 00:25:11,892 Will anyone be coming after ye, lad? 236 00:25:13,429 --> 00:25:15,219 Not unless he has any vengeful kin. 237 00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:17,846 Oh, we'll eat well tonight... 238 00:25:19,184 --> 00:25:20,564 In celebration. 239 00:25:34,825 --> 00:25:37,375 Bree, Roger! 240 00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:54,651 It is really good to see you. 241 00:26:56,865 --> 00:26:57,905 Aye. 242 00:27:10,796 --> 00:27:12,956 Well, lad, what d'ye think? 243 00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:17,974 It's... big. 244 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:21,140 A lot of work went into it. 245 00:27:21,223 --> 00:27:23,143 Blood, sweat, and tears. 246 00:27:23,267 --> 00:27:25,267 Thankfully, all the settlers helped. 247 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:30,192 I can butcher the boar for us, if ye'd like. 248 00:27:30,315 --> 00:27:32,355 Ian, you just got here. 249 00:27:32,484 --> 00:27:34,404 Don't you want to settle in? 250 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,696 Ye must be hungry. I'll have one of the men do it. 251 00:27:36,822 --> 00:27:38,202 Or Marsali. 252 00:27:38,323 --> 00:27:40,033 You should see her wi' a knife. 253 00:27:40,159 --> 00:27:42,789 I killed him. I'll do the butchering. 254 00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:46,999 Of course, whatever you like. 255 00:27:48,167 --> 00:27:50,127 Come. 256 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:54,841 D'ye mind if I stay outside a bit longer? 257 00:27:58,093 --> 00:27:59,843 Make yerself at home, lad. 258 00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:28,424 What does my future hold? 259 00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:40,050 That one's called the lover. 260 00:28:41,511 --> 00:28:45,561 How many bairns is too many, Fergus Fraser? 261 00:28:49,061 --> 00:28:51,691 For Roger MacKenzie now. 262 00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:58,277 The hanged man. 263 00:29:28,183 --> 00:29:29,183 Uh... 264 00:29:32,145 --> 00:29:34,435 Um... 265 00:29:34,564 --> 00:29:35,944 it was my mistake. 266 00:29:37,859 --> 00:29:39,029 We'll try again. 267 00:29:39,111 --> 00:29:41,111 Let's?let's try again, Roger. 268 00:30:08,557 --> 00:30:09,767 What's the matter? 269 00:30:13,353 --> 00:30:15,313 What's this? 270 00:30:15,439 --> 00:30:16,979 Nothing. 271 00:30:18,233 --> 00:30:19,823 Just a bit of harmless fun. 272 00:30:33,707 --> 00:30:35,327 They are just cards, you know. 273 00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:39,843 Talk to me, Roger. 274 00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:44,551 It doesn't matter to me how you sound. 275 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:47,176 I know this is hard. 276 00:30:47,262 --> 00:30:50,142 Your voice, it's... 277 00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:51,353 your gift. 278 00:30:53,435 --> 00:30:55,105 But you're still you. 279 00:30:55,187 --> 00:30:58,267 You're still the man I married, and I want him back. 280 00:30:58,357 --> 00:31:00,067 Please. 281 00:31:03,362 --> 00:31:04,902 It's not even that you won't talk. 282 00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:06,530 You won't engage. 