1 00:00:14,013 --> 00:00:15,765 Mm. 2 00:00:32,031 --> 00:00:34,200 Kinda overcooked the eggs. 3 00:00:34,201 --> 00:00:36,994 Not used to a gas stove. Sorry. 4 00:00:38,329 --> 00:00:39,872 Last thing I want is food right now. 5 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:42,667 Ah, lightweight. 6 00:00:42,668 --> 00:00:45,086 You know, I outdrank you at least two to one. 7 00:00:45,087 --> 00:00:46,963 Never mind I was rolling on Molly. 8 00:00:46,964 --> 00:00:49,882 I'm a cheap date. 9 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:52,176 I'll take the coffee, though. 10 00:00:54,595 --> 00:00:56,472 You're a doctor? 11 00:01:00,768 --> 00:01:03,980 Well, Dr. Browne... 12 00:01:03,981 --> 00:01:06,441 I had fun last night. 13 00:01:08,067 --> 00:01:09,026 Me too. 14 00:01:10,653 --> 00:01:14,282 And that unenthusiastic response answers my question. 15 00:01:15,741 --> 00:01:17,160 "Wanna meet up again?" 16 00:01:22,415 --> 00:01:23,749 I'll get out of here. 17 00:01:41,434 --> 00:01:43,019 Hey, Shaun ?? 18 00:01:43,020 --> 00:01:46,022 I have a question for Dr. Glassman. 19 00:01:46,023 --> 00:01:47,899 Uh, he's, uh, in the shower. 20 00:01:47,900 --> 00:01:50,359 Do you want to come on ?? When did his shower begin? 21 00:01:50,360 --> 00:01:52,153 Just ?? He just got in. 22 00:01:52,154 --> 00:01:54,697 His showers are at least nine minutes. 23 00:01:54,698 --> 00:01:56,616 I'd be late to work. 24 00:01:56,617 --> 00:01:59,160 I'll wait. This is important. 25 00:02:08,252 --> 00:02:10,379 Is there something I can help with? 26 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:13,382 The florist told me the pink roses express passion 27 00:02:13,383 --> 00:02:15,927 and the purple Peruvian lilies convey devotion, 28 00:02:15,928 --> 00:02:19,096 but I feel both passion and devotion for Carly. 29 00:02:19,097 --> 00:02:20,306 You could give her both. 30 00:02:24,310 --> 00:02:26,729 Please ask Dr. Glassman to text me the answer 31 00:02:26,730 --> 00:02:28,689 as soon as he gets out of the shower. 32 00:02:28,690 --> 00:02:31,984 Well...what's Carly's favorite color? 33 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:34,111 'Cause flowers don't really have meaning. 34 00:02:34,112 --> 00:02:35,863 That's just a tactic to boost sales. 35 00:02:37,573 --> 00:02:38,616 Purple. 36 00:02:39,867 --> 00:02:41,786 There you go. 37 00:03:06,018 --> 00:03:07,478 Hi, Shaun. 38 00:03:09,772 --> 00:03:11,524 I'd like to have sex tonight. 39 00:03:13,484 --> 00:03:14,735 Would you? 40 00:03:17,321 --> 00:03:18,573 Yes. 41 00:03:37,216 --> 00:03:38,843 39?year?old male, multi?car accident, 42 00:03:38,844 --> 00:03:40,303 blunt abdominal injuries, 43 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:42,138 including ruptured spleen and lacerated liver. 44 00:03:42,139 --> 00:03:43,973 What's his G. C. S.? Nine. 45 00:03:43,974 --> 00:03:46,058 Intraperitoneal free fluid in the right upper quadrant. 46 00:03:46,059 --> 00:03:47,101 We need an O. R., stat. 47 00:03:47,102 --> 00:03:48,519 Page Melendez. 48 00:04:07,288 --> 00:04:09,165 We were at our engagement photoshoot. 49 00:04:09,166 --> 00:04:10,833 I thought it was just a migraine. 50 00:04:10,834 --> 00:04:13,085 I get them sometimes with the flashing lights. 51 00:04:13,086 --> 00:04:14,670 Then she started slurring her words. 52 00:04:14,671 --> 00:04:16,172 I was trying to tell him 53 00:04:16,173 --> 00:04:18,507 that I couldn't feel or move my left side. 54 00:04:18,508 --> 00:04:20,760 The only thing that got me through was Tony telling me, 55 00:04:20,761 --> 00:04:21,886 "Okay, it will be." 56 00:04:23,846 --> 00:04:26,515 How long before your symptoms began to subside? 57 00:04:26,516 --> 00:04:28,017 About half an hour. 58 00:04:28,018 --> 00:04:30,978 By the time we got here, all I had was a mild headache. 59 00:04:30,979 --> 00:04:34,482 I think you had a transient ischemic attack. 60 00:04:34,483 --> 00:04:35,941 A mini?stroke. 61 00:04:35,942 --> 00:04:37,568 A stroke? Mini. 62 00:04:37,569 --> 00:04:39,278 Jeanie's 25. 63 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:41,947 Which is why we'll need an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs 64 00:04:41,948 --> 00:04:45,034 before... we know for sure. 65 00:04:45,035 --> 00:04:47,411 Melendez: Cauterize that bleed. 66 00:04:49,121 --> 00:04:50,581 That's it for the liver. 67 00:04:50,582 --> 00:04:52,416 What's his mean arterial pressure? 68 00:04:52,417 --> 00:04:54,210 67. 69 00:04:54,211 --> 00:04:55,753 What was that place with the deviled oysters 70 00:04:55,754 --> 00:04:57,922 you took Dr. Lim to? 71 00:04:57,923 --> 00:04:59,382 Oh, Mia's in town. 72 00:04:59,383 --> 00:05:00,508 As some of you may be aware, 73 00:05:00,509 --> 00:05:01,967 Dr. Lim and I are no longer together. 74 00:05:04,053 --> 00:05:05,388 It's called Half Shell. 75 00:05:05,389 --> 00:05:07,139 Downtown, off Second. 76 00:05:07,140 --> 00:05:08,974 Remove the packing. 77 00:05:13,145 --> 00:05:15,147 Look at the aorta. 78 00:05:15,148 --> 00:05:17,692 Likely a laceration from the accident. 79 00:05:17,693 --> 00:05:19,694 We'll need to dissect further to determine the 80 00:05:20,903 --> 00:05:22,279 B.P.'s skyrocketing. 81 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:23,531 He's just suffered massive blood loss. 82 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:25,366 He's under anesthesia. He should be hypotensive. 83 00:05:25,367 --> 00:05:26,534 Pulmonary embolism? 