1 00:00:05,240 --> 00:00:07,239 Previously on The Affair... 2 00:00:07,240 --> 00:00:08,865 Everyone says to you when you're young, 3 00:00:08,866 --> 00:00:11,053 "Who do you love? Love is all you need." 4 00:00:11,054 --> 00:00:14,497 And it sends you into a panic. At least it did for me. 5 00:00:14,498 --> 00:00:15,884 I got married young. 6 00:00:15,885 --> 00:00:17,738 I had a great girlfriend. She was beautiful. 7 00:00:17,739 --> 00:00:20,489 She was rich. She was artsy. 8 00:00:20,490 --> 00:00:22,281 I wanted to be beautiful, rich and artsy, 9 00:00:22,282 --> 00:00:24,184 so I married her. And I loved her. 10 00:00:24,185 --> 00:00:25,322 Uh, sorry. 11 00:00:25,323 --> 00:00:27,467 Mr. Solloway, this is my wife, Alison. 12 00:00:27,468 --> 00:00:29,619 - I had a fling. - Uh, with who? 13 00:00:29,620 --> 00:00:30,865 Alison? 14 00:00:30,866 --> 00:00:31,871 I love you. 15 00:00:31,872 --> 00:00:33,341 I love you, too. 16 00:00:33,342 --> 00:00:34,774 I have to leave. 17 00:00:34,775 --> 00:00:36,073 I'm in love with someone else. 18 00:00:36,074 --> 00:00:38,197 Get out! Get out! 19 00:00:38,198 --> 00:00:41,042 I read your book, Noah. I'm sex? 20 00:00:41,043 --> 00:00:42,531 No marriage could survive me? 21 00:00:42,532 --> 00:00:44,619 You make it seem like I-I came on to you, 22 00:00:44,620 --> 00:00:46,990 like I practically threw myself at you. 23 00:00:46,991 --> 00:00:49,031 Hey, Cole? 24 00:00:49,032 --> 00:00:50,573 Can you just stay? 25 00:00:50,574 --> 00:00:52,821 Maybe this was the mistake. 26 00:00:52,822 --> 00:00:53,907 No, please, don't say that. 27 00:00:53,908 --> 00:00:56,254 I had this stupid idea, 28 00:00:56,255 --> 00:00:59,531 that you and I could make a new start together and... 29 00:00:59,532 --> 00:01:01,866 all the pain we caused everybody else, 30 00:01:01,867 --> 00:01:05,447 it was for a reason, because we were meant to be together. 31 00:01:05,448 --> 00:01:09,861 I never thought it would be all... pointless. 32 00:01:15,991 --> 00:01:18,406 It was a deer. 33 00:01:18,407 --> 00:01:20,031 It was a deer! 34 00:01:20,032 --> 00:01:22,447 Don't! Noah! Noah! 35 00:01:22,448 --> 00:01:23,948 Alison, if I don't do something, 36 00:01:23,949 --> 00:01:25,197 they're gonna convict me. 37 00:01:25,198 --> 00:01:26,489 I know, just... 38 00:01:26,490 --> 00:01:28,447 Just tell the truth. 39 00:01:28,448 --> 00:01:31,322 Your Honor... I'm guilty. I killed Scott Lockhart. 40 00:01:31,323 --> 00:01:33,364 What the hell are you doing?! 41 00:01:33,365 --> 00:01:35,531 Sit down and stay there. 42 00:01:35,532 --> 00:01:37,155 When you get out, you may still think 43 00:01:37,156 --> 00:01:38,947 you have me to come home to. 44 00:01:38,948 --> 00:01:41,956 And what you're trying to tell me is I-I-I won't. 45 00:01:41,957 --> 00:01:43,197 I'm sorry. 46 00:01:43,198 --> 00:01:44,407 Hey. 47 00:01:46,163 --> 00:01:48,090 I operated on your son. 48 00:01:48,917 --> 00:01:51,281 Oh, God. Dr. Ullah. 49 00:01:51,282 --> 00:01:52,823 I'm thrilled for you, darling. 50 00:01:52,824 --> 00:01:54,994 This fellow's quite a catch. 51 00:01:54,995 --> 00:01:57,823 Handsome, polite, a doctor. 52 00:01:57,824 --> 00:01:59,364 Do you think she even realizes 53 00:01:59,365 --> 00:02:01,196 - these cans are hers? - No, I don't. 54 00:02:01,197 --> 00:02:03,781 And she's not going to if you keep moving them for her. 55 00:02:03,782 --> 00:02:05,157 Hi, Daddy. 56 00:02:07,740 --> 00:02:09,322 Hey. 57 00:02:09,323 --> 00:02:11,782 Hey. Look at you. You look great. 58 00:02:11,783 --> 00:02:12,949 I have a date. 59 00:02:16,584 --> 00:02:18,073 So, what happened to you? 60 00:02:18,074 --> 00:02:19,157 Why'd you stand me up? 61 00:02:20,657 --> 00:02:22,447 Go home to your fucking wife. 62 00:02:26,407 --> 00:02:28,447 They found her body. 63 00:02:28,448 --> 00:02:30,698 She's dead. They're ruling it a suicide. 64 00:02:30,699 --> 00:02:32,865 - Where is Mommy? - All we have to do is 65 00:02:32,866 --> 00:02:35,106 think about her and remember her, and that way, 66 00:02:35,107 --> 00:02:37,615 she will always be with us. 67 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:41,559 Priya? 68 00:02:41,560 --> 00:02:44,052 Vik didn't tell me that you were coming over. 69 00:02:44,053 --> 00:02:45,906 He told me his pants are falling down, 70 00:02:45,907 --> 00:02:47,383 so I'm taking them in. 71 00:02:47,384 --> 00:02:49,531 I know, I just... I didn't want to bother you, so... 72 00:02:49,532 --> 00:02:52,948 Why would it bother me to do something nice for my son? 73 00:02:52,949 --> 00:02:56,532 Does it bother you to care for your children, Helen? 74 00:02:58,426 --> 00:03:00,156 Vik. 75 00:03:00,157 --> 00:03:01,531 Vik! 76 00:03:01,532 --> 00:03:03,281 I'm not getting treatment. 77 00:03:03,282 --> 00:03:04,614 That just doesn't make any sense. 78 00:03:04,615 --> 00:03:06,906 I'm not gonna sit around and watch you die. 79 00:03:06,907 --> 00:03:09,698 I have pancreatic cancer! 80 00:03:09,699 --> 00:03:12,574 There is no cure. No hope. 81 00:03:14,074 --> 00:03:16,239 Vik? Is that your car? 82 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:18,447 Yeah, I just got it. 83 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:20,281 I know the best road in Malibu. 84 00:03:20,282 --> 00:03:22,906 Let's see how fast this car can really go. 85 00:03:22,907 --> 00:03:25,115 I want to get home, and I want to drink. 86 00:03:25,116 --> 00:03:27,948 - You're pregnant? - Yes. 87 00:03:27,949 --> 00:03:29,447 That's what I was trying to tell you. 88 00:03:29,448 --> 00:03:31,032 Why are you trying to tell me? 89 00:03:32,323 --> 00:03:34,322 I want to keep it. I want to be a mother. 90 00:03:34,323 --> 00:03:35,698 I don't want to go. 91 00:03:35,699 --> 00:03:39,073 I want... more days. I want more life. 92 00:03:39,074 --> 00:03:40,407 Vik okay? 93 00:03:41,615 --> 00:03:44,076 Vik is going to die. 94 00:03:44,077 --> 00:03:46,614 If there was one person I would want to be with 95 00:03:46,615 --> 00:03:48,073 when I die, 96 00:03:48,074 --> 00:03:49,448 it'd be you. 97 00:04:56,956 --> 00:05:04,956 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 98 00:05:10,239 --> 00:05:16,238 _ 99 00:05:17,448 --> 00:05:19,531 I was in a dark place, man. 100 00:05:19,532 --> 00:05:22,589 I just finished the second film in The Maze franchise, 101 00:05:22,590 --> 00:05:24,991 and I was on top of the world, but inside... 102 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:29,823 ...I was empty. 103 00:05:29,824 --> 00:05:32,239 So, I looked at my life and I asked myself, 104 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:34,322 what's wrong here? What's missing? 105 00:05:35,073 --> 00:05:36,906 Authenticity. 106 00:05:36,907 --> 00:05:38,953 That was the answer. Integrity. 107 00:05:38,954 --> 00:05:41,990 Courage. And that's when I picked up your book. 108 00:05:41,991 --> 00:05:45,013 And it just spoke to me, man. It did. 109 00:05:45,014 --> 00:05:48,115 I thought, this is my life. And this man understands... 110 00:05:48,116 --> 00:05:49,447 everything. 111 00:05:49,448 --> 00:05:52,739 That's, uh, I'm really glad 112 00:05:52,740 --> 00:05:54,906 - you felt that way. - People don't really know me, you know? 113 00:05:54,907 --> 00:05:56,281 They-they, uh, know my movies. 