283 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:09,696 I know how badly you were hurt... 284 00:31:09,785 --> 00:31:12,165 And how scared you must have been. 285 00:31:12,788 --> 00:31:15,158 But I went through something awful too, 286 00:31:15,248 --> 00:31:18,168 something dark and ugly. 287 00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:21,251 And believe me, all I wanted to do 288 00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,760 was to crawl into a hole and die, 289 00:31:23,882 --> 00:31:26,052 and sometimes I still do. 290 00:31:28,470 --> 00:31:31,430 But I didn't, and I don't, 291 00:31:31,556 --> 00:31:35,476 because I have a husband and a son who need me! 292 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,770 I fought for us! 293 00:31:39,064 --> 00:31:41,864 And now I need... 294 00:31:41,942 --> 00:31:43,862 I need you. 295 00:31:45,487 --> 00:31:48,197 Jemmy needs you. 296 00:31:57,082 --> 00:32:00,252 I have been... patient. 297 00:32:06,508 --> 00:32:08,258 But I need to know... 298 00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:13,262 I need to know that you 299 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,928 are not lost and gone forever. 300 00:32:17,102 --> 00:32:18,942 Are you coming back? 301 00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:26,364 Are you going to fight for us? 302 00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:54,807 I made you some special almond hog's pudding. 303 00:32:54,890 --> 00:32:56,980 I remember it's one of yer favorites. 304 00:32:57,058 --> 00:32:58,138 It is. 305 00:32:59,895 --> 00:33:02,815 I thank ye, Lizzie. 306 00:33:10,363 --> 00:33:11,663 Lord... 307 00:33:12,782 --> 00:33:15,162 We thank ye for this meal... 308 00:33:15,285 --> 00:33:16,705 but above all, 309 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:19,868 We thank ye for bringing Young Ian home to us. 310 00:33:23,376 --> 00:33:24,496 Amen. 311 00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:25,586 Amen. 312 00:33:25,670 --> 00:33:26,800 Amen. 313 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,850 What a tale you must have to tell. 314 00:33:37,933 --> 00:33:40,643 Start at the beginning, and don't leave anything out. 315 00:33:43,438 --> 00:33:46,018 Ye already ken the beginning... 316 00:33:46,149 --> 00:33:49,029 and we're eating the ending for supper. 317 00:33:49,110 --> 00:33:51,950 What about the?the in?between? 318 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:53,410 Were the Mohawk good to ye? 319 00:33:56,201 --> 00:33:57,331 What were they like? 320 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:04,079 They were... 321 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:05,459 good people. 322 00:34:05,544 --> 00:34:06,964 Hmm. 323 00:34:22,978 --> 00:34:25,098 Do you have plans to return north? 324 00:34:27,774 --> 00:34:29,154 Back to the Mohawk? 325 00:34:33,989 --> 00:34:35,239 No. 326 00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:43,251 Bree, have ye, uh, discussed the new land deed 327 00:34:43,373 --> 00:34:44,583 from Governor Tryon? 328 00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:47,918 We're, um, thinking about it. 329 00:34:48,003 --> 00:34:50,423 If we're to hold on to this land... 330 00:34:50,505 --> 00:34:52,715 we need to have it properly surveyed and registered. 331 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:55,339 I'm not sure Roger is able to take on 332 00:34:55,427 --> 00:34:56,757 something like that just yet. 333 00:34:58,263 --> 00:34:59,973 Maybe we can send one of the men. 334 00:35:00,974 --> 00:35:03,434 If Myers wasn't away trading... 