1 00:00:04,129 --> 00:00:05,968 - Previously... - On The Affair... 2 00:00:05,995 --> 00:00:08,968 I found some sort of shrine at Dad's. 3 00:00:09,015 --> 00:00:11,720 - What did you do with it? - I threw it out. 4 00:00:11,803 --> 00:00:12,777 Why? 5 00:00:12,804 --> 00:00:15,226 Because I hate looking at her. 6 00:00:15,265 --> 00:00:18,656 Two astronauts meet by chance in the International Space Station. 7 00:00:18,718 --> 00:00:21,757 They fall desperately in love, but their love is doomed. 8 00:00:21,784 --> 00:00:24,144 They try to forget each other. They build completely 9 00:00:24,171 --> 00:00:25,887 new lives with new people. 10 00:00:25,914 --> 00:00:29,112 But, deep down, they secretly still love each other. 11 00:00:29,196 --> 00:00:32,207 Until one day, they run into each other again 12 00:00:32,234 --> 00:00:34,473 on the opposite side of the galaxy. 13 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:36,245 Because all this time 14 00:00:36,272 --> 00:00:38,386 they thought they were moving away from each other, 15 00:00:38,413 --> 00:00:40,281 they were actually in orbit. 16 00:00:40,882 --> 00:00:42,000 I love you. 17 00:00:42,027 --> 00:00:43,570 I don't want your love. 18 00:00:43,616 --> 00:00:47,231 It terrifies me, and it's caused me nothing but pain. 19 00:00:47,339 --> 00:00:49,220 We can't afford a wedding, can we? 20 00:00:49,247 --> 00:00:51,999 Come on, Whitney. You've been talking about having a wedding in this house 21 00:00:52,026 --> 00:00:53,762 since before you were in braces. 22 00:00:53,845 --> 00:00:55,893 Okay, I just received the last part of my advance, 23 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:57,530 and I can't think of a better thing to spend it on. 24 00:00:57,557 --> 00:01:00,046 I used to think, when we had no money and we had all these kids 25 00:01:00,073 --> 00:01:01,436 and we were fighting, I would look at you sometimes 26 00:01:01,463 --> 00:01:04,106 and I would think, "One day, this is gonna be worth it." 27 00:01:04,189 --> 00:01:07,167 One day, I'm gonna dance with him at Whitney's wedding." 28 00:01:07,194 --> 00:01:09,987 I saw the way you look at women. 29 00:01:10,122 --> 00:01:11,597 Like they're prey. 30 00:01:11,854 --> 00:01:14,429 How the fuck did you not know it was her in the hot tub?! 31 00:01:14,456 --> 00:01:17,917 I would do anything... anything... to undo what happened! 32 00:01:18,089 --> 00:01:20,265 If I can just give her a good wedding, 33 00:01:20,292 --> 00:01:22,523 with us all there together, having fun, then... 34 00:01:22,550 --> 00:01:24,409 She doesn't want you there. 35 00:01:25,686 --> 00:01:27,330 Jesus Christ. 36 00:01:36,430 --> 00:01:39,558 ? I was screaming into the canyon ? 37 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:42,229 ? At the moment of my death ? 38 00:01:42,737 --> 00:01:46,106 ? The echo I created ? 39 00:01:46,189 --> 00:01:49,042 ? Outlasted my last breath ? 40 00:01:49,276 --> 00:01:52,718 ? My voice it made an avalanche ? 41 00:01:52,745 --> 00:01:55,237 ? And buried a man I never knew ? 42 00:01:55,659 --> 00:01:58,827 ? And when he died, his widowed bride ? 43 00:01:58,910 --> 00:02:01,496 ? Met your daddy and they made you ? 44 00:02:01,580 --> 00:02:03,554 ? I have only one thing to do ? 45 00:02:03,581 --> 00:02:05,835 ? And that's be the wave that I am, and then ? 46 00:02:05,862 --> 00:02:08,045 ? Sink back into the ocean ? 47 00:02:08,534 --> 00:02:10,172 ? I have only one thing to do ? 48 00:02:10,199 --> 00:02:12,507 ? And that's be the wave that I am, and then ? 49 00:02:12,591 --> 00:02:14,706 ? Sink back into the ocean ? 50 00:02:15,526 --> 00:02:16,929 ? I have only one thing to do ? 51 00:02:16,956 --> 00:02:19,222 ? And that's be the wave that I am, and then ? 52 00:02:19,306 --> 00:02:22,699 ? Sink back into the ocean, sink back into the ocean ? 53 00:02:22,726 --> 00:02:24,273 ? Sink back into the o... ? 54 00:02:24,300 --> 00:02:25,929 ? Sink back into the ocean ? 55 00:02:25,956 --> 00:02:27,522 ? Sink back into the o... ? 56 00:02:27,606 --> 00:02:29,192 ? Sink back into the ocean ? 57 00:02:29,219 --> 00:02:31,597 ? Sink back into the ocean ? 58 00:02:33,714 --> 00:02:40,268 www.subtitulamos.tv 59 00:02:45,949 --> 00:02:49,011 _ 60 00:02:49,037 --> 00:02:52,120 _ 61 00:02:52,146 --> 00:02:54,870 _ 62 00:02:54,911 --> 00:02:58,112 _ 63 00:03:02,315 --> 00:03:04,601 And five, six, seven, eight. 64 00:03:10,278 --> 00:03:11,936 What's the next move? 65 00:03:20,561 --> 00:03:21,785 You ready? 66 00:03:22,108 --> 00:03:23,944 And pizza arms. 67 00:03:24,280 --> 00:03:25,372 Pizzas. 68 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:27,370 Pi... like a pizza. Yeah. 69 00:03:27,397 --> 00:03:28,583 Okay, turn. 70 00:03:28,667 --> 00:03:30,959 Spin. And spin. 71 00:03:31,311 --> 00:03:33,315 Spin. Two, three, four. 72 00:03:33,342 --> 00:03:34,771 Ride the tractor. 73 00:03:38,537 --> 00:03:40,470 Kick the puppy. 74 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:42,979 Kick the puppy with your right foot, Trevor. 75 00:03:43,006 --> 00:03:44,459 - Stacey, really? - Kick the puppy. 76 00:03:45,295 --> 00:03:45,990 Kick... 77 00:03:46,061 --> 00:03:47,018 Okay. Sorry. 78 00:03:47,102 --> 00:03:49,128 - Sorry, sorry. - Stop, stop. 79 00:03:49,155 --> 00:03:50,147 Stop. 80 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:52,479 Okay, let's start again. Back to one. 81 00:03:52,506 --> 00:03:54,666 Trevor, you kick the puppy with your right foot. 82 00:03:54,693 --> 00:03:56,096 - "Kick the puppy"? - Yes. 83 00:03:56,123 --> 00:03:57,893 Dad, what the fuck does "ride the tractor" mean? 84 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:59,753 Martin, I've told you three times. 85 00:03:59,780 --> 00:04:02,612 This, okay? This is ride the tractor, okay? 86 00:04:02,639 --> 00:04:05,131 Ride the tractor. Kick the puppy. All right? 87 00:04:05,678 --> 00:04:07,193 It's easy. Okay? 88 00:04:08,435 --> 00:04:11,307 Come on, everyone. Your sister wants a flash dance for her wedding... 89 00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:11,918 Flash mob. 90 00:04:12,002 --> 00:04:14,897 A flash mob for her wedding. And that's what she's gonna get, okay? 91 00:04:14,924 --> 00:04:16,858 So come on. Let's go again. 92 00:04:17,147 --> 00:04:18,912 Everyone back to one. 93 00:04:21,209 --> 00:04:23,135 Okay, once more with feeling. 94 00:04:23,162 --> 00:04:24,714 And, remember, you're happy! 95 00:04:24,741 --> 00:04:27,358 Your sister's getting married! So, smile. 96 00:04:28,631 --> 00:04:30,073 Okay. Let's go. 97 00:04:30,100 --> 00:04:31,626 - Hey. - Oh, hey. 98 00:04:31,653 --> 00:04:32,952 How's it going? 99 00:04:33,631 --> 00:04:36,272 It's going great. It's going great. lt's going great. 100 00:04:36,299 --> 00:04:37,876 Mom, come on. Get in. 101 00:04:37,903 --> 00:04:40,241 I can't. I'm the videographer. 102 00:04:42,366 --> 00:04:44,565 - Show me what you got. - Yeah, well, it's not... it's not, uh... 103 00:04:44,592 --> 00:04:46,346 - it's not perfect yet. It's not... - I'll be kind. 104 00:04:46,373 --> 00:04:48,300 - We're still-still developing. - Just show me. 105 00:04:48,327 --> 00:04:51,506 Yeah, Dad, are we doing this or what? It's fucking freezing. 106 00:04:55,482 --> 00:04:57,888 Yes, Trevor. Let's go. Ready? 107 00:04:59,266 --> 00:05:01,725 Five, six, seven, eight! 108 00:05:22,414 --> 00:05:23,613 Nice. 109 00:05:29,110 --> 00:05:31,019 Sierra, are you ready? 110 00:05:39,301 --> 00:05:40,385 Okay. 111 00:05:40,972 --> 00:05:43,334 Martin, Trevor, Stacey, go! 112 00:05:55,440 --> 00:05:56,858 And everyone! 113 00:06:39,803 --> 00:06:42,231 Hey, Trev. Can I borrow you for a second? 114 00:06:42,472 --> 00:06:43,468 Can't. 115 00:06:44,885 --> 00:06:46,124 I need your help. 116 00:06:46,327 --> 00:06:47,881 I'm writing my toast. 117 00:06:49,132 --> 00:06:53,038 Trevor, I know you hate me, but consider this a favor to your sister. 118 00:06:54,616 --> 00:06:55,957 I don't hate you. 119 00:06:56,640 --> 00:06:59,007 It's okay if you do. I hated my dad, too. 120 00:06:59,382 --> 00:07:01,671 No. No, really, I don't. 121 00:07:02,696 --> 00:07:04,132 I just... 122 00:07:05,311 --> 00:07:07,429 I wish you'd been around more. 123 00:07:14,252 --> 00:07:15,312 Me, too. 124 00:07:16,731 --> 00:07:17,624 Yeah. 125 00:07:17,968 --> 00:07:19,094 Good talk. 126 00:07:25,572 --> 00:07:27,182 Hey, how's it going? 127 00:07:28,627 --> 00:07:29,783 Perfect. 128 00:07:31,635 --> 00:07:33,572 I can't believe they're making me do this. 129 00:07:34,486 --> 00:07:36,131 Well, you said yes. 130 00:07:36,158 --> 00:07:37,332 What was I supposed to say? 131 00:07:37,758 --> 00:07:39,927 What the hell do I know about getting married? 132 00:07:41,338 --> 00:07:44,541 Well, doesn't she have some poems or something she wants people to read? 133 00:07:45,947 --> 00:07:46,925 Yeah. 134 00:07:47,306 --> 00:07:48,869 So, then they... 135 00:07:49,541 --> 00:07:52,281 say their vows, exchange rings and then kiss, right? 136 00:07:52,308 --> 00:07:53,604 How hard could it be? 137 00:07:53,736 --> 00:07:55,029 She wants me to say something. 138 00:07:55,486 --> 00:07:57,041 Something important. 139 00:07:58,986 --> 00:08:00,030 Well, 140 00:08:00,057 --> 00:08:01,398 you like Colin, right? 141 00:08:01,566 --> 00:08:04,400 I mean, of all the boyfriends she's ever had, he's definitely my favorite. 142 00:08:05,447 --> 00:08:06,760 What do you like about him? 143 00:08:08,056 --> 00:08:09,355 He's not a dick. 144 00:08:10,635 --> 00:08:12,080 He treats her well. 145 00:08:12,580 --> 00:08:14,411 He's a decent guy. 146 00:08:14,674 --> 00:08:17,006 I mean, honestly, like, it could have been much worse. 