1 00:00:09,429 --> 00:00:12,041 Most people believe that who they are today 2 00:00:12,065 --> 00:00:14,777 is pretty much who they will still be in the future. 3 00:00:14,801 --> 00:00:16,179 Hi! 4 00:00:16,203 --> 00:00:17,280 How was your flight? 5 00:00:17,304 --> 00:00:19,349 Ah, it was fine. Thanks, Meredith. 6 00:00:19,373 --> 00:00:20,713 I mean, Maggie. 7 00:00:20,737 --> 00:00:22,251 Maggie. Sorry. 8 00:00:22,275 --> 00:00:23,953 Someone didn't sleep on the plane. 9 00:00:23,977 --> 00:00:25,188 Oh, I couldn't. 10 00:00:25,212 --> 00:00:28,458 I've rewritten my talk at least 20 times. 11 00:00:28,482 --> 00:00:30,960 Meredith is so sorry she can't be here. 12 00:00:30,984 --> 00:00:32,261 Babysitter got the flu. 13 00:00:32,285 --> 00:00:34,020 Oh. Well, I'm glad you're here. 14 00:00:35,155 --> 00:00:38,768 Our minds trick us into thinking our entire history, 15 00:00:38,792 --> 00:00:41,270 every choice, every change and chance, 16 00:00:41,294 --> 00:00:43,740 has led to this specific moment... 17 00:00:43,764 --> 00:00:45,808 what we call "Now." 18 00:00:45,832 --> 00:00:47,076 You seem good. 19 00:00:47,100 --> 00:00:48,277 Chipper. 20 00:00:48,301 --> 00:00:50,313 Ah, I put my blood, sweat, and tears into this PATH pen. 21 00:00:50,337 --> 00:00:52,115 I can't wait to share it with the world. 22 00:00:52,139 --> 00:00:53,182 Mm. 23 00:00:56,009 --> 00:00:58,688 You're... You're jumping too far on the last one. 24 00:00:58,712 --> 00:00:59,945 I don't need your help. 25 00:01:08,255 --> 00:01:10,466 Come on! No, wait your turn! 26 00:01:10,490 --> 00:01:11,934 Yeah, cut it out, lads. 27 00:01:11,958 --> 00:01:14,437 Come on. Don't make me regret bringing you. Let's go. 28 00:01:14,461 --> 00:01:16,172 Just missed it. 29 00:01:16,196 --> 00:01:17,206 Come on, guys. 30 00:01:17,230 --> 00:01:18,731 So close. 31 00:01:20,333 --> 00:01:22,278 Liam, look after your brother, please, will you? 32 00:01:22,302 --> 00:01:23,413 Seriously, Dad? 33 00:01:23,437 --> 00:01:25,114 Come on. 34 00:01:25,138 --> 00:01:26,449 Dr. Hayes. 35 00:01:26,473 --> 00:01:27,817 I really hope I wasn't supposed to bring my kids. 36 00:01:27,841 --> 00:01:29,352 No, their, uh, their aunt lives down here. 37 00:01:29,376 --> 00:01:30,486 - So... - Oh. 38 00:01:30,510 --> 00:01:31,854 ...it's a chance for them to see family. 39 00:01:31,878 --> 00:01:33,322 Well, I am heading to something called 40 00:01:33,346 --> 00:01:34,957 Heart Valve Happy Hour. Want to join? 41 00:01:34,981 --> 00:01:36,125 Is it as dire as it sounds? 42 00:01:36,149 --> 00:01:37,427 Worse, somehow. 43 00:01:37,451 --> 00:01:38,661 But free booze. 44 00:01:38,685 --> 00:01:40,029 Maybe I'll see you there. 45 00:01:40,053 --> 00:01:41,531 Great. 46 00:01:44,658 --> 00:01:50,006 "It is a curiosity that has driven humankind 47 00:01:50,030 --> 00:01:54,143 since the discovery of fire..." 48 00:01:54,167 --> 00:01:55,311 No. No. 49 00:01:55,335 --> 00:01:56,279 Oh. 50 00:01:56,303 --> 00:01:59,182 "...since the harnessing of fire..." 51 00:01:59,206 --> 00:02:01,350 No. 52 00:02:01,374 --> 00:02:02,587 Yeah. Okay. 53 00:02:02,611 --> 00:02:06,823 "...since the taming of fire." 54 00:02:06,847 --> 00:02:08,057 Yes! 55 00:02:09,282 --> 00:02:11,060 Oh, no turn down service needed. Thank you! 56 00:02:11,084 --> 00:02:13,863 Richard. It's me. 57 00:02:30,704 --> 00:02:32,381 Aren't you going to invite me in? 58 00:02:32,405 --> 00:02:34,851 I'm not sure I believe you're really here. 59 00:02:41,448 --> 00:02:43,693 You here to buy the convention center? 60 00:02:43,717 --> 00:02:46,362 Stop me from presenting? 61 00:02:46,386 --> 00:02:49,959 I'm here to stop the foolishness! 62 00:02:49,983 --> 00:02:51,618 Richard, you said you wanted an apology. 63 00:02:51,642 --> 00:02:53,811 Well, I am sorry. 64 00:02:53,835 --> 00:02:55,303 I am so sorry. 65 00:02:55,327 --> 00:02:57,027 Truly, for everything. 66 00:02:57,297 --> 00:02:59,997 I regret my behavior. 67 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:01,667 Thank you. 68 00:03:02,769 --> 00:03:04,780 You don't have anything to say back to me? 69 00:03:04,804 --> 00:03:06,273 There's nothing between Gemma and me. 70 00:03:06,297 --> 00:03:08,098 Mm-hmm. 71 00:03:10,544 --> 00:03:12,244 I know what I saw. 72 00:03:14,981 --> 00:03:18,294 Well, something... 73 00:03:18,318 --> 00:03:19,562 almost happened. 74 00:03:19,586 --> 00:03:23,065 W-We went to breakfast, and she kissed me. 75 00:03:23,089 --> 00:03:24,100 Oh, Richard! 76 00:03:24,124 --> 00:03:25,234 But I stopped her. 77 00:03:25,258 --> 00:03:27,059 But you didn't tell me. 78 00:03:29,162 --> 00:03:33,109 I... I didn't, and I'm sorry. 79 00:03:33,133 --> 00:03:35,478 Oh, Richard, we can fix this. 80 00:03:35,502 --> 00:03:37,580 You know we can. 81 00:03:37,604 --> 00:03:40,816 There are things in this world you can't control, Catherine. 82 00:03:40,840 --> 00:03:42,385 And I'm one of them. 83 00:03:42,409 --> 00:03:44,020 I don't want to control you. 84 00:03:44,044 --> 00:03:46,189 You bought my hospital, for God's sakes! 85 00:03:46,213 --> 00:03:47,990 Because of your temper! 86 00:03:48,014 --> 00:03:49,859 Worst investment I ever made. 87 00:03:49,883 --> 00:03:51,427 It's just hemorrhaging money. 88 00:03:51,451 --> 00:03:53,963 The foundation board thinks it's a sign of my dementia. 89 00:03:53,987 --> 00:03:55,198 I look like a fool. 90 00:03:55,222 --> 00:03:57,466 No, stop. I'm serious. 91 00:03:57,490 --> 00:03:58,868 Oh, me too. This is funny. 92 00:03:58,892 --> 00:03:59,936 This is not funny! 93 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:01,616 You had a fight with your husband 94 00:04:01,640 --> 00:04:04,707 and purchased an entire hospital to get back at him. 95 00:04:06,766 --> 00:04:08,811 Pac-North has my name on it! 96 00:04:08,835 --> 00:04:10,846 My name! 97 00:04:10,870 --> 00:04:13,149 I mean, the worst place I ever worked in my life! 98 00:04:16,910 --> 00:04:19,722 Oh, dear Lord. 99 00:04:21,147 --> 00:04:22,625 Do you think there's a couple 100 00:04:22,649 --> 00:04:25,261 who ever had such an expensive fight? 101 00:04:25,285 --> 00:04:26,295 No. 102 00:04:26,319 --> 00:04:28,698 Well, maybe Anthony and Cleopatra. 103 00:04:28,722 --> 00:04:30,266 Ah. 104 00:04:39,432 --> 00:04:41,377 Come here and kiss me, Cleopatra. 105 00:04:41,401 --> 00:04:42,745 Ohh. 106 00:04:42,769 --> 00:04:44,180 - Mm. - Mm! 107 00:04:44,204 --> 00:04:45,748 - Mm! - Mm! Mm! Mm! 108 00:04:47,007 --> 00:04:55,007 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 109 00:05:00,081 --> 00:05:01,827 Hey. How are you? 110 00:05:02,384 --> 00:05:04,546 Hi! Welcome to Heart Valve Happy Hour! 111 00:05:04,570 --> 00:05:06,130 Oh. Wow. Yes. Thank you. 112 00:05:06,154 --> 00:05:07,955 Uh, best party of the year. 113 00:05:08,387 --> 00:05:09,865 Hey! Teddy! 114 00:05:09,889 --> 00:05:11,133 Oh, my God! 115 00:05:12,358 --> 00:05:13,602 You always see people you know at these things, 116 00:05:13,626 --> 00:05:14,803 but they're never people you like. 117 00:05:14,827 --> 00:05:16,572 - Aww. - Here. I ordered one for you. 118 00:05:16,596 --> 00:05:17,873 Ooh. Thank you. 119 00:05:17,897 --> 00:05:19,641 Wow. They really splurged for the reusable straws. 