1 00:00:04,514 --> 00:00:07,222 I'm trying to decide whether I'm happy or sad. 2 00:00:09,107 --> 00:00:11,347 None of us really see things as they are. 3 00:00:11,371 --> 00:00:12,832 We see things as we are. 4 00:00:13,811 --> 00:00:16,092 This is Jane Chapman. She's new here. 5 00:00:16,116 --> 00:00:17,574 - Hi. - Welcome! 6 00:00:19,120 --> 00:00:20,942 You're... so nice. 7 00:00:20,967 --> 00:00:23,661 This is Monterey. We pound people with nice. 8 00:00:23,686 --> 00:00:24,817 To death. 9 00:00:26,920 --> 00:00:29,327 An autopsy is still being conducted 10 00:00:29,352 --> 00:00:31,809 to ascertain the exact cause of death. 11 00:00:32,394 --> 00:00:35,061 The injuries were many, and they were severe. 12 00:00:35,686 --> 00:00:37,543 We're talking multiple broken bones. 13 00:00:37,728 --> 00:00:39,973 There's clearly a lot of bad blood in this community. 14 00:00:40,748 --> 00:00:43,039 Someone hurt Amabella. 15 00:00:43,297 --> 00:00:44,828 This could get ugly. 16 00:00:44,853 --> 00:00:46,603 Ticking bomb. I'll leave it at that. 17 00:00:46,628 --> 00:00:48,035 You're dead in this town. 18 00:00:49,187 --> 00:00:52,364 So I take it that Ziggy's father isn't exactly a good guy. 19 00:00:52,563 --> 00:00:53,700 Where is he? 20 00:00:54,143 --> 00:00:56,223 No, I know that I'll never be over it. 21 00:00:57,352 --> 00:00:58,870 Something had to be wrong. 22 00:00:58,895 --> 00:01:01,512 We have this... dirty secret. 23 00:01:02,428 --> 00:01:04,395 When are you gonna leave him, Celeste? 24 00:01:05,284 --> 00:01:06,953 I'm now one of those people 25 00:01:06,978 --> 00:01:09,453 I swore I would never turn myself into. 26 00:01:09,478 --> 00:01:11,098 She can't just let us all get along... 27 00:01:11,123 --> 00:01:13,160 I said, "Thank you!" 28 00:01:13,653 --> 00:01:15,703 You don't want anyone getting hurt, do we? 29 00:01:15,728 --> 00:01:17,659 - You threatening me? - They bully. 30 00:01:17,684 --> 00:01:19,700 It's human nature. They grow out of it. 31 00:01:19,725 --> 00:01:21,182 Sometimes, they don't. 32 00:01:22,451 --> 00:01:24,293 Sometimes, I'm just holding onto 33 00:01:24,318 --> 00:01:26,911 this idea of perfection so tight, 34 00:01:26,936 --> 00:01:28,262 something has to give. 35 00:01:30,276 --> 00:01:32,496 We all do bad things sometimes. 36 00:02:00,521 --> 00:02:02,161 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 37 00:02:16,811 --> 00:02:19,102 ? Did you ever want it? ? 38 00:02:21,369 --> 00:02:23,661 ? Did you want it bad? ? 39 00:02:23,686 --> 00:02:25,478 ? Oh, my ? 40 00:02:27,853 --> 00:02:29,978 ? It tears me apart ? 41 00:02:34,311 --> 00:02:36,478 ? We can try to hide it ? 42 00:02:38,451 --> 00:02:41,159 ? It's all the same ? 43 00:02:41,184 --> 00:02:44,215 ? I've been losing you ? 44 00:02:45,362 --> 00:02:47,696 ? One day at a time ? 45 00:02:50,369 --> 00:02:51,661 ? And I know ? 46 00:02:51,694 --> 00:02:55,727 ? In my heart, in this cold heart ? 47 00:02:56,135 --> 00:03:00,510 ? I can live or I can die ? 48 00:03:00,535 --> 00:03:04,602 ? I believe if I just try ? 49 00:03:04,627 --> 00:03:09,585 ? You believe in you and I ? 50 00:03:12,193 --> 00:03:15,109 ? In you and I ? 51 00:03:16,770 --> 00:03:20,227 ? In you and I ? 52 00:03:21,227 --> 00:03:24,461 ? In you and I ? 53 00:04:47,227 --> 00:04:49,827 Celeste. Celeste! 54 00:04:49,851 --> 00:04:53,164 Oh my God. 55 00:04:53,189 --> 00:04:55,758 I just... 56 00:04:56,758 --> 00:04:58,049 I was having a nightmare. 57 00:04:58,074 --> 00:04:59,844 Oh. Shouldn't they be awake? 58 00:04:59,978 --> 00:05:02,157 Oh my god. Oh... 59 00:05:02,994 --> 00:05:06,036 Yeah. Josh. Max. Up we go. We overslept. 60 00:05:06,061 --> 00:05:07,877 C'mon, c'mon, c'mon. Let's go. 61 00:05:07,902 --> 00:05:09,422 - We're in a rush. - Come on, soldiers. 62 00:05:09,446 --> 00:05:11,446 - Quick, quick, quick. - Morning, Grandma. 63 00:05:11,470 --> 00:05:13,365 Protein bar breakfast in the car. 64 00:05:13,567 --> 00:05:15,972 Your favorite. 65 00:05:15,997 --> 00:05:18,333 I have to go to town. I can drop you off. 66 00:05:18,358 --> 00:05:21,691 Oh... Thanks, Mary Louise. 67 00:05:25,875 --> 00:05:27,528 What was it about? 68 00:05:28,267 --> 00:05:29,392 Your nightmare. 69 00:05:29,529 --> 00:05:31,528 Oh, it was stupid. 70 00:05:32,485 --> 00:05:33,735 Nothing, really. 71 00:05:35,530 --> 00:05:36,739 You said "rape". 72 00:05:38,401 --> 00:05:39,401 What? 73 00:05:40,388 --> 00:05:41,728 Something about a rape. 74 00:05:45,704 --> 00:05:46,704 Huh. 75 00:05:54,008 --> 00:05:55,925 Can I have some water, please? 76 00:06:10,652 --> 00:06:12,995 ? And I don't give a damn about my reputation ? 77 00:06:15,252 --> 00:06:18,536 ? Never said I wanted to improve my station ? 78 00:06:19,895 --> 00:06:22,269 ? And I'm only doin' good when I'm havin' fun ? 79 00:06:22,294 --> 00:06:24,528 ? And I don't have to please no one ? 80 00:06:24,675 --> 00:06:27,967 ? And I don't give a damn 'bout my bad reputation ? 81 00:06:29,411 --> 00:06:31,161 - ? Oh, no ? - ? No, no, no, no, no, no ? 82 00:06:31,186 --> 00:06:33,325 Okay, I'm putting this in your small pocket, okay? 83 00:06:33,350 --> 00:06:34,350 Yep. 84 00:06:34,375 --> 00:06:36,295 - ? ...My reputation ? - ? Reputation ? 85 00:06:36,319 --> 00:06:37,536 First day of school! 86 00:06:39,061 --> 00:06:41,232 Stop! Hey, Max, you idiot! 87 00:06:41,257 --> 00:06:43,202 Hey, hey, boys come on. Keep it down, would you? 88 00:06:43,227 --> 00:06:44,359 I can't hear myself think. 89 00:06:44,384 --> 00:06:45,944 Then just don't think, Mom. 90 00:06:45,968 --> 00:06:47,494 - Give it back, you idiot! - Hey! 91 00:06:47,519 --> 00:06:48,625 - Stop! - Give it back! 92 00:06:48,650 --> 00:06:50,010 Hey! Quiet! 93 00:06:54,136 --> 00:06:55,303 Fine young men 94 00:06:55,328 --> 00:06:57,495 don't suddenly become fine young men 95 00:06:57,691 --> 00:06:59,941 all of sudden in a whoosh, you know. 96 00:07:01,116 --> 00:07:03,328 It starts with being fine young boys. 97 00:07:03,353 --> 00:07:05,609 And part of being a fine young boy 98 00:07:05,873 --> 00:07:08,453 is listening and respecting your mother. 99 00:07:08,914 --> 00:07:10,632 She works so hard for you. 100 00:07:10,811 --> 00:07:13,144 That's why the sun shines on her so. 101 00:07:15,227 --> 00:07:16,851 Thank you, Mary Louise. 102 00:07:21,968 --> 00:07:23,568 I have two showings, 103 00:07:23,592 --> 00:07:24,953 I have Abigail's college advisor, 104 00:07:24,978 --> 00:07:26,298 not to mention all this scrutiny. 105 00:07:26,322 --> 00:07:28,161 - It's just gonna be a day. - What scrutiny? 106 00:07:28,186 --> 00:07:29,986 Ed, this is the first day of school. 