147 00:08:17,033 --> 00:08:18,415 Well, why don't you just say that? 148 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:20,298 I mean, not the part about it being worse, but... 149 00:08:20,325 --> 00:08:22,736 Sure, I mean, she's getting a good deal out of it. 150 00:08:22,861 --> 00:08:24,697 I'm just not sure what's in it for him. 151 00:08:24,824 --> 00:08:26,080 What do you mean? 152 00:08:29,166 --> 00:08:31,718 I just don't know why anyone would want to marry my sister. 153 00:08:31,752 --> 00:08:33,626 - Martin. - Dad, come on. 154 00:08:33,736 --> 00:08:35,123 She's a lot. 155 00:08:35,150 --> 00:08:36,280 Whitney is a lot. 156 00:08:36,307 --> 00:08:38,072 Yeah, that's what makes her great. 157 00:08:38,541 --> 00:08:40,940 When I get married, I'm gonna choose someone much easier. 158 00:08:43,135 --> 00:08:45,158 Yeah, well, you're welcome to choose whoever you want, 159 00:08:45,185 --> 00:08:47,312 but you may change your mind in a few years. 160 00:08:49,424 --> 00:08:51,660 Your sister's really smart 161 00:08:51,687 --> 00:08:52,854 and passionate 162 00:08:53,072 --> 00:08:55,322 and believes deeply in things. 163 00:08:56,268 --> 00:08:58,467 And, yeah, she can be a little dramatic, 164 00:08:58,494 --> 00:09:00,790 but she's gonna keep his life really interesting. 165 00:09:01,713 --> 00:09:03,369 I get, from where you're sitting, it... 166 00:09:03,396 --> 00:09:05,494 you know, she seems like a lot of work, but... 167 00:09:05,963 --> 00:09:07,380 I think you realize, as you get older, 168 00:09:07,407 --> 00:09:09,393 the person you want to live with is not, 169 00:09:09,420 --> 00:09:11,678 is not the one who's... keeps telling you how wonderful you are. 170 00:09:11,705 --> 00:09:14,756 It's the one who you just can't stop talking to 171 00:09:14,783 --> 00:09:16,947 'cause you have no idea what she's gonna say next. 172 00:09:21,244 --> 00:09:23,697 I think Colin got pretty lucky, too, you know. 173 00:09:24,456 --> 00:09:25,666 You should say that. 174 00:09:31,609 --> 00:09:34,340 I got to go. I'm really, really busy. 175 00:09:34,561 --> 00:09:36,578 - Yeah, well, good luck. - You, too. 176 00:09:41,804 --> 00:09:43,116 Colin? 177 00:09:47,046 --> 00:09:48,139 Hey. 178 00:09:48,576 --> 00:09:49,959 Hey. 179 00:09:51,069 --> 00:09:52,963 I was just checking to see if you're okay. 180 00:09:52,990 --> 00:09:54,483 D-Do you need anything or...? 181 00:09:56,022 --> 00:09:58,321 They just told me to get dressed in here, so... 182 00:09:58,348 --> 00:10:00,850 Of course. Yeah, no, this is the son-in-law suite. 183 00:10:01,779 --> 00:10:05,522 I actually remember shaving in that bathroom just before my wedding. 184 00:10:06,326 --> 00:10:07,577 Really? 185 00:10:09,290 --> 00:10:11,272 Wow, you use a straight razor. 186 00:10:12,334 --> 00:10:13,287 Yeah. 187 00:10:13,371 --> 00:10:14,497 It was my dad's. 188 00:10:14,801 --> 00:10:17,147 Oh, where are your parents? Are they, are they here yet? 189 00:10:18,796 --> 00:10:19,786 No. 190 00:10:20,174 --> 00:10:21,676 They couldn't make it, actually. 191 00:10:21,703 --> 00:10:22,928 Oh. Why? 192 00:10:24,509 --> 00:10:25,838 Well, they wanted to, of course. 193 00:10:25,865 --> 00:10:28,788 Got them a flight from Belfast and everything. But, um... 194 00:10:29,905 --> 00:10:31,565 my dad got arrested, so... 195 00:10:31,592 --> 00:10:32,475 What? 196 00:10:35,093 --> 00:10:36,550 Yeah, I don't know why I just told you that. 197 00:10:36,577 --> 00:10:38,312 Please don't tell Whitney. I just told her he was sick. 198 00:10:39,139 --> 00:10:40,515 No, no. Of course I won't. 199 00:10:40,944 --> 00:10:44,561 I mean, is-is everything okay? Um, anything I can do? 200 00:10:52,844 --> 00:10:55,540 - I'm sorry. - Colin. 201 00:10:58,205 --> 00:10:59,868 I shouldn't have gotten him a ticket. 202 00:11:00,213 --> 00:11:02,233 I knew he would do this. 203 00:11:02,416 --> 00:11:04,720 Such a waste of fucking money. 204 00:11:05,947 --> 00:11:07,656 What happened? Is he okay? 205 00:11:07,721 --> 00:11:11,014 He is fine. He's just drunk. He does this. 206 00:11:11,041 --> 00:11:14,791 Especially when he gets stressed. And flying stresses him out. 207 00:11:15,064 --> 00:11:16,467 So I should have known. 208 00:11:16,939 --> 00:11:18,634 Colin, 209 00:11:20,056 --> 00:11:21,517 I'm so sorry. 210 00:11:22,473 --> 00:11:24,892 How about your mother? Is she... can she make it? 211 00:11:27,109 --> 00:11:28,939 I don't think so. She... 212 00:11:30,798 --> 00:11:32,170 missed her flight, 213 00:11:32,197 --> 00:11:36,237 and it's too complicated for her to figure out how to get the ticket reissued, so... 214 00:11:38,424 --> 00:11:39,592 It's fine. 215 00:11:39,619 --> 00:11:41,959 I'll just send her some pictures. She'll like that. 216 00:11:41,986 --> 00:11:43,578 Wait. Where is she now? 217 00:11:44,603 --> 00:11:45,622 What do you mean? 218 00:11:45,649 --> 00:11:47,108 Well, if I get her a new ticket, 219 00:11:47,135 --> 00:11:48,561 is she, is she near an airport? 220 00:11:48,588 --> 00:11:50,517 How-how-how long is the flight? 221 00:11:51,128 --> 00:11:52,416 It's about seven hours. 222 00:11:52,443 --> 00:11:55,467 Okay, so... what, she can be here by 10 or 11? 223 00:11:55,494 --> 00:11:56,455 You want to try it? 224 00:11:56,482 --> 00:11:59,037 You really don't have to do that, Mr. Solloway. 225 00:11:59,064 --> 00:12:00,861 Look, first of all, call me Noah. 226 00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:03,349 And, secondly, I'd really, really like to help. 227 00:12:04,502 --> 00:12:05,596 Why? 228 00:12:07,088 --> 00:12:08,884 Because you're family. 229 00:12:10,274 --> 00:12:13,056 You get a pretty bad rap in this family, Noah. 230 00:12:14,322 --> 00:12:16,931 Yeah, well, I've done some things to deserve that. 231 00:12:17,510 --> 00:12:19,830 Also, the Solloway women are pretty tough. 232 00:12:20,879 --> 00:12:23,131 Good luck with yours. 233 00:12:24,047 --> 00:12:26,841 Here's the thing about the family you're marrying into. 234 00:12:27,096 --> 00:12:29,056 We're all batshit crazy 235 00:12:29,142 --> 00:12:30,725 and we can be brutal with each other. 236 00:12:30,752 --> 00:12:32,744 But when the shit hits the fan, 237 00:12:33,017 --> 00:12:34,435 we show up. 238 00:12:38,216 --> 00:12:39,400 It's not much, but... 239 00:12:39,551 --> 00:12:40,803 it's not nothing. 240 00:12:42,971 --> 00:12:44,806 Where I come from, it's a lot. 241 00:12:45,154 --> 00:12:46,322 Thank you. 242 00:12:52,752 --> 00:12:54,806 Yeah. Okay. 243 00:12:55,556 --> 00:12:58,142 So, boarding in... 90 minutes? 244 00:12:58,369 --> 00:13:00,588 Great. Okay, can you send me the confirmation? 245 00:13:01,049 --> 00:13:03,049 Yeah, that's my e-mail. Thank you. 246 00:13:03,182 --> 00:13:04,603 Perfect. Bye. 247 00:13:06,713 --> 00:13:08,162 What was that about? 248 00:13:08,494 --> 00:13:09,494 Nothing. 249 00:13:10,939 --> 00:13:12,861 - You look great. - Thank you. 250 00:13:17,799 --> 00:13:19,716 This is really nice. 251 00:13:20,158 --> 00:13:22,252 Really, really nice. 252 00:13:31,901 --> 00:13:33,509 I think it's time. 253 00:13:34,362 --> 00:13:35,798 I know. 254 00:14:05,646 --> 00:14:06,939 What the...? 255 00:14:11,256 --> 00:14:12,341 Hey! 256 00:14:14,285 --> 00:14:15,453 Hey. 257 00:14:15,677 --> 00:14:18,680 Are you, uh, Helen Butler? 258 00:14:19,855 --> 00:14:20,876 No. 259 00:14:21,424 --> 00:14:22,570 Uh, these are for Helen. 260 00:14:22,933 --> 00:14:23,947 Can you sign? 261 00:14:24,718 --> 00:14:25,782 Sure. 262 00:14:28,569 --> 00:14:29,634 Here's the note. 263 00:14:29,783 --> 00:14:31,204 - Here you go. - All right. 264 00:14:31,231 --> 00:14:33,213 - Thanks. - Have a good day. 265 00:14:34,658 --> 00:14:36,931 _ 266 00:14:36,958 --> 00:14:39,309 _ 267 00:14:45,613 --> 00:14:48,228 It was Victor Hugo, you asshole. 268 00:14:49,653 --> 00:14:50,946 Hey, buddy! 269 00:14:51,447 --> 00:14:53,101 Can you move out of the way? 270 00:14:53,128 --> 00:14:54,629 Oh, fuck. 271 00:14:56,740 --> 00:14:59,076 Hey, Bruce. Bruce. 272 00:14:59,103 --> 00:15:01,033 Bruce, where are you going? 273 00:15:01,765 --> 00:15:03,142 It isn't safe. 274 00:15:03,650 --> 00:15:04,791 What isn't safe? 275 00:15:04,884 --> 00:15:06,412 They're after me. I have to leave. 276 00:15:06,439 --> 00:15:08,272 - Come on, let's go back... - Don't touch me, you fucking pig. 277 00:15:08,299 --> 00:15:09,556 lt's okay. Okay. 278 00:15:09,601 --> 00:15:11,650 It's okay, Bruce. It's fine. You're safe. 279 00:15:12,111 --> 00:15:13,454 Come on, let's go back inside. 280 00:15:13,538 --> 00:15:15,081 Don't you understand? 281 00:15:15,164 --> 00:15:17,334 I can't go back in there. I don't know them. 282 00:15:17,361 --> 00:15:18,970 I don't know any of those people. 283 00:15:19,595 --> 00:15:20,825 Well, you-you know me. 284 00:15:20,852 --> 00:15:22,634 Don't you? You know me. 285 00:15:24,115 --> 00:15:25,400 Michael? 286 00:15:26,472 --> 00:15:28,134 Michael, is that you? 287 00:15:29,095 --> 00:15:30,263 Yeah, it's me. 288 00:15:30,646 --> 00:15:33,150 How are you, Bruce? Uh, it's good to see you again. 289 00:15:33,486 --> 00:15:34,892 You made it. 290 00:15:34,976 --> 00:15:37,259 - You made it. - Yeah, I made it. 291 00:15:38,275 --> 00:15:41,732 They said you were dead. They told me you weren't coming back. 292 00:15:42,011 --> 00:15:43,424 Well, they were wrong. 293 00:15:44,980 --> 00:15:46,440 Do Mom and Dad know? 294 00:15:46,571 --> 00:15:47,897 No. Not-not yet. 295 00:15:47,924 --> 00:15:50,408 No, I was, uh... they're waiting for us inside. 296 00:15:50,491 --> 00:15:51,993 I-I thought I'd come and find you first. 