1 00:00:07,922 --> 00:00:11,614 People say you're only as sick as your secrets. 2 00:00:11,615 --> 00:00:14,350 And hospitals are full of secrets. 3 00:00:15,863 --> 00:00:19,132 Some are harmless, but others... 4 00:00:19,133 --> 00:00:21,935 Whispered in the wrong ear, 5 00:00:21,936 --> 00:00:25,105 well, they can be fatal. 6 00:00:30,771 --> 00:00:33,456 - Whoa! - Whoo! 7 00:00:33,457 --> 00:00:36,049 Did you just run up five flights of stairs? 8 00:00:36,050 --> 00:00:39,052 Oh, God, you did that for fun! 9 00:00:39,053 --> 00:00:40,987 You're one of those people. 10 00:00:40,988 --> 00:00:44,357 Heard you'll be back in OB-GYN today, 11 00:00:44,358 --> 00:00:46,726 I guess you're doing something right. 12 00:00:46,727 --> 00:00:49,253 Alright, listen up! There are actual people dying 13 00:00:49,254 --> 00:00:50,988 and I don't have time to spoon-feed any of you. 14 00:00:50,989 --> 00:00:55,168 Assignments: Wolf, Pediatrics; Ashley, 15 00:00:55,169 --> 00:00:57,394 Grace start at the St. Mary's fundraiser; 16 00:00:57,395 --> 00:00:59,854 - LeBron James, OB-GYN. - Football. 17 00:00:59,855 --> 00:01:02,172 Don't care. These should be your assignments, 18 00:01:02,173 --> 00:01:05,645 but one of you is getting a treat. Sinead needs an assistant. 19 00:01:05,646 --> 00:01:07,580 So... sorry. 20 00:01:07,581 --> 00:01:10,150 Stupid subway. Am I right? 21 00:01:10,151 --> 00:01:12,152 Congratulations! You just volunteered. 22 00:01:12,153 --> 00:01:14,587 Those are your postings. 23 00:01:14,588 --> 00:01:16,729 Do not screw them up. Do not hurt your patients. 24 00:01:16,730 --> 00:01:18,698 Do not disappoint me. 25 00:01:20,661 --> 00:01:23,296 Guys, what did I volunteer for? 26 00:01:26,517 --> 00:01:28,508 - Do you know? - I'll be gone 27 00:01:28,509 --> 00:01:31,735 - 20 minutes max. - 30 if you bring back canapés. 28 00:01:31,736 --> 00:01:33,828 Aw, lunch is for spenders. 29 00:01:33,829 --> 00:01:36,222 I hate leaving the persons who actually need help to go 30 00:01:36,223 --> 00:01:38,779 - fluff donors. - Rich people need help too. 31 00:01:38,780 --> 00:01:40,819 Must be paying for being constipated with cash. 32 00:01:40,820 --> 00:01:42,745 Glory to us, we'll never know. 33 00:01:42,746 --> 00:01:45,449 Code brown, north elevator. Code brown, north elevator. 34 00:01:45,450 --> 00:01:47,508 Oh, Red! I need you to transfer 35 00:01:47,509 --> 00:01:49,553 the patient in 36 for a marrow biopsy. 36 00:01:49,554 --> 00:01:51,101 I hope you don't need it in the next hour. 37 00:01:51,102 --> 00:01:52,851 I gotta flip a bed in Oncology, 38 00:01:52,852 --> 00:01:56,162 I gotta sponge the whole Recovery, and then there's the... 39 00:01:56,163 --> 00:01:58,098 code brown in the north elevator. 40 00:01:58,099 --> 00:01:59,457 PSW to emerg. 41 00:01:59,458 --> 00:02:01,565 - PSW to emerg. - Go stay in the ER. 42 00:02:01,566 --> 00:02:03,191 The other units will just have to pick up 43 00:02:03,192 --> 00:02:06,539 the slack as usual. 44 00:02:08,633 --> 00:02:11,326 I'm not hiding. I... It is just 45 00:02:11,327 --> 00:02:13,530 the first time all week I've had the chance to drink coffee 46 00:02:13,531 --> 00:02:15,943 while it's still hot and no one's dying. 47 00:02:15,944 --> 00:02:18,202 Okay, I'm hiding. 48 00:02:18,203 --> 00:02:21,005 Aww, must be hard being ER's most eligible bachelor. 49 00:02:21,006 --> 00:02:23,798 Only when women my mom's age pinch my butt. 50 00:02:23,799 --> 00:02:26,558 Hi, Mrs. Stevens. 51 00:02:26,559 --> 00:02:28,751 Oh, it looks like your butt's up, chump. 52 00:02:28,752 --> 00:02:30,921 I see a big cardboard cheque up there just waiting for you. 53 00:02:30,922 --> 00:02:33,381 Give me a gushing chest wound 54 00:02:33,382 --> 00:02:35,374 any day. 55 00:02:38,675 --> 00:02:40,700 Oh, hi! I'm sorry to bother you. 56 00:02:40,701 --> 00:02:42,343 I'm trying to find some water. 57 00:02:42,344 --> 00:02:43,845 Oh yeah, I can go grab you a bottle. 58 00:02:43,846 --> 00:02:45,536 That's so helpful, thank you. 59 00:02:50,050 --> 00:02:52,051 What? 60 00:02:53,973 --> 00:02:56,508 Good morning! Good morning! 61 00:02:56,509 --> 00:02:59,268 I'm Maki Yamato, and I am thrilled 62 00:02:59,269 --> 00:03:01,441 to announce that the auction for Hope and Mercy 63 00:03:01,442 --> 00:03:03,333 by my husband Tomo Yamato 64 00:03:03,334 --> 00:03:06,302 has raised $300,000 for St. Mary's. 65 00:03:08,521 --> 00:03:11,147 It's been difficult times for all downtown hospitals... 66 00:03:11,148 --> 00:03:13,874 cutbacks, amalgamation rumours... 67 00:03:13,875 --> 00:03:17,243 but Tomo and I believe so much in the work being done here 68 00:03:17,244 --> 00:03:19,979 that we decided to match that donation. 69 00:03:35,185 --> 00:03:38,185 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 70 00:03:46,531 --> 00:03:48,390 - This is silly. - I just forgot to eat, 71 00:03:48,391 --> 00:03:50,350 I was a little lightheaded. 72 00:03:50,351 --> 00:03:52,712 Well, we'd be bad hosts if we didn't at least feed you 73 00:03:52,713 --> 00:03:54,238 and check for a concussion. 74 00:03:54,239 --> 00:03:56,097 Any other symptoms? Weakness? Dizziness? 75 00:03:56,098 --> 00:03:57,733 Well, I've been tired, but who hasn't? 76 00:03:57,734 --> 00:04:00,393 - Between work and my son... - Oh, how old is your son? 77 00:04:00,394 --> 00:04:02,419 - Uh, 7. - I'll send your blood 78 00:04:02,420 --> 00:04:05,512 for a full workup, but your fatigue could be from anemia. 79 00:04:05,513 --> 00:04:07,760 Let's have a listen to your lungs. Do you mind? 80 00:04:07,761 --> 00:04:10,254 - Yeah. - Ahem. 81 00:04:10,255 --> 00:04:12,523 - Lost any weight recently? - Oh yes, but it's just 82 00:04:12,524 --> 00:04:16,460 - the stress of Tomo's new show. - Another deep breath for me. 83 00:04:16,461 --> 00:04:19,263 Oh, the logistics, my stomach's been in knots. 84 00:04:19,264 --> 00:04:21,799 In knots or pain? 85 00:04:21,800 --> 00:04:24,264 Pain, I guess, but it's like bad cramps. 86 00:04:24,265 --> 00:04:26,833 We should check your abdomen. Do you mind lying down for me? 87 00:04:29,074 --> 00:04:33,644 We're gonna take this up. 88 00:04:33,645 --> 00:04:36,213 - So, when's the new show? - A month. 89 00:04:36,214 --> 00:04:38,415 Tomo still hasn't finished his pieces. 90 00:04:38,416 --> 00:04:40,851 Lucky jerk gets to be the flaky artist 91 00:04:40,852 --> 00:04:44,288 while I have to manage worried sponsors. 92 00:04:44,289 --> 00:04:47,958 Maki, I'm feeling a lump here.- 93 00:04:47,959 --> 00:04:49,927 - What does that mean? - I'm not sure, 94 00:04:49,928 --> 00:04:51,862 but I'd like an ultrasound to find out. 95 00:04:55,600 --> 00:04:57,122 I can take you to Radiology. 