1 00:00:05,117 --> 00:00:06,750 Previously on Party of Five... 2 00:00:06,775 --> 00:00:09,140 Please welcome the organizer of this event, 3 00:00:09,165 --> 00:00:10,367 Lucia Acosta. 4 00:00:10,392 --> 00:00:11,757 It's not the biggest fight. 5 00:00:11,782 --> 00:00:13,250 It's not the ultimate fight. 6 00:00:13,482 --> 00:00:14,937 But it's tonight's fight. 7 00:00:16,464 --> 00:00:18,481 And now, please welcome 8 00:00:18,506 --> 00:00:20,562 The Natural Disasters. 9 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:27,668 Didn't feel right. 10 00:00:27,693 --> 00:00:30,031 - What didn't? - The place, th-the song. 11 00:00:30,056 --> 00:00:31,805 Look, you're about to be very, very mad at me, 12 00:00:31,829 --> 00:00:32,945 but in my defense... 13 00:00:32,970 --> 00:00:34,469 You called my dad! 14 00:00:34,494 --> 00:00:35,851 Amanda and I dance together. 15 00:00:35,876 --> 00:00:37,484 Do you mind getting a picture of us. 16 00:00:37,509 --> 00:00:39,445 Okay. Smile. 17 00:00:39,470 --> 00:00:41,023 You too, Amanda. 18 00:00:41,528 --> 00:00:44,218 Does being an Amanda feel safer 19 00:00:44,243 --> 00:00:45,921 than being a Valentina? 20 00:01:15,974 --> 00:01:16,974 ? Drop it ? 21 00:01:27,495 --> 00:01:28,495 Ohh! 22 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:30,574 Ohh, yeah! 23 00:01:30,599 --> 00:01:32,114 - Amanda! Way to go! - Go, Amanda. 24 00:01:32,138 --> 00:01:33,282 Way to bring it home. 25 00:01:33,307 --> 00:01:34,472 Go, Amanda! 26 00:01:35,825 --> 00:01:37,425 Go, Amanda! 27 00:01:38,148 --> 00:01:39,589 Go, Amanda! 28 00:01:41,896 --> 00:01:43,917 When we get home, you can tell Natalia 29 00:01:43,942 --> 00:01:45,420 I'm not speaking to her. 30 00:01:45,445 --> 00:01:47,870 I won't be able to tell her myself because 31 00:01:47,895 --> 00:01:50,183 I am not speaking to her. 32 00:01:50,208 --> 00:01:52,370 You can't blame Natalia, Val. 33 00:01:52,395 --> 00:01:54,058 She was worried about you. 34 00:01:54,083 --> 00:01:55,558 I'm worried about you. 35 00:01:55,583 --> 00:01:57,605 Well, you can stop worrying. 36 00:01:57,760 --> 00:01:59,409 - I'm fine! - No. 37 00:01:59,434 --> 00:02:01,340 No, you're not fine, Val, not if you're too afraid 38 00:02:01,364 --> 00:02:03,191 to tell people your own name. 39 00:02:03,796 --> 00:02:07,238 That was something I did on the first day, okay? 40 00:02:07,263 --> 00:02:09,279 I walked in, I signed up, 41 00:02:09,304 --> 00:02:11,120 I looked around, and I didn't see 42 00:02:11,145 --> 00:02:13,027 anyone else who looked like me. 43 00:02:13,052 --> 00:02:14,745 And I just thought, what if I used a name 44 00:02:14,770 --> 00:02:16,777 that didn't make me stick out? 45 00:02:16,802 --> 00:02:19,409 Because the fact that I don't have parents 46 00:02:19,434 --> 00:02:20,654 makes me stick out enough. 47 00:02:20,679 --> 00:02:22,495 Val, you do have parents. 48 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:24,503 Not like those girls do. 49 00:02:24,528 --> 00:02:26,472 Mami and Papi are never gonna show up 50 00:02:26,497 --> 00:02:28,066 to see me dance. 51 00:02:28,091 --> 00:02:30,183 And when you have the name Amanda Davis, 52 00:02:30,208 --> 00:02:31,706 no one thinks maybe the reason 53 00:02:31,731 --> 00:02:33,269 your parents aren't there is because 54 00:02:33,294 --> 00:02:35,238 they got thrown out of the country. 55 00:02:41,236 --> 00:02:43,042 Are we driving or what? 56 00:02:48,809 --> 00:02:51,980 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 57 00:02:56,545 --> 00:02:59,550 Uh, one oat milk latte and, uh, 58 00:02:59,575 --> 00:03:02,015 six thousand dollars of liquid justice. 59 00:03:02,040 --> 00:03:03,855 All the cash we raised last night. 60 00:03:03,880 --> 00:03:05,667 You didn't have to bring this here, 61 00:03:05,692 --> 00:03:06,956 but thank you. 62 00:03:06,981 --> 00:03:08,308 And thank you. 63 00:03:09,974 --> 00:03:12,870 Uh, I wanted to check in about what happened last night. 64 00:03:12,895 --> 00:03:16,089 Ha! It's definitely going to be an evening to remember. 65 00:03:17,577 --> 00:03:20,542 Isn't that stuff you see all the time on the front lines? 66 00:03:20,567 --> 00:03:23,730 Punches getting thrown? People yelling insults at each other? 67 00:03:23,755 --> 00:03:26,003 I'm not talking about what happened with your brother. 68 00:03:26,028 --> 00:03:27,605 I'm talking about you. 69 00:03:27,779 --> 00:03:30,792 That speech of yours... Ah! 70 00:03:31,260 --> 00:03:33,878 Oh. Uh, well, there was a lot there to inspire me... 71 00:03:33,903 --> 00:03:35,144 No. 72 00:03:35,169 --> 00:03:37,816 Just sit with that for a second. 73 00:03:37,841 --> 00:03:40,566 You really came into your own, Lucia. 74 00:03:40,802 --> 00:03:42,598 And you're going to learn how to take a compliment 75 00:03:42,622 --> 00:03:44,214 before I'm done with you. 76 00:03:46,782 --> 00:03:50,652 Uh, so what's next? Another event? 77 00:03:50,677 --> 00:03:52,058 No. 78 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:54,675 After every fundraiser, we have a follow-up dinner 79 00:03:54,700 --> 00:03:57,136 to discuss distribution of funds. 80 00:03:57,161 --> 00:03:59,769 Have you ever planned a meal for activists? 81 00:03:59,794 --> 00:04:02,495 Vegan. Gluten free. Paleo... 82 00:04:02,520 --> 00:04:03,816 And you're a vegetarian. 83 00:04:03,841 --> 00:04:06,691 Yeah, but that's mostly because of climate change. 84 00:04:06,716 --> 00:04:09,542 Twist my arm and I'll eat a Double Double. 85 00:04:13,058 --> 00:04:17,562 Uh... well, if there's any way I can help, uh... 86 00:04:17,587 --> 00:04:19,382 Maybe you don't know this about me... 87 00:04:19,407 --> 00:04:20,740 Really, why would you, 88 00:04:20,765 --> 00:04:22,601 but I love to cook. 89 00:04:22,626 --> 00:04:24,015 Huh? 90 00:04:38,894 --> 00:04:41,405 - Hey. - Good morning. 91 00:04:42,213 --> 00:04:44,366 So, what happened after my dad hauled me off? 92 00:04:44,391 --> 00:04:46,304 Did Emilio get in trouble with the cops? 93 00:04:46,698 --> 00:04:48,585 No, it was okay in the end. 94 00:04:49,118 --> 00:04:50,405 Look, I was just... 95 00:04:50,430 --> 00:04:52,344 I was up all night worried that I'd screwed everything up 96 00:04:52,368 --> 00:04:53,858 for you and your family. 97 00:04:54,968 --> 00:04:56,476 Well, if you were so worried, 98 00:04:56,501 --> 00:04:58,507 why didn't you text me back last night? 99 00:04:58,532 --> 00:04:59,773 Because my dad took my phone away 100 00:04:59,797 --> 00:05:01,913 along with everything else: 101 00:05:01,938 --> 00:05:04,296 you know, my car, my freedom. 