297 00:15:52,076 --> 00:15:54,365 Will you come back and s-see them with me? 298 00:15:54,392 --> 00:15:55,770 Oh, Michael, 299 00:15:56,025 --> 00:15:57,665 I can't believe it's really you. 300 00:15:58,138 --> 00:15:59,892 It's really you. 301 00:16:05,298 --> 00:16:08,634 My... my little brother. My boy. 302 00:16:09,260 --> 00:16:10,553 Come on, Bruce. Come on. 303 00:16:10,580 --> 00:16:13,088 Let's-let's go find Mom and Dad. Come on. 304 00:16:13,685 --> 00:16:14,970 You're okay. 305 00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,693 Oh, fuck. Here, Bruce. 306 00:16:26,280 --> 00:16:27,862 Bruce. Come here. 307 00:16:28,679 --> 00:16:31,390 Quick. Hide there. Okay? Just hide there. 308 00:16:34,890 --> 00:16:37,111 What are we doing? Is this a game? 309 00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:40,093 Yeah, it's a game. We have to be quiet, okay? 310 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:02,924 Oh, this is a great hiding place. 311 00:17:02,951 --> 00:17:04,815 Mom and Dad will never find us. 312 00:17:10,838 --> 00:17:12,321 No, they won't. 313 00:17:18,635 --> 00:17:20,830 They'll never even know we were here. 314 00:18:18,396 --> 00:18:20,005 Oh, fuck. 315 00:20:24,464 --> 00:20:25,623 Hello? 316 00:20:31,855 --> 00:20:33,021 Hello. 317 00:20:33,806 --> 00:20:34,998 Hello. 318 00:20:37,676 --> 00:20:39,388 One second, then. 319 00:20:43,568 --> 00:20:44,864 My ears. 320 00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:47,920 What can I do for you? 321 00:20:48,228 --> 00:20:49,740 Can I get a cup of coffee? 322 00:20:50,927 --> 00:20:52,376 A customer. 323 00:20:52,694 --> 00:20:54,529 Welcome to the end of the world. 324 00:20:56,215 --> 00:20:57,779 You can sit wherever you like. 325 00:20:57,920 --> 00:20:59,043 I'll bring it to you. 326 00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:46,195 This your first time in Montauk? 327 00:21:46,451 --> 00:21:48,098 No, I grew up here. 328 00:21:48,125 --> 00:21:49,121 Thanks. 329 00:21:49,529 --> 00:21:51,920 Did you now? A local. 330 00:21:52,384 --> 00:21:54,428 That's a rarity around here. 331 00:21:54,865 --> 00:21:58,295 My mom actually worked here for a bit before I was born. 332 00:21:58,609 --> 00:21:59,881 Where? 333 00:22:01,517 --> 00:22:03,943 Here. This restaurant. 334 00:22:08,786 --> 00:22:10,529 Well, I'll be damned. 335 00:22:14,983 --> 00:22:17,225 Could I just get some eggs? 336 00:22:17,508 --> 00:22:19,037 Scrambled? 337 00:22:20,798 --> 00:22:22,475 Coming right up. 338 00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:28,506 Hey. 339 00:22:30,974 --> 00:22:32,811 Do you know where I can get some gas? 340 00:22:33,029 --> 00:22:34,311 Gas? 341 00:22:34,465 --> 00:22:35,795 For a car. 342 00:22:36,631 --> 00:22:38,389 Not anymore. 343 00:23:03,913 --> 00:23:06,115 These are so tiny. 344 00:23:09,897 --> 00:23:11,488 Mom, this is taking too long, okay? 345 00:23:11,515 --> 00:23:13,264 - I'm just gonna do it myself. - No, no, no, no, no. I'm almost done. I'm almost done. 346 00:23:13,291 --> 00:23:14,501 Stop. Stop. Hold still. 347 00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:20,084 Did everyone make it? 348 00:23:20,302 --> 00:23:21,883 I think so. 349 00:23:22,693 --> 00:23:24,596 No one canceled last minute, right? 350 00:23:24,649 --> 00:23:27,223 I'm worried they might. Colin's friends are such flakes. 351 00:23:27,250 --> 00:23:29,693 I just... I don't want there to be any empty seats. 352 00:23:29,959 --> 00:23:32,666 Well, you'd have to ask your father. 353 00:23:32,693 --> 00:23:35,553 - Why? - Because he was keeping the guest list. 354 00:23:36,234 --> 00:23:39,162 Mom, I, I asked you to take care of that. I thought you did. 355 00:23:39,189 --> 00:23:42,354 Yes, I know. But he sent out the invitations and it just seemed much simpler. 356 00:23:42,381 --> 00:23:44,709 And, Whitney, does it really matter? I mean, come on. 357 00:23:44,736 --> 00:23:46,233 It matters to me. 358 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:49,401 - Okay. Seriously? You dropped it? - I, no... I... 359 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:52,183 - What the fuck is wrong with you? - I didn't mean to, it's just that... 360 00:23:52,210 --> 00:23:54,808 it's just that you turned so quickly. 361 00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:56,792 Jesus, Helen, why are you even here? 362 00:23:56,819 --> 00:23:59,495 Because I... thought you might need my help. 363 00:23:59,522 --> 00:24:02,247 Oh, my God. Do not make this about you right now. 364 00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:04,443 I do not have time for that today. 365 00:24:06,557 --> 00:24:09,538 Where did you learn to be so hard on people, Whitney? 366 00:24:14,983 --> 00:24:16,747 Why am I here? 367 00:24:17,116 --> 00:24:19,166 If I bother you that much? 368 00:24:19,249 --> 00:24:22,581 Why am I here? Why didn't you just disinvite me like you did your dad? 369 00:24:22,608 --> 00:24:26,090 Optics. Think about it. It would have looked terrible. 370 00:24:35,389 --> 00:24:37,643 I do not want to have the same relationship with you 371 00:24:37,670 --> 00:24:39,217 as I do with my own mother. 372 00:24:39,244 --> 00:24:41,011 But I don't know how to avoid it right now. 373 00:24:41,038 --> 00:24:42,663 Well, you could try listening to me for a change. 374 00:24:42,690 --> 00:24:44,191 - That would be a fun start. - I do listen to you. 375 00:24:44,218 --> 00:24:46,847 No, you don't. You listen for what you want to hear. And that's not the same thing. 376 00:24:46,874 --> 00:24:50,072 I don't... I-I don't... understand what you mean. 377 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:52,609 Okay. Right. Ask me a question. 378 00:24:52,636 --> 00:24:55,131 One that you don't think that you already know the answer to. 379 00:24:59,703 --> 00:25:01,350 Are you in love? 380 00:25:04,014 --> 00:25:05,421 I think so. 381 00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:07,715 You're not sure? 382 00:25:07,742 --> 00:25:08,858 No. 383 00:25:09,791 --> 00:25:10,997 Why not? 384 00:25:13,513 --> 00:25:15,467 I don't know, I'm not obsessed with him. 385 00:25:15,494 --> 00:25:17,428 It's not like you and Dad. 386 00:25:17,639 --> 00:25:20,870 I don't think about him all the time. I don't wonder if he's okay. 387 00:25:20,897 --> 00:25:23,689 Sometimes a whole day goes by and I just forget about him. 388 00:25:23,943 --> 00:25:25,686 And does that worry you? 389 00:25:25,811 --> 00:25:28,485 No, it doesn't worry me, Mom. I'm not like you. 390 00:25:28,512 --> 00:25:31,522 I don't want my marriage to be the great adventure of my life. 391 00:25:32,071 --> 00:25:34,073 Is that what you think I wanted? 392 00:25:34,100 --> 00:25:35,226 Isn't it? 393 00:25:35,858 --> 00:25:38,143 Peekaboo! It's almost time. 394 00:25:38,170 --> 00:25:39,920 Are you ready? 395 00:25:40,205 --> 00:25:42,268 What the hell is going on in here? 396 00:25:42,295 --> 00:25:45,085 Whitney, for God's sake, get your shoes on. 397 00:25:45,231 --> 00:25:46,745 God, your mother is so useless. 398 00:25:46,772 --> 00:25:49,183 I should have known, when I sent her in here to help you get ready, 399 00:25:49,210 --> 00:25:51,261 that absolutely nothing would be accomplished. 400 00:25:51,288 --> 00:25:53,565 Okay, Grandma, look, I'm ready. See? 401 00:25:53,592 --> 00:25:55,491 Stand over there, so I can see. 402 00:25:57,694 --> 00:25:58,779 What do you think? 403 00:26:00,008 --> 00:26:01,491 I think she looks perfect. 404 00:26:01,518 --> 00:26:04,021 She certainly looks better than you did at your wedding. That's something. 405 00:26:04,048 --> 00:26:05,495 - Grandma. - ls that what you're wearing? 406 00:26:05,522 --> 00:26:07,561 Wow, you are really in rare form today. 407 00:26:07,588 --> 00:26:10,409 Helen, I've got 60 people in the backyard, 408 00:26:10,436 --> 00:26:13,753 including some shifty hooligans masquerading as musicians. 409 00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:15,213 It's a band. They're Whitney's friends. 410 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:18,800 It's 42 degrees outside, your father has already wandered off twice. 411 00:26:18,827 --> 00:26:20,649 He's currently tied to a chair. 412 00:26:20,676 --> 00:26:23,276 The chef just locked her key in the catering van 413 00:26:23,303 --> 00:26:25,886 and can't get the croquembouche out, and the dog seems to be dying. 414 00:26:25,921 --> 00:26:28,741 - You don't have a dog! - I didn't say I had a dog. 415 00:26:28,768 --> 00:26:31,534 I said there is a dog on the property that seems to be 416 00:26:31,561 --> 00:26:33,753 perilously close to its final demise. 417 00:26:33,780 --> 00:26:34,917 How's that for an omen 418 00:26:34,944 --> 00:26:36,995 - for my granddaughter's wedding? - Grandma, shut the fuck up! 419 00:26:37,022 --> 00:26:38,612 - Whit, it's okay. - No! No, it's not okay. 420 00:26:38,639 --> 00:26:41,331 - She's a fucking monster. - Yes, I know, but she's our monster. 421 00:26:41,358 --> 00:26:45,198 Okay, so you just go outside. Take a couple of Xanax. Have a drink. 422 00:26:45,225 --> 00:26:48,256 Try to have a good time. Everything is under control. 423 00:26:48,283 --> 00:26:49,999 Whit, you look beautiful, 424 00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:52,268 but even if you didn't, you know, it doesn't fucking matter, 425 00:26:52,295 --> 00:26:55,034 'cause this is really just one incredibly expensive day 426 00:26:55,061 --> 00:26:57,631 that has absolutely no influence or augury 427 00:26:57,658 --> 00:26:59,795 or bearing on the rest of your life. 428 00:26:59,952 --> 00:27:01,620 - Are you ready? - I'm ready. 