114 00:05:56,282 --> 00:05:58,239 They see me as this action hero, 115 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:00,107 this sort of modern-day James Bond. 116 00:06:00,108 --> 00:06:02,961 But that's all an act, of course. I mean, that's not who I am. 117 00:06:02,962 --> 00:06:06,573 But this book... this is me. 118 00:06:06,574 --> 00:06:09,634 - This is my story. - Yeah, it's my story, too. 119 00:06:11,116 --> 00:06:13,322 I guess, you know, my story's your story. 120 00:06:13,323 --> 00:06:15,314 I know it's a real act of faith, 121 00:06:15,315 --> 00:06:18,086 putting your work in the hands of another artist to interpret. 122 00:06:18,087 --> 00:06:19,381 But I want you to know, 123 00:06:19,382 --> 00:06:21,239 I'm not going to let you down. 124 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:23,675 I've got this. I've got you, okay? 125 00:06:23,676 --> 00:06:26,739 I've been waiting a very, very long time for something to direct. 126 00:06:26,740 --> 00:06:29,031 So, enough about me, tell me about you. 127 00:06:29,032 --> 00:06:30,863 Tell me about Noah Solloway. When did you write this? 128 00:06:30,864 --> 00:06:32,049 How many years ago? 129 00:06:32,050 --> 00:06:35,115 Oh, God, uh... I guess it was eight years ago. 130 00:06:35,116 --> 00:06:36,281 - Eight? - Mm-hmm. 131 00:06:36,282 --> 00:06:37,990 Mm-hmm. And how did it happen? 132 00:06:37,991 --> 00:06:40,115 I mean, did you just, you just sat down one day and thought, 133 00:06:40,116 --> 00:06:42,197 "I'm just gonna write a whole book." 134 00:06:42,198 --> 00:06:45,113 Well, no, no, no. Well, not exactly. No, um... 135 00:06:45,782 --> 00:06:48,352 Well, I'd-I'd written a-a book before this. 136 00:06:48,353 --> 00:06:50,239 - Yeah? - Yeah, it didn't do very well. 137 00:06:50,240 --> 00:06:52,364 - Tragic. - Right. And, um, 138 00:06:52,365 --> 00:06:54,573 so I was, uh, I was teaching in Brooklyn. 139 00:06:54,574 --> 00:06:56,601 I love that. That's a great detail. 140 00:06:56,602 --> 00:06:57,614 So human. 141 00:06:57,615 --> 00:07:01,196 - Please go on. - Uh... yeah, so, uh... 142 00:07:02,365 --> 00:07:04,031 So, teachers, um, 143 00:07:04,032 --> 00:07:06,865 so, teachers get their summers off, so, uh, my wife and I would 144 00:07:06,866 --> 00:07:09,197 take every summer and take the kids out to Montauk. 145 00:07:09,198 --> 00:07:11,489 And we'd spend a month with my in-laws. 146 00:07:11,490 --> 00:07:13,573 Let me just, uh, pause you there for a second. 147 00:07:13,574 --> 00:07:15,476 - Your wife Ellen... - Helen. 148 00:07:15,477 --> 00:07:16,523 What? 149 00:07:16,524 --> 00:07:18,356 Uh, she's Ellen in the book, but actually... 150 00:07:18,357 --> 00:07:19,406 That's... doesn't matter. 151 00:07:19,407 --> 00:07:21,739 - She's, uh, wh-what about her? - She is a great character. 152 00:07:21,740 --> 00:07:23,197 - Thank you. - Yeah. 153 00:07:23,198 --> 00:07:25,156 She's funny, she's down-to-earth, 154 00:07:25,157 --> 00:07:27,240 - self-deprecating. - Right. 155 00:07:27,241 --> 00:07:29,156 So, why did you do it? 156 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:31,014 - Do what? Have an affair? - Nah. 157 00:07:31,015 --> 00:07:33,436 No. I get that part. 158 00:07:33,437 --> 00:07:34,823 I mean, that's reasonable, you're a man. 159 00:07:34,824 --> 00:07:37,906 No, the part that I'm struggling with in telling this story, 160 00:07:37,907 --> 00:07:41,115 the part that I'm struggling with is, is why you, no, 161 00:07:41,116 --> 00:07:45,573 excuse me, sorry. Why does Daniel leave his wife? 162 00:07:45,574 --> 00:07:48,475 Well, I mean, it, uh... well, that's kind of 163 00:07:48,476 --> 00:07:50,698 what the whole book is about. 164 00:07:50,699 --> 00:07:53,197 Yes. I get that. So help me out. 165 00:07:53,198 --> 00:07:56,781 Um... well, I'm not sure there's an easy answer to that, 166 00:07:56,782 --> 00:07:58,197 to that question, but, um... 167 00:07:58,198 --> 00:07:59,698 I don't know, I was, 168 00:07:59,699 --> 00:08:01,031 I was pretty unhappy. 169 00:08:01,032 --> 00:08:03,531 I reached a certain age when I felt I should be 170 00:08:03,532 --> 00:08:06,073 more accomplished, more confident, more wealthy, 171 00:08:06,074 --> 00:08:07,906 just more, really. And... 172 00:08:07,907 --> 00:08:11,698 um, Helen and I had been college sweethearts. 173 00:08:11,699 --> 00:08:14,031 You know, I loved her, 174 00:08:14,032 --> 00:08:18,197 but... our relationship was, uh... 175 00:08:18,198 --> 00:08:19,698 I guess it just, it seemed to me 176 00:08:19,699 --> 00:08:21,427 that that was what was holding me back. 177 00:08:21,428 --> 00:08:22,429 Mm-hmm. 178 00:08:26,615 --> 00:08:28,698 Is this at all helpful? 179 00:08:28,699 --> 00:08:30,197 Yes, absolutely. Mm-hmm. 180 00:08:30,198 --> 00:08:32,698 So you said you met 181 00:08:32,699 --> 00:08:34,781 - in university, right? - Yeah, that's right, mm-hmm. 182 00:08:34,782 --> 00:08:36,853 - What was she like? - Who, Helen at that time? 183 00:08:36,854 --> 00:08:37,906 Mm-hmm. 184 00:08:37,907 --> 00:08:39,739 She was kind of a cool girl. 185 00:08:39,740 --> 00:08:41,451 She, uh, she grew up 186 00:08:41,452 --> 00:08:44,573 in New York City, she was up on all the trends, 187 00:08:44,574 --> 00:08:45,628 she knew the bands, and... Excuse me. 188 00:08:45,629 --> 00:08:47,406 Can I get, can I get some cream in there? 189 00:08:47,407 --> 00:08:49,281 - Of course, sir. - Thank you. 190 00:08:49,282 --> 00:08:51,739 So the first night you did the dirty, 191 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:53,406 what song was playing? 192 00:08:53,407 --> 00:08:55,239 - Sorry, what? Uh... - What-what song was playing? 193 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:57,239 I mean, you just said she's into all these bands. 194 00:08:57,240 --> 00:09:00,321 Was it something avant-garde or new or foreign, 195 00:09:00,322 --> 00:09:01,354 or what was it? 196 00:09:01,355 --> 00:09:04,865 Uh... Springsteen. I think Tunnel of Love 197 00:09:04,866 --> 00:09:06,490 had just come out... 198 00:09:07,407 --> 00:09:08,656 Uh, S-Springsteen. 199 00:09:08,657 --> 00:09:11,614 Springsteen. I love that. 200 00:09:11,615 --> 00:09:15,990 Anyway, uh... uh, sorry, what were we talking about? 201 00:09:15,991 --> 00:09:17,489 Why you left your wife. 202 00:09:17,490 --> 00:09:19,152 Right, yeah, so, um... 203 00:09:20,710 --> 00:09:22,420 so, anyway, I, um... 204 00:09:24,089 --> 00:09:27,115 I... I met this, uh, another woman, 205 00:09:27,116 --> 00:09:29,239 who, um, and I fell in love with her, 206 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:31,573 and she seemed to be everything that my wife wasn't. 207 00:09:31,574 --> 00:09:33,739 I come from a family of alcoholics. 208 00:09:33,740 --> 00:09:36,073 Oh. I'm sorry. 209 00:09:36,074 --> 00:09:37,447 Thank you. 210 00:09:37,448 --> 00:09:39,906 I thought I'd avoided it. 211 00:09:39,907 --> 00:09:41,657 I thought the gene skipped right over me, 212 00:09:41,658 --> 00:09:44,649 'cause I've never had a problem with controlled substances. 213 00:09:44,650 --> 00:09:47,798 So it wasn't until years later that I realized 214 00:09:47,799 --> 00:09:52,213 that I was an addict... for toxic relationships. 215 00:09:56,657 --> 00:09:58,781 - Fuck me. - What's wrong? 216 00:09:58,782 --> 00:10:01,656 I just can't stand coffee with cream. 217 00:10:01,657 --> 00:10:02,781 It's like a drink for children. 218 00:10:02,782 --> 00:10:04,948 Well, anyway, that's why I was 219 00:10:04,949 --> 00:10:06,156 drawn to your book. 220 00:10:06,157 --> 00:10:07,990 And the Alison character. 