1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:02,080 Jon, when you left us... 2 00:00:02,105 --> 00:00:04,850 Hey, it's Jon. Do me a favor. Love each other. 3 00:00:04,875 --> 00:00:06,686 ... our world came crashing down. 4 00:00:06,710 --> 00:00:08,321 What is this? 5 00:00:08,345 --> 00:00:10,557 You spoke at his funeral! 6 00:00:10,581 --> 00:00:12,258 I trusted you! 7 00:00:13,417 --> 00:00:15,085 - But somehow... - This is for you. 8 00:00:15,110 --> 00:00:16,367 ... we found ways to heal... 9 00:00:16,392 --> 00:00:19,218 - Finally did it. I quit my job! - ... to move on... 10 00:00:19,243 --> 00:00:21,467 It doesn't have to mean anything. Just have some fun. 11 00:00:21,492 --> 00:00:22,492 ... to find ourselves. 12 00:00:22,517 --> 00:00:24,237 Of course I'm still interested in the fellowship. 13 00:00:24,261 --> 00:00:25,271 I would love to do it. 14 00:00:25,295 --> 00:00:26,639 Your Aunt Lindsay's an alcoholic, 15 00:00:26,663 --> 00:00:28,608 and I have the same problem. 16 00:00:28,632 --> 00:00:30,810 Since I've been sober, I've been thinking a lot. 17 00:00:30,834 --> 00:00:31,913 Do you remember the lake house? 18 00:00:31,937 --> 00:00:33,480 You ever wonder why we stopped going? 19 00:00:33,504 --> 00:00:34,944 Doesn't mean we don't miss you. 20 00:00:34,969 --> 00:00:37,649 You keep saying that you need to know who you are without cancer. 21 00:00:37,674 --> 00:00:40,020 Maybe I need to figure out who I am without you. 22 00:00:40,044 --> 00:00:41,929 I just wish I could've been there for you... 23 00:00:41,954 --> 00:00:44,067 I didn't stay by your side and Rutledge you through chemo 24 00:00:44,091 --> 00:00:45,823 so you could piss your life away. 25 00:00:45,848 --> 00:00:47,153 ... the way you were for us. 26 00:00:47,178 --> 00:00:48,611 You're gonna beat this. 27 00:00:56,626 --> 00:00:59,171 Jon, after this game, why don't you take it easy, okay? 28 00:00:59,196 --> 00:01:00,323 Here comes Kyrie. 29 00:01:00,348 --> 00:01:01,592 And from way downtown... 30 00:01:01,617 --> 00:01:03,829 Bang! And the crowd goes wild! 31 00:01:03,854 --> 00:01:06,135 Whoa, dude. Your IV. 32 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:07,714 Oh, and he steals the ball! 33 00:01:07,739 --> 00:01:09,378 Would you stop moving, please? 34 00:01:09,403 --> 00:01:10,909 Hey, you're running out of time. 35 00:01:10,934 --> 00:01:12,690 What? 36 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:17,709 Well, if I can get this back in, you'll have more time, alright? 37 00:01:17,734 --> 00:01:19,076 Oh! 38 00:01:19,101 --> 00:01:20,746 - What is this? - Tatum sets the moving pick. 39 00:01:20,770 --> 00:01:21,914 Why is this not... 40 00:01:24,046 --> 00:01:25,423 Phone charger? 41 00:01:25,448 --> 00:01:26,748 Jon, this isn't... 42 00:01:27,029 --> 00:01:28,990 Mendez moves the ball down court... 43 00:01:29,015 --> 00:01:30,296 Oh, but he gets trapped in the corner! 44 00:01:30,320 --> 00:01:32,272 - This isn't gonna work, man. - What's he gonna do? 45 00:01:32,296 --> 00:01:34,764 There's 10 seconds left. Can he get the shot? 46 00:01:34,789 --> 00:01:37,467 I need some help in here! Somebody help me! 47 00:01:37,600 --> 00:01:38,600 Eight... 48 00:01:38,625 --> 00:01:40,403 Seven, six, 49 00:01:40,428 --> 00:01:42,325 five, four, three... 50 00:01:42,350 --> 00:01:45,215 - Is this really what you want? - ... two, one. 51 00:01:46,623 --> 00:01:47,848 Too late, Gary. 52 00:01:47,873 --> 00:01:49,864 - No. No. - It's over. 53 00:01:50,480 --> 00:01:51,689 Maggie, wait! 54 00:01:51,714 --> 00:01:53,280 I... 55 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:56,478 Jon. Jon?! 56 00:02:02,197 --> 00:02:07,290 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 57 00:02:07,510 --> 00:02:09,420 Hey, it's Jon. 58 00:02:09,445 --> 00:02:11,593 I was hoping to speak to you, not just leave a message, 59 00:02:11,617 --> 00:02:13,428 but, uh... 60 00:02:13,453 --> 00:02:15,600 I just need you to do me a favor. 61 00:02:16,858 --> 00:02:18,636 Love each other. 62 00:02:20,351 --> 00:02:22,217 Is that the voicemail again? 63 00:02:23,267 --> 00:02:25,896 Eddie, you have to stop torturing yourself. 64 00:02:25,921 --> 00:02:27,725 I don't think I should go 65 00:02:27,750 --> 00:02:30,196 to this dinner for Jon tonight. 66 00:02:30,221 --> 00:02:32,459 Of course you should! It's been a year. 67 00:02:32,484 --> 00:02:33,709 Delilah wants everyone there. 68 00:02:33,734 --> 00:02:35,857 Well, Sophie doesn't. 69 00:02:36,034 --> 00:02:38,079 She's barely talked to me in months. 70 00:02:38,104 --> 00:02:39,873 She just... 71 00:02:40,314 --> 00:02:42,178 needs more time. 72 00:02:43,125 --> 00:02:44,662 Yeah, I guess. 73 00:02:44,687 --> 00:02:46,098 Hey, you look great. 74 00:02:46,123 --> 00:02:47,928 - Oh, yeah? - You ready for your interview? 75 00:02:47,953 --> 00:02:49,452 I thought you were gonna wear the pinstripes. 76 00:02:49,476 --> 00:02:52,459 I was. But Charlie thought this would be better. 77 00:02:52,484 --> 00:02:54,381 Oh, yeah? How'd she tell you that? 78 00:02:54,406 --> 00:02:56,311 - She spit up all over the other one. - Ah. 79 00:02:56,336 --> 00:02:58,950 But that's okay, Charlie, 'cause you were totally right. 80 00:02:58,975 --> 00:03:02,943 All hail Pharaoh Theo! 81 00:03:02,968 --> 00:03:03,968 What is happening? 82 00:03:03,993 --> 00:03:05,637 It's for his biography presentation. 83 00:03:05,662 --> 00:03:07,640 He picked King Tut. 84 00:03:07,665 --> 00:03:10,623 He was only 9 years old when he ruled. 85 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:12,920 Back then, the laws were a lot looser. 86 00:03:14,046 --> 00:03:16,037 I was clearly born at the wrong time. 87 00:03:17,453 --> 00:03:18,632 Oh, that must be Darcy and Liam. 88 00:03:18,656 --> 00:03:21,592 Liam, the purpose of the knock is for them to let you in. 89 00:03:21,617 --> 00:03:22,618 We're here! 90 00:03:22,642 --> 00:03:24,428 - Liam, shoes. - Hey, Darcy. 91 00:03:24,453 --> 00:03:26,592 - Liam's here! - Oh, hey. Cool hat. 92 00:03:26,617 --> 00:03:28,624 - Hey, Theo. - Thanks again for watching the kids. 93 00:03:28,648 --> 00:03:29,827 - Sure. No problem. - I got to run. 94 00:03:29,851 --> 00:03:30,950 Hey. 95 00:03:31,467 --> 00:03:33,225 You got this. Crush it. 96 00:03:33,250 --> 00:03:34,545 Totally crush it. 97 00:03:34,570 --> 00:03:36,436 Consider it crushed. 