1 00:00:00,090 --> 00:00:01,450 Previously, on Liar... 2 00:00:01,489 --> 00:00:03,850 Laura's sat-nav. This is the last address she entered, 3 00:00:03,890 --> 00:00:05,250 right before Earlham died. 4 00:00:05,290 --> 00:00:07,489 Carl tells me there was some guy helping Andrew, 5 00:00:07,529 --> 00:00:08,969 and then you go and do this! 6 00:00:09,010 --> 00:00:11,810 - I was trying to help. - All you've done is make it worse. 7 00:00:11,850 --> 00:00:13,170 You're the only one I've got. 8 00:00:13,209 --> 00:00:15,157 Look, after all we've been through, 9 00:00:15,182 --> 00:00:16,889 everything I've done for you... 10 00:00:16,929 --> 00:00:18,868 There's no-one else I can trust. 11 00:00:18,893 --> 00:00:21,170 There's no-one else who understands. 12 00:00:21,209 --> 00:00:23,850 Before Mary killed herself, I slept with Andrew. 13 00:00:23,889 --> 00:00:26,330 But he said it was my idea. 14 00:00:26,369 --> 00:00:28,490 He recorded the awful things he did, 15 00:00:28,529 --> 00:00:31,369 so he could watch his victims over and over again. 16 00:00:31,409 --> 00:00:32,924 Hi. 17 00:00:32,964 --> 00:00:34,688 Hi. 18 00:01:07,970 --> 00:01:11,970 My God. Get SOCO here now. 19 00:01:54,449 --> 00:01:59,449 We will have the, er, yes, the Montepulciano. Good year. 20 00:01:59,490 --> 00:02:01,729 - Very good. - Thanks. 21 00:02:03,130 --> 00:02:04,610 You know about wine, then? 22 00:02:05,690 --> 00:02:07,410 No idea whatsoever. 23 00:02:07,449 --> 00:02:09,405 But I guarantee you say "good year" 24 00:02:09,430 --> 00:02:11,090 to any waiter and they'll nod. 25 00:02:11,130 --> 00:02:14,970 I mean, I don't think people really have a clue, do they? 26 00:02:15,009 --> 00:02:17,810 Unless you do know about wine? 27 00:02:17,850 --> 00:02:20,769 Well, my dad used to own a vineyard, so... 28 00:02:20,810 --> 00:02:24,009 - Oh, shit. - I'm joking. 29 00:02:24,049 --> 00:02:28,609 You should've seen your face. 30 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:33,690 Speaking of faces... Can I just say, you look beautiful. 31 00:02:36,329 --> 00:02:39,489 "Speaking of faces"? Oh, God, I'm bad at this. 32 00:02:39,530 --> 00:02:41,289 No, you're not. 33 00:02:41,329 --> 00:02:43,169 And thanks. 34 00:02:43,210 --> 00:02:44,650 It's been a while, you see. 35 00:02:44,690 --> 00:02:47,410 Been so busy raising Luke that I haven't really had a chance 36 00:02:47,449 --> 00:02:48,690 to date much. 37 00:02:48,729 --> 00:02:50,889 I mean, since my wife. 38 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:54,650 Oh, God. This is how out of practice I am. 39 00:02:54,690 --> 00:02:56,250 Great first date chat, eh? 40 00:02:56,289 --> 00:02:58,090 Talking about my late wife. 41 00:02:58,130 --> 00:03:01,769 Ah, it's fine, honestly. Must have been hard. 42 00:03:01,810 --> 00:03:05,049 Yeah. Well, it was eight years ago now, and... 43 00:03:06,289 --> 00:03:11,090 yeah, still there. But, er, life goes on, eh? 44 00:03:13,289 --> 00:03:15,250 She was everything to me. 45 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:21,700 _ 46 00:04:03,930 --> 00:04:06,489 Lie down, would you? Don't move. 47 00:04:06,530 --> 00:04:09,489 - You want it the same? - Don't talk. 48 00:04:46,970 --> 00:04:50,410 Morning. Missed you last night. 49 00:04:52,010 --> 00:04:54,809 - Had to work late. - You OK? 50 00:04:55,850 --> 00:04:59,369 There's a florist stall opened up right outside the hospital. 51 00:05:00,530 --> 00:05:03,289 They've got these unbelievable displays. 52 00:05:03,330 --> 00:05:07,850 Explosions of colour and life. Right out of a magazine. 53 00:05:09,489 --> 00:05:12,770 People keep stopping, staring at them. 54 00:05:14,129 --> 00:05:16,689 Seems to make them very happy. 55 00:05:18,249 --> 00:05:20,489 Puts a spring in their step. 56 00:05:22,289 --> 00:05:24,169 And I just walk past. 57 00:05:26,770 --> 00:05:29,530 Just leaves me numb. 58 00:05:38,330 --> 00:05:40,850 No rest for the wicked. 59 00:05:50,169 --> 00:05:51,970 So nice. 60 00:05:56,090 --> 00:05:57,570 Morning. 61 00:06:01,090 --> 00:06:04,210 Morning. Morning. Hello. 