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There's a saying we hear
a lot around hospitals...

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that goes like this...

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"Pain is inevitable.
Suffering is optional."

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It didn't work.

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But I doubt the person who coined it

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ever went through major surgery.

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It didn't work.

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Or maybe they didn't mean physical pain.

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Maybe they meant the other kind...

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the worse kind.

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- Is Meredith in there?
- Yes.

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I'm gonna go talk to her.

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Uh... Not a good idea, all right?

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Okay, right now she looks
and sounds just like her mother.

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Okay? I mean, best we just lay low,

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let her work this out herself.

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Believe me. I had to
learn it the hard way.

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- With Ellis?
- Both of them.

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I think we should go in.

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Maybe they meant the kind
of searing, seething,

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boiling pain that tells you
you're a failure and a fraud.

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Well, I hope you don't want any coffee,
'cause I broke all the mugs.

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"Suffering is optional."

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That person didn't know what
the... they were talking about.

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Excuse me. Scusi!

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Sorry. That's the only word
I know in Italian.

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Um, why are we speaking Italian?

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He's my stupid little brother.

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Um... hi. Uh, excuse me.

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I'm still here!

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I-I still don't speak Italian.

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You know what? Have fun.

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I'm gonna sleep at the hospital.

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Wha... Ugh!

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Agh! He's such a baby boy!

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Trying to pretend like sex doesn't exist

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just because he isn't having any.

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Andrew's Italian?

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Andrea is his given name.

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Huh.

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Where were we?

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I think... I'm pretty sure

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that you were about to
take off your shirt.

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I think so, too.

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Oh, my God.

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I'm sorry for Megan.

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- But?
- But I'm so glad she doesn't have to go

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back to Iraq right away.

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Is that awful? Am I awful?

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Yeah.

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Pretty awful.

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You ready? Tuck's
gonna late if we don't...

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I don't want to.

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You don't want to ride with me?

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I don't want to stuff my feet
into these shoes.

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You know, when Webber became chief,

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he did not have to toddle around
on sticks all day.

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When Hunt became chief,

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he did not have to squeeze five toes

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into a space built for two.

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But I become chief and I can't wear

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my perfectly comfortable
surgical clogs anymore.

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And you know why?

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- Society?
- S... Society.

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Um...

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I'm comin'!

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Okay.

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You sent the kids to school
and went back to bed?

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- Don't judge me.
- Don't judge her.

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I'm not. Look. She'll heal, right?

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- Eventually, the wound will close.
- It'll close.

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Yeah, it'll be ugly and painful.

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Probably worse than it was before.

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And it'll take months to heal.
She won't be able to travel.

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But it will close.

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You'll use mesh, and it'll
take time, but it will close.

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And now she has a functioning
bowel, which she...

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- Stop!
- You mad at yourself?

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Think you were wrong to try?

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Yeah, I'm mad at myself.
I was overconfident.

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And I'm also mad at medicine.

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Fair enough, but don't
take it out on the wall.

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Well, you did a terrible job
patching it.

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You can see the whole entire outline.

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All right, well, just stop picking at it

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before we have to replace
the whole damn thing.

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- Alex.
- Hmm?

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That's it.

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That's it!

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- Meredith?
- Not till everyone gets here.

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Till... Okay, who's everyone?

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I got your text.

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Dr. Altman.

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An abdominal-wall transplant.

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I want to do an abdominal-wall
transplant on Megan Hunt.

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I want to harvest the skin,
the musculature,

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and the fascia from a donor.

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This surgery has been done three times
before, twice successfully.

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But they were done

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with a simultaneous
small-bowel transplant.

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So this is easier because we've
already repaired her bowel.

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And I would use a bone graft
to limit our risk of rejection.

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I mean, we keep trying
to fix this thing,

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and the more we try to fix it,
the worse it gets.

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So why do we keep trying to fix it?

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Let's just replace it.

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All right, well,
what do you need from us?

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Well, I need your approval,
and I need you to back me up

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in case she doesn't
give me her approval.

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And I need you here
as Megan Hunt's advocate.

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I know you think I overstepped
by taking on this case.

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But I am able to separate the
personal and the professional.

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And if we do this,
I want you to scrub in.

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I don't want anyone questioning
my motives from this point forward.

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So if we're gonna do this,
if we're gonna pull this off,

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I need everybody on board.

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Hey, you left early.

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- Yeah, busy day.
- Yeah, well, Maggie said a thing

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about a thing you
apparently said to Maggie?

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Hey, you know what? My day is full.

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Can you take her to daycare?

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- Ah. Hey.
- Okay. Bye.

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Uh...

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Well, do you think
that Mommy's avoiding me?

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I think Mommy's definitely
avoiding Daddy, don't you?

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Um, I did a thing.

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A stupid thing.

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And I know that you don't want
to be my new Stephanie,

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but until I find
a new Stephanie, you're it.

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You're who I've got to talk to.

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And I need you to tell me
exactly how to fix

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this incredibly stupid thing!

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W-W-W-What the hell did you do?

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Hey. There. Hi.

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That. I did that.

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You left your I.D.,

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which I figured you probably need.

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My mom found it, which was... awkward.

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That was your mom's house?

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Livin' at home, you know.

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'Cause costs are high.

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So, anyway...

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see you later, hopefully.

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You slept with him?

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No. No. I did not sleep.

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I had sex with him, and then I left!

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You slept with Glasses?

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Oh, God.

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Oh, wow!

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I mean, that's just... That's... Wow.

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I want to laugh, too,

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but I'm trying so hard to be polite.

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What would Stephanie do?

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This is a donor abdomen?

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Yes, we would use the abdominal skin,

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the musculature, the fascia

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the same way we would
from a donor kidney.

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This is groundbreaking.

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You know we see a lot of
soldiers with Megan's injury.

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If she can pull this off,
it can change a lot of lives.

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If it works, I'll have full function?

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- Motor and sensory?
- Yes.

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And the recovery? Should be
a few weeks, not a few months.

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- But what if it doesn't work?
- Mom!

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I don't like this, Megan.

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- I don't like it, either.
- No one asked you.

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Megan, they're just worried.

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No, they just want me stuck here.

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Because they just got you back!

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- They're scared.
- Yeah, well, so am I!

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You know what else I am?

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In pain.

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I make a lot of jokes, and
I'm addicted to silver linings

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because jokes and silver linings
kept me alive.

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But...

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I was a hostage.

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And now, without this,
I'm a hostage again.

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To this bed. To this wound.

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And she has a plan to set me free.

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And just to be clear, I don't
have to be the one who does this.

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If you feel more comfortable
with Dr. Bailey or Dr. Webber,

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that's completely fine with me.

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You are my surgeon, Dr. Grey.

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Just... promise me that you'll
find me a killer set of abs.

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I'm gonna need your Sub-I's
to help me find that donor.

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Uh, I can all but assure you
they'll screw up,

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but you can try.

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You think I can do this?

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Yes. I think you can do this.

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That 180 from the depths of despair

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to the revolutionary solution?

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That's impressive.

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Yep. That's pure Ellis, too.

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- Hi.
- Hey!

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Uh, I mean... hello.

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Uh, yeah. You know what?
I'm sorry. I got to, um...

