1 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:39,800 Hello? 2 00:00:41,160 --> 00:00:43,160 Hello? 3 00:00:49,720 --> 00:00:53,740 Hello? 4 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:19,620 ...lungs and chest. 5 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:21,340 Again, there are no signs 6 00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:23,180 telling you which way to go... 7 00:02:27,120 --> 00:02:28,340 No... 8 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:31,980 You have found it - the reason for your journey. 9 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:34,020 One slow glance ahead 10 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:37,340 bears unimaginable beauty and calm there... 11 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:41,800 Having one of your dreams? 12 00:02:42,920 --> 00:02:44,920 The ones where you can't have a baby. 13 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:48,420 No, I wasn't. 14 00:02:48,520 --> 00:02:50,340 Dad says that's why you cry in the night. 15 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:51,440 I wasn't crying. 16 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:53,860 - Yes, you were. - No, I wasn't. 17 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:56,440 I don't think happy dreams make that kind of mess. 18 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Good morning, poppet. 19 00:03:00,880 --> 00:03:02,500 Right, now... 20 00:03:02,600 --> 00:03:05,300 Would madam like her injection before or after her tea? 21 00:03:05,400 --> 00:03:06,620 Oh, before. 22 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:08,720 Hello? Hello? 23 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:11,780 Hello? Is this thing on? Hello? 24 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:15,040 I don't think it works like that, like a phone. 25 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:18,880 What can I tell you about day 29, then? 26 00:03:20,480 --> 00:03:22,780 Your mother's more beautiful than day 28? 27 00:03:24,200 --> 00:03:26,440 - Despite these panda eyes. - Mmm. 28 00:03:27,440 --> 00:03:30,260 And you survived your first Category Five wind storm last night. 29 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:32,360 You slept through all the excitement. 30 00:03:36,360 --> 00:03:38,400 How, after two years, are you getting worse at this? 31 00:03:38,440 --> 00:03:40,220 I know, I know. It's a gift, right? 32 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:41,320 I'm sorry. 33 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:42,536 You'd better get all Velcro, OK, 34 00:03:42,560 --> 00:03:45,820 because, uh, Mum can't take any more of my needlework. 35 00:03:45,920 --> 00:03:47,540 OK? 36 00:03:56,500 --> 00:03:58,500 _ 37 00:04:02,500 --> 00:04:05,400 _ 38 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:11,240 Not even the teensiest bit excited? 39 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:15,640 Would be, but... 40 00:04:15,960 --> 00:04:17,960 Dreams? 41 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:42,220 Towns in northern New South Wales 42 00:04:42,320 --> 00:04:44,980 could run out of water as soon as next week. 43 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:47,660 Twelve regional centres face the much-dreaded day zero... 44 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:50,456 as the state's water crisis continues. 45 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:51,980 Hopes dashed... 46 00:04:55,640 --> 00:04:56,640 Sorry, babe. 47 00:04:56,720 --> 00:04:58,500 Water's bad today. 48 00:04:58,600 --> 00:05:00,600 Greetings and salutations. 49 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:03,380 Sorry, maybe I'm still dreaming, 50 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:05,060 but I swear I thought 51 00:05:05,160 --> 00:05:06,580 I just saw Shay 52 00:05:06,680 --> 00:05:08,260 come into our house using his own key. 53 00:05:08,360 --> 00:05:09,360 But that's impossible, 54 00:05:09,440 --> 00:05:10,496 because you'd never give him a key. 55 00:05:10,520 --> 00:05:13,140 That is something I would definitely never do. 56 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:14,976 And if I did, it would've been for an incredibly good reason. 57 00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:16,230 There's no reason in the universe 58 00:05:16,255 --> 00:05:17,496 good enough for him to have a key. 59 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:19,720 And if I don't get it back by the end of the day, 60 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,256 you'd better lawyer up, because we'll be getting divorced. 61 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:24,500 I just want everyone to really, to hear that - 62 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:27,380 if Eadie doesn't get the key back by the end of the day, 63 00:05:27,480 --> 00:05:28,940 she's going to divorce Lloyd. 64 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:30,096 Could it really be that easy? 65 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:31,416 I've been thinking of bumping him off 66 00:05:31,440 --> 00:05:32,496 so I can have you all to myself, 67 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:35,200 but, you know, divorce would be a lot tidier. 68 00:05:35,840 --> 00:05:37,840 Still want the key back. 69 00:05:40,480 --> 00:05:42,480 You didn't just do that. 70 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:45,220 So is the end of the day sundown 71 00:05:45,320 --> 00:05:47,500 - or close of business? - OK, baby. 72 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:48,980 - I love you. - Love you. Bye. 73 00:05:49,080 --> 00:05:50,740 OK, baby, I love you. 74 00:05:50,840 --> 00:05:53,260 - Have a good day. - What is on your face? 75 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:54,856 Don't do one for me. I'm home again today. 76 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:56,900 Oh, no, no, no, no, no. 77 00:05:57,000 --> 00:05:58,900 Rain acidity is in the top level. 78 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,620 Yes, but it's not going to rain today. 79 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:01,780 We get sent home if it's 80 00:06:01,880 --> 00:06:03,336 - over ten percent. - I read the e-mail, 81 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:04,660 but seven is not ten. 82 00:06:04,760 --> 00:06:06,500 - It's near enough. - And yet so far 83 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:07,900 school says ten. 84 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,300 Who are we to argue? 85 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:13,100 Take it. Turn. Walk. Go. 86 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:18,976 I said it was going to rain. 87 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:20,260 I'm sure I said that. 88 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:24,460 Three spots of water does not a rain event make. 89 00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:28,300 Now, your chariot approaches. 90 00:06:28,400 --> 00:06:33,140 Just keep your hood on and stay under the umbrella. 91 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:41,580 OK, she's nearly here. 92 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:44,880 Ivy, come on. 93 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:48,100 She's gonna be here any second. 94 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:50,200 Here she is. Come on. 95 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:59,260 Argh! Aw, my eye! Ah! 96 00:06:59,360 --> 00:07:01,220 - Ivy... - Ivy! What happened? 97 00:07:01,320 --> 00:07:02,447 What happened? Show me. 98 00:07:02,472 --> 00:07:03,844 Show me. Sweetie, show me. 99 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:05,920 - Ivy, show me your eye. - Ow! 100 00:07:06,360 --> 00:07:07,800 Hey, not having the best of starts... 