98 00:03:37,670 --> 00:03:39,795 Okay, this is gonna be a little awkward... 99 00:03:40,566 --> 00:03:43,029 but it's better that you're hearing this from a friend... 100 00:03:43,054 --> 00:03:44,186 You're white. 101 00:03:44,211 --> 00:03:45,670 You cannot pull off those shoes. 102 00:03:45,695 --> 00:03:46,827 Don't worry about the parking. 103 00:03:46,851 --> 00:03:48,930 Dad, I'm picking you up and taking you there. 104 00:03:48,955 --> 00:03:50,133 Dude, hurry up and get off the phone. 105 00:03:50,157 --> 00:03:51,358 We're making fun of Ed's shoes. 106 00:03:51,382 --> 00:03:53,420 Pops, we talked about this. 107 00:03:53,445 --> 00:03:54,489 You are going. 108 00:03:54,514 --> 00:03:56,193 I-I'm picking you up at noon. 109 00:03:57,320 --> 00:03:58,850 - Your dad, huh? - Yeah. 110 00:03:58,875 --> 00:04:00,718 I'm taking him to his first therapy session later. 111 00:04:00,742 --> 00:04:02,701 That shrink is gonna need a shrink. 112 00:04:03,016 --> 00:04:05,771 Gentlemen, I am glad we are doing this today. 113 00:04:05,796 --> 00:04:07,073 - Yeah, man. - Yeah, me too. 114 00:04:07,098 --> 00:04:09,248 And if Jon were here, I know exactly what he'd do. 115 00:04:09,273 --> 00:04:11,756 He would huddle us in a circle, and he'd say, 116 00:04:11,781 --> 00:04:14,014 "What in the hell are those?" 117 00:04:14,350 --> 00:04:15,559 I told you. 118 00:04:15,584 --> 00:04:16,959 What? They're cool! 119 00:04:16,984 --> 00:04:18,873 Yeah, like, on Nick Cannon. 120 00:04:22,340 --> 00:04:24,857 Mr. Mendez. Texting, or you playing? 121 00:04:24,882 --> 00:04:26,896 Oh, he's playing. Just a different game. 122 00:04:26,921 --> 00:04:28,842 Last night, he went one-on-one 123 00:04:28,867 --> 00:04:30,873 with the cashier from that new laser tag place, 124 00:04:30,898 --> 00:04:32,279 which we can now never go to. 125 00:04:32,304 --> 00:04:33,607 Wait, you got her number 126 00:04:33,632 --> 00:04:35,764 while you were chaperoning Theo's playdate? 127 00:04:35,789 --> 00:04:38,257 - Look, I... - May I field this one? 128 00:04:38,281 --> 00:04:40,815 Theo's friend's mom scored the digits. 129 00:04:40,981 --> 00:04:43,131 You got a mom to do your dirty work? 130 00:04:43,156 --> 00:04:45,006 - I know. - It's whack, right? 131 00:04:45,381 --> 00:04:46,740 "Digits"? 132 00:04:46,765 --> 00:04:47,976 "Whack"? 133 00:04:48,001 --> 00:04:49,945 This is why you can't wear those shoes. 134 00:04:49,970 --> 00:04:51,686 You know what? 135 00:04:53,474 --> 00:04:54,997 Am I doing this right? 136 00:04:55,478 --> 00:04:57,312 Honestly? 137 00:04:57,337 --> 00:04:58,715 Sure. 138 00:04:58,805 --> 00:05:00,256 Just crank evenly. 139 00:05:00,281 --> 00:05:01,412 Okay. 140 00:05:01,437 --> 00:05:02,521 Evenly. 141 00:05:02,546 --> 00:05:03,920 I thought I was. 142 00:05:06,191 --> 00:05:07,818 Hi! 143 00:05:07,843 --> 00:05:09,100 - Hi. - Hi! 144 00:05:09,125 --> 00:05:10,969 I just dropped by to see if I could help. 145 00:05:10,994 --> 00:05:12,205 Perfect timing. 146 00:05:12,230 --> 00:05:13,615 She's tagging in. 147 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:15,201 - Mwah. - You know what? This is good. 148 00:05:15,226 --> 00:05:17,521 I actually need to take care of some stuff at work. 149 00:05:17,546 --> 00:05:18,896 But I will be back tonight. 150 00:05:18,921 --> 00:05:20,357 Thank you. 151 00:05:20,382 --> 00:05:22,896 And thank you all for being here. 152 00:05:22,921 --> 00:05:24,765 It means a lot to me and the kids. 153 00:05:24,790 --> 00:05:27,467 Even though he's gone, Jon's still bringing us together. 154 00:05:29,896 --> 00:05:32,779 I'm sorry, D. Uh, I didn't mean to... 155 00:05:32,804 --> 00:05:34,553 What? No. No, no, no, no. It's not you. 156 00:05:34,578 --> 00:05:37,584 No. It's just, um... Just the whole day. 157 00:05:38,098 --> 00:05:40,912 I'm gonna go, uh, get some dishes. 158 00:05:40,937 --> 00:05:42,795 - D? - Yeah, let me. 159 00:05:43,265 --> 00:05:47,294 You just, uh, stay here and crank evenly. 160 00:05:47,319 --> 00:05:49,255 Mm-hmm. That's right. 161 00:05:50,344 --> 00:05:51,872 How'd the job interview go? 162 00:05:51,897 --> 00:05:54,318 They made me an offer in the room. 163 00:05:54,343 --> 00:05:56,185 Well, don't sound so excited. 164 00:05:56,210 --> 00:05:57,889 There's something that one of the partners said 165 00:05:57,913 --> 00:06:00,138 that bugged me. 166 00:06:00,163 --> 00:06:02,794 He said, "You know, it'll be good 167 00:06:02,819 --> 00:06:04,724 to have someone like you on the team." 168 00:06:04,749 --> 00:06:07,233 Oh, God, and let me guess. He had no idea how offensive that was. 169 00:06:07,257 --> 00:06:08,768 None. 170 00:06:08,793 --> 00:06:12,310 I just feel like I'm going out of the frying pan 171 00:06:12,335 --> 00:06:15,294 into another frying pan. 172 00:06:15,335 --> 00:06:17,131 Well, if you don't think it's gonna make you happy, 173 00:06:17,155 --> 00:06:18,950 hold out for something else. 174 00:06:19,454 --> 00:06:21,232 I'm sorry. 175 00:06:21,257 --> 00:06:23,513 Today's not the day to talk about this. 176 00:06:23,538 --> 00:06:25,049 Hey. 177 00:06:25,074 --> 00:06:27,818 A year ago, our friend killed himself. 178 00:06:27,843 --> 00:06:31,029 I can't think of a better time to talk about our happiness. 179 00:06:36,067 --> 00:06:37,907 How are the kids doing? 180 00:06:38,229 --> 00:06:41,197 Sometimes I feel they're stronger than I am. 181 00:06:41,222 --> 00:06:43,166 Oh, and if today wasn't hard enough, 182 00:06:43,191 --> 00:06:46,306 guess who texted while we were at the cemetery? 183 00:06:47,173 --> 00:06:48,657 - Miles. - Okay. 184 00:06:48,682 --> 00:06:50,861 Yeah, admittedly, not the best timing. 185 00:06:50,886 --> 00:06:52,564 You think? 186 00:06:52,589 --> 00:06:53,838 It was supposed to be a one-night thing. 187 00:06:53,862 --> 00:06:55,197 I don't know why he's texting. 188 00:06:55,222 --> 00:06:58,470 Oh, that's because Millennials prefer texting over phone calls. 189 00:06:58,495 --> 00:07:01,267 Exactly. He's way too young for me. 190 00:07:01,292 --> 00:07:03,587 Our lives are completely different. 