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Thank you.

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The patient is
a 36-year-old Caucasian woman

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of Scottish descent,

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so we're looking for skin
that's more peach than olive.

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Is complexion important?

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If you were gonna replace
a big chunk of your body

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with a big chunk of someone else's body,

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wouldn't you want the parts to match?

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Shouldn't you just call UNOS?

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We've tried that. There are
no pending donors that match.

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This is where you come in.

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We want you to scour ERs,
chase ambulances...

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Isn't that a little predatory?

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Well, the woman whose
life I'm trying to save

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is a military surgeon.

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She's saved hundreds of
soldiers' lives. She's a hero.

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So I'm okay with you
feeling a little predatory.

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And whoever does find this donor for me

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gets to scrub in on the surgery.

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It's a good thing.

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You want this.

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Go!

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Hey, hey. Andrew.

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Or is it Andrea?

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Andrew, please.

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Why is your sister talking to Bailey?

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I don't know. She asked me
to introduce them, so I did.

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Well... why?

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I-I mean, what does she do?

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For a living.
What's she do for a living?

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I see you two did a lot
of talking last night.

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She's an OB-GYN.

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Huh.

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The male brain, in all its
facets and all its states,

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has been studied quite thoroughly,

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but nobody has studied this aspect

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of the female anatomy at all until now.

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"This aspect," meaning...

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The body and the brain,

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before, during, and after orgasm.

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As with all the other organs,

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they study the male brain

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and they expect the female brain

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to magically fit in
with their conclusions.

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But as you and I know,
our bodies are quite different,

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so any medications we might need
will also be different.

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And your study is funded?

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The drug companies have finally realized

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that there is money to be made

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in developing the equivalent
of a female Viagra.

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My personal fascination

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is with the role
sexual stimulation can play

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in pain control for women.

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But of course,
nobody will fund that study.

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So this way, two pigeons, one rock.

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Uh...

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Okay, I understand your
hesitation, Dr. Bailey. I-I do.

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But when I heard my brother was working

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for a female chief of surgery?

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00:12:10,788 --> 00:12:13,341
Ah, do you know just how rare that is?

258
00:12:14,125 --> 00:12:15,826
Look, let me just get this right.

259
00:12:15,860 --> 00:12:17,994
You want me to let you

260
00:12:18,029 --> 00:12:21,064
have women masturbate in my MRI machine

261
00:12:21,098 --> 00:12:23,610
so that you can study their
brains while they orgasm?

262
00:12:23,644 --> 00:12:24,668
Yes.

263
00:12:24,702 --> 00:12:27,170
- In the interest of science?
- Yes.

264
00:12:32,677 --> 00:12:33,777
Done.

265
00:12:36,814 --> 00:12:39,616
Well, the good news is you get
a fancy, new grown-up room

266
00:12:39,650 --> 00:12:41,452
while they paint the peds ward.

267
00:12:42,019 --> 00:12:43,587
Is there really
nothing else we can give him?

268
00:12:43,621 --> 00:12:44,955
I mean, not even an aspirin?

269
00:12:44,989 --> 00:12:46,823
He's maxed out on opiates.

270
00:12:46,858 --> 00:12:49,426
And just one aspirin will do
nothing for his pain,

271
00:12:49,460 --> 00:12:52,162
but it'll thin his blood and destroy
his chances of a successful surgery.

272
00:12:52,196 --> 00:12:53,463
You understand?

273
00:12:53,498 --> 00:12:56,433
W-What do I do? I mean, this is...

274
00:12:56,467 --> 00:12:58,869
Watching my kid in this
much pain, what do I do?

275
00:12:58,903 --> 00:13:01,605
Well, he plays baseball, right?
So what do you tell him?

276
00:13:01,639 --> 00:13:04,141
When it's the ninth inning and his team
is down and the pressure's on,

277
00:13:04,176 --> 00:13:06,676
you... you say, "You can do it."

278
00:13:06,711 --> 00:13:08,945
You say, "You got this."

279
00:13:10,581 --> 00:13:11,691
David.

280
00:13:13,359 --> 00:13:14,918
You got this.

281
00:13:27,563 --> 00:13:29,364
No, no. She cannot do the surgery.

282
00:13:29,397 --> 00:13:31,714
I didn't ask for his opinion.
I asked for his help.

283
00:13:31,739 --> 00:13:34,812
He said no. I moved on. And in
case anyone needs reminding,

284
00:13:34,866 --> 00:13:36,324
I am the chief of neurosurgery!

285
00:13:36,358 --> 00:13:38,402
Good for you, but the
tumor's invading his jaw.

286
00:13:38,437 --> 00:13:39,937
The difficult part of the
surgery is in his face,

287
00:13:39,972 --> 00:13:41,672
not his brain. You are not an ENT.

288
00:13:41,707 --> 00:13:43,040
It is compressing his trigeminal nerve.

289
00:13:43,075 --> 00:13:44,408
It is causing debilitating pain.

290
00:13:44,443 --> 00:13:45,743
And just because you are afraid of it

291
00:13:45,777 --> 00:13:47,578
doesn't mean I have to be!

292
00:13:47,613 --> 00:13:50,881
Avery, if she feels
she has it in hand...

293
00:13:50,916 --> 00:13:53,551
Oh, she doesn't. She... She
does not have it in hand.

294
00:13:53,585 --> 00:13:56,787
It's not your place to
decide that! It's hers!

295
00:13:56,822 --> 00:13:58,689
Her patient, her decision.

296
00:14:00,792 --> 00:14:02,526
Sorry to interrupt.

297
00:14:02,561 --> 00:14:04,862
Jackson, I'm doing a total
abdominal-wall transplant,

298
00:14:04,896 --> 00:14:06,897
and I could really use
some help with the nerves

299
00:14:06,932 --> 00:14:08,633
and the vascular microanastomosis.

300
00:14:08,667 --> 00:14:10,768
An abdominal-wall transplant?

301
00:14:10,802 --> 00:14:12,536
So you will get on board
with her groundbreaking surgery,

302
00:14:12,571 --> 00:14:13,404
but not mine.

303
00:14:13,438 --> 00:14:14,744
Oh, no, yours is not groundbreaking.

304
00:14:14,778 --> 00:14:16,741
Yours is reckless endangerment.

305
00:14:21,886 --> 00:14:24,228
Yes, sir, he's 10 years old.
He's a Syrian refugee.

306
00:14:24,263 --> 00:14:26,250
But, General, if I may,
she was held hostage

307
00:14:26,285 --> 00:14:28,286
for a decade, and he is her son.

308
00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:29,687
No, he wasn't legally adopted but...

309
00:14:29,721 --> 00:14:31,753
Is there any way to cut through some
of this red tape a little faster?

310
00:14:31,787 --> 00:14:32,774
No, not legally, but...

311
00:14:32,799 --> 00:14:33,991
Well, then could you
recommend an attorney

312
00:14:34,026 --> 00:14:35,493
who's better than you?! Damn it!

313
00:14:35,527 --> 00:14:37,928
- All right, thank you, sir.
- Yes, sir. I'll tell her.

314
00:14:40,766 --> 00:14:41,999
No.