84 00:05:26,535 --> 00:05:27,576 Push beta?blockers. 85 00:05:27,577 --> 00:05:29,412 That?? That'd kill him. 86 00:05:29,413 --> 00:05:31,038 He's tachycardic and hyperthermic. 87 00:05:31,039 --> 00:05:32,790 I think he must be on something. 88 00:05:33,916 --> 00:05:35,584 MDMA mixed with anesthesia? 89 00:05:38,129 --> 00:05:39,922 Give him a low dose of nitroglycerin 90 00:05:39,923 --> 00:05:41,590 and calcium channel blockers. 91 00:05:50,474 --> 00:05:51,559 B.P.'s dropping. 92 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,561 It's working. 93 00:05:53,562 --> 00:05:55,438 Push the full dose. Close him up. 94 00:05:55,439 --> 00:05:57,982 We're gonna have to wait for the MDMA to 95 00:05:57,983 --> 00:06:00,860 We'll get a better look at the aorta via imaging. 96 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:01,902 Good call. 97 00:06:07,867 --> 00:06:11,620 I need to use the restroom. 98 00:06:11,621 --> 00:06:13,873 Hang in there, Jeanie. Just a couple more minutes. 99 00:06:21,338 --> 00:06:24,091 You should ask me what I'm going to do tonight. 100 00:06:24,092 --> 00:06:26,260 Um...okay. 101 00:06:26,261 --> 00:06:28,554 But just to make it feel 102 00:06:28,555 --> 00:06:31,015 more like an actual conversation... 103 00:06:31,016 --> 00:06:32,475 Nothing much. 104 00:06:32,476 --> 00:06:34,685 I've got a yoga class and a date with Ben & Jerry tonight. 105 00:06:34,686 --> 00:06:35,770 How about you, Shaun? 106 00:06:35,771 --> 00:06:38,397 I'm having sex with Carly. 107 00:06:38,398 --> 00:06:39,398 Whoa. 108 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:40,941 It's my first time. 109 00:06:40,942 --> 00:06:41,942 Mazel tov. 110 00:06:41,943 --> 00:06:43,611 It took us 22 days to kiss, 111 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:45,070 nine more to hold hands ?? 112 00:06:45,071 --> 00:06:47,531 although, we don't really hold hands when we hold hands ?? 113 00:06:47,532 --> 00:06:51,577 and another six to touch more than one thing at a time. 114 00:06:51,578 --> 00:06:52,953 But now I'm ready. 115 00:06:52,954 --> 00:06:54,497 That's a lot of foreplay. 116 00:06:54,498 --> 00:06:56,749 I've been reading about the four stages of arousal ?? 117 00:06:56,750 --> 00:06:59,084 Fair warning ?? the first time for most people 118 00:06:59,085 --> 00:07:00,753 is kind of awful. 119 00:07:00,754 --> 00:07:02,004 Your first time was awful? 120 00:07:03,714 --> 00:07:05,925 Not an appropriate question to ask a colleague. 121 00:07:09,678 --> 00:07:11,972 Although, there's an exception to every rule. 122 00:07:13,432 --> 00:07:16,060 Which books did your lover read to prepare? 123 00:07:20,314 --> 00:07:24,068 No clots, no bleeds, no occlusions, no P. F. O. 124 00:07:24,069 --> 00:07:25,903 W?? 125 00:07:25,904 --> 00:07:27,154 She didn't have a stroke. 126 00:07:29,198 --> 00:07:30,783 She's having a seizure. 127 00:07:37,623 --> 00:07:39,291 Pushing diazepam. 128 00:07:43,671 --> 00:07:46,465 She had to use the restroom. 129 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:51,303 Her bladder is distended. 130 00:07:51,304 --> 00:07:54,139 Whatever it's pressing against must be causing these attacks. 131 00:07:56,141 --> 00:07:58,852 CT shows she has two pelvic lesions, 132 00:07:58,853 --> 00:08:01,564 and labs show elevated levels of catecholamines. 133 00:08:01,565 --> 00:08:03,816 The pain meds we gave her could have distended her bladder, 134 00:08:03,817 --> 00:08:05,192 which is abutting one of the tumors, 135 00:08:05,193 --> 00:08:07,111 setting off her second attack. 136 00:08:07,112 --> 00:08:08,529 But what set off the first one? 137 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:10,698 Sexual intercourse. 138 00:08:10,699 --> 00:08:13,826 The other tumor appears to be within her clitoris. 139 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:17,371 Progressive impact may have destabilized it over time. 140 00:08:17,372 --> 00:08:20,499 And now she's at risk of having more seizures. 141 00:08:23,210 --> 00:08:24,920 Sex could kill this woman. 142 00:08:28,591 --> 00:08:31,677 He's stable, and the MDMA is out of his system. 143 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:34,388 We're good to go back in and graft the aorta. 144 00:08:34,389 --> 00:08:36,223 We're just getting caught up with blood loss 145 00:08:36,224 --> 00:08:37,725 and fluid resuscitation. 146 00:08:37,726 --> 00:08:40,269 An endovascular stent is minimally invasive. 147 00:08:40,270 --> 00:08:42,062 It is a better option than a graft. 148 00:08:42,063 --> 00:08:44,440 But a stent could clot off because we won't be able 149 00:08:44,441 --> 00:08:46,108 His liver is still a bleeding risk. 150 00:08:46,109 --> 00:08:48,736 Let's take our chances with the stent. 151 00:08:48,737 --> 00:08:50,654 We can be in and out and have him back in the ICU, 152 00:08:50,655 --> 00:08:52,990 where we can focus on his recovery. 153 00:08:52,991 --> 00:08:54,992 I do not want to proceed without consent. 154 00:08:54,993 --> 00:08:57,953 He won't regain consciousness for another couple of hours. 155 00:08:57,954 --> 00:08:59,872 We shouldn't wait that long. 156 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:02,291 Get it from his wife. She's on her way here now. 157 00:09:06,003 --> 00:09:08,213 We can remove the tumors, 158 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:10,049 but it means we also have to remove 159 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:11,884 most of your vagina and clitoris. 