1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:02,424 - Previously on "Station 19"... - This is Jenna. 2 00:00:02,450 --> 00:00:04,801 I work with Tanner and I'm the best second date he's ever gonna have. 3 00:00:04,826 --> 00:00:06,295 What happened between us the other day 4 00:00:06,296 --> 00:00:08,285 can never happen again. 5 00:00:08,310 --> 00:00:12,375 Hawaii Air runs a 7:45 flight to Kauai. Let's hop it. 6 00:00:12,376 --> 00:00:14,261 I'm sticking to a very tight schedule. 7 00:00:14,286 --> 00:00:16,620 Home, Medic One studies, here. 8 00:00:16,621 --> 00:00:19,203 I'm even doing nightly videochats with Miranda and Tuck. 9 00:00:19,228 --> 00:00:20,524 We violated policy. 10 00:00:20,549 --> 00:00:22,331 So now you're having second thoughts after. 11 00:00:22,356 --> 00:00:24,000 If we can't even fight and make-up, 12 00:00:24,025 --> 00:00:25,134 then we won't survive. 13 00:00:27,297 --> 00:00:29,636 Everything seems perfectly fine in the light. 14 00:00:29,661 --> 00:00:31,373 Wait, you went where? 15 00:00:31,398 --> 00:00:34,368 Hawaii. Here, this is for you. 16 00:00:34,369 --> 00:00:37,471 And for you, young man. Chocolate covered. 17 00:00:37,496 --> 00:00:38,793 Very delicious. 18 00:00:38,819 --> 00:00:41,424 The world is bright and happy and delicious... 19 00:00:41,425 --> 00:00:43,206 - Can I have some? - When you eat your actual dinner. 20 00:00:43,231 --> 00:00:44,834 Mom won't let you keep coming to eat with me 21 00:00:44,859 --> 00:00:46,380 if all I do is fill you with sweets... 22 00:00:46,381 --> 00:00:49,145 - So you just up and went to Hawaii? - Yes he did! 23 00:00:49,170 --> 00:00:50,535 Hawaii Hawaii. 24 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:52,099 With the luaus and the drinks inside the pineapples... 25 00:00:52,124 --> 00:00:54,046 I even got to climb a dormant volcano... 26 00:00:54,071 --> 00:00:57,210 It gives you some perspective on firefighting, let me tell you. 27 00:00:57,235 --> 00:00:59,468 Sorry, it's just a little hard to compute you relaxing. 28 00:00:59,493 --> 00:01:01,935 Wearing shorts. Flip flops, and... 29 00:01:01,960 --> 00:01:03,463 Did you put on one of those flower leis? 30 00:01:03,488 --> 00:01:05,258 But you don't know what's around every corner. 31 00:01:05,283 --> 00:01:07,531 - What is all this? - Oh, my dad got Lei'd. 32 00:01:07,556 --> 00:01:10,555 She... She, uh... She means a necklace. 33 00:01:10,580 --> 00:01:11,736 You know, of... of flowers. 34 00:01:11,761 --> 00:01:14,845 The trip was a very spontaneous decision... One I do not regret. 35 00:01:14,870 --> 00:01:16,429 I'm all for spontaneous! 36 00:01:16,454 --> 00:01:18,271 You can't know what's coming next... 37 00:01:18,296 --> 00:01:20,148 Miller. Aloha. 38 00:01:21,459 --> 00:01:23,242 - What's wrong with you? - I can't do it anymore. 39 00:01:23,267 --> 00:01:26,702 My mother's list of possible dates is endless. 40 00:01:26,703 --> 00:01:28,033 How does she know this many people? 41 00:01:28,058 --> 00:01:30,640 How does she persuade them all to go on these dates? 42 00:01:30,665 --> 00:01:31,822 It's like waterboarding. 43 00:01:31,847 --> 00:01:33,678 But with small-talk and twinkly lights. 44 00:01:33,703 --> 00:01:35,296 I don't think you understand what waterboarding is... 45 00:01:35,321 --> 00:01:37,243 I don't either. What is it? 46 00:01:37,268 --> 00:01:38,947 - Uh... - Hey, what... 47 00:01:38,972 --> 00:01:40,372 You want one of these now, actually? 48 00:01:40,397 --> 00:01:42,318 I am exhausted. I need it to stop. 49 00:01:42,343 --> 00:01:43,743 Can't you just make it stop by saying, 50 00:01:43,768 --> 00:01:45,759 Mom, I am stopping this now. 51 00:01:45,784 --> 00:01:47,859 Mm. Yeah. You haven't met Dean's mom. 52 00:01:47,884 --> 00:01:49,652 It's all or nothing with her. 53 00:01:49,677 --> 00:01:51,216 We struck a deal. 54 00:01:51,241 --> 00:01:53,927 Now, either I hold up my end of the bargain, or... 55 00:01:55,408 --> 00:01:56,426 ...there... there is no "or." 56 00:01:56,451 --> 00:01:57,713 Sounds like the only way to win 57 00:01:57,738 --> 00:01:59,520 is to bring home a living, breathing girlfriend, 58 00:01:59,545 --> 00:02:00,701 on the list, or not. 59 00:02:00,726 --> 00:02:02,056 I-If your mom's that by the books, 60 00:02:02,081 --> 00:02:03,795 she's not gonna encourage you to cheat, right? 61 00:02:03,820 --> 00:02:06,007 So, like a, fake girlfriend? 62 00:02:07,295 --> 00:02:10,155 You're kind of small. But your ideas are big... 63 00:02:10,180 --> 00:02:11,510 Don't... Don't encourage him, Tuck. 64 00:02:11,535 --> 00:02:13,457 I'll do it. I'm an Olympian. 65 00:02:13,482 --> 00:02:15,612 I'm hilarious. I've got a killer smile. 66 00:02:15,637 --> 00:02:17,489 You'd be lucky to have me. 67 00:02:17,514 --> 00:02:19,157 Turn this down, and you're missing out. 68 00:02:19,182 --> 00:02:20,756 The light may go out... 69 00:02:21,963 --> 00:02:24,892 It looks like the blackouts have made it to this neck of the woods. 70 00:02:24,917 --> 00:02:26,352 I'm done. Can I go? 71 00:02:26,377 --> 00:02:28,124 Um, o-okay. 72 00:02:30,304 --> 00:02:31,506 Excuse me. 73 00:02:31,531 --> 00:02:32,677 ...and leave you... 74 00:02:34,267 --> 00:02:36,316 ...in the dark. 75 00:02:37,916 --> 00:02:39,351 Hey, hey, hey, yo. It's... It's... It's been ages 76 00:02:39,376 --> 00:02:41,555 since we hung out at the station. Come on, stay a little longer. 77 00:02:41,580 --> 00:02:43,869 To sit around and listen to you and your work friends 78 00:02:43,894 --> 00:02:45,607 talk about stuff that you don't want me to listen to? 79 00:02:45,632 --> 00:02:48,179 - No thanks. - Well, okay, well... you and me, then. 80 00:02:48,204 --> 00:02:49,444 We can hang, you know? 81 00:02:49,469 --> 00:02:50,577 Let's get your mom to pick you up a little later. 82 00:02:50,602 --> 00:02:53,000 I can't. I have a debate competition tomorrow 83 00:02:53,001 --> 00:02:54,331 and I need to prep. 84 00:02:54,356 --> 00:02:56,278 You'd know that if you weren't too busy to answer the phone 85 00:02:56,303 --> 00:02:57,945 when Mom and I call you. 86 00:02:57,970 --> 00:02:59,683 - Everyone's always too busy... - No, no, no, I-I-I'm not... 87 00:02:59,708 --> 00:03:01,143 I'm not too busy. All right? 88 00:03:01,168 --> 00:03:03,734 I'm just... I'm just juggling a lot, you know, all at once. 89 00:03:03,735 --> 00:03:06,421 Working shifts, trying to study for Medic One. 90 00:03:06,446 --> 00:03:07,811 The... Uh... You remember, I told you about that... 91 00:03:07,836 --> 00:03:09,028 Yeah, it's what you always do. 92 00:03:09,053 --> 00:03:11,809 You find some new job thing to fill up your time 93 00:03:11,834 --> 00:03:13,408 and not actually be there for me and Mom. 94 00:03:13,433 --> 00:03:14,686 Tuck... 95 00:03:14,711 --> 00:03:16,508 - My ride's here. - Come... Come on, just stay... 96 00:03:16,533 --> 00:03:17,570 stay a little... 97 00:03:22,434 --> 00:03:23,626 Man... 98 00:03:26,180 --> 00:03:27,733 Uh, um... 99 00:03:28,613 --> 00:03:29,979 - Can... Can I help you? - Yeah. 100 00:03:30,004 --> 00:03:32,003 Is Lieutenant Herrera around? 101 00:03:32,813 --> 00:03:34,421 Here you are. 102 00:03:34,446 --> 00:03:36,159 Stopped by your office but you weren't there... 103 00:03:36,184 --> 00:03:38,210 Generator's flashing the fault alarm warning. 104 00:03:38,235 --> 00:03:40,712 That's not good with these blackouts, gotta fix it. 105 00:03:40,737 --> 00:03:42,856 The manual's here somewhere... 106 00:03:44,751 --> 00:03:47,089 Is this a... social visit? 107 00:03:47,114 --> 00:03:48,341 Routine. 108 00:03:48,366 --> 00:03:49,522 Just dropping off the new guidelines 109 00:03:49,547 --> 00:03:51,052 for firefighter pension benefits. 110 00:03:51,077 --> 00:03:52,578 Wanted to make sure you knew about the changes. 111 00:03:52,603 --> 00:03:55,188 - Okay. - Also wanted to say... 112 00:03:55,213 --> 00:03:56,762 thank you. 113 00:03:57,403 --> 00:03:59,086 For our talk the other day. 114 00:03:59,111 --> 00:04:00,742 Really appreciated it. 115 00:04:01,735 --> 00:04:02,857 Right. 116 00:04:02,882 --> 00:04:05,116 Ah, didn't see you at dinner, Captain! 117 00:04:05,141 --> 00:04:07,480 Wanted to give you a little something from my trip. 118 00:04:07,505 --> 00:04:09,009 - Thank you. - Aloha, Chief. 119 00:04:09,034 --> 00:04:10,052 Your trip? 120 00:04:10,077 --> 00:04:11,164 You know, I can't remember 121 00:04:11,189 --> 00:04:12,728 the last time I took a vacation. 122 00:04:12,753 --> 00:04:14,987 Here you go. Mahalo. 123 00:04:15,012 --> 00:04:17,975 Thank you. 124 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:19,644 Are you looking for the generator manual? 125 00:04:19,669 --> 00:04:21,347 Yes. Do you know where it is? 126 00:04:21,372 --> 00:04:23,571 - I-I know where one copy is. - Fantastic... where? 