101 00:07:07,840 --> 00:07:09,820 Because you made me get acid rain in my eye! 102 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:11,020 Born for the stage. 103 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:12,260 Ivy, sweetie, 104 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:14,360 let's take a peak at that eye, shall we? 105 00:07:15,120 --> 00:07:17,640 Oh, God. I might just run her by the school nurse. 106 00:07:18,280 --> 00:07:19,940 - I want to go to Mum's! - Aw. 107 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:22,180 Come on, let's go and get you fixed up. 108 00:07:22,280 --> 00:07:23,860 Let's put this on. 109 00:07:23,960 --> 00:07:25,500 Ivy's hurt her eye. 110 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:27,220 Ivy! 111 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:48,420 I really thought she was just being a bit dramatic, 112 00:07:48,520 --> 00:07:50,180 but there you go. 113 00:07:50,280 --> 00:07:52,280 Stepmonster status confirmed. 114 00:07:52,960 --> 00:07:56,880 Anyway, call me when you can. Alright. Love you. Bye. 115 00:07:57,480 --> 00:07:58,660 Hey. 116 00:07:58,760 --> 00:08:00,620 Turn around and run. 117 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:01,720 That bad? 118 00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:03,160 Storm injuries up to the eyeballs. 119 00:08:03,240 --> 00:08:06,180 But if you won't be told, I need a neurological consult. 120 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,280 So what have you got? 121 00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:13,460 Hey, Ben. This is Dr. Boulay, 122 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:15,220 the neuropsychologist I mentioned. 123 00:08:15,320 --> 00:08:17,320 Hey. Eadie. 124 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:19,856 It looks like they've done a good job 125 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:21,880 with the brown paper and string. 126 00:08:23,880 --> 00:08:28,180 So, Ben, you work out on the Richmond border 127 00:08:28,280 --> 00:08:30,580 implementing the new residency measures? 128 00:08:30,680 --> 00:08:31,816 Yeah. Every time there's a big 129 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:34,020 weather event, we get smashed with people 130 00:08:34,120 --> 00:08:36,960 trying to come in who don't have permits yet. 131 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,800 Saw it on the news. Looked like a shocker. 132 00:08:42,160 --> 00:08:44,280 Yeah, 3000 arrivals a day. 133 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:51,660 Traffic backed up for miles... 134 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:53,616 Please remain inside your vehicle. 135 00:08:53,640 --> 00:08:56,260 Farmers walking off their land, 136 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:58,500 people leaving towns that can't be supplied. 137 00:08:58,600 --> 00:09:00,336 Have your D9 city permit ready... 138 00:09:00,360 --> 00:09:02,420 Everyone wants to move in closer. 139 00:09:02,520 --> 00:09:03,816 Can I just speak to the border... 140 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:06,360 And something happened with one of the cars you stopped? 141 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:08,980 Yeah, a guy from out west, 142 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:11,080 he didn't have a permit. 143 00:09:11,640 --> 00:09:12,860 And I'm giving him the spiel - 144 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:14,020 he's a visitor, 145 00:09:14,120 --> 00:09:15,820 he needs to pay for a visitor's permit. 146 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:18,820 If he wants to move in, 147 00:09:18,920 --> 00:09:22,600 he has to get a residency permit, et cetera. 148 00:09:25,040 --> 00:09:26,580 How does he respond? 149 00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:27,976 I'm not moving my truck! I got the address... 150 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,000 Oh, he's pretty agro. 151 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,100 He's banging on about why he can't just move in 152 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:35,440 with his friend who lives in the inner-west. 153 00:09:36,440 --> 00:09:38,220 Happens all the time. 154 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:42,140 Um, I'm trying to calm him down... 155 00:09:42,240 --> 00:09:43,780 That's fine, if you need to... 156 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:45,900 No-one's saying he can't move in eventually, 157 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:48,020 it's just about slowing down 158 00:09:48,120 --> 00:09:51,480 the number of people coming in, until the infrastructure can cope. 159 00:09:53,520 --> 00:09:55,700 He's gotta get in the queue? 160 00:09:55,800 --> 00:09:57,800 You got a different solution? 161 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:00,900 What happens next? 162 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,980 Um... 163 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:07,960 I point him to the holding bay. 164 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:12,840 What does he do? 165 00:10:16,440 --> 00:10:18,220 So you point him to the holding bay... 166 00:10:18,320 --> 00:10:19,580 Um, he... 167 00:10:19,680 --> 00:10:21,900 I point him to the holding bay. 168 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:25,380 I told him to get out of the car. He won't get out of the car. 169 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:29,840 And then he's, uh... 170 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:32,320 He's reaching. 171 00:10:32,880 --> 00:10:34,880 And then what? 172 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:38,400 Ben? 173 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:42,520 Can you try and tell me what's happening? 174 00:10:51,320 --> 00:10:54,060 I'm not sure if Salinda explained much 175 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:56,160 about the treatment I use. 176 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:58,600 Every time we remember something, 177 00:10:59,440 --> 00:11:00,440 we deepen the bond 178 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:03,160 between what happened and the emotion we felt. 179 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:06,880 There's a window here to interrupt that process. 180 00:11:08,480 --> 00:11:10,780 It won't erase the memory. 181 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:12,300 You won't forget what happened. 182 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,780 But the emotion you feel 183 00:11:14,880 --> 00:11:15,900 - can be reduced... - Third 184 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,060 in the convoy. 185 00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:19,260 Third truck. 186 00:11:19,360 --> 00:11:21,360 What's the third truck in the convoy? 187 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:30,200 Would you like some pants? 188 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:37,160 Look at me, look at me. OK. 189 00:11:38,360 --> 00:11:40,360 I'm sorry to do that. 190 00:11:44,880 --> 00:11:46,140 Lots of veterans get work 191 00:11:46,240 --> 00:11:48,240 on the border patrols, don't they? 192 00:11:48,640 --> 00:11:50,700 Yeah. 193 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:52,800 Yeah, they do. 194 00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:54,320 OK, 195 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:55,520 so for the removal of doubt, 196 00:11:55,560 --> 00:11:57,160 if something horrible ever happens to me, 197 00:11:57,240 --> 00:11:58,340 you are not invited. 198 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:00,580 I'm not coming, even if you beg me. 199 00:12:00,680 --> 00:12:03,300 There was no startle assessment done on admission. I had to. 200 00:12:03,400 --> 00:12:05,900 And yet, you haven't taken him right up here to neuro. 201 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,540 I want to know what's in the third truck. 