1 00:00:04,227 --> 00:00:05,860 When we get sick, 2 00:00:05,884 --> 00:00:08,142 our bodies launch a coordinated defense. 3 00:00:08,166 --> 00:00:09,764 It's called the immune response. 4 00:00:14,688 --> 00:00:16,494 They scheduled my hearing. 5 00:00:16,518 --> 00:00:18,080 And...? 6 00:00:18,104 --> 00:00:20,641 "The medical commission will gladly expedite your process 7 00:00:20,665 --> 00:00:22,089 and give you the date of..." 8 00:00:22,113 --> 00:00:23,885 That's in three months! 9 00:00:23,909 --> 00:00:25,993 Okay, well, that's... that's not that bad. 10 00:00:27,325 --> 00:00:29,002 I'll have to go to the Department of Corrections 11 00:00:29,026 --> 00:00:30,819 to get a day off to see if I'm still a doctor. 12 00:00:30,843 --> 00:00:32,694 You should go dressed like this when you go. 13 00:00:32,718 --> 00:00:33,972 It's good, right?! 14 00:00:33,996 --> 00:00:35,188 It's an impressive fashion statement. 15 00:00:35,212 --> 00:00:37,388 It's my disguise. Once a germ's detected... 16 00:00:37,412 --> 00:00:38,497 Have a nice day. 17 00:00:38,522 --> 00:00:39,554 - Oh, look out for needles. - Thanks. Yeah. 18 00:00:39,578 --> 00:00:42,522 ...a team of white blood cells, proteins, and chemicals 19 00:00:42,546 --> 00:00:43,857 swarm to mount an attack. 20 00:00:43,881 --> 00:00:45,083 You a doctor? 21 00:00:45,107 --> 00:00:46,143 For the moment. 22 00:00:46,167 --> 00:00:48,465 I was wondering if maybe you could take a look at this. 23 00:00:48,489 --> 00:00:50,203 Time to go, people. 24 00:00:50,227 --> 00:00:52,566 Steam burn from an iron. I work at a dry cleaner's. 25 00:00:52,590 --> 00:00:53,922 They told me to run it under cold water, 26 00:00:53,946 --> 00:00:55,534 but it blistered. 27 00:00:55,558 --> 00:00:57,190 They should've sent you to the doctor. 28 00:00:57,214 --> 00:00:58,273 Is it bad? 29 00:00:58,297 --> 00:00:59,430 Well, it's definitely infected. 30 00:00:59,454 --> 00:01:01,143 It needs debridement and antibiotics. 31 00:01:01,144 --> 00:01:04,005 So, are you gonna give me that stuff or what? 32 00:01:04,029 --> 00:01:06,371 These cells catch up to the invaders and latch on, 33 00:01:06,395 --> 00:01:08,002 destroying them in their wake. 34 00:01:08,026 --> 00:01:09,287 People, let's go! 35 00:01:10,518 --> 00:01:13,354 Or at least that's what they're supposed to do. 36 00:01:13,378 --> 00:01:14,640 Mm-hmm. 37 00:01:14,664 --> 00:01:17,177 Okay, I, uh... I don't know what the special occasion is, 38 00:01:17,201 --> 00:01:19,193 but, uh, I want it noted 39 00:01:19,217 --> 00:01:21,904 I do not miss the green smoothies. 40 00:01:21,928 --> 00:01:24,823 The occasion is that I have no joy. 41 00:01:24,847 --> 00:01:27,048 My best surgeons work elsewhere, 42 00:01:27,072 --> 00:01:28,856 and Catherine gave away my job. 43 00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:30,136 Oh, but you still have a job. 44 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:32,192 Mm, I have a job, 45 00:01:32,216 --> 00:01:36,502 but then a man, a man who I can't stand, 46 00:01:36,526 --> 00:01:40,916 has another job, and he has a title above my job. 47 00:01:40,940 --> 00:01:42,376 Where's my joy, Ben? 48 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:45,400 Let me tell you something about the woman I married. 49 00:01:45,424 --> 00:01:48,783 She don't let anything stop her. 50 00:01:48,807 --> 00:01:54,784 No surgery, no intern, and certainly no man. 51 00:01:54,808 --> 00:01:56,863 Now, you go back in there, 52 00:01:56,887 --> 00:01:59,645 and you take your joy back. 53 00:01:59,669 --> 00:02:01,527 The body's ability to come back 54 00:02:01,551 --> 00:02:03,334 depends on what you have to fight with... 55 00:02:04,470 --> 00:02:06,429 ...and how strong you are. 56 00:02:09,476 --> 00:02:12,329 You don't have to go back to work if you're not ready. 57 00:02:12,353 --> 00:02:15,617 Mm, it's time. 58 00:02:15,641 --> 00:02:17,865 It's time for me to go back and let everyone stare at me 59 00:02:17,889 --> 00:02:19,827 like I'm some rare, delicate bird 60 00:02:19,851 --> 00:02:21,817 that might shed all my feathers 61 00:02:21,841 --> 00:02:23,994 and fly naked through the hospital at any moment. 62 00:02:24,018 --> 00:02:25,852 I would definitely like to see that. 63 00:02:27,116 --> 00:02:28,982 You know, you can always come work for me. 64 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:31,881 Nobody knows who you are or what happened. 65 00:02:31,882 --> 00:02:33,839 You could run your own fellowship, 66 00:02:33,863 --> 00:02:35,808 be your own boss, keep all your feathers. 67 00:02:36,887 --> 00:02:38,710 My therapist, Michelle, says it's important 68 00:02:38,734 --> 00:02:42,945 that I try to return to the life I left, you know, 69 00:02:42,969 --> 00:02:45,231 revisit my routine without changing things up too much. 70 00:02:45,255 --> 00:02:47,034 You just don't want to work at Pac-North. 71 00:02:47,058 --> 00:02:48,903 Mm. 72 00:02:48,927 --> 00:02:52,677 Is it appropriate for me to tell Link in a text? 73 00:02:52,701 --> 00:02:55,270 So I can avoid having to look him in the eye while I say, 74 00:02:55,294 --> 00:02:57,718 "Hey, remember how careful we were? 75 00:02:57,742 --> 00:02:59,977 Not careful enough, Daddy!" 76 00:03:02,108 --> 00:03:04,480 You kept medical textbooks here? 77 00:03:04,505 --> 00:03:06,128 I like to study. 78 00:03:06,435 --> 00:03:08,100 It was a sex thing, wasn't it? 79 00:03:09,552 --> 00:03:11,439 Look, you're a decent person, 80 00:03:11,464 --> 00:03:12,901 and Link is a decent person. 81 00:03:12,926 --> 00:03:14,135 He deserves a face-to-face. 82 00:03:15,335 --> 00:03:18,023 Is it poor form for me to steal all the toilet paper 83 00:03:18,047 --> 00:03:19,586 since I'm the one who always bought it? 84 00:03:19,610 --> 00:03:22,060 Mm, I already stole two protein bars. 85 00:03:22,540 --> 00:03:24,081 Ew, yikes. 86 00:03:24,106 --> 00:03:26,515 "Yikes"? What, "Yikes"? 87 00:03:26,998 --> 00:03:28,017 Nothing. 88 00:03:28,042 --> 00:03:31,319 I... Jackson posted a sunset photo 89 00:03:31,344 --> 00:03:32,569 from his balcony last night. 90 00:03:32,594 --> 00:03:34,072 Oh, let me see it. 91 00:03:40,118 --> 00:03:42,632 "#Freedom"? 92 00:03:42,656 --> 00:03:44,249 I said, "Ew." 93 00:03:48,201 --> 00:03:50,158 Dr. Emma Griggs, report... 94 00:03:52,026 --> 00:03:53,461 Hey. Hey. 95 00:03:53,486 --> 00:03:55,479 First day back, right? 96 00:03:55,504 --> 00:03:57,287 Yeah. Morning, Tom. 97 00:03:57,312 --> 00:03:58,678 Oh, shoot. 98 00:03:58,703 --> 00:04:00,208 Is this weird for you? 99 00:04:00,233 --> 00:04:02,747 We've all shared the same, mm, how should I say it? 100 00:04:02,772 --> 00:04:04,464 - You shouldn't. - Pastimes? 101 00:04:04,489 --> 00:04:05,493 Lady friends? 102 00:04:05,517 --> 00:04:06,764 - You have poo on your collar. - What? Where? 103 00:04:06,789 --> 00:04:07,840 Made you look. 104 00:04:07,864 --> 00:04:09,579 Oh, you are such a stand-up guy. 105 00:04:09,603 --> 00:04:12,631 Leaving Teddy all alone in a motel with a new baby. 106 00:04:12,655 --> 00:04:14,260 What are you still doing here, Tom? Hmm? 107 00:04:14,284 --> 00:04:15,781 Don't you have a job back in Baltimore, 108 00:04:15,805 --> 00:04:16,959 or did you lose that, too? 109 00:04:16,983 --> 00:04:19,468 That's a funny way to talk to your boss. 110 00:04:20,444 --> 00:04:21,880 What, Teddy didn't tell you? 111 00:04:21,905 --> 00:04:23,097 Tell me what? 112 00:04:23,122 --> 00:04:24,261 Oh, since your friends went rogue, 113 00:04:24,286 --> 00:04:25,966 Catherine made me God of this place. 114 00:04:25,991 --> 00:04:27,426 So, practice kneeling. 115 00:04:27,451 --> 00:04:29,200 Maybe throw in a few prayers. 116 00:04:29,225 --> 00:04:30,348 Hmm. 117 00:04:34,271 --> 00:04:35,854 Oh. Oh, no. 118 00:04:35,878 --> 00:04:37,731 After me. 119 00:04:40,618 --> 00:04:47,579 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 120 00:04:50,641 --> 00:04:52,528 Nice of you all to finally show up. 121 00:04:52,804 --> 00:04:54,657 We're gonna do things differently today. 