127 00:04:27,142 --> 00:04:28,913 Do you think you could stick around a little longer? 128 00:04:32,668 --> 00:04:35,423 Captain Herrera Aloha'd you, too? 129 00:04:35,448 --> 00:04:37,766 Yeah. Seems like he had an amazing time. 130 00:04:37,767 --> 00:04:39,201 You know what? 131 00:04:39,226 --> 00:04:40,904 Maybe you and I should try to get away somewhere... 132 00:04:40,929 --> 00:04:42,538 Oh, right. Like that's a possibility 133 00:04:42,563 --> 00:04:43,963 given work, plus secrecy, 134 00:04:43,988 --> 00:04:45,701 plus all the other strings involved. 135 00:04:45,726 --> 00:04:46,882 I know. You're right. 136 00:04:46,907 --> 00:04:49,455 But we could take a fake vacation, 137 00:04:49,480 --> 00:04:50,532 in our brains. 138 00:04:50,557 --> 00:04:52,409 To... Colorado? 139 00:04:52,434 --> 00:04:54,459 Or Vancouver. 140 00:04:54,484 --> 00:04:55,919 We could get a little ski chalet. 141 00:04:55,944 --> 00:04:57,379 - With a fireplace... - I'm sorry. 142 00:04:57,404 --> 00:04:59,078 In your fantasy, you want me in a snowsuit? 143 00:04:59,079 --> 00:05:01,521 There are things called beaches. And swimwear. 144 00:05:01,546 --> 00:05:02,877 You'd look sexy in a snowsuit. 145 00:05:02,902 --> 00:05:05,379 Okay, just so you know, in my fantasy, 146 00:05:05,404 --> 00:05:07,672 you're shirtless. All the time. 147 00:05:07,697 --> 00:05:09,619 - Oh yeah? - Oh definitely yeah. 148 00:05:30,067 --> 00:05:37,086 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 149 00:05:37,161 --> 00:05:39,290 Sorry to just drop by unannounced, 150 00:05:39,315 --> 00:05:40,681 I'm sure you're busy. No, no, no! 151 00:05:40,706 --> 00:05:42,434 Glad to see you, how's training been going? 152 00:05:42,435 --> 00:05:44,391 Kinda bad, actually. 153 00:05:44,416 --> 00:05:46,684 There's one other woman in my class at the Academy. 154 00:05:46,709 --> 00:05:48,817 My friend Laura... We're, really close. 155 00:05:48,818 --> 00:05:49,909 And... 156 00:05:49,934 --> 00:05:51,179 she quit today. 157 00:05:54,170 --> 00:05:56,932 I met my best friend in training. 158 00:05:56,957 --> 00:05:58,692 I know how much we relied on each other... 159 00:05:58,717 --> 00:06:00,494 Still do. 160 00:06:01,410 --> 00:06:03,575 Are you okay? 161 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:04,757 Not really. 162 00:06:04,782 --> 00:06:06,842 You know, she's kinda my rock, you know? 163 00:06:06,867 --> 00:06:08,753 Did you ever get to a place 164 00:06:08,778 --> 00:06:11,204 - where you thought about quitting? - Ooh. 165 00:06:11,526 --> 00:06:13,725 - Don't tell me you are... - 19, respond. 166 00:06:13,750 --> 00:06:15,190 Minor in possible medical distress in building without power... 167 00:06:15,215 --> 00:06:17,097 Uh, you've gotta go. I can see myself out... 168 00:06:17,122 --> 00:06:18,526 Nope. Uh uh. 169 00:06:18,551 --> 00:06:19,877 Come with me. 170 00:06:19,902 --> 00:06:21,346 Gotta love these blackouts. 171 00:06:21,347 --> 00:06:22,608 What, you scared of the dark? 172 00:06:22,633 --> 00:06:24,485 I got rid of my night-lights a long time ago, Herrera. 173 00:06:24,510 --> 00:06:25,875 Yeah, uh huh. You're not as tough as you look. 174 00:06:25,900 --> 00:06:28,237 Hey, listen, you cool if I bring somebody along on this call? 175 00:06:28,262 --> 00:06:29,745 - Excuse me? - Uh, she's the cadet 176 00:06:29,770 --> 00:06:31,158 I introduced you to before. 177 00:06:31,183 --> 00:06:34,221 She's here, and she's kind of having a tough time right now. 178 00:06:34,222 --> 00:06:35,517 I feel like being out on a call, 179 00:06:35,542 --> 00:06:37,116 experiencing what we do first hand... 180 00:06:37,141 --> 00:06:39,018 We're not gonna throw a civilian into the mix, okay? 181 00:06:39,019 --> 00:06:40,906 Especially not when there's a minor involved 182 00:06:40,931 --> 00:06:43,026 - and a blackout... - She's not just a civilian. 183 00:06:43,051 --> 00:06:44,659 She's an FD cadet. 184 00:06:44,684 --> 00:06:46,088 There's no time to debate this, Herrera. 185 00:06:46,089 --> 00:06:47,593 Boots on the ground experience 186 00:06:47,618 --> 00:06:48,948 is the best way for her to learn. 187 00:06:48,973 --> 00:06:50,512 And we do ride-alongs all the time. 188 00:06:50,537 --> 00:06:52,250 - I don't appreciate being blindsided. - I'll stay on her. 189 00:06:52,275 --> 00:06:53,872 The whole time. She's my responsibility. 190 00:06:54,636 --> 00:06:57,392 Fine... to observe, only. 191 00:07:01,042 --> 00:07:02,789 Ya know, Miller. I speak a little Nepalese. 192 00:07:02,814 --> 00:07:04,632 Learned it when I backpacked through Kathmandu. 193 00:07:04,657 --> 00:07:05,848 That sounds made up. 194 00:07:05,873 --> 00:07:07,238 Some parents might find that impressive... 195 00:07:07,263 --> 00:07:08,979 I would. Why are you still on this? 196 00:07:08,980 --> 00:07:11,943 Even if Olympic Gold is not your thing, 197 00:07:11,968 --> 00:07:13,820 I can cook. Ish. 198 00:07:13,845 --> 00:07:16,948 I'm organized. Not one single cavity. 199 00:07:16,973 --> 00:07:19,346 I absorbed my twin in utero. That makes me a winner. 200 00:07:19,371 --> 00:07:20,702 Wow. You will literally turn 201 00:07:20,727 --> 00:07:22,315 anything into a competition, won't you? 202 00:07:22,316 --> 00:07:23,959 Second place is just the first loser. 203 00:07:23,984 --> 00:07:26,096 - There's no competition. - Hold up. Go back to the twin thing... 204 00:07:26,097 --> 00:07:28,226 Even if I entertain your ridiculous scheme, 205 00:07:28,251 --> 00:07:29,798 it's doomed before it even begins 206 00:07:29,823 --> 00:07:31,216 because everybody knows 207 00:07:31,241 --> 00:07:32,893 that you do not "do" relationships. 208 00:07:32,894 --> 00:07:34,606 Everybody? Who's everybody? That's not true. 209 00:07:34,631 --> 00:07:36,275 Bishop. How many years have we been working again? 210 00:07:36,300 --> 00:07:37,630 What does that have to do with anything? 211 00:07:37,655 --> 00:07:39,854 And in that time, how many exclusive relationships 212 00:07:39,879 --> 00:07:42,531 have you had that lasted more than a couple of weeks? 213 00:07:43,703 --> 00:07:45,068 Whatever. 214 00:07:45,093 --> 00:07:46,517 You're the one looking for a fake girlfriend. 215 00:07:46,542 --> 00:07:48,620 I'm not looking so much as you volunteered. 216 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:54,880 - All right, I'll do it. - You'll do what? 217 00:07:54,905 --> 00:07:56,236 I mean, I know I'm married and all, 218 00:07:56,261 --> 00:07:58,842 but I would be honored to be your fake boyfriend. 219 00:08:00,500 --> 00:08:02,097 All right. 220 00:08:02,995 --> 00:08:04,499 Oh man. The whole block is out. 221 00:08:10,781 --> 00:08:12,980 - What do we got? - We've got a missing 6-year-old child, 222 00:08:13,005 --> 00:08:14,846 name is Penelope Hayes. Goes by Penny. 223 00:08:14,847 --> 00:08:16,837 M.I.A. for approximately two hours already. 224 00:08:16,862 --> 00:08:18,645 She's at high risk for potential medical assistance. 225 00:08:18,670 --> 00:08:19,826 She has really bad asthma. 226 00:08:19,851 --> 00:08:21,147 This is her brother, Xander, he called it in. 227 00:08:21,172 --> 00:08:23,268 Yeah, after I lost her. We were playing hide and seek, 228 00:08:23,293 --> 00:08:25,003 and then the power went out. That's when I called you guys. 229 00:08:25,004 --> 00:08:26,611 You got PD units looking already? 230 00:08:26,636 --> 00:08:28,106 Yes, but we got a lot of ground to cover... 231 00:08:28,131 --> 00:08:29,809 Our parents finally let me babysit. 232 00:08:29,834 --> 00:08:31,547 She doesn't have her inhaler, and when she gets scared, 233 00:08:31,572 --> 00:08:33,042 she starts to not breathe. 234 00:08:33,067 --> 00:08:34,432 She's all alone in the dark somewhere, 235 00:08:34,457 --> 00:08:35,479 and she's probably so scared. 236 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:36,671 Do you guys play this game a lot? 237 00:08:36,696 --> 00:08:38,479 Does Penny have any favorite hiding spots? 238 00:08:38,504 --> 00:08:40,912 Sure, yeah, the basement, Ms. Kennedy's apartment 239 00:08:40,937 --> 00:08:42,010 'cause it always smells like cookies... 240 00:08:42,035 --> 00:08:43,807 - Okay so... - Yeah, the... the parking garage, too. 241 00:08:43,832 --> 00:08:45,862 The stairs. Mailboxes, laundry room, 242 00:08:45,863 --> 00:08:47,054 and over by the storage area. 243 00:08:47,079 --> 00:08:48,513 Great, so the entire building. 244 00:08:48,538 --> 00:08:50,263 Thanks, Xander. We're on it. 245 00:08:50,714 --> 00:08:53,510 All right, listen up. Penny is susceptible to severe asthma attacks 246 00:08:53,511 --> 00:08:54,702 and in danger every minute 247 00:08:54,727 --> 00:08:55,849 she's alone without her medication. 