221 00:10:07,991 --> 00:10:10,492 I get it. 222 00:10:10,493 --> 00:10:12,000 I totally get it. 223 00:10:20,365 --> 00:10:22,656 Sorry, wh-what's going on? Are-are you...? 224 00:10:22,657 --> 00:10:24,322 - What do you mean? - Is... 225 00:10:24,323 --> 00:10:26,156 - Hi. - Oh, hi. 226 00:10:26,157 --> 00:10:27,768 I never do this. 227 00:10:27,769 --> 00:10:29,115 Oh, that's okay. That's fine. 228 00:10:29,116 --> 00:10:32,250 But I was just wondering if I could give you my number. 229 00:10:32,251 --> 00:10:34,739 Yeah, sure. That's very kind of you. 230 00:10:34,740 --> 00:10:36,657 - Uh, Sasha. - I'm Tali. 231 00:10:38,657 --> 00:10:41,197 Oh, I see. You mean business. 232 00:10:41,198 --> 00:10:43,364 I just love you and I'd love to show you 233 00:10:43,365 --> 00:10:45,865 how much I love you. Anytime. 234 00:10:45,866 --> 00:10:48,823 That is so kind of you, Tali. Thank you so much. 235 00:10:48,824 --> 00:10:51,197 - Thank you. - Thank you. 236 00:10:51,198 --> 00:10:52,906 Um... 237 00:10:52,907 --> 00:10:55,739 fuck, I hate it when they write in permanent ink. 238 00:10:55,740 --> 00:10:57,948 Sorry, does-does that, does that happen to you a lot? 239 00:10:57,949 --> 00:10:59,489 Yeah. Oh, quite often, actually. 240 00:10:59,490 --> 00:11:02,281 Okay, so... 241 00:11:02,282 --> 00:11:04,622 we've covered Alison, 242 00:11:04,623 --> 00:11:05,948 we've covered Helen. 243 00:11:05,949 --> 00:11:08,156 Now, what we haven't covered is... 244 00:11:08,157 --> 00:11:10,197 we haven't discussed the ending. 245 00:11:10,198 --> 00:11:12,531 Uh... the ending? 246 00:11:12,532 --> 00:11:14,374 Mm-hmm. The ending. 247 00:11:14,375 --> 00:11:17,106 So, in your script, it ends... I mean, 248 00:11:17,107 --> 00:11:18,865 he hits her with his car? 249 00:11:18,866 --> 00:11:20,865 Yeah, that's, well, that's, that's the ending in the book. 250 00:11:20,866 --> 00:11:22,322 Do you love it? 251 00:11:22,323 --> 00:11:23,434 Do I love what? 252 00:11:23,435 --> 00:11:24,489 The ending. 253 00:11:24,490 --> 00:11:26,739 Uh, yeah...? 254 00:11:26,740 --> 00:11:31,406 Yeah, like, "Yeah!" or like, "Yeah, but I'm not sure." 255 00:11:31,407 --> 00:11:33,406 Sorry, I, uh, I'm having, uh, I don't understand. 256 00:11:33,407 --> 00:11:35,406 Are you... is-is the ending... the... 257 00:11:35,407 --> 00:11:36,698 Is there something in the ending 258 00:11:36,699 --> 00:11:37,906 that's not working for you, or... 259 00:11:37,907 --> 00:11:39,416 I don't... I don't understand. 260 00:11:41,949 --> 00:11:44,541 Do you know what? You're great. 261 00:11:45,365 --> 00:11:49,078 You're, you're truly great. And I... 262 00:11:49,079 --> 00:11:51,239 Listen, I just love that we're doing this together. 263 00:11:51,240 --> 00:11:53,489 - Really, I am. - Me, too. I just... 264 00:11:53,490 --> 00:11:55,198 Look, uh, Sasha, I hate to... 265 00:11:55,199 --> 00:11:57,031 Uh, cut this conversation short. 266 00:11:57,032 --> 00:11:58,614 My girlfriend is-is waiting for me outside. 267 00:11:58,615 --> 00:12:00,115 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, go, go, go. - So sorry. 268 00:12:00,116 --> 00:12:01,539 We've got tons of time to discuss this. 269 00:12:01,540 --> 00:12:03,656 We're not shooting anything for three months and... No, no. 270 00:12:03,657 --> 00:12:05,281 I've got this. No, come on. 271 00:12:05,282 --> 00:12:06,823 - I got it. - Okay, thank you. 272 00:12:06,824 --> 00:12:08,739 Yeah. You look sharp. 273 00:12:08,740 --> 00:12:10,449 Where are you headed? Wedding? 274 00:12:10,450 --> 00:12:13,740 No, no, I'm... a funeral, actually. 275 00:12:38,740 --> 00:12:41,615 It just seems really out of character. 276 00:13:08,964 --> 00:13:10,948 So what happens now? 277 00:13:10,949 --> 00:13:12,508 We're waiting for our mom. 278 00:13:12,509 --> 00:13:14,342 Then we're going over to the grave site to bury him. 279 00:13:14,343 --> 00:13:17,322 I thought Hindus cremated their dead. 280 00:13:17,323 --> 00:13:18,739 He was half Hindu, half Muslim. 281 00:13:18,740 --> 00:13:21,447 He planned his own funeral, so... 282 00:13:21,448 --> 00:13:23,614 he took some stuff from one culture, 283 00:13:23,615 --> 00:13:25,865 - some from the other. - Ah. 284 00:13:25,866 --> 00:13:27,948 Are you kids hungry at all? 285 00:13:27,949 --> 00:13:29,614 I got some munchies in the car. We could... 286 00:13:29,615 --> 00:13:30,990 We're fine, Dad. 287 00:13:30,991 --> 00:13:33,098 Okay. 288 00:13:37,866 --> 00:13:40,115 Look, I can drive you guys to the grave site 289 00:13:40,116 --> 00:13:41,698 if you want. That way you don't 290 00:13:41,699 --> 00:13:43,198 have to wait around for Mom. 291 00:13:45,791 --> 00:13:47,035 Any takers? 292 00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:50,303 Look, Dad, why don't you just head back? 293 00:13:50,304 --> 00:13:51,783 We'll see you at the house. 294 00:13:53,198 --> 00:13:54,406 Maybe we should... 295 00:13:54,407 --> 00:13:56,781 Right, right, yeah. 296 00:13:56,782 --> 00:13:59,447 Hey. Hi, Bruce. 297 00:13:59,448 --> 00:14:01,948 Good to see you, Noah. 298 00:14:01,949 --> 00:14:03,239 How are you, Noah? 299 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,406 I'm fine, I'm fine. 300 00:14:04,407 --> 00:14:05,604 It's good to see you both. 301 00:14:06,357 --> 00:14:08,014 This is, uh, this is Janelle. 302 00:14:08,407 --> 00:14:10,990 How nice to meet another one of Noah's women. 303 00:14:10,991 --> 00:14:13,281 Actually we were both leaving, 304 00:14:13,282 --> 00:14:15,739 so, uh, the kids are gonna go to the grave site 305 00:14:15,740 --> 00:14:17,656 and we're gonna see everybody back at the house. 306 00:14:17,657 --> 00:14:19,156 Where is Helen? 307 00:14:19,157 --> 00:14:21,364 - What's going on in there? - Uh, I think she went 308 00:14:21,365 --> 00:14:22,906 to go talk to Priya about something. 309 00:14:22,907 --> 00:14:24,322 I should go back in there and check on her. 310 00:14:24,323 --> 00:14:25,948 - Oh, no, I'll go. I'll be... - No, no, no, no, Margaret, no. 311 00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:27,073 You-you stay with Stacey. 312 00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:28,489 It's okay. 313 00:14:28,490 --> 00:14:30,971 Uh, I'll go, uh, 314 00:14:30,972 --> 00:14:32,323 I'll go see what's happening. 315 00:14:33,791 --> 00:14:37,001 - I'll be right back. - Uh, okay. 316 00:14:39,907 --> 00:14:42,972 Priya, we discussed this. I showed you the document. 317 00:14:42,973 --> 00:14:45,115 Perhaps, Helen, he didn't know what you had written. 318 00:14:45,116 --> 00:14:47,073 Oh, for fuck's sake, he dictated it. 319 00:14:47,074 --> 00:14:49,948 I just wrote it down, and I promised him I would do it. 320 00:14:49,949 --> 00:14:53,364 You can't just ignore his dying wishes. Are you insane? 321 00:14:53,365 --> 00:14:56,239 His soul cannot be released unless he's cremated. 322 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:58,156 He's still here. He's still with us! 323 00:14:58,157 --> 00:14:59,679 He doesn't know he's dead! 324 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:01,990 - What's going on? - What are you doing here? 325 00:15:01,991 --> 00:15:03,698 I just, um, I'm checking on you. 326 00:15:03,699 --> 00:15:05,031 Listen, Noah, 327 00:15:05,032 --> 00:15:06,781 Vikram cannot be reincarnated 328 00:15:06,782 --> 00:15:10,322 unless he's released from this body, and this body is dead. 329 00:15:10,323 --> 00:15:12,197 - It is now his prison. - He wanted to be buried. 