315
00:14:44,303 --> 00:14:46,504
- This surgery could kill her.
- This surgery is her best shot.

316
00:14:46,538 --> 00:14:48,172
Her best shot is to lay
in that bed and heal.

317
00:14:48,206 --> 00:14:51,142
But she won't. Megan won't.

318
00:14:51,176 --> 00:14:52,777
She's not gonna lie there for six months

319
00:14:52,811 --> 00:14:54,145
with her kid over there,
and you know it.

320
00:14:54,179 --> 00:14:55,346
She's going back to Iraq.

321
00:14:55,380 --> 00:14:56,914
And if that wound gets infected...

322
00:14:56,948 --> 00:14:59,750
Owen, this surgery is her best option.

323
00:15:09,361 --> 00:15:11,495
This woman has been dead three days.

324
00:15:11,530 --> 00:15:13,271
Is that too long?

325
00:15:17,969 --> 00:15:19,804
Shotgun to the abdomen.

326
00:15:19,838 --> 00:15:21,939
You don't see a problem here?

327
00:15:21,973 --> 00:15:23,507
You can't repair it?

328
00:15:29,314 --> 00:15:31,949
Did I mention our patient is female?

329
00:15:31,983 --> 00:15:32,917
Yes.

330
00:15:54,573 --> 00:15:55,706
Hello.

331
00:15:55,741 --> 00:15:57,375
Do you need the MRI?

332
00:15:57,409 --> 00:15:59,043
- No.
- No.

333
00:15:59,077 --> 00:16:00,878
No. We just heard about the, um...

334
00:16:00,912 --> 00:16:02,513
My study?

335
00:16:02,547 --> 00:16:04,648
Exactly. Yeah.

336
00:16:04,683 --> 00:16:05,983
I'm Maggie Pierce.

337
00:16:06,017 --> 00:16:07,051
I'm the head of cardiothoracic surgery.

338
00:16:07,085 --> 00:16:09,920
Maggie Pierce who used to
date my little brother?

339
00:16:09,955 --> 00:16:12,990
- Uh, no, I don't think so.
- Uh, DeLuca.

340
00:16:13,024 --> 00:16:15,393
- What?
- She's DeLuca's sister.

341
00:16:15,427 --> 00:16:18,028
You're even more beautiful than
my stupid little brother said.

342
00:16:18,063 --> 00:16:21,399
I am?! He is? He what? What did he say?

343
00:16:21,433 --> 00:16:22,633
Whoa! Orgasm!

344
00:16:22,667 --> 00:16:25,903
That is the most active uptake
I have ever seen on an MRI.

345
00:16:25,937 --> 00:16:27,238
It's bright.

346
00:16:27,272 --> 00:16:29,106
I'm always looking for volunteers

347
00:16:29,141 --> 00:16:31,925
- if any of you have any free time.
- No.

348
00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:33,377
- No way.
- No, thank you.

349
00:16:34,713 --> 00:16:36,113
Cool study, though!

350
00:16:39,551 --> 00:16:41,018
Jo boned a Sub-I.

351
00:16:41,052 --> 00:16:42,586
Six... What?

352
00:16:42,621 --> 00:16:45,055
Yeah, more specifically,
the Sub-I whose glasses...

353
00:16:45,090 --> 00:16:47,091
- No.
- Yes.

354
00:16:47,125 --> 00:16:48,426
She did that because you told her

355
00:16:48,460 --> 00:16:49,960
about looking up her husband?

356
00:16:49,995 --> 00:16:52,263
No. I-I didn't tell her about that.

357
00:16:52,297 --> 00:16:54,265
Oh, well, she did it
because you're avoiding her

358
00:16:54,299 --> 00:16:56,066
because you're too wimpy to tell her

359
00:16:56,101 --> 00:16:57,935
you looked up her husband.

360
00:16:57,969 --> 00:16:58,903
Maybe she just did it.

361
00:16:58,937 --> 00:17:00,604
Maybe it doesn't have
anything to do with me.

362
00:17:00,639 --> 00:17:02,373
Oh, please! Jo is so hot.

363
00:17:02,407 --> 00:17:04,108
She could sleep with anyone she wants.

364
00:17:04,142 --> 00:17:07,044
She chose Glasses? It has
everything to do with you.

365
00:17:07,078 --> 00:17:09,580
When I slept with George, it had
everything to do with Derek.

366
00:17:09,614 --> 00:17:11,148
I still can't believe you did that.

367
00:17:11,183 --> 00:17:14,585
Okay, we are way too old to
be having this conversation.

368
00:17:14,619 --> 00:17:17,054
Okay, just... just
tell me why you did it.

369
00:17:17,088 --> 00:17:18,722
Because he was there.

370
00:17:18,757 --> 00:17:20,124
Yeah, that's not an answer.

371
00:17:20,158 --> 00:17:21,559
Because he wasn't Alex.

372
00:17:21,593 --> 00:17:23,442
Mm, still not quite an answer.

373
00:17:24,329 --> 00:17:26,997
Because I choose bad guys, okay?

374
00:17:27,032 --> 00:17:29,433
I choose... really bad guys.

375
00:17:29,468 --> 00:17:30,434
Violent guys.

376
00:17:30,469 --> 00:17:34,638
In the past, I have chosen
guys who have hurt me.

377
00:17:34,673 --> 00:17:36,006
What? Like, physically?

378
00:17:36,041 --> 00:17:37,641
Yeah.

379
00:17:40,645 --> 00:17:42,346
If a guy hurts you physically,

380
00:17:42,380 --> 00:17:45,850
that has nothing to do with you
or who you choose.

381
00:17:45,884 --> 00:17:47,184
That's not your fault.

382
00:17:47,219 --> 00:17:48,686
And I just don't think Karev is...

383
00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:50,921
I saw him beat Andrew to a pulp.

384
00:17:50,956 --> 00:17:52,423
I didn't think he had that
in him, either,

385
00:17:52,457 --> 00:17:54,124
and then I watched it. I...

386
00:17:54,159 --> 00:17:56,160
Well, you have your own
history of volatility.

387
00:17:56,194 --> 00:17:58,195
It's self-defense. It's different.

388
00:17:58,230 --> 00:18:01,365
Hey, Jo? I mean, Dr. Wilson.

389
00:18:01,399 --> 00:18:03,534
- Dr. Jo Wilson.
- Yes?

390
00:18:03,568 --> 00:18:04,869
You have a minute?

391
00:18:04,903 --> 00:18:06,170
Yeah.

392
00:18:09,407 --> 00:18:11,876
She's 35. Motorcycle accident.

393
00:18:11,910 --> 00:18:13,644
- Wasn't wearing a helmet.
- Stupid.

394
00:18:13,678 --> 00:18:14,812
Right. So she's brain-dead.

395
00:18:14,846 --> 00:18:17,281
But no injury to the chest or abdomen.

396
00:18:17,315 --> 00:18:19,817
Name is Shaugnessy,
which sounds pretty Scottish.

397
00:18:19,851 --> 00:18:22,553
Or Irish? Definitely pale.

398
00:18:22,587 --> 00:18:24,522
I-I think she's a pretty perfect match.

399
00:18:24,556 --> 00:18:25,990
So what's the problem?