102 00:05:04,864 --> 00:05:07,147 I had to climb out a window to get here. 103 00:05:10,537 --> 00:05:12,405 Sometimes it's... 104 00:05:13,162 --> 00:05:15,593 it's hard to know where I stand with you. 105 00:05:16,311 --> 00:05:18,280 You can blow hot and cold. 106 00:05:18,305 --> 00:05:20,577 Mad last night, sorry this morning. 107 00:05:20,602 --> 00:05:22,718 Keeps you on your toes, though, yes? 108 00:05:24,947 --> 00:05:26,671 It's one way I'm different than my dad. 109 00:05:26,696 --> 00:05:28,417 You know, he decides how he feels about a person 110 00:05:28,441 --> 00:05:31,667 and then there's absolutely no changing his mind. 111 00:05:32,330 --> 00:05:34,530 That guy is never gonna like me. 112 00:05:34,636 --> 00:05:37,679 We ruined the first night of his new life, remember? 113 00:05:38,529 --> 00:05:41,343 He's never gonna forgive either of us for that. 114 00:05:45,864 --> 00:05:47,804 What about your mom? 115 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:52,335 Do you ever think about living with her? 116 00:05:52,360 --> 00:05:55,757 Sure. Yeah. I just... I, um... 117 00:05:57,969 --> 00:05:59,608 It's complicated. 118 00:06:00,413 --> 00:06:03,515 She's not very good at taking care of other people. 119 00:06:03,754 --> 00:06:06,029 Well, do you even need that? 120 00:06:06,054 --> 00:06:07,538 I don't know. 121 00:06:08,288 --> 00:06:11,054 I'm 16. Aren't I supposed to need it? 122 00:06:11,351 --> 00:06:13,471 Well, nobody's taking care of me... 123 00:06:14,786 --> 00:06:17,067 and I seem to be doing pretty well. 124 00:06:18,159 --> 00:06:21,772 I must admit, uh, it's a little weird having you here. 125 00:06:21,980 --> 00:06:23,749 Well, you haven't been over to my house 126 00:06:23,774 --> 00:06:25,343 in a long time either, so... 127 00:06:25,643 --> 00:06:26,944 we're even. 128 00:06:29,992 --> 00:06:33,983 So, uh, do I just insist that she be honest with them? 129 00:06:34,110 --> 00:06:35,835 No matter what it costs her? 130 00:06:39,764 --> 00:06:40,844 Well? 131 00:06:41,587 --> 00:06:44,366 Is it really that you don't know what to say to her, Emilio? 132 00:06:44,652 --> 00:06:46,890 Or are you asking me to do it for you? 133 00:06:46,915 --> 00:06:49,124 Look, I'm just her brother. 134 00:06:49,149 --> 00:06:51,960 Right? I think it'd mean more coming from a priest. 135 00:06:52,203 --> 00:06:54,280 But you've laid down the law in the past. 136 00:06:54,542 --> 00:06:56,835 So why are you having trouble now, do you think? 137 00:06:58,477 --> 00:07:00,288 I'm wondering if you feel like you lack 138 00:07:00,313 --> 00:07:02,562 the moral authority to make your case. 139 00:07:02,944 --> 00:07:04,522 What do you mean? 140 00:07:04,917 --> 00:07:07,640 Some of my parishioners were at the fundraiser last night. 141 00:07:07,974 --> 00:07:09,608 I heard how you walked off the stage... 142 00:07:09,633 --> 00:07:10,835 Jesus! 143 00:07:10,860 --> 00:07:13,077 Oh, I'm sorry. Sorry. 144 00:07:13,932 --> 00:07:15,327 Look, Padre, 145 00:07:15,352 --> 00:07:16,679 I don't know what you heard, 146 00:07:16,704 --> 00:07:18,413 but it was just the wrong song. 147 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:19,874 That's all. 148 00:07:19,899 --> 00:07:22,194 And what would've been a better song? 149 00:07:22,219 --> 00:07:23,374 I don't know. 150 00:07:23,399 --> 00:07:24,563 Something that's not about what your hair 151 00:07:24,587 --> 00:07:25,937 looks like after sex. 152 00:07:26,114 --> 00:07:27,640 Sorry. 153 00:07:27,665 --> 00:07:29,968 Shit! Oh, sorry! 154 00:07:32,368 --> 00:07:33,772 Let me ask you, Emilio. 155 00:07:34,145 --> 00:07:37,522 Do you have those other kinds of songs in your repertoire? 156 00:07:37,547 --> 00:07:40,232 Or would you say they're all a variation on the, uh, 157 00:07:40,257 --> 00:07:42,062 hair and sex theme? 158 00:07:42,382 --> 00:07:44,038 So what if they are? 159 00:07:44,448 --> 00:07:46,835 No. No, no, I mean it, Padre. 160 00:07:46,860 --> 00:07:48,569 What's wrong with that? 161 00:07:51,448 --> 00:07:54,179 Your sister does not yet have those, uh... 162 00:07:54,204 --> 00:07:57,757 alarm bells that go off when who she shows herself to be 163 00:07:57,782 --> 00:08:00,022 doesn't match who she truly is. 164 00:08:00,047 --> 00:08:01,843 But you have them, Emilio. 165 00:08:03,204 --> 00:08:05,296 You might not want to listen, 166 00:08:05,321 --> 00:08:06,866 but they're sounding. 167 00:08:10,982 --> 00:08:12,553 Is Val upstairs? 168 00:08:15,402 --> 00:08:17,616 I'll go have a word with her. 169 00:08:23,546 --> 00:08:24,663 Ooh! 170 00:08:25,553 --> 00:08:27,671 Didn't your mother teach you how to cook? 171 00:08:27,696 --> 00:08:30,171 Nope. Never wanted me to learn. 172 00:08:30,196 --> 00:08:31,655 She'd come home after working 173 00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:34,101 12-hour days at a candy factory 174 00:08:34,126 --> 00:08:35,929 and make me sit on a stool 175 00:08:35,954 --> 00:08:37,890 and read to her from my school books 176 00:08:37,915 --> 00:08:39,366 while she cooked my dinner. 177 00:08:39,728 --> 00:08:42,796 She wanted me to have a life where I used my mind, 178 00:08:42,821 --> 00:08:44,624 not my hands. 179 00:08:45,698 --> 00:08:46,969 My mother thought it was something 180 00:08:46,993 --> 00:08:48,659 every girl should know. 181 00:08:48,684 --> 00:08:50,960 Yeah, well, joke's on me though 182 00:08:50,985 --> 00:08:54,366 'cause now I live alone and I can't feed myself. 183 00:08:54,391 --> 00:08:56,624 I don't know what I'm gonna do when I have kids. 184 00:08:57,287 --> 00:09:00,124 So, you're planning on having kids? 185 00:09:00,149 --> 00:09:01,437 Um... 186 00:09:01,462 --> 00:09:03,358 I mean, yeah. 187 00:09:03,383 --> 00:09:04,566 Eventually. 188 00:09:04,591 --> 00:09:05,913 You? 189 00:09:06,285 --> 00:09:09,374 Maybe that's not something you know just quite yet. 190 00:09:09,398 --> 00:09:10,796 Oh, I-I know. 191 00:09:10,821 --> 00:09:12,944 I, I definitely know. 192 00:09:12,969 --> 00:09:16,226 Kids. Yes. Absolutely. Gotta have 'em. 193 00:09:19,363 --> 00:09:22,319 Do you worry about being able to raise a family 194 00:09:22,344 --> 00:09:23,921 and focus on your career? 195 00:09:23,946 --> 00:09:25,827 God! I hate that question. 196 00:09:25,852 --> 00:09:28,585 Me, too. It's the worst. 197 00:09:31,036 --> 00:09:32,265 Hey. 198 00:09:32,290 --> 00:09:33,515 Oh. 199 00:09:33,950 --> 00:09:35,538 What's this? 200 00:09:35,563 --> 00:09:37,991 Lucia offered to cook for us all. 201 00:09:38,016 --> 00:09:39,437 Oh, fantastic! 202 00:09:39,462 --> 00:09:41,140 So we don't have to have Poison Control 203 00:09:41,165 --> 00:09:42,235 on hold all night? 204 00:09:44,936 --> 00:09:46,179 Hola, querida. 