335 00:35:07,939 --> 00:35:10,439 Maybe Ian will be willing to go wi' him. 336 00:35:11,693 --> 00:35:13,363 Ye ken how it's done, lad? 337 00:35:13,445 --> 00:35:15,405 Ye helped us mark out our boundaries at the Ridge 338 00:35:15,488 --> 00:35:16,948 when we first came. 339 00:35:17,032 --> 00:35:18,622 Will ye do this for yer cousin? 340 00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:20,082 It'd... 341 00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:23,120 be a great help to Roger and to us. 342 00:35:30,462 --> 00:35:32,342 Let's give him some time to think about it. 343 00:35:34,090 --> 00:35:35,760 - Aye. - Unfortunately, 344 00:35:35,842 --> 00:35:38,802 our guest chambers aren't ready upstairs yet, 345 00:35:38,887 --> 00:35:40,807 but you're welcome to the bed in the kitchen. 346 00:35:43,767 --> 00:35:45,057 Thank ye. 347 00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:22,910 Ian. 348 00:37:24,242 --> 00:37:25,832 Lad... 349 00:37:25,910 --> 00:37:27,580 what are ye doing out here? 350 00:37:29,539 --> 00:37:30,539 I couldna sleep. 351 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:33,080 Is the bed not to your liking? 352 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:37,074 I've not been used to having a bed 353 00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:39,090 in a house this grand, Uncle. 354 00:37:39,174 --> 00:37:40,424 Aye. 355 00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:49,225 We, uh... 356 00:37:49,309 --> 00:37:50,979 we're overjoyed to have ye back. 357 00:37:53,104 --> 00:37:54,524 But ye seem out of sorts. 358 00:37:57,150 --> 00:37:58,610 Ye're not yerself. 359 00:38:07,452 --> 00:38:09,202 What happened with the Mohawk, lad? 360 00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:12,289 Ye can talk to me about it if ye like. 361 00:38:15,794 --> 00:38:17,254 I canna give ye the truth of it now. 362 00:38:19,172 --> 00:38:20,512 I dinna have the words. 363 00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:27,635 But there are things ye keep hidden from others... 364 00:38:27,764 --> 00:38:29,144 ye and Claire both. 365 00:38:35,647 --> 00:38:36,857 Aye. 366 00:38:46,783 --> 00:38:48,333 I understand. 367 00:38:53,456 --> 00:38:56,036 It makes me heartsick to see ye troubled so. 368 00:38:57,836 --> 00:38:59,496 Ye need no' worry for me. 369 00:39:02,173 --> 00:39:03,513 Well, then, um... 370 00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:10,508 I'll just sit here a wee while, if ye dinna mind. 371 00:39:13,434 --> 00:39:14,694 I dinna mind. 372 00:39:48,553 --> 00:39:50,223 Do they hurt? 373 00:39:50,305 --> 00:39:53,315 Mine hurt from playing. 374 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:57,063 They're no' bruises, lad. 375 00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:00,063 I chose them. 376 00:40:02,191 --> 00:40:04,861 Germain Fraser, what are ye up to? 377 00:40:04,944 --> 00:40:06,614 I'm so sorry. 378 00:40:06,738 --> 00:40:08,028 Dinna mind. 379 00:40:09,365 --> 00:40:11,195 Sometimes it feels as though I'm herding cats. 380 00:40:12,368 --> 00:40:13,738 Two bairns is trouble enough, 381 00:40:13,870 --> 00:40:15,450 but wi' another one on the way... 382 00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:16,682 then keeping up wi' the gardening 383 00:40:16,706 --> 00:40:17,956 and the sewing 384 00:40:18,082 --> 00:40:20,082 and helping Claire in the surgery, 385 00:40:20,168 --> 00:40:22,498 I'm at my wits' end before noon. 386 00:40:22,587 --> 00:40:25,087 Of course, I wouldna have it any other way. 387 00:40:27,008 --> 00:40:30,138 Bairns are only lent to us for a short time by the Creator... 