1 00:00:06,256 --> 00:00:08,385 I swear this is the last one. 2 00:00:08,406 --> 00:00:09,749 You positive? 'Cause I'm just not sure 3 00:00:09,773 --> 00:00:11,651 you kept enough of our old stuff. 4 00:00:12,040 --> 00:00:14,118 Well, I mean, look at those booties. 5 00:00:14,143 --> 00:00:17,189 Come on. How could I get rid of those booties? 6 00:00:17,214 --> 00:00:19,639 Because... Ew, they're covered in mildew. 7 00:00:19,664 --> 00:00:21,542 Wow. Zoey. I didn't realize 8 00:00:21,567 --> 00:00:23,655 you were such a fan of Cabbage Patch Kids. 9 00:00:23,680 --> 00:00:25,324 Actually, that was mine. 10 00:00:25,349 --> 00:00:26,412 Oh. 11 00:00:26,437 --> 00:00:27,694 And this... 12 00:00:27,719 --> 00:00:28,944 Mine as well. 13 00:00:28,969 --> 00:00:30,741 Oh, babe. 14 00:00:30,766 --> 00:00:33,373 No wonder you became such a bleeding-heart public defender. 15 00:00:33,681 --> 00:00:35,194 You really care, bear. 16 00:00:35,219 --> 00:00:39,131 Yeah, David was always a very sweet, sensitive child. 17 00:00:39,156 --> 00:00:40,506 How do you describe me? 18 00:00:40,531 --> 00:00:43,256 - You were more inquisitive. - Mm. 19 00:00:43,281 --> 00:00:46,701 You only wanted science and engineering toys. 20 00:00:46,726 --> 00:00:48,971 Damn straight. These were my gateway drugs 21 00:00:48,996 --> 00:00:52,248 to straight As and a stunning scholastic career. 22 00:00:53,859 --> 00:00:55,272 Um, if it's okay with Zoey, 23 00:00:55,297 --> 00:00:57,381 you can take whatever you want for the baby. 24 00:00:57,406 --> 00:01:01,450 Oh, yeah. Um, I'm good. All yours. 25 00:01:01,475 --> 00:01:04,076 Be right back. I'm just gonna make a quick call. 26 00:01:05,248 --> 00:01:06,498 You forgot another one. 27 00:01:06,523 --> 00:01:09,787 So, I'll meet you at the flower market in an hour? 28 00:01:10,843 --> 00:01:13,381 I'm excited, too, Jessica. 29 00:01:13,406 --> 00:01:15,280 Okay. Bye. 30 00:01:16,363 --> 00:01:17,866 Jessica? 31 00:01:18,667 --> 00:01:20,389 Why so secretive? 32 00:01:21,741 --> 00:01:24,201 I just... I feel weird 33 00:01:24,226 --> 00:01:27,741 talking about work stuff in front of your dad. 34 00:01:28,234 --> 00:01:29,678 Hm. 35 00:01:29,968 --> 00:01:32,006 Since we're alone for a minute, 36 00:01:32,031 --> 00:01:33,912 what new on the Simon front? 37 00:01:33,937 --> 00:01:35,350 You'd be very proud. 38 00:01:35,375 --> 00:01:37,545 I haven't texted him back in a couple days. 39 00:01:37,570 --> 00:01:39,319 How do you feel about that? 40 00:01:39,344 --> 00:01:42,923 Um, only minor withdrawals. 41 00:01:42,948 --> 00:01:44,217 Hm. 42 00:01:45,717 --> 00:01:48,225 Oh, my gosh. Dad, you remember this? 43 00:01:48,250 --> 00:01:50,225 Wow, it actually still works. 44 00:02:02,961 --> 00:02:04,436 Oh, you lost. 45 00:02:04,461 --> 00:02:07,749 All right, okay, I hate to spoil this lovely symphony, 46 00:02:07,774 --> 00:02:10,686 but can we focus? I've got to get to work soon. 47 00:02:10,711 --> 00:02:12,655 We're good to build the crib tonight, right? 48 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:14,758 Um, you know, I'm still prepping for trial. 49 00:02:14,783 --> 00:02:17,459 The... the O'Reilly case? 50 00:02:17,683 --> 00:02:20,201 Think it's going to be another late night at the office. 51 00:02:20,226 --> 00:02:21,514 Again? 52 00:02:21,958 --> 00:02:23,709 This case has taken over your life. 53 00:02:23,734 --> 00:02:25,264 I'm not happy about it either. 54 00:02:25,289 --> 00:02:27,014 Yeah, it's just, we said we were gonna 55 00:02:27,039 --> 00:02:28,459 get cracking on this weeks ago, 56 00:02:28,484 --> 00:02:32,031 and it seems like it's never the right time with you. 57 00:02:32,435 --> 00:02:33,436 Now that we know it's a boy, 58 00:02:33,460 --> 00:02:34,773 we can really start to get organized. 59 00:02:34,797 --> 00:02:37,006 Em, I get it, okay? I get it. 60 00:02:37,128 --> 00:02:38,826 All right? I'm doing the best that I can. 61 00:02:38,851 --> 00:02:41,600 Everything... okay? 62 00:02:41,625 --> 00:02:43,514 - Uh-huh. - Uh-huh. 63 00:02:46,746 --> 00:02:50,405 ? You've been talking in your sleep ? 64 00:02:50,733 --> 00:02:52,256 ? Oh, oh ? 65 00:02:52,281 --> 00:02:56,272 ? Things you never say to me ? 66 00:02:56,297 --> 00:02:57,675 ? Oh, oh ? 67 00:02:57,700 --> 00:03:01,428 ? Tell me that you've had enough ? 68 00:03:01,536 --> 00:03:04,373 ? Of our love ? 69 00:03:04,398 --> 00:03:07,569 ? Our love ? 70 00:03:08,180 --> 00:03:13,092 ? Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough ? 71 00:03:13,117 --> 00:03:16,873 ? Just a second, we're not broken, just bent ? 72 00:03:16,898 --> 00:03:21,162 ? And we can learn to love again ? 73 00:03:21,456 --> 00:03:24,248 ? I'm sorry I don't understand ? 74 00:03:24,273 --> 00:03:27,052 ? Where all of this is coming from ? 75 00:03:27,077 --> 00:03:30,556 ? I thought that we were fine ? 76 00:03:30,581 --> 00:03:32,741 ? Oh, we had everything ? 77 00:03:32,766 --> 00:03:36,467 ? You've been having real bad dreams ? 78 00:03:36,492 --> 00:03:37,787 - ? Oh, oh ? - ? Oh, oh ? 79 00:03:37,812 --> 00:03:41,506 ? There's nothing more than empty sheets ? 80 00:03:41,531 --> 00:03:44,877 - ? Between our love ? - ? Between our love ? 81 00:03:44,902 --> 00:03:48,787 - ? Our love ? - ? Our love ? 82 00:03:48,812 --> 00:03:50,897 ? Just give me a reason ? 83 00:03:50,922 --> 00:03:53,467 ? Just a little bit's enough ? 84 00:03:53,492 --> 00:03:57,305 ? Just a second, we're not broken, just bent ? 85 00:03:57,330 --> 00:03:59,976 ? And we can learn to love again ? 86 00:04:00,001 --> 00:04:01,712 ? I've never stopped ? 87 00:04:01,737 --> 00:04:05,647 ? You're still written in the scars on my heart ? 88 00:04:05,672 --> 00:04:08,084 ? We're not broken, just bent ? 89 00:04:08,109 --> 00:04:12,912 ? And we can learn to love again ? 90 00:04:22,142 --> 00:04:23,764 You... 91 00:04:23,789 --> 00:04:25,866 sure everything's okay? 92 00:04:25,891 --> 00:04:27,506 - Yeah! - Yeah! 93 00:04:30,648 --> 00:04:32,342 Bull... 94 00:04:33,483 --> 00:04:36,883 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 95 00:04:38,539 --> 00:04:39,822 Guess what? 96 00:04:39,953 --> 00:04:43,208 I just heard my first actual duet. 97 00:04:43,233 --> 00:04:46,311 Two people singing the same song, at the same time. 98 00:04:46,336 --> 00:04:47,980 I am very aware of what a duet is. 99 00:04:48,004 --> 00:04:50,950 But now it raises all sorts of questions for us to tackle. 100 00:04:50,974 --> 00:04:53,038 Ugh, why do I even answer the phone this early? 101 00:04:53,063 --> 00:04:54,927 I am an artist, Zoey, and my brain 102 00:04:54,952 --> 00:04:57,690 does not like functioning until night o'clock. 103 00:04:57,714 --> 00:04:59,819 But I just don't know which one to help. 104 00:04:59,844 --> 00:05:00,960 Or maybe it's both. 105 00:05:00,984 --> 00:05:04,467 And I'm sure we can figure all this out over drinks tonight. 106 00:05:04,492 --> 00:05:06,070 Okay, fine. Where do you wanna go? 107 00:05:06,095 --> 00:05:07,666 Somewhere basic and hetero. 108 00:05:07,691 --> 00:05:09,827 I'm in the mood for potato skins. 109 00:05:09,852 --> 00:05:11,280 'Kay, bye. 110 00:05:12,729 --> 00:05:14,607 Now that the SprqPoint watch is out there 111 00:05:14,631 --> 00:05:17,877 dazzling users with its sheer brilliance of engineering, 112 00:05:17,901 --> 00:05:20,179 we are ready to move on to a new project. 