191 00:07:03,612 --> 00:07:06,673 Yeah, 'cause his life is texting a beautiful woman, 192 00:07:06,698 --> 00:07:09,720 and your life is ignoring a hot man. 193 00:07:09,745 --> 00:07:12,001 Whatever happened to having a little fun? 194 00:07:12,643 --> 00:07:14,921 I'm not sure I'm ready to move on. 195 00:07:14,946 --> 00:07:16,978 Well, if you're not ready, that's fine. 196 00:07:17,003 --> 00:07:19,306 But if it's because you feel guilty or... 197 00:07:19,331 --> 00:07:21,728 you think you don't deserve it, 198 00:07:21,753 --> 00:07:23,470 I don't accept that. 199 00:07:26,926 --> 00:07:28,409 That's... That's got to be the worst 200 00:07:28,434 --> 00:07:29,668 I think I've ever seen you play. 201 00:07:29,692 --> 00:07:31,870 - He's gonna think... - It's the shoes! 202 00:07:32,097 --> 00:07:34,268 - You see what you did? - Sorry. 203 00:07:36,112 --> 00:07:38,018 Hey, uh... 204 00:07:38,043 --> 00:07:40,989 I had that dream about him again last night. 205 00:07:42,371 --> 00:07:45,214 There were some fun new additions this time. 206 00:07:45,335 --> 00:07:47,143 Maggie was there. 207 00:07:47,168 --> 00:07:49,378 Leaving me again. It was awesome. 208 00:07:49,403 --> 00:07:52,799 And the chemo machine was plugged in with a-a phone charger. 209 00:07:54,410 --> 00:07:57,065 Come on! No jokes about me dumping women 210 00:07:57,090 --> 00:07:58,868 for leaving phone chargers at my place? 211 00:07:58,893 --> 00:08:02,018 If you recall, Jon was all over that last time we saw him. 212 00:08:02,569 --> 00:08:04,581 A year ago, I called you out 213 00:08:04,606 --> 00:08:06,307 for not quitting a job that you hated 214 00:08:06,332 --> 00:08:08,956 and you for staying in a loveless marriage. 215 00:08:09,339 --> 00:08:10,839 Congratulations. You both did it. 216 00:08:10,864 --> 00:08:12,558 You... you... you both turned your life around. 217 00:08:12,582 --> 00:08:13,960 Me? 218 00:08:13,985 --> 00:08:15,760 Nothing's changed. 219 00:08:17,163 --> 00:08:18,741 Still pissing my life away. 220 00:08:18,766 --> 00:08:20,264 Gary, don't say that. Come on. 221 00:08:20,289 --> 00:08:23,342 I am incapable... of real emotion. 222 00:08:23,367 --> 00:08:27,123 Although, to be fair, emotion can be dangerous. 223 00:08:27,148 --> 00:08:28,558 Just ask the guy who offed himself. 224 00:08:28,583 --> 00:08:30,028 Oh, wait, we can't. 225 00:08:30,053 --> 00:08:31,272 - Whoa. - Dude. 226 00:08:31,297 --> 00:08:32,563 Careful what you say. Last person who 227 00:08:32,587 --> 00:08:34,890 questioned my life decisions ended up killing themself. 228 00:08:34,915 --> 00:08:36,827 So bust my balls, 229 00:08:36,852 --> 00:08:38,883 then find a tall building to throw yourselves off of. 230 00:08:46,850 --> 00:08:48,661 There's my angry friend. 231 00:08:49,842 --> 00:08:50,930 Where's Rome? 232 00:08:52,103 --> 00:08:54,522 He's driving his dad to therapy. 233 00:08:55,057 --> 00:08:57,270 He should've taken me with him. 234 00:08:57,294 --> 00:08:58,817 Sorry about all that. 235 00:08:58,842 --> 00:08:59,939 Believe me. 236 00:08:59,963 --> 00:09:02,295 I get it. 237 00:09:02,833 --> 00:09:05,208 I dreamt about him last week. 238 00:09:07,612 --> 00:09:09,255 That guy gets around. 239 00:09:10,600 --> 00:09:14,702 Yeah, I don't remember much, but it was weird. 240 00:09:16,131 --> 00:09:19,141 We were on a boat, and I was drinking... 241 00:09:20,736 --> 00:09:23,235 Mm. 242 00:09:23,260 --> 00:09:24,844 Hey, grab me another beer, will you? 243 00:09:24,869 --> 00:09:26,626 You know I can't do that. 244 00:09:27,003 --> 00:09:28,114 Fine. 245 00:09:28,139 --> 00:09:30,084 I'll just get it myself. 246 00:09:40,716 --> 00:09:42,028 Jon? 247 00:09:42,053 --> 00:09:43,586 Jon! 248 00:09:44,174 --> 00:09:45,539 Jon! 249 00:09:46,623 --> 00:09:48,289 Jon! 250 00:09:49,751 --> 00:09:52,024 Aah! Jon! 251 00:09:52,049 --> 00:09:53,305 Just grab my hand! 252 00:09:53,330 --> 00:09:55,024 Right... Grab my hand! 253 00:10:02,768 --> 00:10:05,629 When I finally got ahold of him, it wasn't him. 254 00:10:06,344 --> 00:10:09,652 It was this girl's hand reaching out to me. 255 00:10:09,677 --> 00:10:11,770 All I remember 256 00:10:11,795 --> 00:10:14,402 is this teal nail polish. 257 00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:18,831 Weird, huh? 258 00:10:19,283 --> 00:10:21,316 Is it? 259 00:10:21,677 --> 00:10:23,922 You know, I don't think you need Freud 260 00:10:23,947 --> 00:10:25,692 to figure this one out. 261 00:10:25,717 --> 00:10:27,667 Who else you feeling guilty about? 262 00:10:28,955 --> 00:10:30,964 A teenage girl maybe? 263 00:10:31,492 --> 00:10:33,886 Sophie. Of course. 264 00:10:34,294 --> 00:10:36,659 And the beer is because you're an alcoholic. 265 00:10:37,149 --> 00:10:38,149 - Yeah. - Yeah. 266 00:10:38,174 --> 00:10:39,573 Thanks. 267 00:10:40,600 --> 00:10:43,582 Your mom, she loved her hymns. 268 00:10:43,607 --> 00:10:44,660 Yeah, I know, Pop. 269 00:10:44,685 --> 00:10:46,575 But we're gonna miss your appointment if we don't leave soon. 270 00:10:46,599 --> 00:10:48,926 Good, 'cause I don't even know what I'm supposed to talk about. 271 00:10:48,950 --> 00:10:50,777 He's just gonna ask you some questions, 272 00:10:50,809 --> 00:10:52,315 and you're gonna have a conversation. 273 00:10:52,340 --> 00:10:54,918 And you'll see... having somebody to talk to is great. 274 00:10:54,943 --> 00:10:56,550 Why can't I talk to Maggie? 275 00:10:56,575 --> 00:10:57,986 At least she's not a stranger. 276 00:10:58,011 --> 00:11:00,152 Not appropriate. Believe me, I've tried. 277 00:11:00,177 --> 00:11:01,785 I like her. 278 00:11:01,894 --> 00:11:03,394 She fought cancer. 279 00:11:03,419 --> 00:11:04,550 That takes guts. 280 00:11:04,575 --> 00:11:06,902 Totally. Let's talk about it in the car. 281 00:11:07,675 --> 00:11:09,371 I read your script. 282 00:11:13,536 --> 00:11:14,739 Found it in your mother's drawer 283 00:11:14,763 --> 00:11:16,241 when I was going through her things. 284 00:11:16,266 --> 00:11:20,433 The cover says "based on a true story". 285 00:11:20,956 --> 00:11:22,496 So, is it true? 286 00:11:22,521 --> 00:11:24,886 The part about you taking all those pills? 287 00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:29,907 Yeah. 288 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:33,891 - But I'm in a much better place... - How could you not tell me? 289 00:11:36,247 --> 00:11:37,358 I tried to tell you. 290 00:11:37,383 --> 00:11:38,861 Was that before or after 291 00:11:38,886 --> 00:11:40,727 you decided to write a whole movie about it? 292 00:11:40,752 --> 00:11:42,649 What do you think I was trying to do 293 00:11:42,674 --> 00:11:43,951 the day that we fixed my sink? 294 00:11:43,976 --> 00:11:45,032 And all you ended up doing 295 00:11:45,057 --> 00:11:47,196 was shaming me for taking antidepressants. 