96 00:04:57,123 --> 00:04:59,036 And do you want me to call your husband for you? 97 00:04:59,037 --> 00:05:02,263 No. Tomo still has to finish his pieces. 98 00:05:02,264 --> 00:05:05,333 He's procrastinated on the show enough already. 99 00:05:06,159 --> 00:05:08,484 Are you okay? 100 00:05:08,485 --> 00:05:10,510 It's all over Twitter that you collapsed. 101 00:05:10,511 --> 00:05:13,580 See? Anything to avoid painting. 102 00:05:13,581 --> 00:05:15,749 - Well... - I'm fine. 103 00:05:15,750 --> 00:05:17,233 For the last time, 104 00:05:17,234 --> 00:05:19,190 I'm not sick, I am just dying. 105 00:05:19,191 --> 00:05:22,026 And I can walk. My lungs are toast, not my legs. 106 00:05:22,027 --> 00:05:23,762 Gabby, you were coughing, 107 00:05:23,763 --> 00:05:25,555 you know it's easier when you get that way. 108 00:05:25,556 --> 00:05:26,652 Hi, I'm Wolf. 109 00:05:26,653 --> 00:05:29,167 - Pediatrics sent me down. - Hi. Jorge. 110 00:05:29,168 --> 00:05:31,970 We called Dr. Gilmore's office, but he's away, 111 00:05:31,971 --> 00:05:34,973 - so they said to come here. - And who's this? 112 00:05:34,974 --> 00:05:36,975 Not expected to make it past 20. 113 00:05:36,976 --> 00:05:39,811 Gabriella, she has cystic fibrosis. 114 00:05:39,812 --> 00:05:42,046 She was doing better until a couple of weeks ago, 115 00:05:42,047 --> 00:05:44,015 and then she dropped a bunch of weight. 116 00:05:44,016 --> 00:05:46,151 Well, that's not CF, that's just high school. 117 00:05:46,152 --> 00:05:47,685 I'm worried she has another infection. 118 00:05:47,686 --> 00:05:49,554 - Okay, we'll have a look. - This is dumb. 119 00:05:49,555 --> 00:05:51,356 I can just get my weight back up 120 00:05:51,357 --> 00:05:53,509 - after the school trip. - Gabby, we can't risk an infection. 121 00:05:53,510 --> 00:05:56,327 She's top of a transplant list. She needs to stay healthy 122 00:05:56,328 --> 00:05:58,329 to be ready for when lungs become available! 123 00:05:58,330 --> 00:06:00,064 Hey, I'm fine! 124 00:06:00,065 --> 00:06:02,063 Oh, uh, 125 00:06:02,064 --> 00:06:05,400 looks like Freddie Mercury disagrees. You have a fever. 126 00:06:07,239 --> 00:06:09,007 So how are we doing, Becky? 127 00:06:09,008 --> 00:06:10,708 Getting pregame nerves? 128 00:06:10,709 --> 00:06:14,692 Nope. My husband's the nervous one. I'm excited. 129 00:06:14,693 --> 00:06:16,943 This endometriosis is so bad 130 00:06:16,944 --> 00:06:18,616 I'd pay someone to just rip it out. 131 00:06:18,617 --> 00:06:20,518 Well, I'm sure Dr. Banks 132 00:06:20,519 --> 00:06:22,387 will be a little more considerate than that. 133 00:06:22,388 --> 00:06:25,356 - Colby! - Trent?! 134 00:06:25,357 --> 00:06:28,693 - Dude, are you serious, man? - Whoaaa! 135 00:06:28,694 --> 00:06:30,762 - How are you doing, man? - It's good. 136 00:06:30,763 --> 00:06:33,331 - How are you doing, brother? - What, you're a doctor now?! 137 00:06:33,332 --> 00:06:35,366 - I'm a nurse. - A nurse? 138 00:06:35,367 --> 00:06:38,803 Baby, you know who this is? Mustangs' three time MVP. 139 00:06:38,804 --> 00:06:41,598 - We all thought he'd go pro. - This is the guy you married? 140 00:06:41,599 --> 00:06:43,026 I think you could have done a lot better. 141 00:06:43,027 --> 00:06:45,161 Whatever, man, you're just jealous. 142 00:06:45,162 --> 00:06:47,020 I hate to break up this huddle, 143 00:06:47,021 --> 00:06:48,725 but I think I have a patient in here. 144 00:06:48,726 --> 00:06:50,800 Hi, Becky, how are you feeling? 145 00:06:50,801 --> 00:06:53,253 - Ready to get this over with. - I bet. 146 00:06:53,254 --> 00:06:55,827 I'll cauterize as much of the tissue as I can. 147 00:06:55,828 --> 00:06:58,575 And that will help when we want to get pregnant too, right? 148 00:06:58,576 --> 00:07:00,543 I don't see any recent vitals in here. 149 00:07:00,544 --> 00:07:02,390 - Just getting into that. - Please. 150 00:07:02,391 --> 00:07:06,716 The anesthetist isn't expecting Becky until... five minutes ago. 151 00:07:06,717 --> 00:07:08,651 I'll see you guys soon. 152 00:07:10,654 --> 00:07:13,055 So you're like really not a doctor, huh? 153 00:07:23,300 --> 00:07:26,269 - What do you need, Mr. Woods? - I really need to, uh, 154 00:07:26,270 --> 00:07:28,762 go, you know, but I don't think I can make it. 155 00:07:28,763 --> 00:07:31,665 - Let me grab a bedside commode. - Wait, it's a... 156 00:07:34,812 --> 00:07:37,313 Is there an old nurse or something? 157 00:07:37,314 --> 00:07:39,349 I really don't want to do that in front of someone 158 00:07:39,350 --> 00:07:42,360 - whose number I want to ask for. - Please. If that bothered me, 159 00:07:42,361 --> 00:07:44,087 I wouldn't have gotten into this job. 160 00:07:44,088 --> 00:07:46,222 So, uh, I can get that number then? 161 00:07:46,223 --> 00:07:48,991 Ha-ha! Let's deal with this other number first. 162 00:07:55,499 --> 00:07:57,066 Okay. 163 00:07:59,189 --> 00:08:01,748 Oh! I guess I didn't have to go. 164 00:08:01,749 --> 00:08:03,907 Mr. Woods... 165 00:08:03,908 --> 00:08:06,343 All this cleaned up, please. 166 00:08:08,425 --> 00:08:10,626 We're short PSWs today. 167 00:08:13,617 --> 00:08:14,876 Sorry. 168 00:08:14,877 --> 00:08:17,960 And just for you, Becky, I'm gonna grab one of the good stretchers 169 00:08:17,961 --> 00:08:20,247 and then get you prepped for anesthesia. 170 00:08:20,248 --> 00:08:22,859 - Are those Becky Green's vitals? - Yeah. 171 00:08:22,860 --> 00:08:25,595 Take good care of this one, Doc, she's a friend. 172 00:08:25,596 --> 00:08:28,698 I treat all my patients like they are. 173 00:08:28,699 --> 00:08:31,901 Huh, she's been waiting for this surgery a long time, 174 00:08:31,902 --> 00:08:35,104 I hope she can finally get some relief. 175 00:08:35,105 --> 00:08:38,470 Man! I went to college with that guy. 176 00:08:38,471 --> 00:08:40,247 - Mm-hmm. - And now he's married 177 00:08:40,248 --> 00:08:41,844 and talking about starting a family. 178 00:08:41,845 --> 00:08:43,846 Do you ever feel like somehow 179 00:08:43,847 --> 00:08:47,674 the people around you suddenly became adults overnight? 180 00:08:47,675 --> 00:08:50,721 Not really because I am an adult. 181 00:08:50,722 --> 00:08:53,156 Wow! I can't even keep 182 00:08:53,157 --> 00:08:55,325 unexpired milk in the fridge for my Fruity Pops. 183 00:08:55,326 --> 00:08:58,376 Which are very high in fibre. 184 00:08:58,377 --> 00:09:02,131 Why don't you get Becky up to the OR, I'm gonna start scrubbing in. 185 00:09:02,132 --> 00:09:05,969 Oh, and I usually like Candy Crisps myself. 186 00:09:08,105 --> 00:09:09,630 Is that right? 187 00:09:09,631 --> 00:09:11,689 I need a clean cup, Wool. 188 00:09:11,690 --> 00:09:14,325 Yeah, you got it. And it's Wolf. 189 00:09:17,982 --> 00:09:19,849 Where is the ice? 190 00:09:22,365 --> 00:09:25,925 And I want a butterscotch pudding from the cafeteria. 