113 00:05:20,203 --> 00:05:22,077 However, before we do, 114 00:05:22,102 --> 00:05:24,382 your manager, Zoey, feels that we need 115 00:05:24,407 --> 00:05:27,466 to foster a more open, honest work environment, 116 00:05:27,491 --> 00:05:30,755 and that's why, today, we'll be sharing the results 117 00:05:30,780 --> 00:05:33,573 of the anonymous peer reviews that you wrote about each other 118 00:05:33,598 --> 00:05:35,030 a few weeks back. 119 00:05:35,499 --> 00:05:36,695 Hmm? 120 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:40,186 I thought the peer reviews were for internal use only. 121 00:05:40,361 --> 00:05:42,301 What's the good of bad news if you can't share it? 122 00:05:42,325 --> 00:05:44,414 Am I right? Zoey and I will meet with you individually 123 00:05:44,438 --> 00:05:46,655 to go over the results of what your friends 124 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:48,959 and colleagues had to say about you. 125 00:05:48,984 --> 00:05:50,975 Tobin Batra. 126 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:52,413 - Hit me. - Okay, well, 127 00:05:52,438 --> 00:05:55,413 aside from several of them commenting 128 00:05:55,438 --> 00:05:58,388 on your extreme overuse of the eggplant emoji, 129 00:05:58,413 --> 00:06:00,252 in general, their feedback regarding your work 130 00:06:00,276 --> 00:06:02,610 was that it is... adequate. 131 00:06:03,845 --> 00:06:05,189 Boo-yah! 132 00:06:05,214 --> 00:06:07,506 Love barely meeting expectations. 133 00:06:10,627 --> 00:06:13,127 Max... 134 00:06:14,397 --> 00:06:15,855 Oh, Richman. 135 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:18,225 Yep. Same last name I had five years ago... 136 00:06:18,250 --> 00:06:19,694 when I started working here. 137 00:06:19,719 --> 00:06:21,840 Uh, "Lacks drive," "Is complacent," 138 00:06:21,865 --> 00:06:24,543 "Doesn't show initiative," "Takes the easy way out," 139 00:06:24,567 --> 00:06:28,381 "Settles when he could be working much harder." 140 00:06:28,405 --> 00:06:30,015 - All... - Bad. 141 00:06:30,039 --> 00:06:31,039 Constructive. 142 00:06:31,064 --> 00:06:33,543 Lot of great stuff to build on. 143 00:06:33,568 --> 00:06:35,452 Is it... great? 144 00:06:35,596 --> 00:06:37,607 Feels not so great. 145 00:06:38,616 --> 00:06:41,393 Okay, Leif, ready to hear what your colleagues had to say? 146 00:06:41,418 --> 00:06:43,262 Only if you feel it's necessary. 147 00:06:43,286 --> 00:06:45,865 I know that all three of us know 148 00:06:45,889 --> 00:06:48,936 that, uh, as the best programmer here, 149 00:06:49,094 --> 00:06:50,803 I'm, uh... what's the word? Beloved. 150 00:06:50,828 --> 00:06:53,071 Um, okay. 151 00:06:53,096 --> 00:06:56,542 "Leif is self-righteous and overly ambitious." 152 00:06:56,566 --> 00:06:58,210 "His 'aw-shucks' demeanor 153 00:06:58,234 --> 00:07:01,547 "masks a relentless drive to win at all costs, 154 00:07:01,571 --> 00:07:03,905 "which is more alienating than endearing. 155 00:07:03,930 --> 00:07:06,225 That's probably why he didn't get the promotion." 156 00:07:08,360 --> 00:07:09,771 Wow. 157 00:07:09,796 --> 00:07:12,538 Uh, I was... I was not expecting that. 158 00:07:13,249 --> 00:07:14,960 May I ask who... 159 00:07:14,984 --> 00:07:17,363 It's anonymous, the peer reviews. 160 00:07:17,387 --> 00:07:19,553 It's called "anonymous peer review." 161 00:07:20,347 --> 00:07:23,225 Well, uh, thank you 162 00:07:23,250 --> 00:07:27,233 for your... honesty 163 00:07:27,749 --> 00:07:30,858 and your feedback. 164 00:07:36,288 --> 00:07:38,650 Well... that was fun. 165 00:07:38,675 --> 00:07:40,386 Wait, you never said what people wrote about me. 166 00:07:40,410 --> 00:07:41,954 I'm sure the team had thoughts. 167 00:07:41,978 --> 00:07:43,722 Oh, "the team had thoughts." 168 00:07:43,746 --> 00:07:45,324 But you know, "misogyny, misogyny." 169 00:07:45,348 --> 00:07:47,967 I think you're crushing it. That's all that matters. 170 00:07:52,014 --> 00:07:53,833 Is this the kind of place you had in mind? 171 00:07:53,857 --> 00:07:56,101 Men in Dockers, full-calorie beer, 172 00:07:56,125 --> 00:07:58,444 corporate types looking to unwind, it's perfect. 173 00:07:58,469 --> 00:08:00,205 I invited Max to join us, too. 174 00:08:00,230 --> 00:08:01,734 He had a rough day at work. I hope that's okay. 175 00:08:01,758 --> 00:08:02,992 Fine with me. But before he gets here, 176 00:08:03,016 --> 00:08:06,069 let's talk about this duet. Was it romantic? Depressing? 177 00:08:06,094 --> 00:08:08,881 It was... tortured. 178 00:08:08,906 --> 00:08:10,561 Oh! The best duets are. 179 00:08:10,586 --> 00:08:14,434 My brother and sister-in-law were singing at each other. 180 00:08:14,459 --> 00:08:16,388 She seemed more upset than he did. 181 00:08:16,412 --> 00:08:18,584 Seems like she's the one you're supposed to help, then. 182 00:08:18,609 --> 00:08:21,121 Oh! I hope not. 183 00:08:21,146 --> 00:08:22,928 Emily and I aren't really the tightest. 184 00:08:22,953 --> 00:08:27,100 She's kind of acerbic, I'm kind of stand-offish. 185 00:08:27,125 --> 00:08:28,695 You two would be great in a female cop show. 186 00:08:28,719 --> 00:08:30,530 My brother's totally harmless. 187 00:08:30,555 --> 00:08:32,132 I'm sure she's upset about something 188 00:08:32,157 --> 00:08:33,335 that isn't even his fault. 189 00:08:33,360 --> 00:08:34,870 - Hey, guys. - Hey. 190 00:08:34,895 --> 00:08:36,407 Autumn's coming, too, but she thought she saw 191 00:08:36,431 --> 00:08:38,163 a rainbow in an oil slick outside, 192 00:08:38,188 --> 00:08:40,733 so she's still absorbing its beauty. 193 00:08:40,758 --> 00:08:42,545 You know, you've been very tight-lipped 194 00:08:42,570 --> 00:08:43,764 about Autumn since Napa. 195 00:08:43,789 --> 00:08:45,319 Did you have a good time? 196 00:08:45,344 --> 00:08:47,285 Uh, yeah. Napa was fun. 197 00:08:47,310 --> 00:08:50,322 I'm just not sure we're totally on the same wavelength, 198 00:08:50,346 --> 00:08:53,192 a word she uses endlessly, by the way. 199 00:08:53,216 --> 00:08:56,975 I thought you dug her whole adorable flower child... 200 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:58,678 Meets-young-Kristin-Chenoweth vibe. 201 00:08:58,703 --> 00:09:00,080 Autumn hated being on a schedule 202 00:09:00,105 --> 00:09:02,249 and wanted to just run through the fields. 203 00:09:02,274 --> 00:09:05,905 She unironically chased a butterfly for 37 minutes. 204 00:09:05,930 --> 00:09:07,225 - Oh, my God, Max. - Hi. 205 00:09:07,250 --> 00:09:09,962 You better not be telling them about Napa without me. 206 00:09:09,987 --> 00:09:12,913 It was pure magic. 207 00:09:17,363 --> 00:09:19,007 Kick it! 208 00:09:20,167 --> 00:09:21,667 Will you excuse me? 209 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:36,405 ? You wake up late for school, man, you don't wanna go ? 210 00:09:39,639 --> 00:09:42,647 ? You ask your mom, please, but she still says ? 211 00:09:42,672 --> 00:09:44,092 ? No ? 212 00:09:46,825 --> 00:09:50,670 ? You missed two classes and no homework ? 213 00:09:53,834 --> 00:09:57,014 ? But your teacher preaches class like you're some kind of ? 214 00:09:57,039 --> 00:09:58,584 ? Jerk ? 215 00:10:00,271 --> 00:10:01,983 ? You gotta fight ? 216 00:10:02,470 --> 00:10:04,194 ? For your right ? 