1 00:00:02,155 --> 00:00:03,413 If you're in an O.R. 2 00:00:03,414 --> 00:00:05,728 - and it feels like the sky is falling... - Hey. 3 00:00:05,754 --> 00:00:07,164 ...that's because sometimes, 4 00:00:07,189 --> 00:00:08,929 - unfortunately, it is. - Hey. 5 00:00:08,954 --> 00:00:11,204 Why don't you call in sick today and I will, too? 6 00:00:12,516 --> 00:00:14,725 Bailey's probably gonna fire me soon anyways. 7 00:00:14,750 --> 00:00:17,626 I've missed so much already. 8 00:00:18,264 --> 00:00:21,161 I could go in late, though. 9 00:00:21,186 --> 00:00:23,735 I was once doing a laparoscopic appendectomy, 10 00:00:23,760 --> 00:00:25,004 perfectly routine... 11 00:00:26,174 --> 00:00:28,079 Meredith! Open up! 12 00:00:28,104 --> 00:00:29,401 ...when out of nowhere, 13 00:00:29,426 --> 00:00:31,627 my patient developed an air embolus. 14 00:00:31,652 --> 00:00:32,884 Carbon dioxide that was 15 00:00:32,909 --> 00:00:35,680 filling his abdomen leached into his circulation. 16 00:00:37,931 --> 00:00:39,415 - What? - Were you gonna tell us? 17 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:40,624 Tell you what? 18 00:00:40,649 --> 00:00:42,353 It just keeps going on. 19 00:00:42,378 --> 00:00:43,743 What keeps going on? 20 00:00:43,768 --> 00:00:44,927 Your article. 21 00:00:44,952 --> 00:00:46,630 You wrote your article? No! 22 00:00:46,655 --> 00:00:47,762 His blood pressure plummeted 23 00:00:47,787 --> 00:00:51,067 as the air bubble went to his heart, causing utter chaos. 24 00:00:51,092 --> 00:00:53,363 This is savage. You went after everybody... 25 00:00:53,388 --> 00:00:55,311 Big Pharma, insurance, 26 00:00:55,336 --> 00:00:56,817 institutionalized discrimination. 27 00:00:56,842 --> 00:00:58,439 Wait. I-I didn't write an article. 28 00:00:58,464 --> 00:01:02,591 I-I sent them, like, some ideas that I could write about 29 00:01:02,616 --> 00:01:04,724 with, like, headline and description, 30 00:01:04,725 --> 00:01:06,299 and they could choose one. 31 00:01:06,324 --> 00:01:09,291 I started CPR, trying to keep blood flowing to his brain. 32 00:01:09,316 --> 00:01:11,191 Well, they chose. 33 00:01:11,192 --> 00:01:13,637 We placed a central line as quickly as we could, 34 00:01:13,662 --> 00:01:16,650 but before we knew it, his lungs were filling with fluid. 35 00:01:16,675 --> 00:01:17,706 No. 36 00:01:17,707 --> 00:01:19,386 This is every idea I gave them 37 00:01:19,411 --> 00:01:21,786 but without the context and explanation. 38 00:01:21,811 --> 00:01:25,474 I mean, this is gonna terrify people. 39 00:01:25,499 --> 00:01:28,849 Yeah. I think that's the point, judging by the headline. 40 00:01:28,874 --> 00:01:31,528 "Hospital Hell at Grey-Sloan Memorial... 41 00:01:31,553 --> 00:01:33,511 Fired Surgeon Speaks Out"? 42 00:01:33,536 --> 00:01:35,738 I didn't say that. I would never say that! 43 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:37,164 They just made that up. 44 00:01:37,189 --> 00:01:38,591 Yeah, they make the headlines up. 45 00:01:38,616 --> 00:01:40,595 90,000 likes so far. 46 00:01:40,620 --> 00:01:41,688 You're a hit. 47 00:01:41,713 --> 00:01:42,940 My routine lap appy 48 00:01:42,965 --> 00:01:45,047 was now a case of multi-organ failure. 49 00:01:45,048 --> 00:01:46,206 Bailey's gonna kill me. 50 00:01:46,231 --> 00:01:47,737 No, Bailey's gonna kill me. 51 00:01:47,762 --> 00:01:50,093 And there wasn't a damn thing I could do to stop it. 52 00:01:51,720 --> 00:01:55,913 "In the eyes of the hospital, you are your insurance." 53 00:01:57,330 --> 00:01:59,432 What? It's funny. You don't think it's funny? 54 00:01:59,457 --> 00:02:01,375 "Hospital Hell at Grey-Sloan Memorial"? 55 00:02:01,400 --> 00:02:02,976 This is about the place that I work. 56 00:02:03,001 --> 00:02:05,838 I offered you a job with me. You shoulda taken it. 57 00:02:05,863 --> 00:02:07,776 Ow! 58 00:02:13,100 --> 00:02:14,291 You know, walking and texting 59 00:02:14,316 --> 00:02:16,414 is one of the leading causes of head injury. 60 00:02:16,439 --> 00:02:18,274 - Hey. - Hi. 61 00:02:18,299 --> 00:02:19,426 My, uh, colleague... 62 00:02:19,451 --> 00:02:21,076 - former colleague... - Mm-hmm. 63 00:02:21,101 --> 00:02:25,043 My friend, uh, published this list today. 64 00:02:25,068 --> 00:02:27,035 "In America, 65 00:02:27,036 --> 00:02:29,933 the rich live 10 to 15 years longer than the poor. 66 00:02:29,958 --> 00:02:31,672 The healthcare industry sells its time 67 00:02:31,697 --> 00:02:32,693 to whoever can afford it." 68 00:02:32,718 --> 00:02:33,640 Mm. 69 00:02:33,665 --> 00:02:35,569 Damn. Is that true? 70 00:02:35,594 --> 00:02:36,752 Unfortunately, yeah. 71 00:02:36,777 --> 00:02:37,831 Hmm. 72 00:02:37,856 --> 00:02:39,396 You know, when a house is on fire, 73 00:02:39,421 --> 00:02:42,318 we just put it out, no questions, no charge. 74 00:02:42,343 --> 00:02:43,448 Mm-hmm. 75 00:02:43,473 --> 00:02:47,120 But I guess that's why everyone loves firefighters, huh? 76 00:02:47,145 --> 00:02:49,242 I think I understand why. 77 00:02:50,659 --> 00:02:52,362 - See you later. - Stop it. 78 00:02:59,240 --> 00:03:00,920 Hey, man. 79 00:03:00,945 --> 00:03:02,021 Bailey. 80 00:03:04,319 --> 00:03:05,443 Why aren't you in scrubs? 81 00:03:05,469 --> 00:03:06,870 The rig's less than a minute out. 82 00:03:06,895 --> 00:03:09,757 Uh, Allison's at my mom's, and I'm just dropping off Leo. 83 00:03:09,782 --> 00:03:12,208 - And? - And I'm on paternity leave. 84 00:03:12,209 --> 00:03:13,366 For how long? 85 00:03:13,391 --> 00:03:15,941 For as long as Koracick's restraining order lasts. 86 00:03:15,966 --> 00:03:18,852 Koracick! 87 00:03:23,168 --> 00:03:25,683 Yan Huang, 35, dialysis center patient. 88 00:03:25,708 --> 00:03:28,187 His left A.V. fistula ruptured while getting access. 89 00:03:28,212 --> 00:03:29,847 Okay, let's get him a fluid bolus 90 00:03:29,848 --> 00:03:31,145 and another unit on standby. 91 00:03:31,170 --> 00:03:32,536 Where's the... Where am I? 92 00:03:32,561 --> 00:03:34,555 Uh, Grey-Sloan Memorial. We're gonna take good care of you. 93 00:03:34,580 --> 00:03:35,703 Whoa, whoa. Don't... S-Stop. Stop. 94 00:03:35,728 --> 00:03:37,129 Don't take me out of this ambulance. 95 00:03:37,154 --> 00:03:39,251 But, sir, we have to repair your fistula before you... 96 00:03:39,276 --> 00:03:41,757 - You take me inside, and I'll sue! - No, no, no, no! Don't do that! 97 00:03:41,782 --> 00:03:43,530 Sir, go easy. You need some help, sir. 98 00:03:43,555 --> 00:03:45,618 Not here! I've seen that list! 99 00:03:45,643 --> 00:03:46,906 What... 100 00:03:46,931 --> 00:03:48,426 Uh, Pac-North is closest, okay? 101 00:03:48,451 --> 00:03:49,689 - Let's go. - What?! What are you... 102 00:03:49,714 --> 00:03:51,255 Let's go. Let's move. 103 00:03:55,540 --> 00:03:57,561 What list?! 104 00:04:03,959 --> 00:04:05,152 No. 105 00:04:05,177 --> 00:04:07,204 No. No. 106 00:04:07,229 --> 00:04:08,945 No. No! 107 00:04:08,970 --> 00:04:15,039 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 108 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:18,947 "Healthcare is a $3.5 trillion industry for a reason." 109 00:04:18,972 --> 00:04:21,103 "Drug companies aggressively influence doctors 110 00:04:21,128 --> 00:04:22,425 to write you prescriptions, 111 00:04:22,450 --> 00:04:24,791 which sometimes make you even sicker." 112 00:04:24,816 --> 00:04:26,035 Is there an explanation or something 113 00:04:26,060 --> 00:04:27,127 at the end of the article? 114 00:04:27,128 --> 00:04:29,399 Nope. It ends with number 40... 115 00:04:29,424 --> 00:04:31,173 "Thanks to Big Pharma, it's cheaper for you 116 00:04:31,198 --> 00:04:33,400 to travel out of the country to buy the medicine you need 117 00:04:33,425 --> 00:04:34,965 than to get it in your own hometown." 118 00:04:34,990 --> 00:04:36,610 God, Grey is such a badass. 119 00:04:36,635 --> 00:04:38,077 She torched this place. 120 00:04:38,078 --> 00:04:39,478 Did you actually read it? 121 00:04:39,504 --> 00:04:41,705 It's about the whole healthcare system, not this place. 122 00:04:41,730 --> 00:04:43,653 Yeah, no one's gonna look past that headline. 123 00:04:43,679 --> 00:04:46,889 Ah, well, fortunately for me, I have Hopkins on my résumé 124 00:04:46,914 --> 00:04:48,420 and Tom Koracick as a mentor. 125 00:04:48,445 --> 00:04:50,716 Y'all, good luck getting any jobs after... 126 00:04:50,741 --> 00:04:53,557 Qadri got a job... Michigan. 127 00:04:54,951 --> 00:04:57,465 I read the article. Don't stop on my account. 128 00:04:57,490 --> 00:05:00,041 I-I'm, uh, late for rounds. I... I'm gonna... 129 00:05:00,066 --> 00:05:01,072 Yeah. 130 00:05:03,578 --> 00:05:05,084 Don't sweat it, man. 131 00:05:05,109 --> 00:05:06,811 Being liked is overrated. 132 00:05:12,276 --> 00:05:13,851 When the scans come in, page peds 133 00:05:13,876 --> 00:05:16,322 and call that hospital in Portland for a family history. 