160 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:14,970 You can still have children. 161 00:09:14,971 --> 00:09:17,932 Via C?section. It won't affect your uterus or ovaries. 162 00:09:20,434 --> 00:09:22,061 What about sex? 163 00:09:22,062 --> 00:09:24,647 You won't be able to have intercourse 164 00:09:24,648 --> 00:09:26,357 or experience an orgasm. 165 00:09:29,109 --> 00:09:30,486 I?It doesn't make sense. 166 00:09:30,487 --> 00:09:32,780 I've been sexually active for five years. 167 00:09:32,781 --> 00:09:34,281 Never had any attacks. 168 00:09:34,282 --> 00:09:37,117 We suspect the tumor's been dormant for some time. 169 00:09:40,287 --> 00:09:42,373 What if I don't have the surgery? 170 00:09:42,374 --> 00:09:43,999 What are the odds of another attack? 171 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:46,585 There are many variables involved, 172 00:09:46,586 --> 00:09:49,421 including frequency, duration, sexual position, penis size ?? 173 00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:50,965 About 2%. 174 00:09:50,966 --> 00:09:52,091 Each time? 175 00:09:52,092 --> 00:09:53,300 Each time. 176 00:09:53,301 --> 00:09:58,222 On average, couples have sex 52 times per year, 177 00:09:58,223 --> 00:10:00,099 which means in the next three years, 178 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:02,059 your chance of having a life?threatening attack 179 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:05,396 is well over 95%. 180 00:10:14,655 --> 00:10:16,323 I think we'll take our chances. 181 00:10:18,158 --> 00:10:20,661 Morgan: You should talk it over between yourselves, 182 00:10:20,662 --> 00:10:21,870 perhaps with a counselor ?? 183 00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:24,415 I understand the situation. 184 00:10:24,416 --> 00:10:26,417 I don't want the surgery. 185 00:10:39,304 --> 00:10:41,140 I'll catch up. 186 00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:44,268 Hey. 187 00:10:44,269 --> 00:10:45,269 Hey. 188 00:10:45,270 --> 00:10:47,563 Missed you at the research meeting. 189 00:10:47,564 --> 00:10:49,023 I was in surgery. Craniotomy. 190 00:10:50,441 --> 00:10:53,360 Now I have two consults, a meeting with a donor, 191 00:10:53,361 --> 00:10:55,070 and a hospital chair meeting. 192 00:10:55,071 --> 00:10:56,780 Well, don't forget to eat something. 193 00:10:56,781 --> 00:10:57,865 Ah, food is for the weak. 194 00:10:59,491 --> 00:11:01,785 So is waiting for this elevator. 195 00:11:03,579 --> 00:11:04,496 Are we okay? 196 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:05,748 Yeah. 197 00:11:05,749 --> 00:11:06,540 Sorry, I'm just busy. 198 00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:16,508 Park: We're recommending the stent. 199 00:11:16,509 --> 00:11:20,304 It risks clotting, but it's also less invasive than the graft. 200 00:11:20,305 --> 00:11:22,723 The graft would be a more permanent repair, 201 00:11:22,724 --> 00:11:25,392 but there's greater chance of surgical complications. 202 00:11:29,188 --> 00:11:30,606 I have to trust you, right? 203 00:11:36,612 --> 00:11:38,530 Is Dad gonna be okay? 204 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:40,240 Oh, absolutely, darling. 205 00:11:42,659 --> 00:11:44,578 We're gonna take good care of your dad. 206 00:11:44,579 --> 00:11:46,497 He'll be home before you know it, okay? 207 00:11:46,498 --> 00:11:47,831 Okay. 208 00:11:50,584 --> 00:11:51,543 Thank you. 209 00:11:53,420 --> 00:11:55,923 If we send her home without the surgery, she'll die. 210 00:11:55,924 --> 00:11:57,508 We don't know that. 211 00:11:57,509 --> 00:12:00,928 And taking away sex from a young couple in love? 212 00:12:02,221 --> 00:12:03,472 That's devastating. 213 00:12:03,473 --> 00:12:05,349 So's death. 214 00:12:05,350 --> 00:12:07,851 How much time does a couple actually spend having sex? 215 00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:11,063 19 minutes per week, including foreplay. 216 00:12:13,357 --> 00:12:15,818 The rest ?? that's the real relationship. 217 00:12:15,819 --> 00:12:18,320 Forget the act itself. 218 00:12:18,321 --> 00:12:19,988 Sex is crucial to the happiness 219 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:21,907 and satisfaction of a relationship. 220 00:12:21,908 --> 00:12:23,909 Sex is destructive. 221 00:12:23,910 --> 00:12:27,162 It turns people into liars and cheaters and idiots. 222 00:12:27,163 --> 00:12:28,539 It might start relationships, 223 00:12:28,540 --> 00:12:30,833 but more often than not, it rips them apart. 224 00:12:30,834 --> 00:12:32,668 She got devastating news 225 00:12:32,669 --> 00:12:35,337 and made an emotional decision without thinking it through. 226 00:12:35,338 --> 00:12:37,631 The least we can do is get her counseling. 227 00:12:37,632 --> 00:12:40,134 Was she offered counseling when you gave her the diagnosis? 228 00:12:40,135 --> 00:12:41,635 Briefly, but she was still reeling from the ?? 229 00:12:41,636 --> 00:12:42,970 Then it's over. 230 00:12:42,971 --> 00:12:44,513 When she's stable, discharge her. 231 00:12:44,514 --> 00:12:45,347 Thank you. 232 00:12:51,435 --> 00:12:55,522 Yeah, the pink heart and purple star... 233 00:12:55,523 --> 00:12:57,149 How are you feeling? 234 00:12:57,150 --> 00:12:59,360 Hi, Doctor. He's doing great. 235 00:12:59,361 --> 00:13:00,945 Hi. I'm Dr. Browne. 236 00:13:00,946 --> 00:13:03,322 You had a tear in your aorta, 237 00:13:03,323 --> 00:13:05,074 but we stabilized it with a stent. 