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Philip K. Dick's Electric Dreams
1x03 "The Commuter"

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We're out of teabags.

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- Any delays?
- A slight snarl up in Basingstoke.

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- Fuck Basingstoke.
- Yeah!

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This... this is not an
airport, that's your trouble.

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Yeah, but my dad said...

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Well, we're in Woking.

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I don't quite know how you've
done it, but we're in Woking.

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- You guys should really get a lift.
- Yeah, we really should.

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Hi.

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No, of course I can't come home.

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Of course I can't.

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Because I'm at work.

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Of course I do.

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No, of course I do.

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Please, don't shout.

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- Toilet's blocked. Yeah.
- Yes, sir. Yes.

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- Five-day return, please.
- Yes, coming right up.

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Where to?

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You look like you're having
a worse day than I am.

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Why are you looking at me like that?

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Do you want one?

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Erm, no thank you. I need the
destination of your ticket,

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and I'm afraid I need you
to extinguish that cigarette.

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Didn't I say? That's why I need this.

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It calms my vastly overheating brain.

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Macon Heights.

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- Macon Heights?
- That's right, Macon Heights.

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Erm... there's no such station.

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Check the computer. A
ticket to Macon Heights.

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I've worked here over 20 years, madam.

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M-A-C-O-N Heights.

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Erm, what train were you
considering getting?

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- Do you know the time?
- 5.19.

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I can also take the 1.19 or the 9.19.

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Oh, well, there you go. That's
the Alton train, you see.

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Stops at Brookwood, Ash Vale, Aldershot,
Farnham, Bentley and then... Ooh!

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There's no Macon Heights, I'm afraid.

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- Then she was gone?
- Yeah, some sort of trick, I think.

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- A sort of light thing?
- OK.

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- No, no.
- Still keeping that off, are you?

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I dream of passive smoking.

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Macon Heights.

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Yeah, I keep feeling I've heard
the name before somewhere.

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Ed, listen, I know I don't have
kids, I mean to ask, are you OK?

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Never better.

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See you tomorrow.

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- Did they call the police?
- She did.

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- I phoned you.
- I didn't think she'd call the police.

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- She'll not be pressing charges.
- Oh, good. That's good.

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But she is very upset. A 15-year-old

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girl, you understand
this, because it...

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Well, we are very sorry. Aren't we, Sam?

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- She laughed at me.
- There is going to come a point...

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No, there won't.

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- We won't let it.
- ...where we can't excuse him.

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I just got angry.

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And I understand...

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I shouldn't scare people.

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I shouldn't scare...

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Sam, I'm trying to
talk to you here, mate.

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I shouldn't scare people, but I do.

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I do, I do scare people.

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Wait a minute, have you
been raiding my...?

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Oh, pray silence for Louie Bellson.

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I used to listen to this
when you were little.

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Count how many notes he plays
in the next five seconds.

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Listen to that sax. Go on.

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Go on, count them. Go
on, count them, go on.

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You can't.

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Count them. You can't because
it's physically impossible.

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There's too many notes to count.

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It's... Did she say anything,
or do anything to provoke you?

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I forgot... sorry.

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OK, kiddo.

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Okie-doke.

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Come in.

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Please, madam.

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Please, sit down.

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- Sit.
- I just want to buy a ticket.

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- Why do I feel like I'm being.
- interviewed by Special Branch?

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Ed says you take the Alton train.

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- That's correct.
- The 9.19 train to Alton.

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The 9.19 or the 13.19 or the
17.19, but mostly the 9.19.

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How long is this trip?

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- How long does it take?
- 28 minutes precisely.

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Supposed to. Though, it has
recently become less reliable.

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What sort of place is Macon
Heights? How many live there?

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5,000. I don't know.

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And does it have a large employer?

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A brewery? A power station?

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- A call centre?
- No, nothing big like that.

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I work account at Bradshaw Insurance.