217 00:10:04,592 --> 00:10:07,709 ? To party ? 218 00:10:13,211 --> 00:10:15,053 Still working. I'll be home a little later. 219 00:10:15,078 --> 00:10:16,078 Love you. 220 00:10:16,641 --> 00:10:18,311 ? You gotta fight ? 221 00:10:18,707 --> 00:10:20,420 ? For your right ? 222 00:10:20,773 --> 00:10:23,641 ? To party ? 223 00:10:27,241 --> 00:10:29,100 ? You gotta fight ? 224 00:10:29,329 --> 00:10:31,139 ? For your right ? 225 00:10:31,437 --> 00:10:34,805 ? To party ? 226 00:10:38,024 --> 00:10:40,491 - ? You gotta fight... ? - David? 227 00:10:40,791 --> 00:10:43,125 What's going on? 228 00:10:44,167 --> 00:10:46,738 Zoey, hi. What are you, um... 229 00:10:46,763 --> 00:10:47,763 What are you doing here? 230 00:10:47,788 --> 00:10:49,905 Just hanging out with some friends. 231 00:10:49,930 --> 00:10:52,509 I thought you had to work tonight. 232 00:10:52,534 --> 00:10:54,030 Oh... Oh, no, I am working. 233 00:10:54,055 --> 00:10:55,684 These are colleagues. 234 00:10:55,709 --> 00:10:58,155 Some of our best legal breakthroughs happen 235 00:10:58,180 --> 00:10:59,694 when we're shooting pool. 236 00:11:00,568 --> 00:11:02,436 - Cool. - Yeah, cool. 237 00:11:03,124 --> 00:11:05,834 Okay. Well, don't let me stop the work sesh. 238 00:11:05,859 --> 00:11:07,914 That's no problem. Yeah. Yeah, but I should get back. 239 00:11:07,938 --> 00:11:09,187 - Have a great night. - You have a great night. 240 00:11:09,211 --> 00:11:10,639 Yeah. Yeah. 241 00:11:18,181 --> 00:11:20,720 There she is. Thought you ghosted on me. 242 00:11:20,741 --> 00:11:22,401 Not responding to any of my texts. 243 00:11:22,426 --> 00:11:23,836 It's really hard to ghost somebody 244 00:11:23,860 --> 00:11:25,938 when you work just 50 feet away from them. 245 00:11:25,962 --> 00:11:27,429 All good. 246 00:11:29,023 --> 00:11:32,102 So... can I ask you a question? 247 00:11:32,127 --> 00:11:35,113 As a man in a long-term relationship, 248 00:11:35,138 --> 00:11:36,890 how bad would it be if you told Jessica 249 00:11:36,914 --> 00:11:38,140 that you had to work late but instead 250 00:11:38,164 --> 00:11:39,810 went to play pool with the guys? 251 00:11:40,156 --> 00:11:42,334 I'd probably... 252 00:11:42,359 --> 00:11:44,318 lose a limb or two and maybe 253 00:11:44,343 --> 00:11:45,960 spend a week on the couch. Why? 254 00:11:45,985 --> 00:11:47,539 Because I saw my brother out last night, 255 00:11:47,563 --> 00:11:48,774 and I know he's lying to his wife. 256 00:11:48,798 --> 00:11:51,076 Ooh. Well... 257 00:11:51,101 --> 00:11:53,413 it's always hard to judge someone else's relationship, 258 00:11:53,438 --> 00:11:55,921 but maybe he just needed some time to himself, 259 00:11:55,946 --> 00:11:57,367 and it's hard to tell her for some reason. 260 00:11:57,391 --> 00:11:58,921 - Mm-hmm. - I think if it was just 261 00:12:00,204 --> 00:12:01,671 you can cut him some slack. 262 00:12:01,696 --> 00:12:02,991 Okay. 263 00:12:03,563 --> 00:12:05,030 Thank you. 264 00:12:05,055 --> 00:12:06,694 You're welcome. 265 00:12:12,583 --> 00:12:14,249 Are you all right? 266 00:12:16,836 --> 00:12:19,061 Something's going on with you, I can tell. 267 00:12:24,897 --> 00:12:27,539 - How do you do that? - Do what? 268 00:12:27,564 --> 00:12:30,943 Really... see me. 269 00:12:30,968 --> 00:12:32,479 No one else has that ability. 270 00:12:32,504 --> 00:12:34,055 Oh. Um... 271 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:35,320 I guess... 272 00:12:35,345 --> 00:12:37,344 Usually it takes a whole song-and-dance 273 00:12:37,369 --> 00:12:39,188 for me to understand what someone's feeling. 274 00:12:39,213 --> 00:12:41,766 But with you, I guess... 275 00:12:43,744 --> 00:12:46,234 I just know how to read you. 276 00:12:46,906 --> 00:12:49,412 Uh, my dad's birthday's coming up in a couple days, 277 00:12:49,436 --> 00:12:52,717 and it's the first since his suicide, so... 278 00:12:53,803 --> 00:12:56,389 I guess it's just bringing up a lot of stuff. 279 00:12:57,167 --> 00:12:58,873 Well, I am here if you need me. 280 00:12:58,898 --> 00:13:01,443 Like I said, just 50 feet that way. 281 00:13:01,468 --> 00:13:02,891 Mm-hmm. Right over there? 282 00:13:02,916 --> 00:13:05,107 - Right over there. - Okey dokey. 283 00:13:14,594 --> 00:13:17,131 ? When your day is long ? 284 00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:21,611 ? And the night ? 285 00:13:22,065 --> 00:13:25,233 ? The night is yours alone ? 286 00:13:29,042 --> 00:13:32,529 ? When you're sure you've had enough ? 287 00:13:34,631 --> 00:13:36,717 ? Of this life ? 288 00:13:38,448 --> 00:13:40,348 ? Hang on ? 289 00:13:44,214 --> 00:13:50,467 ? Don't let yourself go ? 290 00:13:51,681 --> 00:13:55,483 ? 'Cause everybody cries ? 291 00:13:59,099 --> 00:14:03,873 ? And everybody hurts ? 292 00:14:04,370 --> 00:14:06,482 ? Sometimes ? 293 00:14:09,858 --> 00:14:11,035 Leif? 294 00:14:11,373 --> 00:14:12,651 You okay, buddy? 295 00:14:12,676 --> 00:14:14,115 - Never better. - You sure? 296 00:14:14,140 --> 00:14:15,928 'Cause you're hiding in an isolation pod. 297 00:14:15,953 --> 00:14:17,115 Yep. 298 00:14:17,140 --> 00:14:18,811 It was just one person's opinion, 299 00:14:18,836 --> 00:14:21,201 and we don't even know who wrote it. 300 00:14:21,226 --> 00:14:23,772 - I just figured it was you. - It wasn't. 301 00:14:24,731 --> 00:14:26,662 I think you're an excellent programmer. 302 00:14:26,687 --> 00:14:28,670 I don't expect you to understand this, 303 00:14:28,695 --> 00:14:30,998 Little Miss Perfect Score On The S.A.T. 304 00:14:31,023 --> 00:14:32,257 What did you get on the S.A.T.? 305 00:14:32,281 --> 00:14:34,259 Also a perfect score. Not the point. 306 00:14:35,193 --> 00:14:38,693 I'm just not used to negative feedback. 307 00:14:38,718 --> 00:14:41,045 You don't get the pressure that I put on myself, 308 00:14:41,070 --> 00:14:42,522 that my family puts on me. 309 00:14:42,547 --> 00:14:47,328 One of my brothers is chief oncologist at Johns Hopkins, 310 00:14:47,353 --> 00:14:49,297 and the other runs a billion-dollar hedge fund. 311 00:14:49,322 --> 00:14:52,350 Well, I'm sure in a few years, you too will be... 312 00:14:52,375 --> 00:14:53,920 They're my younger brothers. 313 00:14:54,644 --> 00:14:59,873 You know, I think I would like to be alone. 314 00:15:07,442 --> 00:15:09,177 Look at you two. 315 00:15:09,202 --> 00:15:11,302 Power couple alert. 316 00:15:11,327 --> 00:15:14,873 And you have your own coffee table book, too? I had no idea. 317 00:15:14,898 --> 00:15:17,591 Only because people were interested 318 00:15:17,616 --> 00:15:20,091 in NorCal homes for 10 seconds. 319 00:15:20,116 --> 00:15:22,326 Or because you have impeccable taste, 320 00:15:22,351 --> 00:15:23,920 and you're very good at your job. 321 00:15:23,945 --> 00:15:25,958 What's it been like working with your husband all these years? 322 00:15:25,982 --> 00:15:28,427 It always came easy to us. 323 00:15:28,452 --> 00:15:30,463 I mean, we just laughed a lot, 324 00:15:30,488 --> 00:15:33,255 and we respected each other's strengths. 325 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:36,412 I always handled the creative stuff, 326 00:15:36,437 --> 00:15:39,350 and Mitch is more the... 327 00:15:39,375 --> 00:15:43,748 Was more the business side of things. 