238 00:13:06,951 --> 00:13:09,370 Until we can give you blood thinners, 239 00:13:09,371 --> 00:13:10,955 you'll be at risk of a clot, 240 00:13:10,956 --> 00:13:13,749 so we'll be monitoring you closely. 241 00:13:13,750 --> 00:13:17,086 But right now, everything is looking absolutely perfect. 242 00:13:17,087 --> 00:13:18,128 Oh! 243 00:13:18,129 --> 00:13:19,630 Gentle. 244 00:13:21,256 --> 00:13:22,716 See, Cupcake? 245 00:13:22,717 --> 00:13:24,718 It's all good. 246 00:13:24,719 --> 00:13:26,971 Why didn't you come home last night? 247 00:13:26,972 --> 00:13:29,223 Daddy had a sleepover at Uncle Jeff's. 248 00:13:29,224 --> 00:13:31,892 He got a new turtle. You can see it next time. 249 00:13:41,568 --> 00:13:43,153 Your blood pressure is responding well 250 00:13:43,154 --> 00:13:44,488 to the alpha?blockers. 251 00:13:44,489 --> 00:13:45,989 We'll run labs. 252 00:13:45,990 --> 00:13:47,449 If they're normal, you can be discharged in the morning. 253 00:13:47,450 --> 00:13:48,617 Thank you. 254 00:13:51,870 --> 00:13:53,789 You'll want to be aware at all times 255 00:13:53,790 --> 00:13:55,666 of where the closest hospital is. 256 00:13:57,960 --> 00:13:59,962 Every time you have intercourse, 257 00:13:59,963 --> 00:14:01,880 you'll be endangering your fiancée's life. 258 00:14:03,090 --> 00:14:04,842 I?I'm aware of that. 259 00:14:04,843 --> 00:14:06,885 We both are. 260 00:14:06,886 --> 00:14:08,929 But it's Jeanie's body. It's her decision. 261 00:14:08,930 --> 00:14:11,432 I'm just...trying to be supportive. 262 00:14:11,433 --> 00:14:12,766 I don't think you are. 263 00:14:12,767 --> 00:14:14,601 You're being selfish. 264 00:14:14,602 --> 00:14:15,686 She's risking her life, 265 00:14:15,687 --> 00:14:17,104 and you're keeping your mouth shut 266 00:14:17,105 --> 00:14:18,272 so you can keep getting laid. 267 00:14:20,065 --> 00:14:22,860 You do think I'm making the right decision? 268 00:14:25,028 --> 00:14:26,864 Yes. 269 00:14:26,865 --> 00:14:27,990 I do. 270 00:14:38,208 --> 00:14:39,752 Thanks. 271 00:14:46,383 --> 00:14:49,011 He really is gonna be fine. 272 00:14:49,012 --> 00:14:50,596 I know. Thank you. 273 00:14:52,264 --> 00:14:53,432 You okay? 274 00:14:57,561 --> 00:14:59,980 I think he's cheating on me. 275 00:14:59,981 --> 00:15:02,357 His brother lives in Willow Glen, 276 00:15:02,358 --> 00:15:05,861 the other side of the city from where he had his accident. 277 00:15:05,862 --> 00:15:08,280 What did he say about it? 278 00:15:08,281 --> 00:15:12,075 That he had a breakfast meeting with a client. 279 00:15:12,076 --> 00:15:14,912 Not unlike the excuse he used last time he cheated. 280 00:15:17,831 --> 00:15:19,917 Him denying it was the worst part. 281 00:15:19,918 --> 00:15:21,919 Made me doubt myself. 282 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:25,506 You know, was I just a paranoid, jealous wife, 283 00:15:25,507 --> 00:15:27,132 throwing out wild accusations? 284 00:15:32,304 --> 00:15:36,934 Your husband has just had a serious car accident, 285 00:15:36,935 --> 00:15:39,144 and you're very stressed. 286 00:15:40,896 --> 00:15:43,690 Right now, all you should be thinking about is... 287 00:15:43,691 --> 00:15:44,983 getting him better. 288 00:15:48,111 --> 00:15:49,321 You're right. 289 00:15:52,157 --> 00:15:53,742 Thank you. 290 00:15:53,743 --> 00:15:55,160 Not at all. 291 00:16:01,124 --> 00:16:02,709 Would you like to take my top off? 292 00:16:02,710 --> 00:16:04,670 Yes. 293 00:16:18,058 --> 00:16:20,143 Would you like me to take your shirt off? 294 00:16:20,144 --> 00:16:22,187 No. 295 00:16:22,188 --> 00:16:25,065 I would like to do it myself. 296 00:16:25,066 --> 00:16:26,525 Even better. 297 00:16:40,622 --> 00:16:41,957 Okay. 298 00:16:43,625 --> 00:16:44,918 I've got it. 299 00:16:50,716 --> 00:16:51,717 I?I got it. Okay. 300 00:17:06,315 --> 00:17:08,317 Mm. 301 00:17:08,318 --> 00:17:09,443 Do you want to slow down? 302 00:17:11,570 --> 00:17:13,322 Do you want to stop? 303 00:17:19,161 --> 00:17:22,456 I'd like to go watch some TV. 304 00:17:44,764 --> 00:17:46,682 So, eh, you weren't feeling it? 305 00:17:46,683 --> 00:17:47,475 I was definitely feeling it. 306 00:17:47,476 --> 00:17:49,102 She ?? Mm. 307 00:17:49,103 --> 00:17:50,812 I don't know. 308 00:17:50,813 --> 00:17:52,355 I think you're confused. 309 00:17:52,356 --> 00:17:54,190 I think ?? I think it's emotional 310 00:17:54,191 --> 00:17:55,983 and it's hormonal, and ?? and ?? and maybe ?? 311 00:17:55,984 --> 00:17:57,652 I wasn't confused. 312 00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:00,613 She had a tattoo. 313 00:18:00,614 --> 00:18:02,573 It was half a heart. 314 00:18:02,574 --> 00:18:05,118 I don't understand why someone would get an incomplete tattoo. 315 00:18:05,119 --> 00:18:07,078 She shouldn't have something that's incomplete 316 00:18:07,079 --> 00:18:09,288 on her body that I can see. 317 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,629 You sure it was the tattoo? 318 00:18:16,630 --> 00:18:17,380 Yes. 319 00:18:17,381 --> 00:18:19,173 It is a... 320 00:18:19,174 --> 00:18:23,719 very disturbing tattoo that makes no sense. 321 00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:26,556 Maybe it's not about the tattoo. 322 00:18:26,557 --> 00:18:28,141 I mean... 323 00:18:28,142 --> 00:18:30,935 maybe it's about intimacy? 