134 00:05:16,347 --> 00:05:18,142 Oh, make sure you dictate the H&Ps 135 00:05:18,143 --> 00:05:20,067 for all the admissions last night. 136 00:05:20,092 --> 00:05:22,223 And, uh... Oh, don't forget to check... 137 00:05:22,248 --> 00:05:24,068 Whoa, okay, it's just... this is kind of a lot. 138 00:05:24,093 --> 00:05:26,044 Maybe I should write this down. 139 00:05:26,045 --> 00:05:28,942 Have you seen this... list? 140 00:05:28,967 --> 00:05:29,985 Yeah. 141 00:05:30,010 --> 00:05:31,065 For once, it's a lot of horrible press 142 00:05:31,090 --> 00:05:32,421 about someplace that isn't here. 143 00:05:32,446 --> 00:05:33,848 Bailey must be losing her mind. 144 00:05:33,873 --> 00:05:36,353 Meredith didn't have to pull it all down in her wake. 145 00:05:36,378 --> 00:05:37,675 That place raised her! 146 00:05:37,700 --> 00:05:39,936 That place kicked us out. Whose side are you on? 147 00:05:39,961 --> 00:05:41,294 Dr. Karev? 148 00:05:41,319 --> 00:05:43,624 The patient who escaped psych last night, we found him. 149 00:05:43,649 --> 00:05:44,829 Someone escaped psych? 150 00:05:44,854 --> 00:05:46,014 Yeah. He's fine. 151 00:05:46,039 --> 00:05:48,449 Security got him before he changed into scrubs. 152 00:05:49,924 --> 00:05:52,892 It's amazing what passes for good news around here. 153 00:06:06,917 --> 00:06:08,110 Dr. Bailey. Hi. 154 00:06:08,135 --> 00:06:10,544 Um, I would like to schedule more ALPPS procedures, 155 00:06:10,569 --> 00:06:11,866 if that's okay with you. 156 00:06:11,891 --> 00:06:14,267 "Not enough residency positions to train doctors, 157 00:06:14,292 --> 00:06:16,981 and with an aging population and overwhelmed workforce, 158 00:06:17,006 --> 00:06:19,191 we are stretched too thin, and patients are paying the price." 159 00:06:19,192 --> 00:06:20,732 So, is that a yes? 160 00:06:20,757 --> 00:06:22,646 Hey, uh, Chief, uh, some of the residents 161 00:06:22,671 --> 00:06:24,803 are a little confused. 162 00:06:24,828 --> 00:06:26,835 "There's a nationwide epidemic of physician burnout, 163 00:06:26,836 --> 00:06:29,037 increasing the risk of medical error, 164 00:06:29,062 --> 00:06:30,945 lowering your quality of care, 165 00:06:30,970 --> 00:06:32,817 and costing patients and doctors their lives." 166 00:06:32,818 --> 00:06:34,184 Wow. 167 00:06:34,209 --> 00:06:36,724 Yeah, she was as confused as the rest of us, all right? 168 00:06:36,749 --> 00:06:37,885 Oh, really? 169 00:06:37,910 --> 00:06:41,769 Uh, well, she didn't write, "We doctors are the sick ones. 170 00:06:41,794 --> 00:06:42,952 We have the disease. 171 00:06:42,977 --> 00:06:45,144 The call is coming from inside the house"? 172 00:06:45,169 --> 00:06:46,953 L-Link was supposed to be with Qadri, 173 00:06:46,978 --> 00:06:48,658 and Simms was supposed to have Hunt. 174 00:06:48,683 --> 00:06:50,154 They're all just a little lost, so... 175 00:06:50,179 --> 00:06:51,823 That sounds like a chief resident problem. 176 00:06:51,848 --> 00:06:54,419 There is no chief resident. 177 00:06:54,420 --> 00:06:56,413 Dr. Kang quit this morning. 178 00:06:56,438 --> 00:06:57,752 Because of this list? 179 00:06:57,753 --> 00:06:58,946 I'm guessing. 180 00:07:00,433 --> 00:07:02,390 Well, congratulations. 181 00:07:02,415 --> 00:07:04,269 You are my new chief resident. 182 00:07:04,294 --> 00:07:06,148 Maybe you can fix what your girlfriend broke. 183 00:07:06,173 --> 00:07:07,957 Dr. Bailey, with all due respect, this is not... 184 00:07:07,982 --> 00:07:10,601 Don't "all due respect" me, DeLuca. 185 00:07:10,626 --> 00:07:12,619 You had to know this was coming! 186 00:07:12,644 --> 00:07:14,219 Hey, you work here. 187 00:07:14,244 --> 00:07:16,968 Your career, your future prospects are all right... 188 00:07:16,993 --> 00:07:19,096 You think I can control what Meredith Grey writes? 189 00:07:19,097 --> 00:07:20,810 Well, I-I-I think you could have warned us. 190 00:07:20,835 --> 00:07:22,237 I think you could have sent up a flare. 191 00:07:22,262 --> 00:07:24,951 I think you could have had some type of loyalty 192 00:07:24,976 --> 00:07:27,770 to the institution that's raising you and training you... 193 00:07:27,795 --> 00:07:29,370 Why is it 100 degrees in here?! 194 00:07:29,395 --> 00:07:31,619 Is it your heart? Do you need to sit down? 195 00:07:35,065 --> 00:07:37,532 D-Dr. DeLuca, uh... 196 00:07:37,557 --> 00:07:40,043 do you feel this article 197 00:07:40,068 --> 00:07:41,982 is an accurate representation of our hospital? 198 00:07:42,007 --> 00:07:43,164 No, I do not. 199 00:07:43,189 --> 00:07:45,079 Good. Go. Lead. Bye! 200 00:07:45,104 --> 00:07:46,714 Okay. 201 00:07:46,739 --> 00:07:49,705 Just keep breathing. Just keep breathing. 202 00:07:54,190 --> 00:07:55,383 You want to film my surgery? 203 00:07:55,408 --> 00:07:56,670 No, absolutely not. 204 00:07:56,695 --> 00:07:59,035 Not sure if you heard, but a disgruntled former employee 205 00:07:59,060 --> 00:08:00,984 wrote a slash-and-burn exposé of this place. 206 00:08:01,009 --> 00:08:02,480 It wasn't about this place. 207 00:08:02,505 --> 00:08:03,663 Headline says otherwise. 208 00:08:03,688 --> 00:08:04,846 Okay, so, what, your idea 209 00:08:04,871 --> 00:08:06,379 is to throw a camera in my patient's face? 210 00:08:06,404 --> 00:08:07,632 For Catherine Fox's kid, 211 00:08:07,657 --> 00:08:09,614 it sure takes a long time for that oven to preheat. 212 00:08:09,639 --> 00:08:10,832 We're in damage-control mode. 213 00:08:10,857 --> 00:08:11,980 You should be thanking me 214 00:08:12,005 --> 00:08:13,234 for setting all this up on such short notice. 215 00:08:13,259 --> 00:08:14,592 And yet I'm not, Tom. 216 00:08:14,593 --> 00:08:16,794 This kid's parents are already blaming themselves 217 00:08:16,820 --> 00:08:19,091 for letting her condition get this bad, okay? 218 00:08:19,116 --> 00:08:20,220 A little kid is not a spectacle. 219 00:08:20,245 --> 00:08:22,038 I know. She's a beautiful little miracle, 220 00:08:22,039 --> 00:08:24,484 and you are the angelic, camera-ready plastic surgeon 221 00:08:24,509 --> 00:08:26,120 who's gonna make her all better. 222 00:08:26,145 --> 00:08:27,233 It's a win-win. 223 00:08:28,855 --> 00:08:30,639 Mr. and Mrs. Martin. 224 00:08:30,664 --> 00:08:33,839 And you must be Clervie. 225 00:08:33,864 --> 00:08:35,845 Come on in, Dr. Avery. 226 00:08:36,668 --> 00:08:38,313 There. 227 00:08:40,460 --> 00:08:42,210 Excuse me. Hi. Dr. Avery. 228 00:08:42,235 --> 00:08:44,228 Hi. Nice to meet you. How are you? 229 00:08:44,580 --> 00:08:46,217 Hello. How you doing? 230 00:08:46,242 --> 00:08:47,956 - Good. - Yeah? 231 00:08:47,981 --> 00:08:49,463 - They just shaved my head. - All right. 232 00:08:49,488 --> 00:08:51,598 We're gonna take really good care of you, okay? 233 00:08:51,959 --> 00:08:54,509 Our patient fell from a plane? 234 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:57,049 No. A person fell from a plane and hit another person. 235 00:08:57,074 --> 00:08:59,664 Oof. Sounds like what Dr. Grey did to Big Pharma. 236 00:08:59,689 --> 00:09:01,543 Oh, my God. How is he alive? 237 00:09:01,568 --> 00:09:03,491 Alicia Chen, 19, GCS 8, 238 00:09:03,516 --> 00:09:05,474 with bilateral lower-extremity deformities, 239 00:09:05,499 --> 00:09:06,657 possible pelvic fracture. 240 00:09:06,682 --> 00:09:08,779 Saw some ST elevation on her EKG. 241 00:09:08,804 --> 00:09:10,693 We were just hanging out outside my dorm, 242 00:09:10,718 --> 00:09:12,836 and he f-fell from the sky. 243 00:09:12,861 --> 00:09:14,329 All right, page cardio and ortho. 244 00:09:14,330 --> 00:09:15,662 Let's get her in trauma one. 245 00:09:15,687 --> 00:09:17,297 Is Alicia... Is she dead? 246 00:09:17,322 --> 00:09:18,480 Sir, what's your name? 247 00:09:18,505 --> 00:09:20,290 - It's Josh. I'm Josh. - Hey, Josh. 248 00:09:20,315 --> 00:09:21,751 All right, you know what? You need to stay here. 249 00:09:21,776 --> 00:09:23,456 We're gonna assess your friend and take good care of her. 250 00:09:23,481 --> 00:09:25,175 Why isn't he on a gurney? He's obviously bleeding. 251 00:09:25,176 --> 00:09:26,716 It's not his. It belongs to the guy who fell. 252 00:09:26,741 --> 00:09:28,595 He just exploded all over us. 253 00:09:28,620 --> 00:09:29,987 Okay, look, why don't you... 254 00:09:30,012 --> 00:09:31,934 All right, on my count... 1, 2, 3. 255 00:09:31,959 --> 00:09:33,001 Go. 256 00:09:38,587 --> 00:09:41,589 Well, change the headline at least! 257 00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:43,885 I love Grey-Sloan. I own Grey-Sloan. 258 00:09:43,910 --> 00:09:45,869 I wouldn't write anything to tear it down. 259 00:09:45,894 --> 00:09:47,435 I don't really care 260 00:09:47,460 --> 00:09:49,522 if it's the most shared piece of the month. 261 00:09:49,547 --> 00:09:51,876 The headline is so misleading! 