202 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:10,416 Could you hold onto him while I do some background? 203 00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:12,416 Sure - I mean, as long as he doesn't mind spooning 204 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,340 with one of the 50 people waiting for a bed. 205 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:17,260 This is not for you, it's for the baby. 206 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:19,760 Oh, my God. It's a steak. 207 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:22,500 My gestation stats go to Lloyd. 208 00:12:22,600 --> 00:12:24,100 I was low on iron last week. 209 00:12:24,200 --> 00:12:25,980 Alright, hold still. 210 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:27,380 Got any symptoms besides 211 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:29,260 eating like a savage? 212 00:12:29,360 --> 00:12:31,360 Just the dreams. 213 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:35,920 As the clock ticks down, they're getting worse. 214 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:39,420 'Cause I know, if this pregnancy doesn't work, 215 00:12:39,520 --> 00:12:41,860 on Thursday, instead of the florist sending me 216 00:12:41,960 --> 00:12:44,220 a bunch of flowers for my birthday, 217 00:12:44,320 --> 00:12:45,700 I'm going to get an e-mail 218 00:12:45,800 --> 00:12:47,419 saying that unless we come up with 219 00:12:47,444 --> 00:12:48,924 a catastrophic amount of money, 220 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:51,080 my IVF journey is done. 221 00:12:51,920 --> 00:12:53,920 I could sell an organ? 222 00:12:54,920 --> 00:12:57,600 I'd propose to you if I wasn't so committed to penises. 223 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:01,540 That's disturbing. 224 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:02,900 I'm going to go back to work 225 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,540 and pretend that never happened, OK? 226 00:13:05,640 --> 00:13:07,340 Thanks. 227 00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:08,440 Hey. 228 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:12,980 It's me. I haven't got time to go through the proper channels. 229 00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:15,220 I wondered if you could pull a string or two 230 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:16,820 and try and get me a military history 231 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:22,200 on a Benjamin C-H-I-L-D-E-R-S. 232 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:26,300 Thanks. I owe you. More. 233 00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:13,660 I've had a thought... let's just include a pre-emptive third warning 234 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:16,140 at your performance review and call it a day, shall we? 235 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:19,160 That's up to you, Herm, I'm just trying to make it easy for you. 236 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:22,660 I've commandeered you a couple of field volunteers. 237 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:24,420 They're just here to help. 238 00:14:24,520 --> 00:14:25,700 Lloyd Green, Shay Levine, 239 00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:27,900 leading the charge against Chagas disease. 240 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:30,000 I'll let them catch you up. 241 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:33,740 Great. OK. Well, I'm about to go feed the beasts. 242 00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:35,840 Better come and meet 'em. 243 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:40,460 So, Chagas disease. 20 million infected. 244 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:42,820 Ten percent die in the first week. 245 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:44,795 It attacks the liver, the spleen, 246 00:14:44,820 --> 00:14:46,804 then the eye, ultimately the heart. 247 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:50,060 Spread by a parasite that's found in these little babies - 248 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:53,420 triatominae, commonly known as the Kissing Bug. 249 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:55,520 They creep out in the middle of the night 250 00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:58,260 and they very gently bite you on the face. 251 00:14:58,360 --> 00:14:59,380 They take a blood feed 252 00:14:59,480 --> 00:15:02,660 and because they have no manners whatsoever, 253 00:15:02,760 --> 00:15:04,980 they take a dump on you before they leave. 254 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:10,260 The parasite which carries the disease is found in their faeces. 255 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:13,820 That enters our bloodstream when we scratch the bite. 256 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:15,856 It used to only be found in the equatorial regions 257 00:15:15,880 --> 00:15:18,060 but now, as the weather hots up, 258 00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:20,160 they're on our doorstep. 259 00:15:21,400 --> 00:15:23,400 Time to saddle up the ponies. 260 00:15:24,560 --> 00:15:26,560 Let's go. 261 00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:09,856 Herm emailed this morning 262 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:13,740 telling us they're re-assessing all the projects for peer review. 263 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:15,696 They want whatever we've got by the end of the day. 264 00:16:15,720 --> 00:16:17,139 Well, that should be easy. 265 00:16:17,164 --> 00:16:19,564 How long does it take to collate sweet FA? 266 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,020 He tells me Wilson's team is going gangbusters. 267 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:23,260 Of course they are, 268 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:25,700 with their army of researchers and their extra funding 269 00:16:25,800 --> 00:16:27,536 from their special friends in the private sector, 270 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:29,220 as opposed to us, with 25 cents 271 00:16:29,320 --> 00:16:32,360 and a well-intentioned gang of goody two-shoes... 272 00:16:33,360 --> 00:16:34,980 Speaking of which... 273 00:16:35,080 --> 00:16:36,340 Seems one of our 274 00:16:36,440 --> 00:16:38,460 dedicated volunteers looks like she could use 275 00:16:38,560 --> 00:16:41,400 a little one-on-one guidance. 276 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:44,580 Hey. Hey. Citizen, scientist 277 00:16:44,680 --> 00:16:46,780 and supermodel. 278 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:48,880 How does that work? 279 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:52,980 Not by accident. Double degree in molecular biology... 280 00:16:53,080 --> 00:16:54,380 - Yet here you are... 281 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:56,500 Can't resist the call of the wild. 282 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:02,740 Hey, there. 283 00:17:02,840 --> 00:17:04,180 Wait - no, no, 284 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:06,140 don't, don't run. Don't - oi! 285 00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:14,940 Mate! 286 00:17:16,360 --> 00:17:18,360 I just wanna talk! 287 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:22,120 Hey! Shit... 288 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:43,860 I'm not from the police, OK? I'm a scientist. 289 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:45,900 I'm... 290 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:49,420 The little boy, his eye, his... the Romaņa sign... 291 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:51,660 I'm trying to stop the bug 292 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:55,460 that causes that disease. The Chagas disease. Can you... 293 00:17:58,360 --> 00:18:00,820 I spent a lot of time here when my parents split. 