1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:02,099 Previously on "The Good Doctor"... 2 00:00:02,100 --> 00:00:04,233 Message received from Mom. 3 00:00:05,140 --> 00:00:06,767 Hey, baby. I got your text. 4 00:00:06,769 --> 00:00:09,469 We're gonna celebrate. I'll see you soon. 5 00:00:09,494 --> 00:00:11,494 I'm so proud of you, baby! 6 00:00:13,565 --> 00:00:16,427 Here are flowers and chocolates. 7 00:00:16,428 --> 00:00:17,593 Are you asking me out? 8 00:00:17,595 --> 00:00:18,928 Yes. 9 00:00:18,930 --> 00:00:20,196 I would love to. 10 00:00:44,155 --> 00:00:47,290 Will we be doing this during all the commercials? 11 00:00:47,778 --> 00:00:50,380 It's possible. 12 00:00:50,405 --> 00:00:51,871 Hmm. 13 00:01:05,123 --> 00:01:07,023 Patient came in through the celebrity track. 14 00:01:07,025 --> 00:01:09,125 He was admitted through an entrance by the loading dock. 15 00:01:09,127 --> 00:01:11,031 You're not to mention his name even to your colleagues. 16 00:01:11,033 --> 00:01:12,180 What is his name? 17 00:01:12,182 --> 00:01:13,496 Mitchell Stewart. 18 00:01:13,498 --> 00:01:16,336 The conspiracy theorist? That's a celebrity now? 19 00:01:16,338 --> 00:01:18,675 A guy who thinks 9/11 was an inside job? 20 00:01:18,677 --> 00:01:19,809 He's an ass. 21 00:01:19,811 --> 00:01:22,316 He's an ass who needs liver surgery. 22 00:01:23,561 --> 00:01:25,028 Whoa, whoa. Hold it right there. 23 00:01:25,053 --> 00:01:27,587 Uhp! It's okay, Dex. They're on the list. 24 00:01:28,347 --> 00:01:31,998 Drs. Murphy, Park, Andrews. 25 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:33,198 Mitchell Stewart. 26 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:34,998 I don't blindly turn over my well-being, 27 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:36,564 or anything else, to those in authority, 28 00:01:36,566 --> 00:01:38,443 so I ran background checks on all of you. 29 00:01:39,881 --> 00:01:42,336 Including Nurse Villanueva. 30 00:01:42,560 --> 00:01:45,726 Nurse Villanueva is not a person in authority. 31 00:01:45,751 --> 00:01:48,252 People can be gotten to... bribed, threatened. 32 00:01:48,277 --> 00:01:50,077 And don't bother trying to hook up that IV 33 00:01:50,102 --> 00:01:51,968 until I know what you want to pump into me. 34 00:01:51,993 --> 00:01:54,460 They're normal IV fluids, Mr. Stewart. Please. 35 00:01:54,485 --> 00:01:56,418 I'm sure you consider whatever you give me 36 00:01:56,443 --> 00:01:58,544 to be normal medical treatment, but we all know 37 00:01:58,569 --> 00:02:00,829 that doctors are pushers in the pay of the drug companies. 38 00:02:00,854 --> 00:02:03,351 The bag contains an isotonic crystalloid 39 00:02:03,378 --> 00:02:07,808 composed of 0.9% sodium chloride dissolved in sterile water. 40 00:02:07,810 --> 00:02:10,049 Also, given that we will soon be 41 00:02:10,051 --> 00:02:11,751 drugging you into unconsciousness 42 00:02:11,753 --> 00:02:13,486 and cutting into your body, 43 00:02:13,488 --> 00:02:15,911 don't you have to trust us a little? 44 00:02:17,858 --> 00:02:19,525 You must be the autistic guy. 45 00:02:19,527 --> 00:02:21,661 Good. No bull. 46 00:02:21,663 --> 00:02:23,296 Probably doesn't know what bull is. 47 00:02:23,298 --> 00:02:25,765 Bet your parents got one of those combination vaccinations. 48 00:02:25,767 --> 00:02:30,469 Not connected, because science does not support an autism link. 49 00:02:30,471 --> 00:02:32,338 Yeah, that's what they told you. 50 00:02:32,340 --> 00:02:34,907 Mr. Stewart, suppose we focus on what we'll be doing 51 00:02:34,909 --> 00:02:38,036 to halt the liver damage caused by your genetic condition. 52 00:02:38,038 --> 00:02:39,965 Idiopathic portal hypertension can cause... 53 00:02:39,967 --> 00:02:42,348 My liver is damaged, but that's not the cause. 54 00:02:42,350 --> 00:02:43,842 I've been poisoned. 55 00:02:50,358 --> 00:02:58,360 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 56 00:03:00,368 --> 00:03:03,135 His internist heard the same theory. 57 00:03:03,137 --> 00:03:05,037 Tox screen came back negative. 58 00:03:05,039 --> 00:03:07,707 And KCNN3 genetic testing confirmed the cause 59 00:03:07,709 --> 00:03:09,842 of his idiopathic portal hypertension. 60 00:03:09,844 --> 00:03:12,061 He inherited it from his mother. 61 00:03:12,086 --> 00:03:14,152 Worth running that tox screen again? 62 00:03:14,815 --> 00:03:16,582 The guy has a Web show where he claims 63 00:03:16,584 --> 00:03:18,551 the parents of children who died in school shootings 64 00:03:18,553 --> 00:03:19,619 are "crisis actors." 65 00:03:19,621 --> 00:03:20,887 He's earned some enemies. 66 00:03:20,889 --> 00:03:22,421 Once we start doubting the tests, 67 00:03:22,423 --> 00:03:23,856 then you can't trust anything 68 00:03:23,858 --> 00:03:25,391 and there's no point in anything. 69 00:03:25,393 --> 00:03:27,393 We know our patient needs liver shunt surgery. 70 00:03:27,395 --> 00:03:28,694 We're doing the surgery. 71 00:03:28,696 --> 00:03:29,929 You were late. 72 00:03:29,931 --> 00:03:31,564 Your mom keeping you up? 73 00:03:31,566 --> 00:03:34,049 Singing at night again? 74 00:03:34,051 --> 00:03:35,234 No. 75 00:03:35,762 --> 00:03:37,028 She's been quiet. 76 00:03:38,538 --> 00:03:40,907 Ms. Barstow, I'm Dr. Browne. 77 00:03:40,909 --> 00:03:42,074 This is Dr. Reznick. 78 00:03:42,076 --> 00:03:43,409 What seems to be the trouble? 79 00:03:43,411 --> 00:03:44,744 Nothing much, really. 80 00:03:44,746 --> 00:03:47,957 I feel silly for coming here, but Jonas insisted. 81 00:03:47,959 --> 00:03:49,597 Because you aren't getting any better. 82 00:03:49,599 --> 00:03:51,350 Lily likes to downplay her problems. 83 00:03:51,352 --> 00:03:53,286 She's the rock, and I'm the wimp. 84 00:03:53,288 --> 00:03:55,388 Ah, fuss, fuss, fuss. 85 00:03:55,390 --> 00:03:58,084 I've just been a little off food for a few days. 86 00:03:58,109 --> 00:03:59,341 You also have a fever. 87 00:03:59,366 --> 00:04:01,247 Most likely, it's an infection. 