122 00:04:54,682 --> 00:04:56,675 Keep up or get out of my sight. 123 00:04:57,219 --> 00:05:00,372 55-year-old male, presents with 124 00:05:00,397 --> 00:05:03,431 weakness of the hips after walking short distances 125 00:05:03,456 --> 00:05:05,079 and erectile dysfunction. 126 00:05:05,104 --> 00:05:07,182 Who do you think's gonna have to clean the window after this? 127 00:05:07,207 --> 00:05:08,365 Whoever asked that question. 128 00:05:08,891 --> 00:05:10,902 Now, someone tell me what to do first. 129 00:05:10,927 --> 00:05:12,338 Check distal pulses, ABIs. 130 00:05:12,363 --> 00:05:13,937 And if needed, proceed with CT Angio. 131 00:05:13,962 --> 00:05:16,371 Who is he? Who are you? 132 00:05:16,396 --> 00:05:17,763 He's Koracick's protégé. 133 00:05:17,788 --> 00:05:19,089 Fifth year from Hopkins. 134 00:05:19,114 --> 00:05:21,067 We are rounding, not talking. 135 00:05:21,088 --> 00:05:27,667 Now, physical exam revealed non-palpable femoral pulses, 136 00:05:27,691 --> 00:05:32,298 low ABIs, and the angio shows 137 00:05:32,299 --> 00:05:35,298 near-complete blockage of blood flow in the distal aorta. 138 00:05:35,322 --> 00:05:37,210 - Diagnosis? - Leriche syndrome. 139 00:05:37,234 --> 00:05:38,518 Leriche syndrome. 140 00:05:39,467 --> 00:05:40,720 Little late, Qadri. 141 00:05:40,744 --> 00:05:42,041 They're three years ahead of us. 142 00:05:43,247 --> 00:05:46,734 See, uh, you all have been sulking around 143 00:05:46,758 --> 00:05:48,263 for the last month 144 00:05:48,287 --> 00:05:50,991 since I made changes to the attending staff. 145 00:05:51,015 --> 00:05:55,095 But Alex Karev and Meredith Grey are my creations. 146 00:05:55,096 --> 00:05:57,609 I made them the surgeons they are. 147 00:05:57,633 --> 00:05:58,999 And I will make new ones. 148 00:05:59,023 --> 00:06:01,467 So, do you want to be the new Grey and Karev, 149 00:06:01,491 --> 00:06:03,622 or do you want to keep making excuses? 150 00:06:03,646 --> 00:06:05,233 - I want to be Grey. - Karev! 151 00:06:05,257 --> 00:06:07,862 Grey and Karev would have been studying the case by now. 152 00:06:07,886 --> 00:06:09,218 Go. 153 00:06:09,242 --> 00:06:11,019 Ah! 154 00:06:13,829 --> 00:06:15,856 I want it noted that I would never 155 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:17,607 send a message through Instagram because I am mature. 156 00:06:17,631 --> 00:06:18,765 Very mature. 157 00:06:18,789 --> 00:06:21,208 But if I did, it would be "#Happier," 158 00:06:21,232 --> 00:06:24,694 "#INoLongerHaveToPlaySmallToThreatenMen AndTheirThreatenedEgoes." 159 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:27,589 Mine would be "#JokesOnMe." 160 00:06:27,613 --> 00:06:28,900 I just told Link 161 00:06:28,925 --> 00:06:31,334 I didn't want to fast-track our relationship. 162 00:06:31,359 --> 00:06:33,143 You're sure I have to tell him? 163 00:06:33,168 --> 00:06:36,132 Whoa! 164 00:06:36,157 --> 00:06:38,124 You're right. 165 00:06:38,149 --> 00:06:39,613 I know. I have to. 166 00:06:39,638 --> 00:06:40,774 - Go, go, go, go! - Aah! 167 00:06:45,321 --> 00:06:47,349 The hits just keep coming. 168 00:06:47,880 --> 00:06:49,331 I'll page Hunt. 169 00:06:49,356 --> 00:06:51,603 Sir? Sir? Lay still. 170 00:06:57,097 --> 00:06:58,627 Dr. Richie to Peds. 171 00:06:58,652 --> 00:07:00,253 Dr. Nancy Richie, report to Peds. 172 00:07:00,446 --> 00:07:01,827 Hey, happy first day! 173 00:07:01,852 --> 00:07:02,885 Is it? 174 00:07:02,910 --> 00:07:06,034 You hired me as general surgery residency director. 175 00:07:06,059 --> 00:07:07,946 I've met only two residents. 176 00:07:07,971 --> 00:07:09,037 Where are the rest of them? 177 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:11,270 There are only two in the entire program. 178 00:07:11,295 --> 00:07:12,990 Huh? And none of the attendings 179 00:07:13,015 --> 00:07:15,125 want to put those two residents on their service. 180 00:07:15,150 --> 00:07:17,037 What was the word they used to describe them? 181 00:07:17,062 --> 00:07:18,742 Oh, right. "Incompetent." 182 00:07:18,767 --> 00:07:20,692 And would you like to know what the residents said? 183 00:07:20,717 --> 00:07:22,015 I feel like you're gonna tell me. 184 00:07:22,053 --> 00:07:24,340 They are so overworked with scut 185 00:07:24,365 --> 00:07:27,053 they don't have time to hone their mediocre skills. 186 00:07:27,078 --> 00:07:28,542 All right, isn't this why I hired you? 187 00:07:28,567 --> 00:07:31,576 I need a class of more than two residents, Karev! 188 00:07:31,601 --> 00:07:33,246 I need a skills lab for them, 189 00:07:33,271 --> 00:07:34,984 a core curriculum, visiting professors. 190 00:07:35,009 --> 00:07:36,167 - Chief Karev? - You know what... 191 00:07:36,192 --> 00:07:37,523 There's an inspector upstairs 192 00:07:37,548 --> 00:07:39,888 who says the helipad elevator isn't up to code. 193 00:07:41,572 --> 00:07:43,463 Did you know this hospital was ranked number one? 194 00:07:43,488 --> 00:07:45,028 - What decade? - This one. 195 00:07:45,053 --> 00:07:46,906 It's number one in mortality rates, 196 00:07:46,931 --> 00:07:49,052 physician burn-out, patient dissatisfaction, 197 00:07:49,077 --> 00:07:50,339 and malpractice claims. 198 00:07:50,364 --> 00:07:52,008 A bunch of suits gave me a big pile of money, 199 00:07:52,033 --> 00:07:53,574 and you said I could turn it around. 200 00:07:53,599 --> 00:07:55,417 This was your idea. So help. 201 00:07:57,149 --> 00:07:58,746 You said I'd have an office! 202 00:08:01,581 --> 00:08:03,762 Sir? Sir, I'm Dr. Hunt. 203 00:08:03,787 --> 00:08:05,821 Do you have any pain in your neck? 204 00:08:05,845 --> 00:08:07,420 A little, but more in my chest. 205 00:08:07,444 --> 00:08:08,567 It's fine. I'm okay. 206 00:08:08,591 --> 00:08:09,644 C-collar's secured. 207 00:08:09,668 --> 00:08:11,035 Okay. 208 00:08:11,059 --> 00:08:13,635 The scooter... Is it totaled? 209 00:08:13,659 --> 00:08:15,157 I'm gonna say yes. 210 00:08:15,181 --> 00:08:18,098 Ohh, I stole my girlfriend's credit card for the rental. 211 00:08:18,122 --> 00:08:19,965 Well, she bought it now. 212 00:08:19,989 --> 00:08:21,636 - We ready to move? - Yeah. 213 00:08:21,660 --> 00:08:23,588 On "three." One, two, three. 214 00:08:23,612 --> 00:08:25,841 Let's go. 215 00:08:25,865 --> 00:08:27,774 Don't embarrass me. 216 00:08:30,016 --> 00:08:33,855 Um, W-Wade Foltz, suffers from Leriche syndrome. 217 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:35,803 Due to a build-up of plaque in his arteries, 218 00:08:35,828 --> 00:08:37,993 he no longer has sufficient blood flow to his legs 219 00:08:38,018 --> 00:08:39,210 and his, um... 220 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:42,422 Gentleman parts? 221 00:08:43,475 --> 00:08:44,733 Sure. 222 00:08:44,758 --> 00:08:48,418 History includes a pack-a-day smoker for 25 years, 223 00:08:48,443 --> 00:08:50,713 elevated BP for 10, 224 00:08:50,738 --> 00:08:52,593 and adhesions from a sigmoid resection 225 00:08:52,618 --> 00:08:55,285 due to repeated bouts of diverticulitis. 226 00:08:55,310 --> 00:08:56,571 Hmm. 227 00:08:56,596 --> 00:08:57,783 How long have you been symptomatic? 228 00:08:59,298 --> 00:09:00,782 Well, I went to my, uh, doctor 229 00:09:00,807 --> 00:09:03,735 about a Viagra prescription about nine months ago. 230 00:09:03,760 --> 00:09:05,904 Schmitt? Something you'd like to share? 231 00:09:05,929 --> 00:09:07,589 Um... 232 00:09:08,795 --> 00:09:10,425 patient emergency. 233 00:09:10,450 --> 00:09:11,991 Then what are you still doing here? 234 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:17,345 DeLuca? 235 00:09:17,370 --> 00:09:20,387 Right. Uh, today we'll be doing a surgery called 236 00:09:20,412 --> 00:09:22,125 an axillary bi-femoral-bypass. 237 00:09:22,150 --> 00:09:24,386 We will essentially be creating a tunnel 238 00:09:24,411 --> 00:09:26,716 from your armpit down to your groin with a graft, 239 00:09:26,741 --> 00:09:28,943 which will then redirect blood flow to all of those, 240 00:09:28,968 --> 00:09:31,362 uh, poorly perfused areas. 