388 00:40:30,261 --> 00:40:31,641 if we're lucky. 389 00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:39,479 I suppose... 390 00:40:42,565 --> 00:40:45,775 Mine are lucky to have wee brothers and sisters... 391 00:40:45,860 --> 00:40:47,110 like the Murrays. 392 00:40:49,948 --> 00:40:51,778 I only have a wee sister, Joanie. 393 00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:57,040 She wasna as strong?willed as yer Janet, 394 00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:58,331 I recall. 395 00:40:59,624 --> 00:41:01,174 My sister always had a mind of her own. 396 00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:02,592 Aye. 397 00:41:04,170 --> 00:41:06,130 She was a mischief?maker. 398 00:41:11,636 --> 00:41:13,556 Tell the truth, I was always a wee bit jealous... 399 00:41:15,890 --> 00:41:18,390 Wi' only my ma and sister for company at Balriggan. 400 00:41:23,815 --> 00:41:25,275 Ye must miss yer family. 401 00:41:33,282 --> 00:41:36,332 I do miss Ma and Joanie. 402 00:41:36,452 --> 00:41:39,412 Only... 403 00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:41,787 sometimes I feel guilty about how happy I am here... 404 00:41:43,001 --> 00:41:44,961 And how I've... 405 00:41:45,044 --> 00:41:47,514 come to be at home in this family. 406 00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:51,845 I feel I belong. 407 00:41:54,345 --> 00:41:55,545 Is that terrible? 408 00:41:57,098 --> 00:41:58,218 No. 409 00:41:59,392 --> 00:42:00,812 'Tis a good thing. 410 00:42:15,491 --> 00:42:17,621 Bairn's kicking. 411 00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:20,865 He'll be joining us before too long. 412 00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:28,588 I'm glad ye'll be here to welcome him... or her. 413 00:42:56,074 --> 00:42:58,744 I'm so glad Ian is going with you on the survey. 414 00:42:59,786 --> 00:43:02,286 Before you leave, I wanted to give you something. 415 00:43:03,623 --> 00:43:07,333 You told me that you had a toy airplane 416 00:43:07,418 --> 00:43:08,788 when you were a boy. 417 00:43:10,588 --> 00:43:12,418 I didn't get to finish my degree, 418 00:43:12,548 --> 00:43:16,428 but I do know a little something about aerodynamics. 419 00:43:16,552 --> 00:43:19,682 I know that a sheet of paper 420 00:43:19,764 --> 00:43:22,314 is not made to fly, 421 00:43:22,433 --> 00:43:24,733 but sometimes we have to... 422 00:43:24,811 --> 00:43:27,901 adjust our expectations 423 00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:31,400 to bend and reshape ourselves. 424 00:43:33,111 --> 00:43:35,267 There's a reason that the first wedding 425 00:43:35,292 --> 00:43:37,555 anniversary gift is supposed to be paper. 426 00:43:39,033 --> 00:43:43,453 And after the pressures of 60 years, it's diamond, 427 00:43:43,538 --> 00:43:45,288 the hardest substance on Earth. 428 00:43:47,667 --> 00:43:50,287 I want our marriage to grow into something that strong. 429 00:43:52,338 --> 00:43:56,298 I love you... Roger Mac. 430 00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:15,135 24. 431 00:45:28,142 --> 00:45:30,772 Ye dinna need to thank me. 432 00:45:30,895 --> 00:45:32,275 I came on my own. 433 00:46:07,890 --> 00:46:09,810 Did Brianna no' give this to ye? 434 00:46:14,355 --> 00:46:15,775 Ye trust me not to break it? 435 00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:40,130 Marsali. 