400
00:18:26,024 --> 00:18:28,292
I don't know if it's appropriate
to approach a family

401
00:18:28,326 --> 00:18:30,027
while their grief is this fresh.

402
00:18:30,061 --> 00:18:31,328
It's not really appropriate

403
00:18:31,363 --> 00:18:33,163
for you to approach them at all.

404
00:18:33,198 --> 00:18:34,565
Right. But, I-I mean,

405
00:18:34,599 --> 00:18:36,233
I'd really love to scrub in
on that surgery, so...

406
00:18:36,268 --> 00:18:37,501
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait.

407
00:18:37,536 --> 00:18:40,237
If you find the donor,
you get to scrub in?

408
00:18:40,272 --> 00:18:41,338
Page Dr. Grey.

409
00:18:41,373 --> 00:18:44,008
I want to fix it, you know?
I want to turn back time.

410
00:18:44,042 --> 00:18:45,142
I just want to get everything right.

411
00:18:45,176 --> 00:18:46,310
I want her to not be captured.

412
00:18:46,344 --> 00:18:49,179
I just want to fix everything.
And Meredith says she can.

413
00:18:49,214 --> 00:18:50,347
Meredith says she can fix her.

414
00:18:50,382 --> 00:18:52,483
And all I am is terrified
that I'm gonna lose her again.

415
00:18:52,517 --> 00:18:54,752
She doesn't need you
to turn back time, Nathan.

416
00:18:54,786 --> 00:18:55,786
She just needs you to be with her.

417
00:18:55,820 --> 00:18:58,155
She needs to know that
you're all-in with her.

418
00:18:58,189 --> 00:19:00,357
'Cause anything less than that,
anything in between,

419
00:19:00,392 --> 00:19:02,459
is torture.

420
00:19:03,862 --> 00:19:04,962
What do you got?

421
00:19:04,996 --> 00:19:07,197
35-year-old female, fit,
Caucasian, brain dead.

422
00:19:07,232 --> 00:19:08,566
Family have approved the donation.

423
00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:11,368
Whew! Do an infectious-disease screen.

424
00:19:11,403 --> 00:19:12,536
Congratulations, Wilson.

425
00:19:12,571 --> 00:19:14,872
If this checks out, you get to scrub in.

426
00:19:14,906 --> 00:19:17,675
- Thank you, Dr. Grey.
- Great job.

427
00:19:17,709 --> 00:19:19,276
Get me a coffee.

428
00:19:26,468 --> 00:19:29,687
But she was mine. I found her.
I trusted you!

429
00:19:29,721 --> 00:19:31,522
It means nothing to you
to scrub in on that surgery.

430
00:19:31,556 --> 00:19:32,823
And after what happened in my O.R.?

431
00:19:32,857 --> 00:19:34,625
She won't even let you near the table.

432
00:19:34,659 --> 00:19:36,827
For me, this could be a game-changer.

433
00:19:36,861 --> 00:19:40,395
That's not an apology!
You owe me an apology!

434
00:19:40,429 --> 00:19:41,711
No, she doesn't owe you anything.

435
00:19:41,745 --> 00:19:43,534
- Alex, don't.
- She's a senior resident.

436
00:19:43,568 --> 00:19:45,903
You're not even a first year,
which makes you a zero year.

437
00:19:45,937 --> 00:19:47,738
You're a zero that
dropped a foreign object

438
00:19:47,772 --> 00:19:49,373
in the surgical field of a 7-year-old.

439
00:19:49,407 --> 00:19:51,074
You're only here because Dr. Wilson

440
00:19:51,109 --> 00:19:53,177
handled your screw-up
and covered your ass.

441
00:19:53,211 --> 00:19:55,412
- Got it?!
- Yeah. I-I'm a zero.

442
00:19:55,447 --> 00:19:56,780
Okay.

443
00:19:58,750 --> 00:20:00,217
Thank you.

444
00:20:00,251 --> 00:20:02,052
I'm sorry.

445
00:20:02,086 --> 00:20:03,420
It's... It's funny.

446
00:20:03,455 --> 00:20:06,256
I can't believe you...

447
00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:11,395
I know!

448
00:20:12,588 --> 00:20:13,593
We have to ta...

449
00:20:13,628 --> 00:20:16,200
Hey, so, I had to go to three different
bakeries, but I found cinnamon cake.

450
00:20:16,234 --> 00:20:17,540
- She can't eat.
- I know.

451
00:20:17,575 --> 00:20:19,336
But she said she
wanted to smell it, so...

452
00:20:19,370 --> 00:20:21,047
You sent him on a fool's errand?

453
00:20:21,081 --> 00:20:23,298
I needed some time for us
to all get on the same page.

454
00:20:23,325 --> 00:20:25,360
- What same page?
- Sit down, Owen.

455
00:20:25,394 --> 00:20:27,168
We need to talk to you.

456
00:20:27,830 --> 00:20:30,465
What about? About
your sham of a marriage.

457
00:20:35,671 --> 00:20:36,971
Oh, you got this, buddy.

458
00:20:37,006 --> 00:20:38,273
You got this.

459
00:20:38,307 --> 00:20:40,341
I'm so proud of you.

460
00:20:48,350 --> 00:20:51,219
Dr. Shepherd, are you sure
that this surgery

461
00:20:51,253 --> 00:20:52,860
is the right thing for Beau?

462
00:20:53,656 --> 00:20:55,905
No one's ever sure of anything, DeLuca.

463
00:20:56,425 --> 00:20:58,993
Stop trying to be sure.
It's a losing battle.

464
00:20:59,028 --> 00:21:00,295
I-I just...

465
00:21:00,329 --> 00:21:02,674
I feel like you're
adding pain to his pain...

466
00:21:02,708 --> 00:21:04,365
for a surgery that you're not sure about

467
00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:06,200
on a tumor that is benign.

468
00:21:06,235 --> 00:21:08,375
Because his pain is not benign.

469
00:21:09,238 --> 00:21:11,839
You think it's a better plan to send him
home with no hope and an oxy habit?

470
00:21:11,874 --> 00:21:14,575
He will be a shell
of the kid he once was.

471
00:21:14,610 --> 00:21:17,927
A ghost. An addict.
This pain will waste him.

472
00:21:18,547 --> 00:21:20,715
I will not send that family home
with no hope.

473
00:21:20,749 --> 00:21:22,417
Not when there's a chance I can fix it.

474
00:21:27,623 --> 00:21:29,357
Been thinking about your thing.

475
00:21:29,391 --> 00:21:30,742
Don't want to. Can't stop.

476
00:21:30,777 --> 00:21:32,560
Can I call you New Stephanie?

477
00:21:32,594 --> 00:21:34,062
Yeah.

478
00:21:34,096 --> 00:21:36,698
Uh, okay. Here's my heartfelt advice.

479
00:21:36,732 --> 00:21:38,066
I hear what you're saying,

480
00:21:38,100 --> 00:21:40,268
but I think Karev thought
DeLuca was hurting you.

481
00:21:40,302 --> 00:21:42,663
And I get that you have some
kind of history with bad guys,

482
00:21:42,688 --> 00:21:44,339
but I just don't think
you should feel like

483
00:21:44,373 --> 00:21:46,174
Karev is that kind of guy.

