1 00:00:04,365 --> 00:00:05,972 Talking with a patient's family 2 00:00:05,997 --> 00:00:08,641 is a crash course in grace under pressure. 3 00:00:08,642 --> 00:00:10,457 One clumsy word, 4 00:00:10,482 --> 00:00:12,263 one careless gesture, 5 00:00:12,288 --> 00:00:13,999 can cause irreparable harm. 6 00:00:14,024 --> 00:00:15,630 Okay, hold on. You know what? 7 00:00:15,655 --> 00:00:18,687 I need to get a picture of her in this cute little hat. 8 00:00:18,712 --> 00:00:20,457 Okay. Um. 9 00:00:20,482 --> 00:00:22,367 Oh, come on. Great. 10 00:00:22,392 --> 00:00:24,207 Camera's full. 11 00:00:24,232 --> 00:00:25,770 You need to delete some pictures. 12 00:00:25,795 --> 00:00:27,298 No, I just need a bigger phone. 13 00:00:27,323 --> 00:00:28,444 - Okay? - Yeah, okay. Hold on. 14 00:00:28,469 --> 00:00:29,676 Mwah! 15 00:00:29,677 --> 00:00:31,526 - Have a good day. - Thank you. You, too. 16 00:00:31,550 --> 00:00:33,721 Ideally you're dealing with a healthy family, 17 00:00:33,746 --> 00:00:37,012 where the main focus is on the well-being of their loved one. 18 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:39,153 But that is not often the case. 19 00:00:42,881 --> 00:00:44,982 Hey, what are you doing with that elephant? 20 00:00:45,007 --> 00:00:46,754 Uh... Uh Leo left it at day care, 21 00:00:46,779 --> 00:00:49,775 and I need to give it back to Owen before he freaks out. 22 00:00:49,800 --> 00:00:51,025 It's his favorite. 23 00:00:51,050 --> 00:00:53,741 We have three of them. And that one's Ellis's. 24 00:00:53,742 --> 00:00:56,112 Owen doesn't know I'm pregnant. 25 00:00:56,137 --> 00:00:57,778 And I think I should probably tell him. 26 00:00:57,803 --> 00:00:59,028 Yeah. Probably. 27 00:00:59,053 --> 00:01:00,625 Unless, I mean... 28 00:01:00,650 --> 00:01:02,986 He has his own baby with another person. 29 00:01:03,011 --> 00:01:04,167 I mean, does it really matter? 30 00:01:04,192 --> 00:01:06,424 He will get it, eventually, 31 00:01:06,449 --> 00:01:08,796 when I'm huge and in labor and... 32 00:01:08,821 --> 00:01:10,946 Right. Well, let me know what you decide. I can't be late. 33 00:01:13,207 --> 00:01:16,446 But a surgeon is required, above all, 34 00:01:16,471 --> 00:01:18,042 to tell the truth. 35 00:01:19,526 --> 00:01:21,203 And the truth is messy. 36 00:01:22,721 --> 00:01:23,952 - Catherine. - Maggie. 37 00:01:23,953 --> 00:01:26,635 Hi! How is it being back? 38 00:01:26,660 --> 00:01:29,448 - Oh, it's good to be operating again. - Yeah. 39 00:01:29,473 --> 00:01:33,581 Tell me, how are things here with the restructuring? 40 00:01:33,606 --> 00:01:35,455 Uh, Tom Koracick is... 41 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:38,259 a... brilliant surgeon. 42 00:01:38,260 --> 00:01:40,178 Not everybody's cup of tea. 43 00:01:40,203 --> 00:01:42,713 I heard he and Jackson really got into it. 44 00:01:42,738 --> 00:01:44,275 Oh, yeah, I wouldn't know. 45 00:01:44,300 --> 00:01:46,046 That boy can be so tight-lipped. 46 00:01:46,071 --> 00:01:47,366 He gets it from me. 47 00:01:47,391 --> 00:01:51,141 And I know that's hard to live with at times. 48 00:01:51,142 --> 00:01:53,616 Have you and Jackson talked much lately? 49 00:01:53,641 --> 00:01:55,942 We should have dinner soon. 50 00:01:55,967 --> 00:01:57,609 The four of us. 51 00:01:57,634 --> 00:02:00,006 - I don't know if that's such a good... Oh. - Oh, no excuses. 52 00:02:00,031 --> 00:02:01,985 Come on. Family's too important. 53 00:02:02,010 --> 00:02:03,547 - Yeah, okay. - Mm. 54 00:02:08,534 --> 00:02:09,828 I'm looking forward to it. 55 00:02:09,853 --> 00:02:11,148 Me, too. Yeah. 56 00:02:14,922 --> 00:02:16,842 Richard Webber, are you seriously 57 00:02:16,867 --> 00:02:19,342 just gonna walk on by me like that? 58 00:02:19,367 --> 00:02:21,807 I'm sorry about what happened in the diner. 59 00:02:21,832 --> 00:02:24,272 - Let me make it up to you. - I don't think so. 60 00:02:24,297 --> 00:02:27,224 Just coffee... I'll keep my distance. 61 00:02:27,249 --> 00:02:28,799 It's not a good idea. 62 00:02:32,423 --> 00:02:34,401 Well, let's go ahead and change her pain meds 63 00:02:34,402 --> 00:02:35,523 from I.V. to oral. 64 00:02:35,548 --> 00:02:38,022 - We need to talk. - I am talking. 65 00:02:38,047 --> 00:02:39,342 To someone else. 66 00:02:39,367 --> 00:02:41,460 Sorry about that. And check her drain output. 67 00:02:41,485 --> 00:02:43,946 If it's below 20 cc, we can go ahead and remove it. 68 00:02:43,947 --> 00:02:45,483 Yes, you were saying? 69 00:02:45,508 --> 00:02:47,046 Your mother would like to have dinner. 70 00:02:47,071 --> 00:02:48,088 I know. She texted. 71 00:02:48,113 --> 00:02:49,569 She thinks we're still together. 72 00:02:50,257 --> 00:02:51,905 Oh. Yeah. "Oh." 73 00:02:52,578 --> 00:02:55,617 I take it you didn't say anything to Richard, then? 74 00:02:55,937 --> 00:02:58,794 W-Well, I never see Richard because he's, um... 75 00:02:58,819 --> 00:03:00,739 - he's been fired. - And that's my fault, too? 76 00:03:00,764 --> 00:03:01,988 I-I'm having trouble 77 00:03:02,013 --> 00:03:03,733 - keeping track with you. - You know what? It's fine. 78 00:03:03,734 --> 00:03:05,758 We can just tell them over dinner. You should bring Vic. 79 00:03:05,783 --> 00:03:08,153 - That'd be fun. - I should bring Vic. 80 00:03:08,178 --> 00:03:09,786 - Vic is fun. - Ohh. 81 00:03:09,811 --> 00:03:11,765 Do you guys laugh a lot when you talk about her fiancé 82 00:03:11,790 --> 00:03:13,293 who died 10 minutes bef... 83 00:03:13,318 --> 00:03:15,688 I wonder if you can help me. I'm looking for Richard Webber. 84 00:03:15,713 --> 00:03:17,772 I'm sorry, does that woman look like me? 85 00:03:17,797 --> 00:03:20,331 I dunno. I'd have to see her scowl first. 86 00:03:20,332 --> 00:03:22,180 But he works here. I know it. 87 00:03:22,205 --> 00:03:23,431 Richard Webber. 88 00:03:23,456 --> 00:03:24,785 Can you check with someone? 89 00:03:24,810 --> 00:03:26,764 Take it easy, Sabi. Don't wear yourself out. 90 00:03:26,789 --> 00:03:28,084 Yeah, I know who he is, 91 00:03:28,109 --> 00:03:29,808 but he doesn't work here anymore. 92 00:03:29,809 --> 00:03:31,519 You need to go to Pacific Northwest General. 93 00:03:31,544 --> 00:03:33,325 I'm sorry, I couldn't help but overhear. 94 00:03:33,350 --> 00:03:34,784 Are you looking for Richard Webber? 95 00:03:34,809 --> 00:03:36,693 Oh, my God, it's you! 96 00:03:36,718 --> 00:03:37,977 Maggie! 97 00:03:38,002 --> 00:03:39,393 Oh! 98 00:03:39,394 --> 00:03:41,348 I can't believe it. 99 00:03:42,692 --> 00:03:44,229 And who am I now? 100 00:03:44,254 --> 00:03:45,792 Oh, sorry. I-I... 101 00:03:45,817 --> 00:03:47,320 I'm Sabrina. 102 00:03:47,345 --> 00:03:50,063 But everyone calls me Sabi. Rhymes with "baby." 103 00:03:50,088 --> 00:03:52,355 And this is my dad, Chris. 104 00:03:53,681 --> 00:03:55,530 I-I'm sorry, I'm still confused. 105 00:03:55,555 --> 00:03:58,377 I... I'm Sabrina Webber. 106 00:03:58,402 --> 00:04:00,357 Richard's my uncle. 107 00:04:00,382 --> 00:04:02,105 And he's your biological father. 108 00:04:02,106 --> 00:04:03,425 So... 109 00:04:03,450 --> 00:04:05,413 we're your family! 110 00:04:08,945 --> 00:04:15,466 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 111 00:04:16,954 --> 00:04:19,706 And I am not a big crier, but I'm telling to you, 112 00:04:19,731 --> 00:04:21,130 I cried for days. 113 00:04:21,155 --> 00:04:23,109 I mean, that poor little hamster. 114 00:04:23,134 --> 00:04:25,762 Long story short... never buy a pet on Craigslist. 115 00:04:25,763 --> 00:04:27,717 You wanna see a picture? It's gross. 116 00:04:27,742 --> 00:04:29,418 - You'll love it. - Oh, oh, no, thank you. 117 00:04:31,145 --> 00:04:33,411 So, Uncle Richard got fired? 118 00:04:33,436 --> 00:04:34,731 What happened? 119 00:04:34,756 --> 00:04:35,986 It's a long story. 120 00:04:35,987 --> 00:04:37,281 Drinking again? 121 00:04:37,306 --> 00:04:39,191 What? No, no. 122 00:04:39,216 --> 00:04:41,136 It was a-a bureaucratic matter. 123 00:04:41,161 --> 00:04:42,837 "Bureaucratic matter"? 124 00:04:42,862 --> 00:04:44,732 So there's a really long story. 125 00:04:46,017 --> 00:04:48,978 So you're, like, a super genius, right? 126 00:04:49,003 --> 00:04:50,750 I mean, well, that's what all the articles say. 127 00:04:51,885 --> 00:04:54,221 I'm sorry, this is j... It's so weird. 