1 00:00:17,743 --> 00:00:18,887 Previously on Sweetbitter... 2 00:00:18,889 --> 00:00:20,128 You don't fit in with your friends. 3 00:00:20,130 --> 00:00:22,602 How would you feel about training to be a manager? 4 00:00:22,627 --> 00:00:24,827 There's a party tonight. Maybe you should come. 5 00:00:24,975 --> 00:00:26,407 Don't stop. 6 00:00:28,117 --> 00:00:29,477 Not tonight. 7 00:00:29,620 --> 00:00:31,000 You recognize? 8 00:00:31,665 --> 00:00:34,218 This is a grower champagne 9 00:00:34,243 --> 00:00:37,032 with my ex-husband's name on the label. 10 00:00:37,057 --> 00:00:38,857 Does anyone actually know Simone? 11 00:00:38,957 --> 00:00:40,758 I think that I might. 12 00:00:44,282 --> 00:00:46,068 Yo, is your dude coming or what? 13 00:00:46,157 --> 00:00:47,571 He'll be here. 14 00:00:50,681 --> 00:00:52,352 - We miss it? - Not yet. 15 00:00:52,624 --> 00:00:54,704 - You have the cash? - Right here. 16 00:00:54,729 --> 00:00:56,288 This shit better be worth it. 17 00:00:56,313 --> 00:00:57,946 About time. 18 00:00:59,571 --> 00:01:01,594 - What's up? - What's up? 19 00:01:02,938 --> 00:01:05,174 - Come on, come on. Let's go. - All right, all right. 20 00:01:05,176 --> 00:01:06,508 - Give him the cash. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 21 00:01:06,533 --> 00:01:07,652 You're not gonna check the product first? 22 00:01:07,677 --> 00:01:08,743 I trust him. 23 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:12,559 See you at Sue Jean's on Friday? 24 00:01:12,584 --> 00:01:13,758 All night. 25 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:17,164 Come on. 26 00:01:18,555 --> 00:01:20,086 Sharing is caring. 27 00:01:20,150 --> 00:01:21,389 You got it? 28 00:01:22,001 --> 00:01:23,473 I am used to these arriving 29 00:01:23,475 --> 00:01:25,641 through more traditional channels. 30 00:01:25,918 --> 00:01:28,743 With invoices, refrigerated trucks. 31 00:01:28,768 --> 00:01:30,985 Just off the plane four hours ago. 32 00:01:32,438 --> 00:01:34,102 Do you have any idea what my boy had to do 33 00:01:34,127 --> 00:01:35,767 to get these through customs? 34 00:01:36,008 --> 00:01:37,768 No idea whatsoever. 35 00:01:37,770 --> 00:01:39,008 We're gonna be the first restaurant 36 00:01:39,033 --> 00:01:41,073 in New York with white truffles on the menu. 37 00:01:41,198 --> 00:01:43,672 My God, it smells unreal. 38 00:01:47,645 --> 00:01:49,453 Smells like the holidays. 39 00:01:50,905 --> 00:01:57,665 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 40 00:02:12,150 --> 00:02:13,774 The holiday schedule's up, 41 00:02:14,888 --> 00:02:17,849 and Howard asked that I, remind everyone, 42 00:02:17,851 --> 00:02:19,491 about blackout dates. 43 00:02:19,493 --> 00:02:21,876 It's the busiest time of year, 44 00:02:21,901 --> 00:02:23,954 so no vacation requests 45 00:02:23,979 --> 00:02:27,415 or, or switching or negotiations. 46 00:02:27,440 --> 00:02:29,520 Are you going to a funeral? 47 00:02:29,545 --> 00:02:31,625 Could you get me a deal on a 2000 Sonata? 48 00:02:32,987 --> 00:02:34,047 I'm training, okay? 49 00:02:34,072 --> 00:02:37,266 Howard asked if I'd train to be a manager, so... 50 00:02:37,384 --> 00:02:39,664 My parents will kill me if I miss Thanksgiving. 51 00:02:39,689 --> 00:02:40,993 Just ask Ramona to switch. 52 00:02:41,018 --> 00:02:42,610 - Her parents are dead. - I'll take all your shifts. 53 00:02:42,635 --> 00:02:44,493 - I need the money. - You're not a server. 54 00:02:44,518 --> 00:02:46,305 Did anyone hear what I just said? 55 00:02:46,330 --> 00:02:48,531 We did. You're not Howard. 56 00:02:48,946 --> 00:02:50,883 Well, Howard is in a meeting, 57 00:02:50,885 --> 00:02:54,887 and he specifically asked that I-I-I post the schedule. 