1 00:00:03,103 --> 00:00:05,555 I'm going to tell you a secret. 2 00:00:05,587 --> 00:00:07,344 Doctors are not gods. 3 00:00:14,195 --> 00:00:16,386 We like you to think we have all the answers. 4 00:00:20,741 --> 00:00:22,756 You have to trust us enough to let us 5 00:00:22,789 --> 00:00:25,105 cut open your flesh and poke around at your insides. 6 00:00:26,232 --> 00:00:28,608 So it's helpful if you think we have it all together. 7 00:00:31,467 --> 00:00:33,944 It's helpful if you don't know that, just like you, 8 00:00:33,977 --> 00:00:36,942 we're anxious, we're insecure, we're angry. 9 00:00:43,415 --> 00:00:45,142 You have to let us come at you with a scalpel. 10 00:00:48,460 --> 00:00:49,967 So it's helpful if you don't know 11 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:53,303 that, just like you, we're wrecks. 12 00:00:59,932 --> 00:01:02,012 - Dr. Shepherd. - Shh. 13 00:01:02,044 --> 00:01:04,892 It's been a week. - Shouldn't you tell someone? 14 00:01:04,924 --> 00:01:07,259 Your family? A friend? 15 00:01:07,292 --> 00:01:09,692 I don't need your advice or your concern. 16 00:01:09,724 --> 00:01:11,419 What I need is for you to follow HIPAA 17 00:01:11,452 --> 00:01:12,731 and keep your mouth shut... 18 00:01:12,764 --> 00:01:15,035 and my latest labs and a triple latte. 19 00:01:24,540 --> 00:01:26,299 Do you know how many people live in this house? 20 00:01:26,332 --> 00:01:27,867 A lot. That's how many. 21 00:01:27,900 --> 00:01:30,331 And you and I are the only ones who do our part. 22 00:01:30,364 --> 00:01:32,251 We're the good ones, right? 23 00:01:32,284 --> 00:01:33,499 Ohh. 24 00:01:33,532 --> 00:01:34,971 What is all this stuff?! 25 00:01:35,004 --> 00:01:37,851 You're gonna have to talk to Alex. 26 00:01:40,828 --> 00:01:41,787 Gotta go. Gotta go. 27 00:01:44,604 --> 00:01:46,427 You're perfect. 28 00:01:46,460 --> 00:01:47,740 And Alex is wrong. 29 00:01:47,772 --> 00:01:49,755 And Mommy needs a minute! 30 00:01:55,932 --> 00:01:57,340 She's still grumpy, huh? 31 00:02:04,269 --> 00:02:06,651 Ow! Watch it, Avery! 32 00:02:06,684 --> 00:02:07,835 Pain is a great sign. 33 00:02:07,868 --> 00:02:09,371 Your nerves are regenerating 34 00:02:09,404 --> 00:02:11,419 and forming connections to the graft. 35 00:02:11,452 --> 00:02:13,979 I don't see any sign of rejection from your biopsy. 36 00:02:14,012 --> 00:02:16,859 I mean, you are recovering much faster than we'd hoped. 37 00:02:16,892 --> 00:02:18,587 So I can get out of here soon. 38 00:02:18,620 --> 00:02:20,347 We need to e-mail my C.O. about transport. 39 00:02:20,380 --> 00:02:22,299 Okay, slow down. We need to check for infection 40 00:02:22,332 --> 00:02:24,711 and do physical therapy. 41 00:02:25,084 --> 00:02:27,707 Uh, he will be in the lobby in 15 minutes. 42 00:02:27,740 --> 00:02:29,595 I told you my grandfather does not like crowds. 43 00:02:29,628 --> 00:02:31,899 And I told you to be there anyway. 44 00:02:38,642 --> 00:02:40,379 Hey, mister. 45 00:02:40,727 --> 00:02:42,459 Guess who's coming home soon. 46 00:02:42,492 --> 00:02:43,451 Mmm. 47 00:02:43,484 --> 00:02:46,285 So, you ready? 48 00:02:46,319 --> 00:02:48,475 Everything needs to be perfect. 49 00:02:48,508 --> 00:02:50,811 Absolutely pristine, functional. 50 00:02:50,844 --> 00:02:53,211 No room for error. Perfect. 51 00:02:53,244 --> 00:02:55,099 Harper Avery hasn't stepped foot in this hospital 52 00:02:55,132 --> 00:02:56,891 since I became chief, 53 00:02:56,924 --> 00:02:59,131 and I need to show the man that we are a competent, 54 00:02:59,164 --> 00:03:01,950 autonomous, well-oiled machine 55 00:03:01,984 --> 00:03:04,219 with no glitches and no need for supervision. 56 00:03:06,332 --> 00:03:07,895 Labor pains, all right? 57 00:03:07,920 --> 00:03:09,371 Those happen even in well-oiled hospitals! 58 00:03:12,124 --> 00:03:16,054 You are a rock star, Miranda Bailey. 59 00:03:16,732 --> 00:03:18,715 Now go kick some Harper Avery ass! 60 00:03:19,626 --> 00:03:21,993 - Hey! Don't be late! - On our way. 61 00:03:22,027 --> 00:03:24,169 - Okay. - Meredith? 62 00:03:24,203 --> 00:03:26,474 Avery mentioned that you did a biopsy on Megan yesterday. 63 00:03:26,507 --> 00:03:28,426 - Is it all okay? - I can't discuss a patient. 64 00:03:28,459 --> 00:03:30,444 I suggest you speak to the family. 65 00:03:31,019 --> 00:03:32,170 Right. 66 00:03:32,202 --> 00:03:34,666 Hey, I'll round on Dr. Carr for you while you're at the thing. 67 00:03:34,699 --> 00:03:36,874 Thanks. You want to talk about that? 68 00:03:36,906 --> 00:03:38,986 Nope. Walter Carr is your patient? 69 00:03:41,706 --> 00:03:45,000 Okay. Brody, it's all you. Excuse me. 70 00:03:46,762 --> 00:03:48,714 Walter Carr. 64. 71 00:03:48,747 --> 00:03:50,378 Presented with shortness of breath, 72 00:03:50,411 --> 00:03:52,234 leg swelling, and sinus tachycardia. 73 00:03:52,266 --> 00:03:54,250 CT scan showed a 24-inch blood clot 74 00:03:54,282 --> 00:03:56,905 extending from his right iliac vein to his heart. 75 00:03:56,939 --> 00:03:58,825 Okay. Did she just say 24? 76 00:03:58,859 --> 00:04:00,170 I sit a lot. 77 00:04:00,202 --> 00:04:02,634 I'm a psychiatrist. I work upstairs. 78 00:04:02,666 --> 00:04:04,585 Oh! I knew I'd seen you around. 79 00:04:04,619 --> 00:04:05,555 He works up... 80 00:04:05,588 --> 00:04:07,465 We tried to treat the clot with tPA, 81 00:04:07,499 --> 00:04:10,474 but due to its size, Dr. Pierce has planned 82 00:04:10,506 --> 00:04:13,928 an open thromboembolectomy for this afternoon. So, risks? 83 00:04:13,962 --> 00:04:14,954 Showering of the emboli to the lungs! 84 00:04:14,986 --> 00:04:16,137 - Right-sided heart failure! - MI, stroke, death! 85 00:04:16,171 --> 00:04:18,794 - Uplifting. - Sorry. 86 00:04:18,826 --> 00:04:21,257 Okay, Brody, why don't you place an arterial line? 87 00:04:21,290 --> 00:04:22,825 Dr. Carr, try to get some rest. 88 00:04:22,858 --> 00:04:25,129 - Yeah. - All right. 89 00:04:34,571 --> 00:04:35,657 Hey, there. 90 00:04:36,843 --> 00:04:39,179 It's nice to see you, Meredith. 91 00:04:39,659 --> 00:04:42,409 Now you'the one who needs the tape and glue guy, huh? 92 00:04:45,290 --> 00:04:48,329 I'm just... I'm saying that the skill level is curative. 93 00:04:48,363 --> 00:04:50,953 It's a curative level of sex. 94 00:04:50,987 --> 00:04:52,713 It erases pain and fixes things. 95 00:04:52,747 --> 00:04:54,985 Like Eliza... erased on a cellular level. 96 00:04:55,019 --> 00:04:55,882 J-Just... She's gone! 97 00:04:55,914 --> 00:04:57,610 Last night, Carina had me up against the... 98 00:04:57,642 --> 00:04:59,978 You're late for the thing. 99 00:05:00,010 --> 00:05:02,985 This is not every department head! 100 00:05:03,019 --> 00:05:05,677 I said every department head. Pierce, where's Shepherd? 101 00:05:05,702 --> 00:05:06,806 I haven't seen her all morning. 102 00:05:06,831 --> 00:05:09,006 - And Grey?! - You don't want her mood here. 103 00:05:09,038 --> 00:05:11,725 - Sorry I'm late. - Oh, wait, wait. 104 00:05:15,662 --> 00:05:17,485 Thanks. 105 00:05:17,518 --> 00:05:19,662 $15.8 million in repairs? 106 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:21,710 Insurance covered most of that. 107 00:05:21,743 --> 00:05:23,310 "Most" is not all. 108 00:05:23,342 --> 00:05:25,486 Look, we took the opportunity of the fire 109 00:05:25,518 --> 00:05:28,077 to address some design elements that needed updating. 110 00:05:28,111 --> 00:05:30,126 - Design elements? - Yes. 111 00:05:30,158 --> 00:05:33,485 Hello, Dr. Avery. I am Chief Miranda... 