88 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:08,267 Oh, my God! Lily! 89 00:04:08,269 --> 00:04:10,102 Sir, please step back. Lay back for me. 90 00:04:10,104 --> 00:04:11,537 We're gonna do an ultrasound. 91 00:04:16,811 --> 00:04:18,377 Her pulse is up. 92 00:04:18,379 --> 00:04:19,679 Blood pressure's up, too. 93 00:04:19,681 --> 00:04:21,314 Uh... 94 00:04:22,349 --> 00:04:23,649 Her appendix is ruptured. 95 00:04:25,286 --> 00:04:26,519 Oh, my God. 96 00:04:26,521 --> 00:04:29,044 Page anesthesia stat! We're taking her to the O.R. 97 00:04:30,123 --> 00:04:31,524 We need pre-op lab results. 98 00:04:31,526 --> 00:04:33,092 Patient name? 99 00:04:33,094 --> 00:04:35,461 Oh, we can't tell you. 100 00:04:38,031 --> 00:04:41,367 Celebrity track. You'll find the results under the ID number. 101 00:04:42,936 --> 00:04:46,205 Politics, arts, business? 102 00:04:46,207 --> 00:04:47,640 Is it the President? 103 00:04:47,642 --> 00:04:49,175 I'll give you a hint. 104 00:04:49,177 --> 00:04:50,376 He's less popular. 105 00:04:57,251 --> 00:04:58,851 Well, that's disappointing. 106 00:05:09,584 --> 00:05:11,497 Once we get this cleaned up, we need to figure out 107 00:05:11,499 --> 00:05:13,666 why her brain isn't getting the right distress signals. 108 00:05:13,668 --> 00:05:15,534 How should we go about that, Dr. Browne? 109 00:05:22,543 --> 00:05:25,878 We do an FMRI. Stimulate her and see how her brain reacts. 110 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:28,547 Sorry. You asked Claire, but I have lunch plans. 111 00:05:36,524 --> 00:05:38,224 I have a question. 112 00:05:38,226 --> 00:05:40,059 Well, hopefully, it's a quick one. 113 00:05:40,061 --> 00:05:42,561 I've cleared my schedule for the rest of the day. 114 00:05:42,563 --> 00:05:45,231 Debbie and I are going to City Hall 115 00:05:45,233 --> 00:05:47,199 to get married. 116 00:05:52,672 --> 00:05:54,240 Not gonna make a big fuss out of it. 117 00:05:54,242 --> 00:05:57,877 You know, get dressed up, turn it into a big event. 118 00:05:57,879 --> 00:06:02,220 After all, we are not kids anymore. 119 00:06:05,285 --> 00:06:07,987 This is where you say "Congratulations." 120 00:06:09,256 --> 00:06:10,556 Congratulations. 121 00:06:10,558 --> 00:06:11,680 Thank you. 122 00:06:12,856 --> 00:06:14,693 Do you and Debbie hold hands? 123 00:06:14,695 --> 00:06:15,861 Yeah. Why? 124 00:06:15,863 --> 00:06:17,363 Is that what Carly wants to do? 125 00:06:17,365 --> 00:06:18,631 Yes. 126 00:06:18,633 --> 00:06:20,599 She tried twice. 127 00:06:20,601 --> 00:06:22,835 Have you tried to explain why it's difficult for you? 128 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:24,416 No. 129 00:06:24,576 --> 00:06:27,073 Well, I... I'd start with that. 130 00:06:27,454 --> 00:06:30,843 How can this be important? 131 00:06:30,845 --> 00:06:32,812 It's a little thing. 132 00:06:32,814 --> 00:06:36,682 Carly and I are compatible on so many big things... 133 00:06:36,684 --> 00:06:38,350 children, geographic preferences, 134 00:06:38,352 --> 00:06:40,286 work priorities, the use of headphones, 135 00:06:40,288 --> 00:06:42,221 potential color schemes for our home... 136 00:06:42,223 --> 00:06:43,539 You have a checklist? 137 00:06:43,871 --> 00:06:45,270 Yes. 138 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,327 Carly and I are still learning about each other. 139 00:06:48,329 --> 00:06:50,013 It's not like you and Debbie. 140 00:06:50,519 --> 00:06:52,064 You already know these things, 141 00:06:52,066 --> 00:06:53,766 or you wouldn't be getting married. 142 00:07:01,411 --> 00:07:02,741 Four? 143 00:07:04,811 --> 00:07:06,112 Five? 144 00:07:07,414 --> 00:07:09,381 I'm feeling some pain. 145 00:07:09,383 --> 00:07:10,711 We can stop. 146 00:07:10,713 --> 00:07:12,551 We're not getting anything. 147 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:14,487 She's fine. 148 00:07:14,489 --> 00:07:15,754 We need feedback. 149 00:07:21,561 --> 00:07:23,129 Eight. 150 00:07:24,364 --> 00:07:26,098 Nine. 151 00:07:27,267 --> 00:07:29,068 Claire, she's not feeling pain. 152 00:07:29,070 --> 00:07:30,970 The only activity is in the parietal. 153 00:07:30,972 --> 00:07:32,071 Nothing in the limbic, 154 00:07:32,073 --> 00:07:34,373 nothing in the anterior cingulate cortex. 155 00:07:34,375 --> 00:07:35,841 She's feeling touch. 156 00:07:35,843 --> 00:07:37,643 - But why did she just say... - My guess? 157 00:07:37,645 --> 00:07:41,280 Because she's never felt pain. 158 00:07:41,282 --> 00:07:43,048 She doesn't know what it is. 159 00:07:52,066 --> 00:07:53,748 Sleep apnea. 160 00:07:54,367 --> 00:07:55,833 What? 161 00:07:55,963 --> 00:07:59,397 That poor guy over there, I think he's got sleep apnea. 162 00:07:59,399 --> 00:08:01,399 Maybe he's just tired. 163 00:08:01,401 --> 00:08:04,236 It's... It's one of the most important days of his life, 164 00:08:04,238 --> 00:08:06,104 and he can't stay awake. 165 00:08:06,106 --> 00:08:07,806 Maybe you could... you could tell him 166 00:08:07,808 --> 00:08:08,940 that there are treatments. 167 00:08:08,942 --> 00:08:10,242 Me? 168 00:08:10,244 --> 00:08:12,444 Otherwise, he's gonna keep his wife awake snoring 169 00:08:12,446 --> 00:08:13,745 for the rest of his life. 170 00:08:13,747 --> 00:08:15,380 It's gonna destroy their marriage. 171 00:08:16,416 --> 00:08:18,383 You seem very sure about that. 172 00:08:19,586 --> 00:08:22,787 There's literally no greater torture 173 00:08:22,789 --> 00:08:24,738 than not getting a good night's sleep. 174 00:08:25,591 --> 00:08:27,359 All right, first of all, I don't think you mean 175 00:08:27,361 --> 00:08:28,960 literally no greater torture. 176 00:08:28,962 --> 00:08:30,917 Oh, no. It's true. 177 00:08:30,919 --> 00:08:33,532 Once when I was in the Merchant Marine... 178 00:08:33,534 --> 00:08:34,799 Merchant Marines? 