294 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:02,300 Right. 295 00:18:11,240 --> 00:18:15,380 Lloyd. I want to speak to the boy... 296 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:18,320 Thank you. 297 00:18:23,360 --> 00:18:25,500 My boy, Sang... 298 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:29,136 OK, Sang speaks a bit of English. 299 00:18:29,160 --> 00:18:30,340 Speak to Sang. - Sang. 300 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,260 Hey. Hey. 301 00:18:32,360 --> 00:18:34,220 This. How long ago 302 00:18:34,320 --> 00:18:35,540 did you get bitten? 303 00:18:35,640 --> 00:18:36,660 Last year. 304 00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:39,960 OK, and what about your grandmother? When was she bitten? 305 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:43,060 How long ago? 306 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:47,936 A long time ago. 307 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:49,960 OK. 308 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:53,280 Have you been tested? 309 00:18:53,880 --> 00:18:55,180 Has she been tested? 310 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:56,280 - No. - No? 311 00:18:56,360 --> 00:18:58,340 OK. You must go to the hospital 312 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:01,580 and get a test. If you have Chagas, 313 00:19:01,680 --> 00:19:03,660 it can go to the child. OK? 314 00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:04,860 Sang, can you tell her? 315 00:19:08,840 --> 00:19:10,360 OK... 316 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:15,740 She doesn't want to go to hospital. They don't have city permits. 317 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:19,100 She's scared they'll send her back. She's right, man. 318 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:20,500 She's right. - Hey, it's OK. 319 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:24,340 Sang, I want you to make sure all the bugs are gone, 320 00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,780 - OK? You need to shut the windows. - Lloyd... 321 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:28,216 - And shut the doors, OK? - Lloyd... 322 00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:29,336 You've got to keep the bugs out. 323 00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:31,456 And the bed, you gotta... - What's wrong with the beds? 324 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:33,100 -Just check the beds. 325 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:37,360 -We have to burn the beds, OK? 326 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:40,200 We have to burn the bed. Come on. 327 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,000 Good. 328 00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:19,560 Right, time to get out and about, I reckon. 329 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:22,240 Come on, then. In you get. 330 00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:24,220 You're quite bossy, aren't you? 331 00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:26,760 It has been said before but only by Libras. 332 00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:29,820 So, I'm seeing a lot of the classic... 333 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:31,920 Oh, sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. 334 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,940 Classic PTSD symptoms. 335 00:20:35,040 --> 00:20:36,416 - Thanks. - Are you one of those people 336 00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:38,100 who still own a car? - No. 337 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:40,200 Good. 338 00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:56,668 I've seen more healing happen here 339 00:20:56,693 --> 00:20:58,584 than anywhere else in this place. 340 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:13,260 I'm guessing there are a bunch of other symptoms 341 00:21:13,360 --> 00:21:15,840 you've been dragging around with you for years, too. 342 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:23,360 Nightmares, rage, substance abuse. Stop me if I'm wrong. 343 00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:28,812 I think what happened at the tollgates 344 00:21:28,837 --> 00:21:31,284 was triggered by an earlier trauma, 345 00:21:31,360 --> 00:21:33,360 by something that happened on tour. 346 00:21:37,600 --> 00:21:39,421 What you need to know is, 347 00:21:39,446 --> 00:21:42,504 I can't guarantee the therapy will work. 348 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,820 It depends on how willing you are 349 00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:48,480 to walk right up to the trauma of what's happened. 350 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,261 If you only bring ten percent, 351 00:21:52,286 --> 00:21:54,724 the therapy can only work on ten percent. 352 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:57,820 If you want to be free of it, 353 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,532 you need to leap into the abyss 354 00:21:59,557 --> 00:22:01,584 and stand toe to toe with the demons. 355 00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:07,520 - And if I can't? - Then... 356 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,060 I have to write a report to the department saying that, 357 00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:14,920 in my professional opinion, you are unfit to work with weapons. 358 00:22:17,360 --> 00:22:19,360 When do I have to decide? 359 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:21,960 Wish I could say as long as you need, but... 360 00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:26,380 Unless you're booked in for treatment by the end of the day, 361 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:28,480 people will be screaming for your bed. 362 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:30,920 It won't be pretty. 363 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,200 Excuse me a second. 364 00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:40,096 Clean up crews are out in force 365 00:23:40,120 --> 00:23:42,064 after today's heat claimed the lives 366 00:23:42,089 --> 00:23:44,084 of thousands of bats around the city. 367 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:45,597 Wildlife rescuers calculate 368 00:23:45,622 --> 00:23:47,644 the current death toll to be 20,000. 369 00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:49,920 But with temperatures set to climb over the coming days, 370 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,080 they expect that number to rise. 371 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,000 _ 372 00:24:21,120 --> 00:24:23,120 Resident or guest? 373 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,359 _ 374 00:24:26,360 --> 00:24:28,360 Are you a resident or guest? 375 00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:32,520 I've gotta pick one or they won't let us through. 376 00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:37,360 - Hello? - Guest! I'm visiting, OK? I'm a visitor. 377 00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:31,460 Welcome to Stonehewen residences, ma'am. 378 00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:33,096 - Hey. - You're here to see... 379 00:25:33,120 --> 00:25:36,020 - The Boulay family. Dominic Boulay. - Of course. 380 00:25:36,120 --> 00:25:38,860 And you are? - His sister. He's expecting me. 381 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:42,040 Of course. I just need to see some ID. Now, Miss... 382 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:45,660 Boulay. Just like the last time I was here, 383 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:47,860 visiting my brother... who, funnily enough, 384 00:25:47,885 --> 00:25:49,364 shares the same surname as me. 385 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:51,136 Come on, children. 