324 00:18:30,936 --> 00:18:34,356 Letting another person into your life ?? that's a big deal. 325 00:18:34,357 --> 00:18:36,566 I know. Trust me. 326 00:18:36,567 --> 00:18:39,027 There are gonna be things about her that you love 327 00:18:39,028 --> 00:18:43,532 and things about her that you don't. 328 00:18:43,533 --> 00:18:45,992 And there are certain things, like the tattoo, 329 00:18:45,993 --> 00:18:48,120 you ?? you can't change. 330 00:18:48,121 --> 00:18:50,706 Because... 331 00:18:50,707 --> 00:18:53,083 because... 332 00:18:53,084 --> 00:18:54,584 well, it's worth it. 333 00:18:57,713 --> 00:19:00,424 She can get the tattoo removed. 334 00:19:00,425 --> 00:19:03,301 She can't get the tattoo removed, Shaun. 335 00:19:03,302 --> 00:19:05,762 I don't think it's about the tattoo. 336 00:19:06,972 --> 00:19:09,599 We are backed up. 337 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:10,600 Sorry, Shaun. 338 00:19:17,107 --> 00:19:18,108 Okay. 339 00:19:21,319 --> 00:19:22,738 Carly: Everything looks good. 340 00:19:22,739 --> 00:19:25,157 Could've just checked them on the E. M. R. 341 00:19:25,158 --> 00:19:26,366 I know. 342 00:19:26,367 --> 00:19:27,576 How's it going with Shaun? 343 00:19:28,994 --> 00:19:31,496 He tends to overshare with coworkers. 344 00:19:31,497 --> 00:19:32,748 Yes, he does. 345 00:19:32,749 --> 00:19:35,083 And he was oversharing up until this morning, 346 00:19:35,084 --> 00:19:37,544 so I'm guessing the Night of a Thousand Stars 347 00:19:37,545 --> 00:19:39,212 didn't go as planned? 348 00:19:39,213 --> 00:19:41,173 We're fine, thanks. 349 00:19:41,174 --> 00:19:42,883 Of course. 350 00:19:42,884 --> 00:19:45,802 You waited three weeks for a kiss. You're a saint. 351 00:19:45,803 --> 00:19:47,512 That didn't sound like a compliment. 352 00:19:49,139 --> 00:19:51,975 I like Shaun, and I love that he's dating, 353 00:19:51,976 --> 00:19:53,560 but I can't help thinking 354 00:19:53,561 --> 00:19:55,353 that the kind of person who'd go out with Shaun 355 00:19:55,354 --> 00:19:58,106 might be seeing him more as a project than a person. 356 00:19:58,107 --> 00:20:00,358 And I'd rather not see him get his heart broken. 357 00:20:03,445 --> 00:20:06,573 Last week, two techs called in sick. 358 00:20:06,574 --> 00:20:09,993 I had to diagnose and file over 200 slides. 359 00:20:09,994 --> 00:20:11,453 But when I told Shaun, 360 00:20:11,454 --> 00:20:13,205 he came down and he helped me get through them 361 00:20:13,206 --> 00:20:14,414 until 3:00 in the morning. 362 00:20:15,957 --> 00:20:20,545 I am not going out with Shaun because I have a martyr complex. 363 00:20:20,546 --> 00:20:21,963 I'm going out with him 'cause he's a great guy 364 00:20:21,964 --> 00:20:24,049 who treats me well. 365 00:20:24,050 --> 00:20:26,092 And the condescending notion that someone needs 366 00:20:26,093 --> 00:20:29,346 an ulterior motive to be interested in him 367 00:20:29,347 --> 00:20:32,682 means you're the one who isn't seeing him as a person. 368 00:20:44,653 --> 00:20:47,948 Your craniotomy ended an hour before the research meeting. 369 00:20:47,949 --> 00:20:49,950 You didn't miss the meeting 'cause you were in surgery. 370 00:20:49,951 --> 00:20:51,868 I think you missed the meeting because I was gonna be there. 371 00:20:51,869 --> 00:20:54,996 I'm busy. I can show you my calendar if you'd like. 372 00:20:54,997 --> 00:20:57,207 You dumped me. I should be the one avoiding you. 373 00:20:57,208 --> 00:20:58,333 What's going on? 374 00:20:59,543 --> 00:21:01,628 Are you having second thoughts? 375 00:21:01,629 --> 00:21:03,630 No. I'm not. 376 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:13,181 Why are you willing to die for sex? 377 00:21:17,644 --> 00:21:20,730 Sex creates... 378 00:21:20,731 --> 00:21:23,149 vulnerability, 379 00:21:23,150 --> 00:21:25,277 lets you be open, 380 00:21:25,278 --> 00:21:28,071 honest with each other, 381 00:21:28,072 --> 00:21:30,282 share your biggest fears. 382 00:21:30,283 --> 00:21:33,368 Sometimes, you shouldn't share. 383 00:21:33,369 --> 00:21:36,037 Sometimes, you have to just accept, right? 384 00:21:36,038 --> 00:21:38,123 Wrong. 385 00:21:38,124 --> 00:21:41,126 What you have to accept, that's not for anyone else to say. 386 00:21:42,460 --> 00:21:46,047 If you don't tell your partner everything that you're feeling, 387 00:21:46,048 --> 00:21:49,426 thinking, worrying about, 388 00:21:49,427 --> 00:21:53,471 then you aren't fully connected. 389 00:22:00,604 --> 00:22:02,814 Close your eyes. 390 00:22:02,815 --> 00:22:05,358 Yes, this is one of those dumb sensory exercises, 391 00:22:05,359 --> 00:22:06,568 but just go with it. 392 00:22:12,824 --> 00:22:15,368 Now tell me one of your favorite memories with your fiancée. 393 00:22:17,579 --> 00:22:21,333 Last summer, we went camping in Yosemite. 394 00:22:21,334 --> 00:22:23,001 We decided to rough it 395 00:22:23,002 --> 00:22:25,795 by only packing PB&J sandwiches. 396 00:22:25,796 --> 00:22:28,006 The first night, a bear rips into our tent 397 00:22:28,007 --> 00:22:29,674 and devours them. 398 00:22:29,675 --> 00:22:31,885 And the next night, of course, we had this hole in our tent, 399 00:22:31,886 --> 00:22:35,805 and the mosquitos just ate us alive. 400 00:22:37,432 --> 00:22:40,685 And the bug spray that we thought we packed? 401 00:22:40,686 --> 00:22:42,020 It was sunscreen. 402 00:22:42,021 --> 00:22:44,022 And then when it started pouring, 403 00:22:44,023 --> 00:22:47,734 we turned to each other at the same time and we said, 404 00:22:47,735 --> 00:22:49,361 "Denny's." 405 00:22:51,029 --> 00:22:52,989 And that's when I knew I wanted to marry her. 406 00:22:52,990 --> 00:22:53,865 Great. 