120 00:05:19,665 --> 00:05:21,376 - I'm so glad you made it. - Mm. 121 00:05:21,400 --> 00:05:22,778 Evelyn rescued me. 122 00:05:22,802 --> 00:05:24,413 She's with Allison while Owen's at work. 123 00:05:24,437 --> 00:05:26,715 You know, and for the first time that I can remember, 124 00:05:26,739 --> 00:05:28,717 no one in a 50-mile radius 125 00:05:28,741 --> 00:05:30,419 depends on my breasts for survival. 126 00:05:30,443 --> 00:05:31,920 Mm. Cheers. 127 00:05:31,944 --> 00:05:33,722 Yes. Thank you! 128 00:05:33,746 --> 00:05:35,333 I know these things are kinda lame, 129 00:05:35,357 --> 00:05:37,559 but I kind of enjoy them. 130 00:05:37,583 --> 00:05:38,705 'Cause it's like summer camp. 131 00:05:38,729 --> 00:05:40,351 For people who like to cut into other people. 132 00:05:40,375 --> 00:05:41,830 I never went to summer camp, 133 00:05:41,854 --> 00:05:44,838 but this is what I imagine that the Olympic Village is like. 134 00:05:44,862 --> 00:05:46,028 Yeah. 135 00:05:46,052 --> 00:05:48,003 Assembling the greatest talents in the world, 136 00:05:48,027 --> 00:05:49,571 putting them in one building. 137 00:05:49,595 --> 00:05:51,974 Professional by day, but screwing each other by night? 138 00:05:51,998 --> 00:05:54,576 Y-Yeah, I meant the "gathering of the best of the best" part. 139 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:55,777 Is that what the Olympic Village is like? 140 00:05:55,801 --> 00:05:57,802 Totally. 141 00:05:58,998 --> 00:06:00,065 Oh, my God. 142 00:06:01,540 --> 00:06:02,637 What? 143 00:06:03,676 --> 00:06:04,686 Wow. 144 00:06:04,710 --> 00:06:05,988 I mean, he's... 145 00:06:06,012 --> 00:06:07,356 Do you know him? 146 00:06:07,380 --> 00:06:08,557 Yeah. 147 00:06:08,581 --> 00:06:10,092 Uh, no, no. 148 00:06:10,116 --> 00:06:13,428 I mean, not really. We... Uh... Sort of. 149 00:06:13,452 --> 00:06:16,067 He was one of my residents at Tufts. 150 00:06:16,622 --> 00:06:18,367 I-I doubt he even remembers me. 151 00:06:18,391 --> 00:06:19,568 God, he is so hot! 152 00:06:19,592 --> 00:06:20,736 Am I blushing? 153 00:06:20,760 --> 00:06:22,537 Maggie Pierce. Olympic Village. 154 00:06:22,561 --> 00:06:24,172 Find out if he's single and get yours. 155 00:06:24,196 --> 00:06:25,641 No, I don't do that. 156 00:06:25,665 --> 00:06:27,442 You don't have sex? 157 00:06:27,466 --> 00:06:28,744 I don't have sex with strangers. 158 00:06:28,768 --> 00:06:30,646 You just said you know him. 159 00:06:30,670 --> 00:06:32,334 Also... 160 00:06:32,638 --> 00:06:33,882 he's behind you. 161 00:06:33,906 --> 00:06:34,916 What? No. No. 162 00:06:34,940 --> 00:06:36,818 - Mm-hmm. - Maggie Pierce. 163 00:06:36,842 --> 00:06:38,131 Hi... 164 00:06:39,211 --> 00:06:41,051 ...you. 165 00:06:41,392 --> 00:06:42,758 You don't remember me, do you? 166 00:06:42,782 --> 00:06:44,346 She remembers you. 167 00:06:44,817 --> 00:06:46,194 Eh, no. Yeah. 168 00:06:46,218 --> 00:06:49,064 Dr. Winston Ndugu. We worked together at Tufts. 169 00:06:49,088 --> 00:06:50,532 - We did. - Yeah. 170 00:06:51,269 --> 00:06:54,603 You know, I just remembered my key isn't working, 171 00:06:54,627 --> 00:06:56,938 so I-I'm gonna go get a new one. 172 00:06:56,962 --> 00:06:59,007 Three years I've been coming here, 173 00:06:59,031 --> 00:07:01,310 and this is the first time I've seen you. 174 00:07:01,334 --> 00:07:02,911 What... are you stalking me? 175 00:07:03,936 --> 00:07:06,301 Not stalking you. 176 00:07:06,839 --> 00:07:10,041 But... seeking? Yes. 177 00:07:11,610 --> 00:07:14,189 I'm gonna be a little forward now. Is that okay? 178 00:07:14,213 --> 00:07:15,557 Mm-hmm. 179 00:07:15,581 --> 00:07:19,628 I have had a crush on you since my first day of residency. 180 00:07:19,652 --> 00:07:21,530 But you were my chief, even though I'm older than you, 181 00:07:21,554 --> 00:07:23,465 which just made me crush harder. 182 00:07:23,489 --> 00:07:25,967 So, I bided my time. 183 00:07:25,991 --> 00:07:28,537 But then you went and moved away to Seattle, 184 00:07:28,561 --> 00:07:30,439 right before I became an attending, 185 00:07:30,463 --> 00:07:32,741 and I never got my shot to ask you out. 186 00:07:32,765 --> 00:07:35,510 But I see that somehow 187 00:07:35,534 --> 00:07:37,879 you aren't wearing a wedding ring. 188 00:07:37,903 --> 00:07:40,182 So, hopefully, I still have a shot. 189 00:07:40,206 --> 00:07:43,285 Which is just my long way of saying 190 00:07:43,309 --> 00:07:45,243 I'd like to buy you a drink. 191 00:08:19,412 --> 00:08:21,990 Okay, we only have 36 more hours to get to know each other, 192 00:08:22,014 --> 00:08:23,992 so I'mma do a lightning round, all right? 193 00:08:24,016 --> 00:08:26,295 Don't think. Just answer. You ready? 194 00:08:26,319 --> 00:08:27,562 Ready. 195 00:08:27,586 --> 00:08:28,697 Favorite snack food? 196 00:08:28,721 --> 00:08:29,784 Pretzels. 197 00:08:30,423 --> 00:08:31,666 Wow. 198 00:08:31,690 --> 00:08:33,001 Failed your first question. 199 00:08:33,025 --> 00:08:34,836 How can I fail at naming my favorite thing? 200 00:08:34,860 --> 00:08:37,005 Because pretzels are only the favorite snack food 201 00:08:37,029 --> 00:08:39,241 of prisoners who haven't had snacks in years 202 00:08:39,265 --> 00:08:41,376 and don't remember what snacks are supposed to taste like. 203 00:08:41,400 --> 00:08:44,346 Okay. Well, I don't fail tests, so give me another one. 204 00:08:44,370 --> 00:08:46,014 Favorite movie. 205 00:08:46,038 --> 00:08:47,382 "Amélie." 206 00:08:47,406 --> 00:08:48,583 Why? 207 00:08:48,607 --> 00:08:51,306 Because it's about hope and resilience. 208 00:08:51,877 --> 00:08:53,433 Perfect day off. 209 00:08:54,346 --> 00:08:57,092 Okay, sunrise run. 210 00:08:57,116 --> 00:08:59,895 Spend the morning at a museum, 211 00:08:59,919 --> 00:09:01,763 the afternoon in a park, 212 00:09:01,787 --> 00:09:04,522 evening cocktails by a body of water. 213 00:09:07,460 --> 00:09:09,938 A nice dinner, and then... 214 00:09:09,962 --> 00:09:12,994 ice cream while walking through the city. 215 00:09:13,466 --> 00:09:15,288 Bed early, with a book. 216 00:09:15,734 --> 00:09:18,680 So, your perfect night is a romantic comedy. 217 00:09:18,704 --> 00:09:19,748 Okay. 218 00:09:19,772 --> 00:09:21,817 No, I didn't say who I was doing all of that with. 219 00:09:21,841 --> 00:09:23,218 Well, who are you doing all that with? 220 00:09:23,242 --> 00:09:24,719 Me. 221 00:09:24,743 --> 00:09:26,788 So, you like being alone? 222 00:09:26,812 --> 00:09:28,176 I do. 223 00:09:28,781 --> 00:09:30,292 To a point. 224 00:09:30,316 --> 00:09:31,693 Favorite movie. 225 00:09:31,717 --> 00:09:32,851 "Ghostbusters." 226 00:09:34,753 --> 00:09:36,131 Perfect day off. 227 00:09:36,155 --> 00:09:37,732 Wake up... 228 00:09:37,756 --> 00:09:39,568 well after sunrise. 229 00:09:40,793 --> 00:09:44,773 Roll over to the beautiful heart surgeon 230 00:09:44,797 --> 00:09:46,486 in bed beside me. 231 00:09:46,765 --> 00:09:50,268 Do that thing to her that makes her lower back arch. 232 00:10:08,421 --> 00:10:09,588 Okay. 233 00:10:11,457 --> 00:10:13,301 No more lightning round. 234 00:10:14,527 --> 00:10:17,806 Who is your favorite person in the whole world? 