330 00:15:12,198 --> 00:15:13,731 I told him I would bury him. 331 00:15:13,732 --> 00:15:15,464 That is because he was dying 332 00:15:15,465 --> 00:15:16,865 and you were his caretaker 333 00:15:16,866 --> 00:15:18,489 and he wanted to please you! 334 00:15:18,490 --> 00:15:19,611 That's not true! 335 00:15:19,612 --> 00:15:21,239 Abdul... 336 00:15:21,240 --> 00:15:24,373 Oh, Jesus fucking Christ. 337 00:15:24,374 --> 00:15:25,578 Helen. 338 00:15:26,379 --> 00:15:27,865 Look, what do we do? 339 00:15:27,866 --> 00:15:29,447 Well, unless there's some written mandate 340 00:15:29,448 --> 00:15:31,031 from the deceased, it's standard for 341 00:15:31,032 --> 00:15:32,990 his next of kin to decide what happens to the body. 342 00:15:32,991 --> 00:15:35,273 Oh, no, she-she is, she is his next of kin. She's his wife. 343 00:15:35,274 --> 00:15:37,330 She says they weren't married. 344 00:15:38,179 --> 00:15:39,688 If he's going to be cremated 345 00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:41,781 by Hindu law, it has to be 346 00:15:41,782 --> 00:15:43,317 in the next few hours. 347 00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:46,822 Hey. 348 00:15:46,823 --> 00:15:48,573 She can't do this. It's not what he wanted. 349 00:15:48,574 --> 00:15:49,880 I know, I know, 350 00:15:49,881 --> 00:15:51,246 but he's dead, Helen. He doesn't care. 351 00:15:51,247 --> 00:15:53,237 He asked me to bury him. 352 00:15:53,238 --> 00:15:57,025 Right, I get it, it's just... Look, if he was here right now, 353 00:15:57,026 --> 00:15:58,984 don't you think he'd be trying to make his mother happy? 354 00:15:58,985 --> 00:16:00,912 That's the whole point. She bullied him his entire life. 355 00:16:00,913 --> 00:16:02,672 I'm not gonna let her do it to him in death, too. 356 00:16:02,673 --> 00:16:04,363 You can't win this, Helen. She's his mother. 357 00:16:04,364 --> 00:16:07,656 You're supposed to be on my side. 358 00:16:07,657 --> 00:16:09,239 And I am, it's just... 359 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,406 Imagine this was one of our kids and someone was trying 360 00:16:11,407 --> 00:16:13,698 - to tell us how to bury them... - Shh. Just fuck off, Noah. 361 00:16:13,699 --> 00:16:15,202 - Helen... - Fuck off. 362 00:16:15,961 --> 00:16:17,069 Do what you want. 363 00:16:29,548 --> 00:16:32,156 They say it's standard operating procedure that they 364 00:16:32,157 --> 00:16:33,281 would be doing this for anyone 365 00:16:33,282 --> 00:16:36,115 in my position, but that's just bullshit. 366 00:16:36,116 --> 00:16:38,906 I've already held the job. The fact that they 367 00:16:38,907 --> 00:16:41,364 are asking me to reapply is... 368 00:16:41,365 --> 00:16:43,739 Yeah, it's-it's crazy. 369 00:16:43,740 --> 00:16:46,839 And humiliating and sexist and racist. 370 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:48,484 Look, they're just making you jump through hoops. 371 00:16:48,485 --> 00:16:49,745 You know they're gonna rehire you. 372 00:16:49,746 --> 00:16:52,031 The point is, I shouldn't have to jump through hoops. 373 00:16:52,032 --> 00:16:53,906 Yeah, right. 374 00:16:54,970 --> 00:16:56,569 Noah, are you even listening? 375 00:16:56,570 --> 00:16:58,896 Sorry, yeah. No. No, I'm here. 376 00:16:58,897 --> 00:17:01,281 Look, I agree with you, they're treating you badly, 377 00:17:01,282 --> 00:17:02,990 but I think it's just bureaucracy, you know. 378 00:17:02,991 --> 00:17:05,239 I really don't think it's, uh, anything personal, Janelle. 379 00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:07,073 Of course. You wouldn't. 380 00:17:07,074 --> 00:17:08,990 Well, what's that supposed to mean? 381 00:17:13,407 --> 00:17:15,064 What do you think this house costs? 382 00:17:16,631 --> 00:17:17,990 I don't know, 2 million? 383 00:17:17,991 --> 00:17:19,974 I don't know, I think it's more than that. 384 00:17:19,975 --> 00:17:21,909 At least three, maybe four. 385 00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:25,406 Does she even work? Must be nice. 386 00:17:25,407 --> 00:17:27,719 Look, she's been through a lot. 387 00:17:28,574 --> 00:17:29,991 Welcome to the club. 388 00:17:30,782 --> 00:17:32,823 - Hey, Bruce. - Ah. 389 00:17:32,824 --> 00:17:34,573 Will you take a look at this view? 390 00:17:34,574 --> 00:17:37,197 Yeah, it's something, isn't it? 391 00:17:37,198 --> 00:17:38,947 You've done well for yourself, Solloway. 392 00:17:38,948 --> 00:17:40,851 I'm man enough to admit that. 393 00:17:42,574 --> 00:17:44,948 - I don't live here, Bruce. - Huh? 394 00:17:44,949 --> 00:17:47,406 No, th-this is, this is Helen's house. 395 00:17:47,407 --> 00:17:50,197 Right. 396 00:17:50,198 --> 00:17:51,865 That's how Margaret feels as well. 397 00:17:51,866 --> 00:17:54,525 Oh, hello. 398 00:17:54,526 --> 00:17:55,656 Hello. 399 00:17:55,657 --> 00:17:57,253 Uh, can I trouble you for another drink? 400 00:17:57,991 --> 00:17:59,651 - What? - A brandy. 401 00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:04,531 Of course. 402 00:18:04,532 --> 00:18:05,994 Coming right up. 403 00:18:06,947 --> 00:18:08,197 Janelle, I'm... 404 00:18:08,198 --> 00:18:10,115 I didn't think you had it in you, Noah, 405 00:18:10,116 --> 00:18:11,766 but I was wrong. 406 00:18:12,221 --> 00:18:14,990 Just, uh, will you excuse me for a second, Bruce? 407 00:18:15,867 --> 00:18:18,531 Janelle. Janelle, I'm sorry, I... 408 00:18:18,532 --> 00:18:21,823 I'm really sorry. It's-it's not what you think. 409 00:18:21,824 --> 00:18:23,671 - Oh, no? - No, he's... 410 00:18:24,407 --> 00:18:26,698 - There's something wrong with him. - There certainly is. 411 00:18:26,699 --> 00:18:28,656 No, he's losing his memory. He thinks I'm still married 412 00:18:28,657 --> 00:18:30,073 to Helen. He thinks I own this place. 413 00:18:30,074 --> 00:18:32,115 He asked me to get him a drink. 414 00:18:32,116 --> 00:18:33,614 Right, he didn't realize who you are. 415 00:18:33,615 --> 00:18:36,031 He didn't realize he just met you. 416 00:18:36,032 --> 00:18:37,447 Oh, so, because he didn't recognize me, 417 00:18:37,448 --> 00:18:38,774 he just assumes I'm the help? 418 00:18:40,699 --> 00:18:42,698 Right, I guess, uh, that's not better, but, um... 419 00:18:42,699 --> 00:18:44,239 No, it's not. 420 00:18:44,240 --> 00:18:46,322 I need to leave. 421 00:18:46,323 --> 00:18:47,656 Janelle. 422 00:18:47,657 --> 00:18:49,115 - Hi, Helen. - Hi. 423 00:18:49,116 --> 00:18:51,073 - Thank you for being here. - Oh. 424 00:18:51,074 --> 00:18:53,364 Yes, of course. How are you? 425 00:18:53,365 --> 00:18:56,507 I'm okay. I'm... I don't know. 426 00:18:56,508 --> 00:18:58,447 Uh, I can't wait for all these people to leave. 427 00:18:58,448 --> 00:19:00,281 Right, of course. I am so... I'm so sorry. 428 00:19:00,282 --> 00:19:01,489 Thank you. 429 00:19:01,490 --> 00:19:04,305 Um, the valets are being complete dicks, uh, 430 00:19:04,306 --> 00:19:06,223 and I really don't want to deal with it right now. 431 00:19:06,224 --> 00:19:07,562 Do you think you could talk to them? 432 00:19:07,564 --> 00:19:09,366 - Uh, yeah, what's the problem? - I don't know. 433 00:19:09,368 --> 00:19:10,953 They're telling me they don't know where to park the cars, 434 00:19:10,954 --> 00:19:12,212 and I'm like, that's your job, 435 00:19:12,213 --> 00:19:14,532 - to know where to park the cars. - I'll do it. 436 00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:17,739 You should be with your kids. 437 00:19:17,740 --> 00:19:19,831 - Really, you don't mind? - Not at all. 438 00:19:19,832 --> 00:19:22,203 - I'm happy to. - Thank you. 439 00:19:27,416 --> 00:19:29,197 She's a keeper. 