1 00:00:43,150 --> 00:00:47,553 There are times in life where we have to choose to act 2 00:00:47,555 --> 00:00:51,550 or not. The higher the stakes, the harder the choice. 3 00:00:51,552 --> 00:00:55,221 - No! No! - Nurses face that every day. 4 00:00:55,223 --> 00:00:59,058 No! No! Please don't do it, sir! 5 00:00:59,060 --> 00:01:00,595 Let's talk a bit. 6 00:01:02,597 --> 00:01:05,097 My name's Wolf. What's your name? 7 00:01:05,099 --> 00:01:08,768 Tenzin. I came here for a final breath of fresh air. 8 00:01:08,770 --> 00:01:11,337 Right, Tenzin. Please step off. Okay? 9 00:01:11,339 --> 00:01:13,739 - Come on. - My goodness, 10 00:01:13,741 --> 00:01:16,743 what is that? 11 00:01:36,531 --> 00:01:39,398 How wonderful 12 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:41,601 to get such an omen. 13 00:01:44,289 --> 00:01:46,423 What a beautiful day to die. 14 00:01:48,642 --> 00:01:51,642 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 15 00:01:53,431 --> 00:01:57,751 You're in pediatrics. You're in oncology. Ashley! Hit the ER. 16 00:01:57,753 --> 00:02:00,370 Thanks for joining us, Miss Knight. Morning mani-pedi, was it? 17 00:02:00,372 --> 00:02:03,795 Get to neuro. Naz and Dimples are support nurses for the day. 18 00:02:03,797 --> 00:02:04,807 And Wolf... 19 00:02:04,809 --> 00:02:07,929 Bueller? Anyone? 20 00:02:07,931 --> 00:02:11,281 Fine, when he ambles in, tell him he's in ICU. 21 00:02:11,283 --> 00:02:14,084 Go. Sick people don't wait. 22 00:02:15,387 --> 00:02:19,055 - Life. Energy. Thank you. - Good morning! 23 00:02:19,057 --> 00:02:21,791 My name is Grace. I'm gonna be your nurse. 24 00:02:21,793 --> 00:02:24,761 I am happy to say that your X-ray results came back clear. 25 00:02:24,763 --> 00:02:27,557 Looks like you out of the fall unscathed. 26 00:02:27,559 --> 00:02:30,193 However, neurology does want to take a look at you in light of your Parkinson's. 27 00:02:30,195 --> 00:02:31,634 That's a good thing, right? 28 00:02:31,636 --> 00:02:34,304 - You bet it is. - How are you feeling? 29 00:02:34,306 --> 00:02:36,239 Good. I think I just had a fright. 30 00:02:36,241 --> 00:02:38,608 Don't worry. We're gonna take good care of you. 31 00:02:38,610 --> 00:02:41,010 - Hey! - Hey, Mom. 32 00:02:41,012 --> 00:02:43,746 Oh, you look okay for someone who just took a dive. 33 00:02:43,748 --> 00:02:45,748 - I came straight from the airport. - Who are you? 34 00:02:45,750 --> 00:02:49,519 Who is this? Jerry? 35 00:02:49,521 --> 00:02:53,156 I didn't mean to... I... I don't... 36 00:02:53,158 --> 00:02:56,327 - When did she get like this? - Jerry? 37 00:03:01,466 --> 00:03:04,567 We're minions for the day. 38 00:03:04,569 --> 00:03:06,603 - You needed supplies? - Thanks, yeah, 39 00:03:06,605 --> 00:03:09,505 you know, just throw them in the supply closet. Sorry, I'm super busy. 40 00:03:09,507 --> 00:03:11,507 Alright, you guys are good to go. 41 00:03:11,509 --> 00:03:13,643 Just come see us in two weeks. And no more 42 00:03:13,645 --> 00:03:15,712 samurai swordplay with the kitchen knives, okay, kiddo? 43 00:03:15,714 --> 00:03:18,281 Wear this for six weeks, then check back in with us. 44 00:03:18,283 --> 00:03:19,642 Hello, sir. I see from your chart 45 00:03:19,644 --> 00:03:21,117 that you haven't seen us here in a while, 46 00:03:21,119 --> 00:03:23,019 but you are suffering from heroin withdrawal, 47 00:03:23,021 --> 00:03:24,444 so I'm gonna start you on methadone until the doc 48 00:03:24,446 --> 00:03:27,203 - gets a good look at you. - I wasn't meant to be here. 49 00:03:27,205 --> 00:03:29,052 Why am I back here? Why? 50 00:03:29,054 --> 00:03:30,627 Drink this, you'll feel better in a minute. 51 00:03:30,629 --> 00:03:32,796 Right. 52 00:03:37,168 --> 00:03:39,168 You need to rest now, Tenzin. 53 00:03:39,170 --> 00:03:41,838 For what? The long sleep ahead? 54 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:45,835 You're late. And you weren't in your bed last time I checked. 55 00:03:45,837 --> 00:03:48,639 Well, he was just taking a little bathroom break. 56 00:03:53,606 --> 00:03:56,330 He was transferred to palliative care 57 00:03:56,332 --> 00:03:58,254 because the tumour on his heart is inoperable. 58 00:03:58,256 --> 00:04:00,189 He may only have a few days, 59 00:04:00,191 --> 00:04:01,958 so you're one-on-one with him all shift. 60 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:04,495 Keep the pain meds flowing and keep oxygen at the ready. 61 00:04:06,231 --> 00:04:07,898 First time in palliative? 62 00:04:09,401 --> 00:04:12,402 Just be there for him. You're his wingman today. 63 00:04:12,404 --> 00:04:14,604 Your job is to keep him calm and happy. 64 00:04:14,606 --> 00:04:17,274 - Okay? - Yeah, alright. 65 00:04:20,779 --> 00:04:22,779 Can you do me an immense favour? 66 00:04:22,781 --> 00:04:24,914 Anything. I'm here for you all day. 67 00:04:24,916 --> 00:04:27,940 I worked in palliative care for many years with my brothers 68 00:04:27,942 --> 00:04:30,787 at the monastery. We used ritual 69 00:04:30,789 --> 00:04:33,456 to travel consciously to death. 70 00:04:33,458 --> 00:04:36,592 I hoped to return home to die, but... 71 00:04:36,594 --> 00:04:39,062 time is not on my side. I will die today. 