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What's the problem?

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This is a map of our local network.

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I will show you, in particular,
Farnham and then Bentley.

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Do you notice there are
no stops in between?

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OK, how the fuck did she do that?

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The train now standing at platform six

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is the 9.19 service to Portsmouth,

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calling at Farnham,
Bentley and Portsmouth.

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Are you on duty?

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No... No.

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Don't you lie to your mother!

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Don't hurt him.

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Sam, please. Please, please,
please, please, Sam.

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When you lose control,
does it feel like anger?

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No.

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Yes, it's, um..

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Does it feel different from
what normal anger feels like?

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- Yes.
- And how does it feel different?

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Does it feel sad?

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Yeah.

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OK. That's interesting, isn't it?

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Is it?

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Dad...?

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Sorry, sorry.

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Shall we leave it there for now?

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Yeah. Ed, Mary, can I have a word?

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- A word about what?
- Just some forms I want them to sign.

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Form a queue for the forms.

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Too many notes.

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OK. I'll just wait outside.

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With all the other crazy kids.

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I'm concerned about Sam.

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With the psychotic episodes
becoming more frequent,

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and the violence getting worse...

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it seems likely that his
condition is deteriorating.

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We need to start talking about
how to prepare for this.

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Does he frighten you?

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Well, I'm frightened for him...

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But does he frighten you?

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Sometimes, yeah...

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Does he frighten you?

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He's my son. My son doesn't frighten me.

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Do you remember...

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Do you remember when we first
met, we were introduced by, oh...

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- I've forgotten her name.
- On a train?

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And she said, "This is
Ed, he works in trains,

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"and this is Mary and she's on a train."

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Then she burst into hysterics
even though it wasn't that funny!

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It took me almost two months to
convince you out for a coffee!

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But I knew, I knew
that you were somebody

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I could build something with,

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- and it's turned out...
- He reminds me of you.

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That's why I can talk to him.

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The true you.

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Not the one with the fake
smile spread across your face.

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OK.

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And, actually...

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I'm more frightened of you when
you've got that fake smile on

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than I am of him.

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OK.

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The train now approaching platform six

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is the 9.19 train calling
at all stations to Alton...

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No. I'm not collecting tickets...

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I'm just a passenger.

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Yes, sir. We're all passengers here.

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Excuse me?

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Excuse me! You can't...

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Wait! Wait!

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Wait for me!

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We do a table service.

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Take a seat. What can I get for you?

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- Tea?
- How'd you like it?

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Ahem, milk, one sugar.

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I'll bring it right over.

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White, one sugar.

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And a piece of some apple cake I made.

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No charge. You look like
you could do with it.

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Right, thanks.

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Very much. Yeah.

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I've never seen someone look
so frightened by my cooking.

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- Actually, It's just divine.
- Divine?

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Yeah.

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I like divine.

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It's delicious.

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New in town?

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Yes.

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Well, not that I speak on
behalf of the town or anything,

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but I think you'll find a lot
of things divine around here.

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Oh, I'm sorry. We're just engaged.

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It's kind of... It's glorious.

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Oh, well, congratulations.

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Thank you, thank you.

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- She said yes!
- We're engaged!

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Hello!

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A man sits alone watching children play.

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In another world, I'd be worried.

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He reminds me of my boy.

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- Which one?
- The one at the back there.

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Not very physical, is he?

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Am I ill?

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Or are you a symptom of my illness?

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You see, that's a classic
negative response,

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from a classically negative man.

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Why not see the
possibilities of the place?

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What is this place?

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Macon Heights.

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Macon Heights is not
supposed to be here.

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Did that apple cake taste imaginary?

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Do those kids look imaginary?

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It exists, Ed, you just don't
want to believe it can exist.

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Cos it makes you happy, and
you're not used to being happy.

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Maybe this is the world as it should be.

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Cigarette?

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Maybe this is the world that you need.