179 00:08:34,801 --> 00:08:37,235 It's... It's "Marine." No "S." 180 00:08:37,237 --> 00:08:38,904 - You were in the Merchant Marines? - Mm-hmm. 181 00:08:38,906 --> 00:08:41,273 And we were stationed off the Azores, 182 00:08:41,275 --> 00:08:44,109 and every night, we were driven crazy 183 00:08:44,111 --> 00:08:47,779 by these loud, just, like, strangled sounds. 184 00:08:47,781 --> 00:08:51,116 Turns out it was just a bunch of cagarro birds. 185 00:08:52,418 --> 00:08:55,253 We were literally hearing the sound 186 00:08:55,255 --> 00:08:57,522 of Daffy Duck drowning. 187 00:09:01,361 --> 00:09:02,561 'Course, that was nothing 188 00:09:02,563 --> 00:09:05,612 compared to what happened in Valparaiso. 189 00:09:07,801 --> 00:09:09,067 Are you okay? 190 00:09:11,103 --> 00:09:13,138 Sorry. 191 00:09:13,140 --> 00:09:15,540 It's just, I... I'm not feeling so good. 192 00:09:15,542 --> 00:09:17,209 You're not feeling well? 193 00:09:18,445 --> 00:09:19,959 I can't do this. 194 00:09:20,680 --> 00:09:21,846 What? 195 00:09:23,349 --> 00:09:24,683 Is that it? 196 00:09:24,685 --> 00:09:25,917 Are we finished? 197 00:09:25,919 --> 00:09:28,053 Yeah, we're gonna get you out. 198 00:09:28,055 --> 00:09:31,089 Uh, just a couple more questions. 199 00:09:32,124 --> 00:09:36,061 Your mother died age 66 of a heart attack. 200 00:09:36,063 --> 00:09:37,963 Were you there when that happened? 201 00:09:39,646 --> 00:09:41,933 Yes. I called the ambulance. 202 00:09:41,935 --> 00:09:43,602 She died while we were waiting. 203 00:09:44,671 --> 00:09:46,771 Check the anterior cingulate cortex. 204 00:09:48,697 --> 00:09:51,776 Physical pain and emotional pain are processed 205 00:09:51,778 --> 00:09:52,911 through the same areas. 206 00:09:53,914 --> 00:09:55,422 Nothing. 207 00:09:55,424 --> 00:09:57,949 But we don't know how she feels about her mother. 208 00:09:57,951 --> 00:10:00,418 It's your mother. When she goes, there is a vacuum. 209 00:10:02,839 --> 00:10:04,539 What about your husband? 210 00:10:04,625 --> 00:10:06,992 Has he had any problems lately? 211 00:10:06,994 --> 00:10:09,361 He had a cancer scare about a year ago. 212 00:10:10,564 --> 00:10:13,965 Slight activity here, but it's pretty weak. 213 00:10:13,967 --> 00:10:15,467 You want to argue that she doesn't like 214 00:10:15,469 --> 00:10:17,267 her mother and her husband? 215 00:10:20,140 --> 00:10:22,307 Wow. Sh... 216 00:10:22,309 --> 00:10:24,476 She's like... a superhero. 217 00:10:24,478 --> 00:10:26,244 Nothing can really hurt her. 218 00:10:40,559 --> 00:10:42,994 Is everything okay? 219 00:10:42,996 --> 00:10:45,697 Your right hand is red. 220 00:10:45,699 --> 00:10:46,798 Starting to swell. 221 00:10:48,402 --> 00:10:49,701 What does that mean? 222 00:10:49,703 --> 00:10:51,603 Infection. 223 00:10:55,697 --> 00:10:57,475 Hello. Your surgery went well. 224 00:10:57,477 --> 00:10:59,644 If there are no delayed complications, 225 00:10:59,646 --> 00:11:01,846 you should be discharged in a few days. 226 00:11:01,848 --> 00:11:03,188 Hey! 227 00:11:04,350 --> 00:11:06,451 That's great, but what about the big picture? 228 00:11:06,453 --> 00:11:09,027 Once I'm out of here, I'll go back to being poisoned. 229 00:11:09,922 --> 00:11:12,924 You make many statements that have been proven wrong. 230 00:11:12,926 --> 00:11:14,908 Do you really believe them? 231 00:11:16,729 --> 00:11:20,465 You want to untangle what's real and what's for show? 232 00:11:20,467 --> 00:11:21,966 Now you're talking. 233 00:11:23,881 --> 00:11:25,349 Okay. 234 00:11:30,476 --> 00:11:34,145 Do you think vaccination damage is being covered up? 235 00:11:34,147 --> 00:11:35,480 Yes. 236 00:11:35,482 --> 00:11:37,282 Do you think 237 00:11:37,284 --> 00:11:41,286 the parents of children killed in school shootings 238 00:11:41,288 --> 00:11:44,022 are "crisis actors"? 239 00:11:44,024 --> 00:11:46,558 I can't answer for individuals, but I do believe 240 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:49,661 there's a force in this country that wants to scam our people 241 00:11:49,663 --> 00:11:51,529 into laying down their arms. 242 00:11:52,498 --> 00:11:57,335 But I no longer think there's a pedo-slave-ring 243 00:11:57,337 --> 00:11:59,437 in a basement under that pizza joint. 244 00:11:59,439 --> 00:12:01,606 That was a wrong call. 245 00:12:01,608 --> 00:12:03,041 What did you do 246 00:12:03,043 --> 00:12:05,477 when you realized you'd made an error? 247 00:12:05,479 --> 00:12:06,444 Nothing. 248 00:12:06,446 --> 00:12:08,613 No apologies, no admissions. 249 00:12:08,615 --> 00:12:10,415 The second you say you were wrong, 250 00:12:10,417 --> 00:12:13,084 they'll make it seem like everything you know is wrong. 251 00:12:13,086 --> 00:12:14,986 You can't give them that ammunition. 252 00:12:15,677 --> 00:12:20,258 Then you're not really offering the truth. 253 00:12:20,260 --> 00:12:23,094 Maybe if people saw you admit you were wrong, 254 00:12:23,096 --> 00:12:25,296 maybe they'd believe you more. 255 00:12:25,298 --> 00:12:26,431 No. 256 00:12:26,433 --> 00:12:28,466 There is no middle ground. 257 00:12:28,468 --> 00:12:30,268 Compromise is a scam. 258 00:12:31,150 --> 00:12:35,039 When only one side can get what it wants, 259 00:12:35,041 --> 00:12:36,808 make sure it's yours. 260 00:12:42,494 --> 00:12:44,939 We have to surgically remove all infected tissue. 261 00:12:44,940 --> 00:12:46,715 Immediately. Stop it from spreading. 262 00:12:46,740 --> 00:12:49,341 We discovered that Lily can't feel pain, 263 00:12:49,343 --> 00:12:51,443 which is why the appendicitis went untreated, 264 00:12:51,445 --> 00:12:53,111 causing a widespread infection. 265 00:12:53,113 --> 00:12:54,880 I can't... feel pain? 266 00:12:54,882 --> 00:12:55,914 That makes no sense. 267 00:12:55,916 --> 00:12:57,783 Whatever stimulation your nerves receive, 268 00:12:57,785 --> 00:12:59,651 your brain doesn't acknowledge it as pain. 269 00:12:59,653 --> 00:13:01,019 No, I feel pain. 270 00:13:01,021 --> 00:13:02,320 Do you? Because I'm pinching you. 271 00:13:02,322 --> 00:13:03,688 I feel it. 272 00:13:03,690 --> 00:13:06,425 But you didn't jump or react. You felt it as a touch. 