1 00:00:08,408 --> 00:00:11,018 That one's mine, all mine. 2 00:00:11,020 --> 00:00:13,445 - Right. Okay. - Thank you. 3 00:00:13,447 --> 00:00:15,313 Oh, watch it, those are damn hot. 4 00:00:15,315 --> 00:00:17,641 This stuff is amateur hour; I started eating 5 00:00:17,643 --> 00:00:20,043 - raw jalapenos when I was like 8. - On their own? 6 00:00:20,045 --> 00:00:22,412 I get it, like a carrot stick. Standard kid stuff. 7 00:00:22,414 --> 00:00:25,415 It was 'cause my dad who... Well, you know my dad, 8 00:00:25,417 --> 00:00:27,818 he really liked jalapenos, I didn't want to let him one-up me. 9 00:00:27,820 --> 00:00:31,388 Well, who doesn't challenge their dad at 8? 10 00:00:41,767 --> 00:00:44,168 Hmm... Ah. 11 00:00:45,971 --> 00:00:47,594 Hi, babe. 12 00:00:47,596 --> 00:00:50,742 Uh, yeah. No, I'm just... I'm still at the gym. 13 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:55,595 People like to compare nurses to saints, 14 00:00:55,597 --> 00:00:58,998 do-gooders selflessly caring for others. 15 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:02,684 Problem with this is it's just not human. 16 00:01:02,686 --> 00:01:04,504 And I mean, how can you 17 00:01:04,506 --> 00:01:07,440 not make a total mess of your personal life 18 00:01:07,442 --> 00:01:10,052 when the job takes everything you've got? 19 00:01:10,054 --> 00:01:14,023 ? I am stuck inside the same routine I know ? 20 00:01:14,025 --> 00:01:19,028 ? Need to take a step outside my comfort zone ? 21 00:01:19,030 --> 00:01:21,830 ? There will always be excuses ? 22 00:01:21,832 --> 00:01:23,999 ? Easy roads to choose ? 23 00:01:24,001 --> 00:01:26,101 ? I'm through letting doubt ? 24 00:01:26,103 --> 00:01:28,024 ? Control the things I do ? 25 00:01:28,026 --> 00:01:30,072 ? Oh, oh, oh, ohhh ? 26 00:01:30,074 --> 00:01:32,374 ? Oh, oh, oh, ohhh, oh-oh ? 27 00:01:32,376 --> 00:01:35,010 ? Whoah oh-oh ohhh ? 28 00:01:35,012 --> 00:01:37,246 ? I'm finally letting loose ? 29 00:01:37,248 --> 00:01:39,715 ? Oh, oh, oh, ohhh ? 30 00:01:39,717 --> 00:01:41,383 ? Oh, oh, oh, ohhh, oh-oh ? 31 00:01:41,385 --> 00:01:43,786 ? Whoah oh oh ohhh ? 32 00:01:43,788 --> 00:01:46,288 - ? I'm finally letting loose ? - Oh, Phillis. 33 00:01:46,290 --> 00:01:48,257 I'm flattered, did you put on lipstick for me 34 00:01:48,259 --> 00:01:50,693 - or for the echocardiogram guy? - It's been a long time 35 00:01:50,695 --> 00:01:52,962 since anyone looked at these fun bags, 36 00:01:52,964 --> 00:01:55,230 - let alone touched them. - Yeah, you know, 37 00:01:55,232 --> 00:01:57,712 you pretend not to have game, but you're not fooling me. 38 00:01:57,714 --> 00:01:58,934 Ha-ha-ha! 39 00:01:58,936 --> 00:02:00,793 - Who's that for? - Doc's orders 40 00:02:00,795 --> 00:02:03,639 until he checks out your heart and says it's strong again. 41 00:02:03,641 --> 00:02:07,376 You're gonna be there for the tests 42 00:02:07,378 --> 00:02:09,979 and the results and all that stuff? 43 00:02:09,981 --> 00:02:12,848 I will not leave your side. 44 00:02:12,850 --> 00:02:16,622 Well, who wants to walk anyway 45 00:02:16,624 --> 00:02:18,320 when they got you a chauffeur. No, no. 46 00:02:18,322 --> 00:02:19,789 Oh! 47 00:02:22,293 --> 00:02:24,226 This is first class. 48 00:02:24,228 --> 00:02:26,095 - Great! Are you ready? - Mm-hmm. 49 00:02:26,097 --> 00:02:28,464 - Let's do this. - Ha-ha! Okay. 50 00:02:32,103 --> 00:02:34,336 We could walk faster than this. 51 00:02:34,338 --> 00:02:36,839 Your echocardiogram got delayed an hour. 52 00:02:36,841 --> 00:02:39,705 All our patients are smooth sailing, except one. 53 00:02:39,707 --> 00:02:42,511 And she's really high maintenance even for an opera singer. 54 00:02:42,513 --> 00:02:44,480 You can only ask her yes or no questions. 55 00:02:44,482 --> 00:02:46,872 - Why? - Like I said, high maintenance. 56 00:02:46,874 --> 00:02:49,589 - That term is overused. - Okay, so one ring means yes, 57 00:02:49,591 --> 00:02:51,520 - two means no. - Wolf! 58 00:02:51,522 --> 00:02:53,545 I gotta stick around a bit for a patient. 59 00:02:53,547 --> 00:02:56,165 What? You're saying past your shift to nurse, like, pro bono? 60 00:02:56,167 --> 00:02:59,428 Like an hour max, okay? I'll see you at the Sterling. 61 00:02:59,430 --> 00:03:01,665 Save us our usual spot at the bar. 62 00:03:03,934 --> 00:03:06,836 - Hey. - Whoa! Enjoy your shift. 63 00:03:08,712 --> 00:03:11,970 - Oh! whoa! It's all good. - Sorry. Um, oh! Hey, 64 00:03:11,972 --> 00:03:13,728 did you happen to catch my shift assignment? 65 00:03:13,730 --> 00:03:16,576 Yeah. I'm in the ER. Joanna, long-term care. 66 00:03:16,578 --> 00:03:19,498 Naz... Oh, you're at triage admissions. 67 00:03:19,500 --> 00:03:22,387 Man, I could not get to sleep today. 68 00:03:22,389 --> 00:03:24,653 - What, so you've been up... - 36 hours and counting. 69 00:03:24,655 --> 00:03:27,389 - Damn, dude, nights are a killer. - Look, I just need to be 70 00:03:27,391 --> 00:03:29,992 on my feet, like ER busy on my feet. 71 00:03:29,994 --> 00:03:32,294 If I sit at a desk all night, I'm just gonna crash. 72 00:03:32,296 --> 00:03:34,563 You trade with me, I'll owe you huge. 73 00:03:34,565 --> 00:03:36,565 - Yeah. Don't worry about it. - Oh, my gosh! 74 00:03:36,567 --> 00:03:39,369 Thank you! Seriously, thank you, thank you so much. 75 00:03:42,106 --> 00:03:44,139 Shit. 76 00:03:48,879 --> 00:03:52,581 On a scale of 1 to 10, how painful is your sore throat? 77 00:03:55,453 --> 00:03:58,755 Have you lost your voice? 78 00:04:00,491 --> 00:04:02,591 One ring means yes, two means no? 79 00:04:02,593 --> 00:04:04,635 To be clear, 80 00:04:04,637 --> 00:04:06,696 you can talk, but you're choosing not to? 81 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:11,403 Because you're saving your voice for performance, 82 00:04:11,405 --> 00:04:13,272 I presume. 83 00:04:16,474 --> 00:04:18,574 Callback audition 1 p.m. tomorrow 84 00:04:18,576 --> 00:04:22,510 for the role of... Carmen in Carmen? 85 00:04:22,512 --> 00:04:24,736 My mom was in Carmen. 86 00:04:24,738 --> 00:04:26,772 Like Bollywood Carmen, but Carmen. 87 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:35,891 "Wei Chen". Could Wei Chen come to the triage desk? 88 00:04:38,062 --> 00:04:40,929 Never mind on Wei Chen. All good. 89 00:04:40,931 --> 00:04:44,700 "Grame Shergold" to the triage desk. 90 00:04:44,702 --> 00:04:47,537 It's Graham. 