107 00:07:30,010 --> 00:07:32,686 We have to earn our good-mom badges all over again. 108 00:07:32,711 --> 00:07:34,685 "Has she gotten fatter over the summer? 109 00:07:34,710 --> 00:07:37,373 Does she look older?" These questions get asked, Ed, 110 00:07:37,398 --> 00:07:39,519 and we all get judged all over again. 111 00:07:39,703 --> 00:07:41,943 It's a complete double standard 'cause if a dad shows up, 112 00:07:41,968 --> 00:07:43,528 they're like, "Wow, there's a dad here. 113 00:07:43,552 --> 00:07:45,478 He's involved". But with the moms... 114 00:07:45,503 --> 00:07:47,536 it just makes me wanna blow. 115 00:07:47,561 --> 00:07:48,561 Boom! 116 00:07:48,586 --> 00:07:50,953 Oh my god. Chloe. Goddammit! 117 00:07:50,978 --> 00:07:52,244 Just right there. 118 00:07:52,268 --> 00:07:53,453 I need to get right there. 119 00:07:53,478 --> 00:07:54,494 Chloe... 120 00:07:54,519 --> 00:07:55,745 Could you please turn it down? 121 00:07:55,770 --> 00:07:57,161 Let second grade begin. 122 00:07:58,978 --> 00:08:02,774 ? This is our bump in the road ? 123 00:08:03,186 --> 00:08:06,368 ? Love's last episode ? 124 00:08:07,770 --> 00:08:11,369 ? There's nowhere to go ? 125 00:08:11,394 --> 00:08:12,828 ? Oh no ? 126 00:08:12,853 --> 00:08:15,235 ? You made your choice ? 127 00:08:16,144 --> 00:08:19,415 ? Now it's up to me ? 128 00:08:20,376 --> 00:08:24,661 ? To bow out gracefully ? 129 00:08:24,686 --> 00:08:27,661 ? Though you hold the key ? 130 00:08:27,686 --> 00:08:29,251 ? But, baby ? 131 00:08:30,032 --> 00:08:34,343 ? Whenever you call me, I'll be there ? 132 00:08:34,368 --> 00:08:38,494 ? Whenever you want me, I'll be there ? 133 00:08:38,519 --> 00:08:42,327 ? Whenever you need me, I'll be there ? 134 00:08:42,352 --> 00:08:44,603 Welcome back to our wonderful, 135 00:08:44,628 --> 00:08:46,359 wonderful Otter Bay. 136 00:08:46,384 --> 00:08:48,411 Gosh, I always so love the sound of that. 137 00:08:48,436 --> 00:08:50,227 Let's all say that together, shall we? 138 00:08:50,252 --> 00:08:53,562 Wonderful, wonderful Otter Bay. 139 00:08:53,587 --> 00:08:55,620 Here we go. Now, gang... 140 00:08:55,644 --> 00:08:58,077 since we ask our children to sing this song every year, 141 00:08:58,102 --> 00:09:00,352 I think it's high time we sing it with them, 142 00:09:00,377 --> 00:09:02,870 so everybody let out their inner otter, 143 00:09:02,895 --> 00:09:04,345 and sing along. 144 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:06,453 ? Otter Bay ? 145 00:09:06,478 --> 00:09:09,054 ? Otter Bay, it's the best place of them all ? 146 00:09:09,079 --> 00:09:11,329 Very impressive. We're in the key of F, Madeline. 147 00:09:12,251 --> 00:09:13,651 ? To start our day ? 148 00:09:13,675 --> 00:09:15,536 ? When we rise up with a snort ? 149 00:09:16,795 --> 00:09:20,286 ? With dance and song and sport ? 150 00:09:21,795 --> 00:09:27,331 ? Oh, to be a little otter in the bay ? 151 00:09:27,356 --> 00:09:30,820 Yes! Oh, you got my otter heart going! Thank you! 152 00:09:31,825 --> 00:09:33,866 Warren. 153 00:09:34,254 --> 00:09:36,414 Really pushing the school spirit this year, aren't you? 154 00:09:36,438 --> 00:09:38,303 Well, it's my otter blood, Madeline. 155 00:09:38,481 --> 00:09:40,953 - Hi, Madeline Martha Mackenzie. - Lisa Coolidge. 156 00:09:40,978 --> 00:09:43,018 Anyway, it was a beautiful service, Warren. 157 00:09:43,043 --> 00:09:44,185 Well, thank you, Madeline, 158 00:09:44,209 --> 00:09:46,278 I like to think of it more as an assembly. 159 00:09:46,303 --> 00:09:48,745 A service is for when someone dies, 160 00:09:48,770 --> 00:09:50,442 you know, like a school fundraiser. 161 00:09:50,828 --> 00:09:52,953 You're not seriously gonna go there, are you? 162 00:09:53,199 --> 00:09:55,010 My hope is that you don't go there, Madeline. 163 00:09:55,035 --> 00:09:57,161 Now, let's remember a lot of last year's mishigas 164 00:09:57,186 --> 00:09:59,278 were lovingly stirred up by you. 165 00:10:00,145 --> 00:10:01,811 Anybody want a red velvet? 166 00:10:01,836 --> 00:10:04,018 - Melissa! - Cupcake? 167 00:10:04,043 --> 00:10:05,895 I'll take one for each thigh. 168 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:07,920 - Absolutely. - I don't even like to chew. 169 00:10:07,944 --> 00:10:09,119 I just shove 'em down. 170 00:10:09,317 --> 00:10:11,995 Maybe you can give one to Warren so he can shove it too. 171 00:10:12,020 --> 00:10:15,106 And we're off. 172 00:10:15,286 --> 00:10:17,206 - Bonnie. - It's a classy crop of moms, 173 00:10:17,230 --> 00:10:18,237 these ones. 174 00:10:18,411 --> 00:10:19,411 Those gluten-free? 175 00:10:19,436 --> 00:10:20,746 Tahoe was good? 176 00:10:20,771 --> 00:10:23,228 Uh, yeah, it was good. Nathan caught a lot of fish. 177 00:10:23,670 --> 00:10:25,068 - Wow. - And I hear you're selling 178 00:10:25,093 --> 00:10:26,826 houses like crazy. That's very cool. 179 00:10:26,851 --> 00:10:29,264 Oh my gosh, in Monterey, it is like printing money. 180 00:10:29,289 --> 00:10:30,889 I should have done this years ago. 181 00:10:32,443 --> 00:10:34,186 - I'm gonna go find Skye. - Okay. 182 00:10:36,107 --> 00:10:38,278 Okay. Are you two fighting? 183 00:10:38,303 --> 00:10:40,879 Uh, no. Actually, I almost wish we were. 184 00:10:40,904 --> 00:10:45,244 No, she's... she's been acting like that for a while now. 185 00:10:45,269 --> 00:10:46,451 Acting like what? 186 00:10:47,532 --> 00:10:49,873 Shut down. Like, withdrawn. 187 00:10:50,209 --> 00:10:51,850 Oh, you mean you're not having sex. 188 00:10:52,328 --> 00:10:54,598 Okay, don't forget that Abigail has her college counselor 189 00:10:54,623 --> 00:10:55,835 - meeting at 2:00 p.m. - Yeah, yeah, I got your... 190 00:10:55,859 --> 00:10:57,828 I got your emails. Six of them this morning. 191 00:10:57,853 --> 00:11:00,021 - Good. Thank you. - This is her future, Nathan. 192 00:11:00,203 --> 00:11:01,451 Nice to be back. 193 00:11:02,078 --> 00:11:03,661 I'm told that my daughter, Amabella, 194 00:11:03,686 --> 00:11:06,186 is going to be in your class. So exciting. 195 00:11:06,211 --> 00:11:07,607 Yes, very nice to meet you. 196 00:11:07,632 --> 00:11:12,119 Um, she has an IQ of 152. Genius level, right. 197 00:11:12,144 --> 00:11:14,411 That's a very high number. Life's about give and take. 198 00:11:14,436 --> 00:11:16,357 I expect you to take care of my daughter. 199 00:11:16,522 --> 00:11:19,326 Pay special attention. And, again, welcome. 200 00:11:20,306 --> 00:11:23,536 Um, oh, oh, oh. And... 201 00:11:23,561 --> 00:11:26,119 my Amabella was bullied last year. 202 00:11:26,144 --> 00:11:29,020 I mean, in like, biting and choking. 