440 00:19:30,202 --> 00:19:33,739 She's so beautiful and so self-possessed. 441 00:19:33,740 --> 00:19:35,447 Yeah. 442 00:19:35,448 --> 00:19:37,243 Just try not to fuck it up. 443 00:19:38,578 --> 00:19:39,912 Thanks. 444 00:19:44,755 --> 00:19:47,269 How are you, uh, how are you holding up? 445 00:19:48,824 --> 00:19:49,948 I don't know. 446 00:19:49,949 --> 00:19:51,524 Helen. 447 00:19:57,074 --> 00:20:00,573 You're gonna be okay. You're the most resilient person I know. 448 00:20:07,323 --> 00:20:09,437 Is there anything I can do right now? 449 00:20:11,323 --> 00:20:12,906 Don't go. 450 00:20:29,075 --> 00:20:32,604 _ 451 00:20:51,609 --> 00:20:53,447 So what kind of painting do you do? 452 00:20:53,448 --> 00:20:55,029 Oh, portraiture mostly. 453 00:20:55,949 --> 00:21:00,322 Oh. Does that sell nowadays? 454 00:21:00,323 --> 00:21:01,594 Not really. 455 00:21:02,282 --> 00:21:05,322 So what's your plan? To make money? 456 00:21:05,323 --> 00:21:06,739 Ugh, I don't know. 457 00:21:06,740 --> 00:21:09,656 His visa is about to expire, so no one will hire him. 458 00:21:09,657 --> 00:21:12,885 O-Once I get a more, uh, permanent situation in place, 459 00:21:12,886 --> 00:21:14,531 I wouldn't mind teaching for a while. 460 00:21:14,532 --> 00:21:16,281 - Really? - Well, until everybody 461 00:21:16,282 --> 00:21:17,823 realizes what a genius he is. 462 00:21:17,824 --> 00:21:19,656 Mm, yeah, right, of course. 463 00:21:20,575 --> 00:21:21,865 Whit? 464 00:21:21,866 --> 00:21:24,905 Oh, yes, please. I'm sobering up, it's becoming intolerable. 465 00:21:25,774 --> 00:21:26,976 Colin? 466 00:21:28,093 --> 00:21:29,777 Oh, Dad, he doesn't drink. 467 00:21:31,407 --> 00:21:33,531 My whole family are drunks, 468 00:21:33,532 --> 00:21:36,281 so I figured it'd be best if I never started. 469 00:21:36,282 --> 00:21:38,115 Come on. It's starting, let's go. 470 00:21:38,116 --> 00:21:39,116 Okay. 471 00:21:53,198 --> 00:21:54,823 Hey, guys. 472 00:21:54,824 --> 00:21:57,197 How's my funeral? Is it awesome? 473 00:21:57,198 --> 00:22:01,031 Um, I know this is a little weird. 474 00:22:01,032 --> 00:22:03,447 I-I, I wish I could be there, 475 00:22:03,448 --> 00:22:06,031 with all of you, instead of... 476 00:22:06,032 --> 00:22:08,573 wherever I am now. 477 00:22:08,574 --> 00:22:12,322 But I have some things to say to the people 478 00:22:12,323 --> 00:22:14,781 I imagine are in this room. 479 00:22:16,699 --> 00:22:18,826 Mom, Dad, 480 00:22:19,999 --> 00:22:21,336 I love you. 481 00:22:22,983 --> 00:22:24,331 I'm sorry 482 00:22:24,883 --> 00:22:26,220 I let you down. 483 00:22:27,157 --> 00:22:28,604 You've been such 484 00:22:28,605 --> 00:22:30,614 wonderful parents, 485 00:22:30,615 --> 00:22:33,698 and, uh... I really wanted to be there 486 00:22:33,699 --> 00:22:36,157 to take care of you when you got old. 487 00:22:38,782 --> 00:22:40,407 But I want you to know 488 00:22:42,407 --> 00:22:44,989 I have had such a happy life 489 00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:48,284 because of everything you did for me. 490 00:22:49,186 --> 00:22:51,141 So don't be too sad, please. 491 00:22:51,907 --> 00:22:54,239 And stay close to Helen 492 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:55,583 and the kids. 493 00:22:57,960 --> 00:22:59,991 Helen. 494 00:23:02,615 --> 00:23:05,239 Actually, uh, I'll come back to you. 495 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:06,719 I'm not ready yet. 496 00:23:07,917 --> 00:23:10,281 Kids, Stacey, 497 00:23:10,282 --> 00:23:14,865 Trevor, Martin, Whitney, my salamanders, 498 00:23:14,866 --> 00:23:16,437 I love you guys. 499 00:23:17,797 --> 00:23:19,656 I came into your lives eight years ago, 500 00:23:19,657 --> 00:23:23,489 and I had no right to be there. 501 00:23:23,490 --> 00:23:25,614 I had no claim to your hearts, 502 00:23:25,615 --> 00:23:28,990 and you guys just... 503 00:23:28,991 --> 00:23:30,535 you took me in. 504 00:23:31,928 --> 00:23:34,455 You gave me the family I never thought I'd have. 505 00:23:35,795 --> 00:23:37,115 It has been such 506 00:23:37,116 --> 00:23:39,615 a privilege to watch you grow up. 507 00:23:42,532 --> 00:23:43,911 And Whitney. 508 00:23:44,878 --> 00:23:47,074 I can't believe I'm gonna miss your wedding. 509 00:23:50,252 --> 00:23:52,592 Although I do like this Colin fellow. 510 00:23:54,832 --> 00:23:58,489 So... you know what, I'm gonna give you my toast right now. 511 00:23:58,490 --> 00:24:00,490 Um... 512 00:24:02,824 --> 00:24:05,489 Whitney, 513 00:24:05,490 --> 00:24:07,239 what I really want for you 514 00:24:08,127 --> 00:24:11,608 is the happiness you deserve. 515 00:24:44,866 --> 00:24:46,108 Helen? 516 00:25:00,385 --> 00:25:01,418 Helen. 517 00:25:02,311 --> 00:25:03,325 Helen? 518 00:25:03,326 --> 00:25:05,116 Hmm. 519 00:25:06,608 --> 00:25:08,060 What time is it? 520 00:25:08,061 --> 00:25:09,655 It's eight o'clock. 521 00:25:11,601 --> 00:25:14,008 My God, did I fall asleep? 522 00:25:20,116 --> 00:25:22,447 Yeah, we decided not to wake you. 523 00:25:22,448 --> 00:25:24,157 Let you get some rest. 524 00:25:30,198 --> 00:25:32,073 Where are the kids? 525 00:25:32,074 --> 00:25:34,465 Whitney and Colin took them to a movie. 526 00:25:36,518 --> 00:25:38,281 Where are my parents? 527 00:25:38,282 --> 00:25:39,486 Their hotel. 528 00:25:40,659 --> 00:25:42,127 Everyone's gone. 529 00:25:48,586 --> 00:25:50,185 I cleaned the house. 530 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:56,597 You did what? 531 00:26:02,074 --> 00:26:03,365 Thank you. 532 00:26:05,532 --> 00:26:08,626 You hungry? There's some leftovers 533 00:26:08,627 --> 00:26:10,948 - in the fridge. - No. 534 00:26:10,949 --> 00:26:12,573 You want some wine? 535 00:26:12,574 --> 00:26:13,782 Sure. 536 00:26:25,407 --> 00:26:28,455 Fuck, I forgot about the valet. I have to tip him. 537 00:26:28,456 --> 00:26:31,115 - Are they still out there? - I don't know. 538 00:26:31,116 --> 00:26:32,310 I'm gonna go check. 539 00:26:32,311 --> 00:26:34,281 Helen. Helen, come here. 540 00:26:34,282 --> 00:26:37,240 Relax. I'll do it. 541 00:27:02,490 --> 00:27:04,239 What are you doing? 542 00:27:04,240 --> 00:27:05,961 Trash day tomorrow, right? 543 00:27:06,412 --> 00:27:07,821 Wait, stop! 544 00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:11,823 You sure? 'Cause everyone else on your street has their trash out... 545 00:27:11,824 --> 00:27:13,382 That's Vik's job. 546 00:27:15,657 --> 00:27:18,686 Okay, but... Vik's not here right now, 547 00:27:18,687 --> 00:27:20,034 so why, why don't you let me... 548 00:27:20,035 --> 00:27:21,567 I don't want you to do it. 549 00:27:21,568 --> 00:27:22,713 Well, do you want to do it, Helen? 550 00:27:22,714 --> 00:27:25,185 - I mean, it's pretty heavy. - I want Vik to do it. 551 00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:29,357 Okay, uh... 552 00:27:30,365 --> 00:27:31,865 Why don't I just...? 553 00:27:31,866 --> 00:27:33,197 You know, do you remember earlier 554 00:27:33,198 --> 00:27:35,034 when you said that I was resilient? 555 00:27:35,035 --> 00:27:36,854 Yeah, I meant it. 556 00:27:36,855 --> 00:27:39,616 Mm-hmm. Do you ever wonder why? Why I'm so resilient? 