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Your train home leaves at 20 past seven.

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Try to enjoy Macon
Heights until it does.

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Up you get.

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- Hiya. Good day?
- Hiya.

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Strange day.

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Go put your feet up.

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I'm making a chicken pie for dinner.

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- A bit of a treat.
- Right.

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Remember when we painted this room?

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I always thought we'd have a boy.

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Things happen, I guess.

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Or they don't.

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I love you.

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Still, though,

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seem to remember we
had fun trying, though.

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Oh!

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Thank you.

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Thank you, all.

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Any unattended baggage...

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_

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Yeah, I'm trying to locate
a reporter of yours.

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You don't team to have an
e-mail contact address.

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Erm, no, her name is Martine Jenkins.

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I need to know everything
about can about the place.

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Why?

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It's for a project.

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You do understand I'm a
journalist? We're a dying breed,

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but we generally have an
unerring sense of smell

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where bullshit is concerned.

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How many times have you been?

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Erm... HE CLEARS HIS THROAT.

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- Once.
- Oh, I'm impressed.

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Normally, people have been eight or
nine times before they look me up.

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What? I'm not the first, then?

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In my experience, the less I
explain, the better this is.

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This is for a town that doesn't exist.

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It's a town that almost existed.

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I think that's somehow different.

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There was such a lot to say about it.

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The pity was, I just couldn't get
a big piece printed up anywhere.

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What, they stopped you?

249
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Oh, no. There was no conspiracy,

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they just didn't think
it was interesting.

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A dreamer dreams big,
blows up, and he dies.

252
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He died?

253
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He won the bid, but there
were financial irregularities.

254
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Not corruption, just incompetence.

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I tried to visit, you know.

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Of course I have.

257
00:26:02,179 --> 00:26:05,133
An ideal town...

258
00:26:05,139 --> 00:26:07,973
that stays ideal...

259
00:26:07,979 --> 00:26:11,979
that can exist untouched by reality.

260
00:26:15,339 --> 00:26:17,613
But the door wouldn't open for me.

261
00:26:17,619 --> 00:26:21,253
Erm, who's this?

262
00:26:21,259 --> 00:26:23,533
That's his daughter, Linda.

263
00:26:23,539 --> 00:26:26,053
She found him in the woods.

264
00:26:26,059 --> 00:26:27,893
Overdosed.

265
00:26:27,899 --> 00:26:30,893
Two weeks after they took
the project away from him

266
00:26:30,899 --> 00:26:33,737
and gave it to the next bidder.

267
00:26:44,539 --> 00:26:46,533
You're just saying nothing, are you?

268
00:26:46,539 --> 00:26:47,307
What?

269
00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:49,613
You fuck off just before rush
hour, leave me on my Jones,

270
00:26:49,619 --> 00:26:53,373
and you're just saying
nothing? Where'd you go?

271
00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:55,493
You doing something you shouldn't?

272
00:26:55,499 --> 00:26:57,693
No, no.

273
00:26:57,699 --> 00:27:00,693
Once a family's broken,
it doesn't get mended.

274
00:27:00,699 --> 00:27:03,213
Three kids by three different
mothers, remember?

275
00:27:03,219 --> 00:27:05,533
- Three kids?
- Yes.

276
00:27:05,539 --> 00:27:09,539
I think I know how many
children I've got.

277
00:27:10,179 --> 00:27:12,013
I have to go.

278
00:27:12,019 --> 00:27:14,933
- I'll take it as annual leave.
- What?

279
00:27:14,939 --> 00:27:18,533
Ed? Ed, it's too late for
me to arrange cover.

280
00:27:18,539 --> 00:27:22,539
You can't just go!

281
00:27:23,859 --> 00:27:25,253
Ed!

282
00:27:25,259 --> 00:27:27,453
Ed! Stop the train!

283
00:27:27,459 --> 00:27:31,459
Hey!