235 00:10:17,830 --> 00:10:18,893 My mom. 236 00:10:19,894 --> 00:10:22,433 She was my protector. 237 00:10:23,369 --> 00:10:26,781 She was this fierce mama lion. 238 00:10:26,805 --> 00:10:28,653 She didn't let anyone mess with me. 239 00:10:29,542 --> 00:10:31,072 Including my dad. 240 00:10:31,510 --> 00:10:32,977 She died... 241 00:10:34,880 --> 00:10:36,619 ...about two years ago. 242 00:10:37,516 --> 00:10:39,160 Ovarian cancer. 243 00:10:39,184 --> 00:10:40,695 Oh, my God. 244 00:10:40,719 --> 00:10:41,963 Yeah. 245 00:10:41,987 --> 00:10:43,793 It happened really fast. 246 00:10:44,857 --> 00:10:47,046 My mom died two years ago. 247 00:10:48,006 --> 00:10:49,538 Breast cancer. 248 00:10:49,562 --> 00:10:51,506 No, actually, it was three years ago. 249 00:10:51,530 --> 00:10:52,974 God. 250 00:10:52,998 --> 00:10:55,677 I can't believe it's been that long. 251 00:10:55,701 --> 00:10:57,345 There's nothing worse than watching 252 00:10:57,369 --> 00:10:59,714 the woman who protected you from the world 253 00:10:59,738 --> 00:11:01,516 get sicker and sicker 254 00:11:01,540 --> 00:11:04,442 and you not be able to fix her. 255 00:11:06,879 --> 00:11:08,818 Okay, so... 256 00:11:09,848 --> 00:11:10,825 do you do this? 257 00:11:10,849 --> 00:11:14,529 Do you have med conference flings? 258 00:11:14,553 --> 00:11:17,699 I can't say that I've never hooked up at one of these. 259 00:11:17,723 --> 00:11:20,079 But I've never done this. 260 00:11:21,393 --> 00:11:23,038 What's this? 261 00:11:23,458 --> 00:11:26,664 Falling this hard in one night. 262 00:11:29,335 --> 00:11:30,845 Me neither. 263 00:11:37,003 --> 00:11:39,349 These conferences are all the same. 264 00:11:39,712 --> 00:11:42,721 Yep. Just a sea of desperation. 265 00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:44,957 Sales reps trying to unload their equipment 266 00:11:44,981 --> 00:11:46,391 before it becomes obsolete. 267 00:11:46,415 --> 00:11:47,522 Or banned. 268 00:11:47,546 --> 00:11:49,361 Wow. Really sounds like your scene. 269 00:11:49,385 --> 00:11:51,096 If you hate it so much, why'd you come? 270 00:11:51,120 --> 00:11:52,581 Well, I'm the new guy. 271 00:11:52,605 --> 00:11:54,913 And Bailey asked me to come represent peds. 272 00:11:54,937 --> 00:11:57,936 Didn't seem like an invitation I should turn down. 273 00:11:57,960 --> 00:12:00,038 The boys get to see their aunt, so... 274 00:12:00,062 --> 00:12:01,707 Which is your sister or... 275 00:12:01,731 --> 00:12:03,506 - Sister-in-law. - Mm. 276 00:12:03,530 --> 00:12:05,077 Evening, doctors. 277 00:12:05,101 --> 00:12:06,912 Dane Pinetti. I'm with Wilkes and Boon. 278 00:12:06,936 --> 00:12:10,082 Teddy Altman. Grey-Sloan. In Seattle. 279 00:12:12,074 --> 00:12:14,384 You look like a man in need of something. 280 00:12:15,144 --> 00:12:17,579 Do I? And what might that be? 281 00:12:19,675 --> 00:12:20,786 Hmm. 282 00:12:20,811 --> 00:12:22,855 Not quite sure what to make of this. 283 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:25,459 Well, you, uh... 284 00:12:25,484 --> 00:12:27,862 you click the little part at the back, 285 00:12:27,990 --> 00:12:29,968 and you write with the front. 286 00:12:29,992 --> 00:12:32,437 - Mm. - It's called a pen. 287 00:12:32,461 --> 00:12:34,072 Courtesy of Thrivea, 288 00:12:34,096 --> 00:12:35,941 who make erectile dysfunction medication. 289 00:12:35,965 --> 00:12:37,576 They do? 290 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:39,303 You don't even know what your own company makes? 291 00:12:39,327 --> 00:12:40,913 My friend said a company at a convention 292 00:12:40,937 --> 00:12:41,980 was paying 500 bucks, 293 00:12:42,004 --> 00:12:44,082 and all I had to do was hand out pens and smile. 294 00:12:45,274 --> 00:12:47,119 That might not sound like much to a doctor, 295 00:12:47,143 --> 00:12:50,322 but to a starving artist, that's rent. 296 00:12:50,346 --> 00:12:53,125 Oh. No wonder no guys want these pens. 297 00:12:55,751 --> 00:12:57,129 What kind of artist? 298 00:12:57,153 --> 00:12:58,330 Apart from starving? 299 00:12:58,354 --> 00:12:59,588 Mixed media. 300 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:02,267 A lot of multiple exposures and instant film transfers. 301 00:13:02,291 --> 00:13:03,702 Mm. 302 00:13:03,726 --> 00:13:05,606 That doesn't make any sense to you, does it? 303 00:13:05,630 --> 00:13:07,172 No, the individual words do... 304 00:13:07,196 --> 00:13:08,440 just not when you put them together. 305 00:13:09,999 --> 00:13:11,774 So, what are you drinking? 306 00:13:12,335 --> 00:13:13,645 I'd like to. 307 00:13:13,669 --> 00:13:15,987 But these are not gonna hand themselves out. 308 00:13:17,066 --> 00:13:18,633 Well... 309 00:13:20,310 --> 00:13:21,911 I go through a lot of pens. 310 00:13:23,652 --> 00:13:24,952 So, how about that drink? 311 00:13:27,444 --> 00:13:28,921 Watching the debates... 312 00:13:28,946 --> 00:13:31,091 They said just a couple more minutes. 313 00:13:32,652 --> 00:13:34,130 Okay. 314 00:13:34,155 --> 00:13:36,500 This is happening. 315 00:13:36,525 --> 00:13:40,271 Are you sure they don't need a few more, like, years? 316 00:13:40,296 --> 00:13:41,573 Babe, this is... 317 00:13:41,598 --> 00:13:44,777 A hysterectomy on a 33-year-old. 318 00:13:44,802 --> 00:13:46,714 They're removing an important part of me. 319 00:13:46,739 --> 00:13:48,583 And if you say "Not a big deal," 320 00:13:48,608 --> 00:13:50,620 I am going to kill you... in front of our sons... 321 00:13:50,645 --> 00:13:52,256 and it will be your fault. 322 00:13:52,281 --> 00:13:53,958 I was gonna say "routine," but... 323 00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:57,297 The surgeon we found... 324 00:13:57,322 --> 00:13:58,900 she's done more of these than I can even count. 325 00:13:58,925 --> 00:14:01,570 She's minimally invasive, fast recovery time, 326 00:14:01,595 --> 00:14:03,139 low post-op complications. 327 00:14:03,164 --> 00:14:05,142 You're in amazing hands. She's great, really. 328 00:14:05,167 --> 00:14:08,113 Or I'll bleed out or she'll cut into my bladder 329 00:14:08,138 --> 00:14:11,117 or I'll get a horrible infection and die. 330 00:14:11,142 --> 00:14:14,420 Well, in that case, me and the boys will move on. 331 00:14:14,911 --> 00:14:17,055 Don't get me wrong... it'll be a tough couple of days. 332 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:20,226 Then single women will start showing up with casseroles. 333 00:14:20,251 --> 00:14:23,097 I mean, I won't even have to try. They'll feel so bad for me. 334 00:14:23,122 --> 00:14:24,966 - Ohh. - I mean... surgeon. 335 00:14:24,991 --> 00:14:26,536 Sexy widower. 336 00:14:26,561 --> 00:14:27,971 Single dad. 337 00:14:27,996 --> 00:14:30,008 I mean, I'll be... I'll be batting them away, honestly. 338 00:14:30,033 --> 00:14:31,277 Uh-huh. Right. 339 00:14:31,302 --> 00:14:32,679 I hate you. 340 00:14:32,704 --> 00:14:33,938 I love you. 341 00:14:36,218 --> 00:14:38,930 Mrs. Douglas at school had skin cancer, 342 00:14:38,954 --> 00:14:40,738 and she's fine now. 343 00:14:40,763 --> 00:14:42,824 That's a different cancer. 344 00:14:43,740 --> 00:14:45,451 Oh. 345 00:14:45,476 --> 00:14:48,705 But that's really nice to hear, honey. 