72 00:04:39,064 --> 00:04:40,888 Hey, you can't... you can't know that for sure. 73 00:04:40,890 --> 00:04:46,270 I have seen it enough to know. The aura of death is upon me. 74 00:04:47,637 --> 00:04:51,441 My brothers will bring ritual tea and I will go on a trip. 75 00:04:51,443 --> 00:04:53,309 - A trip? - Inward. 76 00:04:53,311 --> 00:04:55,878 - Psilocybin is the main ingredient. - Shrooms? 77 00:04:55,880 --> 00:04:59,105 We've used it for centuries, but it's misunderstood here. 78 00:04:59,107 --> 00:05:02,631 Also, you know, it's not legal. 79 00:05:02,633 --> 00:05:04,523 Will you protect me 80 00:05:04,525 --> 00:05:06,526 from interference so that I may have a good death? 81 00:05:12,771 --> 00:05:14,794 Damien. Dr. Reyes 82 00:05:14,796 --> 00:05:17,318 wants to bump Barb Gelson to the top of the imaging line. 83 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:19,153 She's showing abrupt cognitive decline. 84 00:05:19,155 --> 00:05:22,156 - I'll send word. - What's going on there? 85 00:05:22,158 --> 00:05:24,725 You heard about the merger, right? 86 00:05:24,727 --> 00:05:26,697 They just had a press conference. 87 00:05:26,699 --> 00:05:28,953 Lawyers from the three hospitals are meeting all day 88 00:05:28,955 --> 00:05:32,433 - with the new CEO. - Who's that? 89 00:05:32,435 --> 00:05:34,635 The Chief of Surgery from the General, 90 00:05:34,637 --> 00:05:37,238 Dr. Hamilton. 91 00:05:37,240 --> 00:05:39,674 Didn't you use to work together? 92 00:05:51,654 --> 00:05:54,188 Grace? 93 00:05:54,190 --> 00:05:56,290 Grace, are you all right? 94 00:05:56,292 --> 00:05:58,893 Hi. Yeah, no, of course. 95 00:05:58,895 --> 00:06:00,861 You look like you saw a ghost. 96 00:06:00,863 --> 00:06:03,155 Maybe I did. It's nice to see you. 97 00:06:03,157 --> 00:06:06,033 I haven't seen you since we talked in my office. 98 00:06:06,035 --> 00:06:08,402 I don't know what you're going through, 99 00:06:08,404 --> 00:06:10,161 but if you need to tell me anything, 100 00:06:10,163 --> 00:06:13,541 I'm here and I will support you in any way I can. 101 00:06:13,543 --> 00:06:15,776 You should be the one to make the decision. 102 00:06:15,778 --> 00:06:18,145 - I think I just had a fright. - They were right. 103 00:06:18,147 --> 00:06:20,881 Michael, I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened. 104 00:06:20,883 --> 00:06:24,218 - It's okay. - How are you feeling now? 105 00:06:24,220 --> 00:06:26,520 I was just confused for a moment. 106 00:06:26,522 --> 00:06:28,789 I hold space for that. Confused is valid. 107 00:06:28,791 --> 00:06:31,125 - Confused is okay. - Jerry. 108 00:06:31,127 --> 00:06:34,061 - None of this is okay. - Your blood pressure's high. 109 00:06:34,063 --> 00:06:35,963 Has she been taking her Parkinson's meds? 110 00:06:35,965 --> 00:06:38,799 We had concerns about side effects. 111 00:06:38,801 --> 00:06:42,003 Hallucinations, mood swings, body spasms, 112 00:06:42,005 --> 00:06:43,794 so we held off. Right, babe? 113 00:06:43,796 --> 00:06:46,974 Why would you ignore medical advice? Why would you do nothing? 114 00:06:46,976 --> 00:06:51,078 We're doing plenty. Walking, a movement program, 115 00:06:51,080 --> 00:06:53,414 - dance classes... - Dancing? 116 00:06:53,416 --> 00:06:55,076 My god, this is elder abuse. 117 00:06:55,078 --> 00:06:58,152 Some people do hold off to medicate early Parkinson's. 118 00:06:58,154 --> 00:07:01,289 In certain cases, the efficacy can wear off over time. 119 00:07:01,291 --> 00:07:03,357 We were waiting till it was necessary. 120 00:07:03,359 --> 00:07:05,693 - Well, we're way past that point. - That's up to Barb. 121 00:07:05,695 --> 00:07:07,828 I need some fresh air. 122 00:07:07,830 --> 00:07:10,666 Mom, would you like anything from the café? 123 00:07:14,604 --> 00:07:16,604 Let's get you up to imaging. 124 00:07:16,606 --> 00:07:19,073 The brain scans will help you decide the next best steps. 125 00:07:19,075 --> 00:07:22,510 What's the effect of the magnetism in the MRI? 126 00:07:22,512 --> 00:07:25,279 Is it like radio waves in cell phones? Aren't they harmful? 127 00:07:25,281 --> 00:07:27,548 - Is it dangerous? - No. 128 00:07:27,550 --> 00:07:29,717 Not at all. It measures the structure of the brain, 129 00:07:29,719 --> 00:07:32,454 like a CT, but it allows us to see function, 130 00:07:32,456 --> 00:07:34,922 all of which will help us give you the information that you need. 131 00:07:34,924 --> 00:07:36,814 When is the neurologist expected? 132 00:07:36,816 --> 00:07:39,927 I wanted to discuss with him the neuroplasticity work we've been doing. 133 00:07:39,929 --> 00:07:41,629 Oh, you're a doctor? 134 00:07:41,631 --> 00:07:43,606 No, no, no, no. 135 00:07:43,608 --> 00:07:46,365 I think of myself as more of an explorer, 136 00:07:46,367 --> 00:07:49,467 an advocate for alternative approaches. 137 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:52,525 I mean, there's great stuff on YouTube. You'd be surprised. 138 00:07:52,527 --> 00:07:55,076 I have paged Dr. Reyes. 139 00:07:55,078 --> 00:07:59,381 He will be in to help answer any questions you may have. 140 00:08:02,785 --> 00:08:05,152 Hey. 141 00:08:05,154 --> 00:08:07,621 Oh! Hey! 142 00:08:07,623 --> 00:08:10,124 I... I wasn't looking you up. 143 00:08:10,126 --> 00:08:12,626 - Okay. I believe you. - I wasn't. 144 00:08:12,628 --> 00:08:14,795 Okay, good. I mean, 145 00:08:14,797 --> 00:08:17,009 - I know it might seem that way... - Not at all. 146 00:08:17,011 --> 00:08:20,401 - Yeah, 'cause I wasn't. Good. - Understood. 