284
00:27:37,419 --> 00:27:40,268
It's quite addictive, isn't it.

285
00:27:41,459 --> 00:27:43,013
Sorry?

286
00:27:43,019 --> 00:27:47,019
Watching the world go by.

287
00:28:03,059 --> 00:28:05,133
- You came back.
- I did.

288
00:28:05,139 --> 00:28:08,133
I'm so pleased. I made a ginger
cake today that you're going to love.

289
00:28:08,139 --> 00:28:10,333
Then I will have that...

290
00:28:10,339 --> 00:28:14,845
and... I was about to say
a cup of hot chocolate.

291
00:28:15,019 --> 00:28:19,019
Hot chocolate and ginger
cake is a tasty combination.

292
00:28:36,259 --> 00:28:40,259
Feels better, doesn't it?

293
00:28:40,539 --> 00:28:44,539
Warning, this can get quite addictive.

294
00:28:46,139 --> 00:28:49,853
- My Ginger cake.
- Oh.

295
00:28:49,859 --> 00:28:52,677
Thank you.

296
00:29:02,979 --> 00:29:05,493
Oh, sorry. We're just engaged.

297
00:29:05,499 --> 00:29:08,293
It's kind of... It's glorious.

298
00:29:08,299 --> 00:29:12,299
- Sorry, I don't understand.
- Thank you! Thank you.

299
00:29:37,859 --> 00:29:41,859
Come on.

300
00:30:08,899 --> 00:30:12,899
Dad.

301
00:30:34,219 --> 00:30:36,516
Mary.

302
00:30:39,179 --> 00:30:41,773
What's the matter?

303
00:30:41,779 --> 00:30:45,779
Just thinking about
what could have been.

304
00:30:47,059 --> 00:30:49,973
What could have been doesn't exist.

305
00:30:49,979 --> 00:30:53,979
There is only what is,
and that's you and me.

306
00:30:56,819 --> 00:31:00,819
And that's good enough for me.

307
00:34:16,179 --> 00:34:17,601
Couldn't you sleep?

308
00:34:19,259 --> 00:34:23,259
What are you doing with all
these? What are all these?

309
00:34:26,099 --> 00:34:28,133
Do you remember when we first met?

310
00:34:28,140 --> 00:34:30,134
On a train?

311
00:34:30,140 --> 00:34:33,134
A woman introduced us and
said, "Here's Ed, he's in trains,

312
00:34:33,139 --> 00:34:37,139
- "and here's Mary, she's on one."
- And what happened after that?

313
00:34:38,179 --> 00:34:41,653
We fell in love, didn't
we? Simple as that.

314
00:34:41,659 --> 00:34:45,659
Ed? Are you OK?

315
00:34:45,899 --> 00:34:47,493
Ed?

316
00:34:47,499 --> 00:34:49,693
Where are you going?

317
00:34:49,699 --> 00:34:52,653
Ed? Ed, there's been a
problem and Basingstoke.

318
00:34:52,659 --> 00:34:55,413
- Fuck Basingstoke.
- Yeah, but it does need sorting.

319
00:34:55,419 --> 00:34:59,935
- Can we get some ETAs on?
- I said fuck Basingstoke!

320
00:35:09,134 --> 00:35:11,094
Are you angry?

321
00:35:11,790 --> 00:35:13,097
Or upset?

322
00:35:14,150 --> 00:35:16,064
Or mad?

323
00:35:16,070 --> 00:35:18,496
Or sane?

324
00:35:20,830 --> 00:35:23,455
What are you, Ed, do you think?

325
00:35:27,110 --> 00:35:31,104
Excuse me, I'm looking for
Linda, do you know Linda?

326
00:35:31,110 --> 00:35:35,104
No, she wasn't called
Linda, she was called Jane.

327
00:35:35,110 --> 00:35:37,224
- Lung cancer, you see.
- What?

328
00:35:37,230 --> 00:35:39,144
- Lung cancer.
- This is important.