58 00:02:54,889 --> 00:02:58,010 And... and to let your guests know 59 00:02:58,012 --> 00:03:00,333 that we have white truffles and... 60 00:03:00,335 --> 00:03:02,704 - Yeah, we fucking know that. - You can smell them. 61 00:03:02,729 --> 00:03:04,049 Just wait. 62 00:03:04,074 --> 00:03:05,602 They take over the whole restaurant. 63 00:03:05,627 --> 00:03:07,787 I'm trying to put my finger on what it is they smell like. 64 00:03:07,812 --> 00:03:10,235 - Overripe fruit. - No, opium. 65 00:03:10,507 --> 00:03:12,307 Like the woods after it rains. 66 00:03:13,414 --> 00:03:15,251 What, I can't contribute now? 67 00:03:15,791 --> 00:03:17,118 I don't know. 68 00:03:18,105 --> 00:03:19,171 Can you? 69 00:03:20,617 --> 00:03:22,844 Did you see his fucking suit? 70 00:03:24,833 --> 00:03:27,118 You, didn't tell me. 71 00:03:28,064 --> 00:03:30,066 I don't tell you everything I do. 72 00:03:31,727 --> 00:03:33,196 Well, I think it's great. 73 00:03:33,221 --> 00:03:35,954 It's not if you guys don't respect anything I say. 74 00:03:36,332 --> 00:03:39,853 Hey, it might just take a while. 75 00:03:39,855 --> 00:03:41,321 That's all. 76 00:03:47,631 --> 00:03:48,788 Hi. 77 00:03:49,149 --> 00:03:50,094 Hey. 78 00:03:51,452 --> 00:03:53,297 How was the rest of your night? 79 00:03:53,830 --> 00:03:55,352 You should have stayed. 80 00:03:55,938 --> 00:03:58,072 You know, I got there. 81 00:03:58,074 --> 00:03:59,790 We had that moment. 82 00:04:00,917 --> 00:04:03,838 You touched me, and suddenly I didn't want 83 00:04:03,840 --> 00:04:05,149 to be stuck in a crowd 84 00:04:05,174 --> 00:04:07,574 watching you bartend for the rest of the night. 85 00:04:07,969 --> 00:04:09,415 I do that enough. 86 00:04:11,290 --> 00:04:12,579 Who's that? 87 00:04:12,604 --> 00:04:13,683 Etienne. 88 00:04:13,708 --> 00:04:15,329 Simone's Etienne? 89 00:04:18,455 --> 00:04:19,934 What... what's he doing here? 90 00:04:19,936 --> 00:04:22,305 Road show for his new champagne. 91 00:04:22,649 --> 00:04:24,594 Does Simone know he's here? 92 00:04:24,619 --> 00:04:26,415 She hasn't come in yet. 93 00:04:27,081 --> 00:04:28,681 Do you think maybe we should warn her? 94 00:04:28,706 --> 00:04:30,195 I'm keeping the fuck out of it. 95 00:04:33,524 --> 00:04:35,610 Place looks pristine, by the way. 96 00:04:35,828 --> 00:04:37,473 Hasn't changed. 97 00:04:45,923 --> 00:04:47,925 Wow. 98 00:04:54,172 --> 00:04:55,844 Truffles. 99 00:04:58,354 --> 00:05:00,336 So incredible. 100 00:05:05,007 --> 00:05:06,196 You have them? 101 00:05:08,089 --> 00:05:09,633 Only restaurant in New York. 102 00:05:10,039 --> 00:05:11,307 How much? 103 00:05:11,309 --> 00:05:13,910 The add-on for the tagliatelle is $120. 104 00:05:13,912 --> 00:05:15,039 A bargain, in my opinion. 105 00:05:15,064 --> 00:05:18,110 And I wouldn't order it without the Nebbiolo. 106 00:05:18,753 --> 00:05:19,937 We'll take two. 107 00:05:19,962 --> 00:05:22,024 Great, I'll let your server know. 108 00:05:24,176 --> 00:05:25,516 So that's the trick. 109 00:05:25,605 --> 00:05:26,804 Parade them through the dining room, 110 00:05:26,829 --> 00:05:29,422 shave them on-site, and every table orders them. 111 00:05:29,512 --> 00:05:30,944 That's the trick. 112 00:05:32,935 --> 00:05:35,117 Hey, you're here. 113 00:05:35,569 --> 00:05:36,889 Where else would I be? 114 00:05:37,414 --> 00:05:39,274 - Did... did you... - I heard. 115 00:05:40,578 --> 00:05:41,514 Good. 116 00:05:41,539 --> 00:05:42,836 Did you see him? 117 00:05:44,063 --> 00:05:45,407 Yes. 118 00:05:47,087 --> 00:05:48,406 Did he... 119 00:05:48,743 --> 00:05:50,406 did he ask about me? 120 00:05:52,313 --> 00:05:53,951 No, we didn't actually talk. 121 00:05:53,953 --> 00:05:56,033 And then he left, so yeah. 122 00:05:56,035 --> 00:05:57,715 Well, he doesn't have to see me. 123 00:05:57,717 --> 00:05:58,916 It's his prerogative, of course. 