128 00:04:54,246 --> 00:04:55,784 You know so much about me, 129 00:04:55,809 --> 00:04:58,568 and I know almost nothing about you. 130 00:04:58,569 --> 00:05:01,147 Not a surprise. Richard's ashamed of us. 131 00:05:01,172 --> 00:05:02,293 What? 132 00:05:02,318 --> 00:05:03,926 No, that can't be true. 133 00:05:03,951 --> 00:05:05,957 Only you've never talked to us, 134 00:05:05,958 --> 00:05:07,426 never met us, never even heard of us. 135 00:05:07,451 --> 00:05:08,746 Yeah, d-don't mind him. 136 00:05:08,771 --> 00:05:09,891 He's a grump. 137 00:05:09,916 --> 00:05:12,044 Uncle Richard called us a while back, 138 00:05:12,069 --> 00:05:13,398 after your podcast, 139 00:05:13,423 --> 00:05:15,216 explained the whole secret affair thing. 140 00:05:15,217 --> 00:05:16,997 Then I read all about you. 141 00:05:17,022 --> 00:05:18,421 Made sense, too. 142 00:05:18,446 --> 00:05:20,990 Genius is in our blood. 143 00:05:21,015 --> 00:05:23,572 You know I got into Stanford. Uh-huh... 144 00:05:23,573 --> 00:05:25,596 Woulda gone, too, except in-state tuition 145 00:05:25,621 --> 00:05:27,853 - is a whole lot cheaper. - Yeah, yeah. 146 00:05:27,878 --> 00:05:30,110 I'm sorry, this is just so weird! 147 00:05:30,135 --> 00:05:32,505 I mean, we look the same, sound the same... 148 00:05:32,530 --> 00:05:33,825 We could be twins! 149 00:05:33,850 --> 00:05:35,804 Well, twins, no... I mean, we're genetically... 150 00:05:35,829 --> 00:05:36,916 we're more... Oh. 151 00:05:36,941 --> 00:05:38,825 ...akin to... 152 00:05:38,850 --> 00:05:42,471 Well, that's... that's weird. 153 00:05:42,496 --> 00:05:44,069 Mary Griggs to L&D. 154 00:05:44,094 --> 00:05:47,391 Mary Griggs to L&D. 155 00:05:47,392 --> 00:05:48,790 - Owen. - Yeah. 156 00:05:48,815 --> 00:05:50,248 A... Amelia. Everything okay? 157 00:05:50,273 --> 00:05:51,290 Fine. 158 00:05:51,315 --> 00:05:53,628 Uh, great, actually. Um... 159 00:05:54,092 --> 00:05:57,679 I just wanted to, uh... to give this back to Leo. 160 00:05:57,704 --> 00:05:59,847 Oh, well, thanks, but I don't think this is... 161 00:05:59,848 --> 00:06:01,373 Link and I are having a baby. 162 00:06:03,423 --> 00:06:04,857 Wow. Um... okay. 163 00:06:04,882 --> 00:06:06,211 And you need to know. 164 00:06:06,236 --> 00:06:07,843 Well, I want Leo to be in the baby's life. 165 00:06:07,868 --> 00:06:10,552 He's already such a good big brother to Allison, and I... 166 00:06:10,577 --> 00:06:12,253 I'm... realizing in this moment 167 00:06:12,278 --> 00:06:15,114 that we've gone from zero to three babies in 60 seconds. 168 00:06:15,115 --> 00:06:18,041 So... yay for all the babies! 169 00:06:18,066 --> 00:06:21,999 - Incoming! - Cassidy Gardner, 25, GCS 14, 170 00:06:22,024 --> 00:06:23,909 blunt trauma to the abdomen, arm lac. 171 00:06:23,934 --> 00:06:25,436 Hemodynamically stable. 172 00:06:26,503 --> 00:06:27,797 Okay, what happened? 173 00:06:27,822 --> 00:06:29,423 I fell down the stairs. I just fell. 174 00:06:29,424 --> 00:06:30,996 Her son called 911. 175 00:06:31,021 --> 00:06:32,940 Henry, Mommy's gonna be fine. 176 00:06:32,965 --> 00:06:34,503 You did real good, buddy. 177 00:06:34,528 --> 00:06:36,936 So someone's gonna sit with you until we take care of your mom, okay? 178 00:06:36,937 --> 00:06:38,127 I got him. 179 00:06:38,152 --> 00:06:40,037 - I need the practice. - Thanks. 180 00:06:40,062 --> 00:06:41,148 Okay, let's go. 181 00:06:41,173 --> 00:06:43,509 We need chest and pelvic X-rays now. 182 00:06:48,048 --> 00:06:50,558 Uncle Richard! 183 00:06:50,583 --> 00:06:52,329 Oh! Sabi? 184 00:06:52,354 --> 00:06:54,047 What... What are you... 185 00:06:54,048 --> 00:06:56,244 Maggie? Chris? W-W-What's going on? 186 00:06:56,269 --> 00:06:58,223 They were looking for you at Grey-Sloan. 187 00:06:58,248 --> 00:07:00,445 - It's so good to see you, Uncle Richard! - Oh, my gosh. 188 00:07:00,446 --> 00:07:02,956 We missed you at Christmas. And Thanksgiving. 189 00:07:02,981 --> 00:07:05,525 And Easter and birthdays and family reunions. 190 00:07:05,550 --> 00:07:06,885 I-I-I know. It's, uh, 191 00:07:06,910 --> 00:07:08,338 been a tough year. 192 00:07:08,363 --> 00:07:10,080 Has it been a tough five years? 193 00:07:10,797 --> 00:07:13,272 Anyway, hi! 194 00:07:13,297 --> 00:07:15,008 Hi. 195 00:07:15,033 --> 00:07:16,987 Well... Well, um... 196 00:07:17,012 --> 00:07:18,273 Welcome to Pac North. 197 00:07:18,298 --> 00:07:19,974 Um, you want the tour? 198 00:07:19,999 --> 00:07:21,328 Well, that sounds like fun, 199 00:07:21,353 --> 00:07:23,550 but maybe in a minute. I'm kinda worn out. 200 00:07:23,575 --> 00:07:25,456 Okay, sweetie, take it easy. 201 00:07:25,457 --> 00:07:28,174 And I need you look at something first... 202 00:07:28,199 --> 00:07:30,152 I don't think he needs to see a dead hamster. 203 00:07:30,177 --> 00:07:31,299 No. 204 00:07:31,324 --> 00:07:32,827 It's even grosser than that. 205 00:07:32,852 --> 00:07:35,222 Oh, okay. 206 00:07:39,971 --> 00:07:42,098 Why are you showing us a picture 207 00:07:42,123 --> 00:07:44,622 of an insanely large biatrial myxoma? 208 00:07:45,491 --> 00:07:46,786 Because it's mine. 209 00:07:53,794 --> 00:07:55,368 You haven't had any other symptoms? 210 00:07:55,393 --> 00:07:57,104 Some swelling in my legs. 211 00:07:57,129 --> 00:07:59,361 Um, and I lose my breath sometimes 212 00:07:59,386 --> 00:08:01,096 when I walk my dog. 213 00:08:01,121 --> 00:08:02,694 These scans are three weeks old. 214 00:08:02,719 --> 00:08:04,707 Why did you wait so long to come? 215 00:08:04,732 --> 00:08:06,339 My doctor said it could be some time 216 00:08:06,364 --> 00:08:07,902 before it got really bad. 217 00:08:07,927 --> 00:08:10,389 And news like this, it takes a minute to process. 218 00:08:10,390 --> 00:08:12,379 And Dad wanted to go up to Chicago, 219 00:08:12,404 --> 00:08:14,462 but I wanted to come here. 220 00:08:14,487 --> 00:08:16,024 I'm glad you agreed. 221 00:08:16,049 --> 00:08:17,897 I didn't want her traveling alone. 222 00:08:18,547 --> 00:08:19,738 Okay, Sabrina, this kind of... 223 00:08:19,763 --> 00:08:23,217 - Sabi, please. - Okay. Sabi. 224 00:08:23,218 --> 00:08:24,963 This kind of tumor is operable, 225 00:08:24,988 --> 00:08:26,873 but it can grow really rapidly, 226 00:08:26,898 --> 00:08:29,222 so we need to get some new imaging right away. 227 00:08:30,589 --> 00:08:32,995 It was really dumb of me to wait, wasn't it? 228 00:08:35,928 --> 00:08:37,744 Let's, uh... Let's go get those scans. 229 00:08:42,420 --> 00:08:44,408 Was your dad home when your mom fell? 230 00:08:44,433 --> 00:08:46,318 I don't have a dad. 231 00:08:46,343 --> 00:08:48,193 I came home from school on the bus, 232 00:08:48,218 --> 00:08:52,490 and Mom was in the basement o-o-on the floor. 233 00:08:52,608 --> 00:08:54,735 She couldn't move. 234 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,124 Is she gonna be okay? 235 00:08:56,149 --> 00:08:58,208 She has got a really great team of doctors 236 00:08:58,233 --> 00:09:00,153 taking care of her. 237 00:09:00,178 --> 00:09:01,715 Here. 238 00:09:01,740 --> 00:09:03,972 Maybe holding this guy will make you feel better. 239 00:09:07,241 --> 00:09:09,612 I'm so sorry about this wait. Do you want to sit down? 240 00:09:09,637 --> 00:09:11,144 No, no. I'm okay now. 241 00:09:11,145 --> 00:09:12,301 Minute you start acting sick, 242 00:09:12,326 --> 00:09:14,454 that's when you really get sick. 243 00:09:15,207 --> 00:09:16,606 So... 244 00:09:16,631 --> 00:09:17,879 what's the tea? 245 00:09:19,974 --> 00:09:21,998 - You know what tea is, right? - Yeah, no, I do. 246 00:09:22,023 --> 00:09:23,733 I just, uh... 247 00:09:23,758 --> 00:09:24,878 I mostly work. 248 00:09:24,903 --> 00:09:27,280 There's nothing? No scandal? 249 00:09:27,281 --> 00:09:28,679 No love life?! 250 00:09:28,704 --> 00:09:31,629 Uh, my ex-boyfriend rebounded with a firefighter? 251 00:09:31,654 --> 00:09:32,809 Gay? 252 00:09:32,834 --> 00:09:34,650 Hot chick. 253 00:09:34,675 --> 00:09:36,490 Okay, then. I hate him. 254 00:09:37,727 --> 00:09:39,716 We're family. I've got you. 255 00:09:39,741 --> 00:09:42,459 I hope he wakes up tomorrow, realizes what a mistake he made, 256 00:09:42,484 --> 00:09:45,152 but it's too late because you're with Idris Elba. 257 00:09:45,177 --> 00:09:46,715 Oh, girl. 258 00:09:46,740 --> 00:09:48,208 Mm-hmm! 259 00:09:48,233 --> 00:09:50,048 Girl, gimme your phone. You need my number. 