273 00:13:06,427 --> 00:13:09,327 Physical or emotional pain, it doesn't matter. 274 00:13:10,864 --> 00:13:12,664 Okay, let's go. O.R. 2. 275 00:13:16,103 --> 00:13:18,937 Stop hiding. 276 00:13:20,506 --> 00:13:21,907 I'm not hiding. I'm thinking. 277 00:13:21,909 --> 00:13:24,376 Well, I've done my thinking, and what I've come up with is, 278 00:13:24,378 --> 00:13:27,012 I deserve a better explanation 279 00:13:27,014 --> 00:13:28,914 than "I can't do this." 280 00:13:28,916 --> 00:13:32,284 Because that was humiliating. 281 00:13:37,523 --> 00:13:39,291 I'm sorry. 282 00:13:40,693 --> 00:13:42,027 You're sorry? 283 00:13:42,029 --> 00:13:43,428 What does that mean? 284 00:13:43,430 --> 00:13:45,430 Are we going back tomorrow? 285 00:13:45,432 --> 00:13:46,932 Never? What? 286 00:13:48,268 --> 00:13:51,036 You are the one that proposed to me. 287 00:13:51,038 --> 00:13:52,637 You're the one that told me 288 00:13:52,639 --> 00:13:55,207 how happy our being together makes you. 289 00:13:55,209 --> 00:13:57,676 It makes me happy. It does. 290 00:13:57,678 --> 00:14:00,745 But when I proposed to you, 291 00:14:00,747 --> 00:14:03,488 y-you even said, "I don't know you." 292 00:14:03,490 --> 00:14:04,916 Is... Is that what this is about? 293 00:14:04,918 --> 00:14:06,412 Because I was... 294 00:14:06,854 --> 00:14:08,954 Because I was in the Merchant Marine? 295 00:14:08,956 --> 00:14:10,956 I mean, yes, okay, I... I... I... 296 00:14:10,958 --> 00:14:14,259 it makes me wonder what else I don't know about you. 297 00:14:14,261 --> 00:14:16,628 But more importantly, it makes me realize 298 00:14:16,630 --> 00:14:18,597 you don't know anything about me. 299 00:14:18,599 --> 00:14:20,365 I am really annoying. 300 00:14:20,367 --> 00:14:22,100 I'm easily irritable. 301 00:14:22,102 --> 00:14:24,035 Like when people use the word "literally" 302 00:14:24,037 --> 00:14:25,770 about things that aren't literal. 303 00:14:25,772 --> 00:14:27,772 I am impossible to live with. 304 00:14:27,774 --> 00:14:29,174 Maybe literally. 305 00:14:30,443 --> 00:14:33,111 That's been made very clear to me in the past. 306 00:14:35,984 --> 00:14:38,850 I don't want to go two years and get divorced. 307 00:14:40,786 --> 00:14:42,520 Divorcing you would hurt. 308 00:14:47,327 --> 00:14:48,426 Thank you. 309 00:14:50,596 --> 00:14:52,564 But that's a bunch of crap. 310 00:14:52,566 --> 00:14:53,965 You know that, right? 311 00:14:53,967 --> 00:14:56,968 We have different personal styles. 312 00:14:56,970 --> 00:15:00,038 You like to examine things from every angle, 313 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:02,274 and I... I like to take a leap 314 00:15:02,276 --> 00:15:04,843 into the dark every now and then. 315 00:15:07,447 --> 00:15:08,747 You're right. 316 00:15:09,949 --> 00:15:12,384 I am not a leaper. 317 00:15:14,053 --> 00:15:16,221 I am a toe-dipper. 318 00:15:17,391 --> 00:15:19,157 Takes me two hours to get into the ocean 319 00:15:19,159 --> 00:15:20,825 even when it's warm. 320 00:15:30,704 --> 00:15:32,971 I know that you're good for me. 321 00:15:34,340 --> 00:15:37,909 And I know that I'm good for you, Aaron. 322 00:15:37,911 --> 00:15:39,544 Since meeting me, 323 00:15:39,546 --> 00:15:41,446 you've jumped ship from a comfortable career 324 00:15:41,448 --> 00:15:44,149 because you decided that you were missing something. 325 00:15:44,151 --> 00:15:45,636 And... 326 00:15:46,853 --> 00:15:50,255 you asked a complete stranger 327 00:15:50,257 --> 00:15:51,623 to marry you. 328 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:55,227 Who knows what's next? 329 00:15:55,730 --> 00:15:58,196 I guess you'll have to keep thinking. 330 00:16:12,779 --> 00:16:14,717 Dr. Browne, widen the debridement. 331 00:16:14,719 --> 00:16:17,415 Extending the incisions proximally. 332 00:16:17,417 --> 00:16:19,484 Her husband thought she was a rock. 333 00:16:19,486 --> 00:16:22,687 Turns out she's a rock because nothing matters to her. 334 00:16:22,689 --> 00:16:24,422 You're making assumptions. 335 00:16:24,424 --> 00:16:26,891 We were monitoring her reaction to pain. 336 00:16:26,893 --> 00:16:28,760 Love wasn't part of the test. 337 00:16:28,762 --> 00:16:30,395 You care, you hurt. 338 00:16:30,397 --> 00:16:31,696 Maybe not Lily. 339 00:16:31,698 --> 00:16:35,600 She married this man. She stayed with him for years. 340 00:16:35,602 --> 00:16:39,982 Maybe for her, love can exist without the pain of loss. 341 00:16:40,766 --> 00:16:42,299 That would be paradise. 342 00:16:46,178 --> 00:16:48,246 There is way more necrotic tissue here 343 00:16:48,248 --> 00:16:49,450 than I expected. 344 00:16:51,417 --> 00:16:52,784 She's gonna lose the hand. 345 00:16:59,226 --> 00:17:01,626 Well, if anyone can handle bad news... 346 00:17:09,568 --> 00:17:11,603 Are you going to take my hand? 347 00:17:12,018 --> 00:17:13,951 Not right now, no. 348 00:17:16,075 --> 00:17:19,110 I don't like to hold hands. 349 00:17:20,913 --> 00:17:25,250 Either we hold hands or we don't. 350 00:17:25,252 --> 00:17:28,586 There's no compromise. 351 00:17:28,588 --> 00:17:30,955 Only one of us can get what they want. 352 00:17:30,957 --> 00:17:33,491 - I guess that's true... - It should be me. 353 00:17:33,493 --> 00:17:37,262 Holding hands makes me uncomfortable. 354 00:17:37,264 --> 00:17:40,532 Not holding hands doesn't make you uncomfortable. 355 00:17:53,612 --> 00:17:57,382 That show we watched the other night... 356 00:17:57,384 --> 00:17:59,687 it had a happy ending. 357 00:18:00,153 --> 00:18:03,355 Because they stopped the story in a good place. 358 00:18:03,900 --> 00:18:06,057 But in real life, 359 00:18:06,059 --> 00:18:09,238 it's gonna get dark and cold out there. 