124 00:05:58,918 --> 00:06:02,602 I'm just... I guess I'm a little su-surprised. 125 00:06:03,774 --> 00:06:05,283 Would you want to see him? 126 00:06:05,285 --> 00:06:07,645 Well, I figured at some point, he'd come through New York 127 00:06:07,647 --> 00:06:09,407 or I'd come through Paris and we would catch up, 128 00:06:09,432 --> 00:06:11,049 because that is what adults do. 129 00:06:11,051 --> 00:06:12,672 And he did make your champagne. 130 00:06:12,697 --> 00:06:13,883 I know. 131 00:06:14,121 --> 00:06:16,271 I mean, I just... I can't figure out, 132 00:06:16,296 --> 00:06:17,776 is he trying to get my attention, 133 00:06:17,778 --> 00:06:20,375 or does he just hate me? 134 00:06:20,599 --> 00:06:21,875 Probably both. 135 00:06:22,539 --> 00:06:24,086 Probably. 136 00:06:27,495 --> 00:06:29,215 There's only one way to find out, right? 137 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:37,321 I got the Costco-sized bag. 138 00:06:37,346 --> 00:06:39,342 My dealer is in Miami until New Year's. 139 00:06:39,367 --> 00:06:41,835 Thank God. I've got multiple days where I close. 140 00:06:42,984 --> 00:06:43,876 And then open... 141 00:06:44,016 --> 00:06:45,367 The "clopen." 142 00:06:45,813 --> 00:06:47,366 Okay. 143 00:06:47,368 --> 00:06:48,664 Thank you. 144 00:06:49,491 --> 00:06:50,758 Sasha. 145 00:06:51,116 --> 00:06:52,774 Nope, thank you. 146 00:06:53,775 --> 00:06:55,254 Are you fucking kidding me? 147 00:06:55,396 --> 00:06:57,437 I have been touched by the Black Queen. 148 00:06:57,859 --> 00:06:59,328 Oprah's secrets. 149 00:06:59,941 --> 00:07:01,100 The Secret. 150 00:07:01,407 --> 00:07:03,422 - I saw an ad for this. - It's a cult. 151 00:07:03,424 --> 00:07:05,399 No cult, it's a book. 152 00:07:05,424 --> 00:07:07,172 Positive way of thinking. 153 00:07:07,232 --> 00:07:09,328 I'm tired of feeling sorry for Sasha. 154 00:07:09,353 --> 00:07:10,954 I'll try Law of Attraction. 155 00:07:10,979 --> 00:07:14,061 I attract good things to myself like a magnet. 156 00:07:14,236 --> 00:07:16,636 I must ask for it and be clear on want. 157 00:07:16,638 --> 00:07:19,008 I want to feel fucking good. 158 00:07:19,125 --> 00:07:20,774 - Does it really work? - Of course! 159 00:07:20,799 --> 00:07:22,399 It's proven with quantum science. 160 00:07:22,424 --> 00:07:23,824 You must say what you want. 161 00:07:23,849 --> 00:07:26,129 And not like a little pussy bitch, but clear, 162 00:07:26,154 --> 00:07:27,513 like a lion. 163 00:07:27,538 --> 00:07:29,538 - I want... - I want... 164 00:07:29,571 --> 00:07:31,451 What the fuck? 165 00:07:31,453 --> 00:07:33,133 You can't be serious. 166 00:07:33,135 --> 00:07:34,350 What, you want some? 167 00:07:34,375 --> 00:07:35,344 Will. 168 00:07:36,258 --> 00:07:38,805 I respect you. 169 00:07:40,157 --> 00:07:41,930 Let's commence working. 170 00:07:43,546 --> 00:07:44,883 What? 171 00:07:46,909 --> 00:07:48,229 Come on. 172 00:07:48,231 --> 00:07:49,399 What? 173 00:07:49,738 --> 00:07:51,242 Whose side are you on? 174 00:08:02,245 --> 00:08:04,422 I want you to come to Home Bar. 175 00:08:05,274 --> 00:08:06,477 With me. 176 00:08:07,130 --> 00:08:08,446 Just us. 177 00:08:09,252 --> 00:08:10,732 Alone. 178 00:08:10,929 --> 00:08:12,248 Not tonight. 179 00:08:21,680 --> 00:08:22,867 Why not? 180 00:08:22,892 --> 00:08:24,774 I'm gonna walk Simone home. 181 00:08:25,072 --> 00:08:26,471 This whole thing with Etienne 182 00:08:26,496 --> 00:08:28,698 has got her pretty messed up, so... 183 00:08:30,634 --> 00:08:31,844 Jake... 184 00:08:34,314 --> 00:08:35,867 Simone just left. 185 00:08:38,500 --> 00:08:39,938 She didn't look messed up. 186 00:08:39,963 --> 00:08:41,322 She looked hot. 187 00:08:41,347 --> 00:08:43,203 Hair down, lipstick, 188 00:08:43,400 --> 00:08:44,914 leather boots. 