1 00:00:00,146 --> 00:00:04,246 *CREDITS* 2 00:00:05,170 --> 00:00:08,330 Suppose I'm lucky you've still got time for backgammon. 3 00:00:08,369 --> 00:00:09,934 Well, who knows how long before 4 00:00:09,959 --> 00:00:11,650 your evenings are filled with... 5 00:00:11,689 --> 00:00:12,689 other activities. 6 00:00:20,850 --> 00:00:25,130 Your mortal soul...or filling a space on the parish council? 7 00:00:25,170 --> 00:00:27,770 You can have my soul first. 8 00:00:29,610 --> 00:00:31,409 What?! Bloody hell! 9 00:00:31,450 --> 00:00:33,017 Hey, come on, Geordie. It's just 10 00:00:33,042 --> 00:00:34,730 a bit of fun. OK? Rag week stuff. 11 00:00:34,770 --> 00:00:37,289 Cos there was that fella who did the... 12 00:00:37,329 --> 00:00:39,929 - Yeah. - One law for the rich. 13 00:00:39,969 --> 00:00:42,130 Oh, and how do you know he's rich? The clothes? 14 00:00:42,170 --> 00:00:43,810 One law for the clever. 15 00:00:47,929 --> 00:00:51,690 The aliens are coming! Aliens! 16 00:01:02,090 --> 00:01:03,970 Where's your lovely ring? 17 00:01:04,009 --> 00:01:05,649 Gone to a better home. 18 00:01:05,690 --> 00:01:08,130 There can't be a better home than yours, Mrs C. 19 00:01:09,530 --> 00:01:13,729 Is this about the incident? The brick through the window? 20 00:01:13,770 --> 00:01:15,369 I'll thank you not to talk about it. 21 00:01:15,410 --> 00:01:18,410 It wasn't a judgment from God. 22 00:01:18,449 --> 00:01:21,050 It was a horrible violation. 23 00:01:21,089 --> 00:01:22,490 After something like that, 24 00:01:22,530 --> 00:01:25,289 it's all the more important you look after yourself. 25 00:01:25,330 --> 00:01:27,250 Give yourself a treat. 26 00:01:27,289 --> 00:01:30,449 "I pray that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, 27 00:01:30,490 --> 00:01:33,250 "with shamefacedness and sobriety, 28 00:01:33,289 --> 00:01:35,530 "not costly array." 29 00:01:35,569 --> 00:01:39,490 Sometimes, I wish St Paul hadn't written quite so many letters! 30 00:01:39,530 --> 00:01:43,890 And don't you think God just wants us to be happy? 31 00:01:43,929 --> 00:01:46,449 God wants us to be good Christians. 32 00:01:46,490 --> 00:01:48,332 Where on earth does it say in the Bible 33 00:01:48,357 --> 00:01:49,554 he wants us to be happy? 34 00:01:59,569 --> 00:02:00,929 I'm impressed. 35 00:02:00,970 --> 00:02:03,490 I'm not very impressed with myself. 36 00:02:03,530 --> 00:02:05,130 Only you would think that. 37 00:02:05,169 --> 00:02:07,649 Oh, I bet the bishop would if he knew about it. 38 00:02:09,049 --> 00:02:10,690 I can't keep leaning on you, Vic. 39 00:02:10,729 --> 00:02:14,729 Who else you got? Well, apart from the big fella upstairs. 40 00:02:14,769 --> 00:02:18,449 I was with Ellie. Nearly let myself down. 41 00:02:18,489 --> 00:02:20,489 Come on, Will, you're only human! 42 00:02:20,530 --> 00:02:23,009 - I have to be better than that. - You are better than that! 43 00:02:23,049 --> 00:02:25,289 "Nearly let yourself down," you said. 44 00:02:25,329 --> 00:02:27,690 So, rather than giving yourself a hard time, 45 00:02:27,729 --> 00:02:29,410 give yourself a pat on the back. 46 00:02:29,449 --> 00:02:31,810 And a good stretch wouldn't go amiss either. 47 00:02:31,850 --> 00:02:34,930 Ooh! Another cheerful face 48 00:02:36,650 --> 00:02:38,850 They've found a body on the fens. 49 00:02:39,930 --> 00:02:41,930 He's naked. 50 00:02:50,930 --> 00:02:52,930 It's him. 51 00:02:55,130 --> 00:02:57,370 "A bit of fun"? 52 00:03:02,329 --> 00:03:06,210 You print that, I'll make sure you never get a story again. 53 00:03:06,250 --> 00:03:08,250 What have you got for me then? 54 00:03:08,289 --> 00:03:10,530 - What do you want? - Cause of death? 55 00:03:10,569 --> 00:03:11,631 As it rained half the night 56 00:03:11,656 --> 00:03:12,850 and he's stark-bollock naked, 57 00:03:12,889 --> 00:03:14,850 I'd say exposure was a pretty good guess. 58 00:03:14,889 --> 00:03:16,810 So off you trot. 59 00:03:16,850 --> 00:03:18,169 Well? 60 00:03:19,410 --> 00:03:20,489 Got a name? 61 00:03:22,169 --> 00:03:24,370 I was just about to check the tags on his socks 62 00:03:24,410 --> 00:03:26,357 I got a story yesterday about a student 63 00:03:26,382 --> 00:03:27,769 running naked through town, 64 00:03:27,810 --> 00:03:30,370 shouting that aliens had landed. 65 00:03:30,410 --> 00:03:32,530 Put this in your paper... 66 00:03:32,569 --> 00:03:36,370 "The aliens are helping police with their investigation." 67 00:03:36,410 --> 00:03:38,289 My source also gave me a name. 68 00:03:39,329 --> 00:03:41,690 - That's enough. Let's move on. - All right. 69 00:03:41,729 --> 00:03:43,609 All right. 70 00:03:43,650 --> 00:03:44,807 Give me the name and 71 00:03:44,832 --> 00:03:47,410 this one'll fill you in later over a pint. 72 00:03:47,449 --> 00:03:51,650 Supper. At the vicarage. Nice and cosy. 73 00:03:51,690 --> 00:03:53,569 I can't. We have evensong. 74 00:03:53,609 --> 00:03:55,729 You have to eat, don't you? 75 00:03:55,769 --> 00:03:58,650 And she only really comes alive after sunset. 76 00:04:01,850 --> 00:04:04,690 Chris Hartley, Trinity Hall. 77 00:04:04,729 --> 00:04:08,210 So, when you were a student, you were naked all the time, were you? 78 00:04:08,250 --> 00:04:11,210 Just high days and holidays. 79 00:04:11,250 --> 00:04:14,650 Will the Conqueror. Good job our paths didn't cross back then. 80 00:04:16,900 --> 00:04:18,849 _ 81 00:04:18,850 --> 00:04:20,330 Bloody Ellie. 82 00:04:25,049 --> 00:04:27,689 - God, what a mess. - Did he do this? 83 00:04:29,249 --> 00:04:31,530 Well, the bedder said the bed was unslept in. 84 00:04:31,570 --> 00:04:34,369 She didn't say the place had been turned over! 85 00:04:34,410 --> 00:04:35,839 So, someone's been here since. 86 00:04:35,864 --> 00:04:37,410 What were they looking for? 87 00:04:37,450 --> 00:04:39,090 Well, if they found it easily, 88 00:04:39,129 --> 00:04:41,650 they wouldn't have had to make such a mess. 89 00:04:53,729 --> 00:04:55,890 You said you wanted anything from the postmortem? 90 00:04:55,929 --> 00:04:57,929 - Mm. - Only...there isn't anything. 91 00:04:57,970 --> 00:04:59,970 No alcohol in his system. 92 00:05:03,090 --> 00:05:05,650 Well, last movements... 93 00:05:05,689 --> 00:05:07,809 Who's "M.L."? 94 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:10,049 Get a list of names of people at the college. 95 00:05:10,090 --> 00:05:11,090 Guv. 96 00:05:12,890 --> 00:05:14,410 What? 97 00:05:14,450 --> 00:05:15,809 It could be Master's Lodge. 98 00:05:15,850 --> 00:05:18,890 Now, why didn't you think of that, hmm? 99 00:05:18,929 --> 00:05:20,330 Come on. 100 00:05:21,929 --> 00:05:24,850 Obviously we want to help in whatever way we can. 101 00:05:26,090 --> 00:05:28,289 It's not him, is it? It's not Chris? 