360 00:18:10,239 --> 00:18:12,283 All we have... 361 00:18:12,866 --> 00:18:14,032 is this. 362 00:18:15,401 --> 00:18:18,870 This says we're in it together, 363 00:18:18,872 --> 00:18:21,250 we've got each other's back, 364 00:18:22,376 --> 00:18:25,577 that we'll hold each other up for as long as we can. 365 00:18:27,948 --> 00:18:32,684 I can say all those things verbally. 366 00:18:32,686 --> 00:18:34,185 You could shout them, 367 00:18:34,187 --> 00:18:37,021 and it wouldn't say it as loud as this. 368 00:18:39,792 --> 00:18:43,128 You said that not holding hands wouldn't make me uncomfortable, 369 00:18:43,130 --> 00:18:44,629 but it would. 370 00:18:46,966 --> 00:18:49,028 I would feel... 371 00:18:51,304 --> 00:18:52,937 ...separate. 372 00:19:27,507 --> 00:19:28,901 It's all right. 373 00:19:39,914 --> 00:19:41,262 You've actually been lucky, 374 00:19:41,276 --> 00:19:43,357 considering you have no warning system. 375 00:19:43,382 --> 00:19:45,048 You need to be doing self-checks... 376 00:19:45,050 --> 00:19:47,727 knees, feet, elbows, hands. 377 00:19:47,729 --> 00:19:49,820 Look for bruises, discolorations. 378 00:19:49,822 --> 00:19:53,420 Anything at all that changes could be dangerous... 379 00:19:53,445 --> 00:19:54,644 life-threatening. 380 00:19:54,646 --> 00:19:56,680 But there's another option. 381 00:19:56,682 --> 00:19:59,182 Naloxone affects the central nervous system. 382 00:19:59,184 --> 00:20:00,483 It's been shown to block the action 383 00:20:00,485 --> 00:20:02,218 of pain-lowering endorphins. 384 00:20:02,220 --> 00:20:04,484 It could give you the ability to feel pain. 385 00:20:04,486 --> 00:20:07,123 I don't see the point. I've been fine so far. 386 00:20:07,125 --> 00:20:08,725 Guess that sounds a little silly. 387 00:20:08,727 --> 00:20:10,012 I know... I just lost a hand. 388 00:20:10,014 --> 00:20:12,959 But now I know about checking myself, 389 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:15,194 and I'll be a lot more careful. 390 00:20:27,708 --> 00:20:31,376 Why is one gesture so important? 391 00:20:32,712 --> 00:20:34,546 Carly still pushing you to hold hands? 392 00:20:34,548 --> 00:20:35,681 No. 393 00:20:35,683 --> 00:20:39,051 I tried, and she said it was all right. 394 00:20:39,053 --> 00:20:40,986 Huh. 395 00:20:42,522 --> 00:20:46,558 You should give me context for that "Huh." 396 00:20:48,094 --> 00:20:49,128 She wants it. 397 00:20:49,130 --> 00:20:50,562 She's just given up. 398 00:20:50,564 --> 00:20:51,997 Good. 399 00:20:51,999 --> 00:20:53,070 No. 400 00:20:53,072 --> 00:20:56,168 Not if it's gonna bother her for the rest of your relationship. 401 00:20:56,170 --> 00:20:57,703 Which may not be very long. 402 00:21:01,374 --> 00:21:02,508 Huh. 403 00:21:07,447 --> 00:21:08,480 Uh-oh. 404 00:21:11,818 --> 00:21:14,520 We need to do imaging to make sure the problem isn't the shunt, 405 00:21:14,522 --> 00:21:16,588 then check there isn't a clot causing backup... 406 00:21:16,590 --> 00:21:18,924 The surgery was a success, but I'm still being poisoned? 407 00:21:18,926 --> 00:21:21,226 No. The surgery was a success, 408 00:21:21,228 --> 00:21:23,095 but your liver's still deteriorating. 409 00:21:23,097 --> 00:21:24,433 We don't know why. 410 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:29,188 Jen, check me out of here. Find another hospital. 411 00:21:29,190 --> 00:21:30,987 I can't approve that, Mr. Stewart. You're in no condition 412 00:21:31,012 --> 00:21:32,304 - to leave the hospital - You just confirmed 413 00:21:32,306 --> 00:21:34,072 that someone in this hospital is poisoning me. 414 00:21:34,074 --> 00:21:36,074 You want me to cooperate with the suspects? 415 00:21:36,076 --> 00:21:38,911 Another hospital wouldn't solve your problem. 416 00:21:39,407 --> 00:21:42,640 People can be gotten to. 417 00:21:42,642 --> 00:21:44,983 Bribed or threatened. 418 00:21:48,822 --> 00:21:50,783 Right. Someone here wants to kill me. 419 00:21:50,785 --> 00:21:51,916 No one is trying... 420 00:21:51,918 --> 00:21:53,625 Let's constrain some of these variables. 421 00:21:53,627 --> 00:21:55,427 One person touches me. 422 00:21:55,769 --> 00:21:56,935 Him. 423 00:21:57,564 --> 00:21:58,861 He doesn't know how to lie. 424 00:21:58,863 --> 00:22:00,933 Oh, I can lie. 425 00:22:00,935 --> 00:22:03,635 Yes, but not successfully. Good choice. 426 00:22:10,010 --> 00:22:11,643 Will I be able to play tennis? 427 00:22:11,645 --> 00:22:13,812 Yes... eventually. 428 00:22:13,814 --> 00:22:15,881 Funny... I never could before. 429 00:22:18,318 --> 00:22:20,519 You always take things well. 430 00:22:22,088 --> 00:22:24,289 We had to pick up and move from Durham. 431 00:22:24,291 --> 00:22:26,058 Well, that was for your job. 432 00:22:26,060 --> 00:22:28,026 No sense in moping about it. 433 00:22:29,562 --> 00:22:31,163 The miscarriage. 434 00:22:36,202 --> 00:22:38,470 You never talked about it, so... 435 00:22:38,757 --> 00:22:41,273 I never talked about it, I didn't want to hurt you. 436 00:22:43,343 --> 00:22:46,211 But... did you not talk about it 437 00:22:46,213 --> 00:22:48,180 because you just weren't thinking about it? 438 00:22:48,182 --> 00:22:50,315 What are all these questions for? 439 00:22:51,484 --> 00:22:54,553 I thought we were carrying the load together, 440 00:22:54,555 --> 00:22:56,688 knowing how each other felt. 441 00:22:57,724 --> 00:22:59,695 This isn't about us. 442 00:23:00,327 --> 00:23:03,073 This is just... a medical condition. 443 00:23:06,833 --> 00:23:09,334 If I died, would you care? 444 00:23:13,212 --> 00:23:15,307 Would you miss me, or, uh, 445 00:23:15,309 --> 00:23:18,710 would you just... move on? 446 00:23:20,914 --> 00:23:23,682 Would you want me to be miserable? 447 00:23:23,684 --> 00:23:24,917 I want it to matter. 448 00:23:24,919 --> 00:23:27,014 Of course it matters. 449 00:23:28,122 --> 00:23:30,184 You know I love you. 450 00:23:34,060 --> 00:23:35,689 Jonas. 451 00:23:36,196 --> 00:23:37,524 Maybe... 