62 00:06:04,249 --> 00:06:07,249 - Ah, Mrs Jones, how are you? - She's doing well. 63 00:06:16,890 --> 00:06:19,169 Oh, shit! 64 00:06:22,289 --> 00:06:23,890 Everything all right, mate? 65 00:06:23,929 --> 00:06:25,570 I'm trying to cancel all my bank cards. 66 00:06:25,609 --> 00:06:28,410 I've been on hold forever, and I've got rounds in... 67 00:06:28,450 --> 00:06:30,570 ten minutes ago. Christ! 68 00:06:30,609 --> 00:06:32,410 Hey, hey, hey. What's going on? 69 00:06:34,929 --> 00:06:37,890 I'm sorry, you're busy. 70 00:06:39,410 --> 00:06:41,729 You've been so kind to me already. This really isn't... 71 00:06:41,770 --> 00:06:43,770 No, no, no, not at all. So, tell me. 72 00:06:47,330 --> 00:06:50,289 I went home with a guy last night. Met him at a bar. 73 00:06:50,330 --> 00:06:53,489 I left in a rush this morning, and my jacket's still there. 74 00:06:53,530 --> 00:06:54,689 With my wallet in it, 75 00:06:54,729 --> 00:06:57,169 all of my cards, my keys, my sister's keys. 76 00:06:57,210 --> 00:06:58,647 I'm supposed to feed her bloody cat. 77 00:06:58,672 --> 00:06:59,929 She's away until God knows when. 78 00:06:59,970 --> 00:07:02,369 - I don't know what I'm... - OK, OK, OK, OK. Slow down. 79 00:07:02,410 --> 00:07:05,450 Er, so this guy... 80 00:07:05,489 --> 00:07:08,090 You know where he lives? 81 00:07:08,129 --> 00:07:10,650 But you don't wanna go back there? 82 00:07:10,689 --> 00:07:12,289 I can't. 83 00:07:14,249 --> 00:07:17,890 Why? What happened? 84 00:07:17,929 --> 00:07:20,570 I was drunk, I-I was... 85 00:07:22,929 --> 00:07:25,330 He invited me in, and... 86 00:07:25,369 --> 00:07:27,129 I-I-I can barely even remember. 87 00:07:27,169 --> 00:07:31,890 I just woke up with this feeling, this... 88 00:07:33,689 --> 00:07:35,410 Just didn't want to... 89 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:40,249 I didn't wanna do that. 90 00:07:41,450 --> 00:07:45,289 I feel sick, to be honest. 91 00:07:45,330 --> 00:07:47,450 Oh, my head's spinning like... 92 00:07:49,090 --> 00:07:51,450 Is there a chance your drink was spiked? 93 00:07:51,489 --> 00:07:53,090 Are you saying he drugged me? 94 00:07:53,129 --> 00:07:54,689 Well, I don't know. 95 00:07:54,729 --> 00:07:57,770 Look, if we took a quick blood test, we'll know for sure. 96 00:07:57,809 --> 00:07:59,530 I should get to work. It'll take a second... 97 00:07:59,570 --> 00:08:03,809 - I said I need to get to work. - All right. Er, Dylan? 98 00:08:03,850 --> 00:08:06,369 At least allow me to get your jacket back. 99 00:08:06,410 --> 00:08:09,289 No. I can't ask you to do that. 100 00:08:09,330 --> 00:08:12,850 Well, you didn't. I'm offering. I'll go after shift. 101 00:08:14,330 --> 00:08:15,890 Now, where does this bastard live? 102 00:08:49,170 --> 00:08:50,769 Hello. 103 00:08:50,810 --> 00:08:54,369 You took a guy back here with you last night, Dylan? 104 00:08:54,409 --> 00:08:56,170 He works with me. 105 00:08:56,210 --> 00:08:58,930 He left his jacket, and I'd like it back. 106 00:08:59,889 --> 00:09:01,529 Andy, right? 107 00:09:03,249 --> 00:09:05,249 Andrew. I... 108 00:09:05,290 --> 00:09:07,489 We were at uni together. You were a few years below. 109 00:09:07,529 --> 00:09:08,810 Andy Earlham? 110 00:09:11,009 --> 00:09:13,690 - Oliver, right? - Yeah. 111 00:09:13,729 --> 00:09:15,930 Yeah. Yeah, I remember. 112 00:09:15,970 --> 00:09:17,649 Small world, Andy. 113 00:09:17,690 --> 00:09:19,409 Look, I'm just here to get the jacket. 114 00:09:19,450 --> 00:09:22,649 - And it's Andrew, by the way. - OK. Sure, wait here. 115 00:09:33,210 --> 00:09:35,889 You seem angry, Andy. 116 00:09:37,609 --> 00:09:40,009 What's with the attitude? 117 00:09:40,050 --> 00:09:43,290 Like you don't know. Enlighten me. 118 00:09:43,330 --> 00:09:45,970 Dylan said you've been taking advantage. 119 00:09:46,009 --> 00:09:50,050 - Is that what he told you? - Did you put something in his drink? 120 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:53,369 I'm not entirely sure that's any of your business, Andy. 121 00:09:53,409 --> 00:09:55,129 Why are you so interested anyway? 