260 00:09:53,059 --> 00:09:54,412 Here. 261 00:09:54,437 --> 00:09:56,252 Mm. 262 00:09:56,277 --> 00:09:58,161 Hey, do you like crossword puzzles? 263 00:09:58,186 --> 00:09:59,273 Love 'em. 264 00:09:59,298 --> 00:10:00,843 Acrostics, Sudoku, 265 00:10:00,868 --> 00:10:02,128 but crosswords are the best. 266 00:10:02,150 --> 00:10:03,618 I only do the ones on the weekends, though, 267 00:10:03,643 --> 00:10:05,701 - because the other ones are... - ...too easy. 268 00:10:05,726 --> 00:10:08,617 - Right?! I get so bored! - I know. 269 00:10:08,642 --> 00:10:11,429 We have so much shared DNA, I bet we have a ton in common. 270 00:10:11,476 --> 00:10:12,944 - Do you like classical music? - Love it. 271 00:10:12,969 --> 00:10:14,472 - Can you whistle? - Yes! 272 00:10:14,497 --> 00:10:16,538 I know that's not necessarily, like, a genetic thing... 273 00:10:16,563 --> 00:10:18,916 Um they're, uh... they're ready for you. 274 00:10:18,941 --> 00:10:20,817 Okay. 275 00:10:20,842 --> 00:10:23,038 - To be continued... Cuz! - Yeah. 276 00:10:41,761 --> 00:10:43,542 This thing smells new. 277 00:10:43,567 --> 00:10:45,712 Am I the first person in it? 278 00:10:45,836 --> 00:10:47,131 Close to it. 279 00:10:47,156 --> 00:10:48,277 Hold still now. 280 00:10:49,725 --> 00:10:52,302 I can't imagine how strange this must be for you. 281 00:10:52,727 --> 00:10:55,488 - I'm sorry I didn't tell you... - Oh, are you kidding?! 282 00:10:55,706 --> 00:10:57,555 It is fascinating. 283 00:10:57,580 --> 00:10:59,986 And, yes, it's really, really strange. 284 00:11:00,011 --> 00:11:02,912 I've never had a relative who looked like me before. 285 00:11:03,611 --> 00:11:06,781 And she's just been out there practically my entire life, 286 00:11:06,806 --> 00:11:08,746 just having different experiences. 287 00:11:08,771 --> 00:11:11,211 I wonder if we've ever been in the same town 288 00:11:11,236 --> 00:11:13,051 at the same time before today. 289 00:11:13,076 --> 00:11:15,586 I was in Dayton once. I had a long layover. 290 00:11:15,611 --> 00:11:17,114 I went to the mall. 291 00:11:17,139 --> 00:11:20,121 Has it really been five years since you saw each other? 292 00:11:21,268 --> 00:11:23,041 Uh... Sabi's not like the others. 293 00:11:23,315 --> 00:11:26,211 My brother and sister always resented me for leaving, 294 00:11:26,494 --> 00:11:28,691 resented my success. 295 00:11:28,716 --> 00:11:30,778 Accused me of putting on airs 296 00:11:30,803 --> 00:11:32,509 and acting like I was better. 297 00:11:34,158 --> 00:11:37,180 Adele always had a way of smoothing things over. 298 00:11:37,205 --> 00:11:39,390 I should've tried harder after she died. 299 00:11:41,533 --> 00:11:44,020 And they didn't know about me until the podcast. 300 00:11:44,963 --> 00:11:46,812 When I called to tell them, they, uh, 301 00:11:46,837 --> 00:11:48,244 said some vicious things, 302 00:11:48,245 --> 00:11:51,796 and I think I just wanted to protect you from that. 303 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:54,609 But it's, uh, 304 00:11:54,634 --> 00:11:56,726 it's nice to see the two of you get along so well. 305 00:11:58,493 --> 00:11:59,995 Oh, God. 306 00:12:00,020 --> 00:12:02,113 The tumor's reaching up through the tricuspid valve 307 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:03,814 and into her pulmonary artery now. 308 00:12:03,839 --> 00:12:05,264 I think it's doubled in size. 309 00:12:05,265 --> 00:12:07,774 This might be the biggest heart tumor I have ever seen. 310 00:12:07,799 --> 00:12:10,690 Is somebody gonna get me out of this thing or what? 311 00:12:13,961 --> 00:12:17,269 FAST exam shows the free fluid on the perisplenic space. 312 00:12:17,294 --> 00:12:20,448 Ma'am, did you have any symptoms before you fell? 313 00:12:20,479 --> 00:12:22,226 I-I was bringing the laundry upstairs, 314 00:12:22,250 --> 00:12:23,371 and I got really dizzy. 315 00:12:23,396 --> 00:12:25,364 Uh-huh. Wait, you see that? 316 00:12:25,993 --> 00:12:27,115 Excess fluid? 317 00:12:27,140 --> 00:12:28,989 That's a heartbeat. 318 00:12:29,014 --> 00:12:30,066 Ma'am... 319 00:12:31,083 --> 00:12:34,044 Ma'am, did you know that you were pregnant? 320 00:12:34,069 --> 00:12:35,571 Was or am? 321 00:12:37,437 --> 00:12:38,890 We have a strong heartbeat. Your baby's okay. 322 00:12:38,915 --> 00:12:40,349 Okay? 323 00:12:40,374 --> 00:12:42,363 It didn't work. 324 00:12:42,388 --> 00:12:43,682 What... What didn't? 325 00:12:43,707 --> 00:12:45,556 I can't have another baby. 326 00:12:45,581 --> 00:12:46,980 I can't. 327 00:12:52,190 --> 00:12:54,744 Jeanette Brody to Admitting. 328 00:12:54,769 --> 00:12:56,359 Jeanette Brody to Admitting. 329 00:12:57,849 --> 00:12:59,730 - Hey. Hey. - Hey. 330 00:12:59,755 --> 00:13:00,806 How's Mom? 331 00:13:00,831 --> 00:13:02,140 She's, um... 332 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:05,389 Listen, her fall wasn't an accident. 333 00:13:05,414 --> 00:13:07,687 She was trying to terminate a pregnancy. 334 00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:10,694 By throwing herself down the stairs? 335 00:13:10,719 --> 00:13:12,257 I don't know. She's not talking much... 336 00:13:12,282 --> 00:13:13,680 Well, do you want me to try? 337 00:13:13,705 --> 00:13:15,312 She might be more comfortable talking to another woman. 338 00:13:15,337 --> 00:13:16,388 I can say it's a neuro check. 339 00:13:16,413 --> 00:13:17,847 Sure, might help. 340 00:13:17,872 --> 00:13:19,061 I already paged psych, 341 00:13:19,086 --> 00:13:20,555 but they take forever around here, so... 342 00:13:20,580 --> 00:13:23,159 - How pregnant is she? - 8, 10 weeks. I'm not sure. 343 00:13:23,184 --> 00:13:24,340 Uh, if you're not up to this, 344 00:13:24,365 --> 00:13:26,319 then I can get someone else, you know. 345 00:13:26,344 --> 00:13:27,847 Why wouldn't I feel up to it? 346 00:13:29,196 --> 00:13:30,733 Because I'm all knocked up? 347 00:13:30,758 --> 00:13:32,156 It's okay, Owen. 348 00:13:32,181 --> 00:13:33,303 I don't need a fainting couch. 349 00:13:33,328 --> 00:13:34,831 I will be fine. 350 00:13:34,856 --> 00:13:36,462 Yeah, okay. Thank you. 351 00:13:38,915 --> 00:13:41,494 - That's the same tumor? - Yes. 352 00:13:41,519 --> 00:13:44,104 And now it's extending into your pulmonary artery. 353 00:13:44,105 --> 00:13:46,650 Looks kinda like a baby swan with that little neck. 354 00:13:46,675 --> 00:13:48,281 Sabi... 355 00:13:48,306 --> 00:13:50,191 this tumor isn't stable. 356 00:13:50,216 --> 00:13:52,136 It could stop your heart's ability to pump blood. 357 00:13:52,161 --> 00:13:53,941 We need to get you up to surgery. 358 00:13:53,966 --> 00:13:55,191 Today. 359 00:13:55,216 --> 00:13:57,483 - Well, who's gonna do it? - You're in luck. 360 00:13:57,508 --> 00:13:59,844 This happens to be my specialty. 361 00:13:59,869 --> 00:14:01,893 You? But you don't work here. 362 00:14:01,918 --> 00:14:03,941 They granted me privileges, so we're good to go. 363 00:14:03,966 --> 00:14:05,271 But we're family. 364 00:14:05,272 --> 00:14:07,122 And we're basically twins. 365 00:14:07,147 --> 00:14:09,309 I mean, What if you see me lying on that operating table, 366 00:14:09,334 --> 00:14:11,810 and you freak out because it's you on the table? 367 00:14:11,835 --> 00:14:13,372 That is not a thing I do. 368 00:14:13,397 --> 00:14:15,977 And I'm the best. 369 00:14:16,002 --> 00:14:17,574 Then get second best. 370 00:14:17,599 --> 00:14:20,360 Sabi, she won't even be able to see your face. 371 00:14:20,361 --> 00:14:21,689 It's covered during surgery. 372 00:14:21,714 --> 00:14:24,294 Okay, that is really creepy. Do people know that? 373 00:14:24,319 --> 00:14:26,516 I-Isn't there a law against operating on family? 374 00:14:26,541 --> 00:14:28,229 It isn't a law. It's a guideline. 375 00:14:28,230 --> 00:14:30,774 And since we've only known each other about two hours, 376 00:14:30,799 --> 00:14:33,830 I'm not really sure how it applies here. 377 00:14:33,855 --> 00:14:36,296 Apple doesn't fall too far from the tree. 378 00:14:36,321 --> 00:14:37,953 - Excuse me? - You're steamrolling her, 379 00:14:37,978 --> 00:14:39,039 thinking you know what's best. 380 00:14:39,064 --> 00:14:40,948 You're not even listening to her concerns. 