262 00:09:55,476 --> 00:09:58,570 Well, run it up the flagpole quickly, please! 263 00:10:09,159 --> 00:10:12,161 In cases of craniosyno... stosis, 264 00:10:12,186 --> 00:10:14,596 the... the structures of the skull fuse too early, 265 00:10:14,621 --> 00:10:18,278 resulting in abnormal growth and... development. 266 00:10:18,284 --> 00:10:19,825 Well, what we'll be doing today 267 00:10:19,851 --> 00:10:23,529 is carefully removing the top of Clervie's skull, 268 00:10:23,549 --> 00:10:24,777 break apart the bone, 269 00:10:24,802 --> 00:10:27,317 and use those pieces to re-shape her skull, 270 00:10:27,342 --> 00:10:28,952 allowing everything to fit perfectly 271 00:10:28,977 --> 00:10:31,700 and have plenty of room to grow just the right way. 272 00:10:31,725 --> 00:10:34,066 Our pediatrician said it was just a mild case 273 00:10:34,091 --> 00:10:35,284 and she would outgrow it. 274 00:10:35,309 --> 00:10:37,244 It just kept growing and getting worse, 275 00:10:37,245 --> 00:10:38,358 and now it's... 276 00:10:38,383 --> 00:10:41,759 It's more dangerous, right, now that she's older? 277 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:43,648 Well, it's slightly more complicated, 278 00:10:43,673 --> 00:10:46,066 but, honestly, it's absolutely nothing we can't handle. 279 00:10:46,091 --> 00:10:48,240 What's important is that you're here now. 280 00:10:48,265 --> 00:10:50,954 We're gonna take great care of your little girl, I promise. 281 00:10:50,979 --> 00:10:52,442 When Dr. Koracick called this morning 282 00:10:52,467 --> 00:10:55,790 and said you could do the surgery for free... 283 00:10:55,815 --> 00:10:56,952 I mean... 284 00:10:56,953 --> 00:11:00,163 you hate to have to think about money with your child, 285 00:11:00,188 --> 00:11:02,771 but we were gonna have to take out a second mortgage. 286 00:11:03,598 --> 00:11:05,370 Thank you. 287 00:11:06,937 --> 00:11:09,544 Yeah, th... it's our... it's our pleasure. 288 00:11:13,717 --> 00:11:15,744 You were born for the camera, Avery. 289 00:11:15,769 --> 00:11:17,588 Schmitt, baby steps. 290 00:11:17,613 --> 00:11:19,183 You bribed desperate parents 291 00:11:19,208 --> 00:11:22,533 so you can use their fear and pain for cheap publicity? 292 00:11:22,558 --> 00:11:24,020 Finally, Wonder Boy gets it. 293 00:11:24,045 --> 00:11:25,260 Wow. 294 00:11:25,261 --> 00:11:27,845 Just when I thought I couldn't possibly like you less, 295 00:11:27,870 --> 00:11:29,245 you surprise me. 296 00:11:29,246 --> 00:11:31,934 Hey, now, give them some space but not too much. 297 00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:33,813 And remember, anyone prays, get that on camera. 298 00:11:33,838 --> 00:11:34,857 That is gold. 299 00:11:34,882 --> 00:11:36,845 And you did it again. Impressive. 300 00:11:36,870 --> 00:11:38,184 Wha... 301 00:11:39,133 --> 00:11:40,905 Uh, you... 302 00:11:44,609 --> 00:11:46,149 Hey. You. 303 00:11:46,174 --> 00:11:48,259 We need to skip the E.R. Page your head of vascular. 304 00:11:48,284 --> 00:11:49,407 We don't have one. 305 00:11:49,432 --> 00:11:50,625 Well, then page Karev or Webber. 306 00:11:50,650 --> 00:11:52,190 I'm gonna hand him off in the O.R. 307 00:11:52,215 --> 00:11:54,022 Right. Okay. 308 00:11:55,586 --> 00:11:57,197 Hey, I don't know where your O.R. is! 309 00:11:58,718 --> 00:11:59,759 Let's go. 310 00:12:01,938 --> 00:12:03,932 Hey, hey! It's good to see a friendly face. 311 00:12:03,957 --> 00:12:05,219 Webber. Great. 312 00:12:05,244 --> 00:12:08,693 Dialysis patient, 35, uh, ruptured left A.V. fistula, 313 00:12:08,718 --> 00:12:10,050 lost a good amount of blood 314 00:12:10,075 --> 00:12:12,242 and refused treatment at Grey-Sloan. 315 00:12:12,267 --> 00:12:13,286 - Refused treatment? - Mm-hmm. 316 00:12:13,311 --> 00:12:14,434 Did you read this list? 317 00:12:14,459 --> 00:12:15,860 I'm glad nobody wrote about us. 318 00:12:15,885 --> 00:12:17,739 Hey, hey, hey, hey! Come here. 319 00:12:17,764 --> 00:12:19,304 Get this man to O.R. 4, 320 00:12:19,329 --> 00:12:21,491 and if you can keep your mouth shut, you can scrub in with me. 321 00:12:21,516 --> 00:12:22,917 - Thanks for the business, Hunt. - Sure. 322 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:26,605 Okay. 323 00:12:26,630 --> 00:12:27,788 Hey, man. 324 00:12:27,813 --> 00:12:29,911 - Hey. - Bailey send you to spy on me? 325 00:12:29,936 --> 00:12:32,043 No, no. I'm just dropping off a patient. 326 00:12:32,068 --> 00:12:34,014 I'm, uh, taking some time off. 327 00:12:35,759 --> 00:12:37,773 Koracick is driving me insane, 328 00:12:37,798 --> 00:12:40,698 so Teddy's taking over the E.R., 329 00:12:40,723 --> 00:12:42,576 and I'm staying home with the kids for a while. 330 00:12:42,601 --> 00:12:43,864 Well, if you don't have to rush home, 331 00:12:43,889 --> 00:12:45,464 I'd love to... to give you a tour. 332 00:12:45,489 --> 00:12:46,682 Sure. 333 00:12:46,707 --> 00:12:48,769 Well, you have to use your imagination, you know? 334 00:12:48,794 --> 00:12:52,105 Try to picture it with, uh, new lighting, paint job, 335 00:12:52,130 --> 00:12:55,191 a few new walls, qualified medical personnel. 336 00:12:55,610 --> 00:12:57,996 Pelvis X-ray shows a type II A.P. compression fracture. 337 00:12:58,021 --> 00:12:59,098 Where did she fall from? 338 00:12:59,099 --> 00:13:00,396 The guy fell on her. 339 00:13:00,421 --> 00:13:02,958 Cops think he was a stowaway on an international flight. 340 00:13:03,636 --> 00:13:04,933 Helm, get the ultrasound. 341 00:13:04,958 --> 00:13:06,986 Reminds me of a guy in Germany 342 00:13:07,011 --> 00:13:10,221 who snuck into the wheel well of a 757. 343 00:13:10,246 --> 00:13:12,889 All was fine and good until they hit cruising altitude. 344 00:13:12,914 --> 00:13:14,454 What happened at cruising altitude? 345 00:13:14,479 --> 00:13:17,030 It's colder than Everest, and there's less O2. 346 00:13:17,307 --> 00:13:19,370 Brody, let's order some, uh, bilateral leg films. 347 00:13:19,395 --> 00:13:21,075 And when the landing gear opens, 348 00:13:21,100 --> 00:13:24,032 it's like dropping an ice pack on the ground from a mile high. 349 00:13:24,057 --> 00:13:26,050 But the ice pack is made of blood and muscle tissue, 350 00:13:26,075 --> 00:13:27,928 so... pbht! splat. 351 00:13:27,953 --> 00:13:30,576 Hughes. Hello. What do we got? 352 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:33,498 19-year-old, bilateral tib-fib fractures, 353 00:13:33,523 --> 00:13:34,856 unstable pelvic fracture. 354 00:13:34,881 --> 00:13:36,525 And the X-rays show that... 355 00:13:36,550 --> 00:13:38,926 Widened mediastinum, sternal fracture. 356 00:13:38,951 --> 00:13:40,611 What's the ultrasound? 357 00:13:40,636 --> 00:13:41,606 Uh... 358 00:13:41,631 --> 00:13:42,951 Turn on the color flow. 359 00:13:43,927 --> 00:13:46,324 Looks like severe aortic insufficiency. 360 00:13:46,349 --> 00:13:50,096 EKG showed ST elevations in leads II, III, and AVF. 361 00:13:50,121 --> 00:13:53,458 Could be ischemic changes secondary to aortic root injury. 362 00:13:53,492 --> 00:13:54,789 All right, her pressure looks stable. 363 00:13:54,814 --> 00:13:56,320 Let's get a CTA to get a better look. 364 00:13:56,345 --> 00:13:58,199 Yeah, seems like you guys got this covered. 365 00:13:58,224 --> 00:13:59,550 All right, as soon as I finish getting this binder on, 366 00:13:59,575 --> 00:14:00,669 you can move her. 367 00:14:00,694 --> 00:14:02,582 I think that's her boyfriend out there panicking. 368 00:14:02,607 --> 00:14:05,748 There you go. She's good. I'll go check on him. 369 00:14:05,773 --> 00:14:08,114 Pierce is kind of a genius, isn't she? 370 00:14:08,139 --> 00:14:10,175 Not kind of. Is. 371 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,006 Hey, um, we got a few minutes? 372 00:14:12,007 --> 00:14:13,199 I need to go talk to my wife. 373 00:14:13,224 --> 00:14:14,555 Oh, is it about that list? 374 00:14:14,580 --> 00:14:15,842 Avery told me. 375 00:14:15,867 --> 00:14:18,371 Yeah. It's about that list. 376 00:14:19,027 --> 00:14:20,742 Now, what's your name, bud? 377 00:14:20,767 --> 00:14:23,404 Josh. All right. 378 00:14:23,429 --> 00:14:25,387 All right, that accident must have been tough to see, huh? 379 00:14:25,412 --> 00:14:26,605 Yeah. 380 00:14:26,630 --> 00:14:28,576 I'm gonna do a little exam, okay? 381 00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:31,813 All right, Josh, hey, those two doctors in there, 382 00:14:31,838 --> 00:14:33,239 they don't make them any better. 383 00:14:33,264 --> 00:14:34,491 Your girlfriend... 384 00:14:34,516 --> 00:14:36,167 - Ali... Alicia. - Alicia. 385 00:14:36,192 --> 00:14:38,711 They're gonna do everything they can to help Alicia. 