328 00:15:43,773 --> 00:15:45,646 And I was the kid always wanting 329 00:15:45,671 --> 00:15:49,755 to do science experiments in my mom's greenhouse. 330 00:15:49,780 --> 00:15:52,638 Yes, mostly on worms. Poor worms. 331 00:15:52,663 --> 00:15:54,443 I'm glad we got through that phase. 332 00:15:54,468 --> 00:15:56,646 Where is David? I thought he was supposed 333 00:15:56,694 --> 00:15:58,826 to stay home with Dad tonight and give you some time off. 334 00:15:58,850 --> 00:16:00,395 He's just running late. It's okay. 335 00:16:00,420 --> 00:16:04,130 I mean, we're hard at work here. I am deep in the zone. 336 00:16:04,155 --> 00:16:05,466 What are you guys making? 337 00:16:05,491 --> 00:16:07,701 Oh, just playing with various flower combinations 338 00:16:07,726 --> 00:16:09,143 for the engagement party. 339 00:16:09,168 --> 00:16:11,201 - Great. - What do you think? 340 00:16:11,966 --> 00:16:13,130 It's very pretty. 341 00:16:13,155 --> 00:16:14,599 That's my favorite, too. 342 00:16:14,624 --> 00:16:16,138 Okay, I'm gonna go. 343 00:16:16,163 --> 00:16:18,576 Thanks so much for everything, Maggie. Have a great night. 344 00:16:18,601 --> 00:16:20,079 Oh, I'll call you as soon as 345 00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:22,148 I get an estimate for the rose wall. 346 00:16:22,173 --> 00:16:23,646 Thank you. 347 00:16:25,322 --> 00:16:28,701 So, how was being at the flower mart again? 348 00:16:28,726 --> 00:16:30,364 It was nice. 349 00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:32,208 A little sad, you know. 350 00:16:32,233 --> 00:16:34,511 Everybody asked about your father. 351 00:16:34,536 --> 00:16:37,567 They miss him coming around, joking with everybody. 352 00:16:37,592 --> 00:16:40,637 - You moving? - Oh, no. 353 00:16:40,662 --> 00:16:42,574 Do you remember Linda Nathanson? 354 00:16:42,599 --> 00:16:44,692 We did her place a few years back, 355 00:16:44,717 --> 00:16:48,356 and anyway, she's bought this crazy estate, 356 00:16:48,381 --> 00:16:50,677 and she asked me to do her garden. 357 00:16:50,702 --> 00:16:52,179 That's great. 358 00:16:52,456 --> 00:16:55,130 I told her I would think about it. 359 00:16:55,155 --> 00:16:56,403 Why not do the job? 360 00:16:56,428 --> 00:17:00,129 Because it wouldn't be working with your dad, Zoey. 361 00:17:00,977 --> 00:17:03,935 It just feels weird and kinda wrong 362 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:07,192 to do a job right now without him, so... 363 00:17:07,707 --> 00:17:11,709 Well, I feel like Dad would be thrilled for you. 364 00:17:14,327 --> 00:17:16,067 Oh. 365 00:17:16,092 --> 00:17:18,067 David's not gonna be able to make it. 366 00:17:18,092 --> 00:17:19,216 Why not? 367 00:17:19,241 --> 00:17:22,755 He has to work late again on the O'Reilly case. 368 00:17:22,780 --> 00:17:24,513 Hmm. 369 00:17:29,813 --> 00:17:32,270 Care to tell me what the hell is going on? 370 00:17:32,295 --> 00:17:33,747 Jesus. 371 00:17:39,278 --> 00:17:41,157 How did you know I was here? 372 00:17:41,693 --> 00:17:44,349 O'Reilly's Tavern? Really, David? 373 00:17:44,374 --> 00:17:46,247 The O'Reilly case? 374 00:17:46,763 --> 00:17:48,482 Listen, your marriage is your business, 375 00:17:48,507 --> 00:17:50,536 but you lied to Mom tonight, which is not cool 376 00:17:50,561 --> 00:17:51,920 because you and I agreed that together 377 00:17:51,944 --> 00:17:53,968 - we were going to take care of Mom. - I can't handle all this, 378 00:17:53,992 --> 00:17:55,691 Zoey, all right? I'm drowning at work. 379 00:17:55,712 --> 00:17:56,752 All I do is think about Dad. 380 00:17:56,773 --> 00:17:58,077 I feel like I'm responsible for everyone. 381 00:17:58,098 --> 00:17:59,933 Sometimes I just feel like I gotta break out 382 00:17:59,958 --> 00:18:02,706 and, like, forget about everything for a while. 383 00:18:02,731 --> 00:18:05,765 David, if anyone can understand that, it's me. 384 00:18:07,821 --> 00:18:09,854 Something else is wrong. 385 00:18:11,042 --> 00:18:13,058 I mean, yeah. 386 00:18:13,083 --> 00:18:15,308 Look at this. Look at this. 387 00:18:15,333 --> 00:18:19,237 Oh, my God! 388 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,222 Can I take a picture? I'm gonna take a picture. 389 00:18:24,554 --> 00:18:26,003 You're having a baby, David. 390 00:18:26,028 --> 00:18:28,292 No, I'm having a boy. 391 00:18:28,317 --> 00:18:30,089 Wait. What's wrong with that? 392 00:18:30,114 --> 00:18:32,625 Zoey, have you forgotten my entire childhood? 393 00:18:32,910 --> 00:18:36,331 I wasn't exactly the most manly kid on the block. 394 00:18:36,356 --> 00:18:39,081 You were, too. 395 00:18:39,106 --> 00:18:41,917 I had framed theater playbills all over my walls. 396 00:18:41,942 --> 00:18:43,909 I didn't make out with a girl until college. 397 00:18:43,934 --> 00:18:46,761 Kids used to make fun of me. I guess I'm just... 398 00:18:48,019 --> 00:18:50,979 worried that things will be the same way for my son. 399 00:18:53,798 --> 00:18:56,472 Well, maybe he'll be the opposite. 400 00:18:56,497 --> 00:18:58,065 Maybe he'll be a super jock. 401 00:18:58,090 --> 00:19:00,620 That's even worse, okay? I don't like sports. 402 00:19:00,645 --> 00:19:01,855 I don't even know why I'm here right now. 403 00:19:01,879 --> 00:19:04,222 The guys from the office, they drag me to this place. 404 00:19:04,247 --> 00:19:06,395 - I hate it here. - They have pretty good potato skins. 405 00:19:06,419 --> 00:19:07,763 Great potato skins. 406 00:19:07,788 --> 00:19:09,675 Have you discussed any of this with Emily? 407 00:19:09,700 --> 00:19:11,723 She's got enough of her own stuff going on right now. 408 00:19:11,747 --> 00:19:14,729 Well, I mean, I feel like she already knows something's up. 409 00:19:14,754 --> 00:19:16,723 Since when do you know what goes on inside of Emily's head? 410 00:19:16,747 --> 00:19:19,308 You're not exactly BFFs... or even Fs really. 411 00:19:19,333 --> 00:19:20,621 Just talk to her. It couldn't hurt. 412 00:19:20,645 --> 00:19:22,378 Fine, when I'm ready, but just please 413 00:19:22,403 --> 00:19:24,714 promise to keep this conversation between us, okay? 414 00:19:24,739 --> 00:19:26,019 Especially the playbill stuff. 415 00:19:26,044 --> 00:19:29,026 Emily doesn't know about it, and she hates musical theater. 416 00:19:35,595 --> 00:19:37,417 What is all this? 417 00:19:37,534 --> 00:19:39,979 It's a grief kit. Um... 418 00:19:40,004 --> 00:19:41,549 for your dad's birthday. 419 00:19:41,574 --> 00:19:42,769 If you need it. 420 00:19:45,242 --> 00:19:47,347 - A pillow? - To scream into. 421 00:19:47,372 --> 00:19:49,073 Or absorb your tears. You decide. 422 00:19:49,105 --> 00:19:50,362 There's also a hammer to bust things up 423 00:19:50,386 --> 00:19:51,864 and a package of Oreos to eat your feelings, 424 00:19:51,888 --> 00:19:53,479 and tequila, because... 425 00:19:54,103 --> 00:19:55,651 tequila. 426 00:19:55,978 --> 00:19:57,675 I love it. 427 00:19:57,857 --> 00:19:59,815 I thought it could go either way. 428 00:20:00,716 --> 00:20:03,951 But it's what I would want when that day happens. 429 00:20:08,228 --> 00:20:09,808 Please tell me you have some fun plans 430 00:20:09,833 --> 00:20:11,215 so you're not alone tomorrow night. 431 00:20:11,239 --> 00:20:13,651 Yeah. Jessica got us tickets to the Warriors game. 432 00:20:13,676 --> 00:20:15,190 - That'll be nice. - Yeah. 433 00:20:15,215 --> 00:20:16,559 She's trying her best to cheer me up. 434 00:20:16,583 --> 00:20:21,419 Well, I'm glad that the basket was a success. 