191 00:09:25,926 --> 00:09:28,229 Hey, you know, we're gonna get you all fixed up in time 192 00:09:28,230 --> 00:09:30,555 - for those new lungs, right? - Did I say "pudding"? 193 00:09:30,556 --> 00:09:33,958 I meant vegan meal and a chocolate bar. 194 00:09:36,636 --> 00:09:38,561 Can you just clinch your fist 195 00:09:38,562 --> 00:09:41,704 for me? Thank you. 196 00:09:41,705 --> 00:09:44,173 Ouch! Hmm... 197 00:09:44,174 --> 00:09:46,909 Your veins are pretty hard to find. 198 00:09:46,910 --> 00:09:49,379 Give it here, you've blown it twice. 199 00:09:49,380 --> 00:09:51,414 You missed the vein, 200 00:09:51,415 --> 00:09:53,282 everybody gets two tries. 201 00:09:55,152 --> 00:09:57,153 Sit tight, Keith. 202 00:09:59,790 --> 00:10:01,831 Ashley, if I wanted your help, 203 00:10:01,832 --> 00:10:03,922 I would have asked for it. This isn't my first IV. 204 00:10:03,923 --> 00:10:06,682 Oh, that's right, I forgot. You were a big OR nurse at the General. 205 00:10:06,683 --> 00:10:08,780 - What does that have to do with this? - I was just trying to help. 206 00:10:08,781 --> 00:10:10,716 Okay, well, don't. 207 00:10:12,970 --> 00:10:16,305 You know what? You want to do that IV? Knock yourself out. 208 00:10:16,306 --> 00:10:18,341 Maki's ultrasound results are ready anyways. 209 00:10:22,713 --> 00:10:24,318 You know, if you side eye any harder, 210 00:10:24,319 --> 00:10:26,135 they're just gonna spin the whole way around. 211 00:10:26,136 --> 00:10:28,428 Huh? What? Ashley, I was just, you know... 212 00:10:28,429 --> 00:10:30,129 The, uh... 213 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:35,024 Ash, you're the kindest, most loyalest person I know, 214 00:10:35,025 --> 00:10:37,123 - but when you don't like someone... - Look, I do not have 215 00:10:37,124 --> 00:10:39,253 to be nice to her just because she's your new bestie. 216 00:10:39,254 --> 00:10:42,380 Are you jealous? Come on, you know I'll always love you first. 217 00:10:42,381 --> 00:10:44,414 - Come, hugs. - No, no. You are so lucky 218 00:10:44,415 --> 00:10:46,459 it isn't possible to give someone a wedgie in scrubs. 219 00:10:46,460 --> 00:10:47,667 Come on. Grace is smart, 220 00:10:47,668 --> 00:10:49,552 and she knows stuff. This is not her first rodeo. 221 00:10:49,553 --> 00:10:51,687 You know who else knows stuff? My friend who works 222 00:10:51,688 --> 00:10:53,923 at the General. Yeah, I had drinks with her last night, 223 00:10:53,924 --> 00:10:56,756 and guess what? Your new BFF Grace got fired. 224 00:10:56,757 --> 00:10:58,658 I guess everyone's favourite 225 00:10:58,659 --> 00:11:00,526 saint isn't so perfect after all, huh? 226 00:11:00,527 --> 00:11:02,904 There's a mass 227 00:11:02,905 --> 00:11:05,806 in your bowel. It's bleeding. That's why you passed 228 00:11:05,807 --> 00:11:07,299 out earlier. You're anemic. 229 00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:09,677 Now, the ultrasound indicates that the mass is operable, 230 00:11:09,678 --> 00:11:12,446 but I am worried about those cramps you've been having. 231 00:11:12,447 --> 00:11:14,682 It could mean it's obstructing your bowel. 232 00:11:14,683 --> 00:11:18,352 There's an opening in surgery, I'd like to get it out today. 233 00:11:18,353 --> 00:11:21,455 - Then I guess I'm having surgery. - I'll let Dr. Ramjet know, 234 00:11:21,456 --> 00:11:23,524 get things started. 235 00:11:23,525 --> 00:11:25,493 Thanks. 236 00:11:28,359 --> 00:11:31,794 Are we sure about this? Shouldn't we get a second opinion? 237 00:11:33,268 --> 00:11:36,904 Grace? What do you think? 238 00:11:36,905 --> 00:11:39,206 Well, I can't tell you what to do, 239 00:11:39,207 --> 00:11:41,500 but if it were me, I would have it out. 240 00:11:41,501 --> 00:11:44,932 - But is it safe? - Tomo's second job is worrying. 241 00:11:44,933 --> 00:11:47,758 It's laparoscopic, which is good. Less invasive, 242 00:11:47,759 --> 00:11:51,286 faster recovery. I used to work in the OR. 243 00:11:51,287 --> 00:11:53,454 Basically, we'll make a couple small incisions, 244 00:11:53,455 --> 00:11:55,790 insert a tiny camera, make its way to your bowel, 245 00:11:55,791 --> 00:11:57,316 and then we'll remove the mass. 246 00:11:57,317 --> 00:11:58,741 Barring any complications, 247 00:11:58,742 --> 00:12:00,628 it's actually a pretty straightforward procedure. 248 00:12:00,629 --> 00:12:02,721 I would feel so much more comfortable 249 00:12:02,722 --> 00:12:05,399 if you came into the surgery with me. 250 00:12:05,400 --> 00:12:07,168 Would you, please? 251 00:12:07,169 --> 00:12:09,293 But I'm not an OR nurse anymore. 252 00:12:09,294 --> 00:12:11,686 And I'm not a lab technician yet here we are. 253 00:12:11,687 --> 00:12:13,391 I haven't been in the OR in over a year. 254 00:12:13,392 --> 00:12:15,409 This hospital wouldn't survive without donors, 255 00:12:15,410 --> 00:12:17,778 and my paper cut is still bleeding from the giant cheque 256 00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:19,008 the Yamatos just gave us. 257 00:12:19,009 --> 00:12:21,982 If she wants you in the OR, you go in the OR. 258 00:12:29,133 --> 00:12:32,093 Did you know you needed to special order vegan meals? 259 00:12:32,094 --> 00:12:34,662 Takes like half an hour. 260 00:12:34,663 --> 00:12:36,330 You're okay? 261 00:12:38,433 --> 00:12:40,768 Just waiting for a text. 262 00:12:40,769 --> 00:12:43,838 Supposed to go into surgery with my patient. 263 00:12:43,839 --> 00:12:45,085 Wait. No, you should eat. 264 00:12:45,086 --> 00:12:46,563 You might not get another chance today. 265 00:12:46,564 --> 00:12:49,100 Thanks, Wolf, but I'm... okay. 266 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:53,481 I've got 30 minutes to kill 267 00:12:53,482 --> 00:12:56,150 if there's anything you want to talk about. 268 00:12:59,921 --> 00:13:02,056 They're actually ready for me. 269 00:13:08,774 --> 00:13:10,798 You're the new surg nurse? 270 00:13:10,799 --> 00:13:12,883 I'm just filling in. You're the resident? 271 00:13:12,884 --> 00:13:14,593 We don't have time to train one-offs in here. 272 00:13:14,594 --> 00:13:16,383 Dr. Ramjet is very particular about his OR. 273 00:13:16,384 --> 00:13:17,439 You need to wash under your nails 274 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:18,600 and between the fingers for two minutes. 275 00:13:18,601 --> 00:13:21,809 I usually do three. I used to work in the OR. 276 00:13:21,810 --> 00:13:24,028 Not Ramjet's. He's the best at St. M's. 277 00:13:24,029 --> 00:13:25,403 There's a waiting list to work with him. 278 00:13:25,404 --> 00:13:26,519 I'll do my best to keep up. 279 00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:29,512 Hey, Camilla, I've got an emergency 280 00:13:29,513 --> 00:13:31,222 abdominal aortic aneurysm, 281 00:13:31,223 --> 00:13:32,876 but I'll get back here as soon as I can. 282 00:13:32,877 --> 00:13:34,022 So you go ahead and start, 283 00:13:34,023 --> 00:13:36,324 I think you're ready. Mobilize everything 284 00:13:36,325 --> 00:13:38,226 and I'll be in by the time you're ready to resect. 