205 00:09:46,932 --> 00:09:49,190 So, I'm just gonna put my stuff down in the bedroom, 206 00:09:49,215 --> 00:09:52,717 and then are you gonna make a liquor store run or should I? 207 00:09:57,241 --> 00:09:58,827 Mom. 208 00:09:58,852 --> 00:10:00,093 Suffocating here. 209 00:10:00,118 --> 00:10:01,241 Really. 210 00:10:01,266 --> 00:10:03,647 Are you absolutely certain? Do you really mean it? 211 00:10:03,672 --> 00:10:05,592 She really means it, Mrs. Barnett. 212 00:10:07,211 --> 00:10:09,226 Nothing could make me happier. 213 00:10:09,251 --> 00:10:12,077 I mean, mi casa es su casa. 214 00:10:12,102 --> 00:10:14,542 I didn't say that because you're... 215 00:10:14,848 --> 00:10:18,671 Oh God. Words just fly out of my mouth sometimes. 216 00:10:18,696 --> 00:10:21,096 Please, Beto, forgive me. 217 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:23,163 - It's okay. - This was Beto's idea. 218 00:10:23,188 --> 00:10:25,858 I am so grateful to have you as an ally, Beto. 219 00:10:25,883 --> 00:10:29,772 The only advocates in my life charge me $700 an hour. 220 00:10:29,797 --> 00:10:32,085 Speaking of which, I should call my lawyer. 221 00:10:32,450 --> 00:10:35,030 But I thought custody was fifty-fifty. 222 00:10:35,055 --> 00:10:37,757 Ugh. It is, but nothing riles Jim up 223 00:10:37,782 --> 00:10:39,702 like a person willing to take him on. 224 00:10:39,727 --> 00:10:42,030 Well, you know, right? 225 00:10:42,094 --> 00:10:44,062 He doesn't like anyone who's an Alpha. 226 00:10:44,087 --> 00:10:46,101 I, I wouldn't say I'm an Alpha. 227 00:10:46,126 --> 00:10:48,351 Well, you went to his office to meet with him. 228 00:10:48,376 --> 00:10:51,007 Sounds pretty Alpha to me. Oh! 229 00:10:51,049 --> 00:10:54,437 Hi, Jennifer Randle, please. Thanks. 230 00:10:54,462 --> 00:10:57,030 Wait, you went to see my dad? At his office? 231 00:10:57,055 --> 00:10:59,601 I thought if I could get on his good side somehow... 232 00:10:59,626 --> 00:11:01,890 So, you two talked about me? 233 00:11:01,915 --> 00:11:04,187 - Behind my back? - I was trying to make things easier. 234 00:11:04,212 --> 00:11:06,140 We talked about this this morning. 235 00:11:06,165 --> 00:11:07,460 Why didn't you tell me then? 236 00:11:07,485 --> 00:11:09,171 - Because... - Oh, again, 237 00:11:09,196 --> 00:11:11,077 words fly out. 238 00:11:11,102 --> 00:11:12,422 I, I didn't mean to start a fight. 239 00:11:12,446 --> 00:11:13,477 - No... - No, we're not, 240 00:11:13,501 --> 00:11:14,616 we're not fighting, Mom. 241 00:11:14,641 --> 00:11:16,210 It's, um... 242 00:11:16,235 --> 00:11:17,862 - It's fine. - Mm-hmm. 243 00:11:17,887 --> 00:11:19,085 It's in the past. 244 00:11:19,110 --> 00:11:20,944 You are staying the night, young man. 245 00:11:20,969 --> 00:11:23,054 And not in that sad twin in Ella's room. 246 00:11:23,079 --> 00:11:24,851 I'm gonna give you two my bed. 247 00:11:24,876 --> 00:11:28,335 Oh, uh, that's really not necessary, Mrs. Barnett. 248 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:30,515 Oh, Margaux, please. 249 00:11:30,540 --> 00:11:31,914 And I insist. 250 00:11:32,531 --> 00:11:34,085 Hello, Jennifer... 251 00:11:34,110 --> 00:11:37,288 Well, that was $125 worth of Celine Dion. 252 00:11:39,546 --> 00:11:42,694 Well, she loves you, that's for sure. 253 00:11:46,712 --> 00:11:49,866 Kindly explain your selection process. 254 00:11:50,063 --> 00:11:52,077 She is clueless about wine. 255 00:11:52,102 --> 00:11:53,538 I decided I could buy 256 00:11:53,563 --> 00:11:55,655 three bottles of $10 wine 257 00:11:55,680 --> 00:11:58,437 or 10 bottles of $3 wine. 258 00:11:58,462 --> 00:12:00,902 Bet you anything this stuff tastes like salad dressing. 259 00:12:01,384 --> 00:12:04,476 Can you set the table? I'll be out in 10. 260 00:12:04,501 --> 00:12:06,092 Shall we see? 261 00:12:06,117 --> 00:12:07,499 Uh, no, thanks. 262 00:12:09,893 --> 00:12:12,726 So, is everyone who's coming at the fundraiser last night? 263 00:12:12,751 --> 00:12:14,632 There'll probably be some new plus ones. 264 00:12:14,849 --> 00:12:17,999 Everyone in this group has pretty much slept with everyone, so... 265 00:12:18,451 --> 00:12:20,601 Although... wait, 266 00:12:20,626 --> 00:12:22,280 have I... 267 00:12:22,305 --> 00:12:24,241 No. None of my exes are coming tonight. 268 00:12:24,266 --> 00:12:26,062 Well, except Sully. 269 00:12:27,468 --> 00:12:30,663 So, you and she aren't together? 270 00:12:30,993 --> 00:12:33,640 - Or you are? - Exactly. 271 00:12:33,959 --> 00:12:37,046 Now this is surprisingly not terrible. 272 00:12:37,071 --> 00:12:38,585 Here. You gotta try it. 273 00:12:39,470 --> 00:12:41,030 Finish it. 274 00:12:41,745 --> 00:12:43,390 I'll pour a new glass. 275 00:12:45,355 --> 00:12:47,601 So, do you have one of those 276 00:12:47,626 --> 00:12:49,710 are-we-or-aren't-we, depends-on-the-day 277 00:12:49,735 --> 00:12:51,010 kind of relationships? 278 00:12:51,035 --> 00:12:53,535 Ah. Well, I mean, who doesn't? 279 00:12:53,560 --> 00:12:56,116 Hmm. So you get it. 280 00:12:56,141 --> 00:13:00,358 I mean, we're not poly, but we're definitely not mono. 281 00:13:00,383 --> 00:13:02,640 Pretty much just is what it is. 282 00:13:02,665 --> 00:13:05,843 Ultimately, I believe in not limiting your options. 283 00:13:05,868 --> 00:13:08,046 I mean, I show up with my suitcase, 284 00:13:08,071 --> 00:13:10,272 sometimes I stay long enough to unpack it, 285 00:13:10,297 --> 00:13:11,499 sometimes I don't. 286 00:13:11,524 --> 00:13:13,437 But at the end of the day, 287 00:13:13,462 --> 00:13:14,968 Sully and I both know I'll eventually 288 00:13:14,993 --> 00:13:16,921 be unpacking it someplace else. 289 00:13:20,875 --> 00:13:22,429 To freedom. 290 00:13:23,882 --> 00:13:25,147 Freedom. 291 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:42,155 You ever plan on calling me back? 292 00:13:43,131 --> 00:13:45,538 It's just gonna get ugly, dude. 293 00:13:46,218 --> 00:13:48,304 I figure if we don't say what we're thinking, 294 00:13:48,329 --> 00:13:49,647 maybe in... 295 00:13:50,527 --> 00:13:53,163 a few months or years, 296 00:13:53,188 --> 00:13:55,413 we'll be able to sit down and have a few beers. 297 00:14:02,483 --> 00:14:04,077 Actually, uh... 298 00:14:05,467 --> 00:14:07,476 you knew what I was thinking. 299 00:14:07,501 --> 00:14:09,272 Long before I did. 300 00:14:09,297 --> 00:14:10,774 I thought it was just that one song, 301 00:14:10,799 --> 00:14:12,679 but it's all the songs, man. 302 00:14:14,375 --> 00:14:16,188 And the truth is, I don't think I can sing songs 303 00:14:16,212 --> 00:14:18,012 about a life I'm not living anymore. 304 00:14:21,419 --> 00:14:23,062 I-I... 305 00:14:23,087 --> 00:14:24,905 I guess it's time for me to move on. 306 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:27,405 And you should, too, man. 307 00:14:27,654 --> 00:14:30,108 Seriously, dude. Go make some new music. 