386 00:14:38,736 --> 00:14:40,798 All right, you hear me, Josh? 387 00:14:40,823 --> 00:14:42,468 Can you take a deep breath for me? 388 00:14:50,299 --> 00:14:51,804 Okay. Good. 389 00:14:51,829 --> 00:14:53,440 All right, we're gonna clean you up 390 00:14:53,465 --> 00:14:55,736 and, uh, get you something to help you calm down. 391 00:14:55,761 --> 00:14:57,917 Are you currently taking any prescrip... 392 00:15:01,604 --> 00:15:03,376 Where did you get that? 393 00:15:05,224 --> 00:15:06,555 My hood. 394 00:15:06,580 --> 00:15:07,773 I tell you what, um, 395 00:15:07,798 --> 00:15:10,730 I'm gonna get you some clean scrubs to change into, 396 00:15:10,755 --> 00:15:13,327 and while I'm at it, I'm just gonna... 397 00:15:20,289 --> 00:15:22,363 Hi. Lisa, is it? 398 00:15:22,527 --> 00:15:26,156 Hi. So, I did, um, both sides of the street up to 1st Avenue 399 00:15:26,181 --> 00:15:27,860 and then the parking lot. 400 00:15:27,885 --> 00:15:29,321 I don't give out gold stars. 401 00:15:29,346 --> 00:15:30,992 Head back over across the street. 402 00:15:31,017 --> 00:15:32,356 There's a lot of empties over there. 403 00:15:32,381 --> 00:15:34,652 Actually, so, I have an emergency, 404 00:15:34,677 --> 00:15:36,391 and I-I really need to go. 405 00:15:36,416 --> 00:15:39,188 Grey, I know all about you and your emergencies. 406 00:15:39,213 --> 00:15:41,971 I wrote something, and... and it's been taken out of context. 407 00:15:41,996 --> 00:15:44,789 The headline has actually nothing to do with what I said, 408 00:15:44,814 --> 00:15:47,678 - and I need to go take care of it. - You have five more hours for today. 409 00:15:47,703 --> 00:15:48,973 Lisa. 410 00:15:49,703 --> 00:15:52,066 Human to human. 411 00:15:54,693 --> 00:15:56,894 It's a real emergency for me. 412 00:15:56,919 --> 00:15:58,775 I really need to go take care of this. 413 00:15:59,140 --> 00:16:01,099 You walk away before your time's up, 414 00:16:01,124 --> 00:16:03,813 I'm calling the judge about all your extracurriculars. 415 00:16:03,838 --> 00:16:04,857 You decide. 416 00:16:04,882 --> 00:16:08,453 _ 417 00:16:11,074 --> 00:16:14,110 Please don't call the judge. I will make up my hours. 418 00:16:14,135 --> 00:16:15,249 I have to go. 419 00:16:15,274 --> 00:16:16,397 Please don't call him. 420 00:16:16,422 --> 00:16:18,336 I promise I'll make up the hours. 421 00:16:19,333 --> 00:16:21,005 Grey! 422 00:16:21,030 --> 00:16:22,490 Grey?! 423 00:16:25,289 --> 00:16:27,457 Well, Mer's list really freed up my morning. 424 00:16:27,482 --> 00:16:29,370 I've had two surgeries cancel. 425 00:16:29,395 --> 00:16:30,414 Are you mad? 426 00:16:30,439 --> 00:16:32,293 Mm. A little. 427 00:16:32,318 --> 00:16:34,972 But I never win fights with her, even inside my head, 428 00:16:34,997 --> 00:16:36,744 so I'm just shoving it down. 429 00:16:36,769 --> 00:16:37,824 Mm. 430 00:16:37,849 --> 00:16:38,903 Have you seen Link? 431 00:16:38,928 --> 00:16:40,990 I'm craving some gravity blanket. 432 00:16:41,015 --> 00:16:42,242 What? 433 00:16:42,267 --> 00:16:43,669 Oh, we used to do this thing 434 00:16:43,694 --> 00:16:46,000 where he would just put all of his body weight on top of me, 435 00:16:46,025 --> 00:16:47,949 and it was like a thunder jacket for a dog. 436 00:16:47,974 --> 00:16:50,698 But now I've got the little peanut, so he just bear-hugs me. 437 00:16:50,723 --> 00:16:52,994 I'm claustrophobic. I can't think of anything less soothing. 438 00:16:53,019 --> 00:16:54,524 But sounds like you two are a match. 439 00:16:54,549 --> 00:16:56,229 We kind of are, aren't we? 440 00:16:56,254 --> 00:16:57,527 I mean, I get all spinny-outy, 441 00:16:57,552 --> 00:17:01,657 and he's just like a big, calm mountain. 442 00:17:01,682 --> 00:17:03,508 Well, uh, right now your mountain 443 00:17:03,509 --> 00:17:05,640 is trying to calm down my patient's boyfriend. 444 00:17:05,665 --> 00:17:07,624 What happened to your patient? 445 00:17:07,649 --> 00:17:08,702 Just imagine... 446 00:17:08,727 --> 00:17:10,094 Never mind. Don't imagine. 447 00:17:10,119 --> 00:17:12,265 Pierce! I need a word. 448 00:17:12,937 --> 00:17:14,895 Okay. Uh, if this is about Mer's list, 449 00:17:14,920 --> 00:17:16,044 I don't want to hear it. 450 00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:18,088 I stand by her as a surgeon and as a sister. 451 00:17:18,113 --> 00:17:20,183 I don't care. Follow me, please. 452 00:17:24,438 --> 00:17:26,981 And just need one last sample to confirm blood type 453 00:17:27,006 --> 00:17:28,163 in case there's any bleeding in the O.R. 454 00:17:28,188 --> 00:17:29,381 Otherwise, we'll be fine. 455 00:17:29,406 --> 00:17:30,482 Thank you so much. 456 00:17:32,616 --> 00:17:36,558 She really is just such a happy little girl. 457 00:17:36,583 --> 00:17:38,471 We've learned so much from her, 458 00:17:38,496 --> 00:17:41,289 and we feel so blessed to have... 459 00:17:41,314 --> 00:17:43,447 to have met the doctors here so she can... 460 00:17:45,507 --> 00:17:47,604 ...so she can get the help that she needs. 461 00:17:47,629 --> 00:17:49,796 This is no good. Too much backlight. 462 00:17:49,821 --> 00:17:51,535 Oh, uh... 463 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:53,622 Uh, Peter, uh, sorry. 464 00:17:53,647 --> 00:17:54,849 Uh, technical stuff. 465 00:17:54,874 --> 00:17:55,893 You okay? 466 00:17:55,918 --> 00:17:57,180 - Yeah. - Yeah. Okay. 467 00:17:57,205 --> 00:17:59,268 Uh, we're gonna get you to, uh, say that again, 468 00:17:59,293 --> 00:18:00,799 I mean, just... just like you did 469 00:18:00,824 --> 00:18:04,695 but just a little bit more, uh, over here. 470 00:18:04,720 --> 00:18:05,983 - Yeah. - All right. 471 00:18:06,008 --> 00:18:07,374 - Okay. - Actually, you know what, Peter? 472 00:18:07,399 --> 00:18:10,054 I think it was perfect. There's no need. 473 00:18:10,079 --> 00:18:11,363 Take a break. 474 00:18:13,522 --> 00:18:14,541 You know what? 475 00:18:14,566 --> 00:18:16,246 Dr. Avery is right 476 00:18:16,271 --> 00:18:18,508 'cause we need to talk to Mrs. Martin anyway. 477 00:18:18,533 --> 00:18:20,281 So... yeah. 478 00:18:20,306 --> 00:18:21,778 Yeah. 479 00:18:21,803 --> 00:18:23,088 Thank you, guys. 480 00:18:28,370 --> 00:18:30,398 This man is in fear, right, real fear. 481 00:18:30,427 --> 00:18:31,898 His daughter's 3 years old. 482 00:18:31,923 --> 00:18:34,333 This surgery's gonna be traumatic, painful, and life-threatening, 483 00:18:34,358 --> 00:18:38,334 and you need him to say it all again with better lighting? 484 00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:40,804 Dr. Avery, I don't think you need to be reminded, 485 00:18:40,829 --> 00:18:43,518 but just in case, I am your boss. 486 00:18:43,544 --> 00:18:46,023 If you need more clarification on the matter, lemme know, 487 00:18:46,048 --> 00:18:49,920 and I can have your mom call and explain it to you. 488 00:18:49,945 --> 00:18:51,416 Oh. 489 00:18:51,441 --> 00:18:53,191 Well, while you have her, ask her how much longer 490 00:18:53,216 --> 00:18:55,348 she's gonna be punishing us with you. 491 00:18:55,373 --> 00:18:57,036 Ah, funny. 492 00:18:57,919 --> 00:18:59,913 No chest pain, no shortness of breath. 493 00:18:59,938 --> 00:19:02,591 Your EKG shows no changes. 494 00:19:02,616 --> 00:19:06,488 I see no arrhythmias or abnormal flow. 495 00:19:06,513 --> 00:19:08,123 So Grey didn't give me a heart attack. 496 00:19:08,148 --> 00:19:09,271 No. 497 00:19:09,296 --> 00:19:10,489 You're just warm. 498 00:19:10,514 --> 00:19:13,377 War... I'm in a sauna. 499 00:19:13,402 --> 00:19:15,603 How long has it been like this? 500 00:19:15,628 --> 00:19:18,073 A few days? I don't know, Pierce. 501 00:19:19,316 --> 00:19:22,040 Uh, you know, I got a lot on my mind, 502 00:19:22,065 --> 00:19:24,763 and this list isn't making it any better. 503 00:19:24,788 --> 00:19:26,328 Well, it's not your heart. 504 00:19:26,353 --> 00:19:27,720 Well, what is it? 505 00:19:29,310 --> 00:19:31,918 It could be hor... It could be hormonal. 506 00:19:35,469 --> 00:19:36,800 I have to be in surgery in 15 minutes, 507 00:19:36,825 --> 00:19:38,783 but I could do a quick blood draw 508 00:19:38,808 --> 00:19:40,314 and, uh, check your levels? 509 00:19:40,339 --> 00:19:42,367 Okay, well, do it right quick, then, if you have to go. 510 00:19:42,392 --> 00:19:45,254 I-I need a full blood panel, CBC, thyroid... 511 00:19:45,279 --> 00:19:47,887 Yeah, I know how to do a blood panel. 512 00:19:49,930 --> 00:19:51,958 Schmitt, uh, where are we with, uh, cran... 513 00:19:51,983 --> 00:19:53,280 Mom, no. 514 00:19:53,305 --> 00:19:55,506 Tell Aunt Carol she doesn't need 515 00:19:55,531 --> 00:19:57,211 to reschedule her carpal tunnel surgery. 516 00:19:57,236 --> 00:19:58,882 We're still a good hospital. 517 00:20:00,572 --> 00:20:03,646 I-I-I'm at work right now. I have to go. 518 00:20:03,671 --> 00:20:05,037 Sorry. 519 00:20:05,062 --> 00:20:07,994 My mom sent Grey's article to everyone in our family, 520 00:20:08,019 --> 00:20:10,464 and they gave me the money for med school, 521 00:20:10,489 --> 00:20:12,100 so they're very invested. 