147 00:08:20,403 --> 00:08:22,503 Uh, did you want something? 148 00:08:24,907 --> 00:08:27,742 Okay, kiddo, let's go. What do you know? 149 00:08:27,744 --> 00:08:30,244 Stayed at a buddy's last night and drank this. 150 00:08:30,246 --> 00:08:32,246 Bourbon mint liqueur in mud? 151 00:08:32,248 --> 00:08:35,282 - It's called alcohol poisoning. - Yeah. Apparently she went AWOL. 152 00:08:35,284 --> 00:08:37,931 Her friends called 911 when she went unconscious in a park. 153 00:08:37,933 --> 00:08:40,287 Seems like she's coming out the other side now, but... 154 00:08:40,289 --> 00:08:43,824 - you know. - What's going on? Where am I? 155 00:08:43,826 --> 00:08:45,926 You're safe. You're at St. Mary's Hospital. 156 00:08:45,928 --> 00:08:47,995 No. No, I can't be here. 157 00:08:47,997 --> 00:08:51,665 My mom... You can't tell my mom. Sinead. 158 00:08:51,667 --> 00:08:54,074 Sinead O'Rourke. She'll destroy me. 159 00:08:56,729 --> 00:08:59,974 So I had to bring the burglar in. Moron cracked his femur 160 00:08:59,976 --> 00:09:03,164 falling off the balcony. Guy offered a wad of cash 161 00:09:03,166 --> 00:09:06,347 for a private room, though. I'm in the wrong game. 162 00:09:06,349 --> 00:09:10,050 You're giving me ideas, Arlo. Work your own hours, no taxes... 163 00:09:10,052 --> 00:09:12,453 Not sure I'd look good in a ski mask, though. 164 00:09:14,657 --> 00:09:18,093 Hey, uh, I was wondering: You ever get a Saturday night off? 165 00:09:20,997 --> 00:09:25,332 - You okay? - Yeah, uh... 166 00:09:25,334 --> 00:09:29,303 Would you look at all this? I'm so behind with my schedules. 167 00:09:29,305 --> 00:09:32,406 - Okay, uh, should I let you get back to it? - Yeah. 168 00:09:32,408 --> 00:09:34,642 Yeah, okay. Uh, we'll be back 169 00:09:34,644 --> 00:09:36,710 to take that guy downtown once you fixed him up. 170 00:09:36,712 --> 00:09:39,513 - Have a good one. - 'Kay. 171 00:09:39,515 --> 00:09:42,349 - Sinead, hey, look, I need... - Hang on a sec. 172 00:09:42,351 --> 00:09:44,952 Hamilton's already sent three henchmen over, 173 00:09:44,954 --> 00:09:47,254 asking for spare rooms for meetings... Spare? 174 00:09:47,256 --> 00:09:49,277 So I'm supposed to sacrifice patient space 175 00:09:49,279 --> 00:09:50,897 so they can talk merger mumbo-jumbo? 176 00:09:50,899 --> 00:09:53,160 Get a room in a hotel. Can you go and tell them that? 177 00:09:53,162 --> 00:09:56,197 I'm not doing your dirty work. Anyway, God has spoken. 178 00:09:56,199 --> 00:09:59,333 Dr. Hamilton? From the General? 179 00:09:59,335 --> 00:10:01,769 - Yeah, our new CEO. - He hasn't been here 5 minutes, 180 00:10:01,771 --> 00:10:03,686 he's already a giant pain in my ass. 181 00:10:03,688 --> 00:10:05,072 You wanted to tell me something? 182 00:10:05,074 --> 00:10:06,874 Yeah, uh... 183 00:10:06,876 --> 00:10:09,210 I'll get back to you. 184 00:10:09,212 --> 00:10:12,346 Hey. Did you hear about the new CEO? 185 00:10:12,348 --> 00:10:14,582 - What are you gonna do? - What do you want me to do? 186 00:10:14,584 --> 00:10:17,818 Nothing, just... Are you okay? 187 00:10:17,820 --> 00:10:21,799 Hey, look, I know we're not tight, 188 00:10:21,801 --> 00:10:23,891 but I want you to know I've got your back. 189 00:10:23,893 --> 00:10:25,893 Whatever you need. 190 00:10:25,895 --> 00:10:28,165 Mostly, I just need to escape. 191 00:10:28,167 --> 00:10:31,469 I can't help you with that, but I might know some people. 192 00:10:33,269 --> 00:10:35,402 Hey. I thought I might run into you. 193 00:10:35,404 --> 00:10:37,872 Kabir? What are you doing here? 194 00:10:37,874 --> 00:10:40,407 Uh, we're meeting your lawyers all day. 195 00:10:40,409 --> 00:10:43,677 - Why haven't you answered any... - I've just been busy, that's all. 196 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:46,146 Hey, um, I've got a break coming up. 197 00:10:46,148 --> 00:10:48,582 Maybe we can get together? 198 00:10:48,584 --> 00:10:51,752 Storage closet, 7th floor, across from imaging. Okay? 199 00:10:51,754 --> 00:10:53,922 Okay, sure. 200 00:10:58,094 --> 00:11:01,428 I got sidelined, so you get a reprieve. 201 00:11:01,430 --> 00:11:04,431 - Please, you can't tell her. - Look, I sympathise, trust me, 202 00:11:04,433 --> 00:11:06,567 I have been there. I drove my family crazy 203 00:11:06,569 --> 00:11:09,136 with this sort of thing, but they are legit insane. 204 00:11:09,138 --> 00:11:11,138 - You don't understand. - Ella, 205 00:11:11,140 --> 00:11:12,764 your mom's been around the block. 206 00:11:12,766 --> 00:11:14,942 I mean, sure, she'll be pissed, but you'll be fine. 207 00:11:14,944 --> 00:11:17,779 It's not me I'm protecting. It's her. 208 00:11:19,115 --> 00:11:23,284 If it comes out that I messed up, that I was here, 209 00:11:23,286 --> 00:11:26,320 there could be serious consequences. 210 00:11:26,322 --> 00:11:29,690 Please, just take my word for it and let me go home. 211 00:11:29,692 --> 00:11:31,992 You're putting me in a tough position. 212 00:11:31,994 --> 00:11:33,762 Please. 213 00:11:35,901 --> 00:11:37,924 Okay, look, I'll hold off saying anything, 214 00:11:37,926 --> 00:11:39,966 but you're staying here until you're feeling better. 215 00:11:49,635 --> 00:11:52,346 Okay, the issue. 