102 00:05:29,530 --> 00:05:31,970 My wife, Dr Munroe. 103 00:05:32,010 --> 00:05:35,049 Dr Munroe. I'm afraid it is. 104 00:05:36,530 --> 00:05:38,890 - Judy, go and have a lie down. - How can I?! 105 00:05:38,929 --> 00:05:41,169 - Please. - Before you do... 106 00:05:41,210 --> 00:05:44,609 Could I ask if Chris saw either of you here yesterday? 107 00:05:44,650 --> 00:05:47,770 I was expecting him, but he didn't show up. 108 00:05:47,809 --> 00:05:50,609 Oh. What was the purpose of his visit? 109 00:05:50,650 --> 00:05:52,570 My wife is a Fellow in Psychology at Girton. 110 00:05:52,609 --> 00:05:54,770 Chris Hartley was studying psychology. 111 00:05:54,809 --> 00:05:57,970 Chris asked my advice on essays and life and... 112 00:05:58,010 --> 00:06:00,249 Oh, God, his father, he's visiting, he won't know yet. 113 00:06:00,289 --> 00:06:02,890 - Douglas, this is all my fault... - Judy! 114 00:06:02,929 --> 00:06:05,729 I should have done more to talk him out of it. He trusted me. 115 00:06:05,770 --> 00:06:08,169 - Talk him out of what? - My wife is distressed. 116 00:06:08,210 --> 00:06:10,489 - I must insist... - You said you wanted to help. 117 00:06:10,530 --> 00:06:12,049 Talk him out of what? 118 00:06:13,530 --> 00:06:16,090 - Adler's trial. - Which is? 119 00:06:16,129 --> 00:06:20,689 Martin Adler is Professor of Experimental Psychology 120 00:06:20,729 --> 00:06:22,450 and esteemed Fellow of this college. 121 00:06:22,489 --> 00:06:26,489 Esteemed?! Look what that esteem has done for Chris Hartley. 122 00:06:26,530 --> 00:06:29,570 Chris is on a trial Professor Adler is running, 123 00:06:29,609 --> 00:06:33,330 studying the effects of a new chemical on psychotherapy. 124 00:06:33,369 --> 00:06:35,330 It's extremely dangerous, a psychotomimetic. 125 00:06:35,369 --> 00:06:39,010 Imagine I didn't go to Cambridge... 126 00:06:39,049 --> 00:06:44,129 It works by replicating the effects of psychosis. 127 00:06:44,169 --> 00:06:45,570 It makes people mad. 128 00:06:46,850 --> 00:06:48,352 A chemical that makes people mad. 129 00:06:48,377 --> 00:06:49,809 That's just what the world needs 130 00:06:49,850 --> 00:06:54,369 Lysergic acid diethylamide. LSD for short. 131 00:06:58,369 --> 00:07:01,410 A father should never have to do this. 132 00:07:05,010 --> 00:07:06,570 I don't understand. 133 00:07:06,609 --> 00:07:10,169 What was he doing out in that state? 134 00:07:11,609 --> 00:07:13,729 He's such a timid lad. 135 00:07:15,090 --> 00:07:17,049 We have an avenue of enquiry. 136 00:07:19,010 --> 00:07:21,609 Mr Hartley... 137 00:07:21,650 --> 00:07:24,609 Was there any particular reason you decided to visit Chris this week? 138 00:07:25,650 --> 00:07:27,169 I'm on my own. 139 00:07:28,770 --> 00:07:31,850 He's all I've got. 140 00:07:31,890 --> 00:07:35,369 It's just him...and me. 141 00:07:43,820 --> 00:07:48,579 LSD is a miracle of modern science. 142 00:07:48,620 --> 00:07:52,860 It helps the analysand remember things they've shut away 143 00:07:52,899 --> 00:07:56,899 and gain insights they might not achieve with years of therapy. 144 00:07:56,940 --> 00:07:59,779 That's not how Dr Munroe describes it. 145 00:07:59,820 --> 00:08:02,300 Ah, well, the Master's wife is limited in her thinking 146 00:08:02,339 --> 00:08:04,219 and perhaps more than a little irritated 147 00:08:04,260 --> 00:08:07,940 that I got funding for my research and she didn't. 148 00:08:07,979 --> 00:08:10,740 - It's a psycho... - Psychotomimetic. 149 00:08:10,779 --> 00:08:12,060 It drives people mad. 150 00:08:12,099 --> 00:08:16,300 I've used LSD on myself to no ill effects. Quite the opposite. It's... 151 00:08:17,539 --> 00:08:19,300 It's God in a bottle. 152 00:08:19,339 --> 00:08:21,820 All those things men used to look to religion for, 153 00:08:21,860 --> 00:08:23,935 we can now understand and cure with 154 00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:25,779 psychotherapy and psychedelics. 155 00:08:25,820 --> 00:08:28,979 Christianity isn't just a tool to make you feel better. 156 00:08:29,020 --> 00:08:30,180 It's the truth. 157 00:08:30,219 --> 00:08:32,579 You might want to talk to someone about that. 158 00:08:32,619 --> 00:08:35,180 I could recommend a very good psychotherapist. 159 00:08:36,700 --> 00:08:38,420 Maybe for you, it's God in a bottle, 160 00:08:38,459 --> 00:08:41,020 but for Chris Hartley, it was delusions and death. 161 00:08:41,060 --> 00:08:42,979 That could never have been LSD. 162 00:08:43,004 --> 00:08:45,579 My research requires just tiny amounts. 163 00:08:45,619 --> 00:08:50,099 My subjects leave as sober, as normal as your or I. 164 00:08:50,140 --> 00:08:51,420 Yes? 165 00:08:52,780 --> 00:08:55,940 Ah, Remi! I'll be five minutes... Actually, no, no, come in. Come in. 166 00:08:55,979 --> 00:08:58,180 Remi here, he's on the trial. 167 00:08:58,219 --> 00:09:02,459 Remi, could you explain to my visitors? Does LSD make you mad? 168 00:09:02,499 --> 00:09:04,339 Mad?! 169 00:09:04,379 --> 00:09:07,420 It makes me feel at peace. One with the world. 170 00:09:07,459 --> 00:09:09,579 And afterwards? 171 00:09:09,619 --> 00:09:15,979 Afterwards, you feel like your old self, only with more insight. 172 00:09:16,020 --> 00:09:18,219 You heard about Chris Hartley? 173 00:09:18,259 --> 00:09:20,660 Abducted by aliens. 174 00:09:20,700 --> 00:09:23,420 He ran out to the fens naked and now he's dead. 175 00:09:23,459 --> 00:09:25,219 Any idea why? 176 00:09:30,739 --> 00:09:32,940 Thank you, Remi. Five minutes. 177 00:09:36,219 --> 00:09:38,579 You said you just administer tiny drops. 178 00:09:39,700 --> 00:09:41,660 Is it possible Chris had more than he should? 179 00:09:41,700 --> 00:09:44,420 I keep it under lock and key. 180 00:09:56,540 --> 00:09:58,780 Exactly as it was yesterday morning. 181 00:10:00,140 --> 00:10:01,900 Where do you get it from? 182 00:10:05,300 --> 00:10:07,459 - Lovely! - Hi. 183 00:10:07,499 --> 00:10:09,339 Enjoy your plate! 184 00:10:09,379 --> 00:10:11,979 Mum, what are you doing? 185 00:10:12,020 --> 00:10:15,379 You can't sell this stuff, it's precious! 186 00:10:15,420 --> 00:10:17,660 I can hardly run the house on the pittance 187 00:10:17,700 --> 00:10:19,140 you and Geordie put in the pot! 188 00:10:19,180 --> 00:10:23,379 And you need to get rid of junk, so, two birds, one stone! 189 00:10:23,420 --> 00:10:25,940 Take it all back inside before Geordie sees it. 190 00:10:25,979 --> 00:10:27,420 You know your problem, Cathy? 191 00:10:27,459 --> 00:10:29,780 You've never known a good thing when you see it. 192 00:10:29,820 --> 00:10:32,739 Whereas old rubbish, you think is marvellous! 193 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:36,499 Oh! Now look what you've made me do! 194 00:10:36,540 --> 00:10:39,459 I'm only making it to Professor Adler's demand. 