484
00:21:46,208 --> 00:21:48,047
Uh. No. Oh, no.

485
00:21:48,081 --> 00:21:50,511
You do not get to tell a woman
how she should feel

486
00:21:50,546 --> 00:21:52,747
after she witnesses something
like what she witnessed

487
00:21:52,781 --> 00:21:54,849
between Karev and DeLuca.

488
00:21:54,883 --> 00:21:57,285
You don't know what it's like
to be female

489
00:21:57,319 --> 00:21:59,387
watching men assert their authority

490
00:21:59,421 --> 00:22:01,456
by throwing lethal punches.

491
00:22:01,490 --> 00:22:03,681
You don't get an opinion on this.

492
00:22:04,827 --> 00:22:07,495
You know... you're right.

493
00:22:10,599 --> 00:22:12,734
You don't have to
listen to anyone on this

494
00:22:12,768 --> 00:22:16,938
because you are a powerful woman
and you know your own mind.

495
00:22:18,107 --> 00:22:20,241
- Thank you, Chief.
- Mm-hmm.

496
00:22:21,810 --> 00:22:25,146
But Karev is a puppy dog.
And he wouldn't hurt a fly.

497
00:22:25,180 --> 00:22:28,416
Unless he thought
that fly was hurting you.

498
00:22:35,457 --> 00:22:37,058
- That's not true!
- She's entirely absent.

499
00:22:37,092 --> 00:22:39,427
She said hello to me that first
morning and then she left.

500
00:22:39,461 --> 00:22:40,520
She wanted to give us space.

501
00:22:40,554 --> 00:22:42,330
That's literally all she gives you.

502
00:22:42,364 --> 00:22:44,098
And I'm not the only one that sees it.

503
00:22:44,133 --> 00:22:45,833
You seemed happy at your wedding mostly,

504
00:22:45,868 --> 00:22:47,402
although she was awfully late.

505
00:22:47,436 --> 00:22:49,437
Wait! She was late to the wedding?

506
00:22:49,471 --> 00:22:51,888
- She... panicked.
- And you married her anyway?

507
00:22:51,922 --> 00:22:53,307
Teddy, could you please
explain that marriage

508
00:22:53,342 --> 00:22:56,177
isn't as simple as my sister
would want it to be?

509
00:22:56,211 --> 00:22:57,612
I'm with her, Owen.

510
00:22:57,646 --> 00:22:59,280
You married a patient

511
00:22:59,314 --> 00:23:00,915
because he needed
your medical insurance.

512
00:23:00,949 --> 00:23:02,283
Because he would've died without it.

513
00:23:02,317 --> 00:23:03,777
- Sounds noble to me.
- It was.

514
00:23:03,811 --> 00:23:05,420
Yeah, and then you
fell in love with him.

515
00:23:05,454 --> 00:23:06,788
- You did?
- Because he was amazing.

516
00:23:06,822 --> 00:23:08,523
She's not here, Owen.

517
00:23:08,557 --> 00:23:10,591
She's in this hospital.
I see her walking the halls.

518
00:23:10,626 --> 00:23:12,126
But she's not here.

519
00:23:12,161 --> 00:23:13,694
Your family is gathered.

520
00:23:13,729 --> 00:23:15,296
Is she family or not?

521
00:23:15,330 --> 00:23:16,164
I don't need her here.

522
00:23:16,198 --> 00:23:18,266
And you don't see a problem with that?

523
00:23:18,300 --> 00:23:20,635
Why is your wife
not the person you turn to

524
00:23:20,669 --> 00:23:22,537
- for comfort?
- Okay! You said it!

525
00:23:22,571 --> 00:23:24,372
Okay? All of you. And I heard it.

526
00:23:24,406 --> 00:23:26,305
- Is that it?
- No, that's not it!

527
00:23:26,708 --> 00:23:28,932
Whatever happens
in your stupid marriage...

528
00:23:29,645 --> 00:23:31,352
if I die...

529
00:23:33,015 --> 00:23:35,349
I need you to promise me that
you'll take care of Farouk.

530
00:23:35,384 --> 00:23:36,717
You'll do whatever you have to do.

531
00:23:36,752 --> 00:23:39,443
You'll move wherever you have to move.

532
00:23:39,855 --> 00:23:41,789
He is one half of my heart,
and you are the other half,

533
00:23:41,824 --> 00:23:44,123
and I need to know that you've got him.

534
00:23:47,563 --> 00:23:49,530
- Damn it, Megan.
- What?

535
00:23:49,565 --> 00:23:51,966
I was gonna storm out, and you
just made that really hard!

536
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,568
That was the whole design!

537
00:23:56,071 --> 00:23:59,240
Ow. Ow. Don't me laugh.

538
00:23:59,274 --> 00:24:02,810
Hey, babe.

539
00:24:02,845 --> 00:24:04,378
Hey.

540
00:24:04,413 --> 00:24:05,746
Are we laughing or crying?

541
00:24:05,781 --> 00:24:07,381
Both.

542
00:24:07,416 --> 00:24:10,051
Well, sorry to be the one
to break up the party,

543
00:24:10,085 --> 00:24:13,554
but I was hoping to get
a little time alone with Megan.

544
00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:19,760
Hey.

545
00:24:19,795 --> 00:24:22,864
Arizona, hi! Come in. Close the door.

546
00:24:29,438 --> 00:24:32,507
So, um... do you have
a patient in there now?

547
00:24:32,541 --> 00:24:34,442
No. Just reviewing scans.

548
00:24:34,476 --> 00:24:35,576
Wow!

549
00:24:35,611 --> 00:24:37,445
Right? Aren't they beautiful?

550
00:24:37,479 --> 00:24:40,081
Yes. Gosh. Wow. They're so colorful.

551
00:24:40,115 --> 00:24:41,338
Mm-hmm.

552
00:24:41,950 --> 00:24:44,886
And... you see here?

553
00:24:47,222 --> 00:24:49,490
Here's where the tension's building.

554
00:24:51,927 --> 00:24:53,127
And here...

555
00:24:55,264 --> 00:24:57,298
...a little more tension.

556
00:24:57,332 --> 00:24:59,500
Uh-huh... uh...

557
00:25:01,136 --> 00:25:02,637
And here...

558
00:25:07,609 --> 00:25:09,241
We're building...

559
00:25:10,245 --> 00:25:11,712
toward climax.

560
00:25:11,747 --> 00:25:13,114
Uh-huh.

561
00:25:13,148 --> 00:25:16,551
And here... we have...

562
00:25:19,688 --> 00:25:20,788
...release.

563
00:25:20,822 --> 00:25:23,658
Uh-huh.

564
00:25:23,692 --> 00:25:25,132
Mm-hmm.

565
00:25:25,761 --> 00:25:28,886
The female brain is a magical place.

566
00:25:32,167 --> 00:25:35,503
Ow!

567
00:25:35,537 --> 00:25:36,927
- Oh, no!
- Mm-hmm.

568
00:25:36,962 --> 00:25:38,109
Do not get down on that floor.

569
00:25:38,144 --> 00:25:39,473
That is nasty. You do not
need to be down there.