189 00:08:45,970 --> 00:08:47,633 Jake, she's going to see Etienne. 190 00:08:47,658 --> 00:08:50,071 - Why does that bother you? - It doesn't. 191 00:08:50,435 --> 00:08:51,994 This is a joke. 192 00:08:52,019 --> 00:08:53,579 Fuck this. 193 00:08:53,778 --> 00:08:56,058 Hey, I'm going to Home Bar. Who's coming? 194 00:08:56,060 --> 00:08:57,866 Will, take off the jacket. 195 00:08:57,891 --> 00:08:59,172 We're going to Home Bar. 196 00:08:59,197 --> 00:09:00,203 Come on. 197 00:09:03,351 --> 00:09:05,071 God. Fuck. 198 00:09:37,142 --> 00:09:38,982 No one stays in this hotel anymore. 199 00:09:42,188 --> 00:09:43,883 Who is this "no one"? 200 00:09:44,844 --> 00:09:47,311 I forgot how little you require. 201 00:09:51,177 --> 00:09:52,446 May I come in? 202 00:09:53,570 --> 00:09:54,804 Yeah. 203 00:10:01,090 --> 00:10:03,008 You didn't say hello today. 204 00:10:04,715 --> 00:10:05,954 To be honest, 205 00:10:05,979 --> 00:10:07,659 I didn't know you still worked there. 206 00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:10,415 - I see. - Quick trip, 48 hours. 207 00:10:10,417 --> 00:10:13,578 Then Chicago, San Francisco... 208 00:10:15,342 --> 00:10:16,750 I'm miserable... 209 00:10:16,775 --> 00:10:17,914 As you know. 210 00:10:18,527 --> 00:10:20,672 The States do not grow on me. 211 00:10:21,508 --> 00:10:24,180 Well, it's all in service of... 212 00:10:24,531 --> 00:10:27,012 a truly amazing champagne. 213 00:10:28,181 --> 00:10:30,662 I was right about that plot of Chardonnay. 214 00:10:30,687 --> 00:10:32,563 Is that why you are here? 215 00:10:33,091 --> 00:10:34,273 Fine. 216 00:10:35,563 --> 00:10:37,086 You're right. 217 00:10:37,381 --> 00:10:38,941 They're strong vines. 218 00:10:38,966 --> 00:10:41,344 Thank you. I will go now. 219 00:10:46,752 --> 00:10:48,063 Look, I... 220 00:10:49,457 --> 00:10:51,766 When I tasted the champagne, it... 221 00:10:53,745 --> 00:10:56,386 It felt like you were talking directly to me. 222 00:10:57,950 --> 00:11:00,508 Not a day goes by that I don't think about France. 223 00:11:02,322 --> 00:11:03,594 What about me? 224 00:11:05,453 --> 00:11:07,076 _ 225 00:11:10,799 --> 00:11:13,079 Look, I-I respect your privacy, but... 226 00:11:13,484 --> 00:11:14,882 You made our champagne, 227 00:11:14,907 --> 00:11:17,260 and I had to tell you that I liked it. 228 00:11:17,285 --> 00:11:19,285 You know I don't like most things. 229 00:11:21,249 --> 00:11:23,562 Are you hungry? I'm famished. 230 00:11:31,952 --> 00:11:33,898 By the way, I want water. 231 00:11:33,940 --> 00:11:36,224 You want a water? You cannot drink this. 232 00:11:36,249 --> 00:11:37,726 I'm not gonna let you. 233 00:11:46,195 --> 00:11:47,671 Hey... 234 00:11:48,960 --> 00:11:50,680 can I buy you a drink? 235 00:11:50,705 --> 00:11:52,024 Why would I? 236 00:11:52,121 --> 00:11:54,835 'Cause I'm in the top three hottest guys in here. 237 00:11:55,155 --> 00:11:56,726 Didn't notice. 238 00:11:58,688 --> 00:11:59,687 Two tequilas. 239 00:11:59,712 --> 00:12:02,155 A vodka soda, splash of cranberry. 240 00:12:03,739 --> 00:12:05,537 Listen, I... 241 00:12:07,177 --> 00:12:09,624 We all have to play the token black person somewhere. 242 00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:12,718 And I-I just can't get over how comfortable you are with it. 243 00:12:14,491 --> 00:12:16,374 Eddie, right? 244 00:12:16,580 --> 00:12:18,460 Ever been to Princeton, Eddie? 