195 00:10:39,499 --> 00:10:42,619 We're not storing gallons of the stuff. 196 00:10:42,660 --> 00:10:44,540 Is it complicated? 197 00:10:46,420 --> 00:10:48,579 Could someone make it in their kitchen? 198 00:10:48,619 --> 00:10:50,859 If they had first-rate lab equipment 199 00:10:50,900 --> 00:10:54,180 and a doctorate in Organic Chemistry. 200 00:10:54,219 --> 00:10:57,180 I'm pretty sure we're the only people in England making this. 201 00:10:57,219 --> 00:10:59,579 - Just going for a cigarette. - Thank you. 202 00:11:03,259 --> 00:11:04,940 You're a friend of Remi's? 203 00:11:06,180 --> 00:11:08,900 No. Who's Remi? 204 00:11:08,940 --> 00:11:11,060 You row in the same boat. 205 00:11:13,499 --> 00:11:15,459 What's your name, son? 206 00:11:15,499 --> 00:11:16,700 Peter Soosai. 207 00:11:16,739 --> 00:11:19,900 Well, Peter, Remi's told us everything. 208 00:11:19,940 --> 00:11:22,859 So don't make it worse for yourself by lying. 209 00:11:22,900 --> 00:11:25,219 Tell us about the LSD. 210 00:11:25,259 --> 00:11:28,820 He wanted his own supply. Gave me five pounds to make it. 211 00:11:28,859 --> 00:11:32,339 Who am I to stand in the way of a fellow student's research? 212 00:11:34,420 --> 00:11:37,180 We wanted to try the acid with each other. 213 00:11:37,219 --> 00:11:39,060 Not in Adler's study. 214 00:11:39,099 --> 00:11:41,219 A shared experience. 215 00:11:41,259 --> 00:11:43,219 This is a university education? 216 00:11:43,259 --> 00:11:44,579 Go on. 217 00:11:44,619 --> 00:11:47,180 We were going to do it this weekend. 218 00:11:48,619 --> 00:11:53,459 But, after I heard about Chris running around the town naked... 219 00:11:53,499 --> 00:11:57,180 I went and looked for the vial under his bed. 220 00:11:57,219 --> 00:11:58,499 And, did you find it? 221 00:11:58,540 --> 00:12:00,140 It wasn't there. 222 00:12:00,180 --> 00:12:02,339 - I looked everywhere. - We noticed 223 00:12:02,379 --> 00:12:04,900 Getting the scholarship to study here... 224 00:12:05,940 --> 00:12:09,780 ..it's the best thing that's ever happened to me and my family. 225 00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:12,259 If I got sent down... 226 00:12:12,300 --> 00:12:14,540 I thought if I could just get the vial back... 227 00:12:14,579 --> 00:12:16,579 Am I in trouble? 228 00:12:18,140 --> 00:12:21,459 Thing is, Remi, and it pains me to say this... 229 00:12:21,499 --> 00:12:25,180 apart from briefly obstructing my investigation... 230 00:12:25,219 --> 00:12:26,259 no. 231 00:12:26,300 --> 00:12:28,020 You haven't done anything illegal. 232 00:12:42,859 --> 00:12:45,700 "Gladness and joy will overtake them 233 00:12:45,739 --> 00:12:49,219 "and sorrow and sighing will flee away." 234 00:12:50,300 --> 00:12:53,300 That's the Jews, getting to Israel. 235 00:12:53,339 --> 00:12:55,499 What the dickens has that got to do with us? 236 00:12:57,700 --> 00:13:02,140 No, no, Mum's fine! 237 00:13:02,180 --> 00:13:05,300 Yeah, it's been wonderful having her, actually. 238 00:13:05,339 --> 00:13:07,499 It's just we're bursting at the seams 239 00:13:07,540 --> 00:13:09,259 and I think she feels in the way. 240 00:13:10,660 --> 00:13:13,619 I tried Jeannie. She already said no. 241 00:13:15,020 --> 00:13:16,900 And Barbara. 242 00:13:16,940 --> 00:13:19,099 Margie, please! 243 00:13:29,060 --> 00:13:32,979 Sad as I am not to throw the book at that smug Professor Adler... 244 00:13:34,339 --> 00:13:36,140 ..I think everyone's off the hook. 245 00:13:37,739 --> 00:13:38,739 Mm. 246 00:13:40,099 --> 00:13:41,739 Except for us, maybe. 247 00:13:41,780 --> 00:13:44,619 Timid. That's what his dad called him. 248 00:13:44,660 --> 00:13:48,619 Now, why would a timid boy down a whole vial of a psychedelic? 249 00:13:49,820 --> 00:13:51,379 To get over his timidity? 250 00:13:51,420 --> 00:13:53,099 Do you know this? 251 00:13:53,140 --> 00:13:55,300 I'm still halfway through From Russia With Love. 252 00:13:55,339 --> 00:13:58,020 It's Aldous Huxley's account of his experience with mescaline. 253 00:13:59,300 --> 00:14:02,420 A cactus derivative with mind-altering properties. 254 00:14:02,459 --> 00:14:04,420 Why don't I write a book? 255 00:14:04,459 --> 00:14:07,099 "What it feels like after drinking five pints." 256 00:14:07,140 --> 00:14:09,379 Look at Chris's notes. 257 00:14:09,420 --> 00:14:11,579 They're all fearful. 258 00:14:11,619 --> 00:14:14,499 "How can he know he'll get back to normal? Is he mad?" 259 00:14:14,540 --> 00:14:17,060 Judy Munroe said Chris came to her for advice 260 00:14:17,099 --> 00:14:19,259 about whether he should even do the trial or not. 261 00:14:19,300 --> 00:14:22,339 He just...doesn't sound like the type to do it on his own. 262 00:14:22,379 --> 00:14:24,540 Maybe he wrote all this before he started 263 00:14:24,579 --> 00:14:26,540 and then he found he really liked it. 264 00:14:26,579 --> 00:14:28,820 That's how it works with drugs. 265 00:14:28,859 --> 00:14:29,859 You get hooked. 266 00:14:29,900 --> 00:14:32,780 Based on your vast experience with tobacco? 267 00:14:32,820 --> 00:14:35,499 - Mm. - OK, maybe he did, 268 00:14:35,540 --> 00:14:38,579 but don't you think we should at least ask the girlfriend? 269 00:14:41,660 --> 00:14:45,060 This is my doing. I'm to blame. 270 00:14:45,099 --> 00:14:47,259 He didn't want to do the trial. I talked him into it. 271 00:14:49,180 --> 00:14:50,979 You're on Adler's trial? 272 00:14:52,459 --> 00:14:54,420 And were you part of the merry band 273 00:14:54,459 --> 00:14:57,060 planning to have your own private party at the weekend? 274 00:14:59,459 --> 00:15:02,020 Do you know Remi's supply has gone missing? 275 00:15:02,060 --> 00:15:04,060 What? I don't understand. 276 00:15:04,099 --> 00:15:08,859 We think Chris took it and, well, took it. 277 00:15:08,900 --> 00:15:10,859 Chris? No. 278 00:15:10,900 --> 00:15:12,180 No, he wouldn't do that. 279 00:15:12,219 --> 00:15:15,339 He was scared about doing it outside the trial. 280 00:15:15,379 --> 00:15:17,660 Really? 281 00:15:17,700 --> 00:15:20,219 Are you sure he hadn't got the taste for it? 282 00:15:20,259 --> 00:15:22,315 He was getting a lot out of the work 283 00:15:22,340 --> 00:15:24,259 he was doing with Professor Adler, 284 00:15:24,300 --> 00:15:26,499 but it left him feeling fragile. 285 00:15:26,540 --> 00:15:28,700 He wasn't sure about mucking around. 286 00:15:28,739 --> 00:15:32,619 I told him it would be good for him. 287 00:15:34,099 --> 00:15:36,339 This LSD... 288 00:15:36,379 --> 00:15:37,739 How strong is the taste? 289 00:15:37,780 --> 00:15:39,499 It doesn't taste of anything. 290 00:15:45,780 --> 00:15:48,619 Helen! I'm so sorry. 291 00:15:51,300 --> 00:15:53,540 They think he could have been drugged. 