381 00:14:40,973 --> 00:14:42,656 I'm listening. They're just not valid. 382 00:14:42,657 --> 00:14:44,576 Not valid? 383 00:14:44,601 --> 00:14:47,319 We look alike, we have some things in common, 384 00:14:47,344 --> 00:14:49,541 but we're... we're not family. 385 00:14:49,566 --> 00:14:51,098 Not in the way that matters. 386 00:14:51,099 --> 00:14:53,956 I am the best cardiothoracic surgeon in the Northwest. 387 00:14:53,981 --> 00:14:56,595 I run my department. I innovate. 388 00:14:56,620 --> 00:14:58,226 You want me in that room. 389 00:14:58,251 --> 00:14:59,962 What makes you think you know what she wants? 390 00:14:59,987 --> 00:15:02,658 - You don't even know her. - Which is why I can do this! 391 00:15:04,141 --> 00:15:06,789 Richard? A little support, please? 392 00:15:06,814 --> 00:15:08,421 Um... you know, 393 00:15:08,446 --> 00:15:10,540 I don't trust the cardio surgeon who's here today. 394 00:15:10,565 --> 00:15:11,720 Thank you. 395 00:15:11,745 --> 00:15:13,621 So I am your only option. 396 00:15:13,646 --> 00:15:14,906 But, um... 397 00:15:14,931 --> 00:15:18,443 there is an on-call surgeon who's quite good. 398 00:15:19,202 --> 00:15:21,468 I'll, um... I'll make a call. 399 00:15:21,493 --> 00:15:22,822 Thank you. 400 00:15:22,847 --> 00:15:24,323 Took you long enough. 401 00:15:35,040 --> 00:15:36,419 Maggie. 402 00:15:37,976 --> 00:15:40,694 Um, will you, uh, stick around and brief the surgeon? 403 00:15:40,719 --> 00:15:42,222 Maybe consult? 404 00:15:42,247 --> 00:15:44,548 You want me to consult for someone who's not as good as me 405 00:15:44,573 --> 00:15:46,319 instead of giving your niece the best shot she's got? 406 00:15:46,344 --> 00:15:47,951 Maggie, they're family. 407 00:15:47,976 --> 00:15:49,478 So you're just gonna agree with them 408 00:15:49,503 --> 00:15:51,666 because of some bad history with your brother? 409 00:15:51,691 --> 00:15:54,062 No, that's not what I meant. 410 00:15:54,087 --> 00:15:55,788 Look, they're your family, too. 411 00:15:55,813 --> 00:15:58,185 I know you just met and it may not feel that way, 412 00:15:58,210 --> 00:15:59,920 but they... look, one day, it could. 413 00:15:59,945 --> 00:16:02,587 And God forbid something goes wrong in the OR and... 414 00:16:02,612 --> 00:16:04,878 I'll always be the love child who killed your favorite niece? 415 00:16:04,903 --> 00:16:06,372 Oh, come on, now. 416 00:16:06,397 --> 00:16:08,509 You'll never get a chance to know them. 417 00:16:08,534 --> 00:16:10,071 And I never would've known they existed 418 00:16:10,096 --> 00:16:11,808 if they hadn't come here. 419 00:16:11,833 --> 00:16:15,661 Richard, your niece came here for help as a doctor. 420 00:16:15,686 --> 00:16:19,504 It's too bad you can't do her the favor of thinking like one. 421 00:16:19,529 --> 00:16:21,241 Yes, I'll consult. 422 00:16:21,266 --> 00:16:22,722 Text me when he's here. 423 00:16:28,809 --> 00:16:31,388 No sign of concussion. 424 00:16:31,606 --> 00:16:32,970 How's Henry? Is he scared? 425 00:16:32,995 --> 00:16:34,844 Henry is over the moon. 426 00:16:34,869 --> 00:16:37,705 A very sweet nurse showed him the snack drawer. 427 00:16:37,730 --> 00:16:38,957 Cassidy, the CT shows 428 00:16:38,958 --> 00:16:40,772 that there is some bleeding in your spleen. 429 00:16:40,797 --> 00:16:42,578 We're gonna have to take you up to the OR to remove it, 430 00:16:42,603 --> 00:16:44,453 and I can do that laparoscopically. 431 00:16:44,478 --> 00:16:46,298 I-I don't have insurance right now. 432 00:16:46,299 --> 00:16:47,732 Henry just qualified for a state program, 433 00:16:47,757 --> 00:16:49,051 but I'm still waiting to hear. 434 00:16:49,076 --> 00:16:50,961 Emergency departments don't turn people away, 435 00:16:50,986 --> 00:16:52,732 regardless of their financial situation, 436 00:16:52,757 --> 00:16:54,850 so they will give you the surgery that you need, okay? 437 00:16:54,875 --> 00:16:58,844 But surgery, uh, 438 00:16:58,869 --> 00:17:01,551 will put the fetus at risk, so, I have to ask you... 439 00:17:01,576 --> 00:17:03,340 Are you planning on keeping this pregnancy? 440 00:17:03,341 --> 00:17:05,087 I love Henry. 441 00:17:05,112 --> 00:17:06,406 But it's a lot. 442 00:17:06,431 --> 00:17:08,004 I already work at two restaurants, 443 00:17:08,029 --> 00:17:09,948 and they try to give me a flexible schedule, 444 00:17:09,973 --> 00:17:12,291 but there's only so much that they can do. 445 00:17:12,292 --> 00:17:14,072 And another kid... I mean, that's way more money, 446 00:17:14,097 --> 00:17:16,815 and... and even more time away from Henry. 447 00:17:16,840 --> 00:17:19,662 I can't... I can't and I don't want to. 448 00:17:19,687 --> 00:17:21,504 So you threw yourself down the stairs? 449 00:17:21,505 --> 00:17:23,286 What?! Oh, my God, no! 450 00:17:23,311 --> 00:17:25,577 No, I tried to go to a clinic that had financial assistance 451 00:17:25,602 --> 00:17:26,862 three times, 452 00:17:26,887 --> 00:17:28,181 but something always fell through. 453 00:17:28,206 --> 00:17:30,716 Henry got sick or no one could sub for me. 454 00:17:30,741 --> 00:17:31,981 I-I ran out of favors. 455 00:17:31,982 --> 00:17:33,936 So I looked online, and I found this herb 456 00:17:33,961 --> 00:17:35,151 that was supposed to work. 457 00:17:35,176 --> 00:17:37,582 I-I doubled the recipe to make sure it would work, 458 00:17:37,607 --> 00:17:39,457 but it made me dizzy. 459 00:17:39,482 --> 00:17:40,985 And then I fell. 460 00:17:41,010 --> 00:17:42,295 I just fell. 461 00:17:43,278 --> 00:17:45,198 I love my son. 462 00:17:45,223 --> 00:17:48,496 And I would never do anything to try to hurt myself. 463 00:17:48,521 --> 00:17:50,844 I would never do anything to try to hurt him. 464 00:17:50,869 --> 00:17:52,232 Okay, Cassidy, listen. 465 00:17:52,257 --> 00:17:53,598 You are okay right now. 466 00:17:53,923 --> 00:17:55,658 And Henry is okay. 467 00:17:55,708 --> 00:17:58,739 And if you want an abortion, Dr. Hunt can get someone from OB 468 00:17:58,764 --> 00:18:00,267 to do that during your surgery 469 00:18:00,292 --> 00:18:02,836 once the bleeding in your abdomen is under control. 470 00:18:02,861 --> 00:18:04,260 Oh, God, really? 471 00:18:04,285 --> 00:18:05,510 Thank you. 472 00:18:05,535 --> 00:18:07,078 - Thank you so much... - Um, actually, Cassidy, 473 00:18:07,079 --> 00:18:09,276 I think we want to focus on the fall injuries first. 474 00:18:09,301 --> 00:18:10,872 Okay? 475 00:18:10,897 --> 00:18:12,157 We can address the pregnancy 476 00:18:12,182 --> 00:18:14,241 once we know that you're all right. 477 00:18:14,266 --> 00:18:16,186 Oh. Okay. 478 00:18:16,211 --> 00:18:19,519 Okay, so, we'll see you up in the OR shortly. 479 00:18:26,558 --> 00:18:28,164 - What are you doing? - You really overstepped in there. 480 00:18:28,189 --> 00:18:29,962 I'm a trauma surgeon. I don't order abortions. 481 00:18:29,963 --> 00:18:31,986 You would have if the fetus hadn't survived. 482 00:18:32,011 --> 00:18:33,525 But it did. 483 00:18:33,526 --> 00:18:36,279 Owen, she's eight weeks. She doesn't need a full D&C. 484 00:18:36,304 --> 00:18:37,667 Exactly. It's not emergent, 485 00:18:37,692 --> 00:18:39,265 but her internal injuries are. 486 00:18:39,290 --> 00:18:41,912 So I'm gonna deal with those, and then she can go see an OB. 487 00:18:42,254 --> 00:18:44,034 She seems pretty clear in her thinking 488 00:18:44,059 --> 00:18:45,354 and committed to her plan. 489 00:18:45,379 --> 00:18:47,645 Why not just give her the help she's asking for? 490 00:18:47,670 --> 00:18:49,035 Thank you, Amelia, for your consult, 491 00:18:49,060 --> 00:18:50,529 but I'm gonna take it from here, okay? 492 00:18:59,215 --> 00:19:00,414 Hey. 493 00:19:01,299 --> 00:19:03,169 - What are you doing here? - In the neighborhood. 494 00:19:03,170 --> 00:19:05,263 Lunch break. Having coffee with Alex. 495 00:19:05,287 --> 00:19:07,647 What are you doing in enemy territory? 496 00:19:09,072 --> 00:19:11,200 Wow. That's a beautiful tumor. 497 00:19:11,225 --> 00:19:12,694 Are you taking this out? 498 00:19:12,719 --> 00:19:14,160 I wish, but, no. 499 00:19:14,161 --> 00:19:15,698 I can't do it. 500 00:19:15,723 --> 00:19:17,295 Is it too risky? 501 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:19,240 Please. I would destroy that thing. 