112 00:05:33,519 --> 00:05:35,886 Bingy. I remember you. 113 00:05:35,918 --> 00:05:38,766 What is this... window dressing? 114 00:05:38,798 --> 00:05:41,677 Don't you people have jobs to do? 115 00:05:46,511 --> 00:05:47,969 He doesn't like crowds. 116 00:05:48,002 --> 00:05:49,422 Nope. 117 00:05:49,454 --> 00:05:51,150 ...CT, MRI, biopsy results 118 00:05:51,182 --> 00:05:54,350 all confirm it is a benign Grade I Meningioma. 119 00:05:54,383 --> 00:05:56,910 - I have it up on the board. - Ah, slow down. Who's he? 120 00:05:56,942 --> 00:05:59,598 - My resident. - Mmm. 121 00:05:59,630 --> 00:06:01,229 Andrew DeLuca. 122 00:06:01,263 --> 00:06:03,661 DeLuca, this is Tom Koracick, head of neuro at Hopkins. 123 00:06:03,695 --> 00:06:06,170 Oh, he's heard of me. See Shepherd's hands, DeLuca? 124 00:06:06,195 --> 00:06:07,300 - Mm-hmm. - All me. 125 00:06:07,325 --> 00:06:08,956 I should charge every time she uses them. 126 00:06:08,989 --> 00:06:11,036 He's the most arrogant teacher I ever had. 127 00:06:11,069 --> 00:06:12,636 I didn't want to call him for this, but... 128 00:06:12,669 --> 00:06:15,100 Say it. You have to say it. 129 00:06:15,133 --> 00:06:16,092 Out loud. 130 00:06:17,149 --> 00:06:18,204 You're the best. 131 00:06:18,237 --> 00:06:20,700 Damn straight. Oh! I like this. 132 00:06:20,733 --> 00:06:22,140 Never should've called you. 133 00:06:22,173 --> 00:06:23,631 Uh, I need an MR angio 134 00:06:23,656 --> 00:06:25,308 to check the venousoutflow and the tumor vasculature. 135 00:06:25,341 --> 00:06:26,556 I got one two days ago. 136 00:06:26,589 --> 00:06:28,316 And I need to know what it looks like today. 137 00:06:28,349 --> 00:06:29,820 Yeah, I have a consult in a half an hour. 138 00:06:29,853 --> 00:06:31,740 You've got a grapefruit-sized tumor on your frontal lobe. 139 00:06:31,773 --> 00:06:33,248 Your Chief of Surgery doesn't want 140 00:06:33,273 --> 00:06:34,821 you anywhere near a consult. 141 00:06:34,846 --> 00:06:37,534 You... Oh. You haven't told her. 142 00:06:37,567 --> 00:06:39,838 Tom, I removed an inoperable osteoblastoma 143 00:06:39,871 --> 00:06:41,438 from a kid's jaw a week ago. 144 00:06:41,470 --> 00:06:44,510 I'm fine. I just... I need you to just follow my plan. 145 00:06:44,543 --> 00:06:46,353 I'm not gonna follow your plan because the part of your brain 146 00:06:46,378 --> 00:06:48,522 that makes plans is compromised. 147 00:06:48,547 --> 00:06:51,233 Your plans, your judgment, your decision-making, 148 00:06:51,267 --> 00:06:55,618 your impulse control... it's all tumor. 149 00:06:55,651 --> 00:06:57,250 You understand? 150 00:06:57,283 --> 00:07:02,322 You are not a sound mind now, and you haven't been for years. 151 00:07:05,062 --> 00:07:13,142 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 152 00:07:14,528 --> 00:07:17,374 Um, why don't we all sit down? 153 00:07:18,729 --> 00:07:21,159 Grown-ups only, Jackie. Take a walk. 154 00:07:21,193 --> 00:07:23,368 Actually, I hold the majority vote on the board, 155 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:25,736 so I'll be staying to hear your concerns. 156 00:07:25,768 --> 00:07:27,816 And it's "Jackson" or "Dr. Avery." 157 00:07:27,848 --> 00:07:29,767 What is this... backtalk? 158 00:07:29,800 --> 00:07:31,656 It hasn't been "backtalk" since I was 18. 159 00:07:31,688 --> 00:07:34,440 There's coffee and pastries. 160 00:07:34,472 --> 00:07:36,040 Chief, could I have a minute? 161 00:07:36,072 --> 00:07:37,927 Oh, uh, now isn't a good time. 162 00:07:37,952 --> 00:07:39,103 I understand, but it's urgent. 163 00:07:39,136 --> 00:07:42,271 Then please speak with Dr. Webber, and he'll fill me in. 164 00:07:42,939 --> 00:07:45,690 Dr. Avery, I'll be more than happy 165 00:07:45,715 --> 00:07:48,210 to walk you through every decision you're questioning. 166 00:07:48,243 --> 00:07:50,707 I hope you cleared your day. 167 00:07:52,914 --> 00:07:54,739 So, how was the birthday party? 168 00:07:54,771 --> 00:07:59,107 Oh, well, there were 23 very loud superheroes in my house, 169 00:07:59,132 --> 00:08:01,651 but justice was served, and fun was had by all. 170 00:08:01,676 --> 00:08:03,531 It sounds like things are going pretty well. 171 00:08:03,564 --> 00:08:05,227 Yes, they are. 172 00:08:05,260 --> 00:08:07,701 Except I cannot shake this mood. 173 00:08:07,734 --> 00:08:09,099 Mood? 174 00:08:09,132 --> 00:08:10,987 Hi, Dr. Carr. 175 00:08:11,020 --> 00:08:13,387 I need to draw a blood gas and do an EKG. 176 00:08:13,420 --> 00:08:15,691 - I'll do it, Brody. - Dr. Riggs instructed me to. 177 00:08:15,724 --> 00:08:17,330 I said I'll do it. 178 00:08:22,316 --> 00:08:24,268 That's the mood. 179 00:08:32,495 --> 00:08:34,219 Does Owen know? 180 00:08:37,684 --> 00:08:39,986 What about Meredith and Maggie? 181 00:08:40,018 --> 00:08:43,298 No. And I don't want them to know. 182 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:47,319 How long has this thing been growing? 183 00:08:47,353 --> 00:08:49,176 I'd say close to 10 years. 184 00:08:49,208 --> 00:08:50,599 He can remove the entire tumor. 185 00:08:50,633 --> 00:08:52,248 I can help cover her service, but she doesn't go near patients 186 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:54,413 until she's tumor-free and I clear her. 187 00:08:54,438 --> 00:08:55,742 That's the only way I stay. 188 00:08:55,767 --> 00:08:57,078 Richard, he can't just decide... 189 00:08:57,111 --> 00:08:59,734 Frankly, the entire neuro community wondered what kind of a surgeon 190 00:08:59,767 --> 00:09:03,126 tackled the tumor in Nicole Herman's brain, and now we know. 191 00:09:03,285 --> 00:09:04,275 Who's Nicole Herman? 192 00:09:04,308 --> 00:09:07,507 Nicole Herman was a fetal surgeon who was diagnosed 193 00:09:07,540 --> 00:09:11,603 with an inoperable astrocytoma, and I saved her life. 194 00:09:11,636 --> 00:09:12,980 Yes, we all read the case report, 195 00:09:13,012 --> 00:09:14,771 but you also permanently blinded her. 196 00:09:14,805 --> 00:09:18,141 - That was unavoidable! - We don't know that now, do we? 197 00:09:20,648 --> 00:09:21,574 - Honey, it'll all be over soon. - Do not talk to me! 198 00:09:21,608 --> 00:09:25,413 Okay, Marnie, you are only 4 centimeters dilated. 199 00:09:25,454 --> 00:09:27,084 What? My water broke hours ago. 200 00:09:27,118 --> 00:09:28,877 I know, but your cervix is being stubborn. 201 00:09:28,909 --> 00:09:30,924 I'll be back, okay? 202 00:09:30,958 --> 00:09:32,557 Warren. Good. 203 00:09:32,589 --> 00:09:35,116 I did an ablation on Marnie's baby at 18 weeks. 204 00:09:35,150 --> 00:09:36,492 To be safe, I want to be there when she's born, 205 00:09:36,526 --> 00:09:37,452 but the labor's protracted. 206 00:09:37,486 --> 00:09:39,820 Will you monitor her closely and keep me posted? 207 00:09:41,197 --> 00:09:42,925 Uh, did we happen to skip the epidural? 208 00:09:42,957 --> 00:09:44,813 She had one during her last delivery, 209 00:09:44,846 --> 00:09:46,765 but her BP dropped so low that she almost arrested, 210 00:09:46,797 --> 00:09:48,301 so that's... that's not an option. 211 00:09:48,334 --> 00:09:50,476 - And Pitocin? - She's severely allergic. 212 00:09:50,510 --> 00:09:51,885 So... 213 00:09:51,918 --> 00:09:54,316 - So... this is your day. - Yeah. 214 00:09:56,262 --> 00:09:58,612 Let me know when she's 8 centimeters. 215 00:09:59,865 --> 00:10:01,317 Fantastic. 216 00:10:07,206 --> 00:10:08,125 You paged me? Peds trauma? 217 00:10:08,158 --> 00:10:09,752 Yep. Incoming. 218 00:10:09,785 --> 00:10:11,318 Mm. 219 00:10:16,806 --> 00:10:17,925 I missed you last night. 