292 00:15:53,579 --> 00:15:55,060 Who else knew you had the vial? 293 00:15:55,099 --> 00:15:57,339 Just the four of us. 294 00:15:57,379 --> 00:15:59,300 Chris, me, Helen and Peter. 295 00:15:59,339 --> 00:16:02,379 Peter didn't know where you were hiding it. He just supplied you. 296 00:16:02,420 --> 00:16:05,739 He's the expert. He told me how to store it. 297 00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:09,060 And he was going to take it with us. 298 00:16:09,099 --> 00:16:14,739 Peter wouldn't wish any harm to Chris, Remi, he wouldn't. 299 00:16:14,780 --> 00:16:17,459 He liked Helen. 300 00:16:17,499 --> 00:16:20,619 He wasn't happy that Chris had beat him to it. 301 00:16:20,660 --> 00:16:23,020 This is ridiculous. 302 00:16:23,060 --> 00:16:25,940 This whole thing! It's just... It's just too horrible. 303 00:16:25,979 --> 00:16:29,540 You said Chris would never have taken it by himself, 304 00:16:29,579 --> 00:16:33,300 which only leaves you two and Peter. 305 00:16:33,339 --> 00:16:35,180 What about the thing that Peter said 306 00:16:35,219 --> 00:16:37,140 after one of the sessions with Adler? 307 00:16:37,180 --> 00:16:39,780 - How is that relevant? - What did he say? 308 00:16:42,180 --> 00:16:44,300 He... 309 00:16:44,339 --> 00:16:47,300 He said that he'd seen the devil. 310 00:16:56,619 --> 00:16:58,099 Mum? 311 00:17:06,219 --> 00:17:09,100 - Ooh, something smells nice! - It's coq au vin. 312 00:17:09,140 --> 00:17:12,420 I'll get you a drink while you get changed. 313 00:17:12,459 --> 00:17:14,688 And borrow my panstick, see if you can 314 00:17:14,713 --> 00:17:16,459 do something about your eyes! 315 00:17:16,499 --> 00:17:18,059 Our guests are arriving shortly. 316 00:17:18,100 --> 00:17:19,979 What guests? 317 00:17:20,019 --> 00:17:22,140 Why did you lie about the LSD? 318 00:17:22,180 --> 00:17:25,100 I don't want Professor Evans knowing I'm sampling the produce. 319 00:17:25,140 --> 00:17:26,539 Where's the vial now? 320 00:17:26,580 --> 00:17:30,219 Wherever Chris tossed it, presumably. Selfish idiot. 321 00:17:30,259 --> 00:17:31,979 He's ruined everything for all of us now. 322 00:17:32,019 --> 00:17:33,819 You didn't like him much, did you? 323 00:17:33,860 --> 00:17:36,580 That because Helen wanted him and not you? 324 00:17:36,620 --> 00:17:38,059 Are you trying to pin this on me? 325 00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:41,100 - You had motive, opportunity... - And you're right. 326 00:17:41,140 --> 00:17:43,700 I had plenty of opportunity. I make the stuff. 327 00:17:43,739 --> 00:17:46,100 So, why would I need to steal it from Remi? 328 00:17:46,140 --> 00:17:49,259 Did you tell anyone else about the LSD? 329 00:17:49,299 --> 00:17:52,299 I'm not stupid. It's obvious. 330 00:17:52,340 --> 00:17:53,340 Chris took it. 331 00:17:53,380 --> 00:17:56,979 The consensus is that Chris was too cautious to take it on his own. 332 00:17:57,019 --> 00:18:00,620 I guess the consensus hasn't seen him blotto on beer! 333 00:18:00,660 --> 00:18:02,819 I don't know what was going on for Chris 334 00:18:02,860 --> 00:18:04,700 but he was craving a bit of oblivion. 335 00:18:21,769 --> 00:18:24,130 Oh, I thought that was you. 336 00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:25,769 I hope it's all right, me being here. 337 00:18:25,809 --> 00:18:27,650 Of course. 338 00:18:27,690 --> 00:18:31,529 There's something I just, um... I just can't quite grasp. 339 00:18:32,569 --> 00:18:34,489 Maybe I should let Adler give me a drop of LSD! 340 00:18:34,529 --> 00:18:36,529 Goodness! 341 00:18:36,569 --> 00:18:38,249 Don't do that, please. 342 00:18:39,729 --> 00:18:41,410 Did you know Chris? 343 00:18:41,450 --> 00:18:42,450 No. 344 00:18:43,850 --> 00:18:47,410 I only ask because grief...or guilt 345 00:18:47,450 --> 00:18:49,286 can make us look for some kind 346 00:18:49,311 --> 00:18:51,489 of explanation when there is none. 347 00:18:51,529 --> 00:18:54,450 I do feel guilty. 348 00:18:54,489 --> 00:18:56,969 I saw Chris running naked through the town. 349 00:18:57,009 --> 00:19:00,289 Inspector Keating wanted to arrest him. 350 00:19:00,330 --> 00:19:03,090 But I persuaded him to leave Chris to it. 351 00:19:04,170 --> 00:19:06,049 Really, you did nothing wrong. 352 00:19:07,529 --> 00:19:09,650 You were being kind. 353 00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:11,090 Thank you. 354 00:19:13,610 --> 00:19:15,729 It's a funny thing, guilt. 355 00:19:16,969 --> 00:19:18,569 It's often misplaced. 356 00:19:18,610 --> 00:19:20,930 We feel guilty about the little things 357 00:19:20,969 --> 00:19:23,370 because we can't face up to the big ones. 358 00:19:25,450 --> 00:19:28,209 - I killed my father. - Exactly. 359 00:19:30,370 --> 00:19:33,450 I didn't exactly plunge a knife into his heart, but, um... 360 00:19:33,489 --> 00:19:35,610 Well, it's complicated. 361 00:19:37,289 --> 00:19:39,049 It usually is. 362 00:19:40,330 --> 00:19:43,249 If you like, I could arrange for you to speak to someone? 363 00:19:43,289 --> 00:19:45,450 There's someone I speak to every day. 364 00:19:45,489 --> 00:19:47,249 Oh. 365 00:19:47,289 --> 00:19:48,729 God. 366 00:19:49,890 --> 00:19:53,529 Well, this wouldn't be instead of that. It could be as well as. 367 00:19:54,809 --> 00:19:57,890 Adler seems to think that belief in God is a mental disorder. 368 00:19:57,930 --> 00:20:01,330 Adler believes in God. It's just he believes he is God. 369 00:20:06,450 --> 00:20:08,370 How troubled was Chris? 370 00:20:10,529 --> 00:20:13,769 His mother walked out on him when he was young. 371 00:20:13,809 --> 00:20:17,850 I know he'd been quite upset recently, he'd had a trip home, 372 00:20:17,890 --> 00:20:20,569 and that's why his father's visiting. 373 00:20:21,610 --> 00:20:24,090 He should never have been on that trial. 374 00:20:24,130 --> 00:20:28,330 But is Adler feeling guilty? No, he is not. 375 00:20:32,249 --> 00:20:36,450 Here he is! Home is the sailor, home from the sea 376 00:20:36,489 --> 00:20:38,489 and the hunter home from the hill. 377 00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:41,249 What's going on? 378 00:20:41,289 --> 00:20:43,009 She's invited the Lawsons. 379 00:20:43,049 --> 00:20:46,650 The Lawsons? We haven't spoken to them in five years! 380 00:20:46,690 --> 00:20:48,850 I know. You go down the pub, I'll manage it. 381 00:20:48,890 --> 00:20:51,769 No! Don't want to waste a good meal. 382 00:20:51,809 --> 00:20:54,170 ..Esme and I were sisters, didn't he, Esme? 383 00:20:54,209 --> 00:20:56,090 I was lucky to have you there as chaperone! 384 00:20:56,130 --> 00:20:57,930 Blimey! How much did this cost? 385 00:20:57,969 --> 00:20:59,489 Oh, you must forgive my son-in-law. 386 00:20:59,529 --> 00:21:01,850 I'd say it was the strain of having four children 387 00:21:01,890 --> 00:21:04,569 but it was just the same at their wedding, if memory serves. 