1 00:00:04,496 --> 00:00:06,191 Previously on The Affair... 2 00:00:06,218 --> 00:00:07,764 You were a good dad... 3 00:00:08,300 --> 00:00:10,636 and Mom was a great mom and... 4 00:00:10,719 --> 00:00:12,117 and we were happy. 5 00:00:12,144 --> 00:00:14,056 - Hello, friend. - Hello, friend. 6 00:00:14,139 --> 00:00:15,724 Or at least I thought we were. 7 00:00:15,807 --> 00:00:17,434 Do you know why I m-married you? 8 00:00:17,518 --> 00:00:19,289 I thought you were safe. 9 00:00:19,316 --> 00:00:22,397 I knew you would never cheat, you wouldn't leave, 10 00:00:22,481 --> 00:00:24,691 and we would have a nice life. 11 00:00:25,048 --> 00:00:28,574 It's so hard, living up to your goddamn standards all the time. 12 00:00:29,332 --> 00:00:31,800 Dad, what the fuck?! 13 00:00:32,816 --> 00:00:35,668 I thought that he'd turned a corner or something. 14 00:00:35,695 --> 00:00:37,636 After everything he's already put us through. 15 00:00:37,663 --> 00:00:40,249 Sometimes with toxic people, you have 16 00:00:40,332 --> 00:00:42,459 to make a clean break. 17 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:43,844 "Over the course of my reporting" 18 00:00:43,871 --> 00:00:46,000 on Solloway, six women, three of whom 19 00:00:46,027 --> 00:00:47,187 "wish to remain anonymous..." 20 00:00:47,222 --> 00:00:48,423 What? 21 00:00:48,964 --> 00:00:50,367 ls that news? 22 00:00:50,394 --> 00:00:52,344 That was just a brushfire near the Getty. 23 00:00:52,427 --> 00:00:55,730 How did that reporter know how to find Eden? 24 00:00:56,839 --> 00:00:58,600 Because you told her? 25 00:00:58,684 --> 00:01:00,102 I'm not the bad guy here. 26 00:01:00,316 --> 00:01:03,939 Noah's name is off the movie, his movie. 27 00:01:04,144 --> 00:01:06,191 Because that's what you wanted. 28 00:01:06,218 --> 00:01:09,278 This movie is my baby. 29 00:01:09,503 --> 00:01:11,808 All of this is my fault. 30 00:01:11,835 --> 00:01:13,615 Your dad didn't do anything wrong. 31 00:01:13,644 --> 00:01:15,273 Why are you still defending him? 32 00:01:15,300 --> 00:01:17,369 Because he's your father, and you guys need your father. 33 00:01:17,452 --> 00:01:19,406 Don't say that. This isn't about us. 34 00:01:19,433 --> 00:01:21,597 - This has never been about us. - What is it about? 35 00:01:21,624 --> 00:01:23,083 You could never let him go. 36 00:02:29,231 --> 00:02:35,848 www.subtitulamos.tv 37 00:02:40,817 --> 00:02:42,899 _ 38 00:02:42,926 --> 00:02:46,001 You're a narcissist. You're a vampire. You have no soul. 39 00:02:46,028 --> 00:02:47,782 - Whitney. - You burn through people, 40 00:02:47,809 --> 00:02:48,977 and when you're done using them, 41 00:02:49,004 --> 00:02:50,532 you just leave them on the side of the road. 42 00:02:50,559 --> 00:02:51,915 All right, honey, calm down. 43 00:02:51,942 --> 00:02:55,399 Alison probably fucking killed herself because of what you did to her. 44 00:02:55,426 --> 00:02:56,843 - Stop it! - And you? 45 00:02:56,927 --> 00:02:59,015 You can't survive without him, can you? 46 00:02:59,042 --> 00:03:00,718 You're a codependent nightmare. 47 00:03:00,745 --> 00:03:01,890 - Please, that's enough. - I fucking hate you both. 48 00:03:01,973 --> 00:03:04,268 - That's enough! - You deserve each other! 49 00:03:32,922 --> 00:03:35,455 Is it true, what she said about the hot tub? 50 00:03:39,839 --> 00:03:41,916 I didn't know it was her. I... 51 00:03:52,380 --> 00:03:53,513 I... 52 00:03:55,872 --> 00:03:57,362 I'm gonna go talk to her. 53 00:03:57,602 --> 00:03:59,478 - I'm gonna leave... - No, you can't fucking leave. 54 00:03:59,505 --> 00:04:01,825 Okay? You can't run away. 55 00:04:01,908 --> 00:04:04,067 Because we have to fix this. 56 00:04:05,966 --> 00:04:09,308 So I'm gonna go talk to her, and don't go anywhere. 57 00:04:36,802 --> 00:04:39,088 Look, I know you're upset. 58 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:43,955 We're all upset. 59 00:04:48,471 --> 00:04:51,065 It's been a terrible, terrible day. 60 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,501 But... 61 00:04:55,754 --> 00:04:57,494 your dad... 62 00:05:01,187 --> 00:05:03,523 Look, he's made mistakes. 63 00:05:03,638 --> 00:05:06,890 Nobody knows that better than I do. 64 00:05:08,335 --> 00:05:10,420 But he's not a bad man. 65 00:05:11,349 --> 00:05:15,357 I mean, don't you think he's being punished enough right now? By everybody? 66 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:17,066 By the world? 67 00:05:18,136 --> 00:05:21,523 And, Whitney, I-I don't think this is the time to fight. 68 00:05:21,550 --> 00:05:23,441 We need to support each other. 69 00:05:24,042 --> 00:05:25,760 We're family. 70 00:05:28,226 --> 00:05:30,011 What did you just say? 71 00:05:38,236 --> 00:05:40,029 We're the only family you have, Whitney. 72 00:05:40,093 --> 00:05:42,226 We are not a fucking family. 73 00:05:42,867 --> 00:05:45,262 And I'm tired of pretending like we are. 74 00:05:45,518 --> 00:05:47,228 You're holding onto a myth. 75 00:05:47,255 --> 00:05:49,254 Okay, I know. You're upset. 76 00:05:49,281 --> 00:05:52,547 Yes, I'm upset. I'm very upset. 77 00:05:53,070 --> 00:05:55,234 But I'm not crazy. 78 00:05:56,059 --> 00:05:58,437 It's obviously more important to you 79 00:05:58,523 --> 00:06:01,387 to hold on to a fantasy of being a perfect mom, 80 00:06:01,414 --> 00:06:04,879 of being the one who held us all together than it is for you to admit 81 00:06:04,906 --> 00:06:07,800 that this whole thing is a fucking charade. 82 00:06:08,545 --> 00:06:11,947 Dad only cares about himself, and you only care about Dad. 83 00:06:11,974 --> 00:06:13,838 That is not true. 84 00:06:13,865 --> 00:06:15,545 Yes, it is. 85 00:06:18,894 --> 00:06:21,756 Will you please come back outside 86 00:06:21,840 --> 00:06:23,956 and just talk to us? 87 00:06:25,261 --> 00:06:27,414 I mean, you're getting married in three weeks. 88 00:06:27,441 --> 00:06:30,429 How-how are we gonna do that if you're not even talking to us? 89 00:06:30,456 --> 00:06:32,398 I mean, how is he gonna walk you down the aisle? 90 00:06:32,425 --> 00:06:33,714 He's not. 91 00:06:37,109 --> 00:06:38,315 What? 92 00:06:38,769 --> 00:06:41,443 He's not gonna walk me down the aisle 93 00:06:41,761 --> 00:06:43,703 because he's not coming to my wedding. 94 00:06:43,730 --> 00:06:45,785 Of course he's invited to your wedding. 95 00:06:47,667 --> 00:06:49,586 He's your father. 96 00:06:49,613 --> 00:06:52,433 You know, he made you. He and I. 97 00:06:52,994 --> 00:06:57,348 We made you. You wouldn't be here without us. 98 00:06:57,375 --> 00:06:59,350 - You don't get it. - I do get it. I just think 99 00:06:59,377 --> 00:07:02,660 you're being kind of shortsighted right now and actually pretty fucking cruel. 100 00:07:02,687 --> 00:07:04,461 You know, all I want for myself in life 101 00:07:04,488 --> 00:07:06,259 is not to end up like you. 102 00:07:24,078 --> 00:07:25,913 Jesus. Fucking Noah. 103 00:07:32,010 --> 00:07:33,195 Where's Dad? 104 00:07:33,289 --> 00:07:35,330 He had to go take care of stuff. 105 00:07:35,969 --> 00:07:38,181 - Where's Whitney? - She's in the bedroom. 106 00:07:39,861 --> 00:07:41,047 What now? 107 00:07:41,078 --> 00:07:43,504 Well, I'm starving. 108 00:07:43,531 --> 00:07:45,458 Wonder if Whitney's got any food. 109 00:07:45,485 --> 00:07:46,800 Mom, what now? 110 00:07:46,906 --> 00:07:48,910 You're gonna have to just give me a minute. 111 00:07:48,944 --> 00:07:50,821 Okay, honey? Please. 112 00:08:00,923 --> 00:08:03,914 _ 113 00:08:08,401 --> 00:08:10,461 Hi, it's Noah. Leave a message. 114 00:08:15,161 --> 00:08:17,144 Hi, it's Noah. Leave a message. 115 00:08:20,594 --> 00:08:22,043 Mrs. Solloway? 116 00:08:22,305 --> 00:08:24,341 Butler. Call me Mrs. Butl... 117 00:08:24,368 --> 00:08:27,055 No-no, just call-call me Helen. 