285 00:13:38,227 --> 00:13:40,228 You got it, Doctor. 286 00:13:40,229 --> 00:13:42,363 You heard him, let's go. 287 00:13:47,076 --> 00:13:50,639 Abdomen is inflated. I'll take the camera now. 288 00:14:05,454 --> 00:14:07,755 Camera is inserted. 289 00:14:10,793 --> 00:14:12,560 Camera is inserted. 290 00:14:17,967 --> 00:14:22,070 Are you ready for incisions for the 5mm trocars, Dr. Rossi? 291 00:14:22,071 --> 00:14:24,172 Yes, yes. The trocars. 292 00:14:24,173 --> 00:14:26,441 Blade, please. 293 00:14:29,239 --> 00:14:31,264 After the small trocars, 294 00:14:31,265 --> 00:14:33,615 are you ready for the grasper and hook to be inserted? 295 00:14:33,616 --> 00:14:35,617 Yes. 296 00:14:47,930 --> 00:14:50,598 Still pop in to visit Coach every once in a while. 297 00:14:50,599 --> 00:14:52,391 All he ever wants to talk about is you. 298 00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:55,084 Still brings up that pick you made against the Yeomen. 299 00:14:55,085 --> 00:14:57,605 "Hands like those should have played it all". 300 00:14:57,606 --> 00:15:00,608 - Hahahaha! - Hey, you know what though? 301 00:15:00,609 --> 00:15:03,552 I thought you got it the worst against Queens. 302 00:15:03,553 --> 00:15:05,113 Remember that game? Your legs 303 00:15:05,114 --> 00:15:06,848 cleared that other guy's head, dude. 304 00:15:06,849 --> 00:15:09,083 - Cleared my head. - Yeah, you still walked away 305 00:15:09,084 --> 00:15:11,686 with a championship MVP though. 306 00:15:11,687 --> 00:15:13,788 I don't know why you didn't come back for the senior year, 307 00:15:13,789 --> 00:15:16,224 could have had a hell of a season. 308 00:15:16,225 --> 00:15:19,761 I wanted to focus on school. Can't play football forever. 309 00:15:19,762 --> 00:15:22,263 Oh! Ah! 310 00:15:22,264 --> 00:15:24,132 Hands like that, you could have. 311 00:15:26,035 --> 00:15:28,169 Whatever just happened here better not have. 312 00:15:32,541 --> 00:15:34,345 You had the sauce, man! 313 00:15:34,346 --> 00:15:36,180 Come here, man. 314 00:15:38,080 --> 00:15:41,249 That Queens' game, that insane tackle... 315 00:15:42,702 --> 00:15:45,687 ... I walked away, the other guy didn't. 316 00:15:45,688 --> 00:15:48,022 He doesn't walk at all anymore. 317 00:15:48,023 --> 00:15:49,957 Spinal cord injury. 318 00:15:52,194 --> 00:15:55,997 Damn. I didn't... I didn't know. 319 00:15:55,998 --> 00:15:57,832 That was the angle. 320 00:15:57,833 --> 00:16:00,835 Hit him just right to fracture a C5 vertebrae. 321 00:16:00,836 --> 00:16:03,638 It was just a routine play for me, 322 00:16:03,639 --> 00:16:06,009 but changed his life forever. 323 00:16:06,010 --> 00:16:09,601 That's not your fault, man. You know that, right? 324 00:16:09,602 --> 00:16:12,213 I quit football because I wanted to be a nurse. 325 00:16:13,959 --> 00:16:16,217 I don't want to hurt people anymore; I want to help 'em. 326 00:16:20,656 --> 00:16:22,523 Dr. Banks needs me. 327 00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:25,693 Was it... Is it about Becky or... ? 328 00:16:35,571 --> 00:16:37,405 Okay. 329 00:16:37,406 --> 00:16:40,908 Oh, looking good so far. 330 00:16:40,909 --> 00:16:44,712 I think we're, uh... we're ready to remove the mass. 331 00:16:44,713 --> 00:16:46,914 - Good job, Camilla! - Thank you. 332 00:16:49,391 --> 00:16:51,425 You kept up well. 333 00:16:53,088 --> 00:16:55,462 I learned from some skilled residents. 334 00:16:55,463 --> 00:16:57,288 That colon is wonderfully immobilized. 335 00:16:57,289 --> 00:16:59,457 Let's get this sucker out. 336 00:17:06,735 --> 00:17:08,770 Didn't I send you to the ER today? 337 00:17:08,771 --> 00:17:11,439 Naz paged me, said this was urgent. 338 00:17:17,967 --> 00:17:20,026 I told you to mop up the vomit in room 14, 339 00:17:20,027 --> 00:17:22,750 why was Red doing it? 340 00:17:22,751 --> 00:17:26,220 Oh, uh... I needed to find Dr. Geller. 341 00:17:26,221 --> 00:17:29,223 After Chris's ankle surgery, Geller put him 342 00:17:29,224 --> 00:17:31,360 - on the Broxine and morphine. - It's standard protocol. 343 00:17:31,361 --> 00:17:33,452 Except Chris has a family history of ulcers. 344 00:17:33,453 --> 00:17:35,344 Those two drugs together were too hard on his stomach. 345 00:17:35,345 --> 00:17:37,322 Which would have made him puke his guts out. 346 00:17:37,323 --> 00:17:38,529 Geller must have missed it. 347 00:17:38,530 --> 00:17:40,779 I stopped the anti-inflammatory 348 00:17:40,780 --> 00:17:43,404 and just followed up to get him on proton-pump inhibitors. 349 00:17:43,405 --> 00:17:45,243 Good catch! That could have ended 350 00:17:45,244 --> 00:17:47,569 in a bleed or perforation, but in the future, 351 00:17:47,570 --> 00:17:49,495 you need to do what I tell you 352 00:17:49,496 --> 00:17:51,864 and leave the PSWs where I tell them to be. 353 00:17:54,883 --> 00:17:57,251 Oh! And, Naz, 354 00:17:57,252 --> 00:18:00,421 Code Brown Bandit struck again. 12A needs a bed change sharpish. 355 00:18:07,122 --> 00:18:09,414 I brought her things from home 356 00:18:09,415 --> 00:18:11,732 but she won't come out of the bathroom. 357 00:18:11,733 --> 00:18:14,135 I could take care of that for you. 358 00:18:16,364 --> 00:18:18,356 You know, every time 359 00:18:18,357 --> 00:18:20,903 I drag this thing in here, I'm hoping it will be the last, 360 00:18:20,904 --> 00:18:23,744 but this damned thing never goes off. 361 00:18:23,745 --> 00:18:26,480 It's been almost a year in, and... 362 00:18:26,481 --> 00:18:28,482 You should go grab something to eat, 363 00:18:28,483 --> 00:18:30,484 give Gabby time to cool off. 364 00:18:33,088 --> 00:18:35,323 Thanks. 365 00:18:41,228 --> 00:18:43,453 Why are you going through my stuff?! 366 00:18:43,454 --> 00:18:45,904 Dude, are you smoking? You could get kicked off the transplant list! 367 00:18:45,905 --> 00:18:47,668 Like that matters. 368 00:18:47,669 --> 00:18:49,279 Pretty sure a fresh pair of lungs isn't coming 369 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:51,347 any time soon. 370 00:18:54,042 --> 00:18:57,511 Here, here. 371 00:19:02,417 --> 00:19:04,197 Don't forget, Dr. Rossi, 372 00:19:04,198 --> 00:19:05,923 you've told me to remind you to take a look around 373 00:19:05,924 --> 00:19:08,482 - once we were finished. - Yes. 374 00:19:08,483 --> 00:19:11,042 Why don't I know you? Are you new? 375 00:19:11,043 --> 00:19:12,927 - You don't seem new. - I used to work 376 00:19:12,928 --> 00:19:16,163 - in the OR at the General. - Under Dr. Hamilton? 