388 00:21:04,610 --> 00:21:06,370 As long as you're paying for this and all. 389 00:21:06,410 --> 00:21:08,569 - Do you speak Italian? - Er, no. 390 00:21:08,610 --> 00:21:09,529 Niente. 391 00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:13,090 I think one should if one wants to be truly cultured, 392 00:21:13,130 --> 00:21:15,610 now that the war's over and all that. 393 00:21:15,650 --> 00:21:18,209 Oh! Oh, I've just had the most marvellous idea! 394 00:21:18,249 --> 00:21:20,238 Let's ask the funny little man who 395 00:21:20,263 --> 00:21:22,170 sells the ice creams to teach us! 396 00:21:22,209 --> 00:21:24,850 Lessons for the whole street! 397 00:21:24,890 --> 00:21:26,850 Oh, won't that be fun! 398 00:21:26,890 --> 00:21:30,450 - Then we can put on an opera! - Oh, Mum, really. 399 00:21:30,489 --> 00:21:31,809 Well, why not? 400 00:21:31,850 --> 00:21:35,209 Can't all be industrial unrest and long faces! 401 00:21:35,249 --> 00:21:38,850 You know? Tutti van Frutti, what about that? 402 00:21:38,890 --> 00:21:41,450 - Oh, you just made that up! - It's an ice cream. 403 00:21:41,489 --> 00:21:43,769 Isn't this fun? Ooh! 404 00:21:51,330 --> 00:21:53,170 I'm relieved it's not aliens. 405 00:21:53,209 --> 00:21:56,610 That might pose some rather challenging theological questions. 406 00:21:56,650 --> 00:21:59,569 I'm not sure LSD doesn't. Visions, revelations, 407 00:21:59,610 --> 00:22:01,930 I mean, suddenly everyone's a saint or prophet. 408 00:22:01,969 --> 00:22:03,850 You make me want to try it! 409 00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:06,769 I hope you'll content yourself with shepherd's pie instead. 410 00:22:06,809 --> 00:22:09,370 I'm sure this is equally magical. 411 00:22:11,809 --> 00:22:14,450 I've always been scared of psychologists. 412 00:22:14,489 --> 00:22:18,009 There was a boy at my school, two years above. 413 00:22:18,049 --> 00:22:21,769 Everyone thought he was going to be head boy, 414 00:22:21,809 --> 00:22:27,130 but, well, suddenly he was seeing a psychologist, 415 00:22:27,170 --> 00:22:31,489 then it was electric shocks, injections. 416 00:22:31,529 --> 00:22:34,729 In the end, he threw himself off the roof of the hospital. 417 00:22:34,769 --> 00:22:38,569 Why ever did they make the poor boy see a psychologist? 418 00:22:42,009 --> 00:22:45,690 Let's think of happy things, shall we? 419 00:22:45,729 --> 00:22:48,450 This is the day the Lord has made. 420 00:22:48,489 --> 00:22:51,170 We will rejoice and be glad in it. 421 00:22:51,209 --> 00:22:54,809 Rejoice in his creation. Not what we do to defile it. 422 00:22:54,850 --> 00:22:58,249 You would have made a wonderful theologian, Mrs C. 423 00:22:58,289 --> 00:23:02,489 Anyway, that's Psalms. There's a lot of nonsense in Psalms. 424 00:23:07,130 --> 00:23:10,690 Oh, the Gold Coast! It sounds like something out of a fairy tale! 425 00:23:10,729 --> 00:23:12,090 Diana! 426 00:23:13,450 --> 00:23:16,090 It's a lovely tea, but we're going to call it a night. 427 00:23:16,130 --> 00:23:18,729 - It's not over yet! - Oh, it's late, Mum. 428 00:23:18,769 --> 00:23:21,410 But there's pudding! We've just had it. 429 00:23:21,450 --> 00:23:24,890 No, no, no, no. That was just a little palate cleanser before... 430 00:23:27,769 --> 00:23:31,690 - What's got into her? - First chance to entertain for ages! 431 00:23:31,729 --> 00:23:35,930 You go up. I'll sort this lot out. You, hop it. 432 00:23:35,969 --> 00:23:37,330 Oh, bloody hell. 433 00:23:37,370 --> 00:23:39,130 Bed! The lot of you. 434 00:23:39,170 --> 00:23:41,969 The lights, the lights! Lights! 435 00:23:42,009 --> 00:23:43,930 Here we are! 436 00:23:53,170 --> 00:23:56,529 Whoa! Diana! What are you doing?! 437 00:23:56,569 --> 00:23:58,690 Geordie! 438 00:23:58,729 --> 00:24:00,890 Oh, oh! 439 00:24:03,529 --> 00:24:05,769 Oh! What fun! 440 00:24:09,330 --> 00:24:11,009 Alone at last. 441 00:24:13,450 --> 00:24:15,890 I, um... 442 00:24:15,930 --> 00:24:18,128 I wanted to say that I'm sorry about 443 00:24:18,153 --> 00:24:19,969 what happened the other night. 444 00:24:20,009 --> 00:24:23,049 I should hope so too, running off like that! 445 00:24:24,090 --> 00:24:25,769 I meant what came first. 446 00:24:26,890 --> 00:24:29,690 Well, I'm sorry you're sorry. 447 00:24:29,729 --> 00:24:34,209 It's not that I don't like you. I do, obviously. 448 00:24:34,249 --> 00:24:37,289 It's just that it's wrong for me to behave like that. 449 00:24:37,330 --> 00:24:40,729 And it's not just me. It's the Church. 450 00:24:40,769 --> 00:24:42,890 Bringing in the big guns. 451 00:24:42,930 --> 00:24:45,450 What are you going to do next? Throw holy water over me? 452 00:24:45,489 --> 00:24:49,769 You know my situation. It's been clear from the day we met. 453 00:24:49,809 --> 00:24:54,330 Actually, Will, it gets less and less clear the longer I know you. 454 00:24:54,370 --> 00:24:57,330 I'm not sure you even know what you want. 455 00:25:10,930 --> 00:25:12,890 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - Oh, Will! 456 00:25:12,930 --> 00:25:15,450 You can't keep doing this! It's humiliating. 457 00:25:15,489 --> 00:25:17,890 - I know. - I mean for me. 458 00:25:23,610 --> 00:25:26,769 Why give the newspaper Chris Hartley's name? 459 00:25:26,809 --> 00:25:28,610 Was it about humiliating him? 460 00:25:28,650 --> 00:25:31,289 This? Now? Really?! 461 00:25:31,330 --> 00:25:32,930 Who tipped you off? 462 00:25:32,969 --> 00:25:34,890 I'm not going to reveal my sources. 463 00:25:34,930 --> 00:25:36,930 Was it an anonymous call? 464 00:25:36,969 --> 00:25:38,969 As it happens... 465 00:25:39,009 --> 00:25:41,170 And what about the voice? Old, young? 466 00:25:42,569 --> 00:25:45,769 Well spoken. Possibly female. 467 00:25:53,650 --> 00:25:56,249 What the hell do you think you're doing? 468 00:25:56,289 --> 00:25:57,545 You know the only thing that 469 00:25:57,570 --> 00:25:59,249 could have made tonight any better? 470 00:25:59,289 --> 00:26:01,769 Apart from the Lawsons being a bit more sparkling 471 00:26:01,809 --> 00:26:04,289 and you keeping your elbows off the table? 472 00:26:04,330 --> 00:26:05,569 A serving hatch! 473 00:26:05,610 --> 00:26:08,130 Diana. Diana! 474 00:26:09,769 --> 00:26:11,450 You need help. 475 00:26:11,489 --> 00:26:13,289 Geordie's right, Mum. 476 00:26:13,330 --> 00:26:16,049 This is man's work. 477 00:26:17,370 --> 00:26:18,690 You deserve a rest. 478 00:26:20,330 --> 00:26:21,450 Come on. 479 00:26:34,930 --> 00:26:37,930 - What the hell was that? - Oh, she's just tired. 480 00:26:39,009 --> 00:26:43,209 - Is she on drugs? - Drugs?! No! No. 481 00:26:43,249 --> 00:26:47,009 Mum's always had these ups and downs. 