118 00:08:27,735 --> 00:08:29,208 - _ - I'm sorry to ask this 119 00:08:29,235 --> 00:08:31,138 at what I know is a very stressful time, 120 00:08:31,165 --> 00:08:34,087 but might you have any idea where Whitney's birth certificate is? 121 00:08:34,243 --> 00:08:36,891 Her birth... What? 122 00:08:36,975 --> 00:08:39,212 Yeah, we need it to get our marriage license. 123 00:08:42,266 --> 00:08:44,482 Yeah, I'm sure I have it somewhere. I can get it. 124 00:08:44,566 --> 00:08:45,984 That would be great. 125 00:08:46,067 --> 00:08:48,235 We actually are about to miss the deadline, 126 00:08:48,266 --> 00:08:50,739 and if we don't have that, I'll miss the deadline for my green card. 127 00:08:50,766 --> 00:08:51,844 Shit. 128 00:08:52,379 --> 00:08:54,903 - What? - It's not at my house. lt's at Noah's house. 129 00:08:54,930 --> 00:08:55,716 Why? 130 00:08:55,743 --> 00:08:58,239 Because that's what happens when you get divorced, Whitney. 131 00:08:58,266 --> 00:09:00,919 You split up the the passports and the birth certificates. 132 00:09:00,946 --> 00:09:01,844 Why? 133 00:09:02,118 --> 00:09:05,677 So neither one of us will, I don't know, flee the country with all of you guys. 134 00:09:05,761 --> 00:09:08,980 I took Martin and Stacey's, your dad took yours and Whitney's. 135 00:09:09,007 --> 00:09:10,489 Why would you give mine to Dad? 136 00:09:10,516 --> 00:09:13,196 Clearly, because I was trying to traumatize you. I mean, what the fuck, Whitney? 137 00:09:13,223 --> 00:09:14,722 We just divided 'em up randomly. 138 00:09:16,661 --> 00:09:17,993 You know what? 139 00:09:18,555 --> 00:09:21,180 I'm just gonna go get it. Myself. 140 00:09:21,532 --> 00:09:22,847 Wait, are you leaving? 141 00:09:22,874 --> 00:09:25,091 Yeah. You're gonna be okay, sweetheart. 142 00:09:25,118 --> 00:09:27,427 Don't worry about it. Your sister is here. 143 00:09:27,454 --> 00:09:30,048 All right? She can take care of you for a little while. 144 00:09:30,258 --> 00:09:32,532 I think it would be good for her to be responsible for somebody 145 00:09:32,559 --> 00:09:34,225 besides herself for a change. 146 00:09:36,659 --> 00:09:38,537 See what it's like. 147 00:09:40,330 --> 00:09:42,588 Voluntary evacuations are underway 148 00:09:42,615 --> 00:09:45,143 for Topanga Canyon and surrounding areas. 149 00:09:45,170 --> 00:09:48,252 The fire continues to grow, with zero percent containment. 150 00:09:48,279 --> 00:09:50,268 Fire officials are suggesting anyone living 151 00:09:50,295 --> 00:09:53,568 in the area to make preparations to evacuate. 152 00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:55,470 More than 200 firefighters 153 00:09:55,553 --> 00:09:57,498 are already involved in fighting the blaze, 154 00:09:57,525 --> 00:09:59,006 with more on the... 155 00:10:04,387 --> 00:10:05,709 Noah? 156 00:10:33,379 --> 00:10:34,592 Noah. 157 00:10:40,772 --> 00:10:42,474 Noah, wake up. 158 00:10:46,092 --> 00:10:47,318 Noah. 159 00:10:48,348 --> 00:10:50,013 Come on. Noah. 160 00:12:03,681 --> 00:12:05,892 How do you not know where it is? 161 00:12:05,975 --> 00:12:06,964 It should be in here. 162 00:12:06,991 --> 00:12:08,976 This is where I keep most of my important stuff. 163 00:12:09,003 --> 00:12:10,874 It's not there. I don't know where the fuck it went. 164 00:12:10,901 --> 00:12:12,065 Clearly. 165 00:12:12,148 --> 00:12:13,983 Helen, it's not in with my spoons. 166 00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:16,073 Well, who knows? It could be anywhere, right? 167 00:12:17,268 --> 00:12:18,960 - Could you stop doing that? - Why, I'm sorry, 168 00:12:18,987 --> 00:12:20,057 is it bothering you? 169 00:12:20,114 --> 00:12:22,616 - Do you have a hangover? - Stop that! Stop it! 170 00:12:22,643 --> 00:12:25,578 How the fuck did you not know it was her in the hot tub? 171 00:12:29,029 --> 00:12:30,891 What are you really asking? 172 00:12:33,555 --> 00:12:35,973 Because I find it highly improbable you could get 173 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:38,375 that close to your own daughter and not recognize her. 174 00:12:39,303 --> 00:12:41,928 Oh, so you're saying that I-I did recognize her? 175 00:12:42,011 --> 00:12:43,388 And I went after her? 176 00:12:45,512 --> 00:12:46,748 Helen? 177 00:12:49,553 --> 00:12:51,350 - No. - Are you sure? 'Cause if that's 178 00:12:51,377 --> 00:12:53,213 - what you really think... - I don't, I don't. 179 00:12:54,779 --> 00:12:57,487 So you're just trying to make me feel like a complete shit for no reason? 180 00:12:57,514 --> 00:12:59,651 No, no, not for no reason! 181 00:12:59,678 --> 00:13:00,971 There's a reason. 182 00:13:00,998 --> 00:13:02,901 Years ago, you traumatized our daughter 183 00:13:02,928 --> 00:13:04,987 and you never even fucking mentioned it! 184 00:13:05,014 --> 00:13:06,884 And at this point, Noah, I don't know 185 00:13:06,911 --> 00:13:11,408 if you're stupid or evil or crazy or all three. 186 00:13:11,435 --> 00:13:14,102 But you really should definitely feel like a complete shit. 187 00:13:14,129 --> 00:13:15,568 - I do! - Good! 188 00:13:18,615 --> 00:13:20,940 - What was she even doing at that party, Helen? - My God. 189 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:24,315 She was in high school. What was she doing out in Montauk by herself, 190 00:13:24,342 --> 00:13:25,523 - in a fucking hurricane? - Are you really trying to say 191 00:13:25,550 --> 00:13:27,309 - that this is my fault? - Oh, no, of course not. 192 00:13:27,336 --> 00:13:30,590 - Nothing's ever your fault. - Oh, please. You are incredible. 193 00:13:30,617 --> 00:13:34,024 I am so fucking tired of you lecturing me. 194 00:13:34,051 --> 00:13:37,329 With your self-important, fucking self-righteous, 195 00:13:37,356 --> 00:13:38,651 holier-than-thou... 196 00:13:38,735 --> 00:13:41,071 You don't think I fucking hate myself for that night? 197 00:13:41,098 --> 00:13:42,422 That was the worst night of my life... 198 00:13:42,449 --> 00:13:44,641 - My God. Your life? - Yes! My life. 199 00:13:44,668 --> 00:13:46,226 My fucking life! 200 00:13:47,223 --> 00:13:50,551 I lost my daughter that night. You don't think I know that?! 201 00:13:52,691 --> 00:13:54,902 You don't think I've been trying ever since 202 00:13:55,558 --> 00:13:57,649 to try and make it up to her? 203 00:13:57,795 --> 00:14:01,613 I would do anything... anything... to undo what happened. 204 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:08,029 And finally, finally, 205 00:14:08,056 --> 00:14:10,220 last week in Montauk, I... 206 00:14:10,767 --> 00:14:13,963 preparing for the wedding, we had fun and... 207 00:14:16,923 --> 00:14:19,431 We were father and daughter again. 208 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:23,758 If I could just give her that. If I can just 209 00:14:23,991 --> 00:14:27,422 give her a good wedding with us all there together having fun, then... 210 00:14:27,449 --> 00:14:29,010 She doesn't want you there. 211 00:14:32,030 --> 00:14:33,294 What do you mean? 212 00:14:34,757 --> 00:14:36,913 I mean, you're not invited to the wedding. 213 00:14:37,351 --> 00:14:38,871 What, she said that? 214 00:14:38,898 --> 00:14:39,913 Yeah. 215 00:14:45,037 --> 00:14:46,609 Jesus Christ. 216 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:25,073 What's this? "Dear-dear Helen..." 217 00:15:29,745 --> 00:15:32,723 That's the letter I wrote to you the night before our wedding. 218 00:15:34,213 --> 00:15:35,596 Why do you have it? 219 00:15:37,057 --> 00:15:39,401 'Cause I found it in the trash 220 00:15:40,138 --> 00:15:41,831 in your parents' guest room the next day, 221 00:15:41,858 --> 00:15:43,721 and so I fished it out and kept it. 222 00:15:49,821 --> 00:15:51,315 What does it say? 223 00:15:57,450 --> 00:15:59,055 "Dear Helen. 