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I promised myself I wouldn't
be the first to say goodbye.

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I can't say goodbye again.

3
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Okay.

4
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In the end, it didn't matter.

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6
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It's good...

7
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having spent that time with James.

8
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It's good to know that it doesn't work.

9
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I thought it wouldn't.

10
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People say moments like this
are like ripping off a plaster.

11
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The problem is that
underneath the plaster,

12
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there's still quite a lot of shit.

13
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I made a mistake.

14
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It's not me you should
be apologizing to.

15
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I'm not.

16
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I could tell her about James.

17
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I could ask her about the letter.

18
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But sometimes it's easier if
you just leave the plaster on.

19
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Go easy on her. She was embarrassed.

20
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And it was a lot of money.

21
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- I'm going to pay her back.
- Good.

22
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Are there any shifts?

23
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- You can do tonight if you want.
- Thanks.

24
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I should go and see Todd.

25
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Do you want to change first?

26
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Yeah, probably.

27
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Here? Are you sure?

28
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Thank you.

29
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Go away.

30
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My dad always told me that
musicals lift the spirits.

31
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You'll love this.

32
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They're cats, but it's good.

33
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Maybe Alyssa was right.

34
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Maybe I had been carrying
him around like a mascot.

35
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Yeah?

36
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You can't park here,
James. What are you doing?

37
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Which way is the, um...

38
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the...

39
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Where are you headed?

40
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I have no idea.

41
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Todd lives with his sister.

42
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Hey, Iggy.

43
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Fuck off and die.

44
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She's quite protective of him.

45
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Still carrying that around?

46
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Yeah.

47
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- Who is it?
- My dad.

48
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- How did he die?
- Heart attack.

49
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- Hmm.
- Hmm.

50
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That's good. Nice and quick.

51
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It wasn't that nice.

52
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Well, at least he didn't
top himself or something.

53
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No. My mum did that.

54
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Christ.

55
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Where are you gonna scatter him?

56
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I don't know.

57
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What did he like?

58
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Eating shit food.

59
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Cars.

60
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My mum.

61
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Where did they meet?

62
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I couldn't believe I
hadn't thought of that.

63
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That's a good idea.

64
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.

65
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Now fuck off.

66
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It's quite hard to put things right

67
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when everyone hates you, and
you can't find your husband.

68
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Do you take sugar?

69
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Three.

70
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Silent Lisa is Iggy's girlfriend.

71
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I've literally never heard her speak.

72
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She can. She just doesn't.

73
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Why'd you leave?

74
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I got scared.

75
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You should have told him.

76
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I know.

77
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I'd tell her.

78
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And... she'd tell me.

79
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How? With a fucking mime?

80
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Where is he? I have to talk to him.

81
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He's doing something.

82
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What?

83
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Come on. I need to see him, please.

84
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As I drove away, I started to feel calm

85
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for the first time in ages.

86
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Sad but calm.

87
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I had a new plan,

88
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a new purpose.

89
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I had to move on.

90
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It was fine.

91
00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:06,174
There was probably a
perfectly good reason

92
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why Bonnie was now driving a car.

93
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And heading towards Alyssa.

94
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Hey.

95
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How angry are you?

96
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Pretty angry.

97
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All right.

98
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I've only got one chair.

99
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That's okay.

100
00:09:01,999 --> 00:09:03,440
So, you're back then?

101
00:09:05,093 --> 00:09:06,160
Yeah.

102
00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:13,920
What are you doing here?

103
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Can I show you something?

104
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What?

105
00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:20,960
It's a surprise.

106
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He's probably gonna push
me down a well or something.

107
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In a way, fair enough.

108
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This was all wrong.

109
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Alyssa had never said where she lived.

110
00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:07,440
Okay, you can open them.

111
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I don't get it.

112
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Front door.

113
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Lounge.

114
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Kitchen.

115
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Conservatory.

116
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Walking up the stairs.

117
00:10:35,411 --> 00:10:36,680
Um... Landing.

118
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Bedroom.

119
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En suite.

120
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Baby's room.

121
00:10:43,722 --> 00:10:45,217
Not for a while.

122
00:10:45,243 --> 00:10:47,614
And we can put a panic
room in the basement.

123
00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:49,838
I've looked into it. It
actually doesn't cost that much.

124
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I've saved up, and I'm
going to build this for us.

125
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For you.

126
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Wow.

127
00:11:00,493 --> 00:11:01,560
Do you like it?

128
00:11:03,378 --> 00:11:05,538
- Yeah.
- Do you want to come in?

129
00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:07,520
I can't.

130
00:11:08,919 --> 00:11:09,992
Why not?

131
00:11:11,201 --> 00:11:12,854
Sometimes, doing the right thing

132
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feels like committing a crime.

133
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Because I want a divorce.

134
00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:21,720
Todd, wait!

135
00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:25,200
I wanna talk to you. Please, stop.

136
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I'm sorry, Todd. I'm really sorry.

137
00:11:29,560 --> 00:11:31,400
Why did you ask me to marry you?

138
00:11:34,373 --> 00:11:35,680
Why?

139
00:11:37,006 --> 00:11:38,120
I don't know.

140
00:11:40,208 --> 00:11:41,623
You don't deserve to be with anyone

141
00:11:41,649 --> 00:11:43,649
because you don't treat
people well enough.

142
00:11:45,865 --> 00:11:47,040
I know.

143
00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:11,975
Hello?

144
00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:18,520
- Is Alyssa around?
- No.

145
00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:21,720
Who are you?

146
00:12:22,334 --> 00:12:23,480
I'm a friend.

147
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I was at the wedding.

148
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I was at the back.

149
00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,880
Sorry. Um... Why are you here?

150
00:12:40,355 --> 00:12:42,229
It was at this point I realised

151
00:12:42,255 --> 00:12:44,510
that Bonnie probably
didn't have a sister.

152
00:12:45,667 --> 00:12:47,400
She's on her way to work.

153
00:13:01,857 --> 00:13:03,007
Who was that?

154
00:13:03,788 --> 00:13:05,118
I don't know.

155
00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:29,840
Sometimes I get so tired that
I can't feel my edges anymore.

156
00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:32,840
It's like melting.

157
00:13:38,947 --> 00:13:40,400
But not in a good way.

158
00:14:22,068 --> 00:14:23,523
It wasn't ideal.

159
00:14:23,549 --> 00:14:26,254
Only two hours after
deciding to move on, I was,

160
00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:29,680
to all intents and purposes,
stalking Alyssa again.

161
00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:33,040
But I wasn't the only one.

162
00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,638
And that was the problem.

163
00:14:59,840 --> 00:15:01,520
- Are you okay?
- What?

164
00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:09,600
Do you mind if I go
early? It's pretty dead.

165
00:15:11,324 --> 00:15:12,440
Sure.

166
00:15:13,066 --> 00:15:14,160
Cheers.

167
00:17:15,520 --> 00:17:16,680
Hi.

168
00:17:21,203 --> 00:17:22,645
What are you doing here?

169
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,038
You forgot something.

170
00:17:39,239 --> 00:17:41,606
_

171
00:17:49,020 --> 00:17:50,120
Oh, shit!

172
00:17:50,647 --> 00:17:57,837
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