346 00:14:49,365 --> 00:14:52,644 Hey, could you boys go find Mommy a ginger ale? 347 00:14:52,668 --> 00:14:54,346 - It'll make me feel better. - Okay. 348 00:15:05,147 --> 00:15:06,792 Mrs. Douglas is the one who accused him of 349 00:15:06,816 --> 00:15:08,727 writing swear words on his desk. 350 00:15:08,751 --> 00:15:10,128 She's a monster. 351 00:15:10,152 --> 00:15:12,130 I need you to listen to me. 352 00:15:12,154 --> 00:15:13,636 The nurse should be here by now. 353 00:15:13,660 --> 00:15:15,323 If this doesn't work... 354 00:15:16,292 --> 00:15:18,270 It has to work. 355 00:15:18,294 --> 00:15:21,070 It's the second clinical trial we've tried. 356 00:15:21,864 --> 00:15:24,499 We're at the end of this. I'm not gonna be okay. 357 00:15:25,468 --> 00:15:28,113 I've seen people bounce back from far worse than this. 358 00:15:28,138 --> 00:15:32,218 It is likely that you're gonna be doing this alone soon, 359 00:15:32,243 --> 00:15:33,810 so I need you to listen. 360 00:15:35,004 --> 00:15:37,115 No. 361 00:15:37,140 --> 00:15:38,217 I'm not. 362 00:15:38,242 --> 00:15:42,258 Make sure the boys know it's okay to cry. 363 00:15:43,138 --> 00:15:44,849 To feel it. 364 00:15:44,874 --> 00:15:46,596 To feel everything. 365 00:15:47,044 --> 00:15:48,989 I don't want them locking this up 366 00:15:49,014 --> 00:15:51,459 and letting it eat away at them. 367 00:15:51,484 --> 00:15:53,462 Don't be strong. 368 00:15:54,723 --> 00:15:56,481 Be a mess. 369 00:15:56,506 --> 00:15:59,085 Let them know that it's okay to fall apart. 370 00:15:59,110 --> 00:16:01,154 Please don't do this. 371 00:16:01,179 --> 00:16:04,759 And promise me that you're gonna let the boys see my sister. 372 00:16:06,053 --> 00:16:09,994 I know she's crazy, but she's not a bad person. 373 00:16:11,087 --> 00:16:12,931 And she loves them. 374 00:16:14,092 --> 00:16:16,003 And whenever you have trouble with them, 375 00:16:16,028 --> 00:16:17,519 just call your mother. 376 00:16:18,716 --> 00:16:20,911 You are proof 377 00:16:21,063 --> 00:16:23,965 that she knows what she's doing. 378 00:16:25,108 --> 00:16:27,853 And it's okay if Austin quits piano. 379 00:16:27,878 --> 00:16:29,155 Yeah. 380 00:16:29,180 --> 00:16:31,673 I told him that he'll get better if he keeps practicing, 381 00:16:31,698 --> 00:16:34,630 but... I think it's hopeless. 382 00:16:37,239 --> 00:16:40,685 And... And... And keep an eye on Liam's temper. 383 00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:43,778 'Cause I think he gets it from me. 384 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:47,225 And we've both seen the mess that can cause. 385 00:16:49,251 --> 00:16:53,538 And it's okay for you to fall in love again. 386 00:16:53,749 --> 00:16:55,160 You have my permission. 387 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:00,005 I don't want that. 388 00:17:00,030 --> 00:17:03,798 Which is why you need to hear me say that it is okay. 389 00:17:04,667 --> 00:17:09,515 You don't need to beat yourself up or feel guilty. 390 00:17:12,944 --> 00:17:16,056 You deserve to be happy. 391 00:17:20,955 --> 00:17:24,067 Bright side, you won't have to work for it. 392 00:17:25,295 --> 00:17:31,110 Sexy widower, surgeon, single dad. 393 00:17:32,204 --> 00:17:34,081 You'll be batting them away. 394 00:17:58,821 --> 00:18:01,606 Okay, lads. That's everything. 395 00:18:02,145 --> 00:18:03,889 Can we stay? 396 00:18:03,914 --> 00:18:06,126 A little longer? 397 00:18:06,151 --> 00:18:07,595 That's creepy. 398 00:18:08,655 --> 00:18:10,934 Oh, no, Austin. Here. 399 00:18:10,959 --> 00:18:12,603 It's okay. 400 00:18:16,167 --> 00:18:18,101 We can stay as long as you want. 401 00:18:18,126 --> 00:18:21,719 I want Mama. 402 00:18:21,744 --> 00:18:23,989 Me too. 403 00:18:36,944 --> 00:18:38,488 Come here. 404 00:18:43,906 --> 00:18:45,550 Mm. Did you order these? 405 00:18:45,575 --> 00:18:46,575 Guilty. 406 00:18:48,237 --> 00:18:50,182 Do you always sell this hard to everyone here? 407 00:18:50,207 --> 00:18:51,657 Well, not everyone here 408 00:18:51,682 --> 00:18:53,621 works for Catherine Fox's flagship hospital. 409 00:18:53,646 --> 00:18:55,991 Maybe you should take up your business with her. 410 00:18:56,016 --> 00:18:57,627 You know how hard it is to get face time with that woman? 411 00:18:57,652 --> 00:18:58,729 Mm. 412 00:18:58,754 --> 00:19:00,365 Listen, this is a really exciting opportunity. 413 00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:02,701 Wilkes and Boon is looking to expand R&D 414 00:19:02,726 --> 00:19:04,204 beyond our laboratories. 415 00:19:04,229 --> 00:19:05,740 We want to partner with the right hospital 416 00:19:05,765 --> 00:19:07,576 and develop side by side with you. 417 00:19:07,601 --> 00:19:09,012 That actually could be something... 418 00:19:09,037 --> 00:19:10,781 I know all about your devices. 419 00:19:10,806 --> 00:19:12,384 I know about the c-30 power morcellator. 420 00:19:12,409 --> 00:19:14,120 Do you know about that one, Dane? 421 00:19:14,145 --> 00:19:16,490 Of course. It's our most popular model on the market. 422 00:19:16,515 --> 00:19:18,526 I bet you'll say it's magic. 423 00:19:18,551 --> 00:19:19,862 What is it? 424 00:19:19,887 --> 00:19:21,698 It allows for minimally invasive hysterectomies. 425 00:19:21,723 --> 00:19:24,168 Its little spinning claws chop up fibroids, 426 00:19:24,193 --> 00:19:25,704 make them disappear. 427 00:19:25,729 --> 00:19:27,063 But there's a problem. 428 00:19:29,919 --> 00:19:31,897 This fibroid... 429 00:19:31,922 --> 00:19:33,266 isn't a fibroid. 430 00:19:33,291 --> 00:19:34,635 It's cancer. 431 00:19:34,660 --> 00:19:37,139 But there's no way of knowing that before you cut. 432 00:19:37,164 --> 00:19:39,909 And along comes your morcellator, and... 433 00:19:41,103 --> 00:19:42,781 What... the hell, man? 434 00:19:42,806 --> 00:19:44,283 What started out 435 00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:46,687 as nicely contained, easily removable 436 00:19:46,712 --> 00:19:48,923 has now spread countless cancer cells 437 00:19:48,948 --> 00:19:50,726 all throughout the patient's body. 438 00:19:50,751 --> 00:19:54,844 Cancer that metastasizes and grows and can't be stopped. 439 00:19:54,869 --> 00:19:59,350 Less than 1% of benign fibroids turn into uterine sarcomas. 440 00:19:59,375 --> 00:20:03,021 My wife was one of those 1%. 441 00:20:03,445 --> 00:20:05,396 Her name was Abigail. 442 00:20:06,042 --> 00:20:08,253 Your device took her. 443 00:20:08,278 --> 00:20:10,256 It took the mother of my sons. 444 00:20:10,281 --> 00:20:11,959 And you still sell the thing, 445 00:20:11,984 --> 00:20:13,528 even though you know it can kill, 446 00:20:13,553 --> 00:20:15,364 and you pay to suppress the proof. 447 00:20:15,389 --> 00:20:16,333 So, no. 448 00:20:17,360 --> 00:20:19,772 I don't want your drink. 449 00:20:19,797 --> 00:20:21,908 And you're lucky I haven't already put that pen 450 00:20:21,933 --> 00:20:23,367 through your throat. 451 00:20:24,493 --> 00:20:25,804 O-Okay. 452 00:20:32,436 --> 00:20:34,348 Apologies, Dr. Altman. 453 00:20:52,679 --> 00:20:53,623 Teddy? 