482 00:26:47,049 --> 00:26:48,890 This is Mum having an up. 483 00:26:48,930 --> 00:26:51,090 No. We all have ups and downs, Cathy. 484 00:26:53,450 --> 00:26:56,450 Yeah, well, Mum's ups can last for weeks. 485 00:26:58,690 --> 00:27:01,090 And her downs can last for months. 486 00:27:01,130 --> 00:27:03,410 For God's sake, why didn't you tell me? 487 00:27:04,650 --> 00:27:06,809 When I was six, 488 00:27:06,850 --> 00:27:09,362 she decided we needed to wash all the crockery, 489 00:27:09,387 --> 00:27:11,610 glassware, everything. 490 00:27:11,650 --> 00:27:16,930 I was drying and she saw a smear on one of the glasses. 491 00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:19,130 She threw it at my head. 492 00:27:19,170 --> 00:27:23,489 I ducked and it smashed against the wall. 493 00:27:25,009 --> 00:27:27,850 I'm your husband. You should have said. 494 00:27:27,890 --> 00:27:32,289 Then she took every glass and smashed it. 495 00:27:33,450 --> 00:27:37,650 The neighbours all came running in, saw the wreckage and... 496 00:27:38,729 --> 00:27:40,850 I said... 497 00:27:40,890 --> 00:27:42,850 that it was me. 498 00:27:45,729 --> 00:27:48,330 Because that's what we do. 499 00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:53,170 Bloody hell, Cathy. 500 00:27:59,090 --> 00:28:00,569 Helen. 501 00:28:00,610 --> 00:28:01,890 I was just... 502 00:28:04,330 --> 00:28:06,330 Why won't you talk to me? 503 00:28:06,370 --> 00:28:07,930 I just want to see how you're doing. 504 00:28:09,049 --> 00:28:11,209 Look, were there problems between you and Chris? 505 00:28:11,249 --> 00:28:12,569 Had he done something to you? 506 00:28:12,610 --> 00:28:14,170 What are you accusing me of? 507 00:28:15,850 --> 00:28:18,729 Chris would never hurt me and I would never hurt him. 508 00:28:21,130 --> 00:28:24,330 - I can't talk to you. - Why not? 509 00:28:24,370 --> 00:28:27,049 Professor Adler has forbidden it. 510 00:28:30,890 --> 00:28:33,009 She belongs in hospital. 511 00:28:33,049 --> 00:28:34,729 They can treat her there. 512 00:28:34,769 --> 00:28:37,969 You know what kind of hospital they'd put her in. 513 00:28:38,009 --> 00:28:39,809 I won't have it. 514 00:28:39,850 --> 00:28:41,370 She wouldn't have it! 515 00:28:41,410 --> 00:28:44,650 They'd have to drag her out, kicking and screaming. 516 00:28:44,690 --> 00:28:46,610 - Hey, hey. - I can't! 517 00:28:46,650 --> 00:28:48,650 I can't. 518 00:28:50,090 --> 00:28:53,049 It's my fault. I should have been keeping an eye on her. 519 00:28:53,090 --> 00:28:55,529 It's not your fault. 520 00:28:55,569 --> 00:28:59,090 I'm quitting Swinnertons. I can look after her. 521 00:28:59,130 --> 00:29:01,890 Cathy, you can't give up your job. 522 00:29:01,930 --> 00:29:04,209 I will give up what I want. 523 00:29:05,330 --> 00:29:07,090 It's under control. 524 00:29:12,130 --> 00:29:14,289 Why have you asked the students in your trial 525 00:29:14,330 --> 00:29:17,130 to stop answering questions? What is it you're trying to hide? 526 00:29:17,170 --> 00:29:20,078 Hide?! I am simply trying to protect them, 527 00:29:20,103 --> 00:29:21,769 myself and my colleagues 528 00:29:21,809 --> 00:29:23,410 from this kind of nonsense. 529 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,000 _ 530 00:29:29,009 --> 00:29:31,529 If we get to the truth, then all this will be corrected. 531 00:29:31,569 --> 00:29:35,209 - Truth. Who wants that these days? - I do. 532 00:29:35,249 --> 00:29:37,969 Says the man who believes in resurrection. 533 00:29:38,009 --> 00:29:42,049 Remi Adeyemi, Helen Goldman, Peter Soosai and Chris Hartley 534 00:29:42,090 --> 00:29:43,610 secured their own supply of LSD. 535 00:29:43,650 --> 00:29:47,049 One of them gave Chris enough to make him go crazy. 536 00:29:47,090 --> 00:29:48,687 Now you know these students, 537 00:29:48,712 --> 00:29:50,969 you've heard their innermost secrets. 538 00:29:51,009 --> 00:29:52,930 Which of them would want to hurt Chris? 539 00:29:52,969 --> 00:29:55,769 For me, the interesting question 540 00:29:55,809 --> 00:29:57,843 is what neurosis leads a vicar 541 00:29:57,868 --> 00:30:00,714 to imagine he's some kind of detective? 542 00:30:02,489 --> 00:30:07,049 What is shared between a patient and his therapist is confidential. 543 00:30:07,090 --> 00:30:10,769 This is your chance to exonerate your research. 544 00:30:12,930 --> 00:30:17,130 See, I am not kidding when I say LSD is a wonder drug. 545 00:30:18,170 --> 00:30:20,610 The stuff it dredged up for Hartley... 546 00:30:20,650 --> 00:30:23,330 Was it too much too soon? I don't know. 547 00:30:24,650 --> 00:30:26,569 Are you going to tell me what it was? 548 00:30:26,610 --> 00:30:28,529 No. 549 00:30:28,569 --> 00:30:30,249 I'll show you. 550 00:30:36,850 --> 00:30:38,809 'I'm... I'm in my childhood bedroom. 551 00:30:40,450 --> 00:30:42,809 'Everything's in colour. 552 00:30:42,850 --> 00:30:45,769 'It's the night Mum left. They're rowing. 553 00:30:45,809 --> 00:30:47,330 'She's... 554 00:30:48,969 --> 00:30:51,090 'They don't know we're here. 555 00:30:52,569 --> 00:30:55,090 'Daddy, Daddy, stop. Daddy, stop! 556 00:30:56,170 --> 00:30:57,850 'Daddy, stop! Stop. 557 00:31:00,450 --> 00:31:02,170 'His hands are round her neck. 558 00:31:05,330 --> 00:31:08,690 'She's all red, she can't breathe. She can't breathe!' 559 00:31:12,729 --> 00:31:15,969 'He killed her!' 560 00:31:24,694 --> 00:31:26,934 So, you're saying while he was high on drugs, 561 00:31:26,975 --> 00:31:30,174 Chris had this memory of his dad killing his mum? 562 00:31:30,215 --> 00:31:32,455 You'd think it's something he'd remember! 563 00:31:32,495 --> 00:31:34,975 Oh, the mind's a funny thing. 564 00:31:35,015 --> 00:31:36,608 He's dead now. He won't make much 565 00:31:36,633 --> 00:31:38,295 of a witness, even if it were true. 566 00:31:38,334 --> 00:31:40,654 The Master's wife told me Chris had been home recently. 567 00:31:40,694 --> 00:31:43,735 Let's say Chris confronted his father about what he'd remembered 568 00:31:43,775 --> 00:31:45,575 and maybe things ended badly. 569 00:31:45,614 --> 00:31:47,232 So, Chris's father comes to college 570 00:31:47,257 --> 00:31:48,894 to try and ensure his son's silence. 571 00:31:48,934 --> 00:31:51,094 Mr Hartley didn't know about the LSD. 572 00:31:51,134 --> 00:31:52,815 Maybe he did. 573 00:31:55,374 --> 00:31:57,694 No father is going to poison their own son. 574 00:31:57,735 --> 00:31:59,654 Er, Ivan the Terrible, Goebbels. 575 00:31:59,694 --> 00:32:02,495 Anyway, he didn't necessarily mean to kill him. 576 00:32:02,535 --> 00:32:05,094 Once you've got someone running through town naked, 577 00:32:05,134 --> 00:32:06,313 screaming about aliens, 578 00:32:06,338 --> 00:32:08,438 who's going to believe a word you say? 579 00:32:12,174 --> 00:32:16,614 What do I do with all of these? I don't even understand the titles. 