122 00:09:58,369 --> 00:10:01,050 Let go before I do something I regret. 123 00:10:04,330 --> 00:10:06,690 Give him my regards. 124 00:10:23,529 --> 00:10:27,290 Hey. New jacket? 125 00:10:27,330 --> 00:10:32,290 - Ah, long story. Long day. - Whisky? 126 00:10:32,330 --> 00:10:36,330 - Double. Times two. - Hmm. That bad, eh, cowboy? 127 00:11:03,170 --> 00:11:04,710 - Catherine... - Mm-hm? 128 00:11:04,735 --> 00:11:06,714 Another one, please? 129 00:11:17,690 --> 00:11:19,889 Another one here. 130 00:11:45,489 --> 00:11:48,570 So did Mary tell you about the place we've found for the pop-up? 131 00:11:51,850 --> 00:11:54,970 Hey. Everything all right? 132 00:11:56,489 --> 00:11:59,769 It's not like you to stay out on your own, drinking. 133 00:11:59,810 --> 00:12:02,170 You don't really know me, though, do you, Catherine? 134 00:12:02,210 --> 00:12:05,450 No, I'm being serious. You OK? 135 00:12:09,489 --> 00:12:12,850 Marriage is hard work. That's what they say, isn't it? 136 00:12:14,769 --> 00:12:16,570 I don't get that, though. 137 00:12:16,609 --> 00:12:19,970 Work's supposed to be hard work, that's why it's called work. 138 00:12:20,009 --> 00:12:22,129 But marriage... 139 00:12:22,170 --> 00:12:25,129 supposed to be... easy. 140 00:12:25,170 --> 00:12:28,970 - Bliss. - Ah, I wouldn't know. 141 00:12:30,090 --> 00:12:31,792 Could've done, though. 142 00:12:31,817 --> 00:12:34,834 You're not still sore about that? 143 00:12:35,889 --> 00:12:37,649 That was a long time ago. 144 00:12:37,690 --> 00:12:40,769 It's just not often I'm rejected by a woman. 145 00:12:40,810 --> 00:12:42,729 I still would, you know. 146 00:12:48,729 --> 00:12:51,769 It's funny, though, isn't it? 147 00:12:51,810 --> 00:12:56,009 All your life, you strive for things. 148 00:12:56,050 --> 00:12:59,529 Pass the test, get a job, meet someone, marry them. 149 00:12:59,570 --> 00:13:01,529 Lock it all down, and then... 150 00:13:04,690 --> 00:13:07,249 ..that's it. 151 00:13:07,290 --> 00:13:09,970 No more surprises. 152 00:13:11,009 --> 00:13:12,489 You're drunk. 153 00:13:14,170 --> 00:13:16,290 Go home... 154 00:13:16,330 --> 00:13:17,970 to your wife. 155 00:13:22,889 --> 00:13:25,009 No more surprises. 156 00:13:32,540 --> 00:13:34,459 'Hello?' Sorry, Liam. 157 00:13:34,500 --> 00:13:36,900 A mate of Tom's called me from the station. 158 00:13:36,939 --> 00:13:39,780 He said they've got new evidence on Laura, and... 159 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:41,219 it's very bloody real. 160 00:13:41,260 --> 00:13:44,780 Katy, look, I don't get it. What is going on? 161 00:13:44,819 --> 00:13:48,219 'She's lying. That's what they're saying.' 162 00:13:48,260 --> 00:13:50,380 That she did it. 163 00:13:50,420 --> 00:13:52,381 Look, you, er, you don't think that 164 00:13:52,406 --> 00:13:54,203 what they're saying might be...? 165 00:13:55,979 --> 00:13:57,819 What? 166 00:13:57,859 --> 00:14:00,020 I-I don't know, OK? I just think that... 167 00:14:00,059 --> 00:14:03,179 Well, we have to consider it, no? It's possible. 168 00:14:03,219 --> 00:14:05,819 'Look what happened with your Dad.' 169 00:14:05,859 --> 00:14:09,059 What are you talking about? That was completely different. 170 00:14:09,099 --> 00:14:12,219 Yeah, I know, I know. But you said it yourself, OK, 171 00:14:12,260 --> 00:14:14,979 she will do what whatever it takes, won't she, to get things done? 172 00:14:18,660 --> 00:14:21,939 'UK airports are set to be held at a standstill today, after...' 173 00:14:21,979 --> 00:14:23,459 - _ - Afternoon, love. 174 00:14:23,500 --> 00:14:25,620 You seen this? 175 00:14:25,660 --> 00:14:28,459 - The ash cloud. - '..meaning air travel could be too dangerous...' 176 00:14:28,500 --> 00:14:31,219 - No flights, they're saying. - 'The ash cloud is looking much...' 177 00:14:31,260 --> 00:14:33,500 - Ugh, it's very loud. - What? 178 00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:35,099 I said it's loud. 179 00:14:35,140 --> 00:14:37,819 Oh, a bit sensitive this morning, are we? 180 00:14:37,859 --> 00:14:39,979 Hmm, a little bit. 181 00:14:40,020 --> 00:14:43,459 Ah, the perils of being hungover in your dad's house. 