454 00:20:57,917 --> 00:21:00,863 ...been a second explosion, uh, 455 00:21:00,887 --> 00:21:04,467 here in Manhattan at... at the Trade Center. 456 00:21:04,491 --> 00:21:08,404 We are getting reports that a part of the tower... 457 00:21:08,428 --> 00:21:09,538 t-the second tower, 458 00:21:09,562 --> 00:21:11,273 the one a bit further to the south of us... 459 00:21:11,297 --> 00:21:13,242 has collapsed. 460 00:21:13,266 --> 00:21:14,477 We... We are checking on that. 461 00:21:14,501 --> 00:21:17,580 But obviously, people were, uh, already at work here 462 00:21:17,604 --> 00:21:19,782 at the Trade Center when this happened. 463 00:21:19,806 --> 00:21:23,653 We... We don't know how many people have been hurt... 464 00:21:27,781 --> 00:21:28,958 Claire? 465 00:21:31,484 --> 00:21:32,628 Uh... 466 00:21:32,652 --> 00:21:33,796 - Hey! - Hi. 467 00:21:33,820 --> 00:21:35,187 - Hi. - Hi. 468 00:21:40,193 --> 00:21:43,311 - Uh, may I? - Oh, yeah. Please. Um, of course. 469 00:21:43,335 --> 00:21:44,974 Hi. Uh, whiskey, please, 470 00:21:44,998 --> 00:21:47,099 and another glass of wine for this one. 471 00:21:48,768 --> 00:21:49,979 How are you? 472 00:21:50,003 --> 00:21:51,514 I'm... I'm good. 473 00:21:51,538 --> 00:21:52,581 It's so good to see you. 474 00:21:52,605 --> 00:21:54,350 Yeah, you too. 475 00:21:54,374 --> 00:21:55,751 I can't believe we haven't run into each other 476 00:21:55,775 --> 00:21:56,952 at one of these things before. 477 00:21:56,976 --> 00:21:59,522 Oh, yeah, I've been practicing in Germany 478 00:21:59,546 --> 00:22:00,656 for the past couple years. 479 00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:02,291 That's exciting. 480 00:22:02,315 --> 00:22:04,326 I'm in North Carolina now. Which is fine. 481 00:22:04,350 --> 00:22:07,530 Clara and I... that's my wife. 482 00:22:07,554 --> 00:22:08,964 We are Claire and Clara. 483 00:22:08,988 --> 00:22:10,466 I know. 484 00:22:10,490 --> 00:22:13,202 We have a small practice in, uh, her hometown. 485 00:22:13,226 --> 00:22:16,172 Wow. I never thought you'd leave New York. 486 00:22:16,196 --> 00:22:17,907 Neither did I. 487 00:22:17,931 --> 00:22:21,115 But, you know, after 9/11, I... 488 00:22:21,768 --> 00:22:23,576 there was just too much grief there. 489 00:22:24,230 --> 00:22:25,340 In the marrow of that place. 490 00:22:25,365 --> 00:22:26,876 Mm. 491 00:22:27,173 --> 00:22:29,485 I never saw you again after she died. 492 00:22:29,509 --> 00:22:30,519 Where did you go? 493 00:22:30,543 --> 00:22:31,643 Afghanistan. 494 00:22:32,099 --> 00:22:33,243 You enlisted? 495 00:22:33,268 --> 00:22:36,180 I know. It's crazy when I think about it now. 496 00:22:36,205 --> 00:22:38,250 You were practically a socialist when I met you. 497 00:22:38,275 --> 00:22:42,688 I can't argue that or totally explain it. 498 00:22:43,175 --> 00:22:45,320 I mean, the closest I've come 499 00:22:45,345 --> 00:22:47,808 to making any sense of it is that I-I... 500 00:22:48,728 --> 00:22:50,439 I wanted to support the soldiers 501 00:22:50,463 --> 00:22:52,675 who were trying to get the people that killed Allison, 502 00:22:52,699 --> 00:22:55,010 and I-I know that it's not a straight line, 503 00:22:55,034 --> 00:22:56,859 but at the time, it was... 504 00:22:57,643 --> 00:22:59,087 Mm. 505 00:22:59,239 --> 00:23:00,939 There wasn't much that made sense. 506 00:23:05,011 --> 00:23:07,203 It's hard to explain to people who weren't there. 507 00:23:09,402 --> 00:23:10,736 I miss her. 508 00:23:12,157 --> 00:23:13,701 You miss her? 509 00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:17,673 Every day of every week of every year of my life. 510 00:23:17,698 --> 00:23:19,309 I don't know why this stuff always happens to me. 511 00:23:19,334 --> 00:23:21,512 Never to you guys. Only to me. 512 00:23:21,537 --> 00:23:23,081 I swear to God... Here's another. 513 00:23:23,106 --> 00:23:24,684 Thank you. 514 00:23:24,709 --> 00:23:26,420 This guy was clipping his toenails... 515 00:23:26,445 --> 00:23:27,656 Oh. 516 00:23:27,681 --> 00:23:30,059 ...on the subway at rush hour. 517 00:23:30,216 --> 00:23:31,660 Only in New York. 518 00:23:35,108 --> 00:23:36,786 All right, I gotta go to bed. 519 00:23:36,810 --> 00:23:39,121 Early morning layout meeting tomorrow. 520 00:23:39,145 --> 00:23:40,289 Boo. 521 00:23:40,313 --> 00:23:41,557 It's only 10:00. 522 00:23:41,581 --> 00:23:43,092 I'm not superhuman like you two. 523 00:23:43,116 --> 00:23:44,894 I can't survive on three hours' sleep 524 00:23:44,918 --> 00:23:46,429 and then do surgery for 12 hours. 525 00:23:46,453 --> 00:23:47,496 16. 526 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:48,931 Exactly. 527 00:23:48,955 --> 00:23:50,255 Mm. 528 00:23:50,279 --> 00:23:51,788 Please don't stay up too late. 529 00:23:51,812 --> 00:23:54,270 I need this booty rubbing up against me in bed. 530 00:23:56,095 --> 00:23:57,573 - I will be soon. - Okay. 531 00:23:58,665 --> 00:24:00,810 No! 532 00:24:00,834 --> 00:24:02,077 No! 533 00:24:02,101 --> 00:24:03,746 I got nothing. Must be vascular. 534 00:24:03,770 --> 00:24:05,848 Oh, yeah. That's me. 535 00:24:07,006 --> 00:24:08,250 Okay. 536 00:24:10,643 --> 00:24:12,788 - I'll see you later. - Mm. 537 00:24:12,812 --> 00:24:14,590 Please be careful. 538 00:24:14,614 --> 00:24:16,458 Uptown is scary this time of night. 539 00:24:16,482 --> 00:24:17,827 All right. 540 00:24:17,851 --> 00:24:19,228 Look after my girl, Altman. 541 00:24:19,252 --> 00:24:20,396 I'll try. 542 00:24:20,420 --> 00:24:21,997 - Night, babe. - Bye. 543 00:24:30,653 --> 00:24:31,774 You okay? 544 00:24:31,798 --> 00:24:33,709 Yeah. Just, uh... 545 00:24:33,733 --> 00:24:35,477 Just tired. 546 00:24:35,501 --> 00:24:36,539 You have to work tomorrow? 547 00:24:36,563 --> 00:24:37,847 Yeah. All day. 548 00:24:37,871 --> 00:24:39,415 Bummer. 549 00:24:39,439 --> 00:24:41,750 I was gonna see if you wanted to come to work with me tomorrow 550 00:24:41,774 --> 00:24:43,853 and have fancy breakfast at Windows on the World. 551 00:24:43,877 --> 00:24:46,278 You just said you have a layout meeting all morning. 552 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:49,625 So I could have breakfast with you. 553 00:25:03,730 --> 00:25:04,830 I had a baby. 554 00:25:05,732 --> 00:25:07,409 - Congratulations! - Thanks. 555 00:25:07,433 --> 00:25:08,477 Uh, pictures, please. 556 00:25:08,501 --> 00:25:10,235 Oh. Yeah, here. 557 00:25:12,038 --> 00:25:13,849 Oh, my goodness! 558 00:25:13,873 --> 00:25:15,351 She's perfect! 559 00:25:15,375 --> 00:25:17,119 Look at those cheeks! 560 00:25:17,143 --> 00:25:18,287 Ohh! What's her name? 561 00:25:18,311 --> 00:25:19,444 Allison. 562 00:25:21,714 --> 00:25:23,158 That seems odd. 563 00:25:23,182 --> 00:25:24,727 What? 564 00:25:24,751 --> 00:25:25,995 To name your daughter after... 565 00:25:26,019 --> 00:25:27,730 My best friend? 566 00:25:27,754 --> 00:25:30,846 It's been almost 20 years, Teddy. 567 00:25:31,391 --> 00:25:32,902 You can admit it. 568 00:25:32,926 --> 00:25:34,099 Admit...? 569 00:25:36,195 --> 00:25:39,074 When Allison first told me that she met this amazing girl 570 00:25:39,098 --> 00:25:40,606 and wanted her to move in... 571 00:25:41,401 --> 00:25:44,914 I remember thinking, "She's not a lesbian. Perfect." 