245 00:12:18,485 --> 00:12:22,047 Ever been in a classroom full of white people 246 00:12:22,072 --> 00:12:24,352 who made you feel like you didn't deserve to be there? 247 00:12:24,354 --> 00:12:26,085 Now, this? 248 00:12:26,719 --> 00:12:27,998 Is a good place for me. 249 00:12:28,023 --> 00:12:31,425 I, support myself while I figure things out. 250 00:12:31,450 --> 00:12:33,007 That's cool. 251 00:12:33,032 --> 00:12:34,905 Then what do you really want? 252 00:12:35,766 --> 00:12:38,264 Like, besides pinning your hair up 253 00:12:38,289 --> 00:12:40,905 and taking people's orders, 254 00:12:41,966 --> 00:12:43,241 what's your plan? 255 00:12:43,835 --> 00:12:45,154 My plan? 256 00:12:45,376 --> 00:12:49,124 Is go over there and enjoy the rest of my night. 257 00:12:51,784 --> 00:12:53,194 Thanks for the drink. 258 00:12:59,030 --> 00:13:00,296 Actually... 259 00:13:00,321 --> 00:13:03,112 I thought you said that all I have to do is ask. 260 00:13:03,114 --> 00:13:05,194 No, it's not enough just to "ask." 261 00:13:05,196 --> 00:13:05,960 You have to believe. 262 00:13:05,985 --> 00:13:07,304 What the hell is he talking about? 263 00:13:07,329 --> 00:13:08,616 Will, you understand. 264 00:13:08,641 --> 00:13:11,327 People never believe they deserve things they want. 265 00:13:12,964 --> 00:13:16,327 Okay, I want to taste truffles. 266 00:13:16,524 --> 00:13:18,124 And I really believe it. 267 00:13:18,149 --> 00:13:19,327 Well, I feel like a liar. 268 00:13:19,352 --> 00:13:20,792 I upsold three tables today. 269 00:13:20,817 --> 00:13:22,359 People are freaking out. 270 00:13:22,384 --> 00:13:23,859 - Yeah, it's a frenzy. - Why, though? 271 00:13:23,884 --> 00:13:25,866 Because it's a totally wild food. 272 00:13:25,891 --> 00:13:27,202 You can't plant them in your backyard. 273 00:13:27,227 --> 00:13:29,320 - You have to go find them. - Hunt them. 274 00:13:29,345 --> 00:13:30,945 They use female pigs. 275 00:13:31,780 --> 00:13:33,543 Female and horny pigs. 276 00:13:33,585 --> 00:13:37,267 Because truffles smell like testosterone to lady pigs. 277 00:13:37,269 --> 00:13:39,155 That's it! They smell like sex. 278 00:13:41,007 --> 00:13:43,577 Now that you're a, suit, 279 00:13:43,636 --> 00:13:45,716 you think we can have truffles at family meal? 280 00:13:45,718 --> 00:13:49,570 And maybe we can get our 5% back 281 00:13:49,595 --> 00:13:50,780 from the dishwashers? 282 00:13:50,805 --> 00:13:51,843 Come on, you... you guys know 283 00:13:51,868 --> 00:13:54,182 I don't actually control anything, right? 284 00:13:54,207 --> 00:13:56,584 I'm just trying this out, okay? 285 00:13:56,609 --> 00:13:59,570 And it's complicated because, you know, I know all 286 00:13:59,572 --> 00:14:03,494 of your secrets, and you're all terrible fuckups. 287 00:14:03,496 --> 00:14:05,376 And I love you, 288 00:14:05,378 --> 00:14:08,351 so cut me some slack, please. 289 00:14:08,461 --> 00:14:09,820 Please? 290 00:14:09,845 --> 00:14:11,366 Put this up your nose, Will. 291 00:14:12,505 --> 00:14:13,785 Yes, please! 292 00:14:13,787 --> 00:14:15,351 - Relax him. - Aye, aye. 293 00:14:19,635 --> 00:14:21,635 You replaced the stained glass? 294 00:14:21,692 --> 00:14:24,413 Yeah, it was over 300 years old, Simone. 295 00:14:24,438 --> 00:14:26,735 Well, it better be in a museum now. 296 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:29,441 I mean, I-I love that chapel. 297 00:14:29,443 --> 00:14:31,323 I mean, I'm not a churchgoer, as you know, 298 00:14:31,325 --> 00:14:33,045 but I walked there every day. 299 00:14:33,047 --> 00:14:35,007 Yes, you hid there. 300 00:14:36,231 --> 00:14:39,632 No, a woman just occasionally needs some privacy. 301 00:14:39,657 --> 00:14:41,968 - Sure. - Your family everywhere. 