220 00:10:17,957 --> 00:10:20,165 I needed clean clothes. 221 00:10:29,595 --> 00:10:30,745 What do we got?! 222 00:10:30,779 --> 00:10:31,834 Pete Hover. 16. 223 00:10:31,866 --> 00:10:34,682 Status... post blunt trauma to the abdomen and left leg 224 00:10:34,715 --> 00:10:36,346 from hot-air balloon landing gone wrong. 225 00:10:36,379 --> 00:10:39,002 He also has some flash burns to the upper extremities. 226 00:10:39,034 --> 00:10:41,370 Does anyone have my phone?! I need to text Jamie. 227 00:10:41,403 --> 00:10:42,682 I need to know if she saw my Ho-Co-Pro. 228 00:10:42,715 --> 00:10:44,878 - Your what? - My homecoming proposal! 229 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:46,647 I was trying to ask Jamie Hall to the homecoming dance. 230 00:10:46,672 --> 00:10:49,199 - Oh, like a promposal. - Yes! 231 00:10:49,233 --> 00:10:51,631 I passed out before she could give me an answer. 232 00:10:51,664 --> 00:10:53,872 - Ow! Ah! - What is this? 233 00:10:53,904 --> 00:10:56,400 The hydrogen cannisters tipped and melted the cape onto the tux 234 00:10:56,432 --> 00:10:58,415 - and the tux onto his skin. - Wha... A cape? 235 00:10:58,448 --> 00:11:00,687 I didn't wear a cape with my tux to the Ho-Co-Pro! 236 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:02,776 T-That's just the stupid balloon. 237 00:11:02,803 --> 00:11:04,402 Let's get him inside now. 238 00:11:04,435 --> 00:11:07,154 So, I try to check up on her, and she bites my head off. 239 00:11:07,187 --> 00:11:09,602 I tell her about Teddy, and she's completely unfazed, 240 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:10,682 but she still wears her wedding ring. 241 00:11:10,715 --> 00:11:12,506 I mean, I don't know what the hell she wants me to do. 242 00:11:12,539 --> 00:11:14,266 You know, live miserably alone 243 00:11:14,298 --> 00:11:16,602 and still keep her shoes in the closet? 244 00:11:21,014 --> 00:11:22,837 Sorry. Did you... need this card? 245 00:11:22,870 --> 00:11:24,661 I haven't farted naturally in six months 246 00:11:24,694 --> 00:11:26,357 because of a bag attached to my side. 247 00:11:26,390 --> 00:11:29,077 And I have a stranger's abs sewn onto me. 248 00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:30,933 I'm separated from my child by 10 time zones. 249 00:11:30,966 --> 00:11:32,245 And I just sent the man that I'm in love with 250 00:11:32,278 --> 00:11:35,428 back to the woman he fell in love with while I was supposedly dead. 251 00:11:36,613 --> 00:11:38,788 Oh, but let's keep discussing your tragic life. 252 00:11:40,093 --> 00:11:42,492 Gin. 253 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:45,956 I need to get out of this room. 254 00:11:45,989 --> 00:11:47,843 What is going on? 255 00:11:47,877 --> 00:11:52,548 Um, I-I wanted to talk about how things ended between us. 256 00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:54,299 Huh?! 257 00:11:54,331 --> 00:11:55,706 You know, you and I. 258 00:11:55,740 --> 00:11:57,992 Uh, why? 259 00:11:58,612 --> 00:12:01,083 Well, I-I-I've been thinking a lot about us, 260 00:12:01,115 --> 00:12:03,654 and, you know, things ended so poorly. 261 00:12:03,687 --> 00:12:07,963 I-I wanted to try to... ameliorate the situation 262 00:12:07,996 --> 00:12:12,474 and shepherd in a new era. 263 00:12:14,780 --> 00:12:16,474 I thought we were fine now. 264 00:12:16,508 --> 00:12:19,163 I mean, d-define "fine." Are we... Are we friends? 265 00:12:19,195 --> 00:12:21,018 Are we colleagues? Do we tell each other things? 266 00:12:21,052 --> 00:12:21,947 Important things? 267 00:12:21,979 --> 00:12:24,923 I mean... I'm fine now, but I wasn't. 268 00:12:24,955 --> 00:12:26,747 You dropped me like I was severely burning your hand, 269 00:12:26,779 --> 00:12:28,794 and then never said a word about it. 270 00:12:28,828 --> 00:12:29,759 It was kind of humiliating. 271 00:12:29,793 --> 00:12:31,707 Right. Yeah. I-I shouldn't have... 272 00:12:31,740 --> 00:12:32,763 I shouldn't have done that. 273 00:12:32,795 --> 00:12:35,418 And you told Richard Webber, my biological father... 274 00:12:35,452 --> 00:12:37,434 what I'm like in bed. 275 00:12:37,468 --> 00:12:39,328 He knows what sex sounds I make now because of you. 276 00:12:39,353 --> 00:12:40,539 I'll never live that down. 277 00:12:40,571 --> 00:12:42,299 W-Well, to be fair, I-I didn't know... 278 00:12:42,331 --> 00:12:45,051 You know, you did owe me an apology. 279 00:12:46,652 --> 00:12:48,923 Thank you for manning up. 280 00:12:48,955 --> 00:12:51,707 I'm good now. We're good. 281 00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:54,870 O-kay. 282 00:13:01,983 --> 00:13:05,246 And when we first out Megan was alive, I was gracious. 283 00:13:05,271 --> 00:13:09,176 I was supportive. I mean, I was... wonderful. 284 00:13:09,296 --> 00:13:11,343 I put him in the car to go see her, 285 00:13:11,375 --> 00:13:14,510 and when we found out that she needed surgery, I was there. 286 00:13:14,544 --> 00:13:16,111 I was more than there. 287 00:13:16,144 --> 00:13:18,991 And his thanks was to put you in the middle of a triangle? 288 00:13:19,024 --> 00:13:21,743 Yes! Except there's no triangle. 289 00:13:21,776 --> 00:13:24,113 I was very clear. I told Megan that. 290 00:13:24,147 --> 00:13:26,863 But Megan turned down the proposal because she felt that... 291 00:13:26,896 --> 00:13:30,350 Because she was confused. I don't do love triangles. 292 00:13:30,383 --> 00:13:31,569 I was raised in one. 293 00:13:31,602 --> 00:13:33,922 I fell in love with my husband in one. 294 00:13:34,330 --> 00:13:36,729 I am done with triangles. 295 00:13:36,754 --> 00:13:40,016 All I did was take your advice to embrace not being alone. 296 00:13:40,041 --> 00:13:41,250 So the triangle's my fault? 297 00:13:41,251 --> 00:13:43,363 Yes. Except there is no triangle. 298 00:13:43,395 --> 00:13:45,602 Is Nathan in love with you? 299 00:13:45,636 --> 00:13:47,043 Dr. Carr. 300 00:13:48,483 --> 00:13:51,010 We wanted to discuss your procedure. 301 00:13:51,044 --> 00:13:53,059 Dr. Grey, are you consulting, as well? 302 00:13:53,091 --> 00:13:54,723 - No, she's not. - She can stay. 303 00:13:54,755 --> 00:13:55,843 We're old friends, 304 00:13:55,875 --> 00:13:58,594 and, uh, she can hear whatever it is you need to tell me. 305 00:13:58,628 --> 00:14:00,131 Okay. 306 00:14:00,163 --> 00:14:02,595 Well, instead of opening up your chest, 307 00:14:02,627 --> 00:14:04,931 we want to use something called the Angio-Vac. 308 00:14:04,963 --> 00:14:08,450 It's essentially a vacuum that we attach to your blood vessels 309 00:14:08,483 --> 00:14:10,370 so it sucks the clot out rather than cutting. 310 00:14:10,403 --> 00:14:12,738 - I've never heard of that. - It is on the newer side, 311 00:14:12,772 --> 00:14:15,235 but it would greatly reduce your risk of complications, 312 00:14:15,267 --> 00:14:18,531 which are potentially severe with a clot of this size. 313 00:14:18,563 --> 00:14:21,699 So, if you want to think it over, talk to your family. 314 00:14:21,731 --> 00:14:22,915 No need. 315 00:14:22,947 --> 00:14:25,859 One son hates me. I hate the other one. 316 00:14:25,892 --> 00:14:28,101 And my wife's been dead for 10 years. 317 00:14:29,754 --> 00:14:31,545 I have trouble letting go of stuff. 318 00:14:32,871 --> 00:14:36,109 - She's still seeing patients. - Consults only. 319 00:14:36,143 --> 00:14:38,302 She... tried to schedule a surgery a couple days ago, 320 00:14:38,336 --> 00:14:40,198 but I told her I'd report her to the chief. 