377 00:19:16,164 --> 00:19:18,908 Oh, that explains it. Hell of a surgeon! 378 00:19:18,909 --> 00:19:20,983 I've been trying to get him to come over here to train 379 00:19:20,984 --> 00:19:23,609 some of our people. And we were lucky to have you with us. 380 00:19:23,610 --> 00:19:25,935 Oh, I'm only in the OR for today. I'm just filling in. 381 00:19:25,936 --> 00:19:28,662 That's a shame. 382 00:19:28,663 --> 00:19:31,522 Okay, all staples in. 383 00:19:31,523 --> 00:19:33,768 Now, let's take a look at the liver. 384 00:19:42,357 --> 00:19:45,293 Damnit! Look at the right hepatic vein, 385 00:19:45,294 --> 00:19:48,029 section 7 of 8. 386 00:19:48,030 --> 00:19:50,197 Are those metastatic deposits? 387 00:19:52,084 --> 00:19:55,987 Yeah. Close her up. There's nothing more we can do here. 388 00:19:58,559 --> 00:20:00,583 We removed the primary mass 389 00:20:00,584 --> 00:20:04,187 in your abdomen, but there were unexpected secondaries in the liver. 390 00:20:04,188 --> 00:20:06,522 The cancer is stage 4. 391 00:20:06,523 --> 00:20:08,989 Oncologists can recommend 392 00:20:08,990 --> 00:20:11,549 chemotherapy or radiation treatments; 393 00:20:11,550 --> 00:20:14,008 it'll slow the growth for a period of time. 394 00:20:14,009 --> 00:20:17,345 I'm so sorry, Ms. Yamato.- 395 00:20:30,727 --> 00:20:33,563 Hal... 396 00:20:33,564 --> 00:20:35,898 Hal is still so young. 397 00:20:38,135 --> 00:20:40,236 What will he do without me? 398 00:20:53,060 --> 00:20:54,584 _ 399 00:20:54,585 --> 00:20:56,240 - Cutie pants Aiden is 17 - Dude! 400 00:20:56,241 --> 00:20:58,177 - and Aquarius and lives in Ottawa. - Privacy! 401 00:20:59,523 --> 00:21:01,791 So, is that a site for kids with CF? 402 00:21:05,896 --> 00:21:08,798 You weren't going on a school trip; you were gonna visit some guy! 403 00:21:08,799 --> 00:21:10,527 Hey, he's not just "some guy". 404 00:21:10,528 --> 00:21:13,502 Look, I'm all for teenage rebellion, but that's a bad idea. 405 00:21:13,503 --> 00:21:15,571 CF patients, they shouldn't intermingle. 406 00:21:15,572 --> 00:21:17,773 You guys can cross-infect each other with a super bug. 407 00:21:17,774 --> 00:21:19,775 - You could literally kill him. - He's the only person 408 00:21:19,776 --> 00:21:21,878 who knows what I'm going through right now. 409 00:21:21,879 --> 00:21:24,380 I mean, we can't be together because CF freaking blows, 410 00:21:24,381 --> 00:21:25,939 and now I can't even talk to him 411 00:21:25,940 --> 00:21:28,384 because the Wi-Fi in this stupid hospital's crap! 412 00:21:28,385 --> 00:21:30,607 Okay, look, I know you feel alone right now... 413 00:21:30,608 --> 00:21:31,721 I am alone! 414 00:21:31,722 --> 00:21:33,439 All my parents care about 415 00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:35,725 is when that stupid pager will go off. 416 00:21:35,726 --> 00:21:38,728 Guess what. It's not gonna freaking happen. 417 00:21:38,729 --> 00:21:42,331 I have an idea. 418 00:21:42,332 --> 00:21:44,267 Let's go boogie. 419 00:21:44,268 --> 00:21:46,269 Let me go get Tomo for you. We can discuss 420 00:21:46,270 --> 00:21:48,404 - what's next together. - I know what's next. 421 00:21:50,516 --> 00:21:52,550 My father died of lung cancer. 422 00:21:54,544 --> 00:21:56,012 - I'm sorry. - It was awful. 423 00:21:56,013 --> 00:21:57,847 My family, we... 424 00:21:57,848 --> 00:21:59,749 we watched him suffer through so much. 425 00:22:01,451 --> 00:22:03,653 Doctors make a lot of promises about 426 00:22:03,654 --> 00:22:07,023 buying time, but the time they buy is miserable. 427 00:22:07,024 --> 00:22:10,426 I won't put my son through that. 428 00:22:10,427 --> 00:22:12,795 I don't want him to have to see... 429 00:22:14,765 --> 00:22:17,667 I know how hard this is, 430 00:22:17,668 --> 00:22:19,835 but I can help you have the conversation. 431 00:22:21,638 --> 00:22:24,373 You can't tell him. 432 00:22:24,374 --> 00:22:26,876 - About your wishes? - About the cancer. 433 00:22:26,877 --> 00:22:29,779 As far as he needs to know, 434 00:22:29,780 --> 00:22:33,382 I had a benign mass removed and I'm going home tomorrow. 435 00:22:33,383 --> 00:22:36,552 Maki, you're... you're gonna need his support. 436 00:22:36,553 --> 00:22:40,056 No. If he... if he knows, 437 00:22:40,057 --> 00:22:42,091 he'll want me to get every treatment possible. 438 00:22:45,395 --> 00:22:48,497 He can't understand what that does to someone. 439 00:22:51,401 --> 00:22:54,203 Look, I just... 440 00:22:54,204 --> 00:22:56,906 I want to make the most of my... 441 00:22:59,076 --> 00:23:02,712 ... of my last few months at home with my family. Okay? 442 00:23:05,182 --> 00:23:08,050 - Okay. - Thank you. 443 00:23:12,022 --> 00:23:13,456 Thanks. 444 00:23:21,264 --> 00:23:23,132 Best Wi-Fi in the hospital. 445 00:23:23,133 --> 00:23:25,167 You can hang out here, talk to Aiden. 446 00:23:25,168 --> 00:23:27,670 - Thanks. - Yeah. I'll be back soon 447 00:23:27,671 --> 00:23:29,152 with your next dose of antibiotics. 448 00:23:29,153 --> 00:23:32,208 Say hi to cutie pants for me, okay? 449 00:23:52,513 --> 00:23:54,514 You look like you could use this. 450 00:23:59,469 --> 00:24:02,338 Hmmm... 451 00:24:02,339 --> 00:24:03,839 It's cold. 452 00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:06,075 It was hot before I got paged 453 00:24:06,076 --> 00:24:08,440 to deal with a kid who shoved half a box of crayons 454 00:24:08,441 --> 00:24:10,079 up her brother's nose. 455 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:13,215 Wow! That is ambitious. 456 00:24:13,216 --> 00:24:14,805 I have something better. 457 00:24:14,806 --> 00:24:18,013 Kid last year had out most of a remote up there. 458 00:24:18,014 --> 00:24:21,448 TV remote pow! 459 00:24:23,427 --> 00:24:25,327 I saw the surgical report 460 00:24:25,328 --> 00:24:28,831 - on Maki Yamato's chart. - Yeah. 461 00:24:28,832 --> 00:24:31,074 She doesn't want treatment. 462 00:24:31,075 --> 00:24:33,276 And I get it, I totally do. 463 00:24:34,671 --> 00:24:36,672 You know, a lot of people don't like working in the ER. 464 00:24:36,673 --> 00:24:40,076 It's too hectic, too risky, but me, 465 00:24:40,077 --> 00:24:42,678 I like how simple it is. 466 00:24:42,679 --> 00:24:45,281 No matter who or what comes through that door, 467 00:24:45,282 --> 00:24:48,617 I have one job: just keep them alive. 468 00:24:50,204 --> 00:24:52,288 Yeah. 469 00:24:52,289 --> 00:24:54,223 Feels weird not to do that. 470 00:24:57,227 --> 00:25:01,230 Doctors and nurses practice different medicine. 471 00:25:01,231 --> 00:25:03,432 I can stitch them up, 472 00:25:03,433 --> 00:25:07,203 send them off to surgery, even... restart their heart... 