407 00:22:56,701 --> 00:23:00,038 That was a memory of something you got through together, 408 00:23:00,039 --> 00:23:02,248 not about the time you had a threesome in Miami. 409 00:23:03,917 --> 00:23:05,001 It was New Orleans. 410 00:23:06,336 --> 00:23:08,546 The threesome was in New Orleans, not Miami. 411 00:23:08,547 --> 00:23:11,091 And it was way better than the bear trip. 412 00:23:12,634 --> 00:23:15,720 But I wasn't gonna tell my fiancée's doctor about it. 413 00:23:15,721 --> 00:23:19,015 Sex...makes you real with someone. 414 00:23:19,016 --> 00:23:20,141 Sex makes you stupid. 415 00:23:22,894 --> 00:23:25,271 I had the perfect man. 416 00:23:25,272 --> 00:23:29,651 He was...smart and funny. 417 00:23:29,652 --> 00:23:32,278 He squeezed the sponge after washing the dishes. 418 00:23:36,074 --> 00:23:39,744 Then one night, I?I met some guy and I had a few drinks, 419 00:23:39,745 --> 00:23:41,663 and, um... 420 00:23:41,664 --> 00:23:44,749 I got all tingly and got really stupid. 421 00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:46,418 Never saw him again. 422 00:23:48,461 --> 00:23:49,838 Or my boyfriend. 423 00:23:51,673 --> 00:23:56,302 Sex can make us feel incredibly close to someone ?? 424 00:23:56,303 --> 00:23:58,513 honest, 425 00:23:58,514 --> 00:24:00,015 vulnerable. 426 00:24:02,475 --> 00:24:06,813 But sex is not the goal. 427 00:24:06,814 --> 00:24:09,858 All the rest of those things are. 428 00:24:14,112 --> 00:24:16,448 She's the love of my life. 429 00:24:16,449 --> 00:24:18,742 And I always thought that we were strong 430 00:24:18,743 --> 00:24:21,161 and that we can overcome anything together. 431 00:24:22,996 --> 00:24:25,123 But without sex... 432 00:24:27,375 --> 00:24:29,794 ...I don't know if... 433 00:24:29,795 --> 00:24:31,337 if we have enough. 434 00:24:34,758 --> 00:24:36,217 Okay. 435 00:24:40,138 --> 00:24:41,973 Then you need to lie to her. 436 00:24:46,186 --> 00:24:48,521 Nurse said you'd be here an hour ago. 437 00:24:48,522 --> 00:24:51,191 Yeah, well, you're not my only patient. 438 00:24:52,984 --> 00:24:54,444 Look, I get it. 439 00:24:54,445 --> 00:24:57,238 This is about as awkward as it gets. 440 00:24:58,531 --> 00:24:59,783 Yes, it is. 441 00:25:02,494 --> 00:25:04,287 You know, I almost died in that accident. 442 00:25:09,209 --> 00:25:12,420 When I woke up, all I could think about was my wife... 443 00:25:12,421 --> 00:25:14,839 and my little girl... 444 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:17,675 and how much of an ass I'd been and how hurt they'd be. 445 00:25:20,261 --> 00:25:22,305 So, why is it that once I get out of here, 446 00:25:22,306 --> 00:25:25,225 I'm gonna keep cheating on them? 447 00:25:25,226 --> 00:25:27,644 I can't help it. 448 00:25:27,645 --> 00:25:31,856 No matter how much remorse or guilt... 449 00:25:31,857 --> 00:25:34,317 I feel like I always give in. 450 00:25:34,318 --> 00:25:35,568 Then you should leave them. 451 00:25:35,569 --> 00:25:37,362 I can't. 452 00:25:37,363 --> 00:25:38,446 I love them. 453 00:25:41,032 --> 00:25:43,076 How messed up is that, right? 454 00:25:48,039 --> 00:25:50,542 But I think you know. 455 00:25:50,543 --> 00:25:52,961 Yeah, well, I don't cheat. 456 00:25:52,962 --> 00:25:55,630 I saw you checking me out in the bar. 457 00:25:55,631 --> 00:25:57,215 My left hand, 458 00:25:57,216 --> 00:26:00,635 just making sure I was married. 459 00:26:05,473 --> 00:26:07,851 You're just as big a cheater as me, Dr. Browne. 460 00:26:12,814 --> 00:26:15,400 My, uh, leg... 461 00:26:15,401 --> 00:26:16,609 it's ?? it's cold. 462 00:26:30,957 --> 00:26:32,667 No pulse. 463 00:26:32,668 --> 00:26:33,960 Your stent has formed a clot. 464 00:26:33,961 --> 00:26:34,752 We need an angio, stat! 465 00:26:38,672 --> 00:26:40,299 Everything okay? 466 00:26:40,300 --> 00:26:42,634 You haven't said a word since "Pass the salt." 467 00:26:44,844 --> 00:26:46,471 It's about Shaun, isn't it? 468 00:26:50,516 --> 00:26:52,226 Two weeks ago, 469 00:26:52,227 --> 00:26:54,979 you asked me to give him romantic advice, 470 00:26:54,980 --> 00:26:56,564 which I didn't want to do. 471 00:26:56,565 --> 00:26:59,317 And then he comes into my office for romantic advice, 472 00:26:59,318 --> 00:27:00,860 and you kick him right out. 473 00:27:00,861 --> 00:27:02,946 It's because you're helping him too much. 474 00:27:02,947 --> 00:27:04,697 He is completely dependent on you. 475 00:27:04,698 --> 00:27:06,032 For good reason. 476 00:27:06,033 --> 00:27:08,201 He hasn't spoken to his parents since he was 14. 477 00:27:08,202 --> 00:27:10,078 The only person he cared about... 478 00:27:10,079 --> 00:27:12,372 died right in front of his eyes. 479 00:27:12,373 --> 00:27:16,501 Aaron, I know how much you love him. 480 00:27:16,502 --> 00:27:20,338 How you hate to see him struggle, fail, get hurt. 481 00:27:21,881 --> 00:27:24,133 But you need to let him. 482 00:27:24,134 --> 00:27:26,594 And he'll be okay. 483 00:27:26,595 --> 00:27:29,889 Because he has someone else in his life now. 484 00:27:29,890 --> 00:27:31,641 Just like you do. 485 00:27:35,103 --> 00:27:39,524 Placing guide wire through the needle. 486 00:27:39,525 --> 00:27:40,650 Placing catheter. 487 00:27:42,819 --> 00:27:44,779 So, how do you know this guy? 488 00:27:44,780 --> 00:27:46,280 You knew he was on MDMA, 489 00:27:46,281 --> 00:27:47,949 you've been avoiding him since he arrived, 490 00:27:47,950 --> 00:27:50,576 and...I checked on his accident. 