248 00:08:55,874 --> 00:08:57,309 The clock is already ticking. 249 00:08:57,334 --> 00:08:59,464 We've got a building with five floors plus basement, 250 00:08:59,489 --> 00:09:01,027 over 150 people living inside... 251 00:09:01,052 --> 00:09:03,042 We got to split up to cover as much ground as possible. 252 00:09:03,043 --> 00:09:04,164 Hughes, Montgomery, Warren, 253 00:09:04,189 --> 00:09:05,346 you got the top floors. Go. 254 00:09:05,371 --> 00:09:07,084 Bishop, Miller, you're with me. 255 00:09:07,109 --> 00:09:09,586 Gibson, Herrera, you take the lower floors plus basement. 256 00:09:09,611 --> 00:09:11,024 - Got it. - Copy that. 257 00:09:11,049 --> 00:09:12,401 - Herrera? - Yes, Captain? 258 00:09:12,426 --> 00:09:14,575 Watch your cadet. No freelancing. Understood? 259 00:09:14,576 --> 00:09:15,941 Yes, sir. 260 00:09:15,966 --> 00:09:18,269 Okay, this is already hella fun. 261 00:09:18,294 --> 00:09:19,786 Penny! 262 00:09:19,811 --> 00:09:20,849 Are you here? 263 00:09:20,874 --> 00:09:21,780 If you can hear us, come out, sweetie. 264 00:09:21,805 --> 00:09:22,840 - Penelope? - Hey! 265 00:09:22,865 --> 00:09:24,529 Penelope? Excuse me. 266 00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:25,616 Has anyone seen a little girl? 267 00:09:25,641 --> 00:09:26,694 - Can you hear us? - Penelope? 268 00:09:26,719 --> 00:09:28,954 - Just call out, okay? - Hey, Penny! 269 00:09:28,979 --> 00:09:30,731 Make sure you check small crawlspaces, stairwells... 270 00:09:30,756 --> 00:09:32,513 - kids will hide anywhere. - Penny? 271 00:09:32,514 --> 00:09:33,740 Hey, Seattle Fire Department. 272 00:09:33,765 --> 00:09:35,215 I'm looking for a little girl, 6 years old. 273 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:37,143 - Penny? - Penny! 274 00:09:37,693 --> 00:09:39,406 Help! Help me! 275 00:09:39,431 --> 00:09:41,931 - Hang tight! Help is on the way! - Please, hurry! Help! 276 00:09:43,155 --> 00:09:45,123 - Hello? - The power went out. 277 00:09:45,124 --> 00:09:46,871 My dad's life support system shut off. 278 00:09:46,896 --> 00:09:48,852 I found him like this. Please, you have to help. 279 00:09:48,877 --> 00:09:50,347 Please don't let my dad die. 280 00:09:56,381 --> 00:09:57,921 No pulse. I'll take over. 281 00:10:01,526 --> 00:10:03,238 You know how to use that? 282 00:10:03,263 --> 00:10:05,358 Yeah. 283 00:10:05,383 --> 00:10:06,714 How long have you been doing CPR? 284 00:10:06,739 --> 00:10:08,974 I don't know, maybe... 15 to 20 minutes? 285 00:10:11,293 --> 00:10:13,249 I'm gonna need you to switch on my radio. 286 00:10:15,342 --> 00:10:16,882 Warren to 19. 287 00:10:16,907 --> 00:10:18,271 Copy Warren. Did you find Penny? 288 00:10:18,296 --> 00:10:20,288 Uh, no. But I do need some help. 289 00:10:20,313 --> 00:10:21,469 Apartment 515. 290 00:10:21,494 --> 00:10:23,416 I have an unconscious male in cardiac arrest. 291 00:10:23,441 --> 00:10:25,049 I need a jump bag, a Lifepak, 292 00:10:25,074 --> 00:10:26,300 and a portable generator STAT. 293 00:10:26,325 --> 00:10:27,865 Copy, on our way. 294 00:10:30,322 --> 00:10:32,174 That's it, slow and steady. 295 00:10:34,355 --> 00:10:36,727 Hey. Help is coming. 296 00:10:36,752 --> 00:10:38,570 My dad's name is Elliot. 297 00:10:38,595 --> 00:10:40,377 He has stage four lung cancer, and he's terminal, 298 00:10:40,402 --> 00:10:41,941 and he doesn't want to die in a hospital, 299 00:10:41,966 --> 00:10:43,332 so we set up a home hospice for him... 300 00:10:43,357 --> 00:10:44,409 And the ventilator? 301 00:10:44,434 --> 00:10:45,869 Tumors grew around his phrenic nerves... 302 00:10:45,894 --> 00:10:47,467 - And paralyzed his chest. - Dad? 303 00:10:47,492 --> 00:10:50,248 Come back, okay? Please? This... 304 00:10:50,249 --> 00:10:52,309 This can't be it, okay? Today is not the day... 305 00:10:52,334 --> 00:10:53,839 ...and it's not time, not like this. 306 00:10:53,864 --> 00:10:54,986 Please just come back, daddy. 307 00:10:55,011 --> 00:10:56,307 Stage four terminal lung cancer. 308 00:10:56,332 --> 00:10:57,870 He's been down at least 20. 309 00:11:07,627 --> 00:11:08,787 I can take that from here. 310 00:11:08,812 --> 00:11:10,174 Okay, let's get the Lifepak hooked up, 311 00:11:10,199 --> 00:11:12,086 open fluids, and set up the generator 312 00:11:12,111 --> 00:11:13,719 so we can get his ventilator up and running. 313 00:11:16,872 --> 00:11:18,933 - Penny? - Can you hear us? 314 00:11:18,958 --> 00:11:20,677 So... we're searching for a kid, 315 00:11:20,678 --> 00:11:22,113 there's no power, no trail, 316 00:11:22,138 --> 00:11:23,364 what's our first priority? 317 00:11:23,389 --> 00:11:25,832 Keep calling loudly, so even if she might not see us, 318 00:11:25,857 --> 00:11:27,327 - she can still hear us. - Very good. 319 00:11:27,352 --> 00:11:28,891 Now, Kat, I want you to be our time keeper. 320 00:11:28,916 --> 00:11:30,177 Track how long we've been searching, 321 00:11:30,202 --> 00:11:31,567 check in with me every five minutes. 322 00:11:31,592 --> 00:11:34,034 The longer we search, the worse it looks for Penny. 323 00:11:34,059 --> 00:11:36,085 - What's with the tag-a-long? - She needs a little guidance. 324 00:11:36,110 --> 00:11:37,684 - I'm guiding. - And running into... 325 00:11:37,709 --> 00:11:38,831 - Ooh, sorry, sir. - Hey. 326 00:11:38,856 --> 00:11:41,055 - You all right? - No, I'm stuck in the dark. 327 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:42,272 When's the power coming back on? 328 00:11:42,297 --> 00:11:43,558 The electric company's working on it. 329 00:11:43,583 --> 00:11:44,844 You seen a little girl? 330 00:11:44,869 --> 00:11:46,478 She's about 3 feet tall, 45 pounds? 331 00:11:46,503 --> 00:11:48,424 No, I have not. And like I told those other guys, 332 00:11:48,449 --> 00:11:50,371 that kid needs to learn to stay in her own apartment 333 00:11:50,396 --> 00:11:52,734 so that maybe someone can start to focus on 334 00:11:52,759 --> 00:11:53,896 getting our power back on. 335 00:11:53,897 --> 00:11:55,088 And like we told you, 336 00:11:55,113 --> 00:11:57,244 the kid's our job, not your power. 337 00:11:57,269 --> 00:11:58,321 Go light a candle or something... 338 00:11:58,346 --> 00:12:00,198 Or, maybe just turn on a flashlight. 339 00:12:00,223 --> 00:12:02,353 - It's less of a fire hazard. - Great. 340 00:12:02,378 --> 00:12:04,264 Uh, I didn't know you guys 341 00:12:04,289 --> 00:12:06,246 were working this call... together. 342 00:12:06,271 --> 00:12:07,601 Yeah, we covered that end of this floor... 343 00:12:07,626 --> 00:12:09,096 we can cover the rest if you guys want to move on 344 00:12:09,121 --> 00:12:10,521 - to a different floor... - I'd feel more comfortable 345 00:12:10,546 --> 00:12:12,849 doing the floor ourselves, too, since the vic's asthmatic, 346 00:12:12,874 --> 00:12:13,943 likely gonna need medical assistance... 347 00:12:13,968 --> 00:12:16,000 - Oh, we can handle ourselves. - So can we. 348 00:12:16,834 --> 00:12:18,478 Why don't we split up and pair up? 349 00:12:18,503 --> 00:12:20,320 One cop and one firefighter? 350 00:12:20,345 --> 00:12:21,641 We just learned that technique in training... 351 00:12:21,666 --> 00:12:23,066 it's within protocol. 352 00:12:25,941 --> 00:12:27,272 Can't argue with that logic. 353 00:12:27,297 --> 00:12:28,871 All right, good thinking, Newbie. 354 00:12:28,896 --> 00:12:30,701 - Tanner, you're with me. - Oh, um... 355 00:12:31,769 --> 00:12:33,053 Penny? 356 00:12:35,117 --> 00:12:37,004 All right. System should be powering up. 357 00:12:37,029 --> 00:12:38,950 Stop bagging. 358 00:12:41,582 --> 00:12:43,599 There's a pulse. It's weak, but it's there. 359 00:12:43,624 --> 00:12:44,920 Let's make sure you're okay, too. 360 00:12:44,945 --> 00:12:47,596 I'm fine. It's my dad... just help my dad. 361 00:12:47,621 --> 00:12:49,439 You were doing compressions for a long time, 362 00:12:49,464 --> 00:12:51,060 that's very strenuous work. 363 00:12:52,186 --> 00:12:53,798 Follow my light? 364 00:12:55,777 --> 00:12:57,560 Okay. Just gonna get you checked out 365 00:12:57,585 --> 00:12:58,881 and make sure everything's in normal range, 366 00:12:58,906 --> 00:13:00,847 make sure you're not in shock... 367 00:13:01,347 --> 00:13:03,477 Is that thing powerful enough to keep my dad alive, 368 00:13:03,502 --> 00:13:04,590 through this blackout? 369 00:13:04,615 --> 00:13:05,736 It'll keep his system running for a while. 370 00:13:05,761 --> 00:13:07,683 Take a deep breath for me. Good. 371 00:13:07,708 --> 00:13:09,748 His Pulse ox is 92. How are you feeling about this? 372 00:13:09,773 --> 00:13:11,346 If he was without oxygen when the power went out, 373 00:13:11,371 --> 00:13:12,876 it depends on how long Mila took to find him... 374 00:13:12,901 --> 00:13:14,023 it's hard to say. 375 00:13:14,048 --> 00:13:15,239 Could mean any number of things. 