296 00:11:47,221 --> 00:11:49,332 When we lost your mother, 297 00:11:49,357 --> 00:11:52,303 you said we needed to talk more. 298 00:11:52,328 --> 00:11:54,797 The whole reason I agreed to see a shrink 299 00:11:54,822 --> 00:11:57,672 was because we were trying to do things differently. 300 00:11:57,697 --> 00:11:59,258 So you know what? 301 00:11:59,616 --> 00:12:01,586 I'm not going. 302 00:12:01,837 --> 00:12:03,181 Why should I talk to anyone 303 00:12:03,206 --> 00:12:05,540 when you can't even talk to your own father? 304 00:12:09,050 --> 00:12:10,903 See? 305 00:12:11,598 --> 00:12:13,153 This. 306 00:12:13,882 --> 00:12:18,091 Your reaction is exactly why I didn't tell you. 307 00:12:18,581 --> 00:12:22,192 You find out that I... I tried to kill myself, 308 00:12:22,217 --> 00:12:24,598 and instead of making sure that I'm okay, 309 00:12:24,623 --> 00:12:26,395 once again, you attack me. 310 00:12:26,420 --> 00:12:29,294 Talking about Maggie's brave for fighting cancer? 311 00:12:29,319 --> 00:12:32,064 I'm... I'm fighting a disease! 312 00:12:32,089 --> 00:12:33,895 I'm brave, too! 313 00:12:34,500 --> 00:12:35,809 You know what? 314 00:12:35,834 --> 00:12:37,979 Do what you want. Do what you want. 315 00:12:38,004 --> 00:12:40,411 I don't care if you don't go. 316 00:12:40,436 --> 00:12:42,169 I'm done trying to help you. 317 00:12:52,428 --> 00:12:54,395 Mom, Eddie's here. 318 00:12:54,420 --> 00:12:57,130 Uh, hey, ac... actually, can we talk for a second? 319 00:13:02,833 --> 00:13:05,168 I heard you haven't been playing guitar. 320 00:13:10,686 --> 00:13:14,591 Look, all I know is that... 321 00:13:15,599 --> 00:13:18,066 during the toughest times of my life, 322 00:13:18,091 --> 00:13:20,020 music was there for me. 323 00:13:20,045 --> 00:13:24,513 And I just don't want you to give up something that you love 324 00:13:25,262 --> 00:13:28,817 and something that you are so good at. 325 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:35,641 Well, you're right, Eddie. 326 00:13:36,181 --> 00:13:38,141 Music is an escape. 327 00:13:38,822 --> 00:13:41,133 Or at least it should be. 328 00:13:41,158 --> 00:13:43,236 Except now, every time I pick up a guitar, 329 00:13:43,261 --> 00:13:45,139 all I think about is you. 330 00:13:45,293 --> 00:13:48,524 It was bad enough what you did to my dad, 331 00:13:48,549 --> 00:13:51,751 but during all those lessons, during all those songs, 332 00:13:52,318 --> 00:13:54,501 you were also lying to me. 333 00:13:56,455 --> 00:13:57,967 Soph... 334 00:13:57,992 --> 00:13:59,436 Don't. 335 00:14:03,020 --> 00:14:04,165 I'm sorry. 336 00:14:04,190 --> 00:14:05,321 No, it's okay. 337 00:14:05,346 --> 00:14:06,438 I'll talk to her. 338 00:14:06,463 --> 00:14:07,946 She's upset. We... 339 00:14:07,971 --> 00:14:10,524 We went to the cemetery this morning. 340 00:14:12,783 --> 00:14:15,016 You still haven't been, have you? 341 00:14:15,041 --> 00:14:16,805 You should go, Eddie. It's time. 342 00:14:16,830 --> 00:14:19,087 - You haven't been since the funeral. - I know. 343 00:14:20,855 --> 00:14:22,400 It's just... 344 00:14:22,502 --> 00:14:25,930 How can I ask for forgiveness from Jon 345 00:14:25,955 --> 00:14:28,219 when his own daughter won't even forgive me? 346 00:14:47,119 --> 00:14:48,730 Smoothies. 347 00:14:48,755 --> 00:14:49,966 Uh-oh. 348 00:14:49,991 --> 00:14:52,426 To what do I owe the pleasure? 349 00:14:52,451 --> 00:14:54,062 I saw my dad, 350 00:14:54,087 --> 00:14:56,098 and I bought you a smoothie, 351 00:14:56,123 --> 00:14:58,934 and I thought I'd talk to you while you drank it. 352 00:15:02,079 --> 00:15:04,459 Got you the largest one they had. 353 00:15:04,872 --> 00:15:06,356 Great. 354 00:15:06,880 --> 00:15:08,592 Well, if you don't want the job, don't take it. 355 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,183 What am I supposed to do? Not work? 356 00:15:10,208 --> 00:15:12,707 You've always talked about hanging your own shingle. 357 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:15,966 - Why not now? - Are you kidding? 358 00:15:15,991 --> 00:15:18,536 We can't afford that. The startup costs are huge. 359 00:15:18,561 --> 00:15:19,872 We have savings. 360 00:15:19,897 --> 00:15:21,544 And plus, the label's already talking 361 00:15:21,569 --> 00:15:23,100 about pairing me with some new artists. 362 00:15:23,124 --> 00:15:24,794 Eddie, I can't put it all on you. 363 00:15:24,819 --> 00:15:26,530 Yes, you can. 364 00:15:26,555 --> 00:15:31,317 Katherine, after all the years of supporting my dreams, 365 00:15:31,342 --> 00:15:34,060 let me finally support yours. 366 00:15:34,883 --> 00:15:37,200 For the first time in a very long time, 367 00:15:37,225 --> 00:15:39,786 I've got this. I have got us. 368 00:15:43,190 --> 00:15:44,930 I couldn't believe it. 369 00:15:45,342 --> 00:15:48,844 Well, the truth is, your dad probably feels guilty. 370 00:15:48,869 --> 00:15:53,205 But that does not make his response okay. 371 00:15:55,518 --> 00:15:59,055 You came into my life at just the right moment. 372 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:00,658 Seriously, I-I do not know 373 00:16:00,683 --> 00:16:02,828 what I would do without you. 374 00:16:07,359 --> 00:16:08,966 Whoa. 375 00:16:08,991 --> 00:16:10,529 Maggie, are you alright? 376 00:16:11,306 --> 00:16:12,615 Oh, God, Maggie, you're not...? 377 00:16:12,640 --> 00:16:14,185 No, no, I'm o... I'm fine. 378 00:16:14,210 --> 00:16:17,232 I'm healthy. I just... 379 00:16:17,764 --> 00:16:21,552 What is the, uh... The rule here 380 00:16:21,577 --> 00:16:25,177 when it's patient-doctor confidentiality? 381 00:16:26,450 --> 00:16:27,636 For us patients? 382 00:16:28,751 --> 00:16:30,138 Strictly enforced. Why? 383 00:16:30,163 --> 00:16:32,552 I haven't told anyone this yet, but... 384 00:16:33,850 --> 00:16:35,584 I got the Oxford Fellowship. 385 00:16:35,609 --> 00:16:38,076 Maggie, that's fantastic! 386 00:16:40,077 --> 00:16:41,554 Isn't it? 387 00:16:41,809 --> 00:16:43,520 Why am I more excited than you are? 388 00:16:43,545 --> 00:16:45,357 Oh, I'm excited. 