473 00:25:10,006 --> 00:25:12,541 ... but once they make the choice to refuse those options... 474 00:25:14,111 --> 00:25:15,978 ... my work for the patient is done. 475 00:25:15,979 --> 00:25:19,215 Yeah, but mine isn't. 476 00:25:23,086 --> 00:25:24,987 Thanks for this. 477 00:25:24,988 --> 00:25:28,224 I should go check on Maki, finish my charting. 478 00:25:29,893 --> 00:25:31,894 Oh, hey. 479 00:25:39,236 --> 00:25:41,237 Why are there 480 00:25:41,238 --> 00:25:44,130 discharge orders written for Maki Yamato for tomorrow? 481 00:25:44,131 --> 00:25:47,009 She just had a colon resection and has stage 4 cancer. 482 00:25:47,010 --> 00:25:49,555 She's refusing treatment. She wants to die at home. 483 00:25:49,556 --> 00:25:51,324 But she doesn't know for sure that she will. 484 00:25:51,325 --> 00:25:52,815 Nobody can be sure, not even the doctors. 485 00:25:52,816 --> 00:25:54,856 - If she had treatment... - It's not what she wants. 486 00:25:56,586 --> 00:25:59,889 Okay. Wouldn't be my choice. 487 00:26:01,814 --> 00:26:04,214 Also, she doesn't want her family to know about the cancer. 488 00:26:06,096 --> 00:26:08,185 Oh, you're serious? 489 00:26:08,186 --> 00:26:09,863 Official story is she's spending the night 490 00:26:09,864 --> 00:26:11,324 after having a benign mass removed 491 00:26:11,325 --> 00:26:13,863 - and she's leaving tomorrow. - So, she wants us to lie for her? 492 00:26:13,864 --> 00:26:15,563 She's worried about how her husband will react 493 00:26:15,564 --> 00:26:16,705 to her decision not to do treatment. 494 00:26:16,706 --> 00:26:18,150 He's supposed to leave here thinking that 495 00:26:18,151 --> 00:26:19,942 she is fine when she's dying? 496 00:26:19,943 --> 00:26:22,478 Legally, we cannot tell him anything she doesn't want us to. 497 00:26:30,053 --> 00:26:32,454 Hey, man, where you been at? What did the doctor say? 498 00:26:34,524 --> 00:26:38,093 Becky's fallopian tubes are badly scarred. 499 00:26:38,094 --> 00:26:40,329 They shrink when that happens, that's why no one caught it 500 00:26:40,330 --> 00:26:43,098 on the ultrasounds before the surgery. 501 00:26:43,099 --> 00:26:45,267 So, what does that mean for Becky? 502 00:26:46,870 --> 00:26:49,572 Dr. Banks is gonna try to save them... 503 00:26:51,541 --> 00:26:53,475 ... but if she can't... 504 00:27:02,552 --> 00:27:04,853 Becky really wants kids, you know? 505 00:27:07,791 --> 00:27:11,660 She wanted to try a year ago, and I convinced her to wait. 506 00:27:11,661 --> 00:27:13,729 You can't think about the what ifs, man. 507 00:27:15,932 --> 00:27:19,101 I'm scared, Colby. 508 00:27:19,102 --> 00:27:21,170 - How do I do this? - I don't know. 509 00:27:23,106 --> 00:27:26,642 I gave up on my dream, 510 00:27:26,643 --> 00:27:29,278 gave up on everything 'cause I was afraid. 511 00:27:31,681 --> 00:27:33,649 But you gotta figure it out, man... 512 00:27:35,552 --> 00:27:37,620 ... because you gotta be there for Becky. 513 00:27:45,228 --> 00:27:47,196 Romeo and Juliet... 514 00:28:03,413 --> 00:28:06,482 Oh, hey, hi. I would like to call... 515 00:28:06,483 --> 00:28:09,899 I'd like to call code yellow. I have a missing patient. 516 00:28:09,900 --> 00:28:12,221 - I'll be back. - Attention, code yellow. 517 00:28:12,222 --> 00:28:15,391 Attention, code yellow. Attention, code yellow. 518 00:28:15,392 --> 00:28:19,844 Hi. I just looked in on Maki, and she looks really tired. 519 00:28:19,845 --> 00:28:22,578 Yeah, she's had a really big day. She just needs to rest. 520 00:28:22,579 --> 00:28:25,133 I did some research online; 521 00:28:25,134 --> 00:28:28,470 - did they biopsy the mass in her bowel? - Who's this? 522 00:28:28,471 --> 00:28:30,406 This is our son, Hal. 523 00:28:30,407 --> 00:28:31,520 Hi! 524 00:28:31,521 --> 00:28:34,310 How long will we have to wait for the results? 525 00:28:34,311 --> 00:28:36,312 It's a good question. 526 00:28:36,313 --> 00:28:39,014 When do you think the pathology will be in on that, Grace? 527 00:28:39,015 --> 00:28:42,259 You know, Tomo, no news is good news. 528 00:28:42,260 --> 00:28:44,019 - But what about... - I know you have 529 00:28:44,020 --> 00:28:45,745 a lot of questions right now, 530 00:28:45,746 --> 00:28:47,890 but your wife just needs you to be there for her tonight. 531 00:28:47,891 --> 00:28:49,892 You guys can do that, right, 532 00:28:49,893 --> 00:28:51,894 and just be there? 533 00:28:51,895 --> 00:28:54,596 Of course. Anything Maki needs. 534 00:29:03,506 --> 00:29:05,741 You do not get to tell someone else's secret. 535 00:29:05,742 --> 00:29:07,676 Oh, come on, I wasn't going to. 536 00:29:07,677 --> 00:29:09,978 Someone should tell him, it's cruel to lie. 537 00:29:09,979 --> 00:29:11,509 We don't get to make that decision, Ashley; 538 00:29:11,510 --> 00:29:13,083 people keep secrets for a reason. 539 00:29:14,551 --> 00:29:16,485 Like when they don't want everyone to know 540 00:29:16,486 --> 00:29:19,355 they almost killed someone at their last job? 541 00:29:19,356 --> 00:29:22,558 I heard you left sponges in a patient after surgery. 542 00:29:23,959 --> 00:29:25,861 Whatever you think you know, 543 00:29:25,862 --> 00:29:28,163 whatever you think that I am, 544 00:29:28,164 --> 00:29:30,099 you're wrong. 545 00:29:42,675 --> 00:29:44,199 She can't have gone far. 546 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:45,500 Thanks, guys. 547 00:29:46,035 --> 00:29:49,304 Okay, so obviously, a code yellow is not good, 548 00:29:49,305 --> 00:29:52,307 - right, but in my defence... - This one is just a formality. 549 00:29:52,308 --> 00:29:55,643 Correct? Because you know exactly where your patient is. 550 00:29:55,644 --> 00:29:59,547 Correct? Because you are an attentive nurse. 551 00:29:59,548 --> 00:30:01,950 You would never leave a sick girl alone 552 00:30:01,951 --> 00:30:05,153 long enough to try something as stupid as running way. 553 00:30:06,835 --> 00:30:09,394 Correct? And you will have her sick butt back in that bed 554 00:30:09,395 --> 00:30:11,737 before her parents even notice she's gone. Correct? 555 00:30:11,738 --> 00:30:15,107 - Definitely. Tot... tot... Correct, yeah. - Get off my face! 556 00:30:17,001 --> 00:30:19,002 Something's wrong with that boy. 557 00:30:21,047 --> 00:30:23,982 Red! What are you doing here? 558 00:30:23,983 --> 00:30:26,218 - Naz paged me. - Again? 559 00:30:26,219 --> 00:30:28,036 Every shift I've been changing her beds, 560 00:30:28,037 --> 00:30:29,962 bathing her patients, shaving them. 561 00:30:29,963 --> 00:30:32,255 I thought you knew. 562 00:30:32,256 --> 00:30:34,693 Thank you, Red. You can stop now. 563 00:30:34,694 --> 00:30:36,595 Okay. 564 00:30:46,339 --> 00:30:48,306 Are you leaving? 