491 00:27:50,577 --> 00:27:52,120 It was a half mile from your place. 492 00:27:54,706 --> 00:27:56,457 I was with him the night before the accident, 493 00:27:56,458 --> 00:27:57,667 but it's not relevant. 494 00:27:57,668 --> 00:27:59,168 It hasn't affected my judgement. 495 00:27:59,169 --> 00:28:00,503 Yes, it has. 496 00:28:00,504 --> 00:28:02,046 If you hadn't been avoiding him, 497 00:28:02,047 --> 00:28:03,423 we could've caught the clot earlier. 498 00:28:07,051 --> 00:28:09,303 I figure you've been going through something lately. 499 00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:12,140 Something that's really hurt you. 500 00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:17,437 And maybe it's making you turn to things you normally wouldn't. 501 00:28:18,855 --> 00:28:20,606 But some of the guys you meet are gonna be trouble, 502 00:28:20,607 --> 00:28:22,108 some are gonna be married, some are gonna ?? 503 00:28:22,109 --> 00:28:23,776 He took a vow, not me. 504 00:28:29,323 --> 00:28:30,783 That's the exact attitude someone had 505 00:28:30,784 --> 00:28:32,201 when they helped ruin my life. 506 00:28:33,703 --> 00:28:34,871 There's the clot. 507 00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:39,834 Activating angio jet. 508 00:28:42,962 --> 00:28:44,130 It's too big to bust. 509 00:28:44,131 --> 00:28:45,423 We have to open him up. 510 00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:50,178 You said to accept things I don't like, but Jeanie said 511 00:28:50,179 --> 00:28:52,221 I have to share everything, and I don't know ?? 512 00:28:52,222 --> 00:28:53,765 Shaun, stop, stop, stop. 513 00:28:55,266 --> 00:28:57,477 I have to go home. 514 00:28:57,478 --> 00:29:00,480 I can walk you to your car. Is it very far? 515 00:29:00,481 --> 00:29:02,732 I think this discussion will take at least 15 minutes, 516 00:29:02,733 --> 00:29:04,275 so maybe you can drive me? 517 00:29:04,276 --> 00:29:05,902 We have to set boundaries, okay? 518 00:29:05,903 --> 00:29:07,487 We have to set some limits. 519 00:29:07,488 --> 00:29:10,156 You can't just come over 6:30 in the morning, 520 00:29:10,157 --> 00:29:11,908 uh, uh, for flower advice. 521 00:29:11,909 --> 00:29:14,202 You can't just pop into my office anytime you want. 522 00:29:14,203 --> 00:29:15,536 Is this because of Debbie? 523 00:29:15,537 --> 00:29:16,287 No. 524 00:29:16,288 --> 00:29:17,079 Yes. 525 00:29:21,626 --> 00:29:24,837 And I agree with her. 526 00:29:24,838 --> 00:29:26,881 It was different when it was just the two of us, 527 00:29:26,882 --> 00:29:28,758 but now we have people in our lives ?? 528 00:29:28,759 --> 00:29:30,510 both of us. 529 00:29:30,511 --> 00:29:32,178 We have to make them the priority. 530 00:29:33,971 --> 00:29:37,558 Does this mean we can't talk anymore? 531 00:29:37,559 --> 00:29:39,727 No, of course we can talk. Of ?? 532 00:29:41,020 --> 00:29:43,356 It's just that there's a time and a place for everything. 533 00:29:43,357 --> 00:29:46,651 And this is the wrong time and place? 534 00:29:52,782 --> 00:29:54,283 Yeah. 535 00:30:02,124 --> 00:30:05,002 7:00 a. m. Tuesday. Pancakes. 536 00:30:08,631 --> 00:30:11,050 I liked it better 537 00:30:11,051 --> 00:30:13,719 when it was just the two of us. 538 00:30:23,062 --> 00:30:24,981 125 over 78. 539 00:30:24,982 --> 00:30:26,482 Looks good. 540 00:30:40,705 --> 00:30:42,623 Nice bug spray. 541 00:30:42,624 --> 00:30:45,084 SPF 50. 542 00:30:45,085 --> 00:30:46,627 Not much went right that trip. 543 00:30:49,338 --> 00:30:51,048 But... 544 00:30:51,049 --> 00:30:54,927 the more things went wrong, 545 00:30:54,928 --> 00:30:56,512 the closer I felt to you. 546 00:30:58,806 --> 00:31:00,516 We'll get through this, too. 547 00:31:05,187 --> 00:31:07,565 I don't know. 548 00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:12,445 Sex has always been... 549 00:31:12,446 --> 00:31:13,571 our language. 550 00:31:15,448 --> 00:31:19,160 Our way of sharing who we are with each other. 551 00:31:19,161 --> 00:31:20,828 And if we lose that... 552 00:31:23,289 --> 00:31:25,708 ...what if we don't have enough? 553 00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:29,086 We'll still have... 554 00:31:29,087 --> 00:31:31,213 honesty, 555 00:31:31,214 --> 00:31:32,882 intimacy, 556 00:31:32,883 --> 00:31:34,884 love, 557 00:31:34,885 --> 00:31:36,594 three kids. 558 00:31:36,595 --> 00:31:37,845 Two boys and a girl. 559 00:31:46,938 --> 00:31:48,105 I love you more than sex. 560 00:31:49,941 --> 00:31:51,776 I love you more than sex, too. 561 00:32:05,373 --> 00:32:09,543 Does...this mean you're getting the surgery? 562 00:32:11,754 --> 00:32:13,214 Yeah. 563 00:32:18,386 --> 00:32:20,054 Park: 90 minutes without a pulse in his leg. 564 00:32:20,055 --> 00:32:21,389 He's at high risk for necrosis. 565 00:32:21,390 --> 00:32:23,307 Prosthetic successfully sutured to aorta. 566 00:32:23,308 --> 00:32:25,309 Almost done with the distal right anastomosis. 567 00:32:25,310 --> 00:32:27,228 Careful not to narrow the artery during suturing. 568 00:32:27,229 --> 00:32:28,396 Mm?hmm. 569 00:32:47,498 --> 00:32:50,167 Blood flow restored. Good arterial pulse. 570 00:32:50,168 --> 00:32:52,044 Good job catching that clot, Dr. Browne. 571 00:32:52,045 --> 00:32:53,963 If we'd waited any longer, we'd have to amputate. 572 00:32:55,423 --> 00:32:56,632 Thank you. 573 00:32:56,633 --> 00:32:59,176 It...was a team effort. 