182 00:14:43,500 --> 00:14:45,660 potentially leaving thousands of...' 183 00:14:45,699 --> 00:14:47,179 I'll be off again soon. 184 00:14:47,219 --> 00:14:50,420 Just a few more weeks. I know it's a pain. 185 00:14:50,459 --> 00:14:53,179 Oh, it's not that I don't like having you here, love. 186 00:14:53,219 --> 00:14:56,339 If I had my way, I'd lock you in the tower like Rapunzel 187 00:14:56,380 --> 00:14:57,620 and never let you leave. 188 00:14:57,660 --> 00:14:59,979 OK, this is getting weird. 189 00:15:00,020 --> 00:15:04,740 It's just that, well, it'd be nice for you to settle down, get a job. 190 00:15:04,780 --> 00:15:06,099 I have a job. 191 00:15:06,140 --> 00:15:09,300 Tutoring so you can go travelling again does not count. 192 00:15:09,339 --> 00:15:12,380 Dad, I'm 28, I'm old enough to make my own decisions. 193 00:15:12,420 --> 00:15:15,260 Aha-ha! Drawback number two to living with your dad - 194 00:15:15,300 --> 00:15:19,500 impromptu lectures of life choices cannot be avoided. 195 00:15:19,540 --> 00:15:22,540 Well, I'm going to drink this outside, where you can't get me. 196 00:15:22,579 --> 00:15:25,099 Oh, well played. 197 00:15:25,140 --> 00:15:26,780 How many people are coming for lunch? 198 00:15:26,819 --> 00:15:29,780 Only four. But they're very demanding. 199 00:15:45,339 --> 00:15:48,939 Try not to burn the house down, Dad! 200 00:15:48,979 --> 00:15:52,500 Are you gonna turn it off? 201 00:15:55,780 --> 00:15:57,380 Oh, God. 202 00:15:57,420 --> 00:16:00,300 Dad! 203 00:16:00,339 --> 00:16:02,219 Dad? Dad! 204 00:16:03,939 --> 00:16:06,780 Hey. Hey, it's me. 205 00:16:14,219 --> 00:16:17,859 Hi. Er, yes, I-I need, I need an ambulance. 206 00:16:17,900 --> 00:16:22,179 There we go. Is that better? That's better. 207 00:16:22,219 --> 00:16:24,140 You don't have to wait. 208 00:16:24,179 --> 00:16:27,179 Who'd miss the glamour of A&E on a Saturday night? 209 00:16:30,819 --> 00:16:33,459 Hi. Mr Nielson? 210 00:16:33,500 --> 00:16:35,660 I've got your test results. 211 00:16:35,699 --> 00:16:37,500 'So I have been sent your file. 212 00:16:37,540 --> 00:16:40,179 'I believe you have been through radiotherapy 213 00:16:40,219 --> 00:16:42,099 'and then chemotherapy. Two courses now?' 214 00:16:42,140 --> 00:16:45,660 Yeah, and the bastard tumour in my head's having none of it. 215 00:16:45,699 --> 00:16:49,099 'Yes, yes. I can see from the last scan 216 00:16:49,140 --> 00:16:51,339 'the size is smaller, but not a significant amount. 217 00:16:51,380 --> 00:16:53,500 'And the position... 218 00:16:53,540 --> 00:16:56,179 'The location of your tumour is very close to important centres 219 00:16:56,219 --> 00:17:01,260 'like language and cognition, so surgery's impossible, I'm afraid.' 220 00:17:01,300 --> 00:17:04,220 - I know. - But you can treat it? 221 00:17:04,260 --> 00:17:05,980 'I can try, Miss Nielson. 222 00:17:06,020 --> 00:17:08,980 'What we do here is still experimental. 223 00:17:09,020 --> 00:17:11,220 'We are trialling cellular therapies, 224 00:17:11,260 --> 00:17:14,139 'using your own body's cells to fight this tumour. 225 00:17:14,180 --> 00:17:16,579 Every patient is different, of course, and you should know 226 00:17:16,619 --> 00:17:18,437 'we have no data on this application 227 00:17:18,462 --> 00:17:20,059 with a glioblastoma like yours.' 228 00:17:20,099 --> 00:17:22,899 So what are my chances? 229 00:17:22,940 --> 00:17:24,899 'We prefer not to make guesses about such things. 230 00:17:24,940 --> 00:17:28,180 'As I say, every patient is different.' 231 00:17:28,220 --> 00:17:31,819 Statistically, you must know. 232 00:17:31,859 --> 00:17:35,020 'We have had good responses. Encouraging. 233 00:17:35,059 --> 00:17:37,220 'We have improved survival 234 00:17:37,260 --> 00:17:40,859 'from an average of 12 months on diagnosis to 15. 235 00:17:40,899 --> 00:17:45,139 - 'Erm...' - As you say, there, there's no hard and fast answers 236 00:17:45,180 --> 00:17:48,260 until you can make your own assessment of my dad? 237 00:17:48,300 --> 00:17:50,980 'Yes, absolutely. Of course. 