376 00:13:15,264 --> 00:13:17,916 Bad things. Brain damage things. 377 00:13:17,941 --> 00:13:20,325 So, you guys really like the stars, huh? 378 00:13:20,631 --> 00:13:22,345 My dad's an astronomer. 379 00:13:22,370 --> 00:13:24,603 When I was a kid, we would fall asleep in the backyard, 380 00:13:24,628 --> 00:13:26,098 looking up at the stars, 381 00:13:26,123 --> 00:13:28,497 just picking out constellations 382 00:13:28,522 --> 00:13:30,396 for hours, sometimes. 383 00:13:31,858 --> 00:13:33,640 And then when he got too sick to go outside, 384 00:13:33,665 --> 00:13:35,548 I put the maps up to... 385 00:13:36,620 --> 00:13:38,610 to bring the stars to him. 386 00:13:38,635 --> 00:13:41,162 Yeah, but, uh, brain damage 387 00:13:41,163 --> 00:13:42,841 means he might never regain consciousness. 388 00:13:42,866 --> 00:13:44,266 His heart rate isn't improving. 389 00:13:44,291 --> 00:13:45,552 He's gonna wake up, right? 390 00:13:45,577 --> 00:13:47,742 He... He has to wake up. 391 00:13:47,767 --> 00:13:49,084 We're doing our best. 392 00:13:49,109 --> 00:13:51,703 Yeah, I am not feeling good about this. 393 00:13:58,402 --> 00:13:59,454 He's back. He's back. Be careful. 394 00:13:59,479 --> 00:14:01,123 - Okay. Careful, careful. - Oh, my God, Dad? 395 00:14:01,148 --> 00:14:02,826 Oh, Dad. It's okay, they got you back. 396 00:14:02,827 --> 00:14:04,667 - We got you. - You're back. You're back. 397 00:14:06,371 --> 00:14:08,456 Look, you're here, and I am right here, too. 398 00:14:09,605 --> 00:14:11,561 Elliot, your life support system went down, 399 00:14:11,586 --> 00:14:13,090 but you have a very smart daughter. 400 00:14:13,115 --> 00:14:15,800 She called out to us, and we were able to bring you back. 401 00:14:15,825 --> 00:14:18,123 Yeah. 402 00:14:18,124 --> 00:14:19,315 There you go, perfect. 403 00:14:19,340 --> 00:14:21,458 - Nice, calm breaths. - Daddy, thank God. 404 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:24,572 Hi. Hello. 405 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:29,526 Why the hell didn't you let me die? 406 00:14:35,873 --> 00:14:37,657 Dad, you and I both know that 407 00:14:37,682 --> 00:14:38,943 this is not the way you want to go. 408 00:14:38,968 --> 00:14:42,130 Okay, what... what was that last one again? Um... 409 00:14:42,155 --> 00:14:43,763 a vat of acid? 410 00:14:43,788 --> 00:14:45,432 Stranded in space. 411 00:14:45,457 --> 00:14:47,447 Well, see, that one seems almost peaceful. 412 00:14:47,472 --> 00:14:50,575 But the spacesuit is filled with bees. 413 00:14:52,686 --> 00:14:54,017 He... He does this. 414 00:14:54,042 --> 00:14:56,102 He... He likes to come up with all the ways he could die 415 00:14:56,127 --> 00:14:58,952 that are so much worse than how he's actually dying. 416 00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:02,845 Uh, sorry to cut in on the... space bees, 417 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:06,390 but, Mila, do you know what medications your dad's on? 418 00:15:06,415 --> 00:15:07,711 We don't want to give him anything 419 00:15:07,736 --> 00:15:08,823 that could cause a bad reaction. 420 00:15:08,848 --> 00:15:11,917 Oh, boy. What isn't he on? 421 00:15:11,942 --> 00:15:13,504 I'll show you. 422 00:15:16,043 --> 00:15:17,930 Northwest, stairwell is clear. 423 00:15:17,955 --> 00:15:19,360 Let's double back. 424 00:15:20,388 --> 00:15:21,857 So that's your partner back there? 425 00:15:21,882 --> 00:15:23,282 Yeah. I'm a little worried things might be 426 00:15:23,307 --> 00:15:25,367 - getting weird between her and Andy. - Why? 427 00:15:25,392 --> 00:15:26,827 Well, I broke things off with Andy 428 00:15:26,852 --> 00:15:28,223 - in order to start things with Jenna... - Whoa, whoa. 429 00:15:28,224 --> 00:15:29,409 Why'd you let them get paired up then? 430 00:15:29,434 --> 00:15:31,043 You agreed to the pairs before I could say anything! 431 00:15:31,068 --> 00:15:34,419 Oh man. Yeah. No question. Things are gonna get weird. 432 00:15:34,444 --> 00:15:36,679 So, what's the first thing we need to do when we find Penny? 433 00:15:36,704 --> 00:15:38,208 Give her a head-to-toe medical assessment, 434 00:15:38,233 --> 00:15:39,772 make sure she's alert and reactive... 435 00:15:39,797 --> 00:15:41,892 - 28 minutes, by the way. - Hey, have you seen a little girl? 436 00:15:41,917 --> 00:15:43,421 - No, sorry. - Okay. 437 00:15:43,446 --> 00:15:44,882 God, where is this kid? 438 00:15:44,907 --> 00:15:46,341 I can't imagine how scared she must be... 439 00:15:46,366 --> 00:15:47,957 - Penny? - Penny, you there? 440 00:15:47,958 --> 00:15:49,322 Hey, have you seen a little girl? 441 00:15:49,347 --> 00:15:50,956 So, what are you, like, 442 00:15:50,981 --> 00:15:52,208 FD in training or something? 443 00:15:52,233 --> 00:15:53,424 I'm at the Academy right now. 444 00:15:53,449 --> 00:15:55,649 Yeah, trying a little woman-to-woman mentoring 445 00:15:55,674 --> 00:15:58,325 to give Kat a leg up on all the bros. 446 00:15:58,350 --> 00:15:59,715 We've got an Academy too. 447 00:15:59,740 --> 00:16:00,932 There are so many bros. 448 00:16:00,957 --> 00:16:02,418 Penny?! 449 00:16:02,419 --> 00:16:04,537 Penny! Penny! 450 00:16:05,755 --> 00:16:07,017 We may have to kick it in... 451 00:16:07,042 --> 00:16:08,812 Seattle PD, open up! 452 00:16:11,491 --> 00:16:12,891 False alarm? 453 00:16:12,916 --> 00:16:14,698 We're sorry! It was a really scary part of the movie... 454 00:16:14,723 --> 00:16:16,262 the guy had a knife, and he jumped out, and... 455 00:16:16,287 --> 00:16:17,393 Oh, just glad you're all safe. 456 00:16:17,418 --> 00:16:18,765 Hey, listen, have you seen a little girl? 457 00:16:18,790 --> 00:16:20,016 Her name's Penny? 458 00:16:20,041 --> 00:16:21,918 She's gone missing, she's either hiding or lost... 459 00:16:21,919 --> 00:16:23,145 Oh yeah. That kid's always around. 460 00:16:23,170 --> 00:16:24,362 She likes to play in the basement... 461 00:16:24,387 --> 00:16:25,927 Basement. 462 00:16:26,332 --> 00:16:27,350 - Thanks. - Yeah. 463 00:16:27,375 --> 00:16:28,705 Time check? 464 00:16:28,730 --> 00:16:30,258 - 30 minutes. - All right, let's go. 465 00:16:31,512 --> 00:16:34,475 Oh, um, looks like you got a kink in your IV line here. 466 00:16:34,500 --> 00:16:36,410 I'll just adjust this. 467 00:16:37,732 --> 00:16:40,066 Mila thinks I'm joking... 468 00:16:40,930 --> 00:16:42,771 About wanting to die now. 469 00:16:44,874 --> 00:16:46,622 I'm not. 470 00:16:46,647 --> 00:16:50,792 I make jokes. All the time, about dying. 471 00:16:50,817 --> 00:16:54,477 The ridiculous ways, but... 472 00:16:54,502 --> 00:16:56,496 Have you talked to her about this? 473 00:16:56,521 --> 00:16:58,976 You saw her. It'd kill her. 474 00:16:59,757 --> 00:17:01,504 Before it killed me. 475 00:17:04,620 --> 00:17:06,228 Um... 476 00:17:07,343 --> 00:17:09,645 I-It can be really hard 477 00:17:09,670 --> 00:17:12,043 to talk to your kids about stuff, 478 00:17:12,068 --> 00:17:14,685 especially when it's something that really matters, you know? 479 00:17:14,710 --> 00:17:16,910 My son was visiting with me today, 480 00:17:16,935 --> 00:17:19,516 and he's so upset about this new thing I'm trying to do, 481 00:17:19,541 --> 00:17:22,227 but I can't bring myself to be honest with him 482 00:17:22,252 --> 00:17:24,098 about why I'm doing it. 483 00:17:24,123 --> 00:17:26,566 Ah, I know my good days... 484 00:17:26,591 --> 00:17:28,489 Are behind me. 485 00:17:29,675 --> 00:17:31,645 I hurt... 486 00:17:32,594 --> 00:17:34,287 so much. 487 00:17:35,389 --> 00:17:37,216 I'm so tired. 488 00:17:39,253 --> 00:17:42,503 But how do I tell my child... 489 00:17:43,702 --> 00:17:45,692 I'm ready to go? 490 00:17:48,533 --> 00:17:51,323 Um... If... 491 00:17:51,349 --> 00:17:53,473 If that's how you really feel... 492 00:17:55,345 --> 00:17:57,754 Have you taken any legal steps? 493 00:17:57,779 --> 00:17:59,143 Do you have a DNR? 494 00:17:59,168 --> 00:18:00,534 - Yes. - No. 495 00:18:00,559 --> 00:18:02,237 Absolutely no. He does not. 496 00:18:07,059 --> 00:18:09,424 Oh, one of these circuits is overloaded. 497 00:18:09,425 --> 00:18:11,937 I can figure this out. You should go home. 498 00:18:11,962 --> 00:18:13,501 I imagine you, uh, 499 00:18:13,526 --> 00:18:15,760 have a Hawaiian travel companion waiting up for you? 500 00:18:17,846 --> 00:18:19,768 I'm happy for you. 501 00:18:19,793 --> 00:18:21,228 I didn't realize you were seeing anyone... 502 00:18:21,253 --> 00:18:22,305 Reggie's really something. 503 00:18:22,330 --> 00:18:24,564 She doesn't worry about what anybody thinks. 504 00:18:24,589 --> 00:18:26,754 She just figures out what she wants and goes for it. 505 00:18:26,779 --> 00:18:27,936 Sounds simple. 