502 00:19:19,264 --> 00:19:22,979 No, I can't do it because it belongs to Richard's niece. 503 00:19:23,639 --> 00:19:24,834 And she doesn't want me to. 504 00:19:24,835 --> 00:19:26,753 We look so much alike we could be twins, 505 00:19:26,778 --> 00:19:28,698 which is, you know, surreal, 506 00:19:28,723 --> 00:19:30,782 but it's not more than I can handle. 507 00:19:30,807 --> 00:19:33,658 But she thinks it would be like getting cut into by herself. 508 00:19:33,659 --> 00:19:35,509 I had a dream like that once. 509 00:19:35,534 --> 00:19:38,356 - Not good. - What are we all doing here? 510 00:19:38,381 --> 00:19:39,606 - Alex. - Patient. 511 00:19:39,631 --> 00:19:41,038 What patient? 512 00:19:42,687 --> 00:19:45,266 - Sexy. - Yeah, I know. 513 00:19:45,291 --> 00:19:46,863 I told Owen about the baby. 514 00:19:46,888 --> 00:19:49,190 Oh, that's why you're here. I thought you were defecting. 515 00:19:49,215 --> 00:19:51,888 I told him about the baby, and he got weird. 516 00:19:51,889 --> 00:19:54,051 That's understandable. 517 00:19:54,076 --> 00:19:55,475 Is it? 518 00:19:55,500 --> 00:19:59,155 I mean, he's with Teddy, and he's happy. 519 00:19:59,180 --> 00:20:00,857 And just now, he just seemed like 520 00:20:00,882 --> 00:20:03,669 he was angry with me for being pregnant. 521 00:20:03,694 --> 00:20:04,955 But he's gotta get with the program. 522 00:20:04,980 --> 00:20:07,191 This kid is gonna be Leo's little brother or sister. 523 00:20:07,192 --> 00:20:10,083 So he and Teddy are gonna be... 524 00:20:10,108 --> 00:20:11,680 aunt and uncle, I guess? 525 00:20:11,705 --> 00:20:13,590 Does Leo call Teddy "Mom"? 526 00:20:13,615 --> 00:20:15,812 No, no, he calls her "Weddy" 527 00:20:15,837 --> 00:20:17,742 because he's working on his T's. 528 00:20:18,580 --> 00:20:20,222 Oh, I get the question. 529 00:20:20,247 --> 00:20:23,092 Uh, I'm... Auntie Amelia. 530 00:20:23,093 --> 00:20:24,942 Betty's more like big sister. 531 00:20:24,967 --> 00:20:28,345 So Teddy's... stepmom, I guess? 532 00:20:31,725 --> 00:20:32,742 Damn it. 533 00:20:32,767 --> 00:20:34,721 Sabi's crashing. Here. 534 00:20:36,899 --> 00:20:38,541 Sabi is...? 535 00:20:38,566 --> 00:20:41,265 Her patient. And Richard's niece. 536 00:20:41,795 --> 00:20:43,923 - Oh, damn. - Yeah. 537 00:20:45,419 --> 00:20:48,064 You know, Owen can be pissed at me... I don't care... 538 00:20:48,718 --> 00:20:50,566 but he can't take it out on a patient. 539 00:20:51,780 --> 00:20:52,866 Do you want any...? 540 00:20:54,696 --> 00:20:56,442 Everybody's got a patient. 541 00:20:56,467 --> 00:20:57,623 I want a patient. 542 00:20:57,648 --> 00:20:59,116 What happened? 543 00:20:59,141 --> 00:21:00,401 She just stopped talking... 544 00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:01,963 She went into respiratory distress. 545 00:21:01,988 --> 00:21:04,463 I had to intubate. 546 00:21:04,488 --> 00:21:06,432 The tumor is obstructing blood flow to her lungs. 547 00:21:06,457 --> 00:21:08,515 Let's push fluids and start pressors. 548 00:21:08,540 --> 00:21:10,519 - Where's my sub? - He's in the parking lot. 549 00:21:10,544 --> 00:21:12,568 But I didn't want him operating. 550 00:21:12,593 --> 00:21:13,853 This is all you. 551 00:21:13,878 --> 00:21:15,381 I'm glad you came to your senses. 552 00:21:15,406 --> 00:21:17,395 Prep an OR! Let's get her ready to move! 553 00:21:17,420 --> 00:21:18,992 Wait. I didn't say you could. 554 00:21:19,017 --> 00:21:20,207 You're not supposed to operate. 555 00:21:20,232 --> 00:21:21,943 I haven't even talked to the other doctor. 556 00:21:21,968 --> 00:21:23,992 I know you say I always think I know what's best. 557 00:21:24,017 --> 00:21:25,726 Well, in this case, I do. 558 00:21:26,834 --> 00:21:28,961 I know Margaret Pierce. 559 00:21:28,986 --> 00:21:30,663 And there's not a surgeon in this city 560 00:21:30,688 --> 00:21:33,337 with half of her skill and expertise. 561 00:21:33,362 --> 00:21:35,489 Chris, please. 562 00:21:35,514 --> 00:21:38,545 Don't put your daughter's life in someone else's hands. 563 00:21:41,742 --> 00:21:45,137 - Thank you. - I'm sorry. I should've said it sooner. 564 00:21:45,741 --> 00:21:47,522 All right, come on, let's move. Move! 565 00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:01,289 Hey, you look like someone I used to work with. 566 00:22:01,314 --> 00:22:04,482 Thank you for letting me do this. 567 00:22:04,507 --> 00:22:07,261 Hello, everyone. I'm Maggie Pierce. 568 00:22:07,286 --> 00:22:10,768 I'm Chief of Cardiothoracic at Grey-Sloan Memorial. 569 00:22:10,793 --> 00:22:12,831 Don't hold that against me. 570 00:22:12,856 --> 00:22:14,324 Who is ready to take on 571 00:22:14,349 --> 00:22:17,345 the biggest biatrial myxoma 572 00:22:17,370 --> 00:22:19,393 - I have ever seen? - This isn't gonna work 573 00:22:19,418 --> 00:22:21,477 if she doesn't know everyone's listening. 574 00:22:21,502 --> 00:22:24,637 All right! That's better. 575 00:22:24,662 --> 00:22:26,106 Okay, folks, best behavior. 576 00:22:26,131 --> 00:22:28,189 If we impress Pierce, she just might come 577 00:22:28,214 --> 00:22:30,052 and run cardio for us. 578 00:22:31,186 --> 00:22:32,863 You know that's never gonna happen, right? 579 00:22:32,888 --> 00:22:34,564 You'd be surprised how many times it's worked. 580 00:22:34,589 --> 00:22:35,838 Hmm. 581 00:22:36,575 --> 00:22:38,634 Shout if you need anything. 582 00:22:40,464 --> 00:22:41,724 Scalpel. 583 00:23:02,527 --> 00:23:05,284 I'm sorry if I raised my voice earlier. 584 00:23:06,528 --> 00:23:08,725 Maggie really is the best there is. 585 00:23:08,750 --> 00:23:11,040 Sabi couldn't be in better hands. 586 00:23:11,424 --> 00:23:13,760 Last time you tried to calm my nerves in a waiting room, 587 00:23:13,785 --> 00:23:15,419 Mom died. 588 00:23:15,495 --> 00:23:17,645 I was 10 years old, Chris. 589 00:23:23,364 --> 00:23:25,144 No signal here. 590 00:23:25,169 --> 00:23:26,730 I need to call the family. 591 00:23:26,755 --> 00:23:28,102 Dr. Sykes... 592 00:23:28,127 --> 00:23:29,908 Dr. Jennifer Sykes, call Recovery. 593 00:23:29,933 --> 00:23:31,596 Dr. Sykes, call Recovery. 594 00:23:35,127 --> 00:23:38,435 Hey, Richard. What's wrong? 595 00:23:38,460 --> 00:23:41,664 - N-Not now, Gemma, please. - Oh, we go back too far back 596 00:23:41,689 --> 00:23:44,131 for me to leave you alone looking like this. 597 00:23:44,156 --> 00:23:46,666 What is it? You need a meeting? 598 00:23:46,691 --> 00:23:48,160 Um... 599 00:23:48,185 --> 00:23:51,945 Maggie's operating on my niece right now. 600 00:23:51,970 --> 00:23:55,070 She came out here for the first time in years. 601 00:23:55,095 --> 00:23:56,355 Her father, too. 602 00:23:56,380 --> 00:23:57,598 For my help. 603 00:23:57,623 --> 00:24:00,411 I thought they wanted nothing to do with Maggie. 604 00:24:00,436 --> 00:24:02,258 My brother and sister, yes, but... 605 00:24:02,925 --> 00:24:05,990 Sabi, she's not like them. 606 00:24:06,015 --> 00:24:07,726 She's welcoming 607 00:24:07,751 --> 00:24:10,643 and forgiving 608 00:24:10,668 --> 00:24:13,185 and kind... 609 00:24:13,210 --> 00:24:15,604 and I turned my back on her. 610 00:24:16,829 --> 00:24:19,339 Family's complicated. 611 00:24:19,364 --> 00:24:21,179 I know. I keep saying that. 612 00:24:21,204 --> 00:24:23,737 But I feel like it's just an excuse now. 613 00:24:24,918 --> 00:24:28,470 You made a sincere attempt at amends. 614 00:24:28,495 --> 00:24:30,477 If the other person doesn't want to hear it, 615 00:24:30,502 --> 00:24:31,790 that's not on you. 616 00:24:31,815 --> 00:24:34,776 They aren't wrong. 617 00:24:34,854 --> 00:24:36,322 I did think I was better. 618 00:24:36,347 --> 00:24:38,706 Or at least knew better. 619 00:24:40,174 --> 00:24:43,621 You know, I never understood why they were so content 620 00:24:43,646 --> 00:24:45,801 staying in their small, little world. 621 00:24:46,598 --> 00:24:48,135 You know what Chris said to me 622 00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:49,930 when I told him I was an alcoholic? 623 00:24:51,076 --> 00:24:53,058 "That's what you get." 624 00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:56,603 Like ambition was to blame. 625 00:24:56,628 --> 00:24:58,373 Like everything would've been fine 626 00:24:58,398 --> 00:25:01,692 if I hadn't gotten a big head and left home. 627 00:25:03,011 --> 00:25:04,792 I'm sorry, Richard. 