386 00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:53,160 Joshua, hold your loop, please. 387 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:55,740 Ah. 388 00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:57,840 You're good to go up. 389 00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,320 Thank you. 390 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,200 Welcome to Stonehewen, ma'am. 391 00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,040 Level 16. 392 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:36,700 Hey. 393 00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:39,056 - Oh, here she is. Hi, Eadie. - Hey! How are you doing? 394 00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:40,160 Hey, look who's here! 395 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:41,820 Come and say hello to Aunty Eadie. 396 00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:48,900 - Hi, Cos. - Hi. 397 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,460 Sorry to drag you away from work. 398 00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,660 The school couldn't get a hold of you or Lloyd, so... 399 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:54,940 - Yeah, sorry. - It's fine, it's fine. Chesca was happy 400 00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:57,016 to get her. It's just, we had an incident here last week 401 00:26:57,040 --> 00:26:58,416 and they've suspended all guest passes 402 00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,176 to the climate lounge. Otherwise, we'd have been happy 403 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:01,256 to have her with us. - All good. 404 00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:04,460 It's ten minutes until brown out! Come on! Let's go! 405 00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:05,840 Chesca, get them off their tech, 406 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:07,096 will you? - It's only for two hours. 407 00:27:07,120 --> 00:27:09,500 You'd think we were going to the moon. Girls, let's hustle. 408 00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:12,740 Thanks for that info, by the way. It was really helpful. 409 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:15,580 I should probably have said it was a two-part favour. 410 00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:16,940 What's part two? 411 00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:20,420 Well, I need to make a sensory package for the same patient. 412 00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:21,816 I need visuals to get him 413 00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:22,980 from the border tolls 414 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:25,080 back to the initial military trauma. 415 00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:28,500 Any of your guys out at the Richmond border last night? 416 00:27:28,600 --> 00:27:29,696 Yeah, I'm sure we can find something. 417 00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:31,740 Why don't you come with me back to the office? 418 00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:33,840 We've got power there, too. 419 00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:36,800 Everybody ready? - Yes. 420 00:27:37,120 --> 00:27:38,736 Please make your way to the climate lounge... 421 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:43,480 Definitely not my homework. 422 00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:44,896 I'll give it to you when we get down. 423 00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:47,800 - H. - H? Alright. Let's go. 424 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:50,180 - Go on. - Can I have that please? 425 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:52,280 - Go with your mummy. - Thank you. 426 00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,120 - Your eye seems better. - It's killing me. 427 00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:59,160 Give me a kiss goodbye. 428 00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:01,300 See you later. 429 00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:03,020 - See you soon. - Bye-bye. 430 00:28:03,120 --> 00:28:04,660 Why do they have so many kids? 431 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:08,340 Dunno. Maybe they watched The Sound of Music too many times. 432 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,440 Alright, let's go. 433 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,200 Thanks for that. 434 00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:30,240 I know. It's Harlow's brilliant idea. 435 00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:35,576 - Hang on a minute, will you. - Sure. 436 00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,176 This is the guy I was telling you about. So, 437 00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:38,900 I want you to meet my partner, Dom. 438 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:40,020 Hello. 439 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,296 Ainsley and Jonah are moving back 440 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:42,660 after two years in Singapore 441 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:43,816 and they're keen to make sure 442 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:45,896 - everything is organised before they land. - It's good to meet you. 443 00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:47,936 Now, I'm going to make sure all the numbers make sense, 444 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,740 but Dom's got ten years with the Air Force under his belt, 445 00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:52,000 so if there's a real problem, 446 00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:53,880 Dom's the man who's going to come and get you. 447 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:56,149 Well, I hope I don't have to. No offence. 448 00:28:56,174 --> 00:28:58,084 I'll leave you guys to it. Alright? 449 00:28:58,160 --> 00:28:59,160 See ya, buddy. 450 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,100 This guy's amazing. - Don't. 451 00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:03,280 - I didn't say a word. - You didn't have to. 452 00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:07,520 Come in. 453 00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:11,620 Is that live? 454 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:13,700 Afraid so. 455 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,800 Look's like the wind storm's reforming. 456 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:20,060 Your lease must be up for renewal soon, right? 457 00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:22,160 Can't say I know off the top of my head. 458 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,400 You know there's an apartment coming up - tenth floor. 459 00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:29,096 I had a chat with a couple of the board members. 460 00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:30,776 I think I could swing it. I think I could get you approved. 461 00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:32,800 Even if we could afford it, we like our place. 462 00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:34,736 I know it's not your cup of tea, but it's... 463 00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:36,540 - Falling apart? - We like it, Dom. 464 00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:38,500 - You like the crime? - It's real. 465 00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:39,600 We like the real. 466 00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:41,340 You say that now, but 467 00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:44,000 when there's a baby in the mix, it... 468 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:46,920 It changes things. - If you can't find 469 00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:48,976 that footage, don't worry, because... - Alright, alright. 