565 00:30:48,307 --> 00:30:50,175 Nope, I'm just taking a quick walk around 566 00:30:50,176 --> 00:30:51,848 the loading bay, the laundry room and the roof... 567 00:30:51,849 --> 00:30:52,968 Oh, dear, no! 568 00:30:52,969 --> 00:30:54,721 The code yellow was yours? Who did you lose? 569 00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:56,448 Yeah, I'm looking for a teenage girl 570 00:30:56,449 --> 00:30:57,941 with a raging lung infection who's a danger 571 00:30:57,942 --> 00:31:00,286 to herself and the boy she's secretly dating. 572 00:31:00,287 --> 00:31:02,712 Hey, Wolf. We're just going upstairs to see Gabby. 573 00:31:02,713 --> 00:31:04,780 - How are you doing? - Hopefully, she's had 574 00:31:04,781 --> 00:31:06,706 enough time to cool down and talk to us. 575 00:31:06,707 --> 00:31:09,867 I'm, uh, glad to see you guys. I was just looking for you. 576 00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,859 Uh... 577 00:31:11,860 --> 00:31:13,719 Gabby, she's really, really upset. 578 00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:16,579 She forgot her iPad, and it works better on hospital Wi-Fi. 579 00:31:16,580 --> 00:31:18,872 Yeah, you know, um, Wi-Fi has actually been proven 580 00:31:18,873 --> 00:31:21,765 - to soothe any teenagers. - That's a really great idea. 581 00:31:21,766 --> 00:31:23,734 Thank you! 582 00:31:25,887 --> 00:31:29,813 - You're welcome! - You did nothing. 583 00:31:29,814 --> 00:31:31,873 This is your mess, and you're gonna clean it up 584 00:31:31,874 --> 00:31:34,709 if I have to watch you do it! Go on then, get to it! 585 00:31:40,059 --> 00:31:43,028 You think changing a bed or cleaning up puke is beneath you? 586 00:31:43,029 --> 00:31:45,464 This is nursing, this is what we do. 587 00:31:45,465 --> 00:31:48,633 When the patient is sick or scared, we reassure them 588 00:31:48,634 --> 00:31:50,735 that someone sees them, lets them know 589 00:31:50,736 --> 00:31:53,171 they are more than their illness. 590 00:31:56,843 --> 00:31:59,424 I'm not ashamed to make a bed, I'm ashamed of me. 591 00:31:59,425 --> 00:32:00,909 When I grew up in India, 592 00:32:00,910 --> 00:32:05,250 my family is wealthy, like crazy wealthy, 593 00:32:05,251 --> 00:32:07,879 we had servants for everything. 594 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:11,556 I never... learned to make a bed or to do laundry 595 00:32:11,557 --> 00:32:13,492 or change anything other than myself. 596 00:32:13,493 --> 00:32:15,494 I charmed my classmates into doing that stuff 597 00:32:15,495 --> 00:32:17,762 for me in school, and I got Red to do it now 598 00:32:17,763 --> 00:32:20,832 because... I never learned how. 599 00:32:20,833 --> 00:32:22,776 I want to be a good nurse, 600 00:32:22,777 --> 00:32:26,004 but now that you know my secret, I'm obviously fired, so... 601 00:32:27,961 --> 00:32:29,495 Or... 602 00:32:32,435 --> 00:32:34,736 ... we could just fix the problem? 603 00:32:36,582 --> 00:32:38,917 Get those sheets, wipes. 604 00:32:50,263 --> 00:32:52,264 Corners are key, 605 00:32:52,265 --> 00:32:54,457 but there's a trick. 606 00:33:09,949 --> 00:33:11,283 Wow! 607 00:33:11,284 --> 00:33:13,706 Hmm... those lines, 608 00:33:13,707 --> 00:33:16,621 interesting use of negative space, 609 00:33:16,622 --> 00:33:19,624 and do I sense an impressionistic influence? 610 00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:21,927 You've really captured the... 611 00:33:21,928 --> 00:33:25,363 The Sistine Chapel. We're going to see it this summer. 612 00:33:25,364 --> 00:33:28,099 Mom and Dad met there, and they gotta have gelato. 613 00:33:40,780 --> 00:33:43,815 I didn't expect this to hurt so much... 614 00:33:45,687 --> 00:33:49,089 ... but the surgery got rid of the endometriosis. 615 00:33:50,656 --> 00:33:52,390 I'll take it. 616 00:33:52,391 --> 00:33:54,459 Hey, 617 00:33:54,460 --> 00:33:56,461 there were complications. 618 00:33:56,462 --> 00:33:59,030 Is the surgery gonna get rid of the scarring? 619 00:34:05,271 --> 00:34:08,740 Your fallopian tubes are really scarred. 620 00:34:08,741 --> 00:34:10,809 They had to... they had to remove them. 621 00:34:12,345 --> 00:34:15,747 Does that... mean I can't get pregnant? 622 00:34:17,783 --> 00:34:20,151 I came in for pain, and now I can't 623 00:34:20,152 --> 00:34:22,487 - have a baby?! - You still have both ovaries. 624 00:34:22,488 --> 00:34:24,447 - Doctors can retrieve your eggs. - I'm sorry, 625 00:34:24,448 --> 00:34:26,239 but you're talking about IVF. 626 00:34:26,240 --> 00:34:28,872 - We can't afford that. - Hey, let's not worry 627 00:34:28,873 --> 00:34:31,565 about that right now, okay? Okay. 628 00:34:31,566 --> 00:34:33,667 Don't worry about that. 629 00:34:44,844 --> 00:34:46,678 Okay, great. 630 00:34:46,679 --> 00:34:49,014 Thanks. 631 00:34:49,015 --> 00:34:52,256 The sitter will drop Hal off at school tomorrow, 632 00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:54,719 so I can pick you up first thing. I'm gonna 633 00:34:54,720 --> 00:34:57,331 pop out now to grab you something decent to eat. 634 00:34:57,332 --> 00:34:59,390 Hospital food will make you sick. 635 00:34:59,391 --> 00:35:02,217 What about you? Want me to bring you something back? 636 00:35:02,218 --> 00:35:03,943 Oh, no, I'm good. I'm all full 637 00:35:03,944 --> 00:35:05,945 on tiny sandwiches from the luncheon. 638 00:35:10,336 --> 00:35:12,537 So, Tomo seems really on top of things. 639 00:35:12,538 --> 00:35:15,106 He can be strong tonight because he knows 640 00:35:15,107 --> 00:35:18,410 I'll be home tomorrow, and he won't have to paint. 641 00:35:18,411 --> 00:35:20,779 He may be able to handle more than you think. 642 00:35:22,228 --> 00:35:25,697 - Maybe if you just told him the truth... - Don't. 643 00:35:26,228 --> 00:35:28,853 I know you think you're helping, but you're not. 644 00:35:39,832 --> 00:35:43,268 Before today, 645 00:35:43,269 --> 00:35:45,904 I hadn't been in the OR 646 00:35:45,905 --> 00:35:49,562 in over a year. Last time was a routine surgery, 647 00:35:51,911 --> 00:35:55,180 but I made a mistake, a big one. 648 00:35:57,251 --> 00:35:59,276 And I had a choice: 649 00:35:59,277 --> 00:36:01,302 I could either keep quiet and protect myself 650 00:36:01,303 --> 00:36:04,028 or I could tell somebody. 651 00:36:04,029 --> 00:36:07,122 It's the scariest thing that I ever did, 652 00:36:07,123 --> 00:36:10,349 but it saved the patient's life. 653 00:36:10,350 --> 00:36:13,386 - And I got fired. - Do you regret it? 654 00:36:15,101 --> 00:36:17,068 Not for a second. 655 00:36:18,596 --> 00:36:22,123 Having those hard conversations matters, Maki. 656 00:36:22,124 --> 00:36:24,800 What if this is all my fault? 