241 00:09:32,112 --> 00:09:33,547 Okay, trauma one's free. 242 00:09:33,571 --> 00:09:35,146 - Be right there. - Yeah. 243 00:09:35,170 --> 00:09:36,420 I heard about the parking lot. 244 00:09:36,444 --> 00:09:38,388 - Everyone okay? - Uh, we are fine. 245 00:09:38,412 --> 00:09:39,989 He is hemodynamically stable 246 00:09:40,013 --> 00:09:41,660 with no neurological deficits. 247 00:09:41,684 --> 00:09:42,775 Hey, how's freedom? 248 00:09:42,799 --> 00:09:44,721 - You enjoying it? - What's that? 249 00:09:44,745 --> 00:09:46,192 - Oh, no. - The sexy firefighter. 250 00:09:46,216 --> 00:09:47,226 She's freedom, right? 251 00:09:47,250 --> 00:09:48,651 Freedom from having to live with someone 252 00:09:48,675 --> 00:09:50,535 who intellectually challenges you? 253 00:09:50,559 --> 00:09:52,694 A surgeon dating a firefighter. 254 00:09:52,718 --> 00:09:55,538 You get to feel superior all the time. 255 00:09:55,562 --> 00:09:56,598 Nice. 256 00:09:56,622 --> 00:09:58,515 It wasn't. That was the point. 257 00:09:59,070 --> 00:10:00,645 - Hey. - Ah. 258 00:10:00,669 --> 00:10:02,140 Maggie, I should... 259 00:10:02,164 --> 00:10:03,958 - Yeah. - If you or Owen need me, just page. 260 00:10:03,982 --> 00:10:05,177 Go. 261 00:10:05,201 --> 00:10:06,333 Dr. Wendy Bliss to Oncology. Dr. Wendy Bliss to Oncology. 262 00:10:06,357 --> 00:10:07,528 Let's call X-ray. 263 00:10:09,706 --> 00:10:11,177 Hi. 264 00:10:11,201 --> 00:10:12,880 Hey! 265 00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:16,030 Uh, uh, could we go somewhere private? 266 00:10:16,908 --> 00:10:19,144 Uh, not that kind of private. 267 00:10:20,212 --> 00:10:22,163 Oh. Oh! Bad private? 268 00:10:22,188 --> 00:10:23,207 No. No. I just... 269 00:10:23,232 --> 00:10:24,807 You-met-someone-else kind of private? 270 00:10:24,832 --> 00:10:26,163 Pregnant, actually. 271 00:10:27,465 --> 00:10:29,337 I know! It's absurd! 272 00:10:29,565 --> 00:10:31,175 But it's also true. 273 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:33,383 Uh, judging from my last period, 274 00:10:33,408 --> 00:10:35,469 I'm thinking eight weeks or so. 275 00:10:37,059 --> 00:10:40,080 And, um, I'm not asking you for anything. 276 00:10:40,105 --> 00:10:41,295 I just want to avoid 277 00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:44,754 any kind of secret-keeping or hand-wringing. 278 00:10:44,779 --> 00:10:45,951 Uh, also, I don't have 279 00:10:45,976 --> 00:10:47,772 the best track record with pregnancy, 280 00:10:47,797 --> 00:10:50,032 which is a story I should probably tell you. 281 00:10:50,057 --> 00:10:51,667 Um... 282 00:10:52,419 --> 00:10:54,120 Head trauma coming in. I gotta go. 283 00:10:54,141 --> 00:10:55,702 Can... Can we finish this later? 284 00:10:56,611 --> 00:10:58,349 Okay. 285 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:08,825 Dr. Bailey! Chief! Hi. Hi. 286 00:11:08,850 --> 00:11:09,973 Karev? 287 00:11:09,998 --> 00:11:13,132 I didn't know you were coming back today. 288 00:11:13,164 --> 00:11:15,690 I didn't know if you were coming back at all. 289 00:11:15,715 --> 00:11:18,645 Thank you, for all of your help last month. 290 00:11:18,670 --> 00:11:20,697 I was in bad shape, but I am better now. 291 00:11:20,722 --> 00:11:21,882 I'm rested, 292 00:11:21,907 --> 00:11:23,315 and I'm seeing someone on a regular basis and... 293 00:11:23,340 --> 00:11:25,293 I mean I didn't know if you were coming back to Grey-Sloan. 294 00:11:25,906 --> 00:11:29,798 I thought you might join the other Dr. Karev 295 00:11:29,823 --> 00:11:31,966 in his new... endeavor. 296 00:11:31,991 --> 00:11:34,817 Oh, well, he did offer me my own fellowship, 297 00:11:34,842 --> 00:11:37,494 - with no oversight, but, um... - Did he? 298 00:11:37,519 --> 00:11:39,060 Well, as it happens, 299 00:11:39,085 --> 00:11:41,042 my plate is fuller than ever 300 00:11:41,067 --> 00:11:43,557 with all the groundbreaking things we do here. 301 00:11:43,573 --> 00:11:47,990 So, um, I will need to take a step back from the fellowship, 302 00:11:48,014 --> 00:11:52,053 and give you more free rein to pursue and develop 303 00:11:52,077 --> 00:11:54,011 as you see fit. Does that sound appealing? 304 00:11:55,810 --> 00:11:57,209 Um... 305 00:11:57,233 --> 00:11:58,495 I-I... 306 00:11:58,519 --> 00:11:59,920 Take the day. Think about it. 307 00:11:59,944 --> 00:12:00,963 Let me know. 308 00:12:04,358 --> 00:12:05,721 Uh, I-I'm sorry. 309 00:12:05,745 --> 00:12:07,127 How... How... How do you know Meredith? 310 00:12:07,151 --> 00:12:08,567 Community work crew. 311 00:12:08,591 --> 00:12:11,390 She said to come here, ask for Dr. Webber. 312 00:12:11,414 --> 00:12:12,656 He would get a CT of my head. 313 00:12:12,680 --> 00:12:14,560 Uh, what's wrong with your head? 314 00:12:14,561 --> 00:12:16,170 I was running really fast, away from these people, 315 00:12:16,194 --> 00:12:18,239 because they thought that I had stolen someone's car. 316 00:12:18,263 --> 00:12:20,212 - But I... - Uh, you know, n-never mind. 317 00:12:20,236 --> 00:12:22,183 Uh, uh, hang tight. 318 00:12:23,484 --> 00:12:24,824 Dr. Brown to Imaging. Dr. Brown to Imaging. 319 00:12:24,848 --> 00:12:25,901 I need a pen. 320 00:12:25,925 --> 00:12:27,527 Uh, where are the CT orders? 321 00:12:27,551 --> 00:12:30,193 - Uh, CT's out. - What do you mean, "out"? 322 00:12:30,217 --> 00:12:31,409 Broken, I guess. 323 00:12:31,434 --> 00:12:33,446 Well, shouldn't we close to trauma, then? 324 00:12:33,470 --> 00:12:35,355 What? 325 00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:36,933 Should we close to trauma? 326 00:12:36,934 --> 00:12:38,717 Look, I asked an hour ago, 327 00:12:38,741 --> 00:12:41,707 but, uh, rigs keep showing up with some more patients. 328 00:12:41,731 --> 00:12:43,029 - Oh, man. - Do we have pens?! 329 00:12:43,053 --> 00:12:45,513 - Any pens that work?! - Oh, my God. 330 00:12:45,514 --> 00:12:47,355 Hey, are you Dr. Webber? 331 00:12:47,379 --> 00:12:50,113 Um, can I help you? 332 00:12:50,137 --> 00:12:51,884 I'm friends with Meredith Grey. 333 00:12:51,908 --> 00:12:54,005 Dear God. 334 00:12:54,029 --> 00:12:56,414 So, what you want to do is go to Pac-North. 335 00:12:56,415 --> 00:12:59,588 You want to see either Alex Karev or Richard Webber. 336 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,986 Tell them you're a friend of Meredith Grey's 337 00:13:02,010 --> 00:13:04,697 and you want to get an ultrasound on that leg. 338 00:13:04,721 --> 00:13:06,857 - Okay. - Okay. 339 00:13:06,858 --> 00:13:08,155 You got my stuff? 340 00:13:08,179 --> 00:13:11,039 Lidocaine, gauze, uh, scalpels, bandages, saline. 341 00:13:11,063 --> 00:13:12,430 Am I gonna get arrested? 342 00:13:12,454 --> 00:13:14,376 I feel like I'm gonna get arrested. 343 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:16,242 - For what? - I just stole from the hospital. 344 00:13:16,266 --> 00:13:18,546 I own the hospital. That's my stuff. 345 00:13:18,570 --> 00:13:20,111 You just brought me my stuff. 346 00:13:20,135 --> 00:13:21,258 Go set it up. 347 00:13:21,282 --> 00:13:22,913 - Who's next? - Hey! 348 00:13:22,937 --> 00:13:25,299 So, not only are you not picking up trash, 349 00:13:25,323 --> 00:13:27,911 but these "patients" aren't, either. 350 00:13:27,912 --> 00:13:29,521 Who are you? 351 00:13:30,001 --> 00:13:32,371 I don't want to answer. 352 00:13:32,395 --> 00:13:35,612 This isn't a walk-in clinic, Grey! 353 00:13:35,613 --> 00:13:36,631 Get back to work. 354 00:13:36,655 --> 00:13:38,090 Come on, let's go, guys. 355 00:13:38,114 --> 00:13:39,217 Get back to work. 356 00:13:39,218 --> 00:13:41,211 People, let's go! 357 00:13:41,235 --> 00:13:42,913 Get back to work! 358 00:13:44,953 --> 00:13:48,057 How long have you had that lump on your neck? 359 00:13:48,081 --> 00:13:49,865 I noticed it while you were swallowing. 360 00:13:49,889 --> 00:13:51,748 It's a nodule. It's oval-shaped. 361 00:13:52,773 --> 00:13:55,495 I could take a look at it for you if you want. 362 00:13:55,519 --> 00:13:57,172 Or I could get back to work. 363 00:14:01,675 --> 00:14:05,128 Who can tell me the most difficult part 364 00:14:05,152 --> 00:14:07,223 of an ax-bi-fem bypass? 