557 00:27:40,824 --> 00:27:42,489 - I... - Because ten years ago, 558 00:27:42,490 --> 00:27:46,115 you walked out on our lives and left me alone with four children 559 00:27:46,116 --> 00:27:48,500 to go fuck a waitress you'd just met in a restaurant. 560 00:27:49,407 --> 00:27:51,698 And I had to raise these kids by myself. 561 00:27:51,699 --> 00:27:53,811 And I had to rebuild my life by myself. 562 00:27:53,812 --> 00:27:55,115 I had to be resilient. 563 00:27:55,116 --> 00:27:58,031 And for you to say that to me, like it was some kind of choice. 564 00:27:58,032 --> 00:28:00,656 I'm sorry, it was, it was the, it was the wrong word. 565 00:28:00,657 --> 00:28:02,083 Why don't we just go back inside... 566 00:28:02,084 --> 00:28:04,233 You know who had a choice? You. 567 00:28:05,323 --> 00:28:06,739 Vik didn't have a choice. 568 00:28:06,740 --> 00:28:08,045 He got cancer. 569 00:28:10,032 --> 00:28:12,990 Helen, I'm... I'm just trying to help here. 570 00:28:12,991 --> 00:28:14,693 I'll do anything you want. 571 00:28:17,074 --> 00:28:18,358 Why him? 572 00:28:20,907 --> 00:28:22,618 I mean, why not you? 573 00:28:38,365 --> 00:28:39,948 I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you. 574 00:28:42,407 --> 00:28:44,614 Come here. 575 00:28:44,615 --> 00:28:46,823 I got, I got you! 576 00:28:46,824 --> 00:28:50,115 You can't get me, you can't get me. 577 00:28:50,116 --> 00:28:51,447 Oh, yeah? 578 00:28:52,907 --> 00:28:54,614 - Tag. - Okay. 579 00:28:54,615 --> 00:28:56,865 Everyone's gone, party's over. It's time to come in. 580 00:28:56,866 --> 00:28:59,739 Aw, but we don't want to. 581 00:28:59,740 --> 00:29:01,364 It's dark outside. It's bath time. 582 00:29:01,365 --> 00:29:02,656 All right. 583 00:29:02,657 --> 00:29:04,531 Hey, girls, girls. Hey. Look... 584 00:29:04,532 --> 00:29:05,865 There's two more left. 585 00:29:05,866 --> 00:29:07,281 Can we do 'em, Mom? 586 00:29:07,282 --> 00:29:08,948 Please, oh, please, oh, please, Mommy. 587 00:29:08,949 --> 00:29:11,115 Oh, please. 588 00:29:11,116 --> 00:29:12,990 - Okay, but after that, it's bath time. - Yes. 589 00:29:12,991 --> 00:29:14,656 - Okay. - I want the pink one. 590 00:29:14,657 --> 00:29:15,990 No, I want the pink one. 591 00:29:15,991 --> 00:29:17,447 It's my birthday. 592 00:29:17,448 --> 00:29:19,156 You had the pink one last time. 593 00:29:19,157 --> 00:29:20,239 Watch me! 594 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:21,615 Watch me! 595 00:29:23,490 --> 00:29:25,322 - Whoa! - Wow! 596 00:29:25,323 --> 00:29:26,573 Oh, that looks beautiful! 597 00:29:26,574 --> 00:29:29,531 Ah... That's amazing. 598 00:29:30,907 --> 00:29:32,531 It's my birthday, it's my birthday! 599 00:29:32,532 --> 00:29:35,406 It's my birthday! 600 00:29:35,407 --> 00:29:37,197 Yay! 601 00:29:38,490 --> 00:29:39,823 All right, girls. You got to go get 602 00:29:39,824 --> 00:29:41,656 some sleep, but take a bath first. 603 00:29:41,657 --> 00:29:42,948 - Go on, go on in. - Okay. 604 00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:16,364 Check zone one. Oxygen. 605 00:30:16,365 --> 00:30:18,322 22.5. 606 00:30:18,323 --> 00:30:20,197 Optimal. 607 00:30:20,198 --> 00:30:22,156 Shut off zone one. 608 00:30:22,157 --> 00:30:23,906 Oxygenate zone two. 609 00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,073 Shutting off zone one, living room. 610 00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,448 Oxygenating zone two, bedrooms. 611 00:30:50,949 --> 00:30:52,074 Off. 612 00:30:53,574 --> 00:30:55,907 Girls are asleep. 613 00:30:57,782 --> 00:31:00,406 Madeline knows. 614 00:31:00,407 --> 00:31:02,073 Knows what? 615 00:31:02,074 --> 00:31:04,407 What's the weather in Houston this weekend? 616 00:31:08,657 --> 00:31:10,657 She knows she's adopted. 617 00:31:12,490 --> 00:31:14,031 How? 618 00:31:14,032 --> 00:31:16,906 I don't know but when I was putting her to bed, 619 00:31:16,907 --> 00:31:19,197 she said I wasn't her real mother. 620 00:31:19,198 --> 00:31:21,115 What'd she say? 621 00:31:21,116 --> 00:31:23,073 She said, "My real mom's a queen 622 00:31:23,074 --> 00:31:25,156 and I'm a princess." 623 00:31:25,157 --> 00:31:27,906 Hon... she's six years old. 624 00:31:27,907 --> 00:31:29,781 - She knows. - No, she doesn't. 625 00:31:29,782 --> 00:31:32,031 I-It's just a fantasy. 626 00:31:32,032 --> 00:31:34,282 I don't think so. 627 00:31:37,033 --> 00:31:38,242 Hey. 628 00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,073 Madeline was really happy that you were here tonight. 629 00:31:44,074 --> 00:31:46,321 I mean, you've been working so much. 630 00:31:47,307 --> 00:31:48,740 Yeah. 631 00:31:52,161 --> 00:31:53,823 So what are we gonna do for your birthday 632 00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:54,948 - this year? - Nothing. 633 00:31:54,949 --> 00:31:56,569 Ah, come on, we got to do something. 634 00:31:56,570 --> 00:31:59,906 I'm serious, if you get me a cake, a present, anything, 635 00:31:59,907 --> 00:32:01,156 I will leave you. 636 00:32:02,149 --> 00:32:03,676 Can we just skip it this year? 637 00:32:07,223 --> 00:32:09,103 If that's what you want. 638 00:32:09,907 --> 00:32:11,824 I'm sorry, it's just... 639 00:32:14,823 --> 00:32:16,685 ...this is the age my mother died. 640 00:32:19,157 --> 00:32:20,484 I didn't know that. 641 00:32:21,850 --> 00:32:23,657 I don't think you ever told me that. 642 00:32:26,699 --> 00:32:27,990 Yeah, we'll skip it. 643 00:32:27,991 --> 00:32:29,489 Done deal. 644 00:32:29,490 --> 00:32:31,116 Thanks. 645 00:32:32,116 --> 00:32:33,490 Coming to bed? 646 00:32:34,740 --> 00:32:35,991 In a minute. 647 00:33:13,365 --> 00:33:15,823 - What's wrong? - It's fine. 648 00:33:15,824 --> 00:33:18,157 Just... finish. 649 00:34:24,323 --> 00:34:26,240 What is it? 650 00:34:28,442 --> 00:34:29,688 Joanie. 651 00:34:30,282 --> 00:34:31,903 What's going on? 652 00:34:33,655 --> 00:34:35,074 Come on, talk to me. 653 00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:43,240 I miss my dad. 654 00:35:48,370 --> 00:35:52,443 _ 655 00:36:41,448 --> 00:36:43,531 Inhale. Two, three, four. 656 00:36:43,532 --> 00:36:47,322 And exhale. Two, three, four. Good. Now invite 657 00:36:47,323 --> 00:36:49,281 - your baby to come down. - Come down, baby. 658 00:36:49,282 --> 00:36:50,531 Tell her not to be afraid. 659 00:36:50,532 --> 00:36:52,073 Tell her everyone is waiting for her. 660 00:36:52,074 --> 00:36:53,906 I think it's actually a boy. 661 00:36:53,907 --> 00:36:56,239 That's because you've been brainwashed by the patriarchy. 662 00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:58,932 Now, inhale. No, not until I say. 663 00:36:58,933 --> 00:37:00,364 Now inhale. 664 00:37:00,365 --> 00:37:02,781 Two, three, four. 665 00:37:02,782 --> 00:37:04,948 And as you exhale, invite her down. 666 00:37:04,949 --> 00:37:07,281 Please come, baby. 667 00:37:07,282 --> 00:37:09,531 Nothing's happening. 668 00:37:09,532 --> 00:37:11,493 She's not coming because she can sense your ambivalence. 669 00:37:11,494 --> 00:37:12,531 I'm not ambivalent. 670 00:37:12,532 --> 00:37:14,281 And your shame around her gender. 671 00:37:14,282 --> 00:37:15,614 In through the nose. 672 00:37:15,615 --> 00:37:17,073 Out through the mouth. 673 00:37:17,074 --> 00:37:18,614 In through the nose. 674 00:37:18,615 --> 00:37:20,480 - Out through the mouth. - Excuse me, do you think maybe 675 00:37:20,481 --> 00:37:21,990 it might be time to take her to the hospital? 