657 00:36:24,801 --> 00:36:27,761 I knew something was wrong, but I... 658 00:36:27,762 --> 00:36:31,488 I didn't do anything about it because I was... 659 00:36:31,489 --> 00:36:34,725 I was so afraid that what happened to my dad was happening to me. 660 00:36:36,522 --> 00:36:38,423 So I ignored it. 661 00:36:40,626 --> 00:36:42,994 I thought it would go away. 662 00:36:45,524 --> 00:36:47,649 Maybe if I'd gotten help 663 00:36:47,650 --> 00:36:49,984 - sooner, it... - No. 664 00:36:50,744 --> 00:36:53,236 Something bad happened to you. 665 00:36:53,237 --> 00:36:55,563 That isn't your fault. 666 00:36:55,564 --> 00:36:57,598 But what if it is? 667 00:37:00,613 --> 00:37:03,148 How may I look at my family and tell them that? 668 00:37:03,149 --> 00:37:05,116 None of that matters. 669 00:37:05,117 --> 00:37:07,085 The only thing that matters 670 00:37:07,086 --> 00:37:09,053 is what you do now. 671 00:37:26,424 --> 00:37:28,859 Gabby, don't! 672 00:37:28,860 --> 00:37:30,928 Wonderful. 673 00:37:30,929 --> 00:37:33,522 Is this the part where you give me a pep talk about how life 674 00:37:33,523 --> 00:37:35,394 - is precious or something? - Nope. 675 00:37:35,395 --> 00:37:38,032 This is the part where I tell you to stop being such a selfish dick. 676 00:37:38,033 --> 00:37:41,135 Can you even say dick to a minor? 677 00:37:41,136 --> 00:37:43,604 You want in medical terms? You're risking the life 678 00:37:43,605 --> 00:37:45,230 of the guy you say you love, plus your own. 679 00:37:45,231 --> 00:37:48,360 That is a dick move. I get it, you're sick and you're pissed, 680 00:37:48,361 --> 00:37:49,986 but that doesn't mean you get to pull whatever 681 00:37:49,987 --> 00:37:51,745 - bullshit stunt you like! - Screw this, 682 00:37:51,746 --> 00:37:54,281 I'm walking. 683 00:37:56,493 --> 00:37:58,728 I have leukemia. 684 00:38:02,433 --> 00:38:05,101 I was 12. 685 00:38:05,102 --> 00:38:08,037 Spent the next six years in and out of hospital 686 00:38:08,038 --> 00:38:10,673 watching kids around me die, knowing that I could be next. 687 00:38:12,409 --> 00:38:14,811 And you know, I have to still take these pills to prevent 688 00:38:14,812 --> 00:38:17,480 reoccurrence. They're expensive, they're not covered. 689 00:38:17,481 --> 00:38:19,596 The "Oh God, how will I pay my rent" pills. 690 00:38:19,597 --> 00:38:22,118 I have to order them off these dodgy websites just to swing 'em. 691 00:38:22,119 --> 00:38:24,620 How are you not super pissed? 692 00:38:24,621 --> 00:38:27,857 I could be... 693 00:38:27,858 --> 00:38:30,059 but no one wants to spend time with an asshole, Gabby... 694 00:38:32,329 --> 00:38:34,697 ... no matter how sick you are. 695 00:38:39,325 --> 00:38:41,059 Get your act together... 696 00:38:42,417 --> 00:38:44,352 ... and be ready when this goes off. 697 00:39:02,826 --> 00:39:06,362 The mass that they removed from my bowel... 698 00:39:09,466 --> 00:39:11,534 ... was cancerous. 699 00:39:22,106 --> 00:39:25,699 Why? Why are we only hearing this now? 700 00:39:25,700 --> 00:39:27,392 We're not. 701 00:39:27,393 --> 00:39:30,419 I'm... 702 00:39:30,420 --> 00:39:32,755 not. 703 00:39:32,756 --> 00:39:34,790 I... I... 704 00:39:34,791 --> 00:39:38,876 Maki has bowel cancer, 705 00:39:38,877 --> 00:39:40,878 and it's spread to her liver. 706 00:39:42,633 --> 00:39:45,134 There are certain treatments that we can do 707 00:39:45,135 --> 00:39:48,037 to prolong the remainder of her time, 708 00:39:48,038 --> 00:39:49,906 but those treatments can be 709 00:39:49,907 --> 00:39:52,141 uncomfortable and invasive. 710 00:39:52,142 --> 00:39:53,976 Maki doesn't wish to move forward 711 00:39:53,977 --> 00:39:55,811 with any of those treatments. 712 00:40:10,861 --> 00:40:12,929 - Oh! - Ohhh! 713 00:40:12,930 --> 00:40:15,131 - Hey! - I'll leave. I was just, uh... 714 00:40:17,034 --> 00:40:19,435 It was the only quiet place while the gym's being renovated. 715 00:40:19,436 --> 00:40:21,337 Right... 716 00:40:27,411 --> 00:40:29,245 Today, Becky's surgery. 717 00:40:29,246 --> 00:40:34,984 I know, it, um... it didn't go as well as expected. 718 00:40:34,985 --> 00:40:38,788 In school, they teach you about risk. You think you know 719 00:40:38,789 --> 00:40:41,023 everything can change in a second, 720 00:40:41,024 --> 00:40:44,660 but you don't. Not really. Not until it happens. 721 00:40:44,661 --> 00:40:46,829 How do you do it? 722 00:40:49,032 --> 00:40:51,300 How are you not afraid all the time? 723 00:40:54,438 --> 00:40:57,373 You are. 724 00:40:57,374 --> 00:41:00,509 You're afraid so much 725 00:41:00,510 --> 00:41:02,912 it becomes a part of the air you breathe. 726 00:41:04,681 --> 00:41:06,916 You feel it, 727 00:41:06,917 --> 00:41:09,986 and then you push through anyway 728 00:41:09,987 --> 00:41:11,988 for your patients. 729 00:41:17,334 --> 00:41:20,893 I've got a consult waiting in my office for like 15 minutes, 730 00:41:20,894 --> 00:41:23,065 so I gotta... tchk-tchk. 731 00:41:27,771 --> 00:41:31,474 You're only as sick as your secrets. 732 00:41:31,475 --> 00:41:34,095 They can isolate you... 733 00:41:34,096 --> 00:41:38,714 ... or leave you paralyzed. 734 00:42:04,608 --> 00:42:07,330 If you're not careful, secrets can become 735 00:42:07,331 --> 00:42:09,023 your entire identity. 736 00:42:09,024 --> 00:42:11,447 But you only have to be brave enough 737 00:42:11,448 --> 00:42:13,883 to tell one person, and then 738 00:42:13,884 --> 00:42:17,453 - it isn't a secret anymore. - Hey! 739 00:42:19,056 --> 00:42:22,000 I'm only going to say this once: I don't owe you an explanation, 740 00:42:22,001 --> 00:42:23,338 but I want you to leave me alone. 741 00:42:23,339 --> 00:42:25,823 So you want to know why I miscounted the sponges and got fired? 742 00:42:25,824 --> 00:42:26,853 I really don't care. 743 00:42:26,854 --> 00:42:29,731 Because there was a hand down my pants while I was doing it. 744 00:42:32,511 --> 00:42:34,403 Dr. Hamilton, 745 00:42:34,404 --> 00:42:36,872 chief of surgery, just couldn't keep 'em to himself 746 00:42:36,873 --> 00:42:39,241 no matter how hard I tried to avoid him. 747 00:42:39,242 --> 00:42:41,977 Especially in the OR where I couldn't get away. 748 00:42:41,978 --> 00:42:44,280 So yeah, I miscounted. 749 00:42:46,346 --> 00:42:48,617 - Grace... - Don't! 750 00:42:48,618 --> 00:42:51,487 It happened, and there's no point in reporting it 751 00:42:51,488 --> 00:42:54,156 because he's a big deal surgeon and I'm just a nurse. 752 00:42:54,157 --> 00:42:57,626 I've moved on, and this will never come up again. 753 00:42:57,627 --> 00:42:59,562 Got it? 754 00:43:03,661 --> 00:43:05,719 I was just gonna say I'm sorry. 755 00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:08,923 I don't want your sympathy, I just want you off my ass. 756 00:43:27,923 --> 00:43:31,792 Watch an all new Nurses, next Monday on Global.