302 00:14:47,177 --> 00:14:48,436 Yeah. 303 00:14:53,468 --> 00:14:55,343 - You know, it's funny. - What? 304 00:14:59,149 --> 00:15:01,437 I didn't remember your face, exactly. 305 00:15:04,296 --> 00:15:05,851 Your face has changed too. 306 00:15:05,876 --> 00:15:07,335 Careful. 307 00:15:09,846 --> 00:15:12,928 You know, they said you were quite beautiful back then. 308 00:15:14,501 --> 00:15:15,874 I did not agree. 309 00:15:16,422 --> 00:15:17,655 You didn't? 310 00:15:19,101 --> 00:15:20,702 What do you mean? 311 00:15:20,828 --> 00:15:22,265 Well... 312 00:15:22,491 --> 00:15:25,576 when I met you, I wanted this face. 313 00:15:25,601 --> 00:15:26,968 Colder. 314 00:15:27,336 --> 00:15:28,515 Harder. 315 00:15:29,619 --> 00:15:31,304 It is more beautiful. 316 00:15:36,881 --> 00:15:38,639 When you married me... 317 00:15:42,278 --> 00:15:44,092 Feels impossible that we did that. 318 00:15:44,801 --> 00:15:45,991 Yes. 319 00:15:46,795 --> 00:15:48,905 You made it very impossible. 320 00:15:59,215 --> 00:16:01,624 I don't think I knew how to be loved. 321 00:16:05,445 --> 00:16:07,710 And when I left, I just... 322 00:16:09,981 --> 00:16:12,101 I didn't let myself feel... 323 00:16:13,623 --> 00:16:15,140 anything. 324 00:16:18,518 --> 00:16:20,296 I just moved through it. 325 00:16:21,877 --> 00:16:23,304 Surviving. 326 00:16:30,573 --> 00:16:32,342 You deserved better. 327 00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:40,030 I'm so sorry. 328 00:16:43,661 --> 00:16:44,866 I lived. 329 00:17:19,516 --> 00:17:20,991 I should go. 330 00:17:32,535 --> 00:17:35,202 18, 25. 331 00:17:40,439 --> 00:17:43,200 You can't tell anyone about this. 332 00:17:43,952 --> 00:17:45,402 My God! 333 00:17:45,404 --> 00:17:47,421 It's on toast. Your favorite. 334 00:17:48,848 --> 00:17:50,287 Second day as manager 335 00:17:50,289 --> 00:17:52,202 and already breaking into the safe. 336 00:17:52,227 --> 00:17:54,588 It's not really breaking in if you have the combination. 337 00:17:54,613 --> 00:17:57,804 And besides, Howard believes in education. 338 00:17:57,829 --> 00:17:59,093 Right. 339 00:17:59,406 --> 00:18:00,945 Go for it. 340 00:18:06,986 --> 00:18:08,257 Shit. 341 00:18:08,865 --> 00:18:10,064 Give me a bite. 342 00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:11,507 My God. 343 00:18:18,515 --> 00:18:20,609 And you remembered I love toast. 344 00:18:20,695 --> 00:18:22,002 I listen. 345 00:18:22,027 --> 00:18:25,541 Seriously this... this is just beyond. 346 00:18:25,566 --> 00:18:29,249 Really, no one else would ever do this for me. 347 00:18:29,850 --> 00:18:31,369 Thank you. 348 00:18:31,456 --> 00:18:33,546 There might be some perks to being a manager. 349 00:18:35,377 --> 00:18:37,195 Now go, get back on the floor. 350 00:18:38,259 --> 00:18:39,698 Okay. 351 00:18:39,700 --> 00:18:41,476 - Can I take... - Yeah, yeah, go ahead. 352 00:18:41,501 --> 00:18:42,740 Okay. 353 00:18:42,765 --> 00:18:43,925 Thanks. 354 00:19:05,538 --> 00:19:07,570 God, I don't want to be here tonight. 355 00:19:07,595 --> 00:19:08,954 Yeah, you look tired. 356 00:19:08,979 --> 00:19:10,546 It was a late night. 357 00:19:11,011 --> 00:19:13,013 I went and saw Etienne. 358 00:19:13,937 --> 00:19:15,697 It was different than I thought it would be. 359 00:19:15,722 --> 00:19:17,724 - Was it? - Yeah. 360 00:19:18,179 --> 00:19:19,703 I really hurt him. 361 00:19:20,631 --> 00:19:22,577 I'm a little ashamed. 362 00:19:22,947 --> 00:19:25,257 When I look back and I just think I was... 363 00:19:25,763 --> 00:19:27,913 so lost back then. 364 00:19:28,529 --> 00:19:29,608 So young. 