506 00:18:27,961 --> 00:18:29,675 Starting to learn it can be. 507 00:18:35,967 --> 00:18:38,305 They asked if I could have my previous boss, 508 00:18:38,330 --> 00:18:40,599 uh, fill out a recommendation. 509 00:18:40,624 --> 00:18:43,485 And if there's anything my trip inspired me to do, 510 00:18:43,510 --> 00:18:45,815 it's not to sit around, waiting for things to happen to me. 511 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,027 I'm gonna make things happen for myself. 512 00:18:48,236 --> 00:18:50,227 You know you're vastly overqualified for this. 513 00:18:50,252 --> 00:18:51,930 Big fish, little pond. 514 00:18:51,955 --> 00:18:53,807 Wouldn't mind a little adoration here and there. 515 00:18:53,832 --> 00:18:55,544 You just got back. You sure you don't want 516 00:18:56,149 --> 00:18:57,846 to kick back, put your feet up instead? 517 00:18:57,871 --> 00:18:59,306 Come on. 518 00:18:59,331 --> 00:19:01,322 Do a big fish a solid. 519 00:19:05,512 --> 00:19:06,912 Ta-da. 520 00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:13,333 He's never actually told me he wants it. 521 00:19:13,678 --> 00:19:15,773 If anything, he avoids the topic 522 00:19:15,798 --> 00:19:18,346 and just starts spouting off some crazy death of the week. 523 00:19:18,371 --> 00:19:21,022 - So, there's no DNR? - I mean, kind of. 524 00:19:21,047 --> 00:19:23,177 Well, we drew one up... I'm his power of attorney... 525 00:19:23,202 --> 00:19:24,880 but he never once asked me to sign it... 526 00:19:24,905 --> 00:19:27,591 He's dehydrated. I'm pushing fluids. 527 00:19:30,884 --> 00:19:34,265 Elliot, you do understand that, without a DNR, 528 00:19:34,290 --> 00:19:36,245 we are required to take extraordinary measures 529 00:19:36,270 --> 00:19:37,551 to keep you alive? 530 00:19:37,944 --> 00:19:39,727 Now, you have set this whole place up 531 00:19:39,752 --> 00:19:41,360 to spend your last days in peace, 532 00:19:41,385 --> 00:19:43,445 and if we take extraordinary measures, 533 00:19:43,470 --> 00:19:44,870 that means intervention, 534 00:19:44,895 --> 00:19:46,157 transportation to a hospital, 535 00:19:46,182 --> 00:19:47,545 procedures, machines. 536 00:19:47,546 --> 00:19:48,703 So, to be clear, 537 00:19:48,728 --> 00:19:50,823 that is what you get without a signed DNR. 538 00:19:50,848 --> 00:19:53,150 Excuse us, uh, for a moment. 539 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:58,052 What are you doing? 540 00:19:58,077 --> 00:19:59,964 Pushing a patient into a DNR is illegal. 541 00:19:59,989 --> 00:20:01,180 I am not pushing. 542 00:20:01,205 --> 00:20:02,467 I am simply stating the facts 543 00:20:02,492 --> 00:20:03,926 so that he can make a decision for himself. 544 00:20:03,951 --> 00:20:06,290 We are here to help, not guide decisions about life or death. 545 00:20:06,315 --> 00:20:08,271 His daughter is legally in charge here. 546 00:20:08,296 --> 00:20:09,696 Elliot hasn't requested that she sign anything. 547 00:20:09,721 --> 00:20:10,947 End of story. 548 00:20:10,972 --> 00:20:12,442 Okay, you don't know what he really wants, 549 00:20:12,467 --> 00:20:13,693 or what he's been trying to tell her... 550 00:20:13,718 --> 00:20:15,918 - That's not our problem... - Trav, he's stage four. 551 00:20:15,943 --> 00:20:17,920 You know his condition's only gonna get worse. 552 00:20:17,921 --> 00:20:19,391 The cancer's already taken its toll, 553 00:20:19,416 --> 00:20:20,816 he can't even move his limbs. 554 00:20:20,841 --> 00:20:22,797 And the strain his body's already endured today alone... 555 00:20:22,822 --> 00:20:25,265 Okay, maybe, as a surgeon, the lines were different, 556 00:20:25,290 --> 00:20:27,663 but you and I, we do not get an opinion on this. 557 00:20:27,688 --> 00:20:28,983 As long as there's no DNR, 558 00:20:29,008 --> 00:20:31,347 it is our job to do what we can to prevent death. 559 00:20:31,372 --> 00:20:32,965 That's what we're gonna do. 560 00:20:33,714 --> 00:20:35,150 Understood? 561 00:20:38,859 --> 00:20:40,155 Excuse me. 562 00:20:40,171 --> 00:20:41,571 Have you seen a little girl running through here? 563 00:20:41,596 --> 00:20:43,716 Maybe hiding somewhere? 564 00:20:43,741 --> 00:20:44,838 No. 565 00:20:44,863 --> 00:20:46,680 Sullivan to Station 19. Anything yet? 566 00:20:46,705 --> 00:20:48,303 We're about to search the basement. 567 00:20:48,304 --> 00:20:49,912 We've hit the 40-minute mark. 568 00:20:49,937 --> 00:20:51,789 Damn it. 569 00:20:51,814 --> 00:20:53,770 Sir, are you feeling okay? 570 00:20:53,795 --> 00:20:55,821 A little nauseous. I've been eating ice cream 571 00:20:55,846 --> 00:20:57,749 - for the past two hours. - Respect. 572 00:20:57,774 --> 00:20:59,809 But my freezer lost power, so, what am I supposed to do? 573 00:20:59,834 --> 00:21:01,118 Throw it all out? 574 00:21:01,413 --> 00:21:02,856 Mmm. 575 00:21:02,881 --> 00:21:03,897 He's altered. 576 00:21:03,922 --> 00:21:05,184 Sir, are you feeling any other symptoms? 577 00:21:05,209 --> 00:21:08,096 Worst brain freeze headache of my life. 578 00:21:08,121 --> 00:21:10,216 And I feel a little dizzy... 579 00:21:10,241 --> 00:21:13,206 I don't think this is brain freeze. 580 00:21:13,231 --> 00:21:15,152 Didn't think this building could get any darker, 581 00:21:15,177 --> 00:21:16,855 but now that we're in the basement... 582 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:18,732 - it's darker. - Is it possible we missed her? 583 00:21:18,757 --> 00:21:20,756 Either that, or she's not in the building any longer. 584 00:21:20,757 --> 00:21:23,269 We should alert PD to amp up their perimeter search... 585 00:21:24,372 --> 00:21:25,737 Wait. Did you guys hear that? 586 00:21:25,762 --> 00:21:26,850 Penny? 587 00:21:29,446 --> 00:21:30,638 - Help me... - Penny? 588 00:21:30,663 --> 00:21:32,864 - Please? - Penny! We're here now. 589 00:21:32,889 --> 00:21:34,475 We've got you, okay? 590 00:21:37,391 --> 00:21:39,717 Damn it. It won't open. 591 00:21:39,742 --> 00:21:41,386 It must've locked when the power went out. 592 00:21:41,411 --> 00:21:44,027 It's okay. You'll be okay. 593 00:21:44,052 --> 00:21:45,799 Has she been trapped in the washer this whole time, 594 00:21:45,824 --> 00:21:47,434 - because, if so... - She's running out of air. 595 00:21:51,393 --> 00:21:52,678 Have a seat right here. Give me that. 596 00:21:54,732 --> 00:21:56,189 Do you smell that? 597 00:21:57,358 --> 00:21:59,037 Graham, do you have a natural gas stove? 598 00:21:59,062 --> 00:22:00,323 Were you cooking something recently? 599 00:22:00,348 --> 00:22:02,687 I was making pasta when the power went out... 600 00:22:11,331 --> 00:22:12,789 Here we go. 601 00:22:21,202 --> 00:22:23,783 His pulse is weak, but steady. Skin's a little clammy. 602 00:22:23,808 --> 00:22:25,730 Short of breath... crackling too. 603 00:22:27,215 --> 00:22:29,657 The stove appears to be fine, but... guys. 604 00:22:29,682 --> 00:22:32,473 This whole place is filled with gas. 605 00:22:32,498 --> 00:22:33,602 19, this is Herrera. 606 00:22:33,627 --> 00:22:34,628 We found the girl. 607 00:22:34,653 --> 00:22:36,327 I need every extraction tool you have 608 00:22:36,328 --> 00:22:38,005 and all the hands you can spare in the basement. 609 00:22:38,030 --> 00:22:40,265 Repeat, we found Penny... She's trapped, 610 00:22:40,290 --> 00:22:41,898 and we need to get her out of here, right now! 611 00:22:41,923 --> 00:22:43,010 Anyone copy? 612 00:22:43,035 --> 00:22:44,366 ...in the basement. Repeat... 613 00:22:44,391 --> 00:22:45,722 Herrera, say again. 614 00:22:45,747 --> 00:22:47,181 Must be because she's in the basement. 615 00:22:47,206 --> 00:22:48,954 ...Need a rotary saw, halligans 616 00:22:48,979 --> 00:22:51,040 and sawzall, does anyone copy? 617 00:22:51,065 --> 00:22:52,743 This is Gibson, I read you. I'm close to the truck. 618 00:22:52,768 --> 00:22:54,480 I'll head back for the tools now. Standby. 619 00:22:57,181 --> 00:22:58,651 - What's the reading? - Same. 620 00:22:58,676 --> 00:23:00,389 I checked the entire apartment, it's not a fluke. 621 00:23:00,414 --> 00:23:01,849 There's a gas leak somewhere, and it's big... 622 00:23:01,874 --> 00:23:03,459 It could be the boiler, or the blackout 623 00:23:03,460 --> 00:23:04,964 shut the power off of something... 624 00:23:04,989 --> 00:23:06,424 Regardless, we got to get out of here. 625 00:23:06,449 --> 00:23:08,092 Copy, Gibson. Hurry with those power tools. 626 00:23:08,117 --> 00:23:09,447 - Over. - Wait, wait, wait, wait. 627 00:23:09,472 --> 00:23:11,499 No, no. No power tools. Do not use those. 628 00:23:11,524 --> 00:23:13,792 The building has a gas leak. We don't know how big it is. 629 00:23:13,817 --> 00:23:15,669 One spark could set this whole building off. 630 00:23:15,694 --> 00:23:17,025 Do you hear me, Herrera? 