321 00:14:40,231 --> 00:14:42,790 You should've reported her to the chief regardless, DeLuca. 322 00:14:42,823 --> 00:14:44,216 I understand it's complicated, 323 00:14:44,250 --> 00:14:46,678 but the patients' safety always comes first. 324 00:14:46,719 --> 00:14:48,495 I-I don't know how you all didn't catch this. 325 00:14:48,528 --> 00:14:50,334 There had to be signs. Was she erratic? 326 00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:52,792 Impulsive? Obsessive? 327 00:14:53,793 --> 00:14:55,998 Can you guys hear me in there?! 328 00:14:56,031 --> 00:14:58,014 Just waiting on the contrast. 329 00:14:58,047 --> 00:15:00,286 DeLuca, I need you to go to medical records 330 00:15:00,319 --> 00:15:02,526 and pull charts on Nicole Herman, 331 00:15:02,559 --> 00:15:04,894 uh, uh, Katie Bryce, Kyle Diaz... 332 00:15:04,927 --> 00:15:06,482 You're not working right now. 333 00:15:06,516 --> 00:15:09,246 ...Robbie Reeves, Elsie Clatch, Veronica Kay. 334 00:15:09,279 --> 00:15:11,208 I need, uh... I need my notes. 335 00:15:11,242 --> 00:15:14,654 I need the operative report, imaging studies, everything. 336 00:15:14,687 --> 00:15:15,806 DeLuca? 337 00:15:15,839 --> 00:15:18,026 Wh-What? 338 00:15:18,431 --> 00:15:21,598 DeLuca is my whipping boy now, not yours. 339 00:15:21,631 --> 00:15:25,694 Contrast is in, and we need you to stop moving. 340 00:15:25,727 --> 00:15:26,993 Got it? 341 00:15:28,159 --> 00:15:30,216 Never should've called him. 342 00:15:34,257 --> 00:15:36,836 Ow! 343 00:15:38,609 --> 00:15:39,983 Do you have to do that? 344 00:15:40,423 --> 00:15:41,776 I know. I'm sorry, Pete. 345 00:15:41,808 --> 00:15:44,208 But the burns just seem to be superficial. 346 00:15:44,241 --> 00:15:46,255 No. I want to return the tux. 347 00:15:46,289 --> 00:15:48,496 It was a rental, so now I'll owe $300. 348 00:15:48,528 --> 00:15:50,326 I spent everything I had on this Ho-Co-Pro. 349 00:15:50,359 --> 00:15:51,984 I still don't know what that is, but I hate it. 350 00:15:52,016 --> 00:15:54,735 It's an elaborately staged plan to invite someone to a dance, 351 00:15:54,769 --> 00:15:56,432 usually accompanied by a fun pun. 352 00:15:56,464 --> 00:15:59,664 "Jamie, you make me feel sky-high. Go to Ho-Co with me." 353 00:15:59,696 --> 00:16:01,776 See? Pun. 354 00:16:01,808 --> 00:16:02,767 Pete? 355 00:16:03,318 --> 00:16:05,008 Jamie! D-Did you see my sign?! 356 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:08,015 I-I asked Coach Greer to give it to you when he was dialing 911. 357 00:16:08,049 --> 00:16:10,064 She's the one. She was in the middle of track practice 358 00:16:10,096 --> 00:16:11,503 when I was landing. 359 00:16:11,537 --> 00:16:13,808 Oh, Pete, I think we found your sign. 360 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:15,938 - Do you think you can straighten it out? - Ohh. 361 00:16:18,321 --> 00:16:19,472 Is he gonna be okay? 362 00:16:19,504 --> 00:16:20,848 He crashed in a hot-air balloon, so... 363 00:16:20,881 --> 00:16:23,216 Jamie, um, we'll update you as soon as we can. 364 00:16:23,249 --> 00:16:24,342 Can you... 365 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:38,608 What am I looking at? 366 00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:41,968 Uh... years ago... 367 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,784 I also had a brain tumor. 368 00:16:44,816 --> 00:16:49,232 Derek removed it. But I had some bad days. 369 00:16:49,264 --> 00:16:51,215 What I'm saying is, I've been where you are. 370 00:16:51,249 --> 00:16:53,232 I know how frightening this is. 371 00:16:53,265 --> 00:16:54,831 This is you? 372 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:59,696 Optic nerve looks pristine. Clean margins, no shift. 373 00:16:59,728 --> 00:17:01,616 You were lucky. 374 00:17:02,004 --> 00:17:04,655 N-No, those are my pre-op scans. 375 00:17:04,689 --> 00:17:06,479 Okay, you see the tumor r-right there? 376 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:11,631 That? That's not artifact? 377 00:17:11,665 --> 00:17:13,551 No, it's a tumor! 378 00:17:13,585 --> 00:17:16,464 I was dizzy for weeks. I almost went blind! 379 00:17:18,129 --> 00:17:20,064 That's a tumor. 380 00:17:22,225 --> 00:17:24,048 What's this... some kind of competition? 381 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:25,321 I could've removed this tumor 382 00:17:25,355 --> 00:17:27,216 before breakfast with my eyes closed. 383 00:17:27,248 --> 00:17:29,071 Oh, now you're just being unkind. 384 00:17:29,105 --> 00:17:30,416 Koracick would let me remove this tumor 385 00:17:30,448 --> 00:17:32,003 while he removed mine. 386 00:17:32,037 --> 00:17:33,263 I have patients. 387 00:17:33,297 --> 00:17:35,477 Did they even have microscopes strong enough 388 00:17:35,510 --> 00:17:36,880 to see this tumor back then? 389 00:17:43,888 --> 00:17:46,703 So, I looked up this Angio-Vac, 390 00:17:46,737 --> 00:17:48,807 and it's a veno-bypass cannula. 391 00:17:48,832 --> 00:17:51,323 It wasn't designed for a 24-inch clot. 392 00:17:51,348 --> 00:17:52,565 Okay, did you happen to see 393 00:17:52,590 --> 00:17:54,099 that I was one of the authors on those papers? 394 00:17:54,132 --> 00:17:55,923 Did you happen to see that one of your patients died? 395 00:17:55,956 --> 00:17:58,067 Uh, yeah. It was completely unrelated. The only... 396 00:17:58,100 --> 00:18:00,627 Okay! Mer, I asked Riggs for his help. 397 00:18:00,660 --> 00:18:02,355 Walter's age and blood pressure 398 00:18:02,388 --> 00:18:03,859 would make an open surgery too dangerous. 399 00:18:03,892 --> 00:18:05,907 Now, Riggs has experience with this technique, 400 00:18:05,940 --> 00:18:07,827 and if it works, Walter will be out of here within a week. 401 00:18:07,860 --> 00:18:09,787 And why... Who is this guy to you anyway? 402 00:18:09,820 --> 00:18:11,187 None of your business. 403 00:18:11,220 --> 00:18:13,779 Ohh. Oh, he's your shrink. 404 00:18:24,620 --> 00:18:27,179 My feelings toward Riggs... way past anger. 405 00:18:27,211 --> 00:18:30,379 It's more like rage, bordering on physical violence. 406 00:18:30,411 --> 00:18:33,834 Good. Right. Now the only question is why. 407 00:18:33,868 --> 00:18:36,554 And you're still wearing your wedding ring. 408 00:18:36,588 --> 00:18:39,563 I spend weeks in your office taking your advice. 409 00:18:39,595 --> 00:18:41,354 You're a bigger mess than I am. 410 00:18:41,388 --> 00:18:43,594 We teach best what we most need to learn. 411 00:18:43,627 --> 00:18:44,823 And people pay you for that? 412 00:18:44,856 --> 00:18:47,882 Heh. Trust me. You're not gonna do any better. 413 00:18:47,916 --> 00:18:50,346 Us messes have all the answers. 414 00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,139 What drew you to Nathan? 415 00:18:52,171 --> 00:18:56,074 What drew you to ignore symptoms of a two-foot blood clot? 416 00:18:56,107 --> 00:18:58,219 Sorry. Mood. 417 00:18:58,251 --> 00:19:00,779 Meredith, the best way out of this mood... 418 00:19:00,811 --> 00:19:03,338 The best way out is through. I know. 419 00:19:03,372 --> 00:19:05,354 And this surgery could kill me. 420 00:19:05,388 --> 00:19:07,786 So let's stop dancing around. 421 00:19:08,189 --> 00:19:10,588 Why don't you sit back down? And let's talk. 422 00:19:10,621 --> 00:19:12,732 Is this really what you want to do right now? 423 00:19:12,765 --> 00:19:14,684 If you could have a scalpel in your hand 424 00:19:14,716 --> 00:19:18,236 at the end of your life, would you want to? 425 00:19:20,445 --> 00:19:21,916 ...stop loss insurance. 