365 00:19:29,633 --> 00:19:31,594 I mean, I wasn't ready to be a wife. 366 00:19:31,714 --> 00:19:33,140 There was... 367 00:19:33,443 --> 00:19:36,163 there was so much to our life together, you know? 368 00:19:36,305 --> 00:19:38,466 Made the world feel so big. 369 00:19:39,234 --> 00:19:40,961 The train rides and the meals 370 00:19:40,963 --> 00:19:42,202 and the plans we had. 371 00:19:43,554 --> 00:19:46,046 I... I had forgotten most of it. 372 00:19:46,048 --> 00:19:47,202 I... 373 00:19:48,804 --> 00:19:50,374 He made you miserable. 374 00:19:51,173 --> 00:19:52,460 You hated his family. 375 00:19:52,485 --> 00:19:54,241 You don't remember the calls waking me up at night 376 00:19:54,266 --> 00:19:55,785 desperate to come home? 377 00:19:55,810 --> 00:19:57,530 That isn't true. 378 00:19:57,555 --> 00:19:58,674 What? 379 00:19:58,699 --> 00:20:00,739 I didn't call you crying. 380 00:20:00,783 --> 00:20:02,687 I wasn't miserable. 381 00:20:06,891 --> 00:20:08,893 - He was my... - Your what? 382 00:20:09,598 --> 00:20:11,998 He was my chance at a real life. 383 00:20:27,687 --> 00:20:29,312 I'm telling you right now... 384 00:20:50,964 --> 00:20:53,320 Hey, Will? Can I talk to you for a sec? 385 00:20:53,345 --> 00:20:55,265 - In private? - Yeah. 386 00:20:55,290 --> 00:20:57,398 Is... is everything okay? 387 00:20:57,602 --> 00:21:00,226 Yeah... yeah, no, it's... 388 00:21:26,377 --> 00:21:27,624 Back to work. 389 00:21:56,425 --> 00:21:57,811 You grew up. 390 00:21:59,577 --> 00:22:02,015 Is Simone around? She called me. 391 00:22:03,772 --> 00:22:05,202 I bet she did. 392 00:22:06,698 --> 00:22:07,725 Hi. 393 00:22:08,131 --> 00:22:09,451 - Hey. - Hi. 394 00:22:09,476 --> 00:22:10,718 Thanks for coming. 395 00:22:10,743 --> 00:22:12,905 Will you put this order in? Please? 396 00:22:14,837 --> 00:22:16,070 Thank you. 397 00:22:18,606 --> 00:22:20,166 Have a cigarette with me? 398 00:22:21,265 --> 00:22:22,327 I quit. 399 00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:25,468 Then stand in the alley with me for two minutes? 400 00:22:35,841 --> 00:22:38,234 So I've been thinking. 401 00:22:38,844 --> 00:22:40,765 There is a revolution coming. 402 00:22:40,790 --> 00:22:42,347 Too long, there's been a monopoly 403 00:22:42,349 --> 00:22:44,790 that has made wines overpriced and inaccessible, 404 00:22:44,792 --> 00:22:47,675 but grower champagne is gonna change that. 405 00:22:49,156 --> 00:22:51,335 - What are you doing? - Let me sell it. 406 00:22:52,823 --> 00:22:54,795 Let me sell our champagne. 407 00:22:55,949 --> 00:22:59,191 I mean, I tended the vines. I know it better than anybody. 408 00:22:59,287 --> 00:23:01,577 And you have your hands full with all the big-picture stuff. 409 00:23:01,602 --> 00:23:03,882 Plus, you hate traveling. 410 00:23:04,641 --> 00:23:08,125 I mean, who could possibly do it more justice than me? 411 00:23:09,477 --> 00:23:10,797 No one. 412 00:23:10,822 --> 00:23:12,702 I'm ready for a change. 413 00:23:13,006 --> 00:23:14,966 I'm so sick of New York. 414 00:23:15,023 --> 00:23:16,913 And I mean, it would... it would mean 415 00:23:16,938 --> 00:23:19,179 more time in France, but... 416 00:23:21,309 --> 00:23:23,124 Maybe that's a good thing? 417 00:23:24,633 --> 00:23:26,341 We could spend some time together, 418 00:23:26,366 --> 00:23:28,074 get to know each other again. 419 00:23:28,076 --> 00:23:31,226 I was up all night thinking about our life together. 420 00:23:31,315 --> 00:23:33,999 I really, really understand what I did wrong. 421 00:23:34,763 --> 00:23:36,273 No, Etienne, I am different. 422 00:23:36,298 --> 00:23:39,381 You... you would be amazing. 423 00:23:40,877 --> 00:23:43,319 No one could sell the wine better than you. 424 00:23:45,504 --> 00:23:47,464 But I can't have you in my life. 425 00:23:48,775 --> 00:23:50,343 Simone... 