631 00:23:17,050 --> 00:23:19,214 Herrera?! We got to evacuate the entire building. 632 00:23:19,239 --> 00:23:20,883 - Starting with this guy. - We'll call the gas company, 633 00:23:20,908 --> 00:23:22,377 have them shut off the gas to the building 634 00:23:22,402 --> 00:23:24,256 and get somebody to shut off the main gas valve. 635 00:23:24,257 --> 00:23:25,553 This is Captain Sullivan to all units. 636 00:23:25,578 --> 00:23:28,055 We discovered a dangerous natural gas leak. 637 00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:29,828 There's a serious risk of explosion. 638 00:23:29,853 --> 00:23:31,739 This building needs to be evacuated immediately. 639 00:23:31,764 --> 00:23:33,095 Every floor. Every apartment. 640 00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,814 Do you copy, Herrera? 641 00:23:35,831 --> 00:23:38,420 Get him to the Aid Car right now and start evacuations. 642 00:23:38,421 --> 00:23:39,439 - On it. - On it. 643 00:23:39,464 --> 00:23:41,802 Herrera, do you copy? 644 00:23:41,827 --> 00:23:43,957 It's just a few more minutes. We'll get you out soon. 645 00:23:43,982 --> 00:23:45,833 Penny? Penny! 646 00:23:45,858 --> 00:23:46,912 Oh, she's looking worse. 647 00:23:46,937 --> 00:23:48,753 Stupid... industrial... washers. 648 00:23:49,856 --> 00:23:51,291 Hey. Oh thank God... over here! 649 00:23:51,316 --> 00:23:52,820 We've got everything, the rotary saw... 650 00:23:52,845 --> 00:23:54,037 But did you hear Sullivan's orders? 651 00:23:54,062 --> 00:23:55,169 If we cause a spark... boom. 652 00:23:55,194 --> 00:23:56,782 Penny is suffocating in there. 653 00:23:56,807 --> 00:23:58,068 These aren't normal machines. 654 00:23:58,093 --> 00:23:59,910 We got to get in there, fast. It's worth the risk. 655 00:23:59,935 --> 00:24:01,509 No it's not. Stand down, Herrera. 656 00:24:01,534 --> 00:24:03,003 We don't know how big the leak is 657 00:24:03,028 --> 00:24:05,054 or how long it's been going. Too many lives are at risk, 658 00:24:05,079 --> 00:24:06,528 - this whole building could blow... - We have to get in there, fast. 659 00:24:06,553 --> 00:24:08,565 We will! But not with that. 660 00:24:08,590 --> 00:24:10,302 Everybody else, get out. Go, go, go! 661 00:24:10,327 --> 00:24:12,006 Help with the evac, now. 662 00:24:12,007 --> 00:24:14,554 That includes you, Kat. Observation time's over. 663 00:24:14,579 --> 00:24:16,049 But I can help. 664 00:24:16,074 --> 00:24:17,444 I've disassembled equipment in training... 665 00:24:17,469 --> 00:24:19,315 Do you understand the danger you're in? 666 00:24:19,340 --> 00:24:20,972 This isn't a drill! Go! 667 00:24:23,268 --> 00:24:24,356 We got to do this carefully. 668 00:24:24,381 --> 00:24:26,220 And fast. You better keep up. 669 00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:29,395 If you need assistance, look for the police officer 670 00:24:29,420 --> 00:24:31,689 or firefighter in your area and they will help you exit. 671 00:24:31,714 --> 00:24:33,427 Extinguish all candles, matches, 672 00:24:33,452 --> 00:24:35,457 or any type of open flame. 673 00:24:37,484 --> 00:24:39,592 Seattle FD. Open up please! 674 00:24:39,593 --> 00:24:41,097 There's a gas leak. 675 00:24:41,122 --> 00:24:43,171 You need to evacuate the building! 676 00:24:44,910 --> 00:24:46,507 A little further... 677 00:24:49,673 --> 00:24:51,655 What's... happening? 678 00:24:51,656 --> 00:24:53,507 Our Captain just ordered a full scale evacuation. 679 00:24:53,532 --> 00:24:55,071 - We're moving you now. - We know it's not ideal, 680 00:24:55,096 --> 00:24:56,148 but none of us can stay. 681 00:24:56,173 --> 00:24:57,260 Exposure to a gas leak 682 00:24:57,285 --> 00:24:59,450 - is harmful for everyone. - Oh. O-Okay. 683 00:24:59,475 --> 00:25:01,988 Um, well, will he be okay with the machines, and... 684 00:25:02,013 --> 00:25:03,934 We're gonna have to put your dad on a portable ventilator. 685 00:25:03,959 --> 00:25:06,784 Get him on a gurney and down to our ambulance. 686 00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:09,634 Then to the nearest hospital, probably Grey-Sloan Memorial... 687 00:25:09,659 --> 00:25:11,749 At this point, that's our only choice. 688 00:25:11,774 --> 00:25:13,974 Okay, um, this is good, this is good. 689 00:25:13,999 --> 00:25:16,233 Dad, they are gonna help you, okay? 690 00:25:16,258 --> 00:25:17,763 The hospital will know what you might need, 691 00:25:17,788 --> 00:25:19,396 and I got to get your extra pajamas. 692 00:25:19,421 --> 00:25:20,578 No hospital... 693 00:25:20,603 --> 00:25:22,281 We might lose you on the way though. 694 00:25:22,306 --> 00:25:23,983 Without a DNR, just to be clear, 695 00:25:24,008 --> 00:25:25,270 we are gonna have to resuscitate you... 696 00:25:25,295 --> 00:25:27,112 Warren. He has a right to know his situation. 697 00:25:27,137 --> 00:25:29,197 His situation is the same as it is for all of us. 698 00:25:29,222 --> 00:25:30,692 - We need to leave. - Hey. Both of you, 699 00:25:30,717 --> 00:25:32,117 this arguing is not helping. 700 00:25:32,142 --> 00:25:33,286 Somebody help me move this generator. 701 00:25:33,311 --> 00:25:34,381 No ambulance. 702 00:25:34,406 --> 00:25:36,398 Do I need to bring his medications too? 703 00:25:36,423 --> 00:25:38,552 - Yes. Yes, you should. - I've got the portable ventilator ready, 704 00:25:38,577 --> 00:25:40,420 but it's gonna be a trick to get down all those stairs. 705 00:25:40,445 --> 00:25:41,741 How long ago did Sullivan call the evac? 706 00:25:41,766 --> 00:25:43,999 Too long. We should be moving already. 707 00:25:44,024 --> 00:25:45,761 I'm not going anywhere! 708 00:25:55,083 --> 00:25:56,483 Herrera to 19... what was that?! 709 00:25:56,508 --> 00:25:59,605 Flare up, third floor, attacking now. 710 00:25:59,630 --> 00:26:01,134 I think we'll get it out, but there's a big chance 711 00:26:01,159 --> 00:26:03,602 it's already jumping floors. 712 00:26:03,627 --> 00:26:05,270 Gas will make it travel faster. 713 00:26:05,295 --> 00:26:08,259 - You still in the basement? - Copy that! We're almost out! 714 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:19,683 - Irregular pulse. - We gotta move. 715 00:26:22,743 --> 00:26:24,387 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 716 00:26:28,965 --> 00:26:30,678 - She's not breathing. - She needs oxygen. 717 00:26:30,703 --> 00:26:32,277 - Hand me the ambu bag. - Here! 718 00:26:32,302 --> 00:26:34,014 It's her inhaler. Oh, my God, Penny! 719 00:26:34,039 --> 00:26:35,057 Can you hear me?! Is she okay?! 720 00:26:36,993 --> 00:26:39,176 She's in V-tach... Get ready to push epi! 721 00:26:39,201 --> 00:26:40,972 Get me a gurney over here! 722 00:26:41,945 --> 00:26:44,562 - No, stop. Stop! - There's no debate anymore. 723 00:26:44,587 --> 00:26:46,021 There's a fire in the building now, 724 00:26:46,046 --> 00:26:47,724 our job is to remove you from fire... 725 00:26:47,749 --> 00:26:50,088 - that's what we're doing. - Death by scorpions. 726 00:26:50,113 --> 00:26:53,008 Arrows. Dragons. Piranhas. 727 00:26:53,033 --> 00:26:54,711 Any of those, over this... 728 00:26:54,736 --> 00:26:56,066 Hughes, hand me that IV bag. 729 00:26:56,091 --> 00:26:57,909 Yeah. I'm gonna grab the portable suction machine too. 730 00:26:57,934 --> 00:27:00,237 - We can't afford any mistakes. - It'll be okay, Dad. 731 00:27:00,262 --> 00:27:02,317 They're here to help, they're just doing their jobs, 732 00:27:02,342 --> 00:27:04,923 and we'll go to the hospital, and we'll just be there, okay? 733 00:27:04,948 --> 00:27:06,974 God, what am I forgetting? 734 00:27:06,999 --> 00:27:09,650 I'm shaking. God, Mila, concentrate, come on. 735 00:27:09,675 --> 00:27:10,833 You have to talk to her. 736 00:27:10,858 --> 00:27:12,188 Tell her what you really want. 737 00:27:12,213 --> 00:27:14,447 Elliot, if there was ever a time, it's right now. 738 00:27:19,490 --> 00:27:21,550 Mila... 739 00:27:21,575 --> 00:27:23,045 - sweetheart? - I know! Socks. 740 00:27:23,070 --> 00:27:25,479 I forgot your socks. Your feet are gonna get so cold. 741 00:27:25,504 --> 00:27:26,754 I want you... 742 00:27:27,942 --> 00:27:29,482 to sign the DNR. 743 00:27:38,474 --> 00:27:40,778 Dad, I-I didn't hear you right. What? 744 00:27:40,803 --> 00:27:43,729 Please. It's time. 745 00:27:44,591 --> 00:27:46,118 It's past time. 746 00:27:47,231 --> 00:27:49,291 You don't... You don't know what you're saying. Okay? 747 00:27:49,316 --> 00:27:51,203 You don't mean it. You can't. 748 00:27:51,228 --> 00:27:54,018 Today... Today is not your day. 749 00:27:54,043 --> 00:27:56,139 I'm not... I'm not... I'm not ready yet. 750 00:27:56,164 --> 00:27:57,182 - I'm not. - I am. 751 00:27:57,207 --> 00:27:58,155 No. I'm not. 752 00:27:58,180 --> 00:28:00,379 Outside... 