426 00:19:21,948 --> 00:19:23,996 Oh, Lord. I can read. I see it. 427 00:19:24,029 --> 00:19:25,212 How long have they been in there? 428 00:19:25,245 --> 00:19:26,491 Too long. 429 00:19:26,525 --> 00:19:29,692 I wish I could help, but it seems whenever I try and help today, 430 00:19:29,724 --> 00:19:32,924 people are dismissive and rude and just downright mean. 431 00:19:32,956 --> 00:19:34,652 Buongiorno. 432 00:19:34,684 --> 00:19:36,636 - Hi! Hi. - Mwah! Mwah! 433 00:19:36,669 --> 00:19:37,852 You want to come to lunch with us? 434 00:19:37,885 --> 00:19:39,196 I... 435 00:19:39,228 --> 00:19:40,631 Marnie is still at 4 centimeters. 436 00:19:40,665 --> 00:19:43,515 We've tried laps, squats, bouncing on the birthing ball. 437 00:19:43,549 --> 00:19:46,012 - H-Her cervix won't budge. - Give her oxytocin. 438 00:19:46,044 --> 00:19:48,156 We can't. She's allergic to Pitocin and Syntocinon. 439 00:19:48,189 --> 00:19:49,691 - All forms of it. - No, no, no, no. 440 00:19:49,725 --> 00:19:52,686 Not synthetic oxytocin. I'm saying natural oxytocin. 441 00:19:52,746 --> 00:19:54,377 No one is allergic to that. 442 00:19:54,411 --> 00:19:55,881 Great! How do I do that? 443 00:19:55,915 --> 00:19:58,505 I assume that she's referring 444 00:19:58,539 --> 00:20:01,418 to... nipple stimulation. 445 00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:04,298 Uh, it can increase the body's natural levels of oxytocin. 446 00:20:04,330 --> 00:20:05,833 Nope! I'm not doing that. 447 00:20:05,867 --> 00:20:07,145 You wouldn't be the one doing it. 448 00:20:07,179 --> 00:20:08,713 Can we please go to lunch? 449 00:20:08,747 --> 00:20:11,593 I'm not talking about, uh, upstairs stimulation. 450 00:20:11,627 --> 00:20:13,577 I mean... downstairs stimulation. 451 00:20:13,611 --> 00:20:15,081 With climax, of course. 452 00:20:15,115 --> 00:20:16,266 - Of course. - Of course. 453 00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:17,546 I-I beg your pardon? 454 00:20:17,579 --> 00:20:19,881 T-The patient's water is already is broken, so I don't think that 455 00:20:19,915 --> 00:20:23,306 anything should be, you know, going... going up there. 456 00:20:23,339 --> 00:20:25,258 Uh, okay, nothing needs to go "up there." 457 00:20:25,290 --> 00:20:27,402 There is a perfect little bundle of nerves 458 00:20:27,435 --> 00:20:29,033 on the outside, Doctor. 459 00:20:29,067 --> 00:20:30,922 - Y-Yes. I'm... I'm aware. - Uh-huh. 460 00:20:30,954 --> 00:20:32,425 - But, um... I... - We're just... We're gonna... 461 00:20:32,459 --> 00:20:33,898 Yeah, we're gonna figure something else out. 462 00:20:33,930 --> 00:20:35,657 - Thank you. - Warren. 463 00:20:35,691 --> 00:20:38,346 How long has this mother been laboring? 464 00:20:39,785 --> 00:20:42,216 - Uh, 20? - I'd say almost, uh, 20 hours. 465 00:20:42,249 --> 00:20:44,392 And she still has 6 centimeters to go? 466 00:20:44,425 --> 00:20:47,112 That's hours and hours of more unnecessary pain 467 00:20:47,145 --> 00:20:48,648 and risk of complications 468 00:20:48,681 --> 00:20:51,112 when the body has a built-in mechanism 469 00:20:51,145 --> 00:20:52,744 to speed this process along. 470 00:20:52,776 --> 00:20:56,232 It's no mistake that God put the G-spot in the birth canal. 471 00:20:56,265 --> 00:20:58,696 That's the first time I've ever heard those three things 472 00:20:58,729 --> 00:21:00,488 in the same sentence. 473 00:21:00,521 --> 00:21:05,192 I'm only saying what gets the baby in also gets the baby out. 474 00:21:05,225 --> 00:21:07,432 It's... It's just not how I do things. 475 00:21:08,111 --> 00:21:09,645 Warren, let's go. 476 00:21:10,617 --> 00:21:13,631 Well, she thought differently last night. 477 00:21:14,684 --> 00:21:17,098 What about this abdominal-wall transplant? 478 00:21:17,145 --> 00:21:18,711 It cost hundreds of thousands, 479 00:21:18,745 --> 00:21:20,631 and the patient is still in the hospital! 480 00:21:20,665 --> 00:21:21,976 Megan Hunt is in the military... 481 00:21:22,009 --> 00:21:25,240 You think the Army is going to pay for something that experimental? 482 00:21:25,273 --> 00:21:27,267 I don't think someone should have to apologize 483 00:21:27,292 --> 00:21:28,473 for saving an American hero. 484 00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:30,095 Jackie, keep quiet. 485 00:21:30,120 --> 00:21:32,615 The foundation put me on the board. 486 00:21:32,648 --> 00:21:33,998 Your mother put you on this board. 487 00:21:34,031 --> 00:21:35,151 Which means I have a say, 488 00:21:35,184 --> 00:21:37,391 and Dr. Bailey, from everything that I have... 489 00:21:37,425 --> 00:21:41,703 Enough! I'm already holding enough hands in this room. 490 00:21:41,736 --> 00:21:43,943 Now, we'll talk tonight at dinner with the wife and child. 491 00:21:43,976 --> 00:21:45,416 Choose some place nice. 492 00:21:45,448 --> 00:21:47,848 I told you I'm divorced. 493 00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:50,695 Right. Your father's son. 494 00:21:50,729 --> 00:21:52,551 Yep. 495 00:21:52,584 --> 00:21:54,497 Why did you have to do that? 496 00:21:54,522 --> 00:21:56,268 Oh, for heaven's sake. He's a grown man! 497 00:21:56,293 --> 00:21:58,757 And a very fine man! If you'd let him get a word in. 498 00:21:58,782 --> 00:22:00,573 - You wouldn't know the... - It's business, Catherine! 499 00:22:00,606 --> 00:22:01,853 It's not personal! 500 00:22:01,887 --> 00:22:04,100 That's the problem when women are in charge. 501 00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:05,557 It's always personal. 502 00:22:05,590 --> 00:22:08,060 Look what it's made you two do to this place. 503 00:22:13,941 --> 00:22:15,380 "Meet me in the on call room"? 504 00:22:15,413 --> 00:22:17,460 My wife might get the wrong I... 505 00:22:17,493 --> 00:22:19,590 All these people, I... 506 00:22:20,096 --> 00:22:22,670 They came to me for help, and I messed up their lives. 507 00:22:22,697 --> 00:22:25,320 I either killed them or I broke them. 508 00:22:25,353 --> 00:22:27,336 A-And these... these are just Seattle! 509 00:22:27,368 --> 00:22:30,408 I still have to contact L.A. a-and get the files that... 510 00:22:30,441 --> 00:22:33,608 Um, before you do that, 511 00:22:33,641 --> 00:22:36,232 um, how about I take a look? 512 00:22:37,833 --> 00:22:39,592 Um... 513 00:22:44,073 --> 00:22:45,803 It's time that we thought about C-section. 514 00:22:45,836 --> 00:22:46,903 Absolutely not. 515 00:22:46,936 --> 00:22:49,288 I know, but if it develops into a serious infection, 516 00:22:49,321 --> 00:22:50,440 then you're putting the baby in distress, 517 00:22:50,473 --> 00:22:51,400 and then both of you will be at risk. 518 00:22:51,433 --> 00:22:53,704 And if I die, my new baby and my 2-year-old 519 00:22:53,737 --> 00:22:55,688 lose their mother, which would put us all at risk. 520 00:22:55,721 --> 00:22:58,120 I know that you had a difficult delivery last time. I do. But... 521 00:22:58,153 --> 00:23:00,456 She almost died! From the medications. 522 00:23:00,489 --> 00:23:02,056 So we'll skip the epidural, 523 00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:03,265 and we'll go straight to general anesthesia. 524 00:23:03,298 --> 00:23:04,791 Isn't that even worse? 525 00:23:05,030 --> 00:23:07,095 There's got to be something else we can try. 526 00:23:07,536 --> 00:23:08,888 Anything. 527 00:23:08,913 --> 00:23:10,456 Please! 528 00:23:15,808 --> 00:23:18,335 Belly looks good. I'm pulling the scope. 529 00:23:18,368 --> 00:23:20,383 You know, people shouldn't ask big questions 530 00:23:20,415 --> 00:23:21,855 unless they already know the answer. 