435 00:20:22,991 --> 00:20:25,067 Oh, and fair warning. 436 00:20:25,092 --> 00:20:27,669 That package of Oreos might not be entirely full. 437 00:20:34,335 --> 00:20:35,583 Hey. 438 00:20:36,737 --> 00:20:37,919 Look who's feeling better. 439 00:20:37,944 --> 00:20:40,778 Writing some great new product ideas in your journal? 440 00:20:43,088 --> 00:20:45,028 I'll take that as a no. 441 00:20:46,204 --> 00:20:47,481 Uh-oh. 442 00:20:47,506 --> 00:20:49,185 Don't tell me you're depressed, too. 443 00:20:49,552 --> 00:20:51,645 Wow. It's like a freakin' epidemic. 444 00:20:51,670 --> 00:20:54,182 Sorry, it's just that Autumn suddenly decided 445 00:20:54,207 --> 00:20:55,485 that she wants me to meet her parents 446 00:20:55,509 --> 00:20:56,714 next weekend when they come into town. 447 00:20:56,738 --> 00:20:58,432 That's nice, isn't it? 448 00:20:58,457 --> 00:21:00,935 Well, yeah. It's just... It's a very next-level move. 449 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:02,838 And I don't know what my problem is. 450 00:21:02,863 --> 00:21:04,924 I mean, she's sweet, she's pretty. 451 00:21:04,949 --> 00:21:07,252 I just think that one meal turns into another, 452 00:21:07,277 --> 00:21:09,581 which turns into an invite to their cabin for the holidays, 453 00:21:09,605 --> 00:21:11,252 which turns into me moving to Minneapolis 454 00:21:11,277 --> 00:21:13,214 just so her parents can be closer to their grandkids. 455 00:21:13,238 --> 00:21:15,065 I just don't know that I'm ready to leave San Francisco 456 00:21:15,089 --> 00:21:16,892 for the simple life yet, Zoey. 457 00:21:16,917 --> 00:21:20,797 Well, that's a version of what could happen. 458 00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,132 Do you think I'm over-thinking it? 459 00:21:23,157 --> 00:21:25,569 You know what? It's fine. 460 00:21:25,594 --> 00:21:27,914 Everything with Autumn is very nice and easy. 461 00:21:27,939 --> 00:21:30,789 I can meet her parents. Yeah, that's not a big deal. 462 00:21:30,814 --> 00:21:32,945 I want you to do whatever you want to do. 463 00:21:32,970 --> 00:21:35,949 I just want to see you be happy, and I don't want you to settle. 464 00:21:35,974 --> 00:21:37,890 Sounds just like my peer reviews. 465 00:21:38,306 --> 00:21:39,783 Oh, my God. 466 00:21:40,182 --> 00:21:41,906 Am I doing the same thing in my relationship 467 00:21:41,931 --> 00:21:43,909 that everyone says I'm doing at work? 468 00:21:47,879 --> 00:21:49,281 Hello? 469 00:21:50,075 --> 00:21:51,890 Hey, Emily. Nice to hear your... 470 00:21:52,774 --> 00:21:54,992 Mm-hmm, yeah, sure, we can talk. 471 00:21:55,477 --> 00:21:57,054 This is kind of a surprise. 472 00:21:57,079 --> 00:22:01,154 You and I have never had a proper sister-in-law hang. 473 00:22:01,179 --> 00:22:03,639 Yeah, I just thought it might be nice for us 474 00:22:03,664 --> 00:22:05,642 to spend some quality time. 475 00:22:06,064 --> 00:22:09,272 So, tell me, how's your life? How's work? 476 00:22:09,297 --> 00:22:11,038 Oh, it's kinda crazy, actually. We just... 477 00:22:11,063 --> 00:22:12,866 I think something's wrong with David. 478 00:22:13,563 --> 00:22:17,592 Okay, so not exactly a hang, then. 479 00:22:17,617 --> 00:22:18,757 I don't know what's going on with him, 480 00:22:18,781 --> 00:22:20,709 but I know that something's going on with him, 481 00:22:20,734 --> 00:22:22,328 and obviously you guys have been spending 482 00:22:22,352 --> 00:22:24,405 a lot of time together lately because of your dad. 483 00:22:24,430 --> 00:22:26,124 So has he said anything to you? 484 00:22:26,149 --> 00:22:28,967 Am I just being paranoid or is there something deeper here? 485 00:22:28,992 --> 00:22:30,536 Lot of questions. 486 00:22:30,813 --> 00:22:32,702 I see why you're such a good lawyer. 487 00:22:32,727 --> 00:22:35,342 I've only lost one case. And for what it's worth, 488 00:22:35,367 --> 00:22:37,827 that water supply was not that polluted. 489 00:22:37,852 --> 00:22:39,863 Okay. Well... 490 00:22:40,184 --> 00:22:43,413 I would love to help, but... I've learned that I really 491 00:22:43,438 --> 00:22:46,283 shouldn't get involved in other people's martial issues. 492 00:22:46,308 --> 00:22:47,858 So there is something wrong. 493 00:22:48,181 --> 00:22:49,522 Hmm. 494 00:22:51,539 --> 00:22:52,583 Okay, before you judge, 495 00:22:52,608 --> 00:22:54,358 just know that these tears 496 00:22:54,383 --> 00:22:55,994 are because I'm hormonal. 497 00:22:56,019 --> 00:22:57,882 My body is doing all sorts of disgusting things to me, 498 00:22:57,906 --> 00:23:00,881 like making liquid appear in my eyes. 499 00:23:01,312 --> 00:23:02,920 Emily, I'm not judging. 500 00:23:02,945 --> 00:23:05,163 Please, Zoey, can't you just give me a reason 501 00:23:05,188 --> 00:23:08,000 why he's doing this to me? To us? 502 00:23:08,025 --> 00:23:09,327 Is he having an affair? 503 00:23:09,352 --> 00:23:10,729 No! 504 00:23:11,347 --> 00:23:13,811 David isn't hiding something terrible. 505 00:23:13,836 --> 00:23:15,491 He's just... 506 00:23:17,152 --> 00:23:19,164 has the pre-baby jitters. 507 00:23:19,189 --> 00:23:20,553 That's all. 508 00:23:21,267 --> 00:23:23,288 What does that even mean? 509 00:23:23,313 --> 00:23:26,559 It means he's afraid of having a boy. 510 00:23:26,584 --> 00:23:29,229 But you can breathe a sigh of relief. 511 00:23:29,254 --> 00:23:30,608 Your husband's not a cheater. 512 00:23:30,633 --> 00:23:33,600 He's just delightfully neurotic. Yay! 513 00:23:33,625 --> 00:23:35,536 And all his late nights at work? 514 00:23:35,561 --> 00:23:39,858 That's just him going out with some guys to blow off steam. 515 00:23:39,999 --> 00:23:45,600 Okay, so, neurotic and a teeny, tiny little bit of a liar, 516 00:23:45,625 --> 00:23:48,928 but all for reasons that made perfect sense to me. 517 00:23:53,012 --> 00:23:54,741 This is really lovely, by the way. 518 00:23:54,766 --> 00:23:57,100 We should come here more often. 519 00:23:59,685 --> 00:24:02,178 Hey, bro, so I just left your wife, 520 00:24:02,203 --> 00:24:05,209 and I maybe-sorta-kinda-might've screwed up somehow. 521 00:24:05,234 --> 00:24:08,764 Give me a call so we can discuss it. Thank you. 522 00:24:12,934 --> 00:24:18,483 ? Well, everybody hurts ? 523 00:24:18,508 --> 00:24:20,820 ? Sometimes ? 524 00:24:20,845 --> 00:24:26,248 ? Everybody cries ? 525 00:24:27,737 --> 00:24:32,631 ? And everybody hurts ? 526 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:36,094 ? Sometimes ? 527 00:24:42,795 --> 00:24:44,139 I think we broke Leif. 528 00:24:44,164 --> 00:24:45,772 Well, it was only a matter of time. 529 00:24:45,797 --> 00:24:47,077 That review really wrecked him. 530 00:24:47,102 --> 00:24:49,553 Can we just tell him who wrote it? 531 00:24:49,578 --> 00:24:50,889 Have them talk it out? 532 00:24:50,914 --> 00:24:52,506 I think that would maybe help him. 533 00:24:52,531 --> 00:24:55,795 In theory, we can tell him, but in actuality, no. 534 00:24:55,820 --> 00:24:58,475 - Why not? - Because I wrote the review. 535 00:24:58,654 --> 00:25:00,991 Why would you write that? 536 00:25:01,016 --> 00:25:02,624 We both know he's a great programmer. 