570
00:25:39,508 --> 00:25:41,642
- Are you gonna let me get through this?
- Probably not!

571
00:25:41,677 --> 00:25:43,411
Okay, I made a real mess
of this the first time.

572
00:25:43,445 --> 00:25:44,789
So I'd appreciate it if you'd shut up

573
00:25:44,823 --> 00:25:46,614
- and let me get through it this time.
- Okay, I'm sorry.

574
00:25:46,648 --> 00:25:47,915
It's hurting my knees.

575
00:25:47,950 --> 00:25:49,617
Megan Hunt...

576
00:25:53,889 --> 00:25:56,657
I have loved you
since the day I met you.

577
00:25:56,692 --> 00:25:59,627
I don't know how I got through
these last 10 years without you.

578
00:25:59,661 --> 00:26:01,495
And now that you're back,
I don't want to spend

579
00:26:01,530 --> 00:26:03,965
one more day without knowing
that you and I have actually...

580
00:26:03,999 --> 00:26:06,467
We have a match, Megan.

581
00:26:06,501 --> 00:26:08,300
Oh.

582
00:26:08,904 --> 00:26:11,138
Whoa. Sorry.

583
00:26:11,173 --> 00:26:13,374
I'm so sorry.

584
00:26:13,408 --> 00:26:14,775
I'm...

585
00:26:14,810 --> 00:26:16,544
No, no, no. Don't... Don't be sorry.

586
00:26:16,578 --> 00:26:18,846
I need that flesh to be fresh
when you sew it on me.

587
00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:21,515
We can do this another time.

588
00:26:24,686 --> 00:26:25,786
Are you ready?

589
00:26:28,523 --> 00:26:31,025
- Are you?
- Absolutely.

590
00:26:32,694 --> 00:26:33,894
Let's do this.

591
00:26:43,718 --> 00:26:45,085
Hey.

592
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:45,986
Hey.

593
00:26:46,020 --> 00:26:47,955
- How's Megan?
- She's gone to surgery.

594
00:26:47,989 --> 00:26:50,624
Amelia, can we talk?
I just need a minute.

595
00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:55,863
Amelia, I'm afraid
that something's wrong.

596
00:26:55,897 --> 00:26:58,332
I mean, I know... I know
you go to your AA meetings

597
00:26:58,366 --> 00:26:59,533
and they seem to help,

598
00:26:59,567 --> 00:27:01,635
but I think you need something else.

599
00:27:01,669 --> 00:27:06,373
Maybe... Maybe therapy.
Maybe medication.

600
00:27:06,407 --> 00:27:09,510
I think you still have PTSD
from your brother's death.

601
00:27:09,544 --> 00:27:12,379
I don't know. I don't know
because I'm not a shrink.

602
00:27:12,413 --> 00:27:15,649
But I know the amazing person you are,

603
00:27:15,683 --> 00:27:18,519
and no one in my life sees that.

604
00:27:18,553 --> 00:27:21,221
The people who love me don't see that.

605
00:27:21,256 --> 00:27:24,858
So when I look at you
through their eyes...

606
00:27:26,928 --> 00:27:30,497
...I think something's wrong
and I want to help.

607
00:27:35,336 --> 00:27:37,905
Your sister doesn't like me...

608
00:27:37,939 --> 00:27:39,907
so I need therapy?

609
00:27:39,941 --> 00:27:42,876
Your friend who is
clearly in love with you

610
00:27:42,911 --> 00:27:45,512
does not like me, so I need medication?

611
00:27:45,547 --> 00:27:48,882
Your mom, who's with a man
half her age, doesn't like me,

612
00:27:48,917 --> 00:27:51,028
so I need help?

613
00:27:52,620 --> 00:27:54,855
Well, thank you for the offer.

614
00:27:54,889 --> 00:27:57,424
But I am about to go
perform a medical miracle,

615
00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:59,828
so I kind of need to focus.

616
00:28:00,962 --> 00:28:02,429
Amelia, I-I...

617
00:28:02,463 --> 00:28:05,332
Oh, and, um, if you want Teddy
as much as she wants you,

618
00:28:05,366 --> 00:28:06,400
you can have her.

619
00:28:06,434 --> 00:28:08,802
Really. It's no skin off my back.

620
00:28:18,546 --> 00:28:21,582
The Sub-I with the
glasses... he found the donor.

621
00:28:21,616 --> 00:28:22,950
Sorry.

622
00:28:22,984 --> 00:28:24,961
If you want to be a shark, be a shark.

623
00:28:24,996 --> 00:28:26,687
Don't apologize for it.

624
00:28:43,137 --> 00:28:44,271
Ten blade.

625
00:28:46,140 --> 00:28:47,774
Ten blade.

626
00:29:26,981 --> 00:29:29,249
Prep the recipient for the anastomosis.

627
00:29:34,622 --> 00:29:36,790
Now, that's what it is.

628
00:29:36,824 --> 00:29:40,093
You came here to find out what
your biological mother was like?

629
00:29:40,128 --> 00:29:41,928
There it is.

630
00:29:43,485 --> 00:29:44,531
Right there.

631
00:29:49,671 --> 00:29:51,538
Do you and Meredith sit in galleries

632
00:29:51,572 --> 00:29:53,006
and watch me while I operate

633
00:29:53,041 --> 00:29:54,775
and talk about how much I'm like Ellis?

634
00:29:54,809 --> 00:29:57,477
'Cause I'm kind of a hotshot
myself, if you haven't noticed.

635
00:29:57,512 --> 00:30:01,148
Top of my class at Yale.
Youngest-ever head of cardio.

636
00:30:01,182 --> 00:30:03,316
When I'm impressed with you,

637
00:30:03,351 --> 00:30:05,452
I don't immediately credit Ellis.

638
00:30:07,422 --> 00:30:10,023
I guess I like to take a little
of that credit for myself.

639
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:14,628
But maybe I shouldn't.

640
00:30:14,662 --> 00:30:18,165
'Cause after that competitive
rant you just had?

641
00:30:18,199 --> 00:30:19,666
Pure Ellis.

642
00:30:26,207 --> 00:30:27,974
I'm Stephanie.

643
00:30:28,009 --> 00:30:29,142
What?

644
00:30:29,177 --> 00:30:31,678
Jo's been talking to me today,
confiding in me, and...

645
00:30:31,713 --> 00:30:33,714
I think women keep each other's secrets

646
00:30:33,748 --> 00:30:36,149
no matter how much unnecessary
drama that may cause.

647
00:30:36,184 --> 00:30:40,353
But I can't, so I'm just
gonna tell you that...

648
00:30:40,388 --> 00:30:41,810
she's afraid of you.

649
00:30:41,844 --> 00:30:43,241
What?

650
00:30:43,691 --> 00:30:45,559
She thinks you could hurt her.

651
00:30:45,593 --> 00:30:46,793
Not emotionally.

652
00:30:46,828 --> 00:30:49,596
She's afraid that you could
hurt her like you hurt DeLuca.

653
00:30:54,969 --> 00:30:57,704
Look at that. You see the mastoid?

654
00:30:57,739 --> 00:30:59,773
It's been completely
destroyed by the tumor.