522 00:20:12,125 --> 00:20:13,874 You're on the phone, and you're not doing your job. 523 00:20:13,899 --> 00:20:15,510 You're basically a bullet point on Grey's list. 524 00:20:15,535 --> 00:20:16,832 Get back to work. 525 00:20:18,197 --> 00:20:20,886 I sent a proposal to the board to see if they'll expand the NICU. 526 00:20:20,911 --> 00:20:22,173 I swear, this place must be backed 527 00:20:22,194 --> 00:20:23,318 by Russian Mafia or something 528 00:20:23,343 --> 00:20:24,568 because they are not afraid to write checks. 529 00:20:24,593 --> 00:20:25,728 That doesn't hurt. 530 00:20:25,753 --> 00:20:27,383 Over here, I want to, uh, put in 531 00:20:27,384 --> 00:20:30,246 the new innovative pediatric surgery unit by spring. 532 00:20:30,271 --> 00:20:31,817 You know, this place is really shaping up. 533 00:20:32,886 --> 00:20:34,698 Oh, my God! Somebody, help! 534 00:20:34,723 --> 00:20:35,985 Miller, what happened? 535 00:20:36,010 --> 00:20:37,895 Patient just had colon surgery due to a perforation. 536 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:40,401 His wound vac started filling with blood and... I don't know. 537 00:20:40,426 --> 00:20:42,511 Did you send blood for a coag panel? Hmm? 538 00:20:42,536 --> 00:20:45,019 Ma'am, I need you to stand back now, please. 539 00:20:46,436 --> 00:20:48,046 I feel warm. 540 00:20:48,071 --> 00:20:49,228 Why won't it stop?! 541 00:20:49,253 --> 00:20:50,586 Karev, is it okay if I jump in? 542 00:20:50,611 --> 00:20:51,872 Yeah, please. What do you need? 543 00:20:51,897 --> 00:20:53,090 Okay. 544 00:20:53,115 --> 00:20:54,725 You, get me a crash cart, 545 00:20:54,750 --> 00:20:57,462 two units of blood, gauze, and suction, okay? 546 00:20:58,553 --> 00:20:59,606 Now! 547 00:20:59,631 --> 00:21:01,450 See what I have to put up with? 548 00:21:06,520 --> 00:21:09,557 Ohh! I've had a really crazy day, and I can't really talk. 549 00:21:09,582 --> 00:21:11,748 I thought you might be in the E.R., 550 00:21:11,773 --> 00:21:15,122 seeing as how a body just fell from the sky. 551 00:21:15,147 --> 00:21:17,001 I mean, I've never seen anything like it, 552 00:21:17,026 --> 00:21:18,463 I mean, I've seen some things. 553 00:21:21,562 --> 00:21:22,928 Okay, Miranda, look, 554 00:21:22,953 --> 00:21:24,848 if... if you're still upset about Grey's list... 555 00:21:24,873 --> 00:21:26,693 But, hey, it'll blow over, all right? 556 00:21:26,718 --> 00:21:29,684 Try not to make yourself more angry by staring at it all day. 557 00:21:29,709 --> 00:21:31,597 That's not why I'm angry. 558 00:21:31,622 --> 00:21:32,885 It's... It's not? 559 00:21:32,910 --> 00:21:35,564 I'm angry because it's 1,000 degrees in here, 560 00:21:35,589 --> 00:21:36,920 and I can't stop crying 561 00:21:36,945 --> 00:21:39,556 because my hormones are hitting me like a tidal wave 562 00:21:39,581 --> 00:21:42,444 because I am in menopause! 563 00:21:42,469 --> 00:21:43,835 - Miranda, we don't... - No! 564 00:21:43,860 --> 00:21:46,126 Don't bother telling me that that's not what it is, 565 00:21:46,127 --> 00:21:49,128 because I saw it happen to my mom at a young age, 566 00:21:49,153 --> 00:21:51,077 and now it's happening to me. 567 00:21:51,102 --> 00:21:53,148 And I know it's the natural order of things. 568 00:21:53,173 --> 00:21:55,893 I am woman. Hear me roar. 569 00:21:55,918 --> 00:21:58,008 I knew it was coming... 570 00:21:58,515 --> 00:22:00,566 someday! 571 00:22:01,734 --> 00:22:03,751 I'm sorry, Ben. 572 00:22:05,194 --> 00:22:10,371 No one really warns you about all the feelings. 573 00:22:17,305 --> 00:22:19,217 Just tell me what you need. 574 00:22:19,861 --> 00:22:21,539 Just... Here. 575 00:22:21,564 --> 00:22:24,845 Just sit here with me for like five minutes 576 00:22:24,870 --> 00:22:30,748 and let me have all the feelings. 577 00:22:32,115 --> 00:22:35,291 Oh, God! Stupid. 578 00:22:36,951 --> 00:22:38,882 - Okay, okay. - It's hot! 579 00:22:45,671 --> 00:22:47,025 Hey! 580 00:22:49,089 --> 00:22:50,630 How bad is it? 581 00:22:50,855 --> 00:22:53,717 Okay. Well, um, residents are panicking. 582 00:22:53,742 --> 00:22:55,143 Everyone else seems split. 583 00:22:55,168 --> 00:22:57,022 Some are pissed. Some are calling you a hero. 584 00:22:57,047 --> 00:22:58,727 Alex couldn't stop laughing all morning. 585 00:22:58,752 --> 00:23:00,258 Where do you land? 586 00:23:00,283 --> 00:23:01,962 Well, I wish you hadn't name-checked the hospital 587 00:23:01,987 --> 00:23:03,493 that just made me an attending, 588 00:23:03,518 --> 00:23:05,958 but I think it'll start some much-needed conversation 589 00:23:05,959 --> 00:23:07,917 once tempers calm. 590 00:23:07,942 --> 00:23:09,169 Like Bailey's temper? 591 00:23:09,194 --> 00:23:11,153 Okay, her rage level is so high, 592 00:23:11,178 --> 00:23:12,544 I'm worried for her physical health. 593 00:23:12,569 --> 00:23:15,502 Well, I would like to explain how this happened. 594 00:23:15,527 --> 00:23:17,241 Especially to Bailey. I owe it to her. 595 00:23:17,266 --> 00:23:18,806 I mean, I named my kid after her. 596 00:23:18,831 --> 00:23:20,511 She might ask you to take that back. 597 00:23:20,536 --> 00:23:22,077 - Um... - Good luck. 598 00:23:26,104 --> 00:23:27,992 There. You see that? That's the source of the bleed. 599 00:23:28,017 --> 00:23:29,426 - The aorta. - The aorta? 600 00:23:29,451 --> 00:23:31,479 No. What year are you? Second. 601 00:23:32,686 --> 00:23:34,192 Superior epigastric artery. 602 00:23:34,217 --> 00:23:35,966 One of the cardinal rules in trauma 603 00:23:35,991 --> 00:23:37,810 is to find the source of the bleeding and...? 604 00:23:37,835 --> 00:23:40,941 - Uh... - Get proximal and distal control. 605 00:23:40,966 --> 00:23:43,238 Okay, looks like poor hemostasis after surgery. 606 00:23:43,263 --> 00:23:46,195 Let's get him in the O.R. and do a repair and a quick washout. 607 00:23:46,220 --> 00:23:48,109 All right. Miller, book the next available O.R. 608 00:23:48,134 --> 00:23:49,152 for Dr. Hunt right now. 609 00:23:49,177 --> 00:23:50,683 Right. Um, who's Dr. Hunt? 610 00:23:50,708 --> 00:23:52,144 - Him. - Me. 611 00:23:52,169 --> 00:23:53,223 Okay. 612 00:23:56,622 --> 00:23:58,669 All right, page me when Clervie's ready. 613 00:23:58,694 --> 00:24:01,279 Try not to trip on any camera wires. 614 00:24:01,304 --> 00:24:02,601 Cameras? 615 00:24:02,626 --> 00:24:05,384 Yeah, doing a craniosynostosis on a 3-year-old, 616 00:24:05,409 --> 00:24:07,438 which Koracick is turning into a feel-good video 617 00:24:07,463 --> 00:24:09,700 so he could fight the bad attention around Mer's list. 618 00:24:09,725 --> 00:24:12,552 Also, he bribed the family with a pro bono surgery. 619 00:24:12,577 --> 00:24:13,770 Ew. Gross. 620 00:24:13,795 --> 00:24:15,893 And yet totally on brand. 621 00:24:15,918 --> 00:24:18,224 Meredith's kind of lucky, when you think about it. 622 00:24:18,249 --> 00:24:20,764 Uh, losing her job and possibly losing her license? 623 00:24:20,789 --> 00:24:22,156 Well, I mean, yeah, obviously, 624 00:24:22,181 --> 00:24:24,171 but she doesn't have to worry about all this crap, 625 00:24:24,196 --> 00:24:25,389 you know, how things look. 626 00:24:25,414 --> 00:24:28,473 She can just... do the right thing. 627 00:24:30,259 --> 00:24:31,800 I love a good dare. 628 00:24:31,825 --> 00:24:33,052 - That wasn't a dare. - Thank you. 629 00:24:33,077 --> 00:24:35,023 Wait. No. I don't really think that she's lucky! 630 00:24:40,335 --> 00:24:41,701 Good to be back? 631 00:24:41,726 --> 00:24:44,345 You have no idea. 632 00:24:44,370 --> 00:24:46,745 But I love being a mom, too. 633 00:24:46,770 --> 00:24:48,277 No judgment here. 634 00:24:48,302 --> 00:24:50,643 Meredith calls bowel resections her "me time." 635 00:24:52,192 --> 00:24:54,290 Would you be willing to tell her how much I loved her article? 636 00:24:54,749 --> 00:24:57,246 Um, yeah... Helm, sure. 637 00:24:57,271 --> 00:25:01,177 How amazing and important and just perfect it is? 638 00:25:01,202 --> 00:25:02,360 And that she's still my mentor, 639 00:25:02,385 --> 00:25:03,787 even if she doesn't work here anymore? 640 00:25:03,812 --> 00:25:05,195 I will pass it along. 641 00:25:05,323 --> 00:25:08,046 All right, clamping the aorta. 642 00:25:08,071 --> 00:25:09,299 All right. 643 00:25:09,324 --> 00:25:12,290 We are gonna stop the heart with cardioplegia 644 00:25:12,315 --> 00:25:14,447 so we can replace the aortic root. 645 00:25:14,472 --> 00:25:16,165 That's... weird. 646 00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:18,496 The heart's not stopping. 