216 00:11:52,348 --> 00:11:55,849 A holy man's dying wish: take illegal substances on my watch, 217 00:11:55,851 --> 00:11:59,219 in front of me, until he dies... today. 218 00:11:59,221 --> 00:12:01,155 Are you okay? 219 00:12:01,157 --> 00:12:03,791 Yeah. I'm sorry, what illegal substances? 220 00:12:03,793 --> 00:12:06,660 Shrooms. It's like a ritual, 221 00:12:06,662 --> 00:12:09,664 preparing for, you know, the end. 222 00:12:11,033 --> 00:12:13,123 - Look, I'm not good with this stuff. - What stuff? 223 00:12:13,125 --> 00:12:16,727 Terminal stuff. And his patient wants to get high. 224 00:12:16,729 --> 00:12:19,640 Isn't that, like, right up your alley? 225 00:12:19,642 --> 00:12:22,309 Okay, it's not the drugs. Sure, 226 00:12:22,311 --> 00:12:26,380 breaking the law isn't totally my jam, but it's the dying part. 227 00:12:26,382 --> 00:12:28,749 I don't know if I can be there when it happens. 228 00:12:28,751 --> 00:12:30,818 You're working in palliative care. 229 00:12:30,820 --> 00:12:34,321 - Oh, I get that it's a problem. - Drugs, okay, let me hear it, my man. 230 00:12:34,323 --> 00:12:36,523 Okay, so he wants to take like this... 231 00:12:36,525 --> 00:12:39,159 magic mushroom tea. It's a spiritual thing. 232 00:12:39,161 --> 00:12:42,963 Okay, well, that could destroy a career. Also, prison. 233 00:12:42,965 --> 00:12:45,085 Yeah, I've heard about those palliative monks. 234 00:12:45,087 --> 00:12:46,692 They know what they're doing, but 235 00:12:46,694 --> 00:12:48,402 it's not illegal if it's religious, right? 236 00:12:48,404 --> 00:12:51,038 - Tell that to the judge. - If it makes the guy happy... 237 00:12:51,040 --> 00:12:53,107 People sneak their own drugs in here all the time, eh? 238 00:12:53,109 --> 00:12:56,043 Yeah, why torture yourself? I mean, you know you're gonna do it. 239 00:12:56,045 --> 00:12:58,879 You always want to make people feel good. So just do it. 240 00:12:58,881 --> 00:13:01,215 Look, I gotta go. 241 00:13:01,217 --> 00:13:03,584 I've got Sinead's kid in the ER with alcohol poisoning 242 00:13:03,586 --> 00:13:06,687 and a supposedly rock-solid reason why not to tell Sinead. 243 00:13:06,689 --> 00:13:08,956 Can you guys keep an eye out for Mommy Dearest and cover me? 244 00:13:08,958 --> 00:13:11,425 Yeah, we got you. 245 00:13:11,427 --> 00:13:13,528 Right? 246 00:13:15,197 --> 00:13:19,233 Minion call. 247 00:13:19,235 --> 00:13:20,610 Okay, so... 248 00:13:20,612 --> 00:13:21,669 Oh, I gotta go. 249 00:13:21,671 --> 00:13:25,774 Here, have that. Hang in there. You'll be fine. 250 00:13:28,210 --> 00:13:30,045 Hey. 251 00:13:38,587 --> 00:13:41,722 Okay, hold on. How are you? 252 00:13:41,724 --> 00:13:44,159 Good. I'm good. 253 00:13:46,262 --> 00:13:48,295 What is going on? 254 00:13:48,297 --> 00:13:50,932 What, you're not in the mood? 255 00:13:59,475 --> 00:14:02,744 Grace, I've missed you. 256 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:11,888 What's going on, Grace? 257 00:14:11,890 --> 00:14:13,913 What, you don't know how a booty call works? 258 00:14:13,915 --> 00:14:16,225 Of course I do. Jesus. 259 00:14:16,227 --> 00:14:18,727 - Are you angry with me? - No. 260 00:14:18,729 --> 00:14:21,163 Yes. 261 00:14:21,165 --> 00:14:23,265 Maybe. I don't know. 262 00:14:23,267 --> 00:14:25,701 This is the first time that this has felt like... 263 00:14:25,703 --> 00:14:28,388 like an affair. It feels dirty. 264 00:14:28,390 --> 00:14:30,423 Yeah, for you. 265 00:14:30,425 --> 00:14:32,258 Whatever. I gotta go. 266 00:14:32,260 --> 00:14:34,696 Okay, fine. 267 00:14:34,698 --> 00:14:37,930 - The whole situation is messed up. - Yeah, it is. 268 00:14:37,932 --> 00:14:40,867 And guess what? You don't get to have the girlfriend experience 269 00:14:40,869 --> 00:14:43,569 when you've got a fiancée at home. So for us, 270 00:14:43,571 --> 00:14:46,306 dirty is where it's at. 271 00:14:49,010 --> 00:14:51,744 Well, a little twist in the tale. 272 00:14:51,746 --> 00:14:54,981 It seems that your cognitive lapses were not Parkinson's related. 273 00:14:54,983 --> 00:14:57,049 You suffered a small stroke, 274 00:14:57,051 --> 00:14:59,986 which is probably why you fell down. Now, you can recover from this, 275 00:14:59,988 --> 00:15:01,555 but I'm concerned that your high blood pressure 276 00:15:01,557 --> 00:15:03,155 puts you at risk for another stroke, 277 00:15:03,157 --> 00:15:05,855 so I would like to prescribe some Lisinopril long-term 278 00:15:05,857 --> 00:15:08,294 and get that BP down right now with some hydralazine, 279 00:15:08,296 --> 00:15:11,364 - if you'll get that in the IV. - Hm. 280 00:15:11,366 --> 00:15:14,641 We were hoping to address this issue with diet and exercise. 281 00:15:14,643 --> 00:15:17,637 - And yet here we are. - The stroke came out of nowhere. 282 00:15:17,639 --> 00:15:20,139 - She hasn't been taking care of herself. - That's not true! 283 00:15:20,141 --> 00:15:22,582 Your blocked emotions are distorting your perceptions. 284 00:15:22,584 --> 00:15:24,740 We're all victims of toxic masculinity... 285 00:15:24,742 --> 00:15:27,446 What are you talking about, you washedup hippie piece of... 286 00:15:27,448 --> 00:15:29,599 - You wanna get personal now? - Why does she listen to you? 287 00:15:29,601 --> 00:15:31,600 - I'm her soulmate, Mike. - Don't you call me... 288 00:15:31,602 --> 00:15:33,521 You call me that one more time, I'm gonna punch you right in the face. 289 00:15:33,523 --> 00:15:36,289 - You see? This is what I mean. Toxic... - Enough! 