389 00:16:45,382 --> 00:16:47,044 It's everything I wanted. I just... 390 00:16:47,069 --> 00:16:50,732 For the first time in my life, I'm... 391 00:16:51,298 --> 00:16:53,779 I'm not sure I want to leave. 392 00:16:55,980 --> 00:16:57,221 You're gonna set the timer? 393 00:16:57,245 --> 00:16:58,853 Woman, this is not my first rodeo. 394 00:16:58,878 --> 00:16:59,878 - Oh, hey! - Hey. 395 00:16:59,903 --> 00:17:02,377 Thanks for being here. Ohh. 396 00:17:02,402 --> 00:17:05,150 Is that Eddie's, uh, soccer mom van I saw driving away? 397 00:17:05,175 --> 00:17:07,392 Yeah, he took Katherine home so she could change. 398 00:17:07,417 --> 00:17:10,595 But hopefully he's coming back, too. 399 00:17:11,246 --> 00:17:12,925 I know I'm early. 400 00:17:13,473 --> 00:17:16,002 Have a beer. 401 00:17:16,027 --> 00:17:18,190 I slept with this girl I met at laser tag. 402 00:17:18,214 --> 00:17:20,580 And you came early to tell us that? 403 00:17:20,605 --> 00:17:22,556 Yeah, actually. 404 00:17:23,030 --> 00:17:24,822 I mean, I knew I needed to end it. 405 00:17:24,847 --> 00:17:26,611 Probably shouldn't have started it. 406 00:17:26,820 --> 00:17:31,431 But instead of ghosting her or texting her... 407 00:17:32,010 --> 00:17:35,134 Which I've heard some other men do... 408 00:17:35,460 --> 00:17:37,610 I showed up like a gentleman... 409 00:17:37,972 --> 00:17:40,005 - Nice... - ... and did it properly. Yeah. 410 00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:44,040 Okay, well, I'm sure she really appreciated that. 411 00:17:44,065 --> 00:17:45,563 She did. I mean, she's totally fine. 412 00:17:45,588 --> 00:17:47,095 It's me. 413 00:17:48,259 --> 00:17:50,251 I don't know what to do now. 414 00:17:50,276 --> 00:17:51,579 - Um... - Um... 415 00:17:51,604 --> 00:17:53,188 You can help with the salad. 416 00:17:53,213 --> 00:17:55,110 No, I mean my life. 417 00:17:55,727 --> 00:17:58,540 I don't know how I'm gonna fix my life. 418 00:17:59,010 --> 00:18:01,493 So, what prompted this existential crisis? 419 00:18:01,518 --> 00:18:03,016 Your husband. 420 00:18:03,041 --> 00:18:05,341 He's haunting my dreams now. 421 00:18:06,284 --> 00:18:07,918 Oh. 422 00:18:08,933 --> 00:18:11,145 I wish I had dreams about him. 423 00:18:11,170 --> 00:18:13,407 I never do anymore. 424 00:18:13,432 --> 00:18:16,141 It's almost like he doesn't want to talk to me. 425 00:18:17,843 --> 00:18:20,126 Oh, uh, pardon me. 426 00:18:20,151 --> 00:18:22,652 Hey, babe. Yeah, how'd it go? 427 00:18:23,693 --> 00:18:25,196 Wait, what do you mean? 428 00:18:25,221 --> 00:18:26,602 What's going on? 429 00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:29,030 Walter! 430 00:18:29,773 --> 00:18:30,858 Walter. 431 00:18:32,829 --> 00:18:35,225 Did you not hear me ring the bell? 432 00:18:43,146 --> 00:18:44,524 If you're here because of what happened, 433 00:18:44,548 --> 00:18:46,081 it wasn't my fault. 434 00:18:46,858 --> 00:18:49,405 He didn't tell me either. 435 00:18:50,766 --> 00:18:52,424 - What? - I found his suicide note 436 00:18:52,449 --> 00:18:53,866 in a drawer weeks later. 437 00:18:53,891 --> 00:18:55,397 So I get it. 438 00:18:55,422 --> 00:18:57,333 I was upset, too. 439 00:18:57,358 --> 00:19:00,397 But then I got over it because he needed me. 440 00:19:01,017 --> 00:19:02,710 He needs you, too. 441 00:19:02,735 --> 00:19:03,979 For what? 442 00:19:04,004 --> 00:19:06,327 To be there for him. 443 00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:12,061 I know you love him, 444 00:19:12,911 --> 00:19:16,577 but you make it so hard for him to see that. 445 00:19:16,602 --> 00:19:18,875 - That's not true. - Oh, Walter, come on! 446 00:19:18,900 --> 00:19:20,648 It took him 30 years to find out 447 00:19:20,673 --> 00:19:23,019 that you were the one who put those stars above his bunk bed 448 00:19:23,043 --> 00:19:24,642 when he was a kid. 449 00:19:26,610 --> 00:19:29,155 The dinner we're going to tonight? 450 00:19:29,711 --> 00:19:32,671 It could've just as easily been for Rome. 451 00:19:32,696 --> 00:19:34,796 Walter, I almost lost my husband. 452 00:19:34,821 --> 00:19:36,749 You almost lost your son. 453 00:19:37,913 --> 00:19:39,351 You know what I think? 454 00:19:39,376 --> 00:19:41,180 I think you're scared to look too closely at him 455 00:19:41,204 --> 00:19:43,890 because you might end up seeing yourself there. 456 00:20:01,850 --> 00:20:03,511 I, uh... 457 00:20:04,859 --> 00:20:08,410 I heard about you and Eddie. 458 00:20:10,482 --> 00:20:11,730 Yeah, look, I... 459 00:20:11,755 --> 00:20:13,433 I don't really want to talk about it. 460 00:20:13,458 --> 00:20:14,918 Great. 461 00:20:16,046 --> 00:20:17,316 I'll talk, then. 462 00:20:23,517 --> 00:20:25,363 I'm mad, too. 463 00:20:27,990 --> 00:20:29,824 What he did was terrible. 464 00:20:31,357 --> 00:20:34,287 But if I let that one thing 465 00:20:34,312 --> 00:20:36,701 undermine everything else... 466 00:20:38,066 --> 00:20:39,811 then when he said that he cared about me, 467 00:20:39,836 --> 00:20:41,381 I don't believe it. 468 00:20:42,875 --> 00:20:44,694 When he said he was my friend, I don't believe him. 469 00:20:44,718 --> 00:20:48,353 When he said that, uh, he was looking out for me... 470 00:20:49,467 --> 00:20:51,335 ... I don't believe it. 471 00:20:54,313 --> 00:20:59,562 And yet, somehow, I found a way to forgive your dad. 472 00:21:04,730 --> 00:21:07,674 You see, Soph, I need to believe that he loved me, okay? 473 00:21:07,699 --> 00:21:09,209 I need to believe that. 474 00:21:09,234 --> 00:21:13,315 So I will not let that one thing that he did 475 00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:16,987 undermine all the other things that he did for me. 476 00:21:19,644 --> 00:21:22,279 You can't let one mistake define a person. 477 00:21:28,910 --> 00:21:30,541 - Hey, guys. Come on in. - Hi. 478 00:21:30,566 --> 00:21:32,577 - Hey, Danny. - Hi. 479 00:21:32,968 --> 00:21:33,968 Cool hat. 480 00:21:33,993 --> 00:21:35,838 Technically it's a headdress. 481 00:21:35,863 --> 00:21:37,574 Yeah, it is! 482 00:21:37,599 --> 00:21:39,534 You know, you get weirder every time I see you, kid. 483 00:21:39,558 --> 00:21:40,714 Thanks, Uncle Gary. 484 00:21:40,738 --> 00:21:42,674 - You got it. - Come on. 485 00:21:42,699 --> 00:21:45,416 So, tell me about this headdress. 