470 00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:50,000 We should get a move on. 471 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,860 I'm just trying to see if I can access the body cam. 472 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:54,456 I just don't want to get caught in the outage... 473 00:29:54,480 --> 00:29:55,616 -Do you want this footage or not? 474 00:29:55,640 --> 00:29:56,640 - Yes, please. - Alright, 475 00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:58,920 well just give me a second, will you? 476 00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:04,120 It's downloading. 477 00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:08,320 How are things? 478 00:30:10,880 --> 00:30:12,880 All good. 479 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:14,980 Barren, but... 480 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,700 All good. - I'm sorry. 481 00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:17,856 Next week I think we have to 482 00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:20,280 face the fact that the baby train has left without us. 483 00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:23,600 I can help, you know - financially. 484 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:25,696 You know Lloyd would never agree to it 485 00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:29,160 and it's just something, we have to do it on our own. 486 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,480 But thank you. 487 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:36,080 Can I have that now? 488 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:38,320 I actually am on a real deadline, so... 489 00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:41,420 Thank you. 490 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:42,660 Ivy? 491 00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,800 Are you ready? Ivy. 492 00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,360 Bye. 493 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,103 Is there actually a reason that you won't let us 494 00:30:56,128 --> 00:30:58,144 move in there or are you just being perverse? 495 00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:00,016 I thought you were listening to music. 496 00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:02,860 Because right now, they're all sitting in a private climate lounge 497 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,260 with a back-up generator and cheese plates. 498 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:06,900 It doesn't sound so horrible to me. 499 00:31:08,120 --> 00:31:10,820 Somewhere like that, you can't just knock on someone's door. 500 00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:12,500 You have to go through the concierge. 501 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:13,940 And that's a problem how? 502 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,020 If you need something, you can't just reach out 503 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:18,380 to the people next door and see if they can help you out. 504 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:22,020 You have to go down to the concierge and he'll fix it. 505 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:25,580 Not because he wants to but because you've all contributed 506 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:29,060 to the fees that pay him to help you out. It's lose-lose. 507 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,820 Here I was thinking it was sounding all win-win. 508 00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:35,660 It's like living in an egg carton, while our street, 509 00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:39,260 battered and run-down as it is, is like a beehive. 510 00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:42,720 Scheduled voltage reduction in ten seconds. 511 00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:55,920 Shit. 512 00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,080 People don't just get a car this close to the outage, 513 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:02,160 they plan ahead. 514 00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:58,080 Really? How old are you? 515 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:06,040 What the hell? 516 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,520 Mum was right, you're seriously unhinged. 517 00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:16,120 Goodo. You lead the way. 518 00:33:49,500 --> 00:33:51,500 _ 519 00:34:08,500 --> 00:34:10,500 _ 520 00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:15,700 _ 521 00:34:15,701 --> 00:34:16,499 _ 522 00:34:16,500 --> 00:34:17,790 _ 523 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:31,000 - _ - _ 524 00:34:37,500 --> 00:34:39,000 _ 525 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:45,500 _ 526 00:34:49,500 --> 00:34:51,100 _ 527 00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,000 - _ - _ 528 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:07,000 _ 529 00:35:07,001 --> 00:35:08,671 _ 530 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,000 _ 531 00:35:17,001 --> 00:35:19,000 _ 532 00:35:19,010 --> 00:35:21,910 _ 533 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,680 Hey. 534 00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,480 Your room is ready, sir. 535 00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:49,263 This helps me see what's going on for you. 536 00:35:49,288 --> 00:35:51,524 I'll be controlling the sound. 537 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:54,440 You'll be able to hear my voice through the speakers in the chair. 538 00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:58,660 The temperature, the light, the smell, 539 00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:02,480 it'll try and help reactivate the memories as vividly as possible. 540 00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:06,320 We need to get as close to maximum discomfort as we can. 541 00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:08,660 100 out of 100. 542 00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:10,760 Flush all the ghosts out. 543 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:12,920 And then what? 544 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:16,360 Then you take the beta-blocker 545 00:36:17,240 --> 00:36:20,340 and during your sleep cycle tonight, 546 00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:24,600 the emotional charge won't be able to resettle into the memory. 547 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:31,820 The shell of the building remains but there'll be no furniture, 548 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,240 none of your belongings, nothing to make it feel personal. 549 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,440 You ever done it? 550 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,020 No, I've never done it. 551 00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,416 I just imagine it'd be tempting to do it, 552 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,440 a bit of mental spring cleaning. 553 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,640 Chase off whatever haunts you. 554 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,160 Nothing ever haunts you? 555 00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:54,120 Lucky old you. 556 00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:58,200 You ready? 557 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:13,360 OK. 558 00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:16,840 We're going to start at the border. 559 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,600 What time is it? 560 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,480 It's, um... 561 00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,360 Just after midday. 