365 00:14:07,247 --> 00:14:09,612 Subcutaneously tunneling the graft? 366 00:14:09,636 --> 00:14:10,690 Wrong. 367 00:14:10,714 --> 00:14:12,775 Your prize... rectals for the week. 368 00:14:12,799 --> 00:14:17,050 Next incorrect answer gets to empty bed pans in the ICU. 369 00:14:17,074 --> 00:14:18,301 Helm? 370 00:14:18,841 --> 00:14:22,368 Uh, is it anastomosing the graft to the axillary artery? 371 00:14:22,392 --> 00:14:24,071 Congratulations. 372 00:14:24,095 --> 00:14:27,268 And that is why you see vascular instruments 373 00:14:27,292 --> 00:14:29,736 and PTFE grafts in front of you. 374 00:14:29,760 --> 00:14:30,952 Dr. Bailey. 375 00:14:30,976 --> 00:14:32,062 D... What? 376 00:14:32,063 --> 00:14:33,811 Dr. Grey uses Dacron grafts. 377 00:14:33,835 --> 00:14:36,453 And I don't. Is there a question? I didn't think so. 378 00:14:36,477 --> 00:14:39,303 For the rest of you, studies have shown 379 00:14:39,327 --> 00:14:43,195 that one synthetic material is not superior to another 380 00:14:43,219 --> 00:14:44,453 in this procedure. 381 00:14:44,477 --> 00:14:48,721 Now, the first person to complete perfect anastomoses 382 00:14:48,745 --> 00:14:50,668 gets to do it in the OR. 383 00:14:52,882 --> 00:14:54,005 You just confirmed 384 00:14:54,029 --> 00:14:55,785 that it was the hardest part of the surgery. 385 00:14:55,809 --> 00:14:57,932 Then if I were you, I'd start practicing. 386 00:15:01,606 --> 00:15:03,344 Joy. 387 00:15:05,423 --> 00:15:06,476 Well, Reid, it looks like you've gotten away 388 00:15:06,501 --> 00:15:07,903 with a few fractures near your sternum. 389 00:15:07,928 --> 00:15:09,641 You are extremely lucky. 390 00:15:09,666 --> 00:15:11,327 I mean, so is she. 391 00:15:11,581 --> 00:15:13,434 You're the one who hit me. 392 00:15:13,458 --> 00:15:16,103 - Hit you? - I could have died. 393 00:15:16,127 --> 00:15:17,763 You were the one who ran him over? 394 00:15:17,764 --> 00:15:19,095 I-I was sitting still. 395 00:15:19,119 --> 00:15:21,424 You were the one who recklessly scootered into my car, 396 00:15:21,448 --> 00:15:22,953 like a squirrel with a death wish. 397 00:15:25,931 --> 00:15:27,623 Okay. No pulse. 398 00:15:27,647 --> 00:15:30,843 - What the hell happened? - Ultrasound. He was just stable. 399 00:15:30,867 --> 00:15:32,928 Show me the films. And did you do an EKG? 400 00:15:32,952 --> 00:15:34,493 No, I just saw rib fractures. 401 00:15:34,517 --> 00:15:36,926 Okay. Let me see that. 402 00:15:36,950 --> 00:15:38,872 Okay, cardiac tamponade. 403 00:15:38,896 --> 00:15:40,123 Let's get a chest rig. 404 00:15:40,147 --> 00:15:41,757 We need to open him up right away. 405 00:15:45,465 --> 00:15:47,214 Link. 406 00:15:47,238 --> 00:15:50,412 I am being treated like a commodity. 407 00:15:50,436 --> 00:15:53,782 Like, I-I came back expecting rare-bird looks, 408 00:15:53,806 --> 00:15:55,381 and instead, I am being offered 409 00:15:55,405 --> 00:15:57,652 total creative control over my fellowship 410 00:15:57,676 --> 00:15:59,076 by two different hospitals. 411 00:15:59,100 --> 00:16:01,486 I mean, this doesn't make any sense. 412 00:16:02,609 --> 00:16:05,227 Link? Hey. Are you okay? 413 00:16:06,324 --> 00:16:08,055 Pregnant. 414 00:16:09,034 --> 00:16:10,990 Amelia's pregnant. 415 00:16:11,254 --> 00:16:12,761 From me. 416 00:16:12,785 --> 00:16:14,442 Whoa. 417 00:16:14,466 --> 00:16:15,642 Okay. 418 00:16:15,666 --> 00:16:19,061 Have you two decided what you want to do? 419 00:16:19,085 --> 00:16:20,190 We didn't get that far. 420 00:16:20,214 --> 00:16:23,341 She, uh... She got paged to a case. 421 00:16:25,717 --> 00:16:28,473 I guess she's got some bad history with pregnancy, 422 00:16:28,498 --> 00:16:31,599 so maybe she wants to keep it? 423 00:16:36,472 --> 00:16:37,596 Turn your head. 424 00:16:37,621 --> 00:16:39,690 I noticed it at my dad's birthday dinner, 425 00:16:39,715 --> 00:16:41,542 which was about a few months ago. 426 00:16:41,567 --> 00:16:42,968 It hurt to cough. 427 00:16:43,575 --> 00:16:45,613 My primary care physician looked at it. 428 00:16:45,638 --> 00:16:47,178 You need to see an ENT. 429 00:16:47,203 --> 00:16:48,732 That's exactly what she said. 430 00:16:48,757 --> 00:16:51,282 But insurance took two weeks to authorize a specialist. 431 00:16:51,307 --> 00:16:52,534 And when I called, 432 00:16:52,559 --> 00:16:54,759 the soonest they could fit me in was November. 433 00:16:54,784 --> 00:16:57,575 Okay, well, I know someone who can see you right now. 434 00:16:57,600 --> 00:16:59,766 The crew has two hours left in the day. 435 00:16:59,791 --> 00:17:01,296 You have two hours left. 436 00:17:01,321 --> 00:17:03,140 Who's gonna know if we leave? 437 00:17:03,165 --> 00:17:05,018 I could lose my job! 438 00:17:05,043 --> 00:17:06,756 Cancer, Robin. 439 00:17:06,781 --> 00:17:08,795 This could be cancer. 440 00:17:10,716 --> 00:17:12,049 Yep. 441 00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:13,865 O-Okay. L-Let's go. 442 00:17:13,890 --> 00:17:15,465 Schmitt, you're driving. 443 00:17:15,675 --> 00:17:17,354 On my bike? 444 00:17:22,622 --> 00:17:24,464 This is why I don't have a resident today? 445 00:17:24,489 --> 00:17:25,964 - Bailey's holding boot camp? - Mm-hmm. 446 00:17:25,989 --> 00:17:27,737 Uh, without Grey, Karev, and Webber, 447 00:17:27,762 --> 00:17:28,955 the pressure is on 448 00:17:28,980 --> 00:17:30,972 to improve the caliber of the surgical department. 449 00:17:30,997 --> 00:17:32,363 Sounds like a lot of work. 450 00:17:32,388 --> 00:17:33,720 I prefer not firing people. 451 00:17:33,745 --> 00:17:36,153 Also, I don't trust bottom feeders to touch patients. 452 00:17:36,178 --> 00:17:37,615 That's why I don't teach. 453 00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:39,457 - Hmm. - It's a teaching hospital. 454 00:17:39,482 --> 00:17:42,761 Oh. ER. Good. This is boring. 455 00:17:42,786 --> 00:17:45,173 What does that man have over your mother? 456 00:17:45,847 --> 00:17:47,803 Probably just saving her life. 457 00:17:48,107 --> 00:17:49,253 Hmm. 458 00:17:50,491 --> 00:17:52,031 Done! 459 00:17:52,056 --> 00:17:54,407 Done! So done! 460 00:18:01,177 --> 00:18:03,754 All right, Helm will do the anastomosis this afternoon. 461 00:18:03,779 --> 00:18:05,847 - What? - I am so Meredith Grey. 462 00:18:05,872 --> 00:18:08,316 Dr. DeLuca, you'll still join us in the surgery. 463 00:18:08,341 --> 00:18:10,424 Prep the patient and transport to OR 1. 464 00:18:16,602 --> 00:18:18,420 The patient has a fever... 465 00:18:18,445 --> 00:18:19,907 Okay. ...no abdominal pain, 466 00:18:19,932 --> 00:18:21,976 the labs are normal, and a negative CT. 467 00:18:22,001 --> 00:18:24,306 Yet you paged me, a surgeon. 468 00:18:24,331 --> 00:18:25,732 Who should I page? 469 00:18:25,757 --> 00:18:27,423 Anyone but me. 470 00:18:28,378 --> 00:18:30,233 Mer, my ER's over capacity. 471 00:18:30,258 --> 00:18:33,244 You need to send your street clinic to a different hospital. 472 00:18:34,564 --> 00:18:35,955 - Hey. - Hey. 473 00:18:35,980 --> 00:18:37,402 Everything okay? How's your day? 474 00:18:37,427 --> 00:18:40,710 Uh, it's weird, for a couple reasons. 475 00:18:40,735 --> 00:18:43,457 Um, Bailey made me the same offer you did... 476 00:18:43,839 --> 00:18:45,539 complete control over my fellowship. 477 00:18:45,564 --> 00:18:46,965 Did you ask her to do that? 478 00:18:46,990 --> 00:18:48,299 Is that, like, another pity offer? 479 00:18:48,324 --> 00:18:49,670 What? No way. 480 00:18:49,689 --> 00:18:51,472 Bailey hates me right now. 481 00:18:51,496 --> 00:18:53,385 - Look, nobody's giving you any... - Excuse me. 482 00:18:53,409 --> 00:18:54,467 Hi. 483 00:18:54,492 --> 00:18:55,997 Uh, you need to wait in the chairs. 