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Hey, welcome back,
and thanks for joining us.

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I'm here with Nina Brokaw.

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If you're anything like me,
you know her as the maker

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of atmospheric, wildly emotional,
dreamy music.

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Her last album "Tethered"
was certainly a hit

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around our parts.

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Nina, thanks for joining us.

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Thanks for having me.

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So, are you out on tour
still supporting "Tethered"?

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This is just like
a little mini-tour.

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I'm opening for some friends of mine.

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You know, "Tethered"
came out about three years ago, so...

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Well, yeah, you said it,

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I didn't say it,
but now that you brought it up,

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the fans are curious and wondering

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is there something percolating in there?

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I know your records are
often very personal,

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but can we get a little
teaser, anything?

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Well, I'm still kind of
dreaming it up at this point,

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so... so, yeah, I don't know.

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Cool, cool.
So you're taking your time.

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But I know that you actually
wrote and recorded "Tethered"

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in, like, 48 hours, so...

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Yeah, but it doesn't
always happen that way.

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Oh, of course. Totally.

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I mean, yeah,

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sometimes it comes and it's simple

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and it just spills out,

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and sometimes it comes and
it's not easy, it's hard,

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and it's... it's just fucking hard,

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so can you just...

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I'm sorry, I didn't
mean to keep asking about...

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No, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to be defensive.

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It's just for me, it's almost like...

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There's, like, a shadow or something

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that's following me around
and pulling me towards it.

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And I've been resisting
it for a long time,

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but you just can't live with
a shadow, you know,

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so I think I just have to dive in.

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But I don't know, it's terrifying.

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I'm scared I'm not gonna get it right.

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I'm scared of what's in there.

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It's just... Yeah, I don't know.

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What are you doing here?

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I wanna talk to you.

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I don't wanna talk to you.

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I know.

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I've been texting and
calling you for three months.

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I know you have.

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I really don't wanna talk.

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Please?

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No. I don't want to do this.

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Please.

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Go ahead.

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When I met you three years ago...

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I just knew that I had
met the love of my life.

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And I'm pretty sure
you felt the same way.

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We were so in love.

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We talked about getting married...

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and having kids.

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But you just destroyed it.

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When I became successful...

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you just...

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You became jealous,

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petty, resentful,

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angry...

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and you destroyed what we had.

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I felt like you stopped loving me.

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You made me feel terrible about myself.

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And you took away the most
important thing to me...

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Us.

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Well, it's difficult...

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when the person you're with
is more successful than you

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and... more talented than you...

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... just generally a
better person than you.

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It changed me.

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I didn't recognize myself.

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I was jealous.

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And I'm sorry.

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But I need to get over you.

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I see these images.

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They're everywhere.

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Like, I'll be taking a walk...

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and I'll see the image of us.

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Or even if I'm at a coffee shop,

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I'll turn around and it'll
be playing on the wall.

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I can't get away from it.

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It's like you're haunting me.

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And I understand why you
don't want to talk to me.

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But you can't just shut me out.

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I still carry you with me.

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I don't know what to do.

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So...

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is there any chance for us, or...?

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It's ruined.

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And it's okay.

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I forgive you.

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