580 00:32:19,694 --> 00:32:21,694 The day he got into this place... 581 00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:26,904 Something's come up while 582 00:32:26,929 --> 00:32:28,775 we were looking into your son's death 583 00:32:28,815 --> 00:32:30,575 and I need to ask you some questions. 584 00:32:30,614 --> 00:32:34,614 Apparently Chris had recently recalled seeing an incident... 585 00:32:35,735 --> 00:32:38,094 ..between you and his mother. 586 00:32:41,495 --> 00:32:43,894 I didn't even know he'd seen it. 587 00:32:45,614 --> 00:32:50,295 Not until last week, when he came to visit and accused me of... 588 00:32:52,854 --> 00:32:54,495 She was leaving us. 589 00:32:54,535 --> 00:32:57,975 She'd been carrying on with a Canadian airman 590 00:32:58,015 --> 00:32:59,975 and now she was off. 591 00:33:01,455 --> 00:33:04,575 I said she couldn't just up and leave - what about Chris? 592 00:33:06,174 --> 00:33:08,455 I tried to stop her. 593 00:33:09,815 --> 00:33:12,255 Yes, it got physical, but... 594 00:33:12,295 --> 00:33:14,174 I'm no killer. 595 00:33:16,255 --> 00:33:18,654 I did lie to him. 596 00:33:20,495 --> 00:33:22,815 I told him she'd gone to Canada. 597 00:33:24,854 --> 00:33:26,495 She's in Bedford. 598 00:33:27,854 --> 00:33:29,975 Two sons and a daughter. 599 00:33:32,374 --> 00:33:35,815 Never so much as sent Chris a birthday card. 600 00:33:37,654 --> 00:33:39,654 So, that's why you visited? 601 00:33:39,694 --> 00:33:41,854 To tell him the truth? 602 00:33:41,894 --> 00:33:44,694 I thought it was better than him thinking the worst of me. 603 00:33:44,735 --> 00:33:47,735 But, now... Oh! 604 00:33:53,975 --> 00:33:56,895 You know what? I feel guilty. 605 00:33:56,935 --> 00:34:00,774 Not just because I've added to a grieving man's burden, 606 00:34:00,814 --> 00:34:03,495 but because I've created a monster, 607 00:34:03,535 --> 00:34:06,094 desperate for every tragedy to be a murder. 608 00:34:06,134 --> 00:34:07,774 I'm sorry. 609 00:34:07,814 --> 00:34:10,055 I think I really wanted it to be the father. 610 00:34:11,694 --> 00:34:13,975 I'm no Freud, but this is about your own dad. 611 00:34:14,015 --> 00:34:16,614 I don't know what it is you need to do to sort out, 612 00:34:16,654 --> 00:34:18,535 but I wish you'd hurry up and do it. 613 00:34:19,855 --> 00:34:22,015 We're not all evil, you know. 614 00:34:22,055 --> 00:34:23,455 "Goebbels." 615 00:34:31,895 --> 00:34:34,855 - Here you go. - Thanks. 616 00:34:39,935 --> 00:34:41,814 I'm thinking of seeing a therapist. 617 00:34:41,855 --> 00:34:44,895 You know, someone to talk to about things. 618 00:34:44,935 --> 00:34:47,134 You ever need to talk, you come here. 619 00:34:47,174 --> 00:34:49,294 And what I'll tell you is 620 00:34:49,335 --> 00:34:52,734 all you need is a little bit more faith in Will Davenport. 621 00:34:52,774 --> 00:34:54,514 It's all this police work, too much 622 00:34:54,539 --> 00:34:56,254 time around the nasty side of life. 623 00:34:56,294 --> 00:34:58,734 You wanna give yourself a break. 624 00:35:00,575 --> 00:35:01,935 You could be right. 625 00:35:03,335 --> 00:35:05,015 That student on the fens. 626 00:35:05,055 --> 00:35:07,495 His mum left him when he was six. 627 00:35:07,535 --> 00:35:10,415 What sort of woman walks out on her own son? 628 00:35:10,455 --> 00:35:13,094 What sort of marriage was it to make her do that? 629 00:35:13,134 --> 00:35:15,015 I look at these couples I'm marrying, 630 00:35:15,055 --> 00:35:18,774 happiest day of their lives. And I think, "Just you wait." 631 00:35:20,814 --> 00:35:23,855 I know a lad saw a girl on Cromer Pier. 632 00:35:23,895 --> 00:35:26,855 Married her a week later. 633 00:35:26,895 --> 00:35:29,694 Two days after that, he was off to North Africa. 634 00:35:29,734 --> 00:35:31,895 Didn't see her again for three years. 635 00:35:33,055 --> 00:35:35,174 What a disaster, eh? 636 00:35:35,214 --> 00:35:39,895 Only, here we are, 19 years on, 637 00:35:39,935 --> 00:35:43,214 and there isn't a morning I don't wake up and think, 638 00:35:43,254 --> 00:35:45,174 "You're the luckiest man alive." 639 00:36:05,855 --> 00:36:08,734 You're not a six-year-old girl anymore. 640 00:36:08,774 --> 00:36:12,174 But you'll probably always feel like one when it comes to her, 641 00:36:12,214 --> 00:36:14,375 which is why I can't leave it up to you. 642 00:36:14,415 --> 00:36:17,975 She needs proper medical help, Cathy. 643 00:36:18,015 --> 00:36:19,455 It's for your own good and hers. 644 00:36:21,174 --> 00:36:23,734 It's not your responsibility anymore. 645 00:36:42,375 --> 00:36:43,654 You're too clever for me. 646 00:36:44,774 --> 00:36:48,294 I can't prove that God wants you to be happy. 647 00:36:48,335 --> 00:36:50,614 I just know I want you to be happy. 648 00:36:51,774 --> 00:36:54,647 How can I be happy? I'm married 649 00:36:54,672 --> 00:36:57,335 to a man I don't even know. 650 00:36:57,375 --> 00:36:59,174 Jack? 651 00:36:59,214 --> 00:37:02,094 He's done terrible things. 652 00:37:02,134 --> 00:37:04,614 Abused his position. 653 00:37:04,654 --> 00:37:07,375 He's a crook. 654 00:37:07,415 --> 00:37:11,254 No better than Ronnie. That's how clever I am! 655 00:37:12,455 --> 00:37:13,614 Oh! 656 00:37:20,094 --> 00:37:22,455 I've been all over the place recently and... 657 00:37:22,495 --> 00:37:24,814 I've been finding it hard. 658 00:37:24,855 --> 00:37:27,975 And that's made it hard for you, which is the last thing I'd want. 659 00:37:29,614 --> 00:37:31,895 But I've just had one of those everyday miracles 660 00:37:31,935 --> 00:37:34,375 where everything has become clear. 661 00:37:36,094 --> 00:37:37,895 What I want to say is... 662 00:37:40,335 --> 00:37:41,855 ..is will you marry me? 663 00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:50,814 Oh, God, you're serious! No, Will, that is not the answer! 664 00:37:50,855 --> 00:37:53,015 - We don't even know each other. - We do! 665 00:37:53,055 --> 00:37:57,495 I know that you're smart, funny, ambitious, good with people. 666 00:37:57,535 --> 00:37:59,375 I know you well enough to know 667 00:37:59,415 --> 00:38:02,214 I want to spend the rest of my life getting to know you better. 668 00:38:02,254 --> 00:38:04,814 I'm sorry, but this just isn't part of my plan. 669 00:38:04,855 --> 00:38:07,214 It wasn't part of my plan! Plans change. 670 00:38:07,254 --> 00:38:09,575 I'm not going to commit to something I don't want, 671 00:38:09,614 --> 00:38:12,214 just to help you get over this thing you have about sex. 672 00:38:12,254 --> 00:38:14,935 "This thing" is my faith. 673 00:38:16,214 --> 00:38:18,575 It's just one reason why it's never going to work. 674 00:38:18,614 --> 00:38:20,335 I'm sorry. 