429 00:27:03,677 --> 00:27:04,811 What's that? 430 00:27:04,838 --> 00:27:07,020 It's, um, Whitney's "band." 431 00:27:07,212 --> 00:27:09,022 Oh, God, let's do this. 432 00:27:13,326 --> 00:27:15,490 No, you first, daughter. 433 00:27:18,866 --> 00:27:20,053 Gotcha. 434 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:45,764 My lady. 435 00:27:47,139 --> 00:27:48,682 Oh, Whit, you look amazing. 436 00:27:48,709 --> 00:27:50,991 Thank you, honey. You, too. 437 00:27:52,249 --> 00:27:54,131 Thank you, Stacey, these are beautiful. 438 00:27:54,603 --> 00:27:57,311 I'm so happy you're all my children. 439 00:27:59,592 --> 00:28:02,794 Okay. Mom, why don't you go out and tell them we're ready to start? 440 00:28:02,821 --> 00:28:04,460 - Okay. - Okay. 441 00:28:10,666 --> 00:28:12,709 All right, you two. You're up. 442 00:28:12,977 --> 00:28:14,145 Get out there. 443 00:28:14,624 --> 00:28:15,903 See you in a bit. 444 00:28:16,518 --> 00:28:17,741 So handsome. 445 00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:19,573 So beautiful. 446 00:28:19,600 --> 00:28:21,506 - Thank you. - Thanks, Mom. 447 00:28:21,867 --> 00:28:23,331 All right, you ready? 448 00:28:23,358 --> 00:28:24,460 Yep. 449 00:28:47,473 --> 00:28:49,045 How do you want to do this? 450 00:28:49,072 --> 00:28:51,674 Do you want my arm or something? 451 00:29:08,372 --> 00:29:09,830 I think... 452 00:29:10,065 --> 00:29:11,283 maybe... 453 00:29:11,310 --> 00:29:12,807 like this? 454 00:29:17,556 --> 00:29:18,724 Okay. 455 00:29:26,460 --> 00:29:29,002 Wait, you got... oh, my gosh, right here. 456 00:29:29,471 --> 00:29:30,815 Let me see. 457 00:29:30,912 --> 00:29:32,377 - Okay. - Okay. 458 00:29:35,895 --> 00:29:37,025 Ready? 459 00:29:37,455 --> 00:29:39,236 - Yes. - Okay. 460 00:30:43,098 --> 00:30:45,552 I just want you to be happy, Mom. 461 00:31:13,538 --> 00:31:15,082 Testing. One, two, three. 462 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:18,637 Testing. One, two, three. 463 00:31:19,306 --> 00:31:22,160 Hey, everyone. Welcome to my sister's wedding. 464 00:31:22,784 --> 00:31:24,202 Holy shit. 465 00:31:43,091 --> 00:31:44,614 Sure. 466 00:31:52,731 --> 00:31:54,309 Who has Eddie today? 467 00:31:54,536 --> 00:31:57,098 His parents do. They live in Great Neck. 468 00:31:58,387 --> 00:32:00,850 - Really? That's convenient. - Yeah. I used 469 00:32:00,877 --> 00:32:03,192 to do summers out here as a kid. 470 00:32:03,559 --> 00:32:05,809 You know that restaurant, The Lobster Roll? 471 00:32:06,994 --> 00:32:08,278 I do. 472 00:32:08,714 --> 00:32:09,840 Well, um, 473 00:32:10,575 --> 00:32:15,040 my greatest ambition as a kid was to be a waiter there. 474 00:32:15,067 --> 00:32:16,793 - You're kidding. - No. 475 00:32:16,820 --> 00:32:19,883 During the summers, they had all these young, tan, 476 00:32:19,910 --> 00:32:22,301 gorgeous waitstaff, and I thought 477 00:32:23,012 --> 00:32:25,520 life couldn't get any cooler than that. 478 00:32:25,547 --> 00:32:28,258 - Did you ever get a job there? - No. 479 00:32:28,285 --> 00:32:30,266 But I think I might shoot something there one day. 480 00:32:30,293 --> 00:32:31,741 You should. That would be amazing. 481 00:32:31,768 --> 00:32:33,778 Yeah, it would make a great location. 482 00:32:36,676 --> 00:32:38,883 If everyone wouldn't mind leaving the dance floor, 483 00:32:38,910 --> 00:32:42,184 the next song up is a special one that Colin would like to dedicate to his bride. 484 00:32:42,211 --> 00:32:44,598 Oh, shit, it's happening. Let's go. 485 00:34:52,720 --> 00:34:54,718 Mom. Come on. 486 00:34:55,275 --> 00:34:56,976 No, I'm filming! 487 00:35:22,171 --> 00:35:25,124 Now it's time for our father-daughter, mother-son dance. 488 00:35:25,151 --> 00:35:28,101 So, kids, find your parents and get them out there. 489 00:35:35,473 --> 00:35:37,091 It's so corny. 490 00:35:37,118 --> 00:35:39,390 It's a wedding, Mom, suck it up. 491 00:35:57,266 --> 00:35:59,105 Who's Colin dancing with? 492 00:35:59,132 --> 00:36:00,241 Oh, that's his mother. 493 00:36:00,325 --> 00:36:01,679 Really? 494 00:36:01,749 --> 00:36:03,203 Think she just got here. 495 00:36:03,286 --> 00:36:04,687 She'd missed her flight or something. 496 00:36:04,714 --> 00:36:06,706 She came all the way from Ireland. 497 00:36:08,168 --> 00:36:10,545 I'll have to introduce myself. 498 00:36:25,026 --> 00:36:26,653 You know what? 499 00:36:27,143 --> 00:36:29,085 Think you should go dance with your sister. 500 00:36:29,437 --> 00:36:32,649 - You sure? - Yep, definitely. 501 00:39:21,941 --> 00:39:23,343 What's wrong? 502 00:39:23,803 --> 00:39:24,938 Nothing. 503 00:39:26,255 --> 00:39:28,139 Well, why aren't you at the wedding? 504 00:39:30,648 --> 00:39:32,233 Can I come in? I'm freezing. 505 00:39:32,260 --> 00:39:33,177 Sure. 506 00:39:36,736 --> 00:39:37,928 Cozy. 507 00:39:39,281 --> 00:39:41,116 Yeah, I think so. 508 00:39:44,245 --> 00:39:46,460 - Pringle? - Yeah, I'd love one. 509 00:39:47,569 --> 00:39:48,718 Thank you. 510 00:39:49,866 --> 00:39:50,959 Here. 511 00:39:52,307 --> 00:39:53,655 Thank you. 512 00:39:59,569 --> 00:40:01,821 Why are you looking at me like that? 513 00:40:02,061 --> 00:40:03,808 I just want to know what you're doing here, 514 00:40:03,835 --> 00:40:05,475 not at our daughter's wedding. 515 00:40:09,956 --> 00:40:12,046 I came to show you this. 516 00:40:35,232 --> 00:40:37,234 - She looks happy. - She is. 517 00:40:41,997 --> 00:40:43,507 Should've joined them. 518 00:40:45,813 --> 00:40:47,796 Well, I never do. 519 00:40:55,069 --> 00:40:57,038 Do you remember our wedding? 520 00:40:57,433 --> 00:40:58,772 Yeah, really well. 521 00:40:59,563 --> 00:41:00,566 I don't. 522 00:41:00,593 --> 00:41:04,253 - Well, I think you were pretty stoned. - Yeah, I know, but that's not it. 523 00:41:04,507 --> 00:41:06,175 That's not... It's just I think... 524 00:41:06,202 --> 00:41:09,120 What I think is, I'm never present anywhere. 525 00:41:12,448 --> 00:41:15,011 I think I'm just always so... 526 00:41:16,018 --> 00:41:18,964 worried about what's gonna go wrong, and how am I gonna fix it, 527 00:41:18,991 --> 00:41:21,553 and what's the story gonna be, and how am I gonna tell it, 528 00:41:21,580 --> 00:41:23,241 and who am I gonna tell it to? 529 00:41:23,276 --> 00:41:25,932 - I thought that was my problem. - I know. 530 00:41:27,573 --> 00:41:29,580 But that's not really true, is it? 531 00:41:31,541 --> 00:41:34,768 I mean, look at you, you've made one decision after another. 532 00:41:35,660 --> 00:41:37,373 I haven't made any decisions. I never make any decisions. 533 00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:39,497 I just let shit happen to me, and then I just 534 00:41:39,580 --> 00:41:41,597 feel bad about it, sad about it. 535 00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:43,126 I just complain about it. 536 00:41:43,209 --> 00:41:45,217 I don't think that's necessarily true, but okay. 537 00:41:45,244 --> 00:41:47,046 I didn't even plan this wedding; you did. 538 00:41:47,886 --> 00:41:49,438 - Well, you were busy. - Yeah. 539 00:41:49,465 --> 00:41:51,584 And don't think I don't know what people would say 540 00:41:51,611 --> 00:41:54,026 if they knew that I showed up here right now. 541 00:41:54,053 --> 00:41:56,494 "There's Helen, codependent again." 542 00:41:56,564 --> 00:41:58,197 What people are we talking about? 543 00:41:58,224 --> 00:42:01,733 Look, I don't know why it has to be a pathology that I show up here. 544 00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:04,791 I mean, maybe I just want to be with you. You know? 545 00:42:05,583 --> 00:42:06,459 Okay. 546 00:42:06,486 --> 00:42:09,002 And I'm also really fucking tired 547 00:42:09,029 --> 00:42:12,238 of everyone telling everyone else what's good for them. 548 00:42:12,321 --> 00:42:14,940 You know? Nobody does what's good for them. 549 00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:18,158 And if they do, they certainly don't enjoy it. 550 00:42:20,621 --> 00:42:22,081 And another thing. 551 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:25,293 You have a couple that stays married for, let's say, 50 years. 552 00:42:25,376 --> 00:42:29,255 You don't think that there's an element of codependency in that relationship? 553 00:42:29,338 --> 00:42:34,725 I mean, you think these people would stay married for half a century because they wanted to? 554 00:42:34,752 --> 00:42:36,408 That's insane. 555 00:42:37,060 --> 00:42:38,878 Helen, are you okay? D-Do you want to...? 556 00:42:38,905 --> 00:42:40,156 Do you want to sit down? 557 00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:42,575 No, I think I might be having a nervous breakdown, so I just... 558 00:42:42,602 --> 00:42:43,936 it's better if I stand up. 559 00:42:44,020 --> 00:42:45,619 Okay, well, at least 560 00:42:45,926 --> 00:42:48,416 - have some more salt. - That's a good idea. 561 00:43:08,258 --> 00:43:11,928 Do you know, if you had had an affair 50 years ago, we never would've broken up? 562 00:43:13,883 --> 00:43:16,064 We never would have mentioned it, really, to anybody. 563 00:43:16,091 --> 00:43:19,705 You certainly wouldn't have written a fucking book about it. 564 00:43:22,183 --> 00:43:24,143 And if we had mentioned it, 565 00:43:24,388 --> 00:43:27,564 I would have been given credit for standing by you. 566 00:43:28,010 --> 00:43:32,491 You know, for putting our family before my own personal feelings. 567 00:43:32,518 --> 00:43:36,049 I would have been congratulated for my character. 