436 00:46:43,009 --> 00:46:45,139 Have you prescribed anyone some water hemlock? 437 00:46:45,219 --> 00:46:46,469 No. Why? 438 00:46:46,595 --> 00:46:47,614 It's just, there's some missing. 439 00:46:47,638 --> 00:46:48,848 There's only one root left. 440 00:46:48,973 --> 00:46:50,273 I thought maybe you prescribed it 441 00:46:50,349 --> 00:46:51,679 to someone for a migraine or?? 442 00:46:51,809 --> 00:46:53,489 I wouldna touch the stuff, being wi' child. 443 00:46:53,602 --> 00:46:56,272 Yeah, that's what I thought. 444 00:46:56,355 --> 00:46:58,065 It's just, it's so dangerous. 445 00:46:58,149 --> 00:47:00,989 I could have sworn we had at least four or five pieces of the root left. 446 00:47:08,034 --> 00:47:09,084 What's that? 447 00:47:21,505 --> 00:47:22,875 A paper bird? 448 00:47:33,768 --> 00:47:37,438 It flies but doesna sing. 449 00:47:40,483 --> 00:47:42,283 Couldna always understand the Mohawk. 450 00:47:44,528 --> 00:47:47,408 Sometimes I'd talk to the birds instead... 451 00:47:47,531 --> 00:47:49,201 so I didna feel so alone. 452 00:47:56,540 --> 00:47:58,080 Do ye ever wonder 453 00:47:58,209 --> 00:48:00,789 how they ken which way to go when winter comes? 454 00:48:02,588 --> 00:48:04,918 And they always seem to... 455 00:48:05,049 --> 00:48:06,429 they always seem to go together. 456 00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:10,759 Wish it was as easy for us as well. 457 00:48:51,345 --> 00:48:52,545 Were ye dreaming? 458 00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:11,111 Wherever you thought you were, 459 00:49:11,198 --> 00:49:12,868 we're both still here. 460 00:49:31,218 --> 00:49:32,218 Jamie. 461 00:49:33,804 --> 00:49:35,144 Do you think there's a chance 462 00:49:35,222 --> 00:49:37,142 that Roger might not want to come home? 463 00:49:38,851 --> 00:49:39,851 Why? 464 00:49:42,229 --> 00:49:44,979 There are some herbs missing from my surgery 465 00:49:45,107 --> 00:49:46,850 that are incredibly poisonous unless 466 00:49:46,875 --> 00:49:48,711 administered correctly by a physician. 467 00:49:49,570 --> 00:49:51,320 I worry that he might... 468 00:49:54,074 --> 00:49:58,254 Well... when you were suffering 469 00:49:58,329 --> 00:49:59,659 all those years ago... 470 00:50:01,957 --> 00:50:03,667 I didna want to go on living. 471 00:50:42,706 --> 00:50:44,536 Hang them and leave them as an example to all. 472 00:50:54,635 --> 00:50:55,820 For your treasonous crimes, 473 00:50:55,844 --> 00:50:58,814 you'll be hanged by the neck until dead. 474 00:50:59,682 --> 00:51:01,892 May the Lord have mercy on your souls. 475 00:54:56,460 --> 00:54:57,790 Why? 476 00:54:57,878 --> 00:55:00,128 Of all people, why would ye stop me? 477 00:55:00,839 --> 00:55:02,219 I saw ye looking down at the cliff. 478 00:55:02,299 --> 00:55:03,759 I ken what ye were thinking. 479 00:55:03,842 --> 00:55:06,092 Ye have everything: 480 00:55:06,178 --> 00:55:08,848 a wife that loves ye... 481 00:55:08,972 --> 00:55:11,682 a bairn... 482 00:55:11,809 --> 00:55:13,389 and still, ye dinna wanna be wi' them. 483 00:55:15,687 --> 00:55:17,357 When that rope was around yer neck 484 00:55:17,481 --> 00:55:20,441 and ye were dying... 485 00:55:20,526 --> 00:55:21,526 what did ye see? 486 00:55:24,279 --> 00:55:25,909 What did ye see in the darkness? 487 00:55:27,491 --> 00:55:29,081 What did ye see? 488 00:55:30,410 --> 00:55:33,000 Tell me, what did ye see? 489 00:55:43,841 --> 00:55:45,511 I saw my wife's face. 490 00:55:51,056 --> 00:55:52,216 Then there's no escape? 