484 00:18:56,022 --> 00:18:57,979 Look, Jo, if you don't want to do the fellowship, 485 00:18:58,004 --> 00:19:00,656 um, I will make you full general surgery attending right now. 486 00:19:01,332 --> 00:19:03,039 The only pity that needs to be shown 487 00:19:03,064 --> 00:19:04,569 is you coming here to help me. 488 00:19:04,594 --> 00:19:06,760 I'm really sorry to bother you again, 489 00:19:06,785 --> 00:19:08,544 but the guy sitting next to me... 490 00:19:08,569 --> 00:19:09,890 I think he's dead. 491 00:19:11,634 --> 00:19:13,069 I gotta call you back. 492 00:19:18,605 --> 00:19:19,825 Damn it! 493 00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:24,955 Why is a rib fracture in a trauma room? 494 00:19:24,980 --> 00:19:26,972 And furthermore, why is a rib fracture filleted? 495 00:19:26,997 --> 00:19:28,746 Turns out the rib hit the heart. 496 00:19:28,771 --> 00:19:30,336 Suture. We need to temporize the bleeding. 497 00:19:30,361 --> 00:19:31,415 We still don't have good pressure. 498 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:33,397 Just give it a second. 499 00:19:33,422 --> 00:19:34,924 - V-Fib. - Paddles. 500 00:19:35,231 --> 00:19:36,602 Simms, come to trauma two. 501 00:19:36,627 --> 00:19:38,869 See someone save a life without turning him into a sauté. 502 00:19:39,539 --> 00:19:41,635 This guy can't die. 503 00:19:41,660 --> 00:19:43,682 I could be charged with manslaughter 504 00:19:43,707 --> 00:19:44,696 or vehicular homicide. 505 00:19:44,721 --> 00:19:46,534 Clear! 506 00:19:46,559 --> 00:19:48,516 You didn't hit him. He hit you. 507 00:19:48,541 --> 00:19:50,220 I can't go to jail right now. 508 00:19:50,245 --> 00:19:51,541 Mer's already on the verge, 509 00:19:51,566 --> 00:19:53,315 and if I'm in jail and she's in jail, 510 00:19:53,340 --> 00:19:54,567 then Amelia has the kids 511 00:19:54,592 --> 00:19:56,181 and she cannot handle that right now. 512 00:19:56,206 --> 00:19:57,225 What's wrong with Amelia? 513 00:19:57,250 --> 00:19:58,531 Uh, nothing. 514 00:19:58,556 --> 00:19:59,714 Charge to 20. 515 00:19:59,739 --> 00:20:00,966 Clear. 516 00:20:04,205 --> 00:20:05,780 So, he was just half dead in the ER? 517 00:20:05,805 --> 00:20:06,928 Mm-hmm. 518 00:20:06,953 --> 00:20:09,150 Left gastric artery's compromised. 519 00:20:09,625 --> 00:20:11,661 There's a small area of necrosis here. 520 00:20:11,686 --> 00:20:13,608 Karev, careful. You're using too much traction. 521 00:20:13,633 --> 00:20:15,764 If I go any slower, the entire stomach won't be viable. 522 00:20:15,789 --> 00:20:18,337 And if you perforate it, he'll be more septic and die. 523 00:20:18,362 --> 00:20:19,798 Do you want me to get someone else in here? 524 00:20:19,823 --> 00:20:21,745 Because I'd be happy to tag out and get you another assist. 525 00:20:21,770 --> 00:20:23,449 With one of your subpar residents? No, thank you. 526 00:20:23,474 --> 00:20:24,701 My subpar residents? 527 00:20:24,726 --> 00:20:26,475 I'm only here because you told me to come get this job. 528 00:20:26,500 --> 00:20:28,227 I know this, Karev. 529 00:20:28,252 --> 00:20:30,000 That doesn't mean I want to work here. 530 00:20:30,025 --> 00:20:31,635 You told me to hire you. 531 00:20:31,660 --> 00:20:34,034 I was 15 minutes late for work this morning, 532 00:20:34,059 --> 00:20:35,773 and I'm never late. 533 00:20:35,798 --> 00:20:38,624 I find it to be an indicator of laziness. 534 00:20:38,649 --> 00:20:40,884 But I got into my car this morning, 535 00:20:40,909 --> 00:20:43,979 and I drove to Grey-Sloan because for the past 35 years, 536 00:20:44,004 --> 00:20:45,926 that's where I've driven every day. 537 00:20:45,951 --> 00:20:48,882 I spent more of my life in that building than in my own home. 538 00:20:48,907 --> 00:20:51,072 It's where I was called "Dr. Webber" 539 00:20:51,097 --> 00:20:52,777 for the very first time. 540 00:20:52,802 --> 00:20:55,463 I figured one day I would just drop dead in OR 2, 541 00:20:55,488 --> 00:20:57,202 and the thought of that made me happy. 542 00:20:57,227 --> 00:20:59,392 So, no, Karev, I don't want to work here. 543 00:20:59,417 --> 00:21:01,468 I want to work at my hospital! 544 00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:03,309 That is no longer an option. 545 00:21:06,335 --> 00:21:09,578 I started chemo when I was 10, then radiation, 546 00:21:09,602 --> 00:21:11,872 then more chemo, and so on. 547 00:21:11,896 --> 00:21:14,201 I spent my entire childhood getting poked and prodded 548 00:21:14,225 --> 00:21:15,522 and listening to my parents fight. 549 00:21:15,546 --> 00:21:17,607 Link, that's not gonna happen to your kid. 550 00:21:17,631 --> 00:21:20,109 Your cancer wasn't even genetic. 551 00:21:20,133 --> 00:21:23,516 It was random, which is... I swear to God it's worse. 552 00:21:23,540 --> 00:21:25,879 There's no way to prepare. I mean, forget cancer. 553 00:21:25,903 --> 00:21:27,978 What sane person turns on the news and thinks, 554 00:21:28,003 --> 00:21:30,725 "Oh, great, the... the polar ice caps are melting. 555 00:21:30,750 --> 00:21:33,895 The planet is on fire, and all of humanity is whining 556 00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:36,780 on Twitter while doing exactly nothing to prevent any of it. 557 00:21:36,805 --> 00:21:40,466 So, yeah, yeah, I should bring a baby into this world"? 558 00:21:40,491 --> 00:21:42,993 Sometimes I forget how dark your dark streak is. 559 00:21:44,275 --> 00:21:49,047 It's her choice, so, uh 560 00:21:49,072 --> 00:21:52,385 If she wants to have this kid, do I say any of this? 561 00:21:52,410 --> 00:21:54,262 It's her body, her choice, yes. 562 00:21:54,287 --> 00:21:56,257 But you're a person, too. You get to weigh in. 563 00:22:03,281 --> 00:22:04,843 It's Amelia. 564 00:22:13,227 --> 00:22:14,650 Wait, Link. 565 00:22:16,652 --> 00:22:18,888 You're an excellent friend. 566 00:22:18,913 --> 00:22:22,572 And if it comes down to it, you will be an excellent dad. 567 00:22:26,387 --> 00:22:28,935 Jo, if people are treating you like a commodity, 568 00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:30,118 it's because you are. 569 00:22:37,306 --> 00:22:40,564 Don't get fired, don't get fired, don't get fired. 570 00:22:40,589 --> 00:22:42,469 Why are we in the parking lot? 571 00:22:43,067 --> 00:22:44,433 It's a long story. 572 00:22:44,458 --> 00:22:45,824 But don't you work here? 573 00:22:45,849 --> 00:22:47,529 She used to work here. 574 00:22:47,554 --> 00:22:49,331 It was a whole thing. Very dramatic. 575 00:22:49,356 --> 00:22:50,897 Why do I think this must be related 576 00:22:50,922 --> 00:22:52,948 to why you're on my work crew? 577 00:22:52,973 --> 00:22:55,578 It's not unrelated. Can you hold still, please? 578 00:22:56,903 --> 00:22:59,382 Are you trying to lose your medical license or what? 579 00:22:59,407 --> 00:23:00,912 So, Robin, this is Dr. Avery, 580 00:23:00,937 --> 00:23:03,590 - the ENT specialist I told you about. - Yeah. 581 00:23:03,995 --> 00:23:06,856 Hey, so, Robin has an enlarging mass in her neck. 582 00:23:06,881 --> 00:23:09,036 Ultrasound is showing some concerning features. 583 00:23:09,061 --> 00:23:10,636 You think you could do a biopsy for me? 584 00:23:10,661 --> 00:23:12,791 - Now? - It'll take you 20 minutes. 585 00:23:12,816 --> 00:23:14,183 I have surgeries scheduled. 586 00:23:14,208 --> 00:23:16,503 She's got an appointment in two months with Clark at County. 587 00:23:16,528 --> 00:23:18,868 - Clark's an idiot. - Right. 588 00:23:18,893 --> 00:23:20,733 Please. 589 00:23:22,405 --> 00:23:24,084 I'll see if I can move some stuff around. 590 00:23:24,109 --> 00:23:25,957 Will you not practice medicine in the damn parking lot? 591 00:23:25,982 --> 00:23:27,765 Bailey's gonna see you. 592 00:23:30,814 --> 00:23:33,224 Okay. All right, let's start heparin, 593 00:23:33,249 --> 00:23:35,814 and then let's prepare for anastomoses. 594 00:23:39,518 --> 00:23:41,498 Angled DeBakey, please. 595 00:23:44,365 --> 00:23:46,600 I'll obtain proximal and distal control 596 00:23:46,625 --> 00:23:48,789 before performing the arteriotomy. 597 00:23:48,814 --> 00:23:50,944 All right, now, remember, the artery is fragile, okay? 598 00:23:50,969 --> 00:23:52,301 - So don't be too... - Aggressive. 