329
00:35:39,150 --> 00:35:41,064
I'm looking for Linda.

330
00:35:41,070 --> 00:35:43,184
I'm sorry, but you have me
mixed up with another man.

331
00:35:43,190 --> 00:35:45,584
Go home, they said, and
then I found home.

332
00:35:45,590 --> 00:35:47,344
They said you'd be able to help?

333
00:35:47,350 --> 00:35:49,864
They said you were new and helpful.

334
00:35:49,870 --> 00:35:52,984
Are you a helpful man? They're
going to let him die, aren't they?

335
00:35:52,990 --> 00:35:56,064
Why would they let him die?

336
00:36:12,630 --> 00:36:14,704
It's you, thank God!

337
00:36:14,710 --> 00:36:17,584
Please, help me, I'm looking for Linda.

338
00:36:17,590 --> 00:36:19,224
A mistake has been made.

339
00:36:19,230 --> 00:36:21,584
You're looking in a bit
of a mess, aren't you?

340
00:36:21,590 --> 00:36:25,590
I'll fetch a cake and one
of your hot chocolates.

341
00:36:34,950 --> 00:36:37,024
Please, please, help me.

342
00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:39,864
Do you know where I can find Linda?

343
00:36:39,870 --> 00:36:42,904
No, love. I'm not sure I can
find much at all, really.

344
00:36:42,910 --> 00:36:44,424
What is this place?

345
00:36:44,430 --> 00:36:48,184
- Macon Heights.
- But what's happened to it?

346
00:36:48,190 --> 00:36:49,944
You did.

347
00:36:49,950 --> 00:36:51,904
The truth did.

348
00:36:51,910 --> 00:36:54,624
And we want it back the way we had it.

349
00:36:54,630 --> 00:36:56,664
Well, I-I just want to find Linda.

350
00:36:56,670 --> 00:37:00,670
I just want to get my boy back.

351
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,264
He told me he had a knife.

352
00:37:07,270 --> 00:37:09,264
He told me I had to follow him.

353
00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:11,704
- Oh.
- This older man, he took me off the path.

354
00:37:11,710 --> 00:37:14,664
I was 14, I was walking
home just through the park

355
00:37:14,670 --> 00:37:16,544
and there was a bit in the fence

356
00:37:16,550 --> 00:37:18,584
that was broken and
he pulled me through,

357
00:37:18,590 --> 00:37:20,544
pulled me by the railway tracks.

358
00:37:20,550 --> 00:37:23,504
He started to touch me, he
started to touch my breasts

359
00:37:23,510 --> 00:37:25,504
and no-one had ever
touched me there before.

360
00:37:25,510 --> 00:37:27,344
I think I need to tell you my story.

361
00:37:27,350 --> 00:37:29,664
Sorry, I-I-I don't want
to hear your stories.

362
00:37:29,670 --> 00:37:31,384
I think a part of you does.

363
00:37:31,390 --> 00:37:35,390
A part of you has to... understand
it, understand what this place is.

364
00:37:36,750 --> 00:37:39,024
She took my son.

365
00:37:39,030 --> 00:37:42,024
I need to get him back.

366
00:37:42,030 --> 00:37:44,544
Was he in pain?

367
00:37:44,550 --> 00:37:47,073
She's very good with pain.

368
00:37:49,470 --> 00:37:53,470
When later I fell in
love and I tried to...

369
00:37:53,830 --> 00:37:57,830
It just didn't work and
this... this is better.

370
00:37:58,630 --> 00:38:01,584
What was your son's name?

371
00:38:01,590 --> 00:38:03,424
Sam.

372
00:38:03,430 --> 00:38:06,064
S-S-Sammy.

373
00:38:06,070 --> 00:38:08,704
A nice name.

374
00:38:08,710 --> 00:38:12,384
I was frightened of him.

375
00:38:12,390 --> 00:38:14,064
No.