426 00:23:50,700 --> 00:23:52,259 I-I wasn't being coy 427 00:23:52,284 --> 00:23:55,142 or trying to send a message. 428 00:23:56,289 --> 00:23:58,731 I really did not want to see you. 429 00:23:59,755 --> 00:24:01,570 I don't believe you. 430 00:24:05,195 --> 00:24:07,445 That's because you're not listening to me. 431 00:24:12,372 --> 00:24:15,155 Simone, you... you haven't changed. 432 00:24:17,207 --> 00:24:18,206 Look around. 433 00:24:18,208 --> 00:24:20,866 Same job, same bartender, 434 00:24:20,891 --> 00:24:22,811 even the same lipstick. 435 00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:26,187 Still incapable of actual intimacy. 436 00:24:26,910 --> 00:24:28,741 I really want to, Simone. 437 00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:33,827 I just can't. 438 00:24:34,562 --> 00:24:35,976 I'm sorry. 439 00:24:49,502 --> 00:24:50,882 Simone! 440 00:24:52,257 --> 00:24:53,570 I had a truffle. 441 00:24:54,593 --> 00:24:57,077 And I can't taste anything else, not even water. 442 00:24:57,632 --> 00:24:59,891 Is it ever gonna go away? 443 00:25:03,374 --> 00:25:04,726 What happened? 444 00:25:06,227 --> 00:25:08,269 Just another night of service. 445 00:25:09,671 --> 00:25:12,999 Like the one last night and the one tomorrow. 446 00:25:18,494 --> 00:25:20,733 Do you wanna take a walk? 447 00:25:28,780 --> 00:25:30,491 I just want to go home. 448 00:25:32,037 --> 00:25:33,468 I'll come with you. 449 00:25:43,321 --> 00:25:46,061 I remember thinking he was so well-bred. 450 00:25:46,408 --> 00:25:48,288 Does that make sense? 451 00:25:48,313 --> 00:25:50,633 I mean, not entitled, just, like... 452 00:25:51,842 --> 00:25:54,036 So at ease in the world. 453 00:25:55,736 --> 00:25:58,137 I could never imagine feeling that way. 454 00:25:58,162 --> 00:26:00,038 Neither could I. 455 00:26:01,015 --> 00:26:03,257 I mean, here was this... 456 00:26:03,389 --> 00:26:06,562 perfectly sane, handsome man... 457 00:26:06,957 --> 00:26:09,234 offering me everything I wanted. 458 00:26:10,283 --> 00:26:12,679 You know, Europe and the vineyards, 459 00:26:12,704 --> 00:26:14,163 a family. 460 00:26:14,381 --> 00:26:18,102 I mean, even an estate with a 15th-century chapel. 461 00:26:18,331 --> 00:26:20,273 It was out of a storybook. 462 00:26:20,850 --> 00:26:22,668 What happened? 463 00:26:27,494 --> 00:26:29,968 Took me a while to realize that... 464 00:26:31,774 --> 00:26:33,452 I wasn't happy. 465 00:26:34,708 --> 00:26:36,648 I didn't quite fit. 466 00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:40,249 Etienne was right. 467 00:26:40,915 --> 00:26:42,538 I haven't changed. 468 00:26:46,881 --> 00:26:48,429 For better or worse... 469 00:26:49,494 --> 00:26:51,304 this is what I want. 470 00:27:03,086 --> 00:27:04,468 Hey. 471 00:27:10,265 --> 00:27:12,038 I kissed Will tonight. 472 00:27:14,405 --> 00:27:17,101 God, to be a back waiter again. 473 00:27:17,724 --> 00:27:20,585 Was it in the coatroom or the walk-in? 474 00:27:20,809 --> 00:27:22,408 The coat closet. 475 00:27:23,980 --> 00:27:26,413 - I blame the truffles. - And? 476 00:27:30,165 --> 00:27:31,679 and... 477 00:27:34,492 --> 00:27:35,818 I get it. 478 00:27:38,226 --> 00:27:40,268 I should want Will. 479 00:27:41,904 --> 00:27:44,163 I kind of do, but... 480 00:27:45,465 --> 00:27:47,195 I just don't feel it. 481 00:27:51,347 --> 00:27:55,151 I'm drawn toward something... 482 00:27:56,869 --> 00:27:58,871 Irrational. 483 00:28:00,179 --> 00:28:02,312 And I can't just turn it off. 484 00:28:05,132 --> 00:28:08,101 I want Jake. 485 00:28:25,943 --> 00:28:27,937 Then you will have him. 486 00:28:37,143 --> 00:28:45,268 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org