224 00:16:02,946 --> 00:16:06,000 "I can't believe tomorrow is our wedding day." 225 00:16:09,441 --> 00:16:11,679 "I love you so much." 226 00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:15,734 You're the best thing that ever happened to me. 227 00:16:16,729 --> 00:16:18,398 I know we've had some hard times, 228 00:16:18,425 --> 00:16:21,000 "but I'm so glad we've stuck it out." 229 00:16:23,566 --> 00:16:25,947 "I love what we have and are building together, 230 00:16:25,974 --> 00:16:28,271 and I think you and I are worth the effort." 231 00:16:30,435 --> 00:16:34,754 "I have countless superlatives for you," but at the risk of 232 00:16:35,121 --> 00:16:37,313 belaboring, i think 233 00:16:37,683 --> 00:16:39,519 you're beautiful..." 234 00:16:43,097 --> 00:16:45,796 "sexy, brilliant, kind, tough, strong," 235 00:16:45,823 --> 00:16:47,134 brave, gentle, 236 00:16:47,933 --> 00:16:49,773 creative, funny, thoughtful. 237 00:16:49,964 --> 00:16:52,109 You're a really good person, but mostly you're the person 238 00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:53,766 whom I'm most excited to see every day. 239 00:16:53,793 --> 00:16:57,449 I'm so grateful you're gonna be my wife. 240 00:16:58,395 --> 00:17:00,027 "Love, Noah." 241 00:17:11,376 --> 00:17:13,270 Did you think I threw that away? 242 00:17:14,845 --> 00:17:16,348 I didn't know. 243 00:17:18,033 --> 00:17:20,113 Well, I wouldn't have. I just... 244 00:17:22,890 --> 00:17:25,848 I probably just put it somewhere. I'm so careless. 245 00:17:29,968 --> 00:17:32,994 You used to write me letters like this all the time. 246 00:17:36,296 --> 00:17:38,770 Well, I wanted to be a writer. 247 00:17:41,080 --> 00:17:42,958 Yeah, and I just assumed 248 00:17:44,426 --> 00:17:46,830 there'd be more of them, that they'd just keep coming. 249 00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:49,005 I never imagined you'd stop loving me. 250 00:18:06,724 --> 00:18:07,878 - Hi. - Hey. 251 00:18:07,962 --> 00:18:10,790 Hi, folks. We're starting a mandatory evacuation. 252 00:18:10,817 --> 00:18:11,882 I'm sorry, what? 253 00:18:11,966 --> 00:18:13,482 The winds shifted overnight. 254 00:18:13,509 --> 00:18:14,844 The fire's headed towards the canyon. 255 00:18:14,927 --> 00:18:16,892 - Shit. - lt's only a few miles away now 256 00:18:16,919 --> 00:18:19,298 and it's burning quickly. You have to leave. 257 00:18:19,325 --> 00:18:20,618 You mean, like, right now? 258 00:18:20,645 --> 00:18:22,310 Yes, and if you have a car, 259 00:18:22,393 --> 00:18:24,618 there are a few people making their way down the main road on foot. 260 00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:26,611 We're asking people with any extra room to pick them up. 261 00:18:26,638 --> 00:18:27,630 Okay, yeah, sure. 262 00:18:27,657 --> 00:18:29,849 - We'll see you down there. - Yeah. 263 00:18:31,027 --> 00:18:32,849 Okay, what...? Should we just do... 264 00:18:32,876 --> 00:18:35,295 get some water bottles or something? Or... 265 00:18:37,158 --> 00:18:40,095 Do you have a fire extinguisher? Is that a stupid idea? 266 00:18:40,122 --> 00:18:41,958 What about Whitney's birth certificate? 267 00:18:41,985 --> 00:18:43,122 You know what? Fuck it. 268 00:18:43,149 --> 00:18:45,481 There are other ways to get a birth certificate. Come on. 269 00:18:45,962 --> 00:18:47,630 Put your shoes on. 270 00:18:51,043 --> 00:18:52,349 What are you doing? 271 00:18:53,254 --> 00:18:54,545 I can't go. 272 00:18:54,572 --> 00:18:55,731 What? 273 00:18:56,824 --> 00:18:58,775 - I'm not going. - What are you talking about? 274 00:18:58,802 --> 00:19:00,032 I don't know what to take, Helen. 275 00:19:00,059 --> 00:19:03,032 Nothing. Take nothing. I mean, we don't have any time. 276 00:19:03,059 --> 00:19:05,478 Well, I-I-I can't just leave it here. What if it burns? 277 00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:07,244 So let it burn. It's all just stuff. 278 00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:09,712 It's not just stuff. It's all I've got. 279 00:19:09,739 --> 00:19:10,876 - Noah. - Helen, 280 00:19:10,903 --> 00:19:13,638 you don't understand. You have the kids, I don't. 281 00:19:14,231 --> 00:19:16,072 They don't want anything to do with me anymore. 282 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,948 This is all I've got left. 283 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:22,912 Everything that happened, it's here, it's all this... 284 00:19:23,565 --> 00:19:26,041 photo albums and letters and... 285 00:19:29,557 --> 00:19:31,170 I can't just leave it. I can't. 286 00:19:31,229 --> 00:19:32,187 Okay. 287 00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:34,928 Fine, we'll put it all in the fucking car. Let's just go. 288 00:19:34,955 --> 00:19:37,153 - No... you go. I'm-I'm staying. - No, I'm not leaving here... 289 00:19:37,180 --> 00:19:38,557 Just fucking go, Helen! 290 00:19:41,144 --> 00:19:42,919 What are you doing here anyway? 291 00:19:42,946 --> 00:19:44,740 - What do you mean? - Why did you come here? 292 00:19:44,767 --> 00:19:46,018 I... because... 293 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:48,104 to find the-the birth certificate. 294 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:49,387 Well, you could've just called me, 295 00:19:49,414 --> 00:19:51,178 - told me to look for it. - I did call you. 296 00:19:51,205 --> 00:19:52,721 I called you twice and you didn't answer. 297 00:19:52,748 --> 00:19:55,620 No, I think Whitney's right. I think you, I think you have... 298 00:19:57,041 --> 00:19:59,772 I think you have some weird codependency with me 299 00:19:59,799 --> 00:20:02,784 or some obsession, I-I don't know what it is. It's not right. 300 00:20:06,865 --> 00:20:08,432 Are you serious right now? 301 00:20:08,459 --> 00:20:11,794 It's not appropriate, Helen. I'm not your husband anymore. 302 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,628 You shouldn't be here. 303 00:20:29,055 --> 00:20:31,195 I hope you burn. 304 00:20:52,442 --> 00:20:53,752 You guys want a ride? 305 00:20:53,787 --> 00:20:55,966 - That would be great, thank you. - All right, get in. 306 00:20:56,536 --> 00:20:57,943 All right, I got it. 307 00:21:04,481 --> 00:21:06,373 - Thank you. - Yeah. 308 00:21:09,894 --> 00:21:11,919 - Thank you. - Where's the...? 309 00:21:17,992 --> 00:21:19,285 Okay, let's go. 310 00:21:26,177 --> 00:21:28,454 I'm Anna. This is John. 311 00:21:28,537 --> 00:21:30,206 Th-Thank you again. 312 00:21:30,552 --> 00:21:32,181 Our car broke down the other day. 313 00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:34,154 I was gonna fix it this morning, 314 00:21:34,554 --> 00:21:36,119 but my wife is so pregnant... 315 00:21:36,146 --> 00:21:37,171 Thank you, seriously. 316 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:38,786 It's gonna be okay. 317 00:21:39,006 --> 00:21:41,642 This car was built to withstand a chemical attack, 318 00:21:41,669 --> 00:21:44,333 so it's gonna be okay. You all right? 319 00:21:44,607 --> 00:21:46,685 I think there's some water back there in the door. 320 00:21:47,350 --> 00:21:48,787 What's that noise? 321 00:21:49,185 --> 00:21:50,520 What's happening? 322 00:21:59,834 --> 00:22:01,458 Oh, my God. 323 00:22:07,388 --> 00:22:09,662 Where is the apocalypse button? 324 00:22:10,482 --> 00:22:11,646 _ 325 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:18,754 How do you survive chemical warfare in this car? 326 00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:20,256 _ 327 00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:22,881 It was your fucking idea to move here, John. 328 00:22:23,334 --> 00:22:26,220 I wanted to live in Marina del Rey, but you were like, 329 00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:29,223 "Let's move to Topanga. That way nobody will bother us." 330 00:22:29,490 --> 00:22:31,934 I like when people bother us. 331 00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:34,162 I like having people around. 