676 00:37:21,991 --> 00:37:23,406 - Hi, Helen. - Hi. 677 00:37:23,407 --> 00:37:24,948 I mean, she's been at this 678 00:37:24,949 --> 00:37:27,489 for over 24 hours, I think she's exhausted. 679 00:37:27,490 --> 00:37:28,906 Sure, we can take her 680 00:37:28,907 --> 00:37:30,531 to the hospital. If you want them to commence 681 00:37:30,532 --> 00:37:32,906 a cascade of pharmaceutical interventions 682 00:37:32,907 --> 00:37:34,656 that will invariably lead to a C-section 683 00:37:34,657 --> 00:37:36,031 and handicap her child. 684 00:37:36,032 --> 00:37:37,990 No, no. No. No hospitals. 685 00:37:37,991 --> 00:37:39,489 I had all four of my children 686 00:37:39,490 --> 00:37:41,739 in hospitals and not one of them is handicapped. 687 00:37:41,740 --> 00:37:43,406 She committed to a natural birth. 688 00:37:43,407 --> 00:37:44,948 Sierra, this is ridiculous. 689 00:37:44,949 --> 00:37:47,489 The point is to have a healthy child, not to experience 690 00:37:47,490 --> 00:37:49,531 - hell on Earth. - Oh... 691 00:37:49,532 --> 00:37:51,906 - Oh, oh, another one's coming. - Okay. 692 00:37:51,907 --> 00:37:54,156 When this one hits, I want you to welcome your daughter 693 00:37:54,157 --> 00:37:55,865 into this sacred realm and really mean it. 694 00:37:55,866 --> 00:37:58,656 Breathe. In. 695 00:37:58,657 --> 00:38:01,115 Two, three, four. Out. 696 00:38:01,116 --> 00:38:03,263 Two, three, four. Can you please leave? 697 00:38:03,264 --> 00:38:04,364 You're turning this 698 00:38:04,365 --> 00:38:05,990 into a stressful space for her. 699 00:38:07,858 --> 00:38:09,143 She's in labor. 700 00:38:36,704 --> 00:38:38,282 Any change? 701 00:39:51,657 --> 00:39:54,032 Try to hang in there just a little bit longer, okay? 702 00:40:28,407 --> 00:40:29,719 Helen? 703 00:40:30,703 --> 00:40:32,205 I'm leaving. 704 00:40:33,824 --> 00:40:35,875 I'll come back later tonight. 705 00:40:36,991 --> 00:40:38,824 Just a sec, Priya. 706 00:40:40,657 --> 00:40:43,364 Helen, what time is the hospice nurse 707 00:40:43,365 --> 00:40:44,698 - coming back? - Um... 708 00:40:44,699 --> 00:40:45,990 she should be here any minute. 709 00:40:45,991 --> 00:40:47,364 Okay. 710 00:40:47,365 --> 00:40:49,197 Then I'll go and check on Abdul. 711 00:40:49,198 --> 00:40:50,823 - Okay. - And then I'll come back 712 00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:52,489 - by six o'clock. - Okay. 713 00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:54,823 Please let me know if anything changes. 714 00:40:54,824 --> 00:40:57,156 Yep. I just, I need you to take a look 715 00:40:57,157 --> 00:40:59,115 at something for me. 716 00:40:59,116 --> 00:41:01,406 - What is that? - It's the order of events 717 00:41:01,407 --> 00:41:03,489 for Vik's funeral, I just... 718 00:41:03,490 --> 00:41:05,322 want you and Abdul to... 719 00:41:05,323 --> 00:41:07,364 take a look at it, make sure there are no surprises. 720 00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:09,990 I'm sure it's fine. 721 00:41:09,991 --> 00:41:12,115 Well... he wants to incorporate stuff 722 00:41:12,116 --> 00:41:14,906 for both of you and I don't want anyone to get offended. 723 00:41:27,318 --> 00:41:28,943 This is what he wants? 724 00:41:30,032 --> 00:41:31,656 Yeah. 725 00:41:31,657 --> 00:41:33,406 - It's fine. - Could you take it home 726 00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:35,364 - and show it to Abdul? - No. 727 00:41:35,365 --> 00:41:37,121 I'd really like him to sign off on it, too. 728 00:41:37,122 --> 00:41:40,699 Helen, I cannot take this piece of paper to Abdul. 729 00:41:50,820 --> 00:41:52,445 This is unbearable. 730 00:42:36,323 --> 00:42:38,740 Clary sage oil? 731 00:43:05,448 --> 00:43:08,990 Come, Helen. Join us. We'll make room. 732 00:43:08,991 --> 00:43:10,866 N-No, thank you. 733 00:43:14,282 --> 00:43:16,197 What are they doing? 734 00:43:16,198 --> 00:43:18,489 Oh. They're manifesting Sierra's daughter 735 00:43:18,490 --> 00:43:19,990 from the celestial realm 736 00:43:19,991 --> 00:43:22,489 into her corporeal being. 737 00:43:22,490 --> 00:43:24,031 How are you? 738 00:43:24,032 --> 00:43:26,364 Uh, Gaelle, do you have any c-clary sage oil? 739 00:43:26,365 --> 00:43:27,865 Of course. 740 00:43:27,866 --> 00:43:29,781 Yeah. I never leave home without it. 741 00:43:29,782 --> 00:43:30,991 Why? 742 00:43:41,157 --> 00:43:42,657 All right. 743 00:43:44,574 --> 00:43:45,990 - Hey. - Is... is that my mom? 744 00:43:45,991 --> 00:43:48,447 Did she make it? Mom? 745 00:43:48,448 --> 00:43:50,489 - No, love. - Who is it? 746 00:43:50,490 --> 00:43:51,948 It's Helen. 747 00:43:51,949 --> 00:43:54,656 Helen? Helen, can you come in here, please? 748 00:43:54,657 --> 00:43:56,239 Uh, yeah. 749 00:44:02,574 --> 00:44:03,990 What's going on? 750 00:44:03,991 --> 00:44:06,614 Please, please take me to the hospital. 751 00:44:06,615 --> 00:44:08,197 Thank God. Good idea. 752 00:44:08,198 --> 00:44:10,421 She wants to go to the hospital. 753 00:44:10,422 --> 00:44:12,115 That's because she's in the transition phase 754 00:44:12,116 --> 00:44:13,906 and she's almost ready to push. 755 00:44:13,907 --> 00:44:16,085 No. You're a Nazi. I'm taking her to the ER. 756 00:44:16,086 --> 00:44:18,447 Helen, you've obviously never had an unmedicated birth, 757 00:44:18,448 --> 00:44:19,781 so you don't know what's going on. 758 00:44:19,782 --> 00:44:21,908 This is all completely normal. 759 00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:24,031 We just need to let her go through her process. 760 00:44:35,574 --> 00:44:37,698 Ow. Ow, Helen, that hurts. 761 00:44:37,699 --> 00:44:38,865 What are you doing? 762 00:44:38,866 --> 00:44:40,739 This baby might be upside down. 763 00:44:40,740 --> 00:44:42,447 It could have the cord wrapped around its neck. 764 00:44:42,448 --> 00:44:43,698 She hasn't slept, 765 00:44:43,699 --> 00:44:45,115 she's too weak to push. 766 00:44:45,116 --> 00:44:47,614 If we don't take her to the hospital, they both might die. 767 00:44:47,615 --> 00:44:49,531 - What? - Oh, my God, Helen. 768 00:44:49,532 --> 00:44:50,823 Sierra, you're not going to die. 769 00:44:50,824 --> 00:44:52,573 Get out of here, Helen. 770 00:44:52,574 --> 00:44:54,197 Look who finally 771 00:44:54,198 --> 00:44:55,948 made it. Helen? 772 00:44:57,074 --> 00:44:58,532 Oh, golly. Just in time. 773 00:45:03,949 --> 00:45:05,656 Okay, ladies, as soon as this contraction 774 00:45:05,657 --> 00:45:07,823 is over, we're gonna move her into the bed. 775 00:45:07,824 --> 00:45:09,406 - Are you ready, Sierra? Okay. - Uh-huh. 776 00:45:09,407 --> 00:45:11,531 Let's lift her gently. 777 00:45:11,532 --> 00:45:14,031 One, two, three... 778 00:45:14,032 --> 00:45:16,698 There you go, okay. 779 00:45:16,699 --> 00:45:18,364 Shh. Be careful. 780 00:45:18,365 --> 00:45:20,317 Okay. 781 00:45:20,318 --> 00:45:23,406 Be careful. There you go. 782 00:45:25,448 --> 00:45:27,116 There you go. 783 00:45:43,949 --> 00:45:45,614 Helen, go home. 784 00:45:45,615 --> 00:45:48,364 We have everything under control here. 785 00:45:48,365 --> 00:45:50,648 Melanie is one of the best midwives in L.A. 786 00:45:51,309 --> 00:45:54,593 And nothing is going to happen to Sierra, I promise you. 787 00:45:55,959 --> 00:45:59,948 I will call you as soon as the baby gets here. 788 00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:02,156 We all understand how important it is 789 00:46:02,157 --> 00:46:04,282 for Vik to meet his child. 