452 00:23:38,899 --> 00:23:41,700 you think it's love, but it's like the pain... 453 00:23:41,702 --> 00:23:43,168 it just doesn't go that deep. 454 00:23:43,170 --> 00:23:45,370 But isn't it possible for me to love you 455 00:23:45,372 --> 00:23:47,606 without it being all wrapped up in suffering? 456 00:23:47,608 --> 00:23:49,426 But that's how it works. 457 00:23:51,712 --> 00:23:55,380 When you lose someone, it shouldn't be like your hand. 458 00:23:55,382 --> 00:23:56,982 It should ache. 459 00:24:00,321 --> 00:24:01,757 That's right, isn't it? 460 00:24:02,822 --> 00:24:06,391 That's what loss feels like? 461 00:24:17,237 --> 00:24:19,900 I need to get away for a while. 462 00:24:20,674 --> 00:24:21,994 I'm sorry. 463 00:24:28,182 --> 00:24:29,681 Next, we're going to test you 464 00:24:29,683 --> 00:24:32,484 for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 465 00:24:32,486 --> 00:24:35,687 Those are diseases whose symptoms overlap yours. 466 00:24:35,689 --> 00:24:37,022 They might have been masked 467 00:24:37,024 --> 00:24:39,324 by your idiopathic portal hypertension. 468 00:24:41,218 --> 00:24:42,861 Nurse Villanueva. Welcome. 469 00:24:42,863 --> 00:24:44,596 But you know I'm not gonna touch that. 470 00:24:44,598 --> 00:24:47,366 The dietician ordered it for you, and I'm required to bring it. 471 00:24:49,002 --> 00:24:50,335 What are you eating 472 00:24:50,337 --> 00:24:52,723 if you're refusing hospital food? 473 00:24:52,725 --> 00:24:54,039 Uh... 474 00:24:54,041 --> 00:24:56,008 80 grams of protein a day. 475 00:24:56,010 --> 00:24:58,310 - Kale and baby greens. - Hey. 476 00:25:01,849 --> 00:25:03,815 "Leopard Spring." 477 00:25:04,884 --> 00:25:07,486 Jen, Dex, you mind stepping out? 478 00:25:13,627 --> 00:25:15,193 It's Chinese herbs. 479 00:25:15,195 --> 00:25:18,196 To make you feel younger, more energetic, more... 480 00:25:18,198 --> 00:25:19,464 virile. 481 00:25:19,466 --> 00:25:21,199 You don't feel virile? 482 00:25:21,201 --> 00:25:22,667 Of course I do, but there's nothing wrong 483 00:25:22,669 --> 00:25:24,036 with feeling more virile. 484 00:25:24,038 --> 00:25:25,704 I need strength for the fight. 485 00:25:29,309 --> 00:25:32,044 You're not talking. Is there a problem? 486 00:25:34,147 --> 00:25:36,648 No. These herbs are harmless. 487 00:25:36,650 --> 00:25:38,050 You asked about my virility. 488 00:25:38,052 --> 00:25:39,273 I was curious. 489 00:25:39,275 --> 00:25:40,519 We're going to test you 490 00:25:40,521 --> 00:25:43,422 for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 491 00:25:46,062 --> 00:25:47,125 What's up? 492 00:25:47,127 --> 00:25:48,527 I tested a patient 493 00:25:48,529 --> 00:25:51,730 for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 494 00:25:51,732 --> 00:25:53,189 What's up with you? 495 00:25:53,191 --> 00:25:55,500 Our patient decided to take the drugs. 496 00:25:55,502 --> 00:25:57,636 Because I guess a husband walking out 497 00:25:57,638 --> 00:25:58,804 can make an impression 498 00:25:58,806 --> 00:26:01,173 even on a woman who feels no pain. 499 00:26:03,443 --> 00:26:05,510 That's a lot of paperwork for two tests. 500 00:26:05,512 --> 00:26:06,878 They were negative. 501 00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:09,181 I thought I might find something 502 00:26:09,183 --> 00:26:11,516 in his mother's old records that could help, 503 00:26:11,518 --> 00:26:12,984 but no, no. 504 00:26:12,986 --> 00:26:14,653 Her case was straightforward. 505 00:26:14,655 --> 00:26:16,788 His parents were both alcoholics, 506 00:26:16,790 --> 00:26:19,825 but her liver was already weakened by her condition. 507 00:26:19,827 --> 00:26:21,393 Parents both alcoholics? 508 00:26:21,395 --> 00:26:24,529 No wonder he thinks people in authority like to deny the truth. 509 00:26:24,531 --> 00:26:28,261 He's grown up now, Claire. 510 00:26:28,263 --> 00:26:30,035 No longer in that position. 511 00:26:31,070 --> 00:26:33,839 There's still plenty of lying going on in the world. 512 00:26:33,841 --> 00:26:35,674 That's not a situation you outgrow. 513 00:26:37,677 --> 00:26:39,144 Yes. 514 00:26:39,146 --> 00:26:41,346 There is a lot of lying. 515 00:26:47,287 --> 00:26:49,187 Want to hear my theories? 516 00:26:49,189 --> 00:26:51,423 Fight with your mother is number one. 517 00:26:51,425 --> 00:26:54,092 You're debating whether to throw her out. 518 00:26:55,061 --> 00:26:56,394 This theory explains what? 519 00:26:56,396 --> 00:26:58,530 Why the usually compassionate Dr. Claire Browne 520 00:26:58,532 --> 00:27:00,165 envies a woman who feels no pain. 521 00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,268 You're miserable, torn. 522 00:27:03,270 --> 00:27:06,505 You don't know what to do to make your own pain go away. 523 00:27:08,976 --> 00:27:10,408 Want to hear my theory? 524 00:27:10,946 --> 00:27:13,411 People that aren't you are doing great, 525 00:27:13,413 --> 00:27:15,914 so you're looking for a toy you can break, 526 00:27:15,916 --> 00:27:17,215 a pet you can torture. 527 00:27:27,261 --> 00:27:28,593 - Is she in pain? - No. 528 00:27:28,595 --> 00:27:29,794 What are her vitals? 529 00:27:29,796 --> 00:27:30,795 Vitals are fine. 530 00:27:30,797 --> 00:27:32,664 Then how can she be in crisis? 531 00:27:32,666 --> 00:27:34,499 I don't know. But she is. 532 00:27:39,041 --> 00:27:40,325 Lily? 533 00:27:41,341 --> 00:27:42,936 Are you okay? 534 00:27:44,861 --> 00:27:46,273 Lily? 535 00:27:52,642 --> 00:27:55,365 I never noticed how ugly the walls are. 536 00:28:05,865 --> 00:28:08,267 I've discovered the cause of your liver problem. 537 00:28:08,269 --> 00:28:10,302 Really? Fatty liver? Autoimmune? 538 00:28:10,304 --> 00:28:11,537 I've never had any symptoms of... 539 00:28:11,539 --> 00:28:14,273 No. You were being poisoned. 540 00:28:14,275 --> 00:28:16,108 What? 541 00:28:16,110 --> 00:28:17,876 Who? Do you know who? How? 542 00:28:19,012 --> 00:28:21,213 I thought maybe the dose of herbs 543 00:28:21,215 --> 00:28:22,915 listed on the bottle was wrong... 544 00:28:22,917 --> 00:28:24,483 There's a toxic dose in there? 