332 00:22:34,189 --> 00:22:36,662 - We're about to have a baby, for Christ's sakes. - Yeah, I know. 333 00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:39,646 So maybe it's time for you to get over 334 00:22:39,673 --> 00:22:41,402 your fucking social anxiety, 335 00:22:41,485 --> 00:22:44,334 take your Xanax, and face the world. 336 00:22:44,514 --> 00:22:47,404 It's not just you anymore. There's three of us now. 337 00:22:48,990 --> 00:22:50,077 Great. 338 00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:54,576 Excuse me, Officer. 339 00:22:54,881 --> 00:22:58,287 Would you please roll up the window, please? There's too much smoke. 340 00:23:00,579 --> 00:23:03,268 Look, I'm gonna take care of you, okay? 341 00:23:03,295 --> 00:23:04,737 Of you and the peanut. 342 00:23:04,764 --> 00:23:06,066 I promised that I would, and I will. 343 00:23:06,093 --> 00:23:08,068 You've been doing a real bang-up job of it so far. 344 00:23:08,095 --> 00:23:09,658 Look, the fire is not my fault, Anna, okay? I didn't set it. 345 00:23:09,685 --> 00:23:12,391 I didn't say you fucking set it, John. 346 00:23:12,474 --> 00:23:14,491 I said we shouldn't have been here in the fucking first place. 347 00:23:14,525 --> 00:23:16,185 Okay, you guys, I'm sorry to interrupt, okay, 348 00:23:16,212 --> 00:23:18,606 but this is, this is not helping, all right? 349 00:23:19,009 --> 00:23:20,565 I know you're scared, 350 00:23:20,592 --> 00:23:23,010 but screaming at each other is just a waste of time, 351 00:23:23,037 --> 00:23:25,669 and it's just... it's just a waste of energy, 352 00:23:25,696 --> 00:23:27,560 and it's gonna dehydrate you. 353 00:23:29,058 --> 00:23:31,006 All right, you're gonna be parents. 354 00:23:31,357 --> 00:23:33,748 You're a team now, you have to remember that. 355 00:23:41,855 --> 00:23:43,273 What does this do? 356 00:23:47,168 --> 00:23:49,495 _ 357 00:23:51,323 --> 00:23:53,222 Bingo. Okay. 358 00:23:56,484 --> 00:23:58,199 Okay, we can relax. 359 00:24:00,224 --> 00:24:02,644 Just have to wait for this traffic to get moving. 360 00:24:24,373 --> 00:24:27,889 _ 361 00:24:28,147 --> 00:24:30,067 It's moving incredibly quickly, 362 00:24:30,094 --> 00:24:32,050 and at zero percent contained, 363 00:24:32,077 --> 00:24:34,605 it's still considered a very dangerous situation. 364 00:24:34,632 --> 00:24:36,425 The Santa Ana winds died down last night, 365 00:24:36,452 --> 00:24:38,870 but they're expected to pick back up this afternoon, 366 00:24:38,897 --> 00:24:41,448 which could mean more evacuations in Los Angeles 367 00:24:41,475 --> 00:24:43,886 and Ventura Counties. Now back to you, Molly. 368 00:24:43,913 --> 00:24:44,862 Thanks, Charles. 369 00:24:44,889 --> 00:24:47,403 We go now to Suzie Lee, who's live with a member 370 00:24:47,430 --> 00:24:49,446 of our brave Los Angeles Fire Department, 371 00:24:49,530 --> 00:24:52,448 with some advice for people based on recent experience. 372 00:24:52,475 --> 00:24:53,367 Suzie. 373 00:24:53,450 --> 00:24:56,128 Thanks, Molly. I'm here with Dan Foster. 374 00:24:56,155 --> 00:24:58,620 Dan, you've faced this sort of thing before. 375 00:24:58,647 --> 00:25:01,413 What advice would you give people in this situation? 376 00:25:01,835 --> 00:25:03,831 Well, these things are unpredictable, 377 00:25:03,858 --> 00:25:05,921 but I guess something my captain told me years ago 378 00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:07,381 has always stayed with me. 379 00:25:07,464 --> 00:25:10,941 He said, in circumstances like these, "movement is life." 380 00:25:10,968 --> 00:25:13,387 If you move, you live. If you stay, you die. 381 00:25:13,470 --> 00:25:16,056 So if they're telling you to leave, people, leave. 382 00:25:16,140 --> 00:25:18,639 Don't wait, just go. 383 00:26:21,073 --> 00:26:22,055 Fuck. 384 00:26:26,579 --> 00:26:29,103 Hi, it's Whitney. Leave a message. 385 00:26:38,439 --> 00:26:41,001 _ 386 00:26:48,595 --> 00:26:51,931 _ 387 00:27:20,802 --> 00:27:23,337 Hi, it's Whitney. Leave a message. 388 00:27:25,898 --> 00:27:27,759 Whit, I... 389 00:27:46,044 --> 00:27:47,920 _ 390 00:27:57,033 --> 00:27:59,681 _ 391 00:27:59,708 --> 00:28:02,175 _ 392 00:28:20,125 --> 00:28:22,689 Why don't you tell me how it began? 393 00:28:22,892 --> 00:28:25,337 It was so long ago, who remembers? 394 00:28:25,599 --> 00:28:28,282 We're hoping that you do, Ms. Bailey. 395 00:28:29,290 --> 00:28:32,642 It all began on a dark and stormy night. 396 00:28:33,221 --> 00:28:34,477 God, no. 397 00:28:34,504 --> 00:28:36,095 I'm kidding. Please... 398 00:28:36,556 --> 00:28:38,157 don't write that down. 399 00:28:38,493 --> 00:28:40,886 Do you remember seeing him for the first time? 400 00:28:40,969 --> 00:28:42,032 Yeah. 401 00:28:42,655 --> 00:28:44,681 Do you remember what you thought? 402 00:28:46,220 --> 00:28:47,492 Ms. Bailey? 403 00:28:48,255 --> 00:28:51,712 No, but I remember he was holding his daughter. 404 00:29:07,062 --> 00:29:09,998 Look, I can't really tell you what I was thinking. 405 00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:13,251 That first year, everything was still such a blur. 406 00:29:14,180 --> 00:29:17,172 But I do remember the sun was really bright, 407 00:29:17,641 --> 00:29:21,385 like, unusually strong for so early in the season. 408 00:29:22,250 --> 00:29:24,273 There was no place to hide. 409 00:29:24,844 --> 00:29:27,758 I liked this one spot by the lighthouse. 410 00:29:28,016 --> 00:29:31,211 The waves out there seemed even angrier than I was. 411 00:29:42,239 --> 00:29:44,933 How old were you when it began? 412 00:29:46,438 --> 00:29:48,273 I was 31 years old. 413 00:29:50,198 --> 00:29:52,791 I remember promising myself I'd get to 35. 414 00:29:52,874 --> 00:29:55,544 I'd make it through till then. 415 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,159 And if nothing had changed... 416 00:30:00,253 --> 00:30:02,300 well, then I had tried hard enough. 417 00:30:10,851 --> 00:30:12,172 Oh, Alison. 418 00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:17,735 I'm so sorry. 419 00:30:23,089 --> 00:30:25,092 Wish I could go back and... 420 00:30:50,793 --> 00:30:52,917 Mr. Solloway, hi. 421 00:30:53,573 --> 00:30:55,188 Thanks for coming in. 422 00:30:56,047 --> 00:30:58,614 Not like I had much of a choice. 423 00:30:58,641 --> 00:31:01,227 Well, we'll try not to take up too much of your time. 424 00:31:02,164 --> 00:31:05,321 So, can you tell us a bit about who you were back then? 425 00:31:06,727 --> 00:31:08,408 Mr. Solloway? 426 00:31:08,612 --> 00:31:10,800 I don't understand the question. 427 00:31:10,967 --> 00:31:13,039 What exactly do you want to know? 428 00:31:13,684 --> 00:31:16,211 How were you feeling about your life? 429 00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:20,378 Fine. Fine. 430 00:31:20,805 --> 00:31:22,727 Can you say a little more? 431 00:31:23,313 --> 00:31:25,508 Great. I was feeling great, you know? 432 00:31:26,157 --> 00:31:28,953 My children were healthy. My wife was beautiful. 433 00:31:31,234 --> 00:31:33,599 My life was pretty fucking perfect. 434 00:31:37,124 --> 00:31:39,889 I-I was a happy man back then. 435 00:31:40,521 --> 00:31:43,849 I was proud of my family, my first book had just come out, I... 436 00:31:44,528 --> 00:31:48,393 Everything I'd promised myself I'd achieve when I was a young man, 437 00:31:48,599 --> 00:31:49,866 I'd done it. 438 00:31:50,007 --> 00:31:51,069 But... 439 00:31:51,933 --> 00:31:53,684 Well, that's it. There is no "but." 440 00:31:54,324 --> 00:31:57,761 When I look back, I... I can't tell you why it happened. 441 00:32:00,996 --> 00:32:03,894 I was restless, sure, but all men are restless. 