647 00:25:18,521 --> 00:25:20,653 How is she? Finally got her boyfriend calmed down. 648 00:25:20,678 --> 00:25:21,836 Well, it looks like the blunt injury 649 00:25:21,861 --> 00:25:24,481 also caused a coronary artery dissection, 650 00:25:24,506 --> 00:25:26,812 so we're gonna have to pass the cardioplegia 651 00:25:26,837 --> 00:25:29,501 through the coronary sinus so we can get this heart to stop. 652 00:25:29,526 --> 00:25:31,834 - She cannot catch a break. - How can I help? 653 00:25:31,859 --> 00:25:33,223 All right, well, we're gonna have to do a bypass, 654 00:25:33,248 --> 00:25:36,006 so you can harvest a vein from her leg 655 00:25:36,031 --> 00:25:37,885 while Pierce and I... 656 00:25:37,910 --> 00:25:39,242 - No! Start pressors! - Crap. 657 00:25:39,267 --> 00:25:40,704 The root is rupturing! 658 00:25:40,729 --> 00:25:41,832 - I'm gonna go scrub. - Yep. 659 00:25:41,857 --> 00:25:44,024 Get that suction in there. Get that suction in there. 660 00:25:47,214 --> 00:25:49,277 Hey. You busy? 661 00:25:49,302 --> 00:25:51,190 I just did a cervical decompression. 662 00:25:51,215 --> 00:25:53,800 Now I'm gonna grab enough lunch for multiple humans. 663 00:25:53,825 --> 00:25:56,080 I can buy you something from the vending machine on the way. 664 00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:58,140 On the way to where? 665 00:25:59,581 --> 00:26:01,748 Don't worry. We'll remain right on schedule. 666 00:26:01,785 --> 00:26:03,926 You don't want Dr. Koracick to operate? 667 00:26:03,951 --> 00:26:07,162 My sister texted us an article about this hospital. 668 00:26:07,187 --> 00:26:09,531 Is that what this is about? Is he part of the problem? 669 00:26:09,556 --> 00:26:10,714 No, absolutely not. 670 00:26:10,739 --> 00:26:13,267 No. Tom Koracick is a brilliant neurosurgeon. 671 00:26:13,292 --> 00:26:14,902 Then why make a change? 672 00:26:14,927 --> 00:26:17,408 Well, for starters, I'm better. 673 00:26:17,433 --> 00:26:19,912 Dana, Peter, I know that you only agreed 674 00:26:19,937 --> 00:26:22,104 to let Tom film the surgery so it would be free, 675 00:26:22,129 --> 00:26:23,704 but I can... see now 676 00:26:23,729 --> 00:26:25,442 that you're both a little uncomfortable. 677 00:26:25,889 --> 00:26:28,577 And I can't blame you. This is a very big decision. 678 00:26:28,602 --> 00:26:30,039 It's your family's privacy. 679 00:26:30,064 --> 00:26:32,953 You shouldn't have to think about that under these conditions. 680 00:26:32,954 --> 00:26:35,330 So, I want you to know that no matter what happens today, 681 00:26:35,355 --> 00:26:37,035 no matter what you decide, 682 00:26:37,060 --> 00:26:39,041 your surgery's not gonna cost you a thing. 683 00:26:40,295 --> 00:26:41,314 Yeah. 684 00:26:41,339 --> 00:26:43,402 W-Why... Why would you do this? 685 00:26:43,427 --> 00:26:45,027 Well, I have a little girl of my own, 686 00:26:45,052 --> 00:26:46,864 and if she needed a surgery, I'd want to make sure 687 00:26:46,889 --> 00:26:49,142 that her doctors aren't thinking about anything 688 00:26:49,167 --> 00:26:50,429 except for her. 689 00:26:50,454 --> 00:26:51,903 Your little girl means more to me 690 00:26:51,928 --> 00:26:54,326 than some... some good press. 691 00:26:59,736 --> 00:27:00,812 Yes. 692 00:27:02,102 --> 00:27:03,428 Yes. And thank you. 693 00:27:03,453 --> 00:27:04,759 All right. Let's get going, then. 694 00:27:04,784 --> 00:27:06,400 All right, guys, let's come on in. 695 00:27:06,768 --> 00:27:08,262 Thank you so much. 696 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:12,784 You know Tom is gonna blow a gasket 697 00:27:12,809 --> 00:27:13,897 when he hears about this. 698 00:27:13,922 --> 00:27:15,255 Oh, I know. 699 00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:16,495 Added bonus. 700 00:27:22,224 --> 00:27:23,440 No. 701 00:27:24,416 --> 00:27:27,069 Time of death 16:04. 702 00:27:27,094 --> 00:27:28,810 Injury was just... 703 00:27:28,835 --> 00:27:30,932 It caused too much damage. 704 00:27:30,957 --> 00:27:32,428 Damn it. 705 00:27:32,453 --> 00:27:34,376 It's not just the medical system that's broken. 706 00:27:34,401 --> 00:27:35,838 It's the whole world. 707 00:27:35,863 --> 00:27:38,725 Why'd the stowaway have to fall out of a plane? 708 00:27:38,750 --> 00:27:40,013 And how bad was his life 709 00:27:40,038 --> 00:27:41,786 that he had to climb in the plane to begin with? 710 00:27:41,811 --> 00:27:44,396 And why did this girl, who could have been anywhere in the world, 711 00:27:44,421 --> 00:27:48,154 been in the just worst place possible? 712 00:27:48,155 --> 00:27:49,660 The whole world is broken. 713 00:27:49,685 --> 00:27:50,843 Now I have a baby, 714 00:27:50,868 --> 00:27:53,974 and it just makes it so much scarier. 715 00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:55,261 I can close. 716 00:27:55,286 --> 00:27:56,746 Thank you. 717 00:28:05,885 --> 00:28:06,973 Get the drill ready. 718 00:28:06,998 --> 00:28:09,326 Stencil's almost complete. 719 00:28:09,351 --> 00:28:10,613 You kidnapped my surgery? 720 00:28:10,638 --> 00:28:13,187 Oh, it was never your surgery, was it, Tom? 721 00:28:13,212 --> 00:28:15,066 Tap out, Shepherd. I'm scrubbing in. 722 00:28:15,091 --> 00:28:16,647 Shepherd's actually got it all under control. 723 00:28:16,672 --> 00:28:18,178 Uh, the family, on the other hand, 724 00:28:18,203 --> 00:28:20,544 has had a change of heart about you filming this whole thing. 725 00:28:20,569 --> 00:28:22,735 So if you get your camera crew within... I don't know... 726 00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,588 one foot of my O.R., security will be called. 727 00:28:25,613 --> 00:28:26,702 The foundation put me... 728 00:28:26,727 --> 00:28:27,988 I am the foundation. 729 00:28:28,013 --> 00:28:29,693 And I own more shares than anyone on the board, 730 00:28:29,718 --> 00:28:31,955 so if you want to get technical, I am your boss. 731 00:28:31,980 --> 00:28:33,555 Not to mention, the people that come to me 732 00:28:33,580 --> 00:28:34,773 for cosmetic procedures 733 00:28:34,798 --> 00:28:36,861 make up a huge percentage of hospital profits. 734 00:28:36,886 --> 00:28:39,518 So maybe you want to, um, stay the hell out of my way. 735 00:28:39,552 --> 00:28:40,859 Wow. 736 00:28:40,884 --> 00:28:43,156 You just threw away millions in fast, free publicity 737 00:28:43,181 --> 00:28:45,521 and took arrogance to a level even I've never reached. 738 00:28:45,546 --> 00:28:47,366 This thing Grey started? 739 00:28:47,391 --> 00:28:48,722 You should know better than anyone 740 00:28:48,747 --> 00:28:50,636 how fires like that spread. 741 00:28:50,661 --> 00:28:54,208 And if it does, it'll burn down a lot more than this hospital. 742 00:28:55,862 --> 00:28:59,017 Hey, Tom, great rage in that reaction, really. 743 00:28:59,042 --> 00:29:00,826 But you were a little backlit, though. 744 00:29:00,851 --> 00:29:03,401 I'd love it if you could give it to me from the top, 745 00:29:03,426 --> 00:29:04,757 a little closer to the door. 746 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,750 Yeah. 747 00:29:07,775 --> 00:29:10,658 I was kinda hoping my part would be done 748 00:29:10,683 --> 00:29:12,606 by the time he found out. 749 00:29:12,631 --> 00:29:14,311 Yeah. Sorry about that. 750 00:29:14,336 --> 00:29:16,387 Osteotome, please, Schmitt. 751 00:29:16,782 --> 00:29:17,801 Schmitt, come on. 752 00:29:18,172 --> 00:29:19,435 Yeah. Sorry. 753 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:20,775 Thank you. 754 00:29:23,401 --> 00:29:25,881 500 feet? That's ridiculous. 755 00:29:25,906 --> 00:29:28,421 Bet it was worth it just to zap the guy in the nads, though. 756 00:29:28,446 --> 00:29:31,378 It was an accident. A happy accident. 757 00:29:31,403 --> 00:29:34,127 Bailey must be homicidal, having Koracick as her boss. 758 00:29:34,152 --> 00:29:35,553 You a little bit happy about that? 759 00:29:35,578 --> 00:29:37,675 Well, I mean, I'm mad that she fired me, 760 00:29:37,700 --> 00:29:39,101 but Bailey's still Bailey. 761 00:29:39,126 --> 00:29:41,189 She shouldn't have to take orders from him. 762 00:29:41,214 --> 00:29:42,998 That's exactly why I left. 763 00:29:43,023 --> 00:29:44,224 Suction. 764 00:29:44,650 --> 00:29:46,874 So, you sick of it yet? Staying home? 765 00:29:48,181 --> 00:29:50,981 I'm happy to do it for Teddy. 766 00:29:51,870 --> 00:29:53,859 It's way harder than I expected. 767 00:29:54,172 --> 00:29:56,366 Come work for me. Take head of trauma. 768 00:29:56,391 --> 00:29:59,219 You know, structure the department however you want, ground up. 769 00:29:59,244 --> 00:30:01,759 I mean, Webber and I are helping, but we can't do it all. 770 00:30:01,784 --> 00:30:04,035 I mean, look at this place. It's really messed up. 771 00:30:04,060 --> 00:30:05,450 Way to sell it, Karev. 772 00:30:06,763 --> 00:30:08,373 Today was kinda fun. 773 00:30:08,398 --> 00:30:09,869 If there's one thing I can promise you, 774 00:30:09,894 --> 00:30:11,540 it's that there'll be more days like it. 775 00:30:11,565 --> 00:30:13,349 Kind of reminding me of the Army. 776 00:30:13,374 --> 00:30:15,111 With worse food. 777 00:30:18,319 --> 00:30:21,530 All right, piece "S" and "C" are in place. 