531 00:23:21,888 --> 00:23:24,415 I asked Emily Jamison the day before prom. 532 00:23:24,448 --> 00:23:27,473 She said yes, we walked there, and I got to third base. 533 00:23:28,724 --> 00:23:30,943 Kepner probably had the perfect dress 534 00:23:30,975 --> 00:23:33,407 and gave the dude a flower to pin on his jacket. 535 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,327 Ooh! I bet his name was John. 536 00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:37,919 - Or Mason. Something clean. - Then, afterwards... 537 00:23:37,952 --> 00:23:40,863 We had... milkshakes at Jimmy's, and it was awesome. 538 00:23:40,896 --> 00:23:42,655 The entire night was awesome, 539 00:23:42,688 --> 00:23:45,407 and I want that for Pete and Jamie because they are 16. 540 00:23:45,944 --> 00:23:47,716 Let them have their teenage ideals 541 00:23:47,749 --> 00:23:49,943 'cause soon they'll grow up and realize 542 00:23:49,975 --> 00:23:51,681 that, you know, no matter how many vows you make, 543 00:23:51,714 --> 00:23:53,329 you still wind up in a new apartment, all alone, 544 00:23:53,361 --> 00:23:54,875 without your kid half the time. 545 00:23:59,063 --> 00:24:00,886 The flower's called a boutonniere. 546 00:24:01,507 --> 00:24:03,351 And his name was Joseph. 547 00:24:21,272 --> 00:24:22,871 I've checked your mortality rates 548 00:24:22,904 --> 00:24:25,207 since you arrived at Grey-Sloan. 549 00:24:25,239 --> 00:24:28,151 It's a 0.9%. 550 00:24:28,184 --> 00:24:30,711 Derek's was 1.3%. 551 00:24:30,743 --> 00:24:34,230 Yours is better than his, and he didn't have a brain tumor. 552 00:24:37,944 --> 00:24:41,239 All I see here is successes 553 00:24:41,272 --> 00:24:44,407 a-and surgical firsts. 554 00:24:44,439 --> 00:24:46,552 You didn't hurt these people, Amelia. 555 00:24:47,704 --> 00:24:50,550 But you are hurting the people that love you. 556 00:24:50,584 --> 00:24:52,983 If you don't let them help you through this, 557 00:24:53,016 --> 00:24:54,519 you'll hurt them a lot worse. 558 00:25:00,024 --> 00:25:02,007 You could've had anyone! Why Riggs? 559 00:25:03,672 --> 00:25:04,983 He pursued me. 560 00:25:05,016 --> 00:25:06,647 And you resisted. 561 00:25:07,489 --> 00:25:08,645 I did. 562 00:25:09,976 --> 00:25:11,396 And then I gave in. 563 00:25:11,428 --> 00:25:12,727 Why? 564 00:25:13,142 --> 00:25:14,391 He got me. 565 00:25:14,788 --> 00:25:16,087 He knew what it was like 566 00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:17,751 to lose the one you love most in the world, 567 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:20,241 and he didn't imagine for a minute 568 00:25:20,275 --> 00:25:21,895 that he could ever replace Derek. 569 00:25:22,202 --> 00:25:24,538 I'm so impressed with how far you've come 570 00:25:24,571 --> 00:25:26,008 in talking about your feelings. 571 00:25:27,002 --> 00:25:28,346 Well, you taught me well. 572 00:25:28,378 --> 00:25:29,927 Well, then, I'm so impressed with myself. 573 00:25:31,165 --> 00:25:34,362 You know, both you and Riggs share the same pain, 574 00:25:34,395 --> 00:25:36,186 but there's a big difference 575 00:25:36,219 --> 00:25:39,385 between presumed dead and dead-dead. 576 00:25:39,419 --> 00:25:41,850 You think I'm jealous. I'm not. I'm angry. 577 00:25:41,883 --> 00:25:44,889 I'm angry because I made myself very clear to Megan, 578 00:25:44,923 --> 00:25:48,218 and then he went in there and made me look like a liar. 579 00:25:48,251 --> 00:25:49,831 But... That's fair enough, 580 00:25:49,864 --> 00:25:52,378 but that's not really what you were angry about. 581 00:25:52,411 --> 00:25:54,010 - It's not? - No... Ah! Ah! 582 00:25:54,042 --> 00:25:55,290 Dr. Carr? 583 00:25:59,194 --> 00:26:01,018 Bolus him with amiodarone, start a drip, 584 00:26:01,051 --> 00:26:03,578 and page Maggie Pierce right away. 585 00:26:05,115 --> 00:26:06,650 - Okay. - Ohh! 586 00:26:09,819 --> 00:26:12,121 Shouldn't we take a break? 587 00:26:12,155 --> 00:26:14,106 No need. 588 00:26:14,139 --> 00:26:16,346 I've come to a decision. 589 00:26:16,378 --> 00:26:18,041 Were we waiting for one? 590 00:26:18,075 --> 00:26:20,665 This place is clearly not worth the financial drain, 591 00:26:20,699 --> 00:26:22,266 and I don't want the foundation 592 00:26:22,299 --> 00:26:24,218 or the family name anywhere near it. 593 00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:26,479 I'm pulling the funding. Done. 594 00:26:26,512 --> 00:26:28,378 W... 595 00:26:28,411 --> 00:26:31,898 If the foundation pulls out, we'll fold. Immediately. 596 00:26:31,930 --> 00:26:33,082 Not my problem. 597 00:26:33,115 --> 00:26:35,298 You are not wrong... 598 00:26:35,331 --> 00:26:38,817 - we have spent a lot of money. - Millions. 599 00:26:38,889 --> 00:26:41,256 Yes, we've spent millions in order to make more, 600 00:26:41,288 --> 00:26:43,528 but there was smoke damage and water damage, 601 00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:44,904 and we could've just repaired it, 602 00:26:44,937 --> 00:26:46,887 but instead we improved it because we hadn't had 603 00:26:46,921 --> 00:26:49,128 a design update in many years. 604 00:26:49,160 --> 00:26:50,664 And if we want to attract 605 00:26:50,697 --> 00:26:52,776 and retain elective surgery clientele, 606 00:26:52,808 --> 00:26:55,461 which is this hospital's primary source of income, 607 00:26:55,494 --> 00:26:56,520 we needed one! 608 00:26:56,552 --> 00:27:00,256 And, sir, a resident set a fire... 609 00:27:00,637 --> 00:27:04,040 because she was trying to save a child from being kidnapped. 610 00:27:04,072 --> 00:27:07,303 And that same resident's bravery has been all over the news. 611 00:27:07,337 --> 00:27:09,704 So I suggest to you 612 00:27:09,736 --> 00:27:14,440 that to pull our funding now would prompt a public outcry 613 00:27:14,473 --> 00:27:18,245 and bring about a PR nightmare for your foundation! 614 00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:26,230 Fine. The hospital can keep its funding. 615 00:27:26,263 --> 00:27:28,338 But you're fired. 616 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:34,299 Catherine, can you take Bingy somewhere else 617 00:27:34,331 --> 00:27:35,739 to have her feelings? 618 00:27:35,772 --> 00:27:38,699 I need the room to make some calls. 619 00:27:43,729 --> 00:27:46,543 He must have showered small emboli to his lungs. 620 00:27:47,137 --> 00:27:49,185 If Mer hadn't been with him when the clot broke, 621 00:27:49,217 --> 00:27:50,817 he'd be dead by now. 622 00:27:50,849 --> 00:27:52,544 I didn't even know she was in therapy. Did you? 623 00:27:52,578 --> 00:27:54,448 TEE looks good. 624 00:27:54,817 --> 00:27:57,248 Not that we talked about that stuff. 625 00:27:57,282 --> 00:27:58,560 Now we don't talk at all. 626 00:27:58,594 --> 00:28:01,280 She doesn't talk to me unless it's to yell at me. 627 00:28:01,314 --> 00:28:03,168 I thought you were getting back together with Megan. 628 00:28:03,201 --> 00:28:05,569 Not exactly. 629 00:28:05,601 --> 00:28:07,968 And you're not with Meredith, either. 630 00:28:08,001 --> 00:28:11,173 No. She couldn't want less to do with me. 631 00:28:11,743 --> 00:28:13,566 I'm not really sure why I'm even still here. 632 00:28:13,598 --> 00:28:15,517 Increase the suction. 633 00:28:19,071 --> 00:28:21,757 He should be with Grey because I don't keep people from the people they love. 634 00:28:21,791 --> 00:28:24,637 I was kept from the people I loved for 10 years. It sucked. 635 00:28:24,671 --> 00:28:26,685 Okay. Slow down. I don't want you to tear your sutures. 