545 00:28:24,485 --> 00:28:26,752 No. There are no herbs at all in here. 546 00:28:26,754 --> 00:28:28,454 It contains sildenafil. 547 00:28:29,956 --> 00:28:32,658 It's the active element in Viagra. 548 00:28:32,660 --> 00:28:35,527 It promotes blood flow in your penis. 549 00:28:39,366 --> 00:28:40,499 I know what it does. 550 00:28:40,501 --> 00:28:43,335 They say it's natural herbs. 551 00:28:43,337 --> 00:28:45,137 They lied. 552 00:28:45,139 --> 00:28:47,740 Your idiopathic portal hypertension 553 00:28:47,742 --> 00:28:51,137 means your liver is vulnerable to abuse. 554 00:28:51,139 --> 00:28:54,346 The amount of sildenafil in here wouldn't kill most people, 555 00:28:54,348 --> 00:28:56,715 but if someone with pre-existing liver issues 556 00:28:56,717 --> 00:28:57,983 took it every day... 557 00:28:57,985 --> 00:28:59,973 You were right. 558 00:28:59,975 --> 00:29:02,254 You've been poisoning yourself. 559 00:29:06,894 --> 00:29:09,495 It's good news. 560 00:29:10,729 --> 00:29:13,865 Those Communist bastards. 561 00:29:15,034 --> 00:29:18,437 I think they're based in San Pedro. 562 00:29:20,319 --> 00:29:22,119 Mr. Barstow. 563 00:29:22,943 --> 00:29:24,243 Is Lily all right? 564 00:29:24,245 --> 00:29:27,079 She's on medication to reverse her pain-free condition, 565 00:29:27,081 --> 00:29:28,680 but it's hit her hard. 566 00:29:28,682 --> 00:29:31,450 She's being wrung out by all the negative thoughts and feelings 567 00:29:31,452 --> 00:29:33,819 the rest of us have all built calluses against. 568 00:29:34,381 --> 00:29:35,888 But she made the right choice? 569 00:29:35,890 --> 00:29:37,523 I mean, she needs this to be safe. 570 00:29:37,951 --> 00:29:39,892 I don't think she's doing this to be safe. 571 00:29:39,894 --> 00:29:42,361 I think she's doing this because you walked out. 572 00:29:44,510 --> 00:29:45,642 Why? 573 00:29:46,499 --> 00:29:48,167 You were happy for years. 574 00:29:48,169 --> 00:29:50,856 Now you're sure you can't be happy unless your wife changes? 575 00:29:52,872 --> 00:29:56,194 I want her to feel everything I feel. 576 00:29:57,011 --> 00:29:58,944 The love, the pain... everything. 577 00:29:58,946 --> 00:30:00,145 Wouldn't you? 578 00:30:01,881 --> 00:30:04,216 The residents in this hospital work long hours. 579 00:30:04,218 --> 00:30:05,417 You know why? 580 00:30:05,419 --> 00:30:07,786 Because the surgeons in charge worked long hours 581 00:30:07,788 --> 00:30:09,021 when they were residents. 582 00:30:09,023 --> 00:30:10,522 They suffered, so we have to suffer. 583 00:30:10,524 --> 00:30:11,657 It's human nature. 584 00:30:11,659 --> 00:30:12,791 What does that... 585 00:30:12,793 --> 00:30:14,927 But someone like your wife, so invulnerable, 586 00:30:14,929 --> 00:30:17,296 it's... it's like she's gotten away with something. 587 00:30:17,298 --> 00:30:18,730 It's hard not to resent her. 588 00:30:18,732 --> 00:30:20,145 Sure, we want to "cure" her, 589 00:30:20,147 --> 00:30:23,068 but how much of it is... is to give her a warning system, 590 00:30:23,070 --> 00:30:24,123 and how much is because 591 00:30:24,125 --> 00:30:26,476 we want to pull her down into hell with the rest of us? 592 00:30:44,592 --> 00:30:45,924 Are you married now? 593 00:30:45,926 --> 00:30:48,026 No. 594 00:30:48,028 --> 00:30:49,428 I chickened out. 595 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:51,797 Apparently, I don't like change. 596 00:30:51,799 --> 00:30:53,999 Change makes me very nervous. 597 00:30:54,001 --> 00:30:57,631 I'm not the easiest man in the world to live with. 598 00:30:58,405 --> 00:31:00,706 My first wife made that very clear. 599 00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:02,040 It's true. 600 00:31:02,042 --> 00:31:04,388 You can be very irritating. 601 00:31:08,982 --> 00:31:10,977 Are you saying I shouldn't get married? 602 00:31:12,725 --> 00:31:15,440 Are you asking for my advice? 603 00:31:18,591 --> 00:31:19,691 Yes. 604 00:31:20,727 --> 00:31:25,998 You've never really asked before. 605 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:28,667 And this is an important decision. 606 00:31:28,669 --> 00:31:31,069 Your happiness depends on it. 607 00:31:32,323 --> 00:31:33,772 This is huge. 608 00:31:39,513 --> 00:31:40,612 Well? 609 00:31:42,515 --> 00:31:44,283 Oh. I don't have any advice. 610 00:31:44,285 --> 00:31:46,051 I don't even understand the issue. 611 00:31:47,059 --> 00:31:49,227 I also don't understand why you asked 612 00:31:49,252 --> 00:31:51,018 when you've already made up your mind. 613 00:31:51,043 --> 00:31:52,743 What? 614 00:31:52,793 --> 00:31:56,161 You usually call her your ex-wife. 615 00:31:56,163 --> 00:31:58,096 You just called her your "first." 616 00:31:58,098 --> 00:31:59,598 It implies a second. 617 00:32:10,977 --> 00:32:13,011 Why are you staring in your trunk? 618 00:32:13,013 --> 00:32:15,514 Something in here the answer to your problem? 619 00:32:18,551 --> 00:32:20,686 Yoga mat... 620 00:32:20,688 --> 00:32:22,321 gym bag.. 621 00:32:22,323 --> 00:32:23,555 Extra sneakers... 622 00:32:24,591 --> 00:32:26,224 Here's a little earthquake kit. 623 00:32:26,226 --> 00:32:27,526 So sensible. 624 00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:28,794 Dirty towel. 625 00:32:28,796 --> 00:32:30,195 Ooh! What's this? 626 00:32:30,197 --> 00:32:31,730 Put it back. 627 00:32:42,008 --> 00:32:43,208 It's my mom. 628 00:33:11,827 --> 00:33:13,463 Why are you jumping? 629 00:33:13,465 --> 00:33:16,296 I'm not jumping. I'm leaping. 630 00:33:17,351 --> 00:33:19,385 Come on. Come leap with me. 631 00:33:20,788 --> 00:33:22,889 We both can't leap on that thing. 632 00:33:23,564 --> 00:33:24,698 Oh! 633 00:33:25,107 --> 00:33:27,073 Are you okay? 634 00:33:29,824 --> 00:33:31,224 Never better. 635 00:33:31,249 --> 00:33:34,551 Will you leap with me... 636 00:33:34,576 --> 00:33:36,042 to City Hall? 637 00:33:38,013 --> 00:33:39,413 Yes, I will. 638 00:33:39,788 --> 00:33:42,822 Also, I may have done something to my ankle. 