568 00:43:36,728 --> 00:43:39,889 50 years ago, I would have been a good fucking wife, 569 00:43:39,916 --> 00:43:42,951 - and now I'm the problem. - Well, more like 60 years ago, 570 00:43:42,978 --> 00:43:44,096 - but I see your point. - I mean, I just... 571 00:43:44,123 --> 00:43:46,819 I don't even know what's going on here. I don't know what I'm trying to prove. 572 00:43:46,846 --> 00:43:49,292 I mean, if we both die and you never find out 573 00:43:49,319 --> 00:43:52,463 that I still love you, what, do I win a prize or something? 574 00:44:03,572 --> 00:44:05,156 Sorry, what? 575 00:44:10,282 --> 00:44:13,153 I don't know, I think maybe I am crazy. 576 00:44:19,299 --> 00:44:21,364 Well, you know that's not true. 577 00:44:28,924 --> 00:44:31,137 Look, you know how I feel about you. 578 00:44:31,563 --> 00:44:33,774 I don't know what you want me to say. 579 00:44:33,801 --> 00:44:37,747 Yes, I do think it's strange that you're not at Whitney's wedding right now. 580 00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:40,790 And it does feel like a familiar pattern between us 581 00:44:40,817 --> 00:44:42,977 where I get exiled and you come rescue me. 582 00:44:43,004 --> 00:44:45,450 And we know how that ends. Don't we? 583 00:44:48,728 --> 00:44:51,911 But I'm not saying you've got a pathology or anything wrong with you. 584 00:44:56,836 --> 00:44:59,356 But even if we do love each other, it... 585 00:45:01,368 --> 00:45:04,708 doesn't mean we're good for each other. 586 00:45:10,450 --> 00:45:12,418 What does that mean... 587 00:45:13,645 --> 00:45:15,520 "good for each other"? 588 00:45:15,716 --> 00:45:19,300 Well, I think certain couples have hurt each other less than we have. 589 00:45:24,794 --> 00:45:28,517 I think certain couples have loved each other less than we have, too. 590 00:45:33,469 --> 00:45:34,714 True. 591 00:45:43,291 --> 00:45:45,645 I mean, what's the endgame here? 592 00:45:46,012 --> 00:45:48,614 We're just supposed to get old and lose our-our... 593 00:45:48,973 --> 00:45:51,374 hearing and our hair... 594 00:45:52,222 --> 00:45:54,426 our memory, and then we die? 595 00:45:57,211 --> 00:45:58,957 I guess so. 596 00:46:06,536 --> 00:46:08,806 You know, I know the story I'm supposed to tell 597 00:46:08,833 --> 00:46:11,926 is that this all happened for a reason and that... 598 00:46:12,778 --> 00:46:15,407 I'm stronger now because of what happened, 599 00:46:15,434 --> 00:46:20,228 and so I'm better now than I was when we were together. 600 00:46:20,255 --> 00:46:23,497 And most of the time, I do really believe that that's true. 601 00:46:27,072 --> 00:46:29,692 But some days when I'm feeling really... 602 00:46:32,277 --> 00:46:34,973 sad or really happy... 603 00:46:37,005 --> 00:46:41,247 And I just think about how we're not here for long at all. 604 00:46:41,274 --> 00:46:43,903 And when we're gone, we're gone forever. 605 00:46:48,637 --> 00:46:51,267 Those are the days I just forget to remember 606 00:46:51,350 --> 00:46:53,311 that it all happened for the best. 607 00:47:10,408 --> 00:47:12,148 Will you dance with me? 608 00:47:17,509 --> 00:47:19,430 On our daughter's wedding day? 609 00:47:35,419 --> 00:47:38,647 - Tell me more about the wedding. - It was very nice. 610 00:47:39,058 --> 00:47:41,208 It was a little twee, very Whitney. 611 00:47:41,802 --> 00:47:44,278 - How were the vows? - They were sweet. 612 00:47:46,091 --> 00:47:47,471 What did they say? 613 00:47:47,498 --> 00:47:49,888 Um, he promised to be nice to her, 614 00:47:50,263 --> 00:47:52,161 and then she promised to be nice to him. 615 00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:53,662 - Mm, that's good. - Yeah. 616 00:47:53,746 --> 00:47:56,248 That should keep them going for the first six months. 617 00:47:57,963 --> 00:48:00,966 Maybe she won't make the same mistakes we did. 618 00:48:02,296 --> 00:48:03,836 Well, maybe she'll 619 00:48:04,659 --> 00:48:06,455 catch them quicker. 620 00:48:11,806 --> 00:48:13,924 You know, I used to think I could look at you 621 00:48:13,951 --> 00:48:16,084 and know exactly what you were thinking. 622 00:48:17,998 --> 00:48:20,125 How wrong I was. 623 00:48:21,279 --> 00:48:23,155 Well, give it a shot. 624 00:48:25,435 --> 00:48:26,585 - No. - Come on. 625 00:48:26,612 --> 00:48:29,323 Try again for old times' sake. What am I thinking right now? 626 00:48:32,068 --> 00:48:34,740 Well, it looks like you're thinking you want to kiss me, but... 627 00:48:41,287 --> 00:48:43,205 See? You've still got it. 628 00:49:19,877 --> 00:49:21,125 Tag, you're it. 629 00:49:21,208 --> 00:49:22,585 Oh, no! 630 00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:24,846 - Yay! - I got you. 631 00:49:27,674 --> 00:49:29,717 Can I clear this away? 632 00:49:30,509 --> 00:49:31,713 Yeah. 633 00:49:33,193 --> 00:49:34,768 Is everything all right? 634 00:49:35,954 --> 00:49:37,166 What? 635 00:49:38,021 --> 00:49:39,901 You seem a little sad. 636 00:49:40,205 --> 00:49:42,010 I'm always like this. 637 00:49:44,518 --> 00:49:47,401 Oh, that's a good book. I'm reading that myself. 638 00:49:48,189 --> 00:49:50,635 - Yeah, it's okay. - You don't like it? 639 00:49:52,323 --> 00:49:54,983 I'm sort of loosely connected to the author, so 640 00:49:55,010 --> 00:49:56,827 I have a kind of weird perspective on it. 641 00:49:57,739 --> 00:49:58,963 Really? 642 00:49:59,672 --> 00:50:01,158 What's that? 643 00:50:04,431 --> 00:50:07,080 Are you this curious with everyone who comes in here? 644 00:50:07,432 --> 00:50:10,299 Well, I don't have many customers anymore. 645 00:50:10,857 --> 00:50:12,658 You're my first this week. 646 00:50:16,588 --> 00:50:19,406 Look, I have a big decision to make, 647 00:50:19,433 --> 00:50:21,854 so if you don't mind, 648 00:50:22,708 --> 00:50:24,565 I'd like to be alone. 649 00:50:28,286 --> 00:50:29,767 Well, be brave. 650 00:50:30,729 --> 00:50:31,736 What? 651 00:50:32,627 --> 00:50:34,549 Make the difficult choice. 652 00:50:35,237 --> 00:50:37,690 I wasn't actually asking for your advice. 653 00:50:37,865 --> 00:50:40,291 Well, I'm offering it anyway. 654 00:50:42,643 --> 00:50:45,268 The universe rewards courage. 655 00:50:46,533 --> 00:50:49,229 Mister, I just found out that my mom's boyfriend murdered her 656 00:50:49,256 --> 00:50:52,940 30 years ago and got away with it, so I don't need your fucking advice. 657 00:50:54,765 --> 00:50:56,475 How much do I owe you? 658 00:50:56,698 --> 00:50:59,030 - What did you say? - How much do I owe you? 659 00:50:59,057 --> 00:51:01,298 No, what did... What did you say about your mother? 660 00:51:01,325 --> 00:51:02,666 You know what? 661 00:51:03,187 --> 00:51:04,830 - Charge me anything you want. - No. 662 00:51:04,915 --> 00:51:06,026 Wait. 663 00:51:35,509 --> 00:51:37,615 - Oh, my God. Oh, my God. - What the fuck? 664 00:51:37,642 --> 00:51:39,607 - You have a shotgun? - What are you doing here? 665 00:51:39,634 --> 00:51:40,990 Where did you get a shotgun? 666 00:51:41,017 --> 00:51:43,490 - lt's my father's. - No shit. That must be an antique. 667 00:51:43,517 --> 00:51:44,803 - Can I see it? - EJ. 668 00:51:44,830 --> 00:51:46,854 Okay. Okay. Not the right thing to say. 669 00:51:47,077 --> 00:51:48,283 How'd you find me? 670 00:51:48,625 --> 00:51:49,934 Sorry, were you trying to hide? 671 00:51:49,961 --> 00:51:50,959 I took my bracelet off. 672 00:51:50,986 --> 00:51:52,443 Because we had sex last night. 673 00:51:52,526 --> 00:51:53,652 I left it at a restaurant. 674 00:51:53,679 --> 00:51:55,084 And I thought we kind of had a connection. 675 00:51:55,111 --> 00:51:57,287 I'm untraceable. My own husband has no idea 676 00:51:57,314 --> 00:51:58,342 - where I am right now. - lt wasn't hard. 677 00:51:58,369 --> 00:52:00,650 I have a tracking device in my car. Wait, what? 678 00:52:00,677 --> 00:52:03,142 - You have a what? - What did you just say? 679 00:52:04,189 --> 00:52:05,661 I think you heard me. 680 00:52:05,940 --> 00:52:07,689 Can you put the gun down? 681 00:52:17,400 --> 00:52:20,072 Well, I have to admit, I feel kind of used. 682 00:52:20,369 --> 00:52:21,642 Sorry. 683 00:52:21,853 --> 00:52:23,905 You didn't seem like the type to lie. 684 00:52:23,932 --> 00:52:27,102 I'm kind of a disaster of a person, EJ. 685 00:52:27,389 --> 00:52:29,891 I thought you would have figured that out by now. 686 00:52:31,830 --> 00:52:33,373 How'd it go with Ben? 687 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,084 Oh, it was terrific. 688 00:52:35,111 --> 00:52:37,530 I signed some kind of release when I first got there. 689 00:52:37,557 --> 00:52:38,975 Didn't look at it. 690 00:52:39,002 --> 00:52:42,799 And apparently I admitted to being mental. 691 00:52:43,593 --> 00:52:44,627 What? 692 00:52:45,189 --> 00:52:47,061 So when I brought the police back, 693 00:52:47,096 --> 00:52:50,772 he showed them the release and played them a recording of me saying I wanted to kill him. 694 00:52:50,799 --> 00:52:52,842 - What? - And they sided with him. 695 00:52:52,869 --> 00:52:56,507 Oh, my God, Joanie. I'm so sorry. 696 00:52:57,891 --> 00:53:00,875 Yeah. Guess I'll just have to finish this myself. 697 00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,431 So, what, you're just gonna go back and shoot him? 698 00:53:05,086 --> 00:53:06,433 Looks likely. 699 00:53:07,047 --> 00:53:08,591 They'll put you away for life. 700 00:53:08,808 --> 00:53:10,351 It'll be worth it. 701 00:53:10,844 --> 00:53:12,272 I have a better idea. 702 00:53:12,524 --> 00:53:14,766 - What? - Run away with me. 703 00:53:15,477 --> 00:53:18,180 I just told you I was married. 