238 00:17:51,020 --> 00:17:52,740 'The treatment takes six weeks, 239 00:17:52,780 --> 00:17:55,419 'and it would require you to come to Stockholm.' 240 00:17:55,460 --> 00:17:58,180 - I've never been. - 'It's beautiful. 241 00:17:58,220 --> 00:18:01,020 'So, before you send all the paperwork, 242 00:18:01,059 --> 00:18:04,460 'I can talk to you about the process and the funding.' 243 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:08,460 Ah, Laura, love. I, I can take it from here. 244 00:18:08,500 --> 00:18:11,260 - OK, thanks. - Thanks. 245 00:18:13,500 --> 00:18:15,099 It's expensive. 246 00:18:15,139 --> 00:18:17,619 Blood tests, 247 00:18:17,659 --> 00:18:19,940 hospital stay, 248 00:18:19,980 --> 00:18:21,940 - flights. - So? 249 00:18:21,980 --> 00:18:26,460 And, er, work. You know, I-I told the office... 250 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:28,020 So? 251 00:18:30,619 --> 00:18:31,819 OK, then. 252 00:18:32,980 --> 00:18:35,099 Brilliant. Brilliant. 253 00:18:39,859 --> 00:18:42,419 'Hello, this is Henry Nielson...' 254 00:18:42,460 --> 00:18:43,740 He's still not picking up? 255 00:18:43,780 --> 00:18:45,540 - No. - '..so please leave a message.' 256 00:18:48,619 --> 00:18:52,180 You know what he's like. He's probably just lost track of time. 257 00:18:52,220 --> 00:18:54,899 You think he's been walking for five hours 258 00:18:54,940 --> 00:18:56,819 the day we're supposed to fly to Stockholm? 259 00:18:56,859 --> 00:19:00,099 I don't know... 260 00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:02,260 All he said was that he... 261 00:19:03,460 --> 00:19:05,099 ..needed time to think. 262 00:19:26,379 --> 00:19:29,659 Ah! Found me. 263 00:19:33,220 --> 00:19:36,859 I love you, Dad, but you're very predictable. 264 00:19:38,540 --> 00:19:41,819 So what's going on? 265 00:19:43,619 --> 00:19:45,001 What is it about the water, 266 00:19:45,026 --> 00:19:47,123 do you think, that draws people to it? 267 00:19:48,300 --> 00:19:51,819 I blame you. Taking us out all the time when we were kids. 268 00:19:51,859 --> 00:19:54,139 Even when it was chucking it down. 269 00:19:55,379 --> 00:19:59,260 - That rowing boat in Norfolk. - Ah, Christ! 270 00:19:59,300 --> 00:20:01,300 I tried not to think about it. 271 00:20:04,540 --> 00:20:07,020 I know it's scary, Dad. 272 00:20:08,300 --> 00:20:12,139 But I'll be there. Katy, the second week. 273 00:20:13,379 --> 00:20:16,020 I'm not scared any more, love. 274 00:20:16,059 --> 00:20:18,220 I used to be, but not now. 275 00:20:20,980 --> 00:20:22,099 I'm done. 276 00:20:23,379 --> 00:20:24,579 Don't say that. 277 00:20:25,899 --> 00:20:30,419 Six weeks in some strange country. 278 00:20:30,460 --> 00:20:33,059 The things I'll be putting my body through, the... 279 00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:34,980 I want you to live. 280 00:20:35,020 --> 00:20:36,819 I have lived. 281 00:20:36,859 --> 00:20:39,659 Pretty bloody well, for the most part. 282 00:20:40,980 --> 00:20:44,180 1993 was a bit shit. 283 00:20:45,819 --> 00:20:48,500 If you won't fight for yourself, do it for me. 284 00:20:48,540 --> 00:20:51,780 Do it for Katy. Please, Dad? 285 00:20:52,859 --> 00:20:54,819 It's time, love. 286 00:20:56,899 --> 00:20:58,379 Here it is. 287 00:20:59,859 --> 00:21:02,379 My guilty secret. 288 00:21:02,419 --> 00:21:03,619 What? 289 00:21:03,659 --> 00:21:05,579 You know, my mother gave me this. 290 00:21:05,619 --> 00:21:07,819 Shortly before she passed. 291 00:21:07,859 --> 00:21:11,540 I put it in my pocket, and I never took it out. 292 00:21:11,579 --> 00:21:16,220 And things didn't work out too badly. 293 00:21:16,260 --> 00:21:17,460 Now... 294 00:21:18,500 --> 00:21:20,740 ..maybe it was because of this. 295 00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:25,500 Or maybe not. But I would like you to have it. 296 00:21:26,619 --> 00:21:28,059 Just in case. 297 00:21:33,819 --> 00:21:37,220 The doctors said it might get a bit rocky. 