91 00:04:54,178 --> 00:04:56,617 - What have we got? - Another Friday night special. 92 00:04:56,619 --> 00:04:59,314 Driver in a multivehicle accident. Thankfully, the others were parked. 93 00:04:59,316 --> 00:05:01,817 Potential concussion, minor laceration on his right hand. 94 00:05:01,819 --> 00:05:04,787 Refused a Breathalyzer on the scene. We suspect drugs, alcohol. 95 00:05:04,789 --> 00:05:07,520 - Seems likely. - And no wallet, so no name. 96 00:05:07,522 --> 00:05:10,685 - I wanna go! Let me go! - Hi, my name is Grace. 97 00:05:10,687 --> 00:05:12,394 We'll get you out of here soon as we can. What's your name? 98 00:05:12,396 --> 00:05:14,563 - Marco. - Hi, Marco. 99 00:05:14,565 --> 00:05:16,498 Polo! Marco Polo! 100 00:05:16,500 --> 00:05:18,635 Marco Polo! Ha-ha! 101 00:05:23,507 --> 00:05:26,108 Decent swelling. Let's get a CT scan. 102 00:05:26,110 --> 00:05:28,710 - Stop looking at me! - And a tox screen 103 00:05:28,712 --> 00:05:32,148 - to see what exactly we're dealing with. - Okay. 104 00:05:35,519 --> 00:05:38,787 Code white, ICU. Code white, ICU. 105 00:05:38,789 --> 00:05:41,290 Security, stop him! 106 00:05:41,292 --> 00:05:44,026 Can't catch lightning! Ha-ha-ha! 107 00:05:44,028 --> 00:05:46,528 Ah! 108 00:05:46,530 --> 00:05:48,998 Oh-oh! 109 00:05:52,490 --> 00:05:55,490 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 110 00:05:58,613 --> 00:06:00,680 Ice. You need to stay still. 111 00:06:05,649 --> 00:06:08,952 Hey, Leo, why don't you give us a minute. 112 00:06:14,625 --> 00:06:17,660 Sorry if this stings a little. 113 00:06:19,563 --> 00:06:22,698 Is your neck hurt from the accident? 114 00:06:22,700 --> 00:06:26,635 - Where am I? - You're at St. Mary's Hospital. 115 00:06:26,637 --> 00:06:28,637 Do you remember how you got here? 116 00:06:28,639 --> 00:06:31,040 - You were driving and... - Something's wrong with me. 117 00:06:33,577 --> 00:06:36,245 Okay. It's okay. 118 00:06:36,247 --> 00:06:39,082 - Want to tell me what it is? - Don't touch me, bitch! 119 00:06:40,684 --> 00:06:42,612 Do you want me to scare him sober? 120 00:06:42,614 --> 00:06:44,920 I don't think sober is happening any time soon 121 00:06:44,922 --> 00:06:47,856 - for Mr. Polo. - Friday night legend. 122 00:06:47,858 --> 00:06:50,993 He's already got a line of cops ready to meet him. 123 00:06:50,995 --> 00:06:54,663 - Tell the cops I'm Marco Polo! - Polo. 124 00:06:54,665 --> 00:06:56,665 Where are the cops at with his name? 125 00:06:56,667 --> 00:06:58,964 Car is insured to a woman, they're trying to contact her. 126 00:06:58,966 --> 00:07:02,188 What a complete moron getting behind the wheel like that. 127 00:07:02,190 --> 00:07:04,324 Don't let him waste your time. 128 00:07:05,843 --> 00:07:08,110 Every time my ma does a show, 129 00:07:08,112 --> 00:07:10,046 by the end of the run, she loses her voice. 130 00:07:15,618 --> 00:07:17,818 When did you first begin experiencing throat discomfort? 131 00:07:19,790 --> 00:07:22,190 Oh, right. Only yes or no questions. 132 00:07:22,192 --> 00:07:24,293 Was it more than week? 133 00:07:26,196 --> 00:07:27,963 Yes. Two weeks? 134 00:07:27,965 --> 00:07:30,666 Three weeks? 135 00:07:33,170 --> 00:07:36,104 There are more efficient ways to communicate. 136 00:07:36,106 --> 00:07:38,408 Writing perhaps! 137 00:07:45,889 --> 00:07:48,879 The last nurse, the lanky one... 138 00:07:48,881 --> 00:07:51,086 - Wolf. - ... promised me 139 00:07:51,088 --> 00:07:54,390 a cortisone shot. Where the hell is it? 140 00:07:55,893 --> 00:07:57,727 "A cortisone shot"? 141 00:08:01,298 --> 00:08:04,834 I'll get to the bottom of it. 142 00:08:07,638 --> 00:08:10,339 Okay. You promise though? I mean, you can't be 143 00:08:10,341 --> 00:08:12,808 getting too excited and having another little event on me. 144 00:08:12,810 --> 00:08:15,043 My heart can handle it; what it can't handle 145 00:08:15,045 --> 00:08:19,082 is this suspense. What is it? 146 00:08:22,219 --> 00:08:26,688 You sweet girl. 147 00:08:26,690 --> 00:08:28,958 Ha-ha! 148 00:08:41,538 --> 00:08:43,105 Oh! Yo, Philli. 149 00:08:43,107 --> 00:08:45,273 It's echocardiogram time. 150 00:08:45,275 --> 00:08:47,943 I got two bucks. Cash it in on another scratch. 151 00:08:47,945 --> 00:08:50,779 Ooh, you lucky lady! Rock and roll! 152 00:09:00,824 --> 00:09:02,891 Oh, hey, Naz, what's up? 153 00:09:02,893 --> 00:09:05,423 Did you promise our patient Sorona a cortisone shot? 154 00:09:05,425 --> 00:09:08,130 Sorona? All I know she is a lot. 155 00:09:08,132 --> 00:09:11,033 Uh, no. I said, "cortisone shot". 156 00:09:11,035 --> 00:09:13,135 - She said you promised her one. - Oh, shoot! 157 00:09:13,137 --> 00:09:15,103 We talked about cortisone, but I didn't promise her one. 158 00:09:15,105 --> 00:09:17,906 I don't think. You know, that bell was so confusing. 159 00:09:17,908 --> 00:09:19,785 And now the patient thinks I'm incompetent. 160 00:09:19,787 --> 00:09:21,386 What? No, I'm incompetent. I'll come back. 161 00:09:21,388 --> 00:09:23,011 - I'll come back. - Why? 162 00:09:23,013 --> 00:09:25,247 Well, I'll tell the patient it's my fault. 163 00:09:25,249 --> 00:09:27,482 That's ridiculous, don't do that. 164 00:09:27,484 --> 00:09:30,085 Oh, I have to go. Bye. 165 00:09:30,087 --> 00:09:31,887 Dr. Kaplan? 166 00:09:31,889 --> 00:09:33,588 - Yes? - Hi! 167 00:09:33,590 --> 00:09:36,324 - I'm... I'm... - Another new nurse, yeah. 168 00:09:36,326 --> 00:09:39,895 Nazneen Khan. I have a patient, an opera singer, 169 00:09:39,897 --> 00:09:41,830 and she's requesting a cortisone shot. 170 00:09:41,832 --> 00:09:43,987 Okay. Did they consent to a laryngoscopy? 171 00:09:43,989 --> 00:09:45,048 No. 172 00:09:45,050 --> 00:09:47,238 I don't give steroid injections 173 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,204 without doing a laryngoscopy first, so... 174 00:09:49,206 --> 00:09:52,508 Oh, um... I didn't know. 175 00:10:00,651 --> 00:10:03,286 For the record, I'm not a dog. 176 00:10:05,422 --> 00:10:07,989 Dr. Kaplan would like to perform a laryngoscopy. 177 00:10:07,991 --> 00:10:10,125 The procedure inserts a camera down your throat 178 00:10:10,127 --> 00:10:12,929 to examine your vocal cords... 179 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:19,201 You've been rotating between hospitals receiving cortisone. 180 00:10:19,203 --> 00:10:22,594 Cortisone is a synthetic steroid. 