308 00:14:30,490 --> 00:14:32,578 It's hard enough watching you guys do this without me, 309 00:14:32,602 --> 00:14:34,741 do you really have to do it using the stuff I wrote? 310 00:14:34,766 --> 00:14:37,569 We've got a session on Monday, man. 311 00:14:38,255 --> 00:14:39,929 The studio is booked. 312 00:14:40,427 --> 00:14:42,421 We're not gonna pull the plug and take six months 313 00:14:42,446 --> 00:14:43,516 to write new material and hope, 314 00:14:43,540 --> 00:14:45,687 just hope that it's good enough to land us 315 00:14:45,712 --> 00:14:47,843 back where we are right now. 316 00:14:50,582 --> 00:14:52,491 We need those songs. 317 00:14:55,019 --> 00:14:57,210 Come on, man. Please. 318 00:15:02,436 --> 00:15:04,913 You at least going to include me in the liner notes? 319 00:15:06,010 --> 00:15:08,554 We'll dedicate the whole album to you, man. 320 00:15:17,269 --> 00:15:19,499 - Thanks, bro. - Mm-hmm. 321 00:15:22,421 --> 00:15:23,968 Anyone home? 322 00:15:27,170 --> 00:15:28,944 Who wants dinner? 323 00:15:29,947 --> 00:15:31,429 Ai. 324 00:15:33,834 --> 00:15:35,145 So... 325 00:15:35,170 --> 00:15:39,492 after you made Padre Jimenez lecture me, 326 00:15:39,517 --> 00:15:41,148 I called Kelly. 327 00:15:41,222 --> 00:15:42,828 Guess what she said? 328 00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:44,307 Guess. 329 00:15:45,312 --> 00:15:48,015 - Uh... - She called me a liar! 330 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:50,750 And said that impersonating someone on Instagram 331 00:15:50,775 --> 00:15:53,000 is a felony and I could be arrested! 332 00:15:53,025 --> 00:15:54,476 That's not true, Val. 333 00:15:54,501 --> 00:15:56,304 You didn't impersonate anyone. 334 00:15:56,329 --> 00:15:58,571 You made a fake name, like half the people on the internet. 335 00:15:58,595 --> 00:16:01,741 Not the half that's blocked me from their DMs. 336 00:16:01,766 --> 00:16:04,125 Kelly told the whole entire troupe, 337 00:16:04,150 --> 00:16:05,742 and they deleted me from the chat. 338 00:16:05,767 --> 00:16:07,726 Well, give them some time. They'll come around. 339 00:16:08,098 --> 00:16:10,578 If you want, I'll go down there with you and talk to them. 340 00:16:10,603 --> 00:16:11,890 Hmm? 341 00:16:11,915 --> 00:16:14,125 Stay away from me. 342 00:16:14,660 --> 00:16:18,414 You act like you understand, but you don't understand. 343 00:16:18,835 --> 00:16:20,593 No one understands. 344 00:16:20,618 --> 00:16:24,117 Not Natalia who... ratted me out. 345 00:16:24,176 --> 00:16:26,843 Or Lucia who doesn't listen. 346 00:16:27,419 --> 00:16:30,609 Or even Beto, 'cause he's never around. 347 00:16:32,775 --> 00:16:36,789 Only Mami understands... 348 00:16:39,285 --> 00:16:41,898 but you don't let me talk to her either. 349 00:16:43,091 --> 00:16:45,218 You take everything away! 350 00:16:45,243 --> 00:16:46,742 Everything! 351 00:16:48,786 --> 00:16:50,320 Val... 352 00:17:04,532 --> 00:17:05,968 Lucia. 353 00:17:05,993 --> 00:17:08,046 We're just sitting down for your dinner. 354 00:17:08,071 --> 00:17:09,617 Can you join us? 355 00:17:10,250 --> 00:17:12,562 Uh... in a minute. 356 00:17:12,962 --> 00:17:16,156 It's been a while. I just wanted to check on you. 357 00:17:18,027 --> 00:17:19,542 Open up. 358 00:17:26,968 --> 00:17:28,742 Oh, my God. 359 00:17:29,665 --> 00:17:31,414 What was she thinking? 360 00:17:36,274 --> 00:17:37,835 Take a sip. 361 00:17:38,162 --> 00:17:39,601 Lucia. 362 00:17:41,758 --> 00:17:45,101 Honestly, I cannot believe Allison gave you all that wine. 363 00:17:46,377 --> 00:17:48,953 It felt right in the moment. 364 00:17:49,528 --> 00:17:52,164 Isn't that how she makes her decisions: 365 00:17:52,189 --> 00:17:53,820 whatever feels right? 366 00:17:54,438 --> 00:17:56,187 W-what do you mean? 367 00:17:58,311 --> 00:18:00,007 I mean... 368 00:18:00,032 --> 00:18:02,289 isn't that how she's with you? 369 00:18:03,234 --> 00:18:05,078 What did she tell you? 370 00:18:06,146 --> 00:18:09,810 Just that you two are on and off and... 371 00:18:09,835 --> 00:18:12,750 she's the one who comes and goes. 372 00:18:13,476 --> 00:18:16,937 Which doesn't seem like something you'd want. 373 00:18:16,962 --> 00:18:19,078 Not if you want a family. 374 00:18:19,103 --> 00:18:22,242 Uh, okay, well, that's personal. 375 00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:25,570 - Allison shouldn't have... - You're so, like... 376 00:18:25,595 --> 00:18:27,101 committed. 377 00:18:27,726 --> 00:18:29,648 To everything. 378 00:18:30,082 --> 00:18:32,476 Causes. People. 379 00:18:33,116 --> 00:18:36,382 When you're with someone, you're with them. 380 00:18:38,157 --> 00:18:40,477 Like how you are when you're with me. 381 00:18:50,092 --> 00:18:52,007 Why would you want to be with someone 382 00:18:52,032 --> 00:18:55,203 who only wants to be with you some of the time? 383 00:18:59,736 --> 00:19:02,609 Listen to me... Lucia. 384 00:19:04,835 --> 00:19:07,914 You're not in any shape for a dinner party. 385 00:19:09,180 --> 00:19:12,179 I think you should go and lie down in the guest room. 386 00:19:12,959 --> 00:19:14,328 You can sleep in there tonight, 387 00:19:14,353 --> 00:19:16,234 and we'll talk about this in the morning. 388 00:19:17,051 --> 00:19:18,546 Okay? 389 00:19:20,602 --> 00:19:22,281 I'm sorry. 390 00:19:34,606 --> 00:19:36,304 Is it a 12-year-old girl thing? 391 00:19:36,329 --> 00:19:38,312 Because Micah and I just had a falling out 392 00:19:38,337 --> 00:19:40,757 and 24 hours later, we're good. 393 00:19:40,782 --> 00:19:42,312 It's an every girl thing. 394 00:19:42,582 --> 00:19:45,100 We hold grudges to the death. 395 00:19:45,125 --> 00:19:46,484 No exceptions. 396 00:19:46,939 --> 00:19:48,281 - Yeah. - Are you gonna try 397 00:19:48,306 --> 00:19:50,367 to write some new songs for yourself? 398 00:19:51,007 --> 00:19:53,710 What about? Invoices? 399 00:19:54,076 --> 00:19:56,156 What rhymes with diaper rash? 400 00:19:56,181 --> 00:19:57,484 Mustache. 401 00:19:57,509 --> 00:19:58,781 Eyelash. 402 00:19:58,806 --> 00:20:00,593 Take out the trash. 403 00:20:01,951 --> 00:20:03,710 Poet, remember? 404 00:20:05,300 --> 00:20:07,171 Maybe we could... 405 00:20:07,196 --> 00:20:09,382 I don't know... collaborate. 406 00:20:10,102 --> 00:20:12,664 I could help with the words if you wrote the music. 407 00:20:13,792 --> 00:20:15,420 You wanna be a songwriter? 408 00:20:16,108 --> 00:20:18,539 Aren't lyrics a type of poetry? 409 00:20:18,564 --> 00:20:19,882 You said that. 410 00:20:20,311 --> 00:20:21,804 Yeah. 411 00:20:22,740 --> 00:20:25,507 You'd be slumming it, working with me. 412 00:20:25,897 --> 00:20:28,257 I mean, your stuff is so... 413 00:20:28,483 --> 00:20:31,257 - So what? - It's beautiful. 