574 00:33:02,430 --> 00:33:05,307 Andrews: Making incision at the vaginal wall. 575 00:33:05,308 --> 00:33:07,143 Murphy, develop margins at the lesion. 576 00:33:07,144 --> 00:33:08,310 Shaun: Forceps. 577 00:33:08,311 --> 00:33:10,104 Nicely done. 578 00:33:10,105 --> 00:33:12,314 How you turned your patient around. 579 00:33:12,315 --> 00:33:14,483 It was nice when Tony told Jeanie 580 00:33:14,484 --> 00:33:15,943 he loved her more than sex. 581 00:33:17,820 --> 00:33:18,988 He was lying. 582 00:33:20,489 --> 00:33:22,783 I told him that if he cared about her at all, he had to. 583 00:33:24,702 --> 00:33:25,870 Maybe it was the truth. 584 00:33:27,997 --> 00:33:32,001 It can be true without him knowing it's true. 585 00:33:49,602 --> 00:33:50,853 What's wrong? 586 00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:56,192 Dr. Glassman told me I have to accept things, 587 00:33:56,193 --> 00:33:58,694 but Jeanie said to be open and honest. 588 00:33:58,695 --> 00:34:00,654 I agree with Jeanie ?? 589 00:34:00,655 --> 00:34:02,823 whoever she is. 590 00:34:02,824 --> 00:34:04,742 It's your tattoo. 591 00:34:04,743 --> 00:34:06,118 Thank God. 592 00:34:06,119 --> 00:34:08,037 I thought you hated my boobs or something. 593 00:34:08,038 --> 00:34:09,163 It's incomplete. 594 00:34:10,915 --> 00:34:12,875 Didn't you have enough money to pay for a full heart? 595 00:34:14,668 --> 00:34:16,253 I got this in high school. 596 00:34:16,254 --> 00:34:17,463 It's incomplete. 597 00:34:30,768 --> 00:34:32,144 Not anymore. 598 00:34:34,438 --> 00:34:35,940 I got you. 599 00:34:59,171 --> 00:35:00,589 Shaun? 600 00:35:02,550 --> 00:35:05,219 Dr. Glassman was right. 601 00:35:05,220 --> 00:35:07,138 It's not the tattoo. 602 00:35:23,028 --> 00:35:25,489 We were able to restore blood flow to his legs. 603 00:35:25,490 --> 00:35:26,615 He's gonna be just fine. 604 00:35:28,033 --> 00:35:29,618 Thank you so much, Dr. Browne. 605 00:35:32,079 --> 00:35:34,582 Now that he's out of the woods, 606 00:35:34,583 --> 00:35:37,960 you don't need to feel guilty about questioning him. 607 00:35:37,961 --> 00:35:41,881 All the pain, paranoia, and self?doubt... 608 00:35:41,882 --> 00:35:44,508 you deserve to know the truth. 609 00:35:44,509 --> 00:35:45,968 He's just gonna deny it. 610 00:35:48,596 --> 00:35:50,473 Then you need to insist. 611 00:36:10,284 --> 00:36:13,204 Our relationship was a stupid idea. 612 00:36:13,205 --> 00:36:15,498 Which made ending it a smart idea. 613 00:36:15,499 --> 00:36:17,875 Simple, binary... 614 00:36:17,876 --> 00:36:19,043 and naive. 615 00:36:23,005 --> 00:36:25,508 I really underestimated how hard this would be. 616 00:36:30,137 --> 00:36:32,723 Yes, I've been having second thoughts. 617 00:36:32,724 --> 00:36:34,558 I'm not saying we should get back together ?? 618 00:36:34,559 --> 00:36:35,935 What are you saying? 619 00:36:38,854 --> 00:36:40,481 I don't know. 620 00:36:42,107 --> 00:36:43,192 Good. 621 00:36:45,694 --> 00:36:49,823 It's...good to know that it's not easy. 622 00:36:52,201 --> 00:36:53,494 It's good to know that it mattered. 623 00:37:06,674 --> 00:37:10,177 Intimacy isn't about a tattoo. 624 00:37:10,178 --> 00:37:13,430 And it's not about touching or kissing 625 00:37:13,431 --> 00:37:16,267 or...even sex. 626 00:37:18,102 --> 00:37:22,690 It's about sharing your biggest fears. 627 00:37:24,650 --> 00:37:25,693 Yes. 628 00:37:28,195 --> 00:37:29,697 What are you scared of? 629 00:37:32,992 --> 00:37:35,578 I love being a pathologist. 630 00:37:38,205 --> 00:37:40,541 But every day I walk into the lab, 631 00:37:40,542 --> 00:37:43,085 I am filled with doubt. 632 00:37:43,086 --> 00:37:45,337 Am I smart enough? Am I capable enough? 633 00:37:45,338 --> 00:37:48,591 Do I really deserve to be here? 634 00:37:48,592 --> 00:37:52,845 How long until someone walks in and exposes my fraud 635 00:37:52,846 --> 00:37:55,097 and has me removed from the premises? 636 00:37:56,515 --> 00:38:00,060 Eventually, those thoughts retreat. 637 00:38:00,061 --> 00:38:01,395 Until the next morning, 638 00:38:01,396 --> 00:38:03,897 when they all come crashing back into my brain. 639 00:38:06,859 --> 00:38:09,612 That and pigeons. 640 00:38:09,613 --> 00:38:11,822 They freak me out. 641 00:38:11,823 --> 00:38:13,449 Hmm. 642 00:38:18,370 --> 00:38:20,080 My biggest fear... 643 00:38:22,916 --> 00:38:25,210 ...is that I'll be alone. 644 00:38:28,964 --> 00:38:32,217 If I don't get over this, you'll leave. 645 00:39:01,789 --> 00:39:02,915 We don't have to have sex. 646 00:39:06,293 --> 00:39:09,588 Can we just hold each other for a little bit? 647 00:39:13,884 --> 00:39:16,178 I think I'd like that. 648 00:39:55,551 --> 00:39:56,635 Shaun? 649 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:09,690 Sash... 650 00:40:09,691 --> 00:40:10,733 Sash! 651 00:40:31,712 --> 00:40:33,005 You should go. 652 00:40:34,506 --> 00:40:36,133 I don't know. Maybe. 653 00:40:36,134 --> 00:40:38,886 It can wait till tomorrow morning. 654 00:40:38,887 --> 00:40:42,264 Eh, you were right. 655 00:40:42,265 --> 00:40:44,600 Everything you said was right. 656 00:40:44,601 --> 00:40:47,019 But this is different. 657 00:40:49,688 --> 00:40:51,148 Shaun needs you. 658 00:41:59,341 --> 00:42:00,384 Hey. 659 00:42:08,517 --> 00:42:10,477 Your mom called from Wyoming. 660 00:42:12,396 --> 00:42:16,066 Your dad's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. 661 00:42:16,067 --> 00:42:18,235 He may only have a few days left.