491 00:55:54,017 --> 00:55:56,727 Even in death, 492 00:55:56,854 --> 00:55:58,564 I would see her face? 493 00:56:00,858 --> 00:56:02,358 What... 494 00:56:04,778 --> 00:56:06,358 What was her name? 495 00:56:13,620 --> 00:56:14,790 It doesna matter now. 496 00:56:26,425 --> 00:56:27,595 Is she dead? 497 00:56:32,764 --> 00:56:34,394 No. 498 00:56:39,563 --> 00:56:40,813 But she's lost to me. 499 00:56:46,695 --> 00:56:48,365 I only wanted the pain to end. 500 00:56:52,701 --> 00:56:53,951 Just to be at peace. 501 00:57:08,675 --> 00:57:11,295 Who can say where your soul might go if you... 502 00:57:16,058 --> 00:57:19,268 If you could be parted forever... 503 00:57:19,353 --> 00:57:21,483 not only from her but from all who love you. 504 00:57:21,605 --> 00:57:22,695 So what now? 505 00:57:24,399 --> 00:57:25,439 Go home? 506 00:57:26,944 --> 00:57:28,494 Ye're a fine one to talk. 507 00:57:31,782 --> 00:57:35,622 Ye buried yer weapon, yer voice. 508 00:57:36,286 --> 00:57:38,496 Now ye dare to use it against me. 509 00:57:39,998 --> 00:57:42,628 Ye're right. 510 00:57:42,709 --> 00:57:43,709 I did. 511 00:57:46,797 --> 00:57:49,127 But now I have to pick it up again and fight. 512 00:57:50,968 --> 00:57:52,718 Can you? 513 00:57:57,766 --> 00:57:59,226 I dinna ken. 514 00:58:00,727 --> 00:58:02,477 Then dig up your weapon... 515 00:58:04,314 --> 00:58:06,444 And come home with me until you do. 516 00:58:44,730 --> 00:58:46,520 Brianna. 517 00:58:51,194 --> 00:58:53,614 Don't tell me you're at a loss for words now. 518 00:58:53,697 --> 00:58:54,697 No. 519 00:58:56,074 --> 00:58:58,744 No, it's just... 520 00:58:58,869 --> 00:59:00,869 I have been so scared. 521 00:59:01,663 --> 00:59:02,663 Me too. 522 00:59:04,541 --> 00:59:08,341 Because even though I was saved... 523 00:59:10,005 --> 00:59:12,305 Part of me died that day. 524 00:59:17,596 --> 00:59:19,716 I know how that feels. 525 00:59:19,848 --> 00:59:22,228 Trust me, I know. 526 00:59:29,691 --> 00:59:32,741 Everybody wants the old Roger back. 527 00:59:38,992 --> 00:59:40,912 But I'll never be that man again. 528 00:59:43,997 --> 00:59:45,417 I studied history. 529 00:59:46,750 --> 00:59:47,880 I taught it. 530 00:59:49,252 --> 00:59:51,422 Now I'm living it. 531 00:59:52,631 --> 00:59:55,881 When I saw that tarot card, I thought, 532 00:59:55,967 --> 00:59:58,387 "This is who I am now..." 533 01:00:01,306 --> 01:00:03,556 "The hanged man." 534 01:00:06,061 --> 01:00:08,441 Maybe this was my fate. 535 01:00:08,563 --> 01:00:12,533 My own ancestor tried to kill me. 536 01:00:15,028 --> 01:00:17,108 Maybe I wasn't meant to exist. 537 01:00:17,197 --> 01:00:18,657 That is not true. 538 01:00:18,782 --> 01:00:19,822 Perhaps not. 539 01:00:21,284 --> 01:00:23,414 But I have changed. 540 01:00:26,414 --> 01:00:28,634 Remember when you asked me about my last words? 541 01:00:30,794 --> 01:00:31,674 Yeah. 542 01:00:31,795 --> 01:00:34,555 I thought I knew what they'd be. 543 01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:39,893 What mattered was the last face I saw. 544 01:00:44,558 --> 01:00:47,228 That face was yours. 545 01:00:50,355 --> 01:00:52,185 Roger. 546 01:01:03,869 --> 01:01:05,699 I'll always sing for you. 547 01:01:07,414 --> 01:01:09,834 No matter what, no matter where... 548 01:01:12,502 --> 01:01:13,962 Whether you're there to hear 549 01:01:14,045 --> 01:01:17,005 or even if my voice isn't able... 550 01:01:17,090 --> 01:01:20,550 I will always sing for you. 551 01:01:31,500 --> 01:01:37,500 *CREDITS*