290 00:15:36,291 --> 00:15:39,426 Enough! Out! Out! 291 00:15:45,767 --> 00:15:48,334 Okay. 292 00:15:48,336 --> 00:15:51,771 Just wish my guys could get along. 293 00:15:51,773 --> 00:15:54,440 Mrs. Gelson, I understand 294 00:15:54,442 --> 00:15:57,076 why you held off on the Parkinson's meds, 295 00:15:57,078 --> 00:15:59,555 but would you be willing to try them now? 296 00:15:59,557 --> 00:16:01,280 They might give you some relief. 297 00:16:01,282 --> 00:16:03,282 Who knows what would happen, though? 298 00:16:03,284 --> 00:16:05,518 Side effects and whatnot... 299 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:08,788 And if you don't like it, we can stop. 300 00:16:08,790 --> 00:16:12,124 I know they prescribed you Lisinopril a year ago. 301 00:16:12,126 --> 00:16:15,996 - I only take it when I feel stressed. - Doesn't really work that way. 302 00:16:20,501 --> 00:16:23,235 You know the great thing about Jerry? 303 00:16:23,237 --> 00:16:27,473 He makes me feel like I'm the same person I always was. Like myself. 304 00:16:27,475 --> 00:16:31,444 Not Parkinson's Lady. 305 00:16:31,446 --> 00:16:34,847 It's true, you aren't your illness 306 00:16:34,849 --> 00:16:38,752 or your blood pressure, but they do require treatment. 307 00:16:43,157 --> 00:16:47,326 So how's it going in here? 308 00:16:47,328 --> 00:16:50,029 Uh, I stabilised him with methadone. 309 00:16:50,031 --> 00:16:52,565 Sorry, I have to administer a painkiller in B12. 310 00:16:52,567 --> 00:16:54,867 Sinead, I'm so sorry to bother you... 311 00:16:54,869 --> 00:16:56,688 We really are. You are so busy. 312 00:16:56,690 --> 00:16:59,372 - We have a patient up on the... - 7th floor. 313 00:16:59,374 --> 00:17:02,559 Yes, and we're not sure, but it looks like he has 314 00:17:02,561 --> 00:17:06,679 - a very severe case of gangrene... - Gas. 315 00:17:06,681 --> 00:17:09,949 - Well, which is it? - Well... 316 00:17:09,951 --> 00:17:12,251 - you see how we're... - Confused. 317 00:17:12,253 --> 00:17:15,355 - Could you take a look? - On the 7th floor. 318 00:17:50,591 --> 00:17:52,259 Tenzin, my friend. 319 00:17:59,067 --> 00:18:01,734 Brother, we must say farewell to our friend. 320 00:18:01,736 --> 00:18:05,604 Three people at our hospice are dying and we are needed. 321 00:18:05,606 --> 00:18:08,174 Tenzin's tea. 322 00:18:08,176 --> 00:18:11,510 I was meant to accompany him on his journey; 323 00:18:11,512 --> 00:18:13,947 will you go in my stead? 324 00:18:17,318 --> 00:18:19,319 Thank you. 325 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:09,168 Your tea, sir. 326 00:19:09,170 --> 00:19:11,370 Wonderful. 327 00:19:11,372 --> 00:19:14,140 You sure this is okay? 328 00:19:14,142 --> 00:19:16,343 The psilocybin dose is safe. 329 00:19:19,881 --> 00:19:21,881 Your friend said 330 00:19:21,883 --> 00:19:23,883 he was meant to go with you; what did he mean? 331 00:19:23,885 --> 00:19:27,219 Usually, a guide will take the trip with the dying. 332 00:19:27,221 --> 00:19:31,057 But... I'm not afraid to go alone. 333 00:19:32,895 --> 00:19:35,528 No. No. 334 00:19:35,530 --> 00:19:38,498 You shouldn't be alone. I am your wingman. 335 00:19:43,671 --> 00:19:46,205 My brave friend. 336 00:19:46,207 --> 00:19:48,909 Perhaps we were fated to take this journey together. 337 00:19:56,868 --> 00:19:59,852 Is this what we studied years for? 338 00:19:59,854 --> 00:20:01,820 This is harder for me. 339 00:20:01,822 --> 00:20:03,439 My brains define me. 340 00:20:03,441 --> 00:20:06,926 Well, I'm not loving it either. Just keep an eye out for Sinead. 341 00:20:06,928 --> 00:20:08,928 I'm just saying, 342 00:20:08,930 --> 00:20:11,765 Ash shouldn't ask us to lie to Sinead about her daughter being here. 343 00:20:15,469 --> 00:20:18,404 Where? Where is she? 344 00:20:18,406 --> 00:20:21,073 What? Who? Sorry, we were talking about... 345 00:20:21,075 --> 00:20:24,577 - What was I talking about? - Right, uh, she was just saying that... 346 00:20:24,579 --> 00:20:27,546 Tell me the truth right now or you will pay a steep price. 347 00:20:27,548 --> 00:20:29,548 Your daughter came in 348 00:20:29,550 --> 00:20:31,951 with alcohol poisoning, but she begged Ashley. 349 00:20:31,953 --> 00:20:33,920 - Where? - B12. 350 00:20:51,272 --> 00:20:53,273 I'll come back for you. 351 00:20:54,508 --> 00:20:55,809 You're fired. 352 00:20:57,812 --> 00:21:00,513 Go. Get your things. You're done. 353 00:21:17,798 --> 00:21:19,965 I'm on to you. 354 00:21:19,967 --> 00:21:23,235 It looks like it's them fighting over you, stuck in the middle, 355 00:21:23,237 --> 00:21:27,172 but it keeps the spotlight off of you refusing to make choices. 356 00:21:27,174 --> 00:21:28,938 What difference does it make? 357 00:21:28,940 --> 00:21:31,710 - I have a disease with no cure. - Sometimes there isn't a cure. 358 00:21:31,712 --> 00:21:34,813 There's only what we can do now to take care of ourselves. 359 00:21:34,815 --> 00:21:37,049 You have early-stage Parkinson's. 360 00:21:37,051 --> 00:21:39,151 It can advance slowly. You can still have 361 00:21:39,153 --> 00:21:41,053 good quality of life with treatment. 362 00:21:41,055 --> 00:21:44,056 And you also had a stroke, so you need to treat 363 00:21:44,058 --> 00:21:47,726 your high blood pressure, and we can start that right now. 364 00:21:47,728 --> 00:21:49,728 I'm just scared. 