203 00:11:29,045 --> 00:11:32,369 So, we're gonna make sure that doesn't happen again. 204 00:11:32,394 --> 00:11:34,936 Oh. 205 00:11:34,961 --> 00:11:36,732 Oops. Sorry. 206 00:11:37,042 --> 00:11:38,376 Sorry. 207 00:11:38,486 --> 00:11:40,578 Here's my problem with the whole meditation thing. 208 00:11:40,603 --> 00:11:42,036 It's like you shut out the world, 209 00:11:42,061 --> 00:11:43,461 but you also shut out your friends, 210 00:11:43,485 --> 00:11:44,607 which is a little bit weird. 211 00:11:44,632 --> 00:11:47,745 And also, does she look funny? Something's not right. 212 00:11:47,770 --> 00:11:49,561 - Are you talking about Bonnie? - Uh-huh. 213 00:11:51,061 --> 00:11:54,373 Like, she's off. But she was off before she went to Tahoe. 214 00:11:54,487 --> 00:11:55,654 Unplugged is one thing, 215 00:11:55,679 --> 00:11:57,828 but unhinged is a total other thing. 216 00:11:57,853 --> 00:12:00,119 Hey! Asshole! Hey! 217 00:12:00,144 --> 00:12:02,192 - Oh, hon. - Why are you cutting me off? 218 00:12:02,217 --> 00:12:03,944 - Honey. The horn. The horn. - Dick! I just think we... 219 00:12:03,968 --> 00:12:04,968 Oh, yeah, sorry. 220 00:12:05,436 --> 00:12:07,144 Once I lean in, you know how I am. 221 00:12:07,169 --> 00:12:09,369 - Indeed. - I think we need to talk to her 222 00:12:09,394 --> 00:12:10,811 and see where her head is at. 223 00:12:10,836 --> 00:12:12,826 - Do you? - Do you want to get a coffee? 224 00:12:13,537 --> 00:12:15,661 By the way, did you see Renata 225 00:12:15,686 --> 00:12:17,870 getting up that new teacher's ass? 226 00:12:17,895 --> 00:12:20,020 I thought she was gonna have to pull out her snorkel. 227 00:12:20,045 --> 00:12:22,244 Easy. I'm gonna go to the ladies' room, 228 00:12:22,269 --> 00:12:24,521 - can you get me an Americano? - Will do. 229 00:12:25,452 --> 00:12:26,990 - Hey, Bruna. - Hey, Madeline. 230 00:12:27,015 --> 00:12:29,495 Wow, do you sell weed? It smells like weed over here. 231 00:12:29,519 --> 00:12:31,319 - Keep the change. - Thank you so much. 232 00:12:31,343 --> 00:12:33,063 Can I get an Americano 233 00:12:33,087 --> 00:12:34,172 and a bran muffin? 234 00:12:34,295 --> 00:12:36,462 - ...that's a thing? - Mary Louise? 235 00:12:38,561 --> 00:12:40,077 - Hi. I'm Madeline. - Hi. 236 00:12:40,102 --> 00:12:41,607 - Madeline! So nice to - Yes. 237 00:12:41,632 --> 00:12:43,392 - see you again. - I'm Celeste's friend. Yes. 238 00:12:43,484 --> 00:12:44,536 How have you been? 239 00:12:44,561 --> 00:12:46,380 Good, good. The kids are good. 240 00:12:46,496 --> 00:12:48,630 - How are you? - I can't complain. 241 00:12:49,378 --> 00:12:51,044 Actually, I can. 242 00:12:54,386 --> 00:12:55,595 My son is dead. 243 00:12:58,603 --> 00:13:01,536 But Celeste tells me that you continue to be so helpful 244 00:13:01,561 --> 00:13:03,269 with her and the boys and... 245 00:13:03,630 --> 00:13:05,441 She should just get a proper housekeeper. 246 00:13:05,466 --> 00:13:07,841 - You're very short. - Excuse me? 247 00:13:07,866 --> 00:13:09,693 I don't mean it in a negative way. 248 00:13:09,718 --> 00:13:10,926 Oh. 249 00:13:11,701 --> 00:13:12,990 Maybe I do. 250 00:13:13,744 --> 00:13:17,629 I find little people to be untrustworthy. 251 00:13:18,553 --> 00:13:21,595 My apologies. It's just that I'm... 252 00:13:22,954 --> 00:13:25,703 I pride myself on being a very good judge of character, 253 00:13:25,728 --> 00:13:29,176 but you have always presented such a difficult read. 254 00:13:29,478 --> 00:13:33,144 You know, you seem like a nice person. 255 00:13:33,154 --> 00:13:37,655 Loving. But also, you strike me as a wanter. 256 00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:39,764 - A... A wanter? - Mm. 257 00:13:39,908 --> 00:13:40,908 You know... 258 00:13:41,378 --> 00:13:44,786 there are people in... in life who content themselves 259 00:13:44,811 --> 00:13:46,700 with what they have, and then there are others 260 00:13:46,725 --> 00:13:50,308 who just... just want. 261 00:13:52,148 --> 00:13:53,399 I'm not a wanter. 262 00:13:53,424 --> 00:13:55,114 Oh, you don't have to take it personally. 263 00:13:55,139 --> 00:13:56,890 Anyway, I'm a wanter myself. 264 00:13:58,536 --> 00:14:01,302 You know what I want? I want Perry back. 265 00:14:01,995 --> 00:14:04,060 I wanna know what happened that night. 266 00:14:04,085 --> 00:14:07,119 And I... I'm very tempted to ask you, 267 00:14:07,144 --> 00:14:09,529 but I doubt I would get the, uh... 268 00:14:09,970 --> 00:14:11,386 the truth, would I? 269 00:14:13,994 --> 00:14:16,202 Your son lost his balance and he fell. 270 00:14:16,227 --> 00:14:19,005 Yes, that seems to be the company line. 271 00:14:19,411 --> 00:14:21,521 Depending on whose company you keep. 272 00:14:21,871 --> 00:14:23,271 Mary Louise. 273 00:14:23,644 --> 00:14:26,591 Madeline and I were just... talking. 274 00:14:27,853 --> 00:14:29,286 What the hell was that? 275 00:14:29,311 --> 00:14:30,936 That was a very strong position. 276 00:14:30,961 --> 00:14:32,419 And I didn't like it! 277 00:14:33,199 --> 00:14:34,732 Welcome to my life. 278 00:14:41,315 --> 00:14:42,774 Sorry. 279 00:14:43,311 --> 00:14:45,529 Whoa. Hi! 280 00:14:46,595 --> 00:14:47,762 Tori. 281 00:14:47,787 --> 00:14:49,870 Sorry, I didn't recognize you at first. 282 00:14:50,003 --> 00:14:52,904 Yeah, I had my breasts done. 283 00:14:54,436 --> 00:14:55,436 Oh. 284 00:14:55,646 --> 00:14:56,763 Yeah, it's fabulous. 285 00:14:56,788 --> 00:14:58,857 I always felt a little self-conscious, you know. 286 00:15:01,020 --> 00:15:02,311 About your breasts? 287 00:15:02,336 --> 00:15:03,670 - My nose. - Oh. 288 00:15:03,695 --> 00:15:05,935 Now, nobody notices it so much. 289 00:15:06,681 --> 00:15:10,806 Everybody notices these though. And that pisses Joseph off. 290 00:15:11,881 --> 00:15:13,560 So... uh... 291 00:15:13,585 --> 00:15:15,669 Well, I'll see you around. 292 00:15:22,833 --> 00:15:24,833 How long does she plan to stay? 293 00:15:24,857 --> 00:15:25,935 Well, she comes and goes. 294 00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:28,099 It's a short hop from San Francisco. 295 00:15:29,224 --> 00:15:30,341 She's been... 296 00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:33,810 - a really big help. - Mm-hmm. 297 00:15:33,965 --> 00:15:35,840 I mean, I'd be lost without her. 298 00:15:37,676 --> 00:15:39,050 So what brings you? 299 00:15:39,227 --> 00:15:40,519 It's been a while. 