778 00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:27,027 ? Ohh ? 779 00:30:27,052 --> 00:30:30,263 ? Why you look so sad? ? 780 00:30:30,288 --> 00:30:33,289 ? Tears are in your eyes ? 781 00:30:33,314 --> 00:30:37,569 ? Come on and talk to me now ? 782 00:30:37,594 --> 00:30:41,719 ? Nothing you confess ? 783 00:30:41,744 --> 00:30:45,024 ? Could make me love you less ? 784 00:30:45,049 --> 00:30:48,655 ? Could make me love you less ? 785 00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:51,821 ? I'll stand by you ? 786 00:30:51,846 --> 00:30:55,092 ? I'll stand by you ? 787 00:30:55,117 --> 00:30:58,501 ? Won't let nobody hurt you ? 788 00:30:58,526 --> 00:31:01,458 ? Nobody hurt you ? 789 00:31:01,483 --> 00:31:04,415 ? I'll stand by you ? 790 00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:07,755 ? Take me in into your darkest hour ? 791 00:31:07,780 --> 00:31:11,234 ? And I'll never desert you ? 792 00:31:11,259 --> 00:31:14,052 ? Never desert you ? 793 00:31:14,077 --> 00:31:16,557 ? I'll stand by you ? 794 00:31:27,958 --> 00:31:30,438 ? Ooh, ooh, ooh ? 795 00:31:30,463 --> 00:31:32,965 And... we're done. 796 00:31:33,914 --> 00:31:35,629 Everything fit. It's perfect. 797 00:31:35,654 --> 00:31:38,377 Yeah. Minimal blood loss. 798 00:31:38,402 --> 00:31:41,442 All right, why don't you get Clervie down to the PICU, 799 00:31:41,467 --> 00:31:42,764 and then we'll update the family. 800 00:31:42,807 --> 00:31:45,670 I mean, it's perfect. It's miraculous. 801 00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:47,375 And if you'd have let Dr. Koracick film it, 802 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:48,906 it might have really helped this place. 803 00:31:48,931 --> 00:31:51,236 ? I'll stand by you ? 804 00:31:51,261 --> 00:31:53,048 I don't concern myself with headlines, Schmitt. 805 00:31:53,073 --> 00:31:54,649 I suggest you don't, either. 806 00:31:54,674 --> 00:31:56,109 You don't have to. 807 00:31:56,134 --> 00:31:57,362 You already have a career. 808 00:31:57,387 --> 00:31:58,928 Your future is safe no matter what. 809 00:31:58,953 --> 00:32:01,224 Not all of us have that luxury. 810 00:32:01,249 --> 00:32:02,824 All right, you're so disappointed, 811 00:32:02,849 --> 00:32:05,503 why don't you get her bandaged up and settled in the PICU, 812 00:32:05,528 --> 00:32:07,659 and I'll go update the family myself. 813 00:32:08,030 --> 00:32:10,892 ? Never desert you ? 814 00:32:10,917 --> 00:32:14,093 ? I'll stand by you ? 815 00:32:14,118 --> 00:32:17,097 I remember telling security to deactivate your keycard. 816 00:32:17,158 --> 00:32:19,104 I-I'm sure this is a bad time. 817 00:32:19,129 --> 00:32:21,157 Uh, no. A great time, in fact. 818 00:32:21,182 --> 00:32:22,966 I'm having a red-letter day. 819 00:32:22,991 --> 00:32:24,775 There'll be cake any minute. 820 00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:27,384 I would like to explain how this happened. 821 00:32:27,409 --> 00:32:29,333 It was never meant to be published. 822 00:32:29,358 --> 00:32:31,142 I only pitched them a few ideas. 823 00:32:31,167 --> 00:32:33,326 - From "Hospital Hell"? - That, I never even said. 824 00:32:33,351 --> 00:32:35,552 And I would never say that. 825 00:32:35,600 --> 00:32:37,455 Anything that I actually wrote 826 00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:39,708 wasn't even directed at this hospital. 827 00:32:39,733 --> 00:32:41,587 Then have them change it. Have them take it down. 828 00:32:41,612 --> 00:32:43,709 I tried. They won't. 829 00:32:44,147 --> 00:32:46,923 I can write a retraction, an explanation. 830 00:32:46,948 --> 00:32:49,219 A retraction won't help, Grey. 831 00:32:49,244 --> 00:32:51,515 Nobody reads the retractions. 832 00:32:51,540 --> 00:32:53,597 Bailey, you know me. 833 00:32:53,622 --> 00:32:56,937 You know I love this place. I grew up here. 834 00:32:57,039 --> 00:32:59,967 Any good I've ever done, any awards I've ever received 835 00:32:59,992 --> 00:33:01,776 have been from things I learned here, 836 00:33:01,801 --> 00:33:05,150 in this program, from you and Richard Webber. 837 00:33:05,175 --> 00:33:06,735 I... 838 00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:10,179 I'm sorry if... if any of this has hurt you. 839 00:33:10,204 --> 00:33:12,359 I really am truly sorry. 840 00:33:13,746 --> 00:33:15,390 I know what you learned, Grey. 841 00:33:15,415 --> 00:33:18,487 I spent years of my life teaching it to you. 842 00:33:18,512 --> 00:33:21,131 Remember, I stayed late almost every night 843 00:33:21,156 --> 00:33:23,108 explaining procedures and technique 844 00:33:23,133 --> 00:33:25,295 when I could have been home with my family, right? 845 00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:28,006 I made you study. I made you practice. 846 00:33:28,031 --> 00:33:29,919 I was your friend, your mentor, 847 00:33:29,944 --> 00:33:32,320 and every time you needed me, I was there. 848 00:33:32,345 --> 00:33:34,894 So you can sit there and apologize to me 849 00:33:34,919 --> 00:33:36,957 and say all the... the moving words, 850 00:33:36,982 --> 00:33:38,975 but the damage has been done. 851 00:33:44,145 --> 00:33:45,198 Bailey, I... 852 00:33:45,223 --> 00:33:47,147 You can close the door on your way out. 853 00:33:59,801 --> 00:34:01,167 A resident thought that that was the aorta? 854 00:34:01,192 --> 00:34:02,734 - What is wrong with people? - Yeah. 855 00:34:02,759 --> 00:34:03,986 If Karev hadn't been giving me a tour, 856 00:34:04,011 --> 00:34:05,760 then the guy might have died. 857 00:34:05,785 --> 00:34:07,117 W... Y-You got a tour? 858 00:34:07,142 --> 00:34:08,077 Yeah. 859 00:34:08,102 --> 00:34:09,295 Evening, Altman. 860 00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:11,488 - Hey. - Leo! 861 00:34:11,489 --> 00:34:12,925 I'm not turning around, Tom, 862 00:34:12,950 --> 00:34:14,735 so if you need to call the cops, then go ahead. 863 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,126 I'm dropping the restraining order. 864 00:34:16,151 --> 00:34:17,518 We need every good doctor we can get, 865 00:34:17,543 --> 00:34:19,292 so I'm taking the high road. 866 00:34:19,317 --> 00:34:20,846 You can have your job back. 867 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,982 Yeah, well, thanks, but, um... you didn't fire me. 868 00:34:25,007 --> 00:34:25,990 I quit. 869 00:34:26,015 --> 00:34:27,939 And I have already taken a job 870 00:34:27,964 --> 00:34:30,061 at a very up-and-coming area hospital. 871 00:34:30,086 --> 00:34:31,697 - You did? - W-What hospital? 872 00:34:31,722 --> 00:34:34,654 One that will be excellent when I'm done with it, so... 873 00:34:34,679 --> 00:34:36,010 It's Pac-North, isn't it? 874 00:34:36,035 --> 00:34:37,124 It's not a dirty word, Tom. 875 00:34:37,149 --> 00:34:38,724 Yeah, but it's a dirty place. 876 00:34:38,749 --> 00:34:41,646 You call me when you realize the error of your ways. 877 00:34:42,305 --> 00:34:44,391 Same to you. 878 00:34:45,426 --> 00:34:47,475 Wow. Wow. I hate that guy. 879 00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:48,623 I know. 880 00:34:49,656 --> 00:34:50,745 - Pac-North? - Mm-hmm. 881 00:34:50,770 --> 00:34:51,928 Really? 882 00:34:51,953 --> 00:34:53,777 Wait. Did you not read Meredith's article? 883 00:34:53,802 --> 00:34:56,386 Your high horse has no legs to stand on. 884 00:34:56,411 --> 00:34:58,532 That is not the saying. 885 00:35:00,879 --> 00:35:03,209 We did everything we could do, 886 00:35:03,913 --> 00:35:06,171 but there was just too much damage. 887 00:35:06,937 --> 00:35:08,327 I'm so sorry. 888 00:35:10,191 --> 00:35:13,123 Do you have any contact info 889 00:35:13,148 --> 00:35:15,639 for Alicia's folks or any family we could call? 890 00:35:19,009 --> 00:35:22,437 We just met a month ago, in biochem. 891 00:35:23,879 --> 00:35:26,661 I don't even know her parents' names. 892 00:35:31,699 --> 00:35:33,413 Well... 893 00:35:34,864 --> 00:35:37,066 It's okay. 894 00:35:37,337 --> 00:35:38,622 We'll find them. 895 00:35:42,982 --> 00:35:46,575 We were just sitting in the grass 896 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,421 under that tree. 897 00:35:49,542 --> 00:35:51,047 She liked that. 898 00:35:51,346 --> 00:35:55,426 She said it reminded her of a Y.A. novel 899 00:35:55,451 --> 00:35:57,973 about teenagers who had cancer 900 00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:01,835 enjoying life and grass and the air 901 00:36:01,860 --> 00:36:03,123 while they still could, 902 00:36:03,148 --> 00:36:05,512 except we didn't have to have cancer. 