442 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:08,045 But you give up certain 443 00:32:08,072 --> 00:32:10,887 personal liberties to live in a secure state. 444 00:32:10,971 --> 00:32:12,564 On all levels. 445 00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:16,814 National. Municipal. Marital. 446 00:32:18,025 --> 00:32:20,806 I never had any problem with that. I enjoyed being married. 447 00:32:22,232 --> 00:32:24,618 When other men used to complain about their wives, I'd just think, 448 00:32:24,645 --> 00:32:26,501 "Poor sucker made a bad choice." 449 00:32:31,624 --> 00:32:33,408 I enjoyed being married. 450 00:32:34,025 --> 00:32:36,637 When other men used to complain about their wives, I'd just think, 451 00:32:36,664 --> 00:32:38,330 "Poor sucker made a bad choice." 452 00:32:58,376 --> 00:32:59,269 - Hi. - Hey. 453 00:32:59,352 --> 00:33:01,486 I saw your car. I figured you were still here. 454 00:33:01,513 --> 00:33:02,779 I'm sorry, who are you? 455 00:33:02,806 --> 00:33:04,691 Ned, I'm from next door. 456 00:33:04,774 --> 00:33:06,564 Been there for 50 years and I am not leaving. 457 00:33:06,735 --> 00:33:09,541 That's what I told the sheriff. 458 00:33:11,781 --> 00:33:14,632 Well, I am. I'm leaving right now. 459 00:33:14,659 --> 00:33:17,001 Well, you can't. It's-it's too late. 460 00:33:17,245 --> 00:33:18,496 What? 461 00:33:18,523 --> 00:33:20,021 I just spoke to the sheriff. 462 00:33:20,048 --> 00:33:22,623 The fire is coming down the canyon. 463 00:33:22,650 --> 00:33:24,764 - You can't get out. - Really? 464 00:33:24,791 --> 00:33:27,162 You can't go. You got to shelter in place. 465 00:33:27,189 --> 00:33:28,662 - What? - Yeah, 466 00:33:28,689 --> 00:33:30,045 clean your gutters, 467 00:33:30,072 --> 00:33:32,685 rake your yard, hose down your house, 468 00:33:32,712 --> 00:33:35,388 put wet towels underneath your door, 469 00:33:35,472 --> 00:33:36,810 fill up the bathtub. 470 00:33:36,837 --> 00:33:39,226 And if you've got a basement, well, that's even better. 471 00:33:39,309 --> 00:33:40,769 But you can't go. 472 00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:43,853 Topanga Canyon is completely gridlocked. 473 00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:46,712 How much time do we have? 474 00:33:46,791 --> 00:33:48,652 M-maybe an hour. 475 00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:50,586 Maybe two hours. 476 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:52,489 You know, they're-they're trying to move people 477 00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:53,907 into the fire station. 478 00:33:53,934 --> 00:33:57,017 That is a fool's errand if you ask me. 479 00:33:58,291 --> 00:34:00,006 I'm going. Good luck. 480 00:34:00,033 --> 00:34:01,994 Yeah. Nice house. 481 00:34:02,806 --> 00:34:04,353 You can have it. 482 00:34:13,885 --> 00:34:16,205 Stay with them, stay with them. 483 00:34:28,191 --> 00:34:29,522 Helen? 484 00:34:31,679 --> 00:34:34,069 - Don't even think about it, fucker! - Fuck. 485 00:34:34,835 --> 00:34:37,632 Okay. Okay, fuck, fine. Fuck you. 486 00:34:47,247 --> 00:34:49,899 Helen. Open the window. 487 00:34:49,926 --> 00:34:51,470 No, there's too much smoke. 488 00:34:51,497 --> 00:34:53,675 - We have to get out of here. - What? 489 00:34:53,758 --> 00:34:55,543 Open up. Come on, get out. 490 00:34:57,184 --> 00:34:58,597 What the fuck, Noah? 491 00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:00,298 The fire's coming. We have to get out of here. 492 00:35:00,325 --> 00:35:02,102 No. They just told us to stay. 493 00:35:02,129 --> 00:35:05,353 - Who did? - Some... this guy. 494 00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:07,203 He said the traffic's starting to move 495 00:35:07,230 --> 00:35:08,923 down at the bottom; we just have to wait a few minutes. 496 00:35:08,950 --> 00:35:11,149 It's not true. The-the fire is an hour away. 497 00:35:11,176 --> 00:35:12,493 We have to get out of here. 498 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:14,548 Don't worry, look. You see this ridge right here? 499 00:35:14,575 --> 00:35:16,399 I've hiked it before. There's a fire road up here, 500 00:35:16,434 --> 00:35:18,524 it goes all the way down to the ocean. We just have to get up there. 501 00:35:18,551 --> 00:35:19,973 Okay, what about them? 502 00:35:22,735 --> 00:35:23,944 Who the fuck are they? 503 00:35:23,971 --> 00:35:26,166 I don't... I picked them up. They don't have a car. 504 00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:27,618 Okay, well, they'll have to come with us. 505 00:35:27,645 --> 00:35:29,772 - She's pregnant. - Fuck, look, Helen, 506 00:35:29,799 --> 00:35:31,046 I don't know what to say, but we have to go. 507 00:35:31,073 --> 00:35:33,120 Movement is life. If we stay here, 508 00:35:33,147 --> 00:35:34,768 we'll probably fucking die. 509 00:35:36,806 --> 00:35:37,817 Fuck. 510 00:35:46,042 --> 00:35:47,136 Fuck. 511 00:35:51,938 --> 00:35:54,680 - They coming? - No. Now what? 512 00:35:55,078 --> 00:35:56,119 Here. 513 00:35:57,687 --> 00:35:59,602 Take this. Follow me. 514 00:36:05,850 --> 00:36:09,419 _ 515 00:36:12,076 --> 00:36:15,275 Okay, we need to get down there, cross the ravine, 516 00:36:15,302 --> 00:36:16,682 - and hike up the other side. - That's miles. 517 00:36:16,709 --> 00:36:18,326 It's not, it's okay. We can do it. 518 00:36:19,541 --> 00:36:21,763 - No. No way. - Helen, 519 00:36:22,771 --> 00:36:25,392 I know you're scared, but you got to trust me. 520 00:36:33,790 --> 00:36:35,000 Shit. 521 00:36:43,655 --> 00:36:44,748 All right? 522 00:37:42,867 --> 00:37:44,762 Is this how we're gonna die? 523 00:37:44,789 --> 00:37:46,555 Probably not. 524 00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:51,853 Jesus, I don't want to die. 525 00:37:51,936 --> 00:37:54,291 Neither do I, so let's just keep going. 526 00:37:58,429 --> 00:38:01,187 You seemed pretty resigned to it three hours ago. 527 00:38:01,670 --> 00:38:02,976 Yeah, I guess I was. 528 00:38:04,073 --> 00:38:05,351 And? 529 00:38:07,558 --> 00:38:09,203 Why, you disappointed? 530 00:38:11,129 --> 00:38:12,508 What happened? 531 00:38:13,458 --> 00:38:15,251 Ah, you'll think I'm nuts. 532 00:38:15,335 --> 00:38:16,419 Try me. 533 00:38:16,503 --> 00:38:18,171 I listened to the recordings 534 00:38:18,198 --> 00:38:21,125 of the depositions that Alison and I gave to Jeffries. 535 00:38:22,153 --> 00:38:23,562 Yeah? 536 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:26,114 I don't know, it was... 537 00:38:26,380 --> 00:38:28,958 It was just hearing my own voice from back then, 538 00:38:29,310 --> 00:38:31,726 it reminded me of something I used to know. 539 00:38:32,036 --> 00:38:32,989 What? 540 00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:37,536 How to be happy. 541 00:38:43,385 --> 00:38:44,945 You think I'm crazy. 542 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:58,662 I keep thinking about what Whitney said, that her... 543 00:38:58,810 --> 00:39:01,628 worst fear is really turning into me. 544 00:39:02,290 --> 00:39:03,898 She was upset. She didn't mean it. 545 00:39:03,925 --> 00:39:05,909 No, she absolutely meant it. 546 00:39:06,511 --> 00:39:08,555 Said I was codependent. 547 00:39:09,029 --> 00:39:11,781 If Whitney turns out anything like you, 548 00:39:12,219 --> 00:39:15,313 she should count herself fucking lucky. 549 00:39:16,383 --> 00:39:19,532 I don't know, maybe she's right. Maybe I am a pathetic, 550 00:39:19,764 --> 00:39:22,176 desperate enabler. 551 00:39:22,203 --> 00:39:24,376 I've never been able to stand on my own two feet. 552 00:39:25,816 --> 00:39:27,337 You're not. 553 00:39:31,035 --> 00:39:33,872 Well, thank you, but I'm not sure I can trust your opinion. 