414 00:20:31,677 --> 00:20:33,757 And the things you write about, they're so... 415 00:20:34,392 --> 00:20:36,687 big and important. 416 00:20:36,712 --> 00:20:39,328 Doesn't that make them worth singing about? 417 00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:41,742 We don't have the same frame of reference. 418 00:20:41,767 --> 00:20:44,539 I mean, the things you write about are so specific to your people. 419 00:20:44,564 --> 00:20:46,828 To your life. To your culture. 420 00:20:46,853 --> 00:20:49,687 Um... don't we have the same culture? 421 00:20:49,712 --> 00:20:51,835 Aren't my people your people? 422 00:20:52,579 --> 00:20:54,242 Technically. 423 00:20:56,444 --> 00:20:57,484 Look... 424 00:20:58,811 --> 00:21:01,039 my parents brought me to this country 425 00:21:01,064 --> 00:21:02,507 to be an American. 426 00:21:02,532 --> 00:21:04,640 I mean, they wanted me to fit in. 427 00:21:04,825 --> 00:21:06,803 It mattered to them that I spoke English 428 00:21:06,828 --> 00:21:08,515 without an accent. 429 00:21:08,540 --> 00:21:11,093 You know, so I played football 430 00:21:11,118 --> 00:21:12,585 and not soccer. 431 00:21:12,868 --> 00:21:16,068 I listened to music that wasn't anything like my parents listened to. 432 00:21:16,894 --> 00:21:18,742 And all my friends have... 433 00:21:19,744 --> 00:21:21,257 they've been white. 434 00:21:22,631 --> 00:21:24,523 My girlfriends too. 435 00:21:26,531 --> 00:21:29,101 Suddenly, it's like I'm betraying my people 436 00:21:29,126 --> 00:21:31,007 by not being Mexican enough, 437 00:21:31,291 --> 00:21:33,187 not seeing myself as part of a place 438 00:21:33,212 --> 00:21:35,460 my parents actually took me away from. 439 00:21:37,038 --> 00:21:40,156 So, for me to sing about the Mexican experience, 440 00:21:40,181 --> 00:21:43,250 the immigrant experience... 441 00:21:46,292 --> 00:21:48,054 it feels like a lie. 442 00:22:03,566 --> 00:22:05,328 Oh. Did I wake you? 443 00:22:05,353 --> 00:22:08,539 No, I, I just didn't know what that noise was. 444 00:22:08,776 --> 00:22:10,070 So... 445 00:22:10,095 --> 00:22:12,335 Being up late like this, it's... 446 00:22:12,360 --> 00:22:15,484 the best thing about having my own place. 447 00:22:16,722 --> 00:22:18,481 Um, Jim 448 00:22:18,506 --> 00:22:21,921 operated on a more of a traditional clock. 449 00:22:24,923 --> 00:22:26,468 W-what are you making? 450 00:22:27,663 --> 00:22:29,062 Oh... 451 00:22:29,293 --> 00:22:31,218 Curtains for the guest room. 452 00:22:31,243 --> 00:22:33,609 This is my third attempt. 453 00:22:33,634 --> 00:22:36,375 Jim, he thinks that I can't finish 454 00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:37,781 anything that I start. 455 00:22:37,806 --> 00:22:40,476 But I just... I want to get it right, you know. 456 00:22:40,501 --> 00:22:43,500 I just want to get something right. 457 00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:46,398 You're the same. 458 00:22:47,562 --> 00:22:49,164 Am I? 459 00:22:50,132 --> 00:22:52,914 You hang in there. I can tell. 460 00:22:54,010 --> 00:22:56,370 You wanna work through problems. 461 00:22:57,159 --> 00:22:59,559 I'm so grateful she has you. 462 00:23:01,427 --> 00:23:03,507 She seems so much better. 463 00:23:05,127 --> 00:23:06,820 Better than... 464 00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:09,800 When she was in the hospital. 465 00:23:11,906 --> 00:23:13,882 Oh. Right. 466 00:23:15,209 --> 00:23:16,835 It was awful. 467 00:23:17,249 --> 00:23:19,890 I can't tell you, I mean, for her, too, but... 468 00:23:19,915 --> 00:23:21,266 Did she tell you about her roommate? 469 00:23:21,290 --> 00:23:23,730 The one who pulled out all of her eyebrows? 470 00:23:25,013 --> 00:23:26,265 Yes. 471 00:23:26,986 --> 00:23:28,404 It was terrible. 472 00:23:28,429 --> 00:23:30,872 Of course, we wanted her to have a private room, 473 00:23:30,897 --> 00:23:31,912 but they wouldn't allow it. 474 00:23:31,936 --> 00:23:33,731 They said that it was safer 475 00:23:33,756 --> 00:23:35,153 if there was someone else there. 476 00:23:36,843 --> 00:23:39,122 We thought that we were gonna lose her. 477 00:23:39,695 --> 00:23:42,145 It was awful. 478 00:23:45,478 --> 00:23:47,489 I think that she's turned a corner. 479 00:23:47,708 --> 00:23:49,310 Thanks to you. 480 00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:00,099 Hey, Val. 481 00:24:00,124 --> 00:24:01,560 Good morning. 482 00:24:01,915 --> 00:24:03,747 I made pancakes. 483 00:24:07,251 --> 00:24:09,974 Look, I know you're angry. 484 00:24:11,445 --> 00:24:13,599 It's okay that you're mad at me. 485 00:24:13,757 --> 00:24:15,341 It really is. 486 00:24:18,412 --> 00:24:19,599 Hey. 487 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:23,343 Look, just let me know you're okay, or I'm coming in. 488 00:24:48,553 --> 00:24:49,753 Hey. 489 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,890 Come back to bed. 490 00:24:53,058 --> 00:24:55,359 You were in a psychiatric hospital. 491 00:24:57,400 --> 00:24:58,874 Wait, what? 492 00:24:59,355 --> 00:25:01,937 I woke up last night and your mom was up sewing, 493 00:25:01,962 --> 00:25:04,525 - and she said that... - She's up at night again? 494 00:25:04,550 --> 00:25:06,406 Shit. 495 00:25:09,500 --> 00:25:11,538 Ella, what happened? 496 00:25:11,762 --> 00:25:13,335 Nothing. 497 00:25:13,661 --> 00:25:15,835 Nothing happened, Beto. 498 00:25:17,099 --> 00:25:18,414 Well, did something almost happen? 499 00:25:18,438 --> 00:25:19,804 'Cause she made it sound like... 500 00:25:19,829 --> 00:25:21,531 I'm sure she did. 501 00:25:21,556 --> 00:25:24,351 I'm sure she made it sound as dramatic as possible. 502 00:25:24,376 --> 00:25:26,679 Did she tell you they had me in restraints? 503 00:25:27,003 --> 00:25:28,546 You were in restraints? 504 00:25:28,571 --> 00:25:29,890 No! 505 00:25:29,915 --> 00:25:31,499 Of course not. 506 00:25:31,524 --> 00:25:34,218 But I've heard her tell the story where I was. 507 00:25:34,463 --> 00:25:36,413 Well, what is the story? 508 00:25:36,438 --> 00:25:38,327 And why haven't you told it to me? 509 00:25:38,923 --> 00:25:41,516 Because you're gonna jump to conclusions about me 510 00:25:41,541 --> 00:25:42,585 that aren't true. 511 00:25:42,610 --> 00:25:44,530 - And then you're gonna... - Ella... 512 00:25:46,007 --> 00:25:47,851 did you try to kill yourself? 