181 00:10:22,596 --> 00:10:25,807 It mimics cortisone, supressing pain. 182 00:10:25,809 --> 00:10:28,276 If you don't feel the pain, 183 00:10:28,278 --> 00:10:31,413 you won't know if you're pushing yourself too hard... 184 00:10:31,415 --> 00:10:33,416 or if there's a problem. 185 00:10:39,389 --> 00:10:42,225 Dr. Kaplan made himself clear. 186 00:10:58,207 --> 00:11:00,196 If the scope 187 00:11:00,198 --> 00:11:02,555 scratches my vocal cords, 188 00:11:02,557 --> 00:11:04,658 I will destroy you. 189 00:11:07,951 --> 00:11:10,319 My voice is my life. 190 00:11:15,692 --> 00:11:18,060 We forgot to put on a fresh coat of lipstick. 191 00:11:20,263 --> 00:11:23,621 - Heart looking okay? - I'm not a cardiologist. 192 00:11:23,623 --> 00:11:25,913 Just the middle man that passes on the results. 193 00:11:25,915 --> 00:11:27,203 Uh, hey. 194 00:11:27,205 --> 00:11:30,172 Just tell me the left ventricle ejection fraction. 195 00:11:30,174 --> 00:11:32,674 It's 50%. 196 00:11:32,676 --> 00:11:35,577 - Oh, that's good. - Not great. 197 00:11:35,579 --> 00:11:38,146 It used to be 40. Thanks. 198 00:11:38,148 --> 00:11:40,448 Hey, good news: you can tell your sister 199 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,817 your left ventricle is now firing at 50%. 200 00:11:42,819 --> 00:11:45,487 Hot damn! I'll let her know. 201 00:11:45,489 --> 00:11:48,990 I'm gonna be talking to her tomorrow morning, 5 a.m. 202 00:11:48,992 --> 00:11:52,360 because of the time difference. 203 00:11:52,362 --> 00:11:54,362 Think maybe you could wake me up? 204 00:11:54,364 --> 00:11:57,132 What? Do you think I never leave here, Phillis? 205 00:11:57,134 --> 00:11:59,201 I'll be home sleeping. But don't worry, 206 00:11:59,203 --> 00:12:01,170 I'll pass the message along to the wakeup nurse. 207 00:12:03,140 --> 00:12:05,006 I named her, you know, my sister. 208 00:12:05,008 --> 00:12:06,875 - Uh-huh? - Mm-hmm. 209 00:12:06,877 --> 00:12:09,525 Our mother wanted to call her 210 00:12:09,527 --> 00:12:12,684 Sylvia Louise, but I told her that was an old lady name, 211 00:12:12,686 --> 00:12:14,416 and that my baby sister deserved 212 00:12:14,418 --> 00:12:17,018 something with more... sparkle. 213 00:12:17,020 --> 00:12:20,555 So, we called her Twilla. 214 00:12:20,557 --> 00:12:22,958 I'm gonna go visit her after all this. 215 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:25,093 That's a beautiful story. 216 00:12:25,095 --> 00:12:27,629 Alright, let's get you tucked into bed. 217 00:12:27,631 --> 00:12:29,064 Okay. 218 00:12:29,066 --> 00:12:30,699 - Ugh! - Oh, be careful! 219 00:12:30,701 --> 00:12:33,735 She's auditioning for the lead in Carmen. 220 00:12:33,737 --> 00:12:35,770 Her voice is her life. 221 00:12:35,772 --> 00:12:39,692 Well, I am careful regardless of my patient's vocation. 222 00:12:39,694 --> 00:12:43,345 Okay, we found the cause of your symptoms... 223 00:12:43,347 --> 00:12:47,299 a small polyp... but this white patch is what concerns me. 224 00:12:47,301 --> 00:12:49,402 Could be localized leukoplakia. 225 00:12:49,404 --> 00:12:51,653 I'm gonna do a biopsy. 226 00:12:51,655 --> 00:12:55,390 - Two rings means no. - Well, the cells are irregular, 227 00:12:55,392 --> 00:12:57,993 potentially cancerous. We'll know more from the biopsy. 228 00:12:57,995 --> 00:13:00,095 She doesn't want you to. 229 00:13:00,097 --> 00:13:02,365 Well, she signed the consent form, so... 230 00:13:04,434 --> 00:13:07,168 But now she's saying no. 231 00:13:07,170 --> 00:13:09,204 You can't. 232 00:13:09,206 --> 00:13:11,207 This isn't consent. 233 00:13:13,377 --> 00:13:15,578 Okay then. 234 00:13:18,982 --> 00:13:21,117 No biopsy. 235 00:13:23,954 --> 00:13:26,688 Tox screen came back. No drugs, no alcohol. 236 00:13:26,690 --> 00:13:28,657 - What?! - CT was clear. 237 00:13:28,659 --> 00:13:30,859 A minor concussion, nothing that would cause these sort of... 238 00:13:30,861 --> 00:13:33,488 Slurred speech, paranoia, 239 00:13:33,490 --> 00:13:35,096 no impulse control... 240 00:13:35,098 --> 00:13:38,600 and his temperature is normal, no fever. 241 00:13:38,602 --> 00:13:40,738 - Dr. Wallace to ER. - Stay on his vitals, 242 00:13:40,740 --> 00:13:42,698 - I'll be back when I can. - They're coming for me. 243 00:13:42,700 --> 00:13:44,406 I gotta go home. 244 00:13:44,408 --> 00:13:47,442 Okay, it's okay. Hey. Hey, where is home? 245 00:13:47,444 --> 00:13:49,745 - I gotta go home. - Hmm? 246 00:13:51,682 --> 00:13:54,216 I'm just gonna check your pupils, okay? 247 00:13:57,821 --> 00:14:00,696 Ah! Ah! Get me out of here! 248 00:14:00,698 --> 00:14:03,166 - Code white to the ER. - Get me out of here! 249 00:14:13,138 --> 00:14:14,361 Vitals are good. 250 00:14:14,363 --> 00:14:16,386 Seems like a brain injury to me. 251 00:14:16,388 --> 00:14:19,180 Get a second opinion. Send the CT up to Neurology. 252 00:14:19,182 --> 00:14:21,649 I'm not waiting around for their blessing. 253 00:14:21,651 --> 00:14:23,985 Grace, don't worry about that. 254 00:14:23,987 --> 00:14:28,589 Ordered a psych assessment. Dr. Niven will be down in a bit. 255 00:14:28,591 --> 00:14:31,493 Hey. Is that your blood? 256 00:14:33,630 --> 00:14:35,831 Come here to me. 257 00:14:43,103 --> 00:14:45,593 Hmmm... Not too deep. 258 00:14:45,595 --> 00:14:47,241 You're gonna need a couple 259 00:14:47,243 --> 00:14:49,433 of Steri-Strips. How did you fall? 260 00:14:49,435 --> 00:14:52,113 He just... He reacted to the penlight, knocked me back into the cart. 261 00:14:52,115 --> 00:14:54,455 - Did you hit your head? - No, I feel fine. 262 00:14:54,457 --> 00:14:56,884 Got a nice shiner from it though. Headache? 263 00:14:56,886 --> 00:14:58,468 - No. - You're gonna have to do 264 00:14:58,470 --> 00:14:59,950 a safety incident report. 265 00:14:59,952 --> 00:15:02,056 And I want you to go and have a little chat with the hospital 266 00:15:02,058 --> 00:15:04,583 - counselor about the assault. - "Assault"? 267 00:15:04,585 --> 00:15:06,360 It wasn't an assault, it was an accident. 268 00:15:06,362 --> 00:15:09,530 Still code white on file. I'll manage his care from here. 269 00:15:09,532 --> 00:15:11,565 Okay, no. Look, I'm fine, okay? 270 00:15:11,567 --> 00:15:13,534 Please just let me do my job? 271 00:15:13,536 --> 00:15:15,684 Sinead, we need you at the nurses' station. 272 00:15:15,686 --> 00:15:17,063 You take this from here. 273 00:15:26,215 --> 00:15:28,449 - You handled that well. - Hmm! What? 274 00:15:28,451 --> 00:15:31,419 Being lectured by Sinead? 