537 00:25:02,649 --> 00:25:04,203 Yes, but it doesn't mean those other things 538 00:25:04,227 --> 00:25:05,705 I wrote weren't true. 539 00:25:05,730 --> 00:25:07,616 And it doesn't mean he doesn't need to hear that 540 00:25:07,641 --> 00:25:09,256 to change his attitude around here. 541 00:25:09,281 --> 00:25:10,742 Well, I'm not really sure he did hear 542 00:25:10,766 --> 00:25:12,510 and/or take in what you said. 543 00:25:12,535 --> 00:25:13,612 He's just wallowing. 544 00:25:13,637 --> 00:25:15,749 That's why I never thought an anonymous peer review 545 00:25:15,774 --> 00:25:16,967 was a very good idea. 546 00:25:16,992 --> 00:25:19,374 It's too gutless, it's too passive-aggressive. 547 00:25:19,399 --> 00:25:20,858 I like aggressive-aggressive. 548 00:25:20,883 --> 00:25:22,398 Well, then why did you agree with it in the first place? 549 00:25:22,422 --> 00:25:25,061 Because it was your idea. 550 00:25:25,086 --> 00:25:26,803 I don't wanna clip your wings. 551 00:25:26,828 --> 00:25:28,186 We have to do something. 552 00:25:28,211 --> 00:25:31,092 No, you have to do something. 553 00:25:31,117 --> 00:25:32,788 You're his manager now. 554 00:25:33,072 --> 00:25:35,572 Tough conversations are part of the job. 555 00:25:40,609 --> 00:25:42,147 Zoey, it's me. 556 00:25:43,829 --> 00:25:46,639 Hey. Uh, why did you tell Emily about my fears 557 00:25:46,664 --> 00:25:48,952 about having a baby when I specifically asked you not to? 558 00:25:48,977 --> 00:25:50,342 I didn't mean to, but she asked me 559 00:25:50,367 --> 00:25:51,914 what was going on with you, and I tried to tell her 560 00:25:51,938 --> 00:25:54,397 it was between the two of you, and that it wasn't a big deal. 561 00:25:54,422 --> 00:25:56,319 But she was very persuasive and pregnant and... 562 00:25:56,344 --> 00:25:59,045 It's a very big deal, okay? 563 00:25:59,070 --> 00:26:01,085 When Emily and I got married, she did not want to have kids, 564 00:26:01,109 --> 00:26:03,108 like, at all. 565 00:26:03,133 --> 00:26:04,608 I had to talk her into it. 566 00:26:04,633 --> 00:26:06,397 And I promised her that I would be 567 00:26:06,422 --> 00:26:08,319 100% committed to our children. 568 00:26:08,344 --> 00:26:11,991 But now that you have casually revealed my deepest fears, 569 00:26:12,016 --> 00:26:13,577 she is completely freaked out 570 00:26:13,602 --> 00:26:15,717 and terrified that I am not all in. 571 00:26:15,932 --> 00:26:18,944 - David, I had no idea. - Of course not. 572 00:26:18,969 --> 00:26:21,187 You have no idea because you're not a part of my marriage. 573 00:26:21,211 --> 00:26:25,291 You don't know everything that's going on in our heads, Zoey. 574 00:26:25,316 --> 00:26:28,889 Look, all right, all I wanted was for Emily to experience 575 00:26:28,914 --> 00:26:30,397 a pregnancy with zero negativity. 576 00:26:30,422 --> 00:26:31,671 That is all. That's all I wanted. 577 00:26:31,695 --> 00:26:33,281 But you have just made that completely impossible. 578 00:26:33,305 --> 00:26:35,092 - I was just trying to help. - Oh, yeah? 579 00:26:35,117 --> 00:26:36,928 And you telling her where I actually am 580 00:26:36,953 --> 00:26:39,999 instead of coming home at night? That was you helping, too? 581 00:26:40,024 --> 00:26:41,593 No, that was more of a slip of the tongue. 582 00:26:41,617 --> 00:26:43,436 Okay, whatever. Look, you know, 583 00:26:43,461 --> 00:26:45,203 since you've always been so results-oriented, 584 00:26:45,227 --> 00:26:48,256 I'm just gonna put it into words that you can understand, okay? 585 00:26:48,281 --> 00:26:49,993 Whatever it is that you thought you were doing 586 00:26:50,017 --> 00:26:52,459 to try to help me, or help us, 587 00:26:53,504 --> 00:26:55,475 you totally failed. 588 00:27:08,969 --> 00:27:11,070 The duet was a disaster. 589 00:27:11,091 --> 00:27:13,433 I didn't help either of them. I just made things worse. 590 00:27:13,458 --> 00:27:15,552 What am I eating? This is so delicious. 591 00:27:15,577 --> 00:27:16,880 A pupusa. 592 00:27:16,905 --> 00:27:20,218 A friend of mine from El Salvador made them 593 00:27:20,243 --> 00:27:22,095 before falling asleep in my bed... 594 00:27:22,302 --> 00:27:24,478 that he's currently still in. 595 00:27:25,629 --> 00:27:28,713 I just feel like I'm failing, hardcore, 596 00:27:28,738 --> 00:27:31,013 and I don't know if you got the memo, 597 00:27:31,849 --> 00:27:35,116 but Zoey Clarke is not a failure. 598 00:27:35,141 --> 00:27:37,305 Why do you put so much pressure on yourself? 599 00:27:37,330 --> 00:27:38,775 Were your parents hard on you as a child? 600 00:27:38,799 --> 00:27:40,511 Make you feel like you weren't good enough or something? 601 00:27:40,535 --> 00:27:42,179 No, actually it was the opposite. 602 00:27:42,204 --> 00:27:43,939 They showered me with praise for everything that I did. 603 00:27:43,963 --> 00:27:45,907 Which meant that I never knew how I really was 604 00:27:45,932 --> 00:27:49,047 because I got no negative criticism. 605 00:27:49,072 --> 00:27:52,108 And so I had to prove to myself that I was the best, 606 00:27:52,133 --> 00:27:55,226 to show I was as great as they already thought I was. 607 00:27:55,250 --> 00:27:58,396 Wow. I just got a window into your soul, 608 00:27:58,420 --> 00:28:00,118 and, baby, it's not a place I want to visit. 609 00:28:00,142 --> 00:28:02,065 I don't blame you. 610 00:28:02,090 --> 00:28:03,701 I get it. 611 00:28:03,945 --> 00:28:05,770 It's not easy, especially for someone 612 00:28:05,794 --> 00:28:08,070 who's had this certain idea in their head 613 00:28:08,095 --> 00:28:09,572 for a very long time. 614 00:28:09,597 --> 00:28:11,076 But it seems to me that you just need to change 615 00:28:11,100 --> 00:28:12,836 your relationship with failure. 616 00:28:12,861 --> 00:28:16,813 And I do that how exactly? 617 00:28:16,838 --> 00:28:22,227 Hm. Take my line of bespoke berets. 618 00:28:22,252 --> 00:28:25,000 I didn't sell not a damn one of these online. 619 00:28:25,025 --> 00:28:26,695 - You know what happened? - No. 620 00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:28,998 But I'm hoping this story ends in Paris. 621 00:28:29,023 --> 00:28:30,367 A designer saw them online 622 00:28:30,392 --> 00:28:32,641 and asked me to make him a line of scarves, 623 00:28:32,666 --> 00:28:34,578 which he never paid me for. 624 00:28:34,603 --> 00:28:36,227 But because of him, 625 00:28:36,252 --> 00:28:38,035 I met another guy who commissioned me 626 00:28:38,060 --> 00:28:40,524 to make a series of portraits of his mother. 627 00:28:40,549 --> 00:28:41,549 Weird. 628 00:28:41,574 --> 00:28:44,531 But more lucrative than these berets. 629 00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:46,024 You'll get better at this. 630 00:28:46,049 --> 00:28:48,812 As long as you see every failure not as defeat 631 00:28:48,837 --> 00:28:53,016 but as a stepping stone on the road to success. 632 00:28:53,041 --> 00:28:54,340 Hmm? 633 00:28:55,024 --> 00:28:56,568 Try this on. 634 00:28:57,014 --> 00:28:59,089 Oh, you look cute in a beret. 635 00:28:59,114 --> 00:29:01,391 Yeah, I wouldn't have bought one of these either. 636 00:29:01,416 --> 00:29:03,449 Then I'm not gonna give you one. 637 00:29:04,535 --> 00:29:06,867 So, first, I think, we go in a cable car. 638 00:29:06,892 --> 00:29:08,531 - Mm-hmm. - Then we got to Rose's Cafe, 639 00:29:08,556 --> 00:29:10,234 and then I thought we'd go to Alcatraz. 