636 00:28:26,718 --> 00:28:28,532 No, you don't want me to get stronger and get out of here. 637 00:28:28,533 --> 00:28:29,246 Megan, come on. 638 00:28:29,299 --> 00:28:30,909 Just because you are in an unhappy marriage 639 00:28:30,943 --> 00:28:33,239 doesn't mean that everyone else has to be unhappy with you. 640 00:28:33,272 --> 00:28:34,334 Wait. That's not what I'm doing! 641 00:28:34,366 --> 00:28:35,390 You went to go break up with your wife, 642 00:28:35,422 --> 00:28:38,397 she was extra mean to you, and so you stayed with her. 643 00:28:38,430 --> 00:28:39,805 It's more complicated than that. 644 00:28:39,839 --> 00:28:41,277 Except that it's not. 645 00:28:41,310 --> 00:28:42,910 Okay, all right. You're right. Right. 646 00:28:42,942 --> 00:28:44,605 Okay, my marriage sucks, and I don't know what to do about it. 647 00:28:44,639 --> 00:28:46,237 But just because you're right doesn't make me wrong. 648 00:28:46,270 --> 00:28:48,126 Please slow down. 649 00:28:50,110 --> 00:28:52,733 Owen, I need to be with Farouk. 650 00:28:53,465 --> 00:28:55,550 Your wound will open, you'll get an infection, 651 00:28:55,582 --> 00:28:57,726 and Farouk will lose his mom completely 652 00:28:57,758 --> 00:29:00,254 instead of just missing her for a little while. 653 00:29:00,286 --> 00:29:03,422 I'm right, too. Okay? We're both right. 654 00:29:04,991 --> 00:29:07,357 So, he'll be on crutches or maybe a wheelchair, 655 00:29:07,390 --> 00:29:09,629 but Pete should probably still be able to go to the dance. 656 00:29:09,815 --> 00:29:11,518 Oh. 657 00:29:13,726 --> 00:29:15,320 Oh? 658 00:29:15,518 --> 00:29:18,557 Well, I didn't want to have to say no to his Ho-Co-Pro. 659 00:29:20,159 --> 00:29:21,693 You were going to say no? 660 00:29:21,727 --> 00:29:23,577 I might've said yes. 661 00:29:23,610 --> 00:29:25,214 But then he crashed his hot-air balloon 662 00:29:25,246 --> 00:29:26,813 in front of the whole school, 663 00:29:26,846 --> 00:29:29,469 and it made me weirdly popular. 664 00:29:29,503 --> 00:29:32,030 17 seniors have already friended me. 665 00:29:32,062 --> 00:29:34,673 I may have a chance of going to Ho-Co with Rick Hannan now. 666 00:29:37,982 --> 00:29:41,470 Jamie, that boy worked two jobs 667 00:29:41,502 --> 00:29:45,597 to rent a hot-air balloon and an ugly tux, for you. 668 00:29:45,630 --> 00:29:48,477 Life is too short and too hard 669 00:29:48,510 --> 00:29:50,333 to care more about your social-media status 670 00:29:50,367 --> 00:29:52,669 than the person who did that for you! 671 00:29:52,702 --> 00:29:56,286 I... I was proposed to with a flash mob. 672 00:29:56,737 --> 00:29:59,166 A guy paid dancers to put on a whole show for me. 673 00:29:59,198 --> 00:30:00,797 Do you know how rare that is? 674 00:30:00,831 --> 00:30:03,966 Guys like that do not come along all that often, 675 00:30:03,998 --> 00:30:07,389 so when they do, you say yes! 676 00:30:07,831 --> 00:30:09,597 You got a flash-mob proposal? 677 00:30:09,630 --> 00:30:12,377 That's so sweet. Did you marry him? 678 00:30:13,470 --> 00:30:16,243 That's... That's not the... That's not the p... the point... 679 00:30:16,556 --> 00:30:18,366 The... The point is, 680 00:30:18,398 --> 00:30:20,317 you go to the dance with the guy who crashed 681 00:30:20,350 --> 00:30:24,473 the hot-air balloon for you, not... Rick Hannan. 682 00:30:34,338 --> 00:30:35,357 So... 683 00:30:35,391 --> 00:30:37,757 You decided to use my technique? 684 00:30:37,790 --> 00:30:41,180 No. No. No. No, no. 685 00:30:41,213 --> 00:30:43,875 My patient and her husband just wanted a little alone time. 686 00:30:43,949 --> 00:30:46,060 - So he's using his technique? - No! 687 00:30:46,094 --> 00:30:47,724 No! Maybe. I don't know. 688 00:30:47,758 --> 00:30:49,740 You know what? It doesn't matter. 689 00:30:49,773 --> 00:30:51,501 Because... Because it's not gonna end up working, 690 00:30:51,533 --> 00:30:53,773 and they're just gonna end up getting a C-section anyways. 691 00:30:53,805 --> 00:30:56,940 I don't understand why Americans are so prude. 692 00:30:58,318 --> 00:31:00,396 When you add pleasure to pain, 693 00:31:00,429 --> 00:31:02,765 pain can become pleasurable. 694 00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:07,116 In the bedroom... 695 00:31:07,149 --> 00:31:09,164 some people even ask for pain. 696 00:31:10,637 --> 00:31:13,355 A hair tug... 697 00:31:14,349 --> 00:31:16,652 a well-timed bite on the neck... 698 00:31:17,677 --> 00:31:19,341 - Dr. Robbins! - Yeah? Mm-hmm? 699 00:31:19,373 --> 00:31:21,733 Uh, I-I think she's crowning. 700 00:31:21,766 --> 00:31:24,364 Oh, okay. Great! 701 00:31:31,149 --> 00:31:32,663 Sorry. I was in surgery. 702 00:31:32,688 --> 00:31:34,543 What's wrong? Who died? 703 00:31:40,013 --> 00:31:41,773 These are mine. 704 00:31:41,805 --> 00:31:43,844 A patient of yours? 705 00:31:46,179 --> 00:31:49,197 No, um... this is my brain. 706 00:31:49,808 --> 00:31:51,340 I have a tumor in it. 707 00:31:51,810 --> 00:31:54,156 A benign meningioma. 708 00:31:55,605 --> 00:31:56,795 I'm sorry. What? 709 00:31:59,328 --> 00:32:02,367 Maggie, I have a 10-centimeter tumor in my left frontal lobe, 710 00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:04,223 and I'm having it surgically removed. 711 00:32:06,283 --> 00:32:07,648 Maggie, don't cry. 712 00:32:08,368 --> 00:32:11,007 My mother died. I am allowed to cry. 713 00:32:11,455 --> 00:32:13,056 I cry all the time. 714 00:32:13,832 --> 00:32:15,936 It's not malignant! It's... We can fix it! 715 00:32:15,968 --> 00:32:17,919 It... Come on. It's kind of hilarious. 716 00:32:17,952 --> 00:32:20,767 I'm a brain surgeon, and I got a brain tumor. 717 00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:30,047 All these MRIs and an angio... 718 00:32:30,515 --> 00:32:32,684 How long have you known about this? 719 00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:35,282 A little over a week. 720 00:32:36,688 --> 00:32:38,162 Amelia. 721 00:32:40,292 --> 00:32:41,987 Owen and Meredith don't know, either. 722 00:32:43,748 --> 00:32:46,083 I'm gonna need your help telling Owen. 723 00:32:46,116 --> 00:32:49,027 And, um, you are gonna have to tell Meredith 724 00:32:49,060 --> 00:32:51,235 because I can't do it. 725 00:32:53,540 --> 00:32:55,139 She's been telling me I'm crazy for years, 726 00:32:55,172 --> 00:32:56,625 and, um... 727 00:32:57,573 --> 00:33:00,772 this kind of makes me... kind of makes her right. 728 00:33:01,379 --> 00:33:03,875 And I hate that. I... 729 00:33:03,908 --> 00:33:06,467 I think more than anything, I-I hate that. 730 00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:19,588 You e-mailed me at 4:00 a.m. in the morning 731 00:33:19,649 --> 00:33:22,752 raving about Megan Hunt's abdominal-wall transplant. 732 00:33:22,785 --> 00:33:25,696 You used the word "groundbreaking" 35 times. 733 00:33:25,729 --> 00:33:28,193 Never once did you mention that it was pro bono! 734 00:33:28,225 --> 00:33:29,824 I am in the middle of a conversation 735 00:33:29,857 --> 00:33:31,296 with the Army to get that money back! 736 00:33:31,329 --> 00:33:34,344 Well, maybe they can help pay for how you redecorated the whole damn hospital! 737 00:33:34,376 --> 00:33:36,704 - You said the walls look lovely! - Miranda! 738 00:33:36,737 --> 00:33:39,552 I have worked with Harper for decades. 739 00:33:39,585 --> 00:33:41,700 Now, you need to take a long walk, 740 00:33:41,733 --> 00:33:43,204 and let me go back in there... 