513 00:25:49,461 --> 00:25:50,890 No. 514 00:25:51,769 --> 00:25:53,882 Well, did you do something that would have led people 515 00:25:53,907 --> 00:25:55,648 to think you wanted to die? 516 00:25:58,944 --> 00:26:00,024 Look... 517 00:26:01,050 --> 00:26:02,859 it was two years ago. 518 00:26:03,364 --> 00:26:04,688 They were in the middle of splitting up 519 00:26:04,712 --> 00:26:06,212 and having screaming matches 520 00:26:06,237 --> 00:26:08,357 day and night, right in front of me. 521 00:26:08,785 --> 00:26:11,437 And the thing is, I don't know a 14-year-old in the world 522 00:26:11,462 --> 00:26:14,187 who could see their parents yell at each other like that 523 00:26:14,212 --> 00:26:16,413 and not want to do something. 524 00:26:19,117 --> 00:26:20,812 Did you take something? 525 00:26:23,783 --> 00:26:25,999 You're already looking at me differently. 526 00:26:26,031 --> 00:26:27,038 I can feel it. 527 00:26:27,063 --> 00:26:29,505 No, I'm just trying to understand. 528 00:26:29,530 --> 00:26:30,647 Wait... 529 00:26:31,523 --> 00:26:33,029 Wait, something is... 530 00:26:37,551 --> 00:26:40,130 Why would Emilio be you calling this early? 531 00:26:44,929 --> 00:26:46,842 - Hey. - Emilio! 532 00:26:46,867 --> 00:26:48,351 A bunch of her clothes are missing from her drawer, 533 00:26:48,375 --> 00:26:50,249 - and I think she took her backpack. - When's the last time you saw her? 534 00:26:50,273 --> 00:26:52,179 I knocked on her door last night, but she wasn't answering me. 535 00:26:52,203 --> 00:26:53,491 Are you sure she was in there? 536 00:26:53,516 --> 00:26:54,789 Yeah. Yeah, it was locked, so yeah. 537 00:26:54,813 --> 00:26:56,014 And later? When you got home? 538 00:26:56,039 --> 00:26:57,092 I didn't come home. 539 00:26:57,117 --> 00:26:58,522 You didn't? Where were you? 540 00:26:58,547 --> 00:26:59,820 - Where were you? - Look, okay, 541 00:26:59,844 --> 00:27:01,929 so it's been at least 10 hours since anyone's seen her. 542 00:27:01,953 --> 00:27:03,430 We need to call the police. 543 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:05,553 We can't do that. They'll call the social worker. 544 00:27:05,578 --> 00:27:06,694 So what? Val's missing. 545 00:27:06,719 --> 00:27:08,210 The more people trying to find her, the better. 546 00:27:08,234 --> 00:27:09,249 No, no. If the social worker thinks 547 00:27:09,273 --> 00:27:10,914 I'm not taking care of her, that she ran away... 548 00:27:10,938 --> 00:27:13,163 Worry about that after we find her and know she's safe! 549 00:27:13,188 --> 00:27:14,670 Well, I doubt she ran away. 550 00:27:15,029 --> 00:27:16,218 She's probably at a friend's place. 551 00:27:16,242 --> 00:27:17,811 She's trying to make you worry. 552 00:27:17,836 --> 00:27:20,116 No. No, she wouldn't do that. 553 00:27:20,141 --> 00:27:22,780 Well, if she's trying to punish you guys, she might. 554 00:27:26,036 --> 00:27:27,991 - What? - No, she has a point. 555 00:27:28,016 --> 00:27:29,536 I mean, she was pretty pissed at me. 556 00:27:29,923 --> 00:27:31,819 For what? What did you do to her? 557 00:27:32,114 --> 00:27:34,116 What does it matter, Lucia? She's gone. 558 00:27:34,141 --> 00:27:36,053 Okay, maybe she's at a friend's house? 559 00:27:36,078 --> 00:27:38,336 Who are even her friends from school these days? 560 00:27:38,361 --> 00:27:40,319 Uh, there was Cassidy, right? Cassidy. 561 00:27:40,344 --> 00:27:41,498 And wasn't there a Brittany? 562 00:27:41,523 --> 00:27:42,890 But she doesn't mention them anymore. 563 00:27:42,914 --> 00:27:45,093 I don't think she's hung with any of them since Mami and Papi... 564 00:27:45,117 --> 00:27:46,799 Oh, I know she likes, um, 565 00:27:46,824 --> 00:27:48,324 the girls from her dance troupe. 566 00:27:48,349 --> 00:27:50,229 No. Trust me, she's isn't with any of them. 567 00:27:52,092 --> 00:27:54,163 Maybe we should just call Mami. 568 00:27:54,577 --> 00:27:56,788 That's who Val calls when she's upset. 569 00:27:57,113 --> 00:27:58,772 Maybe it'd help to know 570 00:27:58,797 --> 00:28:01,037 when the last time they were in touch was. 571 00:28:02,261 --> 00:28:03,906 Okay, try her, 572 00:28:03,931 --> 00:28:05,678 but you can't let her know Val's missing. 573 00:28:05,703 --> 00:28:07,194 You think I'm an idiot? 574 00:28:09,163 --> 00:28:10,718 What is it, mi amor? 575 00:28:10,742 --> 00:28:12,709 Just calling to see how it's going down there. 576 00:28:13,077 --> 00:28:16,319 Uh... can I call you a little bit later? 577 00:28:16,344 --> 00:28:17,764 There's been an accident. 578 00:28:17,789 --> 00:28:19,054 Remember I told you about the woman 579 00:28:19,078 --> 00:28:20,342 that lives above us? 580 00:28:20,367 --> 00:28:21,819 Jacinta? 581 00:28:21,844 --> 00:28:25,256 She, she cut herself cooking and, and she's here, 582 00:28:25,281 --> 00:28:26,772 and it's very deep. 583 00:28:26,797 --> 00:28:29,209 Oh. Well, that sounds, um... 584 00:28:29,458 --> 00:28:31,108 you go deal with that. 585 00:28:31,447 --> 00:28:34,803 Just have you spoken to Val at all? 586 00:28:34,828 --> 00:28:36,748 Like, last night or this morning? 587 00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,717 No. Why? 588 00:28:39,204 --> 00:28:41,475 She just said she was gonna call you. 589 00:28:41,697 --> 00:28:44,420 Tell her this afternoon would be a better time, okay. 590 00:28:44,445 --> 00:28:46,639 - I have to go, mi amor. - Wait... 591 00:28:49,382 --> 00:28:51,077 Emilio got a call. 592 00:28:54,101 --> 00:28:55,618 Where is it? 593 00:28:55,643 --> 00:28:57,210 It's always here. Isn't this where Mami kept it? 594 00:28:57,234 --> 00:28:59,046 Why do we even need it? Shouldn't we just go get her? 595 00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:00,633 No, the guy said we need two forms of ID. 596 00:29:00,657 --> 00:29:02,305 That's the only way they'll release her to us. 597 00:29:02,329 --> 00:29:03,663 Luce, anything? 598 00:29:03,688 --> 00:29:05,850 Still looking. It's not anywhere downstairs. 599 00:29:05,875 --> 00:29:07,492 Wait, the officer didn't let you talk to her? 600 00:29:07,516 --> 00:29:09,186 No, she wouldn't talk to me. 601 00:29:09,211 --> 00:29:10,555 Look, we'll deal with that later, okay. 602 00:29:10,579 --> 00:29:11,858 She's fine. She's safe. 603 00:29:11,883 --> 00:29:13,180 The guy said they've got someone waiting with her 604 00:29:13,204 --> 00:29:14,461 in the facility down there, so... 605 00:29:14,485 --> 00:29:16,061 It was under her bed. 606 00:29:22,312 --> 00:29:24,100 She took hers with her. 607 00:29:24,125 --> 00:29:25,624 Well, sure, 608 00:29:25,649 --> 00:29:27,389 she needed it to cross the border. 609 00:29:29,556 --> 00:29:31,600 Get the baby and let's go. 610 00:29:41,483 --> 00:29:44,210 Who lets a 12-year-old buy a bus ticket on her own? 611 00:29:45,197 --> 00:29:47,639 She must have gotten someone to help her out. 612 00:29:47,664 --> 00:29:49,811 She's become a really good liar lately. 613 00:29:50,927 --> 00:29:52,404 You said her friends were vicious 614 00:29:52,429 --> 00:29:54,269 when she mentioned the name thing? 