704 00:53:18,241 --> 00:53:19,589 I don't care. 705 00:53:19,664 --> 00:53:20,698 Why not? 706 00:53:20,781 --> 00:53:23,426 Because you obviously don't care. 707 00:53:23,453 --> 00:53:25,475 You're clearly not happy with your husband. 708 00:53:25,502 --> 00:53:27,192 If you were, you wouldn't be here with me. 709 00:53:27,219 --> 00:53:29,969 I was alone here. You just stalked me. 710 00:53:30,422 --> 00:53:33,090 My job is flying me to Vienna tomorrow evening 711 00:53:33,117 --> 00:53:34,723 to speak at a conference. 712 00:53:34,750 --> 00:53:36,588 Why don't you come with me? 713 00:53:36,991 --> 00:53:40,250 And we can just... keep going. 714 00:53:45,193 --> 00:53:46,413 Sorry. 715 00:53:47,127 --> 00:53:48,774 I have to finish this. 716 00:53:51,660 --> 00:53:54,189 What good will it do to kill him? It's not gonna bring your mother back. 717 00:53:54,273 --> 00:53:57,418 That's not what this is about. He can't just get away with it. 718 00:53:57,445 --> 00:53:58,323 Joanie... 719 00:53:58,350 --> 00:54:00,036 Hey, hey, I like you. 720 00:54:00,152 --> 00:54:01,238 I really like you. 721 00:54:01,378 --> 00:54:02,838 You're fucking honest. 722 00:54:02,865 --> 00:54:04,961 You live your life with your eyes still open. 723 00:54:04,988 --> 00:54:07,785 And almost nobody fucking does that anymore. 724 00:54:10,035 --> 00:54:13,707 I'm so sick of trying to fix my parents' mistakes. 725 00:54:14,013 --> 00:54:16,309 We didn't fuck this planet up, they did. 726 00:54:16,336 --> 00:54:18,589 Why should we have to fix it? 727 00:54:19,113 --> 00:54:20,883 Let them go, Joanie. 728 00:54:20,966 --> 00:54:22,314 Let them all go. 729 00:54:22,341 --> 00:54:24,730 You don't owe your life to any of them. 730 00:54:37,225 --> 00:54:38,303 Okay. 731 00:54:39,489 --> 00:54:40,911 Wait, what? 732 00:54:40,938 --> 00:54:43,639 Really? That speech, that speech worked? 733 00:54:44,350 --> 00:54:45,944 Car's out of gas. 734 00:54:46,366 --> 00:54:47,608 I figured. 735 00:54:48,238 --> 00:54:49,725 I brought some with me. 736 00:54:50,724 --> 00:54:52,311 Okay, let's go. 737 00:55:14,838 --> 00:55:16,053 What? 738 00:55:18,941 --> 00:55:20,817 I have to tell you something. 739 00:55:22,350 --> 00:55:23,639 I, um... 740 00:55:24,170 --> 00:55:27,670 haven't been entirely honest with you either. 741 00:55:28,249 --> 00:55:29,493 Oh, God. 742 00:55:29,874 --> 00:55:32,287 - Are you married, too? - No. 743 00:55:32,811 --> 00:55:34,131 But... 744 00:55:35,707 --> 00:55:38,631 My full name is Eddie James Ullah. 745 00:55:39,592 --> 00:55:41,296 Does that mean anything to you? 746 00:55:41,380 --> 00:55:42,979 - Should it? - No. 747 00:55:43,006 --> 00:55:45,280 No, not necessarily. 748 00:55:45,897 --> 00:55:49,381 It's just that my father was sort of... 749 00:55:50,342 --> 00:55:52,881 loosely affiliated with your mother. 750 00:55:54,115 --> 00:55:55,237 What? 751 00:55:56,853 --> 00:55:59,764 Alison's second husband Noah Solloway... 752 00:56:00,148 --> 00:56:03,475 his first wife was a woman named Helen Solloway. 753 00:56:03,889 --> 00:56:07,952 And after they divorced, she met my father. 754 00:56:08,209 --> 00:56:10,425 Your mother is Helen Solloway? 755 00:56:10,452 --> 00:56:11,702 Uh, no. 756 00:56:12,499 --> 00:56:15,393 My mother's name is Sierra. My father's name was Vik. 757 00:56:15,420 --> 00:56:17,967 They had an affair when he was with Helen, 758 00:56:19,077 --> 00:56:20,717 and that's where I come from. 759 00:56:21,967 --> 00:56:23,128 Are we related? 760 00:56:23,155 --> 00:56:24,557 What? No, no, no. 761 00:56:24,584 --> 00:56:27,069 - Are you sure? - Yes. No way. 762 00:56:27,384 --> 00:56:29,245 My mother is your mother's 763 00:56:29,272 --> 00:56:32,389 ex-husband's ex-wife's new partner's lover. 764 00:56:32,416 --> 00:56:35,225 So we could not be less related. 765 00:56:35,442 --> 00:56:37,709 Did you know I was gonna be in the graveyard that day? 766 00:56:37,874 --> 00:56:41,092 - How would I have known that? - I don't know. Why didn't you just tell me who you were? 767 00:56:41,815 --> 00:56:44,592 Look, it's like six degrees of separation. It's not a big deal. 768 00:56:44,874 --> 00:56:46,518 Well, then, why did you hide it? 769 00:56:46,545 --> 00:56:48,581 - Well, I wasn't trying to hide it. - Just stop the car. 770 00:56:48,608 --> 00:56:50,522 - Come on. - Please stop the car. 771 00:56:57,789 --> 00:56:59,977 Joanie, you're overreacting. 772 00:57:00,004 --> 00:57:02,578 Nothing has changed. I'm still the same person I was 773 00:57:02,605 --> 00:57:05,061 - 30 seconds ago in that car. - You lied to me. 774 00:57:05,088 --> 00:57:08,391 I didn't lie, I just didn't tell you the whole story. 775 00:57:08,418 --> 00:57:10,851 And you didn't tell me the whole story. You've been married this whole time. 776 00:57:10,878 --> 00:57:12,762 I mean, come on. 777 00:57:14,222 --> 00:57:15,743 I thought we understood each other. 778 00:57:15,770 --> 00:57:17,532 What is it you thought you understood? 779 00:57:17,559 --> 00:57:19,394 That we're not sheep. 780 00:57:19,876 --> 00:57:22,082 That we both play by different rules. 781 00:57:24,358 --> 00:57:27,168 This is stupid. I can't go to Vienna with you. 782 00:57:27,402 --> 00:57:28,340 Why not? 783 00:57:28,367 --> 00:57:30,545 We were just fucking, EJ, that's all it was. 784 00:57:30,572 --> 00:57:32,783 Why are you trying to turn it into something else? 785 00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:35,838 Are you really so desperate for someone to love? 786 00:57:38,413 --> 00:57:39,684 I guess I am. 787 00:57:41,917 --> 00:57:43,493 What are you even doing here? 788 00:57:43,520 --> 00:57:45,393 Why are you so obsessed with my family? 789 00:57:45,420 --> 00:57:47,797 Is it some sort of transitive whore property? 790 00:57:47,824 --> 00:57:48,674 What?! 791 00:57:48,757 --> 00:57:51,551 Your mother and my mother both fucked over the same woman. 792 00:57:51,578 --> 00:57:53,336 My mother and Helen were friends. 793 00:57:53,363 --> 00:57:54,137 Right. 794 00:57:54,642 --> 00:57:56,430 Helen was like a second mother to me. 795 00:57:56,457 --> 00:57:58,774 There-there is such a thing as forgiveness. 796 00:57:58,801 --> 00:58:01,407 I realize that that's completely out of your frame of reference, 797 00:58:01,434 --> 00:58:04,106 but there are certain people who are actually capable of it. 798 00:58:04,189 --> 00:58:07,508 And believe it or not, this place was part of my childhood, too. 799 00:58:07,535 --> 00:58:09,594 My mother and I came out here 800 00:58:09,621 --> 00:58:11,328 and stayed with Helen's parents when I was young. 801 00:58:11,355 --> 00:58:13,365 I worked construction here when I was in college. 802 00:58:13,392 --> 00:58:16,086 I even helped restore the Lobster Roll when Noah bought it, 803 00:58:16,113 --> 00:58:17,422 - so you're not the only person... - Wait, what? 804 00:58:17,449 --> 00:58:18,969 who this town means something to. 805 00:58:18,996 --> 00:58:21,055 And, yeah, yeah, I don't know. 806 00:58:21,082 --> 00:58:25,551 Maybe I was attracted to you because we shared a certain history. 807 00:58:26,044 --> 00:58:28,297 Because I thought you might be able to understand my pain, 808 00:58:28,324 --> 00:58:31,316 and I might be able to understand yours. ls that such a crime? 809 00:58:32,300 --> 00:58:35,554 - No. - And I wanted to tell you. I was going to, but... 810 00:58:35,637 --> 00:58:38,328 you were just always dealing with so much trauma, 811 00:58:38,355 --> 00:58:40,863 you didn't really let me get a word in edgewise. 812 00:58:41,668 --> 00:58:42,811 You're right. 813 00:58:52,340 --> 00:58:53,472 So... 814 00:58:56,365 --> 00:58:57,582 Okay. 815 00:58:59,809 --> 00:59:02,652 I meant everything I said back there. 816 00:59:04,481 --> 00:59:08,168 So will you please get back in the car now? 817 00:59:08,699 --> 00:59:09,672 Please. 818 00:59:09,699 --> 00:59:12,621 EJ, this isn't right. We're just gonna wind up hating each other. 819 00:59:12,648 --> 00:59:15,363 - No, I won't. - Yes, you will. 820 00:59:16,415 --> 00:59:18,334 Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, 821 00:59:18,361 --> 00:59:20,441 but soon and for the rest of your life. 822 00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:23,289 So you have seen a movie. 823 00:59:23,433 --> 00:59:24,953 It was my mother's favorite film. 824 00:59:24,980 --> 00:59:27,027 Why am I not surprised? 825 00:59:36,726 --> 00:59:39,562 So, what, you're just gonna go back to your husband? 826 00:59:41,389 --> 00:59:43,402 No, I don't think so. 827 00:59:44,668 --> 00:59:46,708 So where the hell will you go? 828 00:59:47,526 --> 00:59:48,910 I don't know. 829 00:59:53,693 --> 00:59:56,910 Your mother and Helen were really friends? 830 00:59:58,216 --> 00:59:59,605 Good friends. 831 01:00:00,888 --> 01:00:02,574 So it's possible. 832 01:00:03,109 --> 01:00:04,520 What's possible? 833 01:00:05,871 --> 01:00:07,629 To do things differently. 834 01:00:11,505 --> 01:00:14,676 Can I at least give you a lift somewhere? 835 01:00:18,481 --> 01:00:20,316 I'd like to walk. 836 01:01:08,529 --> 01:01:10,144 Hello again. 837 01:01:11,890 --> 01:01:13,207 Hey, Noah. 838 01:01:17,581 --> 01:01:19,307 Your father knew. 839 01:01:20,113 --> 01:01:21,526 Knew what? 840 01:01:21,793 --> 01:01:24,180 He always said Ben must have killed her. 841 01:01:25,270 --> 01:01:27,851 'Cause she would never have chosen to leave you. 842 01:01:28,105 --> 01:01:29,482 My dad said that? 843 01:01:30,058 --> 01:01:31,536 That surprises you? 844 01:01:32,504 --> 01:01:34,232 A little, actually. 845 01:01:34,730 --> 01:01:37,777 He spent his entire life saying the opposite. 