275 00:15:31,421 --> 00:15:33,654 Hitting, spitting, kicking. 276 00:15:33,656 --> 00:15:36,524 Couple of stitches here and there. 277 00:15:36,526 --> 00:15:38,627 Now you know you can take it. 278 00:15:40,630 --> 00:15:42,631 This won't leave a scar. 279 00:15:44,834 --> 00:15:47,301 Intoxicated and high. 280 00:15:47,303 --> 00:15:49,337 Why did we jump to that conclusion? 281 00:15:49,339 --> 00:15:51,505 He was belligerent, 282 00:15:51,507 --> 00:15:54,809 slurring. Seemed like the simplest explanation. 283 00:15:54,811 --> 00:15:56,811 And if he was white, 284 00:15:56,813 --> 00:15:58,880 same explanation? 285 00:16:02,185 --> 00:16:04,385 My gut was telling me something else was wrong. 286 00:16:04,387 --> 00:16:06,521 Means you can trust your instincts. 287 00:16:08,891 --> 00:16:11,826 You're all good. 288 00:16:11,828 --> 00:16:14,529 Oh, I got it. Thanks. 289 00:16:19,168 --> 00:16:22,536 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm fine. 290 00:16:22,538 --> 00:16:26,307 So, uh, I got something that will make you feel better. 291 00:16:26,309 --> 00:16:28,242 Watch this. 292 00:16:28,244 --> 00:16:32,012 Can't catch lightning. Ha-ha-ha! 293 00:16:33,850 --> 00:16:36,369 Oh, my God! No! 294 00:16:36,371 --> 00:16:38,052 - That's not funny, he's sick. - No, I know. 295 00:16:38,054 --> 00:16:40,187 I totally agree. Um... 296 00:16:40,189 --> 00:16:42,323 but also, he punched you in the face, 297 00:16:42,325 --> 00:16:44,392 - so... listen. - Can't catch lightning. Ha-ha-ha! 298 00:16:44,394 --> 00:16:46,561 Put that away, we're gonna get in trouble. 299 00:16:50,933 --> 00:16:54,535 Whoa! Dude, sorry. 300 00:16:56,105 --> 00:16:58,672 Excuse me? Hello? 301 00:16:58,674 --> 00:17:01,041 He got here way after me. 302 00:17:01,043 --> 00:17:03,267 I twisted my ankle, and it's excruciating. 303 00:17:03,269 --> 00:17:05,413 Unfortunately, that is a super low priority injury. 304 00:17:05,415 --> 00:17:07,415 - Sorry about that. - Ugh! 305 00:17:07,417 --> 00:17:09,917 Next time, say you have chest pain, you'll get in faster. 306 00:17:09,919 --> 00:17:11,552 Is illness funny to you? 307 00:17:11,554 --> 00:17:13,824 - No. - So the video 308 00:17:13,826 --> 00:17:17,558 you're showing online of one of our patients... not funny? 309 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:20,428 That's not my video. I found it online. 310 00:17:20,430 --> 00:17:22,878 It popped up on my feed 'cause they geotagged St. Mary's. 311 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:25,466 Definitely not a staff member who posted it. 312 00:17:25,468 --> 00:17:27,968 I kind of think it was someone waiting in the ER. 313 00:17:27,970 --> 00:17:31,539 Find that someone and get it taken down before the poor boy goes viral. 314 00:17:33,075 --> 00:17:34,842 Right. 315 00:17:34,844 --> 00:17:37,077 I'm looking for... 316 00:17:37,079 --> 00:17:39,494 "SoftTouchxo". 317 00:17:39,496 --> 00:17:41,816 Can't catch lightning! Ha-ha-ha! 318 00:17:41,818 --> 00:17:44,084 Can't catch lightning! 319 00:17:44,086 --> 00:17:45,953 Ha-ha-ha! 320 00:17:45,955 --> 00:17:47,888 ? Pump it, hey ? 321 00:17:47,890 --> 00:17:50,077 - ? Now you beautiful girl ? - Can't catch lightning! 322 00:17:50,079 --> 00:17:52,693 Ha-ha-ha! 323 00:17:52,695 --> 00:17:54,628 Finally! 324 00:17:54,630 --> 00:17:57,231 - Yeah, you're here! - I need a beer, 325 00:17:57,233 --> 00:18:00,935 I need to dance, and I need to enjoy that we are young. 326 00:18:00,937 --> 00:18:03,504 Yeah, I need a... I need a pint of pale ale, 327 00:18:03,506 --> 00:18:05,039 Bardwell's is fine, shot of whisky 328 00:18:05,041 --> 00:18:08,209 and another whatever that was. 329 00:18:08,211 --> 00:18:10,344 There's an afterhours party at the Liss Gallery. 330 00:18:10,346 --> 00:18:12,346 Cover's a bit steep, yeah. 331 00:18:12,348 --> 00:18:14,748 - I can spot you. - No, it's fine. 332 00:18:14,750 --> 00:18:17,753 I can pay my own way. And I should have that other money pretty soon. 333 00:18:17,755 --> 00:18:19,487 Look, the sooner you pay me back, 334 00:18:19,489 --> 00:18:22,822 the sooner I blow it on booze, so... no rush. 335 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:25,559 That's 15 even. 336 00:18:25,561 --> 00:18:28,729 - See? - ? We're just barely close to living ? 337 00:18:32,802 --> 00:18:34,943 You know, nurses should really get paid more. 338 00:18:34,945 --> 00:18:36,610 I mean, at least more than a bartender. 339 00:18:36,612 --> 00:18:39,173 Nursing is like hospitality except with clients that puke and scream 340 00:18:39,175 --> 00:18:41,175 insults at us all day, and they never start tipping. 341 00:18:41,177 --> 00:18:42,944 - Mm-hmm. - It's all yours. 342 00:18:48,150 --> 00:18:50,186 Send her up to Psych and 343 00:18:50,188 --> 00:18:51,698 make sure you have someone with him at all time. 344 00:18:51,700 --> 00:18:53,634 - Yeah. - That's it. Okay, thanks. 345 00:18:55,324 --> 00:18:58,213 Dr. Niven wants to transfer him to the psychiatric ward. 346 00:18:58,215 --> 00:18:59,693 So it is a mental health thing. 347 00:18:59,695 --> 00:19:01,929 He'll sit tight up there until he does his MRI. 348 00:19:01,931 --> 00:19:04,231 He's definitely experiencing psychosis. 349 00:19:04,233 --> 00:19:06,479 Could have already been diagnosed, 350 00:19:06,481 --> 00:19:09,537 Marco bloody Polo. 351 00:19:09,539 --> 00:19:11,972 Take Security when you transfer him 352 00:19:11,974 --> 00:19:15,009 and stop by Dr. Niven's office to discuss your assault. 353 00:19:15,011 --> 00:19:16,978 Not a request. 354 00:19:21,684 --> 00:19:23,717 Okay, um... 355 00:19:23,719 --> 00:19:26,087 Let's get you seated. Shall we? 356 00:19:36,787 --> 00:19:38,480 He's having a seizure! 357 00:19:38,482 --> 00:19:41,505 He's brought in from a car accident. Confused, slurring, 358 00:19:41,507 --> 00:19:42,983 and you got a psych evaluation? 359 00:19:42,985 --> 00:19:45,476 Better than waiting around for someone from Neurology. 360 00:19:45,478 --> 00:19:47,344 That's a mild brain injury unless you're seeing 361 00:19:47,346 --> 00:19:49,213 - something I don't. - The patient assaulted you, 362 00:19:49,215 --> 00:19:50,981 - I'm sorry. - I was checking his pupils 363 00:19:50,983 --> 00:19:52,643 with a penlight, that's what set him off. 364 00:19:52,645 --> 00:19:55,216 Sensitivity to light! More evidence of a traumatic 365 00:19:55,218 --> 00:19:57,585 brain injury which explains the seizures and confusion. 