615 00:29:54,612 --> 00:29:56,936 One of them threatened to call the police. 616 00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:59,126 Probably scared the hell out of her. 617 00:29:59,674 --> 00:30:02,335 So she ran to the one place she knew was safe... 618 00:30:03,475 --> 00:30:05,085 Mami and Papi. 619 00:30:05,275 --> 00:30:08,555 I really don't think it was about her needing to feel safe. 620 00:30:09,986 --> 00:30:12,475 It's a very scary trip for a little girl 621 00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:15,764 who doesn't feel safe to make all by herself. 622 00:30:15,935 --> 00:30:17,444 Well, what is it, then? 623 00:30:17,469 --> 00:30:19,272 You think she's doing this for attention? 624 00:30:19,420 --> 00:30:21,030 Oh, come on. 625 00:30:21,055 --> 00:30:22,733 She is so not. 626 00:30:22,758 --> 00:30:25,288 Okay, maybe not in a show-offy kind of way. 627 00:30:25,313 --> 00:30:29,741 But in a I'm-sad. I-don't-know what-else-to-do kind of way. 628 00:30:30,059 --> 00:30:32,539 Something's broken and she doesn't know how to fix it, 629 00:30:32,564 --> 00:30:33,822 so she tried this. 630 00:30:33,847 --> 00:30:34,952 Hey, 631 00:30:34,977 --> 00:30:37,272 our family is not broken, okay? 632 00:30:37,297 --> 00:30:39,030 It's in pieces. 633 00:30:39,114 --> 00:30:41,772 Two very distinct pieces. 634 00:30:41,797 --> 00:30:45,288 And if she can be the thing that those pieces have in common, 635 00:30:45,313 --> 00:30:48,218 you know, if she can connect both halves of her life 636 00:30:48,243 --> 00:30:49,866 by uniting everyone in their worry... 637 00:30:49,891 --> 00:30:52,311 - That's ridiculous. - Of course it is. 638 00:30:52,567 --> 00:30:55,811 It's irrational and immature 639 00:30:55,836 --> 00:30:58,304 and totally magical thinking. 640 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:01,725 Only the thing is is sometimes... 641 00:31:03,241 --> 00:31:05,014 it works. 642 00:31:07,704 --> 00:31:09,374 Okay, well, that's not it. 643 00:31:09,620 --> 00:31:10,796 Hmm? 644 00:31:10,821 --> 00:31:13,413 Whatever you went through, I'm sorry. 645 00:31:13,438 --> 00:31:15,069 But that's you. 646 00:31:15,094 --> 00:31:16,273 That isn't Val. You don't know her. 647 00:31:16,297 --> 00:31:18,260 - Hey. - Well, I know her some. 648 00:31:18,285 --> 00:31:20,577 Maybe you and Beto made the situation worse for her. 649 00:31:20,602 --> 00:31:22,195 You haven't been paying enough attention, 650 00:31:22,219 --> 00:31:23,491 ever since you and Ella... 651 00:31:23,516 --> 00:31:24,593 You two share a room, 652 00:31:24,618 --> 00:31:26,047 - you didn't come home last night. - All right. 653 00:31:26,071 --> 00:31:27,578 - Is that on me, too? - I also wasn't the one 654 00:31:27,602 --> 00:31:29,460 who paid for her to join that dance troupe, 655 00:31:29,485 --> 00:31:30,687 where this whole thing started. 656 00:31:30,711 --> 00:31:32,414 Ella could've never known that Val was gonna do that... 657 00:31:32,438 --> 00:31:34,234 This isn't helping anything. 658 00:31:34,258 --> 00:31:35,898 You're gonna scare the baby. 659 00:31:37,356 --> 00:31:38,796 Knock it off. 660 00:32:10,078 --> 00:32:11,132 Hey. 661 00:32:11,157 --> 00:32:13,674 Lucia. Are you okay? 662 00:32:13,746 --> 00:32:16,686 You took off so early this morning, I was worried. 663 00:32:16,711 --> 00:32:18,475 I left messages. 664 00:32:18,500 --> 00:32:21,335 Uh, look, now's not a good time. 665 00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:22,710 Who're you talking to? 666 00:32:22,905 --> 00:32:25,772 I'm in the car with my family. Can I call you later? 667 00:32:26,036 --> 00:32:29,163 Well, could you maybe just... listen? 668 00:32:31,278 --> 00:32:33,522 I let you into my private life 669 00:32:33,547 --> 00:32:35,038 in a way that 670 00:32:35,063 --> 00:32:37,858 may have left you a little confused... 671 00:32:37,883 --> 00:32:40,975 about what's... appropriate. 672 00:32:43,538 --> 00:32:46,725 Do you have feelings for me, Lucia? 673 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:51,983 I think you do. 674 00:32:52,992 --> 00:32:55,694 And while that's flattering... 675 00:32:56,255 --> 00:33:00,796 I think you may have confused my affection for you 676 00:33:00,821 --> 00:33:04,171 for... something more. 677 00:33:05,736 --> 00:33:06,976 Are you there? 678 00:33:09,147 --> 00:33:10,772 I shouldn't have... 679 00:33:12,983 --> 00:33:14,382 I wasn't... 680 00:33:18,265 --> 00:33:21,030 I'm sorry about the things I said. 681 00:33:21,055 --> 00:33:23,382 Do not be sorry. 682 00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,961 Okay? Just understand 683 00:33:26,986 --> 00:33:30,492 what kind of relationship you and I are able to have. 684 00:33:30,517 --> 00:33:32,311 I can be your friend. 685 00:33:33,228 --> 00:33:35,202 I can teach you what I know. 686 00:33:35,227 --> 00:33:37,069 Give you advice. 687 00:33:37,596 --> 00:33:40,405 I just need you to know that... 688 00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:44,569 things can never be romantic between us. 689 00:33:45,151 --> 00:33:47,850 That's not a line we can ever cross. 690 00:33:50,437 --> 00:33:51,765 Okay? 691 00:33:53,825 --> 00:33:55,241 Lucia... 692 00:33:56,167 --> 00:33:58,788 I need to know that you've heard me. 693 00:34:01,611 --> 00:34:03,554 I'm sorry. I... 694 00:34:03,579 --> 00:34:05,218 I have to go. 695 00:34:12,265 --> 00:34:14,655 Could you mind your own business, please? 696 00:34:22,979 --> 00:34:25,218 - Every Sunday at least. - When? When? 697 00:34:25,243 --> 00:34:26,281 When exactly are we gonna do that 698 00:34:26,305 --> 00:34:28,655 when you spend your whole entire time with this girl? 699 00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:30,663 - I can easily... - Look, look, hey, guys. 700 00:34:30,688 --> 00:34:32,358 Hey, I'm just saying, okay. 701 00:34:32,383 --> 00:34:34,010 We need to figure out a plan. 702 00:34:34,035 --> 00:34:36,939 Otherwise, we pick her up, we bring her back home and what? 703 00:34:36,964 --> 00:34:38,554 What's going to be different? 704 00:34:39,119 --> 00:34:41,350 Maybe we take her to a therapist? 705 00:34:41,375 --> 00:34:42,468 Yeah. Yeah, we could. 706 00:34:42,493 --> 00:34:44,304 But how much do you think a good one costs? 707 00:34:47,159 --> 00:34:49,522 Oh, how should I know? I didn't pay the bills. 708 00:34:49,547 --> 00:34:51,820 There's gotta be doctors that specialize in this kind of thing. 709 00:34:51,844 --> 00:34:54,419 You think a lot of brown people who can't afford lawyers 710 00:34:54,444 --> 00:34:55,819 to help them avoid deportation 711 00:34:55,844 --> 00:34:57,999 are working through their emotional issues in therapy? 