376
00:38:14,070 --> 00:38:18,070
No more of that, not here.

377
00:38:25,750 --> 00:38:27,584
Coffee and walnut cake

378
00:38:27,590 --> 00:38:30,748
made just the way my
mum used to make it.

379
00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:39,628
You'll remember where to find her.

380
00:38:47,470 --> 00:38:50,144
Sorry, we're just
engaged, it's kind of...

381
00:38:50,150 --> 00:38:51,904
It's glorious.

382
00:38:51,910 --> 00:38:55,744
Just stay out of my way.

383
00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:59,750
Thank you. Thank you!

384
00:39:31,110 --> 00:39:33,544
A lot of people forget I
work at Bradshaw Insurance,

385
00:39:33,550 --> 00:39:35,864
so kudos for that.

386
00:39:35,870 --> 00:39:39,005
I always tell them but
they generally forget.

387
00:39:39,550 --> 00:39:42,653
- How can I help?
- You've made a mistake.

388
00:39:43,350 --> 00:39:46,187
I'm not one of these people.

389
00:39:52,430 --> 00:39:56,430
And I need everything back,
just the way it was before.

390
00:40:27,550 --> 00:40:29,833
I take it they're not real.

391
00:40:31,230 --> 00:40:34,824
- Aren't they?
- Nor are your engaged couple.

392
00:40:34,830 --> 00:40:38,344
Bashed into me in the
street three times now.

393
00:40:38,350 --> 00:40:41,024
A bit disingenuous.

394
00:40:41,030 --> 00:40:44,664
Claiming your son reminded
you of the kid at the back.

395
00:40:44,670 --> 00:40:47,264
The way I understand it,
he'd be at the front.

396
00:40:47,270 --> 00:40:50,424
Probably ripping the kite to pieces.

397
00:40:50,430 --> 00:40:53,302
Sit down, Ed.

398
00:40:59,030 --> 00:41:01,264
I want my son back.

399
00:41:01,270 --> 00:41:04,744
I'm not sure you do.

400
00:41:04,750 --> 00:41:08,704
People can't just be extinguished.

401
00:41:08,710 --> 00:41:12,344
I have three rationalisations
I always give.

402
00:41:12,350 --> 00:41:14,744
First, it's the damage that's
been done to yourself.

403
00:41:14,750 --> 00:41:15,864
OK, right, enough...

404
00:41:15,870 --> 00:41:19,064
Second, it's the damage that's
been done to others and third,

405
00:41:19,070 --> 00:41:21,224
perhaps most important,

406
00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:25,143
is the damage that's done to him
or her, the subject, if you like.

407
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:26,069
Fuck you.

408
00:41:26,076 --> 00:41:28,824
Husbands wanting their wives
to go through that final round

409
00:41:28,830 --> 00:41:31,624
of painful chemotherapy.

410
00:41:31,630 --> 00:41:35,630
Children wanting their mums to
go on living despite the pain.

411
00:41:36,510 --> 00:41:40,510
So the answer to life's problems
is to stop living in reality?

412
00:41:41,510 --> 00:41:45,510
Your son was a shit son and
you were a shit father to him.

413
00:41:46,390 --> 00:41:47,824
What's great about that reality?

414
00:41:47,830 --> 00:41:49,904
You don't understand.

415
00:41:49,910 --> 00:41:51,104
There were moments of joy.

416
00:41:51,110 --> 00:41:55,110
There were moments of
incredible happiness.

417
00:41:56,110 --> 00:41:59,904
When Sam was happy, there was joy.

418
00:41:59,910 --> 00:42:02,144
You don't deny you
dreamt of another life.

419
00:42:02,150 --> 00:42:06,150
Dreaming is not the same
as wishing it's true.

420
00:42:13,390 --> 00:42:17,390
I want to see my son
grow up to be a man.

421
00:42:26,070 --> 00:42:29,104
I can tell you his story will
just get sadder and sadder.