790 00:46:11,949 --> 00:46:15,740 Gently. One, two, three. 791 00:46:17,032 --> 00:46:19,156 Hey. 792 00:46:19,157 --> 00:46:21,157 The nurse let me in. 793 00:46:22,574 --> 00:46:25,073 What happened? Why are you so wet? 794 00:46:25,074 --> 00:46:27,156 I was next door because Sierra's in labor, 795 00:46:27,157 --> 00:46:29,166 and I got in the shower with her. 796 00:46:29,167 --> 00:46:31,645 - She's in labor? - Yup. 797 00:46:31,646 --> 00:46:33,157 Why isn't she at a hospital? 798 00:46:42,093 --> 00:46:43,413 Why are you here? 799 00:46:45,074 --> 00:46:46,990 I want to talk to you about the kids. 800 00:46:46,991 --> 00:46:48,698 What about the kids? 801 00:46:48,699 --> 00:46:50,365 God, my hands itch. 802 00:46:53,532 --> 00:46:55,781 When was the last time you ate something, Helen? 803 00:46:55,782 --> 00:46:59,031 I don't remember. Is something wrong 804 00:46:59,032 --> 00:47:01,782 - with one of the kids? - No, no, they're fine. 805 00:47:01,783 --> 00:47:02,948 But they want to come back here 806 00:47:02,949 --> 00:47:05,156 and they want to say goodbye. 807 00:47:05,157 --> 00:47:07,115 I don't think that's a good idea. 808 00:47:07,116 --> 00:47:08,762 - Why not? - Because it will upset them. 809 00:47:10,241 --> 00:47:12,721 Well, I think banishing them to Topanga 810 00:47:12,722 --> 00:47:14,364 is upsetting them more. 811 00:47:14,365 --> 00:47:16,364 They can handle it, Helen. 812 00:47:16,365 --> 00:47:18,044 They're almost adults. 813 00:47:18,824 --> 00:47:20,322 Look, I know it's a lot for you, 814 00:47:20,323 --> 00:47:22,698 having Vik and them in the same house, but... 815 00:47:22,699 --> 00:47:24,031 I think they need to be here for this, 816 00:47:24,032 --> 00:47:27,015 - I really do. - Well, I can't handle that. 817 00:47:29,116 --> 00:47:32,074 Well, what if, what if I came with them? 818 00:47:33,448 --> 00:47:34,537 What? 819 00:47:35,741 --> 00:47:38,522 What if I stayed here, just for a few days? 820 00:47:39,482 --> 00:47:41,197 I mean, you need some support on this. 821 00:47:41,198 --> 00:47:43,274 You're not... you shouldn't be on your own. 822 00:47:45,720 --> 00:47:47,623 I need to change my shirt. 823 00:48:05,952 --> 00:48:07,414 What's happening? 824 00:48:07,415 --> 00:48:09,674 His body is shutting down, and he can't clear 825 00:48:09,675 --> 00:48:11,315 the secretions in his throat. 826 00:48:15,756 --> 00:48:17,614 Is that a death rattle? 827 00:48:17,615 --> 00:48:19,380 We're getting close. 828 00:48:20,282 --> 00:48:23,153 If there's anyone who should be here to say goodbye, 829 00:48:23,154 --> 00:48:25,074 now is a good time to call them. 830 00:48:28,461 --> 00:48:29,865 Um, can I just get a little privacy, 831 00:48:29,866 --> 00:48:31,447 just for a few minutes? 832 00:48:31,448 --> 00:48:33,156 Of course. 833 00:48:33,157 --> 00:48:34,740 Thank you. 834 00:48:52,189 --> 00:48:54,323 I guess you're ready to go, huh? 835 00:48:59,907 --> 00:49:02,240 Okay, you should go, Vik. 836 00:49:04,157 --> 00:49:06,239 I promise you, I will make sure this baby 837 00:49:06,240 --> 00:49:08,279 is taken care of and... 838 00:49:09,780 --> 00:49:11,156 will know all about you 839 00:49:11,157 --> 00:49:13,239 and what an amazing man you were. 840 00:49:13,240 --> 00:49:15,197 You are. 841 00:49:22,809 --> 00:49:24,114 You know, the problem with you dying 842 00:49:24,115 --> 00:49:26,115 is I hate everyone else I know. 843 00:49:26,116 --> 00:49:28,822 Helen? 844 00:49:29,824 --> 00:49:31,477 Helen? 845 00:49:31,478 --> 00:49:34,406 - What? - Helen, can I come in? 846 00:49:34,407 --> 00:49:36,323 No, not now. 847 00:49:48,561 --> 00:49:52,436 We came as soon as we could. Are we too late? 848 00:50:01,220 --> 00:50:02,489 Is he...? 849 00:50:11,904 --> 00:50:13,111 Vik? 850 00:50:15,387 --> 00:50:16,956 Can you hear me? 851 00:50:24,371 --> 00:50:27,074 Vik, this is your son. 852 00:50:28,991 --> 00:50:30,766 This is Eddie. 853 00:51:03,407 --> 00:51:05,406 - I'm so stupid. - No, you're not. 854 00:51:05,407 --> 00:51:06,656 - Yeah, I am. - No. 855 00:51:06,657 --> 00:51:08,699 He's gone. He's already gone. 856 00:51:14,677 --> 00:51:16,213 What's happening? 857 00:51:32,074 --> 00:51:33,728 Oh, my God. Regina? 858 00:51:34,116 --> 00:51:36,448 Regina?! 859 00:51:48,675 --> 00:51:50,448 He's passed. 860 00:51:54,036 --> 00:51:55,282 He knew. 861 00:52:08,782 --> 00:52:10,322 # And you know # 862 00:52:10,323 --> 00:52:13,991 # The light is fading all too soon # 863 00:52:16,157 --> 00:52:20,699 # You're just two umbrellas one late afternoon # 864 00:52:23,265 --> 00:52:27,866 # You don't know the next thing you will say # 865 00:52:30,901 --> 00:52:34,739 # This is your favorite kind of day # 866 00:52:34,740 --> 00:52:38,073 # It has no walls # 867 00:52:38,074 --> 00:52:42,489 # The beauty of the rain # 868 00:52:42,490 --> 00:52:45,698 # Is how it falls, how it falls # 869 00:52:45,699 --> 00:52:48,906 # How it falls # 870 00:52:48,907 --> 00:52:51,364 # And there's nothing wrong # 871 00:52:51,365 --> 00:52:56,197 # But there is something more # 872 00:52:56,198 --> 00:52:59,531 # And sometimes you wonder what # 873 00:52:59,532 --> 00:53:04,252 # You love her for # 874 00:53:04,253 --> 00:53:09,157 # She says you've known her deepest fears # 875 00:53:10,949 --> 00:53:13,239 # 'Cause she's shown you # 876 00:53:13,240 --> 00:53:15,406 # A box of stained-glass tears # 877 00:53:15,407 --> 00:53:18,739 # It can't be all # 878 00:53:18,740 --> 00:53:22,614 # The truth about the rain # 879 00:53:22,615 --> 00:53:27,073 # Is how it falls, how it falls # 880 00:53:27,074 --> 00:53:29,991 # How it falls # 881 00:54:13,577 --> 00:54:18,165 # But when she gave you more to find # 882 00:54:20,490 --> 00:54:24,615 # You let her think she'd lost her mind # 883 00:54:27,198 --> 00:54:31,615 # And that's all on you # 884 00:54:33,657 --> 00:54:38,156 # Feeling helpless if she asked for help # 885 00:54:38,157 --> 00:54:41,824 # Or scared you'd have to change yourself # 886 00:55:04,448 --> 00:55:09,198 # But when she gave you more to find # 887 00:55:11,574 --> 00:55:16,032 # You let her think she'd lost her mind # 888 00:55:18,407 --> 00:55:22,949 # And that's all on you # 889 00:55:25,198 --> 00:55:29,281 # Feeling helpless if she asked for help # 890 00:55:29,282 --> 00:55:33,781 # Or scared you'd have to change yourself # 891 00:55:33,782 --> 00:55:38,532 # And you can't deny this room will keep you warm # 892 00:55:42,866 --> 00:55:47,699 # You can look out of your window at the storm # 893 00:55:50,074 --> 00:55:53,281 # But you watch the phone # 894 00:55:53,282 --> 00:55:55,157 # And hope it rings # 895 00:55:57,448 --> 00:56:02,156 # You'll take her any way she sings # 896 00:56:02,157 --> 00:56:05,447 # Or how she calls # 897 00:56:05,448 --> 00:56:08,990 # The beauty of the rain # 898 00:56:08,991 --> 00:56:13,031 # Is how it falls, how it falls # 899 00:56:13,032 --> 00:56:15,240 # How it falls # 900 00:56:26,407 --> 00:56:30,239 # The beauty of the rain # 901 00:56:30,240 --> 00:56:34,197 # Is how it falls, how it falls # 902 00:56:34,198 --> 00:56:37,573 # How it falls # 903 00:56:37,574 --> 00:56:41,281 # How it falls, how it falls # 904 00:56:41,282 --> 00:56:45,569 # How it falls # 905 00:56:45,570 --> 00:56:50,738 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com