640 00:29:10,259 --> 00:29:11,570 My dad served a short prison stint, 641 00:29:11,594 --> 00:29:12,884 and I thought it'd be funny, you know, 642 00:29:12,908 --> 00:29:14,056 if we went to a prison 643 00:29:14,081 --> 00:29:17,767 - with him in San Francisco. - Can we stop... stop for a second? 644 00:29:18,071 --> 00:29:21,415 I'm just more of a weightlifter than a cardio guy. 645 00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:24,298 Oh, come on, Max! This is good for you! 646 00:29:24,323 --> 00:29:26,201 Breathing in the cool morning air, 647 00:29:26,226 --> 00:29:27,572 appreciating nature. 648 00:29:27,597 --> 00:29:29,308 Did you know I once stared at the ocean 649 00:29:29,333 --> 00:29:31,900 - for literally seven hours? - We should break up. 650 00:29:32,518 --> 00:29:34,173 Wait, what? 651 00:29:34,950 --> 00:29:37,662 I just think we're looking for different things. 652 00:29:37,686 --> 00:29:41,014 Look, you're all about the journey, right? 653 00:29:41,656 --> 00:29:43,506 Maybe our journey was supposed to be 654 00:29:43,531 --> 00:29:45,608 this short, awesome side path 655 00:29:45,633 --> 00:29:48,280 that leads us to the next great thing. 656 00:29:51,127 --> 00:29:52,858 Do you hate me? 657 00:29:54,762 --> 00:29:56,795 The opposite. 658 00:29:58,961 --> 00:30:01,662 I appreciate your truth. 659 00:30:02,309 --> 00:30:05,249 You need to do what's right for you up in here... 660 00:30:05,274 --> 00:30:06,999 and here. 661 00:30:08,243 --> 00:30:10,592 How could I be mad about that? 662 00:30:11,025 --> 00:30:13,952 Thank you for being so understanding. 663 00:30:17,156 --> 00:30:18,567 Okay, now this is awkward. 664 00:30:18,592 --> 00:30:20,336 Do we run together or do we go separately? 665 00:30:20,361 --> 00:30:21,820 'Cause you still have stuff at my place. 666 00:30:21,844 --> 00:30:23,822 Right. How about you lead the way, 667 00:30:23,847 --> 00:30:25,158 and I'll just... 668 00:30:25,183 --> 00:30:27,528 holler if I need any medical assistance? 669 00:30:28,036 --> 00:30:30,296 Okay. 670 00:30:35,701 --> 00:30:37,928 Hey. Just checking in. 671 00:30:40,856 --> 00:30:42,533 You good? 672 00:30:42,744 --> 00:30:44,139 I'm good. 673 00:30:44,164 --> 00:30:45,889 'Cause I know what today is. 674 00:30:46,751 --> 00:30:49,065 You'd tell me if you weren't good, right? 675 00:30:49,090 --> 00:30:51,200 I haven't even cracked open the tequila 676 00:30:51,225 --> 00:30:52,389 from your grief kit yet. 677 00:30:52,414 --> 00:30:53,820 You do have the hammer in your hand. 678 00:30:53,844 --> 00:30:55,577 - Facts. - Okay. 679 00:30:55,602 --> 00:30:57,217 If you need me... 680 00:31:00,290 --> 00:31:02,678 - 50 feet that way. - 50 feet that way. 681 00:31:10,178 --> 00:31:13,122 So, I asked Joan for all my peer reviews, 682 00:31:13,147 --> 00:31:14,624 and she sent them to me. 683 00:31:14,967 --> 00:31:20,309 She said there were some not-so-nice ones in here. 684 00:31:20,381 --> 00:31:22,169 Let's read them together. 685 00:31:22,822 --> 00:31:24,942 Ready? Zoey... 686 00:31:24,967 --> 00:31:26,745 "Stammers too much". 687 00:31:26,770 --> 00:31:28,145 "Lacks confidence." 688 00:31:28,170 --> 00:31:32,567 "Wears too many sweaters over collared shirts." 689 00:31:33,050 --> 00:31:36,731 Not sure how that one is quite performance-related. 690 00:31:37,051 --> 00:31:39,340 "Can't delegate." "Tries too hard." 691 00:31:39,365 --> 00:31:41,778 "I deserved the promotion, not her." 692 00:31:42,958 --> 00:31:43,981 I wrote that one. 693 00:31:44,006 --> 00:31:45,762 I'm shocked. 694 00:31:46,329 --> 00:31:49,618 Look, reading these comments hurts, a lot. 695 00:31:49,643 --> 00:31:51,153 Very deeply. 696 00:31:51,178 --> 00:31:53,423 Quite a bit more than I was expecting them to. 697 00:31:53,695 --> 00:31:55,914 But once we've taken in that criticism, 698 00:31:55,939 --> 00:31:58,344 it's all about how we pick ourselves up 699 00:31:58,369 --> 00:32:00,024 and bounce right back. 700 00:32:00,049 --> 00:32:02,594 Bounce back? From being "smug, 701 00:32:02,619 --> 00:32:05,498 "and self-righteous, overly ambitious, 702 00:32:05,523 --> 00:32:07,635 more alienating than endearing?" 703 00:32:07,660 --> 00:32:09,271 Should I have a brain transplant? 704 00:32:09,296 --> 00:32:12,211 No. I think you need to take the note. 705 00:32:13,475 --> 00:32:14,625 And be better. 706 00:32:14,650 --> 00:32:16,954 - So you agree with it? - I think they're not wrong! 707 00:32:16,979 --> 00:32:19,724 I think that sometimes you're willfully disrespectful to me. 708 00:32:19,749 --> 00:32:21,946 You have this "all I do is win" attitude 709 00:32:21,971 --> 00:32:23,657 dancing around your head at all times 710 00:32:23,682 --> 00:32:25,954 whether you like to admit it or not. 711 00:32:25,979 --> 00:32:28,338 And it doesn't make you a team player, Leif. 712 00:32:30,319 --> 00:32:33,690 Thank you for finally admitting 713 00:32:33,715 --> 00:32:36,120 that it was you who wrote the review. 714 00:32:36,623 --> 00:32:39,362 - Wait. What? No. That's completely... - No, I get it, 715 00:32:39,387 --> 00:32:41,167 - and it actually helps me to know... - No, no. 716 00:32:41,191 --> 00:32:42,565 exactly where you stand. 717 00:32:42,590 --> 00:32:45,010 You are 100% missing the point. 718 00:32:45,035 --> 00:32:47,409 No, no. Message received. 719 00:32:48,534 --> 00:32:49,932 Okay. 720 00:32:54,176 --> 00:32:56,151 So, tell me some good news, please? 721 00:32:56,176 --> 00:32:58,954 Are you gonna take that gig at the big old mansion? 722 00:32:58,979 --> 00:33:01,479 I was thinking that might be fun for you. 723 00:33:02,106 --> 00:33:05,432 I love my work, you know that, but... 724 00:33:05,913 --> 00:33:08,892 it's always been a partnership between your dad and me, 725 00:33:08,917 --> 00:33:13,010 and the more I think about it, the more I just... 726 00:33:13,256 --> 00:33:15,401 can't picture doing it without him. 727 00:33:15,426 --> 00:33:17,237 So, no, I'm not gonna take the job, 728 00:33:17,262 --> 00:33:19,721 and I'm shutting down the business. 729 00:33:20,020 --> 00:33:22,338 You're shutting down the business? 730 00:33:23,206 --> 00:33:24,791 How can I keep going? 731 00:33:24,816 --> 00:33:28,573 I mean, all this time, it's always been the two of us. 732 00:33:28,598 --> 00:33:32,471 And what, I'm supposed to just forge on alone? 733 00:33:32,496 --> 00:33:35,706 That seems so heartless. 734 00:33:37,653 --> 00:33:40,098 ? It's your thing ? 735 00:33:40,123 --> 00:33:42,523 ? Do what you wanna do ? 736 00:33:43,195 --> 00:33:45,370 ? I can't tell you ? 737 00:33:45,395 --> 00:33:47,340 ? Who to sock it to ? 738 00:33:47,474 --> 00:33:49,518 ? It's your thing ? 739 00:33:49,661 --> 00:33:51,752 ? Do what you wanna do now ? 740 00:33:52,906 --> 00:33:55,151 ? I can't tell you ? 741 00:33:55,176 --> 00:33:56,899 ? Who to sock it to ? 742 00:33:56,924 --> 00:33:59,362 ? If you want me to love you ? 743 00:33:59,387 --> 00:34:01,245 ? Baby, I will ? 744 00:34:01,722 --> 00:34:03,752 ? Believe me, woman ? 745 00:34:03,777 --> 00:34:05,922 ? It ain't no big deal ? 746 00:34:06,024 --> 00:34:08,510 ? Ah, you need love now ? 747 00:34:08,535 --> 00:34:10,901 ? Just as bad as I do ? 748 00:34:11,029 --> 00:34:13,541 ? Makes me no difference now ? 