298 00:21:38,339 --> 00:21:41,780 So they gave me a leaflet on palliative care. 299 00:21:41,819 --> 00:21:46,379 No, it's not exactly bedtime reading, but it, it got me thinking. 300 00:21:47,500 --> 00:21:50,540 If I have a stroke 301 00:21:50,579 --> 00:21:54,940 or if this gets bigger, 302 00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:57,579 and I'm not me any more... 303 00:21:59,059 --> 00:22:04,899 If I can't, promise me you'll help me go quietly. 304 00:22:09,460 --> 00:22:12,059 You can't ask me that, Dad. 305 00:22:12,099 --> 00:22:13,780 I can't go that way. 306 00:22:14,980 --> 00:22:17,460 I can't go lying in some hospital bed, 307 00:22:17,500 --> 00:22:20,859 breathing through a ventilator with my mind gone to hell. 308 00:22:22,379 --> 00:22:24,260 Promise me you'll think about it. 309 00:22:36,379 --> 00:22:40,540 God! Ha, I need a bloody drink. 310 00:22:42,180 --> 00:22:43,740 Amen to that. 311 00:22:58,544 --> 00:23:02,464 I'm serious, you don't wanna see it. 312 00:23:02,504 --> 00:23:04,145 Last time I was in a club, 313 00:23:04,184 --> 00:23:06,385 people thought I was having a stroke, it was that bad. 314 00:23:07,704 --> 00:23:10,464 How about the macarena? You must know the macarena. 315 00:23:10,504 --> 00:23:11,628 - No. - What?! 316 00:23:11,653 --> 00:23:14,345 Well, you can teach me. 317 00:23:14,385 --> 00:23:15,744 OK. 318 00:23:17,305 --> 00:23:18,944 Come on, come in. 319 00:23:18,984 --> 00:23:21,944 No, I've, er, I've got work tomorrow. Plus, erm... 320 00:23:23,024 --> 00:23:24,744 - Plus what? - I dunno, I... 321 00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:28,784 Let's just take things slowly, yeah? 322 00:23:28,825 --> 00:23:31,625 I'm not into just... you know? 323 00:23:33,145 --> 00:23:35,865 - I can do that. - I'll see you tomorrow, then. 324 00:23:36,905 --> 00:23:38,744 Does that sound slow? 325 00:23:39,825 --> 00:23:41,665 What can I say? I'm keen. 326 00:23:41,704 --> 00:23:44,305 OK, but just a couple of drinks, yeah? 327 00:23:44,345 --> 00:23:45,544 Scout's honour. 328 00:23:47,024 --> 00:23:49,385 Night. See you tomorrow. 329 00:26:58,865 --> 00:27:00,464 'This is it.' 330 00:27:00,504 --> 00:27:03,305 - 'Oh! It's nice!' - 'Yeah?' 331 00:27:03,345 --> 00:27:05,504 'Yeah, it's great.' 332 00:27:05,544 --> 00:27:06,944 - 'Let me take your coat.' - 'Oh.' 333 00:27:10,385 --> 00:27:14,065 'OK, you are so pretty.' 334 00:27:14,105 --> 00:27:15,784 'Sit down. Do you want a drink?' 335 00:27:15,825 --> 00:27:20,024 'Yeah, please, that'd be, that'd be great. Got a lot of books.' 336 00:27:20,065 --> 00:27:23,305 'Yeah, I know, and I've got loads of, erm, 337 00:27:23,345 --> 00:27:27,544 'travel books and stuff like that, you know?' 338 00:27:27,585 --> 00:27:31,504 - 'Ice? You got ice?' - 'Yeah, I've got ice. Don't worry.' 339 00:27:34,665 --> 00:27:37,145 'Errr, you have that, that's stronger.' 340 00:27:38,464 --> 00:27:39,984 'Here, let me put some music on. 341 00:27:41,504 --> 00:27:44,065 'Cheers, to a great time.' 342 00:28:26,865 --> 00:28:28,264 You OK? 343 00:28:29,665 --> 00:28:31,345 Just forget about it. 344 00:28:33,264 --> 00:28:35,464 What is it? 345 00:28:35,504 --> 00:28:37,665 - Put your clothes on. - What? 346 00:28:39,425 --> 00:28:40,625 Am I doing it wrong? 347 00:28:41,744 --> 00:28:42,905 No. 348 00:28:44,585 --> 00:28:45,704 No. 349 00:28:47,585 --> 00:28:49,065 Just don't believe you. 350 00:29:00,425 --> 00:29:03,504 Andy, what are you doing here? 351 00:29:03,544 --> 00:29:06,145 Maybe it's best if I show you. 352 00:29:21,024 --> 00:29:22,464 What the hell is that? 353 00:29:24,625 --> 00:29:28,944 There's one other there. There's one there. They're everywhere. 354 00:29:28,984 --> 00:29:30,865 What do you want? 355 00:29:30,905 --> 00:29:32,744 I wanna talk. 356 00:29:32,784 --> 00:29:34,665 Most people would've called the police. 357 00:29:36,024 --> 00:29:38,464 This fascinates you. 358 00:29:43,024 --> 00:29:45,704 You really think you can just do what you want? 359 00:29:47,385 --> 00:29:49,784 That's not what you wanna ask me. 360 00:29:49,825 --> 00:29:53,385 You put those cameras up there because you want to know... 361 00:29:53,425 --> 00:29:55,385 You want to know how it feels. 