753 00:28:00,404 --> 00:28:01,630 - at night. - Dad? 754 00:28:01,655 --> 00:28:03,020 - In the dark. - Really, Dad? 755 00:28:03,045 --> 00:28:04,863 You want to play this morbid dead-game right now? 756 00:28:04,888 --> 00:28:06,668 Underneath the stars. 757 00:28:07,335 --> 00:28:09,465 Looking up. 758 00:28:09,490 --> 00:28:12,628 Picking out the constellations. 759 00:28:12,653 --> 00:28:13,967 With you. 760 00:28:15,170 --> 00:28:17,429 Until I can't see them anymore. 761 00:28:18,272 --> 00:28:21,514 I-I'm gonna go down again, and again. 762 00:28:22,025 --> 00:28:23,477 And... 763 00:28:24,523 --> 00:28:27,544 Please. No hospitals. 764 00:28:29,209 --> 00:28:32,243 Don't let me die in a hospital. 765 00:28:33,425 --> 00:28:35,739 I'm sorry, I know this is the very worst moment, but... 766 00:28:36,607 --> 00:28:38,796 we're out of time. We have to go. 767 00:28:41,460 --> 00:28:43,051 If... 768 00:28:43,076 --> 00:28:44,962 If I sign the DNR, that means... 769 00:28:44,987 --> 00:28:47,000 No extraordinary measures. 770 00:28:47,877 --> 00:28:49,242 So he doesn't have to go in an ambulance? 771 00:28:49,267 --> 00:28:51,988 He doesn't have to go to the hospital? 772 00:28:52,013 --> 00:28:54,675 No. Not if he doesn't want to. 773 00:28:55,166 --> 00:28:56,740 Well, what about these generators you brought? 774 00:28:56,765 --> 00:28:58,930 What happens when they run out of power? 775 00:28:58,955 --> 00:29:01,316 He's just gonna stop breathing? 776 00:29:04,237 --> 00:29:05,591 Eventually, yes. 777 00:29:07,565 --> 00:29:09,278 What happens then? 778 00:29:09,303 --> 00:29:10,911 Like I said, 779 00:29:10,945 --> 00:29:12,609 the DNR means, 780 00:29:13,410 --> 00:29:15,215 no extraordinary measures. 781 00:30:03,339 --> 00:30:04,386 He's destatting. 782 00:30:04,411 --> 00:30:07,331 Don't waste a perfectly dark night. 783 00:30:08,241 --> 00:30:10,825 Get down here. 784 00:30:10,850 --> 00:30:12,946 - Look at that sky. - Building's all clear, 785 00:30:12,971 --> 00:30:15,431 so we've got a few minutes. 786 00:30:16,846 --> 00:30:18,759 Wow, Dad, look at Andromeda. 787 00:30:20,018 --> 00:30:22,321 The blackout's made them so bright tonight. 788 00:30:27,942 --> 00:30:30,662 Come on, Penny. 789 00:30:30,687 --> 00:30:32,922 Come on. Clear. 790 00:30:35,971 --> 00:30:38,796 Come on, come on, come on. 791 00:30:38,821 --> 00:30:40,773 Still no normal sinus rhythm. Go again... 792 00:30:40,798 --> 00:30:42,478 ...push another round of epi! 793 00:30:42,503 --> 00:30:44,033 Pushing epi. 794 00:30:45,795 --> 00:30:46,813 Charging... 795 00:30:48,750 --> 00:30:50,185 Clear! 796 00:30:50,210 --> 00:30:51,923 Hey, come on. 797 00:30:54,763 --> 00:30:57,310 - All right, we got a normal rhythm. - There we go, Penny. Good. 798 00:30:57,335 --> 00:30:59,430 - Can you hear me? - Ah... 799 00:30:59,455 --> 00:31:01,167 Good, just keep taking nice, long breaths. 800 00:31:01,192 --> 00:31:02,871 All right, go, go, go, go, go. 801 00:31:04,668 --> 00:31:06,937 Look, there's Orion... 802 00:31:06,962 --> 00:31:08,814 and those are the Dippers... 803 00:31:08,839 --> 00:31:11,681 and I think that one is Cassiopeia over there. 804 00:31:13,058 --> 00:31:14,773 I haven't done this since... 805 00:31:15,498 --> 00:31:17,627 maybe ever. 806 00:31:17,652 --> 00:31:19,470 It's really peaceful. 807 00:31:22,797 --> 00:31:24,440 My butt's wet. 808 00:31:24,465 --> 00:31:26,247 Look at that bright one. 809 00:31:26,272 --> 00:31:28,912 This time of year, it's either... 810 00:31:28,937 --> 00:31:31,646 Venus, or Mars. 811 00:31:32,722 --> 00:31:35,165 Yeah, I think that one's Mars, actually. 812 00:31:37,379 --> 00:31:39,892 A shooting star! 813 00:31:39,917 --> 00:31:42,394 Did you see that, Dad? 814 00:31:47,697 --> 00:31:48,889 ...Dad? 815 00:31:59,422 --> 00:32:02,942 ...No pulse. He's gone. 816 00:32:46,103 --> 00:32:47,711 I spoke to your parents, they're meeting you 817 00:32:47,736 --> 00:32:50,648 at the hospital, okay? Penny, how you feeling? 818 00:32:50,673 --> 00:32:54,306 Mom and Dad are not letting you babysit me again... 819 00:32:54,502 --> 00:32:56,875 - So, she's fine, then? - Got to check up at Grey-Sloan, 820 00:32:56,900 --> 00:32:58,648 - she'll be just fine. - Thank you. 821 00:33:01,071 --> 00:33:03,305 I-I snapped at you, I apologize. 822 00:33:03,330 --> 00:33:05,908 This call did not go how I had hoped. 823 00:33:05,909 --> 00:33:07,760 I wanted to get you excited about all this, 824 00:33:07,785 --> 00:33:09,776 not put you in danger. 825 00:33:09,801 --> 00:33:11,896 Are you kidding? This was incredible! 826 00:33:11,921 --> 00:33:15,128 I mean, that kid in there is a living breathing kid 827 00:33:15,153 --> 00:33:17,457 who was not living or breathing just a few minutes ago. 828 00:33:17,482 --> 00:33:20,099 That's... true. Hey, do me a favor. 829 00:33:20,124 --> 00:33:22,659 Uh, let Miller over there check you out for good measure? 830 00:33:25,789 --> 00:33:28,857 Hey. Your Cadet got a real baptism by fire... 831 00:33:28,882 --> 00:33:30,838 Whew! She did. In a lot of ways. 832 00:33:30,863 --> 00:33:32,577 Her best friend quit the Academy today. 833 00:33:32,602 --> 00:33:35,045 Really shook her up. I probably don't say this enough 834 00:33:35,070 --> 00:33:37,825 but, I am so glad I have you. 835 00:33:48,103 --> 00:33:49,815 Hey. 836 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:52,005 - You did good today. - We all did. 837 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:53,975 Just glad the fire's under control now. 838 00:33:55,183 --> 00:33:56,931 I feel like you and I should get a drink sometime. 839 00:33:56,956 --> 00:33:58,842 You know, badass to badass. 840 00:33:59,242 --> 00:34:02,623 I could use one right now, in fact. 841 00:34:02,648 --> 00:34:04,276 So they're friends now? 842 00:34:05,161 --> 00:34:07,036 Yeah. Looks that way. 843 00:34:08,797 --> 00:34:10,116 Good luck with that, huh? 844 00:34:25,319 --> 00:34:27,031 Mm. 845 00:34:29,398 --> 00:34:31,428 - Mm. - Come in? 846 00:34:33,547 --> 00:34:35,017 Things have been... different, 847 00:34:35,042 --> 00:34:37,392 between us, since the Aid Car. 848 00:34:37,417 --> 00:34:39,519 We're friends. Can... Can I say we're friends? 849 00:34:40,066 --> 00:34:42,581 - ...Yes. - Well, just because we're friends, 850 00:34:42,606 --> 00:34:44,631 doesn't mean that I can take liberties. 851 00:34:44,656 --> 00:34:45,882 Like I did last night. 852 00:34:45,907 --> 00:34:47,585 I shouldn't have pushed to bring Kat on the call. 853 00:34:47,610 --> 00:34:49,010 She didn't belong there. 854 00:34:49,035 --> 00:34:51,548 You knew it. I pushed anyway, and... 855 00:34:51,573 --> 00:34:53,147 And I agreed to the arrangement. 856 00:34:53,172 --> 00:34:54,224 That wasn't on you. 857 00:34:54,249 --> 00:34:55,718 And I think it's great 858 00:34:55,743 --> 00:34:57,526 that you want to teach, mentor. 859 00:34:57,551 --> 00:34:59,517 The Academy needs more hands-on mentors like you. 860 00:34:59,542 --> 00:35:02,401 - I put Kat in danger. - This job puts us all in danger. 861 00:35:02,426 --> 00:35:04,661 She knew what she was signing up for. 862 00:35:04,686 --> 00:35:06,676 And I'm glad... 863 00:35:06,701 --> 00:35:07,923 ...by the way. 864 00:35:09,300 --> 00:35:10,758 That we're friends. 865 00:35:13,496 --> 00:35:15,312 I am too. 866 00:35:15,337 --> 00:35:17,560 See, I don't open up to many people. 867 00:35:19,045 --> 00:35:20,225 With you... 868 00:35:23,336 --> 00:35:24,481 ...it's easy. 869 00:35:26,346 --> 00:35:27,954 I-I feel the same. 870 00:35:32,532 --> 00:35:34,871 Macadamia nuts do not equal a meal. 871 00:35:35,115 --> 00:35:38,565 You do know the Beanery's packed with leftovers from dinner? 872 00:35:40,689 --> 00:35:42,854 See? Even you beer choice is wrong for me. 873 00:35:42,879 --> 00:35:44,453 What do you have against a good Stout? 874 00:35:44,478 --> 00:35:46,619 It's liquid cake. If I wanted to eat cake, 875 00:35:46,644 --> 00:35:47,805 I would have it in solid form. 876 00:35:47,830 --> 00:35:51,717 Ah! There. Right above us is Cassiopeia. 877 00:35:51,742 --> 00:35:54,080 I know this because I have an app that tells me. 878 00:35:54,105 --> 00:35:56,896 All I see is sky. And clouds. 879 00:35:56,921 --> 00:35:59,525 Look. Visitors. 880 00:35:59,526 --> 00:36:01,134 At our house. 881 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:04,436 Yep. And they're making me rethink my morning brew choice. 882 00:36:04,461 --> 00:36:05,652 I'll... I'll have a Stout. 883 00:36:05,677 --> 00:36:07,250 - I'll grab it for you. - Thanks. 