365 00:21:49,730 --> 00:21:52,464 I know. Baby steps, okay? 366 00:21:52,466 --> 00:21:55,367 Why don't we try with the hydralazine first? 367 00:21:55,369 --> 00:21:59,539 Hm? What do you say, Mrs. Gelson? 368 00:22:05,713 --> 00:22:09,249 Code blue! Code team, now! 369 00:22:12,319 --> 00:22:14,126 - No pulse. - Starting compressions. 370 00:22:14,128 --> 00:22:15,611 Let's get on the airway. 371 00:22:16,324 --> 00:22:18,857 Prep the paddles, please. 372 00:22:18,859 --> 00:22:21,594 200 joules. 373 00:22:37,428 --> 00:22:39,694 Did she take the hydralazine? 374 00:22:39,696 --> 00:22:42,864 - She almost agreed to it, but... - Too late. 375 00:22:42,866 --> 00:22:46,868 So, uh, what are the next steps? 376 00:22:46,870 --> 00:22:50,105 I'm afraid there are no next steps. 377 00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:53,375 As Dr. Reyes said, she suffered a massive hemorrhagic stroke. 378 00:22:53,377 --> 00:22:56,812 She's in a coma and we're not seeing any significant brain function. 379 00:22:56,814 --> 00:23:00,415 At the moment, the life support is keeping her alive. 380 00:23:00,417 --> 00:23:03,285 It's up to the family whether or not to take her off of it. 381 00:23:03,287 --> 00:23:05,720 Well, she stays on the life support. 382 00:23:05,722 --> 00:23:07,044 People come out of comas. 383 00:23:07,046 --> 00:23:09,591 Unfortunately, her condition makes that unlikely. 384 00:23:09,593 --> 00:23:11,244 And if she did come out of it, 385 00:23:11,246 --> 00:23:13,788 it would be with almost no capacity to function. 386 00:23:13,790 --> 00:23:15,997 - We have to let her go. - No. 387 00:23:15,999 --> 00:23:18,768 - I'm her husband, Michael. - And I'm her son, Jerry. 388 00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:22,785 So what are we supposed to do? We have joint power of attorney. 389 00:23:22,787 --> 00:23:25,222 - That's not gonna... No! - Michael, surely we can... 390 00:23:27,511 --> 00:23:29,778 So who decides? A doctor? 391 00:23:29,780 --> 00:23:31,947 Well, we have a consent capacity board 392 00:23:31,949 --> 00:23:33,861 for situations where people can't... 393 00:23:33,863 --> 00:23:34,940 Call them. 394 00:23:34,942 --> 00:23:36,677 It's a really difficult process to go through. 395 00:23:36,679 --> 00:23:40,282 I don't care. Call them. 396 00:24:13,390 --> 00:24:15,390 Is he high yet? 397 00:24:15,392 --> 00:24:18,827 He's getting there. So am I. 398 00:24:18,829 --> 00:24:21,363 What? 399 00:24:21,365 --> 00:24:25,067 I couldn't let him do it alone. 400 00:24:27,070 --> 00:24:30,839 Do you have a career death wish? What are you doing? 401 00:24:30,841 --> 00:24:32,506 Well, he needs me. 402 00:24:32,508 --> 00:24:35,799 And I can... handle myself. 403 00:24:35,801 --> 00:24:37,890 I believe you, man, 404 00:24:37,892 --> 00:24:39,848 but we don't want you to get fired. 405 00:24:39,850 --> 00:24:41,850 That's why you're gonna cover me. 406 00:24:41,852 --> 00:24:45,146 We can try, but I warn you, we have a mixed record on that score. 407 00:24:45,148 --> 00:24:47,789 Why do I feel like I'm working 408 00:24:47,791 --> 00:24:49,758 for the resistance today? 409 00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:52,727 All I'm doing is hiding people and covering their asses. 410 00:24:52,729 --> 00:24:54,930 You guys... 411 00:24:54,932 --> 00:24:57,999 look amazing right now. 412 00:24:58,001 --> 00:25:00,569 Like, so vibrant. 413 00:25:00,571 --> 00:25:03,305 Wow. 414 00:25:03,307 --> 00:25:05,574 This is really happening. 415 00:25:05,576 --> 00:25:09,444 Just... ride it out, bro. 416 00:25:09,446 --> 00:25:12,782 Okay. 417 00:25:28,832 --> 00:25:31,500 Ella? 418 00:25:55,626 --> 00:25:58,660 Hey, you. 419 00:25:58,662 --> 00:26:01,830 Something wrong? 420 00:26:01,832 --> 00:26:03,832 I just got fired. 421 00:26:03,834 --> 00:26:06,935 Okay, I said I didn't date coworkers, 422 00:26:06,937 --> 00:26:08,937 but you didn't have to go that far. 423 00:26:08,939 --> 00:26:10,972 What the hell happened? 424 00:26:10,974 --> 00:26:14,009 It's kind of a long story. Uh... 425 00:26:14,011 --> 00:26:16,645 My boss Sinead's daughter... 426 00:26:16,647 --> 00:26:19,514 You know what? Whatever it is, it's bullshit. 427 00:26:19,516 --> 00:26:22,617 You're good. Let me see your discharge papers. 428 00:26:22,619 --> 00:26:25,854 - I don't have those. - Did you get any paperwork? 429 00:26:25,856 --> 00:26:28,523 Did you even go through HR? 430 00:26:28,525 --> 00:26:32,161 Then you're not fired. Go in there, get your job back. 431 00:26:41,881 --> 00:26:44,471 You can't fire me. I am a great nurse and you know it. 432 00:26:44,473 --> 00:26:45,843 She was trying to protect you 433 00:26:45,845 --> 00:26:47,509 and there is something called patient privacy. 434 00:26:47,511 --> 00:26:50,612 Not for a 14-year-old kid. You need to grow up. 435 00:26:50,614 --> 00:26:53,748 Being a good nurse isn't about being a patient's friend, 436 00:26:53,750 --> 00:26:55,750 it's about giving them the care they need, 437 00:26:55,752 --> 00:26:57,142 and a teenage girl needs her mom. 438 00:26:57,144 --> 00:26:59,453 Kids make mistakes, and you know what? Maybe I did too, 439 00:26:59,455 --> 00:27:01,135 but if you remembered what that's like, 440 00:27:01,137 --> 00:27:02,927 maybe you wouldn't be such a hard-ass. 441 00:27:39,229 --> 00:27:42,597 Those poor people. 