366 00:19:57,587 --> 00:20:00,498 What if the seizure is what caused the accident in the first place? 367 00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:03,234 Epilepsy which can cause postictal psychosis. 368 00:20:03,236 --> 00:20:04,892 I'll get a second picture of the brain. 369 00:20:04,894 --> 00:20:07,162 If nothing shows up, I'll do an EEG. 370 00:20:09,695 --> 00:20:11,695 Is this a joke? "Marco Polo"? 371 00:20:11,697 --> 00:20:14,999 Oh! Sorry. Should have just put down John Doe. 372 00:20:15,001 --> 00:20:16,091 Just get me his real name. 373 00:20:16,093 --> 00:20:17,935 I need a medical history. He was driving a car, 374 00:20:17,937 --> 00:20:20,971 - check the insurance. - Yeah, we did. 375 00:20:20,973 --> 00:20:23,307 You don't care. 376 00:20:23,309 --> 00:20:25,509 Well, since you wouldn't let me biopsy, 377 00:20:25,511 --> 00:20:28,219 I can't accurately assess your risk of a malignancy. 378 00:20:28,221 --> 00:20:29,947 The good news: 379 00:20:29,949 --> 00:20:32,604 there's only a small area affected, so if it's cancerous, 380 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:35,285 - we've got it early. - Listen, you made it clear 381 00:20:35,287 --> 00:20:38,455 you don't want just any ENT resident doing the job, 382 00:20:38,457 --> 00:20:39,913 so, if you prefer, 383 00:20:39,915 --> 00:20:42,126 there's a specialist in tomorrow who could do 384 00:20:42,128 --> 00:20:45,962 the procedure. She'd biopsy, remove the polyp, all in one go. 385 00:20:45,964 --> 00:20:47,998 Her name is Dr. Marian West. 386 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:49,900 You can look her up. She's amazing! 387 00:20:49,902 --> 00:20:51,835 Has performed those procedures on other 388 00:20:51,837 --> 00:20:55,039 high-profile talent who were back performing within a couple of months. 389 00:20:55,041 --> 00:20:57,541 The risks? It might limit your vocal range 390 00:20:57,543 --> 00:21:00,344 or worse. Or you wait and see, 391 00:21:00,346 --> 00:21:03,066 but that is a gamble and against my professional, 392 00:21:03,068 --> 00:21:04,918 lowly resident advice. 393 00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:08,952 I have a callback tomorrow. You said, after the scope, 394 00:21:08,954 --> 00:21:11,351 you'd give me my cortisone. That was the deal. 395 00:21:11,353 --> 00:21:12,923 That's what I want. 396 00:21:12,925 --> 00:21:16,594 Fine. Bring the patient an against-medical-advice form 397 00:21:16,596 --> 00:21:18,831 to sign and then fill an order for the cortisone. 398 00:21:21,834 --> 00:21:24,401 Can't we just destroy it without the injection? 399 00:21:24,403 --> 00:21:26,870 It's dangerous for us to continue to just mask the issue. 400 00:21:26,872 --> 00:21:28,872 She will just head to another hospital 401 00:21:28,874 --> 00:21:30,874 and waste more taxpayer dollars. 402 00:21:30,876 --> 00:21:33,343 - But it's irresponsible. - Whoa! Whoa! 403 00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:35,899 Are you questioning my judgement, Nurse? 404 00:21:35,901 --> 00:21:38,103 No, I'm not. 405 00:21:39,518 --> 00:21:42,352 She's not thinking straight. She has an audition tomorrow, 406 00:21:42,354 --> 00:21:45,255 and the entertainment industry, it pushes people. 407 00:21:45,257 --> 00:21:48,325 I've seen it firsthand. 408 00:21:48,327 --> 00:21:50,360 I have to protect my patients, 409 00:21:50,362 --> 00:21:52,229 sometimes even from themselves. 410 00:21:52,231 --> 00:21:53,964 It's my job. 411 00:21:53,966 --> 00:21:57,601 I would have done the biopsy if you hadn't stopped me. 412 00:21:57,603 --> 00:22:01,238 So how about next time you let me do mine? 413 00:22:05,044 --> 00:22:07,978 ? I think I want something special ? 414 00:22:07,980 --> 00:22:09,980 Mm-hmm. 415 00:22:09,982 --> 00:22:13,517 Oh! Haha! I forgot. Um, I gotta call the hospital. 416 00:22:13,519 --> 00:22:17,154 - I gotta go to the bathroom. - ? I know they say ? 417 00:22:17,156 --> 00:22:19,256 - Hey, Keon. - What's up? I'm swamped. 418 00:22:19,258 --> 00:22:22,744 - I need a favour. - Okay, but I already did a favour 419 00:22:22,746 --> 00:22:24,499 for Grace, and I'm kind of regretting it. 420 00:22:24,501 --> 00:22:25,763 Oh, this is no big thing. 421 00:22:25,765 --> 00:22:29,333 Phillis, in 309-B, she needs a 5 a.m. wakeup call. 422 00:22:29,335 --> 00:22:35,339 309-B. 423 00:22:35,341 --> 00:22:37,141 "Phillis Brunner"? 424 00:22:37,143 --> 00:22:39,209 Yeah. She needs to call her sister in Sydney. 425 00:22:39,211 --> 00:22:41,145 That's not gonna happen. 426 00:22:41,147 --> 00:22:43,147 She died. 427 00:22:43,149 --> 00:22:46,350 - What? - Yeah. It looks like 428 00:22:46,352 --> 00:22:48,786 she went into V-FIB shortly after you clocked out. 429 00:22:48,788 --> 00:22:52,256 Ashley, sorry, dude, I gotta go. 430 00:22:52,258 --> 00:22:55,260 Yeah, um, all good. 431 00:22:58,097 --> 00:23:01,098 Okay. We have 20 minutes before DJ Scooby comes on. 432 00:23:01,100 --> 00:23:04,101 - Did you get an Uber? - Hmm... 433 00:23:04,103 --> 00:23:05,564 You know, I actually just crashed. 434 00:23:05,566 --> 00:23:07,628 I don't think I have after hours in me. 435 00:23:07,630 --> 00:23:10,140 Oh, that is the biggest pile of bullshit ever. 436 00:23:10,142 --> 00:23:12,342 You just got booty called, and I support it, 437 00:23:12,344 --> 00:23:14,379 in all ways. Okay, go make love! 438 00:23:20,653 --> 00:23:23,520 Um, could I have a new beer? 439 00:23:23,522 --> 00:23:25,290 Thanks. 440 00:23:27,293 --> 00:23:30,527 Excuse me. Is your handle SoftTouchxo? 441 00:23:30,529 --> 00:23:32,529 What did you say to me?! 442 00:23:32,531 --> 00:23:35,400 Sorry, all good. All good. Wrong person. 443 00:23:44,210 --> 00:23:47,578 Hi. Could the person with the handle 444 00:23:47,580 --> 00:23:51,382 SoftTouchxo please come to the triage desk? 445 00:23:56,856 --> 00:23:58,755 That's your account? 446 00:23:58,757 --> 00:24:00,724 You're SoftTouchxo? 447 00:24:00,726 --> 00:24:02,326 What do you want? 448 00:24:02,328 --> 00:24:04,494 You posted a video 449 00:24:04,496 --> 00:24:06,496 of a young man running into a door. 450 00:24:06,498 --> 00:24:10,033 Yeah, like five hours ago. That's how long I've been 451 00:24:10,035 --> 00:24:12,536 waiting because apparently I'm so low priority. 