554 00:39:34,186 --> 00:39:36,416 Well, what about what she said about me? 555 00:39:36,780 --> 00:39:38,123 What'd she say? 556 00:39:38,718 --> 00:39:41,027 That I burn through people, taht I... 557 00:39:42,042 --> 00:39:44,029 use them up and discard them. 558 00:39:44,056 --> 00:39:45,540 Think she's right about that? 559 00:39:46,175 --> 00:39:47,868 You want the truth? 560 00:39:49,429 --> 00:39:50,728 Yeah, I know. 561 00:39:51,244 --> 00:39:52,871 - You do? - Yeah, of course I do. 562 00:39:52,898 --> 00:39:54,483 Well, why do you do it? 563 00:39:55,935 --> 00:39:57,103 Wish I knew. 564 00:39:58,189 --> 00:40:01,107 I always thought it was because you were so deeply insecure, 565 00:40:01,134 --> 00:40:03,388 you were afraid if you stayed with someone long enough, 566 00:40:03,415 --> 00:40:05,653 they'd find out how inadequate you are. 567 00:40:05,737 --> 00:40:06,931 Thanks. 568 00:40:07,295 --> 00:40:10,919 I know it sounds harsh, but we're basically flirting with death here, right? 569 00:40:10,946 --> 00:40:11,618 Fuck. 570 00:40:11,701 --> 00:40:13,050 I mean, I might not get another chance to... 571 00:40:13,077 --> 00:40:14,662 Helen, wait. 572 00:40:18,499 --> 00:40:19,673 Shit. 573 00:40:28,467 --> 00:40:29,968 I guess we climb down. 574 00:40:29,995 --> 00:40:31,121 My God. 575 00:40:33,020 --> 00:40:35,520 We can't hike back. That's not an option. 576 00:40:35,547 --> 00:40:37,353 Yeah, but I can't climb down that. 577 00:40:37,380 --> 00:40:39,849 - I mean, I ca... I can't. - lt's not that far. 578 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:45,830 Oh, God. 579 00:40:51,924 --> 00:40:54,643 Okay... okay, look. 580 00:40:54,670 --> 00:40:56,202 How about I go first 581 00:40:56,229 --> 00:40:57,866 - and find a way down? - No. 582 00:40:57,893 --> 00:40:59,928 And then, if I fall, at least the kids'll have you. 583 00:40:59,955 --> 00:41:00,921 - My God, no! Wait. - No, no, but if I make it... 584 00:41:00,948 --> 00:41:02,669 - What?! We'll just wait. - I'll make it. 585 00:41:02,752 --> 00:41:05,168 I'll make it, okay? And I'll guide you down. 586 00:41:05,195 --> 00:41:07,280 And then, if you fall, I'll catch you. 587 00:41:07,307 --> 00:41:08,508 I'll crush you. 588 00:41:08,535 --> 00:41:10,100 - That's insane. - You're okay. 589 00:41:10,127 --> 00:41:12,845 I mean, it's idiotic. It's just, there's got to be another way out of here 590 00:41:12,872 --> 00:41:14,153 if we just hike back to... 591 00:41:14,237 --> 00:41:15,526 My God, Noah! 592 00:41:15,553 --> 00:41:17,475 Shit. Just follow me. 593 00:41:17,502 --> 00:41:19,838 Noah! Noah! 594 00:42:14,073 --> 00:42:15,511 Noah! 595 00:42:15,562 --> 00:42:17,582 I'm okay. I'm okay. 596 00:42:36,307 --> 00:42:37,850 Okay, your turn. 597 00:42:40,266 --> 00:42:41,757 Helen? 598 00:42:44,132 --> 00:42:46,363 Come on, you can do this. 599 00:42:46,564 --> 00:42:47,982 No, I'm good. 600 00:42:48,379 --> 00:42:52,434 You should just go get help, and come back and get me. 601 00:42:53,398 --> 00:42:56,735 Helen, y-you can't just sit there. Tha-That's not an option. 602 00:42:56,866 --> 00:42:58,418 I think it is. 603 00:42:58,559 --> 00:43:00,286 You have to trust me. 604 00:43:00,770 --> 00:43:02,371 Why would I trust you? 605 00:43:02,398 --> 00:43:05,693 Every time I trust you, something terrible happens. 606 00:43:12,892 --> 00:43:14,505 Helen, please. 607 00:43:15,208 --> 00:43:17,786 The kids, the kids need you. 608 00:43:18,924 --> 00:43:20,724 I need you. 609 00:43:21,941 --> 00:43:24,193 We can't do this without you. 610 00:43:25,394 --> 00:43:27,190 Please come down. 611 00:43:31,284 --> 00:43:32,747 Fuck. 612 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:39,576 Okay, that's great! That's great. 613 00:43:41,941 --> 00:43:43,324 You got it. 614 00:43:51,671 --> 00:43:53,142 Go on, that's it. 615 00:43:53,169 --> 00:43:54,757 You got it. 616 00:44:09,826 --> 00:44:11,959 That's it. You got it, you got it. 617 00:44:12,441 --> 00:44:14,819 Okay, there's a hold just a few inches down. 618 00:44:14,846 --> 00:44:16,380 Test it first. 619 00:44:17,029 --> 00:44:18,880 - My God. - Fuck! 620 00:44:19,161 --> 00:44:20,302 Are you okay? 621 00:44:22,869 --> 00:44:24,036 Yeah, I'm fine. 622 00:44:26,456 --> 00:44:28,416 - I'm stuck. - No, you're not. 623 00:44:28,670 --> 00:44:31,995 There's a foothold just below the one you just tested. 624 00:44:41,256 --> 00:44:42,463 I can't reach it. 625 00:44:42,490 --> 00:44:45,413 Yes, you can, but you have to let go of your right hand and bend your knee. 626 00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:46,929 Where's this foot? 627 00:44:47,166 --> 00:44:48,792 Shit, okay. 628 00:44:53,547 --> 00:44:54,861 That's it. 629 00:44:54,888 --> 00:44:58,142 It's just, like... it's, like, two inches below where you want it to be. 630 00:45:00,806 --> 00:45:03,959 Helen, y-you can't just freeze. You have to keep going. 631 00:45:03,986 --> 00:45:05,298 Movement is life. 632 00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:08,289 You know what? Could you please fucking stop 633 00:45:08,372 --> 00:45:09,967 mansplaining to me right now?! 634 00:45:09,994 --> 00:45:12,377 I'm not mansplaining. I'm... 635 00:45:12,877 --> 00:45:15,631 I'm... Look, you're hanging from a fucking rock face and you might die. 636 00:45:15,658 --> 00:45:17,146 I-I'm just trying to help. 637 00:45:17,173 --> 00:45:18,982 I am not gonna fucking die, and the only reason 638 00:45:19,009 --> 00:45:21,427 I'm hanging from a rock face is because of you. 639 00:45:21,510 --> 00:45:23,095 Because you don't plan. 640 00:45:23,350 --> 00:45:24,756 You don't think ahead. 641 00:45:24,783 --> 00:45:28,439 You just do what you want, and you don't think about the consequences. 642 00:45:28,726 --> 00:45:30,006 I don't think that's fair. 643 00:45:30,033 --> 00:45:31,712 And another thing. 644 00:45:32,064 --> 00:45:35,775 What the fuck is up with this "movement is life" bullshit? 645 00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:38,158 That is just something that men say. 646 00:45:39,861 --> 00:45:41,989 "I couldn't stay with my wife." 647 00:45:42,016 --> 00:45:44,455 I had to leave my family because... 648 00:45:45,197 --> 00:45:46,865 "'movement is life.'" 649 00:45:46,892 --> 00:45:50,173 It's such self-serving hogwash. 650 00:45:56,522 --> 00:45:58,297 My God. 651 00:46:00,257 --> 00:46:01,804 Nice work. 652 00:46:02,051 --> 00:46:04,194 You can hit me if you want to. 653 00:46:13,106 --> 00:46:14,191 Helen. 654 00:46:16,351 --> 00:46:17,557 Look. 655 00:46:18,025 --> 00:46:19,235 Oh, my God. 656 00:46:19,986 --> 00:46:21,346 We did it. 657 00:46:22,071 --> 00:46:23,807 Come on. Let's go. 658 00:46:27,355 --> 00:46:29,650 - Is that the ravine? - Yeah. 659 00:46:30,162 --> 00:46:32,768 Now we just have to go all the way back up. 660 00:46:36,713 --> 00:46:38,592 So we were gonna have a buffet 'cause it's cheaper, 661 00:46:38,619 --> 00:46:40,271 but it's gonna be impossible to keep the food warm 662 00:46:40,298 --> 00:46:43,249 - in those weather conditions. - Isn't the tent heated? 663 00:46:43,276 --> 00:46:45,569 Yeah, but it's probably gonna be below freezing, 664 00:46:45,604 --> 00:46:48,580 so I think maybe we should just get 'em to plate it and then 665 00:46:48,791 --> 00:46:50,850 cancel the steak. 666 00:46:51,136 --> 00:46:53,463 Half their friends are vegan anyway. 667 00:46:56,683 --> 00:46:58,303 I can't believe you did all that. 668 00:46:58,330 --> 00:47:00,041 - What? - You planned the whole wedding. 669 00:47:00,830 --> 00:47:02,272 You want to know a secret? 670 00:47:02,299 --> 00:47:03,979 I really enjoyed it. 671 00:47:07,856 --> 00:47:09,691 I'll talk to her. I'll get her to change her mind. 672 00:47:09,718 --> 00:47:11,245 No, no, don't, don't. 673 00:47:11,671 --> 00:47:13,812 Don't. It's what she wants, and I don't want to... 674 00:47:13,839 --> 00:47:15,812 Just-just let it be. 675 00:47:21,374 --> 00:47:23,703 Can I ask you something I don't understand? 