300 00:15:46,883 --> 00:15:51,013 I've had some nightmares starting up of late that, um... 301 00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:53,369 I mean, may be triggered 302 00:15:53,394 --> 00:15:55,077 by the beginning of the school year. 303 00:15:55,102 --> 00:15:56,232 I think I still... 304 00:15:56,537 --> 00:15:59,620 - associate that place with... - How could you not? 305 00:16:04,972 --> 00:16:06,700 Last night was... 306 00:16:07,524 --> 00:16:09,419 It was a beauty. 307 00:16:12,847 --> 00:16:17,997 Perry and I were in... the in-vitro facility, and... 308 00:16:19,978 --> 00:16:25,102 it was all so sweet, and... and suddenly, I... 309 00:16:26,660 --> 00:16:30,200 I turned into a monster. 310 00:16:30,427 --> 00:16:33,811 I was strangling him. I was lifting him up, and I... 311 00:16:33,836 --> 00:16:35,043 I... 312 00:16:36,978 --> 00:16:40,269 It was... beyond disturbing, and I... I... 313 00:16:43,352 --> 00:16:44,853 a little exhilarating. 314 00:16:45,626 --> 00:16:46,751 Hmm... 315 00:16:48,471 --> 00:16:51,179 Is that... Do you see yourself as a monster? 316 00:16:53,625 --> 00:16:55,249 I guess I still feel... 317 00:16:58,371 --> 00:17:00,614 - responsible. - For...? 318 00:17:03,222 --> 00:17:04,497 For the accident. 319 00:17:05,575 --> 00:17:07,536 I mean, if I'd left him when I should have... 320 00:17:07,561 --> 00:17:09,607 We should have never been together that night, 321 00:17:09,632 --> 00:17:11,161 and he might still be alive. 322 00:17:11,186 --> 00:17:14,161 That I chose that night of all nights to leave him 323 00:17:14,186 --> 00:17:15,644 and to tell him and... 324 00:17:20,139 --> 00:17:23,349 Even in death, his message lives on. 325 00:17:23,374 --> 00:17:25,374 - What message? - That you're to blame. 326 00:17:25,956 --> 00:17:28,333 You're always to blame. 327 00:17:31,873 --> 00:17:33,081 You're not. 328 00:17:40,436 --> 00:17:42,904 Are you getting out? 329 00:17:43,078 --> 00:17:45,537 - Are you seeing anyone? - No. 330 00:17:45,683 --> 00:17:48,349 That part of me is still dead, I suppose. 331 00:17:48,577 --> 00:17:51,244 First thing's first: get the boys' lives back on track, 332 00:17:51,269 --> 00:17:52,427 that's the priority. 333 00:17:52,452 --> 00:17:54,286 Seeing their mom happy could help there. 334 00:17:54,311 --> 00:17:56,730 So, you're saying for my life to go on successfully, 335 00:17:56,755 --> 00:17:58,458 - I need to be with a man? - No. 336 00:17:58,677 --> 00:18:00,880 But the freedom to be with one, maybe. 337 00:18:02,728 --> 00:18:07,177 You're still married, Celeste, and the husband is dead. 338 00:18:31,461 --> 00:18:32,821 Where've you been? 339 00:18:33,630 --> 00:18:35,073 I told you I was running. 340 00:18:35,156 --> 00:18:37,177 That was like two hours ago, I've been calling you. 341 00:18:37,961 --> 00:18:39,003 Sorry. 342 00:18:44,314 --> 00:18:45,314 Honey. 343 00:18:45,339 --> 00:18:47,219 I just thought it might be that you hated Tahoe, 344 00:18:47,243 --> 00:18:48,773 but since we've been back... 345 00:18:50,978 --> 00:18:51,978 Come on. 346 00:18:52,234 --> 00:18:54,779 I need some space, Nathan. I told you. 347 00:18:55,275 --> 00:18:56,669 Just let it be. 348 00:18:57,244 --> 00:18:59,786 He's my favorite in the whole aquarium. 349 00:18:59,811 --> 00:19:01,286 It's a red octopus, and watch. 350 00:19:01,311 --> 00:19:04,265 The closer he gets to the kelp, he'll change his color 351 00:19:04,290 --> 00:19:06,536 so that he camouflages with his environment. 352 00:19:06,561 --> 00:19:08,517 - Cool. - Look. You see him right now? 353 00:19:08,542 --> 00:19:10,283 - Yeah. - He's changing color. 354 00:19:10,603 --> 00:19:12,853 You guys want to know a fun fact about octopus? 355 00:19:12,878 --> 00:19:14,611 - Yeah! - It's kinda weird. 356 00:19:14,636 --> 00:19:16,911 - You can handle it? - Yeah. 357 00:19:16,936 --> 00:19:19,719 Okay, females contain deadly venom, 358 00:19:19,744 --> 00:19:22,312 and sometimes, they'll kill and they'll eat the males 359 00:19:22,337 --> 00:19:26,061 - after they mate with them. - Ew! 360 00:19:26,086 --> 00:19:27,253 I know. 361 00:19:27,278 --> 00:19:29,578 Why is it the prettier something is, 362 00:19:29,603 --> 00:19:32,995 the more dangerous? Like with snakes and spiders. 363 00:19:33,020 --> 00:19:36,008 That's a great question. I wish I knew the answer to that. 364 00:19:36,033 --> 00:19:37,673 - One second, okay? - You're so observant. 365 00:19:37,697 --> 00:19:40,267 Sometimes, pretty colors are to give a fair warning 366 00:19:40,292 --> 00:19:43,704 so other animals know they need to keep a safe distance. 367 00:19:43,729 --> 00:19:45,020 Oh. 368 00:19:51,084 --> 00:19:52,125 There you go. 369 00:19:57,782 --> 00:19:58,907 How you doing? 370 00:19:59,892 --> 00:20:01,558 Good. You? 371 00:20:03,198 --> 00:20:05,275 Not really, no. Bonnie. 372 00:20:05,845 --> 00:20:07,759 I mean, she's gone missing in mental action. 373 00:20:08,313 --> 00:20:10,188 The whole summer, truth be told. 374 00:20:11,078 --> 00:20:12,203 Hey, man, could I... 375 00:20:13,774 --> 00:20:15,783 Could I ask you a big favor? 376 00:20:15,808 --> 00:20:17,516 Could you maybe take her out to lunch? 377 00:20:19,204 --> 00:20:20,250 - Um... - Listen, you've always been 378 00:20:20,274 --> 00:20:22,182 better to talking to women than I have and, you know, 379 00:20:22,206 --> 00:20:24,166 you certainly got Madeline in a way I never could. 380 00:20:24,279 --> 00:20:26,479 I mean, I think you might be able to get her to open up. 381 00:20:26,503 --> 00:20:28,478 You know, you have your little way. 382 00:20:28,644 --> 00:20:30,421 All I'm getting is pushback at every turn. 383 00:20:30,446 --> 00:20:32,366 I swear to God, if I signed up for this bullshit, 384 00:20:32,390 --> 00:20:33,600 I'd still be with Maddie. 385 00:20:34,020 --> 00:20:36,813 - I mean... I don't mean... - Oh, no, no. 386 00:20:36,838 --> 00:20:39,353 Um, look, Nathan... 387 00:20:40,036 --> 00:20:42,259 I'm no expert on marriage or anything. 388 00:20:42,431 --> 00:20:44,536 I mean, something tells me if you're seeking out 389 00:20:44,561 --> 00:20:47,179 the husband of your ex-wife to, like, 390 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:50,251 lead the communication charge with your new one... 391 00:20:53,494 --> 00:20:55,296 Why do you always have to be so snide? 392 00:20:55,321 --> 00:20:56,900 - I don't mean to be snide. - No, you don't mean to be, 393 00:20:56,924 --> 00:20:59,087 it just comes natural. It's like you're a snide fuck. 394 00:20:59,318 --> 00:21:00,918 That's what you are. You're a snide fuck. 395 00:21:01,141 --> 00:21:04,661 You know, Nathan, maybe instead of just talking to Bonnie, 396 00:21:04,686 --> 00:21:07,077 you should embrace some of her interests. 