452 00:24:12,538 --> 00:24:15,505 Right. I am so sorry about that. 453 00:24:15,507 --> 00:24:17,507 Could you perhaps take down the video? 454 00:24:17,509 --> 00:24:19,343 There's no way. 455 00:24:19,345 --> 00:24:21,579 I will send you in next. 456 00:24:24,683 --> 00:24:28,252 Oh, my God! I got a message from the guy's cousin. 457 00:24:28,254 --> 00:24:30,155 What? What did he say? 458 00:24:30,157 --> 00:24:32,789 "That's my cousin Devon Barkley. What hospital are you at?" 459 00:24:32,791 --> 00:24:34,848 - Devon Barkley? - Yeah. 460 00:24:34,850 --> 00:24:37,427 Devon Barkley. Thank you so much! 461 00:24:46,772 --> 00:24:48,973 Did someone hurt you? 462 00:24:51,343 --> 00:24:53,810 - Yeah, but I'm okay. - You gotta keep him still. 463 00:24:53,812 --> 00:24:56,381 I'm just gonna keep your head still, okay? Just like that. 464 00:24:58,751 --> 00:25:00,150 He's starting a seizure. 465 00:25:00,152 --> 00:25:02,008 Don't see a focus. 466 00:25:02,010 --> 00:25:05,656 Push the anticonvulsant lorazepam 2 milligram IV. 467 00:25:05,658 --> 00:25:09,159 His stats are doing down. He's not getting enough oxygen. 468 00:25:09,161 --> 00:25:11,362 Give him a mask. 469 00:25:16,302 --> 00:25:18,969 - Can't locate a cause. - We got a name: Devon Barkley. 470 00:25:18,971 --> 00:25:21,571 There's the medical records. His mom's on her way. 471 00:25:21,573 --> 00:25:24,809 She'll be in your hands, so take your break, you'll need it. 472 00:25:43,508 --> 00:25:45,408 What a nice surprise! 473 00:25:45,410 --> 00:25:48,588 Oh, my God, you look exhausted! What happened to your hair? 474 00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:51,481 I've been working night shifts and... 475 00:25:51,483 --> 00:25:53,679 this is just what my hair looks like now. 476 00:25:53,681 --> 00:25:56,499 Nurse Nazneen, it won't make you happy. 477 00:25:56,501 --> 00:25:58,354 We're not talking about this. 478 00:25:58,356 --> 00:26:00,094 Let's not fight, okay? 479 00:26:00,096 --> 00:26:04,227 - Let me just keep seeing your face. - Ma, I actually need your help. 480 00:26:04,778 --> 00:26:08,336 I have a patient who's a lot like you. She's a performer, 481 00:26:08,338 --> 00:26:11,529 an opera singer, and she's foregoing medical advice 482 00:26:11,531 --> 00:26:13,036 to audition to sing Carmen. 483 00:26:13,038 --> 00:26:15,505 That is big. 484 00:26:15,507 --> 00:26:17,941 Yeah. It's a now or never role. 485 00:26:17,943 --> 00:26:20,163 But I mean, she can't risk getting cancer 486 00:26:20,165 --> 00:26:22,380 - over it, can she? - I risked my life 487 00:26:22,382 --> 00:26:24,256 back when I was struggling to make it. 488 00:26:24,258 --> 00:26:25,782 You remember Drona 4? 489 00:26:25,784 --> 00:26:28,859 That was me jumping from the horse onto a moving train. 490 00:26:28,861 --> 00:26:31,106 That wasn't your stunt girl?! 491 00:26:31,108 --> 00:26:33,857 Of couse not! I was no one. 492 00:26:33,859 --> 00:26:36,461 Listen, Naz. If she is anything like me, 493 00:26:36,463 --> 00:26:38,954 don't try to convince her to give up her calling. 494 00:26:38,956 --> 00:26:40,029 Ma! 495 00:26:40,031 --> 00:26:42,237 Baby, I have to go sign some of my posters. 496 00:26:42,239 --> 00:26:43,934 Get some sleep, okay? 497 00:26:46,831 --> 00:26:49,722 Grace, Sinead sent me to wake you up. 498 00:26:49,724 --> 00:26:52,826 - Too late. - Devon's mom is here. 499 00:26:58,499 --> 00:27:00,700 ? I'm running from life ? 500 00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:02,702 ? I should know how ? 501 00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:05,572 - ? You don't want to be saved ? - I know that look. 502 00:27:07,976 --> 00:27:10,776 What? The, uh... the look of drunk? 503 00:27:10,778 --> 00:27:13,280 Who died? 504 00:27:15,156 --> 00:27:17,416 Phillis, room 309-B. 505 00:27:17,418 --> 00:27:20,353 She was, uh... she was funny. 506 00:27:20,355 --> 00:27:22,589 You lost a patient before? 507 00:27:22,591 --> 00:27:25,358 No. And I don't get it, I mean, it's not like she was a child. 508 00:27:25,360 --> 00:27:27,059 Doesn't matter. 509 00:27:27,061 --> 00:27:29,295 I was a mess after a house call for a man who fell 510 00:27:29,297 --> 00:27:32,198 down his stairs. He was 93. 511 00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:34,533 You learn to recognize the look. 512 00:27:34,535 --> 00:27:37,136 Yeah, maybe I don't want to. 513 00:27:37,138 --> 00:27:40,540 Yeah, sure. 514 00:27:46,881 --> 00:27:49,715 Your against-medical-advice form 515 00:27:49,717 --> 00:27:52,185 to sign before your injection. 516 00:27:57,358 --> 00:28:01,027 I do get why you don't want to do the surgery. 517 00:28:01,029 --> 00:28:03,029 I mean the risks, 518 00:28:03,031 --> 00:28:06,599 the idea of losing your ability to sing 519 00:28:06,601 --> 00:28:10,503 when that's what really makes you feel alive. 520 00:28:10,505 --> 00:28:12,505 I don't have that. 521 00:28:12,507 --> 00:28:15,207 I think I like nursing... 522 00:28:15,209 --> 00:28:17,176 I don't know. 523 00:28:17,178 --> 00:28:20,679 Sometimes, I wonder what I'm doing here. 524 00:28:20,681 --> 00:28:23,416 Back home, I had a personal driver. 525 00:28:23,418 --> 00:28:25,060 And the food! 526 00:28:25,062 --> 00:28:28,354 No winter plus so much attention, 527 00:28:28,356 --> 00:28:30,289 which I love. 528 00:28:30,291 --> 00:28:34,894 I really loved that life, 529 00:28:34,896 --> 00:28:36,962 but it changed 530 00:28:36,964 --> 00:28:39,865 after my brother. 531 00:28:39,867 --> 00:28:41,967 Then, the parties, 532 00:28:41,969 --> 00:28:44,671 the glamour, it all turned. 533 00:28:46,841 --> 00:28:49,608 And I was... 534 00:28:49,610 --> 00:28:52,478 you know, like those music boxes? 535 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:54,914 The ballerina spins around, 536 00:28:54,916 --> 00:28:57,750 perfect every time, 537 00:28:57,752 --> 00:29:00,286 and then you realize 538 00:29:00,288 --> 00:29:02,322 she's trapped inside it. 539 00:29:08,563 --> 00:29:10,663 Sorry. 540 00:29:10,665 --> 00:29:12,566 I ramble. 541 00:29:17,738 --> 00:29:19,738 Devon's symptoms could have 542 00:29:19,740 --> 00:29:22,007 more than one cause. If there's anything you can tell us... 543 00:29:22,009 --> 00:29:24,300 places he's recently travelled, his behaviour... 544 00:29:24,302 --> 00:29:25,791 we're hoping that you can help us rule out 545 00:29:25,793 --> 00:29:27,746 what might be confusing his diagnosis. 