572 00:25:44,938 --> 00:25:46,916 In fact, she made me promise 573 00:25:46,940 --> 00:25:48,751 that I wouldn't like you better than her 574 00:25:48,775 --> 00:25:50,886 since we're both doctors. 575 00:25:50,910 --> 00:25:52,087 The last thing I expected 576 00:25:52,111 --> 00:25:54,223 was for the two of you to get together. 577 00:26:02,789 --> 00:26:04,588 Tell me again. 578 00:26:05,191 --> 00:26:07,202 You were wearing your flowered dress 579 00:26:07,226 --> 00:26:08,938 with your combat boots, 580 00:26:08,962 --> 00:26:11,220 and you were riding a bike. 581 00:26:11,898 --> 00:26:14,143 The one with the basket in the front... 582 00:26:14,167 --> 00:26:16,578 ...and it was filled with fake birds. 583 00:26:16,602 --> 00:26:18,914 Oh, my God. I'm so embarrassed by me. 584 00:26:18,938 --> 00:26:20,883 Shh. I'm telling it. 585 00:26:20,907 --> 00:26:21,884 - Okay. - Okay. 586 00:26:21,908 --> 00:26:23,319 And then you almost hit me 587 00:26:23,343 --> 00:26:24,887 because I was crossing the street 588 00:26:24,911 --> 00:26:26,055 and I was looking at a map, 589 00:26:26,079 --> 00:26:27,430 and then I looked up, and I said... 590 00:26:27,454 --> 00:26:29,892 "Get those birds out of my way, Pollyanna!" 591 00:26:29,916 --> 00:26:32,250 I was stressed. I was a first year attending. 592 00:26:33,820 --> 00:26:35,369 You were mean. 593 00:26:35,822 --> 00:26:37,566 And beautiful. 594 00:26:37,590 --> 00:26:40,135 And I feel desperately in love with you on sight. 595 00:26:40,159 --> 00:26:41,603 You did not. 596 00:26:41,627 --> 00:26:42,805 Okay, I kinda hated you at first. 597 00:26:42,829 --> 00:26:44,807 You were in the bike lane. 598 00:26:44,831 --> 00:26:46,832 I know. I'm sorry. 599 00:26:49,068 --> 00:26:51,937 But I bought you a bagel anyway. 600 00:26:53,072 --> 00:26:55,250 I'm so lucky you did. 601 00:27:04,066 --> 00:27:05,043 Allison. 602 00:27:05,068 --> 00:27:06,168 Mm. 603 00:27:07,987 --> 00:27:09,287 I can't... 604 00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:13,382 I can't keep doing this. 605 00:27:13,407 --> 00:27:14,384 Kissing me? 606 00:27:14,409 --> 00:27:16,687 No, I just... I can't keep sneaking around 607 00:27:16,712 --> 00:27:17,823 and lying to Claire. 608 00:27:17,848 --> 00:27:19,726 She's our best friend. 609 00:27:19,751 --> 00:27:21,695 Oh. 610 00:27:21,720 --> 00:27:24,021 I know. Oh. I know. 611 00:27:25,504 --> 00:27:26,682 I'm an awful person. 612 00:27:26,707 --> 00:27:28,718 No. 613 00:27:28,743 --> 00:27:31,789 You are the best person. 614 00:27:39,589 --> 00:27:40,990 I'm telling her. 615 00:27:42,294 --> 00:27:43,471 I'm telling her tomorrow. 616 00:27:43,496 --> 00:27:44,807 Then what? 617 00:27:44,832 --> 00:27:46,810 W-We all come home to the apartment that we share 618 00:27:46,835 --> 00:27:49,370 and help her pack up and move out? 619 00:27:51,724 --> 00:27:53,168 Or we could move out. 620 00:27:53,193 --> 00:27:55,705 And then she's stuck with three shares of the rent? 621 00:27:57,065 --> 00:27:59,800 You're right. I know. 622 00:28:02,275 --> 00:28:04,976 But I can't keep lying to her, either. 623 00:28:05,912 --> 00:28:07,979 I love her. 624 00:28:11,042 --> 00:28:12,453 And I love you more. 625 00:28:12,478 --> 00:28:14,079 Don't say that. 626 00:28:17,936 --> 00:28:19,003 Okay, say it again. 627 00:28:20,332 --> 00:28:22,433 I love you more. 628 00:28:25,304 --> 00:28:27,171 I love you more. 629 00:28:31,037 --> 00:28:33,482 - Mm. - I love you more. 630 00:28:41,581 --> 00:28:43,158 How long did you know? 631 00:28:43,182 --> 00:28:44,526 I suspected for months. 632 00:28:44,550 --> 00:28:45,791 Mm. 633 00:28:46,452 --> 00:28:48,497 Did you ever stop and think about what it would do to me, 634 00:28:48,521 --> 00:28:49,698 or did you just not care? 635 00:28:49,722 --> 00:28:51,667 No, it tore me up, Claire. I... 636 00:28:51,691 --> 00:28:53,525 But not enough to stop. 637 00:28:56,295 --> 00:28:59,341 I requested her phone records after she died. 638 00:28:59,365 --> 00:29:03,642 I kept trying to imagine her in those last minutes. 639 00:29:04,570 --> 00:29:08,073 "What did she do? What did she see? Was she in pain?" 640 00:29:09,041 --> 00:29:10,953 So I got her phone records, 641 00:29:10,977 --> 00:29:14,611 from that... that clunky little Nokia she had. 642 00:29:15,314 --> 00:29:18,026 And I found out that you were the last person 643 00:29:18,050 --> 00:29:19,417 she tried to call. 644 00:29:20,318 --> 00:29:22,452 At 8:57 a.m. 645 00:29:23,122 --> 00:29:25,747 On September 11, 2001. 646 00:29:26,658 --> 00:29:30,171 Allison Robin Brown tried to call you, Teddy Altman, 647 00:29:30,196 --> 00:29:34,710 as the Twin Towers fell around her, 648 00:29:34,735 --> 00:29:36,146 as she... 649 00:29:36,171 --> 00:29:38,218 as she fell out of the sky. 650 00:29:39,105 --> 00:29:40,549 Not me. 651 00:29:40,573 --> 00:29:41,617 Not her parents. 652 00:29:41,641 --> 00:29:43,085 You. 653 00:29:43,109 --> 00:29:44,920 That's how I found out. 654 00:29:50,116 --> 00:29:53,585 She was the love of my life. 655 00:29:54,767 --> 00:29:56,778 And you were the love of hers. 656 00:30:02,576 --> 00:30:03,887 Take care, Teddy. 657 00:30:13,946 --> 00:30:16,220 There was this one time you let me scrub in 658 00:30:16,245 --> 00:30:18,123 on a piggyback transplant. 659 00:30:18,148 --> 00:30:20,393 Oh, my God. I was so nervous. 660 00:30:20,418 --> 00:30:23,196 I was afraid I was gonna drop the donor heart on the OR floor. 661 00:30:24,861 --> 00:30:26,406 This is so crazy. 662 00:30:26,430 --> 00:30:29,665 'Cause that is how I felt every single time I saw you. 663 00:30:31,035 --> 00:30:33,613 Except in the OR, because in there, I'm a superhero. 664 00:30:33,638 --> 00:30:37,752 But in regular life, I am a neurotic mess. 665 00:30:37,777 --> 00:30:39,755 I do not see that. 666 00:30:39,780 --> 00:30:41,239 I guess... 667 00:30:42,098 --> 00:30:43,308 I'm not. 668 00:30:43,333 --> 00:30:45,144 With you. 669 00:30:45,169 --> 00:30:47,648 I mean, at least not for the last few hours. 670 00:30:47,673 --> 00:30:48,683 Mm. 671 00:30:53,657 --> 00:30:55,468 For the last 12 hours? 672 00:30:55,492 --> 00:30:57,214 Is it morning?! 673 00:30:57,561 --> 00:30:59,829 Oh, my God! 674 00:31:03,574 --> 00:31:05,619 Oh, look. The sunrise. 675 00:31:05,644 --> 00:31:06,821 It's time for your run. 676 00:31:11,167 --> 00:31:12,677 Which talks are you going to? 677 00:31:12,702 --> 00:31:16,616 Um..."Bioethics in Crisis Zones" 678 00:31:16,641 --> 00:31:19,620 Presenting"... 679 00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,122 The PATH pen! 680 00:31:21,147 --> 00:31:22,258 That's Richard's talk. 681 00:31:22,283 --> 00:31:23,593 And Richard is...? 682 00:31:23,618 --> 00:31:25,763 My biological dad. Remember? I told you. 683 00:31:25,788 --> 00:31:27,828 Oh, right. Yeah. Richard. 684 00:31:28,679 --> 00:31:30,824 So, is it gonna be weird if I meet this man 685 00:31:30,849 --> 00:31:32,426 on what amounts to our first date? 686 00:31:32,451 --> 00:31:34,296 Yeah. Incredibly weird. 687 00:31:34,321 --> 00:31:36,165 Yeah. 688 00:31:36,190 --> 00:31:38,463 But everything about this night has been weird. 