397 00:21:07,102 --> 00:21:08,536 - Her interests? - Yeah. 398 00:21:08,561 --> 00:21:09,921 She won't even let me embrace her. 399 00:21:10,811 --> 00:21:12,186 - Okay. - Yeah, you're snide. 400 00:21:12,211 --> 00:21:13,391 - You're a snide fuck. - What? 401 00:21:14,592 --> 00:21:15,926 - Whatever. - Come on. 402 00:21:16,102 --> 00:21:17,165 Snide fuck. 403 00:21:21,450 --> 00:21:25,161 ? As I walk this land of broken dreams ? 404 00:21:26,561 --> 00:21:28,244 - ? I have visions... ? - Hello. 405 00:21:28,269 --> 00:21:30,149 - Mrs. Klein? - Juliette. 406 00:21:30,173 --> 00:21:32,650 Hey, honey. I'm pulling in. Can you... 407 00:21:32,675 --> 00:21:33,995 can... wait. 408 00:21:34,019 --> 00:21:36,087 Hold on one second. Hold on... Hello? 409 00:21:36,112 --> 00:21:37,912 This is why I talk about being nice. 410 00:21:37,936 --> 00:21:40,661 Hey. No, I can't... 411 00:21:40,686 --> 00:21:41,956 What do you think? 412 00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:43,565 I love the view. 413 00:21:43,911 --> 00:21:45,519 Oh, sorry, I'm on the phone. 414 00:21:46,034 --> 00:21:47,494 Yeah, I thought Tahoe was supposed 415 00:21:47,519 --> 00:21:48,828 to be about decompression too, 416 00:21:48,853 --> 00:21:50,369 but she seems like she's on Mars. 417 00:21:50,394 --> 00:21:52,237 - Maybe she's using. - Excuse me. 418 00:21:52,786 --> 00:21:54,202 Yeah, just a second. 419 00:21:54,227 --> 00:21:55,814 And I am beating myself up 420 00:21:55,839 --> 00:21:57,239 that I told Jane I liked her bangs. 421 00:21:57,263 --> 00:21:58,628 Can you get off the phone, please? 422 00:21:58,653 --> 00:21:59,695 Hmm? 423 00:22:00,853 --> 00:22:02,198 Oh, let me call you back. 424 00:22:04,807 --> 00:22:06,119 Yeah, what can I do for you? 425 00:22:06,144 --> 00:22:07,664 I mean, I can't deny it. 426 00:22:08,206 --> 00:22:11,853 - ? It's my house and I live here ? - Good, right there. 427 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:16,161 ? It's my house and I live here ? 428 00:22:16,186 --> 00:22:20,116 Beautiful, come on down. Good. Eyes up this way. Gorgeous. 429 00:22:20,141 --> 00:22:21,870 I'm so tired of those shots of women. 430 00:22:21,895 --> 00:22:23,453 I mean, they're in power, right? 431 00:22:23,478 --> 00:22:26,516 They own banks and they're all, like, demure. Bullshit. 432 00:22:27,696 --> 00:22:29,156 Back to the ocean. 433 00:22:29,311 --> 00:22:30,547 What's all this? 434 00:22:30,936 --> 00:22:33,870 Hey! The photoshoot. Women in power. 435 00:22:33,895 --> 00:22:35,811 I thought they wanted just, uh... office shots. 436 00:22:35,836 --> 00:22:39,766 No, um, they're doing house and, uh, office. 437 00:22:40,783 --> 00:22:41,783 You look nice. 438 00:22:42,414 --> 00:22:43,786 Here we go. Look at me. 439 00:22:43,811 --> 00:22:45,703 ? And I live here ? 440 00:22:57,506 --> 00:23:01,023 ? It's my house and I live here ? 441 00:23:01,235 --> 00:23:03,398 So she has a 3.8 GPA, 442 00:23:03,618 --> 00:23:07,077 and she has done charity work with human trafficking. 443 00:23:07,102 --> 00:23:08,828 She also has an internship coming up... 444 00:23:08,853 --> 00:23:10,883 Uh, Stanford has an admit rate of under ten. 445 00:23:11,120 --> 00:23:12,703 Princeton and Williams the same, 446 00:23:12,728 --> 00:23:14,688 and since she doesn't have legacy going for her... 447 00:23:14,712 --> 00:23:16,742 Any of these schools would be lucky to have her. 448 00:23:17,227 --> 00:23:19,870 - She's an excellent candidate... - Candidate is, 449 00:23:19,895 --> 00:23:21,234 - I think, the wrong... - Honey. 450 00:23:21,537 --> 00:23:24,547 What? Don't "honey" me. She has a 3.8 GPA. 451 00:23:24,572 --> 00:23:26,369 She has a 1350 on her SATs, 452 00:23:26,394 --> 00:23:27,754 but we're gonna get that number up 453 00:23:27,778 --> 00:23:30,536 because she has private tutoring coming up, so I feel... 454 00:23:30,561 --> 00:23:32,086 I don't even want to go to college. 455 00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,828 I mean, she's just... she's just nervous. 456 00:23:36,853 --> 00:23:38,648 - She doesn't mean that. - I do mean it. 457 00:23:39,550 --> 00:23:40,969 I don't want to go to college. 458 00:23:42,336 --> 00:23:45,094 It feels so good to say that out loud. 459 00:23:45,119 --> 00:23:47,453 Okay, Abigail, honey. You're going to college. 460 00:23:47,656 --> 00:23:49,608 The planet is dying, Mom, 461 00:23:49,633 --> 00:23:52,172 but God forbid I don't study Lysistrata? 462 00:23:52,726 --> 00:23:53,726 It's bullshit. 463 00:23:53,751 --> 00:23:55,191 Do you know what kids do at college? 464 00:23:55,215 --> 00:23:58,536 They drink. They fuck. They mull over a sex change. 465 00:23:58,561 --> 00:23:59,648 - I'm not going. - All right, 466 00:23:59,672 --> 00:24:01,056 - you're going to college. - I'm not going. 467 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:02,631 - I'm not going to college. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 468 00:24:02,655 --> 00:24:04,255 If you wanna go, you know, you should go. 469 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:05,344 - You should go to college. - Hey, no, 470 00:24:05,368 --> 00:24:07,119 I know how to make any situation about me. 471 00:24:07,144 --> 00:24:08,703 This is not that. This is about you 472 00:24:08,728 --> 00:24:10,895 - and your future, Abigail. - Abby. 473 00:24:13,186 --> 00:24:15,640 - I'm not going. - I'm so sorry. 474 00:24:17,599 --> 00:24:18,849 Where did she go? 475 00:24:19,290 --> 00:24:20,415 I... 476 00:24:22,140 --> 00:24:24,369 - Did you know about this? - No, I swear. 477 00:24:24,394 --> 00:24:26,255 You were with her all summer in Tahoe, 478 00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:27,399 - and you knew nothing about this? - Madeline, 479 00:24:27,423 --> 00:24:28,813 - I didn't know. - And what about Bonnie? 480 00:24:28,837 --> 00:24:30,577 Did she know about this "fuck college" plan? 481 00:24:30,602 --> 00:24:31,960 Bonnie's left the building. 482 00:24:34,535 --> 00:24:35,546 Unbelievable. 