676 00:47:24,067 --> 00:47:25,265 Of course. 677 00:47:26,554 --> 00:47:31,046 I don't understand how you can be so compassionate sometimes and sometimes so... 678 00:47:31,309 --> 00:47:32,470 cruel. 679 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:37,699 I mean, we all have our darkness and our bad qualities, 680 00:47:37,726 --> 00:47:39,875 but-but with you, the... 681 00:47:41,312 --> 00:47:43,515 Dichotomy is extreme? 682 00:47:45,061 --> 00:47:46,125 Yes. 683 00:47:48,195 --> 00:47:50,695 Yeah, I've asked myself the same question. 684 00:47:52,233 --> 00:47:54,549 I don't know, I thought about my childhood. 685 00:47:55,695 --> 00:47:57,980 My mother was always dying and my father was never there, 686 00:47:58,007 --> 00:47:59,968 and when he was, he was so angry... 687 00:48:01,156 --> 00:48:03,255 I just wanted to be somewhere else. 688 00:48:03,811 --> 00:48:05,538 Someone else. And then... 689 00:48:07,347 --> 00:48:08,473 and then I got to college 690 00:48:08,500 --> 00:48:09,842 and I met you, and, 691 00:48:09,869 --> 00:48:12,529 and you looked at me with fresh eyes and you 692 00:48:12,873 --> 00:48:17,364 told me how much potential I had and that I was gonna be this great artist. 693 00:48:17,391 --> 00:48:20,477 I remember thinking to myself... I actually said to myself... 694 00:48:20,815 --> 00:48:22,358 "Don't get caught. 695 00:48:22,441 --> 00:48:25,234 Don't let her see the cracks, and you'll be okay." 696 00:48:26,075 --> 00:48:28,164 - Really? - Yeah. Really. 697 00:48:28,322 --> 00:48:29,782 And I'm sorry, I... 698 00:48:29,865 --> 00:48:31,951 That's no way to begin a relationship, but... 699 00:48:32,315 --> 00:48:33,859 I know that now. 700 00:48:34,859 --> 00:48:37,059 You can't lie your way through a marriage, 701 00:48:37,086 --> 00:48:40,016 hiding from the one person who knows you better than anyone else 702 00:48:40,376 --> 00:48:42,207 and resenting her when she starts to figure it out. 703 00:48:42,234 --> 00:48:44,891 And then hating her for loving you anyway. 704 00:48:45,484 --> 00:48:47,361 Because what kind of an idiot must she be 705 00:48:47,388 --> 00:48:49,805 if she can't see what a loser you really are? 706 00:48:52,862 --> 00:48:54,328 That's what I did to you, and... 707 00:48:54,633 --> 00:48:57,226 I put my self-hatred onto you. 708 00:49:00,069 --> 00:49:02,318 And I'm really fucking sorry. 709 00:49:10,604 --> 00:49:12,214 I was lying, too. 710 00:49:12,241 --> 00:49:14,375 No, you weren't. You're the most honest person I know. 711 00:49:14,402 --> 00:49:15,915 No, I was. 712 00:49:16,748 --> 00:49:18,169 I mean, I tried to 713 00:49:19,415 --> 00:49:23,508 make you think I was this cool girl, this cool, easygoing person. 714 00:49:24,329 --> 00:49:26,520 - You were never easygoing. - Well... 715 00:49:27,829 --> 00:49:30,968 You know, you know what I mean. Independent. 716 00:49:30,995 --> 00:49:32,258 You know... 717 00:49:33,124 --> 00:49:34,761 autonomous. 718 00:49:34,930 --> 00:49:37,305 - You sure had me convinced. - I know I did. 719 00:49:38,039 --> 00:49:40,123 But I wasn't... 720 00:49:40,825 --> 00:49:42,536 I really wasn't even a person then. 721 00:49:42,563 --> 00:49:44,946 I was like a-a performance of a person. 722 00:49:45,399 --> 00:49:47,235 And all I really wanted 723 00:49:47,662 --> 00:49:48,913 was someone 724 00:49:49,713 --> 00:49:52,599 to save me from Bruce and Margaret. 725 00:49:54,683 --> 00:49:56,582 And then what I did to you 726 00:49:57,356 --> 00:50:02,939 was so unfair because I, I-I brought you into my family 727 00:50:02,966 --> 00:50:05,228 with the promise of all of this opportunity, 728 00:50:05,255 --> 00:50:07,376 and I knew my dad would be threatened by you. 729 00:50:07,403 --> 00:50:09,845 And then I just set you up to be the obstacle. 730 00:50:09,872 --> 00:50:13,724 Like, to just take the heat, fight the fights. 731 00:50:14,442 --> 00:50:16,602 I mean, I never stood up for you against them. 732 00:50:16,629 --> 00:50:18,548 I said I did, but I didn't. 733 00:50:21,020 --> 00:50:22,670 No, you didn't. 734 00:50:24,465 --> 00:50:26,489 So I'm sorry, too. 735 00:50:34,405 --> 00:50:36,127 Well, okay. 736 00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:42,846 Can I ask you another question? 737 00:50:42,947 --> 00:50:43,976 Anything. 738 00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:47,034 If you had never met Alison, 739 00:50:47,924 --> 00:50:49,635 if we had stayed 740 00:50:50,237 --> 00:50:53,092 in the city and not gone to my parents' house that summer like you wanted to, 741 00:50:53,119 --> 00:50:55,533 do you think we would still be together? 742 00:50:56,637 --> 00:50:59,564 I mean, would I ever have been enough for you? 743 00:51:01,893 --> 00:51:03,519 Which answer do you want? 744 00:51:04,437 --> 00:51:05,729 The truth. 745 00:51:08,596 --> 00:51:11,002 It was me who wasn't enough. It wasn't you. 746 00:51:11,729 --> 00:51:13,696 I said to Jeffries I had no idea why it happened, 747 00:51:13,723 --> 00:51:15,406 but that's not true. 748 00:51:15,877 --> 00:51:19,362 I just felt so bad about myself back then. 749 00:51:20,642 --> 00:51:22,791 I'd been writing that first book for what? 750 00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:25,080 Seven years? Eight years? 751 00:51:25,510 --> 00:51:27,626 And then, when it came out, nobody read it. 752 00:51:27,893 --> 00:51:31,213 I thought I'd never get from under the thumb of your father. 753 00:51:32,791 --> 00:51:34,967 Everything I touched turned mediocre. 754 00:51:35,487 --> 00:51:37,596 I wanted to be noticed by someone. 755 00:51:38,041 --> 00:51:40,948 Make an impact. Be a hero. 756 00:51:42,101 --> 00:51:44,019 Then along came this girl who... 757 00:51:44,210 --> 00:51:46,420 she seemed desperate to be saved. 758 00:51:48,510 --> 00:51:50,256 It was more than that. 759 00:51:50,573 --> 00:51:51,690 You loved her. 760 00:51:52,307 --> 00:51:54,940 Plenty of people fall in love outside their marriage. 761 00:51:55,147 --> 00:51:56,901 Not everybody leaves. 762 00:51:59,285 --> 00:52:00,936 No, you're right. I did love her. 763 00:52:00,963 --> 00:52:04,104 I was crazy about her, but that's not why I left. 764 00:52:06,441 --> 00:52:08,617 I was afraid I was gonna die 765 00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:11,640 without ever having done anything in my life. 766 00:52:12,476 --> 00:52:15,466 Now I've done plenty; it turns out I'm gonna die anyway. 767 00:52:17,335 --> 00:52:18,962 Not today. 768 00:52:19,662 --> 00:52:20,796 No. 769 00:52:21,036 --> 00:52:22,546 Not today. 770 00:52:24,297 --> 00:52:26,789 - Can I have some water? - Yeah. 771 00:52:27,972 --> 00:52:30,359 I think that's the fire road there. 772 00:52:31,854 --> 00:52:33,609 I think we're gonna be okay. 773 00:52:37,958 --> 00:52:39,615 Can I ask you something now? 774 00:52:39,698 --> 00:52:41,240 Seems fair enough. 775 00:52:43,997 --> 00:52:46,099 What was it like for you? 776 00:52:46,330 --> 00:52:47,318 What? 777 00:52:47,872 --> 00:52:49,234 My affair. 778 00:52:49,525 --> 00:52:50,919 The divorce. 779 00:52:52,108 --> 00:52:53,950 I've never really asked you. 780 00:52:57,592 --> 00:52:59,700 Well, it was fucking awful. 781 00:53:03,664 --> 00:53:04,801 Tell me. 782 00:53:04,828 --> 00:53:07,226 I couldn't take a deep breath for two years. 783 00:53:07,309 --> 00:53:10,396 I cried everywhere. 784 00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:14,114 Cried in my car, cried on a run, cried in the shower. 785 00:53:14,141 --> 00:53:16,402 The minute I was alone for two seconds, I cried. 786 00:53:16,586 --> 00:53:17,930 I couldn't sleep. 