675 00:38:27,694 --> 00:38:29,335 I'm, er... 676 00:38:29,375 --> 00:38:32,694 I'm inviting that nice vicar you work with to dinner next week. 677 00:38:32,734 --> 00:38:35,214 Diana, you have to go. 678 00:38:35,254 --> 00:38:36,254 Oh! 679 00:38:39,375 --> 00:38:41,327 I am not some piece of rubbish 680 00:38:41,352 --> 00:38:43,734 for you to put out when you please. 681 00:38:43,774 --> 00:38:45,294 You need some help. 682 00:38:45,335 --> 00:38:48,734 - Did she put you up to this? - Cathy? 683 00:38:49,935 --> 00:38:51,495 Hardly. 684 00:38:55,055 --> 00:38:57,535 I'll tell you one thing about your daughter. 685 00:38:59,455 --> 00:39:01,174 She loves to feel guilty. 686 00:39:02,214 --> 00:39:04,174 So, let the burly orderlies drag you out 687 00:39:04,214 --> 00:39:06,375 and you'll give her exactly what she wants. 688 00:39:06,415 --> 00:39:10,174 Or, you can walk out with me, head held high. 689 00:39:12,134 --> 00:39:13,614 She won't know what to do. 690 00:39:15,535 --> 00:39:16,855 Oh. 691 00:39:19,335 --> 00:39:21,694 I'm frightened. 692 00:39:21,734 --> 00:39:24,734 I know. We just want you to get well. 693 00:39:26,814 --> 00:39:29,935 But if I know one thing about the women in your family... 694 00:39:30,975 --> 00:39:33,495 ..it's that they're as tough as diamonds. 695 00:39:35,015 --> 00:39:36,703 Now, shall we show the neighbours 696 00:39:36,728 --> 00:39:38,118 just how important you are? 697 00:39:58,174 --> 00:40:00,015 It's all right, love. 698 00:40:02,855 --> 00:40:04,055 Mind your head. 699 00:40:05,134 --> 00:40:07,335 There we are. 700 00:40:27,415 --> 00:40:31,614 - Am I disturbing you? - No. Just, er... 701 00:40:31,654 --> 00:40:35,294 asking God for some much-needed guidance. 702 00:40:35,335 --> 00:40:36,335 And? 703 00:40:37,935 --> 00:40:40,254 One of those days. 704 00:40:40,294 --> 00:40:42,495 Might I ask you something? 705 00:40:47,375 --> 00:40:51,575 I'm thinking of asking my father to stay. 706 00:40:51,614 --> 00:40:53,535 Would that be all right? 707 00:40:53,575 --> 00:40:56,535 Your father? Well, I thought you didn't... 708 00:40:56,575 --> 00:40:58,535 We don't. 709 00:40:58,575 --> 00:41:01,935 - Still. - Of course! Good for you. 710 00:41:01,975 --> 00:41:03,174 Why now? 711 00:41:04,294 --> 00:41:08,734 It's Mrs C I have to thank for it, in a roundabout way. 712 00:41:10,094 --> 00:41:14,294 I've come to think of her rather as the voice of God. 713 00:41:15,214 --> 00:41:19,415 Just like my father, but of course she isn't, she's human 714 00:41:19,455 --> 00:41:21,415 and she's terribly unhappy. 715 00:41:21,455 --> 00:41:25,134 Oh, I had no idea. Is it to do with the attack? 716 00:41:25,174 --> 00:41:28,055 Yes and no. 717 00:41:30,134 --> 00:41:33,375 It's Jack and the source of his wealth. 718 00:41:33,415 --> 00:41:35,935 Ill-gotten gains. 719 00:41:35,975 --> 00:41:39,935 She's furious with him and...herself. 720 00:41:42,975 --> 00:41:46,535 That's it! Leonard, you are brilliant! 721 00:41:59,015 --> 00:42:03,495 What now?! We're having dinner at Corpus. 722 00:42:04,694 --> 00:42:05,774 You go on ahead. 723 00:42:22,654 --> 00:42:24,774 It was about money. 724 00:42:24,814 --> 00:42:26,094 Wasn't it? 725 00:42:27,134 --> 00:42:28,975 You were furious funding had been 726 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:30,654 given to Adler and not to you. 727 00:42:30,694 --> 00:42:33,495 If only you could discredit him. 728 00:42:33,535 --> 00:42:35,584 Chris was nervous about taking LSD 729 00:42:35,609 --> 00:42:37,575 for fun and so, as he always did, 730 00:42:37,614 --> 00:42:40,975 he asked for your advice. So you knew Remi Adeyemi 731 00:42:41,015 --> 00:42:44,134 had obtained his own supply and was storing it in Chris's room. 732 00:42:44,174 --> 00:42:47,654 This is absurd! Have you taken some of Adler's potion? 733 00:42:47,694 --> 00:42:49,575 Did you put it in his tea? 734 00:42:49,614 --> 00:42:52,015 It worked like a dream when Chris ran naked through town, 735 00:42:52,055 --> 00:42:55,975 raving about aliens. Easy to make sure the paper knew. 736 00:42:56,015 --> 00:42:58,495 But then it turned into a nightmare. 737 00:42:58,535 --> 00:43:00,495 You understood my feelings of guilt so well, 738 00:43:00,535 --> 00:43:02,895 not because you're a psychologist, 739 00:43:02,935 --> 00:43:06,495 but because you are feeling a hundred times more guilty. 740 00:43:06,535 --> 00:43:09,055 This is what I know about guilt. 741 00:43:09,094 --> 00:43:13,455 If you try to keep this secret, you will drive yourself mad. 742 00:43:15,335 --> 00:43:18,214 I had no idea it would hit him so hard. 743 00:43:18,254 --> 00:43:22,455 Stupid, dangerous drug. And you're not off the hook! 744 00:43:22,495 --> 00:43:24,654 Why didn't you stop him that evening? 745 00:43:24,694 --> 00:43:28,094 And Adler should never have been allowed to start that research. 746 00:43:40,614 --> 00:43:44,055 - God in a bottle. - Tempted? 747 00:43:44,094 --> 00:43:45,975 Aye, I'll stick to beer. 748 00:43:47,335 --> 00:43:49,174 Are you? 749 00:43:49,214 --> 00:43:51,375 I'm not sure it's the right path for me. 750 00:43:52,575 --> 00:43:55,975 Quite tempted to slip it into the communion wine though. 751 00:43:56,015 --> 00:43:58,294 Will Davenport, that would be a crime and a sin. 752 00:44:00,614 --> 00:44:03,694 Oh, by the way, Chris's mum is alive and well in Bedford. 753 00:44:04,895 --> 00:44:07,214 I suppose that's some kind of silver lining. 754 00:44:10,495 --> 00:44:12,564 I think tonight's the night you're 755 00:44:12,589 --> 00:44:14,455 going to beat me at backgammon. 756 00:44:14,495 --> 00:44:16,895 I promised Cathy I'd get back. 757 00:44:16,935 --> 00:44:18,455 Ah. 758 00:44:18,495 --> 00:44:19,495 Yep. 759 00:44:30,614 --> 00:44:33,575 The world is changing so fast. 760 00:44:33,614 --> 00:44:38,015 Each day, science pushes back the frontiers of our knowledge. 761 00:44:38,055 --> 00:44:40,173 'Out there, the heavens. 762 00:44:40,198 --> 00:44:44,055 And in here, the mysteries of our minds.' 763 00:44:44,094 --> 00:44:47,495 It's easy to wonder, "Where is God?" 764 00:44:47,535 --> 00:44:51,335 But even when we can't perceive him, never doubt he is there. 765 00:44:53,855 --> 00:44:56,134 'He is there constantly, 766 00:44:56,174 --> 00:44:59,015 'in every act of love... 767 00:45:04,895 --> 00:45:07,055 '..kindness...' 768 00:45:07,094 --> 00:45:08,455 You all right, son? 769 00:45:13,055 --> 00:45:14,455 '..forgiveness.' 770 00:45:20,855 --> 00:45:22,495 'And it's only with God's love 771 00:45:22,535 --> 00:45:25,654 'that we will make this modern age a world, not of horrors,' 772 00:45:25,694 --> 00:45:27,855 but of wonders. 773 00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:32,000 *CREDITS*