483 00:24:36,079 --> 00:24:37,599 You know if she doesn't go to college, 484 00:24:37,623 --> 00:24:38,623 she won't have a life. 485 00:24:38,662 --> 00:24:40,624 She'll just be serving Big Macs 486 00:24:40,649 --> 00:24:42,413 and French fries, and that'll be her life. 487 00:24:42,438 --> 00:24:44,281 - Is that what you want for her, Nathan? - Stop, stop. Stop yelling at me. 488 00:24:44,305 --> 00:24:45,767 - Stop yelling at me. - What? You know you bear 489 00:24:45,791 --> 00:24:47,218 - some responsibility here, right? - I do? 490 00:24:47,242 --> 00:24:48,482 - You're her father. - Oh, okay. 491 00:24:48,506 --> 00:24:49,644 This is her senior year, 492 00:24:49,669 --> 00:24:51,036 she's on the cusp of her life, 493 00:24:51,061 --> 00:24:52,500 and you let it go all to shit 494 00:24:52,525 --> 00:24:54,045 - in Tahoe! - Don't... You just hit me. 495 00:24:54,069 --> 00:24:56,241 - You just hit me. - Because you deserve it! 496 00:25:13,826 --> 00:25:16,228 But honestly, Ed, if she doesn't go to college, 497 00:25:16,269 --> 00:25:19,186 what's she gonna do? Go into retail? 498 00:25:20,745 --> 00:25:22,523 Oh, let me call you right back. 499 00:25:23,574 --> 00:25:24,699 Mary Louise? 500 00:25:24,724 --> 00:25:27,321 - Hey, Maddie. - Oh, Madeline. Hello. 501 00:25:27,346 --> 00:25:28,618 What's going on? 502 00:25:28,643 --> 00:25:32,327 Well, I thought I might look for a small flat here in town, 503 00:25:32,352 --> 00:25:34,411 so that I could help out with the boys 504 00:25:34,436 --> 00:25:36,519 but not quite be so underfoot. 505 00:25:37,665 --> 00:25:39,494 - Oh, I see. - Do you work here? 506 00:25:39,519 --> 00:25:41,281 - Yes. - Do you handle rentals? 507 00:25:41,306 --> 00:25:43,642 I do, actually. Oren and I both do, yes. 508 00:25:44,303 --> 00:25:45,946 I see you're wearing heels. 509 00:25:47,834 --> 00:25:49,087 Yes. 510 00:25:49,944 --> 00:25:52,902 Um, Oren, do you mind if I just have a minute with Mrs. Wright? 511 00:25:52,927 --> 00:25:55,519 Of course not. You're in wonderful hands. 512 00:25:55,969 --> 00:25:56,969 Thank you. 513 00:25:58,550 --> 00:26:01,072 Mary Louise, I realize that you're still grieving, 514 00:26:01,097 --> 00:26:02,217 and that you've been through 515 00:26:02,241 --> 00:26:03,902 a tremendous amount of heartbreak, 516 00:26:04,292 --> 00:26:06,548 but I don't care for the way you spoke to me before. 517 00:26:06,573 --> 00:26:08,661 It was rude, and I didn't deserve it. 518 00:26:08,686 --> 00:26:12,853 No, you didn't. Um, I apologize. 519 00:26:13,808 --> 00:26:14,823 Well, thank you. 520 00:26:14,848 --> 00:26:17,088 The truth is, it had nothing to do with you. 521 00:26:17,112 --> 00:26:20,175 When I was in boarding school, I had... I had a best friend, 522 00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:21,558 or so I thought, 523 00:26:22,020 --> 00:26:24,578 who revealed herself to be quite treacherous, 524 00:26:24,603 --> 00:26:27,792 and, uh, caused me a lot of pain. 525 00:26:28,803 --> 00:26:31,985 So... she was just an itty-bitty little thing 526 00:26:32,010 --> 00:26:35,142 with a big, bubbly personality that, um... 527 00:26:35,370 --> 00:26:37,549 was designed to hide... 528 00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:39,869 that she was utterly vapid inside. 529 00:26:39,894 --> 00:26:41,760 You remind me so much of her 530 00:26:41,785 --> 00:26:43,578 that I suppose I punish you for that. 531 00:26:43,603 --> 00:26:45,478 That's wrong of me, and I apologize. 532 00:26:49,062 --> 00:26:51,619 - Oren. - Yes. Sorry. 533 00:26:52,924 --> 00:26:55,244 I'm sure Oren will address all of your concerns. 534 00:26:55,269 --> 00:26:56,269 Okay. 535 00:26:56,869 --> 00:26:59,369 Where did we leave it? 536 00:27:12,777 --> 00:27:16,353 ? Oh, to see without my eyes ? 537 00:27:17,161 --> 00:27:21,453 ? The first time that you kissed me ? 538 00:27:21,713 --> 00:27:24,811 ? Boundless by the time I cried ? 539 00:27:26,117 --> 00:27:30,201 ? I built your walls around me ? 540 00:27:30,572 --> 00:27:33,588 ? White noise, what an awful sound ? 541 00:27:34,878 --> 00:27:39,411 ? Fumbling by Rogue River ? 542 00:27:39,436 --> 00:27:42,770 ? Feel my feet above the ground ? 543 00:27:43,978 --> 00:27:48,144 ? Hand of God deliver me ? 544 00:27:48,169 --> 00:27:50,308 Oh! 545 00:27:54,377 --> 00:27:56,645 That probably looked weird. 546 00:27:56,670 --> 00:27:57,670 Yeah. 547 00:28:00,746 --> 00:28:02,075 Are you on the spectrum? 548 00:28:02,290 --> 00:28:05,044 Are you? 549 00:28:05,349 --> 00:28:07,497 Um, I'm... 550 00:28:08,545 --> 00:28:11,169 Yeah, most likely. 551 00:28:11,519 --> 00:28:14,161 - Well, I don't think I am, but... - A little advice, 552 00:28:14,186 --> 00:28:16,403 you probably don't wanna act weird and shit in public. 553 00:28:16,989 --> 00:28:19,709 We do a lot of kids' events at the aquarium, and parents have a thing 554 00:28:19,733 --> 00:28:21,567 about entrusting their kids to psychos. 555 00:28:23,503 --> 00:28:25,387 Noted. Got it. Thank you. 556 00:28:25,661 --> 00:28:27,981 The way people talk in this town, I don't need to tell you. 557 00:28:29,020 --> 00:28:31,352 You don't need to tell me? What does that mean? 558 00:28:33,187 --> 00:28:34,926 You're one of the Monterey Five, right? 559 00:28:36,603 --> 00:28:37,762 Monterey Five? 560 00:28:37,938 --> 00:28:39,458 You were there the night the guy fell. 561 00:28:39,482 --> 00:28:40,707 Wh... Where did you hear that? 562 00:28:41,728 --> 00:28:43,973 Someone at work. I'll see you around. 563 00:28:44,603 --> 00:28:45,645 Yeah. 564 00:28:47,661 --> 00:28:49,144 It was just the way he said it. 565 00:28:49,286 --> 00:28:50,731 How exactly was that? 566 00:28:51,436 --> 00:28:53,519 Like we all have scarlet letters on our backs. 567 00:28:53,544 --> 00:28:55,481 - Oh, please. - We're kidding ourselves 568 00:28:55,506 --> 00:28:57,106 if we think people have stopped talking. 569 00:28:57,269 --> 00:28:58,703 Yeah, but people talk. It's... 570 00:28:58,728 --> 00:29:00,928 I think we're all being a little bit paranoid, you guys. 571 00:29:00,953 --> 00:29:02,119 I think people have moved on, 572 00:29:02,144 --> 00:29:03,669 and the police definitely moved on. 573 00:29:03,869 --> 00:29:05,469 - Well, we don't know for sure. - Yeah... 574 00:29:05,493 --> 00:29:08,578 No, I talked to Susie Burke. Do you know Susie from IBM? 575 00:29:08,603 --> 00:29:09,931 - Yeah. - She's a good friend 576 00:29:09,956 --> 00:29:11,269 of Detective Quinlan. 577 00:29:11,294 --> 00:29:12,470 - Oh. - I mean, 578 00:29:12,495 --> 00:29:15,874 like, really good friend. Gossip for another day, 579 00:29:15,899 --> 00:29:19,327 but she told me that she heard Quinlan say, like, 580 00:29:19,352 --> 00:29:23,267 the case isn't "closed" closed, but they've got nothing. 581 00:29:23,811 --> 00:29:25,423 - Mm-hmm. - Good. 582 00:29:26,956 --> 00:29:27,998 Good. 583 00:29:28,980 --> 00:29:30,870 - We're good. - Okay. 584 00:29:30,895 --> 00:29:31,895 Yeah. 585 00:29:44,744 --> 00:29:47,224 Where were you? We were waiting for you at the beach. 