599 00:23:52,326 --> 00:23:53,832 - Right. - I know. 600 00:23:53,864 --> 00:23:55,473 If anyone's gonna operate from the sidelines, 601 00:23:55,497 --> 00:23:56,446 DeLuca, it'll be me. 602 00:23:56,470 --> 00:23:57,918 - Dr. Bailey! - Yes? 603 00:23:57,919 --> 00:23:59,563 I beat her. I beat her time. 604 00:23:59,587 --> 00:24:01,683 Should have beaten her by more than one second, DeLuca. 605 00:24:01,707 --> 00:24:03,550 Helm, let's get to it. 606 00:24:10,146 --> 00:24:11,581 Oh, God. 607 00:24:11,606 --> 00:24:12,903 How many times have we shocked him? 608 00:24:12,928 --> 00:24:14,781 18 and multiple rounds of meds. Come on. Come on. 609 00:24:14,806 --> 00:24:16,938 Another 50 joules. 610 00:24:16,963 --> 00:24:18,537 Clear. 611 00:24:21,207 --> 00:24:22,539 If I wasn't blaming myself for this, 612 00:24:22,564 --> 00:24:23,695 I would have called it by now, wouldn't I? 613 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:24,874 You would and you should. 614 00:24:24,899 --> 00:24:26,229 Not only is he dead, but you've charred his heart. 615 00:24:26,254 --> 00:24:27,617 - Give it up. - Oh, God. 616 00:24:27,642 --> 00:24:29,183 Let me try, Pierce. 617 00:24:29,208 --> 00:24:31,053 Let's charge to 50, okay? 618 00:24:31,078 --> 00:24:32,931 And... clear! 619 00:24:32,956 --> 00:24:34,948 You know, if you two get off on this, 620 00:24:34,973 --> 00:24:36,478 take a set of paddles down to the morgue, 621 00:24:36,503 --> 00:24:38,674 but at least free up my trauma room. You hear me, Hunt? 622 00:24:38,699 --> 00:24:40,899 Charge again, and, clear. 623 00:24:40,924 --> 00:24:42,465 - We got a rhythm! - Ohh! 624 00:24:42,490 --> 00:24:44,238 Let's push epi, and let's get him up to the OR now! 625 00:24:44,263 --> 00:24:46,603 Aah! 626 00:24:46,628 --> 00:24:48,202 Oh! 627 00:24:48,227 --> 00:24:50,654 Aaaah! 628 00:24:50,679 --> 00:24:51,942 - Oh! - Crap. 629 00:24:51,967 --> 00:24:53,576 No, no, no, no. 630 00:24:53,601 --> 00:24:56,495 No. Mnh! 631 00:24:58,098 --> 00:24:59,709 That son of a bitch tried to kill me! 632 00:24:59,733 --> 00:25:00,881 Tom, you should really sit down. 633 00:25:00,905 --> 00:25:01,948 I physically can't! 634 00:25:01,972 --> 00:25:03,576 I had no idea you were behind me, Tom, 635 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,014 and the paddles were still charged. 636 00:25:05,038 --> 00:25:06,873 I was just trying to resuscitate the patient. 637 00:25:06,900 --> 00:25:08,267 You hit him with 50 joules of electricity. 638 00:25:08,291 --> 00:25:09,518 What the hell is wrong with you? 639 00:25:09,542 --> 00:25:11,464 Simms, go find him a bed and page urology. 640 00:25:11,488 --> 00:25:12,577 Page Catherine Fox. 641 00:25:12,601 --> 00:25:14,280 I'm not letting incompetence touch me. 642 00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:16,192 No, no, no, no, no, no. 643 00:25:16,216 --> 00:25:17,812 Aah. 644 00:25:18,752 --> 00:25:23,004 Also, 25 disposable scalpels, 12 bulk packages of bandages, 645 00:25:23,028 --> 00:25:25,610 a lot of 4x4s, bags of saline. 646 00:25:25,634 --> 00:25:26,619 Why are you telling me all this? 647 00:25:26,643 --> 00:25:28,600 I'm a Gryffindor. I'm brave. 648 00:25:28,624 --> 00:25:29,815 I'm scared all the time, 649 00:25:29,839 --> 00:25:32,423 but I am brave and sometimes stupid. 650 00:25:32,447 --> 00:25:34,404 So, when Dr. Grey called, I went. 651 00:25:34,428 --> 00:25:38,435 I just do not want to lose my license or go to jail. 652 00:25:38,459 --> 00:25:41,529 So, when Chief Bailey asks me why I took those supplies, 653 00:25:41,553 --> 00:25:46,111 I'm hoping maybe you could say you asked me for them. 654 00:25:49,573 --> 00:25:50,870 Fine. 655 00:25:50,895 --> 00:25:52,368 Here's a sample. 656 00:25:53,086 --> 00:25:55,529 Fine? Really? 657 00:25:55,554 --> 00:25:58,624 Meredith Grey's a good friend and the best doctor I know. 658 00:25:58,649 --> 00:26:00,085 I'm not scared of getting in a little bit of trouble 659 00:26:00,110 --> 00:26:01,950 if that means she's helping someone. 660 00:26:03,575 --> 00:26:04,942 Also a Gryffindor. 661 00:26:09,591 --> 00:26:11,409 I named him Christopher. 662 00:26:11,434 --> 00:26:14,890 I, uh, donated his organs, 663 00:26:15,757 --> 00:26:18,852 and it was the hardest thing I've ever gone through. 664 00:26:19,527 --> 00:26:23,941 So, the thought of being pregnant again, um, 665 00:26:24,419 --> 00:26:27,627 the idea of reliving it, it just, um... 666 00:26:27,652 --> 00:26:29,488 it was always paralyzing. 667 00:26:31,415 --> 00:26:35,111 That is why I am militant about birth control. 668 00:26:35,136 --> 00:26:37,822 I mean, I've honestly been on it for so long 669 00:26:37,847 --> 00:26:41,021 I barely get a period anymore, which is why 670 00:26:41,046 --> 00:26:45,910 it took me a while to notice... this. 671 00:26:49,789 --> 00:26:53,345 And I've had a long time to process it, 672 00:26:54,725 --> 00:26:56,140 to grieve him. 673 00:26:58,449 --> 00:27:03,313 But... even though I, uh... 674 00:27:03,802 --> 00:27:06,906 I'm in a privileged situation now, I'm... 675 00:27:06,931 --> 00:27:10,765 with my sobriety and with my career, 676 00:27:10,790 --> 00:27:15,534 and even though I could give a kid a good life, 677 00:27:17,935 --> 00:27:21,873 I just don't think that's a reason to have a child. 678 00:27:21,898 --> 00:27:23,459 And, um... 679 00:27:25,377 --> 00:27:28,846 And even though the odds of what happened with Christopher 680 00:27:28,871 --> 00:27:31,836 ever happening again are like a million to one, 681 00:27:31,861 --> 00:27:33,302 I... 682 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,415 I just... 683 00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:37,772 I know I wouldn't survive it. 684 00:27:37,797 --> 00:27:39,219 So, um... 685 00:27:47,885 --> 00:27:49,634 Sorry. 686 00:28:00,229 --> 00:28:02,636 And, uh, I know it's my body, 687 00:28:02,661 --> 00:28:06,115 but, uh, you are free to have feelings. 688 00:28:10,002 --> 00:28:11,381 Um... 689 00:28:13,535 --> 00:28:15,677 Um... 690 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:22,518 I've spent the day trying to wrap my head around this, um, 691 00:28:24,465 --> 00:28:28,196 imagining worst-case scenarios 692 00:28:28,221 --> 00:28:31,220 if we actually went through with this, 693 00:28:31,245 --> 00:28:32,681 a-and I've got about a million of them. 694 00:28:32,706 --> 00:28:35,614 Cancer, uh, global warming, 695 00:28:35,952 --> 00:28:38,867 gun violence, antibiotic resistant superbugs. 696 00:28:39,305 --> 00:28:44,623 But, um, talking to you now, looking at you, 697 00:28:45,699 --> 00:28:49,211 listening to you, and hearing what you have survived, I... 698 00:28:49,874 --> 00:28:52,464 What I know I don't want 699 00:28:54,303 --> 00:28:56,385 is for anything to hurt you. 700 00:28:57,362 --> 00:29:00,597 That feels real to me. That feels tangible. 701 00:29:01,268 --> 00:29:05,077 And everything that scares me suddenly feels irrelevant. 702 00:29:05,361 --> 00:29:11,002 So... if you want to have this kid, 703 00:29:11,026 --> 00:29:14,895 I-I will suck up my fears and I'll be a dad because 704 00:29:14,919 --> 00:29:17,406 Well, I mean, let's be honest. Kids love me. 705 00:29:17,784 --> 00:29:20,019 And, um, if you don't want it, 706 00:29:20,044 --> 00:29:23,635 I-I, um... I'll drive you to the appointment. 707 00:29:23,660 --> 00:29:27,124 I will be there for you in every way I possibly can. 708 00:29:29,016 --> 00:29:30,069 That's what I know. 709 00:29:30,094 --> 00:29:32,468 That's ... That's my feelings. 710 00:29:43,024 --> 00:29:44,807 Damn it, Link! 711 00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:56,459 And... done. 712 00:29:56,484 --> 00:29:57,850 Ready to tie. 713 00:29:59,446 --> 00:30:00,514 Awesome. 714 00:30:00,539 --> 00:30:02,659 Time to remove the first clamp. 715 00:30:03,521 --> 00:30:05,203 And flush the graft. 