442 00:27:42,599 --> 00:27:44,433 Look again. 443 00:27:49,539 --> 00:27:53,274 So much pain... 444 00:27:53,276 --> 00:27:55,010 But so much love. 445 00:27:56,339 --> 00:27:59,096 The magnificent paradox. 446 00:27:59,098 --> 00:28:02,489 We can't have one without the other. 447 00:28:02,491 --> 00:28:05,026 But I'm ready to let it all go. 448 00:28:07,412 --> 00:28:11,080 - Wolf! - So, Damien, 449 00:28:11,082 --> 00:28:14,284 - uh, I need your help. - Time to descend to the underworld! 450 00:28:14,286 --> 00:28:16,919 - Heh, heh! - If I don't get canned first. 451 00:28:23,495 --> 00:28:26,729 Can you try and talk one last time? These mediations 452 00:28:26,731 --> 00:28:29,943 can be cold and clinical. You've been through enough. 453 00:28:29,945 --> 00:28:33,770 - Fine. But you stay. - Barb always said 454 00:28:33,772 --> 00:28:37,674 if she got sick, she didn't want to linger. 455 00:28:37,676 --> 00:28:39,542 Being herself was important to her. 456 00:28:39,544 --> 00:28:42,145 Stubbornly so. It's why she was such a bad patient. 457 00:28:42,147 --> 00:28:44,681 - So this is her fault? - You saying it's mine? 458 00:28:44,683 --> 00:28:46,783 - Guys, um, maybe I should go. - This is... 459 00:28:46,785 --> 00:28:48,502 No, no, no, no, you stay. 460 00:28:48,504 --> 00:28:51,220 You're the worst thing that ever happened to her, Jerry. 461 00:28:51,222 --> 00:28:54,390 No, Michael. I'm the worst thing that ever happened to you. 462 00:28:54,392 --> 00:28:56,225 - We should take a step back. - I'm just saying, 463 00:28:56,227 --> 00:29:00,129 you were her little man and I came along. 464 00:29:00,131 --> 00:29:02,131 You didn't make things easy, 465 00:29:02,133 --> 00:29:04,233 but she never helped us 466 00:29:04,235 --> 00:29:07,537 - figure things out. - And now we never will. 467 00:29:07,539 --> 00:29:10,474 Let the board decide. 468 00:29:18,954 --> 00:29:21,788 It's just right in here. 469 00:29:21,790 --> 00:29:23,924 - What's going on? - Oh! 470 00:29:23,926 --> 00:29:26,593 Oh, it's a consent capacity hearing for my patient. 471 00:29:26,595 --> 00:29:28,862 They're making a decision now. 472 00:29:28,864 --> 00:29:32,032 - Hey. - Sorry, I gotta go. 473 00:29:32,034 --> 00:29:34,568 - You got pulled into this? - Well, 474 00:29:34,570 --> 00:29:37,637 I work consent capacity at the General, so... 475 00:29:37,639 --> 00:29:39,973 yeah. 476 00:29:39,975 --> 00:29:42,976 It's my patient. It's my case. 477 00:29:42,978 --> 00:29:45,046 It's a tough one. I'm sorry. 478 00:29:46,982 --> 00:29:50,585 Grace, we could be more than we are. 479 00:29:53,022 --> 00:29:55,155 It wouldn't be easy, 480 00:29:55,157 --> 00:29:57,858 but I could figure it out. 481 00:29:57,860 --> 00:29:59,860 Is that what you want? 482 00:29:59,862 --> 00:30:03,497 I don't know. 483 00:30:03,499 --> 00:30:06,800 I try to hold on, and I try to let go. 484 00:30:06,802 --> 00:30:09,102 I'm sick of how things are, 485 00:30:09,104 --> 00:30:12,372 but I don't know what to do to fix it. 486 00:30:12,374 --> 00:30:14,776 You should get back. 487 00:30:36,432 --> 00:30:38,732 What is it, friend? 488 00:30:38,734 --> 00:30:42,736 I had, uh, leukemia as a kid, 489 00:30:42,738 --> 00:30:45,505 and uh... 490 00:30:45,507 --> 00:30:48,575 when I was in the children's ward, every few weeks, 491 00:30:48,577 --> 00:30:50,610 a bed would just... 492 00:30:50,612 --> 00:30:53,680 a bed would just suddenly be empty. 493 00:30:53,682 --> 00:30:56,083 Like the kid just... 494 00:30:56,085 --> 00:30:58,919 disappeared. 495 00:30:58,921 --> 00:31:01,656 Do you know how scary that is? 496 00:31:03,792 --> 00:31:06,326 Nobody said anything. 497 00:31:06,328 --> 00:31:09,197 Guess they didn't know how to talk about it. 498 00:31:11,700 --> 00:31:13,801 I was terrified. 499 00:31:17,639 --> 00:31:20,574 And I hate it. 500 00:31:20,576 --> 00:31:23,076 I hate it for what it took 501 00:31:23,078 --> 00:31:25,880 and for what it takes. 502 00:31:33,489 --> 00:31:36,157 How can you be so happy about death? 503 00:31:39,094 --> 00:31:41,094 It's not right. 504 00:31:41,096 --> 00:31:44,498 Not right. 505 00:31:44,500 --> 00:31:46,867 Not wrong. 506 00:31:46,869 --> 00:31:49,236 Not good or bad. 507 00:31:49,238 --> 00:31:52,206 Just another change. 508 00:31:57,679 --> 00:32:01,248 You messed up. 509 00:32:01,250 --> 00:32:04,518 Big time. 510 00:32:06,588 --> 00:32:09,724 But I suppose you get to make mistakes. 511 00:32:11,627 --> 00:32:13,628 Sorry, Mom. 512 00:32:15,864 --> 00:32:17,931 I got your back. 513 00:32:17,933 --> 00:32:19,967 You don't have to be so careful. 514 00:32:44,760 --> 00:32:47,427 Maybe the... 515 00:32:47,429 --> 00:32:50,363 hardest thing about being a mom is realising 516 00:32:50,365 --> 00:32:52,899 that even though you want to, 517 00:32:52,901 --> 00:32:57,137 you can't protect your kids from everything. 518 00:32:57,139 --> 00:32:59,874 Including yourself. 519 00:33:06,515 --> 00:33:09,049 I'm in recovery. 520 00:33:09,051 --> 00:33:12,285 A few years back, 521 00:33:12,287 --> 00:33:15,989 I fell off the wagon and... 522 00:33:15,991 --> 00:33:18,458 lost custody of the kids. 523 00:33:18,460 --> 00:33:21,494 Had to claw them back by being... 524 00:33:21,496 --> 00:33:23,597 bloody perfect. 