689 00:31:39,316 --> 00:31:40,760 Weird and... 690 00:31:40,785 --> 00:31:42,229 Mm. 691 00:31:42,254 --> 00:31:44,022 ...perfect. 692 00:31:48,779 --> 00:31:50,112 Mm. 693 00:31:52,649 --> 00:31:54,683 Conference. 694 00:31:56,320 --> 00:31:57,564 Advancement. 695 00:31:57,589 --> 00:31:58,999 Mm-hmm. 696 00:31:59,024 --> 00:32:00,669 Expanding our minds. 697 00:32:00,694 --> 00:32:03,039 - Right. - Mm-hmm. 698 00:32:03,064 --> 00:32:04,998 Surgical. 699 00:32:05,862 --> 00:32:07,674 Innovation. 700 00:32:07,891 --> 00:32:09,068 Technology. 701 00:32:17,270 --> 00:32:19,181 Mmmmmmm. 702 00:32:19,206 --> 00:32:20,083 Hi there. 703 00:32:20,108 --> 00:32:22,286 Mm. 704 00:32:22,311 --> 00:32:24,055 Good morning, Cleopatra. 705 00:32:25,716 --> 00:32:27,227 Oh. There's coffee. 706 00:32:27,252 --> 00:32:28,730 Mm. 707 00:32:28,755 --> 00:32:30,833 You know, maybe it's okay 708 00:32:30,858 --> 00:32:32,602 that we fight like cats and dogs. 709 00:32:33,763 --> 00:32:35,073 Maybe if we stopped fighting, 710 00:32:35,098 --> 00:32:37,466 that's when we need to start to worry. 711 00:32:40,684 --> 00:32:42,194 Now... 712 00:32:42,219 --> 00:32:46,366 healthy cells never stop dividing. 713 00:32:46,391 --> 00:32:48,937 It's not until they're harmed in... in some way 714 00:32:48,962 --> 00:32:50,562 that growth stops. 715 00:32:52,409 --> 00:32:54,539 But cancer cells... 716 00:32:55,378 --> 00:32:59,718 they keep growing even if the conditions aren't ideal. 717 00:32:59,743 --> 00:33:03,222 Baby, please tell me you're not comparing us to cancer. 718 00:33:03,247 --> 00:33:07,394 Okay, the problem isn't that cancer cells keep growing. 719 00:33:07,419 --> 00:33:11,799 It's that the good cells... stop. 720 00:33:13,394 --> 00:33:15,171 Catherine, you are a genius. 721 00:33:15,196 --> 00:33:16,607 Ohh! 722 00:33:18,468 --> 00:33:20,213 You have to make that presentation 723 00:33:20,238 --> 00:33:21,181 in a couple of hours. 724 00:33:21,206 --> 00:33:22,417 You better hurry up. 725 00:33:22,442 --> 00:33:25,354 Okay, I'm going as fast as I can. 726 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:33,154 Hey. 727 00:33:33,179 --> 00:33:34,990 Hey. 728 00:33:35,015 --> 00:33:36,793 Do I smell like sex? 729 00:33:36,818 --> 00:33:38,228 I mean, I took a shower, but I just... 730 00:33:38,253 --> 00:33:40,265 I'm not sure I got it all off. 731 00:33:40,290 --> 00:33:42,501 Do you really want me to smell you? 732 00:33:42,526 --> 00:33:44,104 I just never knew it was possible 733 00:33:44,129 --> 00:33:46,941 to like someone so much that you know so little. 734 00:33:57,145 --> 00:34:00,358 You know what? I'm, um... I-I'll catch up to you, okay? 735 00:34:09,906 --> 00:34:11,517 Claire, I owe you an apology. 736 00:34:11,542 --> 00:34:12,786 No, you don't. 737 00:34:12,811 --> 00:34:14,789 I had too many free drinks last night. 738 00:34:14,814 --> 00:34:16,926 It was 20 years ago. Bygones. 739 00:34:16,951 --> 00:34:19,796 It's not bygones. I mean, not even a little bit. 740 00:34:19,821 --> 00:34:22,289 And... we both know it. 741 00:34:25,489 --> 00:34:27,800 I met the father of my daughter in Afghanistan 742 00:34:27,825 --> 00:34:29,036 after Allison died, 743 00:34:29,061 --> 00:34:31,306 and he saved me from a grief so huge, 744 00:34:31,331 --> 00:34:33,743 I probably would have let it kill me. 745 00:34:33,768 --> 00:34:37,514 And for years, I loved him so much, I felt guilty. 746 00:34:37,539 --> 00:34:40,651 Guilty for loving him half as much as I loved Allison. 747 00:34:40,676 --> 00:34:43,555 Guilty because he was with someone else. 748 00:34:43,580 --> 00:34:45,181 And guilty because... 749 00:34:48,050 --> 00:34:50,595 ...because maybe I wasn't capable 750 00:34:50,620 --> 00:34:53,222 of letting someone love me fully. 751 00:34:54,997 --> 00:34:57,232 And Allison did love me, yes. 752 00:34:59,021 --> 00:35:00,689 But she loved you, too, Claire. 753 00:35:02,112 --> 00:35:04,590 Allison was in love with the both of us. 754 00:35:04,615 --> 00:35:06,293 And at the time, I didn't believe it. 755 00:35:06,318 --> 00:35:07,505 I... 756 00:35:07,987 --> 00:35:11,900 I thought no one could love more than one person at once. 757 00:35:11,925 --> 00:35:13,678 I-I thought... 758 00:35:14,670 --> 00:35:18,283 I thought love couldn't be divided like that. 759 00:35:18,308 --> 00:35:20,286 But now I do. 760 00:35:20,311 --> 00:35:21,888 I believe it. 761 00:35:21,913 --> 00:35:24,592 And I am sorry for the lies, 762 00:35:24,617 --> 00:35:27,463 and I'm sorry for the betrayal. 763 00:35:27,488 --> 00:35:30,362 I was a bad friend, and I was selfish. 764 00:35:31,307 --> 00:35:34,074 And I never, ever meant to hurt you. 765 00:35:42,023 --> 00:35:45,169 I could never stay mad at anybody for loving Allison. 766 00:35:47,297 --> 00:35:49,108 She's Allison. 767 00:36:00,013 --> 00:36:01,223 Ah. 768 00:36:01,248 --> 00:36:03,193 Honey. I think I've cracked it. 769 00:36:03,218 --> 00:36:05,029 That's great, dear. 770 00:36:05,054 --> 00:36:06,231 All right. Okay. 771 00:36:06,256 --> 00:36:08,968 So, here we go. Um... 772 00:36:08,993 --> 00:36:10,175 "Thank you very much. 773 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:13,908 I can't tell you what an honor it is to be here." 774 00:36:13,933 --> 00:36:15,778 Well, wait. Why don't you make it funny? 775 00:36:15,803 --> 00:36:17,414 Make a joke of it. 776 00:36:17,439 --> 00:36:19,150 Oh. That's a good point. That's a good point. 777 00:36:19,175 --> 00:36:20,219 Joke. Yeah. Okay. 778 00:36:20,244 --> 00:36:21,648 Um... 779 00:36:21,673 --> 00:36:25,159 "Also, I can't tell you how many times 780 00:36:25,184 --> 00:36:28,230 I've rewritten this presentation." 781 00:36:34,449 --> 00:36:35,985 Nervous? 782 00:36:36,010 --> 00:36:37,154 ...Energized. 783 00:36:38,415 --> 00:36:40,059 Break a leg. 784 00:36:40,084 --> 00:36:41,151 Okay. 785 00:36:47,605 --> 00:36:49,349 Look at you. 786 00:36:49,373 --> 00:36:50,750 Come back to Boston. 787 00:36:50,774 --> 00:36:51,785 What? 788 00:36:51,809 --> 00:36:53,320 With me. Come back with me. 789 00:36:53,344 --> 00:36:55,322 You want me to... 790 00:36:55,346 --> 00:36:57,991 move back to Boston to be with you? 791 00:36:58,015 --> 00:36:59,192 Yes. 792 00:36:59,216 --> 00:37:01,328 Or I'll move to Seattle. 793 00:37:01,352 --> 00:37:03,763 I know. It's crazy. 794 00:37:03,787 --> 00:37:05,665 But this happens, right? 795 00:37:05,689 --> 00:37:08,491 I mean, sometimes you just meet somebody and you know. 796 00:37:09,526 --> 00:37:11,805 And, look, after my mom died, 797 00:37:11,829 --> 00:37:13,673 I-I've been a little bit... 798 00:37:13,697 --> 00:37:15,875 you know... seize the day. 799 00:37:15,899 --> 00:37:17,444 "O Captain! My Captain!" 800 00:37:17,468 --> 00:37:19,079 - "Dead Poets Society." - "Dead Poets Society." 801 00:37:19,103 --> 00:37:20,670 - It's my second favorite... - It's my second favorite... 802 00:37:21,905 --> 00:37:24,217 So, I'm... I'm a person who... 803 00:37:24,241 --> 00:37:25,819 I need time to make decisions. 804 00:37:25,843 --> 00:37:29,322 I need to weigh and measure and make spreadsheets. 