716 00:30:06,987 --> 00:30:09,041 The graft is... 717 00:30:12,289 --> 00:30:13,629 ...good. 718 00:30:14,860 --> 00:30:16,261 Mm-hmm. 719 00:30:16,286 --> 00:30:17,547 Air's out. 720 00:30:17,572 --> 00:30:19,321 Now for the second one. 721 00:30:21,224 --> 00:30:22,313 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. - Why... Why's he bleeding? 722 00:30:22,338 --> 00:30:23,391 Where's it from? 723 00:30:23,416 --> 00:30:25,086 Uh, seems to be coming from your suture line. 724 00:30:25,111 --> 00:30:26,180 Suction. What?! 725 00:30:26,205 --> 00:30:27,327 There's so much blood. 726 00:30:27,352 --> 00:30:28,753 Do something. Fix it. 727 00:30:28,778 --> 00:30:29,995 Why aren't you fixing it?! 728 00:30:30,020 --> 00:30:31,387 Can you fix it?! 729 00:30:31,412 --> 00:30:32,987 I don't know. Can I? 730 00:30:33,012 --> 00:30:35,108 Oh, God. Ohh. 731 00:30:35,133 --> 00:30:36,222 DeLuca. 732 00:30:36,247 --> 00:30:38,074 He's bleeding out too fast, Bailey. 733 00:30:38,099 --> 00:30:40,290 So, what do you do? 734 00:30:40,315 --> 00:30:41,865 Aah... 735 00:30:42,736 --> 00:30:43,859 Clamps. 736 00:30:43,884 --> 00:30:45,827 I'll get proximal and distal control. 737 00:30:46,300 --> 00:30:48,049 All right. Ahh. 738 00:30:48,074 --> 00:30:50,205 All right, coming around. 739 00:30:50,230 --> 00:30:52,256 6-0 Prolene. Right now. Come on. 740 00:31:01,521 --> 00:31:04,209 - Thyroid cancer? - Papillary thyroid cancer. 741 00:31:04,233 --> 00:31:06,677 It's the most common and the most treatable. 742 00:31:06,701 --> 00:31:08,902 You'll need surgery, possible iodine treatments, 743 00:31:08,926 --> 00:31:12,551 but all of it's perfectly doable. 744 00:31:12,575 --> 00:31:14,324 If it wasn't for you, I'd still be waiting 745 00:31:14,348 --> 00:31:16,409 two months to get checked. 746 00:31:16,433 --> 00:31:19,606 And that's if I could afford the time off. 747 00:31:19,630 --> 00:31:22,526 If I miss work, I don't get paid. 748 00:31:22,550 --> 00:31:26,628 And if I don't get paid, I can't pay rent 749 00:31:26,652 --> 00:31:29,060 or I can't pay for my asthma medication. 750 00:31:29,084 --> 00:31:31,285 Insurance doesn't cover the cost of the inhaler? 751 00:31:31,309 --> 00:31:33,787 They'll cover one per month. 752 00:31:33,811 --> 00:31:37,506 I shell out $500 a month if I need another one, 753 00:31:37,530 --> 00:31:39,731 which I'm guessing may be cheap 754 00:31:39,755 --> 00:31:42,059 compared to what it costs to treat cancer. 755 00:31:42,083 --> 00:31:45,292 We'll make sure you're given options to consider. 756 00:31:45,316 --> 00:31:46,822 Yeah. 757 00:31:46,846 --> 00:31:49,428 Bankruptcy or death. 758 00:31:49,452 --> 00:31:51,790 Dr. Grey? Are you back? 759 00:31:51,814 --> 00:31:53,103 Is she back? 760 00:31:53,867 --> 00:31:55,232 I'm visiting a friend, Helm. 761 00:31:55,256 --> 00:31:56,586 Walk, Helm. 762 00:32:00,319 --> 00:32:03,261 So, we were able to repair the hole in his heart, 763 00:32:03,285 --> 00:32:05,282 but it'll be a long road to recovery. 764 00:32:06,934 --> 00:32:08,613 He steals my credit cards. 765 00:32:08,638 --> 00:32:12,195 He lives in my apartment and eats my food. 766 00:32:12,220 --> 00:32:14,350 Why do I stay with him? 767 00:32:14,375 --> 00:32:16,501 Because at one point, things were good. 768 00:32:17,246 --> 00:32:19,065 He made you laugh. You were attracted to him. 769 00:32:19,090 --> 00:32:22,680 And maybe a quiet part inside of you raised a red flag 770 00:32:22,705 --> 00:32:24,072 here or there, but you ignored it because 771 00:32:24,097 --> 00:32:26,158 dating in today's world is miserable. 772 00:32:26,183 --> 00:32:28,661 It's digital and terrifying, and, let's be honest, 773 00:32:28,686 --> 00:32:31,200 the pickings are slim for an educated, independent woman. 774 00:32:31,225 --> 00:32:32,278 So you stayed. 775 00:32:32,303 --> 00:32:34,352 But, Tara, the longer you stay, 776 00:32:34,377 --> 00:32:35,805 the harder it will be to leave. 777 00:32:35,836 --> 00:32:37,998 And maybe you think that he will leave first, 778 00:32:38,023 --> 00:32:39,876 but if he does that, then you'll just feel like 779 00:32:39,901 --> 00:32:42,067 a victim, which I think is worse 780 00:32:42,092 --> 00:32:45,287 than just ripping off the Band-Aid yourself. 781 00:32:50,547 --> 00:32:51,636 Thanks. 782 00:32:51,661 --> 00:32:54,069 Hey. Our guy's stable. His wife's on the way. 783 00:32:54,094 --> 00:32:56,391 Well, it's nice that one thing went right today. 784 00:32:56,416 --> 00:32:57,720 Yeah. 785 00:32:57,745 --> 00:32:59,612 Hey, Dr. Webber. 786 00:32:59,637 --> 00:33:01,316 I-I didn't want to work here, either. 787 00:33:01,341 --> 00:33:04,445 You know, at Grey-Sloan, I inherited a-a legacy. 788 00:33:04,470 --> 00:33:06,254 Bailey's legacy, your legacy. 789 00:33:06,279 --> 00:33:07,575 You know, I mean, every choice I made, 790 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:10,635 I heard your voice in my head... "Don't settle. Do better." 791 00:33:10,660 --> 00:33:12,931 At Grey-Sloan, failing was our last option. 792 00:33:12,956 --> 00:33:14,843 But here, failure's the culture. 793 00:33:14,868 --> 00:33:17,068 But we can change that. 794 00:33:17,093 --> 00:33:19,190 I mean, dying in an OR at Grey-Sloan is one plan, 795 00:33:19,215 --> 00:33:21,525 but maybe there is a better plan for you here. 796 00:33:21,550 --> 00:33:23,472 A new legacy. 797 00:33:23,497 --> 00:33:25,280 Help me turn this place around. 798 00:33:25,305 --> 00:33:27,262 Help me do the impossible. 799 00:33:27,287 --> 00:33:29,280 H-Help me prove Bailey wrong. 800 00:33:34,478 --> 00:33:35,747 Yeah. 801 00:33:37,159 --> 00:33:38,698 Oh, I, uh... I almost forgot. 802 00:33:38,722 --> 00:33:43,182 I had to pull some strings with maintenance, but, uh, ta-da! 803 00:33:43,206 --> 00:33:44,456 Your office. 804 00:33:45,824 --> 00:33:47,886 Karev! Do better! 805 00:34:05,416 --> 00:34:06,731 You're wrong, you know? 806 00:34:10,006 --> 00:34:11,241 Excuse me? 807 00:34:13,279 --> 00:34:14,645 What you said about Vic. 808 00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:19,582 She's really smart, Maggie, and she's brave. 809 00:34:19,607 --> 00:34:21,322 And you're right. 810 00:34:21,347 --> 00:34:23,686 She is different from me. 811 00:34:25,241 --> 00:34:26,965 I don't think that's a bad thing. 812 00:34:27,744 --> 00:34:31,023 I'm sorry for what I said. 813 00:34:31,048 --> 00:34:34,698 Even so, "#Freedom" is a little aggressive. 814 00:34:34,723 --> 00:34:37,434 I wasn't being consciously spiteful. 815 00:34:37,459 --> 00:34:40,041 Unconsciously, then? 816 00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:49,227 You hear that, Wade? 817 00:34:49,252 --> 00:34:51,244 It's the sound of blood flowing through your body. 818 00:34:51,269 --> 00:34:53,122 - That's good. - That's right. 819 00:35:00,538 --> 00:35:03,260 Monitor proximal and distal pulses every hour. 820 00:35:03,296 --> 00:35:05,358 Really? That's it? 821 00:35:05,383 --> 00:35:06,714 Nothing else to say? 822 00:35:06,739 --> 00:35:09,591 What? Oh, you want praise? 823 00:35:09,616 --> 00:35:12,234 Um, good work, Dr. DeLuca. 824 00:35:12,259 --> 00:35:13,868 You did your job. 825 00:35:13,893 --> 00:35:15,329 You let someone who wasn't ready 826 00:35:15,354 --> 00:35:17,450 do the most critical part of his surgery. 827 00:35:17,475 --> 00:35:19,537 I should have been doing that anastomosis from the beginning. 828 00:35:19,562 --> 00:35:21,831 But instead, you sidelined me 829 00:35:21,856 --> 00:35:23,883 because of my relationship with Meredith Grey. 830 00:35:23,908 --> 00:35:25,607 Excuse me? 831 00:35:25,632 --> 00:35:28,250 I aced that skills lab, Bailey. 832 00:35:28,275 --> 00:35:30,232 My suture technique was far more advanced... 833 00:35:30,257 --> 00:35:31,902 Helm needed the practice! 834 00:35:31,927 --> 00:35:34,509 She needed the adrenaline and the fear because all of that 835 00:35:34,534 --> 00:35:35,865 is what makes you a surgeon! 836 00:35:35,890 --> 00:35:37,605 And don't you dare question my methods! 837 00:35:37,630 --> 00:35:41,429 This is not personal, DeLuca! Unless you make it personal. 838 00:35:41,454 --> 00:35:44,326 If I were you, I'd start thinking about my career 839 00:35:44,351 --> 00:35:47,303 and let go of certain... loyalties. 