712 00:34:58,024 --> 00:35:00,031 Man, what's your problem? Ever since that phone call... 713 00:35:00,055 --> 00:35:01,991 I don't wanna talk about it. 714 00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:03,686 Maybe you need a therapist. 715 00:35:03,711 --> 00:35:06,397 Hey. Hey! Enough, you two. 716 00:35:07,255 --> 00:35:09,757 God. Look, we're about 30 miles away, 717 00:35:09,782 --> 00:35:11,672 and we need to figure out how to make her want to get in this van 718 00:35:11,696 --> 00:35:12,840 and come home, 719 00:35:12,865 --> 00:35:15,139 and it not seem like some kind of punishment. 720 00:35:15,164 --> 00:35:17,211 Otherwise, she's just gonna want to go back to being, 721 00:35:17,235 --> 00:35:18,819 if not Amanda Davis, 722 00:35:18,844 --> 00:35:20,944 then some other girl who isn't her. 723 00:35:20,969 --> 00:35:23,296 Wait, she's using the name Amanda Davis? 724 00:35:23,769 --> 00:35:25,742 Where the hell have you been for the past three hours? 725 00:35:25,766 --> 00:35:27,085 Wait, that's the name? 726 00:35:27,110 --> 00:35:28,608 Amanda Davis? 727 00:35:28,633 --> 00:35:30,108 What is wrong with you? 728 00:35:30,133 --> 00:35:31,389 What is wrong with him? 729 00:35:31,414 --> 00:35:32,820 Val didn't pull that name out of thin air. 730 00:35:32,844 --> 00:35:35,530 That's the name of the little girl that Mami takes care of. 731 00:35:48,224 --> 00:35:50,686 Please have your documents ready... 732 00:36:03,592 --> 00:36:05,788 Uh, we're looking for a Valentina Acosta. 733 00:36:10,615 --> 00:36:12,311 Are you okay? 734 00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:14,096 We were so worried. 735 00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:20,280 Are you mad at me? 736 00:36:21,272 --> 00:36:22,960 Don't be mad. 737 00:36:25,407 --> 00:36:27,165 I understand now 738 00:36:27,190 --> 00:36:28,905 why you took that name. 739 00:36:30,956 --> 00:36:33,374 You don't want to be some other girl. 740 00:36:34,361 --> 00:36:37,218 You wanted to be that girl, 741 00:36:37,243 --> 00:36:39,874 the one that gets to spend every day with the mother 742 00:36:39,899 --> 00:36:41,475 you don't get to be with. 743 00:36:42,255 --> 00:36:44,563 I was... I just... 744 00:36:45,771 --> 00:36:48,039 I need to see her. 745 00:36:48,373 --> 00:36:50,305 To see them both. 746 00:36:56,827 --> 00:36:58,664 Look how brave you were... 747 00:36:58,977 --> 00:37:00,774 doing all this... 748 00:37:01,574 --> 00:37:03,250 getting a bus ticket... 749 00:37:05,763 --> 00:37:07,907 coming all this way... 750 00:37:11,263 --> 00:37:14,422 So... what happens now? 751 00:37:16,667 --> 00:37:18,258 You keep going. 752 00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:21,239 Okay? 753 00:37:22,290 --> 00:37:24,875 - I love you. - I love you too. 754 00:37:39,007 --> 00:37:40,477 Where are you meeting them? 755 00:37:41,839 --> 00:37:45,516 Emilio made some reservation at a motel halfway between. 756 00:37:46,650 --> 00:37:48,993 We'll take a bus south, and they'll take one north. 757 00:37:51,066 --> 00:37:54,180 We can Skype. I'm sure they'll have wi-fi. 758 00:37:55,623 --> 00:37:57,751 What if I, I call someone, 759 00:37:57,776 --> 00:37:59,243 messenger my passport? 760 00:37:59,268 --> 00:38:00,429 Then I can come with you. 761 00:38:00,454 --> 00:38:02,094 We can't wait that long. 762 00:38:02,658 --> 00:38:04,188 I'm just scared. 763 00:38:04,812 --> 00:38:05,915 You're gonna have a few days away 764 00:38:05,939 --> 00:38:07,250 and a lot of time to think, 765 00:38:07,275 --> 00:38:09,048 and the things you're gonna be thinking about me 766 00:38:09,072 --> 00:38:11,313 are bad things. 767 00:38:13,422 --> 00:38:15,453 I don't know, I-I can't tell 768 00:38:15,478 --> 00:38:18,618 if it made it worse telling you what actually happened. 769 00:38:19,592 --> 00:38:21,493 Do you understand at all? 770 00:38:21,823 --> 00:38:23,430 I don't know. 771 00:38:23,585 --> 00:38:25,047 We can talk about it. 772 00:38:25,493 --> 00:38:27,141 Val comes first right now. 773 00:38:27,166 --> 00:38:28,206 Bey... 774 00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:30,670 here's your passport. 775 00:38:30,959 --> 00:38:31,959 Thanks. 776 00:38:31,984 --> 00:38:33,461 I'll get Ella home safe. 777 00:38:35,196 --> 00:38:36,501 - Ella, please, don't just walk... - Let her go. 778 00:38:36,525 --> 00:38:38,211 No. Back off, Luce. 779 00:38:38,544 --> 00:38:40,352 You've never had anyone. 780 00:38:40,621 --> 00:38:42,861 You don't know what it's like to be in love. 781 00:38:54,144 --> 00:38:56,266 I wish you could come with us. 782 00:39:03,351 --> 00:39:04,860 Me too. 783 00:39:07,627 --> 00:39:10,258 I sent Rafa along with the three of them so, uh... 784 00:39:10,617 --> 00:39:12,766 there's no need for you to come for a few days. 785 00:39:12,791 --> 00:39:14,407 You're doing the right thing. 786 00:39:14,432 --> 00:39:15,735 Letting them go. 787 00:39:16,114 --> 00:39:18,828 Sending them all together to see your parents. 788 00:39:19,526 --> 00:39:21,211 Ah, it's just... 789 00:39:21,982 --> 00:39:24,594 It's funny. If I were American, 790 00:39:24,895 --> 00:39:26,196 I could go with them to Mexico. 791 00:39:26,221 --> 00:39:28,261 But because I'm a Mexican, I... 792 00:39:28,698 --> 00:39:30,360 they won't let me. 793 00:39:30,613 --> 00:39:32,360 I have to stay here. 794 00:39:33,951 --> 00:39:36,680 Maybe this is the kind of stuff I should be writing songs about. 795 00:39:38,701 --> 00:39:40,118 Maybe. 796 00:39:44,155 --> 00:39:46,375 Hey, do you have any poems on the subject? 797 00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:48,078 Poems about the border? 798 00:39:48,103 --> 00:39:49,282 Mm-hmm. 799 00:39:49,307 --> 00:39:51,368 Only about a thousand of them. 800 00:39:52,750 --> 00:39:55,063 - Can you read me one? - Yeah. 801 00:39:55,312 --> 00:39:57,192 Hold on, I have it on my phone. 802 00:40:00,224 --> 00:40:03,211 Okay, this one's called Dos y Dos. 803 00:40:07,795 --> 00:40:10,438 _ 804 00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,703 _ 805 00:40:14,678 --> 00:40:16,782 _ 806 00:40:18,121 --> 00:40:19,735 _ 807 00:40:23,025 --> 00:40:26,243 _ 808 00:40:28,570 --> 00:40:32,149 _ 809 00:40:37,962 --> 00:40:40,235 _ 810 00:40:43,771 --> 00:40:45,664 _ 811 00:40:46,726 --> 00:40:47,860 _ 812 00:40:51,111 --> 00:40:52,922 _ 813 00:40:55,103 --> 00:40:56,868 _ 814 00:40:59,941 --> 00:41:01,828 _ 815 00:41:02,934 --> 00:41:05,375 _ 816 00:41:10,230 --> 00:41:13,508 _ 817 00:41:17,993 --> 00:41:19,641 _ 818 00:41:20,509 --> 00:41:22,297 _ 819 00:41:23,186 --> 00:41:24,547 _ 820 00:41:30,924 --> 00:41:32,884 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com