749 00:34:13,566 --> 00:34:15,315 ? Who you give your thing to ? 750 00:34:15,340 --> 00:34:18,252 ? Oh, it's your thing ? 751 00:34:18,442 --> 00:34:20,456 ? Do what you wanna do ? 752 00:34:21,583 --> 00:34:23,661 ? I can't tell you ? 753 00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,807 ? Who to sock it to ? 754 00:34:25,832 --> 00:34:27,910 ? It's your thing ? 755 00:34:27,935 --> 00:34:30,338 ? Do what you wanna do now ? 756 00:34:31,143 --> 00:34:33,518 ? I can't tell you ? 757 00:34:33,543 --> 00:34:35,315 ? Who to sock it to ? 758 00:34:35,340 --> 00:34:37,573 ? It's your thing ? 759 00:34:44,344 --> 00:34:47,182 And so, that's why it has to end. 760 00:34:48,829 --> 00:34:51,956 I'm guessing you haven't talked to him about this yet. 761 00:34:52,189 --> 00:34:54,409 No. I mean, he might have heard me 762 00:34:54,434 --> 00:34:57,065 talking about it a little. Why? 763 00:34:58,621 --> 00:35:01,901 This is your thing, 764 00:35:01,926 --> 00:35:03,550 and I think if you told him you were going 765 00:35:03,574 --> 00:35:07,010 to keep the business going, he'd be dancing with joy. 766 00:35:20,995 --> 00:35:23,275 - Hello? - I'm sorry. 767 00:35:25,455 --> 00:35:27,910 Truly. I... 768 00:35:28,168 --> 00:35:32,840 I didn't know what I was walking into with Emily, but... 769 00:35:34,629 --> 00:35:37,379 - We need to move past this. I was... - I appreciate the call. 770 00:35:38,483 --> 00:35:42,982 Um, I... I need a... I need a break, though. 771 00:35:43,003 --> 00:35:46,315 I need a little time to get my head straight and... 772 00:35:47,073 --> 00:35:49,652 try to just let this whole thing go. 773 00:35:49,673 --> 00:35:52,224 But I'll reach out when I'm ready, okay? 774 00:35:52,249 --> 00:35:54,489 I love you, and I'll talk to you soon. 775 00:35:57,132 --> 00:36:00,966 Just so we're clear, I'm doing this. 776 00:36:16,333 --> 00:36:18,005 Really? Are you sure? 777 00:36:18,030 --> 00:36:21,544 Because I don't have to. 778 00:36:21,569 --> 00:36:23,145 So... 779 00:36:24,572 --> 00:36:27,552 buzz now or forever hold your peace. 780 00:36:49,234 --> 00:36:50,632 Okay. 781 00:36:53,590 --> 00:36:56,333 Hey, Linda. Hi. 782 00:36:56,358 --> 00:36:58,703 It's... it's Maggie Clarke. 783 00:36:58,728 --> 00:37:00,802 Hi. Yeah, I've been thinking, 784 00:37:00,827 --> 00:37:05,231 and I would like to help you with your project. 785 00:37:15,449 --> 00:37:17,075 - Hello? - Hey. 786 00:37:17,100 --> 00:37:18,911 Whoa, what happened to your face? 787 00:37:18,936 --> 00:37:20,905 Mo says that my pores are screaming out 788 00:37:20,930 --> 00:37:22,005 for love and attention, 789 00:37:22,030 --> 00:37:24,731 so she's making me look like a horror villain. 790 00:37:24,756 --> 00:37:28,363 I don't mind it. So, I, uh, decided to take some initiative... 791 00:37:28,388 --> 00:37:30,231 _ 792 00:37:30,914 --> 00:37:32,755 ... and I broke up with Autumn. 793 00:37:34,282 --> 00:37:38,951 Um, Max, um... I hate to say this... Uh... 794 00:37:41,883 --> 00:37:44,216 I feel terrible, but, um, I have to call you back. 795 00:37:44,241 --> 00:37:45,943 What? Oh, okay. Bye. 796 00:37:47,538 --> 00:37:48,895 Just a minute! 797 00:37:59,174 --> 00:38:01,091 - Hi. - Sorry, I know it's late. 798 00:38:01,116 --> 00:38:03,943 I just needed to talk through something with somebody. 799 00:38:03,968 --> 00:38:05,396 With you. 800 00:38:05,421 --> 00:38:07,677 Of course. Uh, come in. 801 00:38:08,372 --> 00:38:09,872 - Um... - What's wrong? 802 00:38:09,897 --> 00:38:12,061 I was going through some old emails between me and my dad, 803 00:38:12,085 --> 00:38:13,646 just normal everyday stuff. 804 00:38:13,671 --> 00:38:15,411 A diner opened up down the street. 805 00:38:15,436 --> 00:38:17,201 The fantasy football draft. 806 00:38:17,616 --> 00:38:21,177 But there was this moment where his whole tenor changed. 807 00:38:23,851 --> 00:38:28,076 It's like a bleakness, or something took over, 808 00:38:28,380 --> 00:38:30,424 that I completely missed at the time. 809 00:38:30,612 --> 00:38:32,161 I'll show you. 810 00:38:32,587 --> 00:38:35,794 It's, uh, right here. Pulled it up a second ago. 811 00:38:35,819 --> 00:38:37,365 I just... 812 00:38:39,054 --> 00:38:42,021 Could I have stopped him from going through with it? 813 00:38:43,786 --> 00:38:45,363 Did I... 814 00:38:49,130 --> 00:38:53,185 Did I fail him when he needed me the most? 815 00:38:58,162 --> 00:38:59,826 Simon, 816 00:39:00,499 --> 00:39:02,240 it's... 817 00:39:05,937 --> 00:39:08,841 ... entirely possible 818 00:39:08,866 --> 00:39:11,497 that you failed to see the signs that your dad was in trouble. 819 00:39:11,522 --> 00:39:14,701 I know. That's what I think, too. 820 00:39:19,764 --> 00:39:21,464 But maybe... 821 00:39:24,913 --> 00:39:26,685 ... there's nothing more you could have done 822 00:39:26,710 --> 00:39:29,396 because your dad didn't want or wasn't open to your help. 823 00:39:34,184 --> 00:39:36,115 It's hard to admit... 824 00:39:37,343 --> 00:39:40,263 that we fail sometimes, but, um... 825 00:39:41,308 --> 00:39:42,833 it's true. 826 00:39:43,175 --> 00:39:44,919 And... 827 00:39:46,357 --> 00:39:50,193 you know, we don't know what was going on in his head. 828 00:39:52,263 --> 00:39:54,576 And, you, living with all this, 829 00:39:54,601 --> 00:39:58,177 carrying some... 830 00:39:58,776 --> 00:40:00,904 vague guilt... 831 00:40:01,174 --> 00:40:04,802 doesn't help you move forward. 832 00:40:11,326 --> 00:40:13,138 Thank you. 833 00:40:13,980 --> 00:40:17,318 For the worst pep talk ever? 834 00:40:18,788 --> 00:40:20,088 It was bad. 835 00:40:20,113 --> 00:40:23,593 Yeah, it was actually... 836 00:40:23,767 --> 00:40:25,497 pretty great. 837 00:40:26,325 --> 00:40:29,168 But thank you for not trying to fix me, 838 00:40:29,935 --> 00:40:31,318 or make me feel better. 839 00:40:31,343 --> 00:40:33,677 Thanks for just being... 840 00:40:35,003 --> 00:40:36,747 real. 841 00:40:37,339 --> 00:40:38,943 Any time. 842 00:40:53,279 --> 00:40:54,380 Whoa! 843 00:40:55,107 --> 00:40:56,490 Holla! 844 00:40:57,362 --> 00:41:00,411 ? Darling, you've got to let me know ? 845 00:41:01,662 --> 00:41:04,630 ? Should I stay or should I go? ? 846 00:41:05,647 --> 00:41:09,240 ? If you say that you are mine ? 847 00:41:09,859 --> 00:41:13,240 ? I'll be here till the end of time ? 848 00:41:14,152 --> 00:41:18,036 ? So you've got to let me know ? 849 00:41:18,677 --> 00:41:21,693 ? Should I stay or should I go? ? 850 00:41:22,865 --> 00:41:26,841 ? It's always tease, tease, tease ? 851 00:41:27,067 --> 00:41:30,240 ? You're happy when I'm on my knees ? 852 00:41:31,274 --> 00:41:34,242 ? One day it's fine, the next it's black ? 853 00:41:35,404 --> 00:41:38,372 ? So if you want me off your back ? 854 00:41:39,701 --> 00:41:43,708 ? Well, come on and let me know ? 855 00:41:44,144 --> 00:41:47,138 ? Should I stay or should I go? ? 856 00:41:48,493 --> 00:41:51,861 ? Should I stay or should I go now? ? 857 00:41:52,518 --> 00:41:56,053 ? Should I stay or should I go now? ? 858 00:41:57,005 --> 00:42:00,896 ? If I go, there will be trouble ? 859 00:42:00,921 --> 00:42:05,138 ? And if I stay, it will be double ? 860 00:42:05,452 --> 00:42:09,990 ? So come on and let me know ? 861 00:42:10,015 --> 00:42:12,779 ? Should I stay or should I... ? 862 00:42:16,820 --> 00:42:23,387 CREDITS