628 00:25:13,661 --> 00:25:15,122 Richard? 629 00:25:15,989 --> 00:25:17,109 Catherine. 630 00:25:17,134 --> 00:25:19,921 Uh, oh, well, this is Gemma. 631 00:25:19,946 --> 00:25:21,936 Uh, she's a friend. 632 00:25:21,961 --> 00:25:23,297 I can see that. 633 00:25:23,322 --> 00:25:25,207 It's so good to meet you, Catherine. 634 00:25:25,232 --> 00:25:28,344 I've heard a-a lot about you, and, um... 635 00:25:29,420 --> 00:25:31,862 - Well, I'll let... I'll let you two be. - Yeah. 636 00:25:35,394 --> 00:25:37,348 Um... 637 00:25:37,373 --> 00:25:39,675 I wasn't sure you'd come. 638 00:25:39,700 --> 00:25:41,591 Of course I came. 639 00:25:41,616 --> 00:25:42,945 It's family. 640 00:25:44,429 --> 00:25:46,001 Vanessa's making calls. 641 00:25:46,026 --> 00:25:47,703 Starting a prayer chain. 642 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:51,039 Oh, uh, Catherine, you remember Chris. 643 00:25:51,064 --> 00:25:54,441 Of course. Chris, you must be worried sick. 644 00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:00,769 Once we go on bypass, 645 00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:03,928 I'll make my incision into the right atrium. 646 00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:05,838 What's her activated clotting time? 647 00:26:05,863 --> 00:26:08,365 ACT shows 300 seconds and rising. 648 00:26:08,390 --> 00:26:09,519 That's good enough to start. 649 00:26:09,544 --> 00:26:11,706 Let's go on pump. 650 00:26:13,676 --> 00:26:15,525 Clamps off. 651 00:26:15,550 --> 00:26:16,776 Clamp. 652 00:26:20,030 --> 00:26:22,540 And so how is Vanessa? 653 00:26:22,565 --> 00:26:23,928 Is she still in that house? 654 00:26:23,953 --> 00:26:25,803 She'll never leave that house. 655 00:26:25,828 --> 00:26:27,053 I did some work for her. 656 00:26:27,078 --> 00:26:28,373 I added a sunroom in the back. 657 00:26:28,398 --> 00:26:30,040 Oh, that sounds lovely. 658 00:26:30,065 --> 00:26:32,747 And the, uh... the... the hardware store? 659 00:26:32,772 --> 00:26:34,762 - It closed last month. - Oh. 660 00:26:34,787 --> 00:26:36,220 Everyone orders online now. 661 00:26:36,245 --> 00:26:38,060 It closed? 662 00:26:38,085 --> 00:26:39,623 No one told me that. 663 00:26:39,648 --> 00:26:41,324 You didn't ask. 664 00:26:43,155 --> 00:26:45,595 So, uh, when was the last time 665 00:26:45,620 --> 00:26:48,268 you all came to visit Seattle? 666 00:26:48,293 --> 00:26:52,261 Well, um, Sabi couldn't have been more than... what... 8? 667 00:26:52,286 --> 00:26:54,172 Hmm. 668 00:26:54,197 --> 00:26:56,810 W-What was that game she always wanted to play? 669 00:26:56,835 --> 00:26:57,921 Um... 670 00:26:57,946 --> 00:26:59,484 Papa Never Misses! 671 00:26:59,509 --> 00:27:00,699 The little ones would line up 672 00:27:00,724 --> 00:27:02,817 on one side of the yard, Chris on the other. 673 00:27:02,842 --> 00:27:04,693 And they would throw him a football 674 00:27:04,718 --> 00:27:06,602 as crazy as they could. 675 00:27:06,627 --> 00:27:10,629 I mean, they would fling it, and flip it, and spin it. 676 00:27:10,654 --> 00:27:12,540 They'd try everything to make him miss, 677 00:27:12,565 --> 00:27:13,824 and he never did. 678 00:27:13,849 --> 00:27:14,866 Not once. 679 00:27:14,891 --> 00:27:15,907 Papa Never Misses. 680 00:27:17,252 --> 00:27:19,172 Sabi came close a few times, though. 681 00:27:19,197 --> 00:27:22,921 Yeah, I remember once we had a kiddie pool set up, 682 00:27:22,946 --> 00:27:25,371 and Sabi would fill a little pail of water 683 00:27:25,372 --> 00:27:27,396 and pour it over her cousins' heads, 684 00:27:27,421 --> 00:27:29,652 and they would laugh. 685 00:27:29,677 --> 00:27:31,527 But then, one time, my... my nephew... 686 00:27:31,552 --> 00:27:34,514 W-Was that... Was it Eddie, Jeffrey, or...? 687 00:27:34,539 --> 00:27:36,562 - It was Eddie. - Yeah, okay. 688 00:27:36,587 --> 00:27:39,201 Her cousin Eddie poured a pail of water 689 00:27:39,226 --> 00:27:40,798 - over Sabi's head. - Oh. 690 00:27:40,823 --> 00:27:42,881 Oh, she burst into tears. 691 00:27:42,906 --> 00:27:45,069 She came running to me. She said... 692 00:27:45,094 --> 00:27:49,895 "Uncle Richard, 693 00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:52,778 tell Eddie we don't play like that!" 694 00:27:55,996 --> 00:27:58,253 - Oh, boy. - That's Sabi. 695 00:27:58,278 --> 00:28:00,649 Adele loved that story. 696 00:28:10,228 --> 00:28:12,296 You got a vending machine around here? 697 00:28:12,321 --> 00:28:14,345 Oh, yeah, down the hall. 698 00:28:14,370 --> 00:28:15,525 Oh, you need some cash? 699 00:28:18,161 --> 00:28:20,429 I can afford a soda, Rich. 700 00:28:28,156 --> 00:28:30,422 Everything I say pisses that man off. 701 00:28:30,447 --> 00:28:32,055 Mm-hmm. 702 00:28:34,372 --> 00:28:37,090 Okay, look, I don't know what you think you saw, but... 703 00:28:37,115 --> 00:28:38,752 We will talk about that later. 704 00:28:38,777 --> 00:28:41,703 There is nothing to talk about, Catherine. 705 00:28:41,728 --> 00:28:44,030 Gemma is an accountant here. 706 00:28:44,055 --> 00:28:46,113 A friend from the program. 707 00:28:46,138 --> 00:28:48,857 A while back, she needed a job, I made some calls. 708 00:28:48,882 --> 00:28:50,974 It was before I even worked here. 709 00:28:50,999 --> 00:28:53,093 I've known her for years. 710 00:28:53,118 --> 00:28:55,442 She was concerned, and that's all. 711 00:28:55,826 --> 00:28:58,162 You're talking an awful lot for someone who says 712 00:28:58,187 --> 00:29:00,836 there's nothing to talk about. 713 00:29:02,810 --> 00:29:04,626 I need some fresh air. 714 00:29:11,989 --> 00:29:13,839 Doctors made Mommy all better, Bub. 715 00:29:13,864 --> 00:29:15,714 I'm so sorry I scared you. 716 00:29:15,739 --> 00:29:17,276 I love you so much. 717 00:29:17,301 --> 00:29:19,985 And when I'm all better, we're gonna go to the zoo. 718 00:29:20,010 --> 00:29:21,408 Can we see the baby giraffes? 719 00:29:21,433 --> 00:29:22,832 Yes, anything you want. 720 00:29:22,857 --> 00:29:25,193 Okay? But right now, Mommy's got to rest a little bit. 721 00:29:25,218 --> 00:29:26,721 All right? 722 00:29:33,727 --> 00:29:35,751 I got so lucky with Henry. 723 00:29:35,776 --> 00:29:37,437 He's such a good kid... 724 00:29:37,438 --> 00:29:39,461 You know, he's so happy, even with the little I can give him, 725 00:29:39,486 --> 00:29:41,579 and he does not deserve less. 726 00:29:41,604 --> 00:29:43,316 Of course not. 727 00:29:43,341 --> 00:29:46,225 And you don't have to explain that to anyone. 728 00:29:46,226 --> 00:29:47,484 It is your decision, 729 00:29:47,509 --> 00:29:49,985 even if you didn't have Henry or money problems. 730 00:29:53,309 --> 00:29:55,991 All right, Cassidy, the doctors said the labs and imaging 731 00:29:56,016 --> 00:29:59,221 showed an eight-week pregnancy, so you're all clear. 732 00:29:59,246 --> 00:30:01,026 Okay, so that's it? It's just the pill? 733 00:30:01,051 --> 00:30:02,485 Two pills, actually. 734 00:30:02,510 --> 00:30:04,603 You'll take one medication now to block the hormones 735 00:30:04,628 --> 00:30:05,957 that keep the pregnancy viable, 736 00:30:05,981 --> 00:30:07,589 then a second pill in 24 hours 737 00:30:07,614 --> 00:30:09,318 to help contract the uterus. 738 00:30:09,319 --> 00:30:11,308 You'll feel nauseated and crampy, 739 00:30:11,333 --> 00:30:14,051 probably emotional... because hormones. Okay. 740 00:30:14,076 --> 00:30:16,516 And it will be difficult when you're passing the tissue. 741 00:30:16,541 --> 00:30:18,565 A lot of doctors say it's like a heavy period, 742 00:30:18,590 --> 00:30:19,884 but it's more than that. 743 00:30:19,909 --> 00:30:21,030 It's completely safe. 744 00:30:21,055 --> 00:30:22,975 I just want you to be prepared. 745 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,768 Thank you. 746 00:30:27,990 --> 00:30:29,736 You'll need to schedule an appointment with an OB 747 00:30:29,761 --> 00:30:31,126 in about a week or so 748 00:30:31,151 --> 00:30:32,792 to confirm that the medication worked 749 00:30:32,817 --> 00:30:34,667 and that there's no infection. 750 00:30:34,692 --> 00:30:36,820 Thank you. Thank you so much. 751 00:30:36,845 --> 00:30:39,216 I'm so grateful to both of you. 752 00:30:39,241 --> 00:30:41,785 Looks like Dr. Hunt is here to do some post-op work, 753 00:30:41,810 --> 00:30:43,278 so get some rest, Cassidy. 