486 00:21:45,441 --> 00:21:47,947 - Oh, it's a presentation at school. - Wow. 487 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:50,355 - Is that Jon's scotch set? - Hey. 488 00:21:50,380 --> 00:21:51,891 Aww. 489 00:21:52,234 --> 00:21:55,761 After dinner, I thought we could toast Jon together. 490 00:21:55,786 --> 00:21:56,964 Seems only fitting. 491 00:21:56,989 --> 00:21:58,955 - I'd love that. - Okay. 492 00:22:04,540 --> 00:22:06,405 - Hey. - Hey. 493 00:22:06,430 --> 00:22:08,100 Well! 494 00:22:08,125 --> 00:22:11,139 If it isn't Baroness Bloom. 495 00:22:11,164 --> 00:22:13,389 Brought us some crisps, have you? 496 00:22:14,158 --> 00:22:15,769 Why are you doing an English accent? 497 00:22:15,794 --> 00:22:18,342 Oh, we've been playing "Downton Abbey". 498 00:22:18,367 --> 00:22:19,897 Danny's a big fan. 499 00:22:21,365 --> 00:22:23,381 Oh. 500 00:22:23,406 --> 00:22:25,631 When are those two getting back together? 501 00:22:25,973 --> 00:22:27,917 No time soon. 502 00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:29,711 Why would you say that? 503 00:22:29,736 --> 00:22:31,280 Um, what? I don't... I don't know. 504 00:22:31,305 --> 00:22:32,617 Why... Why would you say your thing? 505 00:22:32,641 --> 00:22:34,636 Rome. What do you know? 506 00:22:34,921 --> 00:22:36,732 Things. What do you know? 507 00:22:42,111 --> 00:22:43,607 - Ladies. - Mm. 508 00:22:45,565 --> 00:22:46,873 Oh, look at you! 509 00:22:46,898 --> 00:22:49,724 Bringing cheese dip, even though you're lactose intol. 510 00:22:49,749 --> 00:22:51,052 Now, that's a friend. 511 00:22:52,446 --> 00:22:53,913 - Hey. - So, he bought her a bottle of wine 512 00:22:53,937 --> 00:22:55,811 so that she wouldn't feel bad about being stood up? 513 00:22:55,835 --> 00:22:58,271 - What's in the bag? - Yeah, and she had no idea. 514 00:22:58,296 --> 00:23:00,927 And I promised I wouldn't tell... her. 515 00:23:00,952 --> 00:23:04,131 Which was fine, until she told me she wished it was Gary. 516 00:23:04,485 --> 00:23:05,646 What does that mean? 517 00:23:05,671 --> 00:23:07,415 It means she's still in love with him, 518 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:10,365 he's still in love with her, and neither will admit it. 519 00:23:11,091 --> 00:23:12,677 What are you two whispering about? 520 00:23:12,702 --> 00:23:14,822 - Nothing. And lasagna. - Lasagna. 521 00:23:16,380 --> 00:23:17,950 - What's up? - You know when you said 522 00:23:17,975 --> 00:23:20,177 you wished there was something we could do 523 00:23:20,202 --> 00:23:22,419 - to help honor Jon? - Yeah. 524 00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:24,489 I think I have an idea. 525 00:23:24,693 --> 00:23:26,930 Coming! 526 00:23:33,087 --> 00:23:34,610 Sophie. 527 00:23:35,482 --> 00:23:36,659 What are you doing here? 528 00:23:36,684 --> 00:23:38,297 I need you to come with me. 529 00:23:53,451 --> 00:23:56,234 I heard my mom say that you hadn't visited yet. 530 00:23:56,259 --> 00:23:59,976 Look, I'm just so tired of being mad. 531 00:24:00,772 --> 00:24:03,017 I just want to move on. 532 00:24:06,988 --> 00:24:08,839 You should visit him. 533 00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:37,780 - Oh, God! Sorry, sorry. - Whoa! 534 00:24:37,805 --> 00:24:39,149 It's okay. 535 00:24:40,508 --> 00:24:43,327 But, hey, it's not the first time we've met up in a bathroom. 536 00:24:43,352 --> 00:24:45,014 Yeah. 537 00:24:45,039 --> 00:24:46,561 Right back where we started. 538 00:24:46,586 --> 00:24:48,467 Been feeling that all day. 539 00:24:48,492 --> 00:24:50,036 Mm. 540 00:24:54,725 --> 00:24:56,793 Hey, uh... 541 00:25:00,408 --> 00:25:04,706 When I first met you, you were dying. 542 00:25:05,042 --> 00:25:08,933 And I think maybe I was dying, too. 543 00:25:08,958 --> 00:25:10,800 I just didn't know it. 544 00:25:11,780 --> 00:25:14,614 But I was broken. 545 00:25:14,639 --> 00:25:16,231 And you were right. 546 00:25:16,540 --> 00:25:19,286 Instead of dealing with that, I tried to save you. 547 00:25:20,247 --> 00:25:22,731 The way that I couldn't save Jon. 548 00:25:22,756 --> 00:25:24,755 And I know now that I put way too much pressure 549 00:25:24,780 --> 00:25:26,184 on our relationship. 550 00:25:26,209 --> 00:25:28,184 And I screwed it up. 551 00:25:32,910 --> 00:25:37,191 And I just didn't want today to go by without saying that. 552 00:25:37,785 --> 00:25:39,552 Thank you. 553 00:25:40,859 --> 00:25:43,935 But it's not all on you, Gary. 554 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:46,388 Um, cancer wasn't the only problem 555 00:25:46,413 --> 00:25:48,388 I brought to our relationship. 556 00:25:50,155 --> 00:25:52,100 I was broken, too. 557 00:26:02,380 --> 00:26:04,531 Well... 558 00:26:06,110 --> 00:26:08,015 I'm gonna let you pee now. 559 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:11,554 After all, you have a tiny bladder. 560 00:26:17,100 --> 00:26:20,078 For so long, I wondered whether or not you knew. 561 00:26:20,220 --> 00:26:22,499 But the thing is, it doesn't matter. 562 00:26:24,315 --> 00:26:25,864 I knew. 563 00:26:25,889 --> 00:26:27,512 I knew what we did. 564 00:26:31,217 --> 00:26:33,200 And I'm sorry, Jon. 565 00:26:37,052 --> 00:26:39,208 I am so sorry. 566 00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:44,544 I love you, man. 567 00:26:49,820 --> 00:26:51,572 Thank you for this. 568 00:26:52,924 --> 00:26:54,924 He would've been so proud of you. 569 00:26:58,099 --> 00:27:01,048 There's something I think you might want to hear. 570 00:27:05,161 --> 00:27:06,962 Hey, it's Jon. 571 00:27:06,987 --> 00:27:09,157 I was hoping to speak to you, not just leave a message, 572 00:27:09,182 --> 00:27:10,611 but, uh... 573 00:27:11,033 --> 00:27:13,603 I just need you to do me a favor. 574 00:27:15,191 --> 00:27:17,072 Love each other. 575 00:27:28,270 --> 00:27:30,365 Well, you know... 576 00:27:30,679 --> 00:27:31,990 If that's what he wanted, 577 00:27:32,015 --> 00:27:36,005 then I think he'd be pretty happy. 578 00:27:36,224 --> 00:27:38,891 'Cause that's exactly what we're doing. 579 00:27:57,137 --> 00:27:59,316 Vino? Vino, sir? 580 00:27:59,341 --> 00:28:00,504 Theo, I got you. 581 00:28:56,395 --> 00:28:58,323 - What is he doing? - Is he making a toast? 582 00:28:58,792 --> 00:29:00,753 I'd like to make a toast. 583 00:29:01,286 --> 00:29:04,651 The Egyptians believed that you die twice... 