639 00:33:42,824 --> 00:33:44,810 Do you want me to... call someone... 640 00:33:44,812 --> 00:33:46,836 Je ne regret nothing, baby. 641 00:33:54,474 --> 00:33:55,773 I left the champagne 642 00:33:55,775 --> 00:34:00,063 because I was so ready for victory. 643 00:34:02,882 --> 00:34:05,349 Now I don't even know what to do with the damn ashes. 644 00:34:06,618 --> 00:34:08,152 Leave them on a shelf in the closet 645 00:34:08,154 --> 00:34:09,820 with the spare towels? 646 00:34:09,822 --> 00:34:11,695 Put them down the disposal? 647 00:34:11,697 --> 00:34:13,457 What did she want done with them? 648 00:34:13,459 --> 00:34:15,326 It was stupid. I'm sure she was joking. 649 00:34:15,328 --> 00:34:17,094 Yeah, everyone jokes in their will. 650 00:34:20,866 --> 00:34:22,566 The Marine Science Center. 651 00:34:26,204 --> 00:34:27,605 She loved sea lions. 652 00:34:27,607 --> 00:34:30,174 She'd take me to see them all the time. It was a thing. 653 00:34:30,176 --> 00:34:32,743 Any city we were in, "I wonder if they have sea lions." 654 00:34:35,681 --> 00:34:37,648 You need to do it. Now. 655 00:34:37,650 --> 00:34:38,983 No. No. 656 00:34:38,985 --> 00:34:40,318 It is a pointless gesture 657 00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:42,620 because my mother is dead and she doesn't care. 658 00:34:42,622 --> 00:34:43,888 Perfect. 659 00:34:43,890 --> 00:34:46,590 The center's open this evening for an after-hours event. 660 00:34:48,592 --> 00:34:50,155 We'll have to dress up. 661 00:34:53,861 --> 00:34:57,429 The winner of tonight's vote for Most Fabulous Sea Creature, 662 00:34:57,454 --> 00:34:59,755 the vampire squid! 663 00:35:05,731 --> 00:35:07,231 I feel ridiculous! 664 00:35:07,256 --> 00:35:08,456 You look great. 665 00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:10,848 You could give the vampire squid a run for her money. 666 00:35:10,873 --> 00:35:12,506 Now let's find the sea lions. 667 00:35:23,829 --> 00:35:25,363 You came back. 668 00:35:25,365 --> 00:35:26,497 Yeah. 669 00:35:40,586 --> 00:35:42,113 Thank God. 670 00:35:45,418 --> 00:35:47,818 We'll stop this. 671 00:35:47,820 --> 00:35:49,286 It'll be all right. 672 00:35:53,226 --> 00:35:55,960 Doctor, you got to get this stuff out of her IV. 673 00:35:55,962 --> 00:35:57,395 You don't need it. 674 00:35:58,802 --> 00:36:01,337 If you have to be careful about getting hurt, 675 00:36:01,362 --> 00:36:03,296 I'll be there to help you. 676 00:36:04,975 --> 00:36:07,343 The "stuff" was removed some time ago. 677 00:36:08,507 --> 00:36:09,974 Before Dr. Browne went off-shift, 678 00:36:09,976 --> 00:36:12,910 she told me that Lily was experiencing some problems. 679 00:36:12,912 --> 00:36:14,845 So I thought it best to discontinue the medication 680 00:36:14,847 --> 00:36:15,880 for a while. 681 00:36:15,882 --> 00:36:17,915 She's as she was when you left her. 682 00:36:20,820 --> 00:36:22,820 You never cry. 683 00:36:28,694 --> 00:36:30,964 When I saw you sitting there, 684 00:36:31,330 --> 00:36:34,266 I've never been so happy in my whole life. 685 00:36:50,216 --> 00:36:53,451 I thought you didn't want to "make a fuss." 686 00:36:54,511 --> 00:36:55,578 Yeah. 687 00:36:55,603 --> 00:36:57,203 Who knew? 688 00:37:33,125 --> 00:37:34,725 This seems weird. 689 00:37:36,061 --> 00:37:37,628 It is weird. 690 00:37:39,097 --> 00:37:41,732 Most people have some kind of ritual 691 00:37:41,734 --> 00:37:42,967 all ready for them 692 00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:45,803 so they don't have to think about this kind of stuff. 693 00:37:48,140 --> 00:37:49,373 You got a prayer? 694 00:37:50,675 --> 00:37:52,343 I'm not religious. 695 00:37:52,345 --> 00:37:53,873 Neither was my mom. 696 00:37:53,875 --> 00:37:55,980 Everybody has a religion. 697 00:37:57,349 --> 00:38:00,651 Not everybody has a god, but everybody has a religion. 698 00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:09,593 Music. 699 00:38:11,382 --> 00:38:13,917 Your mother's religion was music. 700 00:38:17,435 --> 00:38:18,602 Sing. 701 00:38:21,173 --> 00:38:24,608 By the sea lion colony at a drag pride party? 702 00:38:27,046 --> 00:38:30,648 Or you can just dump it out and feel weird. 703 00:38:32,184 --> 00:38:33,384 Your call. 704 00:39:01,613 --> 00:39:03,981 ? Ama... ? 705 00:39:06,117 --> 00:39:07,184 Okay. 706 00:39:13,458 --> 00:39:16,727 ? Ama... ? 707 00:39:19,297 --> 00:39:22,499 ? ...zing grace ? 708 00:39:26,150 --> 00:39:27,584 Oh, God. 709 00:39:30,202 --> 00:39:33,203 ? How sweet ? 710 00:39:35,012 --> 00:39:37,013 ? The sound ? 711 00:39:41,619 --> 00:39:46,201 ? That saved ? 712 00:39:46,959 --> 00:39:51,195 ? A wretch ? 713 00:39:51,197 --> 00:40:00,371 ? Like meeeeeeeeeeee ? 714 00:40:04,844 --> 00:40:07,311 ? I once ? 715 00:40:09,681 --> 00:40:12,116 ? Was lost ? 716 00:40:14,319 --> 00:40:17,888 ? But now ? 717 00:40:19,658 --> 00:40:21,725 ? Am found ? 718 00:40:27,233 --> 00:40:31,027 ? Was blind ? 719 00:40:31,029 --> 00:40:34,471 ? But now ? 720 00:40:36,308 --> 00:40:42,179 ? I seeeeeeeeeee ? 721 00:40:42,181 --> 00:40:49,620 ? 'Twas grace that taught ? 722 00:40:49,622 --> 00:40:55,459 ? My heart to fear ? 723 00:40:55,461 --> 00:41:02,933 ? And grace, my fears ? 724 00:41:02,935 --> 00:41:07,271 ? Relieved ? 725 00:41:08,973 --> 00:41:15,479 ? How precious did ? 726 00:41:15,481 --> 00:41:20,784 ? That Grace appear ? 727 00:41:20,786 --> 00:41:26,990 ? The hour I first ? 728 00:41:26,992 --> 00:41:31,428 ? Believed ? 729 00:41:32,964 --> 00:41:39,370 ? Amazing grace ? 730 00:41:39,372 --> 00:41:45,476 ? How sweet the sound ? 731 00:41:45,478 --> 00:41:51,715 ? That saved a wretch ? 732 00:41:51,717 --> 00:41:58,288 ? Like meeeeeeeeeeee ? 733 00:41:58,290 --> 00:42:04,461 ? I once was lost ? 734 00:42:04,463 --> 00:42:09,466 ? But now am found ? 735 00:42:09,468 --> 00:42:12,669 ? Was blind ? 736 00:42:12,671 --> 00:42:17,666 ? But now I see ?