655
00:30:59,807 --> 00:31:01,708
And the nerve compression.
The pain must've been...

656
00:31:01,743 --> 00:31:04,012
Unbearable.

657
00:31:04,812 --> 00:31:09,750
Okay, DeLuca, I'm gonna need you
to do me a favor.

658
00:31:17,091 --> 00:31:18,892
Well, hot damn.

659
00:31:18,926 --> 00:31:22,028
Would you look at that?
That is a perfect fit.

660
00:31:34,376 --> 00:31:36,276
Dr. Avery? Dr. Shepherd
needs you in O.R. two.

661
00:31:36,310 --> 00:31:37,811
Little busy here, DeLuca.
Uh, yeah, but...

662
00:31:37,845 --> 00:31:39,412
she's got Beau Martinez on the table.

663
00:31:39,447 --> 00:31:42,182
- And h-his jaw is...
- You've got to be kidding me!

664
00:31:44,318 --> 00:31:46,153
I can't believe you
called me out of a surgery

665
00:31:46,187 --> 00:31:48,321
because you started something
you don't know how to finish.

666
00:31:48,356 --> 00:31:50,056
Well, you said you wouldn't
take his jaw apart.

667
00:31:50,091 --> 00:31:51,725
That's right! So I took it apart.

668
00:31:51,759 --> 00:31:53,760
I just need you to put it
back together again.

669
00:31:53,795 --> 00:31:56,830
It's a little like LEGOS,
which I was never any good at.

670
00:31:56,864 --> 00:31:58,632
I can't make this piece fit.

671
00:32:28,828 --> 00:32:30,696
My arms are a little weak.

672
00:32:30,730 --> 00:32:32,197
- Can you...?
- Yeah.

673
00:32:42,809 --> 00:32:43,942
You ready?

674
00:32:53,219 --> 00:32:56,788
Oh... wow.

675
00:33:00,727 --> 00:33:02,728
Can you give us a minute?

676
00:33:16,910 --> 00:33:18,744
Am I alive?

677
00:33:18,778 --> 00:33:20,732
You are.

678
00:33:21,948 --> 00:33:23,882
- Dad?
- I'm right here, son.

679
00:33:23,917 --> 00:33:25,317
It's not hurting.

680
00:33:25,351 --> 00:33:27,653
It doesn't hurt.

681
00:33:29,622 --> 00:33:32,291
That's great. That's great. Great.

682
00:33:33,626 --> 00:33:35,160
Wow. That was incredible.

683
00:33:35,195 --> 00:33:38,330
Right? That smile?
That is why we do what we do.

684
00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:40,999
Nope. That was not bravery or victory.

685
00:33:41,034 --> 00:33:43,035
That was stupidity. And you got lucky.

686
00:33:43,069 --> 00:33:45,070
You just can't be wrong, can you?

687
00:33:45,104 --> 00:33:48,273
DeLuca, why don't we look at
this as a teaching moment, huh?

688
00:33:48,308 --> 00:33:50,776
You saw how she handled that.
You realize how lucky she is

689
00:33:50,810 --> 00:33:52,411
that I'm as good as I am,

690
00:33:52,445 --> 00:33:54,713
how lucky she is that I didn't
report her to the medical board.

691
00:33:54,747 --> 00:33:56,181
Because this is exactly
the kind of thing

692
00:33:56,216 --> 00:33:57,683
that would prompt them to reevaluate

693
00:33:57,717 --> 00:33:58,784
her license to practice medicine.

694
00:33:58,818 --> 00:34:00,252
Do you understand me?

695
00:34:00,286 --> 00:34:01,548
- Yes, sir.
- Good.

696
00:34:01,582 --> 00:34:04,389
You keep it up, and your luck
is gonna run out.

697
00:34:13,967 --> 00:34:15,601
You should've seen
what Shepherd tried...

698
00:34:15,635 --> 00:34:17,914
Shh. I just got her down.

699
00:34:21,140 --> 00:34:24,810
So, we gonna talk about
what you said to Maggie or what?

700
00:34:24,844 --> 00:34:25,922
Why? Why would we do that?

701
00:34:25,956 --> 00:34:27,379
We never talk about
anything that matters.

702
00:34:27,413 --> 00:34:28,914
April, come on. What... What is this?

703
00:34:28,948 --> 00:34:30,716
Montana.

704
00:34:30,750 --> 00:34:32,951
We never talked about
what happened in Montana.

705
00:34:32,986 --> 00:34:36,121
Would you like to?
I didn't realize we needed to.

706
00:34:36,155 --> 00:34:39,124
Look, Jackson, I get that you're
really good at compartmentalizing.

707
00:34:39,158 --> 00:34:41,326
You know, like, I'm your friend,
I'm your person,

708
00:34:41,361 --> 00:34:44,296
I'm Harriet's mom,
and sometimes we have sex

709
00:34:44,330 --> 00:34:46,265
and that's totally okay with you.

710
00:34:46,299 --> 00:34:47,332
I get it.

711
00:34:47,367 --> 00:34:50,302
It's just that you are
a lot better at it than I am.

712
00:34:53,006 --> 00:34:55,240
Montana actually caused me pain.

713
00:34:55,275 --> 00:34:56,608
Yeah, I thought I was...

714
00:34:56,643 --> 00:34:58,410
I thought I was good.
I thought it was fine.

715
00:34:58,444 --> 00:35:01,980
But then I spent weeks
wondering what it was.

716
00:35:02,015 --> 00:35:04,016
And if it was nothing,

717
00:35:04,050 --> 00:35:08,420
then it's just, like, casual sex.

718
00:35:10,056 --> 00:35:12,010
Which, to me is...

719
00:35:22,201 --> 00:35:24,970
I...

720
00:35:28,174 --> 00:35:30,776
It causes me pain,
the way that we're doing this.

721
00:35:35,348 --> 00:35:39,017
And I... I don't... I think
I probably have to move out.

722
00:35:53,232 --> 00:35:55,000
- I can't believe it.
- What?

723
00:35:55,034 --> 00:35:56,868
Megan. And what Grey did.

724
00:35:56,903 --> 00:35:59,766
I mean, that surgery is
gonna put her on the map.

725
00:36:01,708 --> 00:36:02,908
Did you talk to Amelia?

726
00:36:02,942 --> 00:36:05,243
Yeah. Didn't go real well.

727
00:36:05,278 --> 00:36:06,449
I'm sorry.

728
00:36:06,483 --> 00:36:09,025
You know she hasn't stayed
at home in months?

729
00:36:09,515 --> 00:36:11,817
A lot of months.

730
00:36:11,851 --> 00:36:13,552
She doesn't touch me.

731
00:36:15,088 --> 00:36:16,955
We don't...

732
00:36:19,058 --> 00:36:21,059
She doesn't want to be married to me.

733
00:36:23,730 --> 00:36:25,163
She said...

734
00:36:28,901 --> 00:36:30,802
What? W-What did she say?

735
00:36:45,385 --> 00:36:48,220
Owen.

736
00:36:48,254 --> 00:36:50,789
You... You're married.

737
00:36:50,823 --> 00:36:53,625
And you... are conflicted.

738
00:36:53,659 --> 00:36:55,293
And you...