846 01:01:38,285 --> 01:01:39,716 Well, what did he tell you? 847 01:01:40,949 --> 01:01:42,449 That she was crazy. 848 01:01:42,887 --> 01:01:45,243 That he tried to save her and he couldn't. 849 01:01:45,910 --> 01:01:48,020 And that we were better off without her. 850 01:01:49,982 --> 01:01:51,754 That breaks my heart. 851 01:01:55,211 --> 01:01:58,176 You have to understand, Joanie, your father was 852 01:01:58,959 --> 01:02:01,542 carrying a tremendous amount of pain. 853 01:02:02,644 --> 01:02:04,880 Sounds like you cared about him. 854 01:02:04,979 --> 01:02:07,410 Well, "cared" is a strong word... 855 01:02:09,142 --> 01:02:11,227 No, I respected Cole. 856 01:02:12,527 --> 01:02:17,020 I think, under the circumstances, that's the most one could expect. 857 01:02:19,152 --> 01:02:21,191 How long have you been back in Montauk? 858 01:02:22,074 --> 01:02:25,470 I moved back here after my oldest daughter's wedding, wich was 859 01:02:25,766 --> 01:02:27,627 30 years ago now. 860 01:02:28,043 --> 01:02:30,092 - That's when we left. - I know. 861 01:02:30,119 --> 01:02:34,525 And the day Cole came back into town, he walked through that door and... 862 01:02:35,962 --> 01:02:38,791 I think both of us nearly had a heart attack. 863 01:02:41,212 --> 01:02:44,199 But time has a habit of making these-these big things 864 01:02:44,226 --> 01:02:46,298 seem small somehow. 865 01:02:48,969 --> 01:02:51,017 It's so good to see you, Joanie. 866 01:02:51,353 --> 01:02:53,645 It really is so good to see you. 867 01:02:54,314 --> 01:02:56,884 Tell me about your life. What-what do you, uh, 868 01:02:57,377 --> 01:02:58,759 what do you do? 869 01:02:59,379 --> 01:03:01,256 I'm a coastal engineer. 870 01:03:01,899 --> 01:03:03,806 I'm trying to save the world from drowning. 871 01:03:04,575 --> 01:03:05,697 Really? 872 01:03:07,738 --> 01:03:09,166 Do you have any children? 873 01:03:09,275 --> 01:03:10,297 Two. 874 01:03:11,166 --> 01:03:12,708 Boys or girls? 875 01:03:12,956 --> 01:03:16,670 Daughters. Thea and Madeline. 876 01:03:16,697 --> 01:03:18,701 That's wonderful, Joanie. 877 01:03:19,504 --> 01:03:20,627 But... 878 01:03:21,712 --> 01:03:24,056 I can only love them when I'm away from them. 879 01:03:24,837 --> 01:03:27,369 When I'm away from them, I miss them terribly. 880 01:03:27,689 --> 01:03:29,783 But when I'm with them, I can't... 881 01:03:31,766 --> 01:03:34,353 I can't even hold them and I don't know why. 882 01:03:39,030 --> 01:03:41,127 I have this friend who's a, uh, 883 01:03:42,087 --> 01:03:44,154 he's an epigeneticist. 884 01:03:45,314 --> 01:03:49,412 And he has a theory about trauma being passed down. 885 01:03:49,439 --> 01:03:50,896 What's his name? 886 01:03:50,923 --> 01:03:54,830 Uh, Eddie. He's like a, he's kind of like a-a nephew of mine. 887 01:03:55,823 --> 01:03:56,954 Fascinating. 888 01:03:56,981 --> 01:03:59,107 - Go on. - Well, he says that trauma 889 01:03:59,134 --> 01:04:02,134 can be passed from one generation to another. 890 01:04:02,839 --> 01:04:05,439 That it actually changes the DNA. 891 01:04:06,416 --> 01:04:08,845 And he says there are studies where, uh, 892 01:04:09,752 --> 01:04:13,041 where there are rats who... 893 01:04:15,447 --> 01:04:20,134 who are shocked every time they, uh, smell cherry blossom. 894 01:04:20,956 --> 01:04:22,874 And then they breed the rats 895 01:04:23,095 --> 01:04:27,025 and their babies are afraid of cherry blossom. 896 01:04:28,986 --> 01:04:29,998 Amazing. 897 01:04:30,025 --> 01:04:32,881 Anyway, my point is that your parents went through a lot of trauma. 898 01:04:32,908 --> 01:04:35,314 They, I mean, they lost a child. 899 01:04:35,341 --> 01:04:39,002 So it would make sense that you, too, were afraid of loss. 900 01:04:40,668 --> 01:04:44,084 And maybe even a bit paralyzed by it. 901 01:04:44,258 --> 01:04:45,904 Yeah, no, I know a bit about that theory. 902 01:04:45,931 --> 01:04:47,356 There's a question about whether the children 903 01:04:47,383 --> 01:04:50,261 of trauma survivors also inherit their resilience. 904 01:04:50,916 --> 01:04:52,564 Oh, I didn't know that. 905 01:04:53,166 --> 01:04:54,766 That's wonderful. 906 01:04:55,036 --> 01:04:58,162 So maybe you inherited her resilience as well. 907 01:04:58,189 --> 01:05:00,134 You mean his resilience. 908 01:05:00,478 --> 01:05:02,748 No, no, no, I mean hers. 909 01:05:02,775 --> 01:05:05,610 No. No offense to Cole, but he-he never changed. 910 01:05:05,822 --> 01:05:10,115 I mean, your mother always said that Cole used to run away from his problems. 911 01:05:10,603 --> 01:05:13,193 But Alison, she was always working on herself. 912 01:05:13,220 --> 01:05:15,384 She was a work in progress and she knew it. 913 01:05:15,822 --> 01:05:17,580 She was so present. 914 01:05:18,603 --> 01:05:21,470 Feeling everything so deeply and... 915 01:05:22,983 --> 01:05:26,744 She made herself stay awake and was so disappointed when 916 01:05:27,423 --> 01:05:29,377 other people seem 917 01:05:30,244 --> 01:05:32,262 so asleep in their lives. 918 01:05:33,407 --> 01:05:34,634 Noah, 919 01:05:34,853 --> 01:05:38,580 when I was four years old, she dumped me on Cole and Luisa's doorstep 920 01:05:38,615 --> 01:05:40,814 - and took off. - To get help. 921 01:05:41,647 --> 01:05:43,607 And then, six months later, she came back 922 01:05:43,634 --> 01:05:45,411 and she fought your father in court. 923 01:05:45,438 --> 01:05:46,412 No, she didn't. 924 01:05:46,439 --> 01:05:48,048 You-you don't know this? 925 01:05:48,075 --> 01:05:52,460 I thought they just let her have me back because 926 01:05:52,572 --> 01:05:53,989 they felt sorry for her. 927 01:05:54,016 --> 01:05:55,601 No, Joanie, no, no. 928 01:05:55,628 --> 01:05:58,690 Cole and Luisa tried to keep you from her. 929 01:05:58,792 --> 01:06:00,540 She had to humiliate herself. 930 01:06:00,623 --> 01:06:04,010 It was devastating. You... they never told you this? 931 01:06:04,993 --> 01:06:06,776 Oh, Jesus Christ. 932 01:06:09,013 --> 01:06:11,464 Joanie, it's very important you know this: 933 01:06:11,714 --> 01:06:13,928 you were her whole life. 934 01:06:14,596 --> 01:06:16,940 Everything she did, she did for you. 935 01:06:18,401 --> 01:06:21,667 She tried to get help so that she could be there for you. 936 01:06:22,924 --> 01:06:26,455 She was trying to give you a better life than she had, 937 01:06:26,482 --> 01:06:28,549 and she was succeeding. 938 01:06:31,257 --> 01:06:32,729 You know, she's... 939 01:06:33,927 --> 01:06:37,886 she's one of the only people I've ever met in my whole life who... 940 01:06:38,744 --> 01:06:41,308 who actually managed to change. 941 01:06:42,385 --> 01:06:44,625 When I met her, she was this shell of a person, 942 01:06:44,652 --> 01:06:46,917 and by the time she died, she had a job 943 01:06:47,300 --> 01:06:49,378 helping other people 944 01:06:50,003 --> 01:06:53,034 heal from the same trauma that she had and... 945 01:06:54,632 --> 01:06:56,870 Do you know how difficult that is? 946 01:06:58,306 --> 01:07:00,600 How few people actually achieve that? 947 01:07:01,268 --> 01:07:03,597 She was still dating married men. 948 01:07:05,034 --> 01:07:08,862 Oh, she didn't know he was married. What-what happened with Ben, that... 949 01:07:09,261 --> 01:07:11,110 that was not her fault. 950 01:07:12,445 --> 01:07:14,667 Well, what good did it do her? 951 01:07:16,422 --> 01:07:18,558 All those changes? 952 01:07:21,963 --> 01:07:24,206 - He killed her anyway. - Joanie, 953 01:07:25,127 --> 01:07:28,468 if the lesson you're taking away from your mother's death is not to try, 954 01:07:28,495 --> 01:07:30,630 then that's a great, great tragedy. 955 01:07:31,769 --> 01:07:33,659 Change is hard. 956 01:07:35,253 --> 01:07:39,055 It takes a long time. Sometimes m-more than a lifetime. 957 01:07:39,801 --> 01:07:41,773 What the fuck does that mean? 958 01:07:44,304 --> 01:07:48,632 Sometimes we can only start journeys 959 01:07:49,449 --> 01:07:52,874 that our children have to finish for us. 960 01:07:54,698 --> 01:07:56,769 It's too late to hear those things. 961 01:07:56,796 --> 01:07:58,714 - lt's not too late. - Yes, it is. 962 01:07:58,741 --> 01:08:00,679 I've already screwed it all up. 963 01:08:01,491 --> 01:08:03,893 I can't go off with someone new. 964 01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:05,733 And I can't go home. 965 01:08:06,437 --> 01:08:08,085 So, instead, 966 01:08:08,507 --> 01:08:11,098 I'm fucking stuck here in some sort of 967 01:08:12,046 --> 01:08:14,271 seafood purgatory... 968 01:08:16,045 --> 01:08:17,755 talking to you. 969 01:08:18,533 --> 01:08:20,366 Why can't you go home? 970 01:08:23,538 --> 01:08:26,890 Why don't you tell me, Noah? You seem to know a lot. Why... 971 01:08:28,225 --> 01:08:30,093 Why can't I go home? 972 01:08:32,015 --> 01:08:34,155 Well, maybe 'cause it's hard. 973 01:08:34,639 --> 01:08:36,599 Going home is hard. 974 01:08:38,026 --> 01:08:39,984 Staying with someone, 975 01:08:40,783 --> 01:08:42,835 loving them no matter what, 976 01:08:44,382 --> 01:08:46,109 that's hard. 977 01:08:46,765 --> 01:08:48,484 It's so easy to... 978 01:08:50,093 --> 01:08:52,226 go find someone new, 979 01:08:53,087 --> 01:08:55,006 reinvent yourself in their eyes, 980 01:08:55,089 --> 01:08:57,683 and try once more to live without flaw, 981 01:08:57,710 --> 01:08:59,545 but sooner or later you realize 982 01:08:59,572 --> 01:09:01,679 the only thing you're running from is death. 