586 00:29:47,519 --> 00:29:49,936 Oh, yeah. Something came up. 587 00:29:50,770 --> 00:29:51,895 Yeah? 588 00:29:54,940 --> 00:29:55,982 What? 589 00:29:57,537 --> 00:29:58,662 Are you all right? 590 00:30:00,391 --> 00:30:03,361 - Do you care? - Do I care? 591 00:30:03,517 --> 00:30:04,970 What's going on? 592 00:30:09,579 --> 00:30:10,822 I killed someone. 593 00:30:11,692 --> 00:30:13,369 - Remember? - Yes. 594 00:30:13,394 --> 00:30:14,408 It's heavy. 595 00:30:14,686 --> 00:30:18,353 Are you... I mean, are you angry at me for some reason? 596 00:30:22,495 --> 00:30:23,953 I'm angry with myself. 597 00:30:25,536 --> 00:30:28,006 If I had just told the truth, I would have gotten off, 598 00:30:28,031 --> 00:30:29,428 but you said he slipped, 599 00:30:29,453 --> 00:30:31,293 and everyone else joined in the fucking chorus. 600 00:30:31,317 --> 00:30:34,026 - That was to protect you. - Yeah, thanks a lot. 601 00:30:36,686 --> 00:30:38,560 You know, I can't talk to my husband. 602 00:30:40,540 --> 00:30:41,623 Or my kid. 603 00:30:43,975 --> 00:30:45,600 I have to just swallow it all. 604 00:30:46,917 --> 00:30:48,467 You can talk to us. 605 00:30:49,306 --> 00:30:51,365 We're here for you. All of us. 606 00:30:53,759 --> 00:30:55,740 Well, it hasn't really felt like that. 607 00:30:56,912 --> 00:30:58,870 Well, I'm sorry, but you've been in Tahoe. 608 00:30:58,895 --> 00:31:01,269 It's not like you can put that shit on Gmail. 609 00:31:01,434 --> 00:31:03,474 - Like, what am I supposed to... - Hey. 610 00:31:04,748 --> 00:31:06,537 Hey. Bye, Maddie. 611 00:31:13,062 --> 00:31:14,311 Little Miss Sunshine, right? 612 00:31:14,336 --> 00:31:16,045 Listen, I'm sorry I pushed you. 613 00:31:16,070 --> 00:31:17,271 There you go, I said it. 614 00:31:17,728 --> 00:31:21,227 Okay, um, I need to talk to Abby. Is she here? 615 00:31:22,131 --> 00:31:23,381 Abby! 616 00:31:23,770 --> 00:31:27,270 ? As she walks in the room ? 617 00:31:27,295 --> 00:31:30,215 ? Scented and tall ? 618 00:31:30,491 --> 00:31:35,491 ? Hesitating once more ? 619 00:31:35,870 --> 00:31:38,120 ? And as I take... ? 620 00:31:40,146 --> 00:31:43,746 So... what was that all about? 621 00:31:44,144 --> 00:31:48,309 I just don't think college is for everyone, that's all. 622 00:31:48,527 --> 00:31:49,653 Okay. 623 00:31:50,715 --> 00:31:52,506 So why is not for you? 624 00:31:53,174 --> 00:31:54,174 Well... 625 00:31:54,858 --> 00:31:58,520 Starting with the cost. It's really expensive. 626 00:31:58,869 --> 00:32:00,786 So, I'm assuming that if you're gonna abandon 627 00:32:00,811 --> 00:32:02,851 that plan to go to college, you have another plan... 628 00:32:02,875 --> 00:32:03,959 I do. 629 00:32:05,867 --> 00:32:06,992 What is it? 630 00:32:08,297 --> 00:32:11,230 - It's to work for a startup. - Oh, my God. 631 00:32:11,255 --> 00:32:13,119 Specifically, one that builds 632 00:32:13,144 --> 00:32:15,082 for-profit housing for the homeless. 633 00:32:15,436 --> 00:32:16,676 - Excuse me? - Yeah. 634 00:32:16,701 --> 00:32:20,703 And unlike, you know, the privatized shams 635 00:32:20,728 --> 00:32:22,578 like banks and credit card companies, 636 00:32:22,603 --> 00:32:25,728 ours will make money while actually helping people. 637 00:32:25,753 --> 00:32:27,086 This is something real? 638 00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:29,504 I've been offered a position to start in June. 639 00:32:30,352 --> 00:32:32,561 - You cannot be serious. - I'm gonna take it. 640 00:32:32,586 --> 00:32:34,202 You cannot mortgage your future 641 00:32:34,227 --> 00:32:36,411 over some sort of short-term plan. 642 00:32:36,436 --> 00:32:37,629 I'm not doing that! 643 00:32:38,241 --> 00:32:39,707 Well, then, what are you doing? 644 00:32:39,732 --> 00:32:42,356 There are four million homeless people in America, 645 00:32:42,555 --> 00:32:44,582 the average age being nine years old, 646 00:32:44,607 --> 00:32:46,043 - and I... - I don't give a fuck! 647 00:32:46,707 --> 00:32:48,918 I don't care about fucking homeless people. 648 00:32:50,126 --> 00:32:51,126 What? 649 00:32:51,415 --> 00:32:52,665 That is not what I meant. 650 00:32:52,690 --> 00:32:54,504 I do care about homeless people. 651 00:32:54,529 --> 00:32:57,574 I just think you can give money to some charity 652 00:32:57,599 --> 00:32:59,369 while you actually attend college. 653 00:32:59,394 --> 00:33:02,161 - I'm not going to college. - Yes, you are. 654 00:33:02,186 --> 00:33:04,666 - Give me one good reason what I should. - It's non-negotiable. 655 00:33:04,690 --> 00:33:06,779 You are going to college because I said so, 656 00:33:06,853 --> 00:33:08,703 and because you're not thinking straight... 657 00:33:08,728 --> 00:33:09,728 Because you said so? 658 00:33:09,753 --> 00:33:11,513 - Yes, because I said so. - What do you know? 659 00:33:11,537 --> 00:33:12,803 You didn't go to college. 660 00:33:12,936 --> 00:33:15,144 That's exactly why you're going. 661 00:33:15,759 --> 00:33:17,021 Exactly. 662 00:33:17,478 --> 00:33:19,311 Because you will have no life! 663 00:33:34,793 --> 00:33:36,568 Can't you just tell her it's time to go? 664 00:33:36,593 --> 00:33:39,506 The boys love her. I mean, they love her. 665 00:33:39,936 --> 00:33:43,853 And she's... she's a big help, she really is. 666 00:33:45,738 --> 00:33:48,828 So what's up? I'm guessing you don't need my help 667 00:33:48,853 --> 00:33:50,644 on how to handle a mother-in-law. 668 00:33:52,286 --> 00:33:54,990 Why are you not cashing the checks? 669 00:33:55,436 --> 00:33:56,936 I don't know. 670 00:33:56,961 --> 00:33:58,494 Come on, Jane. Why? 671 00:33:58,519 --> 00:34:01,826 It's rape money. You know I can't do that. 672 00:34:03,854 --> 00:34:05,834 Ziggy's entitled to it. 673 00:34:06,676 --> 00:34:08,686 He's part of Perry's estate. 674 00:34:09,868 --> 00:34:12,493 Do you ever hate me? Just a little bit. 675 00:34:15,730 --> 00:34:17,438 How could I hate you? 676 00:34:17,639 --> 00:34:19,709 Because I slept with your husband. 677 00:34:20,393 --> 00:34:23,300 I mean, I didn't... You know what I mean. 678 00:34:23,579 --> 00:34:25,037 He raped you. 679 00:34:25,269 --> 00:34:27,202 But I knew he was married. I mean, I didn't know 680 00:34:27,227 --> 00:34:28,565 he was married to you, but... 681 00:34:29,619 --> 00:34:30,619 somebody. 682 00:34:30,644 --> 00:34:33,436 No. I don't blame you for anything. 683 00:34:35,096 --> 00:34:37,638 I think I would if I were in your shoes. 684 00:34:38,978 --> 00:34:40,703 Celeste, for a man to commit adultery, 685 00:34:40,728 --> 00:34:42,488 he... there... there has to be another woman, 686 00:34:42,512 --> 00:34:45,311 and, you know what, more times than not, she's complicit. 