546 00:29:27,748 --> 00:29:30,816 Let me go! 547 00:29:30,818 --> 00:29:32,751 No! No! 548 00:29:32,753 --> 00:29:34,553 Mrs. Barkley, I'm Dr. Shankar. 549 00:29:34,555 --> 00:29:36,822 - Please, untie him! - I'm sorry, I can't. 550 00:29:36,824 --> 00:29:38,759 He'll pull off his mask and IV. Grace? 551 00:29:38,761 --> 00:29:40,284 We should step outside. 552 00:29:40,286 --> 00:29:42,595 No, no, no. I'm not leaving. He's my son. 553 00:29:44,664 --> 00:29:48,367 Anything you can tell us is crucial to us helping him. 554 00:29:48,369 --> 00:29:51,976 Look, I was with him this morning, I don't understand. 555 00:29:51,978 --> 00:29:55,941 - And how did he seem this morning? - Fine. He had a midterm, 556 00:29:55,943 --> 00:29:57,743 so he barely slept, but that's normal. 557 00:29:57,745 --> 00:30:00,279 And is he taking any prescribed medication or... ? 558 00:30:00,281 --> 00:30:02,414 He doesn't do drugs if that's what you're thinking. 559 00:30:02,416 --> 00:30:05,351 The only thing he'll take is Tylenol and aspirin. 560 00:30:05,353 --> 00:30:07,353 Did he take aspirin today? 561 00:30:07,355 --> 00:30:10,055 Yes, he did. And last night. 562 00:30:10,057 --> 00:30:11,924 Do you know why he's taking the aspirin? 563 00:30:11,926 --> 00:30:13,768 He's been hunched 564 00:30:13,770 --> 00:30:16,095 over his books studying. His neck was killing him. 565 00:30:16,097 --> 00:30:18,531 Oh! Oh! Oh! 566 00:30:18,533 --> 00:30:21,710 - Doctor? - Oh! Oh! Oh! 567 00:30:21,712 --> 00:30:24,203 Devon hasn't had a fever, but he's been taking aspirin 568 00:30:24,205 --> 00:30:27,873 for his neck. He had neck pain before the accident. 569 00:30:27,875 --> 00:30:30,336 Prep a lumbar puncture for meningitis. 570 00:30:30,338 --> 00:30:34,079 We've got to move on this. Come on! 571 00:30:34,081 --> 00:30:36,283 Mrs. Barkley, let's step outside. 572 00:30:51,632 --> 00:30:53,133 Stop! 573 00:30:54,936 --> 00:30:56,669 I want the surgery. 574 00:30:56,671 --> 00:30:58,404 What? 575 00:30:58,406 --> 00:31:00,307 So you don't want this? 576 00:31:01,776 --> 00:31:03,610 I don't want it. 577 00:31:08,416 --> 00:31:10,482 Finish your drinks, we're closed. 578 00:31:14,632 --> 00:31:17,256 Jesus fish. Are you Christian? 579 00:31:17,258 --> 00:31:19,191 Oh! No, it's just... 580 00:31:19,193 --> 00:31:21,694 it's a dumb tattoo I got as a drunk dare. 581 00:31:21,696 --> 00:31:23,696 I hate that it's on my body. 582 00:31:23,698 --> 00:31:25,574 So tattoo over it. 583 00:31:25,576 --> 00:31:27,766 With what? A fishbowl? 584 00:31:27,768 --> 00:31:30,202 Yes. Make the fish black 585 00:31:30,204 --> 00:31:32,204 to cover the cross and give it 586 00:31:32,206 --> 00:31:35,174 a tiny fish friend in the corner. X would do it. 587 00:31:35,176 --> 00:31:37,943 They're really good. Do a stick and poke. 588 00:31:37,945 --> 00:31:39,878 Oh wait, you mean, like tattoo it now? 589 00:31:39,880 --> 00:31:42,615 - How long have you had it? - I got it at 15. 590 00:31:42,617 --> 00:31:45,017 You said you hate it on your body, 591 00:31:45,019 --> 00:31:47,339 anything's better than that. 592 00:31:49,023 --> 00:31:52,224 This used to be an E for Ebony. 593 00:31:52,226 --> 00:31:54,226 ? Stay with me ? 594 00:31:54,228 --> 00:31:56,061 - ? Stay with me ? - Doors are locked, 595 00:31:56,063 --> 00:31:58,330 just the good ones left. 596 00:31:58,332 --> 00:32:01,211 What are we cheersing to? 597 00:32:01,213 --> 00:32:03,569 ? You can be my little lullaby ? 598 00:32:03,571 --> 00:32:07,006 - To fish poles. - She wants a stick and poke. 599 00:32:11,078 --> 00:32:12,945 Since you weren't planning on a sleepover, 600 00:32:12,947 --> 00:32:14,847 these at least cover the essentials. 601 00:32:14,849 --> 00:32:16,815 I was once vomited on by a patient, 602 00:32:16,817 --> 00:32:19,185 so I come prepared. 603 00:32:24,025 --> 00:32:27,660 That's my mom's laugh. 604 00:32:27,662 --> 00:32:29,695 Or mine I guess. 605 00:32:29,697 --> 00:32:31,697 It's been a while. 606 00:32:31,699 --> 00:32:35,034 You are so much more likeable when you talk. 607 00:32:37,171 --> 00:32:39,204 No, honestly, you should keep doing it. 608 00:32:39,206 --> 00:32:42,775 Really. You have a great laugh. 609 00:32:42,777 --> 00:32:45,811 If there's a chance to sing 610 00:32:45,813 --> 00:32:48,681 and laugh too, that's the sweet spot. 611 00:32:48,683 --> 00:32:51,417 I know I might never sing 612 00:32:51,419 --> 00:32:53,619 after tomorrow, 613 00:32:53,621 --> 00:32:55,655 like actual singing... 614 00:32:59,660 --> 00:33:02,462 ... but I don't want to be that spinning ballerina. 615 00:33:15,142 --> 00:33:18,243 - Oh, mom... - Dev, baby, I'm here. 616 00:33:18,245 --> 00:33:20,480 Everything's gonna be okay. 617 00:33:28,556 --> 00:33:30,956 Just look at your son. 618 00:33:30,958 --> 00:33:33,192 Look at your son. There's nothing else but him. 619 00:34:59,858 --> 00:35:01,481 How about this one? 620 00:35:01,483 --> 00:35:03,006 - Hmm... - No, this... 621 00:35:03,008 --> 00:35:04,675 Try this one. 622 00:35:08,193 --> 00:35:09,949 - How does it look? - That's the one! 623 00:35:09,951 --> 00:35:12,012 - Yeah? - Yeah. 624 00:35:12,014 --> 00:35:14,181 I'll get the ink. 625 00:35:14,183 --> 00:35:16,150 ? Wish I could call you in the morning but I can't ? 626 00:35:16,152 --> 00:35:18,819 Um, actually, I can't do this. I'm sorry. 627 00:35:18,821 --> 00:35:21,164 - I, uh... - Hey, you okay? 628 00:35:21,166 --> 00:35:22,166 Yeah. 629 00:35:27,697 --> 00:35:30,664 It wasn't a drunk dare. 630 00:35:30,666 --> 00:35:33,434 I mean, I used to, um... 631 00:35:33,436 --> 00:35:35,502 talk to God 632 00:35:35,504 --> 00:35:38,172 and Jesus in my head all day long. 633 00:35:38,174 --> 00:35:40,607 Every day, every decision. 634 00:35:40,609 --> 00:35:43,644 It didn't... didn't really feel religious, you know? 635 00:35:43,646 --> 00:35:46,313 Until it did. 636 00:35:46,315 --> 00:35:48,316 I got gay. 637 00:35:50,052 --> 00:35:53,053 I hated the hate, 638 00:35:53,055 --> 00:35:56,056 but that deeper sense of meaning 639 00:35:56,058 --> 00:35:58,493 how do you replace that? 640 00:36:00,830 --> 00:36:03,597 Where's Phillis? 641 00:36:03,599 --> 00:36:06,600 ? Wish I could tell you that I love you but I can't ? 642 00:36:06,602 --> 00:36:10,685 So yeah, that's... that's why no fishbowl. 643 00:36:10,687 --> 00:36:12,606 ? Wish I could tell you that I miss you but I can't ? 