562 00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:34,800 And it's hot, right? Just hit 40 degrees? 563 00:37:42,240 --> 00:37:44,240 Tell me what's happening. 564 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:48,300 - Um, I'm just checking permits. - It's under a month. 565 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:50,080 Oh, if it's under a month it's fine. 566 00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:51,360 Just make sure you update it... 567 00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:53,600 Helping people work out what they need to do. 568 00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,180 And then what? 569 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,280 This is why I'm here. 570 00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,580 Ben, 571 00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:13,380 you're doing great. So, you're heading up to the car. 572 00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,340 Which one is it? 573 00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:16,440 Third in the convoy. 574 00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:20,240 And there's a chopper. 575 00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:24,220 Suddenly there's so much dust, I can't see. 576 00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,320 What's the chopper doing? 577 00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:32,200 On the radio, they said there might be food drops. 578 00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:34,780 In Idlib? 579 00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:43,740 That's why there are so many people on the road. 580 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:44,936 They've been starving them out 581 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:47,080 since the beginning of the de-escalation. 582 00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:52,200 There's been an accident, about half a K ahead. 583 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,920 Third truck in the convoy. 584 00:38:59,240 --> 00:39:01,600 And more and more cars are arriving. 585 00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:05,136 They're blocking us in from both sides. 586 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:09,880 And we're in the middle lane. 587 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:14,320 We shouldn't be in the middle lane. I tell them... 588 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:19,040 I tell them I've got a bad feeling. But they just... 589 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,340 They just say, "Suck it up, buttercup." 590 00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:28,560 Tell me what's going on. 591 00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:32,540 I can't - I can't do this. 592 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,400 Ben. Ben, you can do this. 593 00:39:36,080 --> 00:39:37,380 You're doing so well. 594 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:39,460 You can do it. 595 00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:41,560 See if you can stay. 596 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:44,800 We'll take it as slow as you need, OK? 597 00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:50,560 I don't know why, but I look... 598 00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:54,120 I look into the car next to us. 599 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:58,620 There's this guy staring at me. 600 00:39:58,720 --> 00:40:03,400 He's just staring and something bugs me. 601 00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:12,560 He leans down to the front of the car 602 00:40:13,240 --> 00:40:15,620 and I realise he's not a civilian. 603 00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:23,280 And then he... 604 00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:27,920 He's just pointing at me. 605 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:32,480 Forever. 606 00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:38,100 And then they're gone. 607 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,280 That's it. You did great. 608 00:40:56,160 --> 00:40:58,160 Enough ghosts for you? 609 00:41:06,080 --> 00:41:07,520 Is that what happened at the border? 610 00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,180 The driver reached for something? 611 00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:11,420 Yeah. 612 00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:13,520 Yeah, just pulled me right back there. 613 00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:02,880 Thanks. 614 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:32,920 I'm not gonna be a mum. 615 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:36,160 And even though, logically, 616 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:40,280 I knew that was a very real possibility when we started, 617 00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:44,320 I don't think I ever really believed it. 618 00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:50,440 I said I did, because... 619 00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:54,360 Because that's what a realist would do. 620 00:42:57,000 --> 00:43:01,180 Because it proved I wasn't one of those desperate nutters 621 00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:04,029 who could only imagine life worth living 622 00:43:04,054 --> 00:43:06,064 if they have a child to love. 623 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:14,840 But I never really... 624 00:43:16,920 --> 00:43:18,820 Let it in. 625 00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:20,920 And now I have to. 626 00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:25,000 'Cause it's true. 627 00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:32,120 And it's harder than I thought it would be. 628 00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:46,440 What do we do with the last embryo? 629 00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,160 Donate or destroy? 630 00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:57,544 Well, we don't have to decide right away. 631 00:43:57,569 --> 00:43:59,824 We can work that out later. 632 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,720 It's funny - someone on the forum... 633 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:08,200 Raised the possibility of doing it offline. 634 00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:11,560 Yeah, right. 635 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,200 I thought about it for a second. 636 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:22,680 They do post-38 IVF. 637 00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:31,520 They also offer the immunosuppressant drug therapy. 638 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,740 - At a price we could afford. - It's not about the money. 639 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:39,456 - I know, I just... - It's not about the money, 640 00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:43,560 it's about the risk, and it's bombing your immune system. 641 00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:46,140 It's inviting every cancer in town 642 00:44:46,240 --> 00:44:48,960 over to play. Let's call a spade a spade. 643 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:53,280 But what if it's lucky last and we'll never know? 644 00:44:54,360 --> 00:44:57,840 If I lose you to cancer, it's not going to feel lucky last to me. 645 00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:03,440 I can't. I'm not... 646 00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:12,520 I can't risk you to have a child. I can't, it's... 647 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:17,960 I won't. 648 00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:33,160 Let's go home. 649 00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,780 OK. 650 00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:47,660 Oh, look. It's our private clown. 