903 00:36:07,901 --> 00:36:10,625 We would just lie in the grass 904 00:36:10,650 --> 00:36:12,538 and look at each other. 905 00:36:14,965 --> 00:36:19,138 It felt cheesy at first, but then... 906 00:36:21,180 --> 00:36:23,974 ...it was all I wanted to do forever. 907 00:36:28,437 --> 00:36:30,422 I should have protected her. 908 00:36:31,286 --> 00:36:35,470 But how do you protect someone from something like this? 909 00:36:40,438 --> 00:36:42,640 Hey. Hey. Hey. 910 00:36:56,716 --> 00:36:58,117 - Hey! - Hey. 911 00:36:58,142 --> 00:37:00,483 You, uh, lost? You looking for the E.R.? 912 00:37:00,508 --> 00:37:01,945 No, I just dropped off a guy 913 00:37:01,970 --> 00:37:03,962 whose bowling ball pulled him all the way down the alley. 914 00:37:03,987 --> 00:37:05,737 So, this one of yours? 915 00:37:05,762 --> 00:37:07,059 Okay. 916 00:37:07,084 --> 00:37:08,311 Uh, yeah. 917 00:37:08,336 --> 00:37:10,433 Yeah, I just rebuilt this little girl's skull 918 00:37:10,458 --> 00:37:12,047 from scratch, actually. 919 00:37:12,387 --> 00:37:13,881 Took all day. 920 00:37:15,807 --> 00:37:17,278 That's it? 921 00:37:17,303 --> 00:37:18,947 Usually you're all, 922 00:37:18,972 --> 00:37:20,756 "I was the only surgeon in the whole world who could do it 923 00:37:20,781 --> 00:37:22,067 'cause I'm so skilled." 924 00:37:22,068 --> 00:37:23,840 I mean, I wouldn't say the whole world, first of all. 925 00:37:23,865 --> 00:37:24,999 Uh-huh. 926 00:37:25,024 --> 00:37:27,992 The state of Washington is an argument. 927 00:37:28,017 --> 00:37:30,139 I'd be lying if I said I wasn't impressed. 928 00:37:31,983 --> 00:37:34,082 I'm suddenly starving. You got 10 minutes? 929 00:37:34,107 --> 00:37:35,228 Can I interest you 930 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,162 in some particularly disgusting hospital food? 931 00:37:37,187 --> 00:37:38,660 Oh, my God, that's my favorite. 932 00:37:38,685 --> 00:37:41,754 After multiple transfusions, emergent dialysis, 933 00:37:41,779 --> 00:37:44,245 and the fastest central line I've done to this day, 934 00:37:44,945 --> 00:37:46,591 my patient pulled through. 935 00:37:46,616 --> 00:37:48,121 You're sure you want to do this? 936 00:37:48,146 --> 00:37:49,513 But it taught an important lesson. 937 00:37:49,538 --> 00:37:50,696 Let me have it. 938 00:37:50,721 --> 00:37:54,063 Okay. But I'm warning you, it is habit-forming. 939 00:37:54,088 --> 00:37:56,186 There is no such thing as a routine surgery. 940 00:38:05,118 --> 00:38:07,701 ? 'Cause I've waited a long, long time ? 941 00:38:07,726 --> 00:38:11,632 ? To remember all that you've done for me ? 942 00:38:11,657 --> 00:38:12,746 Amelia? 943 00:38:12,771 --> 00:38:15,336 ? And I'm drawing a long, long line ? 944 00:38:15,361 --> 00:38:17,075 I think I'm in love with you. 945 00:38:19,676 --> 00:38:21,250 And I know you said not to say it back, 946 00:38:21,275 --> 00:38:23,999 but it's not something I feel very often. 947 00:38:24,024 --> 00:38:27,705 Love is... not really my thing. 948 00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:30,945 Dating, yes. 949 00:38:30,970 --> 00:38:32,371 Fun, yes. 950 00:38:32,396 --> 00:38:34,354 Sex, yes. 951 00:38:34,379 --> 00:38:38,831 Love... leads to divorce. 952 00:38:39,850 --> 00:38:41,252 Leads to pain. 953 00:38:41,277 --> 00:38:43,026 I think that's been my world view. 954 00:38:46,155 --> 00:38:47,579 But I'm feeling it. 955 00:38:49,377 --> 00:38:50,953 I'm pretty sure. 956 00:38:51,011 --> 00:38:52,504 And... 957 00:38:54,612 --> 00:38:56,360 ...it's a feeling I like. 958 00:38:56,385 --> 00:38:58,552 It's a feeling I want to name. 959 00:39:01,674 --> 00:39:04,117 Because sometimes people fall out of the sky, 960 00:39:04,577 --> 00:39:09,249 so there's kinda no point in trying to avoid pain. 961 00:39:09,274 --> 00:39:12,937 ? To remember all that you've done for me ? 962 00:39:14,903 --> 00:39:16,061 Okay. 963 00:39:16,086 --> 00:39:19,581 ? In between the dark and the light ? 964 00:39:19,606 --> 00:39:22,991 Every time I step into an O.R... 965 00:39:23,016 --> 00:39:24,997 I'm ready for the worst. 966 00:39:26,311 --> 00:39:27,849 - Hey. - Hey. 967 00:39:27,874 --> 00:39:29,200 What... What are you doing here? 968 00:39:29,225 --> 00:39:30,789 I tried to talk to Bailey. 969 00:39:32,007 --> 00:39:33,965 She thinks I attacked her publicly. 970 00:39:33,990 --> 00:39:35,147 It's... I don't know. 971 00:39:35,172 --> 00:39:36,752 I don't... I don't know how to fix this. 972 00:39:36,777 --> 00:39:38,839 I mean, what... what were you expecting? 973 00:39:38,864 --> 00:39:40,177 We're friends. 974 00:39:40,202 --> 00:39:43,378 I thought our history would earn me some benefit of the doubt. 975 00:39:43,403 --> 00:39:44,943 And I walked off work crew, 976 00:39:44,968 --> 00:39:47,031 so I got a summons to go back to court. 977 00:39:47,056 --> 00:39:48,214 Wait a minute. You walked out? 978 00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:49,292 Well, I had no choice. 979 00:39:49,317 --> 00:39:50,857 Mer, yeah, you did have a choice. 980 00:39:50,882 --> 00:39:52,477 And... And you chose the thing that could put you in jail. 981 00:39:52,502 --> 00:39:53,544 Why would you do that? 982 00:39:53,569 --> 00:39:55,939 That headline hurt a lot of people. 983 00:39:55,964 --> 00:39:57,190 You once told me I needed to develop 984 00:39:57,225 --> 00:39:58,488 an instinct for self-preservation. 985 00:39:58,513 --> 00:40:00,367 - Remember that? - That was entirely different. 986 00:40:00,392 --> 00:40:02,142 You were claiming a crime you didn't commit. 987 00:40:02,167 --> 00:40:03,951 Yeah, a-a crime that you committed. 988 00:40:03,976 --> 00:40:06,115 A crime that's now threatening your medical license. 989 00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:07,607 And this is just adding to that threat. 990 00:40:07,608 --> 00:40:09,490 You think the medical board just doesn't read the news? 991 00:40:09,515 --> 00:40:11,983 There isn't anything that I said that wasn't the truth. 992 00:40:13,392 --> 00:40:15,907 It isn't my fault that they packaged it up like a bomb. 993 00:40:15,932 --> 00:40:17,854 Okay, but don't you think that there was a world 994 00:40:17,879 --> 00:40:19,493 where you just finish the community-service 995 00:40:19,518 --> 00:40:20,777 hours and came back to work? 996 00:40:20,802 --> 00:40:24,535 I should just shut up and sit on my mountain of privilege? 997 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:26,691 And leave everyone else to fight their own battles? 998 00:40:26,716 --> 00:40:29,580 Or you work within the broken system to change it 999 00:40:29,605 --> 00:40:31,458 instead of bringing the whole thing down with you. 1000 00:40:31,483 --> 00:40:32,956 It's self-destructive, Mer. 1001 00:40:33,158 --> 00:40:34,977 You really don't need enemies right now. 1002 00:40:35,002 --> 00:40:36,668 No. I don't. 1003 00:40:37,822 --> 00:40:39,451 And I don't need this, either. 1004 00:40:39,476 --> 00:40:40,843 And if you think there's a world 1005 00:40:40,868 --> 00:40:43,232 in which I just sit back while something's broken 1006 00:40:43,257 --> 00:40:45,093 and hurting people and killing people... 1007 00:40:46,773 --> 00:40:47,989 you don't really know me. 1008 00:40:49,166 --> 00:40:51,158 At all. 1009 00:40:51,464 --> 00:40:53,701 It's not a guarantee against bad outcomes, 1010 00:40:53,726 --> 00:40:56,380 but it does mean, when the curveballs come, 1011 00:40:56,405 --> 00:40:57,946 when the sky starts to fall... 1012 00:40:57,971 --> 00:40:59,963 ? You'll turn your head ? 1013 00:40:59,988 --> 00:41:01,530 ? Leave me unwanted ? 1014 00:41:01,555 --> 00:41:03,443 Well? 1015 00:41:03,468 --> 00:41:07,151 Your blood work indicates that you are perimenopausal... 1016 00:41:10,655 --> 00:41:13,019 Uh, there was an ellipsis in your voice. 1017 00:41:13,703 --> 00:41:16,171 You're also pregnant, Bailey. 1018 00:41:17,035 --> 00:41:18,541 I'm sorry? 1019 00:41:18,685 --> 00:41:20,200 Your bloodwork shows that... 1020 00:41:20,225 --> 00:41:21,218 No. 1021 00:41:21,243 --> 00:41:23,688 D... I-I... It's hormones. 1022 00:41:23,713 --> 00:41:25,741 It's, uh, hot flashes, mood swings. 1023 00:41:25,766 --> 00:41:27,063 I'm... It's menopause. 1024 00:41:27,088 --> 00:41:29,742 Yeah, your beta-HCG isn't lying. 1025 00:41:29,767 --> 00:41:32,282 You can be perimenopausal and still shed eggs. 1026 00:41:32,307 --> 00:41:33,552 I don't understand. 1027 00:41:33,577 --> 00:41:36,162 You are both perimenopausal and pregna... 1028 00:41:36,187 --> 00:41:39,872 I heard you. I just don't understand. 1029 00:41:39,897 --> 00:41:41,541 ...hopefully you're less likely 1030 00:41:41,566 --> 00:41:43,896 to get completely knocked off your feet. 1031 00:41:45,171 --> 00:41:47,028 Please tell me you don't plan to keep this a secret. 1032 00:41:48,246 --> 00:41:51,178 ? Please give me space where I can belong ?