525 00:33:23,599 --> 00:33:27,033 As if that were possible. 526 00:33:27,035 --> 00:33:29,804 Now they feel they have to do the same. 527 00:33:36,545 --> 00:33:39,547 What are you doing here? Your shift isn't over yet. 528 00:33:51,126 --> 00:33:53,728 The board will have a decision soon. 529 00:33:59,801 --> 00:34:03,204 You know, I've never been in the position that you are now. 530 00:34:05,974 --> 00:34:08,876 But I did have to face something that I didn't ask for. 531 00:34:11,146 --> 00:34:14,514 And no matter what I do, the outcome is... 532 00:34:14,516 --> 00:34:17,385 hard. 533 00:34:19,388 --> 00:34:22,290 But I think it's something I have to face. 534 00:34:24,293 --> 00:34:27,828 Your mom wanted so badly for things to stay the same. 535 00:34:29,798 --> 00:34:32,033 But they can't. 536 00:34:37,539 --> 00:34:40,408 The board is ready. 537 00:34:55,223 --> 00:34:57,290 Grace? Is that you? 538 00:34:57,292 --> 00:35:01,118 - How are you? - Fine. I'm fine. 539 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:03,892 I just wanted to check in. 540 00:35:03,894 --> 00:35:05,917 It's a shame about what happened at the General, 541 00:35:05,919 --> 00:35:09,249 but everybody makes mistakes. It's just luck of the draw 542 00:35:09,251 --> 00:35:11,252 if they go unnoticed or not. You were unlucky. 543 00:35:12,974 --> 00:35:15,175 But this is a good hospital. 544 00:35:15,177 --> 00:35:18,345 I feel... 545 00:35:18,347 --> 00:35:21,681 honoured to be a part of this merger. 546 00:35:21,683 --> 00:35:25,019 You did well to land here, Grace. 547 00:35:27,022 --> 00:35:30,491 So I hope we're gonna be okay. 548 00:35:43,665 --> 00:35:45,665 What are you looking at? 549 00:35:49,456 --> 00:35:52,458 What are you bloody well looking at? 550 00:35:54,461 --> 00:35:56,462 Are you all right, sir? 551 00:36:03,636 --> 00:36:06,138 What's your name, brother? 552 00:36:08,408 --> 00:36:11,542 Brian Foster. 553 00:36:11,544 --> 00:36:14,513 Professor Brian Foster, father. 554 00:36:16,189 --> 00:36:18,189 What do you want to tell me, son? 555 00:36:18,191 --> 00:36:22,293 We would rather be ruined than changed. 556 00:36:22,295 --> 00:36:25,696 We would rather die in our dread 557 00:36:25,698 --> 00:36:27,698 than climb across the moment 558 00:36:27,700 --> 00:36:30,067 and let our illusions die. 559 00:36:30,069 --> 00:36:33,838 I love Auden too, Professor. 560 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:37,342 A fine confession. 561 00:36:44,017 --> 00:36:47,418 Mom, uh... 562 00:36:47,420 --> 00:36:49,488 it's me. 563 00:36:51,491 --> 00:36:54,359 I just wanted to let you know that I'm okay. 564 00:36:56,996 --> 00:36:59,231 And I hope you are, too. 565 00:37:06,472 --> 00:37:10,241 So I guess you got your job back. 566 00:37:10,243 --> 00:37:14,046 Which means we're coworkers again. 567 00:37:16,049 --> 00:37:19,283 Yeah, you know, it was kind of nice when we weren't. 568 00:37:19,285 --> 00:37:22,453 So what are we gonna do? 569 00:37:22,455 --> 00:37:24,689 Boundaries. 570 00:37:24,691 --> 00:37:28,226 Draw a line right here and... 571 00:37:28,228 --> 00:37:29,962 don't cross it. 572 00:37:31,965 --> 00:37:34,633 - What happens if I do? - Hey, I'm serious. 573 00:37:36,936 --> 00:37:39,837 Okay, well, I'm just gonna step over this line 574 00:37:39,839 --> 00:37:42,307 really quickly, okay? 575 00:37:44,477 --> 00:37:46,812 You're beautiful. 576 00:37:54,053 --> 00:37:56,387 Okay, I'm back now. 577 00:37:56,389 --> 00:37:58,389 - Totally professional. - Mm-hmm. 578 00:37:58,391 --> 00:38:01,125 - This is happening, isn't it? - Yeah, it is. 579 00:38:18,911 --> 00:38:21,479 Uh-oh. Am I in trouble again? 580 00:38:21,481 --> 00:38:25,317 Probably. Go on then, ask me out. 581 00:38:27,620 --> 00:38:30,455 - Wanna go out sometime? - Sure. 582 00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:35,127 That was a yes. 583 00:38:39,098 --> 00:38:42,667 Want me to drive? 584 00:38:42,669 --> 00:38:45,603 - I'm just kidding. - Oh... 585 00:38:59,819 --> 00:39:02,954 It's been a wonderful journey. 586 00:39:05,224 --> 00:39:09,227 Will someone please take this thing off my hands? 587 00:39:25,178 --> 00:39:27,678 You know, it kinda... it kinda looks... 588 00:39:45,598 --> 00:39:47,565 How'd it go? 589 00:39:47,567 --> 00:39:50,836 Uh, they ruled for me. 590 00:40:07,186 --> 00:40:10,188 I don't like you. 591 00:40:12,058 --> 00:40:14,860 But you looked after her all these years. 592 00:40:18,531 --> 00:40:22,466 You should be the one to make the decision. 593 00:40:22,468 --> 00:40:26,070 No. 594 00:40:26,072 --> 00:40:30,409 She'd want you to decide. 595 00:40:32,979 --> 00:40:36,047 Yeah, I see now. 596 00:40:41,754 --> 00:40:44,456 We have to let her go. 597 00:41:11,784 --> 00:41:14,785 Dr. Reyes assigned the order. 598 00:41:14,787 --> 00:41:16,854 I will administer pain meds 599 00:41:16,856 --> 00:41:18,823 to Mrs. Gelson 600 00:41:18,825 --> 00:41:21,107 to keep her comfortable, 601 00:41:21,109 --> 00:41:25,156 and then when you are ready, I'll turn off the ventilator. 602 00:43:13,472 --> 00:43:17,174 We would rather be ruined than changed, 603 00:43:17,176 --> 00:43:20,744 but every day we seem to face that choice 604 00:43:20,746 --> 00:43:24,316 over and over again. 605 00:43:27,785 --> 00:43:31,387 Watch an all new Nurses, next Monday on Global.