687 00:34:45,336 --> 00:34:48,878 I was complicit. Not in the end, but... 688 00:34:49,020 --> 00:34:50,561 definitely in the beginning. 689 00:34:59,144 --> 00:35:00,728 Are you glad that he's dead? 690 00:35:04,311 --> 00:35:05,770 It's complicated. 691 00:35:46,321 --> 00:35:49,308 ? Come a little bit closer ? 692 00:35:50,900 --> 00:35:53,800 ? Hear what I have to say ? 693 00:36:02,516 --> 00:36:06,222 ? Just like children sleeping ? 694 00:36:07,352 --> 00:36:11,440 ? We could dream this night away ? 695 00:36:19,723 --> 00:36:23,253 ? But there's a full moon rising ? 696 00:36:24,390 --> 00:36:27,759 ? Let's go dancing in the light... ? 697 00:36:33,857 --> 00:36:35,137 Come on, everybody. 698 00:36:36,117 --> 00:36:37,415 Put it away, Max. 699 00:36:38,438 --> 00:36:39,521 Come. 700 00:36:42,462 --> 00:36:46,411 This looks so delicious. Thank you, Mary Louise. 701 00:36:46,436 --> 00:36:48,165 I thought we were having KFC. 702 00:36:48,895 --> 00:36:52,314 Well, one cannot survive on fast food every night. 703 00:36:52,644 --> 00:36:54,478 We don't have it every night. 704 00:36:54,503 --> 00:36:55,863 You know that they... 705 00:36:55,887 --> 00:36:59,036 They ban these insidious fast food institutions 706 00:36:59,061 --> 00:37:00,923 from some parts of San Francisco. 707 00:37:01,548 --> 00:37:05,090 Do you remember when we walked across the Golden Gate Bridge? 708 00:37:05,115 --> 00:37:06,278 It's red. 709 00:37:06,498 --> 00:37:08,661 You're right, it is red. 710 00:37:09,748 --> 00:37:12,004 Oh, and Dad said he was going to swim to Alcatraz. 711 00:37:12,029 --> 00:37:13,446 Oh, yeah. 712 00:37:13,471 --> 00:37:16,098 Sharks would have eaten him, stupid. 713 00:37:16,123 --> 00:37:17,700 No, they wouldn't, idiot. 714 00:37:19,336 --> 00:37:20,504 - Hey! Hey! - Ow! 715 00:37:20,529 --> 00:37:23,703 You could hurt him! What's wrong with you? 716 00:37:23,728 --> 00:37:25,036 I barely touched him. 717 00:37:25,061 --> 00:37:29,629 You stuck him with a fork, Josh. That is unacceptable. 718 00:37:29,803 --> 00:37:31,246 For God's sake. 719 00:37:36,124 --> 00:37:37,208 I miss Dad. 720 00:37:39,282 --> 00:37:42,450 I know, baby. I know you do. 721 00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:45,786 We all do. 722 00:37:46,786 --> 00:37:49,119 We've still got some recovery ahead of us. 723 00:37:49,144 --> 00:37:51,989 Well, they're grieving, Celeste. 724 00:37:52,853 --> 00:37:55,504 Their father's death is not... 725 00:37:56,453 --> 00:37:59,453 something to be recovered from like a cold. 726 00:37:59,478 --> 00:38:02,853 You know, your daddy was the most amazing man, 727 00:38:02,878 --> 00:38:04,954 and you were so lucky to have him. 728 00:38:05,953 --> 00:38:10,369 And it's very unfair and wrong that he died. 729 00:38:10,394 --> 00:38:13,368 And you still feel angry about it, don't you? 730 00:38:13,978 --> 00:38:17,188 I mean, you feel angry that the other kids have their dads. 731 00:38:17,623 --> 00:38:18,623 You don't. 732 00:38:19,561 --> 00:38:22,436 You know, the other day, I was with some friends, 733 00:38:22,461 --> 00:38:26,836 and, um, their sons were not a patch on your dad. 734 00:38:26,861 --> 00:38:28,718 Not a patch. 735 00:38:30,029 --> 00:38:33,494 Just... I felt so angry. Angry! 736 00:38:33,519 --> 00:38:36,726 You know, that their mediocre, 737 00:38:36,751 --> 00:38:39,286 spindly, pudgy, balding, 738 00:38:39,311 --> 00:38:42,269 middle-management sons... still alive... 739 00:38:42,578 --> 00:38:45,953 And my Perry... My Perry... 740 00:38:46,269 --> 00:38:49,352 I just... felt just... I wanted to scream. 741 00:38:50,953 --> 00:38:52,119 So you know what I did? 742 00:38:52,144 --> 00:38:53,936 - What? - I did scream. 743 00:38:55,794 --> 00:38:56,794 Wanna hear? 744 00:38:57,292 --> 00:38:58,671 Okay. 745 00:39:05,678 --> 00:39:06,882 Oh! 746 00:39:07,936 --> 00:39:10,811 Oh! Mary Louise! Mary Louise! Mary Louise, please. 747 00:39:10,836 --> 00:39:13,453 What, my grief is too loud for you? 748 00:39:13,478 --> 00:39:15,318 - Oh, Celeste. - Just... Just... 749 00:39:15,343 --> 00:39:17,134 - I should be more discrete. - The boys! 750 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:18,662 We should scream. 751 00:39:18,687 --> 00:39:21,709 We should scream and beat our breasts 752 00:39:21,734 --> 00:39:24,998 and... and tear our hair. Don't you feel angry? 753 00:39:26,779 --> 00:39:27,820 N... 754 00:39:28,057 --> 00:39:29,057 You don't? 755 00:39:37,029 --> 00:39:38,269 I'm sorry. 756 00:39:41,383 --> 00:39:44,555 I feel so, so alone, you know. 757 00:39:53,644 --> 00:39:57,868 ? In the sun I feel as one ? 758 00:39:58,436 --> 00:40:00,770 ? In the sun ? 759 00:40:00,795 --> 00:40:02,628 ? In the sun ? 760 00:40:04,074 --> 00:40:06,449 ? I'm married ? 761 00:40:06,728 --> 00:40:08,603 ? Married ? 762 00:40:09,219 --> 00:40:11,053 ? Buried ? 763 00:40:40,336 --> 00:40:42,641 We were like animals. We... We had to save her. 764 00:40:42,666 --> 00:40:46,077 We... It was like every instinct inside of me 765 00:40:46,102 --> 00:40:47,516 told me that she was... 766 00:40:47,829 --> 00:40:50,703 He was gonna kill her if we didn't help her. 767 00:40:51,037 --> 00:40:52,328 And, um... 768 00:40:53,035 --> 00:40:57,410 I thought he was gonna crush her or kick her ribs in or... 769 00:40:57,525 --> 00:40:59,149 I didn't know what he was gonna do. 770 00:40:59,174 --> 00:41:02,275 And then, he... Renata or... 771 00:41:02,415 --> 00:41:04,494 me, we grabbed him, and then, um... 772 00:41:04,519 --> 00:41:06,436 then he grabbed Jane by the neck. 773 00:41:08,191 --> 00:41:09,494 Yeah, um... 774 00:41:14,378 --> 00:41:15,544 I'm sorry. 775 00:41:30,173 --> 00:41:31,436 In your own time... 776 00:41:33,297 --> 00:41:34,423 take a good look. 777 00:41:45,189 --> 00:41:46,439 No! 778 00:41:46,464 --> 00:41:48,256 Fucking kill you! 779 00:41:48,531 --> 00:41:49,931 No! 780 00:41:50,083 --> 00:41:52,236 Are you all right? 781 00:41:52,261 --> 00:41:53,344 Celeste? 782 00:41:54,553 --> 00:41:55,595 You all right? 783 00:41:57,411 --> 00:41:58,536 You all right, dear? 784 00:42:00,089 --> 00:42:01,631 - Yeah. - Another nightmare? 785 00:42:02,956 --> 00:42:03,998 Yes? 786 00:42:13,214 --> 00:42:14,728 It's all right. 787 00:42:15,144 --> 00:42:16,603 It's all right. 788 00:42:16,628 --> 00:42:19,720 - I'm sorry. - It's all right. 789 00:42:22,953 --> 00:42:24,078 So... 790 00:42:25,506 --> 00:42:27,464 who are we planning to kill? 791 00:42:27,736 --> 00:42:31,136 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com