840 00:35:54,292 --> 00:35:56,528 Dr. Lawson, extension 2290. 841 00:35:56,553 --> 00:35:58,197 Dr. Lawson, extension 2290. 842 00:35:58,222 --> 00:36:00,492 Dr. Bailey? Hi, um, can you talk? 843 00:36:00,517 --> 00:36:01,779 Is now a bad time? 844 00:36:01,804 --> 00:36:04,873 I no longer have good times. What? 845 00:36:04,898 --> 00:36:08,066 I've taken the day, and I've made my decision. 846 00:36:08,273 --> 00:36:11,309 I want to be a general surgery attending. 847 00:36:11,699 --> 00:36:13,899 I don't recall giving you that option. 848 00:36:13,924 --> 00:36:14,769 Did Tom Koracick... 849 00:36:14,794 --> 00:36:15,986 No one did. 850 00:36:16,011 --> 00:36:18,576 Well, no one here did. 851 00:36:19,059 --> 00:36:20,668 So, you're going to Pac-North? 852 00:36:20,693 --> 00:36:21,850 That's up to you. 853 00:36:21,875 --> 00:36:23,416 They've made me a tempting offer. 854 00:36:23,441 --> 00:36:24,702 Your husband. 855 00:36:24,727 --> 00:36:26,302 Their chief. 856 00:36:26,327 --> 00:36:27,520 They believe that I'm ready. 857 00:36:27,545 --> 00:36:29,502 I've trained under the best, and most of whom 858 00:36:29,527 --> 00:36:30,772 no longer work here. 859 00:36:30,797 --> 00:36:33,762 I know how this place works. I know how you work. 860 00:36:33,787 --> 00:36:35,049 And I'm ready. 861 00:36:35,074 --> 00:36:37,031 I would be an asset to any hospital. 862 00:36:37,056 --> 00:36:41,237 The question is... do you want that hospital to be yours? 863 00:36:51,796 --> 00:36:53,545 Let's go to my office. 864 00:36:54,544 --> 00:36:55,771 Yes. 865 00:37:03,136 --> 00:37:08,168 Uh, hey. I wanted to apologize for the... 866 00:37:10,416 --> 00:37:13,138 I'm sorry, Tom, for the incident. 867 00:37:13,164 --> 00:37:14,635 - Incident? - Yeah. 868 00:37:14,659 --> 00:37:16,025 You deep-fried my nads. 869 00:37:16,049 --> 00:37:19,257 It was an unfortunate accident, Tom, 870 00:37:19,281 --> 00:37:21,181 and I am very sorry, so... 871 00:37:22,088 --> 00:37:25,528 Actually, champ, I'm gonna need you to step back a few feet. 872 00:37:26,418 --> 00:37:29,801 500 feet, if we're gonna be sticklers about it. 873 00:37:29,826 --> 00:37:31,469 - Court orders. - What? 874 00:37:31,494 --> 00:37:34,321 I've obtained an emergency restraining order against you, 875 00:37:34,346 --> 00:37:36,616 Hunt, due to acute emotional and physical distress. 876 00:37:36,641 --> 00:37:39,119 - Restraining order? - If you need any clarification, 877 00:37:39,144 --> 00:37:42,038 feel free to reach out to my attorney, Ron Brickman. 878 00:37:42,063 --> 00:37:43,814 He can answer any questions you have. 879 00:37:43,839 --> 00:37:46,089 He's a good friend, hell of a tennis player, actually. 880 00:37:46,114 --> 00:37:48,350 Tom, we work together. 881 00:37:48,375 --> 00:37:52,279 Shut the door on your way out, would you? 882 00:37:52,304 --> 00:37:54,380 Ohh. 883 00:38:01,694 --> 00:38:02,713 Ahh. 884 00:38:04,584 --> 00:38:07,654 ...which is just a long-winded way of saying thank you 885 00:38:07,679 --> 00:38:10,018 for the offer, but I'm afraid I have to pass. 886 00:38:10,043 --> 00:38:12,869 Wait. You took my offer to Bailey to get a better one? 887 00:38:12,894 --> 00:38:16,451 It didn't feel that calculated in the moment, but basically. 888 00:38:16,476 --> 00:38:18,710 I feel used. I know! I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 889 00:38:18,735 --> 00:38:21,353 But it's the smart choice. The facility's better. 890 00:38:21,378 --> 00:38:24,169 The tech is cutting-edge. Higher-profile patients. 891 00:38:24,194 --> 00:38:25,247 Look, you're making it sound like 892 00:38:25,272 --> 00:38:26,813 I'm the chief of a burger joint. 893 00:38:26,838 --> 00:38:28,205 Someone died in your waiting room. 894 00:38:28,230 --> 00:38:29,561 Nobody died. 895 00:38:29,586 --> 00:38:31,091 Webber and I got to him in time. He's fine. 896 00:38:31,116 --> 00:38:32,483 Okay, you're basically making 897 00:38:32,508 --> 00:38:34,045 my argument for me. 898 00:38:34,341 --> 00:38:35,950 All right, just make sure you get a parking spot. 899 00:38:35,975 --> 00:38:39,636 Bailey's really tight with them, so demand one. 900 00:38:39,661 --> 00:38:41,745 She gave me yours. 901 00:38:41,770 --> 00:38:44,866 After we've been sick or hurt, our bodies remember. 902 00:38:46,104 --> 00:38:47,679 So, he had them in... His nuts?! 903 00:38:50,487 --> 00:38:53,538 - Look, it's only funny because he's okay. - Yep! 904 00:38:53,563 --> 00:38:55,354 We learn from the past 905 00:38:55,379 --> 00:38:57,533 and develop tools to help us cope. 906 00:38:58,692 --> 00:39:00,440 Basically, the more we go through something, 907 00:39:00,465 --> 00:39:02,040 the better we can handle it if it happens again. 908 00:39:12,663 --> 00:39:14,273 - Hi! - Hey. 909 00:39:17,879 --> 00:39:19,975 Now, I heard a rumor you were at the hospital today. 910 00:39:23,615 --> 00:39:26,268 I, uh, stumbled across a patient at work crew. 911 00:39:26,293 --> 00:39:28,633 I actually have stumbled across 912 00:39:28,658 --> 00:39:30,937 a lot of patients at work crew. 913 00:39:30,962 --> 00:39:33,023 I know I got fired for trying to help a kid 914 00:39:33,048 --> 00:39:34,449 who fell through the cracks. 915 00:39:34,474 --> 00:39:37,439 And as much as I try to keep my head down and lay low 916 00:39:37,464 --> 00:39:41,256 and just get through my hours, I keep coming across people 917 00:39:41,281 --> 00:39:44,949 who can't get the help they need because of the same crap. 918 00:39:45,336 --> 00:39:47,049 They keep falling through the same cracks. 919 00:39:47,074 --> 00:39:50,004 Okay, look, before you decide to do whatever it is you're doing, 920 00:39:50,029 --> 00:39:52,195 okay, jail sucks. It's not fun. 921 00:39:52,220 --> 00:39:54,595 You're not gonna be able to see your kids or pee in private. 922 00:39:54,620 --> 00:39:55,917 The water tastes like feet. Should I go on? 923 00:39:55,942 --> 00:39:58,037 Okay, I'm not planning on going to jail. 924 00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:00,020 But what I'm planning to do is write about what I'm seeing. 925 00:40:00,045 --> 00:40:01,428 You want to publish? 926 00:40:01,453 --> 00:40:02,446 I do. 927 00:40:02,471 --> 00:40:03,877 You're about to face the medical board. 928 00:40:03,902 --> 00:40:04,921 I know. 929 00:40:04,946 --> 00:40:06,321 Didn't the lawyer say to lay low? 930 00:40:06,346 --> 00:40:08,477 Yes, but I-I-I don't think I'm capable of that. 931 00:40:15,388 --> 00:40:16,823 What? 932 00:40:18,274 --> 00:40:19,814 Nothing. Nothing. 933 00:40:19,839 --> 00:40:22,908 You're just very, very sexy 934 00:40:22,933 --> 00:40:24,612 when you're about to burn your whole life down. 935 00:40:24,637 --> 00:40:26,108 You know that? 936 00:40:26,133 --> 00:40:28,618 Our bodies are prepared to bounce back. 937 00:40:28,924 --> 00:40:31,195 Or so we think. 938 00:40:45,162 --> 00:40:48,753 Did I... say the wrong thing? 939 00:40:51,608 --> 00:40:54,677 I had made up my mind. 940 00:40:55,978 --> 00:40:58,630 Because I was scared. 941 00:40:59,907 --> 00:41:02,941 Of what happened with Christopher, and, um... 942 00:41:04,422 --> 00:41:05,791 ...of doing this alone. 943 00:41:05,816 --> 00:41:08,297 And a million little things. 944 00:41:14,666 --> 00:41:16,101 I was scared. 945 00:41:18,873 --> 00:41:22,291 And then you said things. 946 00:41:23,931 --> 00:41:26,624 That made you less scared? 947 00:41:26,648 --> 00:41:31,516 Less scared and a little bit in love. 948 00:41:31,540 --> 00:41:33,200 It's probably just the hormones. 949 00:41:35,043 --> 00:41:36,172 Probably. 950 00:41:36,203 --> 00:41:38,638 - Please don't say it back. - Okay. 951 00:41:41,435 --> 00:41:43,475 You and I... 952 00:41:45,135 --> 00:41:47,391 We'd make an amazing kid. 953 00:41:49,330 --> 00:41:50,954 And now I kinda want to meet that kid. 954 00:41:52,158 --> 00:41:54,657 Well... 955 00:41:54,681 --> 00:41:56,533 I kinda do, too. 956 00:41:56,557 --> 00:41:59,180 Sometimes an unknown throws the whole thing off.