422
00:42:29,110 --> 00:42:32,110
Then that should be my story, too.

423
00:42:34,350 --> 00:42:36,824
It will break you...

424
00:42:36,830 --> 00:42:39,092
and it'll break your wife.

425
00:42:40,070 --> 00:42:42,704
He'll go to jail.

426
00:42:42,710 --> 00:42:45,304
He'll do terrible things.

427
00:42:45,310 --> 00:42:47,624
You'll do terrible things.

428
00:42:47,630 --> 00:42:49,424
You'll all be so unhappy.

429
00:42:49,430 --> 00:42:51,264
Then that is how it shall be.

430
00:42:51,270 --> 00:42:55,184
Adopt, foster, find another
child that needs you.

431
00:42:55,190 --> 00:42:58,704
Engage in new possibilities, a new life.

432
00:42:58,710 --> 00:43:00,104
You can rewrite everything.

433
00:43:00,110 --> 00:43:02,704
We had a child,

434
00:43:02,710 --> 00:43:04,304
I'd like him back.

435
00:43:04,310 --> 00:43:05,744
This is just guilt.

436
00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:07,264
No.

437
00:43:07,270 --> 00:43:10,104
This is love.

438
00:43:10,110 --> 00:43:13,144
He's what I made, we made.

439
00:43:13,150 --> 00:43:16,122
This... is love.

440
00:43:17,750 --> 00:43:20,232
You almost sound convinced.

441
00:43:21,590 --> 00:43:24,344
- I can force your hand.
- No, you can't.

442
00:43:24,350 --> 00:43:28,304
They will have to come and travel
through my station to get to.

443
00:43:28,310 --> 00:43:31,184
Macon Heights. I'll tell them
what they're going to lose,

444
00:43:31,190 --> 00:43:33,064
a life without truth.

445
00:43:33,070 --> 00:43:34,464
That won't stop all of them.

446
00:43:34,470 --> 00:43:36,104
It'll stop some of them.

447
00:43:36,110 --> 00:43:38,864
How many is too many?

448
00:43:38,870 --> 00:43:42,584
You would deny them the
possibility of happiness?

449
00:43:42,590 --> 00:43:44,542
Of all there is here.

450
00:43:45,190 --> 00:43:49,190
You think that this is happiness?

451
00:43:50,390 --> 00:43:54,384
I think it's as close
as some people can get.

452
00:43:54,390 --> 00:43:56,671
You included.

453
00:43:57,750 --> 00:44:01,750
And me.

454
00:44:03,750 --> 00:44:06,784
I love my son.

455
00:44:10,470 --> 00:44:13,324
You made the wrong choice, Ed.

456
00:44:17,910 --> 00:44:21,910
I wish I could have saved you.

457
00:44:58,230 --> 00:45:00,523
I tried to leave once.

458
00:45:01,390 --> 00:45:03,125
Couldn't do it.

459
00:45:05,230 --> 00:45:07,944
I pity you.

460
00:45:07,950 --> 00:45:10,159
And I envy you.

461
00:45:11,710 --> 00:45:14,944
What's your story, then?

462
00:45:14,950 --> 00:45:17,784
What did this place fix?

463
00:45:17,790 --> 00:45:20,333
I did damage to your children.

464
00:45:23,270 --> 00:45:26,111
Does that make you want to hurt me?

465
00:45:26,950 --> 00:45:30,950
It makes me want to hurt myself.

466
00:45:31,630 --> 00:45:34,351
I want to see my son again.

467
00:45:35,350 --> 00:45:36,734
Good on you.

468
00:45:37,710 --> 00:45:39,441
Some of us...

469
00:45:40,793 --> 00:45:44,790
have no choice but to need this place.

470
00:46:32,590 --> 00:46:36,590
Hiya. It's just me.

471
00:46:54,578 --> 00:47:00,304
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