362 00:29:57,704 --> 00:29:59,464 Don't stand there staring at me. 363 00:30:00,704 --> 00:30:03,704 Either talk or piss off and tell the police. 364 00:30:12,625 --> 00:30:14,065 There we go. 365 00:30:17,024 --> 00:30:18,865 I've thought about it. 366 00:30:21,865 --> 00:30:23,385 So you think about it. 367 00:30:25,184 --> 00:30:28,944 The control excites you. You think about it, you want it. 368 00:30:28,984 --> 00:30:30,625 So what's stopping you? 369 00:30:30,665 --> 00:30:34,464 You want to know how to do it and get away with it. 370 00:30:50,264 --> 00:30:52,385 You get rid of that recording... 371 00:30:53,345 --> 00:30:55,464 ..I give you this. 372 00:30:55,504 --> 00:30:57,065 Fair exchange. 373 00:31:03,665 --> 00:31:08,504 No. I'm not like you. I'm married. I have a son. 374 00:31:08,544 --> 00:31:10,665 Andrew, you're lying to yourself. 375 00:31:16,224 --> 00:31:18,665 You don't have to hide any more. 376 00:31:42,744 --> 00:31:45,865 Do you want me to send you the scans once I have them, Mr Earlham? 377 00:31:45,905 --> 00:31:47,224 Mr Earlham? 378 00:31:47,264 --> 00:31:50,425 Wonderful idea, yes. I think ward eight. 379 00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,000 _ 380 00:32:14,024 --> 00:32:16,024 _ 381 00:33:17,944 --> 00:33:21,784 - What? - I'm sorry about the other night. 382 00:33:22,865 --> 00:33:24,865 Rambling on, I was... 383 00:33:24,905 --> 00:33:28,065 I'm sorry. Let me buy you a drink? 384 00:33:28,105 --> 00:33:29,744 No. There's no need, really. 385 00:33:29,784 --> 00:33:33,264 Oh, go on, just one drink. It'll help the shift go faster. 386 00:33:35,305 --> 00:33:36,704 One drink. 387 00:33:36,744 --> 00:33:38,704 Great. 388 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:52,844 A date, though. With Tom? It's... 389 00:33:52,884 --> 00:33:55,124 - Don't say "weird" again. - But it is! 390 00:33:55,164 --> 00:33:57,084 It's only weird if you make it weird. 391 00:33:58,285 --> 00:34:01,205 Anyway, I'm supposed to be travelling the world, remember? 392 00:34:01,245 --> 00:34:03,004 Oh, yeah. 393 00:34:03,044 --> 00:34:05,524 Haven't you already done that, like, twice? 394 00:34:09,805 --> 00:34:12,805 Who's that? Hello? 395 00:34:18,645 --> 00:34:21,245 Excuse me, we're looking for Henry Nielson. 396 00:34:26,645 --> 00:34:28,844 Dad? Hey. 397 00:34:29,964 --> 00:34:32,364 Hey, it's me. 398 00:34:32,404 --> 00:34:33,964 Me and Katy are here. 399 00:34:38,404 --> 00:34:41,165 The tumour was pressing on several blood vessels, 400 00:34:41,205 --> 00:34:42,964 and one of them started leaking. 401 00:34:43,004 --> 00:34:44,545 Now, we've managed the bleeding 402 00:34:44,570 --> 00:34:46,285 and the seizures with medication, 403 00:34:46,325 --> 00:34:49,325 we've got the blood pressure back under control, 404 00:34:49,364 --> 00:34:50,645 his breathing is good. 405 00:34:50,685 --> 00:34:53,205 So he'll get better? 406 00:34:53,245 --> 00:34:56,205 There's been bleeding on the left side on the brain. 407 00:34:56,245 --> 00:34:59,645 It's affecting his speech and understanding. 408 00:34:59,685 --> 00:35:02,245 It's unlikely he's going to talk again. 409 00:35:03,645 --> 00:35:05,484 Patients in this position... 410 00:35:06,884 --> 00:35:09,205 don't often wake up again. 411 00:35:09,245 --> 00:35:10,924 Can he understand us? 412 00:35:13,605 --> 00:35:16,484 He can, but he can't communicate. 413 00:35:16,524 --> 00:35:18,524 - How long? - Excuse me? 414 00:35:19,645 --> 00:35:21,765 How long has he got? 415 00:35:21,805 --> 00:35:25,245 I'm sorry, I can't give you a precise answer. 416 00:35:26,404 --> 00:35:27,884 But you have an idea? 417 00:35:29,125 --> 00:35:31,125 His breathing is fine. 418 00:35:31,165 --> 00:35:34,004 He's maintaining his blood pressure. It's... 419 00:35:35,044 --> 00:35:36,285 It could be months. 420 00:35:37,685 --> 00:35:39,004 Years, even. 421 00:35:41,205 --> 00:35:44,805 - I'm sorry. - Thank you. 422 00:36:03,165 --> 00:36:06,524 - I thought he'd have longer. - He does. 423 00:36:09,004 --> 00:36:12,044 You heard the doctor. Years. 