805 00:37:29,346 --> 00:37:30,257 Got it. 806 00:37:30,281 --> 00:37:31,458 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. 807 00:37:31,482 --> 00:37:33,326 Take as much time as you need. 808 00:37:33,350 --> 00:37:34,361 Get a focus group together. 809 00:37:34,385 --> 00:37:36,229 Do a study. Write a paper. 810 00:37:36,253 --> 00:37:37,397 Okay. 811 00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:38,932 I just don't think that I'm gonna feel 812 00:37:38,956 --> 00:37:41,234 any differently about this in a few hours 813 00:37:41,258 --> 00:37:42,952 or a few months. 814 00:37:43,394 --> 00:37:44,621 But... 815 00:37:45,696 --> 00:37:47,073 you do you. 816 00:38:06,870 --> 00:38:08,048 Over three decades 817 00:38:08,073 --> 00:38:12,219 as a surgeon, teacher, and chief of surgery 818 00:38:12,244 --> 00:38:14,689 at Seattle's Grey-Sloan Memorial Hospital... 819 00:38:14,714 --> 00:38:17,527 Jackson! Nothing's showing yet. 820 00:38:17,552 --> 00:38:19,763 I know, Ma. Calm down. 821 00:38:19,788 --> 00:38:21,299 You said this was gonna work. 822 00:38:21,324 --> 00:38:22,668 Will you sit down, please? 823 00:38:22,693 --> 00:38:24,627 I'm working on it. 824 00:38:25,815 --> 00:38:29,228 Our next speaker has built a sterling reputation. 825 00:38:29,253 --> 00:38:30,964 In Washington and abroad... 826 00:38:30,989 --> 00:38:33,300 How do you know how to do this stuff? 827 00:38:33,325 --> 00:38:35,426 Everyone knows how to do this stuff, Mom. 828 00:38:36,914 --> 00:38:40,093 ...and his medical judgment is second to none. 829 00:38:40,117 --> 00:38:44,397 Please join me in welcoming my colleague and friend 830 00:38:44,421 --> 00:38:46,232 Dr. Richard Webber. 831 00:38:46,256 --> 00:38:47,467 Whoo-hoo! 832 00:38:47,491 --> 00:38:49,569 I think I just heard Auntie Maggie say "Whoo-hoo!" 833 00:38:49,593 --> 00:38:50,603 Me too. 834 00:38:52,796 --> 00:38:54,407 Oh, did it start? 835 00:38:54,431 --> 00:38:56,142 He's going on right now. 836 00:38:56,166 --> 00:38:57,266 I'm sorry. 837 00:39:00,404 --> 00:39:02,505 Thank you so much, Cynthia. 838 00:39:04,575 --> 00:39:08,054 I can't tell you what an honor it is to be here. 839 00:39:08,078 --> 00:39:10,023 Also, I can't tell you how many times 840 00:39:10,047 --> 00:39:12,325 I've rewritten this presentation. 841 00:39:14,818 --> 00:39:16,563 I've worked hard... 842 00:39:16,587 --> 00:39:18,131 He looks good. 843 00:39:18,155 --> 00:39:19,666 ...to develop the PATH pen... 844 00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:21,701 I'm just pointing it out. ...but... 845 00:39:21,725 --> 00:39:23,503 that's not why I'm here anymore. 846 00:39:23,527 --> 00:39:27,507 Because this morning, with my brilliant wife's help... 847 00:39:27,531 --> 00:39:29,265 What's that? ...I have figured out... 848 00:39:30,418 --> 00:39:33,346 ...how to cure cancer. 849 00:39:34,848 --> 00:39:38,585 Now, good cells need favorable conditions, 850 00:39:38,609 --> 00:39:41,144 nurturing and loving conditions. 851 00:39:42,679 --> 00:39:45,225 What is he doing? What is happening? 852 00:39:45,249 --> 00:39:46,192 I don't know. 853 00:39:46,216 --> 00:39:47,694 Think of everything in... in your life. 854 00:39:47,718 --> 00:39:51,564 Every moment, every cell, every atom 855 00:39:51,588 --> 00:39:56,136 as having a simple positive or negative charge, 856 00:39:56,160 --> 00:39:59,506 which is just... you know... 857 00:39:59,530 --> 00:40:02,208 good or bad, right? 858 00:40:02,232 --> 00:40:03,510 Something is wrong. 859 00:40:03,534 --> 00:40:05,011 Um... 860 00:40:05,335 --> 00:40:07,480 Okay, uh... let's see. 861 00:40:07,504 --> 00:40:08,681 Um... 862 00:40:08,705 --> 00:40:10,383 Uh-huh. 863 00:40:10,407 --> 00:40:11,418 Ah. Okay. 864 00:40:11,442 --> 00:40:14,387 So, um, now, it's not fair to blame 865 00:40:14,411 --> 00:40:19,826 the environment or toxins o-or... or family history. 866 00:40:19,850 --> 00:40:21,561 Um... 867 00:40:21,585 --> 00:40:23,696 cells need apologies. 868 00:40:23,720 --> 00:40:25,365 Dear Lord. 869 00:40:25,389 --> 00:40:26,966 - He's drunk. - They need to know on an elemental level 870 00:40:26,990 --> 00:40:28,902 that we are sorry. 871 00:40:28,926 --> 00:40:30,570 What's Uncle Richard saying? 872 00:40:30,594 --> 00:40:31,538 I don't know. 873 00:40:31,562 --> 00:40:32,894 Will you go grab my phone? 874 00:40:34,598 --> 00:40:35,695 Um... 875 00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:38,211 Okay. Um... 876 00:40:38,235 --> 00:40:39,512 Uh... 877 00:40:39,536 --> 00:40:41,915 Circle! I-I need the circle! 878 00:40:41,939 --> 00:40:43,116 No. 879 00:40:43,140 --> 00:40:45,585 Here we go. Where... 880 00:40:45,609 --> 00:40:46,753 Okay, I'm... 881 00:40:46,777 --> 00:40:48,621 I need a... circle. 882 00:40:48,645 --> 00:40:49,856 Ah. 883 00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:52,826 So, um, if we divide a circle into fourths 884 00:40:52,850 --> 00:40:55,728 and then we remove one of those fourths... 885 00:40:55,752 --> 00:40:57,430 We have to get him down from there. 886 00:40:57,454 --> 00:40:59,199 I'll call for a gurney and oxygen. 887 00:40:59,223 --> 00:41:01,468 ...now a third of... of the remainder. 888 00:41:01,492 --> 00:41:03,236 Um... you see? 889 00:41:03,260 --> 00:41:06,539 Okay, a-and then all of the pieces will continue 890 00:41:06,563 --> 00:41:08,575 to make... make the whole, 891 00:41:08,599 --> 00:41:11,377 eh, if the whole is filled with... 892 00:41:11,401 --> 00:41:12,579 with, uh, evidence. 893 00:41:12,603 --> 00:41:15,114 Now, this evidence that we're talking about is... 894 00:41:15,138 --> 00:41:16,216 Richard, Richard, Richard. 895 00:41:16,240 --> 00:41:17,650 Richard. Okay? 896 00:41:17,674 --> 00:41:19,252 We're gonna take you home. You're not feeling well. 897 00:41:19,276 --> 00:41:20,653 Uh, you know what? I'm... I'm fine. 898 00:41:20,677 --> 00:41:22,288 You're... You're... You're embarrassing me. 899 00:41:22,312 --> 00:41:24,624 I'm... I'm sorry, ladies and gentlemen. 900 00:41:24,648 --> 00:41:26,482 But the historic illusion of, uh... 901 00:41:26,506 --> 00:41:27,527 Please, Richard. 902 00:41:29,486 --> 00:41:30,797 W-Who are you? 903 00:41:30,821 --> 00:41:33,022 It's me. It's... It's Maggie. 904 00:41:34,591 --> 00:41:36,603 Um... Um, oh... oh... but... 905 00:41:36,627 --> 00:41:37,804 Oh, yes. Yes. 906 00:41:37,828 --> 00:41:39,305 - The... The historical illusion that... - Okay. 907 00:41:39,329 --> 00:41:40,327 Dr. Webber. 908 00:41:40,351 --> 00:41:41,413 Get your hands off of me! 909 00:41:41,437 --> 00:41:42,642 Oh! 910 00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:43,877 - Uh, if... if... - Somebody please call 911! 911 00:41:43,901 --> 00:41:45,144 I think he's having a stroke. 912 00:41:45,168 --> 00:41:46,513 And can somebody turn on the lights? 913 00:41:46,537 --> 00:41:48,014 I have to finish my... my presentation. 914 00:41:48,038 --> 00:41:49,839 - I-I gotta finish this. - Oh, my God. 915 00:42:00,617 --> 00:42:01,828 Maggie. What's happening? 916 00:42:01,852 --> 00:42:03,630 I don't know. 917 00:42:04,672 --> 00:42:06,699 I'm not sure I really believe you're here. 918 00:42:06,723 --> 00:42:07,667 There's coffee. 919 00:42:07,691 --> 00:42:08,968 Oh. That's a good point.