739
00:36:55,328 --> 00:36:58,263
You are my favorite human on the planet.

740
00:36:58,297 --> 00:37:03,101
And if we are meant to be more
in this lifetime,

741
00:37:03,136 --> 00:37:07,139
it can't start with you cheating
on... on... on... on your wife.

742
00:37:07,173 --> 00:37:08,227
She doesn't care.

743
00:37:08,262 --> 00:37:10,108
But I care! And you care!

744
00:37:10,143 --> 00:37:12,046
And I know you, Owen.

745
00:37:13,012 --> 00:37:14,946
I know your guilt. I know your shame.

746
00:37:14,981 --> 00:37:17,249
And I know what it'll do to you, so...

747
00:37:17,283 --> 00:37:20,051
Let me stay your favorite person for now

748
00:37:20,086 --> 00:37:22,020
and you stay mine, okay?

749
00:37:25,358 --> 00:37:27,225
Okay.

750
00:37:28,396 --> 00:37:30,128
I am s... I am so sorry. I...

751
00:37:30,163 --> 00:37:32,164
No, no, no. No. No. No.

752
00:37:32,198 --> 00:37:34,861
No. We are okay.

753
00:37:36,102 --> 00:37:38,069
We are okay.

754
00:37:40,373 --> 00:37:43,408
Dr. DeLuca, you still
looking for volunteers?

755
00:37:43,443 --> 00:37:44,609
Always.

756
00:37:44,644 --> 00:37:46,445
Because I am in the mood to celebrate.

757
00:37:46,479 --> 00:37:47,813
Okay.

758
00:37:47,847 --> 00:37:50,115
Ooh! Toys!

759
00:37:50,149 --> 00:37:51,583
Purple, I think.

760
00:37:51,617 --> 00:37:53,718
Nope... hot pink.

761
00:38:01,027 --> 00:38:03,161
You're really
getting rid of all of them, huh?

762
00:38:03,196 --> 00:38:04,196
I don't even want to look at them.

763
00:38:04,230 --> 00:38:05,263
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Y-Y-You...

764
00:38:05,298 --> 00:38:07,132
What about these?
Y-You getting rid of these, too?

765
00:38:07,166 --> 00:38:09,167
These are the least comfortable pair.

766
00:38:09,202 --> 00:38:12,337
Only if you try to stand up in them.

767
00:38:12,371 --> 00:38:14,406
Ooh.

768
00:38:18,211 --> 00:38:19,864
You're so...

769
00:38:20,980 --> 00:38:22,447
- Come here.
- What? What?

770
00:38:22,482 --> 00:38:24,049
Sit down. These are my shoes.

771
00:38:25,318 --> 00:38:27,385
Hey. Ciao.

772
00:38:33,759 --> 00:38:35,694
Did you have to come
to the hospital I work at

773
00:38:35,728 --> 00:38:38,376
to have women... masturbate in the MRI?

774
00:38:38,411 --> 00:38:40,031
You don't think that's
the tiniest bit inappropriate?

775
00:38:40,066 --> 00:38:43,969
No.

776
00:38:44,003 --> 00:38:46,204
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Who... Who is that?

777
00:38:46,239 --> 00:38:49,474
In the MRI. You said
it was a friend of mine?

778
00:38:49,509 --> 00:38:53,773
As surgeons, we try to eliminate pain.

779
00:38:54,580 --> 00:38:58,152
As humans, we just try
like hell to avoid it.

780
00:39:00,686 --> 00:39:02,387
You have a minute?

781
00:39:02,421 --> 00:39:04,823
Did you come to laugh at me again?

782
00:39:04,857 --> 00:39:06,244
No.

783
00:39:09,428 --> 00:39:11,530
You know, I-I found your husband.

784
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,269
- What?
- I hired a guy. I-I found his name.

785
00:39:17,303 --> 00:39:19,004
I looked him up. And...

786
00:39:19,038 --> 00:39:21,172
And then I went and found him.

787
00:39:21,207 --> 00:39:23,008
Oh, my God, Alex.

788
00:39:23,042 --> 00:39:24,175
Look.

789
00:39:24,210 --> 00:39:25,677
You didn't ask me to do that,

790
00:39:25,711 --> 00:39:28,780
and you... you didn't give me
permission to do that,

791
00:39:28,814 --> 00:39:32,083
and it was wrong, and I-I'm sorry.

792
00:39:32,912 --> 00:39:36,021
And, Jo, I-I swear to God,

793
00:39:36,055 --> 00:39:39,735
I could never, ever hurt you.

794
00:39:40,749 --> 00:39:43,261
My dad, he... he was like your ex.

795
00:39:43,296 --> 00:39:46,298
I'm not like that, all right?
I'm not like my dad.

796
00:39:46,332 --> 00:39:48,300
I mean, I do...
I do things that are wrong.

797
00:39:48,334 --> 00:39:49,868
I do things that are stupid.

798
00:39:49,902 --> 00:39:53,605
But... I swear to you...

799
00:39:53,639 --> 00:39:55,309
I would never hurt you.

800
00:40:00,947 --> 00:40:03,782
- You saw Paul?
- Yeah.

801
00:40:06,118 --> 00:40:07,886
- And you didn't kill him?
- No.

802
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,487
I mean, I thought about it.

803
00:40:09,522 --> 00:40:12,257
But I-I-I... came home instead.

804
00:40:15,828 --> 00:40:17,596
Okay.

805
00:40:45,499 --> 00:40:48,426
When we can't avoid pain,
we try to understand it...

806
00:40:48,461 --> 00:40:50,097
Hey.

807
00:40:51,831 --> 00:40:53,264
Hey.

808
00:40:53,299 --> 00:40:55,186
How's everything with Megan?

809
00:40:56,969 --> 00:40:58,773
Yeah, she's...

810
00:40:59,238 --> 00:41:03,008
She's perfect. Thank you.
You, um... You were incredible.

811
00:41:03,042 --> 00:41:05,112
So what are you doing out here?

812
00:41:05,478 --> 00:41:07,212
Well, um...

813
00:41:10,249 --> 00:41:12,517
She doesn't want to be with me.

814
00:41:12,551 --> 00:41:14,539
She, uh...

815
00:41:15,554 --> 00:41:17,322
She thinks I'm still in love with you.

816
00:41:25,865 --> 00:41:27,565
Meredith!

817
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:29,067
Hey, look. Can we talk?!

818
00:41:29,101 --> 00:41:30,402
...with pithy little quotes

819
00:41:30,436 --> 00:41:32,370
that we can wrap our heads around...

820
00:41:32,405 --> 00:41:35,707
All right! Let's see my brain on...

821
00:41:35,741 --> 00:41:39,811
Whoa! That is a beautiful tumor.

822
00:41:40,565 --> 00:41:42,681
...like "Suffering is optional"...

823
00:41:43,276 --> 00:41:44,619
Whose brain is that?

824
00:41:44,653 --> 00:41:47,852
...or "Time heals all wounds"...

825
00:41:48,948 --> 00:41:53,058
and my personal favorite,
"Every pain has a purpose."

826
00:42:02,368 --> 00:42:04,903
God, I hope that one's true.

827
00:42:06,980 --> 00:42:12,273
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