741 00:33:43,237 --> 00:33:45,101 And say nothing on my behalf like you just did? 742 00:33:45,134 --> 00:33:47,780 I will fix this. I will stand up for you! 743 00:33:47,813 --> 00:33:49,604 But you embarrassed that old white man. 744 00:33:49,637 --> 00:33:51,780 Now, you need to let me go back in there 745 00:33:51,813 --> 00:33:53,860 and fix it my way in my own time. 746 00:33:53,893 --> 00:33:56,484 - Respectfully, I can't do that. - Miranda. 747 00:33:56,517 --> 00:33:58,404 - Miranda. - Mm! 748 00:34:02,852 --> 00:34:05,475 Always have to wake his snoring ass up in the board meetings. 749 00:34:05,508 --> 00:34:07,075 Harper. 750 00:34:07,108 --> 00:34:08,643 Harper, wake up, honey. 751 00:34:08,676 --> 00:34:10,115 Ohh! 752 00:34:10,148 --> 00:34:11,889 Harper? Oh, my God. 753 00:34:11,956 --> 00:34:13,811 - What? What? - Oh, my God! 754 00:34:13,844 --> 00:34:16,179 We need a crash cart and a gurney, stat! 755 00:34:16,212 --> 00:34:18,195 And hurry! 'Cause this man is dead! 756 00:34:18,228 --> 00:34:19,763 - Oh! Oh! - Ooh! Ooh! 757 00:34:26,032 --> 00:34:27,759 Well, do we know what happened? 758 00:34:27,792 --> 00:34:30,831 It looked like a stroke or maybe a cardiac arrest. 759 00:34:30,864 --> 00:34:32,207 It looked like we killed the man. 760 00:34:32,240 --> 00:34:35,150 We? You know, I don't even work here anymore. 761 00:34:35,184 --> 00:34:36,975 - What's that mean? - He fired me. 762 00:34:37,008 --> 00:34:38,479 Well, he can't do that. 763 00:34:38,512 --> 00:34:39,950 Well, he did. 764 00:34:39,984 --> 00:34:41,870 Well, he can't do that anymore. 765 00:34:44,208 --> 00:34:47,151 Harper Avery was not only a permanent fixture in medicine. 766 00:34:47,183 --> 00:34:49,007 He was my grandfather. 767 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,823 I take special comfort in knowing that he died. 768 00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,871 D-doing... Doing what he loved. 769 00:34:53,903 --> 00:34:55,018 Mom? 770 00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:59,119 "Unbelievable"... was the word he used. 771 00:34:59,151 --> 00:35:03,246 Harper spoke about how he was astonished by our work here. 772 00:35:04,784 --> 00:35:07,151 Which is really a testament to your work, 773 00:35:07,183 --> 00:35:09,882 the incredible job that you're doing under the superb... 774 00:35:09,914 --> 00:35:13,386 superb guidance of Chief Bailey here. 775 00:35:20,486 --> 00:35:21,925 Hey. 776 00:35:24,279 --> 00:35:25,942 Oh! 777 00:35:27,039 --> 00:35:28,401 Yeah. 778 00:35:33,871 --> 00:35:35,533 Hey! 779 00:35:39,408 --> 00:35:42,415 Ahh. Yeah. You're still here. 780 00:35:42,448 --> 00:35:43,951 Yeah, I thought it might be nice 781 00:35:43,984 --> 00:35:45,647 if someone were here when you woke up. 782 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:47,791 Oh. 783 00:35:47,824 --> 00:35:50,831 You just want to hear what I was gonna say before I croaked. 784 00:35:50,864 --> 00:35:53,135 I think I've already figured it out. 785 00:35:53,167 --> 00:35:54,319 That's what all the messes do, right? 786 00:35:56,143 --> 00:35:57,935 Oh, I have something for you. 787 00:35:58,431 --> 00:36:00,111 Here. I just... 788 00:36:00,143 --> 00:36:01,839 They took it off for surgery. 789 00:36:01,872 --> 00:36:03,726 Huh? 790 00:36:07,823 --> 00:36:09,615 Mm. 791 00:36:17,213 --> 00:36:19,164 What's with the bag? 792 00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:20,910 I've got plenty of personal days saved up, 793 00:36:20,944 --> 00:36:22,755 so I thought I'd take some time, see what's next. 794 00:36:22,789 --> 00:36:23,831 No. 795 00:36:23,856 --> 00:36:25,489 Okay, you don't get a vote on this, okay? 796 00:36:25,523 --> 00:36:27,346 We're not friends. You've made that clear. 797 00:36:27,378 --> 00:36:29,010 Because I'm angry! 798 00:36:29,042 --> 00:36:31,282 Because you got a gift that I'll never get. 799 00:36:31,715 --> 00:36:35,090 And you're wasting it. You are throwing it away. 800 00:36:37,585 --> 00:36:39,728 We had the same dream. 801 00:36:39,753 --> 00:36:41,161 And when you didn't fight for her, 802 00:36:41,186 --> 00:36:43,297 you're betraying that, and you're betraying me. 803 00:36:43,322 --> 00:36:45,369 I'm not betraying you! She doesn't want to be with me 804 00:36:45,394 --> 00:36:48,498 'cause she thinks I'm in love with you, and I am! 805 00:36:48,754 --> 00:36:51,608 Okay? Or I was, and I'm... I'm not gonna look at her and lie! 806 00:36:51,641 --> 00:36:53,903 God, you can be infuriating sometimes! 807 00:36:54,848 --> 00:36:56,960 Nathan, life is complicated, 808 00:36:57,438 --> 00:36:58,751 and Megan gets that. 809 00:36:58,785 --> 00:37:00,671 You don't have to lie. 810 00:37:00,705 --> 00:37:02,016 You have to fight. 811 00:37:02,049 --> 00:37:04,351 Show her that you love her! 812 00:37:04,385 --> 00:37:07,552 Remind her of why she fell in love with you. 813 00:37:08,334 --> 00:37:11,921 Make her see that she is your first and only choice. 814 00:37:13,757 --> 00:37:15,744 Please don't blow this. 815 00:37:25,537 --> 00:37:27,232 He fired me. 816 00:37:27,265 --> 00:37:29,184 No, he didn't. 817 00:37:29,216 --> 00:37:33,600 The words from the man's mouth were, "You're fired." 818 00:37:33,633 --> 00:37:37,501 Well, doesn't count if the person died right after saying them. 819 00:37:37,542 --> 00:37:38,757 Oh! 820 00:37:38,791 --> 00:37:40,358 Everything hurts. 821 00:37:40,391 --> 00:37:43,014 Pain is radiating from all sides. 822 00:37:43,046 --> 00:37:46,758 I learned a little something about natural pain relief today. 823 00:37:46,790 --> 00:37:48,262 You did? 824 00:37:49,292 --> 00:37:50,629 Uh-huh. 825 00:37:52,839 --> 00:37:54,630 Ohh! 826 00:38:03,234 --> 00:38:04,897 What the hell is that? 827 00:38:04,929 --> 00:38:06,401 It's my Ho-Co-Pro. 828 00:38:07,602 --> 00:38:08,960 Are you asking me to a dance? 829 00:38:10,977 --> 00:38:14,976 No, I'm... I'm asking you to come back home. 830 00:38:45,649 --> 00:38:49,617 _ 831 00:38:49,650 --> 00:38:51,604 Pete? 832 00:38:51,636 --> 00:38:52,823 You up for a visitor? 833 00:38:52,856 --> 00:38:54,417 Yeah? 834 00:39:01,041 --> 00:39:02,332 So, how do we do it? 835 00:39:02,365 --> 00:39:05,105 How do we save lives when ours may be falling apart? 836 00:39:10,641 --> 00:39:12,145 Well, for one thing, 837 00:39:12,177 --> 00:39:14,544 we never perform surgery without an assist. 838 00:39:14,578 --> 00:39:16,273 Hey. You paged me? 839 00:39:16,305 --> 00:39:18,233 - I did. - You paged me. 840 00:39:18,373 --> 00:39:19,368 We haven't spoken in weeks. 841 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,379 - Owen. - I know. 842 00:39:21,413 --> 00:39:22,989 But I need to talk to you now. 843 00:39:23,021 --> 00:39:25,796 Oh, oh, so, all I've wanted to was talk, 844 00:39:25,828 --> 00:39:26,916 and every time I come looking for you, 845 00:39:26,948 --> 00:39:28,727 you're holed up in this room, staring at people's tumors. 846 00:39:28,759 --> 00:39:30,948 I've needed you, and all you've done is blow me off, 847 00:39:30,980 --> 00:39:32,740 and honestly, I'm at the point where I don't care... 848 00:39:35,653 --> 00:39:37,734 Why's your name on those scans? 849 00:39:45,765 --> 00:39:47,748 We look at the case. 850 00:39:53,189 --> 00:39:54,339 How's he doing? 851 00:39:54,372 --> 00:39:56,451 Back in sinus rhythm. Sats are good. 852 00:39:59,172 --> 00:40:00,483 Do you have a minute? 853 00:40:01,764 --> 00:40:02,948 Yeah. 854 00:40:09,028 --> 00:40:11,107 We gather the team... 855 00:40:17,607 --> 00:40:20,420 ...and accept we don't have to go it alone.