884 00:36:07,275 --> 00:36:10,588 Look at that. My influence is already rubbing off! 885 00:36:10,613 --> 00:36:12,018 Are you sure you don't want to fake date me? 886 00:36:12,043 --> 00:36:13,402 No. 887 00:36:13,427 --> 00:36:15,156 As much as I'm enjoying all of this, 888 00:36:15,818 --> 00:36:18,157 the faux bae plan is a really bad idea. 889 00:36:18,182 --> 00:36:21,215 And the faux bae plan starring you i-is... 890 00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:23,092 Gibson, please explain to Bishop 891 00:36:23,117 --> 00:36:24,761 all the ways in which she would make me 892 00:36:24,786 --> 00:36:26,012 a truly terrible girlfriend. 893 00:36:26,037 --> 00:36:28,167 - Ah. - Well, she can be pretty annoying. 894 00:36:28,192 --> 00:36:31,387 But, despite that, she's actually also... 895 00:36:32,561 --> 00:36:34,414 ...pretty impressive. 896 00:36:34,908 --> 00:36:37,220 She's the type of person that'll be there for you 897 00:36:37,245 --> 00:36:38,564 even if you don't want her to. 898 00:36:38,589 --> 00:36:41,171 She's... She's pretty relentless. 899 00:36:41,196 --> 00:36:43,778 She cares about you, she cares fully, 900 00:36:43,803 --> 00:36:45,798 with every piece of herself. 901 00:36:45,823 --> 00:36:48,427 And that's a thing that's, uh, really rare. 902 00:36:50,622 --> 00:36:52,613 And maybe she's not usually the relationship type, 903 00:36:52,638 --> 00:36:55,069 but, uh, doesn't mean she couldn't be. 904 00:36:57,093 --> 00:36:59,154 - And her eyes. - Hm. 905 00:36:59,179 --> 00:37:00,593 Well... 906 00:37:01,981 --> 00:37:03,729 they sparkle, even in the dark. 907 00:37:09,836 --> 00:37:12,494 That's genius. 908 00:37:12,519 --> 00:37:14,544 I gotta get a pen and write that down. 909 00:37:14,569 --> 00:37:17,012 The... The part about her eyes, say that again. 910 00:37:19,363 --> 00:37:22,350 Firefighters are taught to find our way in the dark. 911 00:37:23,552 --> 00:37:26,273 Keep one hand on the wall, at all times... 912 00:37:26,298 --> 00:37:28,146 - Let it guide you. - I, um... 913 00:37:30,346 --> 00:37:32,151 I had to let someone die last night. 914 00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:38,422 Oh... man. 915 00:37:38,447 --> 00:37:41,968 That sucks. 916 00:37:41,993 --> 00:37:45,270 It did. But, you know, it's part of my job. 917 00:37:45,295 --> 00:37:47,077 I think sometimes I-I try to protect you 918 00:37:47,102 --> 00:37:49,475 from the bad stuff because you're a kid. 919 00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:51,908 You're my kid. I don't want you to worry. 920 00:37:54,818 --> 00:37:56,878 Remember when your mom and I went through a rough patch, 921 00:37:56,903 --> 00:37:58,129 earlier in the year? 922 00:37:58,154 --> 00:38:00,146 - Is it bad again? - No. No, no, not... 923 00:38:00,171 --> 00:38:01,639 not... not like that. 924 00:38:01,664 --> 00:38:03,760 Um, but we're doing a lot, you know, 925 00:38:03,785 --> 00:38:06,332 and making changes to try and make sure 926 00:38:06,357 --> 00:38:07,650 that it doesn't get bad again. 927 00:38:07,675 --> 00:38:08,867 I'm making changes. 928 00:38:08,892 --> 00:38:10,814 I'm doing what I can on my end 929 00:38:10,839 --> 00:38:12,413 to make sure that... 930 00:38:12,438 --> 00:38:14,010 my world doesn't interfere with her's, 931 00:38:14,035 --> 00:38:16,860 in a way that's not healthy. 932 00:38:19,389 --> 00:38:22,659 But it's gonna be a little tough before it gets better. 933 00:38:22,934 --> 00:38:24,960 You're already starting to feel that, I know. 934 00:38:27,140 --> 00:38:30,139 And I need you to also know that, 935 00:38:30,164 --> 00:38:33,336 all of it, that everything I do... 936 00:38:33,361 --> 00:38:35,943 ...is for you. 937 00:38:35,968 --> 00:38:38,515 And your mom. 938 00:38:38,540 --> 00:38:41,611 I'm trying really hard to make it all work, you know? 939 00:38:41,636 --> 00:38:44,253 Can you... Can you meet me half way? 940 00:38:46,850 --> 00:38:49,252 Um, yeah. 941 00:38:51,042 --> 00:38:52,269 I can try. 942 00:38:55,526 --> 00:38:57,851 Good. Good, 'cause, uh... 943 00:38:59,001 --> 00:39:00,957 ...I-I-I got a thing planned for us tonight. 944 00:39:00,982 --> 00:39:02,104 J-Just you and me. 945 00:39:02,129 --> 00:39:04,017 No tablets, no video games... 946 00:39:04,042 --> 00:39:05,720 What is it? We're going hunting. 947 00:39:05,745 --> 00:39:07,700 Out in our own backyard. 948 00:39:07,725 --> 00:39:09,785 We're just gonna lay in the grass, 949 00:39:09,810 --> 00:39:11,698 look up at the sky... 950 00:39:11,723 --> 00:39:13,505 And we are gonna hunt... 951 00:39:13,530 --> 00:39:14,745 for constellations. 952 00:39:15,754 --> 00:39:18,510 Yeah, 'til... 'til our toes get so numb 953 00:39:18,535 --> 00:39:21,533 and we have to go inside to avoid getting frost bite. 954 00:39:25,001 --> 00:39:26,994 - Dad. - Yeah? 955 00:39:27,019 --> 00:39:28,728 Sometimes you're really weird. 956 00:39:28,753 --> 00:39:31,019 Don't let the dark daunt you. 957 00:39:31,881 --> 00:39:34,463 Stay calm. Move forward. 958 00:39:35,809 --> 00:39:37,592 Morning. 959 00:39:37,617 --> 00:39:39,086 Long day? 960 00:39:39,111 --> 00:39:41,136 Ooh, long night. 961 00:39:41,161 --> 00:39:42,527 New fantasy vacation idea... 962 00:39:42,552 --> 00:39:44,195 Someplace with a bed. 963 00:39:49,469 --> 00:39:50,973 Let's do it. 964 00:39:52,425 --> 00:39:55,422 I wish you could've met this guy I met on my call today. 965 00:39:55,447 --> 00:39:58,508 He was a master of fantasy scenarios. 966 00:40:00,369 --> 00:40:01,711 But, in the end, 967 00:40:01,736 --> 00:40:05,571 I think reality turned out a lot better for him. 968 00:40:10,447 --> 00:40:11,709 Life's too short. 969 00:40:11,734 --> 00:40:14,349 No more fantasizing. Let's take a vacation. 970 00:40:14,374 --> 00:40:17,825 For real. Sun, snow, bed, 971 00:40:17,850 --> 00:40:19,320 it doesn't... it doesn't matter. 972 00:40:19,345 --> 00:40:22,103 I don't want to put things off... Okay. 973 00:40:22,104 --> 00:40:24,407 Okay, I can see the look on your face. 974 00:40:24,432 --> 00:40:26,736 I know, it's not realistic, but... 975 00:40:26,761 --> 00:40:29,203 I was going to say... 976 00:40:29,228 --> 00:40:31,463 I've got vacation days. 977 00:40:31,488 --> 00:40:33,514 And I don't want to be the guy who never uses them. 978 00:40:35,228 --> 00:40:36,962 - Really? - Sure. 979 00:40:40,372 --> 00:40:42,050 Okay. 980 00:40:42,075 --> 00:40:43,614 Okay, okay. 981 00:40:43,639 --> 00:40:45,798 So, we take the days off, and then what? 982 00:40:45,823 --> 00:40:48,092 We can't tell people, so... 983 00:40:48,124 --> 00:40:50,288 how will that work, can we make that work? 984 00:40:50,313 --> 00:40:53,000 Okay, so, we can't... we can't take the time 985 00:40:53,025 --> 00:40:54,321 without telling people why, 986 00:40:54,346 --> 00:40:56,857 and we can't tell people why without outing our secret, 987 00:40:56,882 --> 00:40:59,917 and doing that messes with careers, and jobs, so... 988 00:41:02,642 --> 00:41:04,990 Forget it. Forget it. 989 00:41:06,541 --> 00:41:10,374 Back to fantasy vacation, I guess. 990 00:41:12,936 --> 00:41:17,542 If this secret is what's holding us back, then maybe... 991 00:41:19,612 --> 00:41:21,533 ...maybe we shouldn't be a secret anymore? 992 00:41:26,667 --> 00:41:29,006 There's always a way. 993 00:41:29,031 --> 00:41:31,345 So when your find your path through the darkness... 994 00:41:31,370 --> 00:41:32,735 I thought you left. 995 00:41:32,760 --> 00:41:34,361 I had to bring you a plate of leftovers. 996 00:41:34,386 --> 00:41:37,072 Friends don't let friends not eat real food. 997 00:41:37,097 --> 00:41:38,650 You're really gonna insist on getting your way 998 00:41:38,675 --> 00:41:40,148 for the second time today? 999 00:41:40,310 --> 00:41:42,684 When you step out into the light... 1000 00:41:42,709 --> 00:41:46,021 You know, Kat told me she wanted to join Seattle FD 1001 00:41:46,046 --> 00:41:48,941 because of what she saw us all do in the skyscraper fire. 1002 00:41:48,966 --> 00:41:51,547 I feel like she's kind of the one bright spot 1003 00:41:51,572 --> 00:41:53,494 that came out of that whole thing. 1004 00:41:53,519 --> 00:41:56,048 There's other bright spots. 1005 00:41:56,073 --> 00:41:58,412 You made it out alive. I think that qualifies. 1006 00:41:58,437 --> 00:42:00,463 Mm. That night also ruined 1007 00:42:00,488 --> 00:42:02,166 my prospects as Captain of 19, 1008 00:42:02,191 --> 00:42:03,962 but... that's another conversation. 1009 00:42:03,987 --> 00:42:05,769 That's also how you got me. 1010 00:42:05,794 --> 00:42:07,819 Take a breath, 1011 00:42:07,844 --> 00:42:09,476 let your eyes adjust... 1012 00:42:10,268 --> 00:42:12,268 Could that be a bright spot, too? 1013 00:42:14,994 --> 00:42:16,431 Eat your food. 1014 00:42:19,314 --> 00:42:21,314 ...and see what you see...