787 00:53:18,563 --> 00:53:21,364 I was afraid to be alone in the house with the kids. 788 00:53:21,391 --> 00:53:22,563 I was afraid... 789 00:53:23,969 --> 00:53:26,497 what might happen if something happened to one of them, 790 00:53:26,524 --> 00:53:28,805 that I wouldn't be able to handle it on my own. 791 00:53:29,554 --> 00:53:31,762 Some of our friends were awful. 792 00:53:31,789 --> 00:53:34,098 You know, the people who loved us together, 793 00:53:34,125 --> 00:53:35,973 said I shouldn't let you go so easily, 794 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:38,211 that I should fight for you more, as if... 795 00:53:39,141 --> 00:53:41,406 I had any choice in the matter. 796 00:53:42,592 --> 00:53:44,828 As if it was my decision. 797 00:53:46,555 --> 00:53:48,934 And then later, when I had to see you with her 798 00:53:48,961 --> 00:53:50,914 and compare myself to her, and I... 799 00:53:53,420 --> 00:53:57,209 I, I u... I used to think I looked good. 800 00:53:58,266 --> 00:53:59,490 You know. 801 00:54:00,193 --> 00:54:02,440 And then, suddenly, I just couldn't look at myself 802 00:54:02,467 --> 00:54:04,697 in the mirror anymore 'cause all I saw was my wrinkles 803 00:54:04,724 --> 00:54:08,928 and my stomach after having had four kids and... 804 00:54:09,633 --> 00:54:11,006 I would just think, 805 00:54:11,638 --> 00:54:15,240 "How could you not know how ugly you are? 806 00:54:15,779 --> 00:54:17,244 Of course he left you." 807 00:54:18,263 --> 00:54:19,174 Helen... 808 00:54:19,201 --> 00:54:20,466 Don't pity me. 809 00:54:20,990 --> 00:54:22,232 I wasn't. I'm not. I'm... 810 00:54:22,259 --> 00:54:24,803 You asked me what it was like. That's what it was like. 811 00:54:26,115 --> 00:54:27,671 I got through it. 812 00:54:29,849 --> 00:54:31,697 I made it through and I'm more proud of that 813 00:54:31,724 --> 00:54:32,811 than anything I've ever done in my life, 814 00:54:32,895 --> 00:54:34,980 so please don't fucking pity me. 815 00:54:35,063 --> 00:54:36,857 I wasn't pitying you. 816 00:54:45,618 --> 00:54:49,231 You know, the one, the one thing that still gets me, really, it's just that I-I... 817 00:54:49,258 --> 00:54:51,758 I used to think, when we had no money and we had all these kids, 818 00:54:51,785 --> 00:54:53,976 and we were fighting, I would look at you sometimes and I would think, 819 00:54:54,003 --> 00:54:56,258 "One day, this is gonna be worth it." 820 00:54:57,399 --> 00:55:01,673 One day, I'm gonna dance with him at Whitney's wedding. 821 00:55:02,902 --> 00:55:05,555 "A-And we will have built..." 822 00:55:06,565 --> 00:55:09,463 "an amazing thing together. 823 00:55:10,641 --> 00:55:12,087 Family." 824 00:55:15,055 --> 00:55:17,630 That's the thing that still hurts, if you want to know the truth, 825 00:55:17,657 --> 00:55:19,335 that you just left during the hard parts, 826 00:55:19,362 --> 00:55:21,696 and we never had a chance to celebrate. 827 00:55:33,167 --> 00:55:34,501 We made it. 828 00:55:35,697 --> 00:55:36,932 Can I sit... 829 00:55:37,342 --> 00:55:38,849 Can we sit down for a minute? 830 00:55:38,876 --> 00:55:40,033 Sure. 831 00:55:49,976 --> 00:55:52,517 Yeah, it looks like the road goes for about another mile, 832 00:55:52,544 --> 00:55:54,170 then it hits civilization. 833 00:56:07,241 --> 00:56:08,593 Noah? 834 00:56:11,233 --> 00:56:12,564 Noah? 835 00:56:13,787 --> 00:56:14,937 Noah! Aah! 836 00:56:15,115 --> 00:56:16,123 Fuck. 837 00:56:17,070 --> 00:56:18,085 Fuck. 838 00:56:19,093 --> 00:56:20,925 No, this is bad. 839 00:56:20,952 --> 00:56:22,170 - Shit. Did it get you? - lt's, like, really, really, 840 00:56:22,254 --> 00:56:23,996 - really bad. Yes. - Fuck. 841 00:56:24,023 --> 00:56:25,667 You're gonna be okay. You're gonna be okay. 842 00:56:25,694 --> 00:56:27,217 - lt's all right. - I can't believe 843 00:56:27,301 --> 00:56:29,496 we hiked out of that fire and I'm gonna die anyway. 844 00:56:29,523 --> 00:56:30,887 I can't get a signal. 845 00:56:31,267 --> 00:56:32,852 We're gonna get you to the hospital. 846 00:56:33,242 --> 00:56:34,441 No shit. 847 00:56:35,077 --> 00:56:36,769 No, stop! You got to stop. 848 00:56:36,796 --> 00:56:38,589 - Sit down. - Why? I can walk. 849 00:56:38,616 --> 00:56:40,035 You can't! You have to be still! 850 00:56:40,062 --> 00:56:42,066 - Why? - Because the more you move, 851 00:56:42,093 --> 00:56:44,027 the quicker the venom will get to your heart. 852 00:56:44,054 --> 00:56:45,128 My God. 853 00:56:45,155 --> 00:56:47,472 - My God. My God. - Just be calm! 854 00:56:47,499 --> 00:56:48,530 How? 855 00:56:48,777 --> 00:56:50,944 Just fucking calm. 856 00:56:51,679 --> 00:56:52,928 Here, I got you. 857 00:56:52,955 --> 00:56:54,444 Here, come here. 858 00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:58,147 You be calm. 859 00:56:58,444 --> 00:56:59,631 Come on. 860 00:57:09,343 --> 00:57:10,638 Stay awake. 861 00:57:11,799 --> 00:57:14,408 Come on. Come on. 862 00:57:20,854 --> 00:57:21,986 You're okay. 863 00:57:22,454 --> 00:57:23,400 Just... 864 00:57:24,157 --> 00:57:25,579 Oh, yeah. 865 00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,182 Help! I need help! 866 00:57:32,908 --> 00:57:34,632 Someone needs to see us immediately. 867 00:57:34,659 --> 00:57:35,759 You need to fill out these forms. 868 00:57:35,786 --> 00:57:37,663 - The triage nurse will be right with you. - No, she... 869 00:57:37,746 --> 00:57:39,634 Hey, she needs to see a doctor. 870 00:57:39,661 --> 00:57:42,334 We need a gurney here now. Tell me what happened. 871 00:57:42,417 --> 00:57:44,252 I saw the snake myself. It was a rattlesnake. 872 00:57:44,336 --> 00:57:45,958 - I know it is. - Let's get her back. 873 00:57:46,512 --> 00:57:47,605 Thanks. 874 00:57:47,934 --> 00:57:51,356 You're okay. You're okay. You're in the hospital now. You're okay. 875 00:57:51,419 --> 00:57:52,462 - Let's move. - Let's go. 876 00:57:52,489 --> 00:57:55,493 Sir, you need to go back to reception and give them her information. 877 00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:56,911 But I'm... 878 00:58:04,603 --> 00:58:08,127 _ 879 00:58:19,668 --> 00:58:21,150 Mr. Solloway? 880 00:58:23,756 --> 00:58:26,940 We've got her on some intense pain medication so she can rest. 881 00:58:26,976 --> 00:58:28,824 And we'll continue to monitor her overnight 882 00:58:28,851 --> 00:58:30,939 to see how her body reacts to the antivenom, 883 00:58:30,966 --> 00:58:32,676 but for now... 884 00:58:35,079 --> 00:58:36,739 Yeah, her vitals look good. 885 00:58:37,097 --> 00:58:38,293 She's stable. 886 00:58:40,431 --> 00:58:42,130 That's great. Thank you. 887 00:58:42,184 --> 00:58:43,465 Can I get you anything? 888 00:58:43,777 --> 00:58:45,372 - No, I'm fine. Thank you. - Okay, the nurse will be by 889 00:58:45,399 --> 00:58:46,565 to check on you guys in an hour. 890 00:58:46,648 --> 00:58:47,911 Thank you. 891 00:59:22,607 --> 00:59:25,962 As flames engulfed Topanga Canyon earlier this evening, 892 00:59:25,989 --> 00:59:28,790 residents were stuck in bumper-to-bumper traffic 893 00:59:28,817 --> 00:59:30,301 trying to evacuate. 894 00:59:30,358 --> 00:59:32,778 Though no numbers have yet been reported, 895 00:59:32,861 --> 00:59:35,677 as many as a hundred people are thought to have perished 896 00:59:35,704 --> 00:59:38,613 waiting in their cars. Fire Chief Reynolds says 897 00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:40,902 the blaze just came through... so quickly, 898 00:59:40,929 --> 00:59:43,164 there was no time to get them to safety. 899 00:59:43,257 --> 00:59:45,945 Sheriff's deputies have cordoned off the area 900 00:59:45,972 --> 00:59:48,765 and residents are not allowed to return until the... 901 01:00:07,186 --> 01:00:08,590 Hi, friend. 902 01:00:12,846 --> 01:00:14,297 Hi, friend. 903 01:00:27,261 --> 01:00:32,495 www.subtitulamos.tv