644 00:36:12,608 --> 00:36:14,408 Oh, it's too bad because... 645 00:36:14,410 --> 00:36:17,154 you're really good at making a joke out of everything else. 646 00:36:17,156 --> 00:36:19,279 I know. 647 00:36:19,281 --> 00:36:21,248 Believe me, I know. 648 00:36:21,250 --> 00:36:23,250 - ? This is not love ? - ? Wish I could tell you ? 649 00:36:23,252 --> 00:36:24,985 ? That I love you but I can't ? 650 00:36:24,987 --> 00:36:26,987 ? Wish I could call you in the morning but I can't ? 651 00:36:26,989 --> 00:36:30,024 ? Wish I could tell you that I miss you but I can't ? 652 00:36:42,304 --> 00:36:45,572 I don't date people I work with. 653 00:36:45,574 --> 00:36:48,943 Cool, I'll quit. 654 00:36:50,813 --> 00:36:52,747 I'll see you later, okay? 655 00:36:54,450 --> 00:36:57,179 ? You know what I want You know what I like ? 656 00:36:57,181 --> 00:36:59,853 ? Don't need to pretend we'll be happy in the end ? 657 00:36:59,855 --> 00:37:02,656 ? No more lies, no more lies ? 658 00:37:02,658 --> 00:37:04,359 Grace? 659 00:37:08,431 --> 00:37:10,498 I'm glad you came in, Grace. 660 00:37:12,201 --> 00:37:15,402 I'm Dr. Niven, but you can call me Rori. 661 00:37:15,404 --> 00:37:18,272 Hmm... What, no couch to sit on? 662 00:37:18,274 --> 00:37:20,541 It's still a hospital, we can't get too comfortable. 663 00:37:22,912 --> 00:37:25,779 Let me start with this is a safe place. 664 00:37:25,781 --> 00:37:29,448 I'm employed by the hospital, but I work for you. 665 00:37:29,450 --> 00:37:31,451 Everything said here is confidential. 666 00:37:33,089 --> 00:37:36,990 Earlier tonight, can you tell me what happened? 667 00:37:36,992 --> 00:37:39,126 Honestly, I really feel fine. 668 00:37:39,128 --> 00:37:41,495 I wrote a report on what happened. 669 00:37:41,497 --> 00:37:43,986 Sometimes, talking about it unlocks feelings 670 00:37:43,988 --> 00:37:45,667 that we didn't know were there. 671 00:37:47,236 --> 00:37:49,336 I don't know what to say. 672 00:37:49,338 --> 00:37:52,940 We don't have to talk about anything tonight, 673 00:37:52,942 --> 00:37:55,442 but I would love to get to a point 674 00:37:55,444 --> 00:37:57,846 where I can support you. 675 00:38:03,794 --> 00:38:06,952 So, you worked your first year at the General 676 00:38:06,954 --> 00:38:08,822 in a really high-stress environment. 677 00:38:08,824 --> 00:38:11,541 You made one mistake, and Dr. Hamilton let you go? 678 00:38:11,543 --> 00:38:13,173 What does that have to do with tonight? 679 00:38:13,175 --> 00:38:15,701 A sick patient accidentally hit me. 680 00:38:15,703 --> 00:38:18,065 I was scared, and then Security showed up. I got up, 681 00:38:18,067 --> 00:38:19,933 and everyone made a really big deal about it. 682 00:38:19,935 --> 00:38:21,835 - Is it not a big deal? - No! 683 00:38:21,837 --> 00:38:23,904 It's not. 684 00:38:23,906 --> 00:38:26,778 It's the job. And if I was somebody who couldn't handle it, 685 00:38:26,780 --> 00:38:28,475 I would have changed careers. Okay? 686 00:38:28,477 --> 00:38:31,178 Nurses take crap from patients, 687 00:38:31,180 --> 00:38:33,180 they take crap from doctors, and then we make it 688 00:38:33,182 --> 00:38:35,182 about the patient because that's what matters. 689 00:38:35,184 --> 00:38:38,418 Doesn't it all matter? 690 00:38:38,420 --> 00:38:42,022 The patient? The doctors? 691 00:38:42,024 --> 00:38:45,827 You, don't you matter? 692 00:38:47,930 --> 00:38:51,231 I know how to do this job. 693 00:38:51,233 --> 00:38:53,067 I'm good at it. 694 00:38:55,070 --> 00:38:57,105 Okay, are we done? 695 00:38:59,008 --> 00:39:01,542 Are we done? 696 00:39:08,517 --> 00:39:10,017 Hey, you. 697 00:39:10,019 --> 00:39:12,843 I just got back from dropping Sonia at the airport. 698 00:39:12,845 --> 00:39:15,001 Ah, it's why you're up so early. 699 00:39:15,003 --> 00:39:16,657 So, what's this crazy news? 700 00:39:16,659 --> 00:39:19,107 Well, we are about to see a whole lot more of each other. 701 00:39:19,109 --> 00:39:21,290 The Ministry just approved the Toronto hospital merger. 702 00:39:21,292 --> 00:39:23,997 We're merging hospitals? 703 00:39:23,999 --> 00:39:26,645 Saint Mary's, Sunny Heights, City General 704 00:39:26,647 --> 00:39:28,335 all under one corporate entity. 705 00:39:28,337 --> 00:39:30,504 What does that mean for staff? 706 00:39:30,506 --> 00:39:32,372 Surgeons? 707 00:39:32,374 --> 00:39:35,559 I don't know. I guess it's just still figuring itself out. 708 00:39:35,561 --> 00:39:37,228 But we announce next week. 709 00:39:37,230 --> 00:39:39,379 Ohhh, it's Sonia, I should get this. 710 00:39:39,381 --> 00:39:42,450 - I'll call you later. - No, I'll be asleep, don't... 711 00:39:55,331 --> 00:39:58,932 There's a hospital merger? 712 00:39:58,934 --> 00:40:01,001 I wasn't intending to eavesdrop, 713 00:40:01,003 --> 00:40:03,270 I was gonna say something, but then you were like, 714 00:40:03,272 --> 00:40:06,274 "What's the crazy news?" So... 715 00:40:08,077 --> 00:40:10,944 Yeah. 716 00:40:10,946 --> 00:40:14,414 St. Mary's, Sunny Heights and the General. 717 00:40:14,416 --> 00:40:16,751 My friend is their lawyer. 718 00:40:18,254 --> 00:40:20,554 I can't see how that's a bad thing. 719 00:40:20,556 --> 00:40:23,190 I also can't say that that's a good thing. 720 00:40:23,192 --> 00:40:25,727 I literally know nothing about hospital mergers. 721 00:40:38,507 --> 00:40:42,242 We're told not to bring our work home with us. 722 00:40:42,244 --> 00:40:45,779 Nor to bring our home to work with us. 723 00:40:52,121 --> 00:40:54,154 We're told that we have to set 724 00:40:54,156 --> 00:40:56,556 our own turbulent world aside for the day, 725 00:40:56,558 --> 00:40:59,660 place it on a shelf with all of our worries and fears, 726 00:40:59,662 --> 00:41:02,262 pick it up and dust if off when we get home 727 00:41:02,264 --> 00:41:04,398 after a long shift. 728 00:41:26,322 --> 00:41:28,388 We're told our private life 729 00:41:28,390 --> 00:41:30,357 shouldn't affect the care we give. 730 00:41:44,473 --> 00:41:46,707 But who we are, 731 00:41:46,709 --> 00:41:50,644 where we come from, this is how we care. 732 00:41:50,646 --> 00:41:54,414 The impossible conundrum of caring for others 733 00:41:54,416 --> 00:41:56,783 when we don't have the first clue 734 00:41:56,785 --> 00:41:59,453 how to care for ourselves. 735 00:42:07,717 --> 00:42:11,520 Watch an all new Nurses, next Monday on Global.