424 00:36:12,085 --> 00:36:17,564 Lying there, unable to do anything, unable to move. 425 00:36:20,004 --> 00:36:22,484 It's everything he didn't want. 426 00:36:25,364 --> 00:36:27,165 We can't. 427 00:36:27,205 --> 00:36:28,685 I promised him, Katy. 428 00:36:28,725 --> 00:36:32,404 No. No, you promised you'd think about it. 429 00:36:33,725 --> 00:36:36,844 But what if he knows what's happening to him? 430 00:36:39,765 --> 00:36:42,645 What if he's in pain, and he just can't tell us? 431 00:36:42,685 --> 00:36:46,685 Laura, stop! Please. 432 00:36:48,444 --> 00:36:51,404 He's our dad. If he's suffering... 433 00:36:52,924 --> 00:36:54,245 Tell me what to get. 434 00:36:56,884 --> 00:37:00,245 - You're the doctor. Just tell me, and I'll... - No. 435 00:37:00,285 --> 00:37:02,805 I can't let you. 436 00:37:19,524 --> 00:37:20,924 I'll do it. 437 00:37:39,844 --> 00:37:41,444 Hey. 438 00:37:43,364 --> 00:37:45,725 Do you want me to come in with you? 439 00:37:45,765 --> 00:37:47,924 No. No, erm... 440 00:37:49,245 --> 00:37:50,805 ..I won't be long. 441 00:38:47,844 --> 00:38:50,364 Hey! Hey, hey, hey. It's OK. 442 00:38:51,844 --> 00:38:53,085 It's OK. 443 00:38:57,165 --> 00:38:58,325 I'm sorry. 444 00:39:01,125 --> 00:39:02,605 I couldn't do it. 445 00:39:03,765 --> 00:39:05,725 I couldn't do it. 446 00:39:06,844 --> 00:39:09,444 It's OK. Shhh, it's OK. 447 00:39:09,484 --> 00:39:13,165 Sorry. 448 00:39:39,484 --> 00:39:40,564 Hey. 449 00:39:47,245 --> 00:39:48,685 Listen, Dad. 450 00:39:50,765 --> 00:39:53,044 Listen to the water... 451 00:39:53,085 --> 00:39:55,484 lapping against the shore. 452 00:39:59,484 --> 00:40:01,565 Listen to the laughter coming 453 00:40:01,590 --> 00:40:04,028 from that child as he runs past. 454 00:40:07,285 --> 00:40:08,924 The clink of glasses. 455 00:40:11,924 --> 00:40:15,004 People in the pub getting another round in... 456 00:40:18,924 --> 00:40:21,044 ..enjoying the sun on their faces. 457 00:40:22,725 --> 00:40:24,404 And the view. 458 00:40:25,524 --> 00:40:27,125 My God, Dad, the view. 459 00:40:36,085 --> 00:40:37,830 The sea stretches as far as 460 00:40:37,855 --> 00:40:40,309 you can imagine in either direction. 461 00:40:43,924 --> 00:40:46,125 "Reminds us how small we are." 462 00:40:48,004 --> 00:40:49,765 That's what you used to say, isn't it? 463 00:40:52,085 --> 00:40:53,564 How small we are... 464 00:40:55,125 --> 00:40:56,765 ..and how lucky we are. 465 00:41:19,964 --> 00:41:21,685 Listen to the water, Dad. 466 00:41:25,884 --> 00:41:27,325 I love you. 467 00:42:24,924 --> 00:42:27,444 You have got to be kidding me. 468 00:42:27,484 --> 00:42:30,645 Laura Nielson, we are arresting you for the murder of Andrew Earlham. 469 00:42:30,685 --> 00:42:33,044 You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence 470 00:42:33,085 --> 00:42:34,685 if you do not mention when questioned 471 00:42:34,725 --> 00:42:36,564 something which you later rely on in court. 472 00:42:36,605 --> 00:42:38,564 - This is bullshit. - We found it, Laura. 473 00:42:38,605 --> 00:42:41,685 Found what? Found what?! 474 00:42:43,564 --> 00:42:45,524 Found what?! 475 00:43:05,165 --> 00:43:07,484 But it takes a while, though, doesn't it? 476 00:43:07,524 --> 00:43:09,285 I mean, to figure a person out. 477 00:43:09,325 --> 00:43:12,205 I mean, some people you've known for years, 478 00:43:12,245 --> 00:43:14,404 and then they do something, and you think, 479 00:43:14,444 --> 00:43:17,245 "Huh, never expected them to do that." 480 00:43:17,285 --> 00:43:20,884 Well, people surprise themselves sometimes. 481 00:43:20,924 --> 00:43:23,360 But then, wouldn't life be boring 482 00:43:23,385 --> 00:43:25,725 if everyone behaved predictably? 483 00:43:25,765 --> 00:43:27,085 God, yes. 484 00:43:28,165 --> 00:43:31,165 I mean, do you ever really know a person? 485 00:43:32,564 --> 00:43:34,245 I hope so. 486 00:43:35,285 --> 00:43:37,044 Yeah. 487 00:43:37,085 --> 00:43:38,325 Me too. 488 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:59,000 *CREDITS*