754 00:30:43,303 --> 00:30:45,778 And you have my card if you need anything. 755 00:30:54,244 --> 00:30:56,477 Oh, hey. 756 00:30:56,502 --> 00:30:57,936 Any news? 757 00:30:57,961 --> 00:30:59,591 Still in surgery. 758 00:31:00,074 --> 00:31:02,375 - I'll say another prayer. - Mm. 759 00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:05,778 Richard tells me you're quite gifted. 760 00:31:05,803 --> 00:31:06,855 Pardon? 761 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,389 With numbers. You work in accounting, right? 762 00:31:09,414 --> 00:31:11,820 - Oh. Yes. - Mm. 763 00:31:11,845 --> 00:31:14,250 You know, at the Fox Foundation, we're always looking 764 00:31:14,275 --> 00:31:16,230 for people we can trust 765 00:31:16,255 --> 00:31:18,667 - with our finances. - Oh. 766 00:31:18,692 --> 00:31:20,507 There's a lot of opportunity. 767 00:31:20,532 --> 00:31:22,694 I'm sure it pays better than this place. 768 00:31:22,719 --> 00:31:25,333 You're too kind. 769 00:31:25,358 --> 00:31:27,764 Any friend of Richard's... 770 00:31:27,789 --> 00:31:29,778 Give him a résumé. 771 00:31:29,803 --> 00:31:31,514 Okay. Maybe I will. 772 00:31:31,539 --> 00:31:32,555 You should. 773 00:31:32,580 --> 00:31:35,507 We have openings all over the country, 774 00:31:35,532 --> 00:31:38,355 though none here in Seattle, I'm afraid. 775 00:31:38,380 --> 00:31:41,371 I should be getting back inside. 776 00:31:41,396 --> 00:31:42,585 Have a good night. 777 00:31:49,278 --> 00:31:52,912 Okay, I've dissected most of the tumor 778 00:31:52,937 --> 00:31:54,266 from the right atrium. 779 00:31:54,313 --> 00:31:55,607 Suction. 780 00:31:56,813 --> 00:31:57,899 MAPs are dropping. 781 00:31:57,924 --> 00:31:59,323 The bypass circuit is clotting off. 782 00:31:59,348 --> 00:32:00,503 Damn it, she's clotting. 783 00:32:00,528 --> 00:32:01,683 Why is she clotting?! 784 00:32:01,708 --> 00:32:03,456 What is her ACT now? 370 seconds. 785 00:32:03,457 --> 00:32:04,716 What?! 786 00:32:04,741 --> 00:32:07,390 You said it was 300 and rising before we started. 787 00:32:07,415 --> 00:32:09,507 It should be over 480 by now. 788 00:32:09,532 --> 00:32:10,931 We could've given her more heparin. 789 00:32:10,956 --> 00:32:12,736 She's been dosed multiple times with heparin. 790 00:32:12,761 --> 00:32:14,403 Why didn't you tell me she had stopped rising? 791 00:32:14,428 --> 00:32:16,001 Our cardio doctor always asks. 792 00:32:16,026 --> 00:32:17,910 It's protocol. You never asked. 793 00:32:17,911 --> 00:32:19,691 Okay, she's heparin-resistant. 794 00:32:19,716 --> 00:32:21,461 Her blood doesn't clot like normal. 795 00:32:21,486 --> 00:32:23,128 Her pressure's gone. 796 00:32:23,153 --> 00:32:24,968 Okay, everyone stop and listen to me! 797 00:32:24,993 --> 00:32:26,739 We have three minutes before we lose this patient 798 00:32:26,764 --> 00:32:27,989 from lack of blood flow. 799 00:32:28,014 --> 00:32:30,107 We need a new bypass machine and pumps, 800 00:32:30,132 --> 00:32:31,601 ice to keep her body cool, 801 00:32:31,602 --> 00:32:32,966 and start FFP. 802 00:32:32,991 --> 00:32:34,528 Let's move! Clamps! 803 00:32:40,317 --> 00:32:42,375 Come on. Come on. 804 00:32:42,400 --> 00:32:43,486 Stay with me. 805 00:32:48,789 --> 00:32:51,635 Amelia. You crossed a line. 806 00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:53,590 She needed help that you wouldn't give her. 807 00:32:53,614 --> 00:32:55,256 You don't work here. 808 00:32:55,281 --> 00:32:57,269 Well, from what I've heard, most of the people who do 809 00:32:57,294 --> 00:32:58,980 lack the skill and sensitivity that I have, 810 00:32:58,981 --> 00:33:01,074 so you could just say thank you. 811 00:33:01,099 --> 00:33:02,984 Owen, did you really want to force that poor mom 812 00:33:03,008 --> 00:33:05,241 to bring another human being onto the planet against her will, 813 00:33:05,266 --> 00:33:07,080 or did you refuse her an abortion 814 00:33:07,105 --> 00:33:08,817 because I wanted to help her have one? 815 00:33:08,842 --> 00:33:10,310 You don't get to come to my place of work 816 00:33:10,334 --> 00:33:11,733 and order me around, okay? 817 00:33:13,469 --> 00:33:15,492 I didn't order you around. 818 00:33:15,517 --> 00:33:18,167 I ordered her an OB who ordered her some pills! 819 00:33:18,192 --> 00:33:21,534 And you're angry with me for reasons I can't quite ascertain. 820 00:33:21,559 --> 00:33:24,313 So you said no to her because I said yes. 821 00:33:24,338 --> 00:33:25,903 I said no to her because... 822 00:33:25,904 --> 00:33:27,442 'cause sometimes people change their minds, 823 00:33:27,467 --> 00:33:28,831 and she was traumatized by a fall. 824 00:33:28,856 --> 00:33:30,358 A fall that she took accidentally 825 00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:32,580 after intentionally trying to abort the fetus. 826 00:33:32,605 --> 00:33:35,809 You think that the trauma would change her mind? 827 00:33:35,834 --> 00:33:38,132 Is this about me?! Is this because I'm pregnant? 828 00:33:38,133 --> 00:33:40,434 So you think that women who say that they don't want babies 829 00:33:40,459 --> 00:33:43,421 are gonna just wake up one day and change their minds? 830 00:33:44,284 --> 00:33:45,579 Amelia, that's absurd. 831 00:33:45,604 --> 00:33:47,038 I agree. She was clear. 832 00:33:47,063 --> 00:33:48,322 She knew what she wanted. 833 00:33:48,347 --> 00:33:49,746 She was not gonna change her mind. 834 00:33:49,771 --> 00:33:52,281 And for the record, I did not change my mind, either. 835 00:33:52,306 --> 00:33:55,266 I... I just got pregnant, and I exercised 836 00:33:55,291 --> 00:33:57,385 my freedom of choice to not have an abortion. 837 00:33:57,386 --> 00:33:58,837 That's right. So you didn't want to have kids, 838 00:33:58,862 --> 00:34:00,191 but now you're with somebody else, and you do. 839 00:34:00,216 --> 00:34:01,476 Y-You're... You're perfectly happy 840 00:34:01,501 --> 00:34:03,942 now that you're having a baby with another man! 841 00:34:04,276 --> 00:34:06,856 You and I broke up twice. 842 00:34:06,881 --> 00:34:10,050 - Once when we got divorced and then... - Yeah. Yeah, we got divorced. 843 00:34:10,075 --> 00:34:11,619 You remember why we got divorced? 844 00:34:11,644 --> 00:34:13,077 You remember the pain that you put me through 845 00:34:13,102 --> 00:34:14,928 when you told me that you didn't want to ever have kids? 846 00:34:14,953 --> 00:34:17,151 That you didn't want to ever be a mother? 847 00:34:17,176 --> 00:34:19,082 That pain, that "truth," Amelia, it... 848 00:34:20,489 --> 00:34:22,132 It ended our marriage. 849 00:34:22,157 --> 00:34:23,520 And now you're telling me that it's not because 850 00:34:23,545 --> 00:34:25,257 you didn't want to have kids, you just... 851 00:34:27,497 --> 00:34:29,799 You didn't want to have them with me. 852 00:34:32,185 --> 00:34:33,862 Owen. 853 00:34:40,562 --> 00:34:42,864 Uh, I gotta, um... 854 00:34:49,196 --> 00:34:52,088 Amelia. Amelia, wait. Wait. 855 00:34:52,113 --> 00:34:53,130 Owen. 856 00:34:53,155 --> 00:34:55,035 I'm sorry. 857 00:34:55,898 --> 00:34:58,204 It's my turn to apologize. 858 00:34:59,265 --> 00:35:01,081 I should have thought this through. 859 00:35:01,106 --> 00:35:02,747 I should not have ambushed you 860 00:35:02,772 --> 00:35:04,171 at your place of employment. 861 00:35:04,196 --> 00:35:05,594 I should've known that this was gonna be 862 00:35:05,619 --> 00:35:08,742 a bigger conversation, and I'm sorry. 863 00:35:14,231 --> 00:35:17,182 When I told you that I didn't want kids... 864 00:35:18,415 --> 00:35:20,057 I didn't. 865 00:35:20,082 --> 00:35:22,591 I didn't when we started seeing each other and you had Leo. 866 00:35:22,616 --> 00:35:24,084 I didn't when Betty showed up. 867 00:35:24,109 --> 00:35:26,133 If I'm honest, I didn't even know for sure 868 00:35:26,158 --> 00:35:28,204 when I found out I was pregnant. 869 00:35:29,699 --> 00:35:31,932 But something changed. 870 00:35:31,957 --> 00:35:34,535 What we went through with Leo and Betty 871 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:36,272 is a big part of that. 872 00:35:36,297 --> 00:35:38,119 I wasn't ready before. 