584 00:29:05,398 --> 00:29:08,044 Once when you take your final breath 585 00:29:08,069 --> 00:29:11,175 and then again the last time someone says your name. 586 00:29:12,191 --> 00:29:14,102 They believed your spirit lived on 587 00:29:14,127 --> 00:29:16,861 as long as people kept remembering you. 588 00:29:19,488 --> 00:29:23,175 So as long as we always keep remembering Uncle Jon, 589 00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:25,604 he'll never really be gone. 590 00:29:31,967 --> 00:29:34,046 Was that okay? 591 00:29:34,071 --> 00:29:36,505 That was more than okay, Theo. 592 00:29:39,518 --> 00:29:42,550 That is a tough act to follow, young man. 593 00:29:43,070 --> 00:29:45,112 But I-I would like to add something. 594 00:29:47,113 --> 00:29:51,268 So much has happened since he passed. 595 00:29:54,750 --> 00:29:56,224 We were lost. 596 00:29:57,404 --> 00:29:59,770 And... And now, it feels 597 00:29:59,795 --> 00:30:04,263 like we're all finally in a better place. 598 00:30:05,252 --> 00:30:06,911 All of us. 599 00:30:07,784 --> 00:30:10,297 Not because he died. 600 00:30:10,478 --> 00:30:13,323 It's because he convinced us to live. 601 00:30:23,842 --> 00:30:25,842 Let's all raise a glass. 602 00:30:30,573 --> 00:30:31,685 To Jon. 603 00:30:31,710 --> 00:30:33,587 - To Jon. - To Jon. 604 00:30:33,612 --> 00:30:35,188 - To Jon. - Jon. 605 00:30:35,213 --> 00:30:37,321 So good. 606 00:30:37,346 --> 00:30:38,899 Oh! 607 00:30:49,626 --> 00:30:51,915 - Hey. - Hey. 608 00:30:51,940 --> 00:30:53,447 You okay? 609 00:30:53,472 --> 00:30:55,082 Yeah. 610 00:30:55,179 --> 00:30:57,552 No. 611 00:30:57,577 --> 00:31:00,690 You know, before things got bad between Jon and me, 612 00:31:00,715 --> 00:31:02,463 there was this one Saturday. 613 00:31:02,488 --> 00:31:06,158 The kids were at camp, and he had just come up for air 614 00:31:06,183 --> 00:31:08,428 from this big deal that he had closed, 615 00:31:08,453 --> 00:31:11,637 and we were supposed to go out to a fancy restaurant for dinner. 616 00:31:11,662 --> 00:31:13,536 We ended up staying in. 617 00:31:13,561 --> 00:31:16,567 We just spent the whole night in bed 618 00:31:16,592 --> 00:31:22,107 laughing and talking and just being together. 619 00:31:24,693 --> 00:31:26,691 I miss who we were. 620 00:31:26,808 --> 00:31:28,645 Oh, D. 621 00:31:28,670 --> 00:31:31,649 It's just that with everything that's happened... 622 00:31:31,735 --> 00:31:35,598 The shock of his death and my guilt over the affair, 623 00:31:35,623 --> 00:31:37,768 almost losing the house... 624 00:31:37,793 --> 00:31:40,912 The one thing I never got to do was grieve my husband. 625 00:31:41,655 --> 00:31:43,646 And I know... 626 00:31:43,671 --> 00:31:45,443 I know it probably doesn't make any sense. 627 00:31:45,468 --> 00:31:48,521 Trust me, it makes perfect sense. 628 00:31:48,546 --> 00:31:50,004 I'd give anything to go back 629 00:31:50,029 --> 00:31:52,326 and have a second chance with him. 630 00:32:01,504 --> 00:32:02,966 D, you still want to do this now? 631 00:32:02,991 --> 00:32:04,373 Yes, let's do it! 632 00:32:04,398 --> 00:32:05,723 - Come. - Okay, let's go. 633 00:32:05,748 --> 00:32:06,925 Uh... 634 00:32:06,950 --> 00:32:08,446 Everybody, come on. 635 00:32:08,471 --> 00:32:11,391 Grab your coats. We're taking a little road trip. 636 00:32:11,416 --> 00:32:13,437 - Mm-hmm. - Where are we going? 637 00:32:13,462 --> 00:32:14,861 It's a surprise. 638 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:20,879 Can I open them yet? 639 00:32:20,904 --> 00:32:22,568 Come on, you guys. 640 00:32:22,592 --> 00:32:24,301 This woman doesn't need any more surprises. 641 00:32:24,326 --> 00:32:25,470 Okay. 642 00:32:25,495 --> 00:32:27,395 You can open your eyes now. 643 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:29,825 Ta-da! 644 00:32:31,192 --> 00:32:33,394 - Where are we? - We're right above Someday. 645 00:32:33,419 --> 00:32:35,636 It's part of the old Griffin Street Bakery. 646 00:32:35,661 --> 00:32:38,158 And we've been using it as storage for the restaurant. 647 00:32:38,183 --> 00:32:39,273 Sure, it needs some TLC, 648 00:32:39,298 --> 00:32:41,609 but because it's part of the lease Jon negotiated... 649 00:32:41,634 --> 00:32:43,553 The rent's already being paid by Someday. 650 00:32:43,578 --> 00:32:47,451 So the space is yours, i-if you want it... 651 00:32:47,476 --> 00:32:48,998 For your new office. 652 00:32:53,633 --> 00:32:55,420 You can't be serious. 653 00:32:57,900 --> 00:33:00,315 Jon would have wanted you to have this. 654 00:33:00,690 --> 00:33:03,070 You gave me my house. 655 00:33:03,195 --> 00:33:06,214 The least I can do is... is give you an office. 656 00:33:06,239 --> 00:33:08,334 With your name on the door. 657 00:33:09,733 --> 00:33:11,545 - Wow. - Mmhmm. 658 00:33:11,570 --> 00:33:13,498 I don't know what to say. 659 00:33:16,664 --> 00:33:18,764 To be honest, I wasn't sure 660 00:33:18,789 --> 00:33:22,035 I'd ever feel like part of the group again 661 00:33:22,060 --> 00:33:24,615 after Jon was gone. 662 00:33:24,730 --> 00:33:28,933 He was the one that always made me feel like I belonged. 663 00:33:31,025 --> 00:33:33,154 Not anymore. 664 00:33:33,179 --> 00:33:37,581 You really are like family to me. 665 00:33:43,310 --> 00:33:46,073 So, thank you. 666 00:33:48,675 --> 00:33:50,120 You're welcome. 667 00:33:50,145 --> 00:33:51,742 You had nothing to do with this. 668 00:33:51,767 --> 00:33:53,146 That's not true. I helped with the, uh... 669 00:33:53,170 --> 00:33:54,637 No... No. You didn't. 670 00:33:54,662 --> 00:33:56,373 - No, I didn't. - Right. 671 00:33:56,398 --> 00:33:58,275 To new beginnings! 672 00:33:58,712 --> 00:33:59,806 Hear, hear! 673 00:33:59,831 --> 00:34:01,470 - To new beginnings! - New beginnings! 674 00:34:01,495 --> 00:34:02,762 ... new beginnings! 675 00:34:13,174 --> 00:34:16,070 That was a nice toast at dinner. 676 00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:18,560 Oh, yeah. 677 00:34:18,853 --> 00:34:21,107 I've been thinking a lot about that day. 678 00:34:21,131 --> 00:34:23,243 Like what could've happened if things had gone 679 00:34:23,267 --> 00:34:25,011 maybe just a little bit differently. 680 00:34:25,035 --> 00:34:28,437 Like if... if you hadn't called me seven times. 