651 00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:48,820 I'll get rid of him. 652 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:51,240 It's OK. It feels normal. 653 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:58,840 You said close of business. 654 00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:02,260 You know, you guys should just go and cook that steak 655 00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:04,800 out the back. I'm gonna take a shower. 656 00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:09,060 What? 657 00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:10,940 What? What? 658 00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,040 She lost the baby. 659 00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:15,800 - Oh. - "Oh." 660 00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:17,940 Is that it? 661 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:19,700 - Well, no. - You know what, mate... 662 00:46:19,800 --> 00:46:22,860 Alright - I'm a cock. I'm a cock. I see I took 663 00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:25,380 my usual base sensitivity and stooped to a new low. 664 00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:27,480 I unreservedly apologise. 665 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:31,580 I'll see you tomorrow, man. 666 00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,680 Enjoy the steak. 667 00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:05,800 *It's not true 668 00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:12,400 *Tell me I've been lied to 669 00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:20,120 *Crying isn't like you 670 00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:27,160 *Ooh-ooh 671 00:47:29,960 --> 00:47:33,960 *What the hell did I do? 672 00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:40,800 *Never been the type to 673 00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:47,520 *Let someone see right through 674 00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:54,300 *Ooh-ooh 675 00:47:56,760 --> 00:47:59,300 *Mm-mmm, mm-mmm 676 00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:02,340 *Maybe won't you take it back 677 00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:06,140 *Say you were tryna make me laugh 678 00:48:06,240 --> 00:48:09,580 *And nothing has to change today 679 00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:15,720 *You didn't mean to say I love you 680 00:48:19,200 --> 00:48:24,000 *I love you 681 00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:30,200 *And I don't want to 682 00:48:32,760 --> 00:48:35,400 *Ooh-ooh 683 00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:44,500 *The smile that you gave me 684 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:48,920 *Even when you felt like dying 685 00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:24,900 _ 686 00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,680 *Ooh-ooh 687 00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:38,700 *Ooh-ooh 688 00:49:38,800 --> 00:49:41,680 Little cloak and dagger, isn't it? 689 00:49:42,960 --> 00:49:45,120 If I had someone else I could ask, I would. 690 00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:48,800 And what exactly are you asking? 691 00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:52,440 I need my fertility stats taken offline. 692 00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:55,640 I'm thinking of an off-the-books insemination. 693 00:49:56,040 --> 00:49:57,460 That Lloyd won't know about? 694 00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:00,760 - Why? - He's done. 695 00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:05,200 And you're not? 696 00:50:05,720 --> 00:50:07,820 Next week, I'm going to get a notification 697 00:50:07,920 --> 00:50:12,400 saying that I've been re-categorised as sub-fertile 38-plus 698 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,180 and no longer a candidate for IVF, 699 00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:19,500 except at the maximum rate, and I'll be offered a choice 700 00:50:19,600 --> 00:50:23,020 whether to donate our last embryo, 701 00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:27,240 destroy it or bring it home for a private ceremony. 702 00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:32,680 Or I can take it to this private clinic and have it implanted. 703 00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:38,220 I'm still not getting why you just can't tell Lloyd. 704 00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:40,296 I haven't been able to keep any of my pregnancies going 705 00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,320 because there's a kink in my immune system. 706 00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:46,240 It doesn't recognise them as being part of me. 707 00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:48,755 My body thinks the baby's 708 00:50:48,780 --> 00:50:50,904 a foreign invader that needs killing off. 709 00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:54,300 There's a drug protocol that would suppress my immune system 710 00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:55,540 for the first 12 weeks. 711 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:57,540 Which leaves you open to... 712 00:50:57,640 --> 00:50:58,640 Bone marrow problems, 713 00:50:58,720 --> 00:51:00,960 any opportunist infection I might come into contact with, 714 00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:03,660 a whole menu of cancer options... 715 00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:07,580 But I stay healthy, I'm careful. It's 12 weeks R and R. 716 00:51:07,680 --> 00:51:09,753 I just need my real hormone data 717 00:51:09,778 --> 00:51:12,044 masked 'til we see if it takes... 718 00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:13,696 You're like a loop of where you're at now. 719 00:51:13,720 --> 00:51:15,245 I have to keep a data patch on for a month 720 00:51:15,270 --> 00:51:16,416 after my last official treatment 721 00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:19,056 so the insurance company can clear me of any ongoing complications... 722 00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:20,820 And then what? 723 00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:22,536 Hey, presto - look, honey, I've got a bun in the oven! 724 00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:24,560 Is that your strategy? 725 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:27,420 I don't know, 726 00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,040 OK? All I know is... 727 00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:33,100 I'm going to walk out of there with a fertilized embryo 728 00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:36,760 and I can either bury it in the garden, or... 729 00:51:39,240 --> 00:51:40,260 It might not work. 730 00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,800 There might be nothing to explain to Lloyd, to anyone! 731 00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:47,320 But if I don't try it... 732 00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:50,600 It will haunt me for life. 733 00:51:51,240 --> 00:51:52,940 Fuck. 734 00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:55,040 Eadie... 735 00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:11,260 Me? 736 00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:13,360 Really? 737 00:52:16,600 --> 00:52:18,600 I'm the only one to ask? 738 00:52:21,640 --> 00:52:23,640 Maybe you're the only one who would do it. 739 00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:32,420 I'll ask around. 740 00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:37,160 Thank you. 741 00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:05,000 *CREDITS*