873 00:35:39,144 --> 00:35:40,580 I am now. 874 00:35:41,443 --> 00:35:44,010 And I have you to thank for that. 875 00:35:46,256 --> 00:35:48,338 Like it or not, we're family now. 876 00:35:49,245 --> 00:35:50,458 I like it. 877 00:35:53,122 --> 00:35:54,937 I always liked it. 878 00:36:02,671 --> 00:36:04,347 Mm. 879 00:36:04,372 --> 00:36:07,842 So, okay, how are we gonna do this whole family thing? 880 00:36:07,867 --> 00:36:09,232 'Cause there's a lot of us. 881 00:36:09,257 --> 00:36:13,433 There's me, Teddy, you, Link, Leo, Allison, and... 882 00:36:13,458 --> 00:36:15,378 - you got a name yet? - Uh... 883 00:36:15,403 --> 00:36:17,321 W-We literally have nothing. 884 00:36:17,346 --> 00:36:18,537 And I don't know how this works. 885 00:36:18,562 --> 00:36:19,787 I mean, there should be a book... 886 00:36:19,812 --> 00:36:21,697 Like, "What to Expect When You're Expecting, 887 00:36:21,722 --> 00:36:24,753 But You Already Sort of Have an Adopted Kid with Your Ex..." 888 00:36:24,778 --> 00:36:27,359 "...Who Just Had a Baby with His, uh, Soul Mate." 889 00:36:27,384 --> 00:36:30,068 Sounds like a bestseller. 890 00:36:37,041 --> 00:36:39,829 I was really terrible with my patient, so I should... 891 00:36:39,854 --> 00:36:43,518 Yeah, you should bring her an extra Jell-O, for sure. 892 00:36:44,863 --> 00:36:46,677 Maybe one for Henry. 893 00:36:46,702 --> 00:36:48,379 Yeah. 894 00:36:59,392 --> 00:37:01,450 Is this normal? 895 00:37:01,475 --> 00:37:03,012 For it to take this long? 896 00:37:03,037 --> 00:37:05,235 Uh, you don't want to rush something like this. 897 00:37:08,208 --> 00:37:09,780 I can't imagine what you're going through. 898 00:37:09,805 --> 00:37:12,142 No, you can't. 899 00:37:12,167 --> 00:37:13,794 Look, what I mean was that... 900 00:37:15,454 --> 00:37:17,927 I've only known Maggie a few years. 901 00:37:18,351 --> 00:37:21,277 But in that time, I've grown to care about her 902 00:37:21,302 --> 00:37:23,846 more than any person I've ever known. 903 00:37:23,871 --> 00:37:25,548 I worry about her future, 904 00:37:25,573 --> 00:37:28,283 her safety, her happiness. 905 00:37:28,296 --> 00:37:31,153 If I loved her any more... 906 00:37:31,178 --> 00:37:32,855 ...I'm not sure I could bear it. 907 00:37:34,372 --> 00:37:37,819 And it's a fraction of what you must be feeling right now. 908 00:37:39,238 --> 00:37:40,806 I'm sorry. 909 00:37:54,376 --> 00:37:56,990 It's all clotted! Everything has clotted! 910 00:37:57,015 --> 00:37:59,059 Suction! Start the pump! 911 00:37:59,084 --> 00:38:00,900 I'm trying. Still no flow. 912 00:38:00,925 --> 00:38:03,156 We need to get oxygen to her brain! 913 00:38:03,181 --> 00:38:04,407 How long has the circuit been down? 914 00:38:04,432 --> 00:38:05,865 I can get her back! I can. 915 00:38:05,890 --> 00:38:07,219 - How long? - Seven minutes. 916 00:38:07,244 --> 00:38:08,857 I connected bypass in time. 917 00:38:08,882 --> 00:38:11,218 There's just too many clots. We need some more ice! 918 00:38:11,243 --> 00:38:12,538 We need to cool her down some more. 919 00:38:12,563 --> 00:38:13,683 Nuce, seven minutes is too long. 920 00:38:13,708 --> 00:38:15,385 We can get her back! We can get her back! 921 00:38:15,410 --> 00:38:17,122 Her entire circulation has clotted off. 922 00:38:17,147 --> 00:38:18,614 There's no way she can recover from that. 923 00:38:18,639 --> 00:38:20,003 - Come on. - All right? She's gone. 924 00:38:20,028 --> 00:38:22,260 - Come on, come on, come on. - Okay, everybody stop! 925 00:38:22,285 --> 00:38:24,170 Not yet, Alex. Not yet. 926 00:38:24,195 --> 00:38:25,455 - Maggie... - No, no! 927 00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:27,573 ...she's brain dead. Let her go. 928 00:38:36,383 --> 00:38:38,338 Time of death, 18:58. 929 00:39:11,053 --> 00:39:13,285 - I can't do this. - I'll be with you. 930 00:39:13,310 --> 00:39:15,770 No, no, no, Alex, I can't do this. I can't. 931 00:39:15,795 --> 00:39:17,263 I can't. I can't. They... They... 932 00:39:17,288 --> 00:39:19,763 They didn't want me to operate. 933 00:39:19,788 --> 00:39:22,298 They told me not to, and I pushed them. 934 00:39:22,323 --> 00:39:24,485 I bullied them. 935 00:39:24,510 --> 00:39:26,013 I told them I was the best. 936 00:39:26,038 --> 00:39:27,124 You are. 937 00:39:27,149 --> 00:39:29,659 Alex, I-I can't... I can't tell them. 938 00:39:29,684 --> 00:39:32,148 Come on. 939 00:39:38,871 --> 00:39:40,999 You lost your patient. 940 00:39:41,024 --> 00:39:42,701 You tried to do all the right things, 941 00:39:42,726 --> 00:39:44,854 but you lost your patient. 942 00:39:44,879 --> 00:39:46,277 And you're blaming yourself, and... 943 00:39:46,302 --> 00:39:48,912 and I can't make you not feel that. 944 00:39:49,111 --> 00:39:51,239 But you have to tell them. 945 00:39:51,264 --> 00:39:54,364 So just stand here, get it all out of your system, 946 00:39:54,389 --> 00:39:56,878 and then pull yourself back together again. 947 00:39:57,535 --> 00:39:58,922 Get it out. 948 00:40:09,123 --> 00:40:11,768 Grace under pressure. 949 00:40:11,835 --> 00:40:15,005 One clumsy word, one careless gesture 950 00:40:15,030 --> 00:40:17,227 can cause irreparable harm. 951 00:40:35,647 --> 00:40:37,289 H-How is she? 952 00:40:37,314 --> 00:40:38,817 Is she okay? 953 00:40:38,842 --> 00:40:40,396 Can I see her? 954 00:40:42,621 --> 00:40:44,124 I'm Alex Karev. I'm the Chief. 955 00:40:44,149 --> 00:40:45,478 Would you, uh, like to sit down? 956 00:40:45,503 --> 00:40:47,493 I'm fine standing. 957 00:40:47,917 --> 00:40:49,597 So, focus on facts. 958 00:40:49,622 --> 00:40:50,951 What happened? 959 00:40:50,976 --> 00:40:53,728 What was the problem, and what did you do? 960 00:40:53,753 --> 00:40:55,847 Don't make it personal. 961 00:40:55,872 --> 00:40:58,208 During surgery, we discovered 962 00:40:58,233 --> 00:41:01,923 that Sabrina has a resistance to heparin, 963 00:41:01,948 --> 00:41:03,462 - so her blood... - W-What's that? 964 00:41:03,487 --> 00:41:04,504 W-What's heparin? 965 00:41:04,529 --> 00:41:06,781 Uh, it's a drug to prevent clotting. 966 00:41:08,213 --> 00:41:10,271 Which didn't work for her. 967 00:41:10,296 --> 00:41:14,194 So during surgery, her blood began to clot, 968 00:41:14,219 --> 00:41:16,451 and that clogged the bypass machine, 969 00:41:16,476 --> 00:41:20,652 which meant we had to change machines mid-surgery. 970 00:41:20,677 --> 00:41:22,505 I-I don't understand. 971 00:41:22,530 --> 00:41:24,138 So you had to stop? 972 00:41:24,168 --> 00:41:25,323 Is she okay? 973 00:41:25,348 --> 00:41:27,441 Answer questions directly. 974 00:41:27,466 --> 00:41:29,906 This is not your loss. 975 00:41:29,931 --> 00:41:31,531 This is not your pain. 976 00:41:31,786 --> 00:41:33,602 Never make it about you. 977 00:41:33,627 --> 00:41:35,893 Sabrina's condition was critical 978 00:41:35,918 --> 00:41:39,480 before we ever got to the operating room. 979 00:41:40,344 --> 00:41:43,408 I did everything that I could, 980 00:41:43,433 --> 00:41:44,861 but, unfortunately, 981 00:41:45,865 --> 00:41:48,062 I couldn't save her. 982 00:41:48,087 --> 00:41:50,658 She died. 983 00:41:51,558 --> 00:41:53,964 Oh, Maggie... 984 00:41:53,989 --> 00:41:56,603 No. 985 00:41:56,628 --> 00:41:57,888 No, no, no, no. no. 986 00:41:59,896 --> 00:42:01,461 Sabi? 987 00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,337 No. 988 00:42:05,362 --> 00:42:08,358 And if there's no silver lining, don't make one up. 989 00:42:08,383 --> 00:42:10,684 Your job isn't to make the bad news sound better. 990 00:42:10,709 --> 00:42:12,663 - Chris, let's get you out of here. - Get your hands off me! 991 00:42:12,688 --> 00:42:14,364 Okay, now. 992 00:42:14,389 --> 00:42:17,038 I didn't even want her to operate! 993 00:42:17,063 --> 00:42:19,200 Sabrina didn't! 994 00:42:20,614 --> 00:42:22,047 You didn't listen! 995 00:42:24,817 --> 00:42:26,147 Even though you're in pain, too... 996 00:42:28,263 --> 00:42:30,977 ...even though you don't feel like a doctor... 997 00:42:31,002 --> 00:42:33,076 Maggie, is... is she cleaned up? 998 00:42:33,101 --> 00:42:36,097 Can we see her? 999 00:42:36,122 --> 00:42:38,352 Come on, Richard. Richard, come on. Get your brother. 1000 00:42:38,377 --> 00:42:41,876 We got to go help him call the rest of the family. 1001 00:42:42,510 --> 00:42:45,019 You're just another person, alone, 1002 00:42:45,020 --> 00:42:46,628 falling into the dark.