983 01:09:03,132 --> 01:09:05,624 It's not another person at all, it's... 984 01:09:06,734 --> 01:09:08,398 it's death, and... 985 01:09:10,004 --> 01:09:12,452 when that finally occurs to you, you... 986 01:09:14,609 --> 01:09:18,321 you yearn more than anything for someone who really knows you. 987 01:09:21,444 --> 01:09:23,615 Who really knows every inch of you. 988 01:09:25,475 --> 01:09:27,911 And will remember you when you're gone. 989 01:09:31,751 --> 01:09:33,669 What are you trying to say? 990 01:09:33,994 --> 01:09:35,911 What I'm trying to say is that 991 01:09:36,708 --> 01:09:39,865 if... if trauma and pain 992 01:09:40,161 --> 01:09:43,638 can echo through generations, then so can love. 993 01:09:46,880 --> 01:09:48,917 If abandonment can 994 01:09:49,519 --> 01:09:52,276 ripple across time, 995 01:09:52,680 --> 01:09:54,667 then so can presence. 996 01:09:56,331 --> 01:09:59,199 I mean, you-you've suffered a lot of loss in your life, Joanie, 997 01:09:59,226 --> 01:10:01,979 but you've also had a lot of love. 998 01:10:05,413 --> 01:10:09,792 And you may not be able to save the Earth. 999 01:10:11,332 --> 01:10:13,675 But you can be there for your children. 1000 01:10:14,483 --> 01:10:16,456 No matter what happens. 1001 01:10:50,163 --> 01:10:53,708 Don't tell anyone, but I miss Dad. 1002 01:10:53,876 --> 01:10:55,253 Yeah. 1003 01:10:57,712 --> 01:11:00,065 Where do you think he is tonight? 1004 01:11:00,347 --> 01:11:01,659 He's here. 1005 01:11:02,105 --> 01:11:03,524 What do you mean? He's here? 1006 01:11:03,551 --> 01:11:06,244 No, no. He's in Montauk. I think. 1007 01:11:06,471 --> 01:11:07,831 At least he was this morning. 1008 01:11:08,237 --> 01:11:10,694 - Why? - We rehearsed your flash mob. 1009 01:11:10,721 --> 01:11:11,856 Martin. 1010 01:11:12,643 --> 01:11:14,753 I don't think you were supposed to know that. 1011 01:11:24,238 --> 01:11:26,964 How could you not tell me he was in Montauk? 1012 01:11:27,644 --> 01:11:29,249 He told us not to. 1013 01:11:29,369 --> 01:11:30,710 He thought it would upset you. 1014 01:11:30,737 --> 01:11:32,330 But he had to be here. 1015 01:11:32,413 --> 01:11:34,453 He basically planned the entire wedding. 1016 01:11:34,480 --> 01:11:37,413 I thought Mom took over the wedding planning. She told me she would. 1017 01:11:37,440 --> 01:11:41,672 No, I think maybe you told her that she was going to. 1018 01:11:41,756 --> 01:11:44,015 Look, it was a group effort, and we all pitched in. 1019 01:11:44,042 --> 01:11:47,261 Yeah. I don't know why you're so upset. I think it came together really well. 1020 01:11:47,345 --> 01:11:49,413 What, so he's just somewhere by himself right now 1021 01:11:49,440 --> 01:11:50,937 while we're all enjoying the party? 1022 01:11:50,964 --> 01:11:52,398 Well, you said you didn't want him here. 1023 01:11:52,425 --> 01:11:54,310 Where the fuck is he even staying? 1024 01:11:54,450 --> 01:11:55,910 At the Memory Motel. 1025 01:11:55,937 --> 01:11:58,523 Of course you know that, Stacey. You're such a fucking daddy's girl. 1026 01:11:58,606 --> 01:12:00,398 Hey. She's 12. 1027 01:12:00,425 --> 01:12:02,804 Look, I just think it's really awful 1028 01:12:02,831 --> 01:12:04,612 that none of you told me that he was coming here. 1029 01:12:05,151 --> 01:12:07,320 As if I'm the crazy one, like... 1030 01:12:07,347 --> 01:12:09,195 We don't think you're crazy, Whit. 1031 01:12:09,222 --> 01:12:12,460 We just wanted you to have a good day. All of us, him included. 1032 01:12:12,487 --> 01:12:15,050 How could you let him come here? I thought you understood. 1033 01:12:15,084 --> 01:12:18,098 - You of all people. - I do understand. 1034 01:12:18,167 --> 01:12:20,140 Your father's made some real mistakes 1035 01:12:20,167 --> 01:12:21,838 and you've had to bear the brunt of them. 1036 01:12:21,921 --> 01:12:23,214 But he does love you, Whit. 1037 01:12:23,297 --> 01:12:25,216 And he wanted to do this for you. 1038 01:12:25,519 --> 01:12:27,718 Even if he couldn't be here to see it. 1039 01:12:37,680 --> 01:12:40,439 Yeah. He's got you all fooled. 1040 01:12:41,732 --> 01:12:44,087 He bought my mother a plane ticket. 1041 01:12:44,914 --> 01:12:46,610 He didn't have to do that. 1042 01:12:48,931 --> 01:12:50,219 He did? 1043 01:12:54,998 --> 01:12:56,083 Fuck. 1044 01:12:56,110 --> 01:12:57,248 Excuse me. 1045 01:12:57,557 --> 01:12:59,548 Could I get a dance with the bride? 1046 01:13:00,805 --> 01:13:02,307 Of course, Grandpa. 1047 01:13:25,703 --> 01:13:27,842 What's wrong, kiddo? 1048 01:13:28,912 --> 01:13:31,732 You're awfully perceptive for someone with dementia. 1049 01:13:31,868 --> 01:13:34,788 Well, this is a good day. 1050 01:13:37,675 --> 01:13:39,612 So tell me, what's on your mind? 1051 01:13:40,293 --> 01:13:42,584 It's your wedding day. You don't look happy. 1052 01:13:43,209 --> 01:13:44,975 Sometimes I don't know what to think. 1053 01:13:45,311 --> 01:13:46,534 About what? 1054 01:13:46,561 --> 01:13:50,115 If people hurt you very badly, do you have to forgive them? 1055 01:13:51,135 --> 01:13:52,350 No. 1056 01:13:53,872 --> 01:13:56,129 But sometimes it hurts you more than it hurts them 1057 01:13:56,156 --> 01:13:57,623 to hold a grudge. 1058 01:13:59,518 --> 01:14:01,428 What's it all for, then? 1059 01:14:02,740 --> 01:14:05,252 If people can act however they want and get forgiven, 1060 01:14:05,279 --> 01:14:08,615 then what is the point of trying to be good in the first place? 1061 01:14:10,561 --> 01:14:13,287 I think it's about what kind of life you want to live. 1062 01:14:14,443 --> 01:14:17,018 You will have plenty of opportunities 1063 01:14:17,045 --> 01:14:19,436 to be angry in your life. 1064 01:14:19,803 --> 01:14:22,284 You have less chance to love people, though. 1065 01:14:22,311 --> 01:14:24,001 Really love them. 1066 01:14:24,326 --> 01:14:25,702 So you just... 1067 01:14:26,963 --> 01:14:30,584 you want to be careful how many of those opportunities you squander. 1068 01:14:31,615 --> 01:14:34,842 I think young people believe they'll just keep coming, but... 1069 01:14:35,927 --> 01:14:37,279 they don't. 1070 01:14:52,088 --> 01:14:54,729 Grandpa, can you help me with something? 1071 01:14:55,996 --> 01:14:57,908 Anything for you. 1072 01:15:05,058 --> 01:15:07,992 - You really think he's gonna do it? - He said he would. 1073 01:15:08,354 --> 01:15:11,398 - What if he forgets? - He was totally lucid a moment ago. 1074 01:15:11,425 --> 01:15:13,374 It seems really dangerous. He has Alzheimer's. 1075 01:15:13,401 --> 01:15:15,124 Do you have a better way to sneak out of this wedding? 1076 01:15:15,151 --> 01:15:16,443 We can just walk out. 1077 01:15:16,470 --> 01:15:17,805 She can't, you idiot. She's the bride. 1078 01:15:17,832 --> 01:15:19,800 Oh, my God, here he comes. Okay, okay. Um... 1079 01:15:20,336 --> 01:15:22,890 - Do we know the plan? Cake knife? - Check. 1080 01:15:22,917 --> 01:15:24,657 - Platter? - Yeah. Check. 1081 01:15:24,684 --> 01:15:25,815 Okay. 1082 01:15:35,553 --> 01:15:37,555 Oh, my God. Bruce! 1083 01:15:39,115 --> 01:15:40,198 Bruce! 1084 01:15:41,792 --> 01:15:44,651 - No! Okay. Go, go, go, go. - Okay. 1085 01:15:49,312 --> 01:15:50,646 Go find your sister. 1086 01:15:50,673 --> 01:15:51,924 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 1087 01:15:55,593 --> 01:15:56,927 I love you so much. 1088 01:16:05,120 --> 01:16:07,636 - I found champagne! - I got the coats! 1089 01:16:20,771 --> 01:16:22,560 Are we sure about this? 1090 01:16:26,115 --> 01:16:27,372 Come on. 1091 01:16:32,622 --> 01:16:34,294 Go, go, go. 1092 01:16:43,891 --> 01:16:46,627 Everyone stop! Back up! Back up! 1093 01:16:46,654 --> 01:16:48,009 - Jesus Christ. - What is it? 1094 01:16:48,036 --> 01:16:51,007 - What is going on? - Mom is in there. - So? 1095 01:16:52,266 --> 01:16:53,771 Oh, my God. 1096 01:16:54,321 --> 01:16:55,857 Oh, my God. 1097 01:16:57,052 --> 01:16:58,552 Oh, my God. 1098 01:16:59,357 --> 01:17:01,334 - Nice. - This is so difficult. 1099 01:17:01,361 --> 01:17:03,629 - What do we do? - I don't know, Whit. 1100 01:17:36,516 --> 01:17:39,278 This is gonna be a great story. 1101 01:19:27,671 --> 01:19:29,013 Now... 1102 01:19:30,306 --> 01:19:32,274 where were we? 1103 01:19:49,650 --> 01:19:51,245 Ah, yeah. 1104 01:19:52,361 --> 01:19:53,869 Ah, yes. 1105 01:19:54,915 --> 01:19:56,533 Chapter three. 1106 01:19:59,634 --> 01:20:03,822 "My parents were an odd couple." 1107 01:20:05,793 --> 01:20:09,423 "Him tall, patient but lazy." 1108 01:20:11,431 --> 01:20:16,119 "Her small, impatient and assiduous." 1109 01:20:16,785 --> 01:20:18,407 Ah, yeah. 1110 01:20:18,886 --> 01:20:20,847 Assiduous is right. 1111 01:20:36,250 --> 01:20:39,131 You know this doesn't mean anything, right? 1112 01:20:41,772 --> 01:20:43,725 - I do. - Okay. 1113 01:20:53,116 --> 01:20:56,384 You know, tomorrow we're gonna wake up and pretend this never happened, right? 1114 01:20:56,411 --> 01:20:59,366 Because you know we're both too old to change, right? 1115 01:21:01,167 --> 01:21:02,577 I do. 1116 01:21:09,782 --> 01:21:12,426 Hey, you know you're crying, right? 1117 01:21:15,975 --> 01:21:17,293 I do. 1118 01:21:21,668 --> 01:21:23,395 You know I love you? 1119 01:21:28,136 --> 01:21:29,220 I do. 1120 01:21:33,152 --> 01:21:35,460 You want to try this again? 1121 01:21:37,534 --> 01:21:38,928 I do. 1122 01:22:18,495 --> 01:22:20,607 I have to go, love. 1123 01:22:25,045 --> 01:22:27,036 I'll be back tomorrow. 1124 01:23:47,272 --> 01:23:48,760 Mom's home! 1125 01:23:48,787 --> 01:23:50,264 Mom's home?! 1126 01:23:50,577 --> 01:23:53,639 - Mom's home! Mom's home! - Mom's home! 1127 01:24:11,430 --> 01:24:14,211 I got to go talk to your dad, okay? 1128 01:24:31,750 --> 01:24:34,102 Paul, I'm so sorry. 1129 01:24:56,612 --> 01:24:58,587 - I love you. - I love you. 1130 01:29:05,845 --> 01:29:12,218 www.subtitulamos.tv