681 00:34:29,609 --> 00:34:31,443 Dude, I'd have swallowed those pills. 682 00:34:31,468 --> 00:34:33,246 Nah, I just hit redial. 683 00:34:33,271 --> 00:34:35,076 No, come on, man, I'm being serious. 684 00:34:35,959 --> 00:34:38,724 You never stopped trying to reach me. 685 00:34:39,362 --> 00:34:42,030 You didn't give up. 686 00:34:46,010 --> 00:34:48,839 And I realized, like, "Wow." 687 00:34:49,324 --> 00:34:52,236 No matter how bad you feel, 688 00:34:52,261 --> 00:34:54,190 no matter how hopeless it seems, 689 00:34:55,823 --> 00:34:58,101 it's never too late to start over. 690 00:35:00,264 --> 00:35:01,796 Yeah. 691 00:35:08,515 --> 00:35:11,803 I am not supposed to tell you this. 692 00:35:14,690 --> 00:35:17,158 But Maggie's going to Oxford. 693 00:35:18,894 --> 00:35:21,198 She leaves in a week. 694 00:35:28,649 --> 00:35:30,524 Hey. Maggie. 695 00:35:30,847 --> 00:35:33,300 You're not seriously sneaking out, are you? 696 00:35:33,559 --> 00:35:36,159 Yeah, I just didn't want to ruin the moment. 697 00:35:37,123 --> 00:35:38,501 Uh-huh. 698 00:35:38,526 --> 00:35:39,800 What's up? 699 00:35:39,825 --> 00:35:41,425 Nothing. 700 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:46,094 When we were at Delilah's, 701 00:35:46,258 --> 00:35:49,553 Gary said all of this stuff to me about our relationship, 702 00:35:49,578 --> 00:35:51,030 and I can't help but feel like 703 00:35:51,055 --> 00:35:53,600 if he had said that when we broke up, 704 00:35:53,625 --> 00:35:55,503 maybe we would still be together. 705 00:35:55,528 --> 00:35:57,100 Well, then why aren't you? 706 00:35:57,125 --> 00:35:58,368 Gina. 707 00:35:58,393 --> 00:36:01,202 We've moved on. We're in completely different places. 708 00:36:05,172 --> 00:36:06,983 No, you're not. 709 00:36:07,469 --> 00:36:09,380 At the restaurant that day, you know, 710 00:36:09,405 --> 00:36:12,264 you said you kind of wished that wine was from Gary? 711 00:36:13,896 --> 00:36:15,671 Well, it was. 712 00:36:15,696 --> 00:36:17,053 - What? - Yeah. 713 00:36:17,078 --> 00:36:19,108 Maggie, he's still in love with you. 714 00:36:22,062 --> 00:36:26,319 I can't... I can't even process that right now. 715 00:36:28,890 --> 00:36:30,447 I'm going to Oxford. 716 00:36:43,824 --> 00:36:45,440 You look happy. 717 00:36:45,465 --> 00:36:47,043 Very. 718 00:36:49,137 --> 00:36:52,682 You know, earlier, when Rome talked about... 719 00:36:53,260 --> 00:36:55,088 how we're all in a better place? 720 00:36:55,113 --> 00:36:56,643 Yeah. 721 00:36:56,668 --> 00:36:58,713 I was thinking about us, too. 722 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,406 Our anniversary is coming up. 723 00:37:02,431 --> 00:37:03,675 I know. 724 00:37:03,700 --> 00:37:05,359 12 years. 725 00:37:05,785 --> 00:37:07,563 I was thinking... 726 00:37:09,140 --> 00:37:13,054 what if we renewed our vows? 727 00:37:18,326 --> 00:37:20,746 Eddie Saville, 728 00:37:21,054 --> 00:37:23,934 will you marry me? Again? 729 00:37:26,787 --> 00:37:29,832 You have no idea how badly I want to do that. 730 00:37:47,310 --> 00:37:48,950 Dad, what are you doing here? 731 00:37:48,975 --> 00:37:51,020 Brought something over for the baby. 732 00:37:51,386 --> 00:37:52,697 Okay. 733 00:37:54,235 --> 00:37:55,910 And... 734 00:37:56,249 --> 00:37:58,668 I wanted to say... 735 00:37:59,575 --> 00:38:01,582 I'm glad you're here. 736 00:38:06,150 --> 00:38:08,317 Thanks. 737 00:38:35,500 --> 00:38:37,210 Hi. 738 00:38:37,402 --> 00:38:39,180 Yeah. 739 00:38:39,337 --> 00:38:41,882 Uh, look, I know this is probably the last thing 740 00:38:41,907 --> 00:38:43,905 you were expecting, but... 741 00:38:44,482 --> 00:38:47,741 any chance you want to meet for a drink? 742 00:38:49,258 --> 00:38:51,655 Need a second just to get this out of the way. 743 00:38:52,110 --> 00:38:53,444 You ready, Pop? 744 00:38:53,952 --> 00:38:55,960 Ready when you are. 745 00:38:58,814 --> 00:39:00,892 Oh. The stars... 746 00:39:00,917 --> 00:39:03,462 Just like the ones you had when you were a kid. 747 00:39:03,487 --> 00:39:04,598 Hmm. 748 00:39:04,623 --> 00:39:06,108 Thank you. 749 00:39:18,350 --> 00:39:19,778 There you are. 750 00:39:19,803 --> 00:39:23,114 I, uh, wasn't sure you'd be up for this. 751 00:39:23,878 --> 00:39:26,122 Well, if we're being honest, 752 00:39:26,147 --> 00:39:28,514 I'm a little surprised you reached out. 753 00:39:29,424 --> 00:39:31,536 But I'm glad you did. 754 00:39:31,875 --> 00:39:33,755 So am I. 755 00:39:34,270 --> 00:39:36,801 What happened with Becky? 756 00:39:36,826 --> 00:39:40,172 I realized she was just another rebound. 757 00:39:40,474 --> 00:39:42,848 So, what does that make me? 758 00:39:43,223 --> 00:39:45,001 A fresh start. 759 00:39:51,747 --> 00:39:54,636 Hey. So, I was thinking maybe... 760 00:39:54,661 --> 00:39:56,854 we do our vows here at home. 761 00:39:57,432 --> 00:39:59,776 I love that idea. 762 00:40:07,287 --> 00:40:09,651 Eddie! There you are. 763 00:40:12,353 --> 00:40:13,995 I'll, uh, be right back. 764 00:40:14,020 --> 00:40:15,898 I got to call my sister. 765 00:40:15,923 --> 00:40:18,624 Okay. Make sure you invite her to the vows. 766 00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:25,643 Hey, Lindsay, it's me. Um... 767 00:40:26,161 --> 00:40:28,003 Look, I need to talk. 768 00:40:28,028 --> 00:40:31,987 I had a dream about Alex, and... 769 00:40:32,012 --> 00:40:34,573 I-I need to know what happened the night she died. 770 00:40:48,900 --> 00:40:51,144 You should answer it, Delilah. 771 00:40:55,358 --> 00:40:58,192 I mean, give the guy a break already. 772 00:41:00,303 --> 00:41:02,583 I don't want to answer it. 773 00:41:03,311 --> 00:41:04,942 He's not you. 774 00:41:04,967 --> 00:41:07,036 Yeah. 775 00:41:08,462 --> 00:41:10,356 But I wasn't me, either. 776 00:41:10,381 --> 00:41:12,214 Not at the end. 777 00:41:14,039 --> 00:41:15,918 We both know that I broke my vows 778 00:41:15,943 --> 00:41:17,979 long before you broke yours. 779 00:41:18,813 --> 00:41:20,914 I stopped being